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♪ You're the one ♪
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So, Lauren, where are you from?
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Ann Arbor.
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-Ah. Wolverines!
-Yeah. Go, Blue!
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[ Chuckles ]
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Um, tell me something about you.
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Any... hidden talents
I should know about?
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Uh, yes, actually.
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I can guess any dog
breed, anytime, anywhere.
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[ Laughs ]
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Uh, that's impressive.
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So, why are you here?
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I've had some bad
luck with guys.
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O-One guy in particular.
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And, um...
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Yeah, I'm... I'm here
because I've always wanted
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a family of my own.
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Me, too.
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How many kids do you want?
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I, um...
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[ Electricity buzzing ]
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I'm sorry.
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[ Beeping, machinery whirring ]
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Um...
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I think I've had enough, okay?
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I-I want...
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Oh.
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I want to get out.
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[ Breathing quickly ]
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Um, hey, unlock the door.
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-I can't.
-I said let me out!
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I'm done! Okay? I said I quit.
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You can't keep me
here! I know my rights!
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[ Breathes sharply ]
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♪♪
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[ Shouting indistinctly ]
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Ah!
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[ Glass shatters ]
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Lauren! Lauren!
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♪ Love me, don't you
think of moving on ♪
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♪ I need you like no other ♪
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♪ Only one ♪
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♪ You're the one ♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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So, he left... again.
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[ Sighs ]
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Oh, Oliver.
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[ Voice breaking ] I'm so sorry.
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You didn't know this time?
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No.
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At least he had the
decency to leave a note.
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Carol would call that growth.
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[ Siren wails in distance ]
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Your father has
always been impulsive.
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But this...
-I should've expected it.
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Leaving is what he does best.
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You get one time to
say, "I told you so."
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This is the last thing I
wanted to be right about.
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But I can't say I'm
not somewhat relieved.
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[ Sniffles ] You were
giving up so much for him.
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And I don't want you
to blame yourself.
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[ Scoffs ] I did
everything I could.
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He has to live
with that, not me.
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Honey, you're
allowed to feel hurt.
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I'm good, Mom.
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You don't have to
worry about me anymore.
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And you can finally live
your life unburdened by Dad.
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And I can get back to the
patients who actually need me.
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I think Carol would
call that growth.
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♪♪
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[ Door closes ]
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Alison Whitaker sought me
out under false pretenses.
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She used our therapy sessions
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to pursue an unhealthy
preoccupation with my husband.
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Once I became aware
of the history,
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I ended our relationship.
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Ended your
relationship with whom?
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Miss Whitaker or your husband?
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Both.
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But did you not continue
to have formal sessions
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with the patient on
hospital premises
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after you became
aware of the conflict?
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I immediately referred Alison
to another psychiatrist.
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She refused and became
emotionally distressed.
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Out of concern that she
may engage in self-harm,
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we had two additional sessions.
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But Miss Whitaker did self-harm,
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so you weren't successful
in helping her.
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Did you alert the medical
board, your supervisor,
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or any other therapist
about your concerns?
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-I did not.
-Isn't it likely, then,
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that your failure to
establish clear boundaries
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played a contributing
role in her attempted...
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No! Stop. Cut.
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Time out.
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Josh, what the hell?
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You're supposed to be
helping me prepare,
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not destabilizing me.
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We've got 24 hours
to get you ready.
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These board hearings
are no joke.
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They will try to break you
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just to cover their own asses.
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I genuinely didn't think that
what I did was that wrong.
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Have I been delusional
about this whole thing?
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Your grip on reality
is stronger than most.
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Are we referring to our
mutual friend, Wolf?
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[ Scoffs ]
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How's that going?
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Well, did you alert
the medical board
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or the whole damn world...
-[ Chuckles ]
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...that you may still have
feelings for each other?
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You know Wolf.
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Whatever he's feeling, it's...
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all going into his work.
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Three. Two. One.
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Since when do you
do stroke codes?
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Didn't I put your
intern on that?
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Well, it seemed like
Dr. Nash could use a hand,
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and my schedule
unexpectedly opened up.
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[ Door opens ]
-Lauren?
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I'm looking for my
sister, Lauren Brooks.
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Has anyone seen my sis...
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Oh, my God.
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Hi. There you are.
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LoLo! LoLo. Hi. What happened?
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What are you doing here?
You're not supposed to be here.
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What is she in for?
Head trauma? Seizure?
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A show.
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Claims she hurt herself escaping
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from a reality TV set.
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My guess is drugs or
psych... probably both.
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Either way, I'm turning
over that bed in an hour,
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so don't do your whole...
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Phlebotomist to fourth
floor, Room 420, please.
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I don't want you on it.
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On what? What does
that even mean?
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Hi, I'm Dr. Wolf.
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Did you know that foundation
can harbor facial bacteria?
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It's best not to put
that on an open wound.
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Would you mind taking it
out to our waiting area
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while we get your
sister patched up?
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We'll come find you.
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Okay. I'm gonna
be right outside.
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Just go.
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Hi. I-I'm Lauren. Lauren B.
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Nice to meet you.
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Nurse Carter's on me
to update the EHR.
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I'll trade you for your rounds.
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-Wolf needs us in the E.D.
-I don't want to go there.
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-[ Chuckles ]
-It's full "Zero Dark Thirty,"
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but with less Chastain
and more Thorne.
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And always so much
yelling. Why the yelling?!
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Dana. You are stressing me out.
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Fine. I'll go.
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But you're helping me
with the EHR later.
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Deal. Meet you down there?
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Okay.
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[ Pills rattling ]
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♪♪
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You ladies need
help in the E.D.?
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I think we'll manage.
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♪♪
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Worse than LaGuardia...
before the renovation.
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Hey, there... there's
that guy again.
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Frequent flyer.
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Except there's never
anything wrong with him,
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which I guess is sort of like
the loyalty point equivalent
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of flying every day from
Newark to Allentown.
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God, that's got to suck.
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Patient Services to OR 2.
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Patient Services to OR 2.
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♪♪
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Ow. That's painful.
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I know these questions
are strange, Lauren,
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but you're doing great.
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Can you tell me where
you are right now?
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I'd be worried if I
couldn't. [ Chuckles ]
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We're at Bronx
General, in the Bronx.
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Are you taking any medication
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that requires
subcutaneous injections?
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Insulin, blood thinners, GLP-1s?
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No.
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I-I told them that
I-I didn't want to be
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on the show anymore, but
they wouldn't let me leave.
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It may be helpful if we
knew which show you were on.
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"Housewives"? "Next
Gen"? "Summer House"?
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I would kill on "The Traitors."
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Okay, um, why don't we
just focus right now
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on how you feel?
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And all of your initial labs...
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[ Sensual music plays]
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♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
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...appear normal.
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Why are you putting on
your glasses like that?
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Like what?
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Like you're on a TV show.
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Nurse Jeffers to Neonatal.
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Nurse Jeffers to Neonatal.
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[ Chuckles ]
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This is still a part of it.
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Of course, of course
I knew, I knew,
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Ohh. I knew that this
wasn't a real hospital.
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I know all the tricks.
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Okay, I know, I know
I'm still being filmed.
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What makes you say that, Lauren?
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Maybe the hidden cameras
that are all over the place.
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There's one right there.
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-In the stethoscope?
-Yes, there's one there
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and there... [
Electricity buzzing]
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...and there.
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[ Buzzing continues]
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-Um, Dr. Wolf, should we, uh...
-Don't... Don't act like
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you don't know what I'm
talking about, okay?
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I know. I know. I
know what's going on.
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I know. I get it.
-Oh. Okay.
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-I know.
-Uh, cut!
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Let's, um, stop filming.
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And, uh, let's put
down all of our...
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-Props?
-...props.
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Um...
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Mm.
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Let's just... take five.
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♪♪
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I think our patient
is experiencing
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Truman Show syndrome.
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This is actually a first for me.
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These delusions can
manifest in various ways,
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but in each case,
the patient believes
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that they are under some sort
of constant surveillance.
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-Is there a specific trigger?
-It's usually meth.
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My guess is meth, too.
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Uh, weren't you on that
peripheral neuropathy?
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Just finished up. Thought
I'd help out here.
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[ Speaking softly ] Can I
be part of the Wolf pack?
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When Lauren's feeling up to it,
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we'll run a tox screen.
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But I don't suspect drugs.
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Sustained delusions
can be caused
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by environmental factors,
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biochemical imbalances,
even a mass.
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Could be psychological.
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Maybe she's a technophobe
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whose conspiracy
theories took over.
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Of course, while
Truman Show syndrome is
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a relatively new psychosis
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named after some movie
about a detective...
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No, that was "Ace Ventura."
He was a pet detective.
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A pet who solves crimes?
That's ludicrous.
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Delusions associated
with new technologies
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have a long history.
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In the 1920s, people believed
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radios could read their minds.
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In the 14th century,
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a revolution in glass
production led many people,
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including King
Charles VI of France,
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to believe that they
were made of glass
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and could shatter.
-Wow.
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Seriously? This is what
you do in neuro all day?
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Historical story time?
261
00:09:29,736 --> 00:09:30,612
The patient came
in off the street.
