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{\an8}Starboard side. Suspicious vessel.
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-Steady as she goes.
-Steady as she goes, aye. 2-0-5.
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Who's tailing who?
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The Chinese AGI is tailing us.
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Change course, 0-5-0.
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Anytime you hear that there's
an adversary in the same waters as you,
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you have to immediately think,
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worst-case scenario,
"How am I gonna defend the ship?"
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"How am I gonna defend American assets?"
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It's just something to be mindful of.
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"Why are they out here?
Why are they so close to us?"
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We are within picture-taking range.
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Recon's en route.
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So they just, uh,
they just changed course.
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Now they're following us
on a parallel course.
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Our adversaries are
masters of electronic intelligence,
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and they're always collecting
on our transmissions and our waveforms,
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trying to understand better
what you're doing.
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When they try to get collection on us,
we're doing the same thing.
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A bit of back and forth.
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Secure the use of Bluetooth
and cell phones throughout the ship.
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You always play a game of cat and mouse.
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They watch us, and we watch them.
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There's always that underlying tension.
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Is everybody ready
to go to full general quarters
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if they needed to?
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Are you ready to fight?
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These interactions could go bad.
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So it's one of these things
that could literally change
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the course and direction of history,
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not to mention the fact that this would be
two nuclear-armed powers going toe-to-toe.
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So think about that,
chew on that for a minute.
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Oh, are you turning?
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They've turned around. Keep going.
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Anything can change at the drop of a hat.
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And we're not actively in a war right now.
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{\an8}But the world is in such a strange,
antagonistic, volatile place
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that it may well be a preamble to war.
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Could we lose a war with China?
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Well, absolutely.
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And, you know, it might be we lose the war
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because we're not willing
to lose as many soldiers
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as they're willing to lose.
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American society is extremely conscious
of American lives,
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and I think the American public
would be absolutely shocked
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at the price tag of a full-scale war.
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9/11, 3,000 people died,
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and we barely were able
to process that psychologically.
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"What? That happened to us? Here?"
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I don't know what we would do
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in a war where 3,000 soldiers
could die in a single day.
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You know, 20,000 in a week.
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I don't even think the military knows.
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I don't think anyone knows
how America would react to that.
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Dude...
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Freakin'...
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Did I send you
those videos of Ukraine stuff?
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No.
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Dude...
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Shit's crazy.
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-Holy...
-Oh shit!
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-Dude...
-Bro, he just got blown to smithereens.
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-Bro.
-That's kind of scary too.
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Can you imagine
when that shit happens to one of us?
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That's wild.
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They're throwing grenades?
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Yeah, throwing some 'nades.
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Imagine that being us over there, dude.
I'd laugh so hard.
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I would laugh too, bro, but damn.
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That shit's so fucked up, bro.
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I need something
that gets my blood pumping, you know?
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The idea of two individuals just doing
everything they can to best the other.
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Oh shit.
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Did it again.
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I love the competitiveness of it.
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I don't like the idea that there's
someone better than me out there.
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It just fucking irks me,
and I don't know why.
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It's just how I am.
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You got another mag?
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I didn't have the best
growing up experience, I guess.
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But I don't know if it was
something then or what,
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but I just wanted to be better
than the things I was around, I guess.
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I bounced around a lot.
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My dad actually was in prison
for, like, majority of my childhood,
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and my mom struggled with her own things.
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Open that big one up.
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In high school,
I got in a big argument with my stepdad,
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and it got physical,
and I got kicked out of the house.
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And that's when Rolan's family took me in.
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He had some personal stuff going on,
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and he moved in with me.
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Now he's part of the family,
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and parents consider him
one of their sons and everything.
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Being with Rolan,
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I saw what a real family
was supposed to look like.
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Alicia and Copen,
they really took me in as their own.
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-Look at that. That just worked out.
-It sure did.
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That was the only father figure
I had in my life.
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And he was a Marine.
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Just be brave
and keep your courage calculated.
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-Yes, sir.
-Yes, sir.
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{\an8}Courage without calculation
will get you hurt.
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{\an8}-Yes, sir.
-Yes, sir.
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Pryce is part of our family.
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They went through
the whole process together.
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I did everything
to make sure they was prepared for it,
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because when I went,
I didn't know what I was getting into.
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I had no idea.
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Going to combat, there'll be consequences,
whether it be mentally or physically,
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and it's the mental stuff that I,
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me as a parent,
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worries about most.
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Losing your buddies is probably
the biggest, toughest thing to deal with.
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And so just,
like we're talking with Rolan and Pryce,
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is make sure they're not really prepared,
but understand that's a likelihood.
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Have you lost buddies?
Have you lost people?
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Yes.
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Yes.
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Um...
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And it's...
Whether it be suicide or whatever...
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But yeah, it's tough.
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Copen had a lot of night terrors.
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And that scared me to death.
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And he felt horrible, but...
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{\an8}They always say they do really good
at training these Marines,
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{\an8}but they do not train them very well
to go back to civilian life.
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Family is not just blood, you know.
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It's someone who's always there for you,
no matter what.
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Even the fact of them
possibly having to go to war,
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it does, it scares me, you know, as a mom.
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I can't imagine those moms
that have received a phone call or have...
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had people show up at their doorstep,
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you know, and I can't...
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My heart just breaks for those moms.
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I love you.
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Love you too.
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All right, Team Green Bay,
we have the gun shoot on the flight deck.
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Stand clear of the flight deck
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while conducting
live-fire gunnery exercises.
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Hey! Hurry the fuck up.
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All training in the Marine Corps,
you see a "crawl, walk, run" mentality.
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We have to get a gauge
on who are these Marines,
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and who should we put into what role.
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You definitely want to target
your high performers.
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Compare all these guys against each other
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to see who's ready
for the next step of getting promoted
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and then filling those senior roles.
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We got this.
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Better win.
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You're ready to win, you know what I mean?
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You're gonna reload on the move
as you move up to the barricade.
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Once you're on the barricade,
you reload with a mag of eight.
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Four shots on each target
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from whatever position you want.
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You listen to a word he just said?
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-Yes, I did.
-All right.
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I kind of got lost
halfway through, though.
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So, you're standing, right?
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It's two, two, drop to the knee, two, two.
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-All right.
-Reload, run to the barricade.
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And then it's four and four.
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Is it me? Is it me?
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-The next shooter.
-Yeah!
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-Once these are refaced, pick 'em up.
-Are you ready?
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-Yes, sir.
-Begin.
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Me and Rolan compete
in every little thing we do.
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Pryce is super driven
about being the best.
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He wants to be better than everyone.
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Once he moved in with me,
he got super competitive.
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I want to be the best
machine gunner I can be, you know?
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I want to lead
the best damn gun section I can.
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I want to have that responsibility.
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And so that's why I cannot fail.
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All right!
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Shit, there's not
very many holes in this one.
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One, two, three?
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Fuck.
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-Three hits?
-On this one.
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One, two, three, four.
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-Seven? Seven hits total?
-Damn!
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That's below average.
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Fuck!
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Dude, I fucking suck.
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Rolan, you're up.
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I feel like I did all right.
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-14...
-How many hits, Smith?
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-Fourteen.
-14. Way better than Seymour.
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You might need to give him
a lesson on how to shoot.
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It wasn't too bad.
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Rolan's great. Rolan's rolling, you know?
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He's fucking doing Rolan things.
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There's a very low tolerance for failure.
There's actually no tolerance for failure,
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which is why so much effort
is put into training forces.
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Really what makes the Marine Corps special
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is these infantry battalions
matched up with flying squadrons.
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And the relationship
between the two units.
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The 31st MEU has always been, at its core,
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about putting
a reinforced infantry battalion,
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a flying squadron,
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and logistics support on Navy ships
under one headquarters
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and sending it out into harm's way.
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And, I mean, the jet's just doing so much
on so many different levels.
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It's advanced data links,
intelligence gathering,
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a full-on fighter.
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It's a pretty impressive piece of kit.
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It is all about supporting
the Marine on the ground
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so that they're as protected as possible,
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they have the support that they need.
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There's a high level of trust
that goes into that,
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and you put each other's lives
in your hands
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so we can make it home
to what's the most important part,
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and make it home to our families.
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I'm Captain Kevin McGinty,
call sign "FUZE,"
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and I'm an F-35 Bravo fighter pilot,
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deployed on the USS America.
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I'm the newest pilot to the squadron
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that's in this ready room
on the boat right now,
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trying to prove myself, prove that I can
hack it with the rest of them.
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-Coming into the break was good.
