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I know it’s rude to read someone else’s diary,

but I think there are things you should know.

I was both furious and disgusted.

I thought dying was the best way out.

I guess I started liking the sea more too.

What is it?

Because it’s beautiful.

The closer I look, the more I want to stay.

I heard that tutor boy came back to school.

Is he back?

Sometimes I really wonder

what’s going on in your head.

When you talk to me, you say one thing.

In the end,

you’re just the kind of person

who stands by and watches.

Professor about that question you gave earlier.

I still don’t quite get it.

Well, if you’d like to understand it better,

you can come to my place

and I'll tutor you all night.

So does this mean you have a private tutor class?

Yes,

it's a private class.

Many students have joined me

in my one on one classes.

It's only the beginning of the semester

and you're already looking for fresh meat?

Then I'll...

Please excuse me, we'll talk later.

What are you doing?

Are you going to blackmail him, like me?

Did I do that?

Uh.. Why don't I remember that at all?

Do I need to remind you?

Do I need to remind you?!

How fucked up it was?!

How many students did you this to?!

Hey! What are you doing?

Ice!? You again?

Why do you keep bothering us?

It's not like I want to be involved

with this kind of person.

If you're not bothering us, then when was that?

If I hadn’t stopped you,

you probably would’ve punched him already, right?

Forget about it, just ignore him.

I can’t just ignore it.

I think this kid has issues.

He likes to destroy other people’s families.

I didn’t mean to hurt your family, Professor.

I just wanted to warn Professor Mint not to

repeat his old habits with the new student.

What habits?

What more do you want from us?

You already made me lose my baby last time.

I didn’t make you miscarry, and you know that.

If you hadn’t interfered with my family,

my child wouldn’t have died!

I don’t understand why the university

still gives someone like you another chance.

Such a gentleman, huh?

Letting a woman defend you.

One day I’ll expose you.

What are you doing!?

Saint?

What’s going on over there?

Let’s go check.

I’ll make sure you pay for this.

Come with me to the dean’s office.

I’m not going.

Come with me!

If I have to go, this bastard’s coming too!

I said come with me!

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I said I’m not going!

Come here, now!

Ice!

Come here, now!

You’re coming with me!

Professor Fah, don’t!

Professor Fah, please stop!

Professor Fah..

Fah!

What’s going on here!?

I won’t let this slide,

this is the second time already.

Why does the university still let a student

with a record like this stay enrolled?

I don’t understand!

Please, calm down,

they both probably didn't mean to.

Then answer this, Ice..

Why did you attack Professor Mint?

What did he do to you?

Uh, when we were in class,

everything seemed normal.

But after class,

he got into an argument with Professor Mint

and Professor Fah.

Luckily Saint got there in time to stop it,

but it was probably too forceful

and caused Professor Fah to fall.

Then I’ll ask you again.

Do you have anything to explain?

Why did you attack Professor Mint?

…No, I don’t.

And you, Saint?

No.

So what should we do now?

You still want this student to stay at the university?

And what about my safety and Professor Mint’s?

Who’s going to guarantee that?

Please calm down, Professor Fah.

The disciplinary committee

already has procedures in place.

But in this case,

nothing meets the criteria for a severe punishment,

like expulsion or anything like that.

If we just wait,

I'll probably be harassed every day.

How about this?

Maybe you should report this directly to the dean.

He might have a better way to handle it.

Professor Fah..

I’m really sorry that you fell earlier.

I want to take full responsibility for what I did.

Please, don’t make this a big deal.

Wait,

Saint.. Are you saying you’ll take disciplinary punishment?

Yes.

You do know that

if you accept disciplinary punishment,

no matter how good your grades are,

you’ll lose eligibility

for the Outstanding Student Award this year, right?

Yes, I understand.

Either way, this semester

I’ll be looking after Ice.

That way, Professor Fah, you can feel assured

this won’t happen again.

Let’s just end it here.

Fine.

But please,

don’t let anything like this happen again.

Then sign here.

(Aditep… Student under disciplinary action)

Mud,

don’t leave yet. I need to talk to you.

Yes.

I’ll help you.

Why would you help me?

Because it’s my fault too that

I bumped into Professor Fah.

