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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,841 --> 00:00:09,341 PREVIOUSLY ON THE BIG C... 2 00:00:09,342 --> 00:00:11,110 - DO YOU HAVE CANCER? - MELANOMA... 3 00:00:11,111 --> 00:00:12,144 STAGE FOUR. 4 00:00:12,145 --> 00:00:13,412 I KNOW YOU'RE VERY SICK, 5 00:00:13,413 --> 00:00:15,948 AND I THINK THIS TRIAL COULD SAVE YOUR LIFE. 6 00:00:15,949 --> 00:00:18,384 I'VE CHANGED. I WANT TO BE THE ONE TO SPILL THE FRUIT PUNCH. 7 00:00:18,385 --> 00:00:20,319 BUT YOU'RE NOT THE SPILLING-THE-FRUIT-PUNCH TYPE. 8 00:00:20,320 --> 00:00:21,620 STARTING TO GET YOUR WEIRD BACK, SIS. 9 00:00:21,621 --> 00:00:22,788 YOU HAVE NO IDEA. 10 00:00:22,789 --> 00:00:24,156 AREN'T YOU AFRAID OF DYING? 11 00:00:24,157 --> 00:00:25,924 I'M MORE AFRAID OF NOT GETTING EVERYTHING DONE 12 00:00:25,925 --> 00:00:27,926 BEFORE I GO. 13 00:00:29,496 --> 00:00:30,596 NOBODY HAS THAT MUCH TIME. 14 00:00:30,597 --> 00:00:32,865 YOU HAVEN'T BEEN HAPPY FOR 20 YEARS? 15 00:00:32,866 --> 00:00:34,933 THAT'S BASICALLY THE ENTIRE TIME YOU'VE KNOWN ME. 16 00:00:34,934 --> 00:00:36,668 I'M GONNA HANG ON AS LONG AS I CAN. 17 00:00:36,669 --> 00:00:38,437 AND ADAM-- IF HE'S NOT READY TO GRIEVE, 18 00:00:38,438 --> 00:00:39,838 THEN I'M NOT READY TO GO. 19 00:00:39,839 --> 00:00:42,141 WHEN DID YOU STEAL THE KEYS TO MY STORAGE LOCKER, ADAM? 20 00:00:42,142 --> 00:00:43,776 ALL THAT STUFF IN THERE HAS MY NAME ON IT. 21 00:00:43,777 --> 00:00:47,980 NO, IT'S FOR WHEN YOU'RE OLDER AND I'M DEAD. 22 00:00:47,981 --> 00:00:49,515 WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? 23 00:00:49,516 --> 00:00:51,316 I'M HER BROTHER-- HER SECRET SHAME, 24 00:00:51,317 --> 00:00:52,818 THE ITCH SHE CAN'T SCRATCH. 25 00:00:52,819 --> 00:00:53,852 SHUT YOUR FACE UP. 26 00:00:55,021 --> 00:00:56,055 THE ROOM IS ALL YOURS. 27 00:00:56,056 --> 00:00:57,589 I APPRECIATE THIS, MRS. JAMISON. 28 00:00:57,590 --> 00:00:59,124 DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM? 29 00:00:59,125 --> 00:01:00,926 I'M NOT STUPID. I JUST HAVE ALZHEIMER'S. 30 00:01:00,927 --> 00:01:02,594 YOU CAN'T REMEMBER WHERE YOU PUT A GUN? 31 00:01:02,595 --> 00:01:04,663 I KNOW WHY I KEEP SEEING YOU. 32 00:01:04,664 --> 00:01:07,132 YOU'RE TRYING TO PULL ME OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE, MARLENE. 33 00:01:07,133 --> 00:01:09,968 AND LOOK OUT FOR THOMAS. HE LIKES YOU. 34 00:01:09,969 --> 00:01:11,036 I AM A BLOGGER. 35 00:01:11,037 --> 00:01:12,471 I FEEL THE NEED TO WRITE IT ALL DOWN. 36 00:01:12,472 --> 00:01:13,739 I'M ABOUT TO GO ON TOUR. 37 00:01:13,740 --> 00:01:17,142 YOU COULD JOIN ME AS THE "FLIP THAT SWITCH" GUY. 38 00:01:17,143 --> 00:01:19,711 all: FLIP THAT SWITCH! FLIP THAT SWITCH! 39 00:01:19,712 --> 00:01:21,080 I WANT TO DO THAT DIVE TOMORROW. 40 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:22,448 - WHO'S YOUR DIVE BUDDY? - UH, CATHY? 41 00:01:22,449 --> 00:01:23,515 SHE'S THE ONLY ONE NOT BACK. 42 00:01:23,516 --> 00:01:24,883 CARAJO! 43 00:01:24,884 --> 00:01:27,954 WHERE THE HELL IS THE DIVE BOAT? 44 00:01:29,622 --> 00:01:34,326 WE ARE LIVING A STRANGE REALITY OUT HERE, ANGEL. 45 00:01:34,327 --> 00:01:35,661 MY DOCTOR CALLED ME YESTERDAY. 46 00:01:35,662 --> 00:01:37,830 HE TOLD ME MY TUMORS ARE GROWING. 47 00:01:37,831 --> 00:01:40,867 I THINK I'M GONNA DIE WITHIN A YEAR. 48 00:03:12,959 --> 00:03:15,928 ANGEL? 49 00:03:15,929 --> 00:03:17,130 ANGEL. 50 00:03:46,159 --> 00:03:48,493 IT'S WEIRD, BECAUSE YOU THINK ASHES ARE GONNA BE MORE LIKE-- 51 00:03:48,494 --> 00:03:49,795 ASHES? 52 00:03:49,796 --> 00:03:52,798 YEAH, BUT... I DON'T KNOW--THERE'S JUST-- 53 00:03:52,799 --> 00:03:54,800 THERE'S CHUNKY STUFF IN IT. 54 00:03:54,801 --> 00:03:56,969 WELL, ASHES TO ASHES, 55 00:03:56,970 --> 00:03:58,537 DUST TO CHUNKY MATTER. 56 00:03:58,538 --> 00:04:00,038 IT'S BITS OF BONE. 57 00:04:00,039 --> 00:04:01,974 YOU KNOW, BONE AND, UM... 58 00:04:01,975 --> 00:04:03,275 WHAT IF SOME OF IT'S LEFT OVER 59 00:04:03,276 --> 00:04:04,943 FROM WHOEVER WAS CREMATED BEFOREHAND? 60 00:04:04,944 --> 00:04:08,413 OH, COME ON, THAT'S MORBID. 61 00:04:08,414 --> 00:04:11,050 Y'ALL ARE MORBID. 62 00:04:18,324 --> 00:04:20,826 I'M DEPRESSED, MARLENE. 63 00:04:20,827 --> 00:04:22,194 CAN'T RELATE. 64 00:04:22,195 --> 00:04:25,030 I'M SO THRILLED TO HAVE MY BOY BACK. 65 00:04:25,031 --> 00:04:27,766 I'M SORRY I COULDN'T MAKE IT TO YOUR FUNERAL TEN FEET AWAY, 66 00:04:27,767 --> 00:04:30,969 THOMAS, BUT MY BONES ARE COLD FROM THE INSIDE OUT. 67 00:04:30,970 --> 00:04:35,574 OH, IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU'VE GOT YOUR CRAP-COLORED GLASSES ON. 68 00:04:35,575 --> 00:04:37,209 WHAT DO YOU WANT YOUR EPITAPH TO SAY? 69 00:04:39,479 --> 00:04:42,881 YOU THINK YOU'VE FULFILLED ALL YOUR GOALS? 70 00:04:42,882 --> 00:04:44,683 DID YOU HAVE ANY GOALS? 71 00:04:44,684 --> 00:04:48,186 WHAT ABOUT, "THOMAS... 72 00:04:48,187 --> 00:04:51,857 HE ONCE SHIT WHERE HE LAY AND DIDN'T SEEM TO NOTICE"? 73 00:04:51,858 --> 00:04:55,160 HOW ABOUT, "LUCKY ME, I HAD NO IDEA I WAS SICK"? 74 00:04:55,161 --> 00:04:56,561 OH, CHEER UP. 75 00:04:56,562 --> 00:04:59,865 AT LEAST YOUR SURGERY GOT YOU A SENSIBLE NEW HAIRDO. 76 00:04:59,866 --> 00:05:02,234 EVERY TIME I LOOK AT IT, I JUST-- 77 00:05:02,235 --> 00:05:04,970 I JUST THINK ABOUT THOSE DOCTORS INSIDE MY HEAD, 78 00:05:04,971 --> 00:05:07,539 TOUCHING MY BRAIN WRINKLES. 79 00:05:07,540 --> 00:05:11,476 WOULD YOU HAVE PREFERRED THAT THEY LEFT THOSE METS IN THERE, 80 00:05:11,477 --> 00:05:14,246 PRESSING ON YOUR BRAIN? - MAYBE. 81 00:05:14,247 --> 00:05:15,614 HONESTLY. 82 00:05:15,615 --> 00:05:19,184 I MEAN, IF THEY'RE WHAT'S RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT... 83 00:05:19,185 --> 00:05:20,886 THAT DREAM, THAT HALLUCINATION-- 84 00:05:20,887 --> 00:05:22,688 WHATEVER IT IS YOU WANT TO CALL IT-- 85 00:05:22,689 --> 00:05:25,057 THAT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS ON A BOAT IN THE SUN 86 00:05:25,058 --> 00:05:29,961 EATING ORANGES, THAT ANGEL WAS REAL... 87 00:05:29,962 --> 00:05:31,963 I MEAN, IF THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'RE ABOUT TO DIE, 88 00:05:31,964 --> 00:05:36,201 YOU JUST GET TO EXPERIENCE SOME BEAUTIFUL DREAM... 89 00:05:36,202 --> 00:05:38,670 INSTEAD OF FEELING LIKE THIS... 90 00:05:38,671 --> 00:05:39,705 MAYBE. 91 00:05:39,706 --> 00:05:42,608 GREAT. NOW I'M DEPRESSED. 92 00:05:47,480 --> 00:05:48,747 HOW'D IT GO? 93 00:05:48,748 --> 00:05:51,550 OUR FRIEND IS BURIED. WE HAVE SAID OUR GOOD-BYES. 94 00:05:51,551 --> 00:05:53,985 ADAM ACTUALLY SAID A NICE LITTLE PRAYER-- 95 00:05:53,986 --> 00:05:54,986 QUITE LOVELY. 96 00:05:54,987 --> 00:05:58,023 OH, THAT'S GREAT. 97 00:05:58,024 --> 00:06:00,225 YOU KNOW, I... I BET HE'S WITH MARLENE. 98 00:06:00,226 --> 00:06:03,462 YOU SHOULD WRITE, "THOMAS ATE SHOES." 99 00:06:03,463 --> 00:06:06,398 OR, "HE MAY BE GONE, BUT HE LEFT HIS ODOR." 100 00:06:06,399 --> 00:06:08,300 I'LL SEE YOU GUYS LATER. 101 00:06:08,301 --> 00:06:10,235 - WHERE ARE YOU GOING? - SOCCER PRACTICE? 102 00:06:10,236 --> 00:06:12,237 - OH, RIGHT. - I'LL DROP YOU OFF. 103 00:06:12,238 --> 00:06:13,538 I'M HEADED BACK TO THE DORMS. 104 00:06:13,539 --> 00:06:15,674 DORM LIFE WAS MY FAVORITE PART OF COLLEGE-- 105 00:06:15,675 --> 00:06:18,210 JUST A CAREFREE UTOPIA. - OH, I KNOW. 106 00:06:18,211 --> 00:06:19,945 MY ROOMMATE AND I ARE DECORATING OUR ROOM 107 00:06:19,946 --> 00:06:22,748 SO IT LOOKS LIKE A CLUB-- DISCO BALL, THE WHOLE THING. 108 00:06:22,749 --> 00:06:23,849 SUPER FUN. 109 00:06:23,850 --> 00:06:25,417 OH, THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY, ANDREA. 110 00:06:25,418 --> 00:06:27,386 THANKS FOR LETTING ME DO MY LAUNDRY HERE, THOUGH. 111 00:06:27,387 --> 00:06:29,855 YEAH, THANKS FOR ACTUALLY WASHING YOUR CLOTHES. 112 00:06:29,856 --> 00:06:33,191 I DID ALL OF YOUR LAUNDRY WHILE I WAS AT IT, MRS. J. 113 00:06:33,192 --> 00:06:35,594 - YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT. - IT WAS THERE. 114 00:06:35,595 --> 00:06:38,163 PLUS, IT WAS WORTH IT TO SEE ADAM'S COCK. 115 00:06:38,164 --> 00:06:39,164 WHOA! 116 00:06:39,165 --> 00:06:40,532 - WHAT? - HUH? 117 00:06:40,533 --> 00:06:42,033 I KNOW THOSE WERE YOUR ROOSTER BOXERS. 118 00:06:42,034 --> 00:06:43,969 UH, THERE ARE MULTIPLE ROOSTERS, 119 00:06:43,970 --> 00:06:46,171 SO IT WOULD BE "COCKS." 120 00:06:46,172 --> 00:06:47,339 I'LL DRIVE. - NO, YOU WILL NOT. 121 00:06:47,340 --> 00:06:48,607 - NO! - NO, YOU WILL NOT. 122 00:06:48,608 --> 00:06:50,442 WHY? I GET MY LICENSE IN, LIKE, A WEEK. 123 00:06:50,443 --> 00:06:51,676 WELL, SPEAKING OF WHICH, 124 00:06:51,677 --> 00:06:53,145 WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO FOR YOUR SWEET 16? 125 00:06:53,146 --> 00:06:55,514 I WANT TO GET MY LICENSE 126 00:06:55,515 --> 00:06:58,016 AND HAVE YOU STOP CALLING IT A "SWEET 16." 127 00:06:58,017 --> 00:06:59,117 DON'T YOU WANT A PARTY? 128 00:06:59,118 --> 00:07:01,686 NO. SEE YOU GUYS LATER. 129 00:07:01,687 --> 00:07:04,356 - SEE YA. - BYE. 130 00:07:04,357 --> 00:07:06,491 I THINK WE SHOULD THROW HIM A PARTY. 131 00:07:06,492 --> 00:07:09,461 HE WANTS TO GET HIS LICENSE. YOU KNOW, I THINK THAT'S ENOUGH. 132 00:07:09,462 --> 00:07:12,597 A LITTLE DINNER, YOU KNOW? 133 00:07:12,598 --> 00:07:15,100 HOW YOU DOING? 134 00:07:15,101 --> 00:07:17,102 FILLED WITH DREAD. 135 00:07:17,103 --> 00:07:19,304 I HAVE THESE WAVES OF PANIC, AND I THINK, 136 00:07:19,305 --> 00:07:21,807 "OH, MY GOD, WHAT, IS SOMEONE STUCK UNDER A CAR?" 137 00:07:21,808 --> 00:07:23,141 AND THEN I THINK, "OH, NO, NO." 138 00:07:23,142 --> 00:07:26,378 I JUST HAVE MY NEXT ROUND OF CHEMO IN FOUR DAYS. 139 00:07:26,379 --> 00:07:30,148 WHAT CAN I DO? 140 00:07:30,149 --> 00:07:31,583 COME HERE. 141 00:07:31,584 --> 00:07:34,386 IF YOU ARE GOING TO SLEEP ON THE COUCH, 142 00:07:34,387 --> 00:07:37,622 JUST FOLD THE COVERS NEATLY WHEN YOU GET UP. 143 00:07:37,623 --> 00:07:39,825 OKAY. I CAN MAKE MY COUCH. 