-Yeah, it worked out well.
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Shwacked that timing.
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-I didn't think it was gonna work out.
-I had my doubts.
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Thank you.
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I originally went in thinking
I wanted to be a Navy fighter pilot,
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but while I was there,
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some of the biggest role models
I had were Marines.
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And then I got orders
out to Iwakuni, Japan,
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and I've been a Green Knight ever since.
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It wasn't until, probably,
getting my call sign
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that I really felt welcomed into the fold.
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Pretty sure this is...
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You typically earn a call sign
by some sort of antics you do,
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a play on your name,
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or if you resemble a certain individual.
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So tell me what FUZE means.
Give me a quick reason for that.
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Yeah. FUZE is a, uh, acronym.
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Some say I resemble Zac Efron.
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That's the second half of the acronym.
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Uh, the first half of that is classified.
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FUZE, so "Fat, Ugly Zac Efron."
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That's his call sign.
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Panther 5-3, how do you hear?
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Sumo 5-2's got you loud and clear.
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Roger. I'm at 18-5, inbound for you.
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5-2, clear to join, echelon left.
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Doing some aerial refueling,
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it can be a very dangerous task.
247
00:13:48,702 --> 00:13:51,038
There's been accidents around the tankers,
248
00:13:51,121 --> 00:13:53,415
so the slightest mistake...
249
00:13:55,543 --> 00:13:57,127
{\an8}can... yeah, can have consequences.
250
00:13:57,920 --> 00:14:00,256
{\an8}...after a desperate
search for five Marines
251
00:14:00,339 --> 00:14:02,925
{\an8}missing after a midair refueling accident
252
00:14:03,008 --> 00:14:04,593
{\an8}off the coast of Japan.
253
00:14:04,677 --> 00:14:07,847
{\an8}Their refueling tanker
was attempting to refuel
254
00:14:07,930 --> 00:14:12,434
{\an8}an F-18 fighter jet
when the two airplanes collided.
255
00:14:12,518 --> 00:14:14,311
It's the riskiest part of the mission.
256
00:14:17,231 --> 00:14:19,692
Roger that, sir.
You ready to kick them out?
257
00:14:20,192 --> 00:14:21,235
Trial left.
258
00:14:21,318 --> 00:14:22,945
Coming out on the right.
259
00:14:23,028 --> 00:14:25,239
-Coming out right.
-Roger, Air-Two.
260
00:14:25,322 --> 00:14:27,366
Coming out on the left.
261
00:14:28,659 --> 00:14:31,579
Panther 5-2, go right astern.
262
00:14:32,079 --> 00:14:33,914
Panther 5-2's on the move.
263
00:14:34,957 --> 00:14:37,042
5-3, you're cleared, contact left.
264
00:14:38,836 --> 00:14:40,337
We'll see if he hits it.
265
00:14:43,716 --> 00:14:45,050
Swing and a miss right.
266
00:14:51,849 --> 00:14:53,434
Making a play on the left.
267
00:14:58,314 --> 00:14:59,899
Miss on the left.
268
00:15:01,483 --> 00:15:03,569
These guys are kind of struggling today.
269
00:15:04,069 --> 00:15:07,740
Six-Six-One-One, this is Japan 3-9-4.
270
00:15:08,324 --> 00:15:11,577
-You're now approaching Japanese airspace.
-Making a play on the left.
271
00:15:12,369 --> 00:15:15,456
An aircraft flying over northwest...
272
00:15:15,539 --> 00:15:17,249
Damn it, I can't hear anything.
273
00:15:17,333 --> 00:15:20,711
Six-Six-One-One.
274
00:15:20,794 --> 00:15:22,004
Oh my fucking God!
275
00:15:22,087 --> 00:15:23,255
Turn off calls.
276
00:15:23,964 --> 00:15:25,549
Banking a play right.
277
00:15:36,143 --> 00:15:37,019
Contact right.
278
00:15:37,102 --> 00:15:38,102
Sweet.
279
00:15:43,817 --> 00:15:45,569
-Contact left.
-Roger.
280
00:15:45,653 --> 00:15:46,653
Sweet.
281
00:15:48,197 --> 00:15:49,657
Go fuel on the left?
282
00:15:49,740 --> 00:15:51,742
Roger, he's stable on the left.
283
00:15:53,160 --> 00:15:55,788
-We're doing four.
-Four this round, roger.
284
00:15:59,625 --> 00:16:02,211
Panther 5-3, satisfies.
285
00:16:02,836 --> 00:16:05,589
Panther 5-3, clear disconnect.
Go echelon right.
286
00:16:06,215 --> 00:16:09,176
Panther 5-3,
clear disconnect, echelon right.
287
00:16:11,387 --> 00:16:13,639
And hey, thanks so much for the help.
288
00:16:29,822 --> 00:16:33,409
We learned a ton, right?
About these constructive kills,
289
00:16:33,492 --> 00:16:35,703
and it's not a technical problem,
290
00:16:35,786 --> 00:16:37,204
it's a human problem, right?
291
00:16:37,287 --> 00:16:41,083
A lot of the reasons why these things
didn't go is because nobody owns it.
292
00:16:41,166 --> 00:16:42,626
There's not unity of command.
293
00:16:42,710 --> 00:16:44,920
{\an8}It's like a bureaucratic black hole,
294
00:16:45,004 --> 00:16:47,589
{\an8}so I'm just going to pretend
I'm in charge of everything
295
00:16:47,673 --> 00:16:49,967
and get on the same page,
and they'll do it.
296
00:16:50,050 --> 00:16:52,511
I build it, they'll come.
That's the way it has to be.
297
00:16:52,594 --> 00:16:54,596
Somebody's gotta be
in control of this thing.
298
00:16:55,180 --> 00:16:56,932
The thing that's frustrating, guys,
299
00:16:57,016 --> 00:17:00,561
{\an8}is that this is not
a fucking surprise to anybody.
300
00:17:01,228 --> 00:17:02,229
{\an8}-Yes, sir.
-Hey, sir.
301
00:17:02,312 --> 00:17:04,314
{\an8}-Didn't realize you were here.
-Hey.
302
00:17:04,398 --> 00:17:07,735
Chris, you know I've been fucking
watching this shit, dude. You know?
303
00:17:07,818 --> 00:17:10,446
Anyway, I didn't mean
to fucking squash the conversation,
304
00:17:10,529 --> 00:17:12,448
but I had to fucking say something.
305
00:17:12,531 --> 00:17:15,993
-Um, how's it going out there, Chris?
-Really good.
306
00:17:16,076 --> 00:17:17,119
We learned a ton,
307
00:17:17,202 --> 00:17:21,206
whether it was command and control,
air defense, aviation comms,
308
00:17:21,290 --> 00:17:22,124
a lot of learning.
309
00:17:22,207 --> 00:17:26,128
We're just figuring out how to do that,
and the rotational nature...
310
00:17:26,211 --> 00:17:27,379
Son of a gun.
311
00:17:28,547 --> 00:17:31,008
It's always when I get going.
312
00:17:31,091 --> 00:17:33,844
Yeah, that was my boss,
Lieutenant General Roger Turner,
313
00:17:33,927 --> 00:17:39,183
and the purpose of that call
was to explain the certification process
314
00:17:39,266 --> 00:17:41,685
and provide a bit of context.
315
00:17:41,769 --> 00:17:42,936
All right.
316
00:17:43,020 --> 00:17:44,480
Where'd you lose me?
317
00:17:45,022 --> 00:17:48,984
With CERTEX, they bring in duty experts.
318
00:17:49,068 --> 00:17:53,113
{\an8}These are Marines that understand
the function of whatever we're doing
319
00:17:53,197 --> 00:17:54,490
{\an8}for the evaluation,
320
00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:59,203
and they understand, also,
how to give feedback to make us better.
321
00:17:59,286 --> 00:18:02,289
And I'm watching carefully
the OAI that you're looking at.
322
00:18:02,372 --> 00:18:05,209
A healthy chain of command
requires a healthy climate
323
00:18:05,292 --> 00:18:08,921
where people have that sense
of psychological safety and trust
324
00:18:09,004 --> 00:18:11,799
and they can say,
"This isn't right. We need to fix that."
325
00:18:11,882 --> 00:18:13,884
It's a predictable fucking train wreck.
326
00:18:13,967 --> 00:18:15,469
They put you on the scale,
327
00:18:15,552 --> 00:18:17,971
test you, measure you,
and then they pass judgment on you,
328
00:18:18,055 --> 00:18:20,599
so everybody loves that, right?
