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You lost eight pounds.
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People would kill
to be in the shape you were in.
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You were recovering, but you blew it.
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This isn't about weight, it's about lungs.
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-Pneumonia.
-We don't know yet.
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The fuck we don't. I know!
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You may not, but I can't breathe.
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You'd breathe better
if you didn't holler like that.
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This is my ex-lover's
lover's Mormon mother.
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Even in New York in the '80s,
that is strange.
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This is serious, you understand?
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Keep breathing, stop moving, and stay put.
I'm getting you a room.
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I should go.
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I saw an angel.
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Two weeks ago. I did. I saw her. I did.
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I'm not insane.
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-I didn't say you--
-I saw an angel. That's insane.
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Insane. But I'm not insane.
But then why did I do this to myself?
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'Cause I have been driven insane
by your son and by that lying....
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Because ever since she arrived...
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ever since I have been consumed
by this ice-cold razor blade...
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terror that just shouts and shouts:
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"Keep moving, run,"
and I've run myself into the ground.
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Right where she said I would eventually be.
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Really, she seems so real.
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As real as you. I remember everything.
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What's happened to me?
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Tell me.
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You had a vision.
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A vision?
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Thank you, Maria Ouspenskaya.
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I'm not so far gone I can be assuaged
by pity and lies.
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I don't have pity.
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It's just not something I have.
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170 years ago...
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which is recent...
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an angel of God appeared to Joseph Smith...
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in upstate New York, not far from here.
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People have visions.
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That's preposterous.
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It's not polite...
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to call other people's beliefs preposterous.
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He had great need of understanding,
our prophet.
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His desire made prayer.
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His prayer made an angel.
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The angel was real.
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-I believe that.
-I don't.
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I'm sorry, but it's repellant to me,
so much of what you believe.
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What do I believe?
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I'm a homosexual with AlDS.
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-I can just imagine what you--
-No, you can't...
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imagine...
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the things in my head.
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You don't make
assumptions about me, mister.
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And I won't make them about you.
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Fair enough.
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My son is...
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-...Iike you.
-Homosexual?
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I flew into a rage when he told me.
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Mad as hornets.
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I assumed at first it was about....
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-Homosexuality?
-But that wasn't it.
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Homosexuality.
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That just seems so ungainly to me.
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Two men together.
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It's not an appetizing notion.
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But then, for me,
men in any configuration is....
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They're just so lumpish and...
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stupid.
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Stupidity gets me crazy.
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I wish you'd be more true
to your demographic profile.
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Life is confusing enough.
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You know the Bible.
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Reasonably well, yes.
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The prophets in the Bible,
do they ever refuse their vision?
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There is scriptural precedent, yes.
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What does God do to them
when they do that?
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He feeds them to whales.
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Here, just be still...
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you'll be all right.
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No, I won't be.
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My lungs are getting tighter.
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The fever mounts, and you get delirious.
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Then the days of delirium
and all the pain and drugs.
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Then you start slipping.
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I really fucked up.
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I'm scared, I can't do it again.
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You shouldn't talk that way.
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You should make a better show of yourself.
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Look at this horror.
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See? That's not human. That's why I run.
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Wouldn't you? Wouldn't anybody?
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It's a cancer.
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Nothing more.
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Nothing more human than that.
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God, I wanna be done. I don't want this!
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I reject this.
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I'm sorry.
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Stay with me, please.
Just till my friend gets off work.
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You comfort me. You do.
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You stiffen my spine.
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When I got up this morning...
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this is not how I envisioned
the day would end.
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An angel is a belief...
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with wings and arms that can carry you.
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It's not to be afraid of.
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If it can't hold you up...
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seek for something new.
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Louis.
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Oh, my God.
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It's the spring rain, is all.
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It's her.
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She's approaching.
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She?
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Modesty forbids explaining
exactly how I know...
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but I have an infallible barometer
of her proximity.
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And it's rising.
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Hello.
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I've come back.
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Please let me in.
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You're in.
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"Have you no decency, sir? At long last,
Have you no sense of decency?"
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Who said that?
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I'm having a really hard time, Louis.
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It's so good to see you again.
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You really don't know who said,
"Have you no decency?"
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-What's wrong?
-Second question: Have you no decency?
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Guess what I spent
the rainy afternoon doing?
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-What?
-My homework.
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Research at the courthouse.
Look what I got.
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The decisions
of Justice Theodore J. Wilson...
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Second Circuit Court of Appeals, 1981-1984.
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-The Reagan Years.
-You read my decisions.
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Your decisions. Yes.
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The librarian was gay.
He had all the good dish.
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He said Wilson
didn't write these opinions any more...
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than Nixon wrote Six Crises...
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Or Kennedy wrote Profiles in Courage.
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...or Reagan wrote Where's the Rest of Me...
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or you and I wrote the Book of Love.
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Listen, I don't wanna do this now.
I need you to stop attacking me.
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These gems were ghost-written by you...
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his obedient eager clerk.
Naturally, I was eager to read them.
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Now I love the one
where you found against those women...
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on Staten lsland who were
suing the New Jersey factory.
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The toothpaste makers
whose orange-colored smoke...
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was blinding children.
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Not blind, just minor irritation.
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Three of them had to be hospitalized, Joe.
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It's sort of brilliant in a satanic sort of way...
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concluding that these women
have no right...
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to sue under
the Air and Water Protection Act...
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because that Act doesn't protect people...
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but actually only air and water. Amazing!
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Have you no decency?
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I can't believe my opinions
are being criticized by the guy...
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who changes the coffee filters
in the Secretary's Lounge.
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Absolute favorite is this.
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Stephens v. the United States...
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the Army guy who got
a dishonorable discharge for being gay.
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Stevens told the Army
that he was gay when he enlisted.
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When he got ready to retire,
they booted him out...
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cheat the queer of his pension.
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Right. He sued, won the case,
and got his pension.
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The first judges gave him
his pension back because...
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they ruled that gay men are members
of a legitimate minority...
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entitled to the special protection of
the 14th Amendment of the US Constitution.
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"Equal protection under the law."
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I can just imagine...
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how news of that momentary lapse
into decency was received.
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Then all the judges of the Second Circuit
were assembled--
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We found for the guy again.
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But on an equitable estoppel.
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I had to look that up. But Mr. Coffee
can't be expected to know these things.
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They didn't change the decision,
just the reason for the decision.
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They gave it to him on a technicality.
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The Army knew Stevens was gay
when he was enlisted. That's why he won.
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Not because it's unconstitutional
to discriminate against homosexuals.
