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=Crush=

=Episode 18=

I'm really sorry, Ms Peng.

Okay.

I will tell him.

Goodbye.

Mr Su's MP3 player is very precious.

If we don't find it, it will be the end of us.

I found it.

(RD Group finances local technology company, Toro)

Didn't I tell you he's not here for me?

He has some big business deals here.

If you ask me, it doesn't matter why he is here.

As long as you get to meet, that is fate.

It was reported in the news that Mr Su Senior transferred...

all his shares to him.

And with this news, what does it say?

It says Young Master Su is now a genuine business elite.

Don't you want the old flame to light up again?

There's no old flame to begin with. How can it light up again?

Besides, didn't you say he's a business elite now?

He should find someone that matches his status,

like those marriages that comes with business benefits.

Why would he want to socialise with ordinary citizens like us?

There you go again.

Can you not immediately categorise people by social status?

To be honest, we are just vulnerable human beings.

He may have more worries than you at best.

Look.

Three years have passed.

In these three years,

I have never participated in a single part of his life.

Who am I to think that he...

Can you clarify with him before talking about these?

You can ask him when he is inviting you to his wedding.

If he said it's still too soon,

it means all your thoughts now are non-existent.

He will certainly say,

"Don't worry, Ms Sang."

"You will definitely get the wedding invitation."

The new boss is here for an inspection.

I heard he is now at the R&D Department on the fourth floor.

He's going to be here any minute then.

I really want to get a good look at this new boss...

to see if he is as legendary as he is rumoured to be.

You'd better control yourself.

Don't get too excited and fall in front of him.

He's here.

This is our information department.

We have 45 regular staff here.

You better stop it.

The place for our meet-up is where Wei Hao is working at.

I can even pick him up after work.

What's wrong? Are you afraid of bumping into Su Nian Qin?

How did you know?

I was involved in Toro's case before I resigned.

Besides, Wei Hao is working at Toro. How can I not follow their news?

Moreover, I do watch news.

Have you two met?

Don't just talk about me.

When are you getting back to work?

It's been a while since you got married.

Don't divert the topic.

Oh, right.

I have booked for a refractive surgery.

You have to accompany me on surgery day.

Why do you suddenly want a refractive surgery?

I have always wanted to do it.

But I had been busy with work...

and afraid that the recuperating period will affect my work.

Since I am free now, I want to do it.

I really don't get it.

Don't contact lenses do the job? Why do you need surgery?

You're not putting yourself in my shoes.

All those years of television and video gaming...

didn't damage your eyesight.

Of course you don't know my pain.

Contact lens is inconvenient and uncomfortable.

Nothing is better than using your own eyesight.

Wei Hao will go.

And you must accompany me too.

Pull over.

Since you like movies so much,

do you know that the basic fundamental that movies rely on...

is persistence of vision?

Lights that reach the eyes...

will remain in the retina for some time before disappearing.

The duration is very short.

It's ephemeral.

But,

I probably have an innate ability to prolong it.

In these three years, it feels like I didn't see anything...

except everything about you.

They still appear before my eyes.

Follow that taxi.

♪Dreams of a light year♪

♪Is as vast as the sadness♪

♪The earth is quiet♪

♪Like the eyes of the stars♪

♪I want to see clearly♪

♪Every expression on your face♪

♪This way it won't shatter♪

Why take this route if you are afraid of the dark?

♪From one star♪

♪To another♪

♪Tears are like crystals♪

♪Submerged in the sea of stars♪

Why is she walking around this terrible place at this hour?

♪I won't be all alone♪

♪By myself♪

♪Would you then♪

♪Notice me♪

♪There is a distant star like me♪

♪Shining brightly♪

♪Because I don't know♪

You are timid after all.

♪My past is full of♪

♪Ups and downs♪

♪I won't hide from it♪

♪From one star♪

♪To another♪

♪Tears are like crystals♪

(Tongcheng University Autism Research Centre)

Ms Sang.

We met previously at the lobby of Holiday Hotel.

I'm Wu Yu.

-Hi, Mr Wu. -Where are you going?

I just got off work. I can give you a ride.

No, thanks.

Please don't turn me down.

It's hard to find a ride at this hour.

Don't let the kid wait out here.

Please.

Thank you then.

Let's get in.

Thanks.

Where are you going?

The KFC Restaurant on Ning Kou Road.

That restaurant is usually crowded at this hour.

If you don't mind going to another branch, I know one which is less crowded.

Okay, thanks.

Thanks.

-Sorry to keep you waiting. -It's fine.

I have never eaten this.

This is just a place I pass by every day.

My hometown is quite remote.

We don't have fast food.

When I came here to study, I was struggling financially.

A hamburger that cost 10 yuan was a luxury.

Do you mind me asking, Mr Wu?

What do you do?

I'm a lawyer.

Then this is no longer a luxury to you.

He is...

He has autism.

I have heard of it.

His condition seems better than most autistic kids.

It becomes worse if treatment is not sought earlier.

He is born with it.

Generally, there is no cure.

Is this condition hereditary?

It is not proven medically.

The biggest probability is maybe getting infected with some disease...

during the fetal period.

