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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.MY-SUBS.org 2 00:00:27,361 --> 00:00:29,029 Good evening, everybody. 3 00:00:29,062 --> 00:00:30,430 I'm Astor Grey, 4 00:00:30,464 --> 00:00:32,934 and you guys are in for a real treat, 5 00:00:32,967 --> 00:00:35,269 because tonight, for the first time 6 00:00:35,302 --> 00:00:36,604 in front of a live audience, 7 00:00:36,638 --> 00:00:39,874 I will be performing my one-woman reenactment 8 00:00:39,908 --> 00:00:41,543 of Weekend at Bernie's. 9 00:00:47,114 --> 00:00:51,251 ♪ There is a city by the sea ♪ 10 00:00:51,285 --> 00:00:54,756 ♪ A gentle company ♪ 11 00:00:54,789 --> 00:00:59,192 ♪ I don't suppose you want to ♪ 12 00:01:00,662 --> 00:01:05,165 ♪ And as it tells its sorry tale ♪ 13 00:01:05,198 --> 00:01:08,468 ♪ In harrowing detail ♪ 14 00:01:08,503 --> 00:01:13,240 ♪ Its hollowness will haunt you ♪ 15 00:01:14,042 --> 00:01:17,845 ♪ A plaintive melody ♪ 16 00:01:17,879 --> 00:01:20,247 ♪ Truncated symphony ♪ 17 00:01:20,280 --> 00:01:24,986 ♪ An ocean's garbled vomit on the shore ♪ 18 00:01:25,019 --> 00:01:30,858 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 19 00:01:31,926 --> 00:01:38,533 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 20 00:01:38,566 --> 00:01:45,205 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 21 00:01:47,775 --> 00:01:49,944 Thank you. 22 00:01:49,978 --> 00:01:55,148 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 23 00:01:56,918 --> 00:02:01,589 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 24 00:02:26,080 --> 00:02:28,683 You should absolutely say yes. 25 00:02:28,716 --> 00:02:30,317 Brandyn is so hot, 26 00:02:30,350 --> 00:02:33,453 and he's got a lot of great connections. 27 00:02:33,487 --> 00:02:35,123 Do you think he messages a bunch of women 28 00:02:35,155 --> 00:02:37,324 asking them to record with him, though? 29 00:02:38,258 --> 00:02:40,962 Probably. Who cares? 30 00:02:40,995 --> 00:02:42,530 Okay, make sure he wears a condom, 31 00:02:42,563 --> 00:02:45,298 and then text me if it gets too weird. 32 00:02:45,332 --> 00:02:47,068 Dude, I don't know. 33 00:02:47,101 --> 00:02:49,469 It just seems crazy. He's a total stranger. 34 00:02:49,504 --> 00:02:51,806 What if he's, like, a complete wiener? 35 00:02:51,839 --> 00:02:53,608 He's not a stranger. 36 00:02:53,641 --> 00:02:56,144 He's Brandyn Verge. 37 00:02:56,176 --> 00:02:58,478 I bet the sex will be great. 38 00:02:58,513 --> 00:03:00,715 Come on, you deserve to have fun. 39 00:03:00,748 --> 00:03:02,083 Fuck. 40 00:03:02,116 --> 00:03:05,953 Okay. Oh, my God, I'm gonna say yes. 41 00:03:05,987 --> 00:03:07,689 And just pray that I don't end up 42 00:03:07,722 --> 00:03:09,824 on the next episode of My Favorite Murder. 43 00:03:09,857 --> 00:03:11,626 He's not gonna kill you. 44 00:03:11,659 --> 00:03:13,728 Besides, he put you on his social media. 