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"Because homosexuals," they write...
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"are not entitled to equal protection
under the law."
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-You're being melodramatic.
-They didn't write this.
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You did. They gave this decision
to Wilson to write.
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Which, since they know he's a vegetable
incapable of writing do-re-mi...
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was quite the vote of confidence
in his industrious little clerk.
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This is an important bit
of legal fag-bashing, isn't it?
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They trusted you to do it
and you didn't disappoint.
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It's law, not justice.
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It's power, not the merits of its exercise.
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It's not an expression of an ideal, it's reality.
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So who said, "Have you no decency?"
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I'm leaving.
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You moron. How could you not know that?
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I'm leaving, you son of a bitch!
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It's the greatest punch line
in American history.
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-Out of my way!
-"Have you no decency?"
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"At long last, sir, have you no decency?"
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I don't know who said it.
Why are you doing this?
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-I love you!
-Joseph Welch!
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The Army-McCarthy Hearings!
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Ask Roy! He'll tell you, he knows!
He was there.
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Roy Cohn!
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-What I want to know is, did you fuck him?
-Did I what?
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How often has the latex-sheathed cock
I put in my mouth...
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been previously in the mouth
of the most evil, twisted...
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vicious bastard ever to snort coke
at Studio 54?
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'Cause lips that kissed those lips
will never kiss mine!
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Don't worry about that. Get out of my--
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Did you fuck him?
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-Did he pay you to let him fuck you?
-Move!
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You lied to me.
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You love me?
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Fuck you, you cheap piece of shit!
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He's got AlDS.
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Do you even know that?
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Stupid closeted bigot!
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You probably never figured out--
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Hypocrite!
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Stop!
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Please say you're okay.
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God, that hurt.
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I never did that before.
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I never hit anyone.
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-Can you open it? Can you see?
-I can see blood.
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Let me get a towel.
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I could have you arrested, you creep.
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They could put you in jail for beating me up.
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I've never hit anyone before.
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It'd really be for those decisions....
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It was like a sex scene
in an Ayn Rand novel, huh?
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I hurt you. I'm sorry, Louis.
I never hit anyone before.
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Get lost...
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before I really lose my temper
and hurt you back.
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I just wanna lie here and bleed for a while.
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Do me good.
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Look at that big smile.
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What you got to smile about, Roy?
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I'm going, Ethel.
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Finally, finally...
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done with this world.
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At long last.
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All mine enemies will be
standing on the other shore...
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mouths gaping open like stupid fish...
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while the Almighty parts the sea of death...
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and lets his Roy-boy
cross over the Jordan...
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on dry land...
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and still a lawyer.
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I wouldn't count my chickens, Roy.
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It's over.
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Over?
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I wanted the news should come from me.
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The panel rules against you, Roy.
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Oh, no.
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They just started meeting two days ago.
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They recommended disbarment.
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The executive has to rule
on the recommendation.
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00:19:30,468 --> 00:19:33,997
That'll take at least a week
to sort things out.
257
00:19:34,069 --> 00:19:37,199
The executive was waiting.
258
00:19:37,580 --> 00:19:39,868
And they ruled. One, two, three.
259
00:19:40,809 --> 00:19:43,508
They accepted the panel's recommendation.
260
00:19:47,119 --> 00:19:49,990
And one of the main guys on the executive...
261
00:19:50,060 --> 00:19:52,521
he leaned over to his friend and he said:
262
00:19:52,590 --> 00:19:53,892
"Finally!
263
00:19:54,562 --> 00:19:58,459
"I've hated that little faggot for 36 years."
264
00:20:05,670 --> 00:20:08,831
They won, Roy.
You're not a lawyer anymore.
265
00:20:12,684 --> 00:20:15,704
-But am I dead?
-No.
266
00:20:16,153 --> 00:20:19,553
They beat you. You lost.
267
00:20:38,706 --> 00:20:40,807
I decided to come here...
268
00:20:40,875 --> 00:20:43,037
so I could see, could I forgive you?
269
00:20:44,648 --> 00:20:45,637
You...
270
00:20:46,987 --> 00:20:49,976
who I have hated so terribly.
271
00:20:51,887 --> 00:20:54,727
I have borne my hatred up
into the heavens...
272
00:20:54,827 --> 00:20:58,428
and made a needle-sharp little star
in the sky out of it.
273
00:21:00,498 --> 00:21:03,558
It's the star of Ethel Rosenberg's hatred.
274
00:21:04,439 --> 00:21:08,209
And it burns every year, for one night only.
275
00:21:10,579 --> 00:21:12,069
June 19.
276
00:21:15,221 --> 00:21:18,240
It burns acid green.
277
00:21:20,161 --> 00:21:21,881
I came to forgive...
278
00:21:24,862 --> 00:21:28,632
but all I can do is take pleasure
in your misery...
279
00:21:32,301 --> 00:21:35,532
hoping I would get to see you die...
280
00:21:36,373 --> 00:21:38,432
more terrible than I did.
281
00:21:40,185 --> 00:21:41,645
And you are...
282
00:21:42,955 --> 00:21:45,284
'cause you're dying in shit, Roy.
283
00:21:45,584 --> 00:21:46,845
Defeated.
284
00:21:47,955 --> 00:21:49,586
And you could kill me.
285
00:21:50,594 --> 00:21:53,886
But you couldn't ever defeat me.
286
00:21:57,895 --> 00:22:00,026
You never won.
287
00:22:04,905 --> 00:22:06,397
When you die...
288
00:22:07,448 --> 00:22:09,539
all anyone will ever say is...
289
00:22:10,178 --> 00:22:12,668
"Better he had never lived at all."
290
00:22:18,989 --> 00:22:19,980
Ma?
291
00:22:21,390 --> 00:22:22,921
Muddy, is it?
292
00:22:26,100 --> 00:22:27,499
It's Ethel, Roy.
293
00:22:31,041 --> 00:22:32,328
I feel bad.
294
00:22:38,541 --> 00:22:41,440
Who are you talking to? It's me.
295
00:22:42,682 --> 00:22:44,512
Good to see you, Ma.
296
00:22:44,982 --> 00:22:46,641
It's been years.
297
00:22:47,692 --> 00:22:49,121
I feel bad.
298
00:22:50,123 --> 00:22:51,423
Sing to me.
299
00:22:52,362 --> 00:22:54,452
I am not your mother, Roy.
300
00:22:54,532 --> 00:22:56,194
It's cold in here.
301
00:22:57,536 --> 00:22:59,194
I'm up so late.
302
00:23:00,703 --> 00:23:02,334
Past my time.