Let me help clean up with you.

Can you stop getting involved with me?

Why?

Because I did wrong,

and I have to take responsibility.

And the more you hang around me,

the worse it’ll be for you.

Fine.

If you really want to clean, then do it yourself.

Hey, Ice, wait!

I just want you to know,

whatever you’ve been through,

from now on, if anything happens,

you can tell me. I’ll help you.

What could you possibly do to help me?

Can you stop trying to come back into my life?

It’s too late.

Just let me go.

I know now why you tried to kill yourself

and about what happened between you and Professor Mint.

But don’t be scared,

you still have me by your side.

How do you know?

I read your diary.

I believe you.

Why did you do that?

Why are you trying to get involved with me again?

Please, let me help you, Ice.

If you really want to help me,

then stay out of my life.

Hey, babe.

Oh, hey.

Hmm?

I smell awful,

I was just cleaning up trash.

Why’d you do that?

Volunteering at the university.

Oh, new headphones?

What happened to mine?

My roommate broke them.

Really?

What happened?

Hmm?

It's nothing.

Why aren’t you sleeping in your dorm tonight?

Do you miss me or something?

I’m just sick of my roommate.

That roommate again!

Want me to go deal with him for you, babe?

No,

it’s fine.

It's ok.

You sure?

Yeah.

So, how was class today?

Anyone bothering you?

No one, babe.

Did you see Saint at school?

How could I? We’re in different years.

Good.

You want to rest for a bit?

Hey, where’s my guitar that was right there?

Oh,

I took it to my friend’s studio to record something,

but I think I left it there.

Yeah…

But babe,

can I borrow your guitar for my tour?

For this concert?

Please?

You should’ve asked first, don’t you think?

Come on, babe,

you weren’t even using it.

I didn’t want it to rust,

so I used it to keep it in good shape.

And now I’m attached to it, it feels so good to play.

Please, babe,

if I play your song on stage,

I’ll tell everyone that

it’s a song my boyfriend wrote for me.

How’s that sound?

I Promise.

Okay?

I promise.

Promise?

Hmm?

I Promise,

Ice.

Hmm?

You’re the cutest.

Who do you belong to, huh?

Babe,

we’ve been together for a while now.

Can’t we kiss like other couples do?

My friend’s been dating this person for one day,

and they’ve already done way more than just kiss.

Warm…

I smell so bad,

I need a shower first.

Huh?

I’m all sweaty, Warm.

I’ll be quick.

Really?

Ice, uh....

Oh, shit!

Hey,

Pas's father came to be

the music therapist teacher today.

Wanna check the class out?

No,

you go ahead.

I’ll just wait here.

But I think you look a little down today.

Maybe try something new?

It looks fun,

I think it’d help.

Book’s going too.

Yeah, let’s go.

Come on,

let’s go heal our hearts.

Okay, let’s go.

Alright, everyone, welcome.

Hello.

Hi.

Hello.

So for today’s therapy class,

the goal isn’t just to play instruments,

music helps us feel

and connect with what’s inside of us.

Alright,

let’s find an instrument you’re drawn to,

or you can just listen to the sounds first.

Go ahead, try it out.

We’ll start with a simple question today:

Who do you miss the most right now?

And how are you connected to them?

Sometimes the smallest sound

is actually the loudest one in our hearts.

So, how do you feel, Ni?

I’m… not sure.

That’s okay,

try playing and listen to what it tells you.

But he knows right...?

Did you really write this song yourself?

Yeah.

But it’s not finished yet.

Even unfinished, it’s beautiful.

You can write something this sweet,

you must’ve been in love before, right?

Actually, no.

Really?

Have you ever had a crush on anyone?

Well…

I’ve only been focused on work and school.

Good, that’s good.

And what about you?

You like someone?

Hmm… by the way,

this guitar must’ve

been with you for a long time, right?

Yeah,

it was my mom’s.

She used to be really good at guitar.

If we don’t get to see each other again…

can I fix your guitar for you?

Fix it?

(Is it still me that you love?)

(Can it still be me that you miss?)

(Because my broken heart still waits for your return.)

(Just like when we were in love, I want to ask,)

(can it still be me that you love?)