45 00:03:13,761 --> 00:03:16,698 - That is a declaration of love. - I don't know. 46 00:03:16,731 --> 00:03:19,067 After my video, he posted a bunch of cats 47 00:03:19,100 --> 00:03:21,502 he wants to adopt, so... 48 00:03:21,536 --> 00:03:23,303 - That is so sweet. - I know. 49 00:03:23,336 --> 00:03:24,706 Maybe he wants to adopt you too. 50 00:03:24,739 --> 00:03:25,807 I hope so. 51 00:03:39,386 --> 00:03:41,856 Sorry I'm late. 52 00:03:41,889 --> 00:03:44,625 - God, you look stunning. - Thank you. 53 00:03:44,659 --> 00:03:46,527 I think I'm a little overdressed. 54 00:03:46,561 --> 00:03:49,296 No, I'm-- I'm just a slob. 55 00:03:49,329 --> 00:03:51,264 - Nice car. - Thanks. 56 00:03:51,298 --> 00:03:52,499 You live on a boat? 57 00:03:52,533 --> 00:03:55,670 Yeah, it's tiny, but it's perfect for me. 58 00:03:55,703 --> 00:03:56,904 Cool. 59 00:03:57,839 --> 00:04:00,407 Um, I got a crazy idea. 60 00:04:00,440 --> 00:04:01,709 What are you doing tomorrow? 61 00:04:01,743 --> 00:04:03,544 I don't know. What's happening? 62 00:04:03,578 --> 00:04:05,747 Well, I just wanna take you to the weirdest place on earth. 63 00:04:05,780 --> 00:04:07,414 What, you wanna go to Disneyland? 64 00:04:07,447 --> 00:04:09,517 No, it's a surprise. 65 00:04:10,985 --> 00:04:12,419 You're not gonna murder me 66 00:04:12,452 --> 00:04:15,890 and throw my body in a ditch, are you? 67 00:04:15,923 --> 00:04:17,558 Well, you're not gonna murder me 68 00:04:17,592 --> 00:04:19,292 and throw my body in a ditch, are you? 69 00:04:19,326 --> 00:04:22,395 I guess we just have to trust each other. 70 00:04:22,429 --> 00:04:24,866 Okay, let's go. 71 00:04:47,822 --> 00:04:51,291 So, I'm so hungover. Just barfed my brains out. 72 00:04:51,324 --> 00:04:54,896 Couldn't hardly stand. No passport, by the way. 73 00:04:54,929 --> 00:04:56,864 The lady at the Delta counter, she's like, 74 00:04:56,898 --> 00:04:59,399 "Sir, I think you're in the wrong San Juan." 75 00:04:59,432 --> 00:05:02,036 You're so stupid. 76 00:05:02,069 --> 00:05:04,872 Yeah. 77 00:05:04,906 --> 00:05:06,439 No offense. 78 00:05:21,923 --> 00:05:23,157 Come on. 79 00:05:23,191 --> 00:05:24,625 Your first concert was Willie Nelson? 80 00:05:24,659 --> 00:05:26,160 - Yeah. - That is so badass. 81 00:05:26,194 --> 00:05:27,494 Wait, how old were you? 82 00:05:27,528 --> 00:05:29,263 Uh, I was, like, eight or nine. 83 00:05:29,297 --> 00:05:31,799 Okay. Yeah. 84 00:05:31,833 --> 00:05:32,900 Nice. 85 00:05:32,934 --> 00:05:36,938 Okay, so, was Mom a cowgirl or a pothead? 86 00:05:36,971 --> 00:05:39,941 Mom is a Venice Beach hippie. 87 00:05:39,974 --> 00:05:42,442 Hmm. Pothead. Got it. 88 00:05:42,475 --> 00:05:45,646 I mean, maybe back in the day, but not anymore. 89 00:05:45,680 --> 00:05:47,281 At least not to my knowledge. 90 00:05:47,315 --> 00:05:49,150 Mm-hmm. Right. 91 00:05:49,183 --> 00:05:51,519 So, what does Secret Stoner Mom do now? 92 00:05:51,552 --> 00:05:53,754 Mom is a painter. 