262
00:09:30,737 --> 00:09:31,822
Nine times out of ten,
263
00:09:31,905 --> 00:09:33,490
that's a history of psychosis.
264
00:09:33,573 --> 00:09:34,658
This could be an
average Tuesday for her.
265
00:09:34,741 --> 00:09:36,159
Not according to the sister.
266
00:09:36,242 --> 00:09:37,661
We need to figure out
what triggered this.
267
00:09:37,744 --> 00:09:39,162
And history can provide
a valuable context.
268
00:09:39,245 --> 00:09:40,455
Why don't you play pet detective
269
00:09:40,538 --> 00:09:41,581
after you give her
anti-psychotics
270
00:09:41,664 --> 00:09:42,749
and her delusion subsides?
271
00:09:42,874 --> 00:09:44,209
I wouldn't want to force meds.
272
00:09:44,292 --> 00:09:45,627
If she really was
on a reality show,
273
00:09:45,710 --> 00:09:46,628
some of them are
designed to break people
274
00:09:46,711 --> 00:09:47,837
for entertainment...
275
00:09:47,921 --> 00:09:49,339
play mind games, withhold food.
276
00:09:49,422 --> 00:09:51,091
Besides, everyone's on GLP-1s.
277
00:09:51,216 --> 00:09:52,467
Hence the abdominal hematoma.
278
00:09:52,592 --> 00:09:54,052
I've heard producers get bonuses
279
00:09:54,135 --> 00:09:55,512
for pushing people
to psychotic breaks.
280
00:09:55,595 --> 00:09:57,014
That would account
for what we're seeing.
281
00:09:57,097 --> 00:09:58,556
You three... get
with the patient,
282
00:09:58,640 --> 00:10:00,017
see if she'll let
you run some panels
283
00:10:00,100 --> 00:10:01,518
so that we can start
eliminating etiologies.
284
00:10:01,601 --> 00:10:03,937
Cardiac ICU to 2-4.
285
00:10:04,020 --> 00:10:05,522
Hi, Lauren.
286
00:10:05,647 --> 00:10:06,857
I'm glad to see your
sister's here with you.
287
00:10:06,940 --> 00:10:08,066
We are just going
to run a few tests.
288
00:10:08,149 --> 00:10:09,610
Okay?
-Yes.
289
00:10:09,693 --> 00:10:11,987
I explained to her
we're not being filmed,
290
00:10:12,070 --> 00:10:13,614
and this is all to help her.
291
00:10:13,697 --> 00:10:15,073
Nice try.
292
00:10:15,156 --> 00:10:17,867
Lo, just let the
doctors work. Okay?
293
00:10:17,951 --> 00:10:19,620
I cannot believe that
you're with them now.
294
00:10:19,703 --> 00:10:21,330
I mean, I tried to keep
you out of this, Harper,
295
00:10:21,413 --> 00:10:22,456
but you're just a
part of it, too.
296
00:10:22,539 --> 00:10:23,498
What are you supposed to be,
297
00:10:23,581 --> 00:10:24,583
the concerned family member?
298
00:10:24,666 --> 00:10:25,875
I am concerned
299
00:10:25,959 --> 00:10:27,169
because you're making things up
300
00:10:27,252 --> 00:10:29,295
that don't make any sense.
-Uh-huh.
301
00:10:29,379 --> 00:10:30,797
Where are you getting this?
302
00:10:30,880 --> 00:10:32,257
Do any of these people
look real to you?
303
00:10:32,340 --> 00:10:35,176
They're actors.
-No, we're not actors.
304
00:10:35,260 --> 00:10:37,054
Maybe not good ones.
305
00:10:37,137 --> 00:10:38,555
I mean, that... that broody guy
with the glasses from before?
306
00:10:38,638 --> 00:10:40,765
He's what? He was
the tortured genius
307
00:10:40,849 --> 00:10:42,225
who cares too much
about his patients?
308
00:10:42,308 --> 00:10:43,668
-She got that right.
-Let me guess,
309
00:10:43,768 --> 00:10:45,270
the only person he
can't heal is himself?
310
00:10:45,353 --> 00:10:46,521
And you three are
what? His protégés?
311
00:10:46,604 --> 00:10:47,897
The interns?
312
00:10:47,981 --> 00:10:49,107
That's the Type A brainy one.
313
00:10:49,190 --> 00:10:50,734
The comic relief.
-Hurtful.
314
00:10:50,817 --> 00:10:51,985
And this guy is way
too hot to be a doctor,
315
00:10:52,068 --> 00:10:53,153
so why is he here?
316
00:10:53,236 --> 00:10:54,821
Oh, to be my love interest!
317
00:10:54,946 --> 00:10:56,406
Forbidden romance
with a patient!
318
00:10:56,531 --> 00:10:57,949
Spicy!
-Lauren, stop.
319
00:10:58,033 --> 00:10:59,493
-[ Laughs ] No.
-These are your doctors.
320
00:10:59,576 --> 00:11:01,161
I-I will not be
humiliated on camera
321
00:11:01,244 --> 00:11:02,829
for the whole world to
see and judge me, okay?
322
00:11:02,912 --> 00:11:04,414
Nobody's judging you here.
323
00:11:04,497 --> 00:11:07,834
Ma'am... I am in pain. Okay?
324
00:11:07,917 --> 00:11:09,336
I need real help,
325
00:11:09,419 --> 00:11:11,129
from real doctors
in a real hospital.
326
00:11:11,212 --> 00:11:12,256
And if you're not going to
give me that, then you can...
327
00:11:12,339 --> 00:11:13,840
you can just get out.
328
00:11:13,923 --> 00:11:15,550
-Lo, we need them to...
-You, too, Harper.
329
00:11:15,633 --> 00:11:17,386
If you're just gonna lie
to me, Harper, then leave.
330
00:11:17,469 --> 00:11:18,762
[ Breathes sharply ]
331
00:11:18,845 --> 00:11:20,597
Okay. Okay. I'm
gonna be right back.
332
00:11:20,722 --> 00:11:22,182
-Okay?
-Harper. Um...
333
00:11:23,892 --> 00:11:26,561
Can you think of any recent
stressors in her life?
334
00:11:27,562 --> 00:11:29,022
I mean...
335
00:11:29,105 --> 00:11:31,483
she broke up with her
tech bro boyfriend,
336
00:11:31,566 --> 00:11:33,277
but Lauren doesn't
let that shake her.
337
00:11:33,360 --> 00:11:35,570
She's always on
top of everything.
338
00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:36,905
Always.
339
00:11:37,906 --> 00:11:39,908
I just... I can't believe
this is happening.
340
00:11:40,033 --> 00:11:41,535
You know what?
341
00:11:41,618 --> 00:11:43,138
The E.D. has the best
vending machines.
342
00:11:43,244 --> 00:11:45,038
Why don't you go grab
something and take a seat?
343
00:11:45,121 --> 00:11:47,541
Take care of yourself while
we take care of your sister.
344
00:11:47,624 --> 00:11:49,417
Respiratory to...
Respiratory to...
345
00:11:49,542 --> 00:11:50,877
Okay.
346
00:11:50,960 --> 00:11:52,671
-Sorry.
-No, it's alright.
347
00:11:52,754 --> 00:11:54,131
-[ Sniffles ]
-The waiting room is right here.
348
00:11:54,214 --> 00:11:56,174
It'd be great to
get some answers.
349
00:11:56,257 --> 00:11:59,719
If only Lauren would let us
do, like, one teeny-tiny LP.
350
00:11:59,844 --> 00:12:01,388
Maybe she'll let her
love interest do it.
351
00:12:01,471 --> 00:12:02,847
Ha.
352
00:12:02,931 --> 00:12:04,641
God, I always attract
the crazy ones.
353
00:12:04,724 --> 00:12:06,518
We don't use that word here.
354
00:12:06,601 --> 00:12:08,812
It's dehumanizing
and stigmatizing,
355
00:12:08,937 --> 00:12:11,940
and it trivializes everything
we do on behalf of our patients.
356
00:12:12,065 --> 00:12:13,775
Relax.
357
00:12:13,900 --> 00:12:15,694
It's not like I
said it to her face.
358
00:12:18,029 --> 00:12:20,740
So, how are you holding up?
359
00:12:20,824 --> 00:12:22,033
I'm fine.
360
00:12:22,158 --> 00:12:23,576
[ Horn honks in distance ]
361
00:12:23,702 --> 00:12:25,620
[ Indistinct conversations ]
362
00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:27,914
I lived without my dad
for 30 years, Carol.
363
00:12:27,997 --> 00:12:29,916
I'm happy to go another
30 the same way.
364
00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:31,585
It was a blip on the radar.
365
00:12:31,668 --> 00:12:33,128
I am fine.
366
00:12:33,253 --> 00:12:34,462
You said "fine" twice.
367
00:12:34,546 --> 00:12:35,923
Should I do my thing
368
00:12:36,006 --> 00:12:37,841
or just let you keep
twisting reality?
369
00:12:37,924 --> 00:12:40,135
The only reason that he came
back was to use me to fix him.
370
00:12:40,218 --> 00:12:42,220
And when that didn't happen
fast enough, he left.
371
00:12:42,303 --> 00:12:44,014
I am ready to get
back to my real life
372
00:12:44,097 --> 00:12:46,641
and the people who
actually deserve my time.
