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Even after Eliza and I had gotten
engaged, she still held tightly to this
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of a storybook romance.
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She kept everything on the surface,
never wanting to go deeper or open up.
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knew that if we were going to spend the
rest of our lives together, we couldn't
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exist as a one -dimensional couple
anymore.
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And so I took the first step of moving
us beyond that.
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You know, so, uh, I've been thinking.
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We don't really talk too much about your
mom.
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Why would we? She's not in my life
anymore.
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Yeah, I know.
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But, I don't know, why is that?
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You never really told me.
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Why are you doing this now?
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This is a happy day.
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We're making our wedding invite.
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Oh, that's exactly why.
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I mean, we're going to spend the rest of
our lives together, right?
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I figure we might as well be open about
our past.
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It's embarrassing.
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Yeah, I don't care.
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Logan! What?
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I'm just saying, I want to know
everything about you.
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You know, even the not -so -great parts.
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I get it, babe. You know, your life's
not perfect, and neither is mine.
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I don't talk to her anymore because of
something she did to my friend Lily.
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Which was... what?
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A few months after my father died,
things were really hard for my family.
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My brother kept getting into legal
trouble, and my mother and I...
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We just weren't handling it well.
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I'm glad you like it.
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It's delicious.
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Yeah, we worked so long in the kitchen.
He's so cute, though. Lily was the one
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that helped center us again.
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She'd bring over comfort food and
distract us with stories about her love
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We couldn't get sucked into our sadness
when she was around because he was just
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so happy.
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The kind of happy that makes it
impossible for anyone around her not to
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happy.
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Anyway. Lily started dating this guy
from our church, Jesse.
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He was basically this reformed bad boy.
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And she was totally in love with him.
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Jesse had respected the fact that Lily
was a virgin.
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He even promised her he'd wait for her.
But my mother kept encouraging her to
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have sex with him.
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Well, I think if you love him, you chill
him.
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Live in the moment.
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Just never know when that's going to be
too late. Like, I should have eaten my
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ice cream.
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If she wants to wait, just let her.
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Hey, you think I should have sex with
him?
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Yeah, you love him, don't you?
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Wouldn't Jesus be mad?
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And so Lily, maybe against her better
judgment, took my mother's advice.
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I want you to be my first.
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Listen, I told you.
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We don't have to do this. We can wait as
long as you want.
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But I don't need you to wait. I'm ready.
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Sure?
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So sure.
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Yeah?
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Oh, God.
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This is so hard.
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Does that feel good?
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It looks so big.
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You like touching it?
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I've never touched anything like it
before.
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Yeah, I keep kissing.
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Is your mouth getting all watery
thinking about it? Yeah.
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Oh,
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yes.
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You're so fucking sexy.
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I know I'm going to tease you.
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Don't blow it out yet.
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Oh, my God.
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Bigger than you thought? Yeah.
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Like that?
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Yeah, keep going.
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Yes. Spread that pussy.
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Yes, of course.
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You look like you want it.
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Yeah? I want you to take my virginity.
You do?
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Well, let's see if you can put it in
your mouth first.
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Take it out.
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Oh, my God.
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Put all of it in there?
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Yes.
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Oh, yes.
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Just like that.
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You did a good job.
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Am I? Yeah.
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Oh, yes.
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Oh, fuck.
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Yes, just like that with your hand.
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Yeah, you can't forget the boss
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You may have never done that before.
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I told you I wanted you to be my first
step.
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Oh my God.
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The way it tastes. Yes.
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Do you like it? Yeah.
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That person's so fucking fat.
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You know we're going to reach you.
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my dick and taste your pussy.
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Let me fuck you up, yeah?
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Let me fuck you up.
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Get your leg up.
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I'm so glad you were my first.
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Sex for Lily was more than just
physical.
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It was this soulful experience.
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The one thing that would keep her tied
to Jesse.
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And it turns out it was.
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A month later, she finds out she's
pregnant.
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And Jesse, being the born -again
Christian, marries her.