144 00:07:39,826 --> 00:07:42,228 I GOT IT. 145 00:07:44,897 --> 00:07:47,699 IT'S JUST I'M STILL SO TIRED FROM MY LAST ROUND. 146 00:07:47,700 --> 00:07:49,000 WHY DON'T YOU GO TO BED? 147 00:07:49,001 --> 00:07:51,036 YEAH, WELL, BUT IF I JUST KEEP GOING TO SLEEP, 148 00:07:51,037 --> 00:07:52,604 I MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD. 149 00:07:52,605 --> 00:07:54,372 YOU KNOW, PLEASE DON'T TALK THAT WAY. 150 00:07:54,373 --> 00:07:55,674 YOU KNOW, I KNOW THIS CHEMO IS TOUGH, 151 00:07:55,675 --> 00:07:59,644 BUT IT'S KEEPING YOU ALIVE. YOU GOT TO... 152 00:07:59,645 --> 00:08:00,812 WHAT? 153 00:08:00,813 --> 00:08:03,582 WELL, YOU HAVE TO FOCUS ON THE POSITIVE. 154 00:08:03,583 --> 00:08:06,818 YOU KNOW. YOU HAVE TO, UM... 155 00:08:06,819 --> 00:08:09,955 YOU WANT TO SAY IT. JUST SAY IT. 156 00:08:09,956 --> 00:08:11,891 FLIP THAT SWITCH. 157 00:08:13,292 --> 00:08:14,860 KNOCK, KNOCK. EVERYBODY DECENT? 158 00:08:14,861 --> 00:08:16,428 YES, WE ARE. COME ON IN. 159 00:08:16,429 --> 00:08:17,796 HI, AMBER. 160 00:08:17,797 --> 00:08:20,065 GOT THE PROTOTYPES FOR THE "FLIP THAT SWITCH" LAMP. 161 00:08:20,066 --> 00:08:21,900 THERE'S, LIKE, 20 OF 'EM. I PUT THE REST IN THE GARAGE. 162 00:08:21,901 --> 00:08:24,769 OH, WOW. LET'S TAKE A LOOK. 163 00:08:24,770 --> 00:08:25,904 HOW ARE YOU DOING? 164 00:08:25,905 --> 00:08:28,373 FANTASTIC. THANKS FOR ASKING. HOW ARE YOU? 165 00:08:28,374 --> 00:08:30,742 UH, SO GOOD. 166 00:08:30,743 --> 00:08:33,545 I READ THE FIRST CHAPTER OF PAUL'S BOOK LAST NIGHT. 167 00:08:33,546 --> 00:08:35,914 I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST GONNA BE LIKE YOUR LECTURE IN PRINT, 168 00:08:35,915 --> 00:08:37,916 BUT YOU GO SO MUCH DEEPER THAN THAT. 169 00:08:37,917 --> 00:08:39,484 AND I'M NOT JUST SAYING THAT BECAUSE YOU'RE MY BOSS, PAUL. 170 00:08:39,485 --> 00:08:42,387 - OH, THANK YOU. - REALLY, IT'S EXCELLENT. 171 00:08:42,388 --> 00:08:44,222 OH, MY GOD, I MEAN, I COULD CRY RIGHT NOW 172 00:08:44,223 --> 00:08:45,557 JUST EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT. 173 00:08:45,558 --> 00:08:47,392 I COULDN'T QUIT TWEETING ABOUT IT. 174 00:08:47,393 --> 00:08:50,595 UH, NO SPECIFICS, THOUGH. - HUH. 175 00:08:50,596 --> 00:08:53,064 WELL, THESE TURNED OUT GREAT. - AMAZING. 176 00:08:53,065 --> 00:08:55,500 HUH? 177 00:08:55,501 --> 00:08:56,668 AWESOME. 178 00:08:56,669 --> 00:08:59,137 - THAT'S KIND OF COOL. - CUTE. 179 00:08:59,138 --> 00:09:01,506 WHERE ARE YOU GOING? 180 00:09:01,507 --> 00:09:02,841 I WAS JUST-- I'M GONNA GO WORK 181 00:09:02,842 --> 00:09:06,345 ON MY LESSON PLAN FOR TOMORROW. 182 00:09:07,647 --> 00:09:12,184 WHO AM I KIDDING? GOOD NIGHT, EVERYBODY. 183 00:09:19,859 --> 00:09:21,893 IT'S A... 184 00:09:21,894 --> 00:09:23,395 PEDICAB. 185 00:09:23,396 --> 00:09:24,529 OKAY. 186 00:09:24,530 --> 00:09:26,898 LOOK, I LOVE BEING YOUR PERSONAL CHAUFFEUR. 187 00:09:26,899 --> 00:09:29,467 YOUR CHEMO TREATMENTS, SCHOOL-- I REALLY WANT TO BE THAT GUY, 188 00:09:29,468 --> 00:09:31,870 BUT, CATH, I CAN'T DRIVE YOUR CAR ANYMORE. 189 00:09:31,871 --> 00:09:34,005 I'M CALLING BULLSHIT ON MYSELF. 190 00:09:34,006 --> 00:09:36,241 I CAN'T POLLUTE. I GIVE A HOOT. 191 00:09:36,242 --> 00:09:37,642 SO, I, UH-- 192 00:09:37,643 --> 00:09:40,145 I MADE THE BARTERING DEAL OF THE CENTURY, AND I GOT US THIS. 193 00:09:40,146 --> 00:09:43,481 WE JUST HAVE TO LEAVE, YOU KNOW, A LITTLE EARLIER THAN USUAL. 194 00:09:43,482 --> 00:09:47,520 I GOT YOU A BLANKET. THERE YOU GO. 195 00:10:11,243 --> 00:10:12,544 CATHY. 196 00:10:12,545 --> 00:10:14,012 CONNIE. 197 00:10:14,013 --> 00:10:17,015 YOU DON'T SEEM HAPPY. 198 00:10:17,016 --> 00:10:19,818 I'M HAPPY. 199 00:10:19,819 --> 00:10:22,922 I'M SO--I'M SO HAPPY. 200 00:10:24,690 --> 00:10:25,657 IS THAT ALL? 201 00:10:25,658 --> 00:10:27,659 WELL, WE'VE BEEN PORING OVER 202 00:10:27,660 --> 00:10:30,662 THE RESULTS OF LAST YEAR'S STANDARDIZED TESTS, 203 00:10:30,663 --> 00:10:33,365 AND THEY INDICATE THAT SOME OF OUR STUDENTS 204 00:10:33,366 --> 00:10:35,800 ARE NOT TESTING WELL IN HISTORY. 205 00:10:35,801 --> 00:10:36,835 WHICH STUDENTS? 206 00:10:36,836 --> 00:10:39,104 YOUR STUDENTS. 207 00:10:39,105 --> 00:10:41,106 INTERESTING. 208 00:10:41,107 --> 00:10:42,741 NOW, WE'RE AWARE THAT SINCE YOU GOT SICK, 209 00:10:42,742 --> 00:10:44,709 YOU'VE BEEN PLAYING A LITTLE FAST AND LOOSE 210 00:10:44,710 --> 00:10:46,211 WITH THE CURRICULUM. 211 00:10:46,212 --> 00:10:47,979 NO, NO, NO, I-I-I TEACH THE CURRICULUM, CONNIE, 212 00:10:47,980 --> 00:10:50,148 AND THEN I USE IT TO SPRINGBOARD INTO-- 213 00:10:50,149 --> 00:10:54,319 DIFFERENT SUBJECTS. 214 00:10:54,320 --> 00:10:57,489 MY FRESHMEN REENACTED THE BATTLE AT WOUNDED KNEE. 215 00:10:57,490 --> 00:10:58,957 MY SENIORS-- 216 00:10:58,958 --> 00:11:00,825 THEY WROTE STUMP SPEECHES 217 00:11:00,826 --> 00:11:03,496 AND THEN PERFORMED THEM ON STUMPS. 218 00:11:04,997 --> 00:11:08,033 CANST WE NOT HAVE FUNETH? 219 00:11:08,034 --> 00:11:12,170 YOU HAD ALL YOUR STUDENTS DO MAIL-ORDER DNA TESTS. 220 00:11:12,171 --> 00:11:13,872 WHICH I PAID FOR. 221 00:11:13,873 --> 00:11:15,807 IT'S NOT HISTORY. 222 00:11:15,808 --> 00:11:17,475 PERSONAL HISTORY. 223 00:11:17,476 --> 00:11:20,045 TURNS OUT TWO OF MY WHITE KIDS ARE BLACKER THAN MY BLACK KID. 224 00:11:20,046 --> 00:11:21,880 IF YOU THINK THAT DIDN'T PROVOKE INTERESTING CONVERSATION, 225 00:11:21,881 --> 00:11:23,214 YOU'D BE WRONG. 226 00:11:23,215 --> 00:11:26,151 YOU NEED TO TEACH... 227 00:11:26,152 --> 00:11:28,053 TO THE TEST. 228 00:11:28,054 --> 00:11:31,122 GOOD OLD AMERICAN HISTORY 229 00:11:31,123 --> 00:11:34,959 FROM THE TEXTBOOK. 230 00:11:34,960 --> 00:11:36,194 SO, UNFORTUNATELY, 231 00:11:36,195 --> 00:11:37,295 WE WILL NOT BE DESIGNING 232 00:11:37,296 --> 00:11:39,631 OUR OWN FAMILY CREST TODAY AS PLANNED. 233 00:11:40,733 --> 00:11:43,435 NO, I KNOW. I KNOW. I'M BUMMED TOO. 234 00:11:43,436 --> 00:11:46,304 INSTEAD... 235 00:11:46,305 --> 00:11:48,206 WE HAVE TO GET THROUGH THIS BOOK. 236 00:11:48,207 --> 00:11:50,875 SO... 237 00:11:50,876 --> 00:11:53,913 PAGE 540... 238 00:11:55,915 --> 00:11:58,083 THE CIVIL WAR. 239 00:11:58,084 --> 00:12:02,088 A LOT OF GOOD THINGS CAME OUT OF THE CIVIL WAR. 240 00:12:03,656 --> 00:12:07,626 OF COURSE, EVERYONE WHO SURVIVED IT IS DEAD NOW. 241 00:12:09,295 --> 00:12:12,832 LESSONS ABOUT DEAD PEOPLE TAUGHT BY THE DYING. 242 00:12:16,435 --> 00:12:18,803 OKAY. 243 00:12:18,804 --> 00:12:20,306 CHAPTER 17! 244 00:12:29,215 --> 00:12:31,015 OH! 245 00:12:31,016 --> 00:12:33,151 THANK YOU FOR JOINING ME. 246 00:12:33,152 --> 00:12:35,153 HOPE YOU WERE UP TO SOMETHING FUN. 247 00:12:35,154 --> 00:12:37,388 SURFING THE WEB FOR FUTURE VACATION DESTINATIONS. 248 00:12:37,389 --> 00:12:39,958 MAY I RECOMMEND PUERTO RICO? 249 00:12:39,959 --> 00:12:41,626 YOU'RE A LITTLE ANEMIC. HOW YOU FEELING? 250 00:12:41,627 --> 00:12:43,294 ANEMIC. 251 00:12:43,295 --> 00:12:45,430 STEAK FOR BREAKFAST WOULDN'T HURT. 252 00:12:45,431 --> 00:12:46,765 GET SOME IRON PILLS. 253 00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:48,700 DOES THAT EXPLAIN WHY I'M EXHAUSTED ALL THE TIME? 254 00:12:48,701 --> 00:12:49,768 I CAN WRITE YOU A PRESCRIPTION. 255 00:12:49,769 --> 00:12:51,136 AND I-I-- OH, I'M PRETTY SURE 256 00:12:51,137 --> 00:12:53,638 THOSE ANTIDEPRESSANTS YOU GAVE ME ARE NOT WORKING, 257 00:12:53,639 --> 00:12:55,874 UNLESS THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME MORE DEPRESSED. 258 00:12:55,875 --> 00:12:58,009 MAYBE YOU GAVE ME AMPI-DEPRESSANTS 259 00:12:58,010 --> 00:12:59,177 THAT AMPLIFY MY DEPRESSION. 260 00:12:59,178 --> 00:13:01,045 DO YOU THINK YOU DID THAT? 261 00:13:01,046 --> 00:13:02,981 THEY TAKE ABOUT THREE WEEKS TO KICK IN. 262 00:13:02,982 --> 00:13:04,382 WELL, I-I THINK IT'S BEEN 263 00:13:04,383 --> 00:13:07,952 ABOUT THREE WEEKS OR-- GOD, WHO KNOWS? 264 00:13:07,953 --> 00:13:09,654 CHEMO MAKES ME SO FORGETFUL. 265 00:13:09,655 --> 00:13:11,489 WELL, IT'S DOING THE JOB-- 266 00:13:11,490 --> 00:13:15,126 SHRINKING THE METS WE COULDN'T GET WITH SURGERY, 267 00:13:15,127 --> 00:13:16,594 WHICH WILL BUY-- - BUY ME MORE TIME. 268 00:13:16,595 --> 00:13:18,263 LOOK, I'M STILL TRYING TO FIGU-- - HERE, THAT'S FOR THE-- 269 00:13:18,264 --> 00:13:19,764 THAT'S FOR THE IRON. 270 00:13:19,765 --> 00:13:24,269 OH, AND I THINK I'M SEEING THE ANGEL OF DEATH. 271 00:13:24,270 --> 00:13:25,537 I MEAN, IS--IS THAT-- 272 00:13:25,538 --> 00:13:28,273 IS THAT DUE TO THE METS, OR AM I JUST CRAZY? 273 00:13:28,274 --> 00:13:29,707 OR AM I BEING SUMMONED? 274 00:13:29,708 --> 00:13:31,342 I MEAN, DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER PATIENTS 275 00:13:31,343 --> 00:13:32,410 WHO TALK ABOUT SEEING HIM? 276 00:13:32,411 --> 00:13:34,045 HE'S GOT... 277 00:13:34,046 --> 00:13:37,081 THIS BLACK HAIR-- IT'S CURLY. 278 00:13:37,082 --> 00:13:38,449 KIND OF SEXY, BUT MARRIED. 279 00:13:38,450 --> 00:13:42,420 SOUNDS LIKE AN ACTIVE IMAGINATION. 280 00:13:42,421 --> 00:13:45,156 UH, EXCUSE ME. WAIT A MINUTE. 281 00:13:47,927 --> 00:13:51,262 DID YOU JUST SIGH? 282 00:13:51,263 --> 00:13:53,431 WHAT IS IT, CATHERINE? WHAT DO YOU WANT? 283 00:13:53,432 --> 00:13:55,700 JUST A FEW MORE SECONDS OF YOUR TIME, PLEASE. 284 00:13:55,701 --> 00:13:57,502 I DON'T HAVE THE TIME RIGHT NOW. 285 00:13:57,503 --> 00:13:59,704 - WELL, YOU NEED TO FIND IT. - FINE, CATHY. 286 00:13:59,705 --> 00:14:01,773 DO I THINK THE METS ARE CAUSING HALLUCINATIONS? 287 00:14:01,774 --> 00:14:04,042 NO, NOT BASED ON THEIR LOCATION. 