373
00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:48,810
What's going on with the trial?
374
00:12:48,893 --> 00:12:50,896
Oh, well...
375
00:12:50,979 --> 00:12:54,358
Josh put me through the
wringer this morning.
376
00:12:54,441 --> 00:12:56,776
He went full Army general on me.
377
00:12:56,901 --> 00:12:58,987
So annoying.
-So annoying.
378
00:12:59,070 --> 00:13:00,196
But also kinda hot?
379
00:13:00,321 --> 00:13:01,865
Okay, I don't want to hear it.
380
00:13:01,948 --> 00:13:04,909
Just keep me out
of y'all's thing.
381
00:13:05,035 --> 00:13:08,747
Obviously don't, but Josh was
so annoyingly right, Wolf.
382
00:13:08,830 --> 00:13:11,458
You are an incredible
doctor. You made one mistake.
383
00:13:11,541 --> 00:13:14,836
Who are these bureaucratic
pencil pushers to judge you?
384
00:13:15,920 --> 00:13:17,756
Yeah, well...
385
00:13:17,881 --> 00:13:21,009
I think the only way
to get my job back
386
00:13:21,092 --> 00:13:22,677
is if I lie to
the pencil pushers
387
00:13:22,761 --> 00:13:24,304
about what happened.
388
00:13:25,430 --> 00:13:26,973
It's my word against Alison's.
389
00:13:27,098 --> 00:13:28,475
So if the system is wrong,
390
00:13:28,558 --> 00:13:29,643
then you got to do
everything in your power
391
00:13:29,726 --> 00:13:31,102
to make it right.
392
00:13:32,771 --> 00:13:34,314
[ Siren chirps ]
393
00:13:35,940 --> 00:13:37,067
Hey, Wolf.
394
00:13:37,150 --> 00:13:38,693
You're gonna want to see this.
395
00:13:38,818 --> 00:13:41,237
NYPD just sent it over.
396
00:13:41,321 --> 00:13:43,656
-What is this?
-Your patient's reality show.
397
00:13:43,740 --> 00:13:45,283
[ Video clicks, whirring ]
398
00:13:45,367 --> 00:13:47,452
I've had some bad
luck with guys.
399
00:13:47,535 --> 00:13:49,454
Well, o-one guy in particular.
400
00:13:49,537 --> 00:13:51,539
Yeah, I'm... I'm here
because I've always wanted
401
00:13:51,664 --> 00:13:53,583
a family of my own.
402
00:13:53,667 --> 00:13:55,210
How many kids you want?
403
00:13:57,462 --> 00:14:00,591
Uh, I'm... I'm sorry. I
think I've had enough.
404
00:14:00,674 --> 00:14:02,092
I-I-I want to get out.
405
00:14:02,217 --> 00:14:03,343
Unlock the door.
406
00:14:03,426 --> 00:14:04,636
I can't.
407
00:14:04,761 --> 00:14:05,929
-I said let me out!
-Whoa!
408
00:14:06,012 --> 00:14:07,597
She wasn't on a reality show.
409
00:14:07,722 --> 00:14:09,474
-I know my rights, okay?!
-She was in a cab.
410
00:14:09,557 --> 00:14:11,351
-You can't keep me here!
-Please, lady, calm down.
411
00:14:11,434 --> 00:14:12,769
Her delusions have already
caused one violent episode.
412
00:14:12,852 --> 00:14:13,978
Lauren!
413
00:14:14,104 --> 00:14:16,439
-She needs meds, Wolf.
-Lauren!
414
00:14:16,523 --> 00:14:18,567
I just want everyone
to stop watching me!
415
00:14:18,650 --> 00:14:20,235
[ Panting ]
416
00:14:20,318 --> 00:14:21,736
-Oh!
-Get Security!
417
00:14:21,861 --> 00:14:23,155
[ Panting ] [ Doors
slamming open ]
418
00:14:23,238 --> 00:14:25,490
There she is! Ma'am!
419
00:14:25,573 --> 00:14:27,325
-Lauren?
-She's headed for the West exit.
420
00:14:27,409 --> 00:14:28,618
-On it.
-Hey!
421
00:14:28,743 --> 00:14:29,953
-Lauren!
-Stop!
422
00:14:30,036 --> 00:14:31,913
-Wait!
-L-Lauren, stop!
423
00:14:31,996 --> 00:14:33,081
-Oh!
-Whoa!
424
00:14:33,206 --> 00:14:34,291
Um...
425
00:14:34,374 --> 00:14:36,376
[ Breathing quickly ]
426
00:14:36,459 --> 00:14:38,378
♪♪
427
00:14:38,545 --> 00:14:46,545
♪♪
428
00:14:47,303 --> 00:14:48,888
[ Electricity buzzing]
429
00:14:48,972 --> 00:14:51,224
♪♪
430
00:14:51,307 --> 00:14:53,393
[ Whooshing, beeping]
431
00:14:53,476 --> 00:14:54,811
[ Echoing ] LoLo.
432
00:14:54,894 --> 00:14:56,563
LoLo?
433
00:14:58,148 --> 00:14:59,524
LoLo, hey.
434
00:15:00,483 --> 00:15:02,652
LoLo?
-[ Gasps ]
435
00:15:02,736 --> 00:15:04,613
[ Indistinct conversations ]
-Hey. It's okay.
436
00:15:04,696 --> 00:15:06,114
[ Whimpers ]
437
00:15:06,197 --> 00:15:07,449
Everything's okay.
438
00:15:07,574 --> 00:15:09,284
[ Sniffles, whimpers ]
439
00:15:09,367 --> 00:15:11,203
-Just breathe. I know.
-[ Speaking indistinctly ]
440
00:15:11,286 --> 00:15:12,620
Everything's okay.
441
00:15:12,704 --> 00:15:14,081
-Ow!
-No. No.
442
00:15:14,164 --> 00:15:15,415
-What are you doing?
-Following protocol.
443
00:15:15,498 --> 00:15:16,875
It hurts. I don't want...
444
00:15:16,958 --> 00:15:18,710
Please, Harper,
please! Harper, please!
445
00:15:18,793 --> 00:15:20,295
No! That hurts. Please, Harper!
446
00:15:20,420 --> 00:15:21,672
Please don't let
them take me away!
447
00:15:21,755 --> 00:15:22,964
[ Crying ] Please! No!
448
00:15:23,923 --> 00:15:25,133
Harper!
449
00:15:25,216 --> 00:15:26,969
Social worker...
450
00:15:27,052 --> 00:15:28,762
[ Door creaks ]
451
00:15:28,928 --> 00:15:33,850
♪♪
452
00:15:34,059 --> 00:15:39,773
♪♪
453
00:15:39,856 --> 00:15:41,608
[ Whirring]
-[ Breathing quickly ]
454
00:15:41,733 --> 00:15:43,276
[ Sniffles ]
455
00:15:43,443 --> 00:15:50,617
♪♪
456
00:15:55,163 --> 00:15:56,831
We're supposed to
help her get better.
457
00:15:57,832 --> 00:15:59,292
Why can't we just
take her to neuro?
458
00:15:59,376 --> 00:16:00,293
She eloped during a
mental health crisis
459
00:16:00,377 --> 00:16:02,003
and nearly harmed herself.
460
00:16:02,087 --> 00:16:03,380
Despite Thorne's maddening
pursuit of expedience,
461
00:16:03,463 --> 00:16:04,964
he is correct in protocol.
462
00:16:05,048 --> 00:16:06,174
The seclusion room
is a safety measure.
463
00:16:06,257 --> 00:16:08,218
But it's making her worse.
464
00:16:08,301 --> 00:16:10,178
She thought she was on camera,
being watched, and now she is.
465
00:16:10,261 --> 00:16:13,098
Well, in psych terms, this is
a self-fulfilling prophecy.
466
00:16:13,181 --> 00:16:14,516
Cool, cool. Thanks, Dr. Drew.
467
00:16:14,641 --> 00:16:16,226
Okay, Thorne wants
to wait and see
468
00:16:16,351 --> 00:16:18,020
if psych comes out of hiding,
but Carol's replacement
469
00:16:18,103 --> 00:16:20,063
is basically a potato
with a clipboard.
470
00:16:20,146 --> 00:16:21,898
Even if he shows up, he's just
going to force meds on Lauren.
471
00:16:21,981 --> 00:16:23,150
And traumatize her even more.
472
00:16:23,233 --> 00:16:24,651
On the flip side,
473
00:16:24,734 --> 00:16:26,611
prolonged psychosis is
toxic for the brain.
474
00:16:26,695 --> 00:16:28,571
Which is why she
needs antipsychotics.
475
00:16:28,655 --> 00:16:30,281
Her brain is on fire.
476
00:16:30,365 --> 00:16:32,992
Wait, let's turn
down the temperature,
477
00:16:33,118 --> 00:16:34,828
psychologically and literally.
478
00:16:34,994 --> 00:16:37,164
That's your solve? Blast the AC?
479
00:16:37,247 --> 00:16:39,374
Dr. Dang is right.
Her brain is on fire.
480
00:16:39,457 --> 00:16:41,918
The threat response in her
amygdala is on high alert.
