All language subtitles for Brilliant Minds s02e07

For millennia, humans have wondered,
where does our sense of self reside in

body? Ancient Egyptians believed the
answer was in our heart. But the

If you all wouldn't mind silencing your
phones.

The Greeks believed our self and
identity was formed in the brain.

modern times, the question remains
unanswered.

I'm sorry, but...

Whoever's phone keeps going off, be a
champ and step out, would you?

We don't hear anything.

What is this, some kind of a prank?

No one hears that. What is he talking
about?

Seriously, what is that?

Where's it coming from?

Did the chief know your pocketing
hospital supplies?

Uh, well, I certainly hope not, because
that guy is a real pain.

Listen, Wolf, I, um, I wanted to say
thank you for all the care you've taken

with Jorge and his recovery. Well, that
is how it works, Nichols. You save them

on the table even when they fall 39
floors to what should have been certain

death, and I make sure that they are set
up for recovery when they wake up. I

know you go above and beyond. That is a
frustrating thing that you do, but it

means a lot to me.

With this patient. Does that mean you
trust my judgment now and you'll give me

free reign of the neuro budget?

Maybe if I wasn't such a pain.

What was that?

The flirting, the looks, the yearning.

You and the chief.

Interim chief.

And there's nothing to tell. Wolf, how
long have we been working here?

Not that long. You know I'm never going
to let this go.

It was a pleading down situation, Jeff.
Never DTR.

We're totally different people. We
didn't even get along at first.

enemies to lovers, classic.

Well, things were actually going well at
first, and until life got complicated,

I stood him up at his awards dinner.

You left that man on his big night?

Standing alone in a tux in the rain?

I don't think it was raining. You don't
make it easy on a guy, Wolf, but now I

need my dads together.

No, no, no. He's chief. Intram.

Chief.

And that didn't stop your mother.

It's gay's anatomy up in here.

And I am fully invested.

Sam, how have you been?

It feels like I'm caught in this loop.

Every day's the same. I wake up.

The clock starts again. I've got 12
hours to figure out where I'm going to

next.

Shelters.

Fill up quick.

I wander around the city, pop in for a
movie at the dollar theater when the

weather's bad.

I like the old ones where they talk a
lot.

Helps drown out the noise.

When I need cash, I house a chest at the
park.

It's not much, but it gets me by.

Then I do it all over again.

Being unhoused can lock the brain into a
trauma response state. It makes us feel

trapped in a survival mode cycle.

It's my fault.

People don't trust me.

They assume I'm an addict. I make them
uncomfortable.

Can you tell

us more about the voices?

It's like demons in my head. What about
medication?

I think the ED gave you a spirit off. I
don't like what they give me.

It turns me into something else.

Just a zombie.

I don't feel like me anymore.

Well, that's not uncommon.

It takes time to find the medication and
the dosage that works best for you. And

that's my job.

The emergency department's job is to
stabilize you and to provide a hot and

for our psych patients.

It's good enough for me.

Well, it's not good enough for us.

We can do better.

Sam has had 25 hospitalizations since
his first psychotic break four years

After he moved here to attend NYU, and
exactly zero of those times did he get a

true workup to see if any of the
symptoms were organic. I thought he was

diagnosed with schizophrenia.

Yes, by some doctors, gets affected by
others, even bipolar.

Everybody always writes him off because
of his situation.

I actually didn't see any presentation
of mania or any other signs of an

episode. Schizophrenia is the more
probable diagnosis.

A psych diagnosis, Dr. Kinney, which
after all these years and how he's

presented, does seem the most likely
scenario here. Which doesn't mean that

can't figure out a treatment to help him
better navigate his life. But there's

probably no miracle cure that's going to
fix him. I know that.

But Sam told us he was ready to get
help. And he showed back up for his

appointment.

I just think he deserves good, genuine,
unbiased care.

Because his is not the type of case that
people take an interest in.

So then why the interest from you, Dr.
Kinney? Because you taught us that every

patient matters.

Because you're the best teacher I've
ever had, Dr. Wolf.

And also you, Dr. P. Well,

I cannot argue with my own advice.

Go ahead and admit, Sam.

I agree.

I know she takes after me, but I'm not
that relentlessly persistent, am I?

I think it's time for the next step, as
in our

relationship. I was thinking maybe you
could meet my friends.

