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There's not a place that I can go right
now and sing spiritual or non -spiritual

songs with a community that I love.

I know the amount of pressure that you
have on you. You're writing a book.

I'm writing a book about leaving the
Mormon church and I decided to call it

Mormon.

Chris Harrington started an Instagram
page called Shaw Exposed.

In a very immature moment.

I created a fake account.

Which straw breaks the camel's back?
It's unbelievably serious to me.

And I have the most forgiving heart.

Are you serious? Yeah, I am serious.

I was about to open up my house, not
open up my wallet, and you haven't said

word, not even a thank you card.

Don't you ever expect me to have your
back.

Don't.

Do you really not remember?

I remember how I got it. You do? Yeah.

And other people know how I got it, too.

The judge is pushing the trial out till
July.

I'm just tired of people questioning my
innocence.

I understand, baby.

I'm not saying that she's guilty, but
there has to be something.

I don't even let myself go there because
I'm like, I have to believe she's

innocent until they prove her guilty.
Lisa, and I'm kind of right there with

because I've had people ask me the same
question.

I'm fighting for my life, not your
approval.

I am more of a free spirit without the
Holy Spirit.

I'll always have your back if you stop
dabbing me in mine.

When I take a shot, I always hit my
mark.

I may be a bad Mormon, but I'll always
be a good son.

Author of the hour.

Hi. Hi.

This is thick.

Yeah. This is so good. This is so good.

We're going to brand these windows with
the name of the book so that everybody

knows. So it's going to be like a peek
in. Like details on the glass? Details

the glass. Okay. And I think like the
views are great. It's going to be

nighttime and like twinkly. I like the
view coming off the pool. That's pretty

cool. I think we keep the book right
here.

Okay. How big is it? It's four feet wide
and six feet tall. So it's pretty big.

Wow. That's big. Yeah.

I remember when I first got the email
talking to me about a possible book.

And I've been working on it for over a
year. And we finally have an actual

cover. And it's a pretty big deal.

The choir will be over here.

Oh, those are risers. It's like a built
-in riser with a really thick view of

the city behind it. I love that.

Is there a theme?

It's cocktail attire.

Is the book out?

Tonight is the book cover reveal.

Is there a title?

Bad Mormon.

Oh, my gosh.

That's an impulse buy at the airport for
me.

Thanks for the tea. I just don't know if
I'm going to be able to sing tonight.

I can barely hear myself.

What?

I can barely hear myself. What?

Myself.

Is it church hymns? Because I'm going to
have some PTSD.

Church hymns, yes.

So cocktail attire, but potentially LDS
hymns?

Yeah, it doesn't make any sense.

But I auditioned for the choir, but then
everything that's happened between

Heather and I, I just decided, like, I
really don't have time.

to be in the choir, nor do I really want
to be, but I want to support her. This

is her healing. This is her. The fact
that you would even try out Whitney in a

choir, props to you for supporting your
friend.

Yeah.

Are you the bartender for the evening?
It's probably good that we get well

acquainted before everyone gets here.

Can I start with the sun being spritzer?

Because I think I'll be probably at
outer darkness sooner than I want to be.

really want tonight to be a night where
we all get along and like where everyone

feels welcome and no conflict erupts.
And if there is a fight, I would like it

to occur right in front of my bad Mormon
cover poster.

If it doesn't go my way, I'm fully
prepared to exploit it.

Well, congrats. I'm excited for you.
Thanks for coming.

Thanks for having us. Have you been
practicing?

I've been good in the shower, but it's
not the same.

God be with us till we meet again.

I plan on a smooth, cool evening with
friends just like celebrating each

you know?

You know? Yeah. I think we can do that.
We can do that. Let's go get you guys a

drink.

Oh my gosh, your eye looks so much
better. I know.

Angie brought the test.

Oh, just in case. I like your hair. Your
eye looks so much better. I know, it's

way better. It's totally gone.

Just like the memory of it.

I hope. The memory's never going away,
Heather.