Poor kid.

He had no choice but to accept it.

Can he hear us talking?

He can hear some of it.

But autism helps him automatically block out...

all the external messages that he doesn't like.

I'm sorry, Mr Wu.

He is not used to physical contact with strangers.

He will have a meltdown.

I'm really sorry.

Here you go.

Thanks.

I was a stranger to him initially.

He needs time to accept someone.

It might take a really long time.

-I'm sorry. -It's fine after you get used to it.

That is a Polley watch.

You like collecting watches too?

My previous client loves collecting these watches too.

The first time I saw it, I found it quite unique.

What did you say this is?

Polley.

You can't buy the authentic watch here.

I heard its entirely crafted by hand.

Buyers have to pre-order it.

Made to order?

I'm not exactly sure.

Anyhow, it's really expensive.

Like jewellery, its value can appreciate too.

I bought this on Taobao. It cost me a few hundred yuan.

I bought it because I like the design.

Maybe it really looks authentic.

Mr Su.

Wait for Qin.

-He went up to retrieve my document. -Okay, Mr Su.

Mr Su.

I'm Wei Hao. I'm not sure if you remember me.

I do.

I work at Toro. I saw you in our company a few days ago.

I didn't say hi because there were too many people.

In the past few years, life didn't go well for Wu Yan.

Did you know that?

I know.

I know it all.

Ms Wu Yan, you are here.

Something came up at home. Thanks for coming to my rescue.

No worries. When I was late, didn't you help take over too?

I'm returning the favour.

Is this the script?

Go ahead.

Sun.

Do you know of any good radio show?

Let's listen to it.

Lately, there is a nice talk show at this hour.

After the internship ends, he returned the book to me...

with a card inside that says,

"I have actually fallen for you a long time ago."

When reading the letter from this listener,

I can't help feeling a sense of regret.

Hence, never feel like you don't deserve love.

Just say it out loud.

To quote my personal motto,

"I may be ugly, but what if the other party is blind?"

Go to a nearby KFC Restaurant.

I'm hungry.

Yes, Mr Su.

Look at the way you eat.

What an expensive item!

One day when we can't afford to pay for food,

I'll sell it to the pawn shop.

How did I end up living with a sleazy woman like you?

What can I do about it?

You kept following me around like you can't live without me.

Do you think...

I should return this to him?

It feels awkward for me to keep such a luxurious item.

Then just go.

You now have a reason to see him.

I didn't say I want to see him.

I just...

Wu Yan. Do you still love him?

I don't know.

Why do you keep his card if you don't know?

-I saw you put it into your pocket. -I didn't.

-You did. It's in that pocket. -I didn't.

Take it out. Quick.

Why don't you reconsider it?

Any surgery has its risk.

What if there are after-effects?

Don't worry.

This surgery is like extracting a tooth.

Technology is very advanced nowadays.

But extraction...

People die from tooth extractions too.

You really have nothing good to say, don't you?

Wu Yan. Let's make a bet.

If I survive the surgery, you go talk to Su Nian Qin.

How about that?

You...

I will definitely lose.

Didn't you say this is a minor surgery?

Even if you wanted to lose, the doctor won't let you.

Nobody knows for sure.

Didn't you say people die from tooth extraction too?

I really mean it.

You two should talk it out.

Talk about what?

Anything.

Talk about your feelings at that time, or talk about the present.

If you really want to put everything behind...

and cut ties completely, you really have to talk it out.

Give that relationship a proper closure.

It helps you to let go too.

The nurse has called our number.

Go.

Go, quick.

I'll take the bet. Now go.

I'll take the bet.

What bet were you talking about?

Nothing.

She wanted me to talk to Su Nian Qin.

My wife and me are really at our wit's end when it comes to your bumpy relationship.

What?

I met that brat at my company the other day.

I told him.

"You became a CEO overnight, but do you know how difficult..."

"Wu Yan's life is the past few years?"

You...

Why did you tell him that?

I...

I thought he should know.

-Wu Yan. I know you have your pride. -But this is not about pride.

That was totally uncalled for.

Who doesn't have a hard life?

Everyone just pushes on no matter what.

Moreover, we are not in a relationship anymore.

Why did you tell him that?

Are you trying to make him feel guilty or feel sorry for me?

I don't need that and I don't want that.

I'm sorry. I didn't think that...

It's okay.

I know you are trying to help me.

Thanks.

Wu Yan.

I... I'm here.

What's wrong?

Don't forget what you promised me.

What are you doing?

I want to feel what it is like to be blind.

Don't help me.

You are really smart.

You even got yourself a white cane.

That famous saying is really true.

Being blind for an hour is not difficult, being blind for your whole life is.

I never heard of that saying.

Honestly.

You didn't close it after taking things.

Don't blame me.

What is it now?

I just feel that I had all these bad habits.

I definitely caused him a lot of troubles.

Thinking of your Young Master Su again?

Mumbling to yourself here won't help anything.

I asked you to get back together but you said there's no old flame to begin with.

Now look at you.

You are obviously stuck and not moving on.

It's not like I don't want to move on.

I went for blind dates, didn't I?

