All language subtitles for Blood.2018.S01E04.1080p.BluRay.FLAC2.0.x264-SbR_track4_[eng]

Dad wouldn't hurt Mam.

That isn't who he is.
It's just not.

He wasn't with her
the day that Mam died.

He wasn't at the surgery.
He wasn't making house calls.

I can't be the only one here

wondering where the hell
he actually was.

You're mad.

We were here that night
your dad killed himself.

Dad called me a liar.

Hi, Barry.
It's Cat.

I haven't heard from you
for a while,

so I was just a bit concerned.

Why don't you
just call me Uncle Frank?

There's a good girl, now.

You're a mad fucking bitch.

I thought he had a gun.

Frank was drunk,

he stepped out on the road,
I hit him.

Now go back to the house.

Frank's alive.

Is Michael home yet?

Uh, not yet.

Frank is in
a medically induced coma.

There's a little swelling
around the brain.

The surgeon seems to think
he's gonna pull through.

I believe him.
He's a good doctor.

I'm going to be there
when Frank wakes up

so he says
all the right things.

I want you to drink this
for the shock.

Sip it.
Don't down it in one.

Did you find a gun?

No.

I saw a gun.
It was pointing right at me.

Cat, that is not the story
I told the guards, right --

which is that I was driving,

Frank stepped into the road,
and I hit him, yeah?

Why would you take the blame
for me?

I don't understand.
You wanted me gone.

Cat, you're my daughter.

Of course
I'm going to protect you

no matter
what the circumstances are.

Look, you assaulted Frank
in the bar.

You know, people saw that.

If the guards knew about that,

there's only one way
this is going to look.

At least this way we can
make it look like an accident,

for Christ's sake.

Why were you there?

I was on my way home.

Why wasn't Frank with you?

He had left earlier.

He was pissed off, probably,

because he'd just had
his head shoved down the toilet.

I left shortly after him,
fortunately for you...

Look, Cat.

I love you.

And I always will.

But I can't keep
protecting you,

hoping to avoid the next crisis
that you are going to cause.

So I'm sorry,
but going forward

there's going to have to be
some conditions.

What do you mean?

I want you to get some help.

I'm going to refer you
to a friend of mine in Dublin.

He's an excellent psychiatrist,
and I think he'd be very --

Dad, I was just
protecting myself.

Look, I'm not just talking
about tonight, darling.

I mean, you haven't been in a
good mental state for some time.

I mean, can you honestly say
you have?

And I want you to drop
this vendetta against me

and all this stuff
about your mother.

I mean, I know we've had
our difficulties, Cat.

I know that.

But there's only so much
I can forgive.

I cannot protect you if you
continue to divide this family.

Do you understand, Cat?

Let's just
try and get some sleep.

Cat!

What are you doing here?
I thought you'd gone.

- Oh, Jesus.
- Ow. Fuck.

Do you want a chip?

No, I don't want a chip,
thanks.

What are you like?

Come up.

So have you and Dad
made up, then?

Yeah, we...

...had a talk.

Today was horrendous.

Yeah.

You punched Frank
in the face, though.

That was amazing.

Ohh.

Wicko hates me.

Who's Wicko?

The window cleaner.

Oh, why?
What happened?

I tried to kiss him
in front of Dad.

Didn't want to be
my statement.

Oh, shit.

He came around here
last Friday.

Wicko.

He said he came around here
Friday lunchtime

to collect money
for the windows.

Dad was here.

He paid him.

What?

He wasn't where he said he was.

Dad was here the day Mam died.

Here's the number
of that consultant.

He's expecting your call.

They're waking Frank up
in the hospital today.

I'm going to be there
when he wakes.

Don't worry,
there's gonna be no trouble

so long as you stick
to the story.

Michael, can I give you
a lift to work?

Sure.

I saw a gun.

Where is it?

I thought he had a gun.

I was driving,
Frank stepped into the road,

and I hit him.

Barry?

Barry?

Oh!

What the fuck, Cat?

- You broke my window.
- It was already broken!

I've been calling you for --
for days!

I thought
you were fucking dead!

Well, I amn't.

Can I come in?

Actually, no,
I'm -- I'm a bit busy so...

Look, I think I'm in danger.

- What?
- Christ's sake!

Just let me in, please.

Have you asked your dad?

Maybe there's
an honest explanation.

No, no.

Then take it
to the guards, Cat.

I don't trust the guards,
not with dad.

Jesus Christ.

Why did you bring it here?

I don't know what you want me
to do with it.

I don't want you to do
anything with it, Barry.

I just don't want it
in the house.

