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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,235 --> 00:00:02,368 I 2 00:00:02,369 --> 00:00:02,434 I WANTED 3 00:00:02,435 --> 00:00:02,501 I WANTED YOU 4 00:00:02,502 --> 00:00:02,568 I WANTED YOU GUYS 5 00:00:02,569 --> 00:00:02,634 I WANTED YOU GUYS TO 6 00:00:02,635 --> 00:00:02,701 I WANTED YOU GUYS TO BE 7 00:00:02,702 --> 00:00:02,801 I WANTED YOU GUYS TO BE HERE 8 00:00:02,802 --> 00:00:02,835 I WANTED YOU GUYS TO BE HERE WHEN 9 00:00:02,836 --> 00:00:02,935 I WANTED YOU GUYS TO BE HERE WHEN HE 10 00:00:02,936 --> 00:00:05,004 I WANTED YOU GUYS TO BE HERE WHEN HE WOKE 11 00:00:05,005 --> 00:00:05,472 I WANTED YOU GUYS TO BE HERE WHEN HE WOKE UP. 12 00:00:05,572 --> 00:00:06,639 Y'ALL WASN'T THERE. 13 00:00:06,740 --> 00:00:07,841 I'M NERVOUS-- I'M NOT GONNA LIE. 14 00:00:07,941 --> 00:00:08,842 FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, 15 00:00:08,942 --> 00:00:10,243 MAKE SOME NOISE FOR TRINA BRAXTON. 16 00:00:10,343 --> 00:00:12,212 - SHOULD I TELL YA? - YES. 17 00:00:12,312 --> 00:00:14,547 - WELL... - WHAT? 18 00:00:14,647 --> 00:00:16,516 MOMMY WANTS TO TALK TO US. - GUESS WHAT? 19 00:00:16,616 --> 00:00:19,452 WHAT? 20 00:00:19,552 --> 00:00:21,921 - WHAT? - THIS IS FOR REAL. 21 00:00:22,022 --> 00:00:25,325 WE ARE THE BRAXTONS AND YOU'LL SEE THAT 22 00:00:25,425 --> 00:00:29,162 WE ARE NOT LIKE AN ORDINARY FAMILY 23 00:00:29,262 --> 00:00:32,532 TONI TRACI TOWANDA TRINA TAMAR AND MISS E 24 00:00:32,632 --> 00:00:35,301 WILL TEACH YOU A THING OR TWO 25 00:00:35,402 --> 00:00:39,506 ON BRAXTON FAMILY VALUES 26 00:00:47,947 --> 00:00:49,682 WELL, YOU A-ALREADY HAVE MY STUFF FIXED. 27 00:00:49,783 --> 00:00:51,117 THANK YOU SO MUCH! - YOU WANT-YOU SAID 28 00:00:51,217 --> 00:00:53,720 YOU WANTED SOME WATER. - YEAH-- WATER, WATER. 29 00:00:53,820 --> 00:00:56,356 OH, BOY-- I'M TIRED. 30 00:00:56,456 --> 00:00:58,925 - WHAT ARE YOU TIRED FROM? - LONG DAY TODAY. 31 00:00:59,025 --> 00:01:00,960 - YOU KIDDIN' ME? - WHAT'D YOU DO? 32 00:01:01,061 --> 00:01:04,330 WELL, I MET DOC FOR LUNCH. 33 00:01:06,132 --> 00:01:08,568 TIRED, MOMMY, FROM A LITTLE LUNCH? 34 00:01:08,668 --> 00:01:11,071 MMM-HMM-- WHAT YOU BEEN DOING LATELY? 35 00:01:11,171 --> 00:01:13,773 UH-HUH-- PUT YOUR BACK INTO IT. 36 00:01:13,873 --> 00:01:15,775 - SHOULD I TELL YA? - YES. 37 00:01:15,875 --> 00:01:17,544 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU, GIRL. 38 00:01:17,644 --> 00:01:19,179 JUST COME OUT AND SAY IT. 39 00:01:19,279 --> 00:01:22,882 I HAVE BIG, HUGE NEWS TO TELL TOWANDA TODAY. 40 00:01:22,982 --> 00:01:27,554 HOWEVER, IT'S GONNA CAUSE A BIG CHANGE IN OUR FAMILY. 41 00:01:29,222 --> 00:01:30,657 WHAT-- YOU AND DOC GETTING SERIOUS? 42 00:01:30,757 --> 00:01:32,192 - YEAH! - WELL, THAT'S GOOD. 43 00:01:32,292 --> 00:01:34,360 REALLY SERIOUS, MATTER OF FACT. 44 00:01:34,461 --> 00:01:36,930 HE ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM. - WHAT? 45 00:01:39,065 --> 00:01:41,501 MY HEART NEARLY STOPPED. 46 00:01:41,601 --> 00:01:44,971 AFTER TEN YEARS, YOU GONNA GET MARRIED TO DOC? 47 00:01:45,071 --> 00:01:47,640 I'M NOT SURE IF MOMMY'S READY TO GET MARRIED, 48 00:01:47,740 --> 00:01:49,709 TO DOC, OR ANYBODY ELSE. 49 00:01:49,809 --> 00:01:52,078 WELL, WHAT DID YOU SAY? 50 00:01:52,178 --> 00:01:56,616 I SAID, UH, "WELL, OKAY." 51 00:01:56,716 --> 00:01:58,451 - YOU SAID, "WELL, OKAY?" - IT SOUND GOOD TO ME. 52 00:01:58,551 --> 00:02:00,687 WAIT A MINUTE-- "IT SOUNDS GOOD TO ME?" 53 00:02:00,787 --> 00:02:02,589 YOU DIDN'T SAY "YES"-- DID YOU ANSWER THE MAN? 54 00:02:02,689 --> 00:02:03,923 WELL, THAT'S THE SAME THING. 55 00:02:04,023 --> 00:02:06,192 HE GOT THE POINT-- HE WAS HAPPY. 56 00:02:06,292 --> 00:02:08,394 MOMMY, WHO SAYS "THAT SOUNDS ALL RIGHT WITH ME?" 57 00:02:08,495 --> 00:02:10,396 WHO SAYS THAT? - I SAY THAT. 58 00:02:10,497 --> 00:02:13,533 HE-HE WOULD TAKE A "YES," ANY KIND OF WAY HE COULD. 59 00:02:13,633 --> 00:02:16,102 SO, HE'S THE ONE-- DOC'S THE ONE? 60 00:02:16,202 --> 00:02:18,238 HE IS THE GUY. 61 00:02:18,338 --> 00:02:20,573 SO, DON'T SET ME UP WITH ANYBODY ELSE. 62 00:02:20,673 --> 00:02:23,643 - HOW YOU DOIN'? - FINE-- HOW ARE YOU? 63 00:02:23,743 --> 00:02:26,579 OH, THE FINGER SNAP, HUH? 64 00:02:26,679 --> 00:02:28,915 HOW OLD ARE YOU? - I'M 27. 65 00:02:29,015 --> 00:02:30,517 ALL RIGHTY, THEN! 66 00:02:30,617 --> 00:02:32,452 I REALLY LIKE THAT HAIR. 67 00:02:32,552 --> 00:02:34,921 YOU ARE JUST TOO MUCH. 68 00:02:35,021 --> 00:02:36,890 I MEAN, REALLY. 69 00:02:36,990 --> 00:02:38,925 SO, DO YOU WANT A BIG WEDDING? 70 00:02:39,025 --> 00:02:41,394 - YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO? - HMM? 71 00:02:41,494 --> 00:02:42,996 I'M GONNA LEAVE THAT UP TO YOU GUYS. 72 00:02:43,096 --> 00:02:44,964 NO, BUT YOU ALSO HAVE TO, UM, 73 00:02:45,064 --> 00:02:46,699 FIGURE OUT HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU WANT THERE, 74 00:02:46,799 --> 00:02:48,501 'CAUSE THESE ARE YOUR FRIENDS, BOO-BOO. 75 00:02:48,601 --> 00:02:50,336 WE DON'T KNOW ALL YOUR FRIENDS, HONEY BUN. 76 00:02:50,436 --> 00:02:52,338 I DON'T ALL OF MY FRIENDS, FAR AS THAT CONCERNED! 77 00:02:52,438 --> 00:02:53,640 THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYIN'. 78 00:02:53,740 --> 00:02:55,341 SO, HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO KNOW, IF YOU DON'T KNOW? 79 00:02:55,441 --> 00:02:57,477 - I'LL GIVE YOU A LIST. - EVERYBODY NEED A LIST. 80 00:02:57,577 --> 00:02:59,646 OKAY, YOU WANT A LONG DRESS, SHORT DRESS, 81 00:02:59,746 --> 00:03:01,414 ROUND DRESS, STRAIGHT DRESS? 82 00:03:01,514 --> 00:03:03,049 HE JUST ASKED ME, FOR GOD SAKES! 83 00:03:03,149 --> 00:03:04,751 I HAVEN'T THOUGHT ABOUT ALL OF THAT. 84 00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:06,419 I MEAN, 'CAUSE, AS A BRIDE, 85 00:03:06,519 --> 00:03:08,188 THOSE ARE THINGS THAT WE THINK ABOUT. 86 00:03:08,288 --> 00:03:09,889 I'M AT THE AGE NOW, I MEAN, OKAY. 87 00:03:09,989 --> 00:03:11,925 "I DO-- LET'S GO." 88 00:03:12,025 --> 00:03:13,560 IT'S OVER. 89 00:03:13,660 --> 00:03:16,062 I CAN ALREADY SEE WHO'S GONNA BE PLANNING MOMMY'S WEDDING. 90 00:03:16,162 --> 00:03:18,431 ME AND MY SISTERS-- THAT'S WHO. 91 00:03:18,531 --> 00:03:20,366 WHEN YOU GONNA TELL EVERYBODY ELSE? 92 00:03:20,466 --> 00:03:22,368 AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, BUT DON'T YOU TELL IT. 93 00:03:22,468 --> 00:03:24,037 YOU KNOW I'M NOT GONNA TELL NOTHIN'. 94 00:03:24,137 --> 00:03:25,438 - I'LL DO IT. - I'M NOT GONNA SAY NOTHIN'. 95 00:03:25,538 --> 00:03:26,906 I'M GONNA GET EVERYBODY TOGETHER... 96 00:03:27,006 --> 00:03:28,741 AND I WILL PRETEND THAT YOU DIDN'T TELL ME A THING. 97 00:03:28,841 --> 00:03:30,376 - YEAH, BECAUSE-- - YOU KNOW THEY WILL HAVE A FIT. 98 00:03:30,476 --> 00:03:32,645 PLEASE, DON'T. 99 00:03:32,745 --> 00:03:35,315 AND THE ONLY REASON WHY I'M TELLING YOU FIRST 100 00:03:35,415 --> 00:03:39,185 IS BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO STOP WORRYING ABOUT ME. 101 00:03:39,285 --> 00:03:41,721 TRUST ME-- I'M OKAY. - I KNOW, MOTHER. 102 00:03:41,821 --> 00:03:43,489 TRUST ME. 103 00:03:43,590 --> 00:03:45,592 YOU KNOW, THANKFULLY, WE ARE ALL HEADING UP TO NEW YORK, 104 00:03:45,692 --> 00:03:47,694 TO CHECK ON TAMAR AND VINCE TOMORROW. 105 00:03:47,794 --> 00:03:50,029 SO, I ONLY HAVE TO KEEP THIS LITTLE SECRET 106 00:03:50,129 --> 00:03:52,031 JUST FOR A FEW MORE DAYS. 107 00:03:52,131 --> 00:03:54,033 AND I'M PRETTY GOOD AT KEEPING SECRETS, 108 00:03:54,133 --> 00:03:56,836 BUT THIS ONE IS HUGE! 109 00:03:56,936 --> 00:03:59,072 I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO TELL EVERYBODY. 110 00:03:59,172 --> 00:04:02,108 AND, NOW, THE DOCTOR IS JOINING THE FAMILY. 111 00:04:02,208 --> 00:04:04,377 THE FAMILY-- HE'S GOOD PEOPLE. 112 00:04:04,477 --> 00:04:07,647 - IS HE READY? - HE KNOW WHAT HE'S IN FOR. 113 00:04:07,747 --> 00:04:10,216 A CRAZY BATCH OF PEOPLE. 114 00:04:10,316 --> 00:04:12,585 HE KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HE'S IN FOR. 115 00:04:12,685 --> 00:04:14,821 TRUST ME. - WHOO! 116 00:04:26,299 --> 00:04:28,568 - I CAN'T-I CAN'T DO THE COLD. - HERE IT IS, GUYS. 117 00:04:28,668 --> 00:04:30,236 SO, IT'S BEEN FOUR WEEKS 118 00:04:30,336 --> 00:04:32,405 SINCE VINCE HAD HIS PULMONARY EMBOLISM, 119 00:04:32,505 --> 00:04:34,507 AND THANK GOD HE'S WOKEN UP FROM HIS COMA. 120 00:04:34,607 --> 00:04:36,376 AND, HE'S OUT OF THE HOSPITAL, 121 00:04:36,476 --> 00:04:39,012 BUT HE STILL HAVE, LIKE, A LONG, LONG WAY TO GO. 122 00:04:39,112 --> 00:04:41,147 HE'S HAVING A LOT OF TROUBLE WALKING, 123 00:04:41,247 --> 00:04:42,915 AND THE DOCTORS ARE REALLY WORRIED 124 00:04:43,016 --> 00:04:44,784 ABOUT HIS FUTURE COMPLICATIONS. 125 00:04:44,884 --> 00:04:47,253 SO, WE KINDA HAVE TO STAY IN NEW YORK, FOR THE TIME BEING. 126 00:04:47,353 --> 00:04:49,055 YOU KNOW, I WOULD INDULGE IF YOU GUYS-- 127 00:04:49,155 --> 00:04:51,190 LIKE, SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME. 128 00:04:51,291 --> 00:04:53,426 LIKE, WITH ALL THE STRESS THAT I'M UNDER, 129 00:04:53,526 --> 00:04:56,195 I TRIED TO GO RELAX AND HAVE A DRINK, 130 00:04:56,296 --> 00:04:59,999 AND IT DID THE OPPOSITE EFFECT, AND MADE MY ANXIETY WORSE. 