(I still hold on to every promise,)

(my heart wants to hold you like yesterday.)

(Change these cold nights )

(and bring us back to where we belong.)

(That's all I want to ask.)

Thank you.

Thank you.

That was so good.

Thank you.

How'd you get here?

Won't your dad get mad?

I'll just be here for a while

and then I'll head back to study.

Ah.

Hurrr.

It's fine.

I'm all out.

One more.

But this time I'll help.

Just help me look.

Wait.

Huh? Is it straight?

It's straight.

Well?

Ok,

let's start.

Yes!

Here, this is for you.

Really?

Thank you.

Will we ever meet again?

Of course,

because I’m going to enter university with you.

Is it cute?

Yes.

Let me see.

That one’s fine too.

If you’ve found the instrument that

feels right to you,

then think about

the person you’re missing or thinking of.

What do you still hold onto with them?

Then slowly play and let the music flow.

Dad, why are you doing this?

Go change, you’re meeting with Lanee’s family.

Don’t make me repeat myself.

I don’t like Lanee.

She’s my friend.

I’m going to celebrate with Ice.

Go change

and come downstairs!

Now, imagine that

you’ve met the person you’re thinking of.

How would you feel?

Happy, sad,

relieved, or in pain?

Let yourself enter that memory slowly.

Let go!

You think I’m stupid?

You’re still planning to see him?

I’ve already told the school to suspend him.

Stop seeing him,

think about your father for once.

Why are you doing this, Dad?

Dad!

Dad!

Dad!

Dad!

Let me go!

Give me back my phone!

If you don’t stop obsessing over that tutor,

don’t ever expect to be let out.

Dad!

Dad, please don’t do this.

Dad!

Keep a close eye on him!

If he keeps acting crazy,

lock him up and don’t let him leave.

Then think about what you’d like to tell that person,

something you want them to know.

Try expressing it through the instrument.

You’re lucky we got to you in time.

When you arrived,

we had to pump your stomach immediately.

You may feel tired

or nauseous afterward, that’s normal.

You don’t have to hurt yourself anymore.

You’re safe now.

The police have already deleted all the videos.

We’ve detained the people who forced you to do it.

If anything happens again,

report it to the police right away.

Thank you.

Thank you, officer.

Get plenty of rest, alright?

Okay.

Thank you, doctor.

Thank you for all the information.

Yes.

If it weren’t for you, things could’ve ended badly.

Thank you.

I’m sorry, Sea.

It’s alright, everything will get better.

Get some rest.

Excuse me, I’m going to the bathroom.

Keep playing, everyone.

What the hell is wrong with Ice?

Because of him, I got called in by the professor

even though I didn’t do anything.

And he got Saint punished too.

And Professor Sara only made him pick up trash?

What a joke! Totally unfair.

I feel like paying him back.

Mud,

what are you gonna do to Ice now?

Don’t know yet.

But he’s gonna get what’s coming to him.

Trash like him still gets to study here?

Why do you hate him so much?

I don’t hate him,

I just want to make our society better.

Mud,

calm down, man.

If someone never had a problem with you before,

why would they start one out of nowhere?

Ever think maybe Professor Mint

did something to him first?

I don’t know.

But he hurt my friend,

so I’m gonna make him pay.

Whatever, don't say I didn't warn you.

You’ll see soon enough.

You never stop whining, Book.

So annoying.

Hey, Ten!

I’ve got the perfect plan for revenge.

What do you want me to do now, Mud?

What the hell are you staring at?

Hey!

What are you looking at?

Go, go.

Which room?

Hold on.

Which room?

This one.

Hurry up.

I’ll do the writing myself.

Yeah, just hurry up.

Hold it still, dude.

(TRASH)

I’ll make sure everyone sees this clearly.

If he reads this, man, I’ll cry tears of joy.

(EVIL)

Damn, it’s hot as hell.

What?

Why are you taking that off?

It’s hot.

Then why’d you make me wear this?

Here, we’re done.

Hey.

Dude, someone’s coming.

Is it Ice? I don’t know.

What is that?

Go, go.

Put the hat on.

Just go, forget it. Ten, you idiot.

(EVIL TRASH)

Alright, safe and sound.

Okay, bye-bye, see you.

