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You think I'm here to fucking greet you?
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No,
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I'm here to use you.
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Go down.
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I said hi I said hi
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Because I deserve it. No.
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I don't give a fuck what you deserve or
what you don't deserve.
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You don't matter to me anymore.
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You're such a hardened, ruined fucking
whore.
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I've given up on treating you.
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Do you know why I'm treating you like
this?
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For my amusement.
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That's all that you're good for anymore.
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To be my abused.
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Little fuck toy.
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Go down.
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You want this cup?
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Yes.
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Where do you want this cup?
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In my mouth.
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Put it in your mouth.
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Do you like your cock?
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Do you like your cock?
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I was
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thinking
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about fucking you.
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But I'm not going to.
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Do you know why?
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Because you don't want to.
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That's right, well I just said that you
stupid bitch.
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Why do you think I don't want to?
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Are you abusive?
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Did I say stop a second?
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Can you do two things at once?
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You're very incapable of two things at
once, I believe.
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Uh oh. Well you're going to have to try.
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Okay, now answer my questions while you
keep sucking.
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What was the question again?
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What was the question again?
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The question...
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You're terrible at listening, aren't
you?
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Okay.
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Okay.
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The question was, why do you think I'm
not going to fuck you?
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Because somebody else will.
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Well, maybe.
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But it's too much work, and I think you
enjoy it.
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I think you enjoy getting your asshole
fucking shredded apart. That's what I
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think. Don't you?
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Well,
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you're not going to fuck me.
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Take these off.
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Yes sir.
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Excuse me.
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Is that how you fold clothes?
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No. Go get those.
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Do you like
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being treated like this?
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I like treating you like this, so try
again.
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Do you like being treated like this?
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Okay, shut up and open.
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You got your time.
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Go ahead, clean my fucking ass.
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Maybe you can get a good piece of
fucking toilet paper.
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Go ahead.
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Get in there.
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Go ahead. Dig for gold.
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Mix it up and down with the dog.
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All the way from the bottom to the top.
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Not my balls, it's my ass you stupid
dick.
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You know what?
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I'm bored.
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You're boring.
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I'm gonna go fuck one of the other
patients now.
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First I'll give you a little meal, but
you're probably hungry, hm?
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We haven't fed you very much, have we?
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Sit down on your fucking ass.
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It's your fucking meal.
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Thank you, doctor.
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How does that feel?
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I can't see anything.
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Oh.
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It burns.
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Oh, it burns.
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Oh, you poor baby.
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You know what?
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I feel sorry for you.
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I don't believe you.
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Oh, I'm going to let you get the cum out
of your ass. It burns.
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It burns, little baby.
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You know what?
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I'm going to ask Nurse Holt to come in
and help you with that.
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Nurse Hall, would you come in, please?
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Nurse Hall. Come in.
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This patient, Charlotte, her eyes are
burning because she took her patient
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through her eyes.
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You know, would you help her with that?
Maybe you can make her cry the cum out
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of her eyes.
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She's all yours.
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Put your ass in the air.
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I dropped something.
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Oh look, another.
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I'm here to help you.
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Thank you.
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Ask me to help you a little bit more. It
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almost
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looks like you're smiling now.
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Make sure you get the heel, too.
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Yeah.
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And when you're done, you can work on
the other one.
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Get that heel a little bit.
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Get the whole thing.
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I'm home.
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Good luck for you.
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Thank you.
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Thank you. Want a bag for that to come
off?
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Yes.
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Let's have a good morning.
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Get it all in there.
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It's like a trash bin.
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Trash bin for now.
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Slip it more.
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This is a very good idea.
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Now you're going to look up at me, and
you're going to ask me nicely to take
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last one off with my cock in your mouth.
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I'm sorry. I can't have that.
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Say it again.
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I'm listening.
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Please fuck my ass. Please fuck my ass.
Please fuck my ass. Please fuck my ass.
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Please, please, please fuck my ass.
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Yeah, that's right. Keep it open for me.
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Ask me to fuck your garbage hole.
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Please fuck my garbage hole.
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I'm gonna make a deposit.
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This is just your warm -up.
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Maybe I'll get a nice big cock and fuck
you with a bigger cock. Oh, thank you.
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Thank you very much.
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I'm stuck here.
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Thank you. Clean it up.
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I'll finish it up.
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You do appreciate your treatment, right?
Yes.
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Thank you.
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Open that bin, you piece of fucking
crap!
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And before you go on, you might want to
attach them.
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Yeah, so that you don't stuff them.
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It's really far in there.
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No, you really are a fucking whore.
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You're gonna puke.
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That's gonna make a big mess.
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You ready for another talk?
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Yes, please.
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Stick your tongue out.
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Yeah,
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that's better.
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That's better.
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Thank you.
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Do you think you can fit more?
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Uh -huh. I think so.
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Oh yeah, you are right in that hole.
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You are a very perverted girl.
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I think that's a really good idea, and I
will.
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Why don't you lick that clean?
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It's got trash all over it now.
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Yeah, clean it off with that filthy
mouth.
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Let's see the other one.
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Oh,
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nice flat surface.
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I'm gonna give you another one.
