All language subtitles for The Real Housewives of Atlanta – S12E02

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You gonna call daddy?

I envisioned when Brooklyn would be born
that Mark and I would be spending the

majority of time under one roof.

All circuits are busy.

Please try your call again later.

I swear.

But some things are not exactly like you
thought it would be.

No.

Don't cry.

Dennis has moved out. He was unfaithful
to me while I was carrying our child.

Have you seen all this stuff in the
press about Dennis? I saw something

drugs and girl bestiality.

I'm supposedly a mistress to Portia's
fiance.

I've never met him.

I bet you're going to bring in LaVoy.

I was scared, you know, these little
group events sometimes can get crazy.

is actually her first time really being
around Phoenix. You want to make sure

the energy's right.

I was gone with the wind, but now I'm
back and twice as fabulous.

I'm living my dream, not above my means.

This Phoenix has risen, and I'm saying,
bye, Ashes.

The only time that I look back.

is to see how far I've come.

Don't check for me unless you gotta
check for me.

I'm on a spiritual journey and still
traveling first class.

Hey, hey.

Hello.

Hey. Rockstar.

How do you tour so much? Oh, my gosh.
I'm done with touring. Like, I need to

home and figure my life out.

I need to get some more stuff done
before the baby get here, you know? Are

doing a room for the baby?

That's what I got to figure out.

Well, the way it's looking, the baby
going to be in our room.

I don't know. I like my baby being right
up under me.

We're very honey. That bond is forever.
But, you know, when she left, I got, you

know, very much used to it. I was like,
okay.

Wait a minute.

Have you talked to Portia?

She should be on time. She put a text to
me.

Yeah, I wanted to get everybody
together.

So we could talk about necessarily
paying a visit, but we didn't get to

because Kenya twerked her happy ass over
there and told her before we could tell

her. You saw the way the portion looked
at me?

I know!

We were at, um... Where y 'all at?

O .L .G.

First of all, it's the scene. That's why
I was mad to see me happy in that O .L

.G.

I think it's kind of crazy that Kenya
took it upon herself to tell Portia

information that she wasn't even there
to get firsthand.

Portia, I gave her some information. I
just want to make sure it's right.

Let me just tell you. She didn't even
get a good, like, ear on what the

conversation was.

I can't get my hair braided.

Eva, Cynthia, and I agreed that we were
going to share with Portia about.

sincerely, together.

I didn't want that to stop the progress
that we've been making as far as leaving

the drama behind.

You back at work?

I'm not ready.

I told you you need to take your tail
back to work, child. I know, I know. But

then last night, I cried.

Why? Because it's, like, hit me. Like,
okay, they're going to have to leave her

every day.

Think about it. I've been at home every
day, all day.

Well, take your time, babe.

All right, what can I get you right now?

Uh -uh.

You like chicken wings, don't you? Y
'all like chicken wings? Y 'all get some

Henny? What we doing? Let me do a
Hennessy and Coke. I'm out with my

that's right. You ain't breastfeeding
them. No.

Just bringing them home. Okay.

How long did it last?

Three weeks.

Oh, that ain't bad.

But look, even three weeks of
breastfeeding, this nipple over here,

up here. And then one of them was
looking like this. I said, oh, hell no.

them things set up evenly.

Oh, no.

It happens. I may get them redone. She's
beautiful, by the way. If I don't have

another child, I'm going to get them
redone.

don't have another child.

Because I don't know. I'm not having a
child by two different daddies. That's

what I'm not going to do.

So how come y 'all waited to tell me
about this news about this girl?

I recognize that it looks crazy for her
to show up at OLG.

I just didn't want it to be like, oh,
once again, here come Candy with the tea

about Dennis.

I mean, to be honest with you, I was out
of town, I guess, when that blog came

out. So I didn't even see that. So when
she came and sat down and started

talking, I was like, what is she talking
about? You didn't tell me the news.

Yeah, she told me.

Not like real tea. Now, you know, we
ain't trying to be invasive, child. But

what the hell is going on, Portia? And
do you really feel like you guys can't

work it out?

