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Previously on The Real Housewives of
Salt Lake City.

San Diego!

Whitney! I don't know how to remember!

I'm so sorry.

I went all out for your husband's
birthday and I paid for that entire

you did not.

What did you pay for?

Oh my gosh, you look like somebody like
cost you. Maybe somebody did.

If someone did this to her, in this
group, like that's a problem.

I think my eye

might be a metaphor for our friendship.
We woke up. We don't understand where

all it's coming from.

You don't remember how it happened.

I didn't say that.

Sometimes we wear a patch. Sometimes we
let it all out. Sometimes we sweep it

under the rug. Why do you not want to
talk about it?

Who are you trying to protect?

Myself.

How did you get a black eye?

I have a black eye.

But I covered it with makeup.

You said I looked fine.

No, I didn't. You said you look great.
No one's going to notice. Just show up

and be funny.

It actually looked a lot better. Put a
lot more on it. Listen, I woke up with a

horrible black eye.

Could not open my eyes.

Scratches and bruises all over my body.

But we're still unsure about what
happened to my eye.

There's theories.

I'm trying to figure out what is Heather
saying without actually saying it. What

would you say, CSA?

Because she keeps looking to Jen to ask
Jen what happened to her eye, which

makes me feel like Jen, in fact, had
something to do with the black eye.

Do you feel like you fell into
something?

Yeah, we reenacted like seven or eight
different falls. There's a bruise on my

knee. There are scratches on my...
There's a battery right here.

From who? I don't know.

I don't want to talk about it.

Well, let's just talk about... Jen, I
thought today we had a good day.

Girl, I let you drive me. I put my life
in your hands.

But let's talk about it.

I know, but I want us to come to an
understanding because this whole trip

been a little awkward for us, right? We
haven't really been able to open up.

And I wanted to talk to you about that
because I want to be as real as I can

with you, Jen.

Someone that I know shared something
with me, and I just want to be real with

you. It is someone that I really trust,
that I know for a very long time.

Supposedly, they know someone that
worked for you and said that your

the work that you were doing was very
sketchy. Who? And they pled guilty to

whatever these allegations are, and now
they're an informant.

And they just told me to be really
careful.

So I was kind of shocked. I was like,
what? Like, what is going on? Okay,

be very, very specific and very careful
right now.

You, if you want to bring it, take it to
the finish line, honey. No, but I

cannot. Well, then you shouldn't. If you
can't, then you shouldn't talk about

it.

Because what you're talking about is my
life. What you're talking about... No,

so don't bring it up because that is my
life. But I want to tell you how I feel

coming into this damn new... Bitch, I
rode with you today. I know that. That's

why this whole weekend has been awkward
between us because I don't know how to

approach you. Well, check your source,
then. I just want to talk to you. Check

your source.

The Constitution says you're innocent
until proven guilty. Period.

End of story.

What you're saying, I'm not f***ing with
this. So we can just say whatever with

no backup?

Do not make up some bullsh** about
what's going on with my legal case or

anything tied to it, because this is
very serious to me.

Dana, I don't know you, and apparently
you don't know your source.

You guys all know this going on with
Jen, but nobody says anything. I've said

it, Dana, and you see the words, don't
me. We understand this is the dance that

we do, and it's hard. You're always
running the risk of her coming at you

freaking out.

It's very obvious that the number one
trigger is going to be her case.

It's a delicate balance of wanting to
ask her about it versus taking her

off. You know what?

Angie, thank you.

I think I'm kind of done. This has kind
of been enough for me, I'll be honest.

This is insane.

I think we all know things from
informants. And I'm finished.

But if I'm a guest on somebody's trip,
the last thing I'm going to do is talk

about things that threaten their
freedom.

This is not like, oh, she had an affair.

This is, you're going to prison for
decades.

Yes, we are. This is a girl's bonding
moment.

The person that told me said that she
knew exactly what they were doing when

these allegations were happening.

Because this is some real asking shit.

No mother f***ing FBI is going to come
down hard like that, okay? And your

f***ing partner is not going to testify
against you. There's multiple people

pleading guilty.

Like, no one's going to go as hard if
she is innocent, okay? I'm not saying

she's guilty, but there has to be
something.