131 00:05:00,099 --> 00:05:03,603 THAT IS THE MOST FRIGHTENED I'VE EVER BEEN, IN MY LIFE. 132 00:05:03,703 --> 00:05:05,938 IT WAS A WAKE UP CALL FOR ME, 'CAUSE LIFE IS REAL SHORT, 133 00:05:06,039 --> 00:05:07,307 AND YOU NEVER KNOW. 134 00:05:07,407 --> 00:05:09,208 WE WAS GETTING READY TO GO OUT TO DINNER, 135 00:05:09,309 --> 00:05:11,477 ON DATE NIGHT, AND WE NEVER MADE IT. 136 00:05:11,577 --> 00:05:13,379 I'M SO HAPPY MY FAMILY HAS FLOWN 137 00:05:13,479 --> 00:05:15,381 ALL THE WAY BACK TO NEW YORK TO CHECK UP ON VINCE, 138 00:05:15,481 --> 00:05:16,649 AND ME. 139 00:05:16,749 --> 00:05:18,151 THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS, THEY WERE BARELY THERE 140 00:05:18,251 --> 00:05:20,219 WHILE HE WAS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL. 141 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:23,456 IN FACT, NOBODY WAS THERE WHEN HE WOKE UP FROM HIS COMA. 142 00:05:23,556 --> 00:05:26,726 I HAD TO DEAL WITH ALL THIS STRESS COMPLETELY BY MYSELF, 143 00:05:26,826 --> 00:05:28,661 FOR OVER A MONTH. 144 00:05:28,761 --> 00:05:30,863 VINCE HAS BEEN A BROTHER TO, LIKE, EVERYBODY. 145 00:05:30,963 --> 00:05:33,032 I BELIEVE HE FEELS A LITTLE HURT THAT, 146 00:05:33,132 --> 00:05:35,401 WHEN HE WOKE UP, HE DIDN'T SEE HIS SISTERS. 147 00:05:35,501 --> 00:05:37,970 HE'S THE ONLY BROTHER-IN-LAW THAT, AT ONE POINT, 148 00:05:38,071 --> 00:05:40,039 EVERYBODY GOT ALONG WITH. 149 00:05:40,139 --> 00:05:42,175 SO, YOU KNOW, I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE THAT MEANT 150 00:05:42,275 --> 00:05:44,477 JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE, BUT THAT'S OKAY. 151 00:05:46,913 --> 00:05:48,781 NOW, I'M IN A POSITION OF, WHAT DO I SAY, BECAUSE-- 152 00:05:48,881 --> 00:05:50,817 YOU SAY THAT THEY WERE THERE FOR YOU. 153 00:05:50,917 --> 00:05:52,985 AS SOON AS THEY FOUND OUT, THEY DROPPED EVERYTHING 154 00:05:53,086 --> 00:05:56,956 AND FLEW TO NEW YORK, TO SEE ABOUT US. 155 00:05:57,056 --> 00:06:01,127 TAMAR IS BEING BEYOND HER USUAL LEVEL OF RIDICULOUSNESS. 156 00:06:01,227 --> 00:06:04,964 SHE'S UPSET BECAUSE WE WEREN'T THERE WHEN VINCE WOKE UP? 157 00:06:05,064 --> 00:06:07,367 WE STILL ALL HAVE OUR OWN LIVES TO LEAD. 158 00:06:07,467 --> 00:06:09,736 YOU ACT LIKE NO ONE CAME AT ALL. 159 00:06:09,836 --> 00:06:13,406 WE CAN'T ALWAYS BE THERE, EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY SECOND, 160 00:06:13,506 --> 00:06:15,274 FOR EACH OTHER-- WE CAN'T. 161 00:06:15,375 --> 00:06:18,611 IT DOESN'T TAKE AWAY FROM HOW WE ALL FEEL ABOUT EACH OTHER. 162 00:06:18,711 --> 00:06:21,214 BUT, SOMETIMES, WHAT WE WANT AND WHAT WE NEED FROM SOMEONE, 163 00:06:21,314 --> 00:06:23,182 THEY CAN'T GIVE AT THAT TIME. 164 00:06:23,282 --> 00:06:25,718 VINCE WILL HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, 165 00:06:25,818 --> 00:06:30,523 BECAUSE YOUR SISTERS STILL HAVE A FAMILY AND CHILDREN. 166 00:06:30,623 --> 00:06:32,525 THEY CANNOT, 167 00:06:32,625 --> 00:06:34,494 AND I'M JUST BEING HONEST-- - MOM, BUT YOU STILL DON'T-- 168 00:06:34,594 --> 00:06:36,562 YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO WHAT I'M SAYING. 169 00:06:36,662 --> 00:06:38,297 MA, I DON'T WANNA GET IN AN ARGUMENT. 170 00:06:38,398 --> 00:06:39,999 I DON'T-THAT'S WHY I SAID-- - YOU THINK THIS IS AN ARGUMENT? 171 00:06:40,099 --> 00:06:41,801 NO, I SAID, "I DON'T WANT TO GET IN AN ARGUMENT." 172 00:06:41,901 --> 00:06:43,669 THAT'S WHY I JUST-- - OH, OKAY. 173 00:06:43,770 --> 00:06:46,205 AND I'M SAYING IT AS RESPECTFUL AS I CAN. 174 00:06:46,305 --> 00:06:48,941 YOU KNOW, I-I THINK TAMAR NEEDS TO UNDERSTAND, 175 00:06:49,041 --> 00:06:51,043 WHILE WE LOVE VIN, 176 00:06:51,144 --> 00:06:54,547 THAT VIN IS NOT THE CENTER OF THE GIRLS' WORLD, 177 00:06:54,647 --> 00:06:56,582 LIKE HE IS WITH HER. 178 00:06:56,682 --> 00:06:59,051 WELL, THAT'S ONE GREAT THING ABOUT OUR FAMILY IS, 179 00:06:59,152 --> 00:07:01,988 I DON'T CARE HOW UPSET WE MAY GET WITH ONE ANOTHER, 180 00:07:02,088 --> 00:07:04,957 WHEN IT COMES TO A CRISIS, WE WILL COME IMMEDIATELY. 181 00:07:05,057 --> 00:07:07,226 WE ALL FLEW UP HERE TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU WERE OKAY. 182 00:07:07,326 --> 00:07:09,395 OF COURSE, WE WANTED TO MAKE SURE VINCENT WAS OKAY, TOO. 183 00:07:09,495 --> 00:07:11,130 BUT YOU'RE OUR SISTER AND WE LOVE YOU. 184 00:07:11,230 --> 00:07:13,099 WE WANNA-WE WANTED TO SUPPORT YOU. 185 00:07:13,199 --> 00:07:15,168 YEAH, BUT I'M NOT SAYIN' "COULDA-SHOULDA-WOULDA'S," 186 00:07:15,268 --> 00:07:18,171 BUT I WISH YOU GUYS WERE THERE WITH ME WHEN HE WOKE UP. 187 00:07:18,271 --> 00:07:19,772 HE'S GONNA LOOK AT ME, LIKE, YOU KNOW, 188 00:07:19,872 --> 00:07:21,574 "THEY WASN'T EVEN THERE WHEN I WOKE UP, 189 00:07:21,674 --> 00:07:23,209 AND THEY CAME A WEEK LATER," AND DA-DA-DA-DA-DA, 190 00:07:23,309 --> 00:07:25,278 AND THAT'S HURTFUL! 191 00:07:25,378 --> 00:07:27,747 SOMETHING IS REALLY, REALLY WRONG WITH TAMAR. 192 00:07:27,847 --> 00:07:29,749 I MEAN, SHE'S REALLY OVER THE TOP, 193 00:07:29,849 --> 00:07:31,751 EVEN FOR TAMAR, AND I THINK THAT, 194 00:07:31,851 --> 00:07:34,587 IF EVERYONE LEAVES AT ONE TIME, TO GO HOME, 195 00:07:34,687 --> 00:07:37,523 AND BY LEAVING HER BY HERSELF, IN NEW YORK, 196 00:07:37,623 --> 00:07:40,493 I'M A LITTLE BIT WORRIED ABOUT WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO HER. 197 00:07:40,593 --> 00:07:43,629 SO, I'M GONNA STICK AROUND JUST A FEW MORE DAYS, 198 00:07:43,729 --> 00:07:46,599 TO KEEP AN EYE ON TAMAR. 199 00:07:46,699 --> 00:07:49,869 - ALL RIGHT, SWEETIE. - SEE YA. 200 00:07:49,969 --> 00:07:52,338 - YOU OKAY? - I'M GREAT. 201 00:07:52,438 --> 00:07:54,841 SO, EVERYBODY ELSE IS GOING SHOPPING WITHOUT ME, 202 00:07:54,941 --> 00:07:56,809 BECAUSE I GOTTA TAKE VINCE TO THIS DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT, 203 00:07:56,909 --> 00:07:58,277 ALONE. 204 00:07:58,377 --> 00:08:00,079 THANKS EVERYBODY FOR Y'ALL SUPPORT. 205 00:08:00,179 --> 00:08:01,948 I MEAN, LIKE, WHY DID I JUST WASTE MY BREATH 206 00:08:02,048 --> 00:08:03,950 TELLIN' 'EM FOR AN HOUR HOW I FELT? 207 00:08:04,050 --> 00:08:05,852 LIKE, I JUST POURED MY HEART OUT 208 00:08:05,952 --> 00:08:08,020 AND THEY JUST WENT TO THE MALL. 209 00:08:23,870 --> 00:08:25,605 - COME IN. - WHAT'S GOING ON? 210 00:08:25,705 --> 00:08:27,573 GETTING READY FOR MY TRIP. 211 00:08:27,673 --> 00:08:29,542 I COULD ONLY STAY IN NEW YORK FOR A DAY OR SO, 212 00:08:29,642 --> 00:08:31,511 BECAUSE I HAD TO GET BACK TO ATLANTA 213 00:08:31,611 --> 00:08:33,546 AND PACK FOR MY TRIP TO NEW ORLEANS WITH THE BAND. 214 00:08:33,646 --> 00:08:35,915 UNFORTUNATELY, MY SHOWCASE GOT RESCHEDULED, 215 00:08:36,015 --> 00:08:38,584 BUT WE ARE STILL GOING TO BE PERFORMING MY SOLO MATERIAL 216 00:08:38,684 --> 00:08:40,720 FOR THE FIRST TIME, EVER! 217 00:08:40,820 --> 00:08:42,221 - YOU EXCITED? - I THINK I'M MORE NERVOUS, 218 00:08:42,321 --> 00:08:43,489 THAN ANYTHING. 219 00:08:43,589 --> 00:08:45,191 I'VE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE, JUST ME, BY MYSELF. 220 00:08:45,291 --> 00:08:46,726 NOT WITH MY SISTERS, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 221 00:08:46,826 --> 00:08:48,327 WITH THE BAND, I'VE DONE COVER SONGS. 222 00:08:48,427 --> 00:08:49,562 - OH, OKAY. - I HAVEN'T DONE 223 00:08:49,662 --> 00:08:51,264 ANY OF MY ORIGINAL STUFF IN FRONT OF PEOPLE BEFORE. 224 00:08:51,364 --> 00:08:52,965 - SO, WHERE Y'ALL STAYIN' AT? - WHY? 225 00:08:53,065 --> 00:08:55,034 'CAUSE YOU NEED THE HOTEL NUMBER, 226 00:08:55,134 --> 00:08:56,836 SO YOU CAN CALL ME LIKE YOU USED TO? 227 00:08:56,936 --> 00:08:58,104 YOU USED TO WANT ME TO CALL YOU. 228 00:08:58,204 --> 00:08:59,338 BUT I HAVE A CELL PHONE. 229 00:08:59,438 --> 00:09:00,740 I KNOW I'VE MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES, 230 00:09:00,840 --> 00:09:03,643 AND THERE'S A LOT OF MAKING UP TO DO, 231 00:09:03,743 --> 00:09:05,177 BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE I SHOULD STILL BE ABLE 232 00:09:05,278 --> 00:09:06,779 TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT HER. 233 00:09:06,879 --> 00:09:08,114 I DON'T KNOW. 234 00:09:08,214 --> 00:09:09,615 I WISH YOU WOULD KEEP ME MORE INFORMED 235 00:09:09,715 --> 00:09:10,917 AND GIVE ME MORE DETAILS ABOUT WHAT'S GOING ON. 236 00:09:11,017 --> 00:09:12,451 YOU USED TO ALWAYS DO THAT. 237 00:09:12,552 --> 00:09:14,120 YOU WOULD ACTUALLY FORWARD THE ITINERARY TO ME, 238 00:09:14,220 --> 00:09:15,655 AFTER YOU GOT THE ITINERARY. 239 00:09:15,755 --> 00:09:17,657 THIS WAS BEFORE-- - YOU CHEATED, 240 00:09:17,757 --> 00:09:19,425 AND I FOUND OUT ABOUT IT. - BEFORE I CHEATED, 241 00:09:19,525 --> 00:09:20,693 OKAY, YOU USED TO DO THAT. 242 00:09:20,793 --> 00:09:22,128 BUT YOU CAN'T TELL ME HOW I USED TO DO THINGS 243 00:09:22,228 --> 00:09:23,729 BEFORE YOU WERE UNFAITHFUL, GABE. 244 00:09:23,829 --> 00:09:25,298 OKAY. 245 00:09:25,398 --> 00:09:26,799 YOU'VE CHANGED THE DYNAMIC OF OUR RELATIONSHIP. 246 00:09:26,899 --> 00:09:28,267 THAT'S NOT FAIR. 247 00:09:28,367 --> 00:09:30,036 I REALLY HOPE GABE'S CHEATERIZATION 248 00:09:30,136 --> 00:09:31,938 DOES NOT THROW ME OFF MY GAME FOR THIS PERFORMANCE. 