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Thanks. Is the door open?

It opens from the inside.

Can you give me taxi money?

Of course.

I hope we can see each other again.

- Give me your number. - No, I'm hardly ever home.

- I'll see you around. - I play pool often.

- I'll see you there. - Sounds good.

Whenever you want.

Good-bye.

HIDDEN PLEASURES

Is that you, Mother?

Yes, dear. What are you doing?

It's 11:30. Aren't you coming for dinner?

No, mother. I've got a lot of work.

I'll stay here. You go to bed early.

But Eduardo, what will you have for dinner?

Don't worry. There's enough in my refrigerator.

You know that cold food upsets your stomach.

It's better if Evangelina waits up...

and prepares something for you.

So come by soon.

All right, I'll see you tomorrow. A kiss for you.

There's your brother.

Hello, Eduardo.

- How was your game? - Horrible. Your brother won.

- A drink? - I'm very thirsty.

Paco, a whiskey with lots of ice.

What about you, Eduardo?

I can't join you.

You're always in a hurry.

It's a prior engagement.

That lucky bachelor. Who is he going out with?

No such luck. It's a business matter.

In the middle of the afternoon?

When will you set me up with a girl?

Mother said we'll all have dinner together on Sunday.

All right. Well, I'll be seeing you.

How lucky he is.

A bachelor, a good position, good-looking...

It's a wonder no woman has grabbed him.

Great motorcycles, huh?

I can't take my eyes off them.

- Will you buy one? - I wish!

- Do you attend that school? - You know me?

Possibly. I come here a lot.

I don't remember you. Are you a teacher?

No, I just know some of your friends.

A cigarette?

Thank you.

- What subjects? - Accounting and Humanities.

- At night school. I work. - That's very good.

Waiting for anyone?

No, just looking at at the bikes.

Tremendous machines.

I have to go.

Do you live far from here?

In Palomeras Altas.

That's on my way.

Can I give you a lift?

No, someone is waiting at the subway. Thanks.

It's almost 10:00. Please, let's go.

What's wrong with you? You always leave me hot.

Don't lay that on me.

What time shall we meet tomorrow?

At 5:00. We can go to the same club...

or the movies.

Tickets are hard to get...

and the lines are usually long.

We have to go somewhere!

Wherever you like.

This gets worse by the day.

- Did you eat, Mother? - With the kids.

They're already in bed.

Why are you still washing?

Pilar needs it tomorrow. She's in a hurry.

Then she should do it!

Don't be so foolish. Just eat.

When will we stop living like this?

Be patient. It'll change. Nothing lasts forever.

- Another proverb! - At times they console me.

At times they do.

And scrubbing floors? Does that console you too?

Quiet. You'll wake the kids.

What's wrong with you?

What happened?

Nothing, Mother.

Then eat and go to bed.

It's okay. I'm not hungry.

I just realized that you're becoming a man.

I notice it more when you yell like that.

I'm sorry. It's just that when I get mad...

the only thing I do is make you suffer more.

So much has happened since we arrived here.

It hasn't been easy.

Especially since...

Since our footloose father ran out on us.

I'd like to see him again!

What's all the noise about?

Go to bed!

You see... you woke him up.

Go to bed, Manolin.

We were talking about...

nothing important.

Give me a cigarette.

- Aren't you asleep yet? - What's wrong with mom?

Nothing. Smoke it quickly, then sleep.

You'll wake Sebastian. Turn off the light.

He won't wake up. Give me a light.

Today I saw Rosa from the pharmacy.

She said she needs some plumbing done on Sunday.

- I'll do it. - You're not a plumber.

It must be easy.

Don't you trust me? I know you're lovers.

- What are you talking about? - She's old but attractive.

Just shut up.

Do you think I'm dumb?

Make sure her husband doesn't catch you.

Do me a favor. Turn off the light and go to bed.

Rest well. Rosa and your girlfriend keep you busy.

Did you enjoy your lunch?

Maria Eugenia, did you lose your appetite?

No, Grandma, they served me too much.

She's on a diet.

Her boyfriends like skinny girls.

What about your friends?

They like people to be tough, right?

Of course.

To bust up the showcases of certain bookstores...

if not worse.

Especially to finish off the likes of you...

with liberal ideas in their heads.