I really don't know. Like, I'm actually
really heartbroken that this whole thing

that fell apart like this. Like, I
thought we were fine.

Okay, I don't want to be real nosy, but
is it just cheating?

Because a lot of people get past the
cheat. Yeah, a lot of people do get past

the cheat. They do. But to me...

how I trust you. So if I trust you to a
certain level, and I feel like you have

broken my trust, and I feel like you
have basically been disloyal to the

to the relationship. Wait a minute.
Don't you guys live together?

Yeah. Okay, so how does that work?

It's not there right now.

Okay.

Is it what the blog said?

I mean, you would hope those things
aren't true, but I mean, give me

So, you guys, of course,

him to pick up the baby. Right. We've
been texting. So that's sprinkled in

between arguments. That's sprinkled in
between me telling him how I feel.

sprinkled in. And so I didn't like that.
So I was like, let's schedule stuff for

PJ over here and just text messages over
here because I'm pretty much ignore

those. And just co -parent. At the end
of the day, I'm never going to get in

between his relationship with PJ. That's
right. I want PJ to have her father and

her life. I want them to have a healthy
relationship.

If I have to sacrifice my comfort level
for them to have a relationship, then

that's what I got to do. I said, if he
give me the ring back and we get back

together. Wait a minute, you get the
ring back? No, he asked for it back.

Hold on now.

Hold this. Hold the hell on it. Oh,
Tyler.

I didn't think it was going to ask. Who
does that?

Let me get this straight. So there's all
these rumors of cheating and drugs and

animals, and Dennis gets to take the
ring back.

You ain't looking quite like yourself.

No. I'm like, what the hell's going on?
I know, bitch. It's just so much.

You've been coming around with flat
clothes. I know. Look at these shoes.

wins. We've all been there. I've been
there myself.

But things didn't work out with my first
child's father.

I just don't want her to let that take
over and stay there.

You got to remember who the you are. I'm
trying to get back to me.

Look, it ain't always been like this,
Portia. We've been through a lot. But at

the end of the day, any bullshit out
here?

I'm going to tell you what it is now.
Yeah.

And I would appreciate the same.

Okay? Oh, well, I ain't heard nothing
about your meeting. Well, praise God.

Well, I'm glad y 'all brought me in.

It was good.

I really needed this. I feel like
spilling all my guts. I

don't know if it's too much, but I
needed to talk to them.

I'll tell you one thing. I'm excited
about this break next week.

Yeah, that's going to be good.

I'd be happy for LaPortia to come back.

I think she's ready to come back,
though. I saw her the other day. You

what? I enjoy Dish. I've been doing Dish
for quite some time since LaPortia's on

maternity leave, so I'm filling in for
her.

Now, Portia's leave is an extended
leave, so I've been here quite some

You know who we're in today?

Crackout, Kenny Burns' aunt.

Oh, yeah. I like Kenny. Mm -hmm. He a
whole fool.

I've seen him before. All right.

Well, who does that?

Mother. Momma.

Hello, gorgeous.

Getting this face beat, honey.

Trying to come back to life.

Yeah,

I'm at dish right now. I just finished
radio.

Came down to get my makeup done.

Honey, everybody is happy for her
return.

I think I'm quite about the happiest.

I know. Going to work is literally the
best thing she could do. I mean, it gets

her mind off of what everyone has to say
and all the drama, and she's going to

check. Come on.

Listen,

y 'all look adorable.

It was good to see everybody. You know,
I'm over here still tiptoeing.

I just thought it was a little odd that
Eva didn't bring her kids because she

knows about King's energy. I've never
been negative to that girl my whole

Oh, girl.

These ladies need to get a hobby, bitch,
or have another kid. Believe me out

they mouth.

Uh -uh.

Come on, hobby. I can't. We went through
this last year.

Everyone had something to say. And you
had to gather them like a ponytail.

And then we're back here again.

Like, let it go.

There's not enough edges in this group
to keep gathering these ponytails.

