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Previously on the Real Housewives.

We're in sunny San Diego.

Don't you ever expect me to have your
back.

Don't. You've shown up for me for 60 %
and then you saw me in my belly.

I think that we have very, very toxic
relationships with Jack.

Do you think our relationship is toxic?
Because of you. You flip -flopped.

Because of me? You flip -flopped,
Heather.

You told me that you need to be on a
friendship break from her right now.

Oh, news to me.

Yes, that's what this is.

Let's go, girls.

A little potty never killed nobody.

Yes!

Where are your drinks at? A little potty
never killed nobody.

Lisa Barlow's your bitch.

And he caught me.

Jen looks about as good as I feel right
now.

I mean,

I may not be running a marathon this
morning, but I did at least get my

off last night, which is more than I can
say for Jen.

Thank you. Where was that?

It was on the floor.

What's the matter?

What the... Girl, what in the... Can I
touch it?

Yeah, but... Wait, what happened?

I don't know.

Does it hurt?

Yes.

Did you put ice on it yet?

We should probably put ice.

You have to wear the sunglasses.

Okay, I'm going to keep the ice.

Girl, you have literally... That's
lipstick.

Oh, it's scratches.

Oh, is it lipstick?

That's... This is lipstick.

That's not lipstick.

What the f*** happened?

I don't want to get anyone in trouble,
Jen, but that's why I need you to, like,

help me figure out if someone wants to
talk about what really happened last

night.

We need to cover stories, what I'm
saying right now. Like a spider laid

your eyeball.

Or you might have poison in your eye.

Spider poison?

Yeah, people die from that.

I have to get you to come over to help
me. Not tell me that a spider laid eggs

in my eyeball.

I'm kidding.

I don't think that story is going to
fly.

No, I'm like going through the options.

I don't understand how, like, what the
f*** happened.

Heather ate peanuts and has a peanut
allergy and then rubbed her eye. She

right on Tinder and invited someone over
and she got rough.

Heather got in a bar fight.

Bitch, you went out without me.

Okay. Option one, spider, lady, egg, and
eyeball. I'm going to say put it on the

list.

We need a good cover story for this eye
because I don't want any of the ladies

to get in any trouble. Okay, what's our
cover story?

You don't know what happened, basically.

You don't know. I don't know what
happened. Okay. I don't know what

Right? Yeah.

I don't know what happened.

Let's get Meredith.

Meredith. Hey, what's going on?

Please come here.

Sit down first. Sit down. Sit down.

Okay. You guys are scaring me. What's
going on? We are scared.

What's wrong?

Is it obvious?

Wait. What? What? What? Wait.

Wait. Wait. Just.

I mean, I don't want to get... When did
this happen?

We were with you until four in the
morning.

How does this happen?

That's what we don't know.

We're walking through everything, and
I'm like, we need to come out. We need

get Meredith. Just wait a second. You
don't know how this happened? I don't

how this happened.

Okay, I'll be right back.

Meredith, don't leave her.

She's a chaperone.

Do you have scratches on your back, too?

Yes, I do.

See, I would think maybe you could have
fallen and whatever, but the scratches

on your arm.

But how did this happen?

I don't want to talk about it. You know
what happened.

Oh, my God.

Like, it seemed like she was, you know,
physically battered.

I don't know what happened.

I don't recall.

It's really scary.

Good morning.

Good morning, sunshine.

How's it going?

It's just, you know. Getting ready?

Getting ready, yeah. Are you feeling
better about everything?

I am so sorry. I have not said anything
bad about you, Heather. I am so sorry.

Is there anything that I need to clarify
about how sorry I am?

No.

And the other thing that I'm really
frustrated with is Meredith.

Tell me. You know how I used to always,
like, oh, Lisa's the puppet master.

Yeah. Like, I feel like that's what
she's doing. She's very smart at it. She

knows how to stir something up and then
knows that someone else will take it.

