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[Crush]

[Episode 10]

Anyway, if I don't say,

he would never ask anything.

He acts like he doesn't care.

Does he even know

what school I am in?

You should've asked him this directly.

I say,

you'd better think about

how you are going to explain to your family first.

Your mum called me again yesterday,

saying that you have to go back.

She called you again.

Why did she keep bothering you?

I'm sorry, honey.

It's fine.

But I really think that

you should talk to your parents.

They just want the best for you, after all.

But they don't have the rights to decide on my future.

What am I going to to do,

who I am going to date,

whether I would continue to learn,

isn't that something that I should decide for myself?

[Mum]

Well, I think

you should just give in to her.

Otherwise I'm going crazy.

Mum, listen,

I'll definitely stay here.

I've been staying here for four years.

I like this place.

I'm not going back in the future either.

Why won't you listen to me?

As your parents, we are not going to ruin your life.

We are doing this for your own good.

There are a lot of people who really want

to enroll in your dad's school, and they couldn't get in.

You've studied away from home for just four years,

and now you don't want to come back anymore.

I shouldn't have let you apply for

the university away from home in the first place.

I'm still not going back.

Wu Yan,

are you hiding something from me?

Mum,

I...

I have a boyfriend now.

Boyfriend?

When did you meet? How old is he?

Where does he live?

Is he from the same school?

Why didn't you tell me sooner?

Introduce him to me.

Mum, he...

I met him at the special education school

where I'm doing my internship.

He works there as a Braille teacher.

He...

He has a little problem with his eyesight,

but he is not totally blind.

What about his family?

What do his parents do?

He was raised in an orphanage.

But...

Stop.

I'll fly there tomorrow.

I'm dead.

What are you doing here?

I heard it was fixed.

I happened to leave work early, so I dropped by to take a look.

Time flies.

I remember you were the one who cleaned up the studio

with me in the middle of the night back then.

Hello, Mrs. Sang.

Wu Yan's mum.

Her current address?

If I hadn't asked Wei Hao,

did you still think

you could muddle through this time?

Mum, that's enough.

Just get in the car.

Xiao Lu, why aren't you getting in?

Nothing, I just saw a friend.

What's wrong?

Look at that smile on your face.

Nian Qin is dating someone.

Good for him.

Sang Wu Yan.

Have you eaten?

Haven't.

Wu Yan, is everything okay?

You sound nervous.

I have to go, I'm hanging up now.

Talk later, bye bye.

Nian Qin,

I might bring someone to see you later.

Which one is your room?

This one.

This one?

Mum?

Mum, what are you doing?

You're coming home with me tomorrow.

Mum.

You only want to stay here

because of that guy, isn't it?

I'm not letting you stay here for another minute.

Your father will apply for leave for you at the school.

You're leaving with me tomorrow.

Wait, Mum, at least meet him for once

before you jump into conclusion.

I'll show you his photo.

That's enough.

We don't approve of your relationship at all.

So there is no need for me to meet him.

Mother.

Before you young people do something that

you will regret in the future,

I'd better break you guys up now.

We have already done it.

But I don't regret it.

You...

Stop being mad.

Mum, I've fallen in love with him.

And that's the most painful thing for me

if we are separated in the future, isn't it?

Mum, I don't get it.

Why do you have to oppose us?

Is it just because of his eyesight?

Just because?

Do you think it's just that simple?

Yan Yan,

you are acting like

an insensible child now.

You haven't experienced the daily grind of marriage.

You have no idea of

the struggles and sufferings in it.

You're not thinking straight because your feelings have gotten to your head.

You think you're doing fine, don't you?

-You think you can do anything, don't you? -I...

-No... -Stop, stop.

I don't deny the love you believe in,

but the reality of life

is not how you expect it to be.

You grew up being pampered.

You are the apple of your dad's eyes,

he pampered you so much that

he treated you like a princess.

What can you experience?

But I can learn.

I can learn to cook.

I can learn to make money. I can learn to take care of myself and him.

Besides,

he doesn't need me to take care of him at all, okay?

I didn't raise you up,

so that you could spend

most of your life

taking care of people like that.