Ice, what are you doing, dear?

Ice?

Huh!?

Who did this?

What happened?

If the landlord sees this,

they’re gonna kill me.

Are you okay?

There! Saint!

Hurry,

come here!

Something happened!

What happened?

Here.

See for yourself.

(EVIL TRASH)

If the owner asks for compensation,

I’ll pay.

It’s fine, I’ll handle it.

I’m really sorry.

I have to apologize to Ice and Saint for what happened.

I’ll tighten the building’s security.

From now on, outsiders won’t be allowed in at all.

But right now, I’ll go check the CCTV footage.

There are two camera angles.

Give me a second,

I’ll be right back.

Stay calm, everyone!

Stay calm! I’ll be right back.

You okay?

Are you hurt?

I’m fine, move.

(TRASH)

Ice.

Ice.

Hey.

Ice.

Wait.

Hey.

Don’t worry about the door.

I’ll buy paint and fix it myself.

You can kick me out if you want.

Why would I?

You didn’t do anything wrong.

The one who wrote on the wall is the one at fault.

If it weren’t for me,

you wouldn’t have to deal with this crap.

No,

this isn’t your fault.

I’ll go talk to Meena and find out who did it.

Forget it.

It’s easier if I just move out.

You’re not going anywhere.

Get some rest. I’ll clean it up.

Hey.

I said I’ll clean it.

Can you stop being nice to me for once?

Just be mad at me!

Yell at me!

I caused you all this trouble,

and you’re still being nice?

Why are you still helping me?

Hello, this is Pas.

Are you close to Or's restuarant yet?

I'm almost there.

I’ll head over soon.

Just a bit.

I’ll finish cleaning later.

(It’s because of me, the way I am.)

(I made you disappointed, I made you hurt.)

(Aren’t you tired of someone like me?)

(All I do is make you cry.)

(No matter how much I love you,)

(I still let you down.)

(Believe me, it hurts me too,)

(the things I’ve done.)

(I’m so sorry, this is all I can do.)

(Even though I love you so much,)

(I still end up hurting you.)

(Sorry that I’m like this.)

(I’d do anything if you could forgive me.)

(I never meant to hurt you.)

Woohoo!

That was beautiful!

So cute!

You sang so well!

Thank you so much, everyone.

Hope to see you again soon.

Woohoo!

Thank you!

That part just now was great.

I’m heading out, see you.

Ice,

you played so well tonight.

Guess I’ll have to come drum for you more often.

Not really.

I still have a lot to improve.

Come on, they were screaming for you.

Thank you.

Ice!

Hi. Hi! Hi!

The customers loved your performance!

You passed the audition.

So, can you play here every night?

Yes.

Thank you.

We’ll talk about the schedule later.

Sure.

Okay, great!

You were amazing. Hey, congrats, man!

The kid’s got talent, I’m telling you.

Yeah.

Place is packed tonight.

Good table spots too.

That corner’s not bad either.

Hey, you guys go grab seats first.

I’ll be right there.

If that’s all.

I’ll head home now.

Sure, sure. Go ahead.

See you later.

Get home safe. He’s in a rush, huh?

Okay, bye!

Was gonna ask him to eat with us.

Zoom,

what are you doing around here?

Oh,

I came to drink beer

but I’m heading home soon.

Hey,

is Professor Mint telling you to go see him?

If he is, then so what?

So you’re still with him?

Even though you know how shitty he is.

What do you want me to do about it?

Expose him?

If Professor Mint gets exposed,

no one else will be his victim anymore, right?

I don’t want a life like yours.

I don’t want a leaked video.

One more term and I graduate.

If this blows up,

my future’s ruined like yours.

So you choose to stay with him, huh.

Yeah,

if I help film and I survive,

I’ll stay.

Zoom,

listen to me.

You know what happens

when you mess with Professor Mint.

Our lives are kinda similar.

Our moms left, there's so much debt,

but I still have a dad to take care of,

not like you.

Just let me graduate quietly, please.

I beg you.

So what’s the plan, Ten?

I think we need proof.

Either Professor Mint... or Professor Mint?

Fuck.

I can’t take it anymore.

But the live music’s really good.

Yeah. Live music’s great.