288 00:14:04,043 --> 00:14:05,176 WHAT ELSE? 289 00:14:05,177 --> 00:14:07,278 HOW MUCH TIME EXACTLY IS THIS CHEMO GIVING ME? 290 00:14:07,279 --> 00:14:08,446 I DON'T KNOW. 291 00:14:08,447 --> 00:14:11,983 - WHAT--SIX MONTHS, A YEAR? - POSSIBLY. 292 00:14:11,984 --> 00:14:13,618 IF I DON'T DO THE CHEMO, 293 00:14:13,619 --> 00:14:15,854 IS IT POSSIBLE I COULD STILL HAVE THAT MUCH TIME? 294 00:14:15,855 --> 00:14:17,455 IS IT POSSIBLE? YES. 295 00:14:17,456 --> 00:14:19,123 THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS THAT ARE POSSIBLE. 296 00:14:19,124 --> 00:14:20,258 LOOK, CATHY, 297 00:14:20,259 --> 00:14:22,961 THE CHEMO IS DOING WHAT WE WANT IT TO DO. 298 00:14:22,962 --> 00:14:25,330 IF IT WERE ME, THAT'S WHAT I'D BE DOING. 299 00:14:25,331 --> 00:14:28,867 GOOD NEWS-- IT'S NOT YOU. 300 00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:29,868 NOW, ARE WE DONE? 301 00:14:29,869 --> 00:14:31,135 OR DO YOU HAVE MORE QUESTIONS 302 00:14:31,136 --> 00:14:33,271 THAT I'VE ALREADY GIVEN YOU THE ANSWER TO? 303 00:14:33,272 --> 00:14:35,306 OH, WELL, EXCUSE ME. I'M SO SORRY TO BE SO ANNOYING. 304 00:14:35,307 --> 00:14:36,741 BUT DON'T WORRY-- I'LL BE OUT OF YOUR LIFE SOON, 305 00:14:36,742 --> 00:14:37,742 SINCE I'M DYING. 306 00:14:37,743 --> 00:14:42,748 WHICH MAKES YOU SPECIAL HOW? 307 00:14:44,650 --> 00:14:46,184 I HAVE OTHER PATIENTS I HAVE TO SEE. 308 00:14:49,755 --> 00:14:53,524 AT LEAST I COULD BE MYSELF WITH MY DOCTOR-- 309 00:14:53,525 --> 00:14:55,593 ADMIT I WAS DEPRESSED. 310 00:14:55,594 --> 00:14:57,028 YEAH, BUT THEN HE WENT ALL ASSHOLE ON YOU. 311 00:14:57,029 --> 00:14:58,529 HE SURE DID. 312 00:14:58,530 --> 00:15:01,332 I GUESS NOW I'M GONNA HAVE TO PUT ON AN ACT FOR HIM TOO. 313 00:15:01,333 --> 00:15:03,401 "OH, I JUST-- I'M SO HAPPY." 314 00:15:03,402 --> 00:15:05,403 "I'M SO HAPPY 315 00:15:05,404 --> 00:15:07,005 "THAT I LIVE IN AN AGE WHERE I CAN ENJOY 316 00:15:07,006 --> 00:15:08,840 "THE FRUITS OF MEDICAL SCIENCE. 317 00:15:08,841 --> 00:15:11,075 I-I LOVE CHEMO." 318 00:15:11,076 --> 00:15:14,946 WELL, WHO ELSE CAN YOU BE HONEST WITH? 319 00:15:14,947 --> 00:15:15,947 YOU'RE NOT ENOUGH? 320 00:15:15,948 --> 00:15:17,615 OH, NO. 321 00:15:17,616 --> 00:15:19,083 I AM GREAT. 322 00:15:19,084 --> 00:15:20,852 I AM GREAT, I GIVE YOU THAT, 323 00:15:20,853 --> 00:15:22,954 BUT JUST SOMEONE YOU'VE HAD A LONGER HISTORY WITH 324 00:15:22,955 --> 00:15:24,055 AND AREN'T PAYING 325 00:15:24,056 --> 00:15:28,793 COULD BE A REAL ASSET. 326 00:15:28,794 --> 00:15:29,994 WELL, IT CAN'T BE ADAM. 327 00:15:29,995 --> 00:15:32,563 AND PAUL THINKS IF YOU FAKE A GOOD ATTITUDE, 328 00:15:32,564 --> 00:15:33,564 YOU'LL LIVE FOREVER. 329 00:15:33,565 --> 00:15:35,099 OH, THAT COULD GET REALLY ANNOYING. 330 00:15:35,100 --> 00:15:37,568 OH, YOU THINK? 331 00:15:37,569 --> 00:15:39,837 WHAT'S EVEN MORE ANNOYING, THOUGH, 332 00:15:39,838 --> 00:15:41,673 IS THAT BASICALLY PAUL ASKED ME FOR A DIVORCE 333 00:15:41,674 --> 00:15:43,775 BEFORE I PASSED OUT IN PUERTO RICO. 334 00:15:43,776 --> 00:15:45,043 SO, THE WAY I SEE IT, 335 00:15:45,044 --> 00:15:46,811 HE'S JUST WAITING FOR ME TO DIE TO MOVE ON, 336 00:15:46,812 --> 00:15:49,213 WHICH ON SOME LEVEL, I RESPECT, BUT... 337 00:15:49,214 --> 00:15:52,150 BUT THEN HE WANTS ME TO STAY POSITIVE 338 00:15:52,151 --> 00:15:54,218 SO I'LL LIVE. 339 00:15:54,219 --> 00:15:56,054 IRONIC, HUH? 340 00:15:56,055 --> 00:15:58,657 YEP. 341 00:16:02,895 --> 00:16:05,363 YOU KNOW, THE CHEMO KILLED MY TASTE BUDS. 342 00:16:05,364 --> 00:16:06,898 IT'S LIKE EATING FIVE POUNDS OF PLAY-DOH. 343 00:16:06,899 --> 00:16:08,266 HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL? 344 00:16:08,267 --> 00:16:11,269 I'M GIVING UP VEGETARIANISM TO IRON-LOAD WITH YOU. 345 00:16:11,270 --> 00:16:13,371 - I HATE MY DOCTOR. - ME TOO. 346 00:16:13,372 --> 00:16:15,173 THANK YOU. 347 00:16:15,174 --> 00:16:17,075 I HATE FEELING BAD ALL THE TIME. 348 00:16:17,076 --> 00:16:18,776 WELL, I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU DO IT. 349 00:16:18,777 --> 00:16:20,678 THANK YOU. 350 00:16:20,679 --> 00:16:22,046 YOU KNOW, DOCTORS ARE SO COCKY 351 00:16:22,047 --> 00:16:23,748 'CAUSE PEOPLE TREAT THEM LIKE GODS, 352 00:16:23,749 --> 00:16:24,882 BUT THEY'RE NOT GODS. 353 00:16:24,883 --> 00:16:27,151 NOT EVEN GOD'S A GOD. 354 00:16:27,152 --> 00:16:30,588 I'M--I'M NEVER GONNA FINISH THIS. 355 00:16:30,589 --> 00:16:33,291 WELL, AT LEAST THIS IS COOKED THROUGH. 356 00:16:33,292 --> 00:16:36,661 YOU REMEMBER THOSE BARBECUES WE USED TO GO TO AT THE ILSON'S? 357 00:16:36,662 --> 00:16:38,629 MY GOD, THOSE PEOPLE WERE SO RICH. 358 00:16:38,630 --> 00:16:42,934 NO, THEY WEREN'T THAT RICH. BUT MR. ILSON-- 359 00:16:42,935 --> 00:16:45,136 HE NEVER COOKED HIS BURGERS ALL THE WAY THROUGH. 360 00:16:45,137 --> 00:16:47,338 IT WAS LIKE--IT WAS LIKE BLOOD AND GUTS ON A BUN. 361 00:16:47,339 --> 00:16:48,406 LIKE, "MOO!" 362 00:16:48,407 --> 00:16:51,309 I JUST REMEMBER... 363 00:16:51,310 --> 00:16:53,811 GWEN ILSON HAD ONE OF THOSE GIANT GIRAFFES IN HER BEDROOM. 364 00:16:53,812 --> 00:16:55,113 SHE'D NEVER LET ME PET IT. 365 00:16:55,114 --> 00:16:57,648 WELL, SHE NEVER LET ME PET HER EITHER. 366 00:16:57,649 --> 00:16:59,650 YOU KNOW, I THINK THOSE BURGERS 367 00:16:59,651 --> 00:17:02,253 ARE WHAT TURNED ME OFF MEAT. 368 00:17:02,254 --> 00:17:03,421 FUCK MR. ILSON. 369 00:17:03,422 --> 00:17:05,590 YEAH, FUCK MR. ILSON. 370 00:17:05,591 --> 00:17:06,891 AND FUCK DR. SHERMAN. 371 00:17:06,892 --> 00:17:08,393 AND FUCK DR. SHERMAN. 372 00:17:08,394 --> 00:17:10,229 both: AND FUCK GWEN! 373 00:17:17,770 --> 00:17:20,338 HEY. HOW ARE YOU? 374 00:17:20,339 --> 00:17:21,939 OKAY... 375 00:17:21,940 --> 00:17:23,875 EXCEPT I CAN'T FIND MY EARRINGS. 376 00:17:23,876 --> 00:17:27,912 OH, THAT SUCKS. 377 00:17:27,913 --> 00:17:32,250 I DON'T THINK YOU GUYS ARE SUPPOSED TO SMOKE IN HERE. 378 00:17:32,251 --> 00:17:36,554 WE DISABLED THE SMOKE ALARM. 379 00:17:36,555 --> 00:17:40,758 YOU SURE YOU DIDN'T SEE A PAIR OF DIAMOND HOOP EARRINGS? 380 00:17:40,759 --> 00:17:41,926 THEY'RE REALLY SPARKLY, 381 00:17:41,927 --> 00:17:44,462 AND I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE SPARKLES. 382 00:17:44,463 --> 00:17:46,130 NOPE. 383 00:17:46,131 --> 00:17:48,866 MAYBE YOU SHOULD CLEAN UP YOUR AREA A LITTLE BIT. 384 00:17:48,867 --> 00:17:52,236 USUALLY WHEN I LOSE SOMETHING, I START CLEANING, 385 00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:56,808 AND THEN I CAN FIND-- - ARE YOU SAYING I'M MESSY? 386 00:17:56,809 --> 00:17:58,776 I DIDN'T HEAR MYSELF SAY THAT. 387 00:17:58,777 --> 00:18:03,414 I THINK IT WAS IMPLIED. 388 00:18:03,415 --> 00:18:05,650 OKAY, I'LL PUT IT THIS WAY-- 389 00:18:05,651 --> 00:18:07,185 YOU ARE MESSY. 390 00:18:07,186 --> 00:18:09,420 I DIDN'T SEE YOUR EARRINGS. 391 00:18:09,421 --> 00:18:10,521 BUT I DID SEE 392 00:18:10,522 --> 00:18:12,990 YOUR HERPES MEDICATION IN THE BATHROOM, 393 00:18:12,991 --> 00:18:14,092 IN CASE YOU'RE LOOKING FOR IT. 394 00:18:19,198 --> 00:18:23,167 COME ON, YOU CAN DO IT. IT'S--IT'S JUST ONE LITTLE BITE. 395 00:18:23,168 --> 00:18:25,937 JUST PUT IT IN YOUR MOUTH. 396 00:18:25,938 --> 00:18:28,072 YES, ALL RIGHT. NOW--NOW--NOW--NOW SWALLOW. 397 00:18:28,073 --> 00:18:32,110 SWALLOW... 398 00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:33,611 ARE YOU A SWALLOWER? 399 00:18:33,612 --> 00:18:36,482 DON'T ANSWER THAT QUESTION. 400 00:18:42,287 --> 00:18:45,690 YES! WHOO-HOO! HOO! YEAH! - UH-HUH! 401 00:18:45,691 --> 00:18:48,493 YEAH! WE DID IT. 402 00:18:48,494 --> 00:18:52,130 TWO WINNERS HERE, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! 403 00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:54,833 WINNERS! FREE BURGERS FOR US! 404 00:19:03,509 --> 00:19:04,942 WHAT'S THE MATTER? YOU OKAY? 405 00:19:07,713 --> 00:19:10,782 CATHY. 406 00:19:32,504 --> 00:19:34,071 I'M SO SORRY. 407 00:19:34,072 --> 00:19:37,675 I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD. - NO, IT'S JUST... 408 00:19:37,676 --> 00:19:40,311 I'M SORRY. 409 00:19:40,312 --> 00:19:41,779 CAN I HELP YOU? 410 00:19:41,780 --> 00:19:45,683 I'LL COME BACK LATER. 411 00:19:45,684 --> 00:19:47,652 YOU'RE SCARING THE CHILDREN. 412 00:19:47,653 --> 00:19:51,455 I HAVE PARENTS CALLING ME ASKING WHAT'S GOING ON. 413 00:19:51,456 --> 00:19:53,357 TELL THEM I HAD BRAIN SURGERY. 414 00:19:53,358 --> 00:19:56,527 I--THEY CUT MY HAIR. I'M NOT USED TO IT. 415 00:19:56,528 --> 00:19:58,930 JUST--JUST THINK ABOUT A LEAVE OF ABSENCE, 416 00:19:58,931 --> 00:20:00,631 AND THEN WHEN YOU'RE FINISHED WITH YOUR CHEMO 417 00:20:00,632 --> 00:20:01,933 AND YOU'RE FEELING BETTER-- 418 00:20:01,934 --> 00:20:04,669 YOU WANT TO HEAR SOMETHING FUNNY? 419 00:20:04,670 --> 00:20:08,039 I MAY NOT FEEL BETTER, CONNIE. 420 00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:10,875 THIS MAY BE AS GOOD AS IT GETS FOR ME. 421 00:20:10,876 --> 00:20:14,312 AND MAYBE IT'S OKAY TO SCARE THE CHILDREN A LITTLE BIT. 422 00:20:14,313 --> 00:20:16,681 MAYBE IT'LL BE GOOD FOR THEM, 423 00:20:16,682 --> 00:20:19,984 SO--SO THAT WHEN THEY-- 424 00:20:19,985 --> 00:20:21,485 WHEN THEY LOSE THEIR GRANDMOTHER 425 00:20:21,486 --> 00:20:25,389 OR, GOD FORBID, THEY HAVE TO WATCH THEIR MOM 426 00:20:25,390 --> 00:20:27,558 OR THEIR DAD SUFFER THROUGH CHEMO, 427 00:20:27,559 --> 00:20:30,795 IT WON'T BE SO TERRIFYING 428 00:20:30,796 --> 00:20:32,697 OR HURT QUITE SO BAD. 429 00:20:32,698 --> 00:20:35,333 I REALLY FEEL FOR YOU. 430 00:20:35,334 --> 00:20:37,201 I DON'T NEED YOU TO FEEL FOR ME. 431 00:20:37,202 --> 00:20:39,370 I NEED YOU TO LET ME COME HERE EVERY DAY 432 00:20:39,371 --> 00:20:42,541 AND DO MY JOB AS BEST I CAN. 433 00:20:44,343 --> 00:20:46,911 IT'S THE EVERYDAY THINGS THAT ARE KEEPING ME GOING, 434 00:20:46,912 --> 00:20:50,281 AND I NEED TO KEEP GOING UNTIL ADAM GRADUATES NEXT YEAR. 435 00:20:50,282 --> 00:20:52,384 THAT'S MY GOAL. 436 00:20:54,219 --> 00:20:57,288 MY CANCER HANDBOOK TOLD ME TO PICK A GOAL, 437 00:20:57,289 --> 00:20:58,856 AND THAT'S MINE. 438 00:20:58,857 --> 00:21:03,761 WELL, THAT'S THE OTHER THING I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT. 439 00:21:06,365 --> 00:21:08,599 ADAM. ADAM. 440 00:21:08,600 --> 00:21:11,802 YOU'RE FAILING CHEMISTRY? - I DON'T KNOW. 441 00:21:11,803 --> 00:21:14,905 YES! YOU ARE FAILING CHEMISTRY. 