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Previously on The Real Housewives of New York City.

Are you ready to join the circus?

Yeah, I'm so excited.

The Big Apple Circus called me to be their guest ringmaster.

I know who's going to go to the circus.

Everyone but Bethany, because Bethany will say, I have my daughter.

And Lou Winkler's like, I have to go to my house.

You love those wrap dresses, don't you? I do. But you may want to change it up a

little. Why?

I don't know. You and I will go shopping and you can show me what my dad chose

drinking over his family. You're stuck in angry.

You know what we should do is Al -Anon.

Yeah, Scott and I broke up. You did? Yeah. There's been so many breakups and

getting back together that I don't know. I mean, okay, it's a relief, and I'm

just wanting to move forward.

I plead guilty to being fabulous.

The only thing I'll settle for is more.

People call me over the top, but lately, I prefer being a bottom.

Game set.

Now, I need a match.

When life gives me limes, I make margarita.

If you got a problem with me, it's your problem.

What time?

Is it 9 .30 or 9 .15?

Yeah, we start at 9 .30. Every time I go, how long am I in there? Half hour?

Like 40 minutes.

My divorce slash custody battle lives on.

This is about seven years after my breakup.

Sadly, I'm used to going to court, and I really deal with this alone.

It's bad.

It's really bad.

I have a contract with Beam, one of the largest liquor companies in the world,

that there's a clause that says I get fired if I violate anything, if I do

anything inappropriate, if I abuse alcohol or drugs.

The funny thing is, I just told you yesterday you don't have time to drink

water. You know what? You're right. I don't have time to drink water.

Over here.

Oh, good.

He's a guy.

What guy?

Paparazzi? Mm -hmm.

He doesn't know the class. So should we play a game?

I mean, yeah.

All right, so when he's looking that way, I'm going to go down. Don't these

stairs work?

Haven't I gone down these stairs before? No, no, no. I have to go around him?

Yeah, you have to go right in front of him.

All right, well, good. The paparazzi wants to get some of the action. They're

there for the good, they're there for the bad. Sometimes you're trying to

yourself and them not get a picture, and you don't even know why.

It is what it is. I'm not going to start complaining about paparazzi.

Hey, Mama.

Look at you. I love you.

You look like a tennis player.

Oh, look at the baby.

Hey. Jill and I have been friends for over 10 years.

And I ask the question, do I look like a bumblebee?

Well, I must say, if I put wings on you, you might.

And most recently, she had to deal with the death of Bobby, and I had to deal

with my brushing with the law.

And so, you know, we've had each other's backs and been there to support each

other. You've got the same color hair you do. I know.

How are you doing?

I'm good. I'm really good. Well, let's play tennis, and then we catch up. I

some exercise, because I need to hit the ball. You know, I play every day.

It's my therapy.

No, it's good. It's great. You look totally fit.

I am trying. And I've been following you on InstaStory. We have to catch up. Oh,

my God, the cabaret show? I saw the one where you walk out on stage like Barbra

Streisand. Oh, my God. My life has changed. I know that. I'm going national

my show, and it's amazing.

I'm playing on all the biggest stages across the country.

It's huge. I mean, these are stages that the greats have played on. I'm pinching

myself still.

Darling, what do you have, balls in the back of your skirt? It's like hiking up

your skirt to here. You might want to put it down. They're up my tush.

I don't want you flashing all these other nice folks in here.

I don't care.

Oh.

Oh, gee.

I should always have two balls, I know.

Okay.

Oh, my God. You couldn't have planned that better. She's scared to death. For

her, that was the equivalent of a flying saucer. Put you on the floor.

Underneath. Yeah, that's safer.

All right, honey? Can I grab one of these?

Please. Me too. That was great. I needed that.

Oh, my God.

I have a question for you with your sobriety. How do you handle being in a

nightclub situation?

You know, it's not easy.

You know, I can deal with people drinking. I can't deal with sloppy.

I know what you mean. Speaking of that... You know, because you don't

I think I'm allergic to it. It makes me tired.

Well, that's what I kind of say these days. I say I'm allergic to alcohol.

like, I can't drink.

Because, you know, the minute I drink one or two, I want to drink the whole

bottle. Is that true?

Yeah. I drink a lot.