Whitney, you have told Heather, you have
told Jen, Lisa has told John, who has

told Seth, that I started these rumors,
which did not happen.

Where Meredith is being able to say, I
didn't say it, is because she didn't say

it. She alludes and gets you to say it,
right? She gets the other person to say

it. I think that Meredith is seeking
revenge and wants to take Lisa down

also trying to look like someone who is
not seeking revenge.

So what was her plan to, like, get all
of you to, like... To get all of us to

start saying things about you.

Honestly, this is, like, wow.

Meredith holds a grudge. And when
Meredith is determined to take you out,

there's nothing that's going to stop
her.

And until I'm in the fetal position
wanting to take myself out, she won't be

happy. One mistake in a whole
friendship, and it's like, let me try

way to ruin you so I can look better and
feel better about myself.

You ready for a shot?

Do you have shots?

No. Let's do one.

I like your outfit.

Thank you.

Hello, beautiful.

We're all like different colors.

You look so good.

You're like a mix of both of us. Yes.

Hey, girl. How are you guys doing? You
guys ready for today?

Yeah. We're going to go rollerblading.

Oh, yeah.

I am dreading this.

I don't want anyone to see me.

I don't want to talk about it.

I don't want to answer their questions.

I do not want to be here right now.

Hello. Good morning. Well, good
afternoon now. I like your outfit. We're

flowy today.

Oh, my goodness. Hi. How are you?

What's up, Heidi?

What's up?

Giddy up, bitches.

Giddy up, bitches.

I had a near -death experience last
night. Jen came in topless and hugged

And first I was suffocated.

And then I'm like, you're choking me
out.

Hi, guys.

What's going on?

She's like, give it to me.

Good morning, ladies.

I want to go see the city a little bit
and, like, go around, right? Let's go

check out San Diego.

And we were doing the go -kart thing.
All of us are, and they were splitting

Wait, tell me about last night, because
I heard a lot of commotion, but no one

came to my room with their titties.

I, we're not sure what happened last
night, but we know things got a little

rough. What do you mean?

Well, I think we all know what happened.
I just think we don't want to talk

about it. Wait, what happened?

Oh my God. What the hell happened?

Oh my God. And what happened?

What happened? Oh, but what happened?

How do you think it happened?

Well, I mean, what does it look like?

What does it look like?

I'm just going to shut down and I don't
want to talk about it.

We don't know.

You're joking.

Wait, did you get some short -term
memory loss with that black guy?

I think we all know what happened. I
just think we don't want to talk about

Like you just said two different things
in two seconds.

I don't think it's that noticeable.

Heather, are you insane? You look like
somebody clocked you.

Well, maybe somebody did.

They don't want to talk about it.

Did someone hit you?

I don't want to talk about it. I don't
want to make the trip about my black

honestly.

Just looking at Heather and listening to
her, like, laugh it off, but yet,

like, allude to that someone hit her is
making me, like, physically sick. Like,

I feel like I'm going to throw up.

What's the one way I like to deal with
things? By not talking about it. We've

been under the rug to flex. We've been
under the rug to flex today. We'll do

some humor, and we'll do it the Heather
Gay way. Okay, let's do it.

I'm just worried about you.

It's not funny, Heather.

If someone did this to her, in this
group, if someone did this to her,

like, that's a problem.

Work through the pain. We work through
the pain. We're women of grit.

And women of grace.

Well, this looks fun. This looks like a
lot of fun. And a little life

threatening.

Oh my gosh, they're so cute. I think I
need one in my garage.

I love it.

We're going to get you ladies in the
car, get some helmets on, and then get

on the road.

The group activities have not been going
very well so far, so I thought a one

-on -one ride on the go -karts would be
fun just getting to experience the city

together and experience San Diego.

You're coming with me, right? Yeah, I
thought it was a good balance.

That's too blue.

I picked Lisa Barlow to pair up in the
go -kart because I'm smart.

