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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.LT 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.LT 3 00:02:46,992 --> 00:02:48,472 Hi. 4 00:02:48,516 --> 00:02:50,561 You didn't tell me they built an Apple store next door. 5 00:02:50,953 --> 00:02:53,173 Yeah, there's practically one on every corner. 6 00:02:55,610 --> 00:02:57,046 Don’t tell me that it actually threw you. 7 00:02:57,089 --> 00:02:58,613 I thought that, that was just your schtick. 8 00:02:59,614 --> 00:03:01,268 It's not schtick. 9 00:03:01,311 --> 00:03:04,706 Okay, well, if you could just smile, because you're so pretty. 10 00:03:04,749 --> 00:03:05,968 No, I really don't want to do this right now. 11 00:03:06,011 --> 00:03:07,012 Please, please, please, please, please. 12 00:03:07,056 --> 00:03:08,492 No, no, I just need to focus. 13 00:03:08,536 --> 00:03:09,711 Thank you. - Smile. 14 00:03:09,754 --> 00:03:11,147 Oh my God! No, so cute- 15 00:03:30,340 --> 00:03:31,646 Hi everybody. 16 00:03:33,474 --> 00:03:34,475 Uh... 17 00:03:35,215 --> 00:03:36,216 Good evening. 18 00:03:36,607 --> 00:03:38,305 My name is Claudia Lerner. 19 00:03:39,784 --> 00:03:40,916 Um... 20 00:03:41,786 --> 00:03:43,614 Silicon Valley is exciting, 21 00:03:44,441 --> 00:03:46,356 but it can also be pretty suffocating. 22 00:03:48,271 --> 00:03:49,707 It hasn't always been that way. 23 00:03:55,409 --> 00:03:59,500 Some places are more than a place. 24 00:04:01,066 --> 00:04:02,198 They can hold power. 25 00:04:03,721 --> 00:04:05,027 They can change you. 26 00:04:11,599 --> 00:04:14,950 You're probably asking yourself, 27 00:04:16,386 --> 00:04:19,998 who is this young female author standing at the podium? 28 00:04:22,131 --> 00:04:25,439 And I wish I asked myself that same question a lot sooner. 29 00:04:27,919 --> 00:04:32,402 So without further ado, this is the Book of Jobs. 30 00:04:42,717 --> 00:04:44,632 ♪ 3, 2, 1, you're so fun 31 00:04:44,675 --> 00:04:46,851 ♪ The best thing underneath the sun ♪ 32 00:04:47,374 --> 00:04:49,419 It was 1998. 33 00:04:50,420 --> 00:04:53,989 Here in my own private paradise, I felt completely safe. 34 00:04:54,032 --> 00:04:55,947 ♪ But I’m the one to be your man ♪ 35 00:04:55,991 --> 00:04:59,037 ♪ And you’re the one who understands alright ♪ 36 00:04:59,560 --> 00:05:03,259 ♪ You’re the good kind ♪ 37 00:05:04,086 --> 00:05:07,611 ♪ Think I love you 38 00:05:08,438 --> 00:05:10,092 ♪ Such a good... 39 00:05:10,135 --> 00:05:12,137 My parents had planted us smack dab 40 00:05:12,181 --> 00:05:13,791 in the center of Silicon Valley. 41 00:05:13,835 --> 00:05:17,447 ♪ Just adore you 42 00:05:19,928 --> 00:05:22,234 My dad preached the possibility of this place. 43 00:05:25,542 --> 00:05:26,891 It was my Garden of Eden. 44 00:05:29,067 --> 00:05:31,896 My oldest memories are of these giants. 45 00:05:32,680 --> 00:05:34,464 I remember searching for where the trees 46 00:05:34,508 --> 00:05:36,031 ended and the sky began. 47 00:05:38,468 --> 00:05:40,383 California became my religion, 48 00:05:41,515 --> 00:05:43,168 and there was a messiah here. 49 00:05:52,308 --> 00:05:53,309 All right. 50 00:05:53,570 --> 00:05:57,357 ♪ You’re the good kind ♪ 51 00:05:57,922 --> 00:06:00,969 ♪ Think I love you 52 00:06:01,273 --> 00:06:02,579 My little hands grabbed hold 53 00:06:02,623 --> 00:06:04,276 of the apple and bit down. 54 00:06:05,626 --> 00:06:06,627 Hard. 55 00:06:06,931 --> 00:06:10,718 ♪ Just adore you 56 00:06:30,433 --> 00:06:32,174 People were running 57 00:06:32,217 --> 00:06:34,655 and someone was shouting, something hit the building, 58 00:06:34,698 --> 00:06:36,265 something hit the building. 59 00:06:36,308 --> 00:06:40,051 Well, we saw just moments ago, 60 00:06:40,095 --> 00:06:41,575 we saw in our studio here, 61 00:06:41,618 --> 00:06:43,490 a plane, 62 00:06:43,533 --> 00:06:46,449 crashed into the south tower of the World Trade Center, 63 00:06:46,493 --> 00:06:48,233 that was the second plane. 64 00:06:48,277 --> 00:06:51,933 So, two planes have now crashed, uh, 65 00:06:52,368 --> 00:06:54,675 each into one of the World Trade Center towers. 66 00:06:55,197 --> 00:06:57,504 What we can only surmise at this point... 67 00:07:04,772 --> 00:07:06,600 Thank you for showing me what a loving home 68 00:07:06,643 --> 00:07:08,863 I have to return to after a 14-hour day at work. 69 00:07:08,906 --> 00:07:09,951 I don't have any other time 70 00:07:09,994 --> 00:07:11,518 to talk to you about these things. 71 00:07:11,561 --> 00:07:13,345 You're never here and when you are it's no different from 72 00:07:13,389 --> 00:07:14,477 when you're not. 73 00:07:14,521 --> 00:07:15,696 What do you want me to say? 74 00:07:15,739 --> 00:07:17,306 I work my fucking ass off for our family. 75 00:07:17,349 --> 00:07:19,003 Bullshit! This isn't for us, it's your ego, you never 76 00:07:19,047 --> 00:07:20,570 outgrew that shit. 77 00:07:20,614 --> 00:07:22,529 We had an agreement, now you're unhappy with it. 78 00:07:22,572 --> 00:07:23,921 We had a partnership. 79 00:07:23,965 --> 00:07:26,097 It's not working, this isn't working. 80 00:07:26,141 --> 00:07:28,186 That's why I think we need to be realistic 81 00:07:28,230 --> 00:07:29,449 and actually talk about it. 82 00:07:29,492 --> 00:07:30,928 This is not talking. 83 00:07:30,972 --> 00:07:32,060 I just... I'm trying to tell you 84 00:07:32,103 --> 00:07:33,104 how it feels on our end. 85 00:07:35,411 --> 00:07:37,065 This isn't Boo's door. 86 00:07:37,108 --> 00:07:38,893 Boo? What's Boo? 87 00:07:38,936 --> 00:07:41,461 That's what I decided to call her, is there a problem? 88 00:07:41,504 --> 00:07:43,245 Sully, you're not supposed to name it. 89 00:07:43,288 --> 00:07:45,813 Once you name it, you start getting attached to it. 90 00:07:46,248 --> 00:07:49,251 Now put that thing back where it came from, or so help me! 91 00:07:52,254 --> 00:07:53,211 Oh, hey! 92 00:07:53,255 --> 00:07:54,822 We're rehearsing a scene 93 00:07:54,865 --> 00:07:56,954 for the upcoming company play called, uh, 94 00:07:57,259 --> 00:07:59,261 Put That Thing Back Where it Came From or So Help Me. 95 00:07:59,696 --> 00:08:01,437 It's a musical. 96 00:08:01,481 --> 00:08:03,091 Put that thing back where it came from, or so help me. 97 00:08:03,134 --> 00:08:05,223 It was sensational, I can't even describe it. 98 00:08:05,528 --> 00:08:07,095 Listen, Sweetie. 99 00:08:07,138 --> 00:08:09,010 Who follows up a run like that with something even better? 100 00:08:09,053 --> 00:08:11,360 I mean, he does Toy Story, A Bug's life, 101 00:08:11,403 --> 00:08:12,840 Toy Story 2, and now this. 102 00:08:12,883 --> 00:08:14,450 Buddy, we need to discuss something. 103 00:08:14,494 --> 00:08:16,104 And that ending, even the adults teared up, honest to God. 104 00:08:16,147 --> 00:08:17,627 - This is really important. - I can't believe 105 00:08:17,671 --> 00:08:19,977 I've been twice now and you still haven't seen this. 106 00:08:20,021 --> 00:08:21,936 How about we go next Friday? I say we beat the rush- 107 00:08:21,979 --> 00:08:23,415 We're getting a divorce. 108 00:08:26,288 --> 00:08:27,289 Nice one. 109 00:08:27,594 --> 00:08:29,160 What was I supposed to do? 110 00:08:29,987 --> 00:08:31,380 Honey, I know this is gonna be difficult 111 00:08:31,423 --> 00:08:32,903 so if you want to talk about anything, 112 00:08:32,947 --> 00:08:34,775 we can discuss anything. 113 00:08:39,431 --> 00:08:40,520 Get down, get down! 114 00:08:55,186 --> 00:08:56,797 Earthquakes were an inevitability 115 00:08:56,840 --> 00:08:58,450 of living on the San Andreas fault. 116 00:08:59,364 --> 00:09:02,367 I just didn't expect one in my own home. 117 00:09:22,039 --> 00:09:24,128 I found comfort in the fact that Jobs was born 118 00:09:24,172 --> 00:09:25,390 into a broken family. 119 00:10:05,692 --> 00:10:06,780 Have a great first day. 120 00:10:06,823 --> 00:10:07,824 Thanks, Mom. 121 00:10:33,589 --> 00:10:34,329 Here, let me help. 122 00:10:34,721 --> 00:10:36,287 Thanks. 123 00:10:36,331 --> 00:10:38,594 First day of middle school and my backpack breaks, go figure. 124 00:10:38,942 --> 00:10:41,162 Well, you shoved enough books in here to build a library. 125 00:10:41,815 --> 00:10:42,859 How many classes are you taking? 126 00:10:43,381 --> 00:10:44,556 Eight. 127 00:10:46,602 --> 00:10:48,909 Hey, look! We both have art elective after lunch. 128 00:10:48,952 --> 00:10:51,215 Awesome! You know, Steve Jobs is an artist. 129 00:10:51,259 --> 00:10:53,740 That's how he came up with such beautiful designs for Apple, 130 00:10:53,783 --> 00:10:54,958 and that's why I signed up for art. 131 00:10:55,002 --> 00:10:56,568 Are you any good at drawing? 132 00:10:56,612 --> 00:10:58,396 If you are, maybe you could design computers one day, too. 133 00:11:02,487 --> 00:11:04,141 I just get excited about things. 134 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:06,361 I'm Lucy. 135 00:11:07,188 --> 00:11:08,189 Claudia. 136 00:11:08,755 --> 00:11:09,712 Let's go. 137 00:11:17,154 --> 00:11:18,939 How does someone become your best friend? 138 00:11:20,157 --> 00:11:21,158 I was careful. 139 00:11:22,246 --> 00:11:23,508 She was carefree. 140 00:11:25,815 --> 00:11:27,512 But Lucy always told me the truth. 141 00:11:29,950 --> 00:11:31,081 Sunflower G4? 142 00:11:31,821 --> 00:11:32,866 Nice. 143 00:11:33,431 --> 00:11:35,433 You're kind of weird about computers. 144 00:11:36,565 --> 00:11:37,697 I'll be just like him. 145 00:11:38,828 --> 00:11:40,264 Who? 146 00:11:40,308 --> 00:11:43,093 I'm going to be Steve Jobs, but a girl, of course. 147 00:11:45,052 --> 00:11:47,315 You know, you're completely nuts. 148 00:11:56,367 --> 00:11:57,542 Don't you have an iPod? 149 00:11:57,586 --> 00:11:58,630 Look. 150 00:12:01,851 --> 00:12:04,071 You just connect it to your computer, 151 00:12:06,551 --> 00:12:08,728 and can have all the songs you want right in your hand. 152 00:12:09,467 --> 00:12:10,468 Cool. 153 00:12:18,389 --> 00:12:20,522 ♪ Win, win, win yeah that's my motto ♪ 154 00:12:20,565 --> 00:12:22,916 ♪ That's so, so cold like a cup of gelato ♪ 155 00:12:22,959 --> 00:12:25,222 ♪ I'm a trendsetter so they all gonna follow ♪ 156 00:12:26,093 --> 00:12:27,485 ♪ Yeah, they all gonna follow 157 00:12:27,529 --> 00:12:29,792 ♪ Me to the beat, 'cause the beat they feelin' ♪ 158 00:12:29,836 --> 00:12:32,012 ♪ One step ahead I ain't got no ceiling ♪ 159 00:12:32,403 --> 00:12:34,101 ♪ Take a look at what I've got ♪ 160 00:12:34,144 --> 00:12:36,407 ♪ I got everything I need and get everything I want ♪ 161 00:12:37,626 --> 00:12:38,932 ♪ It's unde-unde-un 162 00:12:40,107 --> 00:12:41,282 ♪ Undeniable 163 00:12:42,152 --> 00:12:43,632 ♪ It's unde-unde-un 164 00:12:44,633 --> 00:12:45,895 ♪ Undeniable 165 00:12:46,809 --> 00:12:48,115 ♪ It's unde-unde-un 166 00:12:48,376 --> 00:12:49,290 Who's that? 167 00:12:49,333 --> 00:12:50,465 ♪ Undeniable 168 00:12:51,292 --> 00:12:52,293 It's my dad. 169 00:12:53,860 --> 00:12:55,078 ♪ Undeniable 170 00:12:55,122 --> 00:12:56,950 ♪ Run, run, run gotta make it happen ♪ 171 00:12:56,993 --> 00:12:59,256 ♪ Everybody's side stage, I can hear 'em clapping ♪ 172 00:12:59,300 --> 00:13:00,997 ♪ All this money stacked up, I can't even count it ♪ 173 00:13:01,041 --> 00:13:02,172 ♪ I'm a star 174 00:13:02,216 --> 00:13:03,086 Don't be sad. 175 00:13:03,826 --> 00:13:04,871 It will get better. 176 00:13:06,133 --> 00:13:07,134 How can you say that? 177 00:13:07,917 --> 00:13:09,571 Because it has to. 178 00:13:10,746 --> 00:13:13,314 Oh, what do you want to listen to next? 179 00:13:15,838 --> 00:13:17,666 I don't really want to listen to music anymore. 180 00:13:28,590 --> 00:13:33,203 Just try to think positive, visualize what you want. 181 00:13:37,904 --> 00:13:39,470 What if that doesn't work? 182 00:13:41,385 --> 00:13:42,778 We should make a pact. 183 00:13:43,387 --> 00:13:45,737 We promise to stay best friends no matter what 184 00:13:45,781 --> 00:13:47,130 for our whole lives. 185 00:13:48,001 --> 00:13:49,654 You're kind of insane. 186 00:13:50,525 --> 00:13:52,309 We'll start by sticking together through 187 00:13:52,353 --> 00:13:56,052 high school, then we'll go to the same college. 