What happens if she is proven guilty?

What then?

I don't even let myself go there because
I'm like, I have to believe she's

innocent until they prove her guilty.
Lisa, and I'm kind of right there with

because I've had people ask me the same
question.

My answer to it is that if she is proven
guilty, then I will probably have to

sit across an awkward conversation, but
I'm willing to go have a conjugal visit.

It's not a conjugal visit. You're just
going to visit her.

Yeah, so you're just going to visit her.
Not conjugal. I was like, we're not

going to have sex.

Well, all you have to say to shut all of
them up is like, why don't we talk

about how they're really got the black
guy? Let's do that. You know what

going to do? They're going to go zip,
and we're not going to tell them. You

why? Because they don't deserve to know.

Because they already do, and they just
want us to say it out loud.

Wait, what?

You say that at the end because that's
going to put the fear of God in some of

them. You say, you know what? Keep
pushing me, guys, and I'll tell you

how the black eye happened.

Someone will panic.

You know me. I'm loyal to the core.

Snitches get what?

Stitches. I'm so confused at this point,
but I wish Heather would just say who

hit her. It's unsettling.

not knowing well hello there goddesses

okay

jen this is what when you left this is
the conversation we had i said we

jen we believe jen is innocent and we
believe until

Somebody proves her not innocent. You
have to believe she's innocent. And I

said, when has... Otherwise, why are you
here at this table? Wait, wait, wait,

wait, wait. And I'm like, you got to get
to know Jen. We got to know Jen.

So, Dana, when she told you that, you
still think that you're a mystery

You're still questioning me?

I'm not questioning. I'm just letting
you know that that's... She wanted to be

honest with you. And that's why I had my
walls up this weekend.

No matter what these ladies say about
Jen, how much they trust her, how much

they believe her, how much they defend
her, She is a very untrustworthy person.

You guys, I love you so much. I've got
to get my flight.

I love you. Thanks, Heather. I love you,
too. Do you want to wear this on the

flight? It's amazing, but I'm going to
pass.

Okay. I do have to go pass because I'm
running really behind. See you guys.

How do you say goodbye? Opa!

You know what happened. Kalita.

Heather. Black eye, black heart.

I just want to go home.

What an interesting ending to an
interesting evening.

Coming up. The last people who were with
you seen at the crime scene were

Meredith, me, Angie Kay, Jen. Why are
you saying Jen last?

Lisa, did you get one? A pie? A pie?
Good. Oh, my gosh, I got it! I got it! I

got it!

Oh, my gosh, I got a fish! I told you
you would. I know, amazing!

There you go. Just hold on to it. I got
it! I got the fish! Oh, my gosh!

Okay, I need to go through the look.

Okay.

Do you need me to try them on?

Potentially. All right, guys.

Hi. What's going on here?

Brooks is going through his looks.

Are you guys excited about tonight?

Yeah, are you speaking or presenting or
any of the above?

I mean, I'll definitely speak. Tonight
is the fundraiser for ADR, my sister's

new foundation.

I'm so excited I could do this with you.
Our family has been through a lot in

the last year, you know?

With everything that happened with Alex,
you know, it's almost like this is a

celebration of where he is in his life.

It is a mental health and addiction
foundation that is designed to assist in

finding the proper fit for people who
are struggling. Obviously inspired by my

nephew, who I adore.

I'm honestly really stressed.

People prepare for stuff like this years
in advance and I'm doing it in 48

hours. I don't know if people are
preparing years in advance, but maybe

in advance.

You think this is like Paris Fashion
Week?

No one in this family understands the
stress of running a business while

finishing college.

Really? Because I didn't.

Oh, wait, here's a text from Whitney.

Hey, Meredith, I won't be able to make
it to the fashion show because we had to

move Bobby's birthday party due to the
weather last week. I hope it all goes

well. I would love to donate to your
sister's cause. Good luck.

That was nice.

Heather, I don't know what her status
is, if she's going to make it or not.

I think the whole Shaw family is coming.

It's been a rough couple of days for
Jen, you know. She has been very open

the group and talking about, you know,
emotional stress and certainly, I think,

The trial looming has to be a horrible
feeling for her.