I met new people and I'm sure I want to get married.

But I kept recalling...

that first time we met,

the lights and the smell of the lake.

My singing was off tune.

He gave me that look.

I remember everything so clearly.

I asked myself over and over again. Why?

I'm a forgetful person who...

lost her things all the time. But why do I remember all that?

I came to realise later that...

there are a lot of things which can't be expressed or forget.

If I can't forget, I'll just let it be.

I'll just live with the memories.

It's no big deal.

I understand how you feel.

But I really want to know.

Do you think in the past three years, Su Nian Qin...

was doing better than you?

I just feel that sometimes you can't always stand from your point of view...

when you consider things.

You are only choreographing your own story.

When you lost your dad,

Su Nian Qin's dad was on the verge of death too.

His life was hanging by a thread.

He may look arrogant.

But didn't we analyse that he actually lacks a sense of security?

At that time, you left after lashing it out on him.

How do you think he felt?

Eight, nine, nine.

Hello?

Hi, I'm Sang Wu Yan.

I'm looking for Su Nian Qin.

Ms Sang, Mr Su is in a meeting.

May I know the reason you called?

I want to meet him today.

Is it possible?

No problem.

But when you are here, I think you might need to wait.

That's fine with me.

Okay.

I will text you the hotel address and room number.

Okay, thanks.

-You must be Ms Sang. -Yes.

Come in.

Thanks.

Market share for the new product can't fully rely on advertising.

You are aware of the company's yearly expenditure on advertising,

don't you?

Ms Sang.

Please wait. I will inform Mr Su.

No, no. Let them continue. I'm not in a hurry.

We can't afford to repeat history...

and spend too much time on communication channel.

Please take a seat at the study room.

I'll get you some tea.

Okay, thanks.

Thanks.

Alright. That's all for today.

Thank you for your hard work.

Why don't Mr Su treat us to lunch?

Thank you, Mr Su.

-Thank you in advance, Mr Su. -Thank you in advance, Mr Su.

Alright. Pick any restaurant.

Report to me immediately if something comes up.

-Get me my jacket. -Okay.

Mr Su.

There's a Ms Sang waiting for you.

What did you say?

I haven't heard from her. She is probably still waiting.

She fell asleep.

You take the team to the restaurant.

Give me a call when everything is ready.

Okay.

Wu Yan.

Nian Qin.

♪I want to see♪

♪All the possibilities♪

♪Make me believe♪

These are my eyes.

And these eyes like to cry.

But my eyesight is really good.

♪We'll be together♪

♪You're the most reliable♪

♪Refuge♪

♪You're also my deepest♪

♪Secret♪

♪In fact, we're indeed very close♪

♪To each other♪

♪However, it still feel as if we're separated by glass♪

♪You're like the breeze♪

♪Passed by the heavy shadows♪

♪And stopped by my side♪

♪But you're still beyond the reach♪

♪But I can feel♪

♪Your heartbeat and breath♪

♪Your worries and happiness♪

So this is how it feels to steal a kiss.

No wonder you like to do it so much.

♪I want to see♪

(Caution wet floor. Please use anti-slip mat)

Hello. Where are you now?

That proposal was really good.

-Right. -We can wrap it up soon.

Try this.

Mr Su.

Did Ms Sang leave?

She's still sleeping.

I didn't wake her up.

Get her something to eat later.

Ask the kitchen for something light.

Okay.

What is it, Mr Su?

Where is my watch?

Weren't you wearing it?

No.

I left it beside the basin.

I'll look for it.

Mr Su, I found it.

Are you here to return the watch and cut all ties with me?

This watch...

What happened?

I don't know.

I took the wrong one.

Why has the watch I gave him become so worn-out?

You not only didn't get to talk, you even took back a worn-out watch.

The most valuable treasure of our home is gone because of you.

Hello?

It's just a watch.

Do you have to be so happy?

Hello?

I'm Su Nian Qin.

Hi.

My secretary told me you were here to look for me.

Yes.

What is it about?

I...

What is it?

When are you inviting me to your wedding?

You can't wait for me to get married?

No, no.

How could I wish that you marry someone else?

Have you eaten?

Yes.

No, wait. I haven't.

Have you or have you not?

I have but I don't feel full.

He probably thinks you have gone mad...

after not seeing you for so many years.

Why don't you know if you have eaten or not?

Do you want to eat out tonight?

I have not eaten anything.

Sure.

This is really spicy.

I picked this restaurant so I can watch you eat this.

You...

I'm only doing this for you.

Nobody would be crazy enough to have hotpot for supper.

Don't you feel this place is noisy?

I'm used to it, thanks to your trainings.

Why did you grow your hair? Doesn't it trouble you?

I... I was in a hurry so I forgot my hairband.

You were in a hurry?

Aren't you eating?

You didn't train me to eat spicy food.

Thanks.

Well...

I... I understand.

After breaking up, it might be hard to just be friends.

But,

I hope our relationship will not be so awkward.

When we broke up, I was probably too impulsive.

I said a lot of things that hurt you.

So, if you still feel offended,

I apologise.

I accept.

I accept your apology.