I am not here for this.

With these little nappy heads this year,
I'm telling you, I will get all this

South Central out on that ass.

You ain't got to go South Central. Just
a good old Tokyo read like you gave

Marlo. Oh, I got to re -glue a wig.

Y 'all pick up. Y 'all got to re -glue
and tack it back down. Leave me alone.

No, darling.

The roster got fried, man.

Put some air control.

You're going to New York City Pride in a
couple of weeks, too, right?

Yeah. Do you have your address? Yeah.

Definitely down.

All right, boo. All right, I'll talk to
you later. Have a good show. Okay,

thanks, honey.

I love you sometimes, too.

Coming up next.

To be disrespected at the most sacred
time in your life is like, I'm not going

to sit up here and take that because I
don't deserve this.

Let's see if we can get Daddy on the
phone.

Yeah. Or you want to get in your car
first?

You want to get in your car?

Let's see if we can get Daddy on the
phone.

Hi.

Say hi, Daddy.

I knew you were going to say something
about her hair.

I don't put gel in her hair. You know I
don't put anything artificial in her

hair. She messes it up and that's when
it starts to fluff up.

She doesn't look like a boy.

I have to take her out of her car. Hold
on one second.

Twirl keeps licking her in her face.

But it's her dog. She loves him.

Mark has two kids from a past
relationship.

And when it comes to the baby, I was
just very surprised that it just almost

like you don't know anything.

I've had two kids before.

What do you know about kids?

Hold on one second. Watch this. Off
twirl. Don't make Daddy wait. Okay, here

go. Come on, baby.

Come to Daddy, baby. Come to Daddy.

There you go. Look, look, look.

Yeah, all right.

Yeah.

Oh,

my God. Swimming.

She's a rock star.

She's advanced.

She's more advanced in that class than
anybody else.

Sometimes I don't feel like he sees how
his ways can make me feel like I cannot

thrive as a parent or a wife. Sometimes
it's hard just, you know, picking my

battle. It can be exhausting sometimes.

When are we going to see you next?

Okay.

Okay, we'll see you later, Daddy.

Okay, bye.

I was having a little bit of, like,
anxiety at school, and the second I got

home, it all went away.

Well, that's the whole reason why you go
away, to find yourself and to live by

yourself. I mean, yes, and you're 100 %
right.

So have you missed me at college?

Well, it's only been a year. Because you
seem like you've been just fine, you

and Mike. Girl, Buddha. I mean, I missed
you, but you left and Mike came.

Well.

Oh, Lord Jesus.

I'm really happy and kind of scared at
the same time because I didn't know I

could feel like this again.

I never really got to see you and my dad
when you guys were in love. You know

what I'm saying? So the only example I
would have would be you and Peter. I

remember when I was younger and I asked
you if you had low self -esteem.

What? I don't know anybody with high
self -esteem that would just sit there

argue with the same person, like, over
and over again.

So now I kind of know what it's supposed
to look like, and I never want to be in

a situation, even now, where I would be
settling for anything.

So what's been going on with you? You
didn't meet anyone, you know, during

college experience.

When I helped you move in, I saw a lot
of cute guys.

I definitely ended up meeting a couple
of girls that I thought were cool, like,

in a romantic aspect.

So you like guys and girls?

People like to try to box everybody in
and put labels on everything, but I

really do that. Okay.

So you just like what you like?

Yeah, and that's just what it is.

There's a lot of attractive guys and
there's a lot of attractive girls.

Since Noelle has been in college, she
told me that she thought she was fluid.

I just didn't know that she was out
there being fluid.

Fluid.

It really just, like, came out of
nowhere a little bit. Like, I just,

wasn't really expecting that to happen.

We all love and support Noelle.

It's just new for us, so we're just
trying to get used to it.

I definitely went through, like, oh,
what does this mean? Like, blah, blah,

blah. All right, well, let me just say
this. Let me just stop you right there.

I just want you to be happy, Noelle.

If you meet an amazing young lady,
that's a blessing.