Anyone that you're not excited to be
there?

Well, Lisa Barlow's out of ticket.

I'm curious to see how she interacts
with you guys.

Even though Lisa and I aren't really
vibing, this is an event for charity,

and... I'm not going to exclude
somebody.

If, in fact, I see her talking to you
guys for a while, don't worry. I can

rescue you if you want.

You need to rescue your garbage whore
daughter.

I have not talked to you.

I know. I've missed you so much.

Let me see that eye.

I knew to look for it. It's subtle.

I can't cover it with makeup. I tried to
cover it with makeup, but it doesn't

cover. Can I get you a Paloma?

I'll do a Paloma. OK.

Oh, Domino, I cannot do the crusty puss
eye.

Now I realize why everyone keeps asking
me about my eye, because it's impossible

to look away.

So I went to Whitney's house the other
night for the wild roasting, and she

you couldn't make it.

About San Diego.

It's best that you missed the trip
because it was wild.

Heather woke up one day with a black
eye.

Did somebody hit her? She's been very
elusive about it. She said she doesn't

remember. I'm super worried.

No.

It's just a dumb black eye.

What happened? Do you have any
recollection?

No.

There's a part of me, and tell me if I'm
wrong, that feels like you're

protecting somebody.

And the last people who were with you,
seen at the crime scene, were Meredith,

me, Angie Kay, Jen. Why are you saying
Jen last?

Well, because I was just going through
the list.

You have to understand, as your friend,
I'm very concerned.

I told Chris. He was just like, holy
shit, did someone do this to her?

You just have to know this is out of
love and concern, and if someone did

to you, nobody's okay with it. I feel
that, and I know that, and I feel like I

would... And will you ever tell me?

No.

I just hope it goes away.

Is that you saying it was somebody? You
just don't want to say who it was?

I just don't want to talk about it.

Okay. If someone did this to you, do not
protect them.

I don't want to point fingers, but Lisa
and Heather have had issues.

I don't think Whitney's capable of that.
I don't think Meredith would do that.

I've seen Jen's temper.

I really don't know.

I just hope that you are getting, like,
the appropriate guidance and care that

you need. And if you ever need it, we
are here for you.

And I'm not going to push you.

But if someone did this to you, you do
not have to protect them.

Coming up.

I'm worried that, like, as a mom, like,
have I done something where it's

affected Omar? Like, basically, did I
pick my kids up?

So many good photos in here.

Bobby!

Brooke! Come here!

Look at this.

Do you know who that is?

Me. Look how cute you are as a baby.

I was just trying to look for old photos
of, like, my family.

That's me in third grade, your age.

After San Diego, I'm realizing...

A big part of my journey is letting go
of the bad and focusing on the positive.

So going through these photos and going
down memory lane and remembering all the

good moments.

Go get ready for Dr.

K. I'm going to call Curtis. It's so
cathartic for me.

What's up?

How are you?

I'm good. I just got, like, sucked into
this rabbit hole looking at old photos.

Oh. Do you remember that girl?

I don't remember her. You don't remember
her? No.

She's a little Molly Mormon.

That's cool. So do you remember it now,
now that you're going through it?

You know what?

Most of it, no.

But some of it comes back to me.

When do you fully get past the point of,
like, sitting and thinking about the

past? I've always identified with.

the future because that's where i'm
headed and i can i can do something

that yeah i can't do anything about even
even yesterday even though you're

getting in touch with your feelings from
the past i think you already know those

and it's good to just go embrace them
for a minute and be like i it is what i

thought it was the excitement is in the
future winning yeah There's a lot of

good people that you haven't even met.
Like, I would seek after those new

relationships and take all that you've
learned and get into

interdependent relationships where I'm
going to pour into people that pour back

into me.

stuff I'm going through with friends
right now. When you choose to work on

yourself and grow, it's interesting what
happens to the people around you. They

either grow with you or you go in a
completely different direction. And I

like that is what's going on with
Heather and I. I just hope at some point

paths come back together.

Stop identifying with the old Whitney,
the new Whitney as a standard.