303
00:23:04,905 --> 00:23:06,735
Don't be mad, Ma.
304
00:23:09,544 --> 00:23:13,034
I'm scared a little.
305
00:23:14,085 --> 00:23:15,573
Don't be mad.
306
00:23:17,586 --> 00:23:19,075
Sing me a song.
307
00:23:19,955 --> 00:23:22,395
-Please.
-I don't want to, Roy.
308
00:23:22,997 --> 00:23:25,518
-I am not--
-It's scary out here.
309
00:23:29,337 --> 00:23:30,456
Oh, God.
310
00:23:33,337 --> 00:23:34,328
God...
311
00:23:35,137 --> 00:23:36,608
I'm so sorry.
312
00:23:38,950 --> 00:23:40,238
So sorry.
313
00:25:12,550 --> 00:25:13,541
Roy.
314
00:25:20,061 --> 00:25:21,052
Are you....
315
00:25:37,512 --> 00:25:40,172
-That's it.
-What's up? Do you need me?
316
00:25:48,024 --> 00:25:51,116
No, I'm not! I fooled you, Ethel!
317
00:25:51,465 --> 00:25:53,624
I knew who you were all along.
318
00:25:53,695 --> 00:25:55,995
I can't believe you fell for that Ma stuff.
319
00:25:56,064 --> 00:25:59,525
I just wanted to see if I could finally...
320
00:25:59,606 --> 00:26:02,336
make Ethel Rosenberg sing!
321
00:26:02,408 --> 00:26:03,708
I win!
322
00:26:07,719 --> 00:26:08,708
Fuck.
323
00:26:20,098 --> 00:26:21,289
Next time around...
324
00:26:22,858 --> 00:26:24,701
I don't wanna be a man.
325
00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:29,031
I wanna be an octopus.
326
00:26:30,841 --> 00:26:32,830
Remember that, okay?
327
00:29:15,622 --> 00:29:16,779
She's on her way.
328
00:29:20,901 --> 00:29:22,389
Turn the lights back on!
329
00:29:23,470 --> 00:29:25,229
Turn the lights back on!
330
00:29:38,982 --> 00:29:41,453
I have returned, Prophet...
331
00:29:41,525 --> 00:29:43,615
and not according to plan!
332
00:29:43,694 --> 00:29:44,814
Take it back!
333
00:29:44,894 --> 00:29:48,625
The book, whatever you left with me,
I won't be its repository. I reject it.
334
00:29:51,066 --> 00:29:53,225
You gotta help me out here! Help me!
335
00:29:53,806 --> 00:29:54,855
This is a dream.
336
00:29:54,934 --> 00:29:57,926
I don't think that's really the point
at this particular moment.
337
00:29:58,007 --> 00:29:59,026
I don't know what to do.
338
00:29:59,106 --> 00:30:01,735
It was your idea. "Reject the vision,"
you said.
339
00:30:01,807 --> 00:30:04,435
I thought it was going to be
more of a metaphorical....
340
00:30:04,517 --> 00:30:06,416
You said scriptural precedent.
341
00:30:06,475 --> 00:30:08,347
What am I supposed to do?
342
00:30:12,657 --> 00:30:13,888
Wrestle her!
343
00:30:14,129 --> 00:30:15,417
Say, what?
344
00:30:15,486 --> 00:30:18,427
It's an angel! You just grab hold of her...
345
00:30:18,929 --> 00:30:20,258
and say....
346
00:30:21,270 --> 00:30:22,559
What was it?
347
00:30:23,129 --> 00:30:24,289
Wait.
348
00:30:24,370 --> 00:30:27,299
Yes. You grab a hold of her and you say...
349
00:30:29,470 --> 00:30:32,440
"l will not let thee go except thou bless me."
350
00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:37,112
Then you wrestle her until she gives in.
351
00:30:39,780 --> 00:30:42,181
You wrestle her.
I don't know how to wrestle.
352
00:31:38,588 --> 00:31:41,248
I will not let thee go except thou bless me!
353
00:31:41,321 --> 00:31:43,120
Take back your book!
354
00:32:11,653 --> 00:32:13,484
Free me! Unfetter me!
355
00:32:13,553 --> 00:32:17,823
Bless me or whatever, but I will be let go.
356
00:32:21,505 --> 00:32:25,832
I am the continental principality of America!
357
00:32:27,273 --> 00:32:29,573
I am a bird of prey!
358
00:32:29,644 --> 00:32:33,044
I will not be compelled!
359
00:33:07,149 --> 00:33:08,879
Entrance has been gained.
360
00:33:09,849 --> 00:33:12,149
Return the text to Heaven.
361
00:33:13,659 --> 00:33:15,150
Can I come back?
362
00:33:16,162 --> 00:33:17,561
I don't wanna go unless....
363
00:33:17,630 --> 00:33:20,152
You have prevailed, Prophet. You choose.
364
00:33:20,232 --> 00:33:22,930
Now release me.
I have torn a muscle in my thigh.
365
00:33:23,003 --> 00:33:25,871
Big deal. My leg's been hurting for months.
366
00:34:31,851 --> 00:34:32,970
What?
367
00:34:43,561 --> 00:34:45,692
You've got no business with me.
368
00:34:46,663 --> 00:34:49,461
I didn't call you. You are his fever dream.
369
00:34:50,331 --> 00:34:51,630
Not mine.
370
00:34:52,934 --> 00:34:54,561
He's gone now...
371
00:34:55,342 --> 00:34:57,273
so you should go, too.
372
00:35:02,083 --> 00:35:04,043
I'm going to wake up now.
373
00:35:04,956 --> 00:35:06,285
Right now.
374
00:35:44,900 --> 00:35:47,868
The body is the garden of the soul.
375
00:39:09,195 --> 00:39:10,984
Greetings, Prophet.
376
00:39:11,064 --> 00:39:13,354
We have been waiting for you.
377
00:39:13,495 --> 00:39:14,826
Hurry.
378
00:39:17,937 --> 00:39:19,335
Oh, my God.
379
00:39:19,535 --> 00:39:22,666
This is too weird for words. It's Roy Cohn.
380
00:39:22,977 --> 00:39:24,994
It's so creepy here. I hate hospitals.
381
00:39:25,147 --> 00:39:27,546
Stop whining. We have to move fast.
382
00:39:27,677 --> 00:39:30,669
I'm supposed to call the duty nurse
if his condition changes.
383
00:39:31,288 --> 00:39:32,677
It's changed.
384
00:39:32,749 --> 00:39:35,648
Take off those glasses. You look ridiculous.