Okay. Yeah? Yeah.

Well, a group of first responders and I
started a kickball league. It's super

casual. We go to Flanagan's afterwards.

And there's a game tomorrow.

Come in.

Always been a Sandlot girlie.

That's baseball.

Right. Yeah.

Your next consult's waiting inside, Dr.
Wolfe. Charts on the desk. Thank you.

Hey there, I'm Dr. Wolfe. How are you
doing today?

Already better now that you're here.

Thank you for seeing me on such short
notice. Why don't you tell me what's

on?

I'm, well, I'm experiencing, I don't
even know what to call it, a song.

A song?

I keep hearing it, sporadically, one
particular song. It's like a radio

on and off in my head, incredibly
distracting. I'm in the city for work

completely derailed my trip.

And what do you do?

I'm somewhat of a historian.

I specialize in the fringe facets of
medicine.

Did you know that mercury was the
primary treatment of syphilis for

years before... Before the discovery of
penicillin in the 1940s.

You haven't changed a bit.

I'm sorry?

You really don't recognize me, Oliver.

are you here i happen to be in new york
and in need of a neurologist and your

name your name kept coming up i wasn't
sure if you'd remember me

well and of course i remember you is

it happening right now i need your help

And again, tell me where the sound is
the loudest.

The first position?

Or the second position?

The first one.

Okay.

God, I'm so glad you could see me. I
feel like I'm losing my mind.

You were right to come in.

I would like to admit you just to run
some tests.

It's comforting to see that some things
never change. We're still collecting

rocks. Oh, not a rock, a mineral.
Lapidolite, to be specific.

It's actually one of the few naturally
occurring sources of lithium. Okay.

If you could tell me a little bit about
the song, when you hear it, are there

other symptoms?

Flashing lights or muscle weakness?
Pain?

It's not exactly painful, but there's
like a pressure that builds in my head.

try to relieve it sometimes by holding
my nose and blowing to pop my ears. It

seems to dampen the effect a bit.

Can I ask...

What song is playing? Maybe there's some
significance.

That's what's so funny.

Oliver knows it.

It's that song from our summer together.

But what could it possibly mean?

It means that he never forgot you and
that he's back to rekindle the flame. It

was 30 years ago.

I still can't believe that Tom is here.

Okay, I honestly thought that you made
him up.

Like a Canadian boyfriend no one ever
meets? He wasn't a boyfriend at all,

Canadian or otherwise. It was one
summer. We shared one kiss. One magical

and one clearly memorable kiss.

And I love the idea of you dating again.

I mean, I sometimes worry that you don't
think that you're relationship

material, but you are.

Relationship material? Carol, please,
don't mock me. I'm not. I'm being

I mean, I thought you and Josh were kind
of circling something again, but...

Why do you say that? Did he say
something?

Is it something you want to say?

Well, don't you think that my
relationship with Josh proves that I'm

relationship material?

I messed everything up. So un -messed it
up, then. I don't know how to do that.

But I do know neurology, so perhaps we
could focus on that instead of my love

life. Oh, if we must.

Tom's case is exceedingly unique.

Although music is obviously such a
powerful force in our psyche, in his

it's hard to know whether it's organic
or purely psychological.

Maybe.

Seeing you again is triggering him to
hear your song.

This isn't a bad romantic comedy, Carol.

He heard the song before he came in. The
song is incidental.

I'm worried it might be symptomatic of a
tumor.

AVM, maybe?

Auditory hallucinations can accompany
all sorts of psych diagnoses.

Do you have any ideas about his mental
health history? I haven't seen him in

decades. I don't know who he is at all.

Well, maybe this is an opportunity to
get to know him. I'm going to get to

his brain.

Starting with labs, a CT, and an EEG to
get a sense of what's going on in there

when that song is playing.

Well, maybe the machine will spit out a
picture of the two of you.

We're supposed to tell our patients that
they're going to feel a slight pinch,

but it's more like a jellyfish sting.
And we're going to need you to stay

completely still.

I can handle a little pain.

Okay.

We've numbed the area with local
anesthetics, so you're going to feel

slight pressure.

I think I had a nerve. We can't continue
with him in this state for patients

with schizophrenia.

No, he doesn't want the drug. So then
this procedure is over.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

It's okay. You're okay.

We got you. You're okay. You're okay.