You meet an amazing young man. That's a
blessing. As long as they're good people

and they love and support you. It makes
me excited that Noelle feels like she

has a safe space to share. With World
Pride right around the corner, I think

this is the perfect time for me and
Noelle to show out and celebrate because

love is love.

Well, who are you like now, Chad?

Who are you kicking it with now?

Well, honestly, like, is it a male or a
female?

I don't really know. When am I going to
meet her? Okay.

There's a lot of questions.

I don't have anybody that I'm officially
dating at this point.

I just got back from college. I'm just
trying to get settled in. Well, you

have to get all that settled in here.

Coming up next.

I got a text from my nephew that said,
can you come and pick me up? The people

are here taking my mom away.

And I'm like, the police? He's like, no,
the mental ward.

It's time to play.

Let's

go.

Come on, eh?

Ah, don't do that. Hold my hand.

We jump together.

Ready? Go.

Go. Go. Make sure you wash your hands
now.

Like, when we touch this stuff, wipe it
down. Marlo!

Hi, Candy!

What's up, girl? You got no secrets in
the kids' place.

I did sneakers and sweats.

Oh, my goodness.

Hi, Ace!

We're going to have fun.

Give me a hug. I ain't seen you in
forever. I know. I haven't seen you in

forever.

Hi, Ace. Come say hi.

Say hey, Ace. This is my oldest sister's
kids.

Oh, wow.

So, you're there with me for the summer?

No, not for the summer.

They're with me.

What do you mean they're with you?

They've been with me for the last five
months. What?

Oh, my gosh.

Now, what's your name?

William and Michael.

Tell her what y 'all call me. What's my
name?

It's my mommy auntie. Oh, it's mommy
auntie.

So, is he staying with you, too, or just
bailing? He's staying with me from 8 to

2 every day. His mom's in dental school.
But it's a handful.

But we have to talk. That's all.

Oh, okay.

wants to play. Do you mind taking them
over there? Sure.

Thank you.

Yes, big boy. Do your thing.

Yes.

Wow. So you're a munty now. A munty
girl.

How did that happen?

I got a text from my nephew that said,
Auntie, can you come and pick me up?

like, the people are here taking my mom
away.

And I'm like, the police? He's like, no,
the mental ward.

She's bipolar, schizophrenic.

So, and it's like, oh, my God.

It's a lot.

It's really a lot.

I totally understand.

And it's like, I don't have all the
hands.

Marlo really does have heart. And she's
really stepping up to the plate, which I

commend her for.

When I first had Riley, I got custody of
one of my cousins that was 12. And it

was a big adjustment.

It's going to take some time for you to
be able to adjust to what you've taken

on. The stability of just being able to
be with you in a home is making a major

difference in their life. It's a major
job to take in a child that's not

biologically yours and to be able to
love them like they are. To me, it's a

bigger task than even birthing young
children.

Have you seen the girls lately?

I was going to ask you how the group is
doing.

I haven't seen NeNe, but she texted me
on my birthday. I think y 'all were in D

.C. at the same time.

I really wasn't sure what my
relationship with NeNe was going to be

things were a little tense, to say the
least. I tried to speak to her several

times. Before you called her a monster.

You're not important in this case.

You think I'm lying about the... Candy's
not important. First of all...

But she reached out to me, so that made
me feel like, okay, she wants to move

forward. I've seen everybody else,
though. I'm friends with all y 'all.

come too far for me to be thrown in the
middle because you and Nene have

arguments. You know what, though?
Everybody needs to get to know you

not just she's just here to take up for
Nene. Absolutely.

I'm telling Nene off. I just don't tell
off on y 'all.

Well, you sure didn't have my back when
we started talking about that dang on

closet situation.

But see, this is the thing.

Don't listen to folks. Folks will be
your own.

What you mean?

I told you to go in there, you should
have listened to me. Oh, look at you.

Go sit, Candy. Candy, go sit.

I'm going.

Candy, you better bring your watches.

I'm going to talk to Nini, though,
because I think she's out of place now.

