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I was living and working in Hong
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Kong and one day I found a
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lump on this side of my neck
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and when I went to the doctor
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and they did a biopsy, they discovered
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that it was lymphoma, which is a
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form of lymphatic cancer. I was very,
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very shocked. And surprise, so over a
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period of four years, I developed so
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much fear of this cancer and I
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was following everything I was
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researching about it and I lived my
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life. I would started to live my
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life just trying to get rid of
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this cancer that was in my body.
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That I kept getting worse and weaker
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and weaker. And at that point the
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doctors said that it's too late even
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for anything. Your body is already too
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far gone. You're already dying. You only
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have about 3 months to live.
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I kept wishing that this was a bad dream.
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My body was not absorbing any
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nutrition. I weighed 85 lbs. I
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looked like a skeleton. My lungs
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were filled with fluid. The tumors
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now in my body were all
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over my lymphatic system. They were
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the size of golf balls. And
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by February the 1st. 2006, I went
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into a coma. The nurse gave me
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a big dose of morphine because I
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hadn't been able to sleep or anything
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for many days because of the fluid
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in my lungs. And I was in
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so much pain and so much discomfort.
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And then on February the 2nd. In
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the morning I didn't wake up O It
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was at that point that the doctors told
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my family that these were my final hours
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and that my organs were now shutting down
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and I was going through the dying
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process. But what
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everybody around me didn't know was
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that I had left my body
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and I felt amazing. I could
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see and feel and hear everything
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that was happening all around me,
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but I felt light and free
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and all the pain. Is gone
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and all the fear was gone, something
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that I call unconditional love. You know,
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just I'd never felt anything like that
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in my physical life before. And I
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was aware of my body lying there
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in that hospital bed, but my body
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looked so small and helpless and
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lifeless. Compared to how I was feeling
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now and I wanted my family to know that
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I'm fine. In fact I'm better than fine. I
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feel fantastic. But there was number way
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for me to communicate with them. I was
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able to see and hear everything the
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doctors were doing, like they were taking
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fluid out of my lungs and it was very
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different. From having physical eyes, it
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was more like I had 360°
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peripheral vision. I could be aware
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of things that were happening behind,
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on the sides, above, below, everywhere
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and beyond the walls. I was
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seeing and hearing Conversations take
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place beyond the hospital room. And
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my husband was talking to the doctor
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outside, about 40 feet away, outside the
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room that I was in, and I was able
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to see and hear everything. I could even
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see and be aware that my brother who was
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living in a different country, he was
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living in India at the time. I was able
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to see that he was rushing. To get on
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a plane to come and reach me because
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he wanted to get to me before I
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died. I remember even feeling, gosh, I
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better not die until he gets here.
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Like many of us who grew up in the
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60s and 70s like I did, I knew science
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is the pathway to truth. And as much as
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I wanted to believe a lot of what I'd
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heard in my Methodist Church growing up
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about an afterlife, about God, power of
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prayer, my work in science, and
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especially as I pursued a career.
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Neurosurgery left me wondering how
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conscious awareness could survive the
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death of the brain and body. So I
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taught for about 15 years at Harvard
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Medical School. That was all setting the
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stage for my near death experience.
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So it's important to point out we never,
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ever understood why this happened. When I
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first got to the emergency room, the
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doctors were very alarmed because of how
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quickly I'd gone downhill over 3 1/2
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hours. I was deep in coma, grand Mal
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seizures, and they found out the next day
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from microbiology that it was Gram
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negative bacterial meningitis. Caused by
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E coli. And then of course they put me in
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three powerful intravenous antibiotics on
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a ventilator. And I went through that
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week not really showing any signs of
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improvement. So by the end of the week,
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the doctors held a family meeting on day
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7 of coma. It was a Sunday morning when
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they said it was I was from a gone from
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a 10% chance of survival. Down to 2%
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chance, but unfortunately they thought of
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it as if I was in that 2%
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survivor category that would never
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translate into any meaningful recovery.
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So that's why they suggested stopping the
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antibiotics and just letting nature take
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its course. Let the infection run. Let
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me, let me go. So way too deep
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in coma to have had. Any experience,
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especially when you realize that the CT
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and MRI show extensive damage and yet the
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exact opposite is what I experienced O
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how that journey unfolded was beginning.
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In that earthworm I view I was rescued
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by a slowly spinning white light.
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Initially that portal LED up into what I
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call the the gateway. Valley. It was far
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more real than this world. It makes this
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world look like a dream. That's one thing
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that people have trouble understanding
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because they think this is ********
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reality. Well, that world is far more
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real than this one. It was so refreshing
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and reassuring. I cannot put it into
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words. And it was. Soon after that that
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I had this sensation of a soft summer
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breeze blowing through that was like my
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first awareness of the divine presence of
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that infinitely loving force. That so
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many other near death experiences from
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all continents, all cultures, all belief
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systems, all millennia and the last 5000
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years have talked about this same kind of
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realm and. To where our religions come
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from and all that. To me, it
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felt very, very real. In fact, it
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felt more real than this physical
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reality. It was as if my awareness
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was expanding more and more, like going
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through different levels, because after a
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while I started to leave this physical.
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Level and when we leave our
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physical body, we leave behind everything
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that's associated with our body, our
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biology, our voice, our race, our
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religion, All of that gets left
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behind. And what crosses over is
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just pure essence, pure spirit.
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Or pure love. We can call it whatever
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we want. And so I started to encounter
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the essence of the spirit of other people
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who were familiar to me, like my dad,
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who had died 10 years ago. I felt
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his presence around me and even though he
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wasn't in his physical body. I
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recognized him immediately. It was
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literally like his energy and my energy
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just merged and I was like, ohh dad,
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it's you. I just knew. And we're not
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even talking to each other. We don't need
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to explain who we are. We know what
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each other is feeling right away without
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words. My dad and
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I, when I was growing up, we had
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a very turbulent relationship because I
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rebelled against my culture. I come from
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a culture where women are considered
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second class citizens. And so my dad and
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I clashed a lot, like a lot. And
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I even ran away from an arranged
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marriage. So when he passed away, I
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had always thought that I had let him
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down, that I had disappointed him as a
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daughter. But now here he was on the
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other side with me and all I felt
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from him was pure unconditional love and
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I felt he understood why I was the
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way I was. So it was just
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the most incredible feeling. I
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then felt that I was surrounded by
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other beings and I didn't recognize them
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all from this life, but I did
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feel that I was just unconditionally
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loved by them and that they were
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there to protect me and help me.
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And I started to understand that I've
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always been protected. But not just me.
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We all are. But we don't realize it. We
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don't know this. I
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was surprised by the incredible power of
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love that I felt by thousands of beings
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around me going off into the mist with
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their heads down, murmuring, many
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praying. I remember the angelic choirs
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above that were fueling all this
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beautiful dancing and merriment served as
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yet another portal to higher and higher
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levels. All the way out to what I
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call the core. Infinite inky blackness,
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but filled to overflowing with
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unconditional love of that divine source.
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And I would cycle through those levels. I
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would tumble back down to that earth
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where my view, but I could navigate back
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up by remembering the sounds the music
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provided portals to traverse those
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around. And I'd been
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told every time I entered the core you
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were not here to stay. You'll be going
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back, but we'll teach you many things.
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And then a lot happened on that side.
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But I reached a point where I felt
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that I had a choice as to whether
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to come back into my body or to
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stay on the other side. No part of
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me wanted to come back because my body
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was sick and dying. I was suffering here.
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My family were suffering, taking care of
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me, but it was like I entered
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this state of clarity where I then
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understood why I had been sick. I
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understood how it was that so many
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of the thoughts and the decisions and
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the choices I had made in my
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life had led me to that. Point
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where I was lying there on that
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hospital bed, and I realized that I
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had lived this life of fear instead
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of a life of passion and joy
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and love. I had
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never allowed my soul, my spirit, to
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express itself and be all that it had
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come here to be, and that I was
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more powerful than I had ever known or
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believed. O in this state of clarity, I
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received the message that now that you
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know the truth of who you really are.
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Go back. If you choose to go back into
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your body, your body will heal. And it
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was at this point that I felt my dad
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was telling me you need to go back, it's
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not your time yet.
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And so it was at that point that I
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made the choice to come back. I started
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to understand that I had a bigger
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purpose, to fulfill something much
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bigger. And I didn't know what it was. I
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had no idea what it was, but it was
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like I had the understanding that all I
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have to do is be myself and live my
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life. Fearlessly, and my purpose would
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unfold before me.
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And it was at that point that I started
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to come out of the coma. My family and
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everybody around me were really shocked,
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but they were so happy that my eyes were
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opening U. It was like I had one foot
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on each side. I kept saying to them, dad
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is here. Dad's telling me that it's not
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my. Time I'm going to be fine. And
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I was just saying this over and over
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and they were wondering what's going on.
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The doctor basically told my family don't
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raise your hopes because she's still
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critical. Sometimes it happens. And then
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the doctor said these are the drugs just
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messing with her mind. She's
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hallucinating. But then I said to the
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doctor. Aren't you the doctor that took
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the fluid out of my lungs at about 4:00
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AM this morning? And that's when he said,
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but you were in a coma, you couldn't know
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that. So he got really shocked and
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started to wonder what's going on? I said
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to my husband, isn't he the doctor that
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said, I'm not even going to make it
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through the night?And my husband said
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you couldn't possibly have heard that. He
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said that to me outside of the
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room, down the hallway near the nurses
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station. And then what started to happen
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is over the next few days, the
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tumors just continued to shrink and the
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doctors just could not understand. I
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had to start getting a little bit
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stronger and start getting out of bed
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and within 3 1/2 weeks they could
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find no trace of the cancer anymore
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and within 5 weeks they let me
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go home to live my life cancer
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free and that was 14 1/2 years
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ago. And then I came back
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to this world. But when I did, when I
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woke up in that ICU bed on Day 7 of coma,
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all I knew was where I had been.
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My brain was so wrecked and I still had
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no memories of my life before. So when I
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was first coming out of coma and they
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first extubated me, I was still not even
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recognizing loved ones at the bedside,
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although that recognition in my language
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came back very rapidly, literally over
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hours. Memories were even more complete
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than they had been before,That was
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something that was a real shock.
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Everything turned around tremendously. I
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mean, inexplicably. And that that's one
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of the points that's made in that case
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report about my medical records is how
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this is not just like, ohh, well, we see
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this, you know, 1% of the time or we just
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don't see it. The medical
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people's opinions was very, very mixed.
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One thing that they all agreed on is
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that I am lucky to be alive. They
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all agreed that I should have died.
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Another one of my doctors says that all
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the things that I experienced, what I say
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happened on the other side, seeing my dad
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and everything he says. That was my brain
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hallucinating. And he says that was the
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drugs messing with my mind. But that's
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the other part that the doctors and the
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medical people could not explain is how
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was I able to see my my brother? How
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did I know he was on a plane flying
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to see me? And how did I hear the
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doctors?At my Doctor Who
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was treating me actually said that you're
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not the first person to tell me
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such a story. And he said he
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has heard other patients who have
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experienced crossing over on the other
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side. And what happened, though, is that
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I was interviewed once by a local
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newspaper. And then the newspaper
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journalist said to me, would your doctor
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be willing to verify everything that
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happened? And I said, yes, he completely
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believed me. But when the newspaper
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interviewed him, he didn't say everything
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the way he said it to me.
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And he he was too embarrassed to
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speak it publicly and. Many years later
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is when another doctor said to me
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that, yeah, if we say these things
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publicly, we can be ridiculed and we
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can even lose our license.
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True open minded skepticism is absolutely
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important ingredient in this quest. I
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will say I was my own
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worst skeptic. I'd spent 54 years
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of my life honing a very
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conventional scientific worldview, but
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essentially my coma journey to a
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neurosurgeon interested in explaining
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consciousness. Had a tremendous number of
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lessons to help me understand that much
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of what we thought was completely wrong.
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And what I've found and is in the 11
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years since, I've worked with many
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scientists around the world who are
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interested in consciousness all of the
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tremendous evidence that is available to
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all of us who study things like the.
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Afterlife parapsychology. The reality of
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things like telepathy. Remote viewing
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out of body experiences.
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All these phenomena of consciousness
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bringing science and spirituality
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together and explaining consciousness in
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a much more satisfactory fashion
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than the very bleak and
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paltry fiction of materialist
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explanation. So obviously you have
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to study these phenomena directly.
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My name is Dean Rayden, I'm the
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chief scientist at the Institute of
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Noetic Sciences in Petaluma, CA. If you
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don't know what ions is, then you
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should not be watching this movie because
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it's just, it's too late. Basically, the
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Institute of Noetic Sciences is an
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institute devoted to studying the nature
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of consciousness. It's part of a
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spectrum of experiences. So some of them
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are psychic, some are mystical, some are
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deja vous, clairvoyance, precognition,
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the whole range of experiences that are
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actually very common in terms not of
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belief, but of what people actually
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experience. These kinds of things happen.
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The next question is, well, why don't we
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find?Departments of psychic research and
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every university. The answer is that in
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the modern world we follow a certain set
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of assumptions about the way that reality
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is. And so a philosopher would call it
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materialism. And it's the idea that
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everything that we know, including the
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mind, is made-up out of matter and
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energy. From that perspective,
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the idea that aspects of your mind
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or awareness can transcend space and
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time, because that's the strangeness of
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mystical and psychic experience, these
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things are considered impossible. It's
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not possible to have parts of your
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awareness extending away from your brain.