I finally got approval to do a workup on
Sam, but it's basically impossible to

stick a needle in his spine without the
voices in his head yelling.

LP fail. We've all been there, right? I
haven't.

How about I'll work on Sam, and you go
play kickball with Katie and her

Come on.

Sports plus strangers equals peak day
-to -day social anxiety.

Unless...

you'd like to come with.

No, no, no.

I'm sorry. It's a ticking clock. I don't
know how much longer we'll be able to

keep Sam in the hospital. But what about
the voices in my head?

The ones saying, they're all going to
love you.

Oh, my God. Dana, that's it.

What? I told Sam to ignore the
hallucinations, but how can I expect him

that if I don't know what he's hearing?

If I want to get Sam to trust me, I have
to find out what they're saying.

So glad my deeply rooted insecurities
helped someone.

I'll go with it.

Fair warning, though, I get a little
competitive. Really? You'd play kickball

for me? Yeah. Used to be my game back in
middle school.

Those bitches won't know I'd hit them.

Maybe don't call them bitches.

Low your roll, Bobby Fisher.

Work our way to the night.

If the board was a battlefield, pawns
were.

Pawns are the least powerful pieces.

Sam, what did you hear just now?

Sometimes it's like, feels like ten
different radio stations on at the same

time.

Just helps me shut them up. Can I ask
what the voices are saying? It's not

really easy to tell.

Unless it's Lawrence.

He's a loudmouth.

Right now he's saying, I'm the pawn.

I'm weak, expendable, waste of space.

He said there was no point in doing the
test, because if I died, nobody would

miss me.

I know it's not real, but... You hear
the same voice long enough, you start to

believe it.

Lawrence.

Hi.

Listen carefully.

You're wrong.

Sam isn't weak at all.

He is brave. He is brave to be here
right now. He is brave to get help.

And if anything were to happen to him, I
would miss him.

Maybe, uh...

We could try the test again.

You got it.

And I might have a way to get you
through it this time.

You know what song lives rent -free in
my head? Golden from K -Pop Demon. K

Demon Hunters.

I'm obsessed.

Tom,

why don't you get comfortable and the
moment you hear the song, let us know.

It may take a while. I'm not sure what
triggers the episodes.

Darn. How will we pass the time?

I know dishing about Dr. Wolf. Tell me,
Tom, what was he like as a youth?

Sorry. I'm smart.

A bit intense.

Handsome, but didn't know it.

Woefully ignorant of popular culture.
When I finally did get him to open up,

felt like I'd solved the Riemann
hypothesis.

Weird. He's totally an open book now.

What's happening?

This song is actually a seizure. I'm
having

seizures.

We should not be aware of that.

Not all seizures are the same. In your
case, the actual event manifests as a

song in your head. Each time you hear
the song, it represents another seizure.

We call it musical hallucinations. Most
musical hallucinations stem from

psychiatric issues. It's actually...
quite rare for seizures to present this

way. If I've been having uncontrolled
seizures for days, I'm at risk of brain

damage at the very least. It's true the
frequency of your seizures is extreme,

but you did get here in time, and we'll
continue to monitor you closely, and

we'll start you on an anticonvulsant
right away, if that's the course of

treatment you agree to. We can try you
on various medications until we find the

right one to help suppress the seizures.
We're going to get this under control,

Tom.

Thank you.

I knew I needed you.

On your way to Dr. Nichols' office?

Yes, for a patient consult.

Oh, consulting about the cute Brit in
311, who I hear is also your ex.

I don't know you got around like that,
Wolf, but clearly this is an

Um, I don't follow? If I wanted to make
my ex jealous, I might let them know

that my other ex had specifically come
to me about his seizures.

Especially if they're hot British
seizures.

But that's just me.

Yes, that is just you, because I would
never.

Okay.

You have time for a consult?

What's up?

Patient with musical hallucinations
presenting his seizures. EEG reveals

temporal lobe epilepsy.

Musical epilepsy?

Oh, interesting.

Temporal lobe localized events have been
known to activate musical memory traces

in the cortex. How often are the
seizures?

Frequent. Are they responding to
medication?

I started him a love of iracetam, but I
thought maybe you'd want to meet him

because this could be a once -in -a
-lifetime case.

Yeah, sure.

I should let you know because I don't
want it to be awkward if the patient is

ex.