385
00:39:37,658 --> 00:39:39,517
What happened to you?
386
00:39:39,590 --> 00:39:41,487
Expiation for my sins.
387
00:39:41,559 --> 00:39:44,789
-What am I doing here?
-Expiation for your sins.
388
00:39:45,428 --> 00:39:47,060
I can't take this stuff out myself.
389
00:39:47,129 --> 00:39:49,360
I have to tell them he's dead
and fill out forms.
390
00:39:49,441 --> 00:39:52,301
I don't want them confiscating the medicine.
It's AZT.
391
00:39:52,371 --> 00:39:54,030
Nearly 60 bottles left.
392
00:39:54,410 --> 00:39:56,841
I needed a pack mule, so I called you.
393
00:39:56,910 --> 00:39:58,441
Why me? You hate me.
394
00:39:58,580 --> 00:40:01,071
I needed a Jew. You were the first
to come to mind.
395
00:40:01,151 --> 00:40:03,671
-What do you mean?
-We're gonna thank him.
396
00:40:03,751 --> 00:40:05,220
-For the pills.
-Thank him?
397
00:40:05,292 --> 00:40:07,383
What do you call the Jewish prayer
for the dead?
398
00:40:07,453 --> 00:40:09,512
-A Kaddish.
-That's the one. Hit it.
399
00:40:10,193 --> 00:40:11,281
Do it.
400
00:40:11,862 --> 00:40:14,021
I'm not saying Kaddish for him.
401
00:40:14,094 --> 00:40:16,122
The drugs, okay, fine, sure.
402
00:40:16,204 --> 00:40:19,062
But no fucking way am I praying for him.
403
00:40:19,135 --> 00:40:23,404
My New Deal pinko parents in Schenectady
would never forgive me.
404
00:40:23,473 --> 00:40:25,303
They're already so disappointed:
405
00:40:25,374 --> 00:40:27,243
"He's a fag, he's an office temp.
406
00:40:27,314 --> 00:40:29,545
"Now look, he's saying Kaddish
for Roy Cohn."
407
00:40:29,614 --> 00:40:31,745
I can't believe you'd actually pray for him.
408
00:40:31,814 --> 00:40:33,846
Louis, I'd even pray for you.
409
00:40:35,986 --> 00:40:38,016
He was a terrible person.
410
00:40:39,226 --> 00:40:41,026
He died a hard death.
411
00:40:45,065 --> 00:40:49,025
Maybe a queen can forgive
her vanquished foe.
412
00:40:51,078 --> 00:40:54,809
It isn't easy. It doesn't count if it's easy.
It's the hardest thing.
413
00:40:55,677 --> 00:40:57,108
Forgiveness.
414
00:40:57,179 --> 00:41:00,447
Maybe that's where
love and justice finally meet.
415
00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:04,977
Peace at least.
Isn't what the Kaddish asks for?
416
00:41:05,056 --> 00:41:07,678
It's Hebrew or Aramaic or something.
417
00:41:07,759 --> 00:41:09,750
Who knows what it's asking.
418
00:41:14,470 --> 00:41:15,900
I'm 32 years old...
419
00:41:15,969 --> 00:41:19,061
and I've never been in a room
with a dead body before.
420
00:41:28,581 --> 00:41:30,554
So heavy and small.
421
00:41:33,052 --> 00:41:35,952
I know probably less of the Kaddish
than you do.
422
00:41:36,022 --> 00:41:39,463
I'm an intensely secular Jew.
I didn't even bar mitzvah.
423
00:41:39,522 --> 00:41:41,654
Do the best you can.
424
00:42:07,558 --> 00:42:10,388
No, that's the Kiddush, not the....
425
00:42:16,897 --> 00:42:20,497
I don't know. This is silly. Please, I can't.
426
00:43:30,087 --> 00:43:32,607
-You son of a bitch.
-You son of a bitch.
427
00:44:00,882 --> 00:44:02,551
Thank you, Louis.
428
00:44:03,921 --> 00:44:05,182
You did fine.
429
00:44:05,922 --> 00:44:06,911
Fine?
430
00:44:07,760 --> 00:44:11,491
What are you talking about fine now?
It was fucking miraculous.
431
00:45:12,399 --> 00:45:13,989
I saw it. It was there.
432
00:45:42,603 --> 00:45:45,795
Most august fellow principalities,
angels most high...
433
00:45:45,874 --> 00:45:48,465
I regret my absence at this session.
434
00:45:48,546 --> 00:45:50,535
I was detained.
435
00:45:52,874 --> 00:45:55,574
-This is....
-The Prophet. Yes.
436
00:46:02,055 --> 00:46:04,487
-We're working.
-We're making progress.
437
00:46:18,039 --> 00:46:19,797
I wanna return this.
438
00:46:21,239 --> 00:46:23,968
-What's the matter with it?
-lt just....
439
00:46:27,921 --> 00:46:30,149
We can't just stop.
440
00:46:31,020 --> 00:46:32,888
We're not rocks.
441
00:46:33,188 --> 00:46:37,520
Progress, migration, motion is modernity.
442
00:46:37,591 --> 00:46:39,060
It's animate.
443
00:46:39,132 --> 00:46:42,791
It's what living things do. We desire.
444
00:46:43,231 --> 00:46:46,830
Even if all we desire is stillness,
it's still desire.
445
00:46:46,902 --> 00:46:50,301
For, even if we go faster than we should...
446
00:46:51,012 --> 00:46:53,913
we can't wait, and wait for what?
447
00:46:53,982 --> 00:46:54,973
God....
448
00:47:07,423 --> 00:47:09,653
He isn't coming back.
449
00:47:10,436 --> 00:47:13,365
Even if he did, if he ever did come back...
450
00:47:13,704 --> 00:47:18,133
if he ever dared to show his face
or whatever in the garden again...
451
00:47:19,506 --> 00:47:21,606
if after all this destruction...
452
00:47:21,675 --> 00:47:25,846
if after all the terrible days
of this terrible century...
453
00:47:27,587 --> 00:47:31,076
he returned to see how much suffering
his abandonment has created...
454
00:47:31,288 --> 00:47:33,558
if all he has to offer is death...
455
00:47:35,427 --> 00:47:37,227
you should sue the bastard.
456
00:47:37,298 --> 00:47:40,929
That's my only contribution
to all this theology.
457
00:47:41,268 --> 00:47:45,329
Sue the bastard for walking out.
How dare he!
458
00:47:48,279 --> 00:47:50,239
Thus spake the Prophet.