329
00:18:22,726 --> 00:18:23,726
Sir.
330
00:18:24,186 --> 00:18:25,229
We're ready.
331
00:18:25,896 --> 00:18:26,896
All right.
332
00:18:37,116 --> 00:18:38,534
Stand by!
333
00:18:41,286 --> 00:18:42,579
Attention on deck!
334
00:18:43,205 --> 00:18:45,124
Thank you. Carry on. Take your seats.
335
00:18:49,086 --> 00:18:50,337
Green Bay, radio check.
336
00:18:53,090 --> 00:18:57,010
Good afternoon, gentlemen.
This is the VBSS confirmation brief.
337
00:18:57,094 --> 00:19:01,849
{\an8}The 31st MEU's VBSS mission,
it is the next training event to conduct.
338
00:19:01,932 --> 00:19:06,270
{\an8}The acronym actually stands for
"Visit, Board, Search, and Seizure"
339
00:19:06,353 --> 00:19:09,148
{\an8}of target vessels
that you want to know more about,
340
00:19:09,231 --> 00:19:13,068
but have to physically occupy
and potentially take control of it.
341
00:19:13,152 --> 00:19:15,988
All right. We will locate
and track our own objective, Echo.
342
00:19:17,281 --> 00:19:20,450
{\an8}Initial query is conducted by Green Bay.
343
00:19:21,326 --> 00:19:25,873
{\an8}Green Bay will take station
300-500 yards off vessel's port quarter.
344
00:19:26,540 --> 00:19:31,295
Gentlemen, with clear deck,
Panther 5-1 and 5-2 will launch,
345
00:19:31,879 --> 00:19:33,922
descending as low as 500 feet
346
00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:36,133
to fly over the bow of the ship,
347
00:19:36,216 --> 00:19:40,679
and then climb back
to our 6,000-foot-and-above block.
348
00:19:41,180 --> 00:19:43,682
This phase begins with Alpha Element
conducting a fast-rope insert
349
00:19:43,765 --> 00:19:46,185
out of our MH-60 onto the flight deck.
350
00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:49,980
{\an8}And then we will begin
our movement towards the bridge.
351
00:19:51,607 --> 00:19:54,484
We'll be going out
with 41 packs as a raid force,
352
00:19:54,568 --> 00:19:56,737
as a sniper platform, and COMMSTRAT.
353
00:19:56,820 --> 00:20:01,283
We made a sniper engagement plan
with help from my team on the Green Bay
354
00:20:01,366 --> 00:20:04,453
to be ready to brief
in front of the MEU commander.
355
00:20:05,037 --> 00:20:07,831
How are you feeling
about standing in front of him?
356
00:20:08,415 --> 00:20:11,084
Depends if you get nervous
with shiny collars.
357
00:20:11,168 --> 00:20:13,921
This is actually Bobcat 8-1. Next slide.
358
00:20:15,047 --> 00:20:18,425
Gentlemen, I will be briefing
the sniper-engagement plan for our team
359
00:20:18,508 --> 00:20:19,885
that is on the Green Bay.
360
00:20:19,968 --> 00:20:22,888
That will be Ronin 3,
led by Sergeant Owens.
361
00:20:23,388 --> 00:20:26,350
Their purpose is to allow
the Green Bay to assume position
362
00:20:26,433 --> 00:20:28,769
and to protect the raid force
during actions on.
363
00:20:29,478 --> 00:20:33,607
Their weapons, they will have
the .50 Cal. SASR and the Mark 22.
364
00:20:33,690 --> 00:20:35,817
-Thank you, gentlemen.
-Thanks, Miller.
365
00:20:37,402 --> 00:20:40,113
The VBSS team, supported by the Ace,
366
00:20:40,197 --> 00:20:42,282
will rapidly seize control of the CCOI
367
00:20:42,366 --> 00:20:44,993
in order to set conditions
for CPR-11's prize crew.
368
00:20:45,077 --> 00:20:49,665
In reserve, we have CSAR,
TRAP, CASEVAC, MASCAS, etc.
369
00:20:49,748 --> 00:20:51,124
Copy. Thank you.
370
00:20:51,792 --> 00:20:54,544
We are addicted to acronyms.
371
00:20:54,628 --> 00:20:58,090
Sometimes people think it gives you
more authority when you talk like that.
372
00:20:58,173 --> 00:21:02,177
And then usually I'll ask if you know
what the acronym means. It's a good rule.
373
00:21:02,261 --> 00:21:04,596
If you don't know
what the acronym actually stands for,
374
00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:06,848
you probably shouldn't use it.
375
00:21:06,932 --> 00:21:09,059
I can't remember
what all the VBSS stands for.
376
00:21:09,142 --> 00:21:11,228
So many acronyms
that I know what stuff is,
377
00:21:11,311 --> 00:21:14,231
but when people say,
"What does it stand for?" I don't know.
378
00:21:14,314 --> 00:21:18,277
It's something like
"vehicle-borne search and seizure"
379
00:21:18,360 --> 00:21:20,070
or "boarding search and seizure."
380
00:21:20,153 --> 00:21:21,571
It's something like that.
381
00:21:21,655 --> 00:21:23,031
I'm gonna look so stupid.
382
00:21:23,991 --> 00:21:26,159
-Visit, board, search, and seizure?
-Yes.
383
00:21:26,243 --> 00:21:27,536
"Visit"?
384
00:21:27,619 --> 00:21:29,579
We're just here to visit. That's all.
385
00:21:29,663 --> 00:21:32,207
We ain't, you know...
We don't want to impose.
386
00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:34,209
We're just going to visit for a bit.
387
00:21:34,293 --> 00:21:37,004
We'll board it, search it,
whether you want us to or not.
388
00:21:37,087 --> 00:21:38,005
Then we'll seize it,
389
00:21:38,088 --> 00:21:40,757
which usually implies
just a nice little visit.
390
00:21:50,600 --> 00:21:52,269
Counts, you want some of this?
391
00:21:52,352 --> 00:21:54,021
Put it on the cantaloupe. Do it.
392
00:21:55,022 --> 00:21:56,273
-Okay.
-Now!
393
00:21:56,356 --> 00:21:57,774
Do it now.
394
00:21:57,858 --> 00:21:59,818
It's not gonna be any good.
395
00:21:59,901 --> 00:22:02,446
Here we are on the mess deck.
396
00:22:02,529 --> 00:22:04,614
This is the one
for the peasants and whatnot,
397
00:22:04,698 --> 00:22:09,077
like the lower-ranking steerage
that hardly counts as a life form.
398
00:22:09,161 --> 00:22:11,705
Here's some of the lower life forms now.
Look at them.
399
00:22:11,788 --> 00:22:13,498
-Yeah.
-Hell yeah.
400
00:22:14,499 --> 00:22:16,043
So over here,
401
00:22:16,626 --> 00:22:19,546
the first-class
Petty Officer Association mess.
402
00:22:20,922 --> 00:22:24,009
It's in this little slanty door,
403
00:22:24,092 --> 00:22:26,595
and it's just something special.
404
00:22:26,678 --> 00:22:29,348
It's just a smaller area to eat in.
405
00:22:29,431 --> 00:22:33,435
Did you catch the TV in the corner?
You'll want to see it. It's a big one.
406
00:22:33,518 --> 00:22:37,397
The next echelon up in culinary care,
407
00:22:37,481 --> 00:22:39,566
the Chief's mess.
408
00:22:39,649 --> 00:22:44,863
So, this door
with the real pagan-looking symbols there,
409
00:22:44,946 --> 00:22:48,700
it's for, like, people
who outrank me by, like, one rank.
410
00:22:49,326 --> 00:22:52,287
It is goofy, like,
the arbitrary separations
411
00:22:52,371 --> 00:22:55,540
of who can eat where or whatever.
412
00:22:56,041 --> 00:22:58,877
All right, so coming in here
is the wardroom.
413
00:22:59,878 --> 00:23:03,465
Again, I'm not really
technically allowed in here,
414
00:23:03,548 --> 00:23:05,008
but you can look in,
415
00:23:05,092 --> 00:23:08,887
uh, and that's where all the officers eat.
416
00:23:08,970 --> 00:23:12,182
But they'll have, like,
enlisted dudes walking around
417
00:23:12,265 --> 00:23:15,852
with, like, a white cloth napkin
draped over their arm.
418
00:23:15,936 --> 00:23:18,188
Like, I don't know, "More Coca-Cola, sir?"