That's enough. Must you always argue?

I don't like to argue. That's for others.

We prefer other methods.

Of course, whips and chains.

Oh, what a family.

It seems impossible...

that a brother and sister would talk like this.

Well, let's retire to the living room for coffee.

You two should have some wine to calm your nerves.

Now for an anisette to settle down.

Would you like some more?

More what?

More cake. What did you think?

No, just a napkin. I need to wipe my mouth.

Don't bite. My girlfriend might see it.

It's time she learned a few things.

Like what?

The beautiful things she could do with you.

I must go.

Don't be in such a rush.

Carmen is waiting for me.

You're well trained.

What's it to you?

Don't get mad.

It's natural to date girls your own age.

The two situations are completely different.

I need you so much, Miguel.

You have your husband.

At the soccer game with his friends... every Sunday.

Until he surprises us, and our game is over.

Poor man. He'll be very angry.

Not for finding us in bed together...

but for having to watch the game on television.

See? Then even he'll know.

Have a good time with your girlfriend.

See you next Sunday?

I'll try. Don't leave any messages with my brother.

Miguel, don't let the doorman see you.

- What are you doing here? - Cashing a check.

- Lots of money? - It's not for me.

Want a smoke?

The expensive brand.

You know, always improving.

- For how much? - 82,000.

Shit! If I had it, I'd run with the money.

They only let me deliver papers.

Do you know him?

I spoke with him once, but I don't know him.

He's the director of this bank.

Can you spare a cigarette?

- What are you doing? - Going for a walk.

Didn't I see you in the bank?

I go there often.

There was another boy with you.

I know him well. We live in the same barrio.

I'd like to speak with him.

- Maybe you could... - Miguel is not into this.

I'm embarrassed to mention it. He might get upset.

What's wrong with us?

That's not it.

All I need is his address. Do you know it?

He lives next door to me.

Let's go have a drink.

Here's a letter for you.

The address is typewritten.

Julia's father got one, and they arrested him.

Have you done anything wrong?

Let's see what it says.

"We have started a training program for young people...

who show potential for executive positions.

You have been selected.

Kindly come to our main office to meet with us.

Sincerely..."

- It's a new job. - What do you think?

Could be interesting.

I'll stop by.

I represent an organization...

dedicated to finding persons with potential.

Promoting young people.

We've observed you on various occasions...

and I asked Personnel about your background.

How did you get my name and address?

With the help of computers, these things are easy.

Of course.

The important thing is that you're a hard worker.

You have earned our support.

You can begin immediately in our leasing firm.

One of our subsidiaries.

Your salary will be higher. What do you think?

How can you ask? It's great.

Embrace lady luck when she appears...

without asking why or where from.

There he is.

- How is he doing? - Very well.

They always perform well. I'm living proof.

You see, I was made manager.

But only thanks to your own merits.

The biggest plus was to be recommended by you.

How are things with him? Going or coming?

Neither. I'm just feeling it out.

Feeling it out?

You've always been so sure of yourself.

Trying out new tactics?

Possibly.

Why should you change?

You've always relied on one sure method... corruption.

You're very bitter.

You have learned bold phrases in the group.

By the way... I'd like you to read this.

"Homosexuals must attain a position in society."

Many already have.

They even appear on magazine covers.

Only because they're famous. The media must cover them.

The anonymous homosexual must find a place.

He whose life is an ordeal and is all alone...

in a world that rejects him.

Read it. We'll discuss it later.

You want a corrupter like me to read this?

You weren't always a corrupter. At least not with me.

We both wanted what happened between us.

I must go. When will the young man get off?

A couple of hours. Should I tell him?

I'll take him to dinner. It'll be more effective.

I have no cure.

To cure you, first we'd have to cure other things.

- See you later. - Good-bye, Eduardo.

What does your mother think of your new job?

She thinks it has a future. She's very happy.

A great future, really.

She wants to meet you to show her gratitude.

We have time. Tell her not to worry.

It's saccharin. I never use sugar, so I won't get fat.

Have you ever met anyone else from the organization?

He's the kind of guy who makes you feel important.

Important?

He's concerned about his fellow man.

It's what he calls human relations.

Have you told him about me?

No. It's strange. I tell everyone else but him.