459
00:47:53,480 --> 00:47:56,849
So thank you for sharing this with me,
but I don't want to keep it.
460
00:47:56,919 --> 00:47:58,149
He wants to live.
461
00:47:58,220 --> 00:48:00,810
Yes! I'm 30 years old, for God's sake.
462
00:48:00,892 --> 00:48:02,882
I haven't done anything yet.
463
00:48:03,761 --> 00:48:05,623
I wanna be healthy again.
464
00:48:06,262 --> 00:48:09,423
And this plague, it should stop
in me and everywhere.
465
00:48:10,502 --> 00:48:13,963
-Make it go away.
-We have tried.
466
00:48:16,143 --> 00:48:17,932
We suffer with you...
467
00:48:19,413 --> 00:48:22,403
but we don't know. We do not know how.
468
00:48:24,244 --> 00:48:27,444
This is the tome of immobility...
469
00:48:28,385 --> 00:48:29,915
of respite.
470
00:48:30,284 --> 00:48:33,813
Stay in heaven, don't return to life.
471
00:48:34,225 --> 00:48:35,754
Suffer no more.
472
00:48:36,494 --> 00:48:37,865
You choose.
473
00:48:43,267 --> 00:48:44,255
I can't.
474
00:49:03,828 --> 00:49:05,658
I still want my blessing.
475
00:49:06,430 --> 00:49:09,630
Even sick, I wanna be alive.
476
00:49:10,029 --> 00:49:11,968
You only think you do.
477
00:49:12,100 --> 00:49:14,160
Life is a habit with you.
478
00:49:14,239 --> 00:49:16,730
You have not seen what is to come.
We have.
479
00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:20,140
What will the grim unfolding
of these latter days bring...
480
00:49:20,210 --> 00:49:23,413
that you or any being should wish
to endure them?
481
00:49:23,782 --> 00:49:24,771
Death...
482
00:49:25,321 --> 00:49:28,841
more plenteous than all heaven
has tears to mourn it.
483
00:49:30,192 --> 00:49:32,661
The slow dissolving of the great design.
484
00:49:32,894 --> 00:49:35,822
The spiraling apart of the work of eternity.
485
00:49:36,262 --> 00:49:40,362
The world and its beautiful particle logic...
486
00:49:40,432 --> 00:49:43,093
all collapsed, all dead...
487
00:49:44,434 --> 00:49:45,424
forever.
488
00:49:46,445 --> 00:49:48,673
We are failing.
489
00:49:49,316 --> 00:49:51,775
The earth and the angels.
490
00:49:52,115 --> 00:49:55,814
Who asks of the Order's blessing
with Apocalypse descending?
491
00:49:55,884 --> 00:49:58,015
Who demands more life...
492
00:49:58,485 --> 00:50:01,585
when death like a protector
blinds our eyes...
493
00:50:01,655 --> 00:50:04,927
shielding from tender nerve
more horror than can be borne?
494
00:50:06,428 --> 00:50:10,196
Let any being on whom Fortune smiles
creep away to death...
495
00:50:10,268 --> 00:50:13,097
before that last, dreadful daybreak...
496
00:50:13,167 --> 00:50:15,727
when all your ravaging returns to you.
497
00:50:15,838 --> 00:50:20,608
And morning blisters crimson
and bears all life away.
498
00:50:21,007 --> 00:50:23,608
A tidal wave of protean fire...
499
00:50:23,677 --> 00:50:26,708
that curls around the planet
and bares the earth...
500
00:50:28,390 --> 00:50:30,450
clean as bone.
501
00:50:35,899 --> 00:50:37,260
But still...
502
00:50:45,943 --> 00:50:49,500
bless me anyway. I want more life.
I can't help myself.
503
00:50:50,711 --> 00:50:51,733
I do.
504
00:50:53,012 --> 00:50:54,881
I've lived through such terrible times...
505
00:50:54,953 --> 00:50:57,884
and there are people
who live through much worse.
506
00:50:58,153 --> 00:51:00,312
But you see them living anyway.
507
00:51:00,692 --> 00:51:03,622
When they're more spirit than body...
508
00:51:03,692 --> 00:51:05,783
more sores than skin...
509
00:51:06,335 --> 00:51:09,123
when they're burned and in agony...
510
00:51:09,365 --> 00:51:12,966
when flies lay eggs in the corners
of the eyes of their children...
511
00:51:13,104 --> 00:51:14,334
they live.
512
00:51:14,435 --> 00:51:16,375
Death usually has to take life away.
513
00:51:16,445 --> 00:51:18,505
I don't know if that's just the animal.
514
00:51:18,577 --> 00:51:22,636
I don't know if it's not braver to die,
but I recognize the habit.
515
00:51:23,346 --> 00:51:25,407
The addiction to being alive.
516
00:51:26,917 --> 00:51:28,787
So we live past hope.
517
00:51:28,857 --> 00:51:32,518
If I can find hope anywhere, that's it,
that's the best I can do.
518
00:51:32,898 --> 00:51:34,827
It's so much not enough.
519
00:51:35,197 --> 00:51:36,886
It's so inadequate.
520
00:51:39,066 --> 00:51:40,227
But still...
521
00:51:41,637 --> 00:51:43,267
bless me anyway.
522
00:51:44,909 --> 00:51:46,469
I want more life.
523
00:52:16,273 --> 00:52:19,212
And if He returns, take Him to court.
524
00:52:19,543 --> 00:52:21,344
He walked out on us.
525
00:52:21,852 --> 00:52:23,343
He ought to pay.
526
00:53:44,403 --> 00:53:45,933
I'm exhausted.
527
00:53:46,573 --> 00:53:49,513
-You've been working hard.
-I feel terrible.
528
00:53:51,085 --> 00:53:53,104
We were worried we'd lost you.
529
00:53:53,187 --> 00:53:55,915
-Welcome back to the world.
-From where?
530
00:54:02,297 --> 00:54:03,724
Well, look at this.
531
00:54:05,667 --> 00:54:07,186
It's the dawn of man.
532
00:54:07,266 --> 00:54:10,027
-Venus rising from the sea.
-I'm wet.
533
00:54:10,566 --> 00:54:13,437
-Fever broke. That's a good sign.
-Mrs. Pitt.
534
00:54:13,507 --> 00:54:16,498
The little girl's room.
Where did you find her?
535
00:54:17,777 --> 00:54:19,268
We found each other.
536
00:54:20,580 --> 00:54:22,739
I've had a remarkable dream.
537
00:54:23,088 --> 00:54:25,319
And you were there and you...
538
00:54:26,390 --> 00:54:27,648
and you.