419
00:23:18,271 --> 00:23:20,273
So this is just for officers,
420
00:23:20,357 --> 00:23:22,859
so if any enlisted dude
were to come up here
421
00:23:22,943 --> 00:23:25,612
and try and sit down
and rub shoulders with the shiny,
422
00:23:25,695 --> 00:23:28,782
you'd be demoted and then thrown overboard
423
00:23:28,865 --> 00:23:30,700
to think about what you did.
424
00:23:31,243 --> 00:23:34,496
And then they may turn the ship around
and pick you back up,
425
00:23:34,579 --> 00:23:35,831
or they may not.
426
00:23:38,333 --> 00:23:39,333
Sir.
427
00:23:41,169 --> 00:23:44,464
Hear that? We came from the wardroom,
and that Chief called me "Sir."
428
00:23:44,548 --> 00:23:45,841
He assumed I'm an officer.
429
00:23:45,924 --> 00:23:48,552
One, I look old, and two,
we came from the wardroom.
430
00:23:49,886 --> 00:23:52,848
Because I'm enlisted,
I'll never be able to sit down there
431
00:23:52,931 --> 00:23:56,560
with that demographic
of people in the military.
432
00:23:57,144 --> 00:23:59,271
You'd have to get a college degree.
433
00:23:59,354 --> 00:24:00,730
I hate computers.
434
00:24:01,523 --> 00:24:02,858
And I'm too old.
435
00:24:02,941 --> 00:24:06,987
I'm too old with too many dependents
to try and start over with something else.
436
00:24:07,821 --> 00:24:08,905
Hey, what's up?
437
00:24:08,989 --> 00:24:13,368
Yeah, officer,
probably not the best route for me.
438
00:24:13,452 --> 00:24:16,329
They don't want me in charge
of too many people because
439
00:24:16,413 --> 00:24:18,540
I don't color in the lines too well.
440
00:24:23,503 --> 00:24:24,504
Party boy Jeff!
441
00:24:24,588 --> 00:24:27,257
Coming for fat bitches only.
442
00:24:27,340 --> 00:24:29,634
Hey, flash your crop top, Jeff.
443
00:24:32,554 --> 00:24:34,139
You reading a Louis L'Amour book?
444
00:24:34,222 --> 00:24:36,349
-Yeah, I got a whole bunch.
-Really?
445
00:24:36,433 --> 00:24:37,851
Yeah, want some?
446
00:24:39,144 --> 00:24:44,232
Dadgum, not only is it probably
about the Wild West's fastest gun,
447
00:24:44,316 --> 00:24:47,819
but it's also America's
fastest-selling Western writer.
448
00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:50,780
This one's the first time
there was a paperback.
449
00:24:50,864 --> 00:24:52,032
Is that right?
450
00:24:52,532 --> 00:24:53,909
I'm a big dreamer.
451
00:24:53,992 --> 00:24:57,120
I love writing,
and I love poetry, and I love books.
452
00:24:57,746 --> 00:24:59,080
"The Last Snow."
453
00:24:59,164 --> 00:25:00,832
Global warming is a thing, ain't it?
454
00:25:00,916 --> 00:25:03,710
I tell you,
Jon Messman was ahead of his time.
455
00:25:03,793 --> 00:25:04,793
Right?
456
00:25:05,295 --> 00:25:08,131
Roos... Yeah, he's a trip.
457
00:25:08,632 --> 00:25:13,845
A young buck who's gotten into
this whole Western motif,
458
00:25:13,929 --> 00:25:15,972
and that's cool. That's cool.
459
00:25:16,056 --> 00:25:18,433
But guys will pick on him
from time to time,
460
00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:20,393
like we pick on everybody.
461
00:25:20,477 --> 00:25:22,270
Roos, does this give you flashbacks?
462
00:25:22,354 --> 00:25:23,897
Yeah. He's locked in.
463
00:25:23,980 --> 00:25:25,398
He's locked in, dude.
464
00:25:26,316 --> 00:25:29,027
The cowboy...
465
00:25:29,528 --> 00:25:31,321
What's up?
466
00:25:31,404 --> 00:25:34,533
He's getting as much of this as
he would if he didn't have headphones in.
467
00:25:36,284 --> 00:25:37,786
I'm very old-school.
468
00:25:38,370 --> 00:25:40,664
Like, if I had the option,
469
00:25:40,747 --> 00:25:45,085
I'd go back to, like, the mid-1800s
if I really could.
470
00:25:45,168 --> 00:25:46,336
Like, straight up.
471
00:25:48,380 --> 00:25:50,757
I fantasize about living in those times,
472
00:25:50,840 --> 00:25:52,467
running off from the law,
473
00:25:52,551 --> 00:25:54,344
falling in love.
474
00:25:55,554 --> 00:25:59,015
You know, you read these stories
of, like, how men were back then,
475
00:25:59,099 --> 00:26:01,643
and I was like,
"Man, those guys were true men."
476
00:26:01,726 --> 00:26:05,897
Guys who had to figure things out,
they had to protect their family.
477
00:26:05,981 --> 00:26:07,315
Take my fucking...
478
00:26:07,399 --> 00:26:09,150
I got a big family back home.
479
00:26:10,402 --> 00:26:11,945
It's hard being away,
480
00:26:12,028 --> 00:26:14,447
but I feel like being here,
481
00:26:14,531 --> 00:26:16,032
I'm protecting them
482
00:26:16,700 --> 00:26:18,660
to my fullest capability.
483
00:26:27,043 --> 00:26:30,797
{\an8}Can't wait till Logan's home
so we can go to the farm ponds.
484
00:26:30,880 --> 00:26:33,300
{\an8}Yeah, well, he'll be getting home,
485
00:26:33,383 --> 00:26:35,719
{\an8}uh, beginning of fall-ish.
486
00:26:36,219 --> 00:26:38,013
So we'll be able to crappie fish.
487
00:26:38,096 --> 00:26:43,184
{\an8}Then he's gonna have to drink
the beer on the side.
488
00:26:43,268 --> 00:26:45,645
{\an8}Yeah, he's gonna have to drink
his Pabst Blue Ribbon
489
00:26:45,729 --> 00:26:46,980
that we've been saving for him.
490
00:26:49,566 --> 00:26:52,110
We were all missing Logan.
491
00:26:52,193 --> 00:26:54,362
Not just myself, but everybody.
492
00:26:54,446 --> 00:26:56,656
The neighbors, friends, family.
493
00:26:56,740 --> 00:27:00,910
And, uh... I have a friend
that works at a printing place
494
00:27:00,994 --> 00:27:05,248
here in town in Morris,
and, uh, she helped me print this out.
495
00:27:05,332 --> 00:27:07,375
He actually goes everywhere with us.
496
00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:10,086
He goes to birthday parties, graduations.
497
00:27:11,546 --> 00:27:13,131
He was a rough-and-tumble kid.
498
00:27:13,214 --> 00:27:15,050
I don't wanna say he was a loose cannon.
499
00:27:15,133 --> 00:27:17,302
He might tell you
that he was a loose cannon, you know.
500
00:27:18,887 --> 00:27:24,309
But nothing in his younger years
ever told me he wanted to shoot people...
501
00:27:24,392 --> 00:27:26,102
...and be lethal.
502
00:27:26,186 --> 00:27:30,940
I really don't know where that exactly
came from or where it happened
503
00:27:31,024 --> 00:27:33,818
in his timeline of being a youngster.
504
00:27:35,862 --> 00:27:38,490
I know he watched all the war movies,
505
00:27:38,573 --> 00:27:41,826
{\an8}and picturing himself
going out there on the front lines,
506
00:27:41,910 --> 00:27:44,371
{\an8}giving your all, maybe giving your life,
507
00:27:44,454 --> 00:27:49,376
{\an8}and he would always be, like, looking up
the different battles and stuff like that.
508
00:27:50,752 --> 00:27:54,464
I think I introduced him
to his first 20-gauge shotgun
509
00:27:54,547 --> 00:27:56,007
when he was six.
510
00:27:56,508 --> 00:27:58,635
Like the wind, he just took off with it.
511
00:27:58,718 --> 00:28:00,261
You know, he shot his first deer.
512
00:28:00,345 --> 00:28:03,223
He shot squirrels, rabbits, pheasant.
513
00:28:04,224 --> 00:28:06,559
Uh, he found a love for it.
514
00:28:13,108 --> 00:28:14,943
I want to join the Marines.
515
00:28:15,443 --> 00:28:17,487
Kill bad people.
516
00:28:18,530 --> 00:28:20,865
Tell me what you know about the Marines.
517
00:28:21,533 --> 00:28:22,534
Um...