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Because the prevailing idea is that it's
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impossible. The only way of understanding
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the experiences is that they're either
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made U or they're coincidence or some
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other mundane explanation. One of
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the problems with materialist science is
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they keep looking in the material world
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to try and prove things. So if you're
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looking at the physical brain and you're
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saying, well, we have assumed that this
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thing creates consciousness, and then you
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see all these things you can measure like
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on a functional MRI or on Magneto
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encephalography or spectral
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electroencephalogram. And whatever your
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mode of examining the brain, if you're
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sitting there thinking whatever we see is
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going to explain it all, you're obviously
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misled. Sorry, it's not there.
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I think it's important to be clear that
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the brain and the mind, or the brain
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and internal experience are clearly
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correlated with each other. So there's a
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relationship between brain activity and
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our internal experience, but that
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relationship actually doesn't say very
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much about what is the causal direction.
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The usual presumption is that the brain.
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Processing is the causal reason why we
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have consciousness, but that's an
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inference that would be very difficult to
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justify because it could just as well be
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in the other direction. And in fact, this
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is what gives rise to ideas that it's not
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that the brain is generating
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consciousness, but rather the brain is
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receiving consciousness, or as a filter
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of consciousness, which is somehow. Out
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there, this is the difference between
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looking at a radio and listening to it
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playing music and opening U the radio
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expecting to find little tiny people with
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instruments in it. Well, that's not what
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happens. You open the radio and you see
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something which ultimately is receiving
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information that's coming from somewhere
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else. From the time
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I was a child, I was intrigued by
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the physical world and by what is the
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mine. So I went on and got my
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PhD in neuroscience and then began doing
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research in rehabilitation neuroscience.
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So things like working with children with
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cerebral palsy, people with stroke,
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people with Parkinson's disease. They're
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trying to find new therapies to help them
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move better, to make their brains
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function better again. So I enjoy that.
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But I should say that at a certain
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point in my career, I had an experience
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in meditation at a meditation retreat
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that shifted my whole understanding of
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awareness. I was a bit in
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a quandary because and had a sense that
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there was more to consciousness than I
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had originally thought. And everybody on
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this world would say the brain is very
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important in our embodied consciousness.
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We all know that. But at the same time
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when you look at other research, for
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example on near death experiences, you
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find out somebody has had cardiac arrest.
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Their brain has completely stopped, and
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yet these people nevertheless retain
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their consciousness. And they do
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something even more than that. They
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actually see now everything around them
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from a perspective outside of their body.
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The point is that if there is no brain
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activity and the entire cortex, there
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couldn't even be a hallucination. And
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that's what the materialist
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neuroscientists have to deal with. And of
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course, one of the things they'll say is,
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well, maybe the experience happened when
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there was still a little bit of brain
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activity and they just thought it was
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happening in the middle of the coma. But
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in fact, you can prove by what they were
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seeing. That they were definitely in the
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middle of a deep deep coma with
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no brain activity watching things
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happening then and they are seeing
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nonlocal events that would be impossible
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even to see what the normal brain.
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You've been studying the wrong thing. The
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brain doesn't produce consciousness, but
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it's simply that, a transceiver or a
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filter. A filter is is a beautiful
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word for it. And that's not a
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new theory. That actually came more than
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100 years ago from the likes of
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William James, who was a renowned Harvard
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psychologist. FCC Schiller was another
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proponent of filter theory, as was Aldous
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Huxley, who wrote Doors of Perception. He
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came to realize that consciousness was
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far more profound than just something
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produced by a brain locally.
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So right now the brain filters everything
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out but the five senses and therefore I
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see you and the things around me as
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almost like a measly trickle, someone
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said of what is actually available for me
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to see. And the idea that William James
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brought forth was that when you have a
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mystical experience or a near death
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experience. What happens is those filters
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in the brain are actually partially
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removed, but in normal weakening physical
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consciousness, those filters are there
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for a good reason to help us function
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in this physical world.
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Yeah, clearly what we perceive with our
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ordinary senses in the everyday world is
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not the world, it's the cartoon of the
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world. We're picking up portions of the
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electromagnetic spectrum, which is very
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thin, goes from DC or the 0 Hertz
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up to basically Infinity. We're picking
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up a thin slice. This is true. For
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every one of our senses. So we're picking
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up little tiny pieces of an energetic
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world out there, and from that
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constructing the world that we see.
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So our sense of what is out there, our
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common sense view is a construction. We
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know that that's easy to demonstrate.
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Then of course, it begs the question,
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well, what is the real world? What is it
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really like there? It gets much more
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difficult to talk about when we think
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perhaps that under certain degrees of
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meditative experience, under
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transformative. Experiences that could be
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spontaneous. What is often reported is
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typically by Mystics that they now
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experience the world the way it actually
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is. One thing
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that happens with many people who have
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a near death experience is that when
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they come back, they now have psychic
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abilities that they don't even
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necessarily want. And sometimes these
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psychic abilities frighten them. What we
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study are experiences. Ultimately, people
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have strange experiences, so. It would
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include things like precognitive dreams
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and presentiments of things about the
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unfold, telepathic experiences, mind
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matter, interaction affects, those kinds
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of things. The challenge from a
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scientific perspective is how do you then
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take those experiences, bring it into the
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laboratory so you can study it under
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control conditions. Where you can tell
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the difference between a coincidence and
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a real effect. So for precognition, many
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different types of experiments all
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suggest that we do have the capacity to
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know what's about to unfold, even under
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conditions where we can't infer it. We
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also have many experiments showing that
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through clairvoyance that we can
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perceive. Not always visually, but we can
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perceive something that is happening at a
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distance O That means that both through
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space and through time we somehow can do
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that. We have the perception ability to
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do that. Another whole class of studies
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is the nature of whether consciousness
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survives bodily death. So it was
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consciousness part of the body or not.
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They clearly interacts in some way, but
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maybe it doesn't need the body. So these
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are survival based studies where we look
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at things like mediumship and near death
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experiences and those kinds of phenomena,
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some of which can be brought into the
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laboratory. And we can verify whether or
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not, for example, a medium who claims to
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be talking to a dead person and getting
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information from that dead person, is the
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information correct under conditions
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where they can't fake it or they can't
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get the information in other ways. And
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there too, we can verify that that
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actually does happen sometimes. Or maybe
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capable of much more than we currently
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think. So from a scientific perspective,
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these things shouldn't happen, but they
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do happen. So clearly we've missed
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something important. So I want to find
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out what it is. What does it mean?
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I'm Rupert Sheldrake. I'm a biologist. I
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did research at Cambridge on the
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development of plants. I taught at
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Cambridge. I was a fellow of Clare
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College. I studied philosophy at Harvard.
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I did history and philosophy of science
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there. But the reason I did that was
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because when I was a student in
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Cambridge, I felt that. Biology had
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become very limited by this mechanistic
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theory of life, treating animals and
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plants as machines and treating people as
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machines, and I wanted to see if
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it's possible to have a philosophy of
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science or a way of doing science
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that was more broad and more inclusive.
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Since then, I've been doing research.
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Doing morphic resonance memory in nature
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and on unexplained abilities of animals
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and people. There's a lot of
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evidence for these phenomena. I mean
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from years of research and by
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psychic researchers and
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parapsychologists. But from the
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materialist point of view, all my
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mental activities in my head. So
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if I think about you and your 100
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kilometers away and I want to telephone
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you and you start thinking about me, and
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when I ring you, you say that's funny,
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I was just thinking about you. A very
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common kind of telepathy, almost everyone
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who's experienced this, and I've shown by
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means of controlled randomized
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experiments. That this is not just
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childcare incidents, but from a
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materialist point of view, that's
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impossible. My thoughts cannot possibly
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influence you. 100 kilometres away
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Phenomenon like telepathy is impossible.
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Therefore all the evidence for it, the
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fact that most people say they've
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experienced it, it just proves these are
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stupid people who've not been. Educated
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enough. And if there's evidence for it
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from scientific experiments like my
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experiments or those of Dean Radian or
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many other scientists, then those
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experiments must be flawed. There must be
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some error in the experiments. This
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debate has been going. It's not really
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a debate because it's it's a denial
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campaign. Has been going on for decades
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and enormously influences the educational
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systems. Most people are interested in
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these phenomena because they actually
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happen and they influence their lives.
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But then when they see a culture
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of denial in the scientific world, what
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this does is makes people feel that
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science is dogmatic. Narrow and limited.
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And they're right. It's really
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unfortunate the way science is practiced
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today. It's kind of like an old boys
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club. We're about the only way to get
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things done is to do experiments that
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prove the accepted hypotheses about the
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universe. And yet when you hit all these
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jagged edges that say the model is wrong,
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what our current community?Tries to have
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us do as well. No, stick to the plan.
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But if you sooner or later get to a
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point, as Thomas Koon pointed out in his
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book about scientific revolutions back in
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the mid 20th century, where you have a
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breaking point where there's so much
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evidence that breaks the rules of the
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reigning paradigm that you have to
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basically throw the paradigm out. So
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at this time, there are approximately 10
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different meta analysis of classes of
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experiments looking at various kinds of
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psychic phenomena published in mainstream
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journals. So why is it remain
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controversial? They will say that the
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reason why these studies look like
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they're significant is because of
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questionable research practices. The
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dreaded QRP. So the QRP's include things
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like selective reporting so that you're
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only publishing the positive results and
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you're not publishing the negative
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results, which will create a bias when
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you do the analysis. O What they're
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looking for is generally is one of two
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things. So they're looking for an
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application which is undeniable typically
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involved in some way. Making a lot of
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money. If you're so smart, go to Las
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Vegas and make a lot of money. O
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that's one one approach. The other one
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that changes people's minds is a single
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personal experience. The whole point of a
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taboo is a social agreement about what
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you can talk about and what you shouldn't
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talk about. The irony is that. Despite a
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huge amount of scientific evidence
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showing that these experiences are what
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they seem to be, they're real. The taboo
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persists in the academic world,
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especially not so much outside of
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academia, but within mainstream academia.
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You're simply are not allowed to talk
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about this stuff. When you step out of a
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worldview like this, you know what will
747
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happen. In terms of what your colleagues
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will think about you, they will say, ohh,
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my goodness, this person has now gone
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weak minded and they are not really a
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00:31:16,454 --> 00:31:17,989
credible scientist anymore. And it's
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very, very true that many young
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scientists who do not have tenure at
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universities yet, who have started to do
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research on meditation, have not received
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tenure from their colleagues because the
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colleagues decided. That they were really
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not academically credible like they
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originally thought they were. So you
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know, you have a high probability of
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losing your career. So one of
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the complaints I get from my more
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mainstream colleagues is that if psychic
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phenomena were really true, it would
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upset everything that we know not to
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throw away all of our books and start
767
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over again. To which I replied that is
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actually not the case, that what we know
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about physics is very likely to remain
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exactly the same because the the physical
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world is very stable. What we know about
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biology and chemistry and all the rest of
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it is going to remain the same. We
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don't throw away the science we've got.
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What the science we've got has done is
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established a whole range of facts about
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nature, and it's extremely successful in
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building machines. It's very unsuccessful
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in understanding consciousness. In
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understanding the interconnectedness of
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nature and in understanding our role in
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the world and in nature, that's why
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we have an ecological crisis. There's
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something gone horribly wrong by applying
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this kind of science, which is very
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limited without a bigger picture. Science
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is one way of understanding the world.
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It gives a pretty good picture for a lot
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of things, but it doesn't do very well in
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understanding the nature of
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consciousness. In order to then
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understand psychic phenomena, we probably
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need to revise or relook at some of the
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assumptions underlying the way that
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science has developed. And so one of the
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ways of doing that is to question the
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assumption that everything starts with
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physics. Maybe there's something more
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fundamental than the physical world. And
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So what do we know that's that doesn't
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seem to be physical and yet quite real.
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It's our internal experience. It doesn't
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seem to have physical qualities to it,
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but we can't deny that we have
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experience. So maybe that's more
806
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fundamental if that's the case, then if
807
00:33:17,794 --> 00:33:19,709
you think of of this scientific
808
00:33:19,709 --> 00:33:22,174
disciplines. As a hierarchy with physics
809
00:33:22,174 --> 00:33:24,534
at the bottom and then chemistry,
810
00:33:24,534 --> 00:33:26,107
biology, psychology, maybe there's
811
00:33:26,107 --> 00:33:28,860
something that needs to go below physics.
812
00:33:28,860 --> 00:33:31,613
OA number of thought leaders today across
813
00:33:31,613 --> 00:33:34,366
the board in science are beginning to
814
00:33:34,366 --> 00:33:36,726
say things like what's more fundamental
815
00:33:36,726 --> 00:33:39,086
than matter and energy is information.
816
00:33:39,086 --> 00:33:41,876
It's somewhat more abstract. And where we
817
00:33:41,876 --> 00:33:44,250
think of as physicality, but from
818
00:33:44,250 --> 00:33:46,623
information you can create matter and
819
00:33:46,623 --> 00:33:49,392
energy. You can you can describe it
820
00:33:49,392 --> 00:33:52,162
and form a universe based on information.