Right this way, sir.

What is going on?

Welcome to the LP Theater!

You do this just for me?

Studies have shown that a relaxing
activity, like a movie, can help

intensity of the voices you're hearing.

An old classic.

Lots of talking.

And after the procedure, we'll open up
the snack bar.

Popcorn, chocolate, gum or bears.

You got any therapy straws?

All you can eat.

Shall we head to your front row seat?

Oh,

Tom.

This is Dr.

Nichols, our head of neurosurgery.

And chief medical officer.

And that.

Pleasure. Oh, sorry for this state of
undress when you walked in. I just had

freshen up after all those tests.

Though I suppose it's nothing Oliver
hasn't seen before.

Right, Wolf mentioned you two used to
date.

It was just one kiss ages ago. One, one
kiss. One, one kiss ages ago.

But it left quite the impression.

With a cold blue 8 -3 -11.

All right, it's all right.

I got you.

He's having an aggressive temporal lobe
seizure, so one milligram of Ativan.

Tom?

Tom? Tom! Hey, I need you to listen to
me. Stop. You're going to hurt yourself.

Whoa. His ear.

That was a life -threatening tonic
-clonic seizure.

Normally, I would keep trying meds. But
the ictal event was clearly an

escalation. The surgery had to be on the
tape.

I know this is presenting primarily as a
musical hallucination, but the next

time he hears that song, it might be the
last thing he ever hears.

Unfortunately, your brain is not
responding to any of the medications

tried, and it appears your seizures are
getting worse.

We think you have drug -resistant
epilepsy, meaning the normal course of

medication won't work. One of the
avenues we'd like to explore is a

the temporal lobe that's causing the
seizures to occur.

Brain surgery. With seizures that
intense, the risk of permanent brain

worse is high.

Rushing straight to surgery, we will
perform something called a water test,

where you shut down each side of the
brain to figure out where language and

memory are primarily stored. We know the
source of your seizures is the left

temporal lobe. We need to see how tied
to these functions that area is in your

particular brain.

Dad? Dad? Dad! Guys, I'm so sorry.

We got here as fast as we could.

I can't believe that. This must be a
good friend.

Where are my manners?

I'm Rasheed, Tom's husband.

Dang! Get over here. Come loosen up. I
want you pulling a hammy. Lucy.

Lucy freaking Lou.

I'm so glad you're here.

Sure. Come on.

All right, everybody. Bring it in to big
team.

Andy and I are captains.

All right, for my first choice, I am
going with a sure bet. They are quick,

funny, brilliant with a pen light and on
a six -game hot

streak. Let's go!

Let's go! Let's go! Let's go!

Let's go! To be clear, my hot streak
isn't just confined to kickball.

All right, you're up.

It's all negative.

The imaging, the LP, Dr. Wolf confirmed
there is nothing here.

Just false hope.

I disagree.

You got Sam a true diagnosis.

And for what? Now I'm just going to send
him out in the world so he can keep

reliving that same day to keep reliving
that same trauma.

How is that helping him? It may not be
the outcome you wanted, but people live

with schizophrenia every day. You got
Sam.

To trust you. He's willing to do the
work now. You have to trust him to

his own life and treatment.

I just wish it didn't have to be so hard
for him.

You can't wave a wand and make someone's
life magically different.

You can't erase the past.

Healing takes time and work and
acknowledging reality.

And sometimes that's as difficult for
doctors.

As it is for their patients.

Hey, Van, do you think I could get your
help with a patient?

Actually, I need Michelle's help. Call
me back.

Good job.

You good?

She doesn't even pick me for her team.

Sorry about it.

Hey, do you think Katie dated her?

I think she dated them.

Relax. Not like all of them, like the
entire infield.

All right,

bring it in shallow.

Come on, Dana, you got this. Show them
who's boss. Let's go.

One by one, I'm coming for them. Keep
your eyes down.

list.

I'm the heat wave rising up around,
gonna wish that you'd never meet me

Yeah, here we go again, whipping up an
evil man, wiping my dirty hands clean.

The WADA test found that in your case,
language and memory come from both

temporal lobes in your brain. The risk
would be lower if they came from the

opposite side of the temporal lobe
causing seizures. And much greater if

primarily stored on the same side. I
understand.

So it's somewhere in the middle.