Hi, Jan. How are you? Hi, Ernest. How
are you?

Very good. Thank you.

So how are you right now?

You know, I had a really rough night
last night. I didn't sleep well.

I feel like I'm not in control.

After San Diego, it's like back to
reality because I am inching closer and

closer every day to trial.

There's something new.

going through this legal process every
day. So it's like I wake up every

and there's this level of uncertainty,
like what is going to happen today?

What are my attorneys going to call me
with today?

What is the government going to send
over to us today?

I'm at an even deeper and darker place,
and I am dealing with another level of

depression, daily anxiety that is
paralyzing.

Yeah. The most important thing, as you
get closer, is going to be setting up

all of the support structures that
you're going to be needing.

What are you going to need from family?

What are you going to need from friends?

You've got to start making requests
because you can't be a lone ranger in

it. I'm worried that, like, you know, as
a mom, like, have I done something

where it's affected Omar, where he...

Like, basically, did I mess my kids up?

You know?

I don't hear anything that you've been
speaking about in terms of Omar where

there's any anger.

The only negative impact is he's worried
about you.

That's it.

And he's worried about you because he
loves you.

I just, I get worried that he's going
through so much as a high school

No kid should have to go through this,
right?

Omar is like a mini Coach Shaw at home,
and he has had to be so strong for me,

but I don't want to put my family
through this. They don't deserve this.

Sharif Jr.

is growing up trying to get accepted to
medical school, and like, oh, hold on a

second, let your mom throw another thing
on top of that? And so I have a lot of

guilt from this.

Unfortunately, this is a part of the
life they're living right now.

And you can only make that worse by
interacting with your being a burden.

You're not. You're their mother.

What can I do for Sharif?

He's taking the brunt of all of this. He
always shows this so positive, so

strong, but, like, I worry about him.
And he has said this does.

affect me he's like i sit in my car in
the parking lot and i cry

because he's like i am

worried i don't want you to leave this
is so much to put on anybody

you know but like at what point anybody
like at what point is it

too much for him i don't want it to
break him

And I don't want him to stay just
because he thinks, oh, Jen needs me. I

him to be here because he wants to be
here, you know?

He, just like Omar, is worried about
you.

That's the bottom line. They're worried.

And if you're holding it together, then
that energizes them.

I want you to be in my green. You look
gorgeous.

Every fashion show is crazy and intense
and has a lot of moving parts that have

to come together.

This one is a little bit heightened for
me because the cause is so important to

me and close to me. I just want it to go
well.

I just want it to be a success.

Pick a model to start with.

It's the jumpsuit models we're doing in
the jewelry.

We have so many people who are donating
their services, their time.

I have a lot of designers showing their
new collection, including Brooke.

How's this look?

I think it looks fire.

These are for her.

Thank you.

Okay, where are the other jewelry
models?

I'm doing the jewelry here. You know, it
takes a village, but we're finally

here, and I couldn't be more proud.

I'm ready to get dressed.

I'm just taking a look around. I think
it looks great. It's so great.

Hi, honey.

What you're wearing isn't ready yet, but
it's just

like a zip up and a sweatpants.

How are you? You look beautiful.

How are you doing? I'm good. How are you
feeling since you got back from a trip?

I mean, that was a lot.

Congratulations.

This is beautiful. And thank you for,
like, everything.

I was asking Meredith how she's feeling
after our trip because we haven't seen

each other. It was a lot. Yeah. It was a
lot, I think, for everybody, you know?

I mean, I'll be totally blunt with the
two of you. I'm not angry at either of

you, but it was a little bit
disappointing, especially because we had

conversation and you literally pulled
Lisa aside a minute later when we were

going to sit down to dinner together.

We could have talked about it together.

Why is everybody so worried that I have
an SEC filing? I really haven't talked

about it other than in passing.

You had a conversation with Dana about
it, Angie.

I think it's funny that you guys, like,
all want to chit -chat about me.

I'm not mad, but I'm disappointed.

In hindsight, I wish I would have said,
hey, guys, I don't want to be involved

in this.

I'm not mad. Like, I'm moving on.

Well, I understand why you feel this
way. If anything, I feel like it's a six

volumes of me not wanting to even be in
the middle of that kind of conversation.