188 00:13:57,053 --> 00:13:58,054 Where do you want to go? 189 00:13:58,098 --> 00:14:00,013 Stanford, obviously. 190 00:14:00,491 --> 00:14:02,493 I'll study computers like Steve Jobs, 191 00:14:02,972 --> 00:14:04,452 and you can... - Be a painter, 192 00:14:05,540 --> 00:14:06,802 or a veterinarian. 193 00:14:07,585 --> 00:14:08,978 Maybe an archaeologist. 194 00:14:31,479 --> 00:14:33,220 You like that color, huh? 195 00:14:33,263 --> 00:14:34,482 It's called Macintosh. 196 00:14:34,525 --> 00:14:36,266 Like the computer and the logo. 197 00:14:36,310 --> 00:14:37,964 Yeah, I get it. 198 00:14:40,575 --> 00:14:43,883 Hey, hey, wait, wait, can I, can I talk to you for a second? 199 00:14:44,840 --> 00:14:46,798 There's something I wanted to tell you. 200 00:14:50,237 --> 00:14:52,587 You know how I've been going to the doctor a lot recently? 201 00:14:54,632 --> 00:14:55,807 Yes. 202 00:14:57,287 --> 00:15:00,900 Well, they've been trying to figure some things out. 203 00:15:03,903 --> 00:15:07,210 And, it turns out that... 204 00:15:10,083 --> 00:15:11,345 I have cancer. 205 00:15:13,869 --> 00:15:16,828 But, I am optimistic. 206 00:15:16,872 --> 00:15:19,179 They are catching it very early. 207 00:15:21,703 --> 00:15:23,139 On the outside, I was silent. 208 00:15:24,880 --> 00:15:26,926 Inside, every corner of my brain was firing on a loop siren. 209 00:15:27,665 --> 00:15:28,666 She will not die. 210 00:15:28,710 --> 00:15:29,754 She will not die. 211 00:15:29,798 --> 00:15:30,973 She will not die. 212 00:15:31,017 --> 00:15:32,888 And the doctors have a whole plan. 213 00:15:34,020 --> 00:15:35,804 I'm starting treatment next week. 214 00:15:36,631 --> 00:15:37,980 - At Stanford? - Yeah. 215 00:15:39,025 --> 00:15:40,330 How lucky are we? 216 00:15:41,636 --> 00:15:43,899 W-what do you mean? 217 00:15:43,943 --> 00:15:45,901 To have revolutionary research being done right 218 00:15:45,945 --> 00:15:47,337 here in our own backyard. 219 00:15:47,381 --> 00:15:49,165 Those doctors will have everything you need. 220 00:15:51,037 --> 00:15:53,169 Yeah, Stanford Hospital is wonderful. 221 00:15:53,213 --> 00:15:54,649 It's all because of Jobs. 222 00:15:54,910 --> 00:15:56,433 They just blow all the other hospitals 223 00:15:56,477 --> 00:15:58,000 right out of the water. 224 00:15:58,044 --> 00:16:00,002 He's made them totally raise their game. 225 00:16:01,395 --> 00:16:03,440 Did you join some kind of cult or something? 226 00:16:03,484 --> 00:16:05,703 People must travel from all over to get treated here. 227 00:16:05,747 --> 00:16:06,835 You know Stanford's been 228 00:16:06,878 --> 00:16:08,141 around a lot longer than Steve Jobs? 229 00:16:08,184 --> 00:16:10,447 This is the gold standard, the Emerald City. 230 00:16:10,491 --> 00:16:12,928 If you've got cancer, Stanford's the place to be. 231 00:16:13,798 --> 00:16:15,235 - Yes. - You're going to get the best 232 00:16:15,278 --> 00:16:17,411 treatment in the world because Steve Jobs represents 233 00:16:17,454 --> 00:16:19,021 the best in the world and wouldn't live 234 00:16:19,065 --> 00:16:20,066 anywhere else. 235 00:16:20,109 --> 00:16:21,589 You're going to beat this. 236 00:16:22,372 --> 00:16:23,765 Well, that is the plan. 237 00:16:24,113 --> 00:16:25,897 And I am gonna fight so hard. 238 00:16:27,073 --> 00:16:29,205 But just in case this treatment doesn't work out, 239 00:16:29,249 --> 00:16:30,859 you know, there's trials all over the country. 240 00:16:30,902 --> 00:16:32,295 You've got this, Mom. 241 00:16:37,866 --> 00:16:38,867 Huh! 242 00:16:41,609 --> 00:16:42,610 Huh! 243 00:16:46,744 --> 00:16:47,745 Booyah! 244 00:16:54,578 --> 00:16:55,884 Jobs was infamous 245 00:16:55,927 --> 00:16:58,495 for his reality distortion field, 246 00:16:58,539 --> 00:17:00,671 a phenomenon in which he would convince himself 247 00:17:00,715 --> 00:17:02,978 and those around him to believe almost anything. 248 00:17:03,413 --> 00:17:05,111 Utilizing a perfect cocktail 249 00:17:05,154 --> 00:17:08,940 of charisma, hyperbole, and persistence. 250 00:17:09,550 --> 00:17:11,421 He thought he could make the impossible possible, 251 00:17:12,901 --> 00:17:14,033 I believed I could do the same. 252 00:17:15,904 --> 00:17:18,472 Oh, how beautiful is this? 253 00:17:22,258 --> 00:17:23,738 Mom's getting chemo today. 254 00:17:26,219 --> 00:17:27,220 Yeah. 255 00:17:28,047 --> 00:17:29,874 And, I feel... 256 00:17:30,832 --> 00:17:32,312 I feel terrible about that, but 257 00:17:33,530 --> 00:17:34,749 we are here. 258 00:17:35,228 --> 00:17:36,620 In our favorite restaurant, 259 00:17:36,881 --> 00:17:38,361 having just driven the most beautiful road 260 00:17:38,405 --> 00:17:40,059 in the world and... 261 00:17:40,102 --> 00:17:41,451 Hey, 262 00:17:41,495 --> 00:17:43,062 remember how much you like the creme brulee here? 263 00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:45,673 I do remember. 264 00:17:45,716 --> 00:17:47,109 I remember because we've been here 265 00:17:47,153 --> 00:17:48,937 a hundred times as a family. 266 00:17:49,938 --> 00:17:53,202 Mom has cancer and we're here getting caramelized custard. 267 00:17:53,898 --> 00:17:56,205 Why don't we hop in the car and you can drive us home? 268 00:17:56,597 --> 00:17:59,339 You can go back to being a good husband and father, 269 00:17:59,382 --> 00:18:00,731 and we can put this whole thing behind us. 270 00:18:00,775 --> 00:18:01,863 That is enough. 271 00:18:01,906 --> 00:18:03,473 Enough with the midlife crisis, Dad. 272 00:18:03,517 --> 00:18:05,214 - Okay. - You're better than that. 273 00:18:05,258 --> 00:18:07,956 This is beyond inappropriate, Daniella is sitting right here. 274 00:18:07,999 --> 00:18:09,175 You're so right, I'm sorry. 275 00:18:09,566 --> 00:18:10,915 Daniella, let me ask you. 276 00:18:12,569 --> 00:18:14,310 Do you think my dad should be dating someone 10 years younger? 277 00:18:14,702 --> 00:18:17,922 Or go back to his sick wife who needs him and his only daughter? 278 00:18:17,966 --> 00:18:19,750 Claudia, leave her out of this. 279 00:18:21,535 --> 00:18:24,842 Look, Daniella, you seem like a nice lady. 280 00:18:26,235 --> 00:18:27,236 I love your hair. 281 00:18:27,845 --> 00:18:29,064 Why don't you tell us your address, 282 00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:30,805 and we can drop you off on our way home? 283 00:18:31,588 --> 00:18:33,373 I doubt she wants you knowing where she lives now. 284 00:18:34,287 --> 00:18:36,854 Claudia, I don't think I deserve any of this. 285 00:18:36,898 --> 00:18:38,204 You are making her feel awful. 286 00:18:38,247 --> 00:18:39,509 So quick to defend her. 287 00:18:39,814 --> 00:18:41,163 Give us a break. 288 00:18:41,207 --> 00:18:43,687 What will it take? Huh? I'll get better grades? 289 00:18:44,079 --> 00:18:45,211 I'll stop being so annoying. 290 00:18:45,254 --> 00:18:46,951 Claudia, contrary to what you think, 291 00:18:47,213 --> 00:18:49,040 it isn't about you all the time. 292 00:18:50,651 --> 00:18:53,044 I'm not gonna sit here listening to this petulant shit all day. 293 00:18:53,088 --> 00:18:55,134 I am the parent, you are the child. 294 00:18:55,177 --> 00:18:56,526 This conversation is over. 295 00:19:18,244 --> 00:19:19,854 Do you want to talk about it? 296 00:19:30,473 --> 00:19:33,563 Before my dad's stroke, my mom found out he was cheating. 297 00:19:35,304 --> 00:19:36,697 They were gonna get a divorce. 298 00:19:38,002 --> 00:19:39,961 Now she's stuck taking care of him. 299 00:19:42,398 --> 00:19:43,965 We can't put our faith in men. 300 00:19:44,313 --> 00:19:46,054 Otherwise, we will end up like our moms. 301 00:19:46,272 --> 00:19:48,361 I can think of some great male role models, 302 00:19:48,752 --> 00:19:50,406 like Steve Jobs, for instance. 303 00:19:50,450 --> 00:19:51,973 Jobs had a kid with his ex-girlfriend 304 00:19:52,278 --> 00:19:54,236 who he rejected for nearly a decade. 305 00:19:55,977 --> 00:19:57,326 If you think you're helping, you're not. 306 00:19:58,109 --> 00:19:59,589 Look, 307 00:19:59,633 --> 00:20:02,201 I don't exactly know what went down with your parents, 308 00:20:02,244 --> 00:20:03,463 and I don't have to. 309 00:20:05,073 --> 00:20:06,814 I'm just saying, I know what it feels like to be betrayed. 310 00:20:06,857 --> 00:20:08,946 Has it ever dawned on you that I'm not like you? 311 00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:10,600 That I'm not like other girls at all? 312 00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:14,430 I'm a rebel, a misfit, I see things differently. 313 00:20:14,474 --> 00:20:15,997 You can vilify me- - Oh, my God. 314 00:20:16,389 --> 00:20:18,608 If you keep quoting a think different commercial, 315 00:20:18,652 --> 00:20:20,001 I'm actually gonna throw up. 316 00:20:23,613 --> 00:20:24,875 I have to go to the bathroom. 317 00:20:39,325 --> 00:20:40,326 No. 318 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:42,328 No. 319 00:20:42,371 --> 00:20:43,372 No. 320 00:20:45,069 --> 00:20:46,027 This isn't happening. 321 00:20:48,769 --> 00:20:49,857 What are you doing in there? 322 00:21:01,738 --> 00:21:02,652 What's that? 323 00:21:02,696 --> 00:21:03,697 Nothing. 324 00:21:04,959 --> 00:21:05,786 Why'd you just throw your underwear away? 325 00:21:05,829 --> 00:21:07,918 I had an accident. 326 00:21:08,310 --> 00:21:09,529 You're not 4 years old. 327 00:21:10,399 --> 00:21:11,661 Just leave it alone. 328 00:21:12,271 --> 00:21:13,576 What the hell is going on? 329 00:21:18,364 --> 00:21:19,365 I just... 330 00:21:19,669 --> 00:21:22,368 I just got my period, I think. 331 00:21:26,459 --> 00:21:28,287 Impressive, it'll be fine. 332 00:21:28,852 --> 00:21:30,506 First of all, throwing your underwear away 333 00:21:30,550 --> 00:21:31,899 won't make it go away. 334 00:21:31,942 --> 00:21:33,161 It'll just make it worse. 335 00:21:33,509 --> 00:21:35,119 Look, we'll just get you a pad. 336 00:21:37,165 --> 00:21:39,341 There's no pads? Do you have any? 337 00:21:39,646 --> 00:21:41,778 Of course not, you know I haven't gotten mine yet. 338 00:21:42,518 --> 00:21:43,954 What am I going to do? 339 00:21:43,998 --> 00:21:46,435 I can feel it down there now, I can't go back outside. 340 00:21:46,827 --> 00:21:50,091 Well, we either ask your dad's girlfriend for help or... 341 00:21:52,528 --> 00:21:54,617 But, I haven't gotten to that chapter in the 342 00:21:54,661 --> 00:21:56,315 American Girl Body Book yet. 343 00:22:24,386 --> 00:22:26,910 Claudia, talk to me. 344 00:22:27,433 --> 00:22:29,217 What's going on in there? 345 00:22:29,260 --> 00:22:30,349 Won't go in. 346 00:22:30,610 --> 00:22:32,263 Luce, I don't think I can do this. 347 00:22:32,307 --> 00:22:34,875 There's a reason girls don't use tampons right away. 348 00:22:39,619 --> 00:22:41,229 You need to relax. 349 00:22:41,925 --> 00:22:44,101 Can you change the angle or something? 350 00:22:44,145 --> 00:22:45,189 To what? This? 351 00:22:45,233 --> 00:22:46,452 - Ouch! - How about this? 352 00:22:46,495 --> 00:22:48,192 - Lucy! - Give me some help 353 00:22:48,236 --> 00:22:49,890 on the direction here! 354 00:22:52,022 --> 00:22:54,242 Try changing it 15 degrees clockwise. 355 00:22:54,503 --> 00:22:56,026 I'm not a mathematician. 356 00:22:56,070 --> 00:22:57,811 I'm telling you, I think there's something wrong. 357 00:22:58,202 --> 00:22:59,726 Maybe my vagina is messed up. 358 00:22:59,987 --> 00:23:02,032 Maybe I have the one vagina that doesn't work right 359 00:23:02,076 --> 00:23:03,730 and the tampons won't fit. 360 00:23:05,993 --> 00:23:08,256 And as I sat there in despair, it hit me. 361 00:23:09,475 --> 00:23:11,302 W-W-S-D. 362 00:23:12,347 --> 00:23:13,609 What would Steve do? 363 00:23:15,132 --> 00:23:18,135 Innovation is saying no to a thousand things. 364 00:23:18,179 --> 00:23:19,528 Are you quoting Steve Jobs 365 00:23:19,572 --> 00:23:21,791 while you try and put in a tampon? 366 00:23:22,444 --> 00:23:25,186 I'm just changing the direction a little bit. 367 00:23:25,229 --> 00:23:27,014 Maybe, if I... 368 00:23:27,841 --> 00:23:28,842 Ah-ha! It's in! 369 00:23:28,885 --> 00:23:30,452 - It's in? - It's in! Ah! 370 00:23:36,197 --> 00:23:37,590 Some obsessions fade 371 00:23:37,633 --> 00:23:39,766 once high school comes along. 