No, no, I know that, but I thought it was more situational. I didn't really

think it was like... No, I didn't drink at home. I didn't hide alcohol.

No. I didn't do any of that.

But... I am just a different alcoholic. And the reason I say it that way is

because most people wouldn't consider me an alcoholic at all. As you wouldn't

because you know me. That's why I'm talking to you about it. Listen, I have

I don't get too crazy.

Do you really think if one triggers your diet? Yeah, but one drink for me throws

me off.

A doctor that's very close to me, he said, you know what? You're not pretty

you drink.

And I went, what?

He said, yeah, your faith changes and you're not pretty.

And you know what? I started looking at pictures of myself.

And I saw a face that I didn't like.

Well, that'll do it.

I saw a lot of issues that I had with drinking. And being sober, I just have

more positive outlook and I'm happier.

Sure, there is temptation.

I'm doing a cabaret show, so there's liquor involved.

But I just, I live one day at a time. Enough about me. What's going on with

Never enough about you. Well, first of all, the things with Gary are amazing.

Oh, good.

I mean, like, you could feel the energy when we're together.

Like when you see the two of us?

You deserve it. You suffered a lot. I'm happy for Jill because Bobby was sick

for a long time, and she's moving on, and it's great to see her happy and

and enjoying life.

I miss Bobby, but you know what? The psychic told me that Bobby said I

be alone, and he knows I'm not.

You're not meant to be alone. I'm not meant to be alone. So Bobby sent you a

nice guy.

A nice Jewish boy. A nice Jewish boy. There you go. God bless you, Bobby.

Take a deep breath.

It was so quick, right?

Yeah, it was real quick.

Sometimes I don't realize how I feel about it until I get out.

Try to keep together.

It's been a really long, drawn -out process in trying to get past a negative

situation. And I honestly don't know where the end is.

That's why some people want to buy my company.

I might want to do it. I want to get off this. I need a break.

Let's get that call with that guy.

I'm realizing I'm taking on too much, Bert.

We need to let some air out of the tires.

It's going to be okay.

All of the seeds that I planted years ago didn't factor in for divorce and

custody battle.

A relief effort that I took on. A death.

We need some, like, support and help, and I... It's too much. All of it's been

too much.

I can't breathe.

So now I've been approached by several people who are interested in buying the

Skinny Girl brand.

I'm not looking to exit. I'm just looking for ways to take some pressure

I mean, it's every day, all day, like, with Brynn, every second, every

drop her off, and then it's boom, on a plane to North Carolina.

Then boom, on a plane to Florida for relief. Like, I need to let the mayor of

the tires. I think we, like, need to do this. I don't want them to know that,

but I feel like we really do. Of course.

We'll get, you know, a different engine going.

There's no falling in here. I can't. It's too much.

Coming up.

They're doing these things.

Thank you.

Tapped on something. Thanks so much. I didn't know what that was.

Hi, how are you? Hi, it's two.

Sorry, I need to set myself up. Thank you.

Is this going to be a mimosa sundae?

You can have a mimosa sundae. Maybe champagne.

Oh, just screw the orange juice?

For me, this is a vacation to come here. I know.

My mom comes to New York to get her hair done. Do you think she's not coming to

New York to see her daughter have a big shining moment being the guest

ringmaster at the Big Apple Circus? Of course she's here.

I'm going to have a glass of Pinot Grigio, please. Yes, ma 'am.

She always adds that with her scrambled eggs. She will have... I'll have a

mimosa, but a little more champagne than orange juice. All right.

Are you excited?

Welcome to the Big Apple Circus.

I'm excited, yes.

I'm excited. I'm super excited, but I'm nervous. I bet you your dad will be

watching proudly.

I know.

He will be. I think so, too. When I went on Tuesday and I did the trapeze, I got

a little emotional and stuff about dad. For all the excitement I feel about this

event, I am just really hoping that I can just keep my emotions level and in

check, hopefully.

Honestly, when dad did die, I didn't feel that you really registered.

There was still so many emotions about it, you know, because... You were angry,

didn't you?

I just feel like doing the Big Apple Circus and stuff and feeling like I

It's like it's a happy dad moment and it's a happy, like, sharing with dad

moment. The reason I believe Tinsley is still so upset with her dad is because

all of her growing up years, he was totally not an alcoholic.