481
00:16:42,002 --> 00:16:45,255
We need to cool her
physiological response.
482
00:16:45,338 --> 00:16:46,632
And then what?
483
00:16:46,715 --> 00:16:48,508
Then we meet her where she is.
484
00:16:48,591 --> 00:16:51,928
♪♪
485
00:16:52,012 --> 00:16:55,807
Call 1980. Call 1980.
486
00:16:55,890 --> 00:16:58,518
♪♪
487
00:16:58,601 --> 00:17:06,601
♪♪
488
00:17:12,490 --> 00:17:13,867
[ Door closes ]
489
00:17:13,950 --> 00:17:21,950
♪♪
490
00:17:22,459 --> 00:17:25,920
♪♪
491
00:17:26,004 --> 00:17:27,214
[ Whispering ] Um.
492
00:17:27,297 --> 00:17:28,923
This, too?
493
00:17:29,007 --> 00:17:30,884
♪♪
494
00:17:30,967 --> 00:17:38,967
♪♪
495
00:17:39,517 --> 00:17:41,102
You missed one.
496
00:17:42,354 --> 00:17:43,605
Oh.
497
00:17:44,689 --> 00:17:45,899
Good catch.
498
00:17:45,982 --> 00:17:53,982
♪♪
499
00:17:54,199 --> 00:17:55,409
[ Chair thumps ]
500
00:17:55,492 --> 00:17:56,910
♪♪
501
00:17:56,993 --> 00:17:59,246
[ Electricity buzzing]
502
00:17:59,329 --> 00:18:02,082
♪♪
503
00:18:02,165 --> 00:18:07,087
♪♪
504
00:18:07,212 --> 00:18:11,132
It's Lauren... Lauren B., right?
505
00:18:12,217 --> 00:18:14,344
I'm Oliver.
506
00:18:14,469 --> 00:18:15,971
Oliver W.
507
00:18:16,054 --> 00:18:19,057
Okay, Oliver W.
508
00:18:20,183 --> 00:18:22,477
Don't you hate this
constant surveillance?
509
00:18:22,560 --> 00:18:24,521
It is tiring,
510
00:18:24,646 --> 00:18:26,731
but the abundance of
particle board furniture
511
00:18:26,856 --> 00:18:28,358
exhausts me more.
512
00:18:28,441 --> 00:18:30,694
[ Both chuckle ]
513
00:18:30,777 --> 00:18:32,320
Yeah, I'll admit, I'm terrified
514
00:18:32,487 --> 00:18:34,155
of what's on the
other side of this.
515
00:18:35,407 --> 00:18:38,827
So, what's your story? Why
haven't you found love yet?
516
00:18:41,121 --> 00:18:44,082
Um, overworked doctor.
517
00:18:44,165 --> 00:18:48,044
Too committed to my
patients, I guess.
518
00:18:48,128 --> 00:18:49,754
It's so hard.
519
00:18:49,838 --> 00:18:51,924
And it just feels like
everyone is always judging you.
520
00:18:52,007 --> 00:18:54,426
Like you're not the person
they want you to be,
521
00:18:54,509 --> 00:18:57,303
or you... you can't be
because you're, like...
522
00:18:57,429 --> 00:18:58,805
Mnh.
523
00:18:58,888 --> 00:19:00,640
...broken?
524
00:19:02,308 --> 00:19:04,477
Can I let you in on a secret?
525
00:19:04,602 --> 00:19:06,229
Mm.
526
00:19:06,396 --> 00:19:09,858
I heard everyone watching
is rooting for you.
527
00:19:09,941 --> 00:19:11,568
[ Chuckles ]
528
00:19:11,693 --> 00:19:13,695
Come on.
-No. It's true.
529
00:19:13,862 --> 00:19:16,031
You're the fan favorite.
-[ Chuckles ]
530
00:19:17,449 --> 00:19:19,326
Everyone wants to see you win.
531
00:19:19,409 --> 00:19:22,162
But you got to keep
playing the game.
532
00:19:22,245 --> 00:19:25,874
Even on this hospital set.
533
00:19:26,833 --> 00:19:29,753
And cooperate with the doctors.
534
00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:31,338
Take your meds.
535
00:19:31,421 --> 00:19:34,215
Everyone wants to
see you get better...
536
00:19:34,341 --> 00:19:36,468
on your terms.
537
00:19:40,347 --> 00:19:42,266
Okay.
538
00:19:42,349 --> 00:19:44,726
Yeah, I-I-I'll do it.
539
00:19:47,103 --> 00:19:49,690
And for what it's worth,
I hope you find love, too.
540
00:19:49,773 --> 00:19:56,822
♪♪
541
00:19:56,905 --> 00:19:59,574
Hey, by the way, I know
you're not a real doctor.
542
00:19:59,657 --> 00:20:01,242
[ Chuckles ]
543
00:20:01,326 --> 00:20:03,078
You're right.
544
00:20:04,829 --> 00:20:07,207
I just play one on TV.
545
00:20:08,333 --> 00:20:10,210
[ Chuckles ]
546
00:20:10,293 --> 00:20:14,798
♪♪
547
00:20:14,881 --> 00:20:15,882
[ Door closes ]
548
00:20:15,965 --> 00:20:17,425
♪♪
549
00:20:17,509 --> 00:20:19,094
[ Indistinct conversations ]
550
00:20:19,260 --> 00:20:20,845
Hospital Transport
to Vascular Imaging.
551
00:20:20,929 --> 00:20:22,598
Hospital Transport
to Vascular Imaging.
552
00:20:22,681 --> 00:20:24,182
-Wolf.
-Nichols.
553
00:20:25,183 --> 00:20:26,434
Hey.
554
00:20:27,727 --> 00:20:30,146
Do you want to grab
a drink tonight?
555
00:20:30,230 --> 00:20:31,732
Sure.
556
00:20:31,815 --> 00:20:34,401
♪♪
557
00:20:34,484 --> 00:20:37,821
Anesthesia tech to E.R.
1. Anesthesia tech to E.R.
558
00:20:37,904 --> 00:20:40,073
So it's your assertion
that you did nothing wrong?
559
00:20:40,156 --> 00:20:42,534
You discontinued
treatment of the patient
560
00:20:42,659 --> 00:20:45,245
as soon as you discovered the
inappropriate relationship.
561
00:20:45,328 --> 00:20:46,913
[ Horn honks in distance ]
562
00:20:46,996 --> 00:20:49,624
[ Indistinct conversations
in distance ]
563
00:20:51,876 --> 00:20:56,589
♪♪
564
00:20:56,673 --> 00:20:58,300
No.
565
00:20:58,383 --> 00:21:04,305
I continued to treat her for
a short time after I knew.
566
00:21:07,017 --> 00:21:09,769
As psychiatrists, we're
taught to maintain
567
00:21:09,853 --> 00:21:12,772
a healthy emotional
distance from our clients,
568
00:21:12,897 --> 00:21:16,109
but it's not always realistic.
569
00:21:16,234 --> 00:21:17,569
Not when you've given a widow
570
00:21:17,652 --> 00:21:19,196
a reason to get
up in the morning
571
00:21:19,279 --> 00:21:21,365
after her husband died.
572
00:21:21,448 --> 00:21:25,285
Not when you've guided a family
through the hell of alcoholism
573
00:21:25,368 --> 00:21:27,704
and watched them make
it to the other side.
574
00:21:27,787 --> 00:21:31,416
Not when you've treated a young
girl with anorexia for years
575
00:21:31,583 --> 00:21:33,585
and rejoice with her family
576
00:21:33,668 --> 00:21:36,296
when she no longer
wants to restrict.
577
00:21:36,421 --> 00:21:40,759
I care deeply about my patients.
578
00:21:40,925 --> 00:21:43,011
I see myself in them.
579
00:21:44,054 --> 00:21:47,223
And they deserve a doctor
who will fight for them,
580
00:21:47,349 --> 00:21:50,310
the way I fight for the
people in my own life.
581
00:21:50,477 --> 00:21:53,438
I am committed to my patients,
582
00:21:53,521 --> 00:21:56,024
and I have always
done the best I can,
583
00:21:56,149 --> 00:21:59,111
even when circumstances
get complicated.
584
00:21:59,194 --> 00:22:01,822
If you fire me, you
lose an employee.
585
00:22:01,905 --> 00:22:04,074
They...
586
00:22:04,157 --> 00:22:06,159
They lose a hell of a lot more.
587
00:22:06,242 --> 00:22:08,912
♪♪
588
00:22:08,995 --> 00:22:11,164
[ Murmuring ]
589
00:22:11,247 --> 00:22:14,209
♪♪
590
00:22:14,292 --> 00:22:16,878
I'm very proud... I got her
to take her meds willingly.
591
00:22:16,961 --> 00:22:18,880
It's great to get the win.
592
00:22:19,798 --> 00:22:21,174
I know the feeling.
593
00:22:21,257 --> 00:22:22,384
[ Glasses clink ]
594
00:22:22,467 --> 00:22:23,343
[ Chuckles ]
595
00:22:23,426 --> 00:22:28,848
♪♪
596
00:22:28,973 --> 00:22:30,392
Thank you for
celebrating with me.
597
00:22:30,475 --> 00:22:31,768
I needed this.