442 00:21:14,906 --> 00:21:16,607 SURELY THIS DOES NOT COME AS A SURPRISE. 443 00:21:16,608 --> 00:21:19,043 APPARENTLY, YOU FAILED TWO QUIZZES, 444 00:21:19,044 --> 00:21:20,444 AND YOU DIDN'T TURN IN A THIRD. 445 00:21:20,445 --> 00:21:22,246 - MOM, I'LL MAKE 'EM UP, OKAY? - LET'S GO. 446 00:21:22,247 --> 00:21:23,948 I CAN'T. I HAVE SOCCER. 447 00:21:25,050 --> 00:21:26,851 YOU DO NOT GET TO BE ON THE SOCCER TEAM 448 00:21:26,852 --> 00:21:28,185 WHILE YOU'RE FAILING A CLASS. 449 00:21:28,186 --> 00:21:31,322 GRADES FIRST, THEN SPORTS. HOME. 450 00:21:31,323 --> 00:21:34,158 NO. 451 00:21:34,159 --> 00:21:37,128 OVER MY DEAD BODY ARE YOU NOT GRADUATING ON TIME, 452 00:21:37,129 --> 00:21:40,097 AND I'M IN A UNIQUE POSITION TO MAKE GOOD ON THAT THREAT. 453 00:21:40,098 --> 00:21:42,433 HERE YOU GO, GUYS. 454 00:21:42,434 --> 00:21:43,968 JEEZ. 455 00:21:43,969 --> 00:21:45,771 WHOA. YOU OKAY? 456 00:21:50,776 --> 00:21:53,745 I'LL CATCH UP WITH YOU GUYS LATER. 457 00:22:08,060 --> 00:22:11,462 DAMN IT. 458 00:22:11,463 --> 00:22:13,564 HOW YOU DOING? 459 00:22:13,565 --> 00:22:15,599 GREAT. 460 00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:17,968 ADAM SAID THAT YOU PULLED HIM OFF THE SOCCER TEAM-- 461 00:22:17,969 --> 00:22:19,303 YOU KNOW, KIND OF PUT ON A BIG SHOW 462 00:22:19,304 --> 00:22:20,938 IN FRONT OF ALL HIS TEAMMATES. 463 00:22:20,939 --> 00:22:23,107 OH, DID HE CALL IT A SHOW? 464 00:22:23,108 --> 00:22:24,709 I DIDN'T EVEN SING. 465 00:22:24,710 --> 00:22:27,812 NOT FUNNY. 466 00:22:27,813 --> 00:22:29,647 HE'S FAILING CHEMISTRY, PAUL. 467 00:22:29,648 --> 00:22:31,849 IF HE GETS HIS GRADES UP, HE CAN PLAY SOCCER. 468 00:22:31,850 --> 00:22:33,718 YEAH, BUT BIG PICTURE-- DON'T YOU THINK, YOU KNOW, 469 00:22:33,719 --> 00:22:36,020 HE NEEDS TO HAVE SOME FUN, YOU KNOW? 470 00:22:36,021 --> 00:22:37,021 GET OUT OF THE HOUSE? 471 00:22:37,022 --> 00:22:38,989 ARE WE TALKING ABOUT YOU OR ADAM? 472 00:22:38,990 --> 00:22:41,992 I MIGHT BE SLEEPING ON THE COUCH, BUT I'M HERE. 473 00:22:41,993 --> 00:22:43,527 OKAY? 474 00:22:43,528 --> 00:22:46,797 I'M HERE. AND YOU DON'T GET TO PARENT HIM BY YOURSELF. 475 00:22:46,798 --> 00:22:47,798 YOU WILL. 476 00:22:47,799 --> 00:22:50,000 WHAT? 477 00:22:50,001 --> 00:22:52,203 YOU WILL GET TO PARENT HIM BY YOURSELF WHEN I'M GONE. 478 00:22:52,204 --> 00:22:54,171 WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TALK LIKE THAT? 479 00:22:54,172 --> 00:22:56,574 AND YOU'LL GET TO CONSULT ON ALL THE REALLY FUN STUFF-- 480 00:22:56,575 --> 00:22:57,842 PICKING A COLLEGE. 481 00:22:57,843 --> 00:22:59,510 YOU KNOW, "THIS ONE HAS THE BETTER SPORTS TEAM, 482 00:22:59,511 --> 00:23:01,045 BUT THAT ONE HAS THE BEST WEATHER." 483 00:23:01,046 --> 00:23:04,482 YOU'LL KNOW WHO HE MARRIES. YOU'LL EVEN GET TO WEIGH IN. 484 00:23:04,483 --> 00:23:09,254 "THAT BETH--SHE'S A KEEPER. I REALLY LIKE HER." 485 00:23:10,789 --> 00:23:14,492 SO JUST GIVE ME FRICKIN' HIGH SCHOOL, OKAY? 486 00:23:14,493 --> 00:23:16,994 HEYA. 487 00:23:16,995 --> 00:23:18,396 JEEZ, ANDREA, I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU WERE HERE. 488 00:23:18,397 --> 00:23:20,398 OH, I'M SORRY. 489 00:23:20,399 --> 00:23:23,200 I JUST POPPED BY TO GET A FLATIRON I LEFT HERE. 490 00:23:23,201 --> 00:23:25,035 AND THEN I STARTED RUNNING THE VACUUM CLEANER 491 00:23:25,036 --> 00:23:26,337 IN MY OLD ROOM. 492 00:23:26,338 --> 00:23:28,506 YOU KNOW, I AM JUST LIKE MY MOTHER. 493 00:23:28,507 --> 00:23:30,274 CLEANING REALLY HELPS ME THINK. 494 00:23:30,275 --> 00:23:33,177 SO I ENDED UP ORGANIZING ALL OF YOUR LINENS AND STUFF. 495 00:23:33,178 --> 00:23:34,912 OKAY, I DO NOT NEED YOU TO CLEAN MY HOUSE, ANDREA. 496 00:23:34,913 --> 00:23:36,580 I KNOW THAT. 497 00:23:36,581 --> 00:23:40,918 YOU ARE-- YOU ARE WELCOME HERE ANYTIME. 498 00:23:40,919 --> 00:23:43,154 BUT LET'S NOT PRETEND IT'S FOR ANY OTHER REASON 499 00:23:43,155 --> 00:23:44,722 OTHER THAN YOU FEEL SORRY FOR ME, 500 00:23:44,723 --> 00:23:46,524 OR YOU THINK I CAN'T DO THINGS FOR MYSELF. 501 00:23:46,525 --> 00:23:48,325 YOU JUST CALL IT LIKE IT IS. 502 00:23:48,326 --> 00:23:49,693 THAT'S REALLY NOT WHY-- 503 00:23:49,694 --> 00:23:52,329 YOU ARE A COLLEGE STUDENT. 504 00:23:52,330 --> 00:23:55,132 YOU SHOULD BE OUT HAVING FUN WITYOUR FRIENDS, 505 00:23:55,133 --> 00:23:56,700 SO JUST... 506 00:23:56,701 --> 00:23:59,937 JUST LEAVE. 507 00:23:59,938 --> 00:24:02,908 GO! HAVE FUN. 508 00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:11,348 HEY. 509 00:24:11,349 --> 00:24:13,217 THIS HAS MY NAME ON IT. 510 00:24:13,218 --> 00:24:16,086 I'M JUST TELLING YOU SO THAT NOBODY EATS IT, 511 00:24:16,087 --> 00:24:18,522 'CAUSE I BROUGHT IN A LUNCH THE OTHER DAY, 512 00:24:18,523 --> 00:24:21,725 AND I'M PRETTY SURE THAT SOMEBODY ATE IT... 513 00:24:21,726 --> 00:24:24,462 ACCIDENTALLY, I'M SURE. 514 00:24:24,463 --> 00:24:27,264 HEY, PAUL, DO THE REST OF THOSE LAMPS WORK? 515 00:24:27,265 --> 00:24:29,200 - NOPE. - YEAH, MINE NEITHER. 516 00:24:29,201 --> 00:24:32,804 IT'S SO WEIRD. 517 00:24:36,308 --> 00:24:39,210 I'M TRAVELING TO CHICAGO NEXT WEEK-- 518 00:24:39,211 --> 00:24:42,112 GIVE A COUPLE TALKS, MEET MY PUBLISHER. 519 00:24:42,113 --> 00:24:43,180 WANT ME TO CANCEL? 520 00:24:43,181 --> 00:24:45,649 NO, YOU SHOULD GO, 521 00:24:45,650 --> 00:24:49,154 BECAUSE YOU ALSO GET TO PAY FOR HIS COLLEGE. 522 00:25:03,468 --> 00:25:07,105 SEAT NUMBER TWO IS ALL YOURS. 523 00:25:32,831 --> 00:25:34,899 COLON. 524 00:25:34,900 --> 00:25:36,367 I SMOKED ALL THROUGH MED SCHOOL. 525 00:25:36,368 --> 00:25:38,202 I REALLY THOUGHT LUNG WAS GONNA GET ME. 526 00:25:38,203 --> 00:25:41,171 THEY'RE BOTH PRETTY GOOD. 527 00:25:41,172 --> 00:25:44,108 I'M SORRY ABOUT YOUR LAST APPOINTMENT. 528 00:25:44,109 --> 00:25:45,509 I WAS-- 529 00:25:45,510 --> 00:25:46,877 I WAS JUST HAVING A BAD DAY. 530 00:25:50,715 --> 00:25:51,782 YOU ARE NOT A GOD. 531 00:25:51,783 --> 00:25:56,253 I'M NOT A GOD. 532 00:25:56,254 --> 00:25:58,222 AREN'T YOU GONNA TELL YOUR PATIENTS? 533 00:25:58,223 --> 00:25:59,757 I THINK I MIGHT HAVE TO. 534 00:25:59,758 --> 00:26:01,759 I SHOULD'VE TOLD YOU, BUT I DON'T WANT TO SCARE ANYBODY. 535 00:26:01,760 --> 00:26:04,495 OH, THAT'S--I'VE BEEN DOING THAT A LOT LATELY. 536 00:26:04,496 --> 00:26:05,796 IT'S NOT FUN. 537 00:26:05,797 --> 00:26:07,097 IT IS KIND OF INTERESTING 538 00:26:07,098 --> 00:26:09,433 TO SEE THINGS THROUGH THE EYES OF PATIENTS, THOUGH. 539 00:26:09,434 --> 00:26:12,236 OH, REALLY? HUH. 540 00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:14,138 'CAUSE YOU DIDN'T SEEM THAT EMPATHETIC THE OTHER DAY. 541 00:26:14,139 --> 00:26:15,472 WELL, I'M STILL LEARNING. 542 00:26:15,473 --> 00:26:16,473 - OH. - YEAH. 543 00:26:16,474 --> 00:26:19,043 THEN CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION, 544 00:26:19,044 --> 00:26:20,844 PATIENT-TO-PATIENT? - WHAT? 545 00:26:20,845 --> 00:26:22,613 DOES CHEMO GIVE YOU THE SHITS? 546 00:26:26,084 --> 00:26:28,052 I-I THINK THAT'S WHY I WAS LATE THE OTHER DAY 547 00:26:28,053 --> 00:26:29,853 WHEN I WAS SEEING YOU. - YEAH. 548 00:26:29,854 --> 00:26:31,889 I JUST FEEL LIKE A HUMAN JUICER. 549 00:26:31,890 --> 00:26:33,490 I MEAN, WHATEVER GOES IN... 550 00:26:33,491 --> 00:26:36,026 RIGHT. 551 00:26:36,027 --> 00:26:37,928 I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M ABOUT TO ASK YOU A QUESTION THAT I HATE, 552 00:26:37,929 --> 00:26:40,598 BUT WHY DON'T YOU JUST TAKE A BREAK FROM WORK? 553 00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:42,099 JUST STAY AT HOME, 554 00:26:42,100 --> 00:26:44,435 LET THAT FABULOUS WIFE OF YOURS FEED YOU GRAPES. 555 00:26:44,436 --> 00:26:46,170 - THAT I CAN'T TASTE. - EXACTLY. 556 00:26:46,171 --> 00:26:49,573 NO. I WANTED TO BE A DOCTOR ALL MY LIFE. 557 00:26:49,574 --> 00:26:52,076 OH, SO YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO HELP PEOPLE PHYSICALLY 558 00:26:52,077 --> 00:26:53,243 WHILE ABUSING THEM VERBALLY? 559 00:26:53,244 --> 00:26:55,379 I'M NOT KNOWN FOR MY BEDSIDE MANNER. 560 00:26:55,380 --> 00:26:59,049 WELL, YOU'RE KNOWN FOR IT, ALL RIGHT. 561 00:26:59,050 --> 00:27:00,217 TRUTH BE TOLD, 562 00:27:00,218 --> 00:27:02,252 I LOVE MY JOB. 563 00:27:02,253 --> 00:27:04,421 I LIKE THE RESEARCH. - HMM. 564 00:27:04,422 --> 00:27:06,790 I FEEL LIKE I'M PART OF THE SOLUTION. 565 00:27:06,791 --> 00:27:10,795 PEOPLE LIVE, PEOPLE DIE, BUT I'M RIGHT IN THERE. 566 00:27:13,064 --> 00:27:15,833 NOW I'M REALLY IN THERE. 567 00:27:24,576 --> 00:27:26,043 I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE. 568 00:27:26,044 --> 00:27:27,378 OKAY. 569 00:27:27,379 --> 00:27:29,380 AND I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT A LEAVE OF ABSENCE. 570 00:27:29,381 --> 00:27:31,115 I'M QUITTING... 571 00:27:31,116 --> 00:27:33,217 PREFERABLY TODAY, UNLESS YOU NEED TWO WEEKS' NOTICE. 572 00:27:33,218 --> 00:27:35,386 NO. NO, THAT'S OKAY. 573 00:27:35,387 --> 00:27:39,423 WE CAN GET A SUB FOR YOU UNTIL WE FIND SOMEONE PERMANENT. 574 00:27:39,424 --> 00:27:41,625 GOOD. 575 00:27:41,626 --> 00:27:46,363 I'LL JUST GO GRAB MY THINGS. 