I think it's going to be the topic of
many conversations.

I wanted it to be like not the main
issue and now it's become the only

you want the attention diverted from
your black eye and you don't want people

talking about it, Just say what
happened, and then we'll all move on.

a big game for Heather.

I know it wasn't me.

Are we wearing the same thing?

I mean, a little bit of, like, lace up
high. You look so pretty. I'm really

that Whitney showed up, but I feel like
it's painted somehow. It's not that pure

relationship we once had where I could
count on her for anything, and we were

it together.

I'm hoping we can get back there. How y
'all doing? I'm doing great. Yeah, it's

great to see you again.

Hey, how are you? The golden girl.

Oh my gosh, hi.

I love you. You look gorgeous.

Hi. Oh my gosh, hi.

You guys, excuse me. I'm just going to
say hi to those other line of the

So let me go say hi.

How are you guys?

Hi. Come on.

Hello. How are you?

This is a sunbeam spritzer. You can tell
my mom.

These are my people. This is my family.
These are the girls that showed up for

me on ski day that have continued to
show up for me while I'm writing a book

called Bad Mormons.

And it means the world to me that they
would be interested in what I'm doing in

my life.

Do you think my mom's going to freak out
seeing that all you guys came and she

missed it? I hope so.

Valerie, you don't miss words, do you?

You're going to tank top.

Maybe there's another bad Mormon in the
group.

Tonight is Greek Easter at midnight.

New beginnings, resurrection. I'm waking
up today in honor of Greek Easter, and

I've had my eyes open to Jen.

I'm definitely planning on talking to
Jen tonight. Jen is putting out there to

people and suggesting that I'm the one
that's responsible for her eyes. That's

ludicrous. It is ludicrous. Crazy.

A friend told me after the fashion show,
Jen pulled our friend Jake aside and

told him, don't get too close to Angie
because she's the one that punched

Heather in the eye. And she's trying to
put rumors out there because, you know,

and ruin my good name because hers is in
the toilet.

That is nothing I would even be capable
of doing.

Why do you think Jen is doing this? You
know, once Jen turns on you or feels

that she has...

You know, you have crossed her.

She'll forever be out to get you.

This is the final straw for me to go out
and say that I would actually hurt

someone when she's been the violent one,
she's been the aggressive one. We've

all seen it. Guess what? Everybody is
saying that perhaps her and Heather were

in their room doing Barbie scissor kicks
and then Jen beat the shit out of her.

Barbie scissor kicks.

The Barbie scissor kicks and then
getting the shit out of you? Wait, what

mean by Barbie scissor kicks?

Well, let's just say it sounds like, you
know, people are assuming they're in

the room having a sexual relationship
and then romping, bumping, and giving

other a black eye after because maybe
someone wasn't very good in bed in the

end. Who knows? I really don't think I
like this mental visual.

Like, Heather, like, how would this
work? Like, when...

Two girls come together, naked, heels
on, heels off, and,

you know.

That's a rumor?

That's a rumor.

Coming up.

You know, we're just a few days from
trial.

How are the boys doing?

Romping, bumping, and giving each other
a black eye after because maybe someone

wasn't very good in bed in the end. Who
knows?

I mean, they say every female is three
shots away from being a lesbian.

Look, I could have these moments where
these glimmers of hope that I could move

forward with her, but she's not well.
Hi.

Oh, my gosh. Speaking of good dudes.

We're going to come right back, Tweety.
We're going to have a nice conversation

real fast. Yes, we'd love to.

I'm glad that we got to see you guys
tonight because we've been wanting to

to y 'all.

The things that were done and what was
put up.

In order for me to find a path of
reconciliation and forgiveness, I need

from you.

First of all, thank you for being
willing to meet with us. Absolutely.

My part, it hadn't...

Sorry.

I think what he's trying to say is as
personal as it felt, I...

It was not personal.

And I understand. I think we understand
that why it would feel so personal. Of

course. Of course. It's your family
name. It's your family name. Of course.