Lisa's going to be talking about
herself. She's not even going to notice

don't say one goddamn word.

If I were to ride with anyone else, they
would be grilling

me about this black guy. I'd be trapped
in an interrogation interview.

I want to go with Lisa.

She's not even going to remember that
I'm there.

I'll ride with you. Come on. Let's ride.

Jen jumps in my go -kart, and I'm like,
oh, my God.

Yeah. I'm the driver today.

Jen is very unpredictable and very hard
to talk to.

It's going to be a very long ride.

You're parking brake.

Really? There you go.

Am I going to survive?

Get me home alive.

And remember, stay within speed limits,
follow your local traffic laws, and

navigate other routes to ensure better
safety.

Now let's ride.

What do you think happened to Heather's
eye, really?

It's just bizarre.

It really sucks.

When I first went in there, I was like,
I thought someone punched me. That's

what it looked like, yeah.

You know, my first thought was a fall.

Okay, did you fall and hit something?

And not, you know, during the night or
something?

But it's in too many different areas,
right?

boxes full of clothes and shoes and you
know what i told john i hated these i

like dressing myself but then she didn't
know what happened so i'm thinking well

you would have known right the stranger
part is that she doesn't remember i

think she has a clue and doesn't want to
talk about it

I booked a winery for the afternoon for
whoever wants to join me.

I'm joining.

Yeah, we're going to go rollerblading.
You guys wore the perfect outfits for

rollerblading. All right, we'll see you
guys at the house.

Coming up.

I don't know what happened, but whatever
happened is not okay.

It's really concerning.

Just for a sec, I don't want to talk
about it now.

Mom, walk in and stand.

Oh,

my God.

Wait, they're roller skates, not blades?

Roller blades, roller skates seem
different.

We are screwed.

Oh, my God.

I have been roller blading since I was a
little kid. It's my jam.

But roller skating is so much different
than roller blading.

It is not the same thing.

And so, for me, it is so much harder.

You guys, I'm nervous. I haven't done
this forever.

At least you can skate, though.

Let's see if I can.

Ladies, we're finally here.

Okay, let's go.

Oh, this is pretty.

This is incredible. Welcome to the
winery.

I'm Roberto.

This is my wife, Noelle.

We can do tastings today.

We want food, wine, and fun.

What we'll do is we'll get you a bottle
of rosé and a bottle of the Tempranillo

and a charcuterie board, and we'll bring
it down to the table. Beautiful.

Beautiful.

Oh, this is cute.

gets a normal meal that requires
utensils.

Rosé for you.

I am sick of the rolled up cheese, the
tiny crackers, the cluster of grapes.

I've seen every version. I would like a
version that's just on a plate with a

fork and a knife.

All through 6th and 7th grade, I was at
the roller rink every Friday night.

I could do tricks. I could do all the
things on roller skates.

I'm

better

on wheels than skis. What can I say?

How was your car ride?

How was my... Yeah, how was your car
ride? It was fun.

Heather and I were talking about our
kids.

Oh, really?

Yeah. Did you talk about her black eye?

No. What do you guys think happened?

I don't know, and I don't want to
assume.

There's only two options. Someone hit
her or she fell. She did it to herself

someone did it to her.

Honestly, if someone hit her, I would
think it was Jen.

We all know how toxic their friendship
is, and at the state of how intoxicated

they were, Like, what if Heather picked
off Jen and Jen hit her?

But why is Heather covering it up?

Does she think this is going to be bad
for her trial?

I don't know.

Listen, I don't know what happened, but
whatever happened is not okay,

obviously. What, that broke my eye?

Yes. My whole, my soul, my heart, and my
scratches?

It's really concerning.

That is not okay at any level.

I don't know what happened, but I know
it's not okay.

Just respect. I don't want to talk about
it now. We'll talk about it later. And

it's nothing you should worry about. I
got it handled. We are worried about it,

but we will respect your space for the
time being on it. As long as we feel

you're safe, but that means you're not
sleeping alone.