He doesn't know you have a girlfriend?

No, the subject never came up.

We should go home.

It's still early. Let's go to the park.

The bus lines will be too long later.

Let's go now.

I'm going now.

Remember, we're going to mass tomorrow at 11:30.

Tomorrow is Thursday.

Did you forget it's your father's anniversary?

To be honest, yes.

I've already told Ignacio.

The only one missing will be Maria Eugenia.

I'll be back late. I might not sleep here.

- Why? - An important job.

Can't you do it here?

I'll come if I finish early.

If you eat out, remember to take your pills.

Don't worry, Mother.

How, do you like it?

It's great.

Do you work here? What's all this paper?

It's not exactly a job.

It's my hobby. I'm writing a novel.

- What's it called? - "The Wounded."

About the war?

It's not about the physically wounded.

It's about the ones wounded by failure.

I don't know much about those things.

Failure is a symbol of our times. I'm a failure.

You, Sir?

Don't be so formal with me.

- I have to. - Just try being informal.

Yes, I am a failure.

Appearances aren't everything.

But we'll talk about that some other time?

I'd like to ask you a favor.

Ask me for anything you wish, Sir.

- Are you sure? - What do you need, Sir?

Don't be so formal. Forget the "Sir".

Do you know how to use a typewriter?

Yes but I'm very slow.

That doesn't matter.

I'd like you to type my novel. I'll pay you for it.

You don't have to pay me anything.

How about coming here afternoons after school?

After school?

Is that a problem?

No... it's just that I see Carmen after school.

- Who is Carmen? - My girlfriend.

- So you have a girlfriend? - It's only natural, right?

I'll arrange for you to have...

the afternoons off... at your present salary.

Is that a deal? Let's drink to it.

We'll toast to your collaboration.

My only collaboration is to type slowly.

Speed doesn't matter in this case.

Little by little... until we reach the end.

I finished sooner than expected. I'm on my way.

- What else would you like? - Soap.

Aren't you Miguel's girlfriend? Maria's son?

You know him?

His mother used to do the cleaning here.

But I haven't seen him in ages.

Seen him where?

In the neighborhood.

He has a new job that keeps him busy.

That will be 65 pesetas.

Rosa... madam, what are you doing here?

Finally.

Is anything wrong?

It's getting expensive seeing you.

I've always been expensive.

- At least you're honest. - Is that bad?

It's bad for her and me.

You still haven't fixed her plumbing.

- Are you in a hurry? - Yes.

Then... call a plumber.

Since when do you speak to your elders like that?

Since I'm older. Understand?

Offended?

On the contrary.

I appreciate sincerity.

Well... I'll see you on Sunday?

Sundays are out of the question.

You also work with him on Sundays?

Who told you?

I did.

Was I wrong in doing so?

Forget it.

But don't let it happen again, please.

Don't get smart with me.

The boy only wanted to surprise me.

Didn't I?

No, little boy... nothing surprises me anymore.

You really upset her.

If you can't fix her plumbing, I will.

I'd like to learn the trade anyway.

The other day I bumped into a friend. She was so upset.

I said, "What's going on?" "I'm going to kill myself."

- "But why, my little fag?" - "Because I owe everyone."

"Because of that you'll drown yourself?"

"But there's no port in Madrid," I said.

"In the Manzanares river? I'll go with you."

I had never seen a bitch drown.

I still didn't think she was going to do it.

"And how will you do it?" "With a rock."

"But there are none here." Two hours looking for one.

She finally found one this big.

She tied it to her neck.

"Jump," I said, "or are you chicken?"

She jumped into the river and sank to the bottom.

Scared shitless, I wondered how to tell her mother.

Suddenly I see the bitch climbing out of the mire.

"You didn't drown!"

And she says, "Now I owe the scuba diver 10 bucks."

I don't have a girlfriend. How about it?

Having fun?

Fags always make me laugh.

Let's go somewhere else.

But this is so funny.

I know a better place.

You've never been here?

Too expensive. Look at them.

They must charge a lot.

Don't worry about that. Let's have a drink.

Can we join you for a drink?

Has your father taken you out to show you the world?

I'm not his father, we're just friends.

Don't pay attention to her. Why are you all alone?

What about you two?

Do you think we get paid by the government?