93 00:05:53,788 --> 00:05:57,058 - You guys close? - We are, yeah. Um... 94 00:05:57,091 --> 00:05:59,894 she brought me to so many great concerts when I was a kid, 95 00:05:59,927 --> 00:06:02,029 and she had this old record player, 96 00:06:02,063 --> 00:06:05,266 and she would basically give me music history lessons. 97 00:06:05,299 --> 00:06:06,701 I can still picture her just 98 00:06:06,734 --> 00:06:08,368 digging through these massive stacks. 99 00:06:08,401 --> 00:06:11,038 - Yeah, that's the best. - Yeah. 100 00:06:11,072 --> 00:06:12,472 Okay, what about Dad? 101 00:06:12,506 --> 00:06:15,509 I never knew my dad, actually. 102 00:06:15,543 --> 00:06:16,978 He-- he died surfing 103 00:06:17,011 --> 00:06:19,479 when my mom was, like, nine months pregnant. 104 00:06:19,513 --> 00:06:21,381 Oh, shit. I'm sorry. 105 00:06:21,414 --> 00:06:22,984 Oh, it's okay. Thank you. 106 00:06:23,017 --> 00:06:26,821 Um, he's always been more of a concept to me, really. 107 00:06:26,854 --> 00:06:29,422 Um, but my mom was actually there when it happened. 108 00:06:29,456 --> 00:06:31,292 He-- he paddled out, 109 00:06:31,325 --> 00:06:33,861 and then he just never came back. 110 00:06:33,895 --> 00:06:35,997 - Fuck. - Yeah. 111 00:06:36,030 --> 00:06:38,966 Um, she just sat there on the beach all day, 112 00:06:39,000 --> 00:06:42,435 just praying, but they never found his body. 113 00:06:42,469 --> 00:06:44,739 Man, that is-- that's heartbreaking. 114 00:06:44,772 --> 00:06:45,806 Sorry. 115 00:06:46,741 --> 00:06:48,943 And Mom's, like, dated around a little bit, 116 00:06:48,976 --> 00:06:51,846 but I swear she, like, intentionally picks losers 117 00:06:51,879 --> 00:06:53,347 so that she won't get attached, you know? 118 00:06:53,381 --> 00:06:55,583 - Oh, no. That's the worst. - Yeah. 119 00:06:55,616 --> 00:06:57,585 I think she just never really got over my dad. 120 00:06:57,618 --> 00:06:59,053 - But... - Yeah. 121 00:06:59,086 --> 00:07:01,022 What about you? Are you close with your parents? 122 00:07:01,055 --> 00:07:03,324 - Who, Bob and Cindy? - Yeah. 123 00:07:03,357 --> 00:07:05,092 Well, uh, 124 00:07:05,693 --> 00:07:07,094 when I was about five, 125 00:07:07,128 --> 00:07:10,965 Bob found the requirements of fatherhood too trying. 126 00:07:10,998 --> 00:07:12,934 So, you know, he bailed. 127 00:07:12,967 --> 00:07:15,069 Cindy was pretty bitter. 128 00:07:15,102 --> 00:07:16,436 She worked all the time. 129 00:07:16,469 --> 00:07:18,773 But when she wasn't working, she... 130 00:07:18,806 --> 00:07:21,742 told me to leave her alone and locked herself in her room. 131 00:07:21,776 --> 00:07:25,012 Just-- I think I look too much like my dad, really. 132 00:07:25,046 --> 00:07:28,149 It's just like a-- like a bad reminder. 133 00:07:28,182 --> 00:07:30,117 I'm so sorry. 134 00:07:30,151 --> 00:07:31,819 You were just a kid. 135 00:07:31,852 --> 00:07:34,322 You know, it's water under the bridge. 