821
00:33:52,162 --> 00:33:54,931
Well, all of that is closely aligned
822
00:33:54,931 --> 00:33:57,304
with the esoteric traditions which say
823
00:33:57,304 --> 00:33:59,282
ultimately that consciousness is more
824
00:33:59,282 --> 00:34:01,795
fundamental than the physical world. It
825
00:34:01,795 --> 00:34:03,665
all comes from consciousness somehow.
826
00:34:03,665 --> 00:34:05,909
Whether it's Kabbalah or Neoplatonism or
827
00:34:05,909 --> 00:34:08,901
Hermeticism or you name it, you find it
828
00:34:08,901 --> 00:34:11,519
in in almost every esoteric tradition, a
829
00:34:11,519 --> 00:34:13,763
way of thinking about how consciousness
830
00:34:13,763 --> 00:34:16,007
in its primordial state turns into
831
00:34:16,007 --> 00:34:18,933
reality. That idealism,
832
00:34:18,933 --> 00:34:21,876
that's the notion that only the mental
833
00:34:21,876 --> 00:34:24,819
exists, and that in fact the universe
834
00:34:24,819 --> 00:34:27,762
is mental primarily, and that all the
835
00:34:27,762 --> 00:34:30,285
physical universe simply emerges based on
836
00:34:30,285 --> 00:34:33,228
the principles of that mental realm. Top
837
00:34:33,228 --> 00:34:35,750
down causality when you combine the
838
00:34:35,750 --> 00:34:37,853
consilience of the neuroscience of
839
00:34:37,853 --> 00:34:39,890
consciousness. Philosophy of mind of
840
00:34:39,890 --> 00:34:42,195
quantum physics, which is the most
841
00:34:42,195 --> 00:34:44,116
fundamental presentation of the mind,
842
00:34:44,116 --> 00:34:46,421
body question. And they're all converging
843
00:34:46,421 --> 00:34:49,111
to say consciousness is the one thing
844
00:34:49,111 --> 00:34:51,800
that exists, that all of physical reality
845
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:54,490
emerges out of that. It just becomes
846
00:34:54,490 --> 00:34:57,179
obvious that this is a mental universe.
847
00:34:57,179 --> 00:34:59,484
Mind has tremendous power over matter.
848
00:34:59,674 --> 00:35:02,364
And we proved that all the time as
849
00:35:02,364 --> 00:35:04,717
humans with our own health, by basic
850
00:35:04,717 --> 00:35:06,398
education in the university was
851
00:35:06,398 --> 00:35:08,415
understanding the nature of cell biology,
852
00:35:08,415 --> 00:35:11,105
how cells work. So I was a stem
853
00:35:11,105 --> 00:35:13,122
cell research scientist at University of
854
00:35:13,122 --> 00:35:15,475
Wisconsin School of Medicine, where I was
855
00:35:15,475 --> 00:35:17,493
a professor, and at Stanford University
856
00:35:17,493 --> 00:35:19,510
later where there was a research
857
00:35:19,510 --> 00:35:21,972
scientist. Expanding the knowledge of
858
00:35:21,972 --> 00:35:24,180
epigenetics to understand the nature.
859
00:35:24,180 --> 00:35:26,829
What is the difference between genetics
860
00:35:26,829 --> 00:35:29,478
and epigenetics? When I say this
861
00:35:29,478 --> 00:35:32,127
character, this disease is under genetic
862
00:35:32,127 --> 00:35:34,776
control, that is the belief that
863
00:35:34,776 --> 00:35:37,425
genes turn on and off and
864
00:35:37,425 --> 00:35:40,074
made the disease. This makes us
865
00:35:40,074 --> 00:35:42,992
a victim. Because as far as we know,
866
00:35:42,992 --> 00:35:45,939
we didn't pick the genes and here the the
867
00:35:45,939 --> 00:35:48,231
genes turned on and off by themselves.
868
00:35:48,231 --> 00:35:50,851
Then you realize I'm just like a time
869
00:35:50,851 --> 00:35:53,798
bomb and one day the gene goes boom and
870
00:35:53,798 --> 00:35:56,745
then I get cancer. I'm a victim. But the
871
00:35:56,745 --> 00:35:58,382
new science, epigenetics, which means
872
00:35:58,382 --> 00:36:00,674
control above the genes, which turns out
873
00:36:00,674 --> 00:36:03,450
to be. Environment. But our perception
874
00:36:03,450 --> 00:36:06,014
of the environment is what
875
00:36:06,014 --> 00:36:08,579
controls the genes. I say
876
00:36:08,579 --> 00:36:11,143
well, if perception and environment
877
00:36:11,143 --> 00:36:13,707
control genes, we as individuals,
878
00:36:13,707 --> 00:36:16,272
we can control our environment
879
00:36:16,272 --> 00:36:18,836
and we can control our
880
00:36:18,836 --> 00:36:20,374
perceptions. Consciousness, lifestyle,
881
00:36:20,374 --> 00:36:22,743
belief systems. These are the ultimate
882
00:36:22,743 --> 00:36:25,128
controls of the gene. So the relevance is
883
00:36:25,128 --> 00:36:27,514
important is because as we know that if
884
00:36:27,514 --> 00:36:29,899
you've got a cancer gene and that's what
885
00:36:29,899 --> 00:36:32,285
you believe, then you think I'm going to
886
00:36:32,285 --> 00:36:34,969
get the cancer and then you get a cancer
887
00:36:34,969 --> 00:36:37,951
and you say the genes did it. And now we
888
00:36:37,951 --> 00:36:40,336
know now that there is no cancer gene.
889
00:36:40,336 --> 00:36:42,722
There is not one gene that causes cancer.
890
00:36:42,952 --> 00:36:45,145
Genes are correlated with cancer, meaning
891
00:36:45,145 --> 00:36:48,071
if your life is not in harmony and
892
00:36:48,071 --> 00:36:50,996
you have one of these genes, you can
893
00:36:50,996 --> 00:36:53,555
activate a cancer. But the point is
894
00:36:53,555 --> 00:36:56,115
having the gene does not cause the
895
00:36:56,115 --> 00:36:59,040
cancer. 50% of the women that have the
896
00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:01,965
same BRC 1 gene never get the cancer.
897
00:37:01,965 --> 00:37:04,915
The point is very important. So we
898
00:37:04,915 --> 00:37:07,546
have to help people, take them from
899
00:37:07,546 --> 00:37:10,177
the belief I'm a victim and give
900
00:37:10,177 --> 00:37:12,432
them the science that no, your
901
00:37:12,432 --> 00:37:14,311
consciousness is creating this life
902
00:37:14,311 --> 00:37:16,566
experience and here your consciousness is
903
00:37:16,566 --> 00:37:19,263
controlling your genes. And so
904
00:37:19,263 --> 00:37:21,919
my evolution took me from the genes
905
00:37:21,919 --> 00:37:24,575
to the role of the mind, and
906
00:37:24,575 --> 00:37:27,231
that the mind is the absolute control
907
00:37:27,231 --> 00:37:29,888
of our biology. And when we give
908
00:37:29,888 --> 00:37:32,544
our power to other people, their beliefs
909
00:37:32,544 --> 00:37:35,200
control our biology. If I buy their
910
00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:37,856
story and it's not a good story,
911
00:37:37,856 --> 00:37:40,808
then. Have just altered my life and This
912
00:37:40,808 --> 00:37:43,508
is why we need to take the power
913
00:37:43,508 --> 00:37:45,871
back. And people say, ohh, that positive
914
00:37:45,871 --> 00:37:47,896
thinking doesn't really work. But that's
915
00:37:47,896 --> 00:37:50,259
not true. The best example of positive
916
00:37:50,259 --> 00:37:52,621
thinking in a scientific study is called
917
00:37:52,621 --> 00:37:54,984
placebo. You have a disease and doctor
918
00:37:54,984 --> 00:37:57,684
says here's this new pill and it's the
919
00:37:57,684 --> 00:38:00,370
brand new science. And it's going to cure
920
00:38:00,370 --> 00:38:03,256
you and, and you believe it and you take
921
00:38:03,256 --> 00:38:06,142
the pill and you get well, then you find
922
00:38:06,142 --> 00:38:09,028
out the pill was a sugar pill. O then
923
00:38:09,028 --> 00:38:11,594
you're left with O, what made me? Well,
924
00:38:11,594 --> 00:38:14,159
it's not the sugar pill. It was the
925
00:38:14,159 --> 00:38:16,404
positive belief in that sugar pill and
926
00:38:16,404 --> 00:38:18,648
how it's going to help your life.
927
00:38:19,228 --> 00:38:21,180
Sometimes mechanistic doctors try to
928
00:38:21,180 --> 00:38:23,523
dismiss all alternative healing by saying
929
00:38:23,523 --> 00:38:26,256
it's nothing but the placebo effect. But
930
00:38:26,256 --> 00:38:28,989
the fact is the placebo effect works,
931
00:38:28,989 --> 00:38:31,722
and in fact, regular medicine depends on
932
00:38:31,722 --> 00:38:34,455
placebo effects as well. It does it
933
00:38:34,455 --> 00:38:37,188
really matter what we call it? The
934
00:38:37,188 --> 00:38:39,746
fact is, it's happening. And
935
00:38:39,746 --> 00:38:42,724
it shows that the belief and
936
00:38:42,724 --> 00:38:45,206
the expectation are actually influencing
937
00:38:45,206 --> 00:38:48,184
the healing process. But people don't
938
00:38:48,184 --> 00:38:50,666
recognize negative thinking is equally
939
00:38:50,666 --> 00:38:53,645
powerful, but it works in the
940
00:38:53,645 --> 00:38:55,630
opposite direction. The American
941
00:38:55,630 --> 00:38:57,616
Psychological Association has recognized
942
00:38:57,616 --> 00:38:59,601
90% of doctor visits.
943
00:39:00,421 --> 00:39:03,094
Are due to stress, and it turns out
944
00:39:03,094 --> 00:39:05,433
that stress is the major cause of
945
00:39:05,433 --> 00:39:08,107
problems in health and that stress is a
946
00:39:08,107 --> 00:39:10,112
consciousness issue. So if you can
947
00:39:10,112 --> 00:39:12,451
control stress, then you can control your
948
00:39:12,451 --> 00:39:15,124
health and that's what the new science is
949
00:39:15,124 --> 00:39:18,111
all about. So the
950
00:39:18,111 --> 00:39:20,664
mind body connection is now recognized as
951
00:39:20,664 --> 00:39:23,581
a thing. The next stage are things like
952
00:39:23,581 --> 00:39:25,404
affirmations. Affirmations, in terms of
953
00:39:25,404 --> 00:39:27,227
the literature of affirmations, rivals
954
00:39:27,227 --> 00:39:29,779
the number of books sold for religious
955
00:39:29,779 --> 00:39:31,967
texts. It's extremely popular. It's been
956
00:39:31,967 --> 00:39:34,519
around a long time in many different
957
00:39:34,519 --> 00:39:37,463
versions. There are some people who will
958
00:39:37,463 --> 00:39:39,970
say, well, if you want a gold plated
959
00:39:39,970 --> 00:39:42,163
Mercedes, you just think about it really
960
00:39:42,163 --> 00:39:44,983
hard and and there it is and now you
961
00:39:44,983 --> 00:39:47,176
have a gold plated Mercedes that's yours
962
00:39:47,176 --> 00:39:49,369
somehow. O of course nothing works that
963
00:39:49,369 --> 00:39:51,249
simply but because of the association
964
00:39:51,249 --> 00:39:53,755
between the idea of you create your own
965
00:39:53,755 --> 00:39:55,322
reality and suddenly manifesting mounds
966
00:39:55,322 --> 00:39:57,876
of. Gold out of nothing. And people of
967
00:39:57,876 --> 00:39:59,998
course would be very reluctant to say,
968
00:39:59,998 --> 00:40:02,422
well, I believe in that because it sounds
969
00:40:02,422 --> 00:40:04,846
crazy. In fact, as stated, it is crazy.
970
00:40:04,846 --> 00:40:07,271
But on the other hand, that doesn't mean
971
00:40:07,271 --> 00:40:09,089
that affirmations don't work, that they
972
00:40:09,089 --> 00:40:11,210
don't, they don't manipulate the world in
973
00:40:11,210 --> 00:40:13,332
some way. So I personally believe based
974
00:40:13,332 --> 00:40:15,453
on the experimental work that I've done
975
00:40:15,453 --> 00:40:18,108
that. Do create our own reality on many
976
00:40:18,108 --> 00:40:20,389
layers. So even among my colleagues, what
977
00:40:20,389 --> 00:40:22,345
I just said is probably considered
978
00:40:22,345 --> 00:40:23,974
controversial because I'm, I'm more
979
00:40:23,974 --> 00:40:26,256
liberal minded than some of my more
980
00:40:26,256 --> 00:40:28,211
conservative colleagues. But based on the
981
00:40:28,211 --> 00:40:30,493
experiments that I've done, the way that
982
00:40:30,493 --> 00:40:33,100
I interpret it, I think that we actually
983
00:40:33,100 --> 00:40:35,382
do to a small extent, manipulate the
984
00:40:35,382 --> 00:40:37,589
world. In a literal way, and not simply
985
00:40:37,589 --> 00:40:40,432
in a psychological way. If
986
00:40:40,432 --> 00:40:42,499
you look back at various spiritual
987
00:40:42,499 --> 00:40:44,910
traditions, even from way back in India,
988
00:40:44,910 --> 00:40:46,632
intention was considered very, very
989
00:40:46,632 --> 00:40:49,043
important. And in fact the term in
990
00:40:49,043 --> 00:40:51,453
Sanskrit is sankalpa. It means that when
991
00:40:51,453 --> 00:40:54,209
you have a strong intention that you can
992
00:40:54,209 --> 00:40:56,275
literally move ahead much, much more
993
00:40:56,275 --> 00:40:59,030
quickly than you can if you don't have
994
00:40:59,030 --> 00:41:01,304
an intention. With whatever you want to
995
00:41:01,304 --> 00:41:03,312
do. And people might say, well, that
996
00:41:03,312 --> 00:41:05,607
doesn't always happen to me. But what we
997
00:41:05,607 --> 00:41:07,615
often notice with an intention is that
998
00:41:07,615 --> 00:41:09,623
there's the surface of our intellect that
999
00:41:09,623 --> 00:41:11,917
says, for example, I want to lose weight.