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And she was so happy about it.
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Everything was working out perfectly.
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She had a baby on the way and a great
husband.
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And I think it was Lily's happiness that
made my mother so resentful.
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And that's what ultimately led her to do
what she did.
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Which was what?
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Sabotage the relationship.
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Obviously, Lily, my mom, and Jesse all
have different versions of this story.
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But from what I pieced together, my mom
invited Jesse home after church one day.
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It was under the guise that she had a
gift for Lily.
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Some baby book or something.
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It was just a convoluted plan to get him
to go to our house so she could seduce
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him. What?
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Yep.
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And she did.
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Jesse, being the bad boy, just couldn't
resist.
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The affair went on for months behind
Lily's back.
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And then one day, she caught them.
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And that was that.
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Lily was so distraught, she miscarried.
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And the whole town blamed my family.
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Blamed my mother.
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The shitty thing was, everything was
already so hard with my father being
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that it was just unbearable.
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God.
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It certainly sounded like it.
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I was so angry with my mother for what
she did.
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So I moved out here, and I've never
looked back.
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I'm sorry.
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So if you wonder why I don't talk about
my past, that's why.
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I just don't.
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I want to look forward, not backward.
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I get it.
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I understand, I do.
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But with that being said, do you think
there's any way you can learn to forgive
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your mother?
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Maybe. That's the problem, family.
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You still love him.
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Even when you hate him.
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What's up?
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Hi.
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I'm Logan. I'm looking for...
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Shit, you don't waste any time, do you?
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Look, man, you can look all around, all
right? Under every pillow, whatever you
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want. Ain't nothing here.
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Uh... Hey, whoa, what, what, what are
you... Don't look over there, look at
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all right? I'm talking to you, okay? I
can give you the tour, if you'd like.
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Walk you around, show you where
everything's not.
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Yeah, listen, I'm just looking... I know
what you're looking for, man.
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Okay? I know what you're fucking looking
for. But you're not gonna find it,
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okay? That whole drug life, dude, been
locked up for a year. I'm done with that
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shit, okay?
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I'm done. You can sniff your dogs
around, whatever you want to do. I'm
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that life, all right? Okay.
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Hey, glad to hear it, really.
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My name's Logan, and I'm Eliza's fiancé.
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Oh, fuck.
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Yeah.
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Oh, fuck. All right. God, I'm sorry,
bro. I thought you were my P .O. I mean,
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you look like a cop, you know? I get it.
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Wow. I almost shit myself.
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Okay, Eliza, right?
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How's she doing? I haven't seen her in
like a year.
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She's actually doing really well.
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She's in art school right now. You know
what? That's great.
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I'd love to hear about it, but I've got
a chick in my room, see, and I've been
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locked up for like a year, so I've got
to get to it.
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You hang out here, bud.
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Yeah, sure.
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Everything's gone.
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You didn't flush it, right?
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What? You flushed it?
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You told me to.
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Oh, fuck.
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Okay, that wasn't my PO. That was
Eliza's friend.
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Babe, I'm sorry.
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It's fine.
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Fuck.
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This is fucking paranoia, you know? It's
like, I just got out of prison. Like,
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fucking, we could...
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We got all these drugs in the house.
It's just that if I get caught, I go
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It's just stressful, you know?
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Stressful.
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What?
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Maybe if you stopped doing legal things
and got a real job, then you wouldn't
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have to worry about that.
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Huh.
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Man, I never really thought of that.
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Babe, I've been waiting for a year for
you to get out of jail.
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I really don't want you going back.
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I'm going back.
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I don't want to get locked up and be
away from this.
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Get that ass right in there.
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Oh, gosh.
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Oh, yeah.
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Ooh.
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I'm Eliza's fiancé.
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Oh.
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She's engaged.
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Good for her.
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Oh, I'm sorry.
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I'm Alexis.
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Hi. Pleasure to meet you.
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So, uh, what are you doing here?