Let's move on. So you're not going to
tell us what happened?

Well, I can't.

And that's, like, that's the game of all
of this. Like, I'm not going to say it

until somebody else says it. You know
what I mean? Like, I'm not going to spew

my theories until everybody spews
theirs. Like, this is just a game of,

Texas Hold 'em. And nobody is showing
their cards.

When I woke up with it, I called you and
I called you. And normally I would call

Whitney immediately.

But after the dinner last night, when I
found out I was on a friendship break.

Whitney and I have been in cahoots from
day one.

I go to her. I say the petty, dumb
things that don't matter that I would

say out loud because they're unnecessary
and immature.

So she wants to, like, all of a sudden,
clean slate, start fresh with Lisa.

Great. Do that with you. Don't bring me
into it.

Don't pull me into everything that we've
ever said as friends and then...

Think that I'm not gonna have a reaction
to that because it makes me not trust

her But the truth is I love her and our
friendship is so effortless that I just

Give her grace in it. You know, she's
going through a lot She's been giving me

lot of information that I'd never had
before, you know, Justin losing his job

Maybe there's a reason that the two of
them are bonding and all of a sudden

coming together because it all seems
weird Whitney is going through this

thing with Justin

Right? Justin lost his job.

And you know what? Lisa has stuff, too.

Lisa, there's an SEC filing, a
crowdfunding, where Lisa's the richest

of all of us, but she's trying to
crowdfund for $25 ,000.

The whole thing is very strange to me
because I don't understand why you reach

out for 25 grand on crowdfunding.

And in it, they have to disclose, you
know, everything. They have to disclose

their debts. And they do have a loan
from way below market value.

We went over to Meredith's home, me,
Angie Kay, and Heather.

And we're talking to Meredith.

Got some information with somebody about
your business.

And she was sharing with us about, like,
how VEDA was crowdfunding.

There was something about an SEC.

And by the way, there is a whole SEC
filing that is floating around that was

sent to me. What?

It's a document that is a public
document that also shows that they're

making any money and everything else
that she's saying about everybody else.

Is she talking about my business with
you? This is bullshit.

Meredith is intentionally trying to hurt
me.

Why do you think she has the
information? Why does she have the

Because she's digging it up and she
wants her to meet. She doesn't have any

information. She said it was like public
record. Listen, you know what? SEC

filings are public record, but it's not
on Vita. It's on a brand we own that has

one outlet that we sell nationwide.

I know what's happening here.

Meredith is upset that I had the hot mic
moment and she's retaliating.

She is trying to disparage my name, my
businesses, my marriage, and my family.

Sorry, my company isn't failing. It's
actually thriving.

I have my POs on my phone. I can post
them on Instagram.

She's going to have to sell a lot of
jewelry to make one of my POs.

Meredith said her family's off limits.

Businesses are off limits. Children are
off limits. Well, guess what? You just

came for all my stuff.

So maybe nothing's off limits anymore.

This is how Meredith works.

Do you think that she's trying to make
Lisa look bad? Oh, yeah, absolutely.

Guess what? She told me I had mental
health issues. Oh, my God.

No, I don't pop pills.

You do.

Well, that was fun. What a beautiful
evening.

Meredith, CEO of Sun.

My gosh, it was fabulous.

So just so I understand.

A little bit more about this SEC filing.

I still don't even understand what the
hell this crowdfunding thing is. That's

why I'm asking. So an SEC filing is like
a public record of the government when

any time you exchange money or get
investment money? Yes, it's the Security

Exchange Commission, and they monitor,
like, all public trading. So when you're

doing crowdfunding, people need to know
what they're putting money into. And who

generally... does crowdfunding and an
SEC filing.

Crowdfunding is for normally new
companies. So it's a small company that

have enough money to get to the next
level unless other people invest.