Greg is cancer free.

I just hope all of them just get over it
and everybody just get back on their

regular track.

You want to jump with them?

Let's jump.

Whoa.

Come on. Let's jump. We got to walk down
here first.

Okay, let's walk some more.

Shamia coming to see you today.

I'll take care of you.

Knock, knock.

Hey. Hey, mommy.

Don't you look cute? Hey, Shia.

Oh, look at her little titties. She
don't really feel good today.

Oh, what's wrong with her? She just got
a little tummy ache.

Hold on to this rail.

We'll be talking about what's the next
wig we're going to get. Where's the

vacation? Where's the hookah spot?

There she go.

She even knocked right on out.

Good, okay. I got us a mommy cocktail.

You ain't even got to pump and dump
this, girl. You ain't got hardly no

in it.

Girl, 5%. It's probably going to get me
all the way gone.

Yep. I mean, what's going on over here,
though? At the Williams residence.

Girl, long story short, Dennis ended up
spending the night.

Long story short, Dennis, he ended up
spending the night.

Lord. Oh.

No, it wasn't my fault, for real.

I mean, I'm human. I just got out of my
six weeks. I mean, what am I supposed to

do? I still smell it on you. I knew you
smelled some kind of weird when you came

to that door.

I was like, uh -uh, Shia, don't hug her.

Shut up. No.

So what happened was, she had a doctor's
appointment with me yesterday. OK, OK,

OK. So I told him, I'll meet you there.

And then on the way home, he was like,
you want to stop at the liquor store and

get some liquor? I was like.

He's trying to make it a party.

I was like, I have a drink.

So then we started watching this movie,
and it happened to be a series.

So now we're sitting here, and it's
getting later and later and later.

And he was like, you don't want another
drink?

And I was like, I'm trying to see what
the end of this is going to be.

Girl, when the series goes off, though,
then what happens? I wake up with my

baby daddy in the bed, and I'm like,
what?

So when he left us today, girl, you're
going to kiss me in the mouth. Bye,

Put that camera down, it'll hurt you.

Are

you

pregnant again?

Um, no.

But... Are you a thousand percent sure
that you're not pregnant?

You know, you know, no.

No.

It doesn't mean anything.

It means that I'm human. That's all that
meant. That just meant that I'm human.

I'm, like, really confused.

I honestly am. I'm like, I don't even
know what's what now. I think I made a

mistake because it just put out a
different signal. And I don't want him

think that the things that have hurt me
and the things that I need him to change

are any less serious because I slept
with him.

So now I got to completely lock.

the box down he wants me to um come with
him to go to counseling you know i'm so

pro -counsel i know do you think that if
you were to give it another strong goal

he would make those mistakes again i
don't think he would make the mistakes

again um but you have to know everything
right right if you don't do that then i

mean you don't even know what you are
trying to forgive but that's counseling

That's therapy.

I think you should go.

I know that something inappropriate has
gone down with Dennis and another woman.

I feel like he needs to take
responsibility for his actions.

He needs to tell his truth. But I really
don't know if it's what I want to hear.

Or do I want to make a decision off of
what I feel right now and just be done?

Are you open to giving it a chance?

I don't know.

It's just a lot in between us that we
need to figure out, for real.

Okay, close.

Oh, shoot.

Lord have mercy. Somebody give me a
tutorial.

Close.

Thank you.

Did we get a new car?

Yes, we did.

Okay, honey.

Hey.

Clearly, I don't know how to operate it
yet.

Well, honey.

Let's go in here.

beautiful ladies.

Hi. Welcome to Three Corners. Let me
know if you need anything. Thank you.

is our metaphysical side. That's our
handmade jewelry side.

So since I was accused of having not so
sure energy, I wanted to come here and

just get some things that might help
with that.

You're so shady.

And you might need some extra protection
hanging around Eva.

Oh my goodness.

Especially after she's told all these
lies on you.

I heard from someone that you were
telling people that I paid Will to date

don't know that.

To be true.

We have gotten past that, honey. We have
that conversation.