249 00:09:32,038 --> 00:09:33,906 I ALREADY TOLD MY MOM ABOUT IT, 250 00:09:34,006 --> 00:09:35,541 AND I'M NOT TELLING MY SISTERS 251 00:09:35,641 --> 00:09:37,343 UNTIL I FIGURE OUT WHAT COMES NEXT, 252 00:09:37,443 --> 00:09:39,545 BECAUSE I HAVE A WHOLE LOT TO FIGURE OUT ABOUT MY FUTURE, 253 00:09:39,645 --> 00:09:41,113 RIGHT NOW. 254 00:09:41,213 --> 00:09:43,382 BUT, THIS WEEKEND IS NOT THE TIME TO DWELL ON IT. 255 00:09:43,482 --> 00:09:44,850 Y'ALL TAKIN' A TOUR BUS? 256 00:09:44,951 --> 00:09:46,152 YEAH, WE'RE TAKING THE TOUR BUS. 257 00:09:46,252 --> 00:09:47,386 SO, Y'ALL GONNA SLEEP IN THE BUS? 258 00:09:47,486 --> 00:09:48,521 YEAH, WE'LL SLEEP ON THE BUS. 259 00:09:48,621 --> 00:09:49,956 YOU KNOW, I'M REALLY NOT COMFORTABLE WITH TRINA 260 00:09:50,056 --> 00:09:51,524 SLEEPING ON THE BUS, 261 00:09:51,624 --> 00:09:53,693 WITH THE SAME MAN THAT SHE HAD AN AFFAIR WITH. 262 00:09:53,793 --> 00:09:56,529 TRINA FEELS LIKE THE MARRIAGE IS OVER, BUT, TO ME, 263 00:09:56,629 --> 00:09:59,599 I STILL FEEL LIKE THERE'S A LOT OF STUFF LEFT TO DO, 264 00:09:59,699 --> 00:10:01,801 AND I STILL WANNA FIGHT FOR MY MARRIAGE. 265 00:10:01,901 --> 00:10:03,135 I-I DON'T KNOW. 266 00:10:03,235 --> 00:10:04,770 TO ME, I GUESS, IF I WAS A WOMAN, 267 00:10:04,870 --> 00:10:06,505 IF I WAS SLEEPING IN A BUNK, I WOULD BE THINKING, 268 00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:07,974 "DAMN, YOU KNOW WHAT? 269 00:10:08,074 --> 00:10:09,342 "IF I DRINK TOO MUCH ON THIS BUS, 270 00:10:09,442 --> 00:10:11,844 "ONE OF THESE MEN MIGHT TRY TO SLIP A FINGER." 271 00:10:11,944 --> 00:10:13,713 - SLIP A FINGER? - YES. 272 00:10:13,813 --> 00:10:14,981 IT'S NOT LIKE THAT. 273 00:10:15,081 --> 00:10:16,482 THERE AREN'T HOLES IN THE BOTTOM, 274 00:10:16,582 --> 00:10:18,217 WHERE THEY CAN JUST POKE AROUND. 275 00:10:18,317 --> 00:10:20,786 THAT'S ASININE. - I'M NOT DUMB. 276 00:10:20,886 --> 00:10:22,355 YOU'RE OBVIOUSLY NOT SMART, EITHER, 277 00:10:22,455 --> 00:10:24,423 'CAUSE YOU'RE NOT THERE. 278 00:10:24,523 --> 00:10:26,926 I'M SURE HE IS FREAKED OUT ABOUT ME BEING ON A BUS 279 00:10:27,026 --> 00:10:28,861 WITH CHRISTIAN, FOR EIGHT HOURS. 280 00:10:28,961 --> 00:10:29,996 BUT, WHO CARES? 281 00:10:30,096 --> 00:10:32,431 GABE WAS UNFAITHFUL FIRST, AND UNFAITHFUL AGAIN. 282 00:10:32,531 --> 00:10:33,699 SO, YOU KNOW WHAT? 283 00:10:33,799 --> 00:10:35,701 I DON'T EVEN CARE WHAT HE THINKS RIGHT NOW. 284 00:10:35,801 --> 00:10:37,970 OH, MY GOSH-- YOU'RE RATHER INQUISITIVE. 285 00:10:38,070 --> 00:10:40,039 DO YOU THINK I HAVE ANY REASON TO BE INQUISITIVE? 286 00:10:40,139 --> 00:10:41,974 DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE REASON TO BE INQUISITIVE? 287 00:10:42,074 --> 00:10:44,143 NO COMMENT. 288 00:10:48,247 --> 00:10:50,182 MY NERVES ARE ALL THE WAY INSIDE OF MY THROAT. 289 00:10:50,282 --> 00:10:52,418 I'M GETTING STINKY. 290 00:10:52,518 --> 00:10:54,553 'CAUSE I'M NERVOUS. 291 00:10:54,654 --> 00:10:56,789 I'M ABOUT TO PASS OUT, RIGHT NOW. 292 00:11:05,698 --> 00:11:08,033 [indistinct 293 00:11:09,268 --> 00:11:12,571 TAMAR HAS BEEN ACTING AND TALKING LIKE A CRAZY PERSON, 294 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:14,440 BECAUSE HER HUSBAND ALMOST DIED. 295 00:11:14,540 --> 00:11:17,543 YOU KNOW, AND SHE'S BEEN JUST STUCK IN NEW YORK BY HERSELF. 296 00:11:17,643 --> 00:11:19,178 SHE'S A LITTLE STRESSED OUT. 297 00:11:19,278 --> 00:11:21,447 SO, I FIGURED THAT SHE AND I SHOULD JUST GO OUT TO LUNCH, 298 00:11:21,547 --> 00:11:23,849 SO THAT I CAN GET HER MIND OFF OF WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON 299 00:11:23,949 --> 00:11:25,651 WITH VINCE. 300 00:11:25,751 --> 00:11:27,753 SO, NOW THAT VINCENT IS OUT OF THE HOSPITAL, 301 00:11:27,853 --> 00:11:29,355 ARE YOU MORE STRESSED? 302 00:11:29,455 --> 00:11:30,890 - YES. - WHY? 303 00:11:30,990 --> 00:11:32,625 - DOESN'T THAT SEEM BACKWARDS? - YES! 304 00:11:32,725 --> 00:11:34,326 OKAY, BUT-- 'CAUSE I THINK, NOW, 305 00:11:34,427 --> 00:11:36,095 THE RESPONSIBILITY OF LIFE IS, WHERE YOU GONNA LIVE? 306 00:11:36,195 --> 00:11:37,596 WHERE YOU GONNA GO? 307 00:11:37,697 --> 00:11:39,699 ARE WE GONNA STAY HERE-- NOW? - WHAT DID THE DOCTOR SAY? 308 00:11:39,799 --> 00:11:41,834 WELL, WE HAVE A DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT LATER ON. 309 00:11:41,934 --> 00:11:44,370 ONE OF THE BIGGEST THINGS THAT'S STRESSING ME OUT RIGHT NOW 310 00:11:44,470 --> 00:11:46,605 IS THAT, WE CAN'T FLY BACK HOME TO L.A., 311 00:11:46,706 --> 00:11:48,040 BECAUSE OF VIN'S HEALTH. 312 00:11:48,140 --> 00:11:50,042 AND NOW THAT HE'S OUT OF THE HOSPITAL, 313 00:11:50,142 --> 00:11:52,845 WE'RE IN THIS APARTMENT UNTIL HE'S ABLE TO FLY BACK HOME, 314 00:11:52,945 --> 00:11:55,347 WHICH COULD BE WEEKS, OR EVEN ANOTHER MONTH, 315 00:11:55,448 --> 00:11:58,617 STUCK HERE IN MISERABLE ASS NEW YORK CITY. 316 00:11:58,718 --> 00:12:00,219 LET'S TALK ABOUT YOUR APARTMENT. 317 00:12:00,319 --> 00:12:02,722 - WHICH ONE? - YOU HAVE TWO? 318 00:12:02,822 --> 00:12:04,490 - YEAH. - WHY? 319 00:12:04,590 --> 00:12:05,791 OVER THE LAST COUPLE MONTHS, 320 00:12:05,891 --> 00:12:08,060 I HAVE ACCUMULATED SO MUCH STUFF THAT, 321 00:12:08,160 --> 00:12:11,597 IN THE HOTEL, THE STUFF DOES NOT FIT... 322 00:12:11,697 --> 00:12:14,300 WITH US IN IT, TOO. - WOW, TAMAR! 323 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:16,202 I WAS REALLY STRESSED OUT, 324 00:12:16,302 --> 00:12:18,771 SO VINCE TOLD ME TO GO ON ABOUT MY BUSINESS AND GO SHOP, 325 00:12:18,871 --> 00:12:20,740 TO RELIEVE SOME OF MY STRESS. 326 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:22,708 BUT NOW, I HAVE ALL THIS STUFF, 327 00:12:22,808 --> 00:12:24,643 AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT. 328 00:12:24,744 --> 00:12:26,545 EVEN BOUGHT FURNITURE. 329 00:12:26,645 --> 00:12:28,414 I BOUGHT THREE FLAT SCREENS, I MEAN-- 330 00:12:28,514 --> 00:12:31,217 MY HEART GENUINELY GOES OUT TO TAMAR, 331 00:12:31,317 --> 00:12:33,719 SINCE HER HUSBAND, VINCE, HAS BEEN SICK. 332 00:12:33,819 --> 00:12:35,988 BUT WHEN SHE STARTS COMPLAINING 333 00:12:36,088 --> 00:12:38,324 ABOUT HER FLAT SCREEN TELEVISIONS, 334 00:12:38,424 --> 00:12:40,259 YOU KNOW, I'M KINDA LIKE, "TAMAR, FOR REAL? 335 00:12:40,359 --> 00:12:41,660 "LIKE, REALLY?" 336 00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:43,295 NUMBER ONE-- TAKE-TAKE BACK ALL THAT STUFF 337 00:12:43,395 --> 00:12:45,498 THAT YOU DON'T NEED. - WILL YOU HELP ME? 338 00:12:45,598 --> 00:12:47,399 - SURE, TAMAR. - FOR REAL? 339 00:12:47,500 --> 00:12:49,268 - FOR REAL-- I'LL HELP YOU. - WILL YOU DO IT FOR ME? 340 00:12:49,368 --> 00:12:50,770 NO, I DIDN'T SAY I'D DO IT FOR YOU. 341 00:12:50,870 --> 00:12:51,771 I WILL HELP YOU. - WELL, 'CAUSE, YOU KNOW, 342 00:12:51,871 --> 00:12:53,305 I HAVE TO GO TAKE VINCE TO THE DOCTORS. 343 00:12:53,405 --> 00:12:56,375 - YOU NEED AN ASSISTANT. - I-I CAN'T GET AN ASSISTANT, 344 00:12:56,475 --> 00:12:58,644 BECAUSE I'M SO HANDS-ON WITH EVERYTHING, 345 00:12:58,744 --> 00:13:00,246 AND I NEED SOMEBODY TO READ MY MIND. 346 00:13:00,346 --> 00:13:01,881 DO YOU KNOW ANY MIND READERS? - I DO. 347 00:13:01,981 --> 00:13:04,383 - YOU DO? - YEAH, MISS CLEO. 348 00:13:06,318 --> 00:13:09,822 I HAVEN'T SEEN TAMAR LAUGH OR HAVE FUN IN A WHILE. 349 00:13:09,922 --> 00:13:13,092 SO, I FEEL THAT, IF I'M HELPING HER, 350 00:13:13,192 --> 00:13:15,294 BY BEING HER PERSONAL ASSISTANT, 351 00:13:15,394 --> 00:13:17,363 THAT I DON'T WANNA BE ANYMORE, 352 00:13:17,463 --> 00:13:18,764 THAT, YOU KNOW, IT KINDA-- 353 00:13:18,864 --> 00:13:20,166 IT ALLEVIATES A LOT OF THE STRESS FOR HER. 354 00:13:20,266 --> 00:13:22,835 SO, OKAY, I WILL HELP YOU, TAMAR, 355 00:13:22,935 --> 00:13:25,905 GET RID OF ALL THESE TV's-- I'LL TAKE 'EM. 356 00:13:26,005 --> 00:13:27,973 TOWANDA, WHAT'S GOING ON ON THE HOMEFRONT? 357 00:13:28,073 --> 00:13:31,310 - WITH WHO? - TOWANDA AND ANDRE 358 00:13:31,410 --> 00:13:35,147 IS GETTING IT ON 359 00:13:35,247 --> 00:13:41,554 SO WHY DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE TO KEEP PUTTING IT ON 360 00:13:41,654 --> 00:13:44,023 'CAUSE YOU LOVE HIM-- SING "YOU LOVE HIM." 361 00:13:44,123 --> 00:13:46,992 YOU LOVE HIM AND YOU NEED HIM 362 00:13:47,092 --> 00:13:49,929 AND YOU-- EW. 363 00:13:50,029 --> 00:13:53,432 EVER SINCE TAMAR HAS SEEN ANDRE'S CLOTHES IN MY CLOSET, 364 00:13:53,532 --> 00:13:56,902 SHE HAS, LITERALLY, BEEN OBSESSED WITH SAYING, 365 00:13:57,002 --> 00:13:59,705 "OKAY, SOMETHING'S GOING ON WITH YOU AND ANDRE." 366 00:13:59,805 --> 00:14:01,740 YOU GUYS HAVE A "HIS AND HER" CLOSET?" 367 00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:03,843 NO, IT'S A "HER" CLOSET. 368 00:14:06,178 --> 00:14:08,647 - IT'S HIS AND HERS! - IT'S A "HER" CLOSET! 369 00:14:08,747 --> 00:14:10,883 ANDRE'S CLOTHES ARE IN THE CLOSET 370 00:14:10,983 --> 00:14:13,352 BECAUSE HE'S HERE TAKING CARE OF MY KIDS. 371 00:14:13,452 --> 00:14:15,921 AND, YOU KNOW, I-I CAN'T THINK OF A BETTER PERSON 372 00:14:16,021 --> 00:14:18,090 TO TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS, BUT THEIR OWN FATHER. 373 00:14:18,190 --> 00:14:19,859 WELL, WHY CAN'T YOU JUST, LIKE, 374 00:14:19,959 --> 00:14:21,493 GO ON A DATE WITH SOMEBODY? 375 00:14:21,594 --> 00:14:23,095 I-I DO GOT SOMEBODY IN MIND, TO BE HONEST. 376 00:14:23,195 --> 00:14:24,363 WHO-WHAT'S HIS NAME? 377 00:14:24,463 --> 00:14:26,065 GIVE ME AN INITIAL. - NOT GONNA TELL YOU, 378 00:14:26,165 --> 00:14:27,867 'CAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW HIM. - I DON'T LIKE 'EM REAL THICK. 379 00:14:27,967 --> 00:14:29,068 YEAH, BUT YOU DON'T KNOW NOTHIN' ABOUT THAT-- 380 00:14:29,168 --> 00:14:30,703 I DON'T WANT NO HUMPS IN THE BUMP. 381 00:14:30,803 --> 00:14:33,539 CAN YOU IMAGINE ME UNDERNEATH A HUMPS AND A BUMP? 382 00:14:33,639 --> 00:14:36,842 I'M JUST SAYIN', I CAN'T. 383 00:14:36,942 --> 00:14:39,345 I LIKE A MAN WHO'S A LITTLE MORE ATHLETIC. 384 00:14:39,445 --> 00:14:41,447 YOU KNOW, A LITTLE MORE MUSCULAR. 