136 00:07:34,355 --> 00:07:36,023 I still send her an Edible Arrangement 137 00:07:36,057 --> 00:07:38,626 every year on her birthday, 'cause she loves that shit. 138 00:07:38,659 --> 00:07:40,962 So I do it. 139 00:07:42,263 --> 00:07:44,565 Oh, yeah. We're here. 140 00:07:53,007 --> 00:07:54,575 Oh, my gosh. 141 00:07:54,608 --> 00:07:56,077 This place is big. 142 00:07:56,110 --> 00:07:59,046 Yeah, well, it belongs to my manager, Tom. 143 00:07:59,947 --> 00:08:01,983 Wow. 144 00:08:02,016 --> 00:08:05,119 - Look at the stars. - Yeah. 145 00:08:05,152 --> 00:08:07,521 You know, I don't really believe in coincidences. 146 00:08:07,555 --> 00:08:09,523 I think something special brought us together. 147 00:08:09,557 --> 00:08:11,993 Other than the Instagram algorithm? 148 00:08:12,026 --> 00:08:14,562 So, does affection make you a little uncomfortable? 149 00:08:14,595 --> 00:08:15,963 No, I don't know. 150 00:08:15,997 --> 00:08:18,866 I just, like, make stupid jokes when I'm nervous. 151 00:08:18,899 --> 00:08:20,034 Don't be nervous. 152 00:08:20,067 --> 00:08:22,003 Let me give you a tour. This place is sick. 153 00:08:31,245 --> 00:08:35,182 ♪ When the day, it won't erase the night ♪ 154 00:08:35,216 --> 00:08:39,186 ♪ When you find yourself hurting ♪ 155 00:08:39,220 --> 00:08:43,491 ♪ When you're looking for some good advice ♪ 156 00:08:43,524 --> 00:08:47,395 ♪ When the bottle's not working ♪ 157 00:08:47,428 --> 00:08:50,431 ♪ It'll be all right ♪ 158 00:08:50,464 --> 00:08:55,703 ♪ Everything will be all right ♪ 159 00:08:55,736 --> 00:08:59,240 ♪ I am on your side ♪ 160 00:08:59,273 --> 00:09:03,144 ♪ I am on your side ♪ 161 00:09:04,912 --> 00:09:06,147 Beautiful. 162 00:09:07,348 --> 00:09:09,450 Yeah, I think it was one of Dylan's. 163 00:09:09,483 --> 00:09:12,887 Tom's a big guitar collector, so... 164 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:13,988 Oh, my God. 165 00:09:14,021 --> 00:09:16,190 Are you sure it's okay if I play it? 166 00:09:16,223 --> 00:09:17,958 Yeah, it's cool. 167 00:09:17,992 --> 00:09:19,226 Okay. 168 00:09:20,027 --> 00:09:22,797 Well... 169 00:09:23,964 --> 00:09:25,666 Mmm. 170 00:09:25,699 --> 00:09:27,668 - Okay. - What? 171 00:09:27,701 --> 00:09:30,137 Uh, I've never played this for anybody before. 172 00:09:30,171 --> 00:09:31,605 I just wrote it. 173 00:09:32,373 --> 00:09:34,575 - All good. - Okay. 174 00:09:47,755 --> 00:09:51,526 ♪ Maybe I'm afraid ♪ 175 00:09:51,560 --> 00:09:55,229 ♪ Of the worst of it ♪ 176 00:09:55,262 --> 00:09:58,432 ♪ Maybe I'm alone ♪ 177 00:09:58,466 --> 00:10:02,837 ♪ Feeling lost again ♪ 178 00:10:02,870 --> 00:10:06,440 ♪ Keeping my hopes ♪ 179 00:10:06,474 --> 00:10:10,344 ♪ Where they ought to be ♪ 180 00:10:10,377 --> 00:10:13,548 ♪♪ Should I speak my mind ♪ 181 00:10:13,582 --> 00:10:18,385 ♪ Or should I wait and see ♪ 182 00:10:18,419 --> 00:10:22,256 ♪ Take your time ♪ 183 00:10:22,289 --> 00:10:25,092 ♪ Take what's mine ♪ 184 00:10:25,126 --> 00:10:28,963 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 185 00:10:28,996 --> 00:10:32,833 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 186 00:10:33,467 --> 00:10:36,871 ♪ Tell me once ♪ 187 00:10:36,904 --> 00:10:40,441 ♪ And I'll tell twice ♪ 188 00:10:40,474 --> 00:10:44,278 ♪ Give it all to you ♪ 189 00:10:44,311 --> 00:10:48,315 ♪ Give it all to you ♪ 190 00:11:01,128 --> 00:11:04,231 Holy shit. 191 00:11:08,802 --> 00:11:12,373 Astor, your voice is insane. That was incredible. 