1000
00:41:11,917 --> 00:41:13,926
But underneath there's a stronger, what I
1001
00:41:13,926 --> 00:41:15,934
would call my alligator brain or my
1002
00:41:15,934 --> 00:41:17,655
unconscious desire to eat wonderful, rich
1003
00:41:17,655 --> 00:41:19,663
foods. And they often compete with each
1004
00:41:19,663 --> 00:41:21,671
other. And so you think your intention.
1005
00:41:21,741 --> 00:41:24,383
Have to lose weight? But you may have a
1006
00:41:24,383 --> 00:41:26,145
stronger intention for something else, or
1007
00:41:26,145 --> 00:41:28,200
your intention may be distracted. Then we
1008
00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:30,255
might look at our distractions or the
1009
00:41:30,255 --> 00:41:32,017
things that might keep that intention
1010
00:41:32,017 --> 00:41:34,072
from happening, like maybe a fear of
1011
00:41:34,072 --> 00:41:35,834
actually being successful in the world
1012
00:41:35,834 --> 00:41:37,302
that some people may have.
1013
00:41:38,772 --> 00:41:40,883
We have to understand during development,
1014
00:41:40,883 --> 00:41:43,345
the brain is the equivalent of a
1015
00:41:43,345 --> 00:41:45,808
computer, and the beginning part is it's
1016
00:41:45,808 --> 00:41:48,622
got an operating system. So now the brain
1017
00:41:48,622 --> 00:41:51,436
is going to work, but it doesn't have
1018
00:41:51,436 --> 00:41:53,898
any programs. So nature creates the first
1019
00:41:53,898 --> 00:41:56,713
seven years of a child's life to download
1020
00:41:56,713 --> 00:41:59,183
programs a child below 7 has. The
1021
00:41:59,183 --> 00:42:01,212
vibration of the brain that's less than
1022
00:42:01,212 --> 00:42:02,952
conscious. It's called Theta. You can't
1023
00:42:02,952 --> 00:42:05,850
give a an infant a book and say study the
1024
00:42:05,850 --> 00:42:08,749
rules of how to be a member of a family,
1025
00:42:08,749 --> 00:42:11,648
study the rules of how to be a member of
1026
00:42:11,648 --> 00:42:13,677
a community, thousands of rules. So how
1027
00:42:13,677 --> 00:42:16,286
does a child get a chance to learn? It's
1028
00:42:16,286 --> 00:42:18,895
not even able to read. And the answer is?
1029
00:42:19,045 --> 00:42:21,657
It doesn't have to because the brain
1030
00:42:21,657 --> 00:42:23,895
isn't Theta, which is hypnosis. It
1031
00:42:23,895 --> 00:42:26,134
watches the community and whatever it
1032
00:42:26,134 --> 00:42:28,746
sees is downloaded, just like a video
1033
00:42:28,746 --> 00:42:30,984
recorder. Watch my mother, watch my
1034
00:42:30,984 --> 00:42:33,969
father, see how they did it. I record
1035
00:42:33,969 --> 00:42:36,954
that. Now I have a program. So for
1036
00:42:36,954 --> 00:42:39,193
the first seven years we download
1037
00:42:39,193 --> 00:42:41,669
behavior. That from other people. And the
1038
00:42:41,669 --> 00:42:43,925
problem is this, most of their program
1039
00:42:43,925 --> 00:42:46,180
behavior is not very positive. So we're
1040
00:42:46,180 --> 00:42:47,791
actually downloading programs that are
1041
00:42:47,791 --> 00:42:50,369
not helping us. And this goes into the
1042
00:42:50,369 --> 00:42:52,302
subconscious. So the subconscious is like
1043
00:42:52,302 --> 00:42:54,880
a hard drive and a computer. It's got
1044
00:42:54,880 --> 00:42:57,135
programs, OK. And the conscious mind is
1045
00:42:57,135 --> 00:42:59,713
the creator, like the one that types on
1046
00:42:59,713 --> 00:43:02,319
the keyboard. But you still have
1047
00:43:02,319 --> 00:43:04,901
to work through the program. So
1048
00:43:04,901 --> 00:43:07,483
here's the interesting conclusion. 95% of
1049
00:43:07,483 --> 00:43:10,065
our life is coming from the
1050
00:43:10,065 --> 00:43:12,647
program. Your life is a print
1051
00:43:12,647 --> 00:43:15,555
out of your program. Conscious
1052
00:43:15,555 --> 00:43:18,330
mind is wishes and desires. That's what
1053
00:43:18,330 --> 00:43:20,709
you want from your life, health,
1054
00:43:20,709 --> 00:43:22,691
happiness, good relationship, good job,
1055
00:43:22,691 --> 00:43:24,673
conscious mind creative. But when
1056
00:43:24,673 --> 00:43:27,448
conscious mind is thinking, 95% of the
1057
00:43:27,448 --> 00:43:30,223
day the automatic behavior is coming from
1058
00:43:30,223 --> 00:43:32,999
the program. Very often we don't realize
1059
00:43:32,999 --> 00:43:35,774
the concepts that we're holding inside of
1060
00:43:35,774 --> 00:43:38,563
us. About either I can't do that or this
1061
00:43:38,563 --> 00:43:40,885
is impossible or things like that. And I
1062
00:43:40,885 --> 00:43:42,917
think that's an interesting word that we
1063
00:43:42,917 --> 00:43:44,949
use often. I psychologists use it as
1064
00:43:44,949 --> 00:43:47,272
well, that we project onto the world what
1065
00:43:47,272 --> 00:43:49,594
our story, which is our own filter, our
1066
00:43:49,594 --> 00:43:52,207
own lens is telling us about it. We have
1067
00:43:52,207 --> 00:43:54,240
in our head very positive thoughts, but
1068
00:43:54,240 --> 00:43:57,138
our life doesn't match the thoughts. If
1069
00:43:57,138 --> 00:43:59,431
the life isn't working well, if we say
1070
00:43:59,431 --> 00:44:01,151
you're a victim, that means I'm
1071
00:44:01,151 --> 00:44:03,158
powerless. Ohh, it happened to me. I'm
1072
00:44:03,158 --> 00:44:05,451
just a victim. I go, there are no
1073
00:44:05,451 --> 00:44:07,457
victims. We are creating what we are
1074
00:44:07,457 --> 00:44:10,324
doing. So all you have to do is look at
1075
00:44:10,324 --> 00:44:12,617
your life and first thing is this. You
1076
00:44:12,617 --> 00:44:15,196
say the things that I like that come into
1077
00:44:15,196 --> 00:44:17,637
my life, they come into my life. Because
1078
00:44:17,637 --> 00:44:20,550
I have a program to let them come
1079
00:44:20,550 --> 00:44:23,098
in more important, the things that you
1080
00:44:23,098 --> 00:44:26,011
want but you struggle over. You have to
1081
00:44:26,011 --> 00:44:28,924
work hard for it. You have to sweat
1082
00:44:28,924 --> 00:44:31,837
to make it happen. Why are you working
1083
00:44:31,837 --> 00:44:34,021
so hard? The answer is inevitably
1084
00:44:34,021 --> 00:44:36,934
whatever you want it and you can't get
1085
00:44:36,934 --> 00:44:39,520
it is because the program. Who have
1086
00:44:39,520 --> 00:44:42,221
doesn't support it. And so of course the
1087
00:44:42,221 --> 00:44:44,922
most important thing is can I change the
1088
00:44:44,922 --> 00:44:47,623
program? You have to remember this is the
1089
00:44:47,623 --> 00:44:50,324
habit, mind. Habits do not want to change
1090
00:44:50,324 --> 00:44:53,026
if a habit changes and it's not a
1091
00:44:53,026 --> 00:44:55,389
habit anymore. So thank God you learned
1092
00:44:55,389 --> 00:44:58,090
how to walk before you were too. It
1093
00:44:58,090 --> 00:45:00,078
doesn't change. And you're still walking.
1094
00:45:00,078 --> 00:45:02,581
You could be 100. OK, but that creates an
1095
00:45:02,581 --> 00:45:04,805
issue. Then what if my programs that I
1096
00:45:04,805 --> 00:45:07,308
don't want and I want to change them, I
1097
00:45:07,308 --> 00:45:09,811
go ohh well it learns in a different way
1098
00:45:09,811 --> 00:45:11,757
than the conscious mind. This is why
1099
00:45:11,757 --> 00:45:14,260
people read a self help book and if you
1100
00:45:14,260 --> 00:45:17,041
give them a test they they can get 100. I
1101
00:45:17,041 --> 00:45:18,987
understood everything in the book I say.
1102
00:45:19,237 --> 00:45:21,324
Did your life change? No, but I
1103
00:45:21,324 --> 00:45:23,412
understand everything in the book and I
1104
00:45:23,412 --> 00:45:24,902
go that's because conscious mind
1105
00:45:24,902 --> 00:45:26,095
downloaded that information. But
1106
00:45:26,095 --> 00:45:28,182
conscious mind only working 5% of the
1107
00:45:28,182 --> 00:45:30,866
time means I don't care what you read in
1108
00:45:30,866 --> 00:45:32,655
the book, your subconscious is still
1109
00:45:32,655 --> 00:45:35,040
controlling it. But now we want to change
1110
00:45:35,040 --> 00:45:37,426
subconscious. I go, but that has to have
1111
00:45:37,426 --> 00:45:40,092
a special learning process. So there
1112
00:45:40,092 --> 00:45:42,835
are three ways to change beliefs #1
1113
00:45:42,835 --> 00:45:45,187
self hypnosis, earphones at night #2
1114
00:45:45,187 --> 00:45:47,930
create a new habit and practice it,
1115
00:45:47,930 --> 00:45:50,281
just practicing repeating it and #3
1116
00:45:50,281 --> 00:45:53,024
energy psychology is a way of changing
1117
00:45:53,024 --> 00:45:55,767
programs very quickly. And this is what
1118
00:45:55,767 --> 00:45:58,511
we all need now because the planet
1119
00:45:58,511 --> 00:46:01,497
is in a very tough. Situation right now
1120
00:46:01,497 --> 00:46:04,048
and we all have to change our beliefs
1121
00:46:04,048 --> 00:46:05,961
because our beliefs are creating a
1122
00:46:05,961 --> 00:46:08,756
problem. Unfortunately, we do not
1123
00:46:08,756 --> 00:46:10,569
come into the world with the users
1124
00:46:10,569 --> 00:46:12,640
manual. It would be very convenient if we
1125
00:46:12,640 --> 00:46:14,712
did have a users manual with an index
1126
00:46:14,712 --> 00:46:16,783
where we could look U things like, well,
1127
00:46:16,783 --> 00:46:19,372
why am I here? Do I have a purpose? All
1128
00:46:19,372 --> 00:46:21,444
of those kinds of questions. But we don't
1129
00:46:21,444 --> 00:46:23,774
have that. The closest that we have to it
1130
00:46:23,774 --> 00:46:25,069
are traditional religions, because they
1131
00:46:25,069 --> 00:46:27,140
will be very happy to tell you exactly
1132
00:46:27,140 --> 00:46:29,212
why you're here and what you should do.
1133
00:46:29,282 --> 00:46:32,260
And all the rest of it. But for somebody
1134
00:46:32,260 --> 00:46:33,914
who doesn't follow traditional religions,
1135
00:46:33,914 --> 00:46:36,230
it still doesn't take away this internal
1136
00:46:36,230 --> 00:46:39,208
sense that we have that we want to know,
1137
00:46:39,208 --> 00:46:40,863
is there meaning to anything?
1138
00:46:42,163 --> 00:46:43,995
That people experience tragedies in their
1139
00:46:43,995 --> 00:46:46,133
life of any sort, they immediately come
1140
00:46:46,133 --> 00:46:48,882
face to face with this notion of do I
1141
00:46:48,882 --> 00:46:50,715
live in a completely purposeless universe
1142
00:46:50,715 --> 00:46:53,464
or is there some meaning to any of this?