You asked me to go ahead and consider
inviting her. I was like, oh, sure. My

energy was pure, as it's always been
around her.

But now you're bringing negative energy
around my child.

So I'm going to need that to be cleared
out. I don't really feel like she

brought negative energy. She brought you
a gift. Yes, which I will be returning.

Brooklyn won't be keeping it. Oh.

I come always here to talk to anybody at
your party. Let me finish speaking.

No, exactly.

Yes. Take your tone down, honey. I'm not
Brooklyn.

Trust and believe.

If Eva had anything to say to Kenya, I
don't think she would have had any

problems saying it to her face.

Kenya's in her feelings about secondhand
information she got from Portia.

This sounds like a Kenya problem.

You have the nerve to defend her.

It's not a party for me. It's a party
for my child.

I get that.

Hey, considering that she don't really
know you like that. She was like, you

know what?

I really want to come and show some
respect and show my support.

I'm the only real friend that Cynthia
has.

She's picked Nene to be her ride or die
before, and now she's attaching herself

to Eva.

I understand why you would be a little
offended and insulted, but I don't think

that was her intention.

I really don't think that was her
intention.

I really don't. I don't know how Cynthia
is picking her friends, but let's just

hope that she's not picking her men the
same way.

What do you have for cleansing some
negative energy and for some bitches

always trying to throw dirt on my name?
Give me your strongest stuff. Oh, my

God. And what do you have for peace?

So, what we have, we can have, of
course, the common thing that we can do

sage, okay? What can she... Take with
her on a float for people who are

negative. To keep the peace like you
want it, you could use dragon's butt.

dragon's butt.

Are you saying blood or butt?

No, blood.

Oh, he's saying blood.

Oh, dragon's blood.

Oh, that's not dragon's butt.

Oh, okay. Okay.

Okay, now do you have a Bible? Because I
believe in God.

That's cool. Maybe I need to put one in
my purse so when people come to me, I

can just do like this.

Okay? Evil.

Coming up next, Portia might want to say
all the way about my business.

She's still got her C -section healing.
She over here worried about somebody

else's baby.

Please tell me, why are we in a bridal
shop?

This is half a bridal shop, and the
other half is just gowns. So where are

going? I'm going to New York Pride.

Nice. I'm going to be on a float.

So what color are you thinking?

I don't want to be like the typical
rainbow dress.

I need my good friend Eva and my good
friend Candy to be here for me today to

make sure I pick out a flawless outfit
to wear because I know Nene's going to

there. And the only thing she'll be able
to say is how fabulous I looked on the

floor. I do have a special hat being
made for me.

I love you.

Oh my goodness, you're so cute. What do
you do?

Two and a half months. We're going to
push this baby on out. He flew by.

I know.

And Candy, I taught Candy first.

I thought you taught me first.

I thought you were like my best friend
now.

Uh -oh.

We were kind of going through fertility
at the same time. We have, I think,

honey. She bought me a necklace. It says
chill.

My chill necklace that I wear all the
time.

When did they become 50?

Did she get your necklace?

Don't do that.

No, absolutely not. She did not.

Cynthia Bailey normally goes hard for
Kenya, so who

knew? Have you spoken to Nini? No.

I haven't talked to her. So are you guys
going to be initiating conversations? I

ain't initiating nothing but sitting
down, eating ice, and being like

If she gets good energy, you know, if
she's like, hey, Eva, hey, Cynthia, I'm

going to be like, hey. Hey, girl.

What are you going to say?

Hey, girl.

I can't.

It's really sad to be friends with
someone for so many years and share so

memories with them and then end up
falling out with some bulls.

When you did your winery thing, you knew
that Kenya was going to be coming. You

guys cannot sit up here and say that
that didn't look like the trend. I don't

give a damn what it looked like. New
York City Pride is a big deal,

this particular year, because of the
50th Stonewall anniversary.

What do you guys think about this one?

No? Although Nene and I have our little
drama going on, it's not bigger

than that.