598
00:22:31,851 --> 00:22:33,020
I'm happy to be here.
599
00:22:33,103 --> 00:22:40,193
♪♪
600
00:22:40,276 --> 00:22:41,528
Wolf...
601
00:22:41,611 --> 00:22:42,862
What?
602
00:22:42,946 --> 00:22:45,115
♪♪
603
00:22:45,198 --> 00:22:46,491
Are you okay?
604
00:22:46,574 --> 00:22:48,577
Why wouldn't I be
okay? [ Scoffs ]
605
00:22:48,660 --> 00:22:50,745
Your dad...
606
00:22:52,163 --> 00:22:54,040
I know he just left.
607
00:22:54,165 --> 00:22:55,751
I didn't know that you knew.
608
00:22:55,834 --> 00:22:57,544
Carol told me.
609
00:22:59,004 --> 00:23:01,089
I thought you asked me here
to maybe talk about it.
610
00:23:01,256 --> 00:23:02,616
No, I don't want
to talk about it.
611
00:23:03,717 --> 00:23:05,510
I don't want to talk about him.
612
00:23:05,593 --> 00:23:09,180
I want everything to go back to
the way it was before he came.
613
00:23:11,224 --> 00:23:13,602
You told me you wanted to wait
until your house was in order.
614
00:23:13,685 --> 00:23:15,020
Your dad just left,
615
00:23:15,103 --> 00:23:16,463
and if I were to
take a wild guess,
616
00:23:16,604 --> 00:23:18,398
I-I don't think
anything is in order.
617
00:23:18,481 --> 00:23:20,734
You'd be guessing wrong.
618
00:23:20,817 --> 00:23:23,862
Look, I can be your
friend through this.
619
00:23:25,363 --> 00:23:27,991
But I don't deserve
to be jerked around.
620
00:23:28,074 --> 00:23:29,242
[ Cellphone vibrates ]
621
00:23:29,367 --> 00:23:30,952
Oh.
622
00:23:33,955 --> 00:23:36,291
It's the hospital. I got to go.
623
00:23:36,374 --> 00:23:37,792
Yeah. Yeah.
624
00:23:39,544 --> 00:23:41,296
I'm sorry.
625
00:23:42,756 --> 00:23:44,424
It's already forgotten.
626
00:23:44,507 --> 00:23:52,507
♪♪
627
00:23:52,724 --> 00:23:54,601
[ Screaming ]
628
00:23:54,726 --> 00:23:55,977
Okay, she woke up like this.
629
00:23:56,144 --> 00:23:57,145
You guys said it
was all in her head,
630
00:23:57,228 --> 00:23:58,521
but she's in real pain now.
631
00:23:58,605 --> 00:24:00,231
We paged Dr. Wolf.
He's on his way.
632
00:24:00,315 --> 00:24:01,733
Is it alright if I take
a look at you, Lauren?
633
00:24:01,816 --> 00:24:04,152
-Yes. [ Whimpers ]
-Alright... ready.
634
00:24:05,236 --> 00:24:06,654
We can't wait for Dr. Wolf.
635
00:24:06,821 --> 00:24:08,823
Page the on-call.
Get them here now.
636
00:24:08,990 --> 00:24:11,493
-Copy that. Right away.
-Okay, I know.
637
00:24:11,576 --> 00:24:13,620
[ Crying ]
638
00:24:13,703 --> 00:24:15,372
[ Cellphone vibrates ]
-Charge nurse to ICU.
639
00:24:15,455 --> 00:24:17,249
Charge nurse to ICU.
640
00:24:17,332 --> 00:24:20,960
♪♪
641
00:24:21,086 --> 00:24:22,212
[ Cellphone chimes ]
-[ Scoffs ]
642
00:24:22,295 --> 00:24:23,463
[ Cellphone vibrating ]
643
00:24:23,546 --> 00:24:28,218
♪♪
644
00:24:28,301 --> 00:24:29,386
[ Elevator bell dings ]
645
00:24:29,469 --> 00:24:30,554
A quick examination revealed
646
00:24:30,637 --> 00:24:31,888
the patient's distended abdomen.
647
00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:34,224
That, in combination
with acute pain
648
00:24:34,307 --> 00:24:36,017
and shallow
breathing, suggests...
649
00:24:36,101 --> 00:24:37,477
-Internal bleeding?
-That's the working theory,
650
00:24:37,560 --> 00:24:39,229
but I paged the
critical response team.
651
00:24:39,396 --> 00:24:40,647
There's got to be something
that we're missing.
652
00:24:40,730 --> 00:24:42,023
That's great. Good work.
653
00:24:42,148 --> 00:24:43,692
Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow!
Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow!
654
00:24:43,775 --> 00:24:45,402
-It's okay. Okay.
-You're gonna be okay, Lauren.
655
00:24:45,485 --> 00:24:46,778
-Yeah.
-Here we go.
656
00:24:46,861 --> 00:24:47,737
No, no, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no.
657
00:24:47,821 --> 00:24:49,739
-Hey, hey, hey.
-No!
658
00:24:49,823 --> 00:24:52,200
I am so sorry. I-I don't know
how I didn't hear my phone.
659
00:24:52,367 --> 00:24:53,952
-Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow!
-Not right now, Kinney.
660
00:24:54,035 --> 00:24:55,578
What could have
caused the bleed?
661
00:24:55,745 --> 00:24:57,748
Ultrasound shows free
fluid in the lower pelvis.
662
00:24:57,831 --> 00:24:59,207
Exact source is unclear,
663
00:24:59,332 --> 00:25:00,500
but we're hoping IR
can stop the bleeding
664
00:25:00,583 --> 00:25:01,960
and gives us more answers.
665
00:25:02,043 --> 00:25:04,004
Alright, let's go!
-No! [ Groans ]
666
00:25:04,129 --> 00:25:05,672
What's happening? Is
she going to be okay?
667
00:25:05,755 --> 00:25:07,382
Uh, let's give them
some space to work.
668
00:25:07,507 --> 00:25:08,550
And I'll explain
to you what I know.
669
00:25:08,633 --> 00:25:09,718
Come with me.
670
00:25:09,801 --> 00:25:11,511
I am such an idiot.
671
00:25:11,594 --> 00:25:12,763
Far from.
672
00:25:12,846 --> 00:25:14,514
This is the night shift.
673
00:25:14,597 --> 00:25:16,516
Happens to the best of us.
674
00:25:16,683 --> 00:25:18,518
Well, it doesn't happen to me.
675
00:25:18,601 --> 00:25:19,728
Hm.
676
00:25:19,811 --> 00:25:21,813
Maybe, um...
677
00:25:21,896 --> 00:25:23,732
take it easy on the
benzos next time.
678
00:25:23,815 --> 00:25:25,815
Orderly with wheelchair,
you're needed in the E.D.
679
00:25:31,656 --> 00:25:33,199
Her ovaries are
cystic and enlarged.
680
00:25:34,451 --> 00:25:35,452
That hematoma Ericka
found on Lauren's abdomen?
681
00:25:35,535 --> 00:25:37,328
I don't think it's from GLP-1s.
682
00:25:37,454 --> 00:25:39,122
I think she's been injecting
herself with hormones for...
683
00:25:39,205 --> 00:25:40,790
In vitro fertilization,
684
00:25:40,874 --> 00:25:42,959
which is why her ovaries
are so massively stimulated.
685
00:25:43,084 --> 00:25:44,919
And that bleed's location
must be associated
686
00:25:45,003 --> 00:25:46,629
with a recent egg retrieval.
687
00:25:46,755 --> 00:25:48,757
But that still doesn't
entirely explain the psychosis.
688
00:25:48,840 --> 00:25:50,425
I'm going to try the IVF
lab now that they're open
689
00:25:50,508 --> 00:25:51,510
and see what they can tell me.
690
00:25:51,593 --> 00:25:53,053
-Let me know.
-Yeah.
691
00:25:53,178 --> 00:25:55,388
[ Indistinct conversations ]
692
00:25:55,513 --> 00:25:57,975
Dr. Wolf, just a heads-up...
693
00:25:58,058 --> 00:25:59,768
I took care of all your
discharge summaries.
694
00:25:59,851 --> 00:26:01,603
Well, it's good
to see you awake.
695
00:26:01,686 --> 00:26:03,563
Everything okay?
-Yeah. Of course.
696
00:26:03,646 --> 00:26:05,440
I just know how much
you hate charting.
697
00:26:05,523 --> 00:26:07,943
Also, I found a case I think
you might be interested in.
698
00:26:08,026 --> 00:26:09,444
At minimum, he's schizophrenic,
699
00:26:09,569 --> 00:26:11,863
but I think there is
something more going on.
700
00:26:11,946 --> 00:26:13,615
As you can see, every
physician's note
701
00:26:13,698 --> 00:26:15,075
is just a copy-paste
from the last.
702
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:16,785
Everyone just writes him off.
703
00:26:16,868 --> 00:26:19,204
So, I am thinking we should
give him a fresh workup.
704
00:26:19,287 --> 00:26:21,790
But this guy's in and out
of the E.D. every other day.
705
00:26:21,873 --> 00:26:24,501
Isn't that all the more
reason we should help him?