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Wow. That worked.
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You helped me so much. That is excellent
news.
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Now let's see your ass again.
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with your feet.
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Let's see.
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Can you do it?
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Try again.
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Oh, there you go.
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That's good.
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Thanks for that.
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You think you can take a bigger cock
instead?
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I'll do my best, sir.
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You
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like
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being treated this way, don't you?
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Yes, I do, ma 'am. I can tell.
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That's what your asshole is telling me.
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I like watching your asshole open up for
me like this.
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I'm glad you do.
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I think your treatment's really working.
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You think so?
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I have a feeling I might relapse again.
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Uh -oh.
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Let's see the condition.
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You're going to thank me for that cup.
Thank you.
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I'm not doing this for my own good.
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No, you're doing it for mine. It's very
generous.
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Thank you. That's right.
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Thank you, Eric.
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You're welcome. Now take this whole cup.
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I want to see this whole cup disappear
in there.
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But you are. Yes.
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Get more of that hard fucking.
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You want to be a good slut for me?
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Yes, yes. You want to open up that
trashy whore hole?
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Yes. Good.
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11 inches of panel.
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I'm so sorry. Come here.
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Thank you.
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It's a really thin wall. I bet you can.
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That's what I'm here for.
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I'm here to help you.
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Ta -da.
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I'm lubricating.
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Thank you.
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It's okay, you do it.
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Thank you. You don't get to stop yet.
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I don't want to stop.
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It's a good thing, because I'm not ready
for you to stop.
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musty, sweaty armpit before it goes in
your mouth. Thank you.
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If you could handle all that in my
mouth.
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I want to hear a thank you for your
therapy.
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Thank you.
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Say again.
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Yeah, do you like that feel?
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Yes. Well, you're not supposed to like
it.
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Is this all for your pleasure?
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No, it's for yours.
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It's for your treatment.
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And yes, it's for my pleasure too. Thank
you.
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You really learned how to take it.
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Clean me off.
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I'm done with you.
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And when you're done with that, you're
going to continue to clean the room with
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your mouth.
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The filthy mouth.
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All right.
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That was a very intense shoot.
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Charlotte. Yes?
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How do you feel?
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I feel great. My butthole doesn't hurt
yet, but we'll see how I feel in the
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morning. All right.
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So, we went to town. We went to pound
town.
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We did. On your butthole, on your mouth,
on your mind, I think, in some ways.
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Did you get anything positive out of
that, or was it just hell?
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I feel very accomplished.
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During the scene, I was just, like,
trying my hardest, doing my best,
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red, like, whenever I needed to,
obviously. But my goal when I came here
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like, create something really
spectacular and unique and difficult and
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there.
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With all the things you, bodily fluids
you put into my eyeballs, but the
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dildo anal and like the trash aspect and
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all that good stuff.
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And the hard spanking.
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Can I show my butt on camera and see how
bruised it is?
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Uh, sure.
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Why not?
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We've shown your butt on camera already.
You did really well.
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And I didn't go really easy on it
either.
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You like that?
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Show your side.
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Now, do you like the remarks?
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Yeah, I do.
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They're like badges of honor.
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Yeah? Yeah.
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Now, you were crying.
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Mm -hmm.
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You were screaming. Yeah.
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During those moments, were you in a very
bad state of
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mind, or were you crying and screaming?
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In a more good way? I was in my son's
face.
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So, um, the goal, like, was I wanted to
cry and, like, scream and, um,
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like, push myself, uh, so that, like, my
reactions would be, like, completely
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100 % authentic.
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Um,
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and, like, some real pain, real fear,
real tears.
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Um, but, uh, it's not, like, an abusive
thing. It's, like, like I said in
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the... Pre -interview, just like a
cathartic thing. A release.
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A release.
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What do you mean when you say subspace?
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I get into my zone of being as
submissive as
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possible.
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It's not a disassociation, but it's like
a little...
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part of yourself that's like locked away
sometimes and it doesn't really get
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unlocked unless like you're getting some
brutal beatings. And then that's when
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it's the most enjoyable and fulfilling.
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Right. So this is another state of mind
that
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has a cathartic value for you. Yes.
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And
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There are going to be people out there
watching your scene who are going to be
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worried about you.
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Because they're good people, you know?
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And they're going to be worried.
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You know, you were miserable during your
scene. We were abusing you. You were
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being hurt.
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What would you tell them, you know, in
relation to...
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subspace. How would you, how would you
explain to people who don't experience
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subspace themselves or who don't really
know anybody personally who experiences
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this subspace and this catharsis? How
would you, how would you explain that to
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them a little bit more?
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Um, like just in general what it really
is and like how you achieve it and
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stuff? Yeah, if you're talking with
somebody who doesn't really don't
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how you could get a catharsis from pain
or how you could go into this other
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state of mind, you know, that had a
positive value.
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What would you say to them?