372 00:23:39,809 --> 00:23:41,420 Mine just grew stronger. 373 00:23:41,811 --> 00:23:43,987 You have the animal cells, and the plant cells, the plant cells 374 00:23:44,031 --> 00:23:46,642 are more rigid, they have a really thick cell wall. 375 00:23:47,513 --> 00:23:50,211 And then the animal cells have a really good membrane, 376 00:23:50,254 --> 00:23:52,735 so they're more squishier, and if you just remember that, 377 00:23:52,779 --> 00:23:54,345 Hey, Claudia, sorry. 378 00:23:54,389 --> 00:23:55,477 Can you help me with that? 379 00:23:55,521 --> 00:23:56,870 - There you go. - Thank you. 380 00:23:56,913 --> 00:23:58,306 And thank you, Lucy. 381 00:24:00,656 --> 00:24:01,875 Thanks, Claudia. 382 00:24:01,918 --> 00:24:05,487 So, a little birdie told me that, Mr. Dotnick 383 00:24:05,531 --> 00:24:07,141 brought in pie yesterday? 384 00:24:07,707 --> 00:24:09,230 Yeah, that was because yesterday 385 00:24:09,273 --> 00:24:11,232 was March 14th, you know. 386 00:24:11,275 --> 00:24:12,712 Pi, 3.14. 387 00:24:13,669 --> 00:24:16,193 Uh-huh, well, March 15th is now Donut Day 388 00:24:16,237 --> 00:24:18,544 because I'm a big zero. 389 00:24:19,545 --> 00:24:20,502 Lame. 390 00:24:21,895 --> 00:24:23,766 - Hi, Claudia. - Hey, Quentin. 391 00:24:23,810 --> 00:24:26,290 Okay, my lovable zombies, I have a very special 392 00:24:26,334 --> 00:24:27,770 surprise for you. 393 00:24:27,814 --> 00:24:30,338 We have a guest speaker today, he should be here... 394 00:24:30,381 --> 00:24:31,513 Oh, there he is right now. 395 00:24:31,557 --> 00:24:33,167 Ladies and gentlemen, this is Nelson, 396 00:24:33,559 --> 00:24:35,604 and he's here to talk to us about nutrition. 397 00:24:35,952 --> 00:24:37,519 Okay, ooh, firm grip. 398 00:24:37,998 --> 00:24:39,434 Whenever you're ready. 399 00:24:41,958 --> 00:24:42,959 My name, 400 00:24:43,220 --> 00:24:44,483 is Nelson Ovadan. 401 00:24:45,048 --> 00:24:48,661 I'm certified NCSF, NASM, and NSCA. 402 00:24:49,662 --> 00:24:53,796 And I'm here today to talk to you about having a healthy diet. 403 00:24:55,972 --> 00:25:02,109 This, was me just around your age in my godforsaken excuse 404 00:25:02,152 --> 00:25:06,330 for a body, weighing in at over 400 pounds. 405 00:25:08,768 --> 00:25:12,423 I was a few sausage pizzas away, from ending up in a body bag. 406 00:25:13,555 --> 00:25:16,253 Or worse, being stuck in a wheelchair. 407 00:25:16,863 --> 00:25:18,995 Having lost my limbs to type 2 diabetic shock. 408 00:25:19,039 --> 00:25:20,519 Are you're scared straight, yet? 409 00:25:20,954 --> 00:25:24,392 Being forced upon a caretaker, like a cow at the farm. 410 00:25:40,582 --> 00:25:41,844 Meera? 411 00:25:49,373 --> 00:25:50,418 Meera, are you okay? 412 00:25:51,158 --> 00:25:53,377 I freaked out. 413 00:25:55,205 --> 00:25:56,685 I just had to get out of there. 414 00:25:56,990 --> 00:25:58,295 Take it easy. 415 00:26:00,428 --> 00:26:02,299 Is this something that's been going on for a while? 416 00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:04,563 No. 417 00:26:06,956 --> 00:26:07,957 Well... 418 00:26:08,610 --> 00:26:09,568 I guess. 419 00:26:10,177 --> 00:26:11,178 Sort of. 420 00:26:12,353 --> 00:26:14,573 It's mostly nothing, 421 00:26:15,138 --> 00:26:18,489 seeing as I've skipped lunch every day this week. 422 00:26:24,670 --> 00:26:29,892 I mean, I am completely overwhelmed. 423 00:26:35,115 --> 00:26:39,641 They, they keep telling us how to be, but 424 00:26:39,685 --> 00:26:44,690 but every version is different, and you have to make it seem 425 00:26:44,733 --> 00:26:47,127 like you're not even trying, you know? 426 00:26:53,699 --> 00:26:54,700 I... 427 00:26:55,875 --> 00:26:57,703 finally achieve a thigh gap. 428 00:26:58,094 --> 00:27:02,098 Then, our soccer coach tells me the team is depending on me, 429 00:27:02,142 --> 00:27:05,493 so I get strong again, but then I'm overflowing my 430 00:27:05,536 --> 00:27:08,844 skinny jeans, it's like I can't keep up. 431 00:27:09,802 --> 00:27:11,238 And... 432 00:27:11,281 --> 00:27:13,675 and I mean, if I get anything less than an A minus, 433 00:27:13,719 --> 00:27:16,069 I won't get into a great college and then I won't get a 434 00:27:16,112 --> 00:27:19,638 great job to set me up for my great career and then there's 435 00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:24,120 my parents, they moved here from India, you know, and there's 436 00:27:24,468 --> 00:27:26,645 a certain way I'm supposed to be. 437 00:27:27,471 --> 00:27:29,778 I've gotta make them proud their way but, 438 00:27:30,257 --> 00:27:32,694 but it's not the same as this way, and I just 439 00:27:32,738 --> 00:27:36,089 feel like I'm getting whiplash, and, and the worst part about 440 00:27:36,132 --> 00:27:38,047 it all is that I'm fucking starving. 441 00:27:45,881 --> 00:27:47,404 You've got a lot going on. 442 00:27:48,318 --> 00:27:49,668 I mean, we all do. 443 00:27:51,365 --> 00:27:52,540 I'm here for you. 444 00:27:52,975 --> 00:27:54,324 Whatever you need. 445 00:27:56,762 --> 00:28:02,463 Ah, you're so... perfect, all the time. 446 00:28:06,946 --> 00:28:08,817 How are your feet still on the ground? 447 00:28:11,951 --> 00:28:13,866 I just ask what he would do. 448 00:28:15,694 --> 00:28:16,825 Jesus? 449 00:28:18,392 --> 00:28:20,220 My hero, Steve Jobs. 450 00:28:21,395 --> 00:28:22,701 Oh. 451 00:28:25,181 --> 00:28:28,228 Yeah, I've heard that about you. 452 00:28:30,709 --> 00:28:33,450 What used to feel like a far-off destiny was now 453 00:28:33,494 --> 00:28:34,713 just around the corner. 454 00:28:34,756 --> 00:28:36,976 It was time to be proactive about my future. 455 00:28:38,020 --> 00:28:39,500 Steve Jobs didn't go to Stanford, 456 00:28:39,979 --> 00:28:41,720 but it embodied everything he stood for. 457 00:29:02,131 --> 00:29:03,742 Shoot. 458 00:29:05,178 --> 00:29:06,353 Come on, Claudia. 459 00:29:07,223 --> 00:29:08,485 Visualize. 460 00:29:12,315 --> 00:29:13,316 And innovate. 461 00:29:13,360 --> 00:29:14,796 Ugh! 462 00:29:15,362 --> 00:29:17,451 What did that thing ever do to you? 463 00:29:19,366 --> 00:29:20,802 What are you working on? 464 00:29:20,846 --> 00:29:22,151 My coding homework. 465 00:29:22,804 --> 00:29:23,718 Oh. 466 00:29:24,327 --> 00:29:25,633 You're exhausted. 467 00:29:27,113 --> 00:29:28,679 Why are you working yourself to death over this class? 468 00:29:28,723 --> 00:29:30,594 It's a special upperclassmen elective. 469 00:29:31,291 --> 00:29:33,902 You're only in ninth grade, why don't you just drop it? 470 00:29:33,946 --> 00:29:35,556 I'm getting a leg up for Stanford. 471 00:29:35,904 --> 00:29:38,515 Not all incoming college freshmen have the chance 472 00:29:38,559 --> 00:29:40,474 to take computer science in high school. 473 00:29:41,301 --> 00:29:45,087 Well, what if you switched to advanced literature 474 00:29:45,131 --> 00:29:46,219 or creative writing? 475 00:29:46,262 --> 00:29:47,611 It's just a few late nights. 476 00:29:48,351 --> 00:29:49,700 Well, don't go crazy 477 00:29:49,744 --> 00:29:51,137 for something that makes you so unhappy. 478 00:29:51,180 --> 00:29:52,399 Life is short. 479 00:29:52,442 --> 00:29:53,704 Mom, I don't have time to get into a whole 480 00:29:53,748 --> 00:29:55,402 cancer talk right now, okay? 481 00:29:57,099 --> 00:29:58,405 I have too much to do. 482 00:30:01,974 --> 00:30:03,976 Your hero wasn't an engineer, you know. 483 00:30:04,019 --> 00:30:05,238 He was the creative. 484 00:30:05,281 --> 00:30:06,500 I can handle it. 485 00:30:08,110 --> 00:30:09,895 Has your school talked to you guys at all about that 486 00:30:09,938 --> 00:30:12,245 teenager that killed themselves by the train tracks? 487 00:30:12,506 --> 00:30:13,986 It wasn't an Oaks student. 488 00:30:14,029 --> 00:30:15,901 No, but they went to a high school down the street. 489 00:30:16,902 --> 00:30:18,381 These things can be contagious. 490 00:30:18,425 --> 00:30:20,514 I just want to make sure Oaks is talking to you and not 491 00:30:20,557 --> 00:30:22,255 brushing it under the rug. - Mom. 492 00:30:23,473 --> 00:30:25,475 I'm sorry, but I'm really busy right now. 493 00:30:25,736 --> 00:30:28,391 Well, do you want me to look? I pick up things pretty easily. 494 00:30:28,435 --> 00:30:30,437 I need to learn how to do this on my own. 495 00:30:31,438 --> 00:30:32,918 Hmm. 496 00:30:32,961 --> 00:30:35,094 I used to be a pretty good fucking engineer, you know. 497 00:30:35,921 --> 00:30:37,618 Before I married your dad and had a kid, 498 00:30:37,661 --> 00:30:40,621 but, everyone seems to have forgotten about that. 499 00:30:47,976 --> 00:30:49,935 Her first memory was watching the Apollo 17 500 00:30:49,978 --> 00:30:52,415 launch on TV when she was 4 years old. 501 00:30:53,939 --> 00:30:55,288 Like the fire beneath the rocket, 502 00:30:55,331 --> 00:30:56,855 it ignited something in her. 503 00:30:58,769 --> 00:31:01,294 It was in an environmental biology class 504 00:31:01,337 --> 00:31:03,078 where she met my dad. 505 00:31:03,122 --> 00:31:05,341 She went to college to study aerospace engineering, 506 00:31:05,602 --> 00:31:07,735 the sole female student in her department. 507 00:31:08,083 --> 00:31:11,695 She, was the trailblazer I kept telling myself I was. 508 00:31:14,089 --> 00:31:16,265 - Every single year, we go- - Somewhere along 509 00:31:16,309 --> 00:31:18,615 the way, she figured out that the thing that she and my dad 510 00:31:18,659 --> 00:31:21,618 bonded over when they were young was what drove them apart. 511 00:31:21,662 --> 00:31:24,491 ...into Pebble Beach as a group, and I did it one time. 512 00:31:24,534 --> 00:31:26,362 She came to resent him for the dreams 513 00:31:26,406 --> 00:31:28,408 she surrendered even though she had done so willingly. 514 00:31:28,451 --> 00:31:30,018 We have the money, doesn't mean that we should 515 00:31:30,062 --> 00:31:31,280 burn it on toys. 516 00:31:31,324 --> 00:31:32,760 I'm not burning it, it's not burning it. 517 00:31:32,803 --> 00:31:34,240 These are not toys. - I don't know what else to do. 518 00:31:34,283 --> 00:31:35,284 We used to be each other's biggest heroes, we used 519 00:31:35,328 --> 00:31:36,590 to be each other's biggest cheerleaders. 520 00:31:36,633 --> 00:31:37,983 Yeah. I'm trying to tell you that I'm hurt! 521 00:31:38,026 --> 00:31:38,984 That's just what I wanted to share with you. 522 00:31:39,027 --> 00:31:40,594 I have feelings too. 523 00:31:40,637 --> 00:31:41,725 I am hurt too, you don't think that I want to share things 524 00:31:41,769 --> 00:31:43,553 with my partner? - Yeah, I don't think... 525 00:31:43,597 --> 00:31:47,079 And he chose his career over everything else. 526 00:31:47,122 --> 00:31:48,819 Just because I am working long hours, 527 00:31:48,863 --> 00:31:49,951 it doesn't mean I'm cheating on you. 528 00:31:49,995 --> 00:31:51,083 I am not an idiot! 529 00:31:51,126 --> 00:31:52,867 - You're paranoid. - You're pathetic! 530 00:31:52,911 --> 00:31:54,129 If this is your way of trying to get my attention, 531 00:31:54,173 --> 00:31:55,522 it's ridiculous. 532 00:31:55,565 --> 00:31:57,089 The only way you know how to be close to someone, 533 00:31:57,132 --> 00:31:58,351 is to yell at them. 534 00:32:07,577 --> 00:32:08,796 Then came the cancer. 535 00:32:18,371 --> 00:32:20,199 When she heard the words, cancer free, 536 00:32:21,069 --> 00:32:22,418 she believed she had won. 537 00:32:35,910 --> 00:32:39,522 Mom and I had lived together, just the two of us, for 8 years. 538 00:32:53,275 --> 00:32:54,798 We'd grown dependent on one another. 539 00:32:56,931 --> 00:32:58,977 Oh I see someone finally decided to come home. 540 00:32:59,368 --> 00:33:01,370 It's not like I wasn't waiting for half an hour after school 541 00:33:01,414 --> 00:33:03,459 and finally had to call Lucy to give me a ride. 542 00:33:04,156 --> 00:33:06,027 What's the point of a cell phone if you never use it? 543 00:33:06,071 --> 00:33:07,681 I mean, really, I called you five times. 