518
00:28:23,702 --> 00:28:28,164
Guns, fighting, shooting,
killing, training, getting jacked.
519
00:28:29,999 --> 00:28:32,210
{\an8}You're probably going to die in it.
520
00:28:34,462 --> 00:28:38,091
You know, him choosing to be
a Marine scout sniper,
521
00:28:38,174 --> 00:28:39,342
I was so proud.
522
00:28:41,678 --> 00:28:43,930
I watched my little boy
523
00:28:44,639 --> 00:28:45,807
become a man.
524
00:28:47,142 --> 00:28:49,602
I know he understood the dangers of it,
525
00:28:49,686 --> 00:28:54,232
and that... you're trained to kill people.
526
00:28:54,315 --> 00:28:56,276
And that's...
527
00:28:58,278 --> 00:29:00,405
I just... I supported it.
528
00:29:01,322 --> 00:29:03,825
-It was good.
-I've been reading cowboy short stories.
529
00:29:03,908 --> 00:29:05,577
Can you get a picture of us? Like...
530
00:29:05,660 --> 00:29:08,663
There is that, I like to call it
that Billy the Kid side of me,
531
00:29:08,747 --> 00:29:12,041
where I'm like,
"Fuck, I just want to go out guns blazing
532
00:29:12,125 --> 00:29:14,753
and do the job I've been trained to do."
533
00:29:15,920 --> 00:29:19,716
Like, stacking bodies with the boys,
that's like the whole... the whole...
534
00:29:20,341 --> 00:29:22,761
you know, in the chest, in the heart,
535
00:29:22,844 --> 00:29:24,304
how I'm feeling about it.
536
00:29:29,851 --> 00:29:31,644
Green Bay, this is your TAO.
537
00:29:32,228 --> 00:29:35,857
Green Bay has received warnings
of fast inbound attack craft
538
00:29:35,940 --> 00:29:37,817
in the vicinity of the Green Bay op area.
539
00:29:37,901 --> 00:29:39,778
Set DATF alert 60.
540
00:29:40,487 --> 00:29:42,989
-Set DATF alert...
-Sixty? Damn, we jumped right to 60.
541
00:29:43,072 --> 00:29:44,949
-To the armory.
-You guys ready?
542
00:29:45,033 --> 00:29:46,451
-Yeah.
-Let's do it.
543
00:29:46,534 --> 00:29:50,747
There are various little exercises
that we get to participate in,
544
00:29:50,830 --> 00:29:52,582
including DATF.
545
00:29:53,792 --> 00:29:56,669
{\an8}DATF is
Defense of the Amphibious Task Force,
546
00:29:56,753 --> 00:29:59,380
{\an8}and that is taking our naval assets,
547
00:29:59,964 --> 00:30:01,841
the ship's weapon systems,
548
00:30:01,925 --> 00:30:02,967
our guns,
549
00:30:03,051 --> 00:30:06,638
and combining it
with all of the Marine Corps assets.
550
00:30:06,721 --> 00:30:10,558
If there's some hostile
naval force coming that we can detect,
551
00:30:10,642 --> 00:30:13,144
we need to be ready to defend the ship.
552
00:30:13,228 --> 00:30:16,856
{\an8}Somebody decides they want
to pop shots at the USS Green Bay,
553
00:30:16,940 --> 00:30:18,650
{\an8}gotta deal with us first, you know?
554
00:30:19,317 --> 00:30:23,446
So DATF, usually,
is just playing against the clock.
555
00:30:24,447 --> 00:30:27,700
How long will it take us
to get the weapons,
556
00:30:28,284 --> 00:30:29,619
notify the personnel,
557
00:30:29,702 --> 00:30:31,162
get ammunition,
558
00:30:31,746 --> 00:30:34,958
and then get everything
situated and in place
559
00:30:35,041 --> 00:30:36,960
in order to defend the ship?
560
00:30:41,548 --> 00:30:43,591
You can't want to kill people
and go to war
561
00:30:43,675 --> 00:30:45,677
and then be bad at it.
562
00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:49,138
You got to train for that
so we can get it right.
563
00:30:50,723 --> 00:30:54,853
{\an8}You talk about fighting and winning,
and that really means killing.
564
00:30:57,230 --> 00:30:59,816
And that's a hard thing to talk about.
565
00:31:01,568 --> 00:31:05,071
But you have to accept
the reality of this business.
566
00:31:06,781 --> 00:31:10,034
We spend a lot of time and effort
on generating lethality
567
00:31:10,118 --> 00:31:12,161
and preparing and practicing.
568
00:31:12,245 --> 00:31:14,998
You have to be
kind of bloody-minded about these things.
569
00:31:15,999 --> 00:31:19,711
The point of this whole thing is to kill
our enemies and destroy their things.
570
00:31:21,796 --> 00:31:24,716
And you got to think the adversaries
are doing the same thing.
571
00:31:24,799 --> 00:31:26,509
They are practicing right now to kill you.
572
00:31:39,731 --> 00:31:41,399
Hey, team Green Bay, it's Captain.
573
00:31:41,482 --> 00:31:44,068
Just want to touch base with everybody.
574
00:31:44,569 --> 00:31:46,988
As we head south
and stretch our sea legs a little,
575
00:31:47,071 --> 00:31:49,449
we're expecting to get some heavier seas.
576
00:31:52,493 --> 00:31:57,123
We are expecting today to encounter seas
that are upwards of about 8 to 9 feet.
577
00:31:57,206 --> 00:31:59,709
So it's time to make sure
things are stowed properly
578
00:31:59,792 --> 00:32:01,085
and we are ready for that.
579
00:32:02,921 --> 00:32:06,883
For those that are prone to seasickness,
that's what Scopolamine is for.
580
00:32:06,966 --> 00:32:09,844
Let's put those patches on
and be ready to go.
581
00:32:09,928 --> 00:32:10,929
Captain out.
582
00:32:14,557 --> 00:32:17,060
All right, what's going on
with our new friend up here?
583
00:32:17,560 --> 00:32:20,647
Navi, how long until we intercept track
and change course?
584
00:32:20,730 --> 00:32:22,523
-Seven minutes, ma'am.
-Okay.
585
00:32:22,607 --> 00:32:24,317
Right, so they're coming this way,
586
00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:26,653
but in seven minutes,
we're gonna go back that way.
587
00:32:26,736 --> 00:32:27,862
Right.
588
00:32:30,156 --> 00:32:32,992
The last couple of days
have been really long days.
589
00:32:33,076 --> 00:32:34,535
Early mornings, late nights,
590
00:32:34,619 --> 00:32:37,830
and every day, it's just,
"All right, we got to keep going."
591
00:32:37,914 --> 00:32:40,458
It sounds dark,
but there is no end to the tunnel.
592
00:32:41,501 --> 00:32:45,713
Which is why I just keep running
at the next milestone.
593
00:32:47,465 --> 00:32:50,927
Well, the next milestone for me,
I guess, would be, um...
594
00:32:51,010 --> 00:32:52,595
would be command at sea.
595
00:32:53,721 --> 00:32:57,141
My goal is to become a captain of a ship.
596
00:32:58,101 --> 00:32:59,936
Let's move to the next time.
597
00:33:01,062 --> 00:33:04,399
XO, executive officer,
runs all the admin schedules,
598
00:33:04,482 --> 00:33:07,402
timeline for the ship,
so every time I come up here,
599
00:33:07,485 --> 00:33:10,196
it's a line out her door
for people wanting to talk to her.
600
00:33:10,279 --> 00:33:12,156
So it can be a struggle getting her ear,
601
00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:13,866
but you just gotta wait it out.
602
00:33:13,950 --> 00:33:15,326
We're tracking the other one.
603
00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:17,578
It's an easy fix,
and I think it's just comms.
604
00:33:17,662 --> 00:33:19,247
-Yeah.
-The easiest thing ever.
605
00:33:19,831 --> 00:33:23,501
When I came into this office,
the first thing I did was put up pictures
606
00:33:23,584 --> 00:33:26,212
of the baby and my husband.
607
00:33:26,963 --> 00:33:30,591
But I read a lot of leadership
and management books,
608
00:33:30,675 --> 00:33:33,720
and they talk about how,
when you're a woman,
609
00:33:33,803 --> 00:33:36,222
they tell you not to put
pictures of your family up,
610
00:33:36,305 --> 00:33:38,933
because it makes you seem
uncommitted to the job.
611
00:33:39,017 --> 00:33:40,768
For men, they actually recommend
612
00:33:40,852 --> 00:33:42,979
that men have pictures
of their family in their offices,
613
00:33:43,062 --> 00:33:44,981
'cause it makes them seem trustworthy.