706
00:26:24,584 --> 00:26:26,836
Lauren B. has one break,
and it's all hands on deck.
707
00:26:26,920 --> 00:26:28,422
I just think we're
being very biased
708
00:26:28,505 --> 00:26:29,965
about who should and
shouldn't receive care.
709
00:26:30,048 --> 00:26:31,800
Listen, Ericka, I
appreciate your passion.
710
00:26:31,883 --> 00:26:33,718
Truly, I do.
711
00:26:33,802 --> 00:26:35,137
But no matter how
hard we try to help,
712
00:26:35,220 --> 00:26:36,179
some patients will always leave.
713
00:26:36,262 --> 00:26:37,806
And that's their right.
714
00:26:37,931 --> 00:26:40,016
We cannot force care onto
those who don't want it.
715
00:26:40,100 --> 00:26:42,310
Medical Records, dial 1649.
716
00:26:42,435 --> 00:26:44,688
1649 for Medical
Records, please.
717
00:26:44,771 --> 00:26:47,732
♪♪
718
00:26:47,816 --> 00:26:50,652
I'm sorry I didn't
tell you about IVF.
719
00:26:50,735 --> 00:26:52,153
It's okay.
720
00:26:52,278 --> 00:26:53,739
Just wish I'd known so
I could have helped.
721
00:26:53,822 --> 00:26:56,366
Lauren's abdominal pain
was from a complication
722
00:26:56,449 --> 00:26:58,368
with the egg retrieval surgery.
-Mm.
723
00:26:58,451 --> 00:27:01,246
Unfortunately, we were focused
on the psychological break,
724
00:27:01,371 --> 00:27:03,081
which is a separate issue.
725
00:27:03,164 --> 00:27:05,709
Lauren, can you explain what
you've been going through
726
00:27:05,792 --> 00:27:07,877
these past few weeks?
-Yeah.
727
00:27:08,003 --> 00:27:09,671
Jake left,
728
00:27:09,754 --> 00:27:13,175
but I always wanted
to be a mom, so I...
729
00:27:13,258 --> 00:27:15,218
I kept going. I did my research.
730
00:27:15,301 --> 00:27:17,012
I picked a sperm donor.
731
00:27:19,305 --> 00:27:21,016
I can't believe you're
doing all those injections
732
00:27:21,099 --> 00:27:23,727
by yourself.
-Yeah. It was so expensive.
733
00:27:23,810 --> 00:27:26,062
And I-I had to
bill so many hours,
734
00:27:26,146 --> 00:27:28,231
I couldn't even sleep.
735
00:27:28,314 --> 00:27:31,067
But I wanted to tell people
when it was a success.
736
00:27:31,151 --> 00:27:34,029
You know, I... I didn't
want them to judge me
737
00:27:34,112 --> 00:27:37,532
or think that I was doing
it the "wrong way," but...
738
00:27:37,615 --> 00:27:38,742
[ Chuckles ]
739
00:27:38,825 --> 00:27:40,285
Now everything is wrong, so...
740
00:27:40,368 --> 00:27:43,455
A big breakup, going
through the IVF process,
741
00:27:43,538 --> 00:27:45,457
working too hard,
not sleeping enough,
742
00:27:45,540 --> 00:27:48,418
with huge hormonal
fluctuations that provokes...
743
00:27:48,501 --> 00:27:50,545
the worry, the stress,
744
00:27:50,628 --> 00:27:52,589
and the tonnage
of those elements
745
00:27:52,672 --> 00:27:56,509
created a perfect storm
for a mental break for you.
746
00:27:56,593 --> 00:27:59,095
You put enough pressure
on a bone, it will break.
747
00:27:59,179 --> 00:28:01,264
The brain is just as fragile.
748
00:28:01,348 --> 00:28:03,558
It can only take so much.
749
00:28:06,269 --> 00:28:09,564
♪♪
750
00:28:09,647 --> 00:28:11,316
Do you see something?
751
00:28:12,442 --> 00:28:14,152
[ Voice breaking ] Um...
752
00:28:15,945 --> 00:28:17,781
No, no.
753
00:28:17,864 --> 00:28:19,157
It's nothing.
754
00:28:20,075 --> 00:28:22,202
Do you think there's
a camera there?
755
00:28:24,871 --> 00:28:26,123
[ Voice breaking ] I
don't... I don't know.
756
00:28:26,206 --> 00:28:27,457
I don't know.
757
00:28:27,540 --> 00:28:29,126
-I...
-[ Breathes deeply ]
758
00:28:29,209 --> 00:28:32,796
I thought that this was
better, that this was fixed.
759
00:28:32,879 --> 00:28:35,632
While her delusions
aren't real in a sense,
760
00:28:35,715 --> 00:28:36,800
they are real to her.
761
00:28:36,883 --> 00:28:38,426
She has memories of them.
762
00:28:38,551 --> 00:28:40,095
We have to think of
Lauren coming out of this
763
00:28:40,178 --> 00:28:43,056
like the sun rising
after a heavy rain.
764
00:28:43,139 --> 00:28:45,767
It'll take some time for
all of the water to dry,
765
00:28:45,850 --> 00:28:48,061
but it will.
766
00:28:48,144 --> 00:28:49,562
[ Knock on door ]
767
00:28:49,646 --> 00:28:52,691
Good news from the
fertility clinic...
768
00:28:52,816 --> 00:28:55,652
despite the complication,
the retrieval was a success.
769
00:28:55,735 --> 00:28:57,237
Three embryos made it through
770
00:28:57,362 --> 00:28:58,988
the fertilization
process, Lauren.
771
00:28:59,072 --> 00:29:01,908
That's a major silver lining.
772
00:29:02,033 --> 00:29:04,035
Hey. That's amazing, LoLo.
773
00:29:04,119 --> 00:29:06,079
Um, can someone please
tell the fertility clinic
774
00:29:06,204 --> 00:29:07,831
that they can
discard the embryos?
775
00:29:07,956 --> 00:29:09,374
I'm not...
776
00:29:09,457 --> 00:29:11,710
I'm not interested
in proceeding.
777
00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:15,714
You went through hell
to get those, okay?
778
00:29:15,797 --> 00:29:17,174
[ Clears throat ]
I think it's best
779
00:29:17,257 --> 00:29:18,634
if you go be with
your family, Harper.
780
00:29:18,717 --> 00:29:19,676
I've caused so much trouble.
781
00:29:19,759 --> 00:29:21,595
Please, I can't.
782
00:29:21,678 --> 00:29:23,388
I'm just gonna rest.
783
00:29:24,180 --> 00:29:26,266
No, no, please go.
-Okay.
784
00:29:26,391 --> 00:29:28,018
You really don't
need to be here.
785
00:29:28,101 --> 00:29:33,481
♪♪
786
00:29:33,565 --> 00:29:35,692
♪♪
787
00:29:35,817 --> 00:29:36,985
[ Crying ]
788
00:29:37,068 --> 00:29:38,945
♪♪
789
00:29:39,070 --> 00:29:40,905
I don't know how to help her.
790
00:29:40,989 --> 00:29:42,699
Well, continued
medication will help,
791
00:29:42,782 --> 00:29:45,076
but this is the normal process.
792
00:29:46,077 --> 00:29:49,664
She can be discharged soon
with support in place.
793
00:29:50,373 --> 00:29:53,293
Yeah, but it's not normal.
794
00:29:53,376 --> 00:29:56,379
I want to be there for
her. [ Breathes deeply ]
795
00:29:56,463 --> 00:29:58,006
[ Voice breaking ] I
have a toddler at home.
796
00:29:58,089 --> 00:29:59,841
I'm due in eight weeks.
797
00:30:01,217 --> 00:30:03,595
Hi, there.
798
00:30:03,720 --> 00:30:05,138
-Hello?
-Amelia Fredrick.
799
00:30:05,221 --> 00:30:06,556
I'm the clinical director
800
00:30:06,639 --> 00:30:08,433
at Hudson Oaks
Psychiatric Facility.
801
00:30:08,516 --> 00:30:10,852
I got word that we may
need inpatient treatment.
802
00:30:10,935 --> 00:30:12,687
Got word from whom?
803
00:30:12,771 --> 00:30:14,690
We're always trying to help
out our busy city hospitals,
804
00:30:14,773 --> 00:30:17,150
so I just happened to be
doing my rounds here today
805
00:30:17,233 --> 00:30:18,693
in Bronx General.
806
00:30:18,818 --> 00:30:20,320
What is this?
807
00:30:20,403 --> 00:30:22,030
Please take our brochure.
808
00:30:22,113 --> 00:30:24,115
I'm so sorry that your loved one
809
00:30:24,199 --> 00:30:26,910
is dealing with a
mental-health episode.
810
00:30:26,993 --> 00:30:31,164
It can be so hard,
especially on the family.
811
00:30:31,247 --> 00:30:33,166
And you are clearly about
to be very, very busy.
812
00:30:33,291 --> 00:30:35,251
Boy? Girl?
-We don't want to know.
813
00:30:35,335 --> 00:30:37,546
Oh, I love a surprise.
814
00:30:37,629 --> 00:30:39,548
[ Chuckling ] There are so few
good surprises left in life.