I never looked, but I'm just going to, like, ex -Benedict. Okay.

And all of a sudden, her dad...

got sick and she sees it as a personal betrayal dad me and i don't have those

feelings anymore we have totally forgiven george but tinsley still is

because tinsley and her dad were very very close other than that how's your

going what's happening you know what's happening i know that scott but i mean

seemed so interested at first that's that's part of I know. What made you

interested in him? Right.

When I was with him, he seemed so proud of you. You know, there was like this

one side that was so encouraging and proud and everything and wanted to

me in every way that he could.

And then there was the other side that felt a lack of control or something. And

weirdly, like, he's Googled and he's seen, you know, this image of me. That's

what I thought he liked. But I think he's worried that then that person will

leave him.

Let me just say this.

If you're really finished with him, I'm the first to say just move on and go to

the next. I never felt that you felt secure, you know? I know.

She would go to Chicago, and the thing is there was never anything major. It

always some little subtlety, and then it was done.

Why isn't a guy joyful to be with, you know, a darling girl? But, Mommy, he's

joyful and stuff to be with me when I'm in Chicago. I only share negative stuff.

You're afraid to talk about the good times because you don't want to jinx

because they'll end.

Which tends to say there are a million guys who would think you were fabulous.

He thinks that because he does.

He does.

There's just a part that he can't do it. I don't know.

I don't know.

But that's not an option, Tennessee, when you date somebody.

Oh,

he wrote you last night?

This is my problem with Scott. He won't let her go.

But he won't take her either.

He sent me this text message, and this was like, this was weeks ago now.

And it was him back and forth with this ring guy.

But it's not proof of anything because he didn't do it.

Mom, the guy, the prices of the ring, the size, everything.

I mean, it was like legit him looking for a ring.

But he didn't give it to you.

Well, that's why, you know, I mean, with this, I mean, I have tried to just, I

felt like this was the right thing, and I sent the car back, and... Stupid car.

The car just got delivered from Chicago.

Scott was so sweet to let me have this car here. As I said before, I think it's

time to move on and move on.

Oh, I'm so glad we came. It was hilarious. I cannot believe that Anne

I was surprised, too. She was really good. And look at Rebel. She was so

Sonia and I are getting along great.

We especially have fun doing stuff one -on -one. So when I got tickets to the

advanced screening of The Hustle, I decided to take Sonia.

Here we are.

Theater and lunch.

How's it for you? Thank you so much.

Oh, boy, look at this. I love that.

This room is beautiful.

Wow. That movie was worth going to the theater for. Very relatable.

Would you take Hannah?

In a second.

The thing I loved about Anne Hathaway and Rebel Wilson's relationship, you

wouldn't think that they would get along, you know, that they're so

Right. But they actually got along really well. Like our cuckoo group. Yes,

our cuckoo group. The way Anne could cry, I was thinking of Tinsley, how she

could cry like that. And also, Ramona could bring on the tears when she needs

to. To Ramonicize us.

But the big stuff, Ramona, that you did to me, you still haven't owned it. And

until you do, we can't get past it. So I'm sorry. I tried.

I think I tried.

I have a 25 -year marriage that's ended.

I was flirting, and I'm really sorry that you're upset. And you can just,

I can just stand that. And you're turning it around and making me feel

I only have three photos.

One with my daughter. The Waterworks are not of interest to me. They're not.

You, Miss Waterworks City?

Hi, how are you? May I start you with something to drink? I'm thinking a

bubbly. I don't know. I think I'm going to have a glass of white wine. White

wine? Okay, I'll have a sparkling pink. I'll have that too. Okay, sure. Is that

foie gras or fish tacos? I don't feel like putting my glasses on because some

cute guys are here. I'm going to have a fish taco. A fish taco.

I'll have the shrimp and the meatballs.

Okay, sure.

The part where Anne Hathaway was doing that thing where she was like, and then

you have to make sure they always feel like a hero, a savior. It reminded me of

Tinsley. Yeah, Tinsley does play that.

The damsel in distress with the boys. Don't you find it weird that one minute,

Kinsey is at a dinner where she can't even call Scott.

A man that is promising her a ring that she just spent the whole summer with.