So what do we do? In this particular
case, given how aggressive your episodes

are, I believe the risk of surgery is
worth it. A temporal lobotomy will

cure or markedly diminish your seizures.

But there are risks, stroke, paralysis,
infections, and in extreme cases,

difficulties with language, possible
loss of old memories and the inability

form new ones.

So I could wake up with amnesia. I could
forget my family, my friends, my past.

I have done this procedure.

hundreds of times, and I'm not boasting
when I say that you will be in the very

best hands. Ever since this started, it
has warped my brain to maybe lose my

memory, to forget the people that I
love, to forget... No, I just... I just

don't know.

I heard you've opted to reject the
surgery.

May I ask why?

Because I don't want to stop hearing
this song.

Tom, the song isn't important. These
seizures are serious. Life -threatening.

But maybe they're happening for a
reason.

Since I started hearing it, I've been
transported back to our time together.

More than just the memory. The feeling.

As intense as it was.

All those years ago.

Do you remember, Oliver?

I do, of course. I do.

I go back to a sense of time when
everything was just possibility.

Will you go somewhere with me?

Hey, good news.

Michelle found a place that'll hold a
bed for Sam.

It'll cost them to get the bus out
there, but I gave her your number and

going to call you with the details. Oh,
amazing.

Really going all out for this patient.

Yeah. I mean, you know how I am.

Thank you so much for this, Sam.

Could I ask just a favor in return?

Yeah.

It's a little awkward, and it might not
even come up, but if it does, could you

just tell Michelle that there's nothing
between us anymore?

Yeah, of course. I mean, it's true.

Are you guys back together?

We haven't had, like, the official
conversation yet, but, yeah, we are.

sounds really nice.

You deserve it.

Things are working out for both of us.

I mean, look at you being all super
doctor.

You're going to end up out wolf and
wolf.

Except, like, the actual functional
human version.

Horses aren't my thing. Yeah, well,
neither is making an effort to get along

with my friends, apparently.

It was a lot, okay?

All the butt flaps and the side eyes.
And what is with all of the chanting?

Organized sports are literally a cult.

You can be a lot.

Guess I could have given you a heads up.
I'm sorry.

My friends are a little bit easier to
get along with, is all.

Easy or judgmental?

The way that Erica reacted when you told
her it was you who reported Dr. Pierce?

I was the one that lied to her.

And since when do you not like Erica?

It's not that I don't like her.

No one's that perfect.

There's something off about her.

Sam, we've reviewed your paperwork, and
there is no evidence of any structural

abnormality. You are physically
perfectly healthy.

What you're struggling with is
psychiatric.

Yeah.

Honestly, I can't say I'm surprised.

Thanks for trying, though.

Guess this means I gotta go?

We do have to discharge you.

But that's not the end of your care.
Beginning tomorrow, I'd like to see you

three times a week with the goal, if
you're comfortable...

I'm starting you on a low -dose
neuroleptic.

Meds? Not all meds are the same.

And with therapy, we can find non
-medical interventions that will help

better live with the voices.

How does that sound?

Yeah. Okay.

I think I can grab a few things for the
road.

You're not going to reuse this, huh?

It's all yours.

Dr. Kenny.

We'll work with you on discharge, and I
look forward to seeing you tomorrow.

Cool.

Appreciate it.

Thanks, Dr. Pierce.

I called in a couple favors myself.

Got you a stay in a temporary housing
facility, and not just for one night.

We'll have to reapply weekly, but you
were all set up for the first week.

This folder has everything you need,
intake forms, letter of referral from

hospital, and the name of your contact
there.

The only downside is that it's all the
way out in Queens, so you'll need money

to get there.

Here.

What? Take that. No.

No, no, that's too much. I'm not taking
your credit card. Yes, you can.

Because I know you'll be back here
tomorrow.

You trusted me enough to stay.

I trust you too.

Thank you.

Thanks. Thank you.

Thank you, guys. This is where we came
that summer.

Some things never change, even in 30
years.

Especially in New York.

Well, I think we Brits have you beat on
getting mired in history.

Indeed, I've made a whole career out of
it. Yes.

You are a worldwide guest lecturing
historian.

Married a lovely man.

You have two beautiful children.

Ah, I see now.

This was trying to change my mind, Ice
Cream.

Oh, it's true, Tom.

I'm not who you were back then, neither
am I.

