All language subtitles for The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City – S6E11

Previously on The Real Housewives of
Salt Lake City.

My mom's moved in with me. Gwen and
Gwen's boyfriend is here.

I'm like running like a youth hospital
and an elderly hospital.

My mom just had a big surgery in
December.

There's only a certain percentage of
recovery here.

Make peace with that relationship.

What I witnessed on the plane, Meredith
started going for Brittany. And Lisa was

in her ear just pouring fuel on the
fire. This thing spun into something

not. I vented to a friend. I didn't even
say. It's not spun into something. Was

it Meredith? I was there.

It might take all of us saying that's
not what happened.

Hello. Hi. Oh, God.

You ready for lunch? Me too.

I'm getting here.

Bye, fly.

Mary's church service was beautiful.

It's so nice, so beautiful.

When we first got to the church, I felt
like everyone's energy was off.

Well, it was like that when we walked
up. Yeah, it's weird. I mean, they were

like, why are you here, basically?

They come in, they're all smiles,
nothing's happened, nothing's gone

Them showing up so fake like nothing
happened, that makes me even more

uncomfortable.

I know. What do you think is going to
happen at lunch now? I think that

going to spin it and make it someone
else's fault.

It's going to be all of our fault.

Hi, guys.

Hey. Thank you.

Mary.

Welcome, darling.

Congratulations. This is so elegant.

Your outfit is so beautiful. Oh, my God.
Thank you.

After the plane ride, everyone is not
forgiving.

Everyone is not healed.

So, Lord, help us all.

Everyone in your church is so welcoming.

Like, I feel like that's what our church
is built on, is love.

Hi. Broadway.

Oh, Mary, thank you.

Oh, yeah. I ran right to you. Sorry.
Don't hurry on. Of course it is. Of

it is. Thank you. Cheers.

What a beautiful service. It was
unbelievable. Thank you, Mary.

Hello, gentlemen.

Hello. Hello. Hi, guys. Hello.

You were in your element.

Hi.

Welcome.

Hi. First lady of St.

Pentecostal. It was so beautiful and
wonderful.

Thank you for coming. I love the baby.

This one might not be okay. Oh, he's
moving.

He's a snooze fast. We'll give that one
to Meredith.

Oh, hello.

Hey, guys. You guys look so good.
Everybody looks fabulous.

Hello. Oh,

your guests are here.

Hello. How are you, Mary? That was
amazing. Thank you.

Your guests are here.

What is wrong with you? I felt your
whole heart. I loved it. Oh, thank you.

sweet.

I have a highway.

Okay. And there's data fish, Lisa.

Wait, where?

They're over there.

Oh. There you go.

Oh, my gosh. Are you kidding?

Do I get to go home with the fish?

A goody bag is usually a gift for me,
not a responsibility for me. I mean, the

more the merrier. I'm an empty nest,
which doesn't mean I can't care for a

These fish, they kill each other, so you
have to separate them. They're fighting

fish, just like my friends.

Should we get seated?

So this is the Dom Perignon

2006. Yes, it is. Oh, my goodness.
Should we do a cheer? Should I be

the tears of the deceased that made it
happen?

Not the tears of the deceased.

You guys are drinking down there. You're
on 2003.

In 2003, it was a heat wave. 5 ,600
people died, and it made the best grapes

all time.

Oh, thank you so much.

So I invited you all because this was an
important day, and I felt

like I needed a group around me of...

I feel like real friendship. If you
notice, the one's not here, which is

Brittany. And I did let her know why she
wasn't invited.

I just want you to know that I'm having
my event today, and I did not invite

you because you told me that I was the
most ungodly person that you've ever

Okay. You are the least Christ -like
person I have ever met in my entire

I meant it. I thought in the moment
because I felt like you were super mean

God wouldn't be mean to people. But it
was a really terrible thing to say. And

I'm sorry.

I appreciate that.

She did apologize, which shocked me. And
she meant it.

She meant it. And I just about hit the
floor. I looked at my dog and I was

should I invite her? Do you think that I
should invite her?