614
00:33:45,064 --> 00:33:46,315
Good morning, how are you?
615
00:33:46,399 --> 00:33:47,900
-Working pretty hard.
-Good.
616
00:33:49,318 --> 00:33:52,780
I think it's very important
for the women on board
617
00:33:52,864 --> 00:33:54,824
to exceed the standard
618
00:33:54,907 --> 00:33:56,909
so that we can prove our place on board.
619
00:33:56,993 --> 00:33:59,662
Request take station about your vessel.
620
00:33:59,746 --> 00:34:01,789
Take station about our vessel, over.
621
00:34:01,873 --> 00:34:04,709
Take station about our vessel, over.
622
00:34:14,093 --> 00:34:16,971
There's a certain amount
of exercises that we have to do
623
00:34:17,055 --> 00:34:19,015
to get certified as a MEU,
624
00:34:19,098 --> 00:34:21,476
so we practice ad nauseam,
625
00:34:21,559 --> 00:34:26,814
because the goal here
is to always try to improve in your craft.
626
00:34:31,861 --> 00:34:34,781
The fighter pilots
are actually the jet guys.
627
00:34:36,115 --> 00:34:39,577
What I am is a attack helicopter pilot.
628
00:34:41,370 --> 00:34:44,457
The one specifically that I fly
is a utility helicopter,
629
00:34:45,458 --> 00:34:47,710
is a jack of all trades.
630
00:34:48,294 --> 00:34:50,463
We try to be a master at all of them.
631
00:34:51,881 --> 00:34:54,217
-What makes you badass?
-What makes us badass?
632
00:34:55,927 --> 00:34:58,262
I fly quite possibly
the most historic aircraft
633
00:34:58,346 --> 00:34:59,931
in the United States Marine Corps.
634
00:35:02,850 --> 00:35:06,312
My squadron has been around since Vietnam.
635
00:35:06,979 --> 00:35:10,650
They have fought multiple places
from the Middle East...
636
00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:15,530
to supporting natural disaster events.
637
00:35:16,030 --> 00:35:20,076
We have the most professional,
hard-charging instructor pilots,
638
00:35:20,159 --> 00:35:23,788
and it's a culture that starts
from your very first brief.
639
00:35:27,542 --> 00:35:29,377
Mike, do you have your model?
640
00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:31,462
You have ten minutes.
641
00:35:31,546 --> 00:35:35,007
We are making little helicopter models
642
00:35:35,091 --> 00:35:38,302
for the walk-through we're about to do.
643
00:35:39,178 --> 00:35:40,847
-Oh, you did it 3D.
-Yeah.
644
00:35:40,930 --> 00:35:42,431
That's pretty good.
645
00:35:42,515 --> 00:35:44,058
Yours sucks, dude.
646
00:35:46,018 --> 00:35:47,353
DAD just got hit.
647
00:35:47,854 --> 00:35:50,523
Yeah, people call me DAD.
It's kind of weird.
648
00:35:51,107 --> 00:35:53,693
{\an8}I'm not a dad.
I've never been a dad. Never been married.
649
00:35:53,776 --> 00:35:56,737
{\an8}So it's pretty funny
whenever everyone asks me, like,
650
00:35:57,405 --> 00:35:58,489
how that came about.
651
00:35:58,573 --> 00:36:00,324
What's it stand for?
652
00:36:00,408 --> 00:36:01,951
-Yeah...
-That's, uh...
653
00:36:02,535 --> 00:36:06,956
Uh, it's a deep, dark time in my life.
654
00:36:07,039 --> 00:36:08,583
All right, so, uh...
655
00:36:08,666 --> 00:36:12,753
I was a younger co-pilot
on a long, fun night out.
656
00:36:12,837 --> 00:36:14,755
My friends sent me home in a cab.
657
00:36:14,839 --> 00:36:18,968
Everything that comes after the cab
is where my call sign comes from.
658
00:36:19,051 --> 00:36:22,305
Sorry, Mom, but unfortunately
it stands for "drunk and disorderly."
659
00:36:22,388 --> 00:36:24,098
Yeah.
660
00:36:24,682 --> 00:36:26,100
Cool. Let's head over there.
661
00:36:26,184 --> 00:36:27,977
No one should like your call sign,
662
00:36:28,060 --> 00:36:30,188
but once you get it,
you own up to your mistakes
663
00:36:30,271 --> 00:36:31,272
and push on with it.
664
00:36:35,026 --> 00:36:37,278
Leadership comes
in a bunch of different forms,
665
00:36:37,361 --> 00:36:42,825
and one form that I learned
is that you're going to mess up,
666
00:36:42,909 --> 00:36:46,204
but two,
that it's okay to come back from it.
667
00:36:46,287 --> 00:36:50,625
You know, that it's okay to work hard
and to prove that's not the stereotype
668
00:36:50,708 --> 00:36:52,585
that, uh, that will follow you.
669
00:36:52,668 --> 00:36:57,215
All right, so the walk-through is exactly
the same as the flight is going to be.
670
00:36:57,298 --> 00:37:00,843
The more realistic you can make
your sticks and make the walk-through,
671
00:37:00,927 --> 00:37:02,970
the more accurate it'll be for real life.
672
00:37:03,554 --> 00:37:05,473
-Start time.
-Drop the power.
673
00:37:05,556 --> 00:37:07,016
Over. Back. Come on.
674
00:37:07,099 --> 00:37:10,144
Turn. Turn. He's at your nine.
675
00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:13,105
Keep pulling. Keep pulling.
Get the lead. Get the lead.
676
00:37:13,189 --> 00:37:15,107
There's a sense of pride that comes
677
00:37:15,191 --> 00:37:17,860
whenever you send off
an aircraft for a big mission
678
00:37:17,944 --> 00:37:20,321
or an aircraft
that hasn't flown for a while.
679
00:37:20,404 --> 00:37:24,116
And being able to be one of the pilots
that gets to do that, it's an honor.
680
00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:26,452
Now he starts to increase altitude
681
00:37:26,535 --> 00:37:28,663
and decrease while he's able to turn.
682
00:37:29,914 --> 00:37:32,583
If he puts both of you on one side,
683
00:37:33,084 --> 00:37:35,670
that is, like, the most unideal scenario
684
00:37:35,753 --> 00:37:39,465
because then he's going to probably be
on the outside shooting through you.
685
00:37:41,592 --> 00:37:45,805
The last thing 14-year-old me
would have thought would have been,
686
00:37:45,888 --> 00:37:49,475
"You're gonna join the Marine Corps,
fly attack helicopters, and shoot things,
687
00:37:49,558 --> 00:37:52,979
and work with some of the coolest people
that you've ever worked with."
688
00:37:53,062 --> 00:37:56,691
And I think if 14-year-old me
can see me now,
689
00:37:56,774 --> 00:37:58,276
he'd be pretty stoked on that.
690
00:38:02,071 --> 00:38:04,115
Good morning, Team Green Bay.
691
00:38:04,198 --> 00:38:05,324
On today's plan of the day,
692
00:38:05,408 --> 00:38:07,952
we have VBSS mission
at flight quarters window
693
00:38:08,035 --> 00:38:09,704
starting at 1200.
694
00:38:09,787 --> 00:38:11,122
Go, Pack, go.
695
00:38:11,205 --> 00:38:13,374
Fellas, start getting your stuff together.
696
00:38:13,457 --> 00:38:15,293
They're expecting us on the bridge,
time now.
697
00:38:15,376 --> 00:38:17,712
Okay.
698
00:38:17,795 --> 00:38:20,673
Hey, we'll go killing stuff.
699
00:38:21,465 --> 00:38:23,217
Pack, a quick couple of notes.
700
00:38:23,301 --> 00:38:26,846
We're going to go rendezvous
with a ship to do a VBSS,
701
00:38:26,929 --> 00:38:29,307
visit, board, search, and seizure event.
702
00:38:29,390 --> 00:38:33,853
{\an8}The VBSS we're going to be conducting
is a practice raid with the Marines
703
00:38:33,936 --> 00:38:37,648
to go board another vessel.
704
00:38:38,149 --> 00:38:39,942
It is dangerous in a lot of ways
705
00:38:40,026 --> 00:38:42,778
because we get in
pretty close to the other ship.
706
00:38:42,862 --> 00:38:44,572
It's a really good training exercise
707
00:38:44,655 --> 00:38:46,991
for both the blue and the green side
to work together.