Not to mention that he's an orphan.

He's not.

He really is not, he has family.

Mum, I think you really should meet him.

He is an outstanding man.

And he loves me very, very much.

Yan Yan, I told you before

love shouldn't be about the spur of the moment.

Love comes with sense of security and responsibility.

What good family could a person

with mysterious background have?

He won't even tell you.

And you call that love?

It's not that he wouldn't tell me.

It's because I didn't ask him.

I can call him and ask him now.

If that's all you're worried about,

I will call him now.

I don't need it.

Wu Yan, I don't care about what family he has.

If his family is rich,

then I can tell you that

our family doesn't need to marry our daughter above our station.

If he is poor,

then I can tell you that

that would make me dislike him even more.

Fine.

You're just going to disapprove of us no matter what.

But Mum, you need to understand that

the one who wants to be with him is me,

not you guys.

Wu Yan,

how could you talk to me like that?

Nian Qin, what's wrong with you?

I thought it was Wu Yan.

What's going on?

You seem nervous.

Wu Yan said she's going to bring someone here.

If I'm not mistaken, it should be her mum.

You should prepare for it indeed.

How did you know?

I was in the airport.

I saw her when I was picking up a friend.

Oh right, I'd better go buy some ingredients.

It's almost time for dinner.

When they come later,

we can eat together.

Nian Qin,

it's 9 p.m..

Why don't you...

I'll call you later.

Gotta go.

The food's cold.

Let me reheat it.

No matter what,

let's eat first.

Mum,

I've grown up.

Can you let me choose my own path?

I know there will be setbacks.

But

I'll be strong too.

Even if I'm beaten down,

I still have a mother and a father

who love me very much, don't I?

Right?

I'm going back to Tongcheng County.

Wu Yan,

you're on your own now.

You can have it your way.

I understand now.

No matter what I say, you're not going to listen.

But mark my words,

you walk the path you're chosen for yourself.

There are no do-overs in life.

If you encounters problems in future,

you can't blame others but yourself.

I want to take a nap.

Nian Qin, listen to me.

-I mean it... -It's none of my business.

Nian Qin, don't be so harsh to your father.

Father?

I never thought

he fulfilled his fatherly duty.

I have to leave.

Xiao Lu, I'll walk you out.

Xiao Lu,

what's going on with you guys?

Nothing.

By the way, Wu Yan,

didn't you say you were going to bring someone to meet him?

Why didn't you come?

Something came up yesterday.

We couldn't make it.

Actually, yesterday was Nian Qin's birthday.

It's fine.

He never celebrates his birthday anyway.

He couldn't.

Keep him company, Wu Yan.

I'm going now.

Call me if you need anything.

Okay.

Bye, Xiao Lu.

Birthday...

Thank you, Doctor.

You're welcome.

Madam Wang, please walk him out.

Okay.

-Please. -Okay.

As soon as you landed yesterday,

you went straight to see that brat.

After all, it was a special day.

I have to see if he's doing well.

Is it necessary?

It was him who chose to leave back then.

Why bother to see him?

If you hadn't been too proud

and wouldn't give in to a kid,

would things turn out like this today?

He didn't come back, did he?

Let's just pretend nothing happened.

Goodbye.

Hello, please come in.

Is it crowded?

A little bit.

If there were so many people on a weekday,

we would just go.

Then why don't we go now?

No, we have to wait today.

Because I'm craving for it.

Okay.

Thank you for coming.

Please come in.

Okay, thank you.

Let's go.

Sit here.

Thank you.

[Please make us a bowl of longevity noodles.]

Waitress.

Thank you.

Thank you.

You haven't told me

who you were going to bring to see me yesterday?

Cheng Yin.

Among my best friends,

you've met Xu Qian and Wei Hao, right?

So I wanted you to meet her too.

So why all the secrecy?

No.

Because I want to move in with you.

So I thought I should let my current roommate get to know you too.

Why do you suddenly want to move in with me?

Well, I found my meal ticket.

So why not move in earlier so that I can have free meals

and save money?

Hi.

-Thank you. -Here's your noodles.

Please enjoy.

I'm allergic to beef, I can't eat it.

Eat it for me.