I'm like, give me a paw if I should just
change my mind and invite her.

No. But he didn't give me a possible.
She's not here.

Okay.

And I feel like if he can apologize,

we should be able to come together

and understand each other, understand
why we're hurt, understand, you know,

really happened or what didn't happen,
and just apologize.

And say, you know what?

I'm sorry if that offended you or I'm
sorry. Oh, my gosh. That's a magical

sentence. Are you listening, Lisa? Are
you listening to what Mary's saying? Are

you listening to what Mary's saying?

Is this a fight?

I talked to Lisa about it, but there was
no I'm sorry said. And you didn't say

I'm sorry to me. And I was trying to
tell you I was deeply offended.

What was you hurt about?

Well, I was hurt that like this really
great, amazing trip ended up in Brittany

being like corralled off a plane.

By us sobbing.

She can't even stand Brittany.

And she can't stand Brittany. And they
were caressing her and helping her. It

was a very intense, horrible situation.

And, like, you both are like, nothing
happened.

She's crazy. And, like, you're crazy. I
didn't say nothing happened.

I did nothing to Brittany. I don't agree
with what she said. And I'm not going

to be held responsible for what she
said. I'm paraphrasing. We never

what even happened.

Okay, tell me what happened that
warranted our trip ending with one of

friends, like, never wanting to be in
the same room as you or you again. She

holds both of you equally accountable.
Well, that's weird. I was reacting to

very malicious actions, and the reaction
was not right time, not right place. I

mean, girl, it was much more than wrong
place, wrong time.

I'm Meredith's friend, and I feel like
Meredith was beyond upset.

I was upset on the plane, venting to my
friend, crying. Yeah, she was crying.

Well, because what we all witnessed was
different. It was like you were taunting

Brittany and calling her name. She
didn't try to. It was all, like, to me.

was in earshot so that Brittany could
hear it. It was all to me.

Everything she said was to me. She had
over -the -ear headphones and a movie or

something on. And she could still hear
you.

Meredith was absolutely diabolical on
the airplane.

There would be brief moments of peace.

And then it would slowly pick up again,
and it would kind of crescendo.

She has ranges of emotion and tone and
volume. We were in the disgusting and

vile range for a solid two hours.

You are vile! You utterly disgust me!

The fact that these girls exacerbated
this into something that it wasn't is

of bullshit.

I vented on a plane to a friend for...

maybe 30 minutes, and suddenly I'm the
bad guy?

We were there, we heard it, and we were
present. And if all of us are saying

what we heard and it's all lining up
against what she said that she actually

did, then here we are.

Brittany's hair was wet. We took care of
Brittany after the fight because she

was hyperventilating, sobbing because
she was terrorized for five hours. Oh,

gosh. Okay, well, I slept and watched
two movies, so it was not five hours.

again. What movies did you watch?

I watched Crazy Rich Asians because we
had the same thing. Yeah, Crazy Rich

Asians and one other movie I don't
recall the name of.

Then what happened at the end of Crazy
Rich Asians?

What? Are we really doing this? I don't
remember. You think I remember?

Well, I usually remember movies I watch.
Do you? Crazy Rich Asians has a big

ending. It's a big moment. You'll
remember. Think of it. I honestly don't

remember. Did you watch it? I did.

How does it end? How does it end?

He goes on the plane and he, like, stops
everyone

and, like, is like, I want to marry you.
I was going to do it by a pond or

something. And then that didn't happen.
And then they have, like, a big party

for them.

Is it good?

And were there synchronized swimmers?

No. I obviously fell asleep before the
end because I didn't see that part.

Were you sleep talking?

No, I was not. Because I was awake the
entire flight and I could hear you the

entire flight.

Well, that's impossible.

I heard you yelling back there.

Five rows in front of you and I heard
you yelling. It's not true.

She was sobbing because of what you were
saying about her. You were screaming,

screaming horrific things. I was not
screaming.

And we all saw the same thing, Meredith.

You lost it.