544 00:33:07,942 --> 00:33:10,249 You know, these magic little things in our pockets 545 00:33:10,292 --> 00:33:11,598 have multiple methods of communication. 546 00:33:11,641 --> 00:33:13,556 A simple text wouldn't have sufficed. 547 00:33:32,880 --> 00:33:33,881 Mom? 548 00:33:35,578 --> 00:33:36,971 I'm sorry. 549 00:33:39,452 --> 00:33:41,019 I'm sorry I left you at school. 550 00:33:41,845 --> 00:33:43,108 I am just a human being. 551 00:33:44,239 --> 00:33:45,501 I am trying to be strong. 552 00:33:45,545 --> 00:33:46,807 You are strong, you're a badass. 553 00:33:46,850 --> 00:33:48,026 Stop it, Claudia! 554 00:33:50,289 --> 00:33:52,421 I don't need you to cheer me up right now. 555 00:33:58,253 --> 00:33:59,254 I'm sorry. 556 00:34:00,255 --> 00:34:01,256 It came back. 557 00:34:04,390 --> 00:34:05,391 It came back. 558 00:34:09,525 --> 00:34:10,526 But I just... 559 00:34:11,701 --> 00:34:13,529 I just needed a minute to myself. 560 00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:18,621 - Mom. - And I don't... 561 00:34:20,014 --> 00:34:21,581 I don't want to talk about it yet. 562 00:34:22,973 --> 00:34:25,280 I don't want to be convinced, I don't want to pretend to be 563 00:34:25,324 --> 00:34:26,412 a superhero. 564 00:34:26,934 --> 00:34:27,935 I don't... 565 00:34:32,157 --> 00:34:33,593 It was okay that Mom was afraid. 566 00:34:35,073 --> 00:34:36,857 I would be strong enough for the both of us. 567 00:34:46,171 --> 00:34:47,824 Can I ask you something about the itinerary? 568 00:34:48,390 --> 00:34:49,174 Yeah, what you got? 569 00:34:49,217 --> 00:34:50,697 Okay. 570 00:34:50,740 --> 00:34:53,352 So, right here on day 2, there's an hour that's missing, 571 00:34:53,395 --> 00:34:55,310 and then again on days 4 and 5. 572 00:34:56,572 --> 00:34:58,879 That's not missing, that's free time. 573 00:34:59,488 --> 00:35:00,663 Free time? 574 00:35:00,707 --> 00:35:03,840 Yeah, you can, you can go shopping or, 575 00:35:03,884 --> 00:35:05,407 I don't know, have some gelato. 576 00:35:05,451 --> 00:35:07,627 If you really want to see the city the way it's meant to 577 00:35:07,670 --> 00:35:09,150 be seen though, you'll take a bike ride. 578 00:35:09,194 --> 00:35:10,282 I have a few ideas about what we 579 00:35:10,325 --> 00:35:11,587 could schedule in there instead. 580 00:35:11,631 --> 00:35:12,893 - Oh. - In fact, 581 00:35:14,460 --> 00:35:16,505 I have some other ideas for days 1 and 3 in Rome as well 582 00:35:16,549 --> 00:35:17,680 as day 6 in Genoa. 583 00:35:18,290 --> 00:35:19,247 I don't know who made this thing, but 584 00:35:19,291 --> 00:35:21,162 there are some serious- - I did. 585 00:35:22,729 --> 00:35:23,730 Sorry. 586 00:35:24,296 --> 00:35:26,298 There are some serious oversights. 587 00:35:26,341 --> 00:35:28,387 It's not taking into account temporary exhibitions 588 00:35:28,430 --> 00:35:29,910 or efficient transportation routes. 589 00:35:30,302 --> 00:35:31,390 In fact, I did some mapping. 590 00:35:32,739 --> 00:35:34,262 And if we switch these two things here, we could 591 00:35:34,306 --> 00:35:36,264 shave off half an hour of bus time, which we can then tack 592 00:35:36,308 --> 00:35:37,918 onto an architecture tour in the afternoon. 593 00:35:39,006 --> 00:35:40,181 I'm sorry, I stopped listening. 594 00:35:40,225 --> 00:35:42,270 These buttons are so hard to get in. 595 00:35:42,662 --> 00:35:44,533 Look, Claudia, why don't you just, 596 00:35:44,577 --> 00:35:46,535 you know, sit back and relax? 597 00:35:46,579 --> 00:35:48,537 I planned this whole thing so that you wouldn't have 598 00:35:48,581 --> 00:35:50,757 to worry about it, you're kind of hurting my feelings, so 599 00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:53,063 if you could just take in the sights, I'd be appreciative. 600 00:35:53,368 --> 00:35:54,804 But you didn't plan enough. 601 00:35:55,065 --> 00:35:57,155 I can help you rework the entire schedule if you want. 602 00:35:58,330 --> 00:35:59,635 That sounds terrible. 603 00:36:00,549 --> 00:36:03,204 Look, Claudia, I love this about you, okay? 604 00:36:03,248 --> 00:36:05,598 You're super serious about school, 605 00:36:05,641 --> 00:36:08,035 you're structured with your homework and your studies. 606 00:36:08,253 --> 00:36:13,127 But this trip, the point of this trip is spontaneity, okay, 607 00:36:13,171 --> 00:36:15,999 creativity, I don't know, some adventure, right? 608 00:36:16,043 --> 00:36:19,264 The whole reason that we planned this trip is so that we 609 00:36:19,307 --> 00:36:22,789 could celebrate the fact that you are only young once. 610 00:36:23,485 --> 00:36:26,619 I also only go on my high school trip to Italy once. 611 00:36:26,662 --> 00:36:27,707 I've got to make it count. 612 00:36:28,925 --> 00:36:30,666 Okay, just try to have fun, all right? 613 00:36:31,406 --> 00:36:32,712 You sure you don't want this? 614 00:36:33,495 --> 00:36:35,976 No, and where did you get so many post-its? 615 00:36:36,019 --> 00:36:38,021 Attention passengers of Flight 8735, 616 00:36:38,065 --> 00:36:39,632 we are now ready for boarding. 617 00:36:39,675 --> 00:36:41,242 We'll begin with our pre-board. - All right, I'm gonna round 618 00:36:41,286 --> 00:36:42,287 up the troops. 619 00:36:42,635 --> 00:36:43,984 Come on, guys, let's go. 620 00:37:02,394 --> 00:37:04,309 I bet they saw Alcatraz and Fisherman's Wharf, 621 00:37:04,352 --> 00:37:06,267 and now they're going to tell their friends and family 622 00:37:06,311 --> 00:37:07,921 how amazing California is. 623 00:37:08,965 --> 00:37:10,228 It's ironic, isn't it? 624 00:37:11,881 --> 00:37:13,187 They see a little piece of it and think it's so fascinating 625 00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:15,102 and we laugh at them, but 626 00:37:15,145 --> 00:37:17,496 we're going to their city to do the exact same thing. 627 00:37:18,236 --> 00:37:20,542 See a few old churches and say we've been to Florence. 628 00:37:20,847 --> 00:37:22,588 Florence has some of the best museums in the world. 629 00:37:23,153 --> 00:37:25,504 I doubt that's where local Italian teenagers go. 630 00:37:26,244 --> 00:37:27,593 I wonder how different their daily lives 631 00:37:27,636 --> 00:37:29,072 really are from ours. 632 00:37:29,116 --> 00:37:30,291 Maybe I'll go to college in Italy. 633 00:37:31,771 --> 00:37:33,207 Really live there instead of being some dumb tourist. 634 00:37:33,251 --> 00:37:34,469 That'd never work, we couldn't go to Italy for college. 635 00:37:35,165 --> 00:37:37,472 Maybe you couldn't, I'm talking about myself. 636 00:37:39,169 --> 00:37:41,650 We can just do study abroad in Italy while we're at Stanford. 637 00:37:42,782 --> 00:37:43,739 Stanford? 638 00:37:43,783 --> 00:37:44,740 Like we promised. 639 00:37:46,089 --> 00:37:47,787 Oh my God, I can't believe you remember that. 640 00:37:48,222 --> 00:37:50,529 We talked about that when we were what, like, 11? 641 00:37:50,572 --> 00:37:51,704 Remember, I live by it. 642 00:37:52,095 --> 00:37:53,923 Claudia, I can't go to Stanford. 643 00:37:53,967 --> 00:37:55,577 You better not be screwing with me right now. 644 00:37:59,189 --> 00:38:01,235 Oh, you're serious, aren't you? 645 00:38:01,583 --> 00:38:02,889 You think our future's a joke? 646 00:38:24,432 --> 00:38:28,436 ♪ It's the way that you walk in the room ♪ 647 00:38:29,524 --> 00:38:32,005 ♪ Your heart is a beacon 648 00:38:32,527 --> 00:38:38,403 ♪ Don't need a reason to love you, it's easy to do ♪ 649 00:38:39,229 --> 00:38:44,365 ♪ I'm lost in your smile, it's been a while ♪ 650 00:38:45,148 --> 00:38:48,891 ♪ Who knows what time is gonna do ♪ 651 00:38:50,023 --> 00:38:53,679 ♪ All I know is a simple truth ♪ 652 00:38:54,810 --> 00:38:59,902 ♪ I like watching the days go by with you ♪ 653 00:39:03,428 --> 00:39:06,866 ♪ The sunrise, found me with you ♪ 654 00:39:07,954 --> 00:39:12,741 ♪ The light hit the window, outlined your shadow ♪ 655 00:39:12,785 --> 00:39:17,006 ♪ A picture, the way that you move ♪ 656 00:39:17,833 --> 00:39:23,056 ♪ All of my places now left with a trace of you ♪ 657 00:39:23,448 --> 00:39:26,799 ♪ Who knows what time is gonna do ♪ 658 00:39:28,235 --> 00:39:31,934 ♪ All I know is a simple truth ♪ 659 00:39:33,022 --> 00:39:38,288 ♪ I like watching the days go by with you ♪ 660 00:39:51,867 --> 00:39:55,393 ♪ Who knows what time is gonna do ♪ 661 00:39:56,655 --> 00:40:00,310 ♪ All I know is a simple truth ♪ 662 00:40:01,442 --> 00:40:05,228 ♪ I like watching the days go by ♪ 663 00:40:06,186 --> 00:40:10,016 ♪ I like watching the days go by ♪ 664 00:40:10,886 --> 00:40:16,022 ♪ I like watching the days go by with you ♪ 665 00:40:20,592 --> 00:40:22,115 Hey, did we see Venus of Urbino 666 00:40:22,158 --> 00:40:23,943 before Michelangelo's David today? 667 00:40:29,514 --> 00:40:30,602 Not again. 668 00:40:30,645 --> 00:40:31,820 Come on, we're going out. 669 00:40:32,081 --> 00:40:33,343 I can't go out. 670 00:40:33,387 --> 00:40:35,476 You can't not go out, it's the last night. 671 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:36,738 The others are waiting in the lobby in 15. 672 00:40:36,782 --> 00:40:38,131 It's against the rules. 673 00:40:38,174 --> 00:40:40,350 The legal age to get into bars here is like 16. 674 00:40:40,394 --> 00:40:42,788 It's against the school rules, Luce. 675 00:40:42,831 --> 00:40:45,094 Look, if you didn't want to experience nightlife in Italy, 676 00:40:45,138 --> 00:40:47,706 you could have picked the Galapagos Biodiversity Trip. 677 00:40:47,749 --> 00:40:50,796 I didn't travel 6,000 miles to get wasted and make 678 00:40:50,839 --> 00:40:52,667 an ass out of myself, I could do that at home. 679 00:40:52,711 --> 00:40:54,887 Yeah, like you've ever done that, like, even once. 680 00:40:54,930 --> 00:40:56,932 You know what, you can squander your mornings here, 681 00:40:56,976 --> 00:40:59,631 sleeping in and hiding your hangover from the teachers, 682 00:40:59,674 --> 00:41:01,676 I'm joining the 7 a.m. walking tour tomorrow. 683 00:41:02,372 --> 00:41:04,462 Oh my God, Claudia, another one? 684 00:41:04,810 --> 00:41:05,854 You're as boring and repetitive 685 00:41:05,898 --> 00:41:07,595 as your stupid fucking guidebooks. 686 00:41:10,337 --> 00:41:11,251 Bitch. 687 00:42:03,303 --> 00:42:04,347 Lucy was right. 688 00:42:05,914 --> 00:42:08,395 I did need to go out, but not to go clubbing. 689 00:42:10,832 --> 00:42:12,660 To connect with the genius of Florence. 690 00:42:14,619 --> 00:42:15,750 To connect with Jobs. 691 00:42:55,921 --> 00:42:58,576 Claudia, what a pleasant surprise. 692 00:42:58,619 --> 00:43:01,230 Where you heading on this beautiful evening in Firenze? 693 00:43:03,102 --> 00:43:05,234 To be honest, I don't actually know. 694 00:43:07,019 --> 00:43:10,718 I think that's the first time I've ever heard you say that. 695 00:43:12,024 --> 00:43:13,025 Me too. 696 00:43:14,766 --> 00:43:16,158 Where'd you ride? 697 00:43:16,202 --> 00:43:18,683 Oh, I did a 10-mile loop around the entire city. 698 00:43:19,422 --> 00:43:20,946 That's productive, 699 00:43:20,989 --> 00:43:22,774 getting to see what you want while getting some exercise. 700 00:43:22,817 --> 00:43:25,472 Yeah, I mean, killing two birds and all that, 701 00:43:25,515 --> 00:43:27,387 but that's, that's not why I do it. 702 00:43:27,430 --> 00:43:30,259 I just think the best way to explore a new place, 703 00:43:30,825 --> 00:43:33,785 is on two wheels, always been that way, I don't know why. 704 00:43:33,828 --> 00:43:38,616 It just quiets all the noise, in here. 705 00:43:40,052 --> 00:43:41,227 You should try it sometime. 706 00:43:45,448 --> 00:43:46,928 I really should go, I don't want to bother you. 707 00:43:48,277 --> 00:43:50,628 You seem a little more preoccupied than usual, 708 00:43:50,671 --> 00:43:51,759 what's on your mind? 709 00:43:53,326 --> 00:43:54,327 It's nothing. 710 00:43:56,285 --> 00:43:58,636 I shouldn't, it's... it's rude. 711 00:43:59,027 --> 00:43:59,898 Too personal. 712 00:43:59,941 --> 00:44:01,769 I'm an open book. 713 00:44:04,337 --> 00:44:05,643 Well... 714 00:44:06,078 --> 00:44:07,645 You're so smart. 715 00:44:07,688 --> 00:44:10,735 And you're kind of quirky and particular, you have all the 716 00:44:10,778 --> 00:44:13,651 right ingredients, like, I'm just confused. 