1143
00:46:54,634 --> 00:46:56,827
But it's a question that everyone faces
1144
00:46:56,827 --> 00:46:59,021
at one time or another. Ultimately, what
1145
00:46:59,021 --> 00:47:01,528
you really learn is what you learn from
1146
00:47:01,528 --> 00:47:04,342
the inside. My dad was
1147
00:47:04,342 --> 00:47:06,816
an artist. He taught me to observe. We
1148
00:47:06,816 --> 00:47:09,599
lived in the deep country. I was used to
1149
00:47:09,599 --> 00:47:12,073
being alone. It was natural to look at
1150
00:47:12,073 --> 00:47:14,857
the weather, look at the sky. And Dad was
1151
00:47:14,857 --> 00:47:17,021
very good. Yes, he he always, always
1152
00:47:17,021 --> 00:47:19,186
noticing which way the wind was blowing.
1153
00:47:19,186 --> 00:47:21,660
And he'd he'd noticed the the way that
1154
00:47:21,660 --> 00:47:23,830
what was happening to the leaves. When
1155
00:47:23,830 --> 00:47:26,564
they were growing and. We had
1156
00:47:26,564 --> 00:47:29,044
compulsory Chapel. We'd have to go to
1157
00:47:29,044 --> 00:47:31,878
Chapel twice a day and say our prayers
1158
00:47:31,878 --> 00:47:34,357
in the morning and evening beside our
1159
00:47:34,357 --> 00:47:37,191
bed. So I very soon began to find
1160
00:47:37,191 --> 00:47:40,025
a safety in what I might call prayer.
1161
00:47:40,025 --> 00:47:42,859
I went to a school of meditation in
1162
00:47:42,859 --> 00:47:45,693
London and I stayed with them for 20
1163
00:47:45,693 --> 00:47:48,644
years. Needs to go down. I was
1164
00:47:48,644 --> 00:47:51,569
given a mantra. You were given a
1165
00:47:51,569 --> 00:47:54,493
sound which seems like a a meaningless
1166
00:47:54,493 --> 00:47:57,418
sound and you just repeat this sound.
1167
00:47:58,658 --> 00:48:01,012
This is how meditation works. You never
1168
00:48:01,012 --> 00:48:03,702
try to get rid of thoughts. You can't
1169
00:48:03,702 --> 00:48:06,391
do that. But you put in an alternative,
1170
00:48:06,391 --> 00:48:08,409
like this meaningless mantra, and you
1171
00:48:08,409 --> 00:48:11,099
just repeat that sound. Even if you just
1172
00:48:11,099 --> 00:48:13,788
say it half a dozen times, for those
1173
00:48:13,788 --> 00:48:16,478
few seconds your attention is not on your
1174
00:48:16,478 --> 00:48:18,159
thoughts, it's on this mantra.
1175
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:22,101
You know, the more you give attention to
1176
00:48:22,101 --> 00:48:24,068
something, the bigger it gets, doesn't
1177
00:48:24,068 --> 00:48:26,362
it? It magnifies. The more you think
1178
00:48:26,362 --> 00:48:28,656
about your problem, the bigger it gets.
1179
00:48:28,656 --> 00:48:30,950
But if you think about something else,
1180
00:48:30,950 --> 00:48:33,244
what happens? It gets less, because the
1181
00:48:33,244 --> 00:48:35,538
attention is really the life force that
1182
00:48:35,538 --> 00:48:38,160
gives things life. So if you turn your
1183
00:48:38,160 --> 00:48:40,187
attention to something else. Your
1184
00:48:40,187 --> 00:48:42,980
thinking is diminished. This is how
1185
00:48:42,980 --> 00:48:45,922
meditation works. And I've had
1186
00:48:45,922 --> 00:48:48,777
a long life. I've been a farmer, I've
1187
00:48:48,777 --> 00:48:50,918
been many things, I've travelled widely
1188
00:48:50,918 --> 00:48:53,773
and done all sorts of things. But but
1189
00:48:53,773 --> 00:48:55,558
this meditation I've practiced morning
1190
00:48:55,558 --> 00:48:58,509
and evening, I've hardly missed. For
1191
00:48:58,509 --> 00:49:01,217
all these years and I still do
1192
00:49:01,217 --> 00:49:03,925
it now, and I really consider this
1193
00:49:03,925 --> 00:49:05,473
to be my work.
1194
00:49:08,853 --> 00:49:11,489
Thinking the little voice in the head. I
1195
00:49:11,489 --> 00:49:14,125
love the way Michael Singer puts it in
1196
00:49:14,125 --> 00:49:16,431
his book The Untethered Soul. He calls
1197
00:49:16,431 --> 00:49:18,738
that running stream of thoughts in the
1198
00:49:18,738 --> 00:49:21,374
head, the monkey mind that we all have.
1199
00:49:21,374 --> 00:49:23,351
You know these, this chatterbox of
1200
00:49:23,351 --> 00:49:25,328
thoughts, inner dialogue. He calls that
1201
00:49:25,328 --> 00:49:27,634
the annoying roommate and so many people.
1202
00:49:27,704 --> 00:49:29,721
Identify with that. They think they are
1203
00:49:29,721 --> 00:49:31,450
their thoughts, their memories of what
1204
00:49:31,450 --> 00:49:33,467
they've been through in their life, and
1205
00:49:33,467 --> 00:49:35,196
they identify completely with that. And
1206
00:49:35,196 --> 00:49:36,925
that can be a terrible trap.
1207
00:49:37,955 --> 00:49:40,451
That little voice in our head, that's not
1208
00:49:40,451 --> 00:49:42,946
who we are. That's not the deep and
1209
00:49:42,946 --> 00:49:44,818
profound kind of higher consciousness we
1210
00:49:44,818 --> 00:49:47,314
are. But we can come to identify very
1211
00:49:47,314 --> 00:49:49,186
richly with that by going within.
1212
00:49:50,346 --> 00:49:51,970
For example, many scientists,
1213
00:49:51,970 --> 00:49:53,594
philosophers, artists, musicians, et
1214
00:49:53,594 --> 00:49:56,436
cetera have found ways to get into
1215
00:49:56,436 --> 00:49:59,278
that kind of universal mind by quieting
1216
00:49:59,278 --> 00:50:02,121
the voice in the head and actually
1217
00:50:02,121 --> 00:50:04,151
opening themselves to full blown
1218
00:50:04,151 --> 00:50:06,617
creativity. Getting in that hypnagogic
1219
00:50:06,617 --> 00:50:09,102
space, it's a rich source of of
1220
00:50:09,102 --> 00:50:10,877
creativity, of understanding, of insight,
1221
00:50:10,877 --> 00:50:13,623
of guidance. As
1222
00:50:13,623 --> 00:50:16,068
a sentient being, we all have the power
1223
00:50:16,068 --> 00:50:17,902
to meditate, to go within consciousness
1224
00:50:17,902 --> 00:50:20,346
and explore and find out much more about
1225
00:50:20,346 --> 00:50:22,791
who we are and what our relationship with
1226
00:50:22,791 --> 00:50:25,722
the universe is. So
1227
00:50:25,722 --> 00:50:28,060
let's assume that there is a parallel
1228
00:50:28,060 --> 00:50:30,064
between our understanding of the physical
1229
00:50:30,064 --> 00:50:31,733
world and our understanding of
1230
00:50:31,733 --> 00:50:33,069
consciousness itself. The conscious
1231
00:50:33,069 --> 00:50:35,073
world, the conscious mind, are very
1232
00:50:35,073 --> 00:50:36,743
tightly coupled. The classical physics,
1233
00:50:36,743 --> 00:50:39,414
in a sense, is like a refinement of
1234
00:50:39,414 --> 00:50:42,086
common sense. It is the world as we
1235
00:50:42,086 --> 00:50:44,758
see it. It's real. Our awareness is as
1236
00:50:44,758 --> 00:50:47,243
real as well. And just below that we
1237
00:50:47,243 --> 00:50:49,082
started saying, ohh, the world is a
1238
00:50:49,082 --> 00:50:50,395
little bit more complicated. Quantum
1239
00:50:50,395 --> 00:50:52,234
physics, nuclear physics. You also find a
1240
00:50:52,234 --> 00:50:54,073
meditation. The world there is a little
1241
00:50:54,073 --> 00:50:55,649
more complicated too, because now you're
1242
00:50:55,649 --> 00:50:57,225
more in contact with your subconscious.
1243
00:50:57,225 --> 00:50:59,327
You go down, down, down, down, down until
1244
00:50:59,327 --> 00:51:01,428
you're at the bottom. We don't know what
1245
00:51:01,428 --> 00:51:03,529
the bottom is, but let's assume it's way
1246
00:51:03,529 --> 00:51:05,106
down there somewhere, both in the
1247
00:51:05,106 --> 00:51:07,181
physical sense. Fundamental sense.
1248
00:51:08,021 --> 00:51:10,655
So in in the magical traditions, this is
1249
00:51:10,655 --> 00:51:13,288
the way that that magic is described as
1250
00:51:13,288 --> 00:51:15,922
working, that you go down into the state
1251
00:51:15,922 --> 00:51:18,884
that a magician will call nosis or a Yogi
1252
00:51:18,884 --> 00:51:21,518
will call samadhi, which is a deep level
1253
00:51:21,518 --> 00:51:23,822
of awareness where you're still able to
1254
00:51:23,822 --> 00:51:26,127
operate that that is then not simply
1255
00:51:26,127 --> 00:51:28,262
parallel to the physical world. That
1256
00:51:28,262 --> 00:51:30,500
converges with it. It is the physical
1257
00:51:30,500 --> 00:51:33,378
world at these deep levels. So if I'm at
1258
00:51:33,378 --> 00:51:35,935
this very deep level of of reality where
1259
00:51:35,935 --> 00:51:38,173
mental and physical are not that separate
1260
00:51:38,173 --> 00:51:40,731
from each other and I put a little
1261
00:51:40,731 --> 00:51:42,649
intentional spin that I want something
1262
00:51:42,649 --> 00:51:44,567
that can manifest into the physical
1263
00:51:44,567 --> 00:51:46,805
world. It's the something that I wanted.
1264
00:51:46,805 --> 00:51:48,840
What I've just described is. Basically
1265
00:51:48,840 --> 00:51:51,405
the idea within the yogic tradition where
1266
00:51:51,405 --> 00:51:53,969
the cities, the special powers that arise
1267
00:51:53,969 --> 00:51:56,900
as a result of meditation, a very tiny
1268
00:51:56,900 --> 00:51:59,465
thought or intention as a deep mental
1269
00:51:59,465 --> 00:52:01,663
state could manifest as a monstrous
1270
00:52:01,663 --> 00:52:03,495
effect in the physical world.
1271
00:52:04,525 --> 00:52:06,603
The caution that happens within the
1272
00:52:06,603 --> 00:52:08,682
magical traditions is to avoid black
1273
00:52:08,682 --> 00:52:10,760
magic. Black magic is overriding somebody
1274
00:52:10,760 --> 00:52:13,532
else's free will. And This is why in
1275
00:52:13,532 --> 00:52:15,610
in parables and stories you constantly
1276
00:52:15,610 --> 00:52:18,035
read about the equivalent of Darth Vader,
1277
00:52:18,035 --> 00:52:20,806
You have someone with a little bit of
1278
00:52:20,806 --> 00:52:23,231
talent, they start using it. They were
1279
00:52:23,231 --> 00:52:25,396
originally doing only white. Magic. But
1280
00:52:25,396 --> 00:52:28,237
they get seduced by the power and they
1281
00:52:28,237 --> 00:52:31,077
become Darth Vader. It's how we decide to
1282
00:52:31,077 --> 00:52:33,917
use that power which is starting to spin
1283
00:52:33,917 --> 00:52:36,047
out the ethical considerations of it.
1284
00:52:37,477 --> 00:52:40,423
So each and everyone of us is
1285
00:52:40,423 --> 00:52:43,368
more than just a physical body. I
1286
00:52:43,368 --> 00:52:46,313
discovered there is so much more to
1287
00:52:46,313 --> 00:52:49,259
our reality than we have ever been
1288
00:52:49,259 --> 00:52:52,204
led to believe, but we have not
1289
00:52:52,204 --> 00:52:54,728
been taught to tap into it.
1290
00:52:56,829 --> 00:52:59,044
And the intuition is really your
1291
00:52:59,044 --> 00:53:01,630
connection to your higher self or your
1292
00:53:01,630 --> 00:53:04,584
soul or your spirit or source or whatever
1293
00:53:04,584 --> 00:53:07,538
we want to call it. And the mind
1294
00:53:07,538 --> 00:53:10,493
is what decides how much of the spirit
1295
00:53:10,493 --> 00:53:13,447
or soul is allowed to come through. And
1296
00:53:13,447 --> 00:53:16,401
to me, this is what it means to
1297
00:53:16,401 --> 00:53:19,159
have an. Open mind versus a closed
1298
00:53:19,159 --> 00:53:21,859
mind. People who have a more closed
1299
00:53:21,859 --> 00:53:24,174
mind struggle more because they allow
1300
00:53:24,174 --> 00:53:26,874
less of their intuition or their spirit
1301
00:53:26,874 --> 00:53:29,189
to come through and express itself
1302
00:53:29,189 --> 00:53:31,889
through their physical body. So the mind
1303
00:53:31,889 --> 00:53:34,590
literally acts like a filter. You have
1304
00:53:34,590 --> 00:53:37,290
the choice as to how much you
1305
00:53:37,290 --> 00:53:39,552
want to. Open that mind U.