I think Meredith has the right to, like,
lose her... Sometimes, I think, not to

be friends. No, you know what? Sometimes
with friends, and you can't hold your

emotions in. Okay, so it's unforgivable
from Heather.

Move on, move on. Everybody requires an
apology.

Do you feel bad that Brittany is upset?

I already told her I feel bad that she's
upset. You don't feel bad that

Brittany's upset. I already told you. I
feel badly that I hurt Brittany's

feelings. Unfortunately, Brittany does
not feel badly at all that she hurt my

feelings.

So, there's nowhere to go, and at the
end of the day, she doesn't like me, and

don't like her. We don't need to be
friends. Everyone can move on. Feeling

is different from sorry. Are you sorry
you hurt her feelings?

I'm sorry that she heard me venting and
it hurt her. Yes, I am. Okay. But I'm

entitled to my feelings. You are. You
are. Yeah, but Meredith, you lost the

right to cry when you guys harassed her
on the plane.

I lost the right to my feelings.

You lost the privilege to speak about
it.

Okay, well, then that's great. Look at
me. So stop talking to me then.

A little more.

A little more.

Thank you.

You told me I lost my privilege to
speak. Okay, so hang me on the four

said because I'll explain why I said
those words.

I said them because I felt like we got
on the plane having your back.

And whatever happened on the plane
swapped that right on its head. And it

to you and Lisa looking like bullies.

You were mad. You were telling us all to
take notes. And you left the plane and

you left the plane.

And you guys did not seem upset at all.
Brittany, however, had to be like

physically carried through customs by
us. So for me to say you lost your

privilege to hang your hat on the
victim, you did.

Because whatever happened on the plane.

Tipped the scales, and you're in the
wrong.

Whatever happened on the plane, tipped
the scales, and you're in the wrong.

I lost my privilege to speak, so I won't
speak. That's fine.

For Heather not to give me benefit of
the doubt and a little bit of grace is

actually shocking.

She should just be a human being and not
a judgmental bitch.

It is okay for you to be upset. Thank
you.

So, Lisa, had I treated you like that on
the plane, would you have thought that

was okay? I think she felt like, holy,
that was a...

Nightmare, and I don't know how I'm
going to navigate my way out of this. I

not feel that at all. Why didn't you go
through customs with that?

I actually have global entry and should
have used it.

Wait, you have global entry? I didn't
realize that.

I was like, it's not on my app or
anything, so I didn't realize it. It

my ticket. I don't know why.

I like this lie because it's so obvious
that she's lying. You don't add global

entry to your ticket. Global entry is
something that you have.

You're identified as this person. It's
not like TSA pre -check on your ticket.

It's not something that you forget to
add.

It's something that you don't have,
Lisa.

Like, why didn't you use it? You did not
use it to stay back with Brittany. I

didn't realize until I was in the line.
But then you stayed in the line by

yourself for five hours and didn't use
it?

Don't worry about it.

Why didn't you stay by Brittany, though?

I needed space. I had my AirPods in, and
I was listening to Kendrick Lamar. Not

Kendrick. The way I was telling you, I
do love Kendrick.

I'm a Kendrick girl. Lisa, we were all
there. I can't imagine having to sit

to Meredith in that moment of rage.

I'm not attacking you.

I don't think you are. I'm really not. I
love you. I care about you.

And, you know, you were hurt.

And I know that.

I didn't have a lot of support at that
point.

Meredith, we love you.

We support you.

I supported you in that moment.

I did not like what Brittany did to you,
and I think everyone would agree.

Meredith, I mean, you basically said to
me, if I pick Brittany and side with

Brittany when you're hurting, we're
done. I don't want to feel like that

you. I didn't say we're done.

I said it was noted.

But that's exactly what Brittany said to
you. Like, if you're going to side with

Meredith... I didn't threaten you.

I just said I'm aware of that. Okay, I
see it. You're going to side with

Brittany. It's noted.

That's not what was said to Lisa. Lisa
was threatened.