Okay, you think
that I want it in mine?

Look, if you're so afraid
of him, why are you still here?

Throw it in the river.
Go back to Dublin.

Then it's just another thing
that I made up,

and he gets away with it again.

I just need some time to think
about what to do with it.

Thank you.

You do know that I'm not keeping
this, this is just for now?

I don't want
anything to do with this, okay?

Okay.

I didn't think
you'd be in today.

What are you doing?

I'm leaving.

What?

Yes, I've asked Dr. Ishmael

to find a locum
to take over for me

while they find someone
more permanent.

This is gonna be my last day.

It's a bit sudden, isn't it?

Look, Sarah, I chose that ring
on a Friday.

I bought it after.

That's probably
why the guy in the shop

couldn't remember, you know,
when you went in and asked him?

Did you honestly think

Cat would keep a piece
of information like that quiet?

You won't make me feel guilty,
Jim.

You made me your alibi.
You didn't even ask.

You were telling everyone
all these stories.

Why didn't you ask me
to clarify?

Because you weren't unclear,
Jim. You just lied!

I didn't know if could
believe you if I'd asked,

and -- and if I'm being
totally honest,

I don't know
if I believe you now.

Right, well, I'm not gonna make
a fool of myself standing here

asking you to believe something
you don't believe in.

You know what you think.

Okay.

Garda Breen still wants to
talk to you about Rita Corcoran.

What do you want me
to tell him?

Tell him he knows
where to find me.

You know,
you could've just sent a text

to say that you were okay.

Well, I wasn't okay.

Well, then,
you could've said that.

You could've
just said something.

I thought you'd hurt yourself.

I wanted to go through
some things, family stuff.

I needed to be on my own,
all right?

Oh, look at us.

I forgot
what a cute kid you were.

You look so much like your dad.

I wish I was more like him.

All my life I've always
had questions, you know?

About what happened to him.

And I just thought
I'd put them all to bed.

- What questions?
- Well...

Well, why wasn't there a note?
You know?

Like, my dad
was his own greatest advocate.

He liked people to see things
the way he saw it,

and men like that leave notes.

They don't leave it to others
to wonder

or to -- to speak for them,
do they?

I don't know.
And then, look, there's this.

Here.

It's my dad's death certificate.
I'd never seen it before.

Your dad signed it.

Maybe that's normal.

You know,
he was my dad's doctor.

And he would've been seen
by the coroner as well,

so, uh, I don't know.

Maybe I'm --
I'm just paranoid now.

I'm not supposed to obsess
over things like this,

but now it's in my head,
and I can't get it out.

- Do you have it?
- What?

The coroner's report.

I-I don't think so, no.
Why?

Daddy!

But there would be marks
where my dad hit him.

They'd be on the report, and it
would prove my dad was here.

He was here.

It won't prove
he killed my dad.

No, but it will prove
he was lying and I wasn't.

Do you want the truth or not?

Hello, um,
my name is Barry Flood,

and I, uh, wanted
to make a request

for my father's
coroner's report, please.

They can send us one,
but it's gonna be three weeks.

Oh, no, that's too long.

Is there no way
that we can see one sooner, no?

And, uh, what's the name?

Um...

D-Do you mind actually
if I call you back?

Yeah. Thanks, bye.

What is it?

They said that there is possibly
a copy available to read now.

My mam had it sent
to our local doctor.

It was sent to your dad.

He's gonna ask me
why I want this thing.

Okay, so tell him you're
compiling family records.

Or tell him you need it for your
mental health or something.

Are you serious?

I don't know!
Just say that you need it.

Look, if we're right
and it does say something,

and he knows it does, he will
try and talk you out of it,

but you can't let him.

You can't let him
make you think you're crazy.

Go on.

God's sake.

- Hello, Barry.
- Hey.

I was told that the surgery
had a copy

of my dad's coroner's report.

Oh. Right.

Yeah, y-yeah.

And I was wondering if, um --
well, if I could have it.

Right, um,

do you know which doctor
it was sent to?

Uh, I think it was Dr. Hogan.

Okay, well, I can take a look.

Thanks.

Barry.

- Hi.
- How are you?

Barry's looking for
his father's coroner's report.

Right.

You don't still have a copy?

I -- I don't know.
I, um...

But I can have a look.

I mean,
don't you trouble yourself.

Listen, Barry,
why don't we go have a chat,

see how you're getting on,
you know?

No, it's grand. I don't need to
take up your time.

Not at all, not at all.
Come on. We'll have a chat.

Just go in there
and take a seat.

I'll be with you in a second.