576 00:27:46,364 --> 00:27:48,399 OH, I WAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD MAYBE GATHER 577 00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:49,900 ALL MY STUDENTS TOGETHER IN THE LIBRARY 578 00:27:49,901 --> 00:27:51,168 SO I COULD SAY A QUICK GOOD-BYE. 579 00:27:51,169 --> 00:27:53,203 OH, I'D RATHER WE NOT INTERRUPT THEM 580 00:27:53,204 --> 00:27:54,405 IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY. 581 00:27:54,406 --> 00:27:56,774 OH. THAT MAKES SENSE. 582 00:27:56,775 --> 00:27:58,008 WELL, MAYBE WE COULD ARRANGE SOMETHING 583 00:27:58,009 --> 00:27:59,510 FOR TOMORROW DURING HOMEROOM, THEN? 584 00:27:59,511 --> 00:28:03,080 WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO HOME AND FIGURE OUT YOUR NEW ROUTINE, 585 00:28:03,081 --> 00:28:08,085 AND WE'LL CIRCLE BACK ON THAT AT ANOTHER TIME? 586 00:28:08,086 --> 00:28:10,487 YOU DON'T WANT ME TO SAY GOOD-BYE? 587 00:28:10,488 --> 00:28:12,189 WELL, WE'LL THINK ABOUT IT. 588 00:28:12,190 --> 00:28:17,194 MR. BAILEY GOT A SCHOOL-WIDE ASSEMBLY WHEN HE LEFT. 589 00:28:17,195 --> 00:28:20,197 NONE OF HIS STUDENTS EVEN LIKED HIM, BUT HE-- 590 00:28:20,198 --> 00:28:21,465 HE GOT TO TELL THE STORY OF HIS LIFE 591 00:28:21,466 --> 00:28:23,901 AND PLAY THE BANJO, FOR GOD'S SAKE... 592 00:28:23,902 --> 00:28:26,070 FOR A LONG TIME. 593 00:28:26,071 --> 00:28:30,040 MR. BAILEY LEFT BECAUSE HE RETIRED. 594 00:28:30,041 --> 00:28:33,011 WE PLANNED FOR IT. 595 00:28:40,985 --> 00:28:42,687 CATHY! 596 00:28:47,959 --> 00:28:52,996 CATHY. 597 00:28:55,467 --> 00:28:57,267 CATHY. 598 00:28:57,268 --> 00:28:58,969 GOOD MOR--GOOD MORNING. GOOD MORNING, EVERYONE. 599 00:28:58,970 --> 00:29:02,773 THIS IS MRS. JAMISON, THE HISTORY TEACHER, 600 00:29:02,774 --> 00:29:06,510 AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY GOOD-BYE... 601 00:29:06,511 --> 00:29:07,978 TO MY PERSONAL STUDENTS 602 00:29:07,979 --> 00:29:11,048 AS WELL AS TO THE ENTIRE STUDENT BODY OF WEST HILL AT LARGE. 603 00:29:11,049 --> 00:29:15,552 UM, TODAY... 604 00:29:15,553 --> 00:29:17,488 TODAY IS THE DAY THAT I-- 605 00:29:17,489 --> 00:29:19,289 THAT I SAY GOOD-BYE TO TEACHING. 606 00:29:19,290 --> 00:29:21,792 MANY OF YOU MAY KNOW THAT-- 607 00:29:21,793 --> 00:29:24,795 THAT I HAVE CANCER, BUT THAT'S--THAT'S--THAT'S-- 608 00:29:24,796 --> 00:29:27,998 THAT'S NOT WHY I'M LEAVING. 609 00:29:27,999 --> 00:29:30,300 I THINK MUCH OF WHAT WE'RE REQUIRED TO TEACH YOU... 610 00:29:30,301 --> 00:29:32,302 IS JUST A BUNCH OF USELESS INFORMATION 611 00:29:32,303 --> 00:29:33,871 THAT YOU WILL NEVER USE AGAIN. 612 00:29:33,872 --> 00:29:35,072 BUT--BUT THAT'S NOT WHY I'M LEAVING. 613 00:29:35,073 --> 00:29:36,807 CATHY! 614 00:29:36,808 --> 00:29:40,310 I'M QUITTING MY JOB TODAY 615 00:29:40,311 --> 00:29:42,813 BECAUSE I RECENTLY HAD A CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE 616 00:29:42,814 --> 00:29:46,116 WHO REALLY LOVES THEIR JOB, 617 00:29:46,117 --> 00:29:50,087 AND I REALIZE I DON'T LOVE MINE. 618 00:29:50,088 --> 00:29:52,790 I NEVER EVEN REALLY WANTED TO BE A HIGH-SCHOOL TEACHER. 619 00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:56,059 IT'S--IT'S SOMETHING MY DAD PUSHED ME INTO 620 00:29:56,060 --> 00:29:57,995 BECAUSE HE THOUGHT IT WAS A LOW BAR I COULD CLEAR, 621 00:29:57,996 --> 00:30:01,265 BUT THE TRUTH IS IT'S A HIGH BAR, 622 00:30:01,266 --> 00:30:03,267 AND I AM FALLING SHORT. 623 00:30:03,268 --> 00:30:07,771 AND YOU MAY NEVER REMEMBER THE BATTLES I TOLD YOU ABOUT, 624 00:30:07,772 --> 00:30:10,073 THE FACTS, THE DATES, THE--THE WARS, 625 00:30:10,074 --> 00:30:12,376 BUT MAYBE BY MY QUITTING TODAY, 626 00:30:12,377 --> 00:30:15,546 YOU WILL REMEMBER TO BE YOUR BEST SELF. 627 00:30:15,547 --> 00:30:18,282 YOU FIND SOMETHING YOU LOVE DOING. 628 00:30:18,283 --> 00:30:20,784 YOU DO NOT TAKE THE EASY ROUTE LIKE MRS. STANLEY, 629 00:30:20,785 --> 00:30:23,587 WHO HAS TOLD ME COUNTLESS TIMES 630 00:30:23,588 --> 00:30:25,622 THAT SHE ONLY BECAME A TEACHER TO HAVE SUMMERS OFF. 631 00:30:27,525 --> 00:30:31,929 YOU KNOW, I'VE ALWAYS REALLY CARED ABOUT MY STUDENTS. 632 00:30:31,930 --> 00:30:34,765 I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS. 633 00:30:34,766 --> 00:30:37,634 BUT... 634 00:30:37,635 --> 00:30:40,804 I'M GOING HOME. 635 00:30:40,805 --> 00:30:43,974 I'M GONNA SPEND MORE TIME WITH THE YOUNG PERSON 636 00:30:43,975 --> 00:30:46,743 WHOSE ADORABLE CHEEKS I JUST--I WANT TO SQUEEZE 637 00:30:46,744 --> 00:30:49,179 EVERY TIME I SEE THEM-- MY SON. 638 00:30:50,215 --> 00:30:52,549 AND I'M GONNA GO DO THINGS I LOVE. 639 00:30:52,550 --> 00:30:53,984 I'M GONNA FINISH LEARNING 640 00:30:53,985 --> 00:30:55,652 HOW TO PLAY THE ENTERTAINER ON THE PIANO, 641 00:30:55,653 --> 00:30:58,388 WHICH I WAS DOING UNTIL MY DAD STOPPED PAYING FOR LESSONS 642 00:30:58,389 --> 00:31:00,224 BECAUSE HE DIDN'T LIKE TO HEAR ME PRACTICE. 643 00:31:00,225 --> 00:31:03,393 AND I'M GONNA EAT A LOT OF MY FAVORITE PIE 644 00:31:03,394 --> 00:31:06,096 FROM KOWALSKI'S... 645 00:31:06,097 --> 00:31:09,833 'CAUSE LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO HAVE WEIRD FOOD RULES. 646 00:31:09,834 --> 00:31:14,538 AND I'M GONNA FINALLY FINISH WRITING 647 00:31:14,539 --> 00:31:19,543 AN APPROPRIATE EPITAPH FOR A LOVELY DOG. 648 00:31:22,146 --> 00:31:24,248 SO... 649 00:31:24,249 --> 00:31:27,085 HERE I GO, TO DO MY THING. 650 00:31:29,287 --> 00:31:31,221 I THINK MY ANTIDEPRESSANTS JUST KICKED IN. 651 00:31:32,757 --> 00:31:37,294 MM-HMM. 652 00:31:40,999 --> 00:31:41,999 MOM. 653 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:43,500 HEY. - HEY. 654 00:31:43,501 --> 00:31:44,501 ARE YOU OKAY? 655 00:31:44,502 --> 00:31:46,570 I'M REALLY GREAT, ADAM. 656 00:31:46,571 --> 00:31:49,172 I MEAN, I-I HOPE I DIDN'T EMBARRASS YOU TOO BADLY, 657 00:31:49,173 --> 00:31:51,241 BUT I'M REALLY GREAT. 658 00:31:51,242 --> 00:31:53,076 YOU'D BETTER WATCH OUT. 659 00:31:53,077 --> 00:31:55,913 I'M GONNA THROW YOU THE COOLEST SWEET 16 PARTY EVER. 660 00:31:55,914 --> 00:31:57,915 JESUS, MOM, I DON'T WANT A PARTY. 661 00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,483 WELL, I WANT TO THROW YOU ONE. 662 00:31:59,484 --> 00:32:01,919 I HAVE CANCER, AND I'M DOING IT. 663 00:32:03,755 --> 00:32:05,088 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 664 00:32:05,089 --> 00:32:06,890 DID YOU SERIOUSLY JUST PLAY THE CANCER CARD? 665 00:32:06,891 --> 00:32:09,259 OH, IT'S BEEN PLAYED. 666 00:32:09,260 --> 00:32:11,762 GO. GET BACK TO CLASS. 667 00:32:11,763 --> 00:32:13,563 GO, GO. 668 00:32:13,564 --> 00:32:15,799 I GET TO QUIT. YOU DON'T. 669 00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:18,268 ♪ HOLD YOUR TONGUE, THE UNWILLING ♪ 670 00:32:18,269 --> 00:32:20,137 ♪ AND THE SAFE ♪ 671 00:32:20,138 --> 00:32:24,675 ♪ MAKE YOUR MARK IN YOUR OWN TINY WAY ♪ 672 00:32:24,676 --> 00:32:29,546 ♪ YOUR OWN MINIATURE FIREWORK DISPLAY FOR ONE ♪ 673 00:32:32,984 --> 00:32:37,988 ♪ FEAR OF FACING THE SHADOW ON THE SHORE ♪ 674 00:32:37,989 --> 00:32:42,426 ♪ TIED IN KNOTS AND HUNG UP ON THE BACK DOOR ♪ 675 00:32:42,427 --> 00:32:45,228 ♪ THE "BOY DONE GOOD," THOUGHTS OF VALOR ♪ 676 00:32:45,229 --> 00:32:47,130 ♪ AND THE ALL FOR ONE ♪ 677 00:32:50,234 --> 00:32:54,604 ♪ IT'S THE BEETLE IN THE BOX THAT SHAKES IN YOUR HANDS ♪ 678 00:32:54,605 --> 00:32:56,907 ♪ AND IT'S FORMED OUT OF FEELINGS ♪ 679 00:32:56,908 --> 00:32:59,509 ♪ THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND ♪ 680 00:32:59,510 --> 00:33:01,178 ♪ THEY'RE MAPPED IN THE GAPS ♪ 681 00:33:01,179 --> 00:33:04,181 ♪ AND THE SPACES BETWEEN ♪ 682 00:33:04,182 --> 00:33:06,049 ♪ THE WORRY OF BEARING ♪ 683 00:33:06,050 --> 00:33:08,752 ♪ THE GHOST... ♪ - HELLO. 684 00:33:08,753 --> 00:33:12,422 ♪ IN THE MACHINE ♪ 685 00:33:20,031 --> 00:33:24,668 ♪ I EAT YOUR WORDS, AND YOU MARK MY MISTAKES ♪ 686 00:33:24,669 --> 00:33:28,872 ♪ WE SET THE DICTIONARY UP TO FAIL ♪ 687 00:33:28,873 --> 00:33:31,875 ♪ THE WORK OF POETS IS A VAPOR ♪ 688 00:33:31,876 --> 00:33:34,311 ♪ WE EXHALE, IT'S GONE ♪ 689 00:33:37,849 --> 00:33:42,519 ♪ FLEETING FONDNESS IS A FLICKER IN YOUR FROWN ♪ 690 00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:46,223 ♪ SPILLING OUT IN ADJECTIVES AND NOUNS ♪ 691 00:33:46,224 --> 00:33:51,161 ♪ A MESS OF LETTERS ONCE IT'S CHEWED AND SWALLOWED DOWN ♪ 692 00:33:51,162 --> 00:33:52,896 ♪ ALL GONE ♪ 693 00:33:52,897 --> 00:33:54,898 YOU GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME. 694 00:33:59,637 --> 00:34:03,640 ♪ HOW DO YOU FEEL PAIN? ♪ 695 00:34:03,641 --> 00:34:06,843 GODDAMN PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT! "MADE IN CHINA" SHIT! 696 00:34:06,844 --> 00:34:08,912 FUCKING PIECE! 697 00:34:08,913 --> 00:34:13,917 ♪ HOW DO YOU HEAR SOUND? ♪ 698 00:34:13,918 --> 00:34:18,822 ♪ TAPPING ON THE WALLS ♪ 699 00:34:18,823 --> 00:34:26,863 ♪ I WISH I COULD FEEL IT ALL ♪ 700 00:34:30,068 --> 00:34:31,802 ♪ IT'S THE BEETLE IN THE BOX ♪ 701 00:34:31,803 --> 00:34:34,704 ♪ THAT SHAKES IN YOUR HANDS ♪ 702 00:34:34,705 --> 00:34:36,840 ♪ AND IT'S FORMED OUT OF FEELINGS ♪ 703 00:34:36,841 --> 00:34:41,845 ♪ THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND ♪ 704 00:34:41,846 --> 00:34:43,847 ♪ AND THE SPACES BETWEEN ♪ 705 00:34:43,848 --> 00:34:46,016 ♪ THE WORRY OF BEARING ♪ 706 00:34:46,017 --> 00:34:48,185 ♪ THE GHOST ♪ 707 00:34:48,186 --> 00:34:50,987 ♪ THE WORRY OF BEARING THE GHOST ♪ 708 00:35:01,299 --> 00:35:04,901 EXCUSE ME. HI. 709 00:35:04,902 --> 00:35:05,902 SO FUN. 710 00:35:05,903 --> 00:35:08,105 COULD I JUST...? 711 00:35:13,077 --> 00:35:14,978 WAS I BOTHERING YOU? 712 00:35:14,979 --> 00:35:17,214 PAUL'S JUST TRYING TO FINISH HIS NEXT CHAPTER 713 00:35:17,215 --> 00:35:18,782 BEFORE HE MEETS WITH HIS PUBLISHER. 714 00:35:18,783 --> 00:35:20,951 HE'S HAVING A TEENY BIT OF TROUBLE CONCENTRATING. 