She said, I'm going to come for you if
you don't agree with me. No, she said,

I'm going to have a problem with you if
you don't agree with me. But you did

say... That's not how Brittany speaks,
first of all. One thing you did say in a

very classy way was like... In a classy
way? No, no, no. She basically said it's

you or Brittany.

To her, you did say that. I did not say
that.

Thank you. Okay, thank you. Yeah. I did
not say that.

Did it ever occur to you that maybe some
of the things your friends are saying

did come out of your mouth because you
were emotional and that's okay? I know

what I said. Well, why does Mary,
Heather, and Whitney have the same story

then you have a different story? The
only thing they're saying is that I

Whitney for the TikTok. Why don't we
stop playing the game of Clue and just

hey, they didn't like your behavior.

They didn't like that you were upset.
That's the bottom line. It is. But you

not stop.

You didn't. And I don't know that you
don't remember. The fact that you don't

remember concerns me. It really does.

I do remember.

Yeah. I do remember. I got on the plane.
I vented to Lisa for a little bit. I

put on a movie. I fell asleep. I woke
up. No, I was venting to a friend. I

know if you remember everything, though.
I really don't.

I'm not going to go back and forth on
all this. I remember everything.

But they remember what you're saying
behind my back. So let's not go there,

Whitney.

She's not saying anything behind your
back.

I have not said anything behind your
back except for voicing my concern about

the situation.

I guess I have misinformation, perhaps.
You know, there's one person that I

talked to who said something to
Meredith.

Uh -oh.

I'll tell you.

If Meredith doesn't want to, I will.

You and I had lunch, and I talked to
Meredith, and I said, what happened on

plane?

She told me her side, and I said, well,
it's being told to me that they saw you

drinking in the club before you got on
the plane.

Did you see her drinking at the airport
or on the plane?

Yeah, in the airport lounge.

Drinking on the plane, and it's being
said that maybe you don't remember what

you said, what you did. She told me she
watched a movie, she went to sleep. Do

you not remember?

Do you black out?

I do not have a substance abuse problem.
I haven't even said that. And, Bronwyn?

What were the implications that you
walked away from the conversation? You

drinking heavily and you didn't
remember.

Do you want to know how I felt? I'll
tell you.

I think it could be of three things,
okay?

So either you have hatred in your heart.

You have an anger problem.

I don't have an anger problem. Or you
have a problem mixing substances.

Do you think it's fair that based on
what I witnessed, I would assume those

three things. No, because what you're
saying you witnessed, I don't believe,

you're a known liar.

Look, I think it sounds like you were
wrong on the plane.

I've tried to be supportive of you. I've
tried to ask a lot of questions, and I

tried to have your back because I
thought that was a step too far. And I

appreciate that.

But then you outed it at this table.

No, I gave her a chance to tell me
herself, and she didn't.

I never said a word.

I never said what it was, and I never
said who said it.

Now I've damaged my relationship with
Whitney trying to help you. You do

you were wrong, right?

I mean, you feel like you were wrong. I
was reacting to her behavior.

What more is it you want from me? I
don't know what I'm going to do with

Brittany. So that's all I can say for
now. You don't have to have the answer,

you know? Yeah.

I'm not my coordination.

You get it. That's it. Yeah, yeah.

Pull it.

Pull it like your life depends on it. If
you can talk, that means you're not

working out hard enough. I don't agree
with that.

You're skiing.

You're going down a mountain.

The snow is hitting you in the face.
There you go.

You're just belching out the sun.

Okay. Okay.

On the top shelf there is like a pink,
what is that called?

A whisk. A whisk, yeah, thank you.

I was emailing this morning with my
attorney about my citizenship.

Oh, what's happening with that?

Surprise! I am not actually an American
citizen.

I was born in Brazil, and my parents are
from the UK, so I had dual citizenship

in both.

And a few years ago, I decided I wanted
to become a U .S. citizen and get to

vote, and honestly, I might be the only
person in America excited about jury

duty. I have an outfit in mind. I'm very
ready to do my duty.