815
00:30:39,631 --> 00:30:41,758
[ Chuckles lightly ]
816
00:30:41,841 --> 00:30:45,262
But there are no
surprises at Hudson Oaks.
817
00:30:45,345 --> 00:30:47,180
And yet you managed
to surprise me
818
00:30:47,305 --> 00:30:48,556
in my hospital, on my floor.
819
00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:50,100
So, there must be a couple.
820
00:30:50,183 --> 00:30:53,061
You have so much to do here.
821
00:30:53,144 --> 00:30:55,731
And that's where a facility
like ours comes in.
822
00:30:55,814 --> 00:30:58,358
We can ease the burden on you.
823
00:30:58,441 --> 00:31:01,361
And the patients love it.
824
00:31:02,404 --> 00:31:05,407
It gives them a safe place
to be while they recover.
825
00:31:06,366 --> 00:31:08,118
I don't know. Maybe this
is the right thing for her.
826
00:31:08,201 --> 00:31:09,870
I just never thought we'd
be one of these families...
827
00:31:09,953 --> 00:31:11,246
[ Breathes deeply ]
828
00:31:11,371 --> 00:31:12,831
...dealing with
something like this.
829
00:31:12,914 --> 00:31:15,417
Thank you for all
of these materials.
830
00:31:15,500 --> 00:31:18,294
An inpatient facility might be
the right option for Lauren,
831
00:31:18,420 --> 00:31:21,464
but you and I can review all
of this privately together.
832
00:31:21,589 --> 00:31:23,133
You don't need to make
any decisions right now.
833
00:31:23,216 --> 00:31:25,010
Okay.
834
00:31:25,093 --> 00:31:27,178
Nurses' station... Third
floor nurses' station.
835
00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:30,265
It's time to make a decision.
836
00:31:31,516 --> 00:31:36,146
If there's no new evidence to
present, let's take a vote.
837
00:31:36,271 --> 00:31:40,442
All in favor of restoring
Dr. Pierce to her position?
838
00:31:43,528 --> 00:31:47,907
All in favor of terminating
Dr. Pierce from her position?
839
00:31:47,991 --> 00:31:54,164
♪♪
840
00:31:54,247 --> 00:31:56,374
Looks like we're split.
841
00:32:01,755 --> 00:32:05,759
Attending pediatrics to E.R.
Attending pediatrics to E.R.
842
00:32:05,842 --> 00:32:07,927
[ Knock on door ]
843
00:32:10,138 --> 00:32:13,558
So... what's the
verdict? [ Sighs ]
844
00:32:17,354 --> 00:32:19,356
Well...
845
00:32:19,439 --> 00:32:25,987
since you decided to heroically
tell the unvarnished truth...
846
00:32:27,280 --> 00:32:29,240
...the jury was split.
847
00:32:29,366 --> 00:32:30,367
[ Liquid pouring ]
848
00:32:30,492 --> 00:32:32,660
[ Sighs ]
849
00:32:32,786 --> 00:32:34,329
But...
850
00:32:36,873 --> 00:32:38,500
...the decision is final.
851
00:32:38,667 --> 00:32:41,586
I'm stepping down as
chief medical officer,
852
00:32:41,670 --> 00:32:44,214
effective immediately.
-What?
853
00:32:44,339 --> 00:32:48,760
I told the board that I advised
you to continue treating Alison.
854
00:32:49,803 --> 00:32:51,971
Head of Psych is
yours if you accept.
855
00:32:52,055 --> 00:32:53,556
No.
856
00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:54,974
No, I'm not letting you do that.
857
00:32:55,100 --> 00:32:56,893
Well, with all due deference,
858
00:32:56,976 --> 00:33:00,188
I am well past the age where
anyone lets me do anything.
859
00:33:00,271 --> 00:33:02,441
-[ Sighs ]
-For most of my career,
860
00:33:02,524 --> 00:33:03,942
I've been making
the hard decisions
861
00:33:04,025 --> 00:33:06,361
about what's right
for this hospital.
862
00:33:06,486 --> 00:33:08,029
And that's what I'm
doing right now.
863
00:33:08,154 --> 00:33:10,407
Muriel.
864
00:33:10,490 --> 00:33:12,450
Bronx General needs you.
865
00:33:12,617 --> 00:33:14,202
It needs you more.
866
00:33:15,620 --> 00:33:17,330
And so does Oliver.
867
00:33:18,832 --> 00:33:21,042
I'm leaving the hospital.
868
00:33:21,126 --> 00:33:22,669
Not my son.
869
00:33:22,794 --> 00:33:24,838
And look, he says
that he's fine.
870
00:33:24,921 --> 00:33:27,882
But you and I both
know that's not true.
871
00:33:28,008 --> 00:33:30,677
And when he finally
realizes that,
872
00:33:30,844 --> 00:33:34,681
he's going to need
you here, not me.
873
00:33:36,933 --> 00:33:39,144
I don't know what to say.
874
00:33:39,227 --> 00:33:41,730
Because we both
know that I'm right.
875
00:33:41,813 --> 00:33:45,984
I'm not going to wander
off into the wilderness.
876
00:33:46,109 --> 00:33:49,446
I have been contemplating
retirement for a while now.
877
00:33:49,529 --> 00:33:51,364
To tell you the truth, Carol...
878
00:33:52,824 --> 00:33:54,576
...I'm tired.
879
00:33:56,661 --> 00:33:58,413
And I'm ready.
880
00:34:01,207 --> 00:34:02,834
Well...
881
00:34:03,918 --> 00:34:05,963
...I think you've
earned a break.
882
00:34:06,046 --> 00:34:08,298
Ooh, honey, I hope so.
883
00:34:08,381 --> 00:34:10,467
[ Chuckles ]
884
00:34:10,550 --> 00:34:13,511
Welcome back, Dr. Pierce.
885
00:34:15,013 --> 00:34:16,890
Thank you.
886
00:34:16,973 --> 00:34:18,266
[ Glasses clink ]
887
00:34:18,350 --> 00:34:26,350
♪♪
888
00:34:27,942 --> 00:34:30,487
What you're doing
is very brave...
889
00:34:30,570 --> 00:34:33,114
and difficult, I know,
890
00:34:33,281 --> 00:34:36,326
but it really is the right
thing for your family.
891
00:34:37,285 --> 00:34:40,163
You're going to be a
perfect fit at Hudson Oaks,
892
00:34:40,246 --> 00:34:43,625
and our team is
perfectly equipped
893
00:34:43,708 --> 00:34:47,337
to take care of people
with problems like yours.
894
00:34:47,420 --> 00:34:50,006
Blood Donor Center to E.D.
Blood Donor Center to E.D.
895
00:34:50,090 --> 00:34:52,092
What do you think, Lo?
896
00:34:53,093 --> 00:34:54,594
I think it's...
897
00:34:54,678 --> 00:34:57,305
I think it's probably
best for everyone.
898
00:34:58,181 --> 00:35:00,809
Yeah. Well, if you
will just sign here,
899
00:35:00,934 --> 00:35:05,480
then I can start getting
the transfer set up.
900
00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:09,275
Lauren.
901
00:35:12,946 --> 00:35:17,409
Whatever you decide,
to stay or go,
902
00:35:17,534 --> 00:35:19,786
this is up to you.
903
00:35:21,996 --> 00:35:24,249
I know how difficult it can
be to feel like a burden
904
00:35:24,332 --> 00:35:26,835
on the people you love
the most, and to feel like
905
00:35:26,918 --> 00:35:29,671
everything would just be
easier if you were gone.
906
00:35:33,758 --> 00:35:36,136
But that isn't always true.
907
00:35:38,722 --> 00:35:41,182
Are you sure that
this is what you want?
908
00:35:44,978 --> 00:35:46,813
I'm not... I'm not sure.
909
00:35:46,896 --> 00:35:48,898
♪♪
910
00:35:48,982 --> 00:35:50,608
Tech specialist to the E.R.
911
00:35:50,692 --> 00:35:54,070
Tech specialist to
the E.R. now, please.
912
00:36:00,618 --> 00:36:02,178
Dr. Wolf filled me
in, and I understand
913
00:36:03,246 --> 00:36:04,998
you've discussed staying
in inpatient care
914
00:36:05,081 --> 00:36:06,750
for the near future?
915
00:36:06,875 --> 00:36:09,253
I don't know how I can
return to my life after this.
916
00:36:09,336 --> 00:36:12,088
[ Chuckling ] I certainly
can't have kids.
917
00:36:12,213 --> 00:36:13,631
I'm crazy.
918
00:36:13,715 --> 00:36:16,384
I completely understand
why you feel that way,
919
00:36:16,509 --> 00:36:18,595
but I wouldn't use that
word to describe you.
920
00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:21,222
I had my psychotic episode
after I had a baby,
921
00:36:21,306 --> 00:36:23,808
and I don't even
consider myself crazy.
922
00:36:23,892 --> 00:36:25,894
I didn't realize.
923
00:36:25,977 --> 00:36:28,229
I mean, you... you seem so...
-Just the same as you.
924
00:36:28,313 --> 00:36:30,148
Just the same as anyone.
925
00:36:30,231 --> 00:36:33,235
Inpatient care is the right
solution for some people.