Let me smell it.

Eat up.

Is it good?

Husband.

You're home.

Let me tell you,

you daughter defied us completely now.

Do you know what she told me?

She actually fell in love with that guy.

And this is her most painful thing in future.

Listen to her.

Listen to the mawkish things she said.

Ever since she was little,

I strictly forbid her

to read those romance novels.

But I didn't expect that

I had raised a lovesick fool.

I know that

at her age,

she is going to yell and beg me

to give her freedom and love.

But I did not expect that

she would go that far.

She actually fell in love with a blind orphan.

I mean, why did she...

Jing De!

Jing De!

What's wrong with you, Jing De?

Jia Ying.

Jia Ying, how are you doing?

How is he? What did the doctor say?

The doctor said he had brain hemorrhage.

He just got out of surgery

and has been admitted to ICU.

He will be put under observation for 24 hours

to see how he recovers.

How did he...

Jia Ying, don't panic.

He'll be fine.

He'll be fine.

Thank you for coming.

This is nothing.

What about Wu Yan? Have you told her?

Nian Qin.

Did I wake you?

No.

Were you having nightmare again?

Nian Qin, when did you

start learning to play the piano?

When I was about to celebrate my six years old birthday.

Was it easy to learn?

No.

Then why did you choose

to learn piano in the first place?

My mum wanted me to.

She believed that if a disabled child like me

could be proficient in a musical instrument,

at least I would have valuable skill in life,

I could make a living from it.

Your mother...

She passed away.

On my birthday,

my mum taught me this song.

She said

this song was written for

a woman who was in confinement.

People could only tell if she was still alive

by the sound of the piano at night.

When the piano was no longer heard,

that meant she was gone.

I guess

perhaps she liked this song that much

because she too,

was confined in a cage

like that woman.

Having a child with disability

was the beginning of her ordeal.

Nian Qin,

teach me how to play piano.

So that I can keep you company.

Do you really need to bring so much stuff there?

It's not like you're marrying him.

Don't worry, honey.

I will come back to see you

at least once a week, okay?

I'm really worried that when I'm not here,

a homebody like you

will tear down the house.

That's not what I meant.

You should worry about yourself.

Don't turn his mansion into a pigsty.

This time is different, okay?

I'm going there

to take care of him.

I'm done packing.

Come, give me a hug.

Okay, bye.

Look at you,

why didn't you walk me out?

You can do like the characters do in the movies,

telling me to come back often to visit you or something like that.

Would you like to order a takeout with me so that I can get a discount then?

Nian Qin, are you sure you want to do this?

You haven't...

Say no more.

I'm aware of the chaos she is capable of making.

Oh gosh.

Are you alright?

Are you hurt?

No, I'm fine.

Let me.

Don't, don't.

You might burn yourself, hold on.

Have you forgotten?

I made you some fried eggs last time.

Oh right.

This is so embarrassing.

I told you that I'm here to take care of you.

I ended up making a mess.

Keep in mind that

I didn't date you just because

I'm looking for someone to take care of me.

[The scenario is for story purposes. Please don't try this at home.]

Let me take care of you in future.

Let's go grab something to eat.

Come on.

Let's go.

Sorry, sorry.

Sorry.

He's so handsome.

Such a small face.

-Such a pity. -Yeah.

-Wonder what happened. -Wu Yan.

Hurry up and let me kiss you.

I'm going to put a label on you,

you're Sang Wu Yan's personal belongings.

What was with those people just now?

Nothing.

[Right,]

[you've never seen your own face.]

Let's go.

Aren't you going to teach me how to play the piano?

Let's start now.

You can't even sing in tune

or read music,

and you want to learn how to play the piano?

As long as you have perseverance,

I'm sure I can learn it.

It's you who want to learn the piano, why do I need perseverance?

Because I certainly won't have persistence,

so I'll need to count on a tyrant like you.

You're calling me a tyrant,

despite you need my help.

Let's go.

My hair.

What time is it?

Is Xiao Man's After Work Music going on air soon?

What's the matter?

I think my watch stopped.

Let me see.

It's 6:30p.m..

We missed it.

We'll listen next time.