My siblings were all born here. They all
got their U .S. passports

automatically. And then we had an oops.

You can't call me an oops to my face.

Hi. What do you think of the office?

You guys haven't seen it yet, have you?

Brand new office.

I know. I've been working hard on it.
When did you get all this stuff? Where

it from?

I ordered it all from Wayfair, all from
the same place.

Sit in the chairs. They swivel.

I can hardly recognize my life right
now.

I lived in this small home for 20 years,
raised my kids there.

Yeah, do a passe.

Oh, hit it.

Now I have this huge house.

With my own office, with a pool, and
three daughters going to college. So I

be here and I can be watching my bird.

Wait, are you using bird glasses right
now?

Well, they're not bird glasses. They're
called binoculars.

And it's totally rewarding and
fulfilling in a way that I never

imagined. But I also noticed that the
binoculars work on the pool boys.

Oh! There's something about manual labor
that just... It's fascinating.

You are fascinated by this.

Didn't pool boys be in swimsuits? Like
overage for a pool boy. Oh, yeah.

Well, he's a pool man.

Hey, Mayor.

Hi. Oh, you have it all ready for me. I
love this.

I have had the craziest work day. Is
there someone that can do my nail while

here, too?

I broke one yesterday, and it's driving
me nuts.

I am so busy with work and slam and all
this nonsense with everyone from the

lunch. I literally am like, what was
that? I know. Weird.

I was the most surprised by Heather.

Mm -hmm. I don't expect her to take my
side, but I expect it a little bit.

Support as a friend. I felt like she was
leading the charge against me. She had

the biggest problem. Me and you, yeah.
She was a judge and jury. That was

but quite frankly, not as big of an
issue to me as Whitney.

Why is she sitting there trying to judge
my mental health and my

drinking? These are damaging false
rumors to spread about somebody. When

Whitney get a degree in psych?

Is she a psychologist now? For a woman
who's on every journey under the sun

killing to religion to whatever, I think
she could focus on herself.

Like, why is she focusing on me?

How do you plan to move forward with
Whitney?

I don't.

It seems to me like they're trying to
exacerbate the situation with Brittany.

had a conversation with Brittany. I met
up with Brittany.

Oh, how did that go?

She... emotionally feels like she
experienced a lot so

we really haven't talked since the trip
what i've been hearing which is that you

don't feel like you contributed i don't

I feel like you were absolutely as
complicit as the person accosting me.

think your recollection of what happened
on the flight is inaccurate.

How? I feel like I was helping you out,
whether you want to believe it or not.

It was literally like the sixth worst
thing that has ever happened to me in my

entire life.

Is there anything that you can actually
say?

I'm sorry, Brittany, for not dot, dot,
dot. But I did apologize to you.

I feel badly that you didn't feel like I
was supporting you when I felt like I

was.

I feel like we're in a good space.

We're never going to agree on what
happened on the plane. That's never

happen. But I do feel bad that our
feelings were hurt. Here's the thing,

As far as it goes with Brittany, I'm
sorry for her.

Yeah. I feel sorry for her as a human
being, period.

And that's why I'm just going to be the
bigger person and move on. Has she been

horrible to me? Yes. Yes.

But do I feel sorry for Brittany that
she can't hold a relationship?

She's, you know, struggles
professionally.

One hundred percent. It's kind of like
just a sad specimen.

She was asking me how you feel. And I
said, I think you should talk to

Thank you. I'm happy to talk to
Brittany.

Call Heather Gay.

What's up, babe? I'm on my way.

Do you have a truck?

It's so big, so I need you to come out
in your driveway and help guide me in,

okay?

Pull straight.

Towards you?

Yeah, pull straight.

I can back up, too.

No, we're clear. Just go fast.

Why fast? Keep going. Fast, fast, fast.

Faster, faster.

Wait, don't hit the mailbox. Stop.

Back it up. And then perfect.

Stop.

Stop. Are we going to the funeral?

Yeah, the funeral of the mattress.