Just look at this kid go.

Be good to him. It's his first time.

The first time! You're crazy!

Use the bedroom.

Aren't you going to use it?

You go first.

You'll soon find out that this is not my first time.

I'm glad that I got you.

I don't like boys. I like men like you.

Would you like to dance?

How strange.

That you are friends. He's so young.

I'm his boss.

So that's how you pay them for overtime...

you take them whoring.

Excuse me.

- Go inside. - Don't be silly.

Don't worry about it, we're used to anything.

Although I think you'd rather be in Olga's place.

Undress!

I'm not yours. Give me the money--

I said undress!

All right, I will. Calm down.

Don't worry, I'll tell him you're a real stud.

That's it, isn't it?

Forgive me.

No, it's my fault. I'm just drunk, that's all.

It will be all right. He's so young.

You can get a cab out front.

Thanks.

Visit us again, soon.

Yes, doll, we've had such a good time.

Good-bye. See you again.

I fell asleep. What time is it?

5:20. Stay here.

I didn't tell anyone at home. They may worry.

Like they say, "My house is your house."

Thank you, Miguel.

Will you come again?

Like I said, I could have taken a cab.

Don't worry. Besides, I needed to go for a drive.

Did you enjoy yourself?

That bitch was good in bed. How was yours?

Good.

I'm off to bed. I'm too tired to think.

I would invite you in, but every one is asleep.

Some other day.

So you're tired?

Exhausted.

You can rest all day. Today is Sunday.

I have a date with my girlfriend at 3:00.

Does she live far away?

She lives just over there.

See you Monday.

See you Monday.

How much is the fare?

Do I have to wait?

390.

Voyeur?

But... what are you saying?

- Don't worry. I do the same. - I don't understand.

Please, we all like to have a look.

I'll level with you. This time of day...

they just come to fondle or for a little kissing.

There's no real action until nightfall.

Pity. By then it's almost too dark to see anything.

But... somehow I always manage to catch a glimpse.

I have years of ingenious experience at this.

You are mistaking me.

Don't tell me that. Do I look like a dummy?

Your eyes shine just like mine do.

I love to see others interested in my hobby.

It's a shame there aren't many of us left.

Everyone is going to the movies.

Well... I still prefer to see the real thing.

Well, excuse me. Good-bye.

Wait. I'll give you a tip.

If you want to see something good...

wait until after 9:00 and go to the park.

You'll see a lot of good ass.

With your signature there'll be no problem.

Just come into my office when you're ready.

Can I take it today?

Of course.

I love you, Carmen.

Must we leave again because it's getting late?

No. Today we don't have to take the bus.

So you're not in a hurry?

Really?

Really.

Long time no see.

- I've been goofing off. - Or running around.

What would your employees say if they saw you here?

The same thing your patients would.

- How's your new friend? - Who... Miguel?

Yes, your new one.

He's not into this.

You're good at changing them around.

Paquito didn't understand at first. Look at her now.

That's not the same. Let's change the subject.

Well, we won't take him away!

Haven't seen you around for a while.

I've been busy.

Can I visit you tonight?

Not tonight.

The old man is very busy.

I'll take you, Pancho.

Don't be long.

You're acting strange, Eduardo.

Must be that boy. What's his name? Miguel?

I said I don't want to talk about him.

Your loose comments about him bother me.

You're really hooked on that little boy.

Stop it or I'll bash your face in!

Beautiful bike. You must have done something right.

What's that?

It seems you put your best foot forward.

Don't bullshit me. I'm splitting.

Hurry up so the banker can have your ass.

Don't fuck with me. I'm pissed as it ts.

What's wrong with you? Don't get pissed at us.

We're just being open.

Only then did he comprehend.

He saw that with each moment...

it became more distant and unattainable.

Everything, absolutely everything, was lost.

Dictate a little slower.

That's enough.

That gives me a chance to see Carmen.

When will you introduce us?

She asked to meet you too.

Sit down and have a cigarette.

Only for a moment.

Tell me something. Do you and Carmen...

I mean... make love?

Just once.

Last Sunday by the lake.

She had always resisted. I respect her a lot--

I understand. Pardon me if I was indiscreet.

I was going to tell you on Monday but...

What do you think of me?

Do I need to tell you?