I know we've been happy about
the progress and so forth,

but, um, I'm going to
arrange for you

to see another doctor
in the practice

because I'm -- I'm leaving
the surgery.

But, look, you'll be
well looked after.

Yeah?

- Thanks.
- Yeah, good.

I actually came today

for just
my father's coroner's report.

Yeah.

May I ask why, Barry?

Just, uh,
compiling family records.

And I've been thinking
a lot about him,

and, uh, I'd -- I'd like to
see it, you know?

Mam never wanted me to,
so...

Yes, well, it was your mother
who requested

that it be sent to me

so that I could make sure
everything was in order

and sign off on your father's
death certificate.

I mean, you know,

these documents
can be very upsetting, Barry.

I mean, they really weren't
written for families to read,

you understand?

Still I'd like to, please.

Well, as your doctor,

I would strenuously recommend
that you do not read this.

Okay.

Well,
if you're not comfortable,

I can just order a copy
from the coroner's office.

I can wait.

Very well, Barry.

I'll take a look.

Thanks.

Oh, shit.

You promised
you wouldn't tell Jim.

Please, come in.

I had to find out from him,
no warning.

Do you have any idea
how that made me feel?

- What are we talking about?
- The bloody ring!

Oh, Christ.

You swore
you wouldn't tell him.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.
What else could I do?

God, you sound just like him.

If you were worried
about what he'd do,

you shouldn't have told me,
or you shouldn't be with him.

He's not a good man, Sarah.

He's not safe.

You should get out
while you still can.

Well, that decision's
out of my hands. He's leaving.

What do you mean?

Christ!

He really does like to keep
things to himself, doesn't he?

God's sake.

If you're waiting on Barry,
I'd be a little more subtle.

I think Jim is onto you.

Here's the summary I wrote
for your mother at the time.

There's a lot of medical...

If there's any, um...

...anything you need clarified,
just, you know...

It says here
there was bruising?

Marks on his torso?

Yeah.

How would they get there?

Well, hanging...

...it's a very violent death,
Barry,

and some people,
you know, they...

...they claw at themselves.

Right.

It's just, um...

...you didn't put that
in your summary.

No, no.
I-I thought that was gratuitous.

You'd think you'd see something
in the hands, you know,

if he was clawing at himself
like that.

S-Sometimes.
Not always, you know?

You don't mind
if I take this with me?

I do, actually, Barry,
'cause that has to stay here.

It's a permanent record.

Okay.

Thank you.

Thank you.

God's sake.

- Why'd you move?
- I --

I've been running around like
a thief. I thought you'd gone.

Did you see it?

Yeah.

Okay. And?

I want you to be honest.

I really want you to think about
this because it's important.

If there were marks on my dad,
where would they be?

I don't know.
A-Anywhere.

- What did he say to you?
- I need you to think.

What did you see?

Maybe, uh...

They were like, uh --
they were struggling, and, um...

Daddy!

I don't know, like...

My dad's, uh,
holding him down and...

Here, and kind of...

Okay.

That's what it said
on the report.

That there were marks
on his torso.

Scrapes, bruises.

If that's what you say you saw,
then I believe you.

I did.

I did. I'm...

Oh, my God, I'm not crazy.

That's what I saw.

I wanted to take pictures
of the report,

but your dad
was scaring the shit out of me.

Will you come 'round
for dinner tonight?

I need you to talk to Michael
and Fiona.

Dad won't be there.

He's, um, visiting Frank
at the hospital.

It's not my place, Cat.

I need my family to know
that I was right,

that he is capable
of what I know he's done.

They're only gonna believe it
coming from you.

What time?

What's going on?

Nothing.

It's not fair to involve him
if you have.

What do you mean?

Get...

So, uh, I thought we could start
with, um, nuts and stuff.

We've got some of
those sugared cashew things.

Oh, jeez, you didn't need to
go to all of this.

Oh, it's all left over
from the wake.

Well, it's great
to see you, Barry.

Slainte.

- Slainte.
- Slainte.

How's work?

Uh, well, I don't, uh,
really, um...

You know, I'm thinking about
running for the council

like my dad.

Haven't really done anything
about it yet.

That sounds nice.

- That'd be nice.
- How about you?

Actually there's something
we wanted to talk about

w-while Dad's gone.

Uh, something we discovered.
Barry?

It's probably -- probably better
if you just say it.

Uh, right, um...

Uh, well, we were
talking about stuff from before,

and, uh, well, um,
I started thinking,

and I took a look, and, um...

I'll just say it.