I did not want to keep my marital
mattress for 20 years because of some

sentimental feeling.

I was just frozen in time.

And it's starting to rain, which I think
is appropriate.

Tears from heaven. It's cleansing.

Look, this is not a mattress tossing.
This is a funeral. Let's do this. Okay.

It's a funeral for the life that is now
gone forever.

I think I just broke the box springs
with my heels.

You're aerating the box spring. It's
going to pierce. I've got to get the

off. Give me some balance.

Oh, my gosh. Don't look at me.

Let's turn it around so that the stained
sides are not on the camera.

Okay. Turn it this way.

Look away.

More than a few men on here. And a few
chickens. Okay, rest assured, these are

not sex stains, okay?

We got momentum!

Not one sperm was spilt on the mattress.

Go way low, Whitney.

Whoa! God does not like waste, and I was
a good Mormon.

This mattress went from our very first
apartment in Huntington Beach to our

first house for 20 years, and then to
this house.

This wrote two books.

This bore three babies.

This lived 14 years of marriage.

Yeah, I saw it. And now it's time.

Time. For something new. I'm sure
there's a metaphor somewhere in there,

like, I'm keeping my expectations low.

Do you have the address?

Yes, I do, on my phone. It's a mattress
recycling place. I just want a bed to

sleep on that isn't stained with 20
years of broken dreams.

So, vultures.

I'm her scapegoat. I've realized this.
Like, she always has had... It has to

have someone to be mad at and to point
the blame, but I genuinely am concerned

for her.

I'm worried that she really did black
out. I've told you many times in

like, it reminds me of what my dad was
like.

It's got to be so triggering.

It is.

When someone blacks out, from my
experience, it's usually a mix of

drugs, or a bad combination of
prescriptions that you shouldn't have.

So by Meredith not taking
accountability.

That's another trigger for me of dealing
with addicts in my life. Like, my

father for years never had a problem.

And it just sucks because I was fully
planning on talking to Meredith and

telling her my concerns for her as her
friend. I would have never, ever told

Bronwyn what I experienced on the plane
had I known that little coward would run

straight to her like a venomous, hungry
snake.

I like your outfit. I like her. I feel
pretty.

Thanks.

Perfect.

I'm still recovering from what happened
to me on the plane ride. I'm still very

raw. But it did give me clarity on what
I need to focus on right now. And that

is reconnecting with Olivia.

Brittany? Hi.

Welcome to Purple Sky. I'm Ashley. We
need some professional help.

Why don't you share with me kind of what
brings the two of you here today?

Do you want to go ahead? Do you want me
to go or do you want to go?

I mean, I don't even know where to
begin. That's the problem.

Things were good until she divorced my
dad.

Okay. And that's fine. That had its own
hardships.

But she did get married fairly quickly.

He was kind of her whole world.

We weren't her priority. We weren't even
close to being her priority. When she

married her second husband, she honestly
became more of a mom to my new

step -siblings than to me and my sister
because she wanted her husband to

appreciate her more, love her more.

And I moved out of my mom's house to
live with my dad. We didn't talk for a

while.

From my perspective, it was seven years
of her neglecting her children.

She put all of her time and attention
into her new stepkids.

Like, she would celebrate their wins,
but then not ours, and just kind of

left my sister and I.

I feel like we have a connection.

And so even though, like, you haven't
done and made the best decisions,

I still find myself wanting a
relationship with you.

Yeah. But my brain's telling me that I'm
going to get hurt more than I'm going

to get any love out of it.

I wish there was some way to tell her
that I've learned, that I've grown.

And maybe that's why I want to
understand why I did that, because I

like I would ever do that again. I would
never, ever, ever allow myself to be

put in the cage where I can't be a mom
to my kids.

Well, I mean, I think what the two of
you are describing, right, is like a

really good representation of trauma.

That's what it is, right? It's this
realization of even if it's different

time, it feels the same even if it's
not.

Yeah. So if you could tell me, like,
what is the number one goal for you in

coming and working on your relationship,
what would it be?