717 00:44:14,434 --> 00:44:15,435 About? 718 00:44:16,741 --> 00:44:18,351 Why on earth would you settle for teaching 719 00:44:18,394 --> 00:44:19,700 high school as a career? 720 00:44:19,744 --> 00:44:21,223 Oh, I'm sorry, I... 721 00:44:21,267 --> 00:44:22,790 I can't believe I said that. 722 00:44:22,834 --> 00:44:24,052 I'm sorry, I can't, I'm sorry. 723 00:44:24,096 --> 00:44:25,880 Ooh, ingredients, huh? 724 00:44:26,838 --> 00:44:28,666 Well, I didn't settle. 725 00:44:30,276 --> 00:44:33,192 I chose this, you know, it might sound corny, and 726 00:44:33,758 --> 00:44:37,500 you might not appreciate it at this stage in your life but, 727 00:44:37,544 --> 00:44:40,895 teaching is the most rewarding thing that I could ever 728 00:44:40,939 --> 00:44:41,940 think of doing. 729 00:44:43,115 --> 00:44:44,725 Really? I mean, didn't you go to MIT? 730 00:44:44,769 --> 00:44:46,509 Yeah, I crushed MIT. 731 00:44:46,771 --> 00:44:48,598 But is that supposed to mean that I need 732 00:44:48,642 --> 00:44:50,644 to get a Nobel Prize in engineering? 733 00:44:51,123 --> 00:44:52,254 Yeah. 734 00:44:52,298 --> 00:44:55,301 Oh, I know you're obsessed 735 00:44:55,344 --> 00:44:57,520 with guys like Steve Jobs, 736 00:44:57,564 --> 00:44:58,870 and I get it, 737 00:44:58,913 --> 00:45:01,916 but everyone's definition of success is different. 738 00:45:03,004 --> 00:45:06,007 You just seem better than that. 739 00:45:06,051 --> 00:45:07,052 Whoa. 740 00:45:07,617 --> 00:45:09,358 I'm not a saint, okay? 741 00:45:10,011 --> 00:45:11,317 I am not a wizard, 742 00:45:11,839 --> 00:45:13,928 even though that would be super cool, could you 743 00:45:13,972 --> 00:45:16,670 imagine me in, like, matching robes head to toe? 744 00:45:17,410 --> 00:45:20,630 I'm not special, I'm just like every other privileged kid, 745 00:45:20,674 --> 00:45:22,763 thrown on the hamster wheel, you work hard, 746 00:45:22,807 --> 00:45:25,723 and I made my first million before I was 30. 747 00:45:26,898 --> 00:45:28,247 Well, that's what I'm talking about. 748 00:45:28,290 --> 00:45:29,901 Well, I mean, I thought it would give me 749 00:45:29,944 --> 00:45:31,641 a sense of accomplishment, you know? 750 00:45:31,685 --> 00:45:34,079 Not because I wanted the money to buy anything 751 00:45:34,122 --> 00:45:40,781 specifically, but because, I achieved the goal, I made it. 752 00:45:41,564 --> 00:45:47,919 But, as soon as I did, the needle moved. 753 00:45:49,921 --> 00:45:50,922 I felt trapped. 754 00:45:52,706 --> 00:45:53,881 So what happened? 755 00:45:55,448 --> 00:45:57,232 Well, I realized that the only time I was really happy 756 00:45:57,276 --> 00:46:00,627 was when I was back in Boston in college working as a TA. 757 00:46:00,670 --> 00:46:04,892 So, I got back into teaching, and I haven't looked back since. 758 00:46:05,937 --> 00:46:07,155 Well, I know what I want. 759 00:46:07,852 --> 00:46:09,767 I always have, I want to be Steve Jobs. 760 00:46:09,810 --> 00:46:11,072 Yeah, which is impossible. 761 00:46:12,204 --> 00:46:13,858 We can agree on that, I mean, it's not because 762 00:46:13,901 --> 00:46:15,250 you're not smart enough or driven. 763 00:46:15,294 --> 00:46:16,861 Yeah, yeah, we already have one Steve Jobs. 764 00:46:16,904 --> 00:46:19,211 We don't need another, I mean, bullshit. 765 00:46:19,254 --> 00:46:20,778 It's not like we got Einstein and said, you know what, 766 00:46:20,821 --> 00:46:22,040 we're good, we'll stop there. 767 00:46:23,519 --> 00:46:24,869 I'm not saying that you can't be the next big thing, 768 00:46:24,912 --> 00:46:29,177 because, God knows you are capable, but the glory 769 00:46:29,525 --> 00:46:32,354 shouldn't be the goal, because if it is, you will just keep 770 00:46:32,702 --> 00:46:34,182 reaching and reaching. 771 00:46:34,226 --> 00:46:36,750 I just want to learn and then dominate the way he did. 772 00:46:36,794 --> 00:46:37,795 Hmm. 773 00:46:39,100 --> 00:46:40,972 It's like I'm talking to a mirror, honestly. 774 00:46:41,886 --> 00:46:47,630 Um, you will soon discover that life is not a means to an end. 775 00:46:48,631 --> 00:46:50,372 It's... It's this. 776 00:46:51,591 --> 00:46:53,375 It's just being, you know? 777 00:46:53,898 --> 00:46:55,900 And for you, yeah, it sucks. 778 00:46:56,770 --> 00:46:59,947 You gotta be an adolescent, smell funny and all the boys 779 00:46:59,991 --> 00:47:02,123 are stupid and you don't know what you're doing, 780 00:47:02,167 --> 00:47:03,559 but, be open. 781 00:47:04,386 --> 00:47:06,171 The magic is integrating all of it, 782 00:47:06,911 --> 00:47:08,564 not shutting the door on any of it. 783 00:47:09,391 --> 00:47:10,479 Okay, Dumbledore. 784 00:47:11,176 --> 00:47:12,438 Thank you? 785 00:47:14,092 --> 00:47:17,660 I'm just... I'm sick of people just telling me that I'm wrong. 786 00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:20,489 I know who I am, I always have. 787 00:47:20,968 --> 00:47:23,841 And, look Steve Jobs had to swim against the tide too. 788 00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:26,321 Yeah, he did. 789 00:47:27,540 --> 00:47:28,802 But he did it his way. 790 00:47:30,325 --> 00:47:33,372 I mean, we can agree that he made a lot of mistakes, 791 00:47:34,025 --> 00:47:38,377 but man, he had fun doing it, and he created a lot of cool 792 00:47:38,420 --> 00:47:40,945 shit along the way for one reason. 793 00:47:41,815 --> 00:47:45,253 Steve Jobs is the only Steve Jobs. 794 00:47:45,993 --> 00:47:47,125 He is an original. 795 00:47:54,306 --> 00:47:55,307 I'm hungry. 796 00:47:56,525 --> 00:47:58,005 Care to join me for a bite? 797 00:47:59,615 --> 00:48:00,965 I've got more studying to do. 798 00:48:03,489 --> 00:48:04,707 Good night, Mr. Shine. 799 00:49:21,045 --> 00:49:22,002 Lucy? 800 00:49:31,316 --> 00:49:32,795 Luce, you okay? 801 00:49:34,580 --> 00:49:35,581 Oh, God. 802 00:49:40,934 --> 00:49:42,892 How can you think partying's worth this? 803 00:49:53,991 --> 00:49:55,209 What are you doing? 804 00:49:55,253 --> 00:49:56,906 Getting ready for the tour. 805 00:49:57,733 --> 00:49:58,734 The fuck? 806 00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:00,693 You wanna come? We meet in the lobby in 10. 807 00:50:02,608 --> 00:50:05,176 I think I shit my intestines out last night. 808 00:50:07,439 --> 00:50:08,962 You were up all night helping me, you probably got 809 00:50:09,006 --> 00:50:11,486 2 hours of sleep, what is with you and this schedule? 810 00:50:11,834 --> 00:50:15,012 Steve Jobs spent 7 months living in an ashram in India. 811 00:50:15,055 --> 00:50:16,796 I'm immersing myself in the Renaissance. 812 00:50:17,449 --> 00:50:18,928 I want to absorb every last drop. 813 00:50:18,972 --> 00:50:21,235 You can't fit spiritual enlightenment into jam-packed 814 00:50:21,279 --> 00:50:24,325 12-hour days with note-taking like a little crack addict. 815 00:50:24,586 --> 00:50:26,893 People of accomplishment don't sit back and let things 816 00:50:26,936 --> 00:50:29,809 happen to them, they go out and they happen to things. 817 00:50:30,070 --> 00:50:31,071 Ugh. 818 00:50:31,115 --> 00:50:32,507 Leonardo da Vinci. 819 00:50:33,943 --> 00:50:35,467 I'm simply searching for inspiration. 820 00:50:36,555 --> 00:50:37,556 Everywhere. 821 00:50:44,084 --> 00:50:45,868 Thank you, you're doing great. 822 00:50:46,608 --> 00:50:50,525 Oh, oh my God, lord almighty. 823 00:50:50,569 --> 00:50:51,874 - What happened? - Claudia, hey, 824 00:50:51,918 --> 00:50:53,789 good morning, you okay? What's going on? 825 00:50:53,833 --> 00:50:55,922 Coming out the front or the back? What's your damage? 826 00:50:56,618 --> 00:50:58,490 - Damage? - What do you mean? 827 00:50:58,533 --> 00:51:00,666 I got two kids in the clinic getting an IV, 828 00:51:00,709 --> 00:51:03,103 I got a carpet that might have to be redone, 829 00:51:03,147 --> 00:51:05,671 I got 3 soiled mattresses and five of us, 830 00:51:05,975 --> 00:51:08,717 including myself, have had shots in the old derriere. 831 00:51:09,109 --> 00:51:10,850 Everyone else here is a shit hydrant. 832 00:51:10,893 --> 00:51:13,679 So are you telling me that you and Lucy aren't sick? 833 00:51:14,636 --> 00:51:16,769 Lucy was throwing up, but I think it's just from drinking. 834 00:51:16,812 --> 00:51:19,206 I was just going out to get the walking tour. 835 00:51:19,772 --> 00:51:21,165 That is a bad idea. 836 00:51:21,643 --> 00:51:23,341 No, I think that the best medicine 837 00:51:23,384 --> 00:51:25,473 is fresh air and exercise. 838 00:51:29,651 --> 00:51:32,611 Oh, you're gonna be okay. 839 00:51:33,351 --> 00:51:35,570 Quentin, in the trash can, buddy. 840 00:52:01,988 --> 00:52:03,511 Ooh, boy. 841 00:52:04,860 --> 00:52:07,515 Mr. Shine, we can't make them stay here much longer. 842 00:52:07,776 --> 00:52:10,039 Yes, I'm well aware of that, Mrs. DeWitt. 843 00:52:10,779 --> 00:52:11,824 - Asshole. - Guys, 844 00:52:11,867 --> 00:52:12,955 it's gonna be okay, all right? 845 00:52:12,999 --> 00:52:15,262 I got good news and I got bad news. 846 00:52:15,306 --> 00:52:18,178 Now, the bad news is we missed our flight, we all knew that. 847 00:52:18,222 --> 00:52:20,963 Ah, but they won't let us get on the next one. 848 00:52:21,529 --> 00:52:23,923 Apparently we are a threat to the other passengers. 849 00:52:24,271 --> 00:52:26,795 But the good news is that I informed the school, 850 00:52:27,187 --> 00:52:30,103 and your parents know, so look, just sit tight, 851 00:52:30,364 --> 00:52:32,758 stay cool, and hang in there. 852 00:52:33,672 --> 00:52:35,282 Hmm, oh. 853 00:52:36,675 --> 00:52:37,676 I'll be back. 854 00:52:37,980 --> 00:52:38,981 Oh God. 855 00:52:47,381 --> 00:52:48,382 Hello? 856 00:52:50,210 --> 00:52:51,168 It's okay. 857 00:52:54,649 --> 00:52:55,824 Everything all right? 858 00:53:11,275 --> 00:53:12,928 Well, make sure you're drinking enough fluids. 859 00:53:14,016 --> 00:53:15,888 Heard you were all shooting like rockets out of 860 00:53:15,931 --> 00:53:17,194 both ends over there. 861 00:53:19,413 --> 00:53:21,110 Too soon, maybe? 862 00:53:23,548 --> 00:53:25,506 General McChrystal just had his full 863 00:53:25,550 --> 00:53:26,768 complement of new troops arrive... 864 00:53:27,204 --> 00:53:28,509 You know, the system is state of the art. 865 00:53:29,249 --> 00:53:30,511 It's got streaming, 866 00:53:30,555 --> 00:53:31,817 full catalog of movies, you don't have to 867 00:53:31,860 --> 00:53:33,166 surf cable. 868 00:53:33,210 --> 00:53:35,168 Sometimes it's easier to have fewer choices. 869 00:53:37,475 --> 00:53:38,476 Sure. 870 00:53:43,742 --> 00:53:45,526 Can I ask you something? Why did you look so shocked 871 00:53:46,223 --> 00:53:48,312 when you saw me with the other parents at the airport? 872 00:53:49,313 --> 00:53:51,228 Did you seriously think that I wasn't gonna care that you were 873 00:53:51,271 --> 00:53:52,838 sick in a foreign country? 874 00:53:58,235 --> 00:53:59,366 Good, yeah. 875 00:54:00,193 --> 00:54:01,194 Silent treatment. 876 00:54:01,716 --> 00:54:02,848 Nice. 877 00:54:04,980 --> 00:54:07,853 You know, my parents fought like animals when I was 878 00:54:07,896 --> 00:54:10,464 growing up, there was not a single thing that went unsaid 879 00:54:10,508 --> 00:54:11,683 in that house. 880 00:54:13,032 --> 00:54:14,599 But they never got divorced. 881 00:54:15,948 --> 00:54:17,254 And I hated them for it. 882 00:54:19,168 --> 00:54:21,127 Some people take their vows seriously. 883 00:54:25,871 --> 00:54:26,828 Where are you going? 884 00:54:27,089 --> 00:54:28,482 Bed. 885 00:54:28,526 --> 00:54:31,050 Well, can I just, hang on? I wanna keep talking. 886 00:54:31,311 --> 00:54:32,834 I can feel one of your lectures coming, 887 00:54:33,182 --> 00:54:34,401 and I'm not in the mood. 888 00:54:35,184 --> 00:54:36,273 Just wait a minute. 889 00:54:37,709 --> 00:54:38,187 Actually, you know what? I just want to go home. 890 00:54:38,971 --> 00:54:40,146 This is your home, too. 891 00:54:40,755 --> 00:54:43,280 It's not, actually, you left our home. 892 00:54:44,237 --> 00:54:46,108 All right, well, you can't go back to your mom's right now 893 00:54:46,152 --> 00:54:48,328 because we haven't gotten the results back on whatever 894 00:54:48,372 --> 00:54:50,722 you all picked up over there, and she's immunocompromised. 