708
00:38:47,575 --> 00:38:48,701
Number one, kick ass.
709
00:38:48,784 --> 00:38:51,537
Number two, take names.
Number three, have fun.
710
00:38:51,620 --> 00:38:53,998
Number four, be safe. Number five, repeat.
711
00:38:59,045 --> 00:39:01,505
Flight exercises can be high stress.
712
00:39:01,589 --> 00:39:05,718
{\an8}It really is the culmination of everything
that we've worked up to until this point.
713
00:39:09,680 --> 00:39:11,599
-Sir.
-How are you?
714
00:39:11,682 --> 00:39:14,810
{\an8}We've got three jets
that are seven or eight out right now.
715
00:39:14,894 --> 00:39:16,145
All right.
716
00:39:17,688 --> 00:39:20,191
Flight quarters.
Man your flight quarter stations.
717
00:39:20,274 --> 00:39:22,360
Flight deck to catwalk. Flight quarters.
718
00:39:22,443 --> 00:39:24,737
Flying the F-35 Bravo.
719
00:39:25,613 --> 00:39:27,198
Gonna go thump the ship.
720
00:39:29,450 --> 00:39:33,204
That means we're going to do
a low-altitude, higher-speed flyby
721
00:39:33,287 --> 00:39:35,706
of the vessel
that we're going after today.
722
00:39:36,832 --> 00:39:41,629
{\an8}If there's hostile targets,
or they come in contact with enemy forces,
723
00:39:41,712 --> 00:39:44,382
{\an8}we're able to remain overhead
to provide close air support.
724
00:39:47,051 --> 00:39:49,053
Good afternoon, Captain Rees, "DAD."
725
00:39:49,136 --> 00:39:51,097
I am going to be Bobcat 8-3.
726
00:39:52,390 --> 00:39:55,142
Bobcat 8-3, flight.
Check in, comm 1 secure.
727
00:39:55,726 --> 00:39:58,604
Rotor break in three, two, one.
728
00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:17,331
Bobcat 8-3, en route.
Holding area, awaiting X-check.
729
00:40:30,553 --> 00:40:32,596
Panther 5-3, copy.
730
00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:34,890
100 meters for flyby.
731
00:40:35,766 --> 00:40:38,102
-Here it comes.
-Fast-mover coming in.
732
00:40:38,185 --> 00:40:39,185
Oh shit.
733
00:40:47,153 --> 00:40:48,446
Holy shit.
734
00:40:50,614 --> 00:40:52,241
That was so cool, bro.
735
00:40:55,703 --> 00:40:58,622
X-check confirmed.
Proceed to target vessel.
736
00:40:58,706 --> 00:41:00,291
Copy, we're at 300 feet.
737
00:41:00,374 --> 00:41:02,168
I'm speeding up to 100 knots.
738
00:41:02,251 --> 00:41:03,919
I've got a dot dash two.
739
00:41:05,504 --> 00:41:07,006
Hey, here comes Big Twink.
740
00:41:07,089 --> 00:41:08,591
Dude, they're close as shit.
741
00:41:08,674 --> 00:41:09,925
Yeah, they are.
742
00:41:10,009 --> 00:41:11,760
-A raid.
-Raid force.
743
00:41:11,844 --> 00:41:15,055
-Dope as fuck. They're moving.
-Fuck yeah.
744
00:41:15,806 --> 00:41:18,058
Yo, that pilot is cookin'!
745
00:41:22,730 --> 00:41:25,107
Raid force in position, over.
746
00:41:28,319 --> 00:41:32,281
The maritime raid force will be
the ones that are going on the ship,
747
00:41:32,364 --> 00:41:33,616
kicking down doors,
748
00:41:33,699 --> 00:41:37,536
but my teams will be supporting
with precision fire.
749
00:41:37,620 --> 00:41:41,874
{\an8}We have one of my teams, Ronin 1,
on aerial sniper on the Huey.
750
00:41:44,668 --> 00:41:46,712
And then we have Ronin 3
751
00:41:47,671 --> 00:41:48,672
on the LPD,
752
00:41:48,756 --> 00:41:51,425
providing security for the raid force.
753
00:41:52,510 --> 00:41:53,427
Most importantly,
754
00:41:53,511 --> 00:41:56,972
when the raid force gets onto the ship,
that's when they're most vulnerable.
755
00:42:01,143 --> 00:42:01,977
Fuck yeah.
756
00:42:02,061 --> 00:42:04,104
Look alive. Get ready for call-outs.
757
00:42:04,188 --> 00:42:07,483
Make sure you're checking all that shit.
Make sure no one's pointing guns at them.
758
00:42:09,318 --> 00:42:11,320
I've got two in 1.1.
759
00:42:11,987 --> 00:42:12,987
Armed?
760
00:42:15,199 --> 00:42:16,199
No.
761
00:42:16,742 --> 00:42:18,077
I see him. Stay on.
762
00:42:20,621 --> 00:42:22,289
For the purpose of the training,
763
00:42:22,373 --> 00:42:26,252
there will be a mixture of enemy
and civilian role-players over there.
764
00:42:26,335 --> 00:42:30,422
They'll be given fake weapons.
We have to deduce who is who.
765
00:42:30,923 --> 00:42:31,924
You gotta be careful now.
766
00:42:32,007 --> 00:42:34,927
Can't be shooting the people
on the ship you're trying to take.
767
00:42:35,010 --> 00:42:37,096
Who's enemy and who's friendly?
Can you tell?
768
00:42:37,179 --> 00:42:38,556
We can't tell currently.
769
00:42:38,639 --> 00:42:40,474
There's no weapons to be seen right now.
770
00:42:41,058 --> 00:42:42,518
This feels crazy as fuck.
771
00:42:42,601 --> 00:42:45,187
Below deck stern,
I've got a guy with a gun!
772
00:42:45,271 --> 00:42:46,564
He's laying down.
773
00:42:47,064 --> 00:42:49,441
-He's laying on his back.
-He's laying on his back?
774
00:42:49,525 --> 00:42:51,819
He walked out with a gun
and laid down on his back.
775
00:42:51,902 --> 00:42:52,902
Yeah.
776
00:42:53,445 --> 00:42:55,447
Two more just popped out. One-one.
777
00:42:55,531 --> 00:42:56,531
Yeah.
778
00:42:56,949 --> 00:42:58,617
-Two rifles.
-Two rifles.
779
00:42:58,701 --> 00:43:00,160
Three rifles.
780
00:43:02,746 --> 00:43:04,832
You saw that guy walk behind that pillar?
781
00:43:04,915 --> 00:43:06,208
-Two rifles.
-Yeah.
782
00:43:06,292 --> 00:43:08,210
-You staying on him?
-Yeah, I'm on him.
783
00:43:08,294 --> 00:43:09,962
I've got the guy who came over.
784
00:43:10,045 --> 00:43:12,006
Yeah, he's just hiding behind that pillar.
785
00:43:12,089 --> 00:43:14,675
And he's got two M4s, one in each hand.
786
00:43:14,758 --> 00:43:16,760
Looks like he's waiting to ambush.
787
00:43:16,844 --> 00:43:19,847
Ask if I can engage that guy.
He looks like he has hostile intent.
788
00:43:19,930 --> 00:43:23,517
Those armed people on the lower deck
took two rifles and four personnel
789
00:43:23,601 --> 00:43:24,893
and pushed into pilot house.
790
00:43:24,977 --> 00:43:25,894
Like enemy?
791
00:43:25,978 --> 00:43:28,606
We assume combatants
just based on the rifles.
792
00:43:28,689 --> 00:43:29,815
Yeah.
793
00:43:33,402 --> 00:43:36,322
Okay, confirmed, target is neutralized.
794
00:43:36,989 --> 00:43:39,033
Okay. Go back to your sector.
795
00:43:42,536 --> 00:43:45,581
-I've got two...
-The 25 Mike, Mike is out.
796
00:43:45,664 --> 00:43:46,874
25-millimeter cannon.
797
00:43:46,957 --> 00:43:49,084
-Gotta do something about it.
-Right.
798
00:43:52,129 --> 00:43:53,589
25 Mike, Mike's up now.
799
00:43:55,049 --> 00:43:58,469
It's oriented at the helos right now.
Can we request permission to engage?
800
00:43:59,219 --> 00:44:01,597
Bobcat 8-3, be advised,
801
00:44:01,680 --> 00:44:04,308
25 Mike, Mike immediately below you.
802
00:44:05,476 --> 00:44:09,313
Suggest increased altitude
to clear line of fire for snipers.