I seen my dad's
coroner's report, and, uh,

well, it -- it sort of backs up
Cat's story.

Which story?

When Eddie died.

You know, when we were kids,

and Dad said we hadn't
been there, but we had.

T-There were marks on my dad
that matched what Cat described

and what she says she saw.

You know, where he was struck.

It was in the coroner's report,

but your dad left it off the
summary that he gave to my mam,

so, um, that's why
I only just found out.

I believe what Cat says.

I believe your dad was there.

Now, I can't speak
to what happened after,

but Cat wasn't lying.

This is who he is.

This is what he can do.
I've always said it.

Oh, God.

You brought Barry here
to do this?

No, um,
no, I wanted to do this.

I never lied.

Never.

Do you see that now?

Do you believe me?

Do you believe me?

Cat,
I know you didn't lie.

I've always known.

But you're wrong about Dad.

What do you mean?

What do you mean?

Maybe this is something
Barry shouldn't --

Barry is fine!
What do you mean?

Come on!

Dad was there that day
at Eddie's,

but it isn't what
like you think.

It isn't, Cat.

Eddie had a-a --
a thing for Mam.

Look, I-I used to work
some shifts at Flood's

for pocket money
when I was 13, 14, and...

I'd see him
flirting with Mam.

And I'd never thought
anything of it.

I-I thought it was funny.

But then one day I saw them.

Mam was pushing him off,
but he wouldn't stop.

So I made a noise...

...to make him panic,
to make him stop.

Apparently Mam
wasn't the only one to have...

...experienced something
like this with Eddie.

So she -- she didn't want to
get anyone else in trouble,

and she didn't want to
lose her job,

so she made me swear
not to tell.

But I told Dad,
and he spoke to Mam,

and he decided
to confront Eddie.

He went to his house.

And he -- he told him to resign
from the hotel and the council.

Daddy!

He said if he didn't
that Dad would ruin him.

And then Eddie killed himself.

And then you started saying you
were there the day it happened.

You started saying Dad did it.

And he -- he'd just
picked you up from school,

he hadn't thought about it, and
suddenly everything was a mess.

I thought it was all my fault.

Dad and Mam agreed
to call it a lie.

To say you were wrong.
To stop it from spreading.

And you, God,
you were so young

we thought you'd forget.

They were just trying
to protect us.

Us?

What's going on?

We had to tell them, Dad.

About Eddie and Mam.
I'm sorry.

And did you just
take his word for it,

that he went to Eddie
to -- to threaten him?

Well, that's not what happened.

Please, Cat.

You've used this against me
my whole life.

You made me believe I was mad.

I was just doing
what I was told.

- Fuck you.
- That's enough, Cat.

No! It's not.

They all know now
that I am not a liar.

Barry.

Can you come with me, please?

Oh, what?
No. No, no, no. No way.

Barry, this is between us.

I'm sorry.

Come in, Barry.

There's something
I need to show you.

No doubt you'll have
a lot of questions, and, uh,

I'll have to answer them,
but first...

...I need you to read that.

What did he say to you?

I want to go home, Cat.

Please.

It's the note.

My dad sent it
before he killed himself.

He wanted your dad
to read it to

to make him feel guilty,
I suppose.

Jim kept it so me and Mam
wouldn't have to know.

Oh, God, Barry.

I-I'll be okay.

I'll be okay.

I'm so sorry.

I think I believe him, Cat.

I think I believe your dad.

I'll call you tomorrow.

Cat?

Do you think you could stay?

You know,
I'd really love it if, uh...

Look, there's never been
anybody else

that I can talk to
like I talk to you, you know?

And, um, I just...

L-Like, I don't know
if you're good for me,

like even when
we were kids, but...

I don't know.

You just tear through life
like a bloody hurricane,

but I'm mad for it --
for you --

and I always have been,
to be honest about it, so, um...

Look, uh, would you
like to stay, please?

We could build
a crate fort or something,

never have to come out,
just hide together.

I, uh...

I should probably get back,
but, uh, I --

I'll call you tomorrow.

Cat.

Come and join us for a drink.

So Frank is conscious...

...if not fully cogent,

but he understands
the situation.

I hurt you, Cat.

And I'm sorry for that.

Oh, and I got this cleaned.

I think you should have it.

I think your mother
would want you to have it.

Look, Cat, I'm leaving.

I mean, you -- you can stay here
if you like.

We're lucky, you know?

We have each other.

Things could be far worse.

There is much
that time can heal...

...but there are some things
it can't.

We make decisions

throughout our life, Cat...

...and some of them
have consequences

that we really
do not see coming.