Thank you.

Thank you.

And I accept the apology.

Thank you.

Thank you. Thank

you for being here. Of course.

Of course.

We're going to start our performance. If
you guys want to make your way, John

and Seb, grab a drink and come watch the
choir.

You look beautiful, by the way.

Thank you. Really? Not too slutty? No, I
look slutty. Are they thinking?

Should we go?

Yeah.

I can't tell. Am I on key? I have no
idea.

I know a lot of other people aren't.

I'm not the best singer, but knowing
that I'm surrounded

by other singers and my voice will be
drowned out.

First, I wanted to thank this beautiful
choir for their willingness to fulfill a

weird wish I had, which was to create a
community in song without any religious

organization attached.

And we're here to celebrate this book.
And so I've been thinking a lot about

like what it means to me and kind of the
changes I've been through in the last

few years.

But a scripture kept coming to me.

John 15, 13, greater love hath no man
than this, that he lay down his life for

his friends.

And that's the kind of friend that I've
always aspired to be.

And I'm not great at it, but the
intention is to always be a ride

or die for everyone.

And if I am a bad Mormon, I hope I can
still just be a good friend.

And thank you all for coming tonight.

Five, four, three, two, one.

Future

New

York Times bestseller.

For a devout Mormon, this cover is.

sacrilegious, blasphemous, and terribly
offensive.

These are secrets you don't reveal.

And I'm not only revealing them, but I'm
putting my faith on the cover of the

book. And that's why I'm seeking grace
and support for those that aren't

offended by it.

It's a great cover. I'm just wondering,
like, what's going to go inside.

Nothing like being invited to a book
party with no books for sale.

You know, it's like me having a Vita
tequila party with no tequila.

Crazy.

Oh, my gosh. I think I look so tan.

When are you going to write a book?

Oh, I don't know. I feel like I should.

I just happen to like myself. There is
nothing wrong with liking myself and

being confident.

You should carve it with Carver Cousins.
Carver.

Jen and I literally haven't talked since
the trip, and I feel like we took a few

steps back in San Diego.

Okay, here's who you want. We'll break
it down for you because you want to

You're digging. You want to know?

I told them I tried to commit suicide,
and then Sharif had to take me to the

hospital. Is that what you wanted to
know? Because you want to dig and dig

dig.

After the trip from San Diego, I felt
like we went into it in a very good

united. We did, absolutely.

I felt it flip -flopped.

Once we got with Heather and the group,
it felt like a gang -up on me.

I knew we had moments, but I in no way
felt like there was an issue or that I

was coming at you. I need to have an
opportunity to talk to Jen.

I'll go over there with you.

Well, I had no idea that you felt like
that.

All right, let me go see what's going on
over here.

One -on -one, Jen, you are so amazing,
so much fun.

In San Diego, the Jen that I built what
I thought was a strong relationship

with, I just felt like she wasn't there
on the trip.

And I didn't feel like that, just so you
guys know. The Heather thing, well...

And you know what?

You have very... Jen, there's a reason
to know. You have a reason to know.

Angie, I'm talking to Lisa right now.

I do owe you an explanation for some
things. But going into the trip... Going

into the trip... Okay, Jen, let's stop
talking about the trip for a minute. No,

no, no. I'm just pointing it out. That's
my... Yeah, this is very general. Let

me finish something. Okay, wrap it up.

That's my... Let me finish something.

I was talking to Whitney and then
everyone just jumped over here. Go e

that convo. I do not want to be a part
of that. I have to go to the restroom.

Where is my purse?

I'm trying to be respectful and finish
this conversation. You are going around

spreading rumors that I gave Heather a
black eye.

You went and told somebody that I'm
responsible for Heather's black eye.

a lie. I never said that. You didn't say
anything about me giving Heather black

eye or being involved in her black eye?
I never said one thing about you giving

Heather a black eye. That is not true.

Oh, what's happening?

Sharif, can you come here, please?

Yeah.

Coach, she gets abusive and bully -like
to people like me who have had her back.