803
00:44:09,938 --> 00:44:10,773
Copy all.
804
00:44:10,856 --> 00:44:12,816
Um... okay.
805
00:44:14,693 --> 00:44:16,111
Okay, we're good.
806
00:44:18,072 --> 00:44:19,323
Yeah, I got it.
807
00:44:19,406 --> 00:44:20,406
Go, Roos.
808
00:44:21,075 --> 00:44:22,868
-Yeah, I got it.
-All right.
809
00:44:28,248 --> 00:44:30,751
Bobcat 8-3, 25 is neutralized.
810
00:44:31,919 --> 00:44:33,587
Copy, Bobcat, copies all.
811
00:44:40,636 --> 00:44:42,721
Raid forces at the bridge.
812
00:44:47,059 --> 00:44:49,478
Copy all. Dachshund, dachshund.
813
00:44:50,062 --> 00:44:51,689
They've got the key spaces.
814
00:44:51,772 --> 00:44:53,482
-All of them? Whoa.
-Yeah.
815
00:44:53,565 --> 00:44:54,650
Roger.
816
00:44:55,984 --> 00:44:58,987
-Is that the aerial leaving?
-Looks like they are.
817
00:45:05,369 --> 00:45:08,330
You know,
I think we've done well up to this point.
818
00:45:09,832 --> 00:45:14,378
But championship teams rarely win
two championships in a row,
819
00:45:14,461 --> 00:45:17,131
and that's because
they stop doing the things
820
00:45:17,214 --> 00:45:19,383
that got them to the championship.
821
00:45:19,466 --> 00:45:22,261
And if you do something again and again
and nothing happens,
822
00:45:22,344 --> 00:45:24,805
it's easy to get lulled
into a sense of complacency
823
00:45:24,888 --> 00:45:29,476
and not treat these events
with the proper degree of respect.
824
00:45:30,144 --> 00:45:31,395
It went pretty smooth.
825
00:45:31,478 --> 00:45:33,605
Communication between the team
was pretty good.
826
00:45:33,689 --> 00:45:37,276
Getting behind a long gun and pointing it
at another ship, that's always fun.
827
00:45:37,359 --> 00:45:39,778
I wish we had a chance
to actually shoot somebody.
828
00:45:39,862 --> 00:45:42,489
I'm gonna get pissed off
and throw this fucking gun off.
829
00:45:42,573 --> 00:45:44,491
With me attached to it.
830
00:45:46,118 --> 00:45:48,579
-That was fucking fast.
-Very fast.
831
00:45:48,662 --> 00:45:51,373
Would've been nice
if we could've taken a couple more shots,
832
00:45:51,457 --> 00:45:54,960
but it didn't make sense in the scenario,
so we didn't do it.
833
00:45:55,043 --> 00:45:57,379
Whenever you spend months on a boat
834
00:45:57,463 --> 00:46:01,091
and all you've done
is work out and eat and read,
835
00:46:01,175 --> 00:46:04,970
you're craving for something
that seems worthwhile to do.
836
00:46:07,473 --> 00:46:09,349
One day, we're all gonna die.
837
00:46:09,433 --> 00:46:14,146
I don't want to die in some car accident
or a disease or cancer or some slow death.
838
00:46:14,229 --> 00:46:18,484
It's like I want to embrace death
to the fullest. You know what I mean?
839
00:46:18,567 --> 00:46:21,111
Like, I feel like
there's nothing more honorable
840
00:46:21,195 --> 00:46:23,989
than going out at a battle
841
00:46:24,573 --> 00:46:28,285
where you have more of a purpose,
you know?
842
00:46:30,162 --> 00:46:32,372
I just want to feel
like I've done my part,
843
00:46:32,456 --> 00:46:33,499
I've done my job,
844
00:46:33,582 --> 00:46:37,252
and I want to feel validated as a Marine.
845
00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:45,427
Really, we're all kind of
in that same boat that...
846
00:46:45,511 --> 00:46:46,929
...a big part of you wants it.
847
00:46:47,012 --> 00:46:50,557
A big part of you wants that conflict.
You want to know you have what it takes.
848
00:46:50,641 --> 00:46:53,143
That the other dude
on the other side of the battlefield,
849
00:46:53,227 --> 00:46:55,521
he's trying to do the same thing
you're trying to do to him.
850
00:46:55,604 --> 00:46:59,191
And, like, the prize and the consequence
851
00:46:59,274 --> 00:47:01,819
is the greatest out of any contest.
852
00:47:01,902 --> 00:47:04,238
It's not a scoreboard,
it's not bragging rights,
853
00:47:04,321 --> 00:47:07,324
it's who gets to live and who dies.
854
00:47:07,407 --> 00:47:12,162
And I think testing yourself in that way
855
00:47:12,663 --> 00:47:16,333
is something that a lot of men hunger for.
856
00:47:18,085 --> 00:47:21,255
Ah. My mind keeps going to, uh...
857
00:47:22,422 --> 00:47:23,715
Collin Teem.
858
00:47:26,051 --> 00:47:28,011
{\an8}He was in Charlie Company with me.
859
00:47:28,512 --> 00:47:30,305
Goofy dude.
860
00:47:30,389 --> 00:47:32,349
Uh, he could make anybody laugh.
861
00:47:32,432 --> 00:47:35,185
He had, like, this big tuft
of, like, curly hair.
862
00:47:36,520 --> 00:47:37,646
He was a machine gunner,
863
00:47:37,729 --> 00:47:40,315
and he wanted to do
machine-gunnery things.
864
00:47:41,066 --> 00:47:42,066
So he got out.
865
00:47:42,526 --> 00:47:46,947
Well, an opportunity came up for him
to be able to go help out in Ukraine.
866
00:47:48,365 --> 00:47:50,534
{\an8}And I know a big part of him took it
867
00:47:50,617 --> 00:47:54,413
{\an8}because, like, "I dedicated
this many years out of my young life,"
868
00:47:54,496 --> 00:47:56,248
his early twenties,
869
00:47:56,331 --> 00:47:57,875
"to learn how to do this."
870
00:47:57,958 --> 00:48:01,879
"But this is my last opportunity
to experience what I signed up for."
871
00:48:02,671 --> 00:48:08,468
Um, found himself in machine gun position
and being overrun by Russians.
872
00:48:11,638 --> 00:48:13,932
Yeah, but then that kid...
873
00:48:24,526 --> 00:48:26,528
He could have run off at any time.
874
00:48:26,612 --> 00:48:29,406
He could have displaced.
He knew how to do that.
875
00:48:30,073 --> 00:48:32,993
But he essentially made a promise
876
00:48:33,076 --> 00:48:35,370
that he was gonna hold
that piece of ground.
877
00:48:35,454 --> 00:48:38,373
Machine guns are like
the cornerstone of a defense.
878
00:48:38,457 --> 00:48:39,750
And he didn't give it up.
879
00:48:45,631 --> 00:48:48,175
When people sign up for the military,
880
00:48:48,258 --> 00:48:49,217
they're thinking,
881
00:48:49,301 --> 00:48:53,221
{\an8}"I will prove myself to myself
that I'm worthy,
882
00:48:54,014 --> 00:48:55,515
that I'm courageous,
883
00:48:55,599 --> 00:48:57,809
"that I'm brave, that I'm strong."
884
00:49:00,062 --> 00:49:01,355
But in order to do that,
885
00:49:02,230 --> 00:49:04,316
you have to kind of want
to wind up in combat.
886
00:49:05,192 --> 00:49:07,444
It's a kind of rite of passage.
887
00:49:08,904 --> 00:49:12,574
So I've heard there are support groups
for people who haven't seen combat.
888
00:49:13,700 --> 00:49:16,161
You know,
it's a sort of strange mirror image
889
00:49:16,244 --> 00:49:19,831
of the support groups for people
who have seen combat who are traumatized.
890
00:49:20,666 --> 00:49:23,543
And it's interesting
that there's an equivalent trauma,
891
00:49:23,627 --> 00:49:25,963
which is one of shame.
892
00:49:26,546 --> 00:49:28,423
"I'm ashamed that I didn't do more."
893
00:49:28,507 --> 00:49:31,677
"I'm ashamed when someone tells me
I'm a hero and buys me a drink."
894
00:49:31,760 --> 00:49:32,761
And...
895
00:49:32,844 --> 00:49:36,390
I mean, shame is one
of the most devastating human feelings,
896
00:49:36,473 --> 00:49:37,683
and really crippling.
897
00:49:41,478 --> 00:49:45,440
How will you find purpose,
if not in combat?
68051
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