I was trying to find out why you didn't
go out to eat with us the other day. I

wasn't invited.

What day?

Tell your best friend.

Oh, my goodness. You were supposed to be
there because, remember, we were

supposed to get together with Portia to
tell her what happened with the old lady

game thing. But, see, you wanted to
bring it up at the Barbie thing, and I

thought it was not the right place.

Kenya brought it up. She really did
bring it up? Kenya told her. So how did

even come up?

Kenya said she felt the need to bring it
up because Portia told her that you

basically said that you didn't bring
your kids to the party because you

know about Kenya's energy.

I don't tell her what to do with her
baby.

Uh, no.

Nobody said you told anybody. I tried to
explain that to the group. Child, let

me tell you something. When it comes to
my kids...

I choose what and where they go, how
they go, and I owe no explanation to

nobody. I had a conversation with Kenya,
and she definitely, well, we kind of

got into it, really. She just felt
insulted. I don't know Kenya's middle

don't know Kenya's real eye color. I
don't know that lady.

I said I don't want to bring my kids
around because I don't know Kenya.

Period. And I'm saying it now, and I say
it again, and I say it later. Did I ask

her where her husband was?

I mean, Kenya definitely felt like some
kind of way, but you know, Kenya can be

a little dramatic. I mean, it's enough
out of the way because of the way the

information was brought to her. And
that's my issue because that's just

Of course, she just had a baby. And I
tiptoed around her whole little

Come on, that bitch, if you want me to
go off. Of course, she got enough

bullshit going on in her life. She can
converse about that. Bun, turn down,

She needs a business.

And I can forward her a lot of these
blogs so she can mind that business.

She might want to stay all the way up
out of my business.

She still got her C -section healing.
She over here worried about somebody

else's baby.

Ooh, leave it alone.

Let her have his baby. That's actually a
beautiful color on you.

You guys, I think this is it. We agree.

I think Dennis and Portia are going to
get back together.

I think she's bad now, you know.

Pilar's sitting over there looking just
like Dennis. Baby, Dennis with a bow.

Dennis with a bow with a mean side -eye,
baby. They all working out.

She's trying to get in everybody else's
business. She ain't telling her own

business.

Well, hey, I am headed to therapy with
Dennis.

Oh, OK. Oh, my gosh. It's already here.

Hence is why I am driving with complete
bubble guts. I'm drinking coffee.

I have on a freaking sweatshirt in the
middle of summer.

I'm like, no.

Like, have you even tried to think of
what you're going to say? Girl, I can't

think of nothing.

If I got up this early in the damn
morning to go to therapy with him.

Like, I want to make sure I have the
right questions and get all the answers

that I want. But I can't even think of a
damn thing to even say to him.

Well, I've decided to go to therapy with
Dennis because we got to figure this

out. Pretty much ever since we've hooked
up, I've been in my feelings going back

and forth.

But I got to think about PJ.

This can't go on like this.

So I got to go and hear the actual truth
from Dennis's mouth.

I'm really here for the truth. You know
what I'm saying?

If he comes in there, he's not
completely truthful.

That's a trigger. If he places blame
back on me, that's going to be another

trigger.

Girl, I'm trigger happy in this
motherfucker, okay?

Don't come in here with the bull.

Today should be just as important for
him. Like, my number one thing through

this whole... situation is making sure
that we are there for PJ. It has not

easy at all.

Like, I have been vicious, he's been
vicious.

I don't know if this truth is going to
make me haul up and slap his head off

body, or if the truth is going to make
me numb to where I completely say, you

know what, we are now done.

Hold on, hold on a second. Sorry, I need
to get Bailey her iPad so she can talk

to her dad.

Trust me, you don't want this. Just stay
open. Not you don't want this.

I was watching you and learning for what
skills I may have needed.

When I watched my sister and her child's
father go through infidelity, it was

very hard to watch.

And for me, I can see Dennis and I
headed down that same road of a toxic

relationship. And I don't want to be
that person for BJ.

I mean, man ain't shit.

So it did not go well.

I can't even breathe.