385 00:14:41,547 --> 00:14:43,449 LITTLE WASHBOARD ABS. 386 00:14:43,549 --> 00:14:45,150 I LIKE THE LITTLE CLINK-CLINK-A-CLINK THING 387 00:14:45,251 --> 00:14:46,485 GOING ON. 388 00:14:46,585 --> 00:14:47,920 MY QUESTION IS TO YOU, WHAT KIND OF BOYS YOU LIKE? 389 00:14:48,020 --> 00:14:49,822 CUTE AND SMART-- THEY HAVE TO BE SMART. 390 00:14:49,922 --> 00:14:52,091 - WITH A JOB. - AND SMART. 391 00:14:52,191 --> 00:14:54,059 WITH A JOB-- WHAT ABOUT A LITTLE WHITE BOY? 392 00:14:54,159 --> 00:14:55,895 I CAN DO WHITE-- I CAN'T DO THE TRINA THING. 393 00:14:55,995 --> 00:14:58,163 WE DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TRINA'S DOING, THOUGH. 394 00:14:58,264 --> 00:15:00,132 - YEAH, WE DO. - WELL, WHAT'S SHE DOIN'? 395 00:15:00,232 --> 00:15:01,834 WHY YOU GOT ALL THE INFORMATION? 396 00:15:01,934 --> 00:15:03,402 TAMAR, I DON'T TELL NOBO-- 397 00:15:03,502 --> 00:15:04,770 I DON'T TELL EVERYBODY'S BUSINESS. 398 00:15:04,870 --> 00:15:06,038 WELL, LET ME GET YOU SOME MORE DRINKS, 399 00:15:06,138 --> 00:15:07,406 SO YOU CAN TELL ME EVERYTHING I NEED TO KNOW. 400 00:15:07,506 --> 00:15:08,974 I'M NOT GONNA DO-- I DON'T CARE HOW MANY DRINKS I HAVE. 401 00:15:09,074 --> 00:15:11,443 I'M NOT TELLIN' NOTHIN'-- I DON'T DO THAT. 402 00:15:23,055 --> 00:15:24,490 I'M NERVOUS-- I'M NOT GONNA LIE. 403 00:15:24,590 --> 00:15:25,624 WHY YOU NERVOUS? 404 00:15:25,724 --> 00:15:27,493 'CAUSE IT'S MY FIRST TIME EVER DOING THESE. 405 00:15:27,593 --> 00:15:29,128 YOU'RE USED TO IT, BY NOW. 406 00:15:29,228 --> 00:15:30,863 IT'S JUST ME AND THE BAND, 407 00:15:30,963 --> 00:15:32,631 AN EIGHT HOUR RIDE TO NEW ORLEANS, 408 00:15:32,731 --> 00:15:35,501 AND THEN, 48 HOURS OF PARTYING AND PERFORMING 409 00:15:35,601 --> 00:15:37,236 IN THE BIG EASY, BABY. 410 00:15:37,336 --> 00:15:38,470 I CAN'T DO NOTHIN'. 411 00:15:38,570 --> 00:15:39,872 I CAN'T EAT ANYTHING, I CAN'T DRINK ANYTHING. 412 00:15:39,972 --> 00:15:41,273 NOTHIN'. 413 00:15:41,373 --> 00:15:43,609 IT'S A NERVOUS EXCITEMENT. - GETS YOUR BODY GOING. 414 00:15:43,709 --> 00:15:45,144 - YEAH. - ADRENALINE IN YOUR BODY. 415 00:15:45,244 --> 00:15:46,912 GONNA FEEL LIKE YOU'RE DOING A BUNGEE JUMP. 416 00:15:47,012 --> 00:15:48,314 YES. 417 00:15:48,414 --> 00:15:51,483 I PROMISE, I'M DOING CARTWHEELS INSIDE MY BODY. 418 00:15:51,583 --> 00:15:54,153 - AND IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY. - I KNOW. 419 00:15:54,253 --> 00:15:57,690 I'M 25 TODAY... AGAIN. 420 00:15:57,790 --> 00:15:59,491 IT'S ALSO MY BIRTHDAY. 421 00:15:59,591 --> 00:16:01,126 SO, AFTER THE SHOW, 422 00:16:01,226 --> 00:16:02,795 WE ARE GOING TO GO ON BOURBON STREET 423 00:16:02,895 --> 00:16:05,564 AND DRINK OURSELVES SILLY. 424 00:16:05,664 --> 00:16:08,400 ALL RIGHT, GUYS, WE JUST OFFICIALLY ENTERED LOUISIANA. 425 00:16:08,500 --> 00:16:10,269 WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? 426 00:16:10,369 --> 00:16:12,705 OH, 'CAUSE NEW ORLEANS IS IN LOUISIANA! 427 00:16:17,743 --> 00:16:20,746 YOU KNOW I'M DIRECTIONALLY CHALLENGED. 428 00:16:28,620 --> 00:16:31,290 SHE JUST GOT TOO MUCH JUNK IN HERE! 429 00:16:31,390 --> 00:16:34,159 I WALKED INTO TAMAR'S TEMPORARY APARTMENT, 430 00:16:34,259 --> 00:16:37,229 AND I PROMISE, IT LOOKS LIKE AN EPISODE FROM "HOARDERS." 431 00:16:37,329 --> 00:16:39,231 IT'S A MESS. 432 00:16:42,668 --> 00:16:45,104 HELLO? - WHAT SHE WANNA KNOW? 433 00:16:45,204 --> 00:16:47,239 SHE NEEDS A SIGNATURE. 434 00:16:47,339 --> 00:16:50,642 YOU AIN'T GETTING NO SIGNATURE-- GOODBYE. 435 00:16:50,743 --> 00:16:53,712 THE LADY FROM THE APARTMENT COMPLEX CALLED TAMAR, 436 00:16:53,812 --> 00:16:55,714 JUST TO ASK ONE SIMPLE QUESTION, 437 00:16:55,814 --> 00:16:57,750 AND TAMAR IMMEDIATELY HANGS UP ON HER. 438 00:16:57,850 --> 00:17:00,486 I'M LIKE, "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?" 439 00:17:00,586 --> 00:17:04,223 WHAT HAD HAPPENED WAS, THE PLACE HAD EXPIRED. 440 00:17:04,323 --> 00:17:06,258 YOU KNOW I HAD TO HANG UP ON THAT HEIFER AT THE HOTEL, 441 00:17:06,358 --> 00:17:08,761 BECAUSE THEY WAS TRYING TO CHARGE ME TWICE 442 00:17:08,861 --> 00:17:10,662 FOR THE APARTMENT I WAS STAYING IN, 443 00:17:10,763 --> 00:17:12,765 AND THEY WANTED MY SIGNATURE ON SOME CONTRACT, 444 00:17:12,865 --> 00:17:14,566 THAT I ALREADY SIGNED, 445 00:17:14,666 --> 00:17:16,502 AND I TRIED TO EXPLAIN IT TO TOWANDA, 446 00:17:16,602 --> 00:17:18,871 AND SHE JUST DID NOT, YOU KNOW, UNDERSTAND. 447 00:17:18,971 --> 00:17:21,940 SO, THE LITTLE SMART ASS CHICK, WHO JUST GOT CAUGHT IN A LIE, 448 00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:23,742 AT THE FRONT DESK, TALKIN' 'BOUT, 449 00:17:23,842 --> 00:17:26,378 "WELL, NO, YOU CAN'T DO THAT. 450 00:17:26,478 --> 00:17:28,380 "THIS IS NOT EASIER! 451 00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:32,885 "YOU CAN'T USE YOUR HUSBAND'S... 452 00:17:32,985 --> 00:17:34,553 "SITUATION!" 453 00:17:34,653 --> 00:17:36,755 TAMAR HAS OFFICIALLY LOST HER MIND. 454 00:17:36,855 --> 00:17:39,992 SHE IS JUST RAMBLING LIKE A CRAZY PERSON. 455 00:17:40,092 --> 00:17:42,227 YOU KNOW, I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON, 456 00:17:42,327 --> 00:17:43,829 BUT TAMAR'S GOIN' CRAZY. 457 00:17:43,929 --> 00:17:45,964 MY HUSBAND HAS A DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT IN 20 MINUTES, 458 00:17:46,065 --> 00:17:48,400 AND I'M OVER HERE ARGUING WITH GUADALUPE 459 00:17:48,500 --> 00:17:50,602 ABOUT A CREDIT CARD, 460 00:17:50,702 --> 00:17:53,572 THAT SHE AIN'T GOT NO VALUE TO! 461 00:17:53,672 --> 00:17:55,941 I'M LIKE, HUH, WHAT, WHO? 462 00:17:56,041 --> 00:17:58,277 I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TAMAR'S TALKING ABOUT. 463 00:17:58,377 --> 00:17:59,845 I'M JUST TRYING TO BE A GOOD WIFE, 464 00:17:59,945 --> 00:18:01,046 AND I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON IN MY LIFE 465 00:18:01,146 --> 00:18:02,314 RIGHT NOW. 466 00:18:02,414 --> 00:18:03,615 I JUST WENT TO T.J. MAXX AND ALL THESE STORES 467 00:18:03,715 --> 00:18:04,716 TO BUY, LIKE, HOMEGOODS . 468 00:18:04,817 --> 00:18:06,819 AND, YOU KNOW, AND-AND WE DON'T HAVE A HOME. 469 00:18:06,919 --> 00:18:08,854 LIKE, FOR REAL, MY HUSBAND ALMOST DIED. 470 00:18:08,954 --> 00:18:11,490 I'VE BEEN LIVING OUT OF A PLASTIC BAG FOR OVER A MONTH, 471 00:18:11,590 --> 00:18:13,625 AND NOW I SPEND MY DAYS RUNNING BACK AND FORTH 472 00:18:13,725 --> 00:18:16,061 TO DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENTS, ALL OVER NEW YORK CITY. 473 00:18:16,161 --> 00:18:17,863 AND, OKAY, YES-- OKAY, FINE. 474 00:18:17,963 --> 00:18:20,232 I WILL SAY IT-- I AM ACTING A BIT INSANE. 475 00:18:20,332 --> 00:18:22,468 HOWEVER, I HAVE EVERY RIGHT, 476 00:18:22,568 --> 00:18:24,103 CONSIDERING WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH. 477 00:18:24,203 --> 00:18:25,537 CAN YOU LOOK FOR MY NECKLACE 478 00:18:25,637 --> 00:18:27,206 WHILE I TAKE VINCE TO THE DOCTORS? 479 00:18:27,306 --> 00:18:28,774 - SURE. - I HAVE A BLACK CHANEL BAG 480 00:18:28,874 --> 00:18:30,476 IN HERE SOMEWHERE, AND-- - IT'S A BACK-BLACK-- 481 00:18:30,576 --> 00:18:33,145 IT'S IN THE BLACK CHANEL BAG? - I-I DON'T KNOW. 482 00:18:33,245 --> 00:18:36,048 I JUST GOT DONE BEING TONI BRAXTON'S ASSISTANT, 483 00:18:36,148 --> 00:18:39,218 AND I AM NOT ABOUT TO BE TAMAR BRAXTON'S ASSISTANT. 484 00:18:39,318 --> 00:18:41,253 HELL, NO. 485 00:18:41,353 --> 00:18:44,423 BUT I AM GONNA GO AHEAD AND HELP HER WITH A FEW THINGS. 486 00:18:44,523 --> 00:18:46,558 AND THEN, I'M GONNA TAKE ME A TRIP 487 00:18:46,658 --> 00:18:50,229 TO A GALAXY FAR, FAR AWAY FROM THIS MESS. 488 00:18:50,329 --> 00:18:53,065 NOPE. 489 00:18:53,165 --> 00:18:55,934 OH, SHE WOULD HAVE A FIT IF SOMEBODY HIT HER. 490 00:18:56,034 --> 00:18:57,970 DID YOU SEE WHAT YOU DID WITH YOUR BIRKIN BAG? 491 00:18:58,070 --> 00:18:59,905 HAVE YOU SEE WHAT I'VE DONE TO MY LIFE? 492 00:19:00,005 --> 00:19:02,040 LOOK AROUND YOU. - YEAH, I MEAN, YOU GOT A LOT-- 493 00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:04,042 I TRANSFORMED IT INTO 1,000 SQUARE FOOT. 494 00:19:04,143 --> 00:19:05,611 ...A LOT OF STUFF. 495 00:19:05,711 --> 00:19:07,312 YOU KNOW WHAT, I MUST BE LOSING MY MIND, 496 00:19:07,412 --> 00:19:09,214 BECAUSE I JUST LEFT MY KLEPTOMANIAC SISTER, 497 00:19:09,314 --> 00:19:11,683 TOWANDA BRAXTON, IN MY APARTMENT, 498 00:19:11,783 --> 00:19:14,653 WITH ALL SORTS OF STUFF SHE CAN BORROW FROM ME. 499 00:19:26,598 --> 00:19:28,967 AFTER A LONG EIGHT HOUR RIDE TO NEW ORLEANS, 500 00:19:29,067 --> 00:19:31,670 THE BAND AND I DECIDED THAT WE WERE GONNA REST FOR THE DAY, 501 00:19:31,770 --> 00:19:33,505 TO GET READY FOR THE GIG TONIGHT. 502 00:19:33,605 --> 00:19:35,941 NOW, IT'S NOT THE SHOWCASE THAT I WAS HOPING FOR, 503 00:19:36,041 --> 00:19:38,977 BUT A WEDDING RECEPTION WILL DO JUST FINE, FOR NOW. 504 00:19:41,613 --> 00:19:44,016 IT MIGHT SEEM SILLY, BECAUSE IT'S JUST A WEDDING, 505 00:19:44,116 --> 00:19:46,051 BUT THIS IS MY VERY, VERY FIRST TIME 506 00:19:46,151 --> 00:19:48,220 EVER DOING MY SOLO MATERIAL IN PUBLIC. 507 00:19:48,320 --> 00:19:51,490 SO, WHETHER IT'S 300 PEOPLE, OR 300,00 PEOPLE, 508 00:19:51,590 --> 00:19:54,393 IT'S JUST GOTTA BE PERFECT, PERIOD. 509 00:19:54,493 --> 00:19:57,095 I'M SO NERVOUS, MY KNEES ARE LITERALLY SHAKING. 510 00:19:57,196 --> 00:19:59,198 HEY, WE GOT YA-- THAT'S ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW. 511 00:19:59,298 --> 00:20:00,933 I KNOW Y'ALL HAVE ME, BUT I'M TRYING TO HAVE ME, TOO, 512 00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:02,000 'CAUSE-- 513 00:20:06,004 --> 00:20:07,339 ALL RIGHT, BUST IT, JAMAL. 