It's so noted. None of us should ever
speak negatively about anyone else. I

it. I get it. I get it.

I'm not mad. Like, these are
irritations. I'm just going to voice

can move on. I mean, and honestly, that
to me is not even like.

Speaking negatively, that to me is
discussing a public document that is an

filing, so it's not like I'm gossiping
about some unknown secret.

And, you know, it's like, Dana, you were
on the trip because I got you there.

And so it's kind of like, wow, you know?

Just a little, I felt a little slapped
in the face, but I'm moving on. I'm not

mad.

You actually still seem kind of mad,
Meredith.

Well, you probably have a million people
that want your time.

Yeah.

Yes, yes, yes.

Do you want to go get a drink? Yes. I'm
sure it's everything.

Okay. Thank you.

We're going to the bar. We're going to
the bar.

This is like a prom photo.

Thank you.

It's cool. I like it. Thank you.

Hi.

How are you?

Hi. How are you?

How are you? How are you?

Yeah, and you're paneling my mom with
the feathers.

I know. One of us has to have feathers
on. Come on. Exactly. I love it.

Hi. Hello. Look at you, gorgeous.

Oh, my God. You look stunning.

Let's just be honest. Meredith doesn't
like me.

Hi, pretty girls.

Hi.

But I definitely wanted to show support
for Meredith, her sister, her nephew,

and let them know that this is important
because...

It's about mental health awareness, and
that starts with kindness.

I'm not surprised that Lisa came
tonight.

Oh, my favorite bartender.

You know, she's very concerned with
appearances, and I don't think that it

be a good look for her to miss a charity
event.

Hi, Lisa. How are you? Thank you for
coming. Of course. I appreciate your

support. You know, it gives her an
opportunity to pose for social media.

Thank you for coming. It means a lot.
Oh, of course. It's my pleasure.

I saw, you know, Angie and Sean are
here.

Right. Did you bring the check with you?
I do have it, yes. I just want to get

it over with.

I asked Angie Kate for an invoice
because I want to pay it ASAP.

I'm just hoping I don't get another
invoice. Six weeks from now, we walked

her grass and, like, now I got to pay
the gardener.

The most important thing is if you say
we owe you.

We're paying. Here you go. That's all
that matters. And now we know. Yeah.

Got it. So what's going on? I missed
Whitney's party. I was so sick. Lisa, I

should probably tell you to sit down
because I have something to share with

Okay. I am in complete shock, but Angie
showed up, and Angie shared that Jen

had reached out to her on FaceTime.

What? Trying to amend things with her.
She called me earlier today.

Who would have? Jen. What?

And wants to make peace.

She wants me, Chris, and Coach Shaw to
all go, like, talk it out.

I'm praying for her and Angie to make
peace. I have no problem, but if I'm

to stand up for somebody and then you go
back to that. They are the most

inconsistent people I've ever met in my
whole entire life. I don't even know

what to believe right now. I don't
either.

This is a woman who actually has pushed
her to the brink of wanting to take her

own life.

I lost sleep over that. Yeah. And now
she's FaceTiming her. Well, and what she

did to me, too, doll. Well, both of you.
Both of you. But, you know, to want to

take your own life because somebody
opened an account that just basically

you when you were rock bottom, and now
she's FaceTiming her. Kate, I'm sorry to

say this, but I called her bullshit from
day one.

She is not a good friend, and she's not
a good person.

I'm sorry.

She's not a good person, and she's not a
good friend.

You know, Jen is not consistent.

And then when you start to look at the
big picture, it's like, I'm believing

saying you're innocent, even though you
constantly lied to me in a friendship.

So why would I believe that you're not
doing that in other aspects of your

like in your work life?

I did receive a text from her about the
party that she copied our husbands on.

She was very kind. She was very calm.
Why?

It's because she's different around her
husband.

There's two different people. That's
what Lisa and I always said. That's a

little scary that there's two
personalities.

They're in there. It needs to be
consistent.

Because if not, it's dangerous.

Coming up. Did you black out? Do you
know what happened?

I remember how I got it.

And I don't actually know if I would
tell you because the press has been

Can everyone please take your seats?