It's okay.

It's okay.

I don't think I can do this.

Did Dr. Sherry help you with anything?

As soon as I sat down, she was saying,
like, what's going on with y 'all?

So then I was like, we're here, you
know, because recently.

There was a situation that happened to
where I felt like he betrayed my trust.

I was telling her, I was like, well,
this isn't going to work unless he is

completely honest and tell me exactly
what's going on.

And, you know, I need to know every part
of the truth.

I looked at him, and then he's got these
big -ass tears coming down his face.

And I'm like, we haven't even started.

So I'm asking him questions.

Then he answered.

I can't remember what he said, but he
said something. Then I mushed him in his

face. And then after I heard what I
needed to hear, I just got up and

out.

At that point, I didn't want to hear
anymore, okay?

Because for me, I had just heard my
fiancé say that he actually had sex with

someone while I was carrying our child.

didn't want to hear nothing else. There
was nothing else I needed to hear.

There's nothing that he needed to say.

I didn't need to know the reasons. I
didn't need to know anything else. To be

disrespected at the most sacred time in
your life is like, I just can't forgive

that. Like, I just can't forgive that,
you know?

I've been cheated on when I was
pregnant, and it's like, they know

broken, they know you're vulnerable, and
they kick you when you're down.

You know, I'm like, looking at my
daughter, like, tell her, like, I'm

out, I'm working out, but some stuff is
not forgivable.

I don't think she would want me to have
to deal with certain things. I

don't think she would. You also have to
be an example for her.

I'm not in shock because I've felt some
things.

But it's like the movie keep playing in
my head. I keep playing all these

moments of us like, I'm pregnant.

For real?

For real.

I got a whole watermelon in here.

It got bigger from last time.

Yeah. We're in the doctor's office, you
know, where he make, like, rub my

stomach.

Babe, this is not a porn.

We're, like, creating a real family
moment.

He doesn't think that it wasn't real.
It's really hurtful. It wasn't not real.

Pilar was made out of all of that.

He's an idiot, obviously.

People are human and they do stupid
things. I won't even call it a mistake.

It would be the opposite. It would be
calculated in my mind.

I'm beyond hurt.

When I think about my pregnancy, I think
about how he was right there by my

side. It makes me think, so you were by
my side doing what? Planning to go

somewhere else? I have been in pain for
the past three weeks. I need to be done

with it.

I'm done. This isn't anything that I
even think I'm capable of forgiving.

Like I literally wish I could wake up
and someone could be like, it was a

It didn't happen.

The love that I have for him, the love
and what we were building, I would have

never betrayed him. He could have gotten
sick and his penis could not even been

working no more. And I would have never
betrayed him.

I loved him.

Like, and no one will understand it, but
as closed up as I was when I met him,

for me to blossom and open completely up
to him is how hurt I am. You need to

process it. You need to go through it,
and then whatever comes of the other

of it. The other side of it is not with
him. I know. I know. It doesn't feel

like that right now, but don't. It's
not, Lauren. It's hard.

It's hard being a center mother. It's
not easy.

I don't want that for you.

But, Lauren, I'm not going to sit up
here and take that, because...

your situation. You're fine.

Lauren, I watched you work on you. I
watched you rise above.

And now all I can think of when I think
of you is that you are living the life

that you deserve.

Whether you can have a man right now or
not, you freed yourself from letting a

mother treat you how you knew you did
not deserve. And I want to be the same

way. I can't help that I had a baby by
him. But this feels very

unforgivable.

Next time on The Real Housewives of
Atlanta.

Hi, baby.

Give me a kiss. I'm a mother. I'm a good
wife. But I don't know if the

girlfriend is there. Who's number one,
me or Brooklyn?

Like the country Kenya versus the
borough Brooklyn?

No.

The excuse is you were not emotionally
available.

When the was I not available for you? I
was actually here and there they're

pregnant. She is definitely weak.

She looks really desperate. Honey, her
wig is desperate.

Yeah. Who is that? I'm going to go make
sure I say hello to her.

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