926
00:36:33,318 --> 00:36:35,404
But having a psychotic episode,
927
00:36:35,487 --> 00:36:38,031
it's just like
any other illness.
928
00:36:38,114 --> 00:36:39,949
Lots of people have them,
929
00:36:40,033 --> 00:36:43,286
and lots of people go on to
resume normal lives afterwards.
930
00:36:43,370 --> 00:36:45,038
Like with any illness,
931
00:36:45,121 --> 00:36:47,832
people can be susceptible
to certain vulnerabilities.
932
00:36:47,916 --> 00:36:50,502
They can have headaches
or nosebleeds.
933
00:36:50,585 --> 00:36:53,588
It doesn't make
you weak or flawed.
934
00:36:53,672 --> 00:36:56,008
It makes you human.
935
00:36:56,091 --> 00:36:58,510
We've both treated
plenty of patients
936
00:36:58,593 --> 00:36:59,886
and helped them get
back to their lives
937
00:36:59,969 --> 00:37:02,055
after something like this.
938
00:37:02,138 --> 00:37:04,557
You could start by
seeing me twice a week,
939
00:37:04,683 --> 00:37:06,059
staying on your medication,
940
00:37:06,142 --> 00:37:08,437
and we would monitor
how you're doing.
941
00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:09,938
But there's no reason to believe
942
00:37:10,021 --> 00:37:12,858
you have any type of
permanent psychosis.
943
00:37:12,941 --> 00:37:15,402
But if things get bad
again, that's okay, too.
944
00:37:15,527 --> 00:37:17,070
You'll now have
the tools in place
945
00:37:17,195 --> 00:37:19,239
to help you get through it.
946
00:37:22,200 --> 00:37:24,411
That sounds good to me, LoLo.
947
00:37:24,494 --> 00:37:26,162
-Scrub nurse to O.R. 5.
-[ Chuckles ]
948
00:37:26,287 --> 00:37:28,081
Scrub nurse to O.R. 5.
949
00:37:28,164 --> 00:37:32,920
♪♪
950
00:37:33,003 --> 00:37:35,380
-Can I still freeze my embryos?
-Of course.
951
00:37:35,463 --> 00:37:38,383
Many times, people who have
dealt with mental illness,
952
00:37:38,466 --> 00:37:42,345
they make the fiercest
protector of their own children,
953
00:37:42,429 --> 00:37:46,475
especially when they have the
right support system in place.
954
00:37:46,558 --> 00:37:49,853
It's hard to predict
what will break a person.
955
00:37:49,978 --> 00:37:51,312
Come on!
956
00:37:51,813 --> 00:37:53,398
[ Whirring ]
957
00:37:53,481 --> 00:37:54,691
♪ I don't know why
I can't let you go ♪
958
00:37:54,774 --> 00:37:55,817
Whew!
959
00:37:55,900 --> 00:37:57,694
That's the Dr. Pierce touch
960
00:37:57,777 --> 00:37:59,195
we've been missing around here!
961
00:37:59,279 --> 00:38:00,530
[ Laughs ] Thank you.
962
00:38:00,613 --> 00:38:02,657
Oh, thank you.
963
00:38:03,992 --> 00:38:06,078
This doesn't feel
real yet. [ Chuckles ]
964
00:38:06,161 --> 00:38:08,538
I honestly wasn't sure
I would be back here.
965
00:38:08,621 --> 00:38:12,167
Well, uh, a friend in high
places told me it helped
966
00:38:12,250 --> 00:38:15,795
that one of your patients
testified on your behalf.
967
00:38:15,879 --> 00:38:17,630
What?
968
00:38:17,714 --> 00:38:19,299
Who?
969
00:38:19,382 --> 00:38:20,633
Alison.
970
00:38:21,593 --> 00:38:25,305
She came forward, said
you saved her life.
971
00:38:26,306 --> 00:38:27,766
Went a long way with the board.
972
00:38:27,849 --> 00:38:30,310
But I thought she was
the one who reported me.
973
00:38:30,393 --> 00:38:32,354
It wasn't Alison.
974
00:38:32,479 --> 00:38:34,064
Triage nurse to main entrance.
975
00:38:34,147 --> 00:38:36,692
Life is always
throwing us for a loop.
976
00:38:36,775 --> 00:38:39,903
So, we cling to the people
who make us feel whole,
977
00:38:39,986 --> 00:38:41,905
hoping they can
hold us together.
978
00:38:42,030 --> 00:38:44,741
Oh, my God, give me that.
I can carry a plastic bag.
979
00:38:44,824 --> 00:38:46,493
You've got enough on your hands.
980
00:38:46,576 --> 00:38:49,162
My OB says it's
important to stay active.
981
00:38:49,287 --> 00:38:50,955
Keep up on my workout routines.
982
00:38:51,039 --> 00:38:53,166
[ Chuckles ] Okay,
workout routines.
983
00:38:53,249 --> 00:38:54,585
Chasing a 2-year-old
around New York City
984
00:38:54,668 --> 00:38:56,336
is a workout in and of itself.
985
00:38:56,419 --> 00:38:57,671
Okay? You'll see.
986
00:38:57,754 --> 00:38:59,631
[ Electricity buzzing]
987
00:38:59,756 --> 00:39:01,383
[ Echoing ] LoLo, ready to go?
988
00:39:01,466 --> 00:39:04,553
Paul's making that lamb
Bolognese that you like.
989
00:39:04,636 --> 00:39:06,722
Mom, you do know
that there are people
990
00:39:06,805 --> 00:39:08,807
who will do this for you, right?
991
00:39:08,890 --> 00:39:10,517
I'm supposed to trust strangers
992
00:39:10,642 --> 00:39:13,186
with my most
precious belongings?
993
00:39:13,937 --> 00:39:15,480
[ Scoffs lightly ]
994
00:39:16,439 --> 00:39:18,358
Thank you.
995
00:39:18,441 --> 00:39:19,734
For what?
996
00:39:21,152 --> 00:39:23,029
For sticking around.
997
00:39:24,489 --> 00:39:27,242
Especially when he made
it so hard for you.
998
00:39:31,871 --> 00:39:35,792
So, it took me retiring
for you to say thanks
999
00:39:35,875 --> 00:39:38,712
after all these years?
-Oh, my God.
1000
00:39:38,795 --> 00:39:42,674
Mugwump, don't make
a big deal of this.
1001
00:39:42,757 --> 00:39:44,384
I'm not.
1002
00:39:44,467 --> 00:39:46,053
Actually, I was thinking
it'll be nice to have you
1003
00:39:46,136 --> 00:39:48,221
as my mom and not my boss.
1004
00:39:49,305 --> 00:39:51,057
Oh.
1005
00:39:54,060 --> 00:39:56,980
I won't make excuses
for your father.
1006
00:39:57,063 --> 00:39:58,606
He made huge mistakes,
1007
00:39:58,732 --> 00:40:01,443
and he was never the
easiest man to love.
1008
00:40:02,527 --> 00:40:03,987
But it devastated him,
1009
00:40:04,070 --> 00:40:06,990
seeing how his condition
affected his family.
1010
00:40:07,115 --> 00:40:09,951
It was so hard on you,
and it was hard on me.
1011
00:40:11,786 --> 00:40:15,916
But I can promise you
it was hardest on him.
1012
00:40:15,999 --> 00:40:17,542
I know.
1013
00:40:18,918 --> 00:40:20,503
He was alone.
1014
00:40:20,670 --> 00:40:25,842
♪♪
1015
00:40:25,967 --> 00:40:27,969
But everyone breaks.
1016
00:40:28,053 --> 00:40:29,929
And sometimes, what breaks you
1017
00:40:30,013 --> 00:40:32,390
has been lurking
inside you all along,
1018
00:40:32,474 --> 00:40:35,143
waiting to shatter your world.
1019
00:40:36,394 --> 00:40:38,563
Dr. Wolf, are you alright?
1020
00:40:41,232 --> 00:40:43,151
Well, you'll remain with us here
1021
00:40:43,234 --> 00:40:48,031
for an observation period
under our care and supervision,
1022
00:40:48,114 --> 00:40:49,657
so that we can best determine
1023
00:40:49,741 --> 00:40:52,577
a treatment that's
suited for you.
1024
00:40:52,702 --> 00:40:58,291
Hey, even those of us who
give care need care sometimes.
1025
00:40:58,458 --> 00:41:02,212
♪♪
1026
00:41:02,295 --> 00:41:03,797
Yeah.
1027
00:41:03,922 --> 00:41:07,967
Okay, just sign right here.
1028
00:41:08,134 --> 00:41:13,056
♪♪
1029
00:41:13,139 --> 00:41:14,849
[ Breathing deeply ]
1030
00:41:14,933 --> 00:41:17,852
♪♪
1031
00:41:17,936 --> 00:41:19,979
Go ahead, Wolf.
1032
00:41:21,231 --> 00:41:22,899
It's for the best.
1033
00:41:22,982 --> 00:41:30,115
♪♪
1034
00:41:38,748 --> 00:41:46,748
♪♪
1035
00:41:47,173 --> 00:41:51,595
♪♪
1036
00:41:51,678 --> 00:41:58,435
♪♪
1037
00:41:58,518 --> 00:42:05,358
♪♪
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