And now, the next day, she's completely broken up. She's fine. She feels great.

Fresh as a daisy. Not a stress line on her forehead. She just broke up with

Scott. Everything's great.

But why is that? Why? That's so weird.

I think a relationship that breaks up and gets together and breaks up and gets

together so many times in the first year, that's a tough one.

There's a message there.

And I think the message is, get out!

I always feel like Tennessee's holding her cards very close to her chest.

And we know nothing about Scott. We never see him. We don't know anything.

no, no, no. I don't know. what he likes i don't know she never says oh i just

want to she never texts me when she goes on trips i mean you know everything

about john i know everything it's almost like more of an arrangement than a

relationship i said that because he met her as a boozy blonde that likes to

travel and nice things and help her get on her feet which is fine i don't judge

that but if he's going to turn into the same thing that she had with the last

guy then that's not good I want her to have integrity and respect.

Yes, from others. I feel like an equal in a relationship.

Scott still has his claws into her. She's a very nice girl. I know she

thinks that we're...

We don't have her back, but we actually really have her back. We really do. I

think we're the best people in her life right now that we are here for her. What

I want for Tisley is to be happy, and I don't think getting married makes you

happy, and I don't think having children makes you happy. She needs to work on

her. So if she's going to take a long break from him or even break up

permanently, I think it's better for her. I just want her to have the

and know that she deserves a happy, healthy...

Respectful relationship.

No matter what happens, we're going to be there.

Coming up.

She has clothes that are okay.

We'll have to stop with the insults. Oh, not insulting you. Okay. You have nice

clothes.

You'll like this place. It's fun. There's a vent here.

Hi. Oh, my gosh.

Thank you so much.

Thank you.

Hi, ladies.

Good to see you.

Good to see you.

Since Barbara wanted me to take her shopping, I said to myself, I'm not

it off any longer because I can't stand the way she's dressing. We've got to

step up her game. The idea is Barbara's a new friend of mine. Okay, great. And

she's really busy, always doing construction, and she has clothes that

I mean, they're nice. But you know what? We'll have to stop with the insults.

I'm not insulting you. I see you have nice clothes.

Just be nice, you know? I mean, you have your whole life to not be nice.

Just be nice to me.

I'll style you in different outfits.

We'll kind of see what works best for you. I want to be cool, edgy, fun.

Love it, love it.

Because I love rock and roll.

Okay. Okay, did you ever get the lead out?

Is that a joke? No, no, I'm serious. Did you ever get the lead out? Like Led

Zeppelin?

Well, for my time, so I don't know. No, Led Zeppelin is before no one's time.

Led Zeppelin, Jimi Hendrix. Led Zeppelin is not as running down his nose. I used

to love that song. I used to do my geometry to that. It doesn't matter.

Rock and roll. Okay, so that's like kind of my vibe, even though I'm the CEO of

a company. Yep.

Oh, good.

There you go.

For bonding. She knows me very well.

Perfect. So I'll kind of walk you through the racks. Actually, I love your

outfit today. It's very pretty. Yes, very cool.

And then I love the idea of mixing and matching. If you love like the crop boxy

tops, but this will kind of cover your midriff more, but give you that look

you like. Yeah, it's very cute. Okay, she likes this top.

Midriff is not showing. Check.

Wow. Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God. You look.

Gorgeous. And then you can even wear this necklace with this outfit because

goes right in the cleavage. You look like a million dollars of love.

Wow. This is very J -Lo.

And the pants look sensational. This is so chic. Oh, my gosh. Your legs look

like the tiniest things ever. Fabulous. Thank you. Wow.

And that's coming from Ramona. I can't even.

Ramona is definitely rough around the edges and can be a real bitch.

But tonight, Ramona is the good Ramona.

You're young. You have great energy. You should be dressing to reflect that. And

you're very successful in your business. You know, my mother. Of course, you're

a lot younger than my mother.

But my mother has no filter.

And she can make you feel horrible, okay? But at the end of the day, she

had the best intentions. But she never delivered it. And so I have to learn to

maybe appreciate, you know, how you deliver your message. And I have to

soften my mouth. Yeah.

What Barbara just said struck a chord because my father was unedited. He would

say things that maybe would hurt someone's feelings.

Oh, that's, you know what, that's pretty, aren't you?