715 00:35:20,952 --> 00:35:22,619 THEY MOVED HIS MEETING AHEAD A COUPLE DAYS, 716 00:35:22,620 --> 00:35:24,354 SO IT'S PRETTY STRESSFUL. 717 00:35:24,355 --> 00:35:25,922 - MM-HMM. - OH. 718 00:35:25,923 --> 00:35:27,124 I WANTED TO ASK YOU 719 00:35:27,125 --> 00:35:28,558 IF YOU NEEDED HELP PLANNING ADAM'S PARTY. 720 00:35:28,559 --> 00:35:30,193 WHEN I WAS IN A SORORITY, 721 00:35:30,194 --> 00:35:32,129 THEY USED TO CALL ME THE PARTY QUEEN, 722 00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:33,797 BECAUSE NOT ONLY DO I LOVE GOING TO PARTIES, 723 00:35:33,798 --> 00:35:35,365 BUT I LOVE THROWING THEM. 724 00:35:35,366 --> 00:35:37,033 I'M GOOD. THANKS. 725 00:35:37,034 --> 00:35:39,903 OKAY, GREAT. 726 00:35:39,904 --> 00:35:44,241 WELL, IF YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND... 727 00:36:33,124 --> 00:36:34,891 LOOK, I TRIED TO GET YOU TO QUIT TEACHING 728 00:36:34,892 --> 00:36:37,060 BEFORE YOU EVEN STARTED TEACHING. 729 00:36:37,061 --> 00:36:39,429 REMEMBER WHEN I TRIED TO GET YOU TO BUY THAT LLAMA FARM WITH ME? 730 00:36:39,430 --> 00:36:43,700 MM, OH, IF I COULD JUST TURN BACK TIME, SEAN. 731 00:36:43,701 --> 00:36:45,702 HERE, LOOK, WHY DON'T WE DIVIDE UP 732 00:36:45,703 --> 00:36:48,338 SO I DON'T HAVE TO WALK 10 MILES AROUND HERE? 733 00:36:48,339 --> 00:36:51,107 WHY--WHY CAN'T WE JUST MAKE DECORATIONS OUT OF GARBAGE? 734 00:36:51,108 --> 00:36:54,311 NO. YOU GO. YOU GET THE GIANT COOKIE AND THE PIÑATA. 735 00:36:54,312 --> 00:36:56,513 I'LL--I'LL MEET YOU AT THE PARTY STORE? 736 00:36:56,514 --> 00:36:58,549 GIANT COOKIE. 737 00:37:02,253 --> 00:37:05,255 CAN I HELP YOU FIND SOMETHING? 738 00:37:05,256 --> 00:37:06,556 YEAH, UH... 739 00:37:06,557 --> 00:37:08,124 THE PARTY STORE? 740 00:37:08,125 --> 00:37:10,193 OH, IT'S ON THE SEVENTH FLOOR, TWO FLOORS UP. 741 00:37:10,194 --> 00:37:13,063 TAKE THE WEST ESCALATOR AND GO ACROSS THE SKY BRIDGE. 742 00:37:13,064 --> 00:37:14,998 THANK YOU. 743 00:37:14,999 --> 00:37:17,801 I'M SORRY. WHAT--WHICH ESCALATOR? 744 00:37:17,802 --> 00:37:20,937 THE WEST ESCALATOR. 745 00:37:20,938 --> 00:37:22,073 WEST... 746 00:37:26,277 --> 00:37:28,178 WHICH FLOOR? 747 00:37:28,179 --> 00:37:31,147 SEVEN, TWO FLOORS UP. 748 00:37:31,148 --> 00:37:32,215 RIGHT, SORRY. 749 00:37:32,216 --> 00:37:33,850 CHEMO BRAIN. 750 00:37:33,851 --> 00:37:36,219 OH, YOU'RE GOING THROUGH CHEMO? 751 00:37:36,220 --> 00:37:38,221 OH, YOU KNOW, WE HAVE A MOTORIZED SCOOTER 752 00:37:38,222 --> 00:37:39,556 IF YOU NEED IT, AND YOU CAN TAKE THE ELEVATORS. 753 00:37:39,557 --> 00:37:42,192 OH, THAT'S ALL RIGHT. THANK YOU. 754 00:37:42,193 --> 00:37:44,527 OH, THAT CHEMO IS SO TOUGH. 755 00:37:44,528 --> 00:37:46,863 MY MOTHER-IN-LAW HAD BREAST CANCER--IT CAME BACK TWICE. 756 00:37:46,864 --> 00:37:49,399 SHE WENT THROUGH CHEMO THREE DIFFERENT TIMES, 757 00:37:49,400 --> 00:37:50,900 BLESS HER HEART. 758 00:37:50,901 --> 00:37:53,336 THE THING ABOUT IT IS THAT WHILE IT'S KILLING THE CANCER, 759 00:37:53,337 --> 00:37:54,871 IT'S ALSO KILLING EVERYTHING ELSE. 760 00:37:54,872 --> 00:37:57,841 IT'S JUST SO SAD. - YEAH, WELL... 761 00:37:57,842 --> 00:37:59,175 AND THEN SHE ENDED UP DYING OF A HEART ATTACK, 762 00:37:59,176 --> 00:38:01,111 WHICH THEY SAID WAS MOST LIKELY CAUSED 763 00:38:01,112 --> 00:38:04,015 BY THE CHEMO WEAKENING HER HEART SO BAD. 764 00:38:06,717 --> 00:38:08,518 YOUR INSIDES ARE DYING TOO. 765 00:38:08,519 --> 00:38:10,420 EXCUSE ME? 766 00:38:10,421 --> 00:38:13,356 RIGHT NOW, EVERY DAY. 767 00:38:13,357 --> 00:38:15,959 THAT'S WHY OUR HAIR TURNS GRAY, 768 00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:17,460 WHY YOU NEED THOSE READING GLASSES 769 00:38:17,461 --> 00:38:18,762 YOU DIDN'T NEED WHEN YOU WERE YOUNGER. 770 00:38:18,763 --> 00:38:21,564 OUR--OUR--OUR BODIES, THEY SHUT DOWN 771 00:38:21,565 --> 00:38:25,169 A LITTLE BIT AT A TIME UNTIL WE ALL DIE. 772 00:38:27,004 --> 00:38:28,805 I WONDER HOW YOU'RE GONNA GO. 773 00:38:28,806 --> 00:38:30,373 YOU KNOW? 774 00:38:30,374 --> 00:38:33,977 IF IT'S NOT CANCER, WHICH IT COULD BE. 775 00:38:33,978 --> 00:38:35,879 I WONDER. 776 00:38:41,052 --> 00:38:42,552 WHAT FLOOR AGAIN? 777 00:38:42,553 --> 00:38:44,355 SEVEN. 778 00:39:03,374 --> 00:39:05,575 UGH! 779 00:39:05,576 --> 00:39:07,477 GOD, I FE--I FEEL LIKE I HAVE DEMENTIA. 780 00:39:07,478 --> 00:39:08,912 I ALWAYS USE THE SAME ONE. 781 00:39:08,913 --> 00:39:11,614 - WELL, IS IT YOUR BIRTHDAY? - DUH, NO. 782 00:39:11,615 --> 00:39:13,683 WELL, IS IT ADAM'S BIRTHDAY? 783 00:39:13,684 --> 00:39:15,151 IS IT ADAM'S MIDDLE NAME? - NO. 784 00:39:15,152 --> 00:39:16,486 WHAT IS ADAM'S MIDDLE NAME? 785 00:39:16,487 --> 00:39:18,188 - MARK. - WELL, IS IT "ADAM MARK"? 786 00:39:18,189 --> 00:39:19,689 NO. 787 00:39:19,690 --> 00:39:21,491 YOU KNOW, PASSWORDS ARE RIDICULOUS ANYWAY. 788 00:39:21,492 --> 00:39:23,693 I MEAN, THEY JUST GIVE YOU A FALSE SENSE OF SECURITY, 789 00:39:23,694 --> 00:39:25,995 BECAUSE BELIEVE ME, YOUR-- YOUR PERSONAL INFO 790 00:39:25,996 --> 00:39:28,198 IS NO MORE SECURE BECAUSE YOU PASSWORD-PROTECT 791 00:39:28,199 --> 00:39:29,699 WITH THE STREET YOU GREW UP ON-- 792 00:39:29,700 --> 00:39:31,368 IS IT THE STREET WE GREW UP ON? 793 00:39:31,369 --> 00:39:32,669 OKAY, SEAN, YOU'RE MAKING IT 794 00:39:32,670 --> 00:39:34,237 MORE DIFFICULT FOR ME TO CONCENTRATE. 795 00:39:34,238 --> 00:39:36,039 WHAT UP? 796 00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:37,507 YOUR MOTHER FORGOT HER PASSWORD. 797 00:39:37,508 --> 00:39:39,843 NO, I-I-I MADE THE INVITE FOR YOUR PARTY. 798 00:39:39,844 --> 00:39:43,413 I WANT TO SHOW IT TO YOU, BUT I-I CAN'T REMEMBER THE PASSWORD. 799 00:39:43,414 --> 00:39:46,850 IS IT SOMETHING, UH, QUIPPY, YOU KNOW, LIKE, "CANCER SUCKS"? 800 00:39:46,851 --> 00:39:48,284 SOMETHING LIKE THAT? 801 00:39:48,285 --> 00:39:50,086 SO, I-I INVITED ALL THE NAMES ON THE LIST THAT YOU GAVE ME, 802 00:39:50,087 --> 00:39:52,021 AND YOU'RE GONNA START HERE AT HOME 803 00:39:52,022 --> 00:39:54,157 WITH DARTS AND MOCKTAILS IN THE BACKYARD, 804 00:39:54,158 --> 00:39:57,093 AND THEN A LIMO IS GONNA TAKE YOU TO BOWLING AND PIZZA, 805 00:39:57,094 --> 00:39:59,562 AND THEN YOU'RE GONNA END UP WITH MIDNIGHT ICE SKATING. 806 00:39:59,563 --> 00:40:00,563 HUH? 807 00:40:00,564 --> 00:40:02,232 SOUND COOL? 808 00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:03,666 YEAH, REALLY FUN, MOM. 809 00:40:03,667 --> 00:40:07,103 YEAH, MAYBE IT'S, UH, IT'S "PARTY" OR "SWEET 16" 810 00:40:07,104 --> 00:40:08,471 OR "SWEET SUCKSTEEN." 811 00:40:08,472 --> 00:40:10,807 HA. ADAM, I'M SURPRISED YOU DIDN'T THINK OF THAT. 812 00:40:10,808 --> 00:40:12,942 HELLO. 813 00:40:12,943 --> 00:40:15,011 - GOOD EVENING. - OH, LYDIA! 814 00:40:15,012 --> 00:40:16,279 LYDIA, HI. COME ON IN. 815 00:40:16,280 --> 00:40:19,482 ADAM... 816 00:40:19,483 --> 00:40:22,118 YOU KNOW LYDIA HYE? - HI. 817 00:40:22,119 --> 00:40:23,953 HI, LYDIA HYE. 818 00:40:23,954 --> 00:40:25,622 LYDIA IS THE SMARTEST KID AT WEST HILL. 819 00:40:25,623 --> 00:40:27,657 SHE'S GRADUATING HIGH SCHOOL WITH-- 820 00:40:27,658 --> 00:40:29,192 WH--UH, WHAT IS IT? 821 00:40:29,193 --> 00:40:31,861 AN ASSOCIATE'S DEGREE FROM NORMANDALE COMMUNITY COLLEGE. 822 00:40:31,862 --> 00:40:33,797 I TAKE ONLINE COURSES FROM THERE. 823 00:40:33,798 --> 00:40:36,332 THAT'S HOW GOOD SHE IS. I MEAN, WHO THINKS OF THAT? 824 00:40:36,333 --> 00:40:39,469 SHE DID. LYDIA DID. YOU DID. 825 00:40:39,470 --> 00:40:41,137 SO LYDIA IS YOUR NEW TUTOR. 826 00:40:41,138 --> 00:40:42,906 FROM NOW UNTIL GRADUATION-- 827 00:40:42,907 --> 00:40:44,073 YOU ARE LYDIA'S BITCH. 828 00:40:44,074 --> 00:40:45,775 - SEAN. - NO, IT'S A COMPLIMENT TO HER, 829 00:40:45,776 --> 00:40:48,678 TO LYDIA, TO YOU. - THANK YOU. 830 00:40:48,679 --> 00:40:50,046 MOM, I DON'T NEED A TUTOR, OKAY? 831 00:40:50,047 --> 00:40:54,585 I'LL CATCH UP ON MY OWN. - EH, JUST--JUST TO BE SURE. 832 00:40:56,253 --> 00:40:57,454 FINE. 833 00:40:57,455 --> 00:40:59,856 I'LL TRY TO MAKE THIS A PAINLESS PROCESS. 834 00:40:59,857 --> 00:41:02,559 OKAY, SO WHY DON'T YOU START WITH CHEMISTRY 835 00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:04,260 IN THE LIVING ROOM? - STOP IT. 836 00:41:04,261 --> 00:41:05,762 AND, UH, WE'LL GET OUT OF HERE. 837 00:41:05,763 --> 00:41:07,297 I'LL GET MY BOOK. 838 00:41:07,298 --> 00:41:08,731 I MEAN, I AM GONNA FIGURE THIS OUT. 839 00:41:08,732 --> 00:41:10,800 I-I KNOW YOU. 840 00:41:53,277 --> 00:41:56,079 I MEAN, WHEN I ONLY SEE A NAME ON A TOMBSTONE 841 00:41:56,080 --> 00:41:58,715 IN A CEMETERY, I'M CURIOUS. - ABOUT WHAT? 842 00:41:58,716 --> 00:42:01,985 WELL, I JUST-- I WANT MORE... 843 00:42:01,986 --> 00:42:05,622 YOU KNOW, LIKE WHO THE PERSON WAS... 844 00:42:05,623 --> 00:42:07,524 YOU KNOW, HOW THEY DIED, 845 00:42:07,525 --> 00:42:11,461 SOMETHING FUNNY THEY MIGHT'VE DONE. 846 00:42:11,462 --> 00:42:14,030 I MEAN, WHAT THEY WOULD WANT SOMEONE LIKE ME, A PASSERBY, 847 00:42:14,031 --> 00:42:15,965 TO KNOW. 848 00:42:15,966 --> 00:42:18,167 LIKE THE MEANING OF THEIR LIFE? 849 00:42:18,168 --> 00:42:19,502 UH... 850 00:42:19,503 --> 00:42:23,673 MAYBE. I JUST... 851 00:42:23,674 --> 00:42:26,476 JUST WHY HAVE A MARKER AT ALL? 852 00:42:26,477 --> 00:42:27,710 I MEAN, WHAT'S THE POINT? 853 00:42:27,711 --> 00:42:29,846 WELL, I CAN SEE YOU'RE WRESTLING 854 00:42:29,847 --> 00:42:31,714 WITH SOME PRETTY BIG QUESTIONS. 855 00:42:31,715 --> 00:42:33,750 OKAY. 856 00:42:33,751 --> 00:42:36,452 HONESTLY, IF YOU'RE JUST GONNA QUOTE BACK TO ME 857 00:42:36,453 --> 00:42:38,688 SOME GENERIC OBSERVATIONAL PHRASES, 858 00:42:38,689 --> 00:42:41,024 I'M GONNA GET REAL BORED REAL FAST. 859 00:42:41,025 --> 00:42:43,526 ALL RIGHT. 