895 00:54:50,765 --> 00:54:53,072 So, I guess you're just gonna have to suffer here with me. 896 00:54:53,681 --> 00:54:56,336 A man covering up his broken home with all his possessions? 897 00:54:58,643 --> 00:55:00,949 I'm not gonna apologize for what I've worked for. 898 00:55:01,472 --> 00:55:02,734 Of course you're not. 899 00:55:03,604 --> 00:55:05,998 These, passive-aggressive remarks, 900 00:55:06,390 --> 00:55:08,783 they're childish, you might want to join reality, 901 00:55:09,349 --> 00:55:11,351 where if there is something that you don't like, you fix 902 00:55:11,395 --> 00:55:12,439 it or you move on. 903 00:55:13,832 --> 00:55:15,094 You can just bend the whole world to your will? 904 00:55:15,877 --> 00:55:17,836 Oh, my God, you sound just like your mom. 905 00:55:18,358 --> 00:55:20,621 Look, I grew up poor, and I hated it. 906 00:55:20,926 --> 00:55:23,798 So I chose to make a career for myself. 907 00:55:23,842 --> 00:55:25,365 I chose to be happy. 908 00:55:25,800 --> 00:55:28,020 I choose to wake up every day like it is the best 909 00:55:28,063 --> 00:55:30,414 goddamn day to be alive on the earth. 910 00:55:32,894 --> 00:55:37,072 So that's your priority, the mansion over the family. 911 00:55:40,293 --> 00:55:42,991 My marriage to your mom was built 912 00:55:43,035 --> 00:55:45,777 on love and mutual respect. 913 00:55:45,820 --> 00:55:48,562 We were partners until we weren't. 914 00:55:50,390 --> 00:55:52,523 And we became enemies, and we tried to fix it, 915 00:55:52,566 --> 00:55:56,483 but we... we couldn't, so we moved on. 916 00:55:58,137 --> 00:56:00,139 I think it is time for you to accept reality and do 917 00:56:00,182 --> 00:56:01,358 the same thing. 918 00:56:02,881 --> 00:56:03,795 Fine. 919 00:56:03,838 --> 00:56:05,231 Hate me for the divorce. 920 00:56:05,536 --> 00:56:07,973 Judge the excesses in my life. 921 00:56:08,016 --> 00:56:10,323 Be as spiteful as you want, but whether 922 00:56:10,367 --> 00:56:13,761 you like it or not, I am the dad that you are stuck with. 923 00:56:15,502 --> 00:56:17,678 Whatever you do or say, I'm not... 924 00:56:18,462 --> 00:56:19,898 I'm not gonna stop loving you. 925 00:56:21,290 --> 00:56:22,814 Well, I wish I could say the same. 926 00:56:26,818 --> 00:56:27,819 Hmm. 927 00:56:31,388 --> 00:56:32,476 This um... 928 00:56:34,086 --> 00:56:35,261 friction... 929 00:56:37,394 --> 00:56:38,699 It is temporary. 930 00:56:40,440 --> 00:56:41,398 You got that? 931 00:56:43,225 --> 00:56:46,098 Because I, do not fail. 932 00:56:47,621 --> 00:56:49,406 We do not fail. 933 00:56:53,061 --> 00:56:54,062 Not at this. 934 00:57:07,902 --> 00:57:09,513 Okay, listen up. 935 00:57:09,556 --> 00:57:12,777 The cadaver brought to us today was a human being. 936 00:57:13,604 --> 00:57:17,564 They had a family, they were a productive member of society. 937 00:57:17,608 --> 00:57:19,479 So, I think it's really important 938 00:57:19,523 --> 00:57:21,220 that we take a moment to 939 00:57:21,263 --> 00:57:25,267 give thanks for the opportunity that they have given us 940 00:57:25,311 --> 00:57:27,444 by donating their body to science. 941 00:57:28,575 --> 00:57:29,576 Everybody, 942 00:57:31,317 --> 00:57:34,842 please say hello, to Jane Doe. 943 00:57:36,278 --> 00:57:37,541 Here we just call her Jane. 944 00:57:39,020 --> 00:57:40,587 She was a 72-year-old woman who died 945 00:57:40,631 --> 00:57:42,676 of sepsis from a viral infection. 946 00:57:44,635 --> 00:57:46,985 Hey, are you okay over here? 947 00:57:48,377 --> 00:57:49,770 Just trying to get a better look. 948 00:57:50,858 --> 00:57:52,294 It's okay to be upset. 949 00:57:53,339 --> 00:57:54,340 I'm not. 950 00:57:54,775 --> 00:57:55,820 Hey. 951 00:57:57,299 --> 00:57:59,388 You know, it's totally normal, okay, 952 00:57:59,432 --> 00:58:01,521 especially for those of us who have been exposed 953 00:58:01,565 --> 00:58:03,828 to the possibility of death at a very young age. 954 00:58:03,871 --> 00:58:06,047 I mean, it's really overwhelming. 955 00:58:06,526 --> 00:58:08,223 No, the sterility of this place is just messing 956 00:58:08,267 --> 00:58:09,398 with my eyes. 957 00:58:09,442 --> 00:58:11,357 - Right - They must keep it really dry 958 00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:12,924 in here to preserve Jane. 959 00:58:12,967 --> 00:58:16,449 Hmm. Well you know that's not really Jane Doe, right? 960 00:58:16,710 --> 00:58:18,495 Yeah, I know they're protecting her identity. 961 00:58:19,017 --> 00:58:21,149 No, what I mean to say is that, that is, 962 00:58:21,193 --> 00:58:24,022 it's just the body that Jane Doe inhabited. 963 00:58:24,370 --> 00:58:25,632 It's not really her. 964 00:58:28,156 --> 00:58:29,462 Hey, you know what I think? 965 00:58:30,332 --> 00:58:33,205 I think that Jane's soul is still alive somewhere. 966 00:58:36,469 --> 00:58:37,992 That's... 967 00:58:38,036 --> 00:58:39,820 that's pretty sentimental hoodoo stuff 968 00:58:39,864 --> 00:58:41,822 for a biology teacher in distress. 969 00:58:42,388 --> 00:58:45,478 Well, not all scientists are cold and calculated. 970 00:58:47,088 --> 00:58:49,613 Vulnerability is a gift. 971 00:58:51,528 --> 00:58:52,920 It makes us better. 972 00:58:57,359 --> 00:59:00,449 I'm gonna step outside before I do any damage to my corneas. 973 00:59:11,025 --> 00:59:12,026 - I want one... - Free bites? 974 00:59:12,070 --> 00:59:12,940 ...of the apple slices. 975 00:59:12,984 --> 00:59:14,159 Team. 976 00:59:14,202 --> 00:59:15,334 Like a fair trade 977 00:59:15,377 --> 00:59:16,335 Hey Mr. S.! 978 00:59:16,727 --> 00:59:17,728 Hey. 979 00:59:18,119 --> 00:59:19,207 You guys better bulk up. 980 00:59:19,251 --> 00:59:21,514 My test is gonna melt your brains. 981 00:59:21,558 --> 00:59:22,515 Bring it on. 982 00:59:22,559 --> 00:59:24,909 Oh, see you after lunch. 983 00:59:25,387 --> 00:59:26,388 Bye. 984 00:59:50,804 --> 00:59:52,371 Good afternoon. 985 00:59:52,414 --> 00:59:55,200 Please join us in the gymnasium for an emergency 986 00:59:55,243 --> 00:59:57,289 mandatory school-wide assembly. 987 00:59:58,464 --> 00:59:59,465 Thank you. 988 01:00:10,041 --> 01:00:11,738 Thank you for being here. 989 01:00:14,219 --> 01:00:20,791 It is with immeasurable grief and regret, that I share 990 01:00:20,834 --> 01:00:22,619 this very tragic news with you. 991 01:00:26,187 --> 01:00:29,103 Mr. Shine was biking off of campus this afternoon 992 01:00:29,147 --> 01:00:30,452 during lunch period, 993 01:00:31,192 --> 01:00:32,803 and... 994 01:00:32,846 --> 01:00:36,458 he was involved and killed in a tragic automobile accident. 995 01:00:39,157 --> 01:00:41,638 As a member of the Oaks family for the past 7 years, 996 01:00:43,030 --> 01:00:45,946 Mr. Shine was more than a beloved biology teacher. 997 01:00:47,252 --> 01:00:48,645 He was a trusted mentor. 998 01:00:49,602 --> 01:00:50,821 His classes and, 999 01:00:55,956 --> 01:00:59,177 his classes and peer group will be temporarily taken over 1000 01:00:59,220 --> 01:01:03,529 by Mr. Dotnick, and we will be hosting a memorial service 1001 01:01:04,443 --> 01:01:08,534 where students and faculty will have an opportunity to speak. 1002 01:01:10,884 --> 01:01:12,625 They said it was impossible. 1003 01:01:13,800 --> 01:01:14,932 It cannot last. 1004 01:01:16,847 --> 01:01:17,978 It will never work. 1005 01:01:19,588 --> 01:01:23,288 Where others see the past, we imagine the future. 1006 01:01:24,593 --> 01:01:27,248 And it is always better than before. 1007 01:01:35,604 --> 01:01:38,607 History is made by those who dare to see another world. 1008 01:01:39,130 --> 01:01:40,087 Not the world... - Shit, 1009 01:01:40,131 --> 01:01:40,914 you really freaked me out. 1010 01:01:41,915 --> 01:01:43,395 Not the world as it is... 1011 01:01:43,438 --> 01:01:45,832 - Never seen you this upset. - But the world is... 1012 01:01:45,876 --> 01:01:47,181 He was my favorite teacher. 1013 01:01:48,922 --> 01:01:50,228 - The world that we deserve... - I'm gonna get through this. 1014 01:01:50,924 --> 01:01:51,925 I'm... 1015 01:01:53,100 --> 01:01:53,971 gonna need to be surrounded by positivity. 1016 01:01:56,234 --> 01:01:58,366 Dare to ask, what if we could? 1017 01:01:58,410 --> 01:02:00,325 Spare me that bullshit today, please. 1018 01:02:02,501 --> 01:02:05,504 Somebody died, I'm allowing you to not think positively. 1019 01:02:06,026 --> 01:02:08,899 If we just dare to believe... 1020 01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:17,777 Look, I know you don't like to talk about your mom, 1021 01:02:18,082 --> 01:02:21,346 but, I can sort of relate to what you're going through. 1022 01:02:23,304 --> 01:02:24,523 Are you scared? 1023 01:02:26,177 --> 01:02:28,309 Steve Jobs had pancreatic cancer and they cured him. 1024 01:02:29,833 --> 01:02:30,877 My mom will be fine. 1025 01:02:32,183 --> 01:02:33,532 I'm not sure it's that simple. 1026 01:02:35,621 --> 01:02:37,536 The doctors cured her once, they'll do it again. 1027 01:02:39,973 --> 01:02:41,496 Yeah, definitely. 1028 01:02:43,020 --> 01:02:44,021 Maybe. 1029 01:02:47,633 --> 01:02:48,721 Look, it... 1030 01:02:51,158 --> 01:02:52,899 You don't want to get caught off guard, either. 1031 01:02:53,639 --> 01:02:56,381 Might be smart to consider all possibilities. 1032 01:02:59,776 --> 01:03:01,778 Why are you always so pessimistic? 1033 01:03:02,039 --> 01:03:03,518 I'm realistic. 1034 01:03:14,921 --> 01:03:15,966 Good evening. 1035 01:03:17,445 --> 01:03:19,665 Tonight, I can report to the American people 1036 01:03:19,926 --> 01:03:23,147 and to the world, that the United States has conducted 1037 01:03:23,190 --> 01:03:26,672 an operation that killed Osama Bin Laden, the leader of 1038 01:03:26,715 --> 01:03:30,415 Al Qaeda, and a terrorist who's responsible for the murder 1039 01:03:30,458 --> 01:03:34,636 of thousands of innocent men, women, and children. 1040 01:03:36,116 --> 01:03:37,335 It was nearly 10 years ago. 1041 01:03:38,858 --> 01:03:42,340 Look at you. Ah! 1042 01:03:42,906 --> 01:03:44,864 Oh, honey. 1043 01:03:45,212 --> 01:03:46,387 Do you like it? 1044 01:03:46,431 --> 01:03:48,128 I love it. 1045 01:03:48,172 --> 01:03:50,522 Last week, I determined that we had enough 1046 01:03:50,565 --> 01:03:54,134 intelligence to take action and authorized an operation 1047 01:03:54,178 --> 01:03:57,224 to get Osama Bin Laden and bring him to justice. 1048 01:03:57,616 --> 01:03:58,791 Can you believe this? 1049 01:03:58,835 --> 01:04:00,358 - Today, at my direction... - Hmm? 1050 01:04:00,619 --> 01:04:01,663 - Yeah. - ...The United States 1051 01:04:01,707 --> 01:04:03,100 launched a targeted... - I mean, 1052 01:04:03,143 --> 01:04:05,798 do you understand the gravity of what's going on? 1053 01:04:05,842 --> 01:04:08,540 This is a significant moment in history. 1054 01:04:09,019 --> 01:04:10,759 I knew we were gonna get him. 1055 01:04:11,935 --> 01:04:14,285 You knew we'd get Osama Bin Laden? 1056 01:04:14,633 --> 01:04:16,853 I wasn't holding my breath, it was just a matter of when. 1057 01:04:16,896 --> 01:04:18,942 He evaded capture for 10 years, 1058 01:04:18,985 --> 01:04:21,466 I don't think anyone thought it was a sure thing. 1059 01:04:23,729 --> 01:04:26,775 Senior prom, graduation, Stanford, 1060 01:04:27,385 --> 01:04:28,647 it was all coming up, Claudia. 1061 01:04:30,388 --> 01:04:31,563 Though, even I had to admit capturing Bin Laden was 1062 01:04:31,606 --> 01:04:32,607 icing on the cake. 1063 01:04:37,612 --> 01:04:40,354 ♪ Come on, come on, here we go now ♪ 1064 01:04:40,398 --> 01:04:43,618 ♪ Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah 1065 01:04:43,967 --> 01:04:46,926 ♪ Here comes a good life, here we go now ♪ 1066 01:04:48,362 --> 01:04:48,972 To the real prom! 1067 01:04:49,537 --> 01:04:51,148 This is it. 1068 01:04:51,191 --> 01:04:53,193 Topping off the list of perfect high school accomplishments. 1069 01:04:53,541 --> 01:04:55,195 You really think all of high school is perfect? 1070 01:04:55,500 --> 01:04:56,805 I've got one more chance to get everything 1071 01:04:56,849 --> 01:04:58,068 I wanted from high school. 