I think that's Meredith.

Oh, my name's Rebecca.

You're right next to me.

Sean.

Good evening.

Hi. Welcome, everyone.

We're here.

We made it.

I would like to introduce Meredith.

Hi, everybody.

Thank you all so much for being here and
supporting this cause that is very

meaningful to me and should be
meaningful to every single person on the

this earth, because without our mental
health, we have nothing.

And I am so proud of my sister Myra and
my nephew Alec.

for starting this foundation to raise
awareness and money for mental health

addiction.

It has been a very difficult year for
our family for many, many reasons. So

thank you for your support.

I am beyond elated to see Alex in this
environment, thriving,

doing well. It was just such a short
time ago that Seth and I went to

to help him pick up the pieces when it
was...

really bad.

And to see him just do this 360 and be
here as a role model for other people

who are struggling this way is just,
it's incredible.

Now let's have a little bit of fun and
let's welcome all of our designers. And

here we go.

I'm so glad that Jen loves the
collection and wants it. At least this

can give her more than just one
tracksuit.

Let's get a drink real quick.

The sweatsuit, like with the bling up
here, that sweatsuit. Yeah.

I should be wearing that. I can apple
paste.

May I have my regular?

You should be a very proud mama. His top
was good.

Babe, do you have a minute real quick so
I can grab that? Yeah, you bet.

Okay.

They're right here.

The models look great. Yeah, the hair
was amazing. You guys are the best. The

stylists did a great job. It was
beautiful.

It was actually really great. Hi, guys.

Hi, you.

Do you love me today? Of course I love
you. It's fine.

Okay. I need to check in.

No, I love you. Okay.

I know that he's about to get going.

Listen, I wanted to make sure that I
took care of you guys. It bothered my

heart. You know, I had no idea that the
situation had unfolded the way it did.

So I want to make certain, right, that
nothing is outstanding. So let me give

to you right now, okay?

Put it in your head. Guys, less about
the paper than that I have a lot of

respect for both of you.

I love both of you guys and I love your
family.

I appreciate it. And I was hurt by some
things.

But we were too, badly, badly. And it
hurt me that I felt like we had a debt.

And I didn't understand that to be the
case, but I wanted to make sure we made

it right.

Thank you. I wanted to make it right.

That's all. I appreciate that. Of
course, Sean. I want to pay this debt

it's never been about the money. It
never was about the money.

I mean, hell, I got off cheap, okay?

I hope Coach Shaw doesn't find out I
threw a party for 80 grand for Meredith

13 grand for him.

All I know is that I'm going to run to
the bank after this event and cash that

check before the government freezes her
account.

We can at least try to build a new
foundation, right?

Hello. I know it's weird to even ring
the doorbell. I'm like, I don't feel

comfortable just walking in. I guess
I'll do the whole, hope you brought

didn't. I brought pink.

This is for Bobby.

Yeah, it's Bobby's birthday. I know.
Birthday girl.

Do you want to see her?

Yeah. Bobby.

I'd love to see her.

Heather's here.

She has something for you.

She's 12.

She's like a young woman. Yeah.

Hi, birthday girl. Wait a second. Do you
have makeup on?

Come here.

Hi, happy birthday. You look so pretty.
You look grown up. She's definitely

grown up.

She's got makeup on.

She does. As soon as you wipe it off,
you can have your gift.

I'm just kidding.

This is for you. Thank you. You're
welcome, babe.

Heather and I were really close.

We talked every day. We are so involved
in each other's lives.

At an intimate level.

I know you hate when I get all listy and
touchy -feely on you. Bring it in. I

love a little miss.

I love you. You are totally fearless.

It sucks not knowing what's going on in
your friend's life. Like, a couple

months ago, I would have known what
happened to Heather's eye. I believe

And so it just makes me sad that she
doesn't feel like she can tell me.

Where do you want to hang out?

Right here?

I would love to go to the fire pit.

Let's go to the fire pit.

I'll grab some blankets.

Rocky! Oh my gosh, it's so pretty out
here.

I bet this is like your good
temperature. Yeah, I feel great.

I don't feel cold at all.