I think you're the best person I ever met.

You haven't had a chance to meet many people.

Don't be so sure.

I know about life, beginning with my own father.

I've told you many times.

No need to be obsessed by the memory.

It's strange but when we go out together...

people think you are my father.

It might be silly, but I like the idea.

Fathers don't take their sons to singles bars...

looking for whores.

Why not? I can imagine whatever I want...

and invent a father who is intelligent...

understanding and rich. Someone like you.

Why are you staring at me? You think I'm being silly?

No, Miguel.

I'm thinking how ridiculous this all is.

I'm sorry I said that.

Ridiculous on my party, not yours.

What if I told you that I wrote that letter?

That the organization doesn't exist?

That I made it up to have you near me!

How could you? You didn't even know me.

That day I saw you in front of the bike shop...

wasn't the first time.

I had been observing you long before that.

Do you understand?

In the beginning it was only a physical attraction.

But it soon became something more important.

Every night I would think. "Tomorrow I'll tell him."

But when you arrived...

and I felt you near me...

I lied for fear of losing you.

So I would change my mind, and once again...

- postpone the truth. - Shut up!

Shut up...

I must tell you the truth. I need you to know it.

Can't you see? I don't need to know your truth.

I never wanted to!

Let go, you faggot!

Don't think I'm stupid.

Since I was 12 years old...

I've known people like you.

Following me or pushing against me in the subway.

But I trusted you.

Because you have to trust someone! Shit!

Listen to me.

I already have. Why play games with me?

Had you told me that first day...

I would have said no.

Your mother isn't feeling well. She's in bed.

- Did you call the doctor? - She told me to wait.

I'm going to her room. Have the doctor come by.

Come in, Eduardo.

What's wrong, Mother? Why didn't you call me?

Why? I didn't want to bother you.

I've been too hard on you.

Don't be silly.

I told Evangelina to call your doctor.

Sit down.

Something's bothering you. What's wrong?

Nothing, I'm just fine.

No, I always notice immediately.

It's as if you closed yourself in.

It's a deep sadness you hold inside you...

trapped.

I can see it in your face...

your eyes... your voice.

Mother, you're not well.

Concentrate on--

When you were 14 or 15 years old...

I discovered it for the first time.

One night, when you returned from school...

I noticed you suffering because of something.

You didn't even know what it was.

You didn't act like your brother.

You didn't feel as he did.

And when you were sad...

your sadness was also different.

Why didn't you ever mention this to me before?

Try to understand.

I had to act like a mother...

and casually ask you every once in a while...

if you were to marry.

Our friends would comment...

that you were strange...

a little sullen.

And, of course...

I couldn't help feeling the same way.

Please, don't stay alone.

Be sure you are not alone, my son.

I missed you so much.

I was desperate.

Well, I'm here.

Of course, and nothing else matters.

I was sure that one day you'd send him to hell.

I may not have as much money as he does...

but I can take care of you and your needs.

Having me means...

you won't have to spend time with that pig.

Please, Rosa. I only told you...

to get it off my chest, nothing more.

I didn't dare tell my family or Carmen.

But the truth is... nothing happened between us.

I don't care what happened.

You're back and I'm not going to lose you.

You wanted to see me?

I spoke with Eduardo today. He's very depressed.

He lost his mother a few days ago.

I just wanted to know if you wanted to come.

It would mean a lot to him.

You're well informed.

Are you also with the organization?

What organization?

The one he dreamed up to trap idiots like me.

I don't need that.

If I wanted a boy, I simply say so.

You confess so shamelessly that you're homosexual?

It's not a confession.

Only sins and crimes are confessed.

I'm neither a sinner nor a criminal.

What are you then?

A man like you...

except that I have different tastes in bed.

What bothers me the most...

is that you and Eduardo appear to normal.

People can't tell what you are.

Would it be more amusing if we wiggled our asses?

It would show the facts.

Reminds me of the bells they hung on lepers...

so one was warned at a distance...

and could leave in time.

Fear of contamination. Are you also afraid?

No, because I could never be contaminated by this.

Contamination is impossible. Corruption is easier.

I won't do that for money even though life...

has been hard on me.

Many who first charge for it end up paying for it.

I know but it's your fault!

Fags aren't the only ones who are corrupt.