539
00:54:28,930 --> 00:54:29,909
I what?
540
00:54:29,991 --> 00:54:32,889
Some of it was terrible
and some of it was wonderful.
541
00:54:33,260 --> 00:54:35,820
But all the same,
I kept saying I wanna go home.
542
00:54:35,899 --> 00:54:39,198
-And they sent me home.
-What are you talking about?
543
00:54:40,871 --> 00:54:41,860
Thank you.
544
00:54:42,810 --> 00:54:45,670
-I just sat in a chair.
-She saved my life.
545
00:54:46,140 --> 00:54:48,910
Did no such thing. I slept in the chair.
546
00:54:51,783 --> 00:54:54,512
Being in the hospital upsets me,
reminds me of things.
547
00:54:58,793 --> 00:55:00,452
I have to go now.
548
00:55:00,964 --> 00:55:03,223
I had the most peculiar dream.
549
00:55:11,272 --> 00:55:12,635
Can I come in?
550
00:55:15,344 --> 00:55:16,936
I have to start rounds.
551
00:55:17,645 --> 00:55:21,134
You are one of the lucky ones.
I could give you a rose.
552
00:55:21,217 --> 00:55:23,046
You rest your weary bones.
553
00:55:28,826 --> 00:55:30,656
What happened to you?
554
00:55:31,026 --> 00:55:32,546
Visible scars.
555
00:55:33,366 --> 00:55:36,596
Louis, you're so goddamn
literal about everything.
556
00:55:38,539 --> 00:55:40,508
-I'm going now.
-You'll come back?
557
00:55:41,009 --> 00:55:42,440
If I can....
558
00:55:42,938 --> 00:55:45,209
I have things I have to take care of.
559
00:55:45,278 --> 00:55:49,079
Please do. I have always depended
on the kindness of strangers.
560
00:55:49,578 --> 00:55:51,740
That's a stupid thing to do.
561
00:55:55,221 --> 00:55:56,212
Who's she?
562
00:55:56,920 --> 00:55:58,862
You really don't want to know.
563
00:55:59,190 --> 00:56:00,889
Before I depart...
564
00:56:01,530 --> 00:56:03,150
a homecoming gift.
565
00:56:11,142 --> 00:56:13,072
What, I can't read the label.
566
00:56:13,611 --> 00:56:15,513
My eyes aren't any better.
567
00:56:17,613 --> 00:56:19,373
AZT, where on earth?
568
00:56:20,053 --> 00:56:22,283
These are hot pills. I am shocked.
569
00:56:22,353 --> 00:56:25,224
Contribution to the Get Well Fund
from a bad fairy.
570
00:56:25,293 --> 00:56:27,483
These pills, they make you better.
571
00:56:27,794 --> 00:56:30,424
They're poison, they make you anemic.
572
00:56:30,863 --> 00:56:34,525
This is my life from now on, Louis.
I'm not getting better.
573
00:56:35,196 --> 00:56:37,794
I'm not sure I'm ready to do that
to my bone marrow.
574
00:56:37,864 --> 00:56:39,965
We can talk about it tomorrow.
575
00:56:40,037 --> 00:56:43,495
I am going home to nurse my grudges.
576
00:56:44,177 --> 00:56:45,338
Ta, baby.
577
00:56:45,977 --> 00:56:47,507
Sleep all day.
578
00:56:48,477 --> 00:56:49,815
Ta, Louis.
579
00:56:51,716 --> 00:56:53,515
You sure know how to clear a room.
580
00:56:58,926 --> 00:57:00,118
Prior.
581
00:57:01,658 --> 00:57:03,186
I wanna come back to you.
582
00:57:08,439 --> 00:57:10,100
You could respond.
583
00:57:11,710 --> 00:57:14,370
You could say something.
Just say it's fine or...
584
00:57:14,508 --> 00:57:16,770
it's not fine, but sure, what the hell or....
585
00:57:19,181 --> 00:57:20,950
I really failed you.
586
00:57:27,162 --> 00:57:28,351
Sorry.
587
00:57:31,592 --> 00:57:33,562
Failing in love...
588
00:57:34,901 --> 00:57:37,133
isn't the same as not loving.
589
00:57:37,473 --> 00:57:40,772
It doesn't let you off the hook.
It doesn't mean...
590
00:57:41,774 --> 00:57:44,002
you're free to not love.
591
00:57:51,815 --> 00:57:53,484
I love you, Louis.
592
00:58:07,067 --> 00:58:08,166
Good.
593
00:58:09,678 --> 00:58:11,696
-I love you.
-I really do.
594
00:58:13,406 --> 00:58:15,106
But you can't come back.
595
00:58:16,516 --> 00:58:17,808
Not ever.
596
00:58:24,761 --> 00:58:26,750
I'm sorry, but you can't.
597
00:58:46,083 --> 00:58:47,911
I want your credit card.
598
00:58:48,822 --> 00:58:49,910
That's all.
599
00:58:50,950 --> 00:58:53,942
You can keep track of me
from where the charges come from...
600
00:58:54,022 --> 00:58:55,991
if you wanna keep track.
601
00:59:00,263 --> 00:59:02,923
-I have some things to tell you.
-We shouldn't talk.
602
00:59:03,003 --> 00:59:05,493
I don't want to do that anymore.
Credit card?
603
00:59:07,635 --> 00:59:10,265
I don't know
what will happen to me without you.
604
00:59:13,375 --> 00:59:15,106
Only you love me...
605
00:59:15,945 --> 00:59:17,973
out of everyone in the world.
606
00:59:18,985 --> 00:59:21,546
I've done things, I'm ashamed, but....
607
00:59:23,786 --> 00:59:25,226
I've changed.
608
00:59:25,496 --> 00:59:27,655
I don't know how yet, but...
609
00:59:28,256 --> 00:59:29,555
please...
610
00:59:31,628 --> 00:59:33,686
don't leave me now, Harper.
611
00:59:34,838 --> 00:59:36,396
You're my good heart.
612
00:59:40,709 --> 00:59:42,199
Did that hurt?
613
00:59:42,748 --> 00:59:44,769
Yes? Remember that.
614
00:59:45,279 --> 00:59:46,479
Please.
615
00:59:51,350 --> 00:59:55,689
If I can get a job or something, I'll cut the
card to pieces and there won't be charges.
616
00:59:59,260 --> 01:00:00,420
Credit card.
617
01:00:03,330 --> 01:00:04,822
Just call or....
618
01:00:06,169 --> 01:00:07,861
Just call. You have to.
619
01:00:08,440 --> 01:00:10,461
No, probably never again.