Yeah? Yeah. I never liked that fact about my father, and I needed her to

that out so I could hopefully correct this because that's not a good

Holy shit, you look awesome!

Really? Yeah, the girls will be, yeah, it's great.

And I'll be like, Ramona picked it out, and they'll think we're having, like,

this romance.

Is that what it's called when it's two women? I mean, if bros have one. I just

know bros and hoes.

Oh, a hoemance. We can have a hoemance, but I'm not a hoe, but okay.

Good. Let's go from the top. Start with left.

The right foot.

Voice.

Good. Pulse.

Beautiful. We'll strut. Two.

5, 6, 7, right butt, right and left and hip circles. Go to the knee.

I am hosting a Halloween party and it's the biggest one in New York City, the

most incredible.

And I'm performing live. We're going to have dancers.

And so we're doing a video to promote the sales of the tickets.

And come to the V.

Yeah.

C 'est bon.

C 'est bon.

Great job, guys. I love it.

We only have a few more counts because we just started.

However, if you want to take a walk around the space, we can choreograph a

little more and show you a little bit later as well. Okay.

Thank you. I'll see you downstairs.

This party's going to be off the charts. So this shoot's going to reflect what

the party's going to be. It's going to be off the rails. Let's be honest. It is

Luann and I, okay?

We're nuts.

Hi, guys.

How are you? Hi.

Hi.

You made it.

How are you, Sonia?

I came in jeans because I heard we were changing into nurses' outfits. I love

that outfit.

Evan is going to show us all the costumes for the video.

So excited, yeah. We'll go up and we'll put this down. Dress up? Yeah, exactly.

Welcome to your sneak.

This is crazy.

I love it. I love it. This is going to be the thickest Halloween party ever.

Ever. This party is a major party with drinking, and being on the stage keeps

from that part of the show and that temptation.

So I'm there. I'm working. I mean, I'm really a professional about what I do.

I got a statement face.

Let's put that on Ramona.

I've seen you wear that back in the 90s.

God, you guys are tall.

Finally, tall men. Yes, I love tall men. Long, tall, and got it all. That's what

I like to say.

This nurse's outfit is a little different from the one I wore back in

being a nurse, but not any different from nurse outfits I put on before in

bedroom.

Like, almost like frowning into the lens.

Oh. Okay, cool. Come on, Nurse Sonia Rita.

Oh, Sonia, you look so hot.

So do you. You look hot. Oh, my God. These two are the sexiest nurses I've

seen. So tell me, guys, if I should show some leg. Show as much leg as you feel

comfortable showing.

Well, not as much as I'm comfortable, but enough that you might want to see.

I love this.

That's a cute shot.

Coming up.

Holy crap.

Okay. Sorry.

I'm Tinsley Mortimer, your guest ringmaster for this evening.

That's it. Got it.

Am I going this way? Okay.

Hello. I look hideous and I have adult acne, but other than that, everything is

good. I just had a facial and she said my skin is the worst in 10 years. Look

this.

She put this hound on your face. No, she said 10 years. She said it's stress.

Look at my face.

Seriously. I'm not going on like this. I have multiple offers to buy Skinny

Girl. I'm open now to moving around some pieces on the board so I can deal with

the current stress.

of taking on too much because I'm going to solve this problem. This will get

resolved. So you're getting together the numbers for these other people. Do they

look good?

Yes. Let me see.

So are we glad that we didn't sell the company to the other guy? We're very

happy we didn't sell to the other guy.

That would not have been good right now. So I would be selling half but have

control the way I do now with creative and be the face.

One thing that I've really done in my business is I've made the right moves.

As great as that is, you get a little protective.

So this would be we're sitting at the chessboard and I just don't know what

pieces to move around. But I'm telling you I'm moving pieces around. But I

own 50 % and we have a big back end. Of course, exactly.

And he can build a brand to a stratosphere that I don't even

guy in particular.

has a lot of confidence that they can do better deals.

So the other guy that we're meeting, if you told them that this other guy wanted

to buy us, would they want to buy us? I think that they're going to be hesitant

to play as big. So both parties can.

Both parties have done similar stuff.

Here's the other thing that's interesting.

They work together on some deals. But I don't think that they are going to

collaborate on this.