You know, Angie, she's telling me that
this girl has pushed her to the brink of

suicide, so I have her back.

And then now everything's like, was it
even real?

Like, did she really push you to that or
is it all fake?

Please tell her. Are you serious? Was it
real? Yes, tell her.

Go, go, go. That was very, very real.

No, I didn't say it was a real film. It
was a real one. Were her feelings

against this woman real?

Absolutely real.

I have never met anybody in my...

I don't want a f***ing camera in my
face.

And I think it's healthy for them to all
have peace. But it's hard for me to

trust because she flip -flops on
everything. She flip -flops about you.

She obviously said something about me
having involvement with your black eye.

She also said that a spider laid eggs in
my eye. Yes, there was a lot of great

stories. Do you want peace with Jen or
do you want to be? What is your

here? There's no way to move forward
with her.

I'm telling you, because it will just
keep coming back.

Baby, let's go.

All right, we're going to take off. You
are?

Thank you so much. It was so wonderful.
You did great.

Thank you, thank you.

Heather, you're beautiful. You're
amazing. Seriously.

This is one of many performances, so
this is just the beginning. We're going

do it again.

I'll write another book.

Oh,

is

my hair going to burn?

Part of it's synthetic.

It was so fun to look out and see you.

Can I help it?

You want to get a drink?

Yeah. Okay.

Oh, my gosh, I can't believe the day is
here.

I know. Yeah?

It's surreal for me because I'm like,
the next time that I come home,

I'll either be guilty or innocent.

You'll be innocent.

We know that, right?

I wish Dad was here to help.

I would just... Feel better.

Remember what Grandma and everybody has
always said in the Hawaiian culture and

the Tongan culture. You're always
surrounded by your ancestors.

They're always around you. But when you
call their name, they're right next to

you.

So when you walk into that courtroom,
before you walk in, you call.

You call your grandma and your grandpa
and your dad and everybody, and they'll

be right there with you.

My mom is somebody I lean on a lot.

She's so supportive, and I don't tell
her thank you enough.

It made me cry, you know, when you were
like, I'm going to cash out my

retirement accounts.

I'm going to give you this money and
this cash and put up these properties.

Well, sweetheart, you are innocent, and
I'm going to do whatever I can, and I'll

tell you what.

How can I enjoy life if things don't go
right for you? You know what I'm saying?

The trial has been put five times, and

it's like, wow, it's finally here. Like,
this is

it.

Like, it's really happening.

You'll check on Omar tonight?

Yeah, I will.

Love you, Mom. Oh, my goodness.

Like everything is real right now. I
love you guys. Love you.

Bye.

I'm a big, I'm sorry, and I'm a piece of
shit from then when I'm proven

innocent.

The success rate of the New York state
attorney is like 95%.

Because people take freedom.

If we have this unthinkable happen and
you work on it, I'm innocent!

Now we have to talk about that too.

You have all of us supporting you.

You'll be innocent.

We know, right?

How are you? I'm good. How are you?

I'm glad to see you.

Sit down. Take a load off.

What's our game plan?

I think, honestly, for her, I think just
physically having us here is just huge,

and there really isn't that much else we
can do.

I know. I feel helpless, you know?

Over the last year since...

Jen's arrest, things have changed a lot
for her. This is a lot of pressure

and it's the time where you rise

to the occasion to support those around
you.

I saw her right before she left and it
was the most serious and like heavy

convo we've probably ever had.

I mean, I need to ask you something
seriously. I'm being serious though. If

worst thing happens and I'm feeling
guilty.

Like, can you please check on my family
and make sure Coach is okay? Make sure

Omar and Reesey and, like... Of course.

Let them know how much I love them, how
proud I am every day. I just want to

make sure they're okay. We are going to
be here for you and for your family. I'm

scared, Heather. Okay, I'm scared.

It will really kill me if I'm away from
my family.

She's really scared, Jess.

It's okay.

They're here.

Hi. Hi.