620
01:00:11,442 --> 01:00:12,772
That's how bad.
621
01:00:16,711 --> 01:00:18,981
Sometimes, maybe lost is best.
622
01:00:22,355 --> 01:00:23,654
Get lost, Joe.
623
01:00:24,454 --> 01:00:26,013
Go exploring...
624
01:00:27,094 --> 01:00:29,115
with a big glass of water.
625
01:02:06,106 --> 01:02:07,667
You look a fright.
626
01:02:07,737 --> 01:02:10,176
-So do you.
-I had a horrid night.
627
01:02:10,247 --> 01:02:12,108
-So did l.
-Where is....
628
01:02:15,217 --> 01:02:16,807
I'm sure she'll be all right.
629
01:02:19,018 --> 01:02:23,118
-What can happen to her in New York City?
-It's not what I expected...
630
01:02:23,627 --> 01:02:26,060
which is the best thing
you can say for it.
631
01:02:27,999 --> 01:02:30,158
Shall I make supper tonight?
632
01:02:32,269 --> 01:02:33,360
Joe?
633
01:02:38,910 --> 01:02:41,570
I'll try to wait up till you get home.
634
01:03:22,455 --> 01:03:24,725
Night flight to San Francisco.
635
01:03:25,455 --> 01:03:27,756
Chase the moon across America.
636
01:03:29,297 --> 01:03:30,288
God!
637
01:03:30,738 --> 01:03:33,467
It's been years since I was on a plane.
638
01:03:34,369 --> 01:03:36,428
When we hit 35,000 feet...
639
01:03:36,708 --> 01:03:38,677
we'll have reached the tropopause...
640
01:03:38,736 --> 01:03:41,338
the great belt of calm air.
641
01:03:41,408 --> 01:03:43,570
As close as I'll ever get to the ozone.
642
01:03:44,747 --> 01:03:46,308
I dreamed we were there.
643
01:03:46,448 --> 01:03:49,548
The plane leapt the tropopause,
the safe air...
644
01:03:49,620 --> 01:03:52,349
and attained the outer rim, the ozone...
645
01:03:52,419 --> 01:03:55,358
which was ragged and torn, patches of it...
646
01:03:55,929 --> 01:03:59,390
threadbare as old cheesecloth,
and that was frightening.
647
01:03:59,599 --> 01:04:01,620
But I saw something only I could see...
648
01:04:01,700 --> 01:04:04,691
because of my astonishing ability
to see such things.
649
01:04:05,299 --> 01:04:07,099
Souls were rising...
650
01:04:07,872 --> 01:04:11,212
from the earth far below, souls of the dead...
651
01:04:11,281 --> 01:04:13,112
of people who'd perished from...
652
01:04:13,683 --> 01:04:17,743
famine, from war, from the plague,
and they floated up...
653
01:04:18,782 --> 01:04:22,522
Iike skydivers in reverse, limbs all akimbo,
wheeling and...
654
01:04:23,093 --> 01:04:24,392
spinning.
655
01:04:25,062 --> 01:04:27,532
And the souls of these departed...
656
01:04:27,693 --> 01:04:30,795
joined hands, clasped ankles, and formed...
657
01:04:31,365 --> 01:04:32,634
a web...
658
01:04:33,535 --> 01:04:35,474
a great net of souls.
659
01:04:35,705 --> 01:04:38,905
And the souls
were three-atom oxygen molecules...
660
01:04:38,974 --> 01:04:43,416
of the stuff of ozone, and the outer rim
absorbed them, and was repaired.
661
01:04:47,557 --> 01:04:49,488
Nothing's lost forever.
662
01:04:53,527 --> 01:04:55,856
In this world, there is a kind of...
663
01:04:58,127 --> 01:04:59,787
painful progress.
664
01:05:02,296 --> 01:05:05,168
Longing for what we've left behind, and...
665
01:05:05,978 --> 01:05:07,527
dreaming ahead.
666
01:05:12,050 --> 01:05:14,169
At least I think that's so.
667
01:05:27,059 --> 01:05:28,859
The Berlin Wall has fallen.
668
01:05:29,061 --> 01:05:30,692
The Ceausescus are out.
669
01:05:30,803 --> 01:05:34,333
He's building democratic socialism,
the new internationalism.
670
01:05:34,402 --> 01:05:37,400
Gorbachev is the greatest political thinker
since Lenin.
671
01:05:37,473 --> 01:05:39,702
We don't know enough yet
to start canonizing him.
672
01:05:39,781 --> 01:05:41,332
The Russians hate his guts.
673
01:05:58,094 --> 01:05:59,656
Happy birthday.
674
01:06:01,465 --> 01:06:03,435
Thomas Jefferson died on his birthday.
675
01:06:03,505 --> 01:06:05,996
-You aren't Thomas Jefferson.
-I'm related to him.
676
01:06:06,076 --> 01:06:09,306
-The Walters are related to everyone.
-Only the white meat, darling.
677
01:06:14,115 --> 01:06:15,346
Salute.
678
01:06:19,388 --> 01:06:22,877
Remember four years ago,
the whole time we were feeling...
679
01:06:22,958 --> 01:06:24,447
everything everywhere was stuck.
680
01:06:24,529 --> 01:06:27,498
While in Russia, perestroika, the thaw.
681
01:06:27,629 --> 01:06:30,928
It's the end of the Cold War.
The whole world's changing overnight.
682
01:06:30,998 --> 01:06:35,700
I wonder what will happen now, though,
in places like Czechoslovakia, Yugoslavia.
683
01:06:35,911 --> 01:06:39,110
-Yugoslavia.
-Let's turn the volume down on this, okay?
684
01:06:39,181 --> 01:06:40,651
They'll be at it for hours.
685
01:06:40,711 --> 01:06:43,810
It's not that what they're saying
isn't important, it's just....
686
01:06:45,880 --> 01:06:49,381
This is my favorite place in New York City,
no, in the whole universe...
687
01:06:49,461 --> 01:06:52,520
the parts that I've seen, on a day like today.
688
01:06:53,132 --> 01:06:56,151
A sunny winter's day,
warm and cold at once.
689
01:06:56,732 --> 01:07:01,530
The sky's a little hazy, so the sunlight
has a physical presence, a character.
690
01:07:02,101 --> 01:07:05,093
In autumn, those trees across the lake
are yellow...
691
01:07:05,843 --> 01:07:08,814
and the sun strikes those most brilliantly...
692
01:07:09,485 --> 01:07:11,644
against the blue of the sky.