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Well, like, subspace is like a term used
in the BDSM community, so if you're not
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in it, you better get in it because
you're missing out on a lot of cool
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But it's like when you're put into the
role of, like, the
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submissive, and, um, you're having
things done for you, you're obeying,
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dominant, or whatever, um,
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uh, you kind of, uh, you forget about,
like, all your other problems in the
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world, and it's, like,
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a, not, like, a dreamlike state, but
it's, like, a just
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get a lot of fulfillment out of, like,
um,
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pleasing your dominant, and being, uh, a
good sub and, like, obeying and
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getting pain inflicted upon you and
things like that.
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Does that make sense?
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Yeah, I think that's an interesting way
to describe it as a sort of little
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vacation. I think metaphors can help,
you know, sometimes with people who
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not quite understand something.
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Yeah, well, it's definitely helpful.
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have a situation that's so intense that
really demands your 100 % attention.
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And it is able to take your thoughts
away from other things that you often,
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mind roams to.
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Absolutely. It's a pretty important
time, I think, something that really
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requires your being here now.
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Now, Nurse Hole, what was it like for
you when you
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were doing your portion?
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of the scene with Charlotte, were you
just
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abusing her because you hate humanity?
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Or were you doing something a bit
different than that? No, I'm really fond
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Charlotte. I really like being in the
same room with her and working with her
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especially.
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But I'm also a streetist, and I need a
responsible way to act out my
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desire to consent to adults, and so this
is a really good time for that, for
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people who have complementary needs in
the opposite direction.
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So for me, it's a relief, of course,
definitely
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physical exertion in the moment, but I'm
quite... Hi, I'm in
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a top space, a top luck, I like to call
it. And for me, my sadism is
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mainly sexually motivated. Not 100%, but
it's a big charm for me.
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So it's really nice when I have someone
like Charlotte who is responsible and
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knows how to receive it and enjoys it.
And we can really just let go of all of
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those other things we might be worried
about and go with it.
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And also...
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somebody who's very good at
communicating what's working, what's not
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stuff, which is something you have to be
very responsible about in situations
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like these.
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But I think we all did a good job of
keeping an open line of communication
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everything.
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Nertal, I think you said something
interesting when you said so that we can
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go.
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And I think...
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That's a very important part of what we
do here. When we do a scene like this,
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we don't always do scenes that get this
heavy or this deep.
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But it really is a together thing.
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It's not you letting go, and it's not
you letting go. It's
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the two of you.
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And it takes two. So it really is a
partnership. It is a mutual...
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adventure. Is that fair?
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A hundred percent.
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And that's why I think a scene really is
about our goals. Even though I'm the
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dominant, you're the dominant, and
ultimately, yes, it's about your
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enjoyment. But I always, you know, what
comes to mind more naturally is that
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it's our goal, even if our goal is to
abuse you at the moment.
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Yeah, and another misconception people
have is that dominance
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are abusive or doing things against
their will, but really it's the
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who's in control.
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They grant permission to the dominant to
be dominant to them.
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There's definitely a certain granting of
authority.
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Yeah. It retains a certain bit of
control, but, you know,
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I think...
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It's hard to say you're in control when
my foot is on your head.
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But she allows you to be in control. But
you're granted the authority to control
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you in that moment.
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It's a little bit paradoxical, isn't it?
Yeah, and that's still yours to have or
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withhold. I mean, like, I'm in control,
like, I'm telling you what to do, but
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just, like, I always have the option to,
like, say stop. Yeah, you have leader
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power. Yeah.
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And you're also respected.
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Yeah.
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Absolutely.
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Everybody's respected here.
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We're not being degraded.
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Actually, we are, but we like it. So, I
like it.
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You're being degraded perhaps in the
moment, but you're not being degraded as
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human being outside of the scene. And
that really is one of the things that
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we like to drive home here at Asylum.
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When we do heavy scenes like this, and
when we have this sort of dialogue
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afterwards, we like to drive home, I
like to drive home, this very important
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distinction between what we do in the
scenes and what we do off set.
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You know, when we have a genuine
submissive masochist like Charlotte, and
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genuine dominant status like Nurse Cole
and myself,
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We try to produce the genuine dynamic
because it's actually a lot better for
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actors when you're experiencing
something genuine than trying to force
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reactions. It's not really acting.
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You just get in the moment.
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Yeah, I almost consider it a live art
performance, which is organic and it
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on a form of its own. There's a certain
amount of pre -planning, but it really
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develops as it goes.
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Yeah, but, you know,
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The very important thing to know is that
before we start the scene, you know,
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we're talking to each other as friends
and as people who care about each other.
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And when we finish the scene, we're
doing the same thing.
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So that, you know, we go on this
adventure together to, you know,
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intense places that at the time may be
degrading or...
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you know, otherwise emotionally harsh.
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But we do this for catharsis, and
whether or not we successfully achieve
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catharsis is its own matter.
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Sometimes you try to have a catharsis,
but you don't. But we do this with that
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intention. And, you know, afterwards,
you know, I think we know each other
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better. We've been to very intimate
places together.
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I think that allows us to connect better
as friends than as caring people in the
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world.
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And I can say that if that were not the
case,
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we wouldn't be doing this.
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And, you know, so this is that sort of
thing. If you try this at home, you
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please take care of your partner as
well.
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Any last words?
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I have to cover this.
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I feel great.
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That's what I want to say. Me too.
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