1072 01:04:58,111 --> 01:04:59,112 It's the last thing on the list. 1073 01:05:00,418 --> 01:05:01,593 I'm losing my virginity tonight, prom night. 1074 01:05:01,985 --> 01:05:03,247 Ooh! 1075 01:05:03,290 --> 01:05:05,205 No, high school boys are so selfish in bed. 1076 01:05:05,249 --> 01:05:06,685 I'd wait till college if I were you, 1077 01:05:06,728 --> 01:05:07,947 till they know what they're doing. 1078 01:05:07,991 --> 01:05:09,557 Maybe you're just sick of boys in general. 1079 01:05:09,862 --> 01:05:10,994 To college guys. 1080 01:05:11,559 --> 01:05:13,039 Yeah, to giving girls a shot. 1081 01:05:13,822 --> 01:05:14,823 Shot. 1082 01:05:15,999 --> 01:05:17,783 Well, I can't go to college a virgin. 1083 01:05:18,697 --> 01:05:20,090 Fucking classic. 1084 01:05:22,005 --> 01:05:24,224 Okay, looks like someone's had too much to drink. 1085 01:05:24,833 --> 01:05:26,487 You can pack everything you want into those neat 1086 01:05:26,531 --> 01:05:28,489 little boxes in your head, but you can't control me. 1087 01:05:29,316 --> 01:05:31,536 Well, I guess it's good you're learning your limits now, this 1088 01:05:31,579 --> 01:05:33,755 way you won't be one of those kids that goes too hard freshman 1089 01:05:33,799 --> 01:05:35,192 year, it's not good for your rep. 1090 01:05:37,107 --> 01:05:38,369 I never applied. 1091 01:05:41,546 --> 01:05:42,939 When were you planning on telling me that? 1092 01:05:43,635 --> 01:05:44,941 We're not married. 1093 01:05:45,854 --> 01:05:47,769 God, you're like a human straitjacket. 1094 01:05:48,814 --> 01:05:50,120 Then what was the point? 1095 01:05:51,730 --> 01:05:53,645 Of all the opportunities we were given, of all our hard work, 1096 01:05:54,428 --> 01:05:56,778 you go to a good university, that's what you do. 1097 01:05:56,822 --> 01:05:58,693 Half the people you look up to dropped out of college. 1098 01:05:58,737 --> 01:06:00,652 You sound seriously delusional. 1099 01:06:00,695 --> 01:06:01,740 You think if I want to be successful, 1100 01:06:01,783 --> 01:06:02,871 I shouldn't go to Stanford? 1101 01:06:04,264 --> 01:06:06,658 You're just some pawn in this giant experiment. 1102 01:06:07,267 --> 01:06:08,486 There's no paradise, Claudia. 1103 01:06:08,834 --> 01:06:10,749 I know this place isn't perfect. 1104 01:06:10,792 --> 01:06:12,098 I'm talking about you. 1105 01:06:12,446 --> 01:06:14,100 You have imperfections. 1106 01:06:14,144 --> 01:06:15,188 Oh, yeah, like what? 1107 01:06:16,494 --> 01:06:17,930 No, seriously, tell me what's so wrong with me. 1108 01:06:17,974 --> 01:06:19,497 You buy into all of it. 1109 01:06:19,540 --> 01:06:21,281 You're blind to how good you've got it. 1110 01:06:21,803 --> 01:06:23,414 I mean, I used to look up to you, 1111 01:06:23,457 --> 01:06:26,373 it turns out you're just some spoiled brat in designer clothes 1112 01:06:26,417 --> 01:06:29,115 who isn't smart or ambitious enough to accomplish anything. 1113 01:06:29,159 --> 01:06:31,900 You wouldn't do anything on your own if it weren't for me. 1114 01:06:31,944 --> 01:06:34,207 I'm going to change the world while you float by aimlessly 1115 01:06:34,251 --> 01:06:35,730 on someone else's credit card. 1116 01:06:35,774 --> 01:06:37,471 You say you're destined for greatness, 1117 01:06:37,515 --> 01:06:38,864 you don't even know who you are. 1118 01:06:38,907 --> 01:06:40,779 - What are you talking about? - You're some fake 1119 01:06:40,822 --> 01:06:42,999 fucking robot who's scared shitless all the time. 1120 01:06:43,608 --> 01:06:45,436 And I'm done throwing you a line. 1121 01:06:54,706 --> 01:06:56,186 I was the one with the plan, 1122 01:06:56,229 --> 01:06:58,840 the focus, the future. 1123 01:06:59,406 --> 01:07:00,973 I refused to give up. 1124 01:07:12,550 --> 01:07:13,551 Innovate. 1125 01:07:13,855 --> 01:07:15,161 What are you doing? 1126 01:07:16,684 --> 01:07:17,685 Nothing. 1127 01:07:25,737 --> 01:07:27,043 Let's get out of here. 1128 01:07:30,524 --> 01:07:31,525 Come on. 1129 01:07:34,833 --> 01:07:35,921 Look at you. 1130 01:07:45,626 --> 01:07:47,585 You looked really pretty tonight. 1131 01:07:48,151 --> 01:07:49,108 Thanks. 1132 01:08:02,252 --> 01:08:04,254 Congratulations on getting into Carnegie Mellon. 1133 01:08:05,646 --> 01:08:06,647 Thanks. 1134 01:08:07,170 --> 01:08:08,475 Way to go on Stanford. 1135 01:08:08,954 --> 01:08:10,129 Wow. 1136 01:08:11,652 --> 01:08:12,523 As long as I've known you, you haven't stopped talking 1137 01:08:12,566 --> 01:08:13,219 about wanting to get in there. 1138 01:08:14,394 --> 01:08:15,569 You actually made your dream come true. 1139 01:08:16,483 --> 01:08:18,224 Not a dream, it was a plan. 1140 01:08:18,746 --> 01:08:19,965 Right. 1141 01:08:20,008 --> 01:08:21,445 Hey, we'll both be studying engineering. 1142 01:08:21,836 --> 01:08:22,837 That's fun. 1143 01:08:23,403 --> 01:08:24,491 What are you talking about? 1144 01:08:25,927 --> 01:08:26,580 Carnegie Mellon has a great engineering program. 1145 01:08:27,712 --> 01:08:28,713 I'm sure you'll do really well there. 1146 01:08:29,975 --> 01:08:31,933 Oh, I'm... actually done with all that. 1147 01:08:33,239 --> 01:08:35,111 Yeah, I'm gonna major in philosophy. 1148 01:08:36,286 --> 01:08:38,766 But numbers and coding always come easily to you. 1149 01:08:39,550 --> 01:08:40,725 You were always on the advanced track. 1150 01:08:40,768 --> 01:08:42,422 I had to work my ass off just to keep up. 1151 01:08:43,293 --> 01:08:44,859 So? 1152 01:08:44,903 --> 01:08:46,209 So you have the potential to become the next Zuckerberg 1153 01:08:46,252 --> 01:08:47,427 and you're squandering it. 1154 01:08:48,385 --> 01:08:50,561 You even sort of look like him. 1155 01:08:52,128 --> 01:08:53,955 Who gives a fuck? What? 1156 01:08:53,999 --> 01:08:56,088 I'm not defined by that and I don't want to be. 1157 01:08:56,132 --> 01:08:58,656 This is my one life, I want to do something that I enjoy. 1158 01:09:00,832 --> 01:09:02,529 Do you even like coding? 1159 01:09:04,227 --> 01:09:06,142 Nobody actually likes coding. 1160 01:09:06,185 --> 01:09:09,188 Yes, many actually do. 1161 01:09:11,669 --> 01:09:13,410 The technology we've grown up with, 1162 01:09:14,237 --> 01:09:17,588 it's serving humanity, I wanna do that, to build that. 1163 01:09:18,545 --> 01:09:19,546 It does. 1164 01:09:21,069 --> 01:09:22,723 Sometimes, sure. 1165 01:09:23,420 --> 01:09:26,074 But, okay, remember in the 1950s, 1166 01:09:26,118 --> 01:09:28,468 tobacco companies paid doctors to tell people that 1167 01:09:28,512 --> 01:09:29,991 smoking was good for them. 1168 01:09:30,818 --> 01:09:32,516 We are the new guinea pig generation, 1169 01:09:32,559 --> 01:09:34,822 and trust me, this shit is toxic. 1170 01:09:35,475 --> 01:09:36,998 Wow, jaded much? 1171 01:09:39,262 --> 01:09:41,133 I just can't wait to get out of here. 1172 01:09:41,177 --> 01:09:42,221 Don't say that. 1173 01:09:46,791 --> 01:09:48,532 I've liked you for a long time. 1174 01:09:50,316 --> 01:09:54,364 I thought you were kind and smart and funny. 1175 01:09:57,454 --> 01:09:58,933 But you already knew that. 1176 01:10:12,512 --> 01:10:14,340 Whoa, whoa, what are you doing? 1177 01:10:15,211 --> 01:10:16,647 Don't you want to do it? 1178 01:10:16,995 --> 01:10:18,431 Not like this. 1179 01:10:20,564 --> 01:10:22,348 Hold on, slow down. 1180 01:10:22,827 --> 01:10:23,958 Can you just put it in already? 1181 01:10:25,264 --> 01:10:25,917 Why are you rushing this all of a sudden? 1182 01:10:26,222 --> 01:10:27,571 Why aren't you? 1183 01:10:29,268 --> 01:10:31,401 Look, you've waited forever to make a move, I'm taking charge. 1184 01:10:31,444 --> 01:10:33,316 Taking charge of what? 1185 01:10:34,142 --> 01:10:36,971 Does this, does this mean anything to you? 1186 01:10:37,972 --> 01:10:39,147 Of course it does. 1187 01:10:41,149 --> 01:10:43,064 It's my first time, I'll always remember it. 1188 01:10:44,457 --> 01:10:46,111 Claudia, I love you. 1189 01:10:52,944 --> 01:10:54,293 Do you even like me? 1190 01:10:58,689 --> 01:11:00,038 I went to prom with you. 1191 01:11:00,821 --> 01:11:02,258 Now I'm begging you to fuck me. 1192 01:11:02,780 --> 01:11:03,911 What else do you need? 1193 01:11:07,437 --> 01:11:09,395 Let's cap off senior year the way we're supposed to. 1194 01:11:10,527 --> 01:11:11,789 Stop. 1195 01:11:11,832 --> 01:11:15,532 I was wrong to think that you and this place 1196 01:11:15,575 --> 01:11:16,707 weren't one and the same. 1197 01:11:17,795 --> 01:11:20,276 Just another Silicon Valley knockoff. 1198 01:11:21,320 --> 01:11:22,843 - Quentin. - You can't treat 1199 01:11:22,887 --> 01:11:25,716 me like just another thing to check off your to-do list. 1200 01:12:01,969 --> 01:12:02,970 Shit! 1201 01:12:03,406 --> 01:12:04,363 Goddamn. 1202 01:12:04,842 --> 01:12:07,323 Honey, I waited up for you. 1203 01:12:08,454 --> 01:12:09,716 How was it? 1204 01:12:10,151 --> 01:12:11,936 Fan-fucking-tastic. 1205 01:12:13,198 --> 01:12:14,982 Okay, talk to me. 1206 01:12:15,853 --> 01:12:17,028 Hey. 1207 01:12:19,465 --> 01:12:20,814 Is this what failing feels like? 1208 01:12:22,076 --> 01:12:23,077 It's horrible. 1209 01:12:23,121 --> 01:12:24,209 What did you fail at? 1210 01:12:26,690 --> 01:12:27,952 Had it all mapped out. 1211 01:12:28,648 --> 01:12:29,693 Perfect prom night. 1212 01:12:29,736 --> 01:12:30,737 Uh-huh. 1213 01:12:30,998 --> 01:12:32,478 I was going to have sex with him 1214 01:12:32,522 --> 01:12:33,958 and then we were gonna go to different schools and I'd 1215 01:12:34,001 --> 01:12:35,046 never have to see him again. 1216 01:12:35,089 --> 01:12:36,656 - Oh, boy. - But I can fix this. 1217 01:12:37,222 --> 01:12:38,876 Skinny dipping, that'll work, need to get him to come here. 1218 01:12:38,919 --> 01:12:41,052 Hey, come on, come on, let's slow down, okay? 1219 01:12:41,922 --> 01:12:44,142 Okay, okay, come on, let it go, it's over. 1220 01:12:44,185 --> 01:12:46,710 - Give it to me, give it to me. - Let it go, it's over. 1221 01:12:47,275 --> 01:12:48,494 It's over. 1222 01:12:48,712 --> 01:12:51,018 Honey, you need to stop with this pressure. 1223 01:12:51,062 --> 01:12:52,063 I had a plan. 1224 01:12:52,106 --> 01:12:53,499 We plan, God laughs. 1225 01:12:54,761 --> 01:12:56,197 Do I look amused? 1226 01:12:56,241 --> 01:12:58,417 Hey, things happen when they're supposed to happen. 1227 01:12:58,461 --> 01:13:00,288 You have to learn to let go. 1228 01:13:01,115 --> 01:13:03,248 That spiritual crap is for people that don't have 1229 01:13:03,291 --> 01:13:05,250 the willpower to go out and make things happen. 1230 01:13:05,293 --> 01:13:07,208 Hey, don't take a shot at me! 1231 01:13:14,128 --> 01:13:15,478 Tonight was really important. 1232 01:13:15,956 --> 01:13:20,570 You can't just bend the entire world to your will, 1233 01:13:20,613 --> 01:13:22,659 especially something like this. 1234 01:13:24,269 --> 01:13:25,879 Relationships are intimate. 1235 01:13:26,576 --> 01:13:27,794 They should have real meaning. 1236 01:13:27,838 --> 01:13:29,230 Mom, I didn't want to marry him, 1237 01:13:29,274 --> 01:13:32,930 I just needed a nice guy to, pop my cherry 1238 01:13:32,973 --> 01:13:34,192 and get it over with. 1239 01:13:34,235 --> 01:13:35,976 Wow. 1240 01:13:36,847 --> 01:13:39,240 Not everything has to be so sentimental. 1241 01:13:39,850 --> 01:13:42,156 Well, some things should have sentiment. 1242 01:13:44,811 --> 01:13:46,073 Hey. 1243 01:13:47,684 --> 01:13:49,163 You know how I went to that city council meeting tonight? 1244 01:13:49,512 --> 01:13:51,296 Yeah, why'd you go to that? 1245 01:13:51,905 --> 01:13:53,429 Well, Apple announced they were building their new 1246 01:13:53,472 --> 01:13:54,995 headquarters and they wanted to talk about its 1247 01:13:55,039 --> 01:13:56,562 impact on the community. 1248 01:13:56,606 --> 01:13:58,564 The building they designed looks like a giant spaceship, 1249 01:13:58,608 --> 01:14:03,264 but guess who showed up to make the presentation? 1250 01:14:07,007 --> 01:14:08,008 No. 1251 01:14:08,444 --> 01:14:09,488 - Yeah. - He was there? 