693
01:07:12,246 --> 01:07:15,946
That sad fall blue, those trees
are more light than vegetation.
694
01:07:16,025 --> 01:07:17,315
They're Yankee trees.
695
01:07:17,927 --> 01:07:19,916
New England transplants.
696
01:07:21,026 --> 01:07:22,356
They're barren now.
697
01:07:24,427 --> 01:07:26,325
It's January 1990.
698
01:07:26,567 --> 01:07:28,865
I've been living with AlDS for five years.
699
01:07:28,937 --> 01:07:31,735
That's six whole months
longer than I lived with Louis.
700
01:07:31,806 --> 01:07:35,568
...amount of energy, whatever comes,
what you have to admire in Gorbachev...
701
01:07:35,637 --> 01:07:38,667
and the Russians is that they are
making a leap into the unknown.
702
01:07:38,748 --> 01:07:41,407
You can't wait around for theory.
The sprawl of life...
703
01:07:41,478 --> 01:07:42,468
the weird....
704
01:07:42,617 --> 01:07:43,919
-lnterconnectedness.
-Yes.
705
01:07:43,988 --> 01:07:45,647
Maybe the sheer size of the terrain.
706
01:07:45,719 --> 01:07:48,487
It's all too much to be encompassed
by a single theory now.
707
01:07:48,559 --> 01:07:50,049
The world is faster than the mind.
708
01:07:50,128 --> 01:07:52,287
That's what politics is,
the world moving ahead.
709
01:07:52,360 --> 01:07:54,760
And only in politics
does the miraculous occur.
710
01:07:55,060 --> 01:07:56,289
But that's a theory.
711
01:07:58,070 --> 01:08:02,159
Yes, but you can't live in the world
without an idea of the world.
712
01:08:02,502 --> 01:08:04,529
But it's living that makes the ideas.
713
01:08:04,608 --> 01:08:07,800
You can't wait for a theory,
but you have to have a theory.
714
01:08:07,880 --> 01:08:10,001
Go know, as my grandma would say.
715
01:08:11,280 --> 01:08:13,339
This angel, she is my favorite angel.
716
01:08:14,380 --> 01:08:16,682
I like them best when they are statuary.
717
01:08:16,751 --> 01:08:20,313
They commemorate death,
but suggest a world without dying.
718
01:08:20,393 --> 01:08:24,024
They're made of the heaviest
things on earth, stone and iron.
719
01:08:24,093 --> 01:08:25,693
They weigh tons.
720
01:08:26,903 --> 01:08:30,523
But their wings, they are engines
and instruments of flight.
721
01:08:32,375 --> 01:08:34,064
This is the angel Bethesda.
722
01:08:34,144 --> 01:08:36,377
Louis will tell you her story.
723
01:08:39,175 --> 01:08:42,844
She was this angel who landed
in the Temple Square in Jerusalem...
724
01:08:42,916 --> 01:08:44,675
in the days of the Second Temple.
725
01:08:44,754 --> 01:08:47,656
Right in the middle of a working day,
she descended and...
726
01:08:47,726 --> 01:08:51,585
her foot touched earth, and where it did,
a fountain shot up from the ground.
727
01:08:51,658 --> 01:08:55,257
When the Romans destroyed the temple,
the fountain of Bethesda ran dry.
728
01:08:55,327 --> 01:08:59,357
Belize will tell you about the nature of
the fountain before its flowing stopped.
729
01:09:02,668 --> 01:09:06,540
If anyone who was suffering in...
730
01:09:07,079 --> 01:09:09,169
the body or the spirit...
731
01:09:09,249 --> 01:09:12,120
walked through the waters
of the fountain of Bethesda...
732
01:09:12,179 --> 01:09:13,619
they would be healed...
733
01:09:14,249 --> 01:09:15,779
washed clean of pain.
734
01:09:15,848 --> 01:09:18,219
They know this 'cause
I've told them many times.
735
01:09:19,020 --> 01:09:21,790
Hannah here told it to me.
She also told me this:
736
01:09:22,361 --> 01:09:25,060
-When the Millennium comes....
-Not the year 2000 but...
737
01:09:25,131 --> 01:09:27,101
-the capital-M Millennium.
-Right.
738
01:09:27,402 --> 01:09:30,062
The Bethesda fountain will flow again.
739
01:09:30,401 --> 01:09:33,632
And I told him that I would
personally take him there to bathe.
740
01:09:33,711 --> 01:09:35,800
We will all bathe ourselves clean.
741
01:09:35,943 --> 01:09:37,374
Not literally in Jerusalem.
742
01:09:37,443 --> 01:09:39,844
We don't want this to have
Zionist implications.
743
01:09:39,913 --> 01:09:43,182
But we do recognize
the right of the State of lsrael to exist.
744
01:09:43,255 --> 01:09:47,183
But the West Bank should be homeland
to the Palestinians and the Golan Heights....
745
01:09:47,252 --> 01:09:49,553
Not both the West Bank
and the Golan Heights and...
746
01:09:49,624 --> 01:09:51,754
no one supports Palestinians
more than I do.
747
01:09:51,824 --> 01:09:54,594
-You're right.
-I'm almost done.
748
01:09:56,163 --> 01:09:59,194
The fountain's not flowing now.
They turn it off in the winter.
749
01:09:59,266 --> 01:10:00,935
Ice in the pipes.
750
01:10:02,535 --> 01:10:04,097
But in the summer...
751
01:10:04,407 --> 01:10:07,105
it's a sight to see.
I wanna be around to see it.
752
01:10:08,416 --> 01:10:10,277
I plan to be. I hope to be.
753
01:10:11,317 --> 01:10:14,917
This disease will be the end of many of us,
but not nearly all.
754
01:10:15,589 --> 01:10:17,786
And the dead will be commemorated...
755
01:10:18,058 --> 01:10:20,219
and will struggle on with the living...
756
01:10:20,529 --> 01:10:22,219
and we're not going away.
757
01:10:22,330 --> 01:10:24,818
We won't die secret deaths anymore.
758
01:10:26,100 --> 01:10:28,300
The world only spins forward.
759
01:10:29,469 --> 01:10:31,229
We will be citizens.
760
01:10:31,638 --> 01:10:33,299
The time has come.
761
01:10:37,649 --> 01:10:38,911
Bye now.
762
01:10:40,020 --> 01:10:42,541
You are fabulous, each and every one.
763
01:10:43,321 --> 01:10:44,840
I bless you.
764
01:10:46,491 --> 01:10:47,852
More life.
765
01:10:48,993 --> 01:10:50,890
The great work begins.
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