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Well, I came here because I wanted to
personally invite you to the wedding.
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Okay.
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Does she know that?
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Uh, no.
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But I plan to tell her very soon.
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Well, okay.
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She doesn't talk to me.
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Yeah, I know.
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And I don't see that changing anytime
soon.
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So, did she tell you what happened?
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Yes, she did.
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You must think I'm a terrible person.
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You're still here?
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Yeah. Oh, Mom, this is Logan.
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I know who he is.
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Wait, he was here the whole time?
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Have you been here all day?
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All morning, yeah.
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You are so close to me looking for a
job, Xander. And that's where we're
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right now.
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At least one of my kids loved me.
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Where were we?
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You were saying that I probably think
you're a terrible person.
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Yeah, that's it.
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Which I don't, by the way.
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Thanks.
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You know, I know what it's like.
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Sometimes people make bad decisions in
shitty situations.
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You know, I've been there before.
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Have you?
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Yeah, but...
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I don't need to bore you with details of
my past.
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Please, give me the details. I hate
small talk.
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Well, about four years ago, my brother
passed.
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And it kind of sent me into a spiral.
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You know, I was drinking, I was doing
drugs, you name it, and I probably
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did it.
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Which I definitely shouldn't have just
told you.
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Being that I'm about to marry your
daughter.
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No judgment.
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Would you like some wine?
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Um, sure.
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Have a seat. I'll go get it.
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You know, I would love for Alive and I
to reconnect. I just don't see that
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happening anytime soon.
262
01:01:00,300 --> 01:01:03,020
At least not until she acknowledges her
part in everything.
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01:01:05,580 --> 01:01:06,580
What part?
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She didn't tell you about Ryan, did she?
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Ryan?
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Well, she didn't tell you about him.
Just forget about it.
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01:01:16,640 --> 01:01:21,020
Well, I mean, to be honest, she hardly
opens up about her past.
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01:01:22,860 --> 01:01:26,760
Yeah, well, she's guarded. She's been my
way always.
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01:01:29,500 --> 01:01:33,320
Um, so what's the story with Ryan?
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01:01:35,100 --> 01:01:39,600
Well, Ryan was a pastor at our church.
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01:01:40,260 --> 01:01:44,240
We were living in a small, tight -knit
religious community.
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01:01:45,280 --> 01:01:50,340
And as Jesse and I were starting our
affair, apparently Eliza was too.
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01:01:52,560 --> 01:01:55,260
I went ahead and organized all the Bible
studies. I don't blame her.
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01:01:55,660 --> 01:02:00,280
She was so lonely and confused, and Ryan
paid attention to her.
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01:02:00,920 --> 01:02:02,000
She looked up to him.
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01:02:02,460 --> 01:02:04,040
She needed a male role model.
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01:02:04,400 --> 01:02:10,220
So are you. And one day, in our church
rectory, things just got out of hand.
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01:02:10,640 --> 01:02:15,780
You know, things at home aren't great,
but I enjoy my work here.
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01:02:16,300 --> 01:02:18,340
Well, that's what's important.
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01:02:19,200 --> 01:02:20,320
Do you enjoy your work here?
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01:02:20,780 --> 01:02:21,419
I do.
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01:02:21,420 --> 01:02:22,420
I really do.
283
01:02:26,180 --> 01:02:27,360
I enjoy you being here.
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01:02:27,900 --> 01:02:28,900
I'm glad.
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01:02:32,920 --> 01:02:33,920
You still pray?
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01:04:20,300 --> 01:04:27,300
I love you.
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01:28:45,640 --> 01:28:46,539
did was wrong.
288
01:28:46,540 --> 01:28:50,860
So he immediately came out to his wife,
the entire church.
289
01:28:52,400 --> 01:28:55,020
He did leave Eliza's identity secret.
290
01:28:55,560 --> 01:28:59,480
It's her own fault that everybody found
out.
291
01:28:59,720 --> 01:29:03,600
She went crazy sending emails, scenes at
the church.