1306
00:53:40,562 --> 00:53:43,486
And when you allow your intuition, your
1307
00:53:43,486 --> 00:53:46,411
intuition will always guide you to what
1308
00:53:46,411 --> 00:53:49,169
is best for you. What
1309
00:53:49,169 --> 00:53:52,020
does it make me feel? Does it make
1310
00:53:52,020 --> 00:53:54,872
me feel expanded or small? And that is
1311
00:53:54,872 --> 00:53:57,724
one thing that they don't teach you at
1312
00:53:57,724 --> 00:54:00,219
schools or college. Nobody asks you how
1313
00:54:00,219 --> 00:54:02,714
does it make you feel, including what
1314
00:54:02,714 --> 00:54:05,512
career you choose. One
1315
00:54:05,512 --> 00:54:07,602
of the consequences of a materialistic
1316
00:54:07,602 --> 00:54:09,344
understanding of the brain mind
1317
00:54:09,344 --> 00:54:12,131
relationship is that it leads to the idea
1318
00:54:12,131 --> 00:54:14,221
that your sense of awareness, your
1319
00:54:14,221 --> 00:54:16,660
consciousness, is a side effect of the
1320
00:54:16,660 --> 00:54:19,099
brain processing. And that leads to the
1321
00:54:19,099 --> 00:54:21,538
notion of a nihilistic universe. It's a
1322
00:54:21,538 --> 00:54:23,976
universe that doesn't have any meaning or
1323
00:54:23,976 --> 00:54:26,780
purpose. That, in a sense, is
1324
00:54:26,780 --> 00:54:28,645
the the way that modern civilization
1325
00:54:28,645 --> 00:54:31,444
works, that the the best that you can do
1326
00:54:31,444 --> 00:54:33,932
in a nihilistic universe is to die with
1327
00:54:33,932 --> 00:54:36,108
the most toys. That's the way it's
1328
00:54:36,108 --> 00:54:37,974
sometimes put. And among other things,
1329
00:54:37,974 --> 00:54:40,151
the notion that your life really doesn't
1330
00:54:40,151 --> 00:54:42,638
have any meaning to it and that you're
1331
00:54:42,638 --> 00:54:44,193
completely isolated from other people,
1332
00:54:44,193 --> 00:54:45,833
which is another. Consequence of
1333
00:54:45,833 --> 00:54:47,744
materialism leads to things like greed.
1334
00:54:47,744 --> 00:54:50,292
All of the human vices are then amplified
1335
00:54:50,292 --> 00:54:52,521
because you have to lookout for yourself.
1336
00:54:52,521 --> 00:54:54,432
You're not connected with other people.
1337
00:54:54,432 --> 00:54:56,661
It doesn't matter if somebody starving on
1338
00:54:56,661 --> 00:54:59,209
the other side of the world. That's the
1339
00:54:59,209 --> 00:55:01,757
view of reality that we end U with.
1340
00:55:02,787 --> 00:55:04,736
We're becoming better and better at
1341
00:55:04,736 --> 00:55:06,360
creating distractions, which is an
1342
00:55:06,360 --> 00:55:08,308
escape, and there's nothing wrong with
1343
00:55:08,308 --> 00:55:10,582
it. Escape. I mean, sometimes the world
1344
00:55:10,582 --> 00:55:13,505
is such that you want to escape it. It's
1345
00:55:13,505 --> 00:55:15,778
not clear, though, that it's telling us
1346
00:55:15,778 --> 00:55:18,052
something, which is what we really want
1347
00:55:18,052 --> 00:55:20,650
to know, which is what is actually going
1348
00:55:20,650 --> 00:55:23,180
on here. It's alarming, it's tragic. And
1349
00:55:23,180 --> 00:55:25,887
it should fire up anybody who
1350
00:55:25,887 --> 00:55:28,595
who heads what I say to
1351
00:55:28,595 --> 00:55:31,302
take this work seriously, dead seriously.
1352
00:55:31,302 --> 00:55:34,009
This raising of consciousness truly is
1353
00:55:34,009 --> 00:55:36,717
salvation. See, it saves us from
1354
00:55:36,717 --> 00:55:39,424
this pit of darkness or ignorance
1355
00:55:39,424 --> 00:55:41,680
which is called the world.
1356
00:55:42,850 --> 00:55:45,149
Infinite love, infinite fulfillment is
1357
00:55:45,149 --> 00:55:47,908
what you might call our real
1358
00:55:47,908 --> 00:55:50,667
home. This is where we come
1359
00:55:50,667 --> 00:55:53,426
from. Somehow we left it, We
1360
00:55:53,426 --> 00:55:56,185
lost paradise and we fallen into
1361
00:55:56,185 --> 00:55:58,943
this world. The human condition lost
1362
00:55:58,943 --> 00:56:01,702
in thought is really a state
1363
00:56:01,702 --> 00:56:03,541
of darkness or ignorance.
1364
00:56:05,502 --> 00:56:08,442
The wisdom of man is foolishness to
1365
00:56:08,442 --> 00:56:11,287
God. Human knowledge
1366
00:56:11,287 --> 00:56:12,322
is ignorance.
1367
00:56:14,182 --> 00:56:17,059
Wisdom or faith is that as at
1368
00:56:17,059 --> 00:56:19,936
a higher level, when you begin to
1369
00:56:19,936 --> 00:56:22,813
function from here rather than from here.
1370
00:56:24,143 --> 00:56:26,793
And if you've long sufficiently the
1371
00:56:26,793 --> 00:56:29,443
truth for whatever it is, love
1372
00:56:29,443 --> 00:56:32,093
or peace or fulfillment in true
1373
00:56:32,093 --> 00:56:34,743
knowledge, you will gradually find like
1374
00:56:34,743 --> 00:56:37,392
a sort of compass within yourself
1375
00:56:37,392 --> 00:56:40,042
that have been LED in this
1376
00:56:40,042 --> 00:56:42,784
direction. And then freedom,
1377
00:56:42,784 --> 00:56:45,424
you could say, takes you by the hand and
1378
00:56:45,424 --> 00:56:48,063
leads you along the way. Yes, it takes a
1379
00:56:48,063 --> 00:56:50,410
bit of getting used to. If you're not
1380
00:56:50,410 --> 00:56:53,049
used to it, then fear is one of the
1381
00:56:53,049 --> 00:56:55,103
things we have to overcome. That you've
1382
00:56:55,103 --> 00:56:57,156
spent much depends on how determined you
1383
00:56:57,156 --> 00:56:59,795
are, how, how much you want to be free.
1384
00:57:01,035 --> 00:57:03,744
One of the problems with society and
1385
00:57:03,744 --> 00:57:06,452
the way that we live right now
1386
00:57:06,452 --> 00:57:09,160
is that we are conditioned to operate
1387
00:57:09,160 --> 00:57:11,868
from a place of fear. For example,
1388
00:57:11,868 --> 00:57:14,577
the news media fills us with fear.
1389
00:57:14,577 --> 00:57:17,285
Even our financial system is driven by
1390
00:57:17,285 --> 00:57:19,993
fear of not having enough money. But
1391
00:57:19,993 --> 00:57:22,812
in actuality. The fear itself is
1392
00:57:22,812 --> 00:57:25,566
what causes the problem. It cuts
1393
00:57:25,566 --> 00:57:28,320
us off from our connection to
1394
00:57:28,320 --> 00:57:31,073
our spirit or our higher self
1395
00:57:31,073 --> 00:57:33,827
or source. It cuts us off
1396
00:57:33,827 --> 00:57:36,580
from our intuition. And so my
1397
00:57:36,580 --> 00:57:39,334
work has been for myself is
1398
00:57:39,334 --> 00:57:42,195
to always maintain that connection. And
1399
00:57:42,195 --> 00:57:45,039
to not buy into the messages that
1400
00:57:45,039 --> 00:57:47,477
this paradigm is constantly feeding us,
1401
00:57:47,477 --> 00:57:49,509
don't buy into those messages.
1402
00:57:50,599 --> 00:57:53,396
And when people say to me that ohh, what
1403
00:57:53,396 --> 00:57:55,571
you're saying is wonderful but it's not
1404
00:57:55,571 --> 00:57:58,368
practical for this life, we have to be in
1405
00:57:58,368 --> 00:58:00,854
survival mode. My answer is for me, I
1406
00:58:00,854 --> 00:58:03,651
used to be in survival mode and it gave
1407
00:58:03,651 --> 00:58:06,448
me cancer, so I refused to go into that
1408
00:58:06,448 --> 00:58:09,402
mode anymore. I have
1409
00:58:09,402 --> 00:58:12,289
been depressed about the state of
1410
00:58:12,289 --> 00:58:15,176
the world, about the land, land
1411
00:58:15,176 --> 00:58:17,101
misuse, but the real.
1412
00:58:17,721 --> 00:58:20,231
Depression, which lasted 7.
1413
00:58:20,301 --> 00:58:23,136
For years. The occurred when
1414
00:58:23,136 --> 00:58:25,971
I was 47, after a
1415
00:58:25,971 --> 00:58:28,806
great love experience which really
1416
00:58:28,806 --> 00:58:31,641
turned me upside down. I
1417
00:58:31,641 --> 00:58:34,475
suppose you could say it
1418
00:58:34,475 --> 00:58:37,310
altered the course of my
1419
00:58:37,310 --> 00:58:40,145
life. I wondered for several
1420
00:58:40,145 --> 00:58:42,817
years. Not really knowing where to
1421
00:58:42,817 --> 00:58:45,512
go or what to do. So I know
1422
00:58:45,512 --> 00:58:47,533
a lot about depression and despair.
1423
00:58:50,323 --> 00:58:52,427
As the world is full of good advice,
1424
00:58:52,427 --> 00:58:55,134
isn't it?I
1425
00:58:55,134 --> 00:58:57,592
often think one of the most practical
1426
00:58:57,592 --> 00:59:00,401
things is simply go out for a walk,
1427
00:59:00,401 --> 00:59:02,859
open the window, see there are other
1428
00:59:02,859 --> 00:59:05,668
people out there, some of them even worse
1429
00:59:05,668 --> 00:59:08,478
than you are, in a worse state, and
1430
00:59:08,478 --> 00:59:10,584
then one thing leads to another.
1431
00:59:12,154 --> 00:59:14,479
Well, as they say, time heals. Sometimes
1432
00:59:14,479 --> 00:59:17,136
you just gotta stick it out like the
1433
00:59:17,136 --> 00:59:19,129
weather. Sometimes you just gotta wait,
1434
00:59:19,129 --> 00:59:22,109
wait a bit. Mercifully, things
1435
00:59:22,109 --> 00:59:25,045
come to pass, both the good and the
1436
00:59:25,045 --> 00:59:27,981
bad. For most of us, sometime in life,
1437
00:59:27,981 --> 00:59:29,816
the the clouds do pass.
1438
00:59:32,156 --> 00:59:35,032
A lot of people ask me, is
1439
00:59:35,032 --> 00:59:37,907
it just about positive thinking? No, it's
1440
00:59:37,907 --> 00:59:40,783
none of that. It's about being yourself.
1441
00:59:40,783 --> 00:59:43,248
And when you are being yourself,
1442
00:59:43,248 --> 00:59:46,124
sometimes you have a bad day. Don't
1443
00:59:46,124 --> 00:59:48,1000
suppress it. It really is about embracing
1444
00:59:48,1000 --> 00:59:51,876
every aspect of you, even the parts
1445
00:59:51,876 --> 00:59:54,685
of you. That are struggling, even the
1446
00:59:54,685 --> 00:59:57,370
parts of you that don't feel good.
1447
00:59:57,370 --> 01:00:00,056
It will pass, but the next step
1448
01:00:00,056 --> 01:00:02,741
is to be optimistic about the future.
1449
01:00:02,741 --> 01:00:05,426
To me, being optimistic is very different
1450
01:00:05,426 --> 01:00:07,728
from being positive. Optimistic means I
1451
01:00:07,728 --> 01:00:10,413
may not feel this way now, but
1452
01:00:10,413 --> 01:00:13,098
it doesn't mean it's always going to
1453
01:00:13,098 --> 01:00:15,869
be that way. Tomorrow's gonna be
1454
01:00:15,869 --> 01:00:18,792
different. You
1455
01:00:18,792 --> 01:00:21,611
are a facet of the Divine or
1456
01:00:21,611 --> 01:00:24,431
God or Source. So if all you
1457
01:00:24,431 --> 01:00:27,250
do is to allow Spirit and know
1458
01:00:27,250 --> 01:00:30,069
and trust that my Spirit came here
1459
01:00:30,069 --> 01:00:32,889
for a purpose and a reason, and
1460
01:00:32,889 --> 01:00:35,708
you allow it to express itself through
1461
01:00:35,708 --> 01:00:38,528
you, what is truly yours comes to
1462
01:00:38,528 --> 01:00:41,194
you. That is
1463
01:00:41,194 --> 01:00:43,550
such an important concept, and I realized
1464
01:00:43,550 --> 01:00:46,242
when I came back from my coma journey
1465
01:00:46,242 --> 01:00:48,934
that the vast majority of problems in our
1466
01:00:48,934 --> 01:00:51,627
world are not because I don't love my
1467
01:00:51,627 --> 01:00:53,983
neighbor enough, not because I don't love
1468
01:00:53,983 --> 01:00:56,675
my enemy enough, but I don't love myself
1469
01:00:56,675 --> 01:00:59,360
enough. The wonderful
1470
01:00:59,360 --> 01:01:02,191
story about this new, new science is that
1471
01:01:02,191 --> 01:01:04,669
programming is what creates our life and
1472
01:01:04,669 --> 01:01:06,793
parents are programmers. And so if
1473
01:01:06,793 --> 01:01:09,270
parents knew that their words that they
1474
01:01:09,270 --> 01:01:12,102
say to a child are shaping the future
1475
01:01:12,102 --> 01:01:14,580
of that child, then parents would start
1476
01:01:14,580 --> 01:01:17,057
to say different things to their children
1477
01:01:17,057 --> 01:01:18,960
instead of criticizing them. Saying
1478
01:01:18,960 --> 01:01:21,737
that's not good enough and you don't
1479
01:01:21,737 --> 01:01:24,514
deserve this and who do you think
1480
01:01:24,514 --> 01:01:27,290
you are trying to get them to
1481
01:01:27,290 --> 01:01:30,067
do better? But remember, child under 7
1482
01:01:30,067 --> 01:01:32,447
is not thinking, it's just recording.