And as soon as other people invest, you
have to make a public record and an SEC

filing. It's a pain in the ass. I can't
imagine wanting to

crowdfund for any reason at this stage
of my life unless I had no other choice.

So are you close enough with Lisa to
inquire why she would? I don't care.

I just felt like Vita Tequila had been
around for decades. They were a main

player in the game.

You know, she said she's the richest
friend that we all have. That's the only

reason I am in life. But I'm just
saying, like, I wouldn't ask 100 people

25K if I'm the richest girl in the
group. I would, like, send a random DM

this SEC filing.

Here it is. Here it is.

Jack Henry Spirits, CA crowdfunding,
$25K to $107 ,000 in crowd notes.

I'm so uncomfortable with Lisa not being
here and them talking about her

business like she's doing something
shady.

That says negative?

They made no money? They made negative
$16 ,000?

There is no way that Lisa is broke.

She would not be wearing the brands that
she's wearing, driving the car that

she's driving, and living in the home
that she is living in today.

And if that's what being broke looks
like, I'll take it. I don't count anyone

else's money, but you want to sit there
and say I'm the richest bitch and you

can't afford a home and your husband
can't keep a job?

Listen, time out. We have to focus.
You're hosting a Greek goddess dinner

now. You guys, it's almost 9 o 'clock.
So get your mind right. Okay, got it.

Thank you again.

See you tomorrow. Well, that was a fun
day.

And there's still more to come.

Are my great gods here?

Come in.

Hey, hey.

Hey. You look so good. So do you. Wow.

2022 Helen of Troy. I love your headset.
Gorgeous. Do you want to have a seat?

Is that okay if I sit there? Yeah. It
was good.

Actually, it was good with Whitney and
Dana.

Good. But I was shocked.

And we went roller skating.

And we stopped and grabbed some ice
cream.

And then Whitney and Dana were telling
me that...

dana specifically that she was at
meredith's house and there was a

about my business what so it's heather
meredith and jen and i

and you know we went to that little wine
tasting somehow they brought

up something called an sec which ec okay
thank you and sec and

meredith you know, knew about it, and
she brought it up. But then Heather

about it, and then Jen started pulling
information.

Wow.

Heather and Meredith have both
experienced Jen's toxic behavior, but

supporting it.

We know Meredith loves her feathers.

Birds of a feather flock together, but
they're not pretty birds. They're

seagulls, and everybody hates seagulls
because they shit on people.

Meredith said something about John,
basically, like that he doesn't work.

Oh, we all know that's not true.

Meredith, this is what you do. Get your
team together.

Make sure you've got Jen.

Make sure you've got Heather. Get the
troops ready to attack Lisa because you

can't do it on your own. And if you are
going to attack me, make sure you come

with facts. And that's a made -up
bullshit.

I know what I have. I know what I built.
I know who we are. And the fact that

they're talking about John is
disgusting.

Like, honestly, it's disgusting.

Coming up. So I have a question. Who
talked about an SEC filing about Lisa?

Who brought that up?

How gorgeous is this?

You look so pretty.

Opa. Opa. Hello, my Grecian goddesses.
What's up, Heather?

How do you just have, like, a custom
evil eye eye patch?

I don't want to talk about it.

Jen had an eye patch.

Who carries an eye patch in their
luggage?

Well, it's Jen Shah.

They bedazzled an eye patch.

Jen and Meredith created all. They made
it. They put this together.

Oh, Miss Dana.

Dana, gorgeous.

Thank you.

Hello. What goddess are you? I'm like
the one that has all the kids.

Hera wasn't just a mother, Dana.

She was the wife of Zeus who he
relentlessly cheated on. She was a

and a mother.

I'm Helen of Troy.

And Lisa, how did you come up with this?

When you Googled Helen of Troy, was it
Britney Spears and Justin Timberlake at

the Grammys?

What's going on here?

Opa! Wait, who are you?