I wouldn't let anyone take advantage of me!

Well, then get ready for a struggle.

But not only against a gay who offers you money.

Maybe you've been selling more important things...

and don't even know it.

That's why I say, get ready for the struggle.

Can I go?

Look who's coming.

The one in the car.

The bank director...

who bought Miguel his bike. He's rich.

- Can we pick him up? - Probably.

Let's go get him.

Not all of us. He might get wise.

He knows me best. I've got a plan.

- Remember his address? - Sure.

Let's go to the bedroom.

Someone's at the door.

But I'm not expecting anyone.

But I am.

- What do you want? - What's wrong?

Don't you like my friends?

You'll have a good time with all of us.

I only invited you.

Have them wait outside.

There's a cafeteria--

Are you kicking them out?

They came especially for you.

What kind of fag are you?

Can't you handle all of us?

You'll have a good time.

Another day. I beg you--

Take it off.

I said, take it off!

Ready? Who's first?

Come on, turn around.

Look at those curves.

Who wants him?

I'm sorry if you were expecting something...

but nobody's turned on by what you have.

We were very busy and now we can't get it up.

Only this can screw you. Do you want it?

Tell me what you want.

Shut up.

Check the place out.

This has important addresses. Let's keep it.

We're ready. Let's go.

Careful with the bottles, and don't drop the set.

Since you didn't invite us...

we'll invite you.

What's up, Miguel? Coming for a drink?

I'm waiting for Carmen.

What a beautiful bike. Must have cost a fortune.

The hustlers say they'll buy one like this.

They're loaded.

They won the lottery?

They ripped off some big shot. A bank manager.

Coming for a drink?

I can't right now.

Sorry I'm late.

Listen, I can't go with you today.

What happened?

My mother is sick.

I could help you.

She's a little shy with other people.

Whatever you say.

I'll call you tonight.

I came to do an inventory of the house.

Tomorrow the lawyer will read the will.

What happened to you?

A car accident.

But your car doesn't show any damage.

Nothing happened to the car.

What's going on?

Nothing. I told you... I had an accident.

I've been meaning to talk to you...

- but with mother's death-- - What about?

Gutierrez, my district's Representative...

we can trust him...

came to my office the other day.

What about him?

He said he has seen you in the company...

of indecent young boys in ill-reputed places.

I told you about my problem years ago.

And remember what I told you:

Be what you want...

but discretion is crucial.

Never forget the last name you carry.

Very well. Anything else?

- Who did that? - I hate being interrogated!

Listen, Eduardo.

We could talk to Gutierrez.

He could intervene without anyone knowing about it.

And if you've gotten into any problem--

Don't worry. There's no danger...

for me or the family name.

- Nothing's happened! - Sure?

Let's do the inventory.

Do it yourself.

This house only brings back memories.

Counting paintings would only depress me.

But you're the protector of the family name.

I'm sure you'll do it perfectly.

I'm going to my apartment. Call me if you need me.

They did this to you, didn't they?

- I'll tell you inside. - Later. I'm busy now.

It's not your fault you're like this. You could fix it.

You have the money to find a good doctor.

- It's no sickness, Miguel. - It's not natural.

Nature is as nature does.

I am who I am. Nobody forced me.

Have you ever noticed how good women look?

Everyone looks for his own satisfaction.

Nothing more.

Have you ever considered marrying.

A long time ago.

I dated a woman for a year. She really loved me.

What about you?

Me too. That's why I left her.

Tell me something.

If you knew of some kind of shot...

that would make you normal...

and it cost you everything you had...

would you go for it?

Not even if it were free.

When I was your age, I would've paid anything.

It hurts to realize...

that you look at other things than most boys.

Or when sexy women on screen don't turn you on.

Or when you're ashamed of last night's dream.

You suffer a lot.

Then I don't understand.

We all have a right...

to be what we are.

And nobody has the right to change us.

I understand but--

I didn't know at first...

but I gradually realized the truth.

Rest assured I'll never try anything with you.

I don't have the right change you.

- Really? - Really.

Then we can be friends?

We must be friends. How's your girlfriend?

How about a nap?

No, it's too hot.

He doesn't seem to mind.

I'll take a walk to the water. Coming?

Aren't you going to a resort this summer?