292
01:29:04,000 --> 01:29:06,500
She just couldn't handle... And having
another man leave her?
293
01:29:08,080 --> 01:29:09,080
Exactly.
294
01:29:09,520 --> 01:29:10,580
You know...
295
01:29:11,630 --> 01:29:15,670
After the thing with Jesse and I came
out and Lily miscarried her baby,
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01:29:15,870 --> 01:29:17,510
everything just went to shit.
297
01:29:18,550 --> 01:29:20,690
Liza blames me for everything.
298
01:29:25,670 --> 01:29:26,670
I'm sorry.
299
01:29:29,150 --> 01:29:30,510
It is what it is.
300
01:29:31,050 --> 01:29:36,890
You know, at the end of the day, we just
all want someone to connect with.
301
01:29:41,390 --> 01:29:44,350
When I got back home, I didn't tell
Eliza where I'd been.
302
01:29:45,030 --> 01:29:48,270
I knew she was sensitive, especially
regarding her mother.
303
01:29:49,190 --> 01:29:53,210
And I knew if there was any hope of
reconciling things between the two of
304
01:29:53,310 --> 01:29:57,530
she was going to have to start accepting
responsibility for her own actions.
305
01:29:57,810 --> 01:29:58,810
I bought more glitter.
306
01:29:59,130 --> 01:30:00,430
Oh. Are you mad?
307
01:30:01,050 --> 01:30:02,050
No.
308
01:30:02,390 --> 01:30:03,390
It's a wedding, right?
309
01:30:03,710 --> 01:30:05,030
There can never be too much glitter.
310
01:30:14,060 --> 01:30:15,160
I was just thinking about what you said.
311
01:30:17,880 --> 01:30:21,480
About how everyone at your church turned
on you after your mom... No.
312
01:30:23,120 --> 01:30:27,040
No? I don't want to talk about my past,
Logan. I told you this.
313
01:30:29,420 --> 01:30:30,940
Okay. I get it.
314
01:30:33,980 --> 01:30:37,840
It's just... Clearly, you're not over
it, Eliza.
315
01:30:39,940 --> 01:30:40,940
Gluties.
316
01:30:48,140 --> 01:30:53,560
I loved Eliza, but I hated how closed
off she was. There was something so
317
01:30:53,560 --> 01:30:57,580
refreshing about how easily her mother
just embraced the truth.
318
01:30:57,800 --> 01:31:02,460
There was no facade, no protecting who
she was or the image she wanted to
319
01:31:02,460 --> 01:31:07,780
portray. She was real and flawed, and I
needed someone like that in my life.
320
01:31:08,080 --> 01:31:12,760
And so, against my better judgment, I
called her.
321
01:31:13,720 --> 01:31:16,940
Just to talk to her about something
other than nothing.
322
01:31:19,180 --> 01:31:22,380
I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't help
myself. Hello?
323
01:31:23,460 --> 01:31:24,460
Alexis?
324
01:31:25,220 --> 01:31:29,460
Hey. How are you? I needed something
more than just service.
325
01:31:30,140 --> 01:31:32,820
And she provided that. Yeah, I just
wanted to hear your voice.
326
01:31:33,460 --> 01:31:38,520
Our conversations would last for hours,
and when the time came to hang up, I
327
01:31:38,520 --> 01:31:39,520
missed her.
328
01:31:40,560 --> 01:31:44,280
She could offer me something that Eliza
couldn't, and it was then that I
329
01:31:44,280 --> 01:31:46,660
realized I didn't want her and Eliza to
reconcile.
330
01:31:47,920 --> 01:31:51,680
Selfishly, I wanted to keep both of
those relationships completely separate
331
01:31:51,680 --> 01:31:57,000
one another. Which became exponentially
harder as Alexis and I grew closer
332
01:31:57,000 --> 01:31:58,000
together.
333
01:32:01,860 --> 01:32:03,540
I'm so glad you came over.
334
01:32:03,860 --> 01:32:04,860
Me too.