You've become a smart and handsome
doctor, just as I always knew you would.

don't know me, Tom.

Not who I am now.

You remember I told you about how my
father died?

Yes. Well, it turns out he didn't.

With his bipolar disorder, he and my mom
thought it was best that he not be in

my life, so they devised the lie that he
died.

Oh, my God. He disappeared for 30 years,
and then he turned up out of nowhere.

Just as I was ready to reconnect, he
left the note and disappeared again.

You all right?

I'm not telling you this for sympathy,
Tom.

I'm telling you this because those
simpler times, they don't exist.

They can't exist again for any of us. We
don't get to go back into the past.

Life changes us, and that is not a bad
thing, but it is life.

The only option we have is to move
forward.

So move forward.

Did you take some of my pills?

What?

I haven't needed these in a while, but I
was in my head about Katie and

kickball, and I don't know how many I'm
supposed to have left.

What is going on? What?

What do you want me to say?

Yes, I took a couple of your pills.

I just needed them until I could...
Until what?

After all of the crap that you gave me
about needing meds and reporting Dr.

Pierce, and now you're, what, just
casually popping benzos? Do you have any

how dangerous that is? I am not casually
doing anything. I mean, do you think

this is fun for me? Do you think I want
to be like this?

I have no idea what you're doing because
apparently you've been lying to me for

months. You want the truth? The truth is
that I am a mess.

I, uh...

Went to that wellness retreat in Mexico
to feel better, and I couldn't even

manage to do that right. And so I ended
up with 200 milligrams of Benzo in my

suitcase. Oh, Erica.

Yeah.

I let Celia die.

I got out first, and I watched her die.

And that was supposed to be me.

And I'm supposed to be moving on. And
I'm supposed to be good. And I'm

to be smart. And I'm supposed to be a
good doctor. And I am supposed to keep

together. And I am supposed to figure it
out.

And I just... No, no, no.

Okay. Okay.

Okay.

made it through the surgery.

Dr. Nichols is very pleased with the
result.

I don't think we've met.

What a wolf.

There's no way I could ever forget you.

We've talked about this, but we can't. I
don't hear the song anymore.

I should hope not. That was the point of
the surgery.

I'm so grateful you got me through this.

Because I love my life.

I love my family.

I love Rashid.

But old friends are nice too.

Maybe that's why this happened.

And I might have made that fit surgeon a
bit jealous.

Dr. Nichols?

Don't pretend to be surprised.

You're very bad at it.

And I know I'm right.

Well, if I'm being honest, I wouldn't
mind it if you were.

Whatever's happened in your life, I
always knew you would go on to do the

extraordinary things.

And here you are.

We all have voices in our head.

Voices of the people who shaped us.

Did Sam show back up for his
appointment?

Mm -mm.

He was always tomorrow.

It's never too late to seek help.

Yep.

Always tomorrow.

Mm -hmm.

Voices that tell us we're not good
enough, no matter how hard we try.

Oh, yeah.

Well, hey.

I just wanted to say thank you for what
you did for Tom.

I've been told that's how it works.

I know Tom means something to you. I was
glad I could help.

He meant something to me a long time
ago, but I've been thinking about what I

want for the future, and I've been
thinking about how...

It felt when we were together, and I
would like to try again.

I will.

I mean, if it's the chief thing, I get
it, but I think we can work around that.

It's not that.

I'm seeing someone, Oliver.

You're... Oh. I was with him before us.

We recently reconnected, and I've been
meaning to tell you, but I didn't know

how.

It just happened.

It's, um... You see, you know?

You see?

Right, um... I don't know.

Because of me.

But that sounds good.

I'm sorry, I didn't... No, no, no.

It's okay.

You should be happy.

Josh?

And then there are the voices that tell
us we don't deserve

to be loved.

I can understand how you feel.

You understand how I feel?

How long was it we had, honey?

I didn't count the days. I did.

Every one of them.

Mostly I remember the last one.

The wild finish. A guy standing on a
station. I was adopted.

With a comical look on his face because
he's inside.

You don't know that much about my birth
mother, but I know that she had

schizophrenia.

She couldn't.

No one could help her.

She just got lost.

Some of us don't get to be easy.

I know that can feel like it'll always
be a curse.

But I promise sometimes it's a gift.

Greg, we'll be right ahead.