I'm goddess Athena.

Athena. Goddess of war.

She brought a shield and a sword.
Because I'm ready for battle.

Are you fighting your friends or your
enemies?

I have zero interest in being at this
dinner tonight.

If it weren't for Angie putting so much
work into it, there's no way I would be

sitting here after hearing what those
three have said behind my back.

Hi, everybody.

Hello.

Hi.

Yeah. I mean,

time to stop being so obsessed with me.
I feel like Mariah Carey.

I have a hard time with that.

You have a hard time with what?

Everything. What is going on? Like,
you're, like, all grumpy when I come

here. I'm not grumpy.

What's going on?

Nothing.

So you're lying?

Nothing.

Like, where's the hostess of this
goddess dinner?

Who pissed in Lisa Barlow's Diet Coke?

She is not happy.

And everyone knows I love an unhinged
Lisa Barlow.

So this dinner is going to be great, and
I hope I can see it all from my one

good eye.

Our goddess is here, everybody.

Our goddess is here. Do we stand up?
What's appropriate?

I'm approaching.

I'm approaching.

Oh, my God.

Hello, goddesses. Electra.

Ladies,

meet Zeus and Hercules.

Welcome to the gathering of goddesses.
You can have a seat.

Let's feast, and God, you may depart.

I'm very passionate about being Greek.
My parents are both immigrants from

Greece, and I wanted to share my culture
with the ladies. I just wanted to say a

little toast in Greek. They would say
siniyama, which is to our health.

Siniyama. Siniyama.

Siniyama.

To our health.

I'm probably going to need that.
Anyways, I've had a really amazing

and I just wanted to thank you all for
having me. And it's been fun co -hosting

with this. Thank you.

So I just wanted to give a little gift
to all of you. In the Greek culture, the

evil eye is supposed to ward off
negativity or bad thoughts or bad

Oh, my gosh. It's beautiful.

I'm really excited.

Now, if I don't see these on your neck,
this is so pretty. You'll never get

another gift again, or I will unfollow
you. I'm never taking it off.

It's so cute.

I mean, could this be any more
appropriate? Give me all the evil eyes.

Dinner is served.

Anything to ward off these evil bitches.

And it's so cool that your parents were,
like, true immigrants.

So tell us about your guys' day.

The roller skating was fun, and we had
ice cream while we were skating. You got

ice cream from the ice cream? We got ice
cream. And then we chatted a

lot and had a very, very informative
conversation.

I have a question.

Who talked about an SEC filing about
Lisa?

Who brought that up?

I have a question. Who talked about an
SEC filing about Lisa?

Who brought that up?

Why is everybody so worried that I have
an SEC filing?

Nobody's worried about it. Did you talk
about me and my businesses?

I really haven't talked about it other
than in passing. You had a conversation

with Dana about it, Angie, Heather.

That was the same conversation.

Listen, I'm going to be really clear. I
have an SEC filing. We have multiple

brands. That is not Vita Tequila. That
is Tequila Ciudad. If you guys have

questions, I'm happy to answer them for
you. But I think it's funny that you

guys all want to chit -chat about me.

Oh, Lisa, you want to chit -chat about
everyone else? Please, honey.

Please.

Meredith, I had one bad moment in our
whole friendship. And don't go there.

Whatever. Don't go there. What are you
going to do? Talk more gossip about me

and say my husband doesn't have a job?

Don't talk to me.

Your husband has a job. He works with
you. You guys have a company.

No one has doubted that. Angie, is that
true?

You guys, I don't know.

Is something even lost in translation?
Did she come home from our bus ride and,

like, download it all to you, and now
that's why you're so pissed?

Thank you very much, Angie Kay.

You think you're going to endear
yourself to Lisa?

You think Lisa wants to hear about her
$25 ,000 SEC filing?

That's embarrassing.

Pretend you didn't hear it.

Pretend she's rich. That's what she
likes.