514 00:20:07,439 --> 00:20:08,907 ALL RIGHT, ALL RIGHT, ALL RIGHT. 515 00:20:09,007 --> 00:20:10,275 DEAR GOD, WE THANK YOU FOR THIS DAY. 516 00:20:10,375 --> 00:20:12,211 WE THANK YOU FOR BRINGING US ALL HERE SAFE AND SOUND. 517 00:20:12,311 --> 00:20:13,979 GOD, THIS IS A DAY THAT YOU HAVE MADE. 518 00:20:14,079 --> 00:20:16,381 MY BAND IS SO AMAZING. 519 00:20:16,481 --> 00:20:18,350 NOT ONLY ARE THEY TALENTED, 520 00:20:18,450 --> 00:20:20,152 BUT THEY'RE LIKE A SECOND FAMILY TO ME. 521 00:20:20,252 --> 00:20:22,120 I'M NOT WORRIED AT ALL ABOUT THEM MESSING UP. 522 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:25,290 THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN SCREW THIS UP TONIGHT, IS ME, 523 00:20:25,390 --> 00:20:27,392 AND THAT IS A WHOLE LOT OF PRESSURE. 524 00:20:28,827 --> 00:20:30,195 DON'T BE NERVOUS, GIRL. 525 00:20:30,295 --> 00:20:33,999 YOU-YOU'RE A SUPERSTAR... NATURALLY. 526 00:20:34,099 --> 00:20:36,268 - I'M GETTING STINKY. - WHY? 527 00:20:36,368 --> 00:20:38,136 'CAUSE I'M NERVOUS. 528 00:20:39,972 --> 00:20:41,573 YES, I DO. 529 00:20:41,673 --> 00:20:44,109 IT'S LIKE SUPERSTAR. 530 00:20:44,209 --> 00:20:47,079 MY NERVES ARE ALL THE WAY INSIDE OF MY THROAT. 531 00:20:47,179 --> 00:20:48,680 IT'S JUST A REGULAR SHOW. 532 00:20:48,780 --> 00:20:50,415 I KNOW-- IT'S NOT THE SAME, THOUGH! 533 00:20:50,515 --> 00:20:51,650 - IT IS-- IT IS. - IT IS. 534 00:20:51,750 --> 00:20:53,619 WHERE THE OTHER COLOR? 535 00:20:53,719 --> 00:20:55,854 NO, I WANT SOME MORE. 536 00:20:57,155 --> 00:20:58,790 I THINK I GOTTA PEE. 537 00:20:58,890 --> 00:21:01,159 I AM AN ABSOLUTE WRECK. 538 00:21:01,260 --> 00:21:03,428 I FEEL LIKE I'M ABOUT TO HAVE A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN. 539 00:21:03,528 --> 00:21:05,864 I HAVE SO MUCH RESPECT FOR TONI RIGHT NOW, 540 00:21:05,964 --> 00:21:07,466 AS A LEAD ACT. 541 00:21:07,566 --> 00:21:09,268 I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GONNA PAST THIS. 542 00:21:09,368 --> 00:21:12,504 THIS-IT'S JUST NOT HAPPENING-- IT'S NOT HAPPENING. 543 00:21:12,604 --> 00:21:15,674 I'M ABOUT TO PASS OUT, RIGHT HERE. 544 00:21:15,774 --> 00:21:18,377 COMING UP, ON "BRAXTON FAMILY VALUES"... 545 00:21:18,477 --> 00:21:20,145 MAKE SOME NOISE FOR TRINA BRAXTON. 546 00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:25,017 THIS IS FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, IN THE WORLD, 547 00:21:25,117 --> 00:21:26,818 SHE'S PERFORMING HER OWN MATERIAL. 548 00:21:32,658 --> 00:21:32,757 HOW 549 00:21:32,758 --> 00:21:32,923 HOW YA'LL 550 00:21:32,924 --> 00:21:33,024 HOW YA'LL FEELIN' 551 00:21:33,025 --> 00:21:34,792 HOW YA'LL FEELIN' OUT 552 00:21:34,793 --> 00:21:35,727 HOW YA'LL FEELIN' OUT THERE? 553 00:21:35,827 --> 00:21:37,629 I CAN'T HEAR YOU-- HOW YOU FEELIN' OUT THERE? 554 00:21:37,729 --> 00:21:38,897 WHOO! 555 00:21:38,997 --> 00:21:40,565 YA'LL READY FOR SOME MORE MUSIC? 556 00:21:40,666 --> 00:21:42,134 I AM PREMIERING MY SOLO WORK 557 00:21:42,234 --> 00:21:46,238 FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME TONIGHT AND I AM SO NERVOUS. 558 00:21:46,338 --> 00:21:48,507 I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO GET ON THE STAGE 559 00:21:48,607 --> 00:21:51,243 MUCH LESS, SING WELL. 560 00:21:51,343 --> 00:21:52,844 SO CHECK THIS OUT, WE GOT SOMETHING EXTRA, 561 00:21:52,944 --> 00:21:55,480 EXTRA, EXTRA, EXTRA SPECIAL FOR YA'LL TONIGHT. 562 00:21:55,580 --> 00:21:56,882 MAKE SOME NOISE FOR TRINA BRAXTON! 563 00:21:56,982 --> 00:21:59,451 WHOO! 564 00:21:59,551 --> 00:22:02,888 - AND-AND IT'S HER BIRTHDAY. - HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TRINA! 565 00:22:02,988 --> 00:22:05,023 SPECIAL DAY, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. 566 00:22:05,123 --> 00:22:06,091 SO, TONIGHT, WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO... 567 00:22:06,191 --> 00:22:09,394 THIS IS FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER IN THE WORLD, 568 00:22:09,494 --> 00:22:12,230 SHE'S PERFORMING HER OWN MATERIAL... 569 00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:13,598 WHOO! 570 00:22:13,699 --> 00:22:16,702 ...AND WE'RE INTRODUCING IT RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW, TONIGHT! 571 00:22:16,802 --> 00:22:18,303 LET ME KNOW HOW YOU LIKE IT. 572 00:22:18,403 --> 00:22:19,905 BE HONEST! 573 00:22:20,005 --> 00:22:22,474 SO LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, 574 00:22:22,574 --> 00:22:25,344 MAKE SOME NOISE FOR MISS TRINA BRAXTON. 575 00:23:15,460 --> 00:23:16,895 I WAS UP THERE ON THE STAGE, 576 00:23:16,995 --> 00:23:18,163 AND THE BAND WAS HOT, 577 00:23:18,263 --> 00:23:20,132 THE PEOPLE WERE DANCIN' LIKE CRAZY, 578 00:23:20,232 --> 00:23:23,902 BUT 275 UNCOORDINATED WHITE PEOPLE IN THE CROWD, 579 00:23:24,002 --> 00:23:26,238 I THINK IT JUST REALLY JUST THREW ME OFF. 580 00:23:26,338 --> 00:23:28,573 I FEEL LIKE I COULD HAVE DONE A BETTER JOB. 581 00:23:43,488 --> 00:23:44,656 TRINA BRAXTON, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! 582 00:23:44,756 --> 00:23:47,325 HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 583 00:23:47,426 --> 00:23:48,260 THANK YOU, EVERYBODY. 584 00:23:48,360 --> 00:23:50,595 I APPRECIATE IT. 585 00:23:50,695 --> 00:23:53,198 WELL... THAT SUCKED. 586 00:23:53,298 --> 00:23:54,099 SO WE GONNA KEEP THE PARTY GOING. 587 00:23:54,199 --> 00:23:55,267 YA'LL READY FOR SOME MORE MUSIC? 588 00:23:55,367 --> 00:23:56,568 YEAH! 589 00:23:56,668 --> 00:23:58,570 I CAN'T HEAR YOU-- YOU READY FOR SOME MORE MUSIC? 590 00:23:58,670 --> 00:24:01,840 THE REST OF THE SHOW WAS USUAL WEDDING BAND STUFF. 591 00:24:01,940 --> 00:24:03,775 YOU KNOW, DO A FEW HOURS OF COVER SONGS... 592 00:24:03,875 --> 00:24:05,277 BUT THE WHOLE TIME I'M STANDING THERE, 593 00:24:05,377 --> 00:24:08,547 I WAS THINKING, "WOW, I SHOULD HAVE REALLY DONE 594 00:24:08,647 --> 00:24:10,715 "A BETTER JOB FOR MY SOLO DEBUT." 595 00:24:10,816 --> 00:24:11,950 I MEAN, THERE WERE PROBLEMS 596 00:24:12,050 --> 00:24:13,919 THAT ONLY I REALIZED WERE THERE 597 00:24:14,019 --> 00:24:15,887 BUT KNOWING THAT I MESSED UP, 598 00:24:15,987 --> 00:24:18,123 IT JUST REALLY GETS MY GEARS, 599 00:24:18,223 --> 00:24:20,225 'CAUSE I KNOW IT COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER. 600 00:24:24,396 --> 00:24:27,499 YEAH, TRINA! 601 00:24:31,102 --> 00:24:32,637 DON'T LEAVE ME HANGIN'. 602 00:24:33,972 --> 00:24:36,842 UGH-UGH-UGH! 603 00:24:36,942 --> 00:24:38,643 I'M BUYING YOUR CD! 604 00:24:38,743 --> 00:24:39,644 I'M BUYING YOUR CD. 605 00:24:39,744 --> 00:24:41,713 WHEN'S IT COMING OUT? 606 00:24:41,813 --> 00:24:43,315 I THINK I NEED A DRINK. 607 00:24:43,415 --> 00:24:44,516 GO AHEAD, GET YOU ONE. 608 00:24:44,616 --> 00:24:46,151 THANK YOU, DARLING-- SALUD! 609 00:24:46,251 --> 00:24:48,687 THE BAND WAS HAPPY, THE AUDIENCE LOVED IT, 610 00:24:48,787 --> 00:24:51,456 BUT IT NEEDED TO BE AT 100% 611 00:24:51,556 --> 00:24:54,559 AND TONIGHT, IT WAS ONLY AT LIKE 83%, 612 00:24:54,659 --> 00:24:56,495 AND I KNOW THAT I NEED TO UP MY GAME 613 00:24:56,595 --> 00:24:58,797 IF I'M GONNA BE A SUPERSTAR IN THE MAKING. 614 00:24:58,897 --> 00:25:00,565 THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT, BABY. 615 00:25:00,665 --> 00:25:02,067 THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. 616 00:25:02,167 --> 00:25:03,101 I AM STILL NERVOUS. 617 00:25:10,275 --> 00:25:13,445 I NEVER GET THIS MUCH SUPPORT FROM MY FAMILY. 618 00:25:13,545 --> 00:25:16,314 MY SISTERS ARE ALL BUSY WITH THEIR OWN FAMILIES 619 00:25:16,414 --> 00:25:19,150 AND THEIR OWN CAREERS, GABE AND I ARE SPLITTING UP, 620 00:25:19,251 --> 00:25:22,654 SO I REALLY FEEL LIKE THE BAND IS THE ONLY SAFETY NET 621 00:25:22,754 --> 00:25:25,223 THAT I HAVE IN MY LIFE, RIGHT NOW. 622 00:25:25,323 --> 00:25:26,825 I THANK GOD FOR YOU GUYS. 623 00:25:26,925 --> 00:25:28,460 - WHATEVER YOU NEED. - EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. 624 00:25:28,560 --> 00:25:30,629 THAT WAS YOUR NUMBER ONE. 625 00:25:30,729 --> 00:25:31,997 I KNOW, I WAS SO NERVOUS! 626 00:25:32,097 --> 00:25:33,932 THAT I HAD A HERPES ON MY LIP AND EVERYTHING. 627 00:25:34,032 --> 00:25:36,101 GETTING SO WORKED UP ABOUT PERFORMING AT A WEDDING 628 00:25:36,201 --> 00:25:39,004 AND THINGS NOT GOING AS WELL AS I ANTICIPATED, 629 00:25:39,104 --> 00:25:40,639 I DON'T THINK I'M GOING TO TELL MY SISTERS 630 00:25:40,739 --> 00:25:44,376 ABOUT THIS PERFORMANCE-- ESPECIALLY NOT TAMAR. 631 00:25:44,476 --> 00:25:47,479 I'M NOT TRYIN' TO BE NO BACKGROUND DO-WOP-BOP-BOP, 632 00:25:47,579 --> 00:25:49,014 BACKGROUND SINGER! 633 00:25:49,114 --> 00:25:51,583 I WANT MY OWN STUFF! 634 00:25:51,683 --> 00:25:53,552 I'M A SOLO ARTIST. 635 00:25:53,652 --> 00:25:55,554 I DIDN'T MAKE IT NO SECRET 636 00:25:55,654 --> 00:25:58,590 THAT I WAS TRYIN' TO HAVE MY OWN PROJECT. 637 00:25:58,690 --> 00:26:02,360 I AM NOT CAPTAIN SAVE A BACKGROUND SINGER, HO! 638 00:26:02,460 --> 00:26:06,331 DOT LIFE! 639 00:26:06,431 --> 00:26:07,265 THAT WAS GREAT! 640 00:26:07,365 --> 00:26:09,000 THAT WAS GOOD. 641 00:26:16,675 --> 00:26:19,044 I DIDN'T PULL IT ALL THE WAY UP. 642 00:26:19,144 --> 00:26:22,948 THE SHOW DID NOT GO AS WELL AS I HAD HOPED IT WOULD. 643 00:26:23,048 --> 00:26:25,350 BUT I AM NOT GONNA LET THIS RUIN MY BIRTHDAY. 