They both seem to want you for themselves.

It feels really nice that people are very impressed with the Skinny Girl

with what I've built, and I still feel like I'm that young girl struggling to

make it work. Hi, guys.

Would you like a cookie or a cupcake?

Where are the rotisserie chickens?

The rotisserie chickens.

I'm going to assume down there because it says the meat and poultry. This is

more than a decade later, and it's a known brand name. I just have to decide

what the dynamic is going to be.

Your gut is something will happen?

I feel very good about it.

But I was already offered a number. Exactly.

All right. So I want to do this. I want to take some pressure off. I can't live

like this. Look at my skin.

I can't live like this anymore.

I want my life to be different. I don't want to be rushing out of something to

get to something else to like get to be with my daughter.

I have a good relationship going with a great guy and I want to keep it that

way. Like I want it to be balanced.

So I want you to make this deal happen.

Like that.

The deal will happen.

And I want to take the pile of money, do relief work. So that's what you guys

are working on. That would be the sickest party ever if we get that done.

sickest party ever.

I'm going to go in and get a drink. Thank you. Will you save one for me when

get in there? Thank you.

White wine.

Ladies and gentlemen, the ringmaster has arrived.

What is that you just made?

The Pop It Like It's Hot.

What's in there?

It's tequila, popcorn syrup, a little ceiling solution.

Cute.

I'll have one of those.

Sounds great. Thank you.

Hi. Thank you for coming.

How could I not miss you? Look at you.

Yay! I'm so excited. It's going to be so much fun. I did the trapeze here with

Tinsley when she was auditioning. I actually swung from the air with the

grandest of ease.

Seriously? Seriously.

Do you have any proof?

Yeah.

Hi!

You're good? Everything feel okay? You feel good? Yeah.

But he doesn't believe I did the trapeze. He did. She went first. She had

up the ladder.

And because you did it first, I was able to do it. Yeah, I pointed my toe at the

top of it. I wouldn't have been able to do it.

Dale,

you look like a child.

I'm wearing my dress. I'm wearing her dress. I thought it was casual.

It looks like Tinsley.

Well, it's my dress.

Anyway. Okay, I just had to grab my mother's wine.

Tinsley seems a little nervous about tonight, but I think it's a great way

her to be distracted and break out of her shell a bit.

She's coming out in public. I think she realized this when she was in a

standstill.

Shut up.

Don't freak me out.

It's not my voice.

No, that's my voice. I know.

Good luck. Love you. Kill it. Love you.

I don't know. It's not going to... I don't know how to say it. I'm nervous

enough as it is. I've got to speak in front of these kids and circus fans, and

now I have to hold my mic up like this? I am freaking out right now.

Holy... Okay.

I'm Tinsley Mortimer, your guest ringmaster for this evening.

That's it. Got it.

Am I going this way? Okay.

I just feel like it's going to move.

Mother effer.

Uh -oh, you're spelled.

Coming up.

Ladies and gentlemen

I'm Tinsley Mortimer, your guest ringmaster for this evening.

Welcome to the Big Apple Circus.

Now, on with the show.

Dale,

you did an incredible job.

Yes. Do we have to stay now that she's done?

I thought she was going to be more like, welcome.

I would have been great at it

You

were

good it was great that was my job as the ringmaster I was very nervous about it.

And so now I can just sit there and enjoy the show and have about maybe five

more glasses of wine.

You want me to take this girl?

It's all right. It's all right. I'm not worried if this baby has pooped and

that's just fine. I'm used to poop.

Poodles and poop, cats and poop.

I have my own problem with poop. Poop on.

This was supposed to be a distraction from Scott, and you're just bringing him

up. Again.

I'm going to go now. I have a date.

Where are you going? I have a date. Wait, what are we doing? I have a dinner

date.

Tonight? Are you leaving?

Yeah, get Ramona out.

Oh, you're leaving? Be careful of the kids' legs.

Okay. I didn't know you were going to leave.

What a bitch.

She just came. help herself.

Oh, that looks better. That tastes better. That seems better. That knows

That looks better. I got to talk to her.

Tinsley asked me to come to support her, and I did. I sold the thing with a

hoop, and that was it. It was over. So I have a date. I'm leaving. What's the

big deal?

Okay, ready for daddy.