I don't like resorts. I enjoy this more.

Summer resorts are full of the same city faces...

trying to have a good time at all costs.

We've been going out together for two months.

Don't you get bored with us?

On the contrary. I hope you don't get tired of me.

Thanks to you, we've had such a great time.

Why haven't you married?

You could at least have a girlfriend.

Haven't you ever considered marriage?

No, I don't think so.

It's nice and warm.

Come on in.

Careful, you'll get cramps.

Why did you ask me that question?

About marriage and having a girlfriend.

Just curiosity.

You suspect something, don't you?

It's only natural.

Please understand, it's not normal.

Did Miguel say anything?

About what?

About him and me.

What about you?

- I love him. - He loves you too.

Yes but in a different way.

I love him the way you do.

Forgive me... but even more so.

You mean you're...

Now you know why I'm not married...

or have a girlfriend.

What does Miguel think?

He knows I'll never try anything with him.

When did you meet?

Don't worry about it.

Nothing ever happened and never will.

Can we keep seeing each other?

Why not?

I trust Miguel.

- And me? - You too.

You won't change your mind?

I couldn't change it.

I couldn't mistrust anyone...

who has been as open as you have with me.

Let's go, silly. Swim.

Wait for me!

I'm leaving today. I wanted to say good-bye.

I wanted to call you. I have great news.

Here's a present.

- More propaganda? - It's a poster.

Do you know him?

Of course, I'm not that ignorant.

I'll hang it later.

Do you still use the tanning lamp?

Once in a while but less during summertime.

I didn't think you'd still have my picture.

I've really changed.

What about me?

I must get dressed.

We can meet later at the restaurant.

I'll tell you everything that's on my mind.

I'd like to establish some kind of family.

Find a way to escape the emptiness and solitude...

to which we are condemned.

Don't be simple-minded.

With these kids, I can stop being alone...

being an outsider.

You're just going through your acceptance phase.

You used to pay to be satisfied in bed.

Now you want to pay for a lifetime of satisfaction.

Pay! Pay!

Can't you find another word to use?

Will you always consider me a corrupter...

just because I don't go to your group meetings?

Those that pretend to heal all the wounds in the world?

Not the whole world!

What then?

Look, I respect your efforts...

but I don't believe in individual efforts.

I have to go to the bank.

I've arranged for a friend to pick me up.

Have a nice vacation.

Good luck, Eduardo.

- Good luck. - Thanks.

There's a lady to see you.

She doesn't want to give me her name.

Show her in.

Good morning. Have a seat.

I need to discuss something very important with you.

If it's about a credit, I can't help you.

Please consult the credit office.

No, it's not about that.

It's about something that concerns both of us.

It's about Miguel.

Miguel? Are you family?

Miguel was my lover before he was yours.

What are you talking about?

The truth.

I'm here to place all the cards on the table.

Nothing will stop me.

You are mistaken. I want to clarify--

Everything is perfectly clear.

Don't pretend with me.

It won't help. I know everything.

Everything? What do you mean?

That you're a homosexual, and Miguel is a parasite.

Need more?

I can prove that Miguel and I are only friends.

I'm also friends with his girlfriend.

Do you understand... lady?

We're three friends.

You were very clever. Carmen... turns him on.

You disgust me!

Imagine how you make me feel.

You didn't come here just to insult me.

That's right. But it's not what you think.

I couldn't care less about your money.

And I only asked to satisfy my own curiosity.

Don't rush things. I ask for very little.

Almost nothing.

I love Miguel more than anything in the world.

You're not showing it.

I am and you know it!

You know what it is to love him...

and what love makes one do.

What do you expect of me?

I want you to convince him to return to me.

I'm not asking much.

Just let me have him once a week...

or every 15 days.

But please return him to me.

I can't get involved in Miguel's life.

Please leave.

- You could help me-- - I'm sorry.

As I said, I cannot get involved in his life.

You can't get involved in his life...

only in his bed.

Get out!

Let me warn you.

I can make him forget you...

and that little whore... forever!

And that's what I'll do.

He'll come back to me again.

He'll come back when you two cease to exist.

Miguel, Carmen? Are you in there?

Yes, we'll be right out.

Don't rush. I'll wait on the terrace.

We didn't think you'd be home so early.