You gotta come here more often.

The music’s awesome. Yeah.

Hey Sea,

I’m heading to the bathroom real quick.

Ah, okay.

I think my stomach’s upset, can’t handle it.

You drank a lot, huh.

Yeah, I can’t. Alright.

Ice?

Hey.

Ice.

Huh?

Ice. Huh?

Get up, why are you lying here like this?

No, I don’t want to.

Get up.

Hm?

Get up now.

Get up. What the hell.

Why are you sleeping here?

Hey!

Let go,

you can't have this.

I’ll drink it myself. Hey.

Hey, that’s mine.

Hey, that’s mine.

Not okay.

What’s not okay?

What's wrong?

What happened?

Want to tell me?

I hate myself so much.

Why do I always bring bad luck to him?

Who are you talking about?

Saint?

Yeah,

but whatever,

it’s not the same anymore.

Calm down.

Saint actually cares about you, man.

Why don’t I feel it at all?

He really does care.

Hey.

Ice. I don’t feel anything.

Ice.

Hm?

Ice.

I don't believe it.

I just talked to you, are you asleep already?

I don’t feel anything.

Ice.

Ice. Hm?

Ice.

Hello, Sea?

Yeah, hello.

Saint, can you help me carry Ice?

He’s passed out drunk.

Yes, yes, I will.

Hey.

Hurry up.

Ice. Quick.

Go back to your room and sleep.

Come on. Hey.

Come here.

I’ll sleep wherever I want.

Go.

I don’t want to go back.

Ice. Walk properly, Ice.

I’m not going back.

Not going back!

Go back!

Not going back!

Come in.

Not going back!

Come in.

Watch his head.

Not okay.

Not okay at all.

Hey, take him back in one piece.

Don’t worry,

thanks for calling.

Sure.

It's all a mess. I’m so sorry ..

Hey!

that this is all I can do. Hey!

Ice.

Hey, Ice!

Ice, come back here. Ice.

Ice.

Don’t go.

Come back!

Ice! Don’t go.

Stop running!

Let me go!

Ice. Let me go!

No.

Ice, be careful you’ll fall.

I’m not going to,

I’m not that drunk, kiddo!

Sit properly.

I’m not drunk.

Ouch.

Sit still, I’ll wipe you down.

I’m too tired to sit.

Come on.

I don’t want to sit.

Take off your shirt. Saint.

Ice, you’ll fall forward.

I'm not gonna...

No…

Just sit for a bit, okay?

(I’m so sorry that this is all I can do.)

(Even though I love you so much,)

( I still hurt you.)

Ice, sit still.

Stop,

if you come in here, you’ll get hit, okay?

This is my stage.

(I'm so sorry..)

Happy now?

If you’re satisfied, come down and I’ll wipe you.

Come on.

Hey, stop! I’ll actually hit you, kid.

(I’m so sorry that this is all I can do.)

Come down, hurry. Let go.

Ow.

Come down now. Let go.

Let go.

Saint!

Saint,

I’m sorry.

Are you okay, Saint?

Are you hurt? I’m sorry.

Are you hurt?

I didn’t mean it, sorry, Saint.

Saint.

Saint.

I’m not hurt.

If you want to hit me, hit me.

Sorry,

you must be hurt.

I’m sorry for everything, Saint.

Hmm,

Saint.

Whether it’s about school, the paint,

or me yelling at you.

I’m sorry.

You can punch me or yell at me.

But please don’t disappear from my life,

okay, Saint?

Hit me if you want.

Hit me.

Hit me.

Hey Ice, that’s enough.

Enough.

I won’t disappear anymore.

Do you mean it?

Yeah,

I promise.

Sorry

I was never able to help you.

Sorry.

Sorry too, Saint.

It wasn’t your fault,

let me help you back from now on.

Thank you, Saint.

Saint, thank you.

When you sober up,

I’ll tell you the whole truth.

Why did my outfit change?

Did you do something to me?

I didn't.

You were the one who took everything off.

Let's see your homework.

Give it to me.

Hey,

let me go. Ow.

Why do you guys have so many problems?

Come on and clear it up.

I like you.

I really do.

Saint.

Do you want to practice the scene with me?