644 00:26:25,450 --> 00:26:28,053 ESPECIALLY WHEN I'M GONNA GET A DRINK IN MY CUP, 645 00:26:28,153 --> 00:26:29,754 TAKIN' ME TO MY ZONE. 646 00:26:29,854 --> 00:26:30,789 WHAT? 647 00:26:30,889 --> 00:26:32,057 I'M GONNA HAVE A BLAST TONIGHT 648 00:26:32,157 --> 00:26:33,425 AND I'M NOT GONNA LET IT BOTHER ME. 649 00:26:33,525 --> 00:26:34,960 OKAY, WHO HAS DRINK? 650 00:26:35,060 --> 00:26:36,461 LET'S SEE WHO CAN DRINK THEIRS DOWN THE FASTEST. 651 00:26:36,561 --> 00:26:39,631 OH, NO! 652 00:26:39,731 --> 00:26:43,001 WOW. 653 00:26:43,101 --> 00:26:46,004 YOU KNOW WHAT? 654 00:26:46,104 --> 00:26:49,774 - IT'S SHOT TIME. - WAIT A MINUTE, GUYS! 655 00:26:49,874 --> 00:26:51,142 TO ME! 656 00:26:51,242 --> 00:26:53,478 TO YOU! 657 00:26:53,578 --> 00:26:55,313 WAIT-WAIT-WAIT-WAIT! 658 00:26:55,413 --> 00:26:56,481 I'M NOT DONE. 659 00:26:56,581 --> 00:26:57,482 I'M NOT DONE! 660 00:26:57,582 --> 00:26:58,650 WELL TALK ABOUT IT THEN. 661 00:26:58,750 --> 00:26:59,751 - TO ME! - UH-HUH. 662 00:26:59,851 --> 00:27:01,386 - AND MY BIRTHDAY. - UH-HUH. 663 00:27:01,486 --> 00:27:02,821 YEP-- AND YOUR GREAT SHOW. 664 00:27:02,921 --> 00:27:03,989 - I-I'M NOT DONE. - I'M SORRY. 665 00:27:04,089 --> 00:27:07,492 TONIGHT, IS THE FIRST OF MANY... 666 00:27:07,592 --> 00:27:08,994 E PLURIBUS UNUM. 667 00:27:09,094 --> 00:27:12,931 - UH-HUH. - WHAT-- WHAT? 668 00:27:13,031 --> 00:27:14,633 E PLURIBUS UNUM-- ONE OF MANY. 669 00:27:14,733 --> 00:27:15,834 - OKAY. - I'M GONNA GO WITH YOU. 670 00:27:15,934 --> 00:27:17,969 I FORESEE IT, IN OUR VERY NEAR FUTURE... 671 00:27:18,069 --> 00:27:21,239 - UH-HUH. - ...MAYBE A WORLD TOUR? 672 00:27:21,339 --> 00:27:25,310 SALUD! 673 00:27:35,553 --> 00:27:36,921 IT'S NASTY AS HELL. 674 00:27:37,022 --> 00:27:39,557 NO MATTER WHAT HAS GONE WRONG THIS WEEKEND, 675 00:27:39,658 --> 00:27:42,627 I REALIZE THAT I HAVE MORE FUN 676 00:27:42,727 --> 00:27:45,797 WHEN GABE IS NOT AROUND. 677 00:27:45,897 --> 00:27:49,067 - WHAT-- THE RING? - THAT'S A NICE JACKET. 678 00:27:51,803 --> 00:27:53,371 I DON'T BELIEVE THAT I'VE MADE IT ANY SECRET 679 00:27:53,471 --> 00:27:56,908 THAT I'M PURSUING OTHER THINGS IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW 680 00:27:57,008 --> 00:27:59,844 AND IT MIGHT INVOLVE OTHER MEN. 681 00:27:59,944 --> 00:28:01,046 GIVE ME MY DRINK. 682 00:28:01,146 --> 00:28:02,547 I'M KEEPING MY OPTIONS OPEN. 683 00:28:02,647 --> 00:28:04,582 I'M TAKING APPLICATIONS. 684 00:28:04,683 --> 00:28:08,753 HA! 685 00:28:08,853 --> 00:28:10,422 WHAT'D I DO? 686 00:28:10,522 --> 00:28:12,424 YOU'RE JUST HILARIOUS. 687 00:28:22,534 --> 00:28:23,735 YOU NERVOUS? 688 00:28:23,835 --> 00:28:25,136 LITTLE BIT. 689 00:28:25,236 --> 00:28:27,806 IT'S TIME FOR VINCE'S CHECK UP WITH THE DOCTOR, 690 00:28:27,906 --> 00:28:30,041 SO WE'RE REALLY HOPING SHE'LL CLEAR HIM RIGHT NOW 691 00:28:30,141 --> 00:28:34,713 ON THE FLY-- WE WANNA GET BACK TO L.A. SO BAD! 692 00:28:34,813 --> 00:28:36,414 GONNA START FROM HEAD-TO-TOE. 693 00:28:36,514 --> 00:28:38,183 FROM HEAD-TO-TOE? 694 00:28:38,283 --> 00:28:39,784 - ANY HEADACHES? - NO HEADACHES. 695 00:28:39,884 --> 00:28:42,921 - GOOD-- SHORTNESS OF BREATH? - NO SHORTNESS OF BREATH. 696 00:28:43,021 --> 00:28:44,756 - CHEST PAIN? - NO CHEST PAIN. 697 00:28:44,856 --> 00:28:45,890 HOW FAST CAN YOU WALK NOW? 698 00:28:45,990 --> 00:28:48,626 COULD YOU, UH, COULD YOU DO A LAP AROUND. 699 00:28:48,727 --> 00:28:50,095 OKAY, LET'S SEE. 700 00:28:50,195 --> 00:28:52,430 HE'S GONNA SHOW OFF! 701 00:28:52,530 --> 00:28:55,233 SO SINCE VINCE WAS BED RIDDEN FOR SO LONG, 702 00:28:55,333 --> 00:28:57,469 HE LOST A LOT OF MUSCLE MEMORY 703 00:28:57,569 --> 00:28:59,104 AND YOU PRETTY MUCH HAVE TO LEARN 704 00:28:59,204 --> 00:29:02,574 HOW TO WALK ALL OVER AGAIN. 705 00:29:02,674 --> 00:29:04,476 OH, MY GOD! 706 00:29:04,576 --> 00:29:05,577 YES! 707 00:29:05,677 --> 00:29:06,544 I'M NOT GONNA CRY. 708 00:29:06,644 --> 00:29:07,879 I'M GONNA HOLD IT IN. 709 00:29:07,979 --> 00:29:09,280 PANTS ARE FALLIN' DOWN. 710 00:29:12,083 --> 00:29:17,689 YES. 711 00:29:17,789 --> 00:29:18,957 TWO MORE WEEKS AT LEAST. 712 00:29:19,057 --> 00:29:20,325 - TWO MORE WEEKS? - YEAH. 713 00:29:20,425 --> 00:29:21,326 TWO MORE WEEKS? 714 00:29:21,426 --> 00:29:22,293 UH-UH! 715 00:29:22,393 --> 00:29:24,095 VINCE AIN'T GONNA BE HAPPY WITH THAT! 716 00:29:24,195 --> 00:29:26,498 LIKE, I'M GONNA HAVE TO HAVE HIM CHILL OUT 717 00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:28,566 AND FOLLOW WHATEVER THE DOCTOR SAY. 718 00:29:28,666 --> 00:29:30,435 'CAUSE HE IS READY TO GO! 719 00:29:30,535 --> 00:29:31,803 WE'RE IN A RUSH TO GET HOME 'CAUSE WE MISS IT, 720 00:29:31,903 --> 00:29:34,139 BUT WE'RE NOT IN A RUSH TO GET HOME. 721 00:29:34,239 --> 00:29:36,241 I WANNA MAKE SURE YOU'RE GOOD AND OKAY 722 00:29:36,341 --> 00:29:37,776 AND THEN WE GO HOME. 723 00:29:37,876 --> 00:29:40,678 I'M IN A RUSH TO GO HOME. 724 00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:41,913 I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW. 725 00:29:42,013 --> 00:29:43,448 WELL, IT'S KIND OF IMPORTANT THOUGH. 726 00:29:43,548 --> 00:29:45,483 I JUST DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW. 727 00:29:45,583 --> 00:29:46,518 WHAT YOU MEAN? 728 00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:47,552 I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW. 729 00:29:47,652 --> 00:29:48,987 IT'S A MENTAL THING FOR ME RIGHT NOW. 730 00:29:49,087 --> 00:29:50,722 AFTER 40 DAYS, I TRY TO EXPLAIN THAT TO YOU. 731 00:29:50,822 --> 00:29:51,656 I UNDERSTAND. 732 00:29:51,756 --> 00:29:53,224 SO SHOULD WE STAY HERE AND THEN WAIT 733 00:29:53,324 --> 00:29:55,560 AND THEN NEXT MONTH COME BACK AND-- 734 00:29:55,660 --> 00:29:56,828 I DON'T KNOW. 735 00:29:56,928 --> 00:29:58,062 I JUST KNOW I'M NOT GETTIN' ON NO PLANE 736 00:29:58,163 --> 00:29:59,664 FOR THE NEXT SIX MONTHS. 737 00:29:59,764 --> 00:30:01,566 A PART OF YOUR RECOVERY IS KNOWING WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU 738 00:30:01,666 --> 00:30:03,935 AND ACCEPTING THAT-- 739 00:30:04,035 --> 00:30:05,069 - NO. - NO, LISTEN. 740 00:30:05,170 --> 00:30:06,070 ACCEPTING THAT THESE ARE THE THINGS 741 00:30:06,171 --> 00:30:08,439 THAT YOU HAVE TO DO TO GO FORWARD. 742 00:30:08,540 --> 00:30:09,674 I'M JUST SAYING. 743 00:30:09,774 --> 00:30:11,276 ALSO, PART OF YOUR RECOVERY IS WHEN A PERSON GOING, 744 00:30:11,376 --> 00:30:12,310 WHAT THEY'RE GOING THROUGH, 745 00:30:12,410 --> 00:30:13,611 YOU GOTTA LET THEM GO THROUGH IT 746 00:30:13,711 --> 00:30:14,779 BECAUSE THAT'S WHO'S GOING THROUGH. 747 00:30:14,879 --> 00:30:16,281 VINCE JUST ABOUT DRIVES ME TO DRINK 748 00:30:16,381 --> 00:30:19,050 WHEN HE'S SO STUBBORN ABOUT EVERYTHING. 749 00:30:19,150 --> 00:30:21,486 I MEAN, THIS IS HIS HEALTH AND YOU KNOW, LIKE, 750 00:30:21,586 --> 00:30:24,022 HE WAS JUST FOR REAL, FOR REAL, SUPER SICK 751 00:30:24,122 --> 00:30:26,224 AND I'M NOT TRYING TO GO THROUGH THAT AGAIN. 752 00:30:26,324 --> 00:30:28,026 OH, DON'T BE MAD-- OKAY. 753 00:30:28,126 --> 00:30:30,128 - TAMAR, STOP. - OKAY, I'LL LEAVE. 754 00:30:30,228 --> 00:30:32,297 - STOP-- YOU NEED TO STOP. - SERIOUSLY. 755 00:30:32,397 --> 00:30:34,666 - OKAY. - GOSH! 756 00:30:37,602 --> 00:30:38,937 - AND GUESS WHAT? - WHAT? 757 00:30:39,037 --> 00:30:41,039 I HAVE GOOD NEWS FOR YOU GUYS! 758 00:30:41,139 --> 00:30:41,973 WHAT? 759 00:30:42,073 --> 00:30:45,276 WELL, DOC HAVE ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM. 760 00:30:50,248 --> 00:30:50,347 YOU 761 00:30:50,348 --> 00:30:50,480 YOU AIN'T 762 00:30:50,481 --> 00:30:50,581 YOU AIN'T DATIN' 763 00:30:50,582 --> 00:30:50,647 YOU AIN'T DATIN' YOUR 764 00:30:50,648 --> 00:30:52,683 YOU AIN'T DATIN' YOUR BABY 765 00:30:52,684 --> 00:30:52,951 YOU AIN'T DATIN' YOUR BABY DADDY? 766 00:30:53,051 --> 00:30:53,952 NOPE. 767 00:30:54,052 --> 00:30:55,286 SO THAT MEANS, I CAN SET YOU UP 768 00:30:55,386 --> 00:30:56,421 WITH ONE OF MY RAPPER HOMEBOYS. 769 00:30:56,521 --> 00:30:58,089 - RAPPER? - OR BASKETBALL FRIEND. 770 00:30:58,189 --> 00:30:59,224 UH-HUH. 771 00:30:59,324 --> 00:31:00,825 AIN'T MARRIED. 772 00:31:00,925 --> 00:31:03,795 FIX THAT... FIX THAT. 773 00:31:03,895 --> 00:31:07,131 BUSTA RHYMES AIN'T MARRIED. 774 00:31:07,232 --> 00:31:08,666 FIX THAT FACE! 775 00:31:08,766 --> 00:31:10,435 YOUR TRACK RECORD. 776 00:31:10,535 --> 00:31:11,536 WHAT YOU TALKIN' ABOUT MY TRACK-- 777 00:31:11,636 --> 00:31:12,770 MY TRACK RECORD IS FINE. 778 00:31:12,871 --> 00:31:13,872 LOOK AT-- WHAT? 779 00:31:13,972 --> 00:31:16,975 WHO AND WHAT? 780 00:31:17,075 --> 00:31:18,610 WHAT! 781 00:31:24,015 --> 00:31:24,047 SO 782 00:31:24,048 --> 00:31:24,147 SO IT 783 00:31:24,148 --> 00:31:24,248 SO IT SEEMS 784 00:31:24,249 --> 00:31:24,414 SO IT SEEMS LIKE 785 00:31:24,415 --> 00:31:24,514 SO IT SEEMS LIKE YOU'RE 786 00:31:24,515 --> 00:31:26,049 SO IT SEEMS LIKE YOU'RE REALLY 787 00:31:26,050 --> 00:31:26,718 SO IT SEEMS LIKE YOU'RE REALLY MOTIVATED 788 00:31:26,818 --> 00:31:29,320 TO REALLY CHANGE 789 00:31:29,420 --> 00:31:33,358 'CAUSE YOU WERE REALLY CLOSE TO LOOSING EVERYTHING. 790 00:31:33,458 --> 00:31:38,329 WE NOW KNOW THAT YOU HAVE A GENETIC ABNORMALITY 791 00:31:38,429 --> 00:31:41,766 THAT MAKES YOU FORM CLOTS MORE THAN OTHER PEOPLE. 792 00:31:41,866 --> 00:31:43,701 SO SINCE ALL OF THIS STUFF HAS BEEN HAPPENING, 793 00:31:43,801 --> 00:31:46,304 WE'VE TALKIN' ABOUT STARTING OUR FAMILY. 