It's in poor taste to host a dinner
where you stir up trouble right before

starts. Heather, you know what made me
uncomfortable today? You guys are

with Lisa and you're talking about her
in the car. You were talking about her.

Was the point to show flaws in who I am?

Was the point to show that I'm not
stable? You didn't question my husband's

business. I didn't question your
husband's stuff. I said something

ridiculous in a rant. Yes, and you
endangered the livelihood of his 4 ,000

employees. That is reckless.

Is she serious right now?

I mean, how many times are we going to
talk about the rant?

Don't make one mistake because you'll
pay for it to the day you die

I apologize for the rant. What more do I
need for us to move forward so we don't

land here again? I answered this
question months ago.

You ignored me and turned it on me. I
didn't ignore you. I didn't ignore you.

How did I turn it on you?

Explain to me. We have nowhere to go.
How did I turn it on you? I need you to

explain how I turned it on you. You
accused me of calling you mentally ill.

that is extraordinarily disgusting to
say that I said that because I did not.

If you think that this is normal
behavior and you don't want to get help

make changes, then there's no more I can
do for you. If you think that you

should be getting some help, I'm happy
to help you.

What kind of help do I need, Mary Ann? I
don't know.

I don't profess to be a doctor. All I
know.

You saying that is going to absolutely
trigger her.

So let's just sit around and talk
instead of work on forgiveness.

Instead of moving forward, let's sit
around and talk, right?

Because there's a choice here. I told
you we should move forward.

It doesn't feel like it. I felt you guys
were moving forward today. I felt great

about this trip.

If you want to stay in a good place with
your friends, you don't start trying

to... Find holes in the lifestyle.

We don't do that.

Intent. Intent. You're a lawyer. You
know what intent is.

Intentions are everything.

I've seen your intentions. No. No. You
saw me upset one time. You didn't see my

intentions. You're going to hold me
responsible for one mistake. It's not

mistake. It's a multitude.

Okay. Okay. A multitude.

Lisa has done a lot of just little
things over the years. Like talking

behind my back.

Or not calling me when I tell you my
father is dying.

Or canceling my makeup artist on me at
the 11th hour in the height of a global

pandemic when I couldn't get somebody
else.

It's so absurd. Who does that?

The way you were talking to me, you were
insinuating that I had a mental health

issue, and I did not like that. What I
had was a rant.

No, it was a tirade, but go on. No, no,
no. It was a rant. Don't relabel it. It

was a rant. For me, it was a rant. Well,
for me, it was a tirade. I can say what

I want for me.

I cannot believe we're sitting here
arguing about whether it's a tirade or a

rant. It's like, did you say trash bag
whore or garbage whore? Was I an effing

POS? Was it my family that modeled or my
family that poses? It doesn't make it

any better. Either way, it was pretty
awful.

I don't like the conversations that were
had today. I don't want my family

talked about, and I don't want to sit
and have these conversations over and

and over again, rehashing situations
from the past. So how do we move forward

when everyone remembers it differently,
feels differently, knowing that we all

love each other?

We're a group of women.

We have more in common than we want to
admit.

At the end of the day, put the petties
aside.

I felt like we had three steps forward
with you guys getting resolved this

weekend. I really did.

I think my eye might be a metaphor for
our friendships.

We woke up. We don't understand where
it's all coming from. It's ridiculous.

Sometimes we wear a patch. Sometimes we
let it all out. Sometimes we sweep it

under the rug.

Okay, you don't remember how it
happened?

I didn't say that.

I didn't ever say that. I just, I didn't
say I don't remember how it happened.

I just said I'm not talking about it.
First rule about Fight Club.

How did you get a black eye?

If anyone does like a secret knock on
your door.

Don't answer.

Oh.

To be fair, I am still unclear on
exactly what happened with my eye.

I don't want to talk about it.

Why do you not want to talk about it?
Who are you trying to protect?

Myself.