No more. No pasta kids. Daddy.

No pasta kids. I spilt my wine. You think we can get more wine?

Yeah, we can. Let's get more.

I had no idea I was going to be pulled out of the audience.

Just tell me what I have to do. I'm ready.

Lead on.

Okay, watch me.

I love making people laugh.

I may be out of practice in the bedroom, but it doesn't mean I can't perform

when it counts.

I'm dying!

I'm dying!

No,

don't! Don't do it! Don't do it! Throw it in his face!

Throw it in his face!

It's just so shocking to me that this girl can go out there, have no idea what

she's about to do, and just do it so well and be free and just kill it. She

nailed it. I can't do that.

You were awesome.

That was fabulous.

Fabulous. I'm honestly blown away.

Because I know you're crazy, but honest to God, you were fabulous.

Sonia's made for the circus. It's the perfect spot for her.

You have no embarrassment.

I have to say I was surprised that Tinsley's part was so short. In fact,

came out in her part.

was a lot longer.

But you know, Timothy did a good job. I'm proud of her.

I think it's time to go.

We've had a lot of shampies, and people are dressed in very tight trapeze

outfits, which is probably not a good combination.

Here we go. Let's move.

Let's move up. Welcome to the Big Apple Circuit.

And I think it's time to go home before something naughty happens.

I'm leaving this bitch.

I do love her, though.

This was so fabulous.

Your daddy was so here.

Look how proud he is of you.

You are so fabulous.

But I feel like you're feeling like I didn't do that good of a job or

I just am.

I really am emotional.

I feel like I don't do anything good enough. No, it's not about me, Tinsley.

It's about your boyfriend.

So stop it. I'm sitting here in this big bow, this dress. I mean, it couldn't be

more what the little girl Tinsley would want to be in. Rosy cheeks and I'm at

the circus and I was just a part of it. And I'm realizing right now that I

couldn't be more depressed.

I couldn't be sadder.

should just be finished with the whole Scott thing.

Just be finished with it. You need to move on.

I've worked hard to be in a place where I feel like I just wanted somebody to

like share it with me and I'm sharing it with you and I love you but I don't

want to just share it with you.

Look at me. Look at me.

Look at me.

Stop looking at the negative.

Look at the positive.

You got asked to be in this

And you were wonderful and it was beautiful.

Stop it. Stop it now, Tinsley.

He's not here. He didn't come.

If he had wanted to be here to watch you in the circus, he would have been here.

He didn't. So move on.

I just want to be happy again.

You will be happy. You've always been happy, Tinsley.

I just don't feel like it anymore.

It's because you're the age you are and you have spent this time with this dude.

And he has not come forward, and you feel that maybe you've, like, wasted

time or something. You haven't, Dawn.

You haven't wasted your time. You've learned something, haven't you? I just,

know, like, something like this, like, this meant a lot to me. I can't explain

why.

If I'm going to feel sad after the circus in a big bow, in a big poofy

with glittery tights, then I'm really sad right now.

And this is not a good place.

Listen to me. There are people who have horrible things happen. You don't. So

stop it. I can't. You need to be thankful. But I can't right now. You

No, I can't. Yes, you can.

You thank God. Tell God, thank you so much for the situation I'm in right now.

will handle it. I'm good.

That's all you have to say. And you're going to do that.

I just don't know if I can right now. I don't feel okay right now. I don't feel

okay. I don't feel okay.

You're my little girl.

You'll always be my little girl.

Ten feet.

You're strong.

Stop it, baby.

Next time on The Real Housewives of New York City.

Oh, happy Halloween. Happy Halloween.

Luann said she was going out at 11.

Luann!

Luann texted me and she said, sorry you didn't make it.

I heard your costume was over the top. She loves to take an insult and wrap it

in a bow. Luann is not obtainable as a friendship right now. It's a one -sided

deal. I think she has delusions of grandeur.

Oh, my God. This is so weird seeing this. I dislike this place.

Really? I hate it. You hate it? Yeah, I hate it. So Brittany found out about me

through Safe Horizon, which is for domestic abuse, women, and children. And

you said before. Let her finish. Let her finish. Let her finish. I need it. Let

her finish. Let her finish. No, you stop.

Let her finish.

Don't ever do that to me again.

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