860 00:42:43,527 --> 00:42:45,695 OKAY, THEN HOW ABOUT THIS... 861 00:42:45,696 --> 00:42:47,830 THE DOG'S BEEN DEAD A WEEK AND A HALF, 862 00:42:47,831 --> 00:42:50,366 AND IN MY PERSONAL, NOT PROFESSIONAL, OPINION, 863 00:42:50,367 --> 00:42:53,236 THE DOG DOESN'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS WHAT'S ON ITS TOMBSTONE. 864 00:42:53,237 --> 00:42:55,705 JUST PICK ANYTHING-- A BEATLES LYRIC-- 865 00:42:55,706 --> 00:42:58,742 AND STICK IT IN THE GROUND AND GET OVER IT. 866 00:43:08,252 --> 00:43:09,652 HEY, MOM. 867 00:43:09,653 --> 00:43:12,822 UH, DO YOU NEED ME TO DRIVE YOU ANYWHERE? 868 00:43:12,823 --> 00:43:14,324 OH, YOU GOT IT! 869 00:43:14,325 --> 00:43:16,559 HE GOT, LIKE, ALMOST A PERFECT SCORE. 870 00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:18,628 THAT IS GREAT! 871 00:43:18,629 --> 00:43:19,729 GOOD FOR YOU! 872 00:43:21,131 --> 00:43:23,099 YOU SEE THE LIMO? 873 00:43:23,100 --> 00:43:24,334 YEAH. 874 00:43:24,335 --> 00:43:27,737 UM, WHY IS THERE A BOUNCY CASTLE IN THE FRONT YARD? 875 00:43:27,738 --> 00:43:29,806 DO YOU LOVE IT? 876 00:43:29,807 --> 00:43:31,240 DO YOU HATE IT? CAN YOU LIVE WITH IT? 877 00:43:31,241 --> 00:43:33,509 WHAT'S--WHAT'S IT FOR? 878 00:43:33,510 --> 00:43:35,244 FOR THE PARTY. 879 00:43:35,245 --> 00:43:37,080 FOR--FOR JUST WHEN YOUR FRIENDS FIRST GET HERE. 880 00:43:37,081 --> 00:43:40,984 I MEAN, IT'S THE SAME ONE WE USED TO GET WHEN YOU WERE A KID. 881 00:43:40,985 --> 00:43:42,352 YOU ALWAYS LOVED A BOUNCY-- 882 00:43:42,353 --> 00:43:45,288 I COULD JUST--I COULD JUST PICTURE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS 883 00:43:45,289 --> 00:43:47,624 JUST BOUNCING AROUND IN THERE, 884 00:43:47,625 --> 00:43:49,025 JUST FOR FUN. 885 00:43:49,026 --> 00:43:52,395 YOU WANT TO TAKE A JUMP ALONE BEFORE EVERYBODY SHOWS UP? 886 00:43:52,396 --> 00:43:55,264 I MEAN, MAYBE A-- A NEW-LICENSE VICTORY JUMP? 887 00:43:55,265 --> 00:43:59,502 MOM, LOOK, I DON'T WANT TO OFFEND YOU, BUT... 888 00:43:59,503 --> 00:44:01,137 - NOT REALLY? - NOT REALLY. EXACTLY. 889 00:44:01,138 --> 00:44:03,172 NO OFFENSE, THOUGH. 890 00:44:03,173 --> 00:44:04,807 LOVE YOU. 891 00:44:04,808 --> 00:44:06,309 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BUDDY. - THANKS, DAD. 892 00:44:06,310 --> 00:44:09,312 - I'M SO PROUD OF YOU. - LOVE YOU. HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT. 893 00:44:09,313 --> 00:44:11,014 GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR PUBLISHER. - THANK YOU. 894 00:44:11,015 --> 00:44:12,348 SO YOUR TICKET IS ON TOP. 895 00:44:12,349 --> 00:44:13,850 THEY HAVE SOMEBODY WAITING FOR YOU AT THE AIRPORT. 896 00:44:13,851 --> 00:44:15,184 YOUR BOOK'S IN HERE, 897 00:44:15,185 --> 00:44:16,452 AND THEY ALREADY HAVE A COPY ON THEIR END. 898 00:44:16,453 --> 00:44:18,354 - WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU? - HEY, PAUL? 899 00:44:18,355 --> 00:44:19,656 I'LL GIVE YOU A BUCK 900 00:44:19,657 --> 00:44:22,225 IF YOU BOUNCE IN THE BOUNCY BEFORE YOU LEAVE. 901 00:44:22,226 --> 00:44:24,293 OH, NO TIME, HONEY. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? 902 00:44:24,294 --> 00:44:25,495 I'M REALLY GLAD YOU'RE NOT WORKING 903 00:44:25,496 --> 00:44:27,296 SO THAT YOU CAN REST, OKAY? 904 00:44:27,297 --> 00:44:29,165 OR PARTY FIRST, THEN REST LATER. 905 00:44:29,166 --> 00:44:32,235 BYE! - BYE. 906 00:44:32,236 --> 00:44:34,003 WELL, I'M GONNA GO STRAIGHTEN THINGS UP IN PAUL'S OFFICE, 907 00:44:34,004 --> 00:44:36,506 AND THEN I'M GONNA HEAD OUT TOO. 908 00:44:36,507 --> 00:44:38,841 - DID YOU NOTICE THE BOUNCY? - YEAH. 909 00:44:38,842 --> 00:44:40,443 I FELL OUT OF ONE OF THOSE WHEN I WAS A KID 910 00:44:40,444 --> 00:44:41,878 AND BROKE MY COLLARBONE. 911 00:44:41,879 --> 00:44:44,147 THEY SCARE ME. 912 00:44:44,148 --> 00:44:47,817 YOU KNOW, I WANTED TO ASK YOU SOMETHING. 913 00:44:47,818 --> 00:44:49,085 YES? 914 00:44:49,086 --> 00:44:51,187 WELL, THAT FOOD THAT I BRING HERE 915 00:44:51,188 --> 00:44:54,691 FOR MY LUNCH AND SNACKS AND THINGS... 916 00:44:54,692 --> 00:44:55,725 YES. 917 00:44:55,726 --> 00:44:57,894 WELL, I VE A GLUTEN INTOLERANCE, 918 00:44:57,895 --> 00:45:00,029 SO I HAVE TO BE REALLY CAREFUL ABOUT WHAT I EAT. 919 00:45:00,030 --> 00:45:03,099 SOUNDS VERY CHALLENGING. 920 00:45:03,100 --> 00:45:04,902 DID YOU EAT MY FOOD? 921 00:45:07,838 --> 00:45:08,805 I DID. 922 00:45:08,806 --> 00:45:10,807 I DIDN'T WANT TO. 923 00:45:10,808 --> 00:45:13,810 I WANTED TO EAT MY--MY FAVORITE CHERRY PIE FROM KOWALSKI'S, 924 00:45:13,811 --> 00:45:15,912 BUT SINCE MY TASTE BUDS DON'T WORK, 925 00:45:15,913 --> 00:45:20,083 IT JUST FELT LIKE GLUE WITH LUMPS IN IT. 926 00:45:20,084 --> 00:45:23,152 AND THEN I SAW YOUR PASTA WITH THE LITTLE CRUNCHY THINGS IN IT, 927 00:45:23,153 --> 00:45:26,723 AND I-I WANTED TO SEE WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE IN MY MOUTH, 928 00:45:26,724 --> 00:45:29,025 AND SO I-- 929 00:45:29,026 --> 00:45:33,229 I WOULDN'T SAY I ATE YOUR FOOD, SO MUCH AS I ATE YOUR TEXTURE. 930 00:45:33,230 --> 00:45:36,933 BUT, YES, I DID EAT IT. 931 00:45:36,934 --> 00:45:40,570 WELL, REFINED SUGARS ARE BAD FOR YOU ANYWAY. 932 00:45:40,571 --> 00:45:44,373 YOU KNOW, CONVINCING YOURSELF YOU HAVE A GLUTEN INTOLERANCE 933 00:45:44,374 --> 00:45:47,344 BECAUSE YOUR LIFE IS TOO PERFECT OTHERWISE IS WORSE. 934 00:45:54,985 --> 00:45:56,686 WHOO-HOO! 935 00:45:56,687 --> 00:45:58,621 WELL, ISN'T THAT SOMETHING? 936 00:45:58,622 --> 00:46:02,859 AH! 937 00:46:02,860 --> 00:46:05,294 THIS IS FUN! 938 00:46:05,295 --> 00:46:07,430 I-I-I LOVE THIS BIG WASTE OF PLASTIC! 939 00:46:07,431 --> 00:46:08,931 OH, THANK YOU, GOD! 940 00:46:08,932 --> 00:46:11,434 SOMEONE LIKES MY BOUNCY! 941 00:46:11,435 --> 00:46:13,269 HA! HA! 942 00:46:13,270 --> 00:46:15,204 HELP ME UP. 943 00:46:15,205 --> 00:46:17,573 WAIT, WAIT, ARE YOU SURE? 944 00:46:17,574 --> 00:46:19,976 YEAH. YEAH, YEAH. JUST-- JUST DON'T MAKE IT TOO ROUGH. 945 00:46:19,977 --> 00:46:22,646 ALL RIGHT. 946 00:46:25,415 --> 00:46:29,118 YOU READY? 947 00:46:29,119 --> 00:46:32,155 BOUNCE, BOUNCE, BOUNCE, BOUNCE. 948 00:46:32,156 --> 00:46:34,257 GOOD, HUH? 949 00:46:34,258 --> 00:46:36,726 THERE YOU GO, YOU GOT IT. 950 00:46:36,727 --> 00:46:38,928 WHOA! 951 00:46:38,929 --> 00:46:40,630 WHOO! 952 00:46:40,631 --> 00:46:43,266 AH! 953 00:46:43,267 --> 00:46:45,301 WHOO! 954 00:46:47,171 --> 00:46:51,474 ♪ HOLD ON, BEFORE SHE BREAKS YOUR HEART ♪ 955 00:46:51,475 --> 00:46:54,977 ♪ HOLD ON, LET'S GET BACK TO THE START ♪ 956 00:46:54,978 --> 00:46:58,147 ♪ HOLD ON, I'LL TELL YOU THE TRUTH ♪ 957 00:46:58,148 --> 00:46:59,816 ♪ YOU NEED ME, BABY ♪ 958 00:46:59,817 --> 00:47:01,918 ♪ JUST LIKE I NEED YOU ♪ 959 00:47:01,919 --> 00:47:04,520 ♪ HOLD ON, BEFORE SHE BREAKS YOUR HEART ♪ 960 00:47:04,521 --> 00:47:07,256 OH! 961 00:47:07,257 --> 00:47:09,358 AH! 962 00:47:09,359 --> 00:47:10,359 OH... - WHAT? 963 00:47:10,360 --> 00:47:11,794 WHAT--WHAT'S WRONG? 964 00:47:11,795 --> 00:47:14,964 AH, IT APPEARS... 965 00:47:14,965 --> 00:47:16,866 I'VE LOST CONTROL OF MY BOWELS. 966 00:47:16,867 --> 00:47:19,001 STOP. 967 00:47:19,002 --> 00:47:20,770 YOU SH--YOU SHITHEAD! 968 00:47:20,771 --> 00:47:22,538 OH, I'M THE SHITTY ONE? 969 00:47:22,539 --> 00:47:24,640 - LOOK, MOM, I'LL--I'LL HELP. - NO, ADAM. 970 00:47:24,641 --> 00:47:29,111 STAY RIGHT THERE. - I GOT IT! I GOT IT! 971 00:47:29,112 --> 00:47:30,947 I GOT THIS. 972 00:47:30,948 --> 00:47:33,850 - AH... - I GOT IT. I GOT IT. 973 00:47:33,851 --> 00:47:36,319 COME ON, LET US LADIES HAVE OUR PRIVATE TIME. COME ON. 974 00:47:36,320 --> 00:47:38,387 OH, GOD. 975 00:47:38,388 --> 00:47:40,724 CATHY, I'M--I'M SORRY. 976 00:47:50,467 --> 00:47:53,302 I'M SORRY, CATH. 977 00:47:53,303 --> 00:47:57,206 I JUST-- I KEEP SEEING ADAM'S FACE, 978 00:47:57,207 --> 00:47:59,175 JUST SO HORRIFIED. 979 00:47:59,176 --> 00:48:02,411 OH, HE'S FINE. HE WAS JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOU. 980 00:48:02,412 --> 00:48:04,447 AND NOW I'M CRYING. 981 00:48:04,448 --> 00:48:06,449 I CAN'T KEEP ANYTHING IN. 982 00:48:06,450 --> 00:48:09,218 - THEN LET IT OUT. - YOU KNOW... 983 00:48:09,219 --> 00:48:11,721 SEAN HAS BEEN GREAT, BUT THERE ARE TIMES I JUST-- 984 00:48:11,722 --> 00:48:13,489 I JUST WANT TO PUNCH HIM IN HIS LAUGH HOLE. 985 00:48:13,490 --> 00:48:17,059 THANK GOD YOU SHOWED UP. 986 00:48:17,060 --> 00:48:21,163 OH, I JUST REMEMBERED A FEW MORE THINGS I LEFT HERE-- 987 00:48:21,164 --> 00:48:24,201 A COUPLE BOOKS AND A PAIR OF SHOES. 988 00:48:26,203 --> 00:48:30,207 I'M--I DIDN'T MEAN TO BE MEAN TO YOU THE OTHER DAY. 989 00:48:33,076 --> 00:48:34,877 MM, TELL ME ABOUT COLLEGE LIFE. 990 00:48:34,878 --> 00:48:36,980 IS IT AMAZING? 991 00:48:41,652 --> 00:48:44,220 CAN I JUST BE HONEST WITH YOU? 992 00:48:44,221 --> 00:48:46,555 OH, ANDREA. WE-- 993 00:48:46,556 --> 00:48:50,327 WE ARE EMBARRASSINGLY CLOSE AT THIS POINT. 994 00:48:53,463 --> 00:48:55,865 I'M JUST NOT FEELING IT YET. 995 00:48:55,866 --> 00:48:58,801 I HATE LIVING IN THE DORMS, AND... 996 00:48:58,802 --> 00:49:01,337 MY ROOMMATE SMOKES IN OUR ROOM. 997 00:49:01,338 --> 00:49:03,105 I'M PRETTY SURE SHE'S A SEX ADDICT, 998 00:49:03,106 --> 00:49:04,874 AND SHE ACCUSED ME OF STEALING. 999 00:49:04,875 --> 00:49:06,275 ARE YOU KIDDING ME? 1000 00:49:06,276 --> 00:49:11,280 SO YOU WERE JUST LYING WHEN YOU SAID HOW GREAT IT WAS? 1001 00:49:11,281 --> 00:49:14,785 I JUST DIDN'T WANT YOU TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME. 1002 00:49:18,288 --> 00:49:19,755 DO YOU WANT TO MOVE BACK HERE? 1003 00:49:19,756 --> 00:49:23,326 I MEAN, IT'S--IT'S NOT A LONG COMMUTE, BUT IT-- 1004 00:49:23,327 --> 00:49:25,394 IT WOULD INVOLVE BEING AROUND A DISGUSTING SICK PERSON 1005 00:49:25,395 --> 00:49:26,762 AND A LOT OF DRUGS. 