192 00:11:12,406 --> 00:11:13,941 Thank you. 193 00:11:13,974 --> 00:11:16,744 God, you are extraordinary. 194 00:11:16,777 --> 00:11:19,847 Do you have any idea how much you turn me on? 195 00:11:44,171 --> 00:11:45,372 Rise and shine. 196 00:11:47,007 --> 00:11:48,809 Didn't we just go to bed? 197 00:11:48,842 --> 00:11:50,811 We got shit to do. 198 00:11:50,844 --> 00:11:53,247 I don't suppose you're gonna tell me where we're going. 199 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:55,950 Of course not. Come on, you can sleep in the car. 200 00:11:55,983 --> 00:11:58,152 Come on. 201 00:12:44,566 --> 00:12:45,833 What is that smell? 202 00:12:45,866 --> 00:12:48,302 Ah, rotting fish. 203 00:12:48,335 --> 00:12:50,004 I think we learned about this place at school. 204 00:12:50,037 --> 00:12:51,606 - Salton Sea? - Yeah. 205 00:12:51,640 --> 00:12:52,906 Isn't this, like, an ecological disaster? 206 00:12:52,940 --> 00:12:54,341 Yeah, pretty much. 207 00:12:54,375 --> 00:12:56,544 They stocked the sea full of, like, millions of fish. 208 00:12:56,578 --> 00:12:57,945 People came from all over. 209 00:12:57,978 --> 00:12:59,614 But they knew it wouldn't last that long 210 00:12:59,648 --> 00:13:02,950 'cause with no fresh water coming in, it'd get too salty. 211 00:13:02,983 --> 00:13:04,318 What happened to all the fish? 212 00:13:04,351 --> 00:13:06,554 They died. And a bunch of birds, too. 213 00:13:06,588 --> 00:13:09,456 - Oh, that's so sad. - I know. 214 00:13:10,057 --> 00:13:12,092 Weirdly, I can relate. 215 00:13:12,126 --> 00:13:14,361 - To a poisonous lake? - Yeah. 216 00:13:14,395 --> 00:13:16,698 You know, at first it's new and exciting, 217 00:13:16,731 --> 00:13:18,566 and everyone wants to be close to you, 218 00:13:18,600 --> 00:13:20,100 own a piece of you. 219 00:13:20,134 --> 00:13:23,170 And then, over time, they find the next new cool thing 220 00:13:23,203 --> 00:13:25,239 and stop giving a fuck about you. 221 00:13:25,272 --> 00:13:28,108 You're just left salty and reeking of death. 222 00:13:28,142 --> 00:13:31,646 God, you're mean. Jeez. 223 00:13:31,680 --> 00:13:33,748 I'm sorry, but this smell is killing me. 224 00:13:33,782 --> 00:13:36,016 Yeah, it's pretty bad. Wanna get lunch? 225 00:13:36,050 --> 00:13:37,484 - Yeah. - Okay. 226 00:13:38,986 --> 00:13:40,722 Okay. 227 00:13:40,755 --> 00:13:42,256 Tell me a secret. 228 00:13:42,289 --> 00:13:44,058 Secret? 229 00:13:44,091 --> 00:13:46,728 Oh, man, I don't know. 230 00:13:46,761 --> 00:13:47,928 Well... 231 00:13:48,495 --> 00:13:49,731 there is one thing. 232 00:13:49,764 --> 00:13:51,533 But I've never told anybody before. 