335
01:32:05,340 --> 01:32:07,100
To friends.
336
01:32:08,400 --> 01:32:09,400
What?
337
01:32:18,920 --> 01:32:22,460
I did not invite you over here for
friendship.
338
01:32:24,020 --> 01:32:29,180
What are you... What
339
01:32:29,180 --> 01:32:34,940
are you doing?
340
01:32:38,940 --> 01:32:40,140
Aren't you thirsty?
341
01:32:40,900 --> 01:32:42,520
I thought you came over.
342
01:32:42,980 --> 01:32:44,280
You're thirsty.
343
01:32:46,980 --> 01:32:47,980
Yeah.
344
01:32:52,910 --> 01:32:54,270
See how you're looking at me?
345
01:32:54,970 --> 01:32:56,210
Coming over here.
346
01:32:57,430 --> 01:32:58,750
Calling me late at night.
347
01:32:58,970 --> 01:32:59,970
Get in there.
348
01:33:00,850 --> 01:33:01,850
Look it up.
349
01:33:03,630 --> 01:33:04,630
Here we are.
350
01:33:33,610 --> 01:33:36,130
Oh, good.
351
01:33:38,610 --> 01:33:40,010
Oh,
352
01:33:40,950 --> 01:33:45,150
good.
353
01:34:12,040 --> 01:34:13,820
Look at you with those sweet eyes.
354
01:35:34,250 --> 01:35:35,250
Thank you.
355
01:39:30,060 --> 01:39:31,060
Mmm.
356
01:41:17,200 --> 01:41:18,200
Bye. Bye.
357
01:43:15,720 --> 01:43:16,820
I don't like your fucking face.
358
01:48:06,410 --> 01:48:07,410
Yes.
359
01:48:08,010 --> 01:48:09,010
Yes.
360
01:48:10,450 --> 01:48:15,670
Oh, fuck.
361
01:48:17,430 --> 01:48:18,690
Oh, yeah.
362
01:48:19,770 --> 01:48:20,770
Oh,
363
01:48:21,110 --> 01:48:24,210
fuck. Oh, yeah.
364
01:48:24,830 --> 01:48:28,510
Oh, yeah. I'm going to fuck you back,
don't you? Yes. Yes.
365
01:48:29,250 --> 01:48:30,250
Yes.
366
01:48:30,810 --> 01:48:32,890
Yes. I thought I fucking had to take
that.
367
01:49:04,210 --> 01:49:05,610
There you go. Fuck.
368
01:49:58,380 --> 01:49:59,380
Yeah.
369
01:50:41,740 --> 01:50:42,740
Thank you.
370
01:51:23,560 --> 01:51:24,560
I'm not kidding.
371
01:52:11,600 --> 01:52:12,600
Yes.
372
01:58:43,690 --> 01:58:48,270
Although I eventually ended up marrying
Eliza, I continued seeing her mother.
373
01:58:49,030 --> 01:58:54,310
I was so entrenched in both
relationships that I had no idea where
374
01:58:54,310 --> 01:58:55,650
ended or began.
375
01:58:55,950 --> 01:58:59,210
You know, you've been traveling a lot
for work lately.
376
01:58:59,990 --> 01:59:01,730
Oh, don't remind me.
377
01:59:02,010 --> 01:59:03,150
I hate it.
378
01:59:08,570 --> 01:59:09,690
Oh my god.
379
01:59:09,990 --> 01:59:10,990
What?
380
01:59:11,810 --> 01:59:13,340
That's my old - Pastor Ryan.
381
01:59:15,160 --> 01:59:16,119
Oh, really?
382
01:59:16,120 --> 01:59:18,500
Yeah. I transferred to a new parish.
383
01:59:20,560 --> 01:59:21,560
Huh.
384
01:59:22,960 --> 01:59:25,580
Yeah. My mom was a fan of him, too.
385
01:59:26,740 --> 01:59:28,800
Completely ruined his marriage.
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