794 00:31:46,404 --> 00:31:50,508 SO SINCE HE HAS LIKE A GENETIC SITUATION GOING ON, 795 00:31:50,608 --> 00:31:51,776 IS THERE SOMETHING WE CAN DO, 796 00:31:51,876 --> 00:31:53,244 SOMETHING WE CAN WATCH OUT FOR, OR? 797 00:31:53,344 --> 00:31:55,446 DO WE MAKE THE CHILD AT RISK MORE 798 00:31:55,546 --> 00:31:57,081 IF WE HAD POPSICLE BABIES? 799 00:31:57,181 --> 00:31:59,550 I'M JUST ASKING. 800 00:31:59,651 --> 00:32:02,186 SOMETIMES... 801 00:32:02,287 --> 00:32:03,421 OKAY, A POPSICLE BABY 802 00:32:03,521 --> 00:32:08,693 IS WHEN YOU FREEZE YOU KNOW, THE BABY. 803 00:32:08,793 --> 00:32:10,194 AND THEN YOU PUT IT IN, LATER. 804 00:32:10,295 --> 00:32:11,996 NO, TAMAR WANTS TO JUST GET TWO BABIES IN HER, 805 00:32:12,096 --> 00:32:13,498 SO SHE CAN GET IT OVER WITH. 806 00:32:13,598 --> 00:32:14,532 YEAH. 807 00:32:14,632 --> 00:32:15,934 SHE WANTS TO BABIES AT ONE TIME. 808 00:32:16,034 --> 00:32:17,135 WELL, THAT'S THE DEAL. 809 00:32:17,235 --> 00:32:18,670 WELL, YOU KNOW WHAT, IT SOUNDS-- ALWAYS SOUNDS LIKE 810 00:32:18,770 --> 00:32:20,571 IT'S GOING TO BE GREAT BUT WHEN YOU TALK TO PEOPLE 811 00:32:20,672 --> 00:32:22,307 WHO DID IT, I MEAN, IT'S HARDER. 812 00:32:22,407 --> 00:32:23,441 IT'S HARDER. 813 00:32:23,541 --> 00:32:24,609 SO, JUST-JUST-- 814 00:32:24,709 --> 00:32:26,411 THAT MEANS THAT I HAVE TO WATCH TWO KIDS. 815 00:32:26,511 --> 00:32:27,946 JUST RELAX AND WAIT AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. 816 00:32:28,046 --> 00:32:29,213 ONE MORE THING, AND I'M JUST TALKING ABOUT TAMAR 817 00:32:29,314 --> 00:32:30,548 RIGHT NOW-- WE'RE TALKING ABOUT HER. 818 00:32:30,648 --> 00:32:32,283 SHE IS GOING THROUGH, SORT OF, 819 00:32:32,383 --> 00:32:36,354 ALMOST LIKE A POST TRAUMATIC STRESS, RIGHT NOW. 820 00:32:36,454 --> 00:32:37,388 WHEN I HEARD THE DOCTOR SAY THAT, 821 00:32:37,488 --> 00:32:39,490 MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS "NO WAY." 822 00:32:39,590 --> 00:32:41,559 THAT'S WHAT LIKE, THE SOLDIERS GET. 823 00:32:41,659 --> 00:32:42,794 I MEAN, BUT THAT AIN'T BAD 824 00:32:42,894 --> 00:32:44,629 BUT THE MORE I THOUGHT ABOUT IT, 825 00:32:44,729 --> 00:32:46,531 IT STARTED TO MAKE A LOT OF SENSE. 826 00:32:46,631 --> 00:32:49,467 TAMAR'S ALWAYS GOING THROUGH A POST TRAUMATIC STRESS. 827 00:32:49,567 --> 00:32:50,601 I AM NOT-- NO. 828 00:32:50,702 --> 00:32:53,071 I MEAN, LET ME TELL YOU THE HONESTY ABOUT IT. 829 00:32:53,171 --> 00:32:54,305 - OH, MY GOD... - LISTEN. 830 00:32:54,405 --> 00:32:58,710 YOU KNOW WHEN YOU WERE IN ICU AND YOUR FAMILY WAS THERE 831 00:32:58,810 --> 00:33:00,111 AND YOU WERE SICK. 832 00:33:00,211 --> 00:33:03,348 IT'S LIKE, I DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO CONCENTRATE ON MYSELF 833 00:33:03,448 --> 00:33:05,850 BECAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE SURE YOU WERE OKAY 834 00:33:05,950 --> 00:33:07,986 AND YOU KNOW EVERYBODY'S FALLING, ALL CRYING, 835 00:33:08,086 --> 00:33:09,954 PASSING OUT, AND I WANTED TO MAKE SURE EVERYBODY ELSE 836 00:33:10,054 --> 00:33:12,590 IS OKAY AND THEN-- NO, REALLY. 837 00:33:12,690 --> 00:33:14,292 NO, FOR REAL! 838 00:33:14,392 --> 00:33:15,827 IT'S A LOT. 839 00:33:15,927 --> 00:33:17,528 BUT NOW THAT YOU ARE WELL, 840 00:33:17,628 --> 00:33:21,099 IT'S LIKE SOMETHING ELSE IS GOING ON WITH ME. 841 00:33:21,199 --> 00:33:24,302 I DEFINITELY THINK THAT I NEED TO GO SIT AND TALK TO SOMEBODY 842 00:33:24,402 --> 00:33:27,705 ABOUT HOW TO DEAL WITH WHAT HAS HAPPENED 843 00:33:27,805 --> 00:33:29,007 WITH VINCE AND I. 844 00:33:29,107 --> 00:33:31,776 YOU KNOW, BECAUSE IT EFFECTS OUR RELATIONSHIP NOW 845 00:33:31,876 --> 00:33:33,611 BECAUSE I HAVE A WHOLE 'NOTHER ROLE. 846 00:33:33,711 --> 00:33:37,248 LIKE, I'M USED TO BEING A NURSE BUT NOT THAT KIND OF NURSE. 847 00:33:37,348 --> 00:33:38,549 SO WHEN DO I COME BACK? 848 00:33:38,649 --> 00:33:39,617 I KNOW YOU WANNA RUSH OUT OF HERE-- 849 00:33:39,717 --> 00:33:41,285 NO, WHEN DO I COME BACK TO SEE YOU? 850 00:33:41,386 --> 00:33:42,387 I'M NOT EVEN TALKIN' ABOUT LEAVIN'. 851 00:33:42,487 --> 00:33:43,654 - ALL RIGHT, OKAY. - THERE YOU GO. 852 00:33:43,755 --> 00:33:44,522 I WASN'T EVEN SAYING THAT. 853 00:33:44,622 --> 00:33:45,423 I SAID, WHEN DO I COME BACK. 854 00:33:45,523 --> 00:33:46,424 - ONE WEEK. - OKAY. 855 00:33:46,524 --> 00:33:47,291 THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. 856 00:33:47,392 --> 00:33:48,893 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. 857 00:33:58,002 --> 00:33:59,137 WHOO! 858 00:33:59,237 --> 00:34:00,638 A LITTLE COLD OUT HERE. 859 00:34:00,738 --> 00:34:02,540 WE'RE ALL IN TOWN TO CHECK UP ON TAMAR AND VINCE 860 00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:04,876 BUT MOMMY HAS ASKED US OUT FOR THIS SPECIAL DINNER 861 00:34:04,976 --> 00:34:07,045 BECAUSE SHE HAS SOME BIG NEWS FOR US 862 00:34:07,145 --> 00:34:09,013 AND MOMMY DOESN'T USUALLY EXAGGERATE, 863 00:34:09,113 --> 00:34:11,883 SO IF SHE SAYS IT'S NEWS, IT'S PROBABLY HUGE. 864 00:34:11,983 --> 00:34:14,252 I'LL HAVE A-A HOT TODDY FOR MY VOICE. 865 00:34:16,020 --> 00:34:18,256 I HAVE THE WORST COLD I'VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE 866 00:34:18,356 --> 00:34:20,358 AND MY VOICE IS COMPLETELY SHOT. 867 00:34:20,458 --> 00:34:23,428 - WHERE IS TAMAR, MOMMY? - SHE'S ON HER WAY. 868 00:34:23,528 --> 00:34:25,696 I'M NOT LATE TODAY-- I GET TO SING THE "TAMAR'S LATE" SONG. 869 00:34:25,797 --> 00:34:27,098 - YEAH! - HELP ME OUT. 870 00:34:27,198 --> 00:34:28,466 YOU SOUND LIKE BARRY... WHITE. 871 00:34:28,566 --> 00:34:29,867 - PLEASE, HELP ME OUT. - NO. 872 00:34:29,967 --> 00:34:32,236 SHOW YOU'RE RIGHT. 873 00:34:32,336 --> 00:34:34,872 THAT WAS REALLY-- THAT SCARED ME. 874 00:34:34,972 --> 00:34:36,641 THAT REALLY SCARED ME. 875 00:34:36,741 --> 00:34:37,975 TAMAR! 876 00:34:38,076 --> 00:34:38,843 SING THE SONG. 877 00:34:38,943 --> 00:34:41,179 ONE, TWO, READY AND-- 878 00:34:41,279 --> 00:34:44,949 TAMAR'S ALWAYS LATE. 879 00:34:47,518 --> 00:34:51,422 TAMAR'S ALWAYS LATE. 880 00:34:55,393 --> 00:34:56,794 CAN'T SING THE SONG, "TONI'S ALWAYS LATE" ANYMORE. 881 00:34:56,894 --> 00:34:58,229 THANK YA'LL FOR THE INTRODUCTION. 882 00:34:58,329 --> 00:35:02,433 YOU KNOW, EVERY SUPERHERO HAS TO HAVE SOME THEME MUSIC. 883 00:35:02,533 --> 00:35:06,404 NOW THAT TAMAR'S HERE, I HAVE GREAT NEWS TO TELL. 884 00:35:06,504 --> 00:35:08,539 TRACI'S CALLED MICHAEL ON THE PHONE 885 00:35:08,639 --> 00:35:11,576 AND I CAN TELL ALL OF MY KIDS TOGETHER. 886 00:35:11,676 --> 00:35:13,744 - HEY, MIKEY! - HEY, MIKEY! 887 00:35:13,845 --> 00:35:15,913 MOMMY WANTS TO TALK TO YOU. 888 00:35:16,013 --> 00:35:17,115 HEY, GUESS WHAT? 889 00:35:17,215 --> 00:35:19,450 I HAVE GOOD NEWS FOR YOU GUYS. 890 00:35:19,550 --> 00:35:20,284 WHAT? 891 00:35:20,384 --> 00:35:22,019 WELL... 892 00:35:25,723 --> 00:35:27,758 LIFE GIVES US WAKE-UP CALLS. 893 00:35:27,859 --> 00:35:28,826 AND I HAD A HUGE ONE. 894 00:35:28,926 --> 00:35:30,228 YOU HAD A HUGE ONE-- YOU'RE A DIFFERENT YOU 895 00:35:30,328 --> 00:35:31,496 THAN YOU WERE THREE MONTHS AGO, AREN'T YOU. 896 00:35:31,596 --> 00:35:32,697 DEFINITELY. 897 00:35:37,635 --> 00:35:37,734 DOC 898 00:35:37,735 --> 00:35:37,834 DOC HAVE 899 00:35:37,835 --> 00:35:37,901 DOC HAVE ASKED 900 00:35:37,902 --> 00:35:38,001 DOC HAVE ASKED ME 901 00:35:38,002 --> 00:35:38,101 DOC HAVE ASKED ME TO 902 00:35:38,102 --> 00:35:40,036 DOC HAVE ASKED ME TO MARRY 903 00:35:40,037 --> 00:35:40,505 DOC HAVE ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM... 904 00:35:40,605 --> 00:35:44,275 AND I HAVE ACCEPTED. 905 00:35:44,375 --> 00:35:45,376 OH, MY! 906 00:35:45,476 --> 00:35:46,711 - YOU'RE GETTING MARRIED? - YEAH! 907 00:35:46,811 --> 00:35:52,617 WOW, CONGRATULATIONS. 908 00:35:52,717 --> 00:35:56,087 - THE BRIDE AND GROOM. - THE BRIDE AND GROOM. 909 00:35:56,187 --> 00:35:59,557 AND I WANT YOU TO TIE THAT KNOT. 910 00:35:59,657 --> 00:36:01,559 I THINK THAT EVERYBODY NEEDS SOMEBODY 911 00:36:01,659 --> 00:36:04,562 BUT I WAS KINDA HOPIN' SHE WOULD MARRY SOMEBODY 912 00:36:04,662 --> 00:36:07,131 WHO WAS YOU KNOW... 913 00:36:11,302 --> 00:36:12,170 HOW DID HE ASK YOU? 914 00:36:12,270 --> 00:36:13,137 HOW DID HE PROPOSE? 915 00:36:13,237 --> 00:36:15,106 - DOWN ON BOTH KNEES. - AT HIS AGE? 916 00:36:15,206 --> 00:36:17,575 YOU KNOW WHAT, I'M TALKIN' TO MY SON. 917 00:36:17,675 --> 00:36:18,743 I'M GONNA IGNORE YOU. 918 00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:22,113 BUT MAMA, DO YOU THINK YOU ARE READY FOR MARRIAGE? 919 00:36:22,213 --> 00:36:24,115 - FOR REAL? - READY-- AT MY AGE? 920 00:36:24,215 --> 00:36:25,816 - CAN YOU WEAR WHITE? - NO, I'M NOT WEARIN' WHITE. 921 00:36:28,085 --> 00:36:31,689 CHURCH WOULD BURN DOWN... TO THE GROUND! 922 00:36:31,789 --> 00:36:33,824 I CAN'T WEAR WHITE 'CAUSE LOOK AT ALL OF YOU. 923 00:36:33,925 --> 00:36:34,859 CAN'T WEAR EGGSHELL. 924 00:36:34,959 --> 00:36:36,561 SHE'S MORE ONTO THE YELLOW SIDE, BABY. 925 00:36:39,697 --> 00:36:40,898 DID HE PICK THE RIGHT CUT? 926 00:36:40,998 --> 00:36:41,799 OH, HE PICKED THE RIGHT CUT. 927 00:36:41,899 --> 00:36:42,767 I LIKE IT. 928 00:36:42,867 --> 00:36:43,901 OKAY, 'CAUSE WRONG RING, WRONG MAN. 929 00:36:44,001 --> 00:36:46,404 MAY BE WRONG FOR YOU BUT COULD BE RIGHT FOR ME. 930 00:36:46,504 --> 00:36:48,706 OH! 931 00:36:52,410 --> 00:36:54,679 "OH, YEAH, SO I'M ENGAGED TO DOC. 932 00:36:54,779 --> 00:37:00,518 "YES, IT'S GOING TO BE DOCTOR AND MRS. BRAXTON." 933 00:37:00,618 --> 00:37:04,388 ARE YA'LL GONNA HAVE KIDS? 934 00:37:04,488 --> 00:37:07,291 WHAT? 935 00:37:07,391 --> 00:37:11,128 OH! 936 00:37:11,229 --> 00:37:13,130 TAMAR IS JUST FLOORED. 