Su Nian Qin,

how do you feel when you hear the song

♫ Rain falls on the eaves ♫

you composed being aired?

♫ The swallows return to the house ♫

I feel nothing.

What a ruthless guy.

♫ By the Zhuque Bridge ♫

You're so cold to yourself.

♫ The boat has gone far away ♫

What'd you expect?

What feelings do you think I should have?

♫ Years of parting ♫

The fulfillment of your song

♫ When will we see each other again ♫

♫ I wonder under the umbrella ♫

being heard by one more person.

For me,

♫ In the Wuyi Lane ♫

after writing the song I want to write

♫ The dusk is light ♫

and sent it out,

what I want to say has already been expressed in the song.

♫ Tea smoke floating in the small pavilion ♫

Whether they can hear or understand it,

♫ Strumming the strings ♫

that's not my concern.

♫ Looking back ♫

Stop lying to yourself.

♫ The butterfly dances ♫

If that's the case,

why did give your song to others to sing it?

♫ Dreams emerge ♫

You could've just written it like diary

♫ Old images ♫

and kept it to yourself.

♫ I wake up at a loss of words ♫

You let others sing it

because you want someone else to hear it, isn't it?

♫ Morning breeze and the lingering moon ♫

It's just to make ends meet.

♫ Flower petals fall ♫

Xiao Lu is the one who sold it.

In this case,

♫ Drawing the face of someone ♫

you'd better compose more songs.

♫ Linger on my fingertips ♫

Because I can eat a lot.

♫ Hearing the cuckoo on the stream ♫

♫ The story is poignant ♫

♫ Summer cicadas and winter snow ♫

♫ Engraved in the past ♫

♫ Countless fates ♫

♫ Letters have turned yellow ♫

Copy that.

♫ Another year goes by ♫

♫ The willow leaves wait for the wind ♫

Why are you being so serious?

What?

Xi.

You want to buy a watch as a gift?

It's not that easy to find that watch of his.

Have you asked Xiao Lu about it?

I don't want to let them know.

Xi, can you...

I'll keep it to myself.

Thank you, Xi.

Mr. Su,

I'm here to learn the piano with you.

And this is my tuition fee.

Su Nian Qin, from this second on,

your time begins anew.

You have to be good-tempered,

try your best to live well,

and be nice to yourself.

Because this is the only way

you can love me everlastingly.

So corny.

The word like everlastingly,

no one uses it in lyrics anymore.

I don't care, that's how I want it.

[Are you still at work?]

[We're still in the studio.]

[Yes.]

Aren't you guys going off work?

If you want to leave, you can leave first.

Our leaders are still here.

If they are still here,

subordinates like us wouldn't dare to leave.

That's like showing them we're not working hard.

What are you doing here?

I thought I've texted you that

our practice ended?

My battery died.

Sorry.

I've wasted everyone's time.

It's fine.

You must be really busy today.

I don't know

what I'm doing all day today.

It's like I have entered

into a totally different world.

But it's also like

that world is the real world.

I'm sorry.

I've messed them up.

It's fine, but it'd be nice

if you could remember to

put them back in their places.

I got it.

I just thought that this photo frame

would look better on this side,

that's why I put it here.

I've been meaning to ask you,

who are the people in this photo?

Are they your relatives?

What do you mean?

What people?

I'm talking about the photo frame you're holding.

How do the people in the photo look like?

It's just an old photo.

There are four people.

It looks like a family photo.

This girl here looks like Xiao Lu.

Standing next to her is a girl with long hair,

they were holding hands.

Is the background a glass wall?

Yes.

Did I say something wrong?

No.

It's nothing. Thank you.

Did you guys have a fight?

The photo frame.

Miss me?

Stop signaling to each other.

What is this?

This...

A decorative painting?

You actually told me it's a decorative painting?

Nian Qin, please listen to me.

How long has it been here?

Tell me.

You actually told me that

it's just a simple decorative painting.

What do you mean by this?

Are you trying to tell people that I have a lovely family?

You are well aware of

the things I hate

and certain people I hate.

And you just blatantly put it

right under my nose.

You think because I'm blind,

I can easily be fooled?