Does it bother you if we use your bedroom?

No, not at all. I gave you a key so you'd feel at home.

- A drink anyone? - A screwdriver for me.

What would you like, Eduardo?

- Do you want a drink? - What's that?

- Do you want a drink? - Nothing. Thank you.

What's wrong?

Just a little tired.

That's not it. Look at you!

Are you sure you're not mad at us?

Of course not. How could I be?

Come on, what happened?

This morning I had a very unpleasant visitor.

Who was it? Tell me who it was and I'll...

No, it was... a business matter.

Then there's no reason to be upset.

You're right. Let's change the subject.

Where are you taking us this Sunday?

I wish we could go far, far away.

Where? I must be home before 10:00.

Pay no attention to me.

What about the drinks you offered?

I'd like a whiskey with soda and ice.

I'd like some shampoo for oily hair.

Aren't you Miguel's friend?

I was. I don't like certain types of guys.

I understand.

I'll settle our unfinished business sooner or later.

I'm going to fuck him up when he least expects it.

How about this one?

- Is it for you? - Yes.

You have beautiful hair. Take good care of it.

Do you know how to use this shampoo?

I guess they're all the same.

But you could demonstrate it for me.

I can certainly demonstrate it... very well.

Well, I'm ready.

You can start teaching me whenever you want.

How about tonight? My husband's out of town.

Well, now you know.

You and your friends will be my witnesses.

- No cops involved? - Don't worry.

- If they're in, we're out. - Don't worry! No cops!

Then it's a deal.

My friends and I will tell everyone that he's a fag.

Everyone in the barrio is talking about it.

- What happened to him? - Got into a fight.

- Why did you fight? - I had some problems.

- It's your fault - Shut up!

My fault?

Yeah, someone said you're a fag.

Don't pay attention to that child.

- Did he say that, Manolin? - Yeah.

He said you go out with a guy who gives you money.

Next time, tell him to go to hell.

Sit down, Miguel. Dinner's ready.

I'm going to bed.

- Without eating? - I already ate.

- Hi. Everything ready? - Everything.

- Across the street? - In that building?

- Is she home? - No, we saw her leaving.

Then, the moment has arrived.

I hate to tell you this...

but being a good neighbor, I feel obliged to.

You would do the same for me.

I just feel I have to tell you about it.

Well, then... tell us.

You know Miguel, right?

Carmen's boyfriend?

He seems like a good boy.

I think they're a little too young to go out.

Something could happen...

Don't worry. Nothing's going to happen.

It's not Carmen's fault. What I mean to say is...

Miguel doesn't like that.

He's... I don't know how to put this.

He's homosexual.

Give me a beer.

Someone's waiting for you.

- Could I see you, Miguel? - How are you, Mr. Lucas?

I'm waiting for Carmen. We're going out.

I know but Carmen won't be coming.

Is she sick?

Miguel, I've decided you can't see her anymore.

What?

We know everything.

We know what you are...

and what you do with that man from the bank.

- Who told you that? - Look...

Do whatever you want, just don't mess with my daughter.

Understand? That's as far as we go.

Here you go.

- Look at that poor bike. - Leave me alone!

Seems you're without Carmen.

So it was you. You invented it all.

Don't worry about Carmen, you still have the fag...

who spends money on you.

Bastards!

This time it won't be as easy.

Let your honey take care of you.

He'll be very happy to see you without Carmen.

There's no competition now.

What are you doing here? Who did that to you?

What does it matter? I lost her.

Carmen? How?

Her father won't let me see her anymore.

What happened?

What happened? It's all your fault!

You took me away from my world, my environment...

and dropped me into yours.

- Come on, be reasonable. - Reasonable?

If I had never known you...

never gotten involved, they wouldn't be saying...

- that I'm a queer, like you. - Let's talk in my office.

Right here! I want everyone to know!

What they say about me...

is true about you! Let them know!

- Let them know what you are! - Shut up, Miguel.

I loved her, you know?

Very much.

They took her away from me because of you, you fag.

Fag!

What's wrong? Afraid they'll find out?

Should I be the only loser?

You're too important, right? Wrong!

Your boss is a queer!

He's a fag! He pays kids to go to bed with him!

- Leave him alone! - But, Sir...

Get back to work.