Hi. How you doing?

I'm happy to see you guys.

I'm so happy to be here.

Hi, Coach.

Hi.

Hi, how are you?

It's so good to see you. It's so good to
see you, baby.

Good to see you.

Man, thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Go ahead, baby. You can sit here. Yeah,
we can. The troops have arrived.

Yeah.

So many people.

have said, oh, I'm going to be there for
you, Jen.

But, like, who's actually here? Who got
on a plane?

Who is here to show support and love?

It's Heather and Meredith.

It's like having the Calvary show up for
you to help you fight, where it's

giving me the support I need to help me
prepare for what's ahead.

Where's your husband? That's my man.
He's working.

Is he? He's here, though.

Yeah? He's got to get some work done.
All right, all right.

You know, we're just a few days from
trial.

How are the boys doing?

We've had such painful conversations.

I've had them with both of my sons.

If the absolute unthinkable happened and
you were found guilty, now we have to

be able to talk about that too.

We're going to be fine. We want.

a certain outcome, but regardless, God
is with us.

I know that we'll be fine.

What do you have going on today?

What's up today? We have to go to
Priya's office just to touch base, go

strategy, and meet before the pretrial
hearing.

Okay, well, why don't we meet up and
figure out a plan? Yeah. Thank you.

oh, we're thinking.

Of course. I love you so much. We're
meeting. I love you.

Look at the pretty hydrangeas. That's
beautiful.

Hello. The reservation for three marks.

I got us right down here. You have the
best table.

Gorgeous. Can I get a mojito but not
frozen?

Sure.

I'll try that.

I'll do the stress reliever.

Couldn't wait to have lunch with Coach
Shaw.

I feel bad that it didn't work out.

You guys showed up for Jen. I want to
show up for Coach, and I was looking

forward to going out with him and
talking to him.

I mean, I know it's all about Jen, as it
should be, but how's he doing?

He is having a tough time. It is a lot.

He's stressed out.

And he's a husband and, like, an
attorney.

You know, he's, like, business and
emotional support, you know?

Yeah. You see him with glasses and that
laptop.

He's reading everything.

They got the witness list and saw all
the former people in their lives that

going to be testifying.

And they also got little excerpts of
what they're going to say.

And he said it was really hard to hear
and really hard to read all these things

about Jen.

It's incomprehensible.

That's why I think there's the strain,
yeah.

This thing's coming like a freight train
right now.

She's either going to be free and
innocent, or the reality, God forbid,

found guilty.

But her worst fear is that she'll not
only be guilty, but that she'll be

sentenced to serve time in a facility
and be taken away from her family.

How many defendants were there? There
were quite a few. But they all pled

guilty, right?

Nobody is disputing that the scheme
happened.

Yeah. The question stems from Jen's
involvement.

Did she have knowledge of what was going
on? There's no truth.

So there you go. It's not a small, like,
thing where you could be facing, you

know, six months in prison. This is a
major, major trial.

Had either of you ever asked Jen, is she
guilty of any of these

charges?

Had either of you ever asked Jen, is she
guilty of any

of these charges?

When your friend looks you in the eyes
and says, I am innocent of this, you

then I will support you in whatever task
you're going to take.

God forbid she is guilty.

Are you still a ride or die friend?

If, in fact, Jen is proclaiming her
innocence when she's really guilty and

taking accountability to the victims of
what she did.

That's a really big problem for me.

When all is said and done and Jen can
talk freely about this, I would love to

sit down and understand what went on.
But I don't want to know while there is

open trial pending.

All that's going to do is put me in a
position where I could end up being

questioned. I have no interest in that.

You just, you believe the people you
love. I mean, take a moment right now

like, look around and see how beautiful
it is and how peaceful. And then

consider the circumstances that we're
here under.

And it's heartbreaking.

Here's some snacks.

Oh, we have Sour Patch Kids.

I see you're feeling better.

I don't like how you handled this. I
know. It's because I, like, have lost my

hostess skills. I'm sorry.