I don't want anything.

For me, I just want you to have what you
need for you to move on.

But that's not how family therapy works.

Like, you get things too.

Like you're just deserving as her to
like move on and heal from what happened

your relationship.

I just don't feel like I am.

I don't feel like I'm worthy of
anything.

For some reason, I feel the same way.
What? Like I feel like I lived

so many years thinking that I wasn't
lovable. And I feel like I often

with that. And so like letting people
get close is hard. And I just feel like.

The second they get to know me, they're
just going to leave again.

That's heartbreaking because she has so
much to give, and if I had only made

different choices, my kids wouldn't have
any of this trauma.

I really appreciate taking
accountability that way.

Obviously the goal is to rebuild the
relationship together, but I'm curious,

you think you have forgiven yourself?

No, I haven't at all.

I can't yet.

I can't even, like, begin to describe,
like, the remorse and the self -loathing

I feel.

What's it like for you to hear your mom
say that, like, she doesn't forgive

herself?

Weirdly enough, it feels kind of, like,
reassuring to hear that she does

realize that what she did was wrong.
Because I feel like you're...

My response to a lot of things is to
shove it under the rug and act like

everything's perfect and we're a perfect
family and we have a perfect

relationship. To hear her take
accountability actually makes me feel

I just appreciate you wanting to give me
a chance.

It means the world to me.

Okay, do you get it now?

Bonsai, buy me?

I was trying to explain it to you, and I
knew you were not understanding it. You

said you smelled it, but I didn't get
it. Like, buy.

Hi. Hi, welcome in. How are you?

I'm Bronwyn. Hi. This is my mom, Margie,
and my daughter, Gwen. Hi, guys.

Welcome in.

This first part's a little tricky.

You've got to find the tree that really
calls to you.

Bonsai's all about the beauty that you
see in the tree.

And once you've found your special
treat, we'll meet you back at your table

we'll make a really big mess. Okay,
okay.

Are we all making a plant for your room?
One for my chameleon and one for me.

First step, with your chopsticks, open
up the root base. How loose does it need

to be? Hers feels pretty loose.

I'm not a very zen person.

Should we have a conversation with her?

You're done. But with everything that's
going on with my parents and then Todd,

and after Mary's lunch.

I need some zen in my life.

I probably shouldn't have worn Valentino
to sit here and do it.

So I'm hoping that these bonsai trees
are little miracle workers.

How many chameleons do you think it
could handle? She's talking about

her chameleon now.

No, I don't want to breed him. He's been
looking for a mate.

He has been. How do you know he's
looking for a mate? Sticks his penis out

walks around.

So I'm thinking I'm going to post
something somewhere of being like, Are

any female chameleons in the area? And
set him, like, a little date.

So he can just get it out of his system.

I think you should do that. I think I
should. But it's not here. Okay, so

is it?

Portland.

What are you going to do in Portland?

I don't know. I just think it's a cool
place.

Like, you told me you didn't want to go
to BYU and you wish you could have gone

to New York and done the things you
wanted to do and, like, have a new

experience. Yeah.

So, like, I have to have a new
experience. I have to figure it out for

too. You can't just stay in the same
spot.

Wise woman.

I really have never been alone.

I literally went from my parents' house
to a very short stint at college and

then Gwen.

I think it's long past time that I was
an adult by myself.

But Gwen's just more excited about
spreading her wings in that way than I

Muddy, you're staying with me forever.

No, I'm not ready to peace out on you
guys because I need...

I need some time, but I need to find my
own space.

Is it Todd? Did Todd upset you? Because
I can get rid of him.

I want to see that. I think Todd's going
to get rid of you.

By all means, don't tempt me with a good
time, okay?

Honestly, I know you're laughing, but
it's really uncool that the two of you

have planned this at the same time to do
this. He can come visit me. Dessert me.

I brought you here to make bonsai trees.

Why does that hurt your feelings? No one
says that they hate you. They're just

saying that you have to, like,
experience new things.

Okay. You're not wrong. It's just hard.