937 00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:14,265 OKAY? 938 00:37:14,365 --> 00:37:16,667 I DON'T THINK THAT SHE'S KINDA TAKING IT VERY WELL. 939 00:37:16,767 --> 00:37:18,336 I THINK SHE STILL KINDA WANTS MOMMY AND DADDY 940 00:37:18,436 --> 00:37:19,437 TO GET BACK TOGETHER. 941 00:37:19,537 --> 00:37:20,838 SHH-- THAT'S OUR SECRET. 942 00:37:20,938 --> 00:37:22,573 WHATEVER YOU DO, DON'T GIVE THE RING BACK, 943 00:37:22,673 --> 00:37:24,542 DON'T BREAK UP... WAIT TILL YOU'RE MARRIED. 944 00:37:24,642 --> 00:37:26,377 THEN THE RING BECOMES YOURS. 945 00:37:26,477 --> 00:37:28,913 YOU KNOW, I'M REALLY NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER. 946 00:37:29,013 --> 00:37:31,449 I KNOW IT'S A SHOCK FOR MY KIDS 947 00:37:31,549 --> 00:37:33,251 FOR ME TO GET REMARRIED 948 00:37:33,351 --> 00:37:38,222 BUT WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT AND THE MAN IS RIGHT, 949 00:37:38,322 --> 00:37:39,624 LET'S GO FOR IT. 950 00:37:39,724 --> 00:37:43,194 I JUST WANNA ENJOY THE REST OF MY LIFE. 951 00:37:43,294 --> 00:37:45,329 I WANNA DO THINGS, I WANNA GO PLACES, 952 00:37:45,429 --> 00:37:46,397 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 953 00:37:46,497 --> 00:37:47,531 MOMMY, BUT YOU DON'T FLY. 954 00:37:47,632 --> 00:37:49,066 JUST DON'T GET THE RV AND GO TO FLORIDA. 955 00:37:49,166 --> 00:37:50,268 DON'T DO THAT. 956 00:37:50,368 --> 00:37:51,636 YOU'RE TOO CUTE FOR THAT. 957 00:37:51,736 --> 00:37:53,271 STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT KIND OF DOCTOR HE IS. 958 00:37:53,371 --> 00:37:55,973 NOT SURE... HE COULD BE A LOVE DOCTOR, 959 00:37:56,073 --> 00:37:57,408 COULD BE A COMPUTER DOCTOR. 960 00:37:57,508 --> 00:37:59,443 SO ARE YOU GUYS GONNA MOVE IN TOGETHER. 961 00:38:02,313 --> 00:38:04,515 HEY! 962 00:38:04,615 --> 00:38:08,552 I'M NOT THRILLED TO BE THE CENTER OF MY CHILDREN'S JOKES, 963 00:38:08,653 --> 00:38:10,388 HOWEVER, THEY'RE NOT UPSET 964 00:38:10,488 --> 00:38:13,591 THAT DOC IS GOING TO BE A PART OF OUR FAMILY. 965 00:38:13,691 --> 00:38:15,993 - DID YOU KISS HIM? - DID I KISS HIM? 966 00:38:16,093 --> 00:38:17,495 WHEN YOU SAID, "I GUESS." 967 00:38:17,595 --> 00:38:19,463 - GIRL, DID I EVER! - YUCK! 968 00:38:19,563 --> 00:38:21,132 I REALLY DON'T NEED TO BE VISUALIZING 969 00:38:21,232 --> 00:38:25,436 MY MOM AND DOC KISSIN' BEFORE DESSERT. 970 00:38:25,536 --> 00:38:29,140 - LIKE THIS? - I TONGUE KISSED HIM. 971 00:38:29,240 --> 00:38:33,144 DON'T ASK THE QUESTION, IF YOU DON'T WANT THE ANSWER. 972 00:38:33,244 --> 00:38:34,245 AND I'M A DESSERT EATER. 973 00:38:34,345 --> 00:38:35,946 STOMACH IS TURNING. 974 00:38:36,047 --> 00:38:37,348 I WANT NOTHING ELSE. 975 00:38:37,448 --> 00:38:40,017 IT'S TIME TO GO. 976 00:38:40,117 --> 00:38:42,086 I'M GONNA HAVE THE BREAD PUDDING. 977 00:38:51,762 --> 00:38:55,066 - TAMAR, YOU MADE IT. - I DID. 978 00:38:55,166 --> 00:38:56,967 - SO NICE TO MEET YOU, HONEY. - NICE MEETING YOU. 979 00:38:57,068 --> 00:38:59,270 I'M MARCY-- HAVE A SEAT! 980 00:38:59,370 --> 00:39:01,972 WHEN VINCE DOCTOR TOLD ME SHE THOUGHT I HAD PTSD, 981 00:39:02,073 --> 00:39:03,607 LIKE IT REALLY HIT HOME FOR ME. 982 00:39:03,708 --> 00:39:05,710 I ALMOST LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 983 00:39:05,810 --> 00:39:08,412 AND I'VE BEEN SO BUSY DEALING WITH THE DAY-TO-DAY STUFF 984 00:39:08,512 --> 00:39:11,782 THAT I HAVEN'T REALLY DEALT WITH MY FEELINGS ABOUT THAT. 985 00:39:11,882 --> 00:39:14,251 SO TODAY, I'M GOING TO MEET WITH A PSYCHOTHERAPIST 986 00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:16,420 TO TRY AND GET MY HEAD AROUND 987 00:39:16,520 --> 00:39:18,255 LIKE WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME. 988 00:39:18,356 --> 00:39:20,358 HAVE YOU FELT MORE ANXIOUS OR JITTERY 989 00:39:20,458 --> 00:39:21,659 OR QUICK TO STARTLE? 990 00:39:21,759 --> 00:39:24,095 WELL, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN QUICK TO STARTLE. 991 00:39:24,195 --> 00:39:25,363 OKAY, YEAH-YEAH. 992 00:39:25,463 --> 00:39:28,866 BUT INSTEAD OF IT, UM, STARTING OFF AT A ZERO, 993 00:39:28,966 --> 00:39:31,469 I START OFF AT A FIVE AND GO TO FIFTEEN. 994 00:39:31,569 --> 00:39:32,503 YES, OKAY. 995 00:39:32,603 --> 00:39:34,238 THERE'S A FEW DIFFERENT SUBCATEGORIES 996 00:39:34,338 --> 00:39:35,806 OF POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER. 997 00:39:35,906 --> 00:39:38,743 ONE IS WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU RE-EXPERIENCE THE TRAUMA. 998 00:39:38,843 --> 00:39:40,911 THE SECOND CHARACTERISTIC IS WHEN YOU JUST WANT TO AVOID IT. 999 00:39:41,011 --> 00:39:42,813 DING-DING-- THAT'S ME. 1000 00:39:42,913 --> 00:39:43,848 DING-- OKAY. 1001 00:39:43,948 --> 00:39:45,082 I REALLY HAVEN'T HAD TIME TO CONCENTRATE 1002 00:39:45,182 --> 00:39:47,351 ON, YOU KNOW, MY REAL EMOTIONAL FEELINGS. 1003 00:39:47,451 --> 00:39:51,255 I'M SURE UNDERNEATH THIS, IT'S PROBABLY "POW-POW." 1004 00:39:51,355 --> 00:39:54,825 MY BIGGEST FEAR WAS VINCE NOT EVER COMING HOME. 1005 00:39:54,925 --> 00:39:56,861 YOU CAN REALLY ONLY IMAGINE HOW I WAS FEELING, 1006 00:39:56,961 --> 00:40:00,798 LIKE I HAVEN'T-- I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. 1007 00:40:00,898 --> 00:40:01,799 I DIDN'T REALLY WANNA THINK ABOUT 1008 00:40:01,899 --> 00:40:02,967 WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. 1009 00:40:03,067 --> 00:40:05,436 SO, WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING TO TRY TO TAKE CARE 1010 00:40:05,536 --> 00:40:07,471 OF YOURSELF DURING THIS TIME? 1011 00:40:07,571 --> 00:40:09,273 I HAVE NOT DONE ONE THING. 1012 00:40:09,373 --> 00:40:10,274 OKAY. 1013 00:40:10,374 --> 00:40:12,276 OH, MY GOD-- LIKE, SHE'S SO RIGHT! 1014 00:40:12,376 --> 00:40:15,179 USUALLY, SHE IS ALL ABOUT WHAT SHE NEEDS 1015 00:40:15,279 --> 00:40:18,149 BUT I HAVEN'T TAKEN ONE MOMENT FOR MYSELF 1016 00:40:18,249 --> 00:40:19,984 SINCE THIS WHOLE THING BEGAN. 1017 00:40:20,084 --> 00:40:21,986 NO WONDER I'M LOOSIN' MY MIND! 1018 00:40:22,086 --> 00:40:23,387 ONE THING I WOULD ENCOURAGE 1019 00:40:23,487 --> 00:40:26,657 IS TIME JUST FOR YOU, WITH A THERAPIST. 1020 00:40:26,757 --> 00:40:29,026 AND THIS IS ABOUT FEELING YOUR FEELINGS FULLY. 1021 00:40:29,126 --> 00:40:30,795 AND WHAT YOU'VE SHARED WITH ME 1022 00:40:30,895 --> 00:40:33,197 IS THAT YOU HAVEN'T FULLY ACCESSED YOUR FEELINGS YET. 1023 00:40:33,297 --> 00:40:35,566 I JUST FEEL SO BAD TALKIN' ABOUT I NEED TO DO THIS 1024 00:40:35,666 --> 00:40:36,867 FOR ME AND ME-ME-ME-ME-ME! 1025 00:40:36,967 --> 00:40:37,835 OKAY. 1026 00:40:37,935 --> 00:40:39,537 AND IT'S NOT ABOUT ME, I FEEL LIKE. 1027 00:40:39,637 --> 00:40:41,872 I CAN NOT TELL YOU HOW MANY PEOPLE SAY "WELL, 1028 00:40:41,972 --> 00:40:43,941 "IF I REALLY ATTEND TO MYSELF, THAT'S SELFISH." 1029 00:40:44,041 --> 00:40:46,377 OR, "IT'S WEAK IF I FEEL THESE FEELINGS." 1030 00:40:46,477 --> 00:40:48,946 THAT IS ABSOLUTELY AN ILLUSION. 1031 00:40:49,046 --> 00:40:51,115 THE MOST IMPORTANT COMMITMENT YOU CAN MAKE 1032 00:40:51,215 --> 00:40:54,618 TO ANYONE YOU LOVE IS TO BE COMMITTED TO YOURSELF FIRST. 1033 00:40:54,718 --> 00:40:56,887 NOT FROM A PLACE OF ENTITLEMENT, 1034 00:40:56,987 --> 00:40:58,956 BUT FROM A PLACE OF HONORING OURSELVES 1035 00:40:59,056 --> 00:41:01,525 AND STAYING CONNECTED AND GROUNDED IN WHO WE ARE, 1036 00:41:01,625 --> 00:41:03,461 SO THAT WE HAVE MORE LOVE TO SHARE 1037 00:41:03,561 --> 00:41:04,762 AND WE HAVE MORE LOVE TO GIVE. 1038 00:41:04,862 --> 00:41:07,364 - WOW, THAT'S DEEP. - YEAH. 1039 00:41:07,465 --> 00:41:09,200 MY FAMILY IS ALWAYS ON MY CASE 1040 00:41:09,300 --> 00:41:11,268 THAT I THINK ABOUT MYSELF TOO MUCH. 1041 00:41:11,368 --> 00:41:13,237 BUT NOW, I'VE GOT MEDICAL ORDERS 1042 00:41:13,337 --> 00:41:16,040 THAT I NEED TO FOCUS ON MYSELF. 1043 00:41:16,140 --> 00:41:19,643 I THINK THIS MIGHT BE MY FAVORITE DOCTORS VISIT EVER! 1044 00:41:19,743 --> 00:41:22,313 LET'S TALK ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE-HAVE ALREADY EXPERIENCED. 1045 00:41:22,413 --> 00:41:25,349 WHAT HAVE BEEN SOME OF THE TAKEAWAYS FROM THE FACT 1046 00:41:25,449 --> 00:41:28,185 THAT THIS HAS HAPPENED THAT HAVE BEEN POSITIVE? 1047 00:41:28,285 --> 00:41:30,120 I THINK THE NUMBER ONE THING IS 1048 00:41:30,221 --> 00:41:33,090 I STOPPED BEING SO SELF-ABSORBED. 1049 00:41:33,190 --> 00:41:34,959 'CAUSE AT FIRST, I WAS LIKE, "OKAY, 1050 00:41:35,059 --> 00:41:37,394 "WE'RE NOT HAVING ANY KIDS UNTIL MY CAREER POPS OFF." 1051 00:41:37,495 --> 00:41:40,464 AND, NOW, IT'S LIKE WE NEED TO KIND OF 1052 00:41:40,564 --> 00:41:43,167 THINK ABOUT THAT CHAPTER BECAUSE WE NEVER KNOW. 1053 00:41:43,267 --> 00:41:45,236 OKAY, THAT'S PRETTY BIG. 1054 00:41:45,336 --> 00:41:47,404 LIFE GIVES US WAKE-UP CALLS. 1055 00:41:47,505 --> 00:41:49,139 - AND I HAD A HUGE ONE. - YOU HAD A HUGE ONE. 1056 00:41:49,240 --> 00:41:50,207 YOU'RE A DIFFERENT YOU 1057 00:41:50,307 --> 00:41:51,542 THAN YOU WERE THREE MONTHS AGO, AREN'T YOU? 1058 00:41:51,642 --> 00:41:52,843 - DEFINITELY. - YES. 1059 00:41:52,943 --> 00:41:54,211 I'M SO GLAD I CAME TODAY. 1060 00:41:54,311 --> 00:41:56,547 I GOT SO MUCH MORE OUT OF THIS 1061 00:41:56,647 --> 00:41:57,882 THAN WHAT I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD. 1062 00:41:57,982 --> 00:41:59,116 THANK YOU. 1063 00:41:59,216 --> 00:42:00,217 THANK YOU FOR BEING SO OPEN. 1064 00:42:00,317 --> 00:42:01,919 HAVING SUCH AN OPEN HEART. 78809

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