Tell us about the day. What happened?

The hardest part for me this week has
been somebody that I trusted, that I

sure that he didn't lose his job five
times at the company we worked for, made

sure that his kids... were put through
school, made sure he had food on his

table. What's been the hardest for me
this week is to learn that that person

turned on me.

And now I just read all the shit that he
said.

And you know what? He can play the, oh,

I'm little Stuart Smith. No, bitch,
you're an evil mother.

and you played me. I would not be in
this thing at all if it wasn't for

Stuart played me.

I feed you while you work. While you
make me money, I feed you.

Or adding more people, and I just try to
get second pass out.

It's good. It's a good day. Okay, make
money, eat your banana.

You see the progress over like the last
year and a half where Stuart's like, Jen

didn't know anything. Jen didn't know
anything.

Jen's not involved in this. Nope, she's
not.

Then all of a sudden, He pleads guilty.

And so for me to finally see all this
information and be like, oh, okay.

This is what was going on behind my
back.

Why do you think he's doing it? Just to
get a last sentence?

Yeah.

What she's telling us, I can hardly
believe.

How is Stuart, the guy that chased her
snacks and ordered her waxing

appointments and, you know, bought her
tampons, how is he also running the

scheme and framing her and she doesn't
know?

It makes me think, like, it

just makes me think, like, it's so hard
to, like, trust people.

We all know how this world works and
karma is out there.

And I always say that people who do bad
things suffer with their own being every

day.

There's so much I wish I could say to
the public.

I love you so much. I love you.

i'm tired i'm i'm tired i'm really tired
and uh three amigos

are you ready to tell us the real story
now

Coming up, this is a theory.

I think that Coates discovered what Jen
was doing, and then with all the witness

statements, there was something that
they could not get out of.

Hey, how are you?

Can I get a table for two?

Thank you.

Hey. Hey.

How's it going?

Not. Not.

Not. Did you just get back from New
York? Just barely got back. When?

Like.

Not last night, but the night before.
Oh, you're kidding.

Hi. Hi.

I'd love to take your order. I would
love an ice water.

Let's get some burrata, the crab cakes,
and then let's do two Vita cocktails.

Thank you.

I have so many questions.

Are you OK?

Yeah, I'm just, I mean, are you OK?

It feels so surreal.

Yesterday, I felt like the gamma. I was
angry. I was sad, confused.

I'm like, wow, this is who she is.

This is a bad, awful thing she's done.

Thank you.

I am overwhelmed with grief.

Grief that we are in this situation,
that there's victims, that our friend is

going away for a decade, and she has a
16 -year -old.

That made me fall my eyes out yesterday.
All I could think about was her in the

van saying, I'm not going to see you
repeat it, baby.

And I feel for you. I feel it for you.
This is my life.

This is my life. This is my kids.

This is my kids.

Like, I mean, Omar is 16.

Ugh.

When you read what she said, what did
you feel?

What she pled guilty to is so bad.

And the fact that she's taken it this
far and gone for this long and

her innocence and now, I can only think
she did it and she thought she was going

to get away with it. And then when she
realized she didn't get away with it,

story changed.

I didn't want to believe that Jen was
capable of doing any of that.

It was the last thing I expected for her
to plead guilty.

What made her decide not to fight?

This is a theory.

I think that Coach discovered what Jen
was doing and that it was impossible

to explain away.

And then in that 3 ,500 with all the
witness statements and all the

there was something that they could not
get out of. And it was a smoking gun

that said, okay, the gig is up.

You have to walk in there. You have to
say you did these things. And you have

go to prison for a decade.

And I'll tell you right now, my husband
knew about it, and my husband was

involved. And he said, there you go,
sis.

I'll take care of the boys.

I'll see you in 15 years.

That, to me, is a whole other tragedy
beyond.

I think she did it.

I think she did it, and I think it is.
She's choking on the words, and she

doesn't want to say it. It's too big,
and the penalties are too big.

It's a lot.

It's a lot.