1252 01:14:09,532 --> 01:14:10,881 - Yeah. - You knew 1253 01:14:10,924 --> 01:14:12,230 this and you didn't tell me? - No, I didn't know. 1254 01:14:12,273 --> 01:14:14,319 We all thought it was gonna be Apple execs. 1255 01:14:14,362 --> 01:14:16,277 We were shocked when he walked through the front door. 1256 01:14:17,583 --> 01:14:18,584 Claudia! 1257 01:14:18,889 --> 01:14:20,412 How could this happen? 1258 01:14:20,934 --> 01:14:23,589 He's the single most important person in my life. 1259 01:14:23,633 --> 01:14:26,113 Well, that's lovely to hear as your mother. 1260 01:14:26,157 --> 01:14:27,593 I love you and Dad, but... 1261 01:14:30,074 --> 01:14:31,597 you've got to understand what he's done for us, 1262 01:14:31,641 --> 01:14:32,946 for the world. 1263 01:14:32,990 --> 01:14:35,340 - What? - I need to be him! 1264 01:14:37,385 --> 01:14:39,257 Why can't you just be you? 1265 01:14:42,390 --> 01:14:44,349 I'm not good enough. 1266 01:15:02,715 --> 01:15:05,239 One day we'll look back on this and laugh. 1267 01:15:07,677 --> 01:15:09,983 Do you think I could still meet him one day? 1268 01:15:11,376 --> 01:15:13,160 You're gonna have a lot of chances to meet him. 1269 01:15:13,204 --> 01:15:14,858 He's a very young man. 1270 01:15:34,268 --> 01:15:35,269 Hey. 1271 01:15:35,748 --> 01:15:36,967 It's the graduate. 1272 01:15:37,750 --> 01:15:38,838 Looking for you. 1273 01:15:40,840 --> 01:15:41,841 Ready for all this? 1274 01:15:43,190 --> 01:15:45,192 I've wanted to go to Stanford my entire life. 1275 01:15:48,369 --> 01:15:50,415 Yeah, just um... 1276 01:15:54,593 --> 01:15:57,553 Don't go into college with some preconceived 1277 01:15:57,596 --> 01:15:58,858 notion of what you 1278 01:15:59,467 --> 01:16:01,252 think you should be doing. 1279 01:16:02,645 --> 01:16:04,037 You know what I'm saying? 1280 01:16:04,908 --> 01:16:05,778 Just... 1281 01:16:06,605 --> 01:16:07,998 I want you to be happy. 1282 01:16:10,087 --> 01:16:11,654 I'm living the dream. 1283 01:16:13,438 --> 01:16:14,439 Yeah. 1284 01:16:16,310 --> 01:16:17,311 Okay. 1285 01:16:51,258 --> 01:16:54,261 At long last, Mecca. 1286 01:17:12,932 --> 01:17:14,630 Epic, failure. 1287 01:17:16,327 --> 01:17:18,024 My very first computer science lecture 1288 01:17:18,068 --> 01:17:19,765 may as well have been taught underwater. 1289 01:17:20,853 --> 01:17:23,290 I told myself, if I just worked harder than anyone else, 1290 01:17:23,726 --> 01:17:24,727 I could survive. 1291 01:17:26,206 --> 01:17:27,251 But that was a lie. 1292 01:17:29,427 --> 01:17:30,428 The truth? 1293 01:17:31,385 --> 01:17:32,778 I hated computer science. 1294 01:17:37,740 --> 01:17:39,698 I even took a goddamn calligraphy class 1295 01:17:39,742 --> 01:17:41,569 just like the one Steve Jobs took. 1296 01:17:44,050 --> 01:17:45,269 I was horrible at it. 1297 01:18:16,256 --> 01:18:17,257 No. 1298 01:18:22,785 --> 01:18:23,916 Oh my God. 1299 01:18:23,960 --> 01:18:25,178 No, no, no, no, no. 1300 01:18:27,572 --> 01:18:28,704 Fucking iPhone! 1301 01:18:42,674 --> 01:18:45,242 When one is buried, are they not truly in the 1302 01:18:45,285 --> 01:18:46,765 presence of possibility? 1303 01:18:48,375 --> 01:18:51,857 Wasn't it Emerson who wrote, It is not the length of life, 1304 01:18:51,901 --> 01:18:53,250 but the depth of life. 1305 01:18:54,120 --> 01:18:56,340 He who is not every day conquering some fear 1306 01:18:56,383 --> 01:18:58,081 has not learned the secret of life. 1307 01:18:58,951 --> 01:19:00,039 In this depth, 1308 01:19:00,083 --> 01:19:01,737 one is evergreen like a seed. 1309 01:19:03,390 --> 01:19:05,523 Indeed, I am a future flower. 1310 01:19:19,667 --> 01:19:20,668 Hey. 1311 01:19:21,147 --> 01:19:22,366 I've never seen you here before. 1312 01:19:23,323 --> 01:19:24,368 I'm a freshman. 1313 01:19:25,717 --> 01:19:27,023 Oh, no, I meant at our creative writing group. 1314 01:19:28,546 --> 01:19:30,461 Oh, I just stumbled in, it was an accident. 1315 01:19:32,289 --> 01:19:34,421 Well, I mean, if you believe in accidents. 1316 01:19:36,859 --> 01:19:38,077 Is it cool if I sit? 1317 01:19:40,340 --> 01:19:41,646 Yeah, sure. 1318 01:19:46,216 --> 01:19:47,217 So... 1319 01:19:48,479 --> 01:19:49,480 what's your story? 1320 01:19:51,482 --> 01:19:52,875 I don't really have one. 1321 01:19:53,353 --> 01:19:54,790 Well, I mean, we all do. 1322 01:19:57,749 --> 01:19:59,533 Why don't you read me something? 1323 01:20:00,143 --> 01:20:01,274 Like what? 1324 01:20:01,318 --> 01:20:02,319 Anything. 1325 01:20:02,754 --> 01:20:04,060 Oh, I'm not a writer. 1326 01:20:04,974 --> 01:20:06,627 Then what are you studying? 1327 01:20:11,676 --> 01:20:12,677 I don't know. 1328 01:20:14,635 --> 01:20:15,462 I thought I did, 1329 01:20:15,854 --> 01:20:16,812 but, 1330 01:20:17,769 --> 01:20:19,379 now everything's changed. 1331 01:20:21,860 --> 01:20:23,209 Can't believe Steve Jobs died. 1332 01:20:25,516 --> 01:20:26,517 He did? 1333 01:20:28,084 --> 01:20:29,085 Are you kidding me? 1334 01:20:29,128 --> 01:20:30,390 Have you not seen the news? 1335 01:20:30,434 --> 01:20:31,435 No, I... 1336 01:20:32,262 --> 01:20:33,263 I don't... 1337 01:20:33,306 --> 01:20:34,742 I don't believe in cell phones. 1338 01:20:37,702 --> 01:20:38,746 Fantastic. 1339 01:20:40,096 --> 01:20:41,619 Bet you think you're too good for a laptop, too. 1340 01:20:42,402 --> 01:20:44,361 What do you write your stories with a quill and parchment? 1341 01:20:44,404 --> 01:20:45,405 Oh. 1342 01:20:46,319 --> 01:20:47,320 Okay. 1343 01:20:48,060 --> 01:20:49,366 Steve Jobs. 1344 01:20:50,758 --> 01:20:52,195 The King of Silicon Valley. 1345 01:20:53,849 --> 01:20:55,459 He was way more than that. 1346 01:20:56,764 --> 01:20:57,765 Really? 1347 01:20:58,810 --> 01:20:59,985 You want to know what I think? 1348 01:21:00,029 --> 01:21:01,465 I think, 1349 01:21:01,508 --> 01:21:05,164 that his whole act, changing the world for the better, 1350 01:21:05,208 --> 01:21:08,820 not caring about the money, it's all bullshit. 1351 01:21:10,517 --> 01:21:11,475 I mean, 1352 01:21:12,258 --> 01:21:14,130 he was a complete genius. 1353 01:21:15,696 --> 01:21:16,915 Most cult leaders are. 1354 01:21:17,829 --> 01:21:19,570 So, you're so convinced that you need these 1355 01:21:19,613 --> 01:21:21,877 things to transcend your life. 1356 01:21:23,443 --> 01:21:25,445 It's almost impossible to live without his little 1357 01:21:25,489 --> 01:21:28,448 inventions because every 30 seconds your brain craves the 1358 01:21:28,492 --> 01:21:30,929 dopamine hit it gets from that little flash of light. 1359 01:21:31,974 --> 01:21:34,933 And if that wasn't enough, you feed off likes, comments, posts, 1360 01:21:34,977 --> 01:21:37,153 tags, like a bunch of little validation addicts. 1361 01:21:40,983 --> 01:21:41,940 You don't understand. 1362 01:21:43,159 --> 01:21:44,987 I grew up in the valley, he was everything. 1363 01:21:46,771 --> 01:21:48,642 My... my whole world. 1364 01:21:54,735 --> 01:21:57,347 Well, what was it like growing up in his shadow? 1365 01:22:09,837 --> 01:22:12,666 I finally realized it wasn't Steve Jobs I was obsessed with. 1366 01:22:13,885 --> 01:22:16,540 It was his ability to envision something out in the ether 1367 01:22:16,583 --> 01:22:18,107 beyond our wildest dreams. 1368 01:22:20,022 --> 01:22:23,590 And, to create one thing after another, 1369 01:22:24,548 --> 01:22:28,291 out of nothing and share it fearlessly with the world. 1370 01:22:29,901 --> 01:22:31,555 I mean, isn't that what we're all here to do? 1371 01:22:35,167 --> 01:22:36,255 To contribute, 1372 01:22:38,170 --> 01:22:39,389 be brave, 1373 01:22:42,479 --> 01:22:44,785 and try to connect to this very moment. 1374 01:22:46,483 --> 01:22:49,312 Our creations can take infinite forms. 1375 01:22:51,270 --> 01:22:52,271 Thoughts. 1376 01:22:53,533 --> 01:22:54,621 Relationships. 1377 01:22:57,059 --> 01:22:58,103 Hopes and dreams. 1378 01:23:00,236 --> 01:23:01,237 Music. 1379 01:23:02,716 --> 01:23:03,717 Babies. 1380 01:23:06,764 --> 01:23:07,765 Memories. 1381 01:23:11,551 --> 01:23:14,163 People migrate to Silicon Valley because they believe that 1382 01:23:14,206 --> 01:23:15,207 they can change the world. 1383 01:23:16,382 --> 01:23:17,905 There's something unmistakable in the air. 1384 01:23:18,297 --> 01:23:19,777 A buzz, a belief. 1385 01:23:20,604 --> 01:23:23,694 A floating mist of optimistic spirit. 1386 01:23:24,825 --> 01:23:27,132 And a desperate tangible fear of failure. 1387 01:23:28,699 --> 01:23:31,049 Throughout history, we've learned repeatedly that 1388 01:23:31,397 --> 01:23:34,444 people who blindly follow their leaders, 1389 01:23:35,662 --> 01:23:38,056 folks who take scripture too literally, 1390 01:23:38,100 --> 01:23:39,666 are the dangerous ones. 1391 01:23:40,363 --> 01:23:41,755 That's where I went off course. 1392 01:23:44,106 --> 01:23:45,846 It's not Silicon Valley that's the problem. 1393 01:23:47,065 --> 01:23:49,024 It's what I did with it that made it so perverse. 1394 01:23:50,242 --> 01:23:52,114 Silicon Valley only looks to the future. 1395 01:23:53,680 --> 01:23:56,553 So here I am, turning back. 1396 01:24:02,950 --> 01:24:05,344 I no longer wish to become Steve Jobs, 1397 01:24:07,825 --> 01:24:09,479 but to become, me. 1398 01:24:13,048 --> 01:24:14,049 So here it is. 1399 01:24:15,180 --> 01:24:16,181 This is mine. 1400 01:24:19,141 --> 01:24:20,272 And it's an original. 1401 01:24:23,188 --> 01:24:24,189 Any questions? 1402 01:25:17,199 --> 01:25:21,377 ♪ Was lost inside of my head ♪ 1403 01:25:21,768 --> 01:25:25,468 ♪ All my dreams were a means to winning ♪ 1404 01:25:27,296 --> 01:25:30,734 ♪ Got too close to the edge 1405 01:25:31,343 --> 01:25:35,695 ♪ Always eager to know what was next ♪ 1406 01:25:36,696 --> 01:25:40,831 ♪ Girl, open your eyes up 1407 01:25:41,266 --> 01:25:44,748 ♪ Lose your grip and swallow the sun ♪ 1408 01:25:46,053 --> 01:25:47,185 ♪ Take 1409 01:25:47,229 --> 01:25:50,319 ♪ Take a breath in 1410 01:25:50,754 --> 01:25:54,671 ♪ Let the pieces fall where they might ♪ 1411 01:25:56,107 --> 01:25:57,717 ♪ And learn to let go 1412 01:25:57,761 --> 01:26:01,373 ♪ Planned out every move 1413 01:26:01,721 --> 01:26:06,204 ♪ But I was just avoiding the truth ♪ 1414 01:26:07,162 --> 01:26:10,991 ♪ Sometimes we all got to lose ♪ 1415 01:26:11,383 --> 01:26:16,040 ♪ Not everything's shiny and new ♪ 1416 01:26:16,649 --> 01:26:20,827 ♪ Girl, open your eyes up 1417 01:26:21,350 --> 01:26:24,701 ♪ Lose your grip and swallow the sun ♪ 1418 01:26:26,006 --> 01:26:27,182 ♪ Take 1419 01:26:27,225 --> 01:26:30,228 ♪ Take a breath in 1420 01:26:30,794 --> 01:26:34,667 ♪ Let the pieces fall where they might ♪ 1421 01:26:36,103 --> 01:26:38,715 ♪ And learn to let go 1422 01:26:40,847 --> 01:26:43,198 ♪ And learn to let go 1423 01:26:46,113 --> 01:26:47,114 ♪ Let go 1424 01:26:48,507 --> 01:26:50,553 ♪ Ooh 1425 01:26:53,033 --> 01:26:55,166 ♪ Ooh 1426 01:26:58,343 --> 01:27:00,345 ♪ Ahh 1427 01:27:02,608 --> 01:27:08,266 ♪ I can't keep on treading water ♪ 1428 01:27:10,747 --> 01:27:18,407 ♪ 'Cause I know I'm slipping under ♪ 1429 01:27:18,929 --> 01:27:24,064 ♪ Spin in circles going nowhere ♪ 1430 01:27:27,720 --> 01:27:34,814 ♪ So might as well surrender 1431 01:27:35,467 --> 01:27:40,342 ♪ Now that I'm not in the way 1432 01:27:48,437 --> 01:27:52,745 ♪ Girl, open your eyes up 1433 01:27:53,093 --> 01:27:56,749 ♪ Lose your grip and swallow the sun ♪ 1434 01:27:57,794 --> 01:27:59,099 ♪ Take 1435 01:27:59,143 --> 01:28:02,451 ♪ Take a breath in 1436 01:28:02,494 --> 01:28:06,368 ♪ Let the pieces fall where they might ♪ 1437 01:28:07,325 --> 01:28:11,590 ♪ Oh, open your eyes up 1438 01:28:11,938 --> 01:28:15,377 ♪ Lose your grip and swallow the sun ♪ 1439 01:28:16,595 --> 01:28:17,901 ♪ Take 1440 01:28:17,944 --> 01:28:21,034 ♪ Take a breath in 1441 01:28:21,296 --> 01:28:25,604 ♪ Let the pieces fall where they might ♪ 1442 01:28:26,692 --> 01:28:29,086 ♪ And learn to let go 1443 01:28:31,393 --> 01:28:33,786 ♪ And learn to let go 1444 01:28:36,136 --> 01:28:38,530 ♪ And learn to let go 1445 01:28:40,793 --> 01:28:43,230 ♪ And learn to let go 1446 01:28:45,450 --> 01:28:47,931 ♪ And learn to let go 100238

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