1483
01:01:32,447 --> 01:01:35,224
What is it here? Not good enough,
1484
01:01:35,224 --> 01:01:37,604
not worthy, not lovable, not deserving.
1485
01:01:38,435 --> 01:01:40,942
It's more effective for parents to say
1486
01:01:40,942 --> 01:01:43,809
you are the most wonderful child, you are
1487
01:01:43,809 --> 01:01:46,316
smart, you can do anything, you're very
1488
01:01:46,316 --> 01:01:48,466
powerful, you're a creator. Why? Because
1489
01:01:48,466 --> 01:01:51,332
if those are the programs and then the
1490
01:01:51,332 --> 01:01:53,840
child's life is 95% from those programs,
1491
01:01:53,840 --> 01:01:56,706
all of those programs give power to a
1492
01:01:56,706 --> 01:01:59,681
child. And so we have to. Recognize I
1493
01:01:59,681 --> 01:02:02,322
want to be a conscious parent so
1494
01:02:02,322 --> 01:02:04,964
that if both parents are doing this,
1495
01:02:04,964 --> 01:02:07,606
at some point they will rewrite the
1496
01:02:07,606 --> 01:02:09,493
negative programming and then become
1497
01:02:09,493 --> 01:02:11,757
truly conscious parents and creating the
1498
01:02:11,757 --> 01:02:13,267
next generation with power.
1499
01:02:14,487 --> 01:02:17,116
This is a lesson that's very crucial
1500
01:02:17,116 --> 01:02:19,746
for this world to learn today, especially
1501
01:02:19,746 --> 01:02:22,375
in the face of ongoing violence, warfare,
1502
01:02:22,375 --> 01:02:24,254
conflict, refugees. Humanity at our
1503
01:02:24,254 --> 01:02:26,883
current level of progression is in a
1504
01:02:26,883 --> 01:02:29,512
very kind of barbaric phase of our
1505
01:02:29,512 --> 01:02:32,341
growth. And it is time
1506
01:02:32,341 --> 01:02:35,128
for us to wake up and realize we
1507
01:02:35,128 --> 01:02:37,566
have responsibility. In fact, I would say
1508
01:02:37,566 --> 01:02:39,656
that our materialist science, by giving
1509
01:02:39,656 --> 01:02:42,095
us this lead of thinking, we're all
1510
01:02:42,095 --> 01:02:43,836
separate. And then Darwinian evolution,
1511
01:02:43,836 --> 01:02:45,926
which was misinterpreted in the 20th
1512
01:02:45,926 --> 01:02:48,365
century as survival of the fittest and
1513
01:02:48,365 --> 01:02:50,455
competition, you know, only the strongest
1514
01:02:50,455 --> 01:02:52,900
survive. That's not. The way evolution
1515
01:02:52,900 --> 01:02:55,440
really works, in fact, modern biologists
1516
01:02:55,440 --> 01:02:58,404
will point to the amount of collaboration
1517
01:02:58,404 --> 01:03:00,945
and cooperation in the biological world.
1518
01:03:00,945 --> 01:03:03,062
That's how biological success happens,
1519
01:03:03,062 --> 01:03:06,026
and we see exactly the opposite with
1520
01:03:06,026 --> 01:03:08,990
what humans are doing in wrecking our
1521
01:03:08,990 --> 01:03:11,531
planet even as we speak and.
1522
01:03:11,701 --> 01:03:14,279
This kind of greedy selfishness and
1523
01:03:14,279 --> 01:03:16,856
the polarization of wealth with the
1524
01:03:16,856 --> 01:03:19,434
rich. I just saw today that
1525
01:03:19,434 --> 01:03:22,012
the 400 wealthiest families in the
1526
01:03:22,012 --> 01:03:24,589
United States have more wealth than
1527
01:03:24,589 --> 01:03:27,167
the bottom 60% of the population.
1528
01:03:27,167 --> 01:03:29,745
That's wrong, completely wrong. And we
1529
01:03:29,745 --> 01:03:32,322
see that all around the world.
1530
01:03:32,962 --> 01:03:35,142
Becoming rich comes with a number of
1531
01:03:35,142 --> 01:03:37,322
perks. The appeal of getting more money
1532
01:03:37,322 --> 01:03:39,814
means that your life becomes a lot more
1533
01:03:39,814 --> 01:03:41,994
comfortable. And yeah, I know plenty of
1534
01:03:41,994 --> 01:03:44,174
very wealthy people who are very, very
1535
01:03:44,174 --> 01:03:46,042
unhappy because they learn, among other
1536
01:03:46,042 --> 01:03:48,222
things, that while you can get some
1537
01:03:48,222 --> 01:03:50,402
creature comforts and your life can be
1538
01:03:50,402 --> 01:03:52,894
easier in many ways, it does not address.
1539
01:03:52,974 --> 01:03:55,176
The question of who and what we are and
1540
01:03:55,176 --> 01:03:57,133
and also is not going to address the
1541
01:03:57,133 --> 01:03:59,091
question of you're going to die and what
1542
01:03:59,091 --> 01:04:01,870
do you think about that?My
1543
01:04:01,870 --> 01:04:04,559
wife, my family, my home, my job, my
1544
01:04:04,559 --> 01:04:06,912
work, my possessions, my money. So what
1545
01:04:06,912 --> 01:04:09,600
can we take with us beyond the grave?
1546
01:04:09,600 --> 01:04:12,289
That's really a good question. What can I
1547
01:04:12,289 --> 01:04:14,305
take with me beyond the grave?
1548
01:04:15,705 --> 01:04:17,389
Everything else we leave behind, Jack
1549
01:04:17,389 --> 01:04:19,633
could tell you. When you reach my age,
1550
01:04:19,633 --> 01:04:20,756
it's only too obvious.
1551
01:04:22,576 --> 01:04:25,231
Clouds come and go, the seasons come and
1552
01:04:25,231 --> 01:04:27,553
go, Everything in this world comes to
1553
01:04:27,553 --> 01:04:29,876
pass. That's the nature of this world.
1554
01:04:30,916 --> 01:04:33,431
That this stillness is eternal. It
1555
01:04:33,431 --> 01:04:35,107
doesn't change, does it?
1556
01:04:36,267 --> 01:04:38,842
It's here, it's in
1557
01:04:38,842 --> 01:04:41,418
France, it's in Australia.
1558
01:04:41,418 --> 01:04:43,993
Same stillness, unchanging, always
1559
01:04:43,993 --> 01:04:46,723
now. This
1560
01:04:46,723 --> 01:04:49,338
is absolutely crucial to be present.
1561
01:04:50,498 --> 01:04:53,235
If you ask someone when were
1562
01:04:53,235 --> 01:04:55,972
you happy, almost everybody will give
1563
01:04:55,972 --> 01:04:58,709
you an answer. Often years and
1564
01:04:58,709 --> 01:05:01,447
years ago, often when they were
1565
01:05:01,447 --> 01:05:03,728
children. Then suddenly, without knowing
1566
01:05:03,728 --> 01:05:06,009
why, they were just happy.
1567
01:05:06,969 --> 01:05:08,859
And if you ask them to describe it.
1568
01:05:09,769 --> 01:05:12,562
They'll usually give you an answer which
1569
01:05:12,562 --> 01:05:15,360
describes being present. Just
1570
01:05:15,360 --> 01:05:18,322
seeing the sunshine we'll just by the sea
1571
01:05:18,322 --> 01:05:20,915
sides of seeing the waves of just
1572
01:05:20,915 --> 01:05:23,507
stroking a dog there suddenly feeling the
1573
01:05:23,507 --> 01:05:26,470
touch of the dogs or looking the dog's
1574
01:05:26,470 --> 01:05:26,840
eyes.
1575
01:05:29,280 --> 01:05:31,731
These are moments of insight and
1576
01:05:31,731 --> 01:05:34,182
amazingly, people remember them all their
1577
01:05:34,182 --> 01:05:37,027
lives. Because those are
1578
01:05:37,027 --> 01:05:39,679
the real moments where we've actually
1579
01:05:39,679 --> 01:05:42,331
touched on what's real in life.
1580
01:05:43,921 --> 01:05:46,851
It doesn't mean that all the problems
1581
01:05:46,851 --> 01:05:49,781
suddenly go away. Life is always offering
1582
01:05:49,781 --> 01:05:52,293
stresses and struggles, but no matter
1583
01:05:52,293 --> 01:05:55,223
what, in the end, everything's going to
1584
01:05:55,223 --> 01:05:58,153
be OK. And if it's not OK
1585
01:05:58,153 --> 01:06:01,083
right now, that means it's not the
1586
01:06:01,083 --> 01:06:04,013
end yet. Even death is not final.
1587
01:06:04,113 --> 01:06:06,424
Even death is something that's not to be
1588
01:06:06,424 --> 01:06:09,351
feared. But at the
1589
01:06:09,351 --> 01:06:12,223
end of the day, it's the actions we take
1590
01:06:12,223 --> 01:06:15,095
in this world that are part of our our
1591
01:06:15,095 --> 01:06:17,330
growth or lack of growth in those
1592
01:06:17,330 --> 01:06:19,245
spiritual realms. Because if all people
1593
01:06:19,245 --> 01:06:21,159
knew is ohh, that's a beautiful
1594
01:06:21,159 --> 01:06:23,394
afterlife. You know, this is such a
1595
01:06:23,394 --> 01:06:25,628
crummy little existence for me. I'm just
1596
01:06:25,628 --> 01:06:28,084
going over there wrong. Move because you
1597
01:06:28,084 --> 01:06:30,965
never dodged the issues that you face in
1598
01:06:30,965 --> 01:06:33,125
this life through suicide or through
1599
01:06:33,125 --> 01:06:35,891
leaving this world. And
1600
01:06:35,891 --> 01:06:38,310
so it's very important to realize there
1601
01:06:38,310 --> 01:06:41,075
is no way out but through. And the
1602
01:06:41,075 --> 01:06:43,840
more we bring that love into this world,
1603
01:06:43,840 --> 01:06:46,605
the more we actually grow as souls. And
1604
01:06:46,605 --> 01:06:49,024
that's why this whole universe exists, is
1605
01:06:49,024 --> 01:06:51,098
for sentient beings to make these
1606
01:06:51,098 --> 01:06:53,171
discoveries, to learn and teach together
1607
01:06:53,171 --> 01:06:55,245
in growing towards their understanding of
1608
01:06:55,245 --> 01:06:56,946
their connection. With the universe.
1609
01:06:58,447 --> 01:07:00,353
Interesting, as a scientist I never
1610
01:07:00,353 --> 01:07:02,260
believed in spirituality because I was
1611
01:07:02,260 --> 01:07:04,167
programmed with a belief of genes
1612
01:07:04,167 --> 01:07:06,392
controlling life. But as my world changed
1613
01:07:06,392 --> 01:07:08,934
and I started to see how the environment
1614
01:07:08,934 --> 01:07:11,159
was controlling the cells, I started to
1615
01:07:11,159 --> 01:07:13,065
recognize something that no two people
1616
01:07:13,065 --> 01:07:15,608
are exactly the same and the identity is
1617
01:07:15,608 --> 01:07:17,515
a set of protein receptors, antennas,
1618
01:07:17,515 --> 01:07:19,880
just like television. That is on the
1619
01:07:19,880 --> 01:07:22,563
surface of the South. I say, well, why
1620
01:07:22,563 --> 01:07:24,911
is it important? Because these are called
1621
01:07:24,911 --> 01:07:26,924
self receptors, receivers of self. Then
1622
01:07:26,924 --> 01:07:29,272
where's the signal of self coming from
1623
01:07:29,272 --> 01:07:31,284
that activates these antennas? The answer
1624
01:07:31,284 --> 01:07:33,968
is not inside the cell, outside the cell.