Well, thank you for coming over.

I was glad you asked me to. I've been
like really worried about you,

since the trip.

I had no idea you cared.

No, just because I might be upset with
you or we're in a weird...

Well,

that's what was so confusing is I never
felt like you stopped caring about me.

And so to find out that, like, we were
on a friendship break, you'd never told

me about, it was like a stab to my
heart, you know?

Well, that's what was so confusing is
I...

Never felt like you stopped caring about
me. And so to find out that, like, we

were on a friendship break, you'd never
told me about, it was like it stabbed my

heart, you know?

In this group, you're going to take a
friendship break from me.

That's a complete bullshit.

The friendship break isn't supposed to
be a dig. It's me being able to process,

like... There's this weirdness between
Heather. I feel like I'm chasing her

down. You haven't been chasing me down.
You don't even know anything that's

going on in my life.

You don't even know how I got my black
eye.

Well, I want to know this. Do you really
not remember?

Because you've said, I don't remember.

You don't want to talk about it.

You've said you've been assaulted.

You've said someone knocked on your door
at 4 a .m. Don't answer the door.

Why are you laughing?

Because it's all just funny to me and
true. And part of the...

Mystery of the eye.

It has been insane watching Heather
create a world of confusion.

What just happened?

We don't know.

You look like somebody, like, caught
you.

Well, maybe somebody did.

How did you get a black eye?

I have a black eye.

If anyone does, like, a secret knock on
your door, don't answer.

Oh.

Did someone do that to you?

I don't think that that's even the
conversation we should be having right

because it's unimportant.

I'm concerned. I know the amount of
pressure that you have on you.

You're writing a book. You're a single
mom. You have a business. You have a lot

on your plate.

You're also healing from, like, leaving
the church and that in and of itself. I

know what that trauma's like.

I don't know if it's just like you don't
remember because you were drinking.

You and Jen were having the best time
ever, extremely intoxicated, with your

tops off, running around putting your
boobs on people.

Jen's boob did it.

It's a force of nature.

Why won't you tell me, Heather?

Did you black out?

Or do you know what happened?

I remember how I got it.

You do? Yeah.

And other people know how I got it, too.

So why do those people know and I don't?

Because I was on a friendship break.

You didn't tell me because you're on a
friendship break?

Yeah.

And I don't actually know if I would
tell you because the trust has been

I am sorry that you feel like you can't
trust me with it, but I want you to know

that you can.

I'm not going to hurt you. I'm not going
to turn it against you.

I am a safe place for you.

And it's really funny that you feel like
I'm not, but I am.

I think that this whole friendship break
has been a really horrible experience

for me, and I don't think you really
care because it feels like you think you

can just break it, and then when you're
ready, pick it up, and I'm going to be

funny, and I'm going to take up for you,
and I'm going to defend you, and I'm

going to fight our battles like a team.

But that's not how it works.

When you break something, it's broken,
and it's never as strong as it was.

I think Whitney was looking for drama
where there wasn't any, and she wanted

curry favor with other friends in the
group. And so she put me on the altar

sacrificed me and sacrificed our
friendship.

And she put me on a friendship rake.

And she just figured that I'd take it,
that I'd take it and then I'd forgive

and that I would come back begging for
more.

And that was a big risk for her to take,
to assume that I would just suck it up.

Very sad that bad weather has been like
a dark rain cloud over your head.

Be free, young Whitney. I will not hold
you back any longer.

That's not what this is, though. I want
bad weather back.

I think that we're stronger together. I
think that's taking me for granted to

assume that it would come back like it
was.

So let's just love each other and give
each other space.

Next time on the season finale of The
Real Housewives of Salt Lake City.

Three, two, one.

Everybody is saying that perhaps her and
Heather were in their room having a

sexual relationship and then romping,
bumping, and giving each other a black

after it because maybe someone wasn't
very good and good.

The trial has been pushed five times and
it's really happening.

Stuart's a piece of shit.

Stuart played me.

If Jen is claiming her innocence and
she's really guilty and not taking

accountability to the victims, that's a
really big problem for me.

The likelihood of her being found guilty
is very high.

Are you going to get him jailed for 11
years?