1006 00:49:26,763 --> 00:49:28,264 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 1007 00:49:28,265 --> 00:49:30,666 THE DORMS ARE FILLED WITH DISGUSTING SICK PEOPLE 1008 00:49:30,667 --> 00:49:32,168 AND A LOT OF DRUGS. 1009 00:49:32,169 --> 00:49:34,103 BUT I DON'T WANT THAT SLUT BITCH ROOMMATE OF MINE 1010 00:49:34,104 --> 00:49:36,505 TO THINK THAT SHE RAN ME OUT. 1011 00:49:36,506 --> 00:49:40,010 YOU COULD STEAL SOMETHING ON THE WAY OUT. 1012 00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:46,048 THANK YOU. 1013 00:49:46,049 --> 00:49:48,818 THANK YOU. 1014 00:49:48,819 --> 00:49:49,986 - HEY. - AAH! 1015 00:49:49,987 --> 00:49:52,054 - HOW ARE YOU FEELING? - TOP OF THE WORLD. 1016 00:49:52,055 --> 00:49:53,456 YOU READY? 1017 00:49:53,457 --> 00:49:56,325 YOUR FRIENDS ARE GOING TO START SHOWING UP SOON. 1018 00:49:56,326 --> 00:49:57,561 I CANCELED THE PARTY. 1019 00:50:00,364 --> 00:50:02,264 YOU DID? 1020 00:50:02,265 --> 00:50:04,667 JUST NOW? 1021 00:50:04,668 --> 00:50:06,602 DID YOU CALL EVERYONE? 1022 00:50:06,603 --> 00:50:09,740 NO, I ONLY HAD TO SEND, LIKE, ONE TEXT. 1023 00:50:19,082 --> 00:50:22,284 LOOK, MOM, I'M FINE, OKAY? I'M NOT MAD OR ANYTHING. 1024 00:50:22,285 --> 00:50:25,688 I JUST--I WOULDN'T FEEL RIGHT CELEBRATING WITH YOU BEING SICK. 1025 00:50:25,689 --> 00:50:28,624 IT'S FINE. 1026 00:50:28,625 --> 00:50:31,994 ME BEING SICK IS JUST KIND OF HOW IT IS, 1027 00:50:31,995 --> 00:50:35,798 'CAUSE NOT ONLY AM I SICK, 1028 00:50:35,799 --> 00:50:37,733 BUT WHAT'S MAKING ME LESS SICK IS MAKING ME MORE SICK. 1029 00:50:37,734 --> 00:50:39,468 SO LET'S JUST FACE IT-- 1030 00:50:39,469 --> 00:50:43,239 WE'RE CAUGHT UP IN A SICK RIDDLE OF SORTS. 1031 00:50:43,240 --> 00:50:45,474 OKAY, WELL, MAYBE YOU DON'T NEED TO WORRY ABOUT ME AS MUCH. 1032 00:50:45,475 --> 00:50:47,411 MOM, I'M FINE. 1033 00:50:49,780 --> 00:50:51,847 I CAN SEE WHERE THAT WOULD BE KIND OF A PAIN, 1034 00:50:51,848 --> 00:50:54,350 BUT... 1035 00:50:54,351 --> 00:50:56,586 IT'S ALL I WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW. 1036 00:50:58,855 --> 00:51:01,657 I LOVE CELEBRATING YOU. 1037 00:51:01,658 --> 00:51:03,692 I LOVE--NO. 1038 00:51:03,693 --> 00:51:07,029 I LOVE WATCHING YOUR FACE WHEN YOU SMILE... 1039 00:51:07,030 --> 00:51:09,533 WHEN YOU GET SURPRISED. 1040 00:51:15,839 --> 00:51:17,907 WILL YOU GO WITH ME SOMEWHERE? 1041 00:51:17,908 --> 00:51:19,175 HMM? 1042 00:51:19,176 --> 00:51:21,278 NOT THE BOUNCY. 1043 00:51:39,863 --> 00:51:43,300 THIS IS FOR WHEN YOU TURN 25. 1044 00:51:49,072 --> 00:51:52,241 SKITTLES? 1045 00:51:52,242 --> 00:51:54,844 I FIGURED YOUR FAVORITE CANDY WOULD STILL BE THE SAME. 1046 00:51:54,845 --> 00:51:56,812 AT LEAST I WANTED YOU TO REMEMBER 1047 00:51:56,813 --> 00:51:58,681 THAT I KNEW WHAT IT WAS ONCE. 1048 00:51:58,682 --> 00:52:00,783 AND BESIDES, I FIGURED THEY'D-- THEY'D STILL BE FRESH 1049 00:52:00,784 --> 00:52:02,384 SINCE THEY'RE NOT REALLY FOOD. 1050 00:52:02,385 --> 00:52:04,821 BUT THEY'RE GOOD. 1051 00:52:08,125 --> 00:52:10,359 OH, SWEET. - MM-HMM. 1052 00:52:10,360 --> 00:52:12,628 EVERY MAN NEEDS A NICE WALLET. 1053 00:52:12,629 --> 00:52:13,729 WELL, NO I HAVE ONE. 1054 00:52:13,730 --> 00:52:17,133 THANK YOU. 1055 00:52:17,134 --> 00:52:19,335 OH, MY GOD, I LOVE $2 BILLS. 1056 00:52:19,336 --> 00:52:20,803 - YEAH, I KNOW. - YES. 1057 00:52:22,139 --> 00:52:25,474 OH. - THANK YOU. 1058 00:52:25,475 --> 00:52:29,179 NOW, THIS IS FOR WHEN YOU TURN 28. 1059 00:52:35,018 --> 00:52:37,286 "THE AMAZING BOOK OF AMAZING BIRDS"? 1060 00:52:37,287 --> 00:52:39,288 I THOUGHT AS YOU APPROACHED 30, 1061 00:52:39,289 --> 00:52:41,223 YOU MIGHT GET INTO BIRD-WATCHING. 1062 00:52:41,224 --> 00:52:43,459 YEAH. YEAH, MAYBE, MAYBE. 1063 00:52:43,460 --> 00:52:45,761 BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS POINT THEM OUT WHEN WE'RE OUTSIDE. 1064 00:52:45,762 --> 00:52:48,264 I MEAN, UP SO HIGH, I WOULD NEVER NOTICE, 1065 00:52:48,265 --> 00:52:49,999 BUT... 1066 00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:51,934 YOU ALWAYS LOOK UP. 1067 00:52:51,935 --> 00:52:53,802 I ALWAYS LOOK WHERE MY FEET ARE HEADING, 1068 00:52:53,803 --> 00:52:56,740 BUT YOU ALWAYS LOOK UP. 1069 00:53:00,744 --> 00:53:03,380 THANK YOU. 1070 00:53:05,315 --> 00:53:07,116 "HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY. 1071 00:53:07,117 --> 00:53:10,820 HOPE THESE ARE LEGAL BY THE TIME YOU OPEN THEM"? 1072 00:53:18,495 --> 00:53:20,563 YES! 1073 00:53:22,933 --> 00:53:25,534 - UH-HUH. - OH. 1074 00:53:25,535 --> 00:53:26,802 - YEAH. - FIREWORKS? 1075 00:53:26,803 --> 00:53:28,771 THAT'S AWESOME. 1076 00:53:28,772 --> 00:53:31,373 UNFORTUNATELY, THEY'RE STILL NOT LEGAL. 1077 00:53:33,143 --> 00:53:34,643 SO COOL. 1078 00:53:34,644 --> 00:53:35,945 BEAUTIFUL. 1079 00:53:37,714 --> 00:53:40,983 THIS IS THE BEST YOUR BIRTHDAY I'VE EVER HAD. 1080 00:53:40,984 --> 00:53:43,285 ME TOO. 1081 00:53:43,286 --> 00:53:44,320 REALLY? 1082 00:53:44,321 --> 00:53:46,488 YEAH. YEAH, I GOT MY LICENSE. 1083 00:53:46,489 --> 00:53:50,292 HAR HAR HAR. 1084 00:53:50,293 --> 00:53:52,828 ALWAYS KEEP YOUR SENSE OF HUMOR. 1085 00:53:52,829 --> 00:53:55,030 AH... 1086 00:53:55,031 --> 00:53:56,432 I HOPE I CAN KEEP FEELING 1087 00:53:56,433 --> 00:53:59,168 AS GOOD AS I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW. 1088 00:53:59,169 --> 00:54:01,304 MAYBE YOU WILL. 1089 00:54:06,610 --> 00:54:09,645 I QUIT MY JOB, 1090 00:54:09,646 --> 00:54:12,982 AND I HAD SUCH VISIONS OF JUST LIVING MY LIFE, 1091 00:54:12,983 --> 00:54:17,620 OF SPENDING MORE TIME WITH YOU. 1092 00:54:17,621 --> 00:54:22,124 BUT I-I FEEL SO BAD AND SO TIRED ALL THE TIME 1093 00:54:22,125 --> 00:54:24,793 THAT... 1094 00:54:24,794 --> 00:54:25,961 I ACTUALLY GOT ANNOYED 1095 00:54:25,962 --> 00:54:28,664 WHEN I HEARD YOU COME HOME FROM SCHOOL. 1096 00:54:28,665 --> 00:54:31,467 AND I FEEL SO GUILTY ABOUT THAT. 1097 00:54:31,468 --> 00:54:34,069 AND THEN I-I WAS SO EXCITED TO JUST-- 1098 00:54:34,070 --> 00:54:36,038 TO JUST THROW YOU THIS GREAT PARTY, 1099 00:54:36,039 --> 00:54:39,843 BUT THEN I LITERALLY-- I SHAT ALL OVER IT. 1100 00:54:45,181 --> 00:54:48,351 YOU KNOW THE CHEMO, UM... 1101 00:54:51,688 --> 00:54:55,624 IT'S NOT A CURE. 1102 00:54:55,625 --> 00:54:57,059 MAYBE, THOUGH, RIGHT? 1103 00:54:57,060 --> 00:54:59,828 NO. 1104 00:54:59,829 --> 00:55:02,097 NO. 1105 00:55:02,098 --> 00:55:05,301 DEFINITELY NOT. 1106 00:55:05,302 --> 00:55:09,104 IT'S--IT'S JUST GIVING ME MORE TIME. 1107 00:55:09,105 --> 00:55:12,074 WE DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH. 1108 00:55:12,075 --> 00:55:14,276 I WAS HOPING TO MAKE IT TO YOUR GRADUATION, 1109 00:55:14,277 --> 00:55:16,445 BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE THERE 1110 00:55:16,446 --> 00:55:19,281 FEELING THE WAY THAT I'VE BEEN FEELING. 1111 00:55:19,282 --> 00:55:24,019 I DON'T WANT TO BE A SHITTING, EXHAUSTED, 1112 00:55:24,020 --> 00:55:26,021 FORGETTING VERSION OF MYSELF 1113 00:55:26,022 --> 00:55:27,423 AND KNOW THAT I CHOSE THAT. 1114 00:55:27,424 --> 00:55:29,558 I JUST-- 1115 00:55:29,559 --> 00:55:32,961 I JUST WANT TO... 1116 00:55:32,962 --> 00:55:35,397 FEEL LIKE ME 1117 00:55:35,398 --> 00:55:39,301 FOR AS LONG AS I CAN. 1118 00:55:39,302 --> 00:55:43,138 SO... 1119 00:55:43,139 --> 00:55:46,276 I THINK I NEED TO QUIT CHEMO. 1120 00:55:48,445 --> 00:55:52,315 WOULD THAT BE ALL RIGHT WITH YOU? 1121 00:56:01,524 --> 00:56:05,160 THANK YOU. 1122 00:56:05,161 --> 00:56:09,698 I COULD STILL MAKE IT TO YOUR GRADUATION, YOU KNOW? 1123 00:56:09,699 --> 00:56:12,534 YOU KNOW, WE'RE STILL HOPING FOR A NEW CLINICAL TRIAL. 1124 00:56:12,535 --> 00:56:14,670 AND DR. SHERMAN COULD CALL ME TOMORROW 1125 00:56:14,671 --> 00:56:17,373 AND SAY THEY FOUND A CURE. 1126 00:56:17,374 --> 00:56:19,541 ♪ MY LITTLE SPARROW ♪ 1127 00:56:19,542 --> 00:56:22,511 ♪ THERE IS HOPE FOR YOU ♪ 1128 00:56:24,881 --> 00:56:28,818 - LAST ONE. - ♪ YOUR LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN ♪ 1129 00:56:30,820 --> 00:56:33,088 ♪ I COULD NOT DO ♪ 1130 00:56:33,089 --> 00:56:37,593 ♪ WHAT I WANTED TO ♪ 1131 00:56:37,594 --> 00:56:40,462 ♪ BUT I FEAR MY TIME ♪ 1132 00:56:40,463 --> 00:56:44,666 ♪ IS ALMOST DONE ♪ 1133 00:56:44,667 --> 00:56:47,336 ♪ WAYWARD WEEPING VOICES ♪ 1134 00:56:47,337 --> 00:56:50,706 ♪ THAT YOU WILL HEAR ♪ 1135 00:56:50,707 --> 00:56:52,474 AH, THAT IS AWESOME. 1136 00:56:52,475 --> 00:56:56,311 ♪ EACH WITH THEIR OWN STORY TO TELL ♪ 1137 00:56:56,312 --> 00:56:59,415 YES! 1138 00:56:59,416 --> 00:57:01,817 ♪ YOU HAVE THE CHOICE ♪ 1139 00:57:01,818 --> 00:57:04,820 ♪ TO BEND YOUR EAR ♪ - ALWAYS LOOKING UP. 1140 00:57:04,821 --> 00:57:10,526 ♪ AND TREAT YOUR FELLOW HUMANS WELL ♪ 1141 00:57:10,527 --> 00:57:12,161 ♪ OH ♪ 1142 00:57:12,162 --> 00:57:13,762 ♪ SO GOOD-BYE ♪ 1143 00:57:13,763 --> 00:57:19,034 ♪ MY LITTLE SPARROW ♪ 1144 00:57:19,035 --> 00:57:24,006 ♪ IT'S TIME THAT I MUST GO ♪ 1145 00:57:24,007 --> 00:57:26,642 ♪ MM ♪ - WHAT DO YOU THINK? 1146 00:57:26,643 --> 00:57:28,510 CAN'T ARGUE WITH THAT. 1147 00:57:28,511 --> 00:57:33,816 ♪ STRAIGHT AND NARROW ♪ 1148 00:57:33,817 --> 00:57:37,219 ♪ THERE'S SOMETHING YOU MUST KNOW ♪ 1149 00:57:37,220 --> 00:57:39,288 ♪ LISTEN TO ME NOW ♪ 1150 00:57:39,289 --> 00:57:42,458 ♪ YOU WILL OVERCOME ♪ 1151 00:57:42,459 --> 00:57:46,195 ♪ I PROMISE YOU ♪ 1152 00:57:46,196 --> 00:57:48,096 ♪ AND BE WHATEVER IT IS ♪ 1153 00:57:48,097 --> 00:57:52,134 ♪ THAT YOU WANT TO BE ♪ 1154 00:57:52,135 --> 00:57:55,904 ♪ OH, THERE IS HOPE FOR YOU ♪ 1155 00:57:55,905 --> 00:57:59,408 ♪ OH, THERE'S HOPE FOR YOU ♪ 1156 00:57:59,409 --> 00:58:03,111 ♪ BUT IT'S MUCH TOO LATE ♪ 1157 00:58:03,112 --> 00:58:07,382 ♪ FOR ME ♪ 82382

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