And I don't want to leave you. She
thinks all the best days of her life are

still ahead of her, and these were the
best days of my life was her being with

me.

It's not that I don't want you guys. I
want you to be comfortable, and I want

her to go do all the things she wants to
do and try all the things she wants to

do.

But I do feel like I'm being left
behind.

I have really put so much into showing
up for my mom when she was sick, showing

up for her when she needed help with my
dad.

And I feel like we've just gotten to a
good place and I kind of settled into a

routine and we can be giggly.

How many times are people going to
accuse Todd of cheating on me before I

need somebody to tell me what's going on
here?

It's like Lucille Ball. You've got some
splating to do.

Do you want to try blowing out your
candle?

Oh, Muzzy did it for you.

Muzzy's such a sneak. She did it for
you, huh?

We're having these nice moments.

I just kind of feel like the progress
that we've just made, it's like slipping

through my fingers if she moves out.

When you were coming back and forth from
San Francisco to Utah on the weekend, I

knew that someday you'd be moving.

And it was hard.

You know it was hard, so don't do it to
me. You know what I mean?

Yeah. Oh, my gosh.

I'm just working on my bonsai. I know,
you're on it.

They're playing. We're done.

I feel like I'm going to Tonya Harding
both of you. I'm going to break both of

you's legs. And then when the two of you
are like, oh, we can't take care of

ourselves. We have to stay here. I'll be
like, shocking news.

Muzzy wants to bring her secret
boyfriend over. I swear to God, if that

problem, I would be so happy. Muzzy
already told me about it.

Boyfriend, I have a husband. What do you
mean?

I would so support this for Muzzy.

Muzzy, do it.

No, thank you.

Hi, Brittany.

Hi.

Meredith reached out to me and asked me
to meet up with her. I want to hear if

she's willing to own any of what
happened. If she's willing to give me

of apology, I'm more than willing to own
my part of it.

Thank you for coming here today. Yeah,
it's really pretty.

I wanted you to come today because I
wanted to talk to you face to face.

I want to tell you that I am sorry that
you heard me talking to Lisa on the

plane.

And that it was definitely the wrong
place, the wrong time.

And I feel terribly that I hurt your
feelings.

I don't want to do that.

So I'm sorry for that.

You know, I try to treat people with
kindness and respect.

And I don't feel like it's been an easy
path for us. You

know, I think it's been a little bit
difficult. And so I'm hopeful that we

move forward and, you know, at a bare
minimum, treat each other with kindness

and respect.

Yeah.

Thank you. Thank you for that apology.
That means a lot.

I still feel hurt and traumatized, but
I've been thinking a lot about

forgiveness lately. I've been asking for
forgiveness in my own life. So I'm

choosing for myself to forgive Meredith
for what she did.

I mean, I'm not aware of the intricacies
and the nuances of your relationship.

And I think it was really, it was a
shady thing to do, to

bring it up to TikTok.

And I realized that it was a trigger for
you.

And I'm sorry. To be clear, the real
trigger was that you came in under the

premise that you were trying to help me
when you were trying to hurt me.

Yeah, you're right.

So I appreciate you being honest about
that. That actually means a lot. I

expect that.

You're welcome.

I apologize that her feelings were hurt.

She apologized for intentionally hurting
me with the TikTok, so I'll take that

and move on in peace.

It's hard to have such contention
because everyone's been really torn this

week, and it's been a big deal, and I
don't want it to be a thing anymore.

I completely agree.

I don't know if we'll ever get there,
but I think this...

Civility. Right. Let's start the bar
now.

Civility is a good way to start.

Baby steps.

Baby steps. Baby steps. Yeah.

Next time on The Real Housewives of Salt
Lake City.

You think I can drive enough? You don't
drive that well when you're not enough.

I don't want to ever do business with my
husband again.

Bye.

You're a liar.

Alcoholic.

Pill popper.

Can I get more alcohol?

That's a shame that comes to this.

I brought everybody a gift. Multi -drug
urine test cup.