1625
01:07:33,968 --> 01:07:36,316
And that's when I start, ohh, my
1626
01:07:36,316 --> 01:07:38,664
goodness, my identity is picked up by
1627
01:07:38,664 --> 01:07:41,125
these. Antennas. But the antennas are
1628
01:07:41,125 --> 01:07:43,180
receiving a broadcast from the
1629
01:07:43,180 --> 01:07:46,058
environment. This is the television and I
1630
01:07:46,058 --> 01:07:48,935
am the broadcast. Because if I am
1631
01:07:48,935 --> 01:07:51,402
the broadcast, the broadcast is always
1632
01:07:51,402 --> 01:07:54,279
here. It's the televisions that come and
1633
01:07:54,279 --> 01:07:57,130
go. So then we have
1634
01:07:57,130 --> 01:07:59,869
to recognize the idea of death is not
1635
01:07:59,869 --> 01:08:02,608
what we have believed it to be an
1636
01:08:02,608 --> 01:08:05,005
end. The death just means, OK, the
1637
01:08:05,005 --> 01:08:07,060
television's broken, but you're still the
1638
01:08:07,060 --> 01:08:09,114
broadcast. You're still here in a
1639
01:08:09,114 --> 01:08:11,511
different form, and you can manifest the
1640
01:08:11,511 --> 01:08:13,223
physical part again. That's called
1641
01:08:13,223 --> 01:08:15,277
reincarnation, but you're always here as
1642
01:08:15,277 --> 01:08:18,014
a spirit. And once we own
1643
01:08:18,014 --> 01:08:20,363
that we are spiritual entities, then we
1644
01:08:20,363 --> 01:08:22,376
become empowered because the fear of
1645
01:08:22,376 --> 01:08:25,176
death will disappear. Field,
1646
01:08:25,176 --> 01:08:27,294
invisible moving forces that influence
1647
01:08:27,294 --> 01:08:30,260
the physical world. I go, OK, cool.
1648
01:08:30,260 --> 01:08:33,225
I go, wait. There's another word with
1649
01:08:33,225 --> 01:08:35,344
the same definition. Spirit, Invisible
1650
01:08:35,344 --> 01:08:37,886
moving forces that influence the physical
1651
01:08:37,886 --> 01:08:40,851
world. Whether you say the word field
1652
01:08:40,851 --> 01:08:43,817
or whether you say the word spirit,
1653
01:08:43,817 --> 01:08:46,441
they are. Functionally the same thing,
1654
01:08:46,441 --> 01:08:49,375
and so this is a uniting of
1655
01:08:49,375 --> 01:08:51,472
ancient spirituality and modern science
1656
01:08:51,472 --> 01:08:54,406
are coming across to become one again,
1657
01:08:54,406 --> 01:08:57,136
the same. I love
1658
01:08:57,136 --> 01:08:59,302
that quote from Nikola Tesla. When
1659
01:08:59,302 --> 01:09:01,467
science first begins to investigate non
1660
01:09:01,467 --> 01:09:03,272
physical phenomena, they will discover
1661
01:09:03,272 --> 01:09:06,159
more in the first decade than they have
1662
01:09:06,159 --> 01:09:08,685
in all the existence of the scientific
1663
01:09:08,685 --> 01:09:10,850
revolution. And I think that we're
1664
01:09:10,850 --> 01:09:13,015
getting very close to entering that
1665
01:09:13,015 --> 01:09:15,903
decade. Even now. This world is on the
1666
01:09:15,903 --> 01:09:18,586
verge of a tremendous. Revolution in
1667
01:09:18,586 --> 01:09:21,186
thinking that is long overdue.
1668
01:09:22,386 --> 01:09:25,252
I think that we desperately need a
1669
01:09:25,252 --> 01:09:27,709
kind of sense of spiritual reconnection.
1670
01:09:27,709 --> 01:09:30,165
In the Western world. There's been
1671
01:09:30,165 --> 01:09:32,212
extreme process of secularization, of
1672
01:09:32,212 --> 01:09:34,259
abandonment of traditional religion in
1673
01:09:34,259 --> 01:09:36,716
favour of a secular scientific worldview,
1674
01:09:36,716 --> 01:09:39,581
but that turns out to be very
1675
01:09:39,581 --> 01:09:42,038
thin and unsustained thing and and.
1676
01:09:42,308 --> 01:09:45,188
Gives such a narrow view of human nature
1677
01:09:45,188 --> 01:09:47,348
and consciousness and also leads to
1678
01:09:47,348 --> 01:09:49,148
consequences so destructive to the
1679
01:09:49,148 --> 01:09:51,308
environment and our relationship to the
1680
01:09:51,308 --> 01:09:53,109
environment. Previously before de Carte
1681
01:09:53,109 --> 01:09:55,989
in the in the Middle Ages in Europe,
1682
01:09:55,989 --> 01:09:58,869
the world view was that nature is alive,
1683
01:09:58,869 --> 01:10:01,389
the earth is alive, animals and plants
1684
01:10:01,389 --> 01:10:03,997
are truly alive. Beings with souls.
1685
01:10:03,997 --> 01:10:06,692
The whole universe is alive. The
1686
01:10:06,692 --> 01:10:08,040
stars are intelligent.
1687
01:10:09,520 --> 01:10:12,468
So what we need is a reconnection with
1688
01:10:12,468 --> 01:10:14,679
that sense of spirit and greater
1689
01:10:14,679 --> 01:10:17,259
connection with the the whole earth, the
1690
01:10:17,259 --> 01:10:19,470
whole cosmos, and the realm of
1691
01:10:19,470 --> 01:10:21,682
consciousness beyond the human level. And
1692
01:10:21,682 --> 01:10:23,893
that's where I think spiritual practices
1693
01:10:23,893 --> 01:10:26,104
are so important, because this is
1694
01:10:26,104 --> 01:10:28,684
something that for most people is only
1695
01:10:28,684 --> 01:10:30,941
meaningful through. Direct experience.
1696
01:10:31,971 --> 01:10:33,894
Meditation, connecting with nature,
1697
01:10:33,894 --> 01:10:36,298
relating to plants, pilgrimage, taking
1698
01:10:36,298 --> 01:10:39,182
part in festivals and holy days,
1699
01:10:39,182 --> 01:10:41,586
rituals, singing and chanting, fasting,
1700
01:10:41,586 --> 01:10:44,470
even sports, which for many people
1701
01:10:44,470 --> 01:10:47,354
is the most common way in
1702
01:10:47,354 --> 01:10:50,238
which in the modern world people
1703
01:10:50,238 --> 01:10:53,123
achieve an altered state ofconsciousness.
1704
01:10:55,243 --> 01:10:57,846
The big question, obviously, is who
1705
01:10:57,846 --> 01:11:00,449
am I? The one thing that
1706
01:11:00,449 --> 01:11:03,052
seems constant within me is my
1707
01:11:03,052 --> 01:11:05,222
awareness of everything happening around
1708
01:11:05,222 --> 01:11:07,391
me. That consciousness, that beautiful
1709
01:11:07,391 --> 01:11:09,560
miracle, is within everyone and
1710
01:11:09,560 --> 01:11:12,163
everything. It's a powerful concept that
1711
01:11:12,163 --> 01:11:14,333
that highest creativity within the
1712
01:11:14,333 --> 01:11:16,314
universe dwells within. US.
1713
01:11:17,344 --> 01:11:19,582
And if we could actually experience that,
1714
01:11:19,582 --> 01:11:22,458
it's like our heart just opens up in this
1715
01:11:22,458 --> 01:11:24,695
incredible feeling of bliss and joy and
1716
01:11:24,695 --> 01:11:27,508
wonder. When you do that, what
1717
01:11:27,508 --> 01:11:29,556
Mystics often talk about is that the
1718
01:11:29,556 --> 01:11:31,311
world is completely perfect. The world
1719
01:11:31,311 --> 01:11:33,066
out there, everything is working exactly
1720
01:11:33,066 --> 01:11:35,699
the way it's supposed to. So this is nice
1721
01:11:35,699 --> 01:11:37,747
if you're an ashram and everything is
1722
01:11:37,747 --> 01:11:40,088
pretty and quiet. It's not so nice if
1723
01:11:40,088 --> 01:11:42,428
you're in the middle of a war zone
1724
01:11:42,428 --> 01:11:44,183
somewhere, because into thinking that the
1725
01:11:44,183 --> 01:11:46,524
world is exactly the way it's supposed to
1726
01:11:46,524 --> 01:11:49,251
be. In the midst of of chaos, that
1727
01:11:49,251 --> 01:11:50,889
doesn't sound right. And nevertheless,
1728
01:11:50,889 --> 01:11:53,511
this is one of the more common things
1729
01:11:53,511 --> 01:11:55,806
that Mystics talk about, that their view
1730
01:11:55,806 --> 01:11:57,772
of the world is everything is
1731
01:11:57,772 --> 01:11:59,083
interconnected, it's related to
1732
01:11:59,083 --> 01:12:01,050
consciousness in some way, and it's
1733
01:12:01,050 --> 01:12:03,924
perfect. In my
1734
01:12:03,924 --> 01:12:06,290
journey, I shall very clearly not just
1735
01:12:06,290 --> 01:12:08,657
the afterlife, but I saw oneness with
1736
01:12:08,657 --> 01:12:11,024
that divine becoming one with. That was
1737
01:12:11,024 --> 01:12:13,391
never a concept that I would have
1738
01:12:13,391 --> 01:12:15,081
entertained based on my religious
1739
01:12:15,081 --> 01:12:17,110
beliefs. And that's a lesson that
1740
01:12:17,110 --> 01:12:18,800
unfortunately our religious systems have
1741
01:12:18,800 --> 01:12:20,829
in some cases lost sight of.
1742
01:12:21,789 --> 01:12:24,335
A universal spirit that is part of us,
1743
01:12:24,335 --> 01:12:26,882
that we have purpose and meaning in our
1744
01:12:26,882 --> 01:12:29,428
lives, but that we're all united at a
1745
01:12:29,428 --> 01:12:31,975
very deep level, and that you should do
1746
01:12:31,975 --> 01:12:34,521
unto others as you would have done unto
1747
01:12:34,521 --> 01:12:37,514
yourself. If you think of those
1748
01:12:37,514 --> 01:12:39,830
disco balls, you know those balls with
1749
01:12:39,830 --> 01:12:42,146
all those mirrors all around the ball,
1750
01:12:42,146 --> 01:12:44,793
They project a light onto the wall. When
1751
01:12:44,793 --> 01:12:47,771
you look at the walls in a room that
1752
01:12:47,771 --> 01:12:50,417
has the mirror balls, it's got all these
1753
01:12:50,417 --> 01:12:52,733
speckles of light on the walls. Imagine
1754
01:12:52,733 --> 01:12:55,380
if each of those speckles on the wall
1755
01:12:55,380 --> 01:12:57,766
was. One human being, one physical
1756
01:12:57,766 --> 01:13:00,518
person. O If you imagine that each
1757
01:13:00,518 --> 01:13:03,269
of these speckles of light believe that
1758
01:13:03,269 --> 01:13:06,021
they are as a separate being from
1759
01:13:06,021 --> 01:13:08,772
the other speckles of light, we start
1760
01:13:08,772 --> 01:13:11,131
competing with them and fighting with
1761
01:13:11,131 --> 01:13:13,882
them. The whole is fighting with itself.
1762
01:13:14,752 --> 01:13:17,631
And one day when we die, we
1763
01:13:17,631 --> 01:13:20,510
realize, ohh, my gosh, we were actually
1764
01:13:20,510 --> 01:13:23,389
all from the same source. We were
1765
01:13:23,389 --> 01:13:24,623
all actually one.
1766
01:13:26,473 --> 01:13:29,315
The other way of saying it is that we
1767
01:13:29,315 --> 01:13:31,841
are here because we are the universe that
1768
01:13:31,841 --> 01:13:34,367
is looking back on itself, right? So that
1769
01:13:34,367 --> 01:13:35,946
from just some mainstream scientific
1770
01:13:35,946 --> 01:13:37,841
perspective, the universe is here for
1771
01:13:37,841 --> 01:13:40,367
some reason and we are the universe. The
1772
01:13:40,367 --> 01:13:42,577
portion of the universe that is aware,
1773
01:13:42,577 --> 01:13:45,103
that's what we are as the universe being
1774
01:13:45,103 --> 01:13:47,752
self aware. It
1775
01:13:47,752 --> 01:13:50,530
said that we have a soul, which
1776
01:13:50,530 --> 01:13:53,309
is of course that divine spark, that
1777
01:13:53,309 --> 01:13:56,088
part, that light that lights every man.
1778
01:13:56,088 --> 01:13:58,867
Then there is hope for us. There's
1779
01:13:58,867 --> 01:14:01,646
more to life than meets the eye.
1780
01:14:02,446 --> 01:14:05,234
We can't capture it within our
1781
01:14:05,234 --> 01:14:08,022
thinking mind and describe it. So
1782
01:14:08,022 --> 01:14:10,810
it said that real knowledge is
1783
01:14:10,810 --> 01:14:13,598
not something we learn by description.
1784
01:14:13,598 --> 01:14:15,457
It comes from revelation.
1785
01:14:19,617 --> 01:14:22,368
My ways are higher than your ways and
1786
01:14:22,368 --> 01:14:24,087
my thoughts than your thoughts.
1787
01:14:24,997 --> 01:14:27,282
You are deeply loved and cherished
1788
01:14:27,282 --> 01:14:29,948
forever. You will be taken care of.
1789
01:15:01,520 --> 01:15:10,150
1790
01:15:10,480 --> 01:15:30,482
1791
01:15:30,642 --> 01:15:39,512
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