233 00:13:51,566 --> 00:13:53,133 The definition of a secret. 234 00:13:53,167 --> 00:13:55,269 No, but this is really bad. 235 00:13:55,302 --> 00:13:57,004 You're gonna think I'm a terrible person. 236 00:13:57,037 --> 00:13:59,741 No, I doubt that. Go ahead. 237 00:14:02,109 --> 00:14:03,877 - I killed a cat. - Like, with your bare hands? 238 00:14:03,911 --> 00:14:05,647 No, it was... 239 00:14:05,680 --> 00:14:07,014 God, I'm gonna start crying. 240 00:14:07,047 --> 00:14:08,750 It was an accident. I hit it with my car. 241 00:14:08,783 --> 00:14:11,151 Okay, no, that's different. I hit a deer. 242 00:14:11,185 --> 00:14:13,822 You know, it's really hard to avoid animals on the road. 243 00:14:13,854 --> 00:14:15,222 No, this was my fault. 244 00:14:15,255 --> 00:14:18,526 I was texting and driving, and it was in a neighborhood, 245 00:14:18,560 --> 00:14:21,395 so I know it was somebody's pet, and it just breaks my heart. 246 00:14:23,230 --> 00:14:24,865 I can't believe I just told you that. 247 00:14:24,898 --> 00:14:27,502 Your secret's safe with me. It's all good. 248 00:14:27,535 --> 00:14:29,504 I'm gonna get another beer. You want one? 249 00:14:30,505 --> 00:14:32,540 Uh, no, I'm okay. 250 00:14:32,574 --> 00:14:33,941 You wanna shoot some pool? 251 00:14:33,974 --> 00:14:36,410 Sure, yeah, but I'm not very good. 252 00:14:36,443 --> 00:14:37,878 No, me either. 253 00:14:47,822 --> 00:14:49,824 Why aren't there places like this in LA? 254 00:14:49,858 --> 00:14:51,258 You know, I swear, 255 00:14:51,291 --> 00:14:52,993 when people stop giving a shit about me, 256 00:14:53,026 --> 00:14:54,194 I'm moving out here. 257 00:14:54,228 --> 00:14:55,797 I'm gonna try to buy this place. 258 00:14:55,830 --> 00:14:57,532 Maybe I can be the house band. 259 00:14:57,565 --> 00:15:00,067 Do you feel like people don't care about your music anymore? 260 00:15:00,100 --> 00:15:02,102 It doesn't seem like that to me. 261 00:15:02,970 --> 00:15:04,471 I mean, you know, there was a moment 262 00:15:04,506 --> 00:15:06,940 when I thought I was gonna be something big, 263 00:15:06,974 --> 00:15:09,977 and that just, uh, never really happened. 264 00:15:11,513 --> 00:15:13,981 ♪ And I'm the one who oughta know ♪ 265 00:15:14,014 --> 00:15:15,650 I'm not trying to sound ungrateful. 266 00:15:15,683 --> 00:15:17,084 It's just, you know... 267 00:15:18,051 --> 00:15:19,821 I thought there'd be more. 268 00:15:19,854 --> 00:15:21,556 - More what? - I don't know. 269 00:15:21,589 --> 00:15:25,159 ♪ Yeah, I'm the broken-hearted fool ♪ 270 00:15:26,895 --> 00:15:29,631 All right, wanna get out of here? 271 00:15:29,664 --> 00:15:30,698 Sure. 272 00:15:30,732 --> 00:15:35,369 ♪ Oh, I'm an insider ♪ 273 00:15:35,402 --> 00:15:40,608 ♪ I've been burned by the fire ♪ 274 00:15:40,642 --> 00:15:45,979 ♪ And I've had to live with some hard promises ♪ 275 00:15:46,013 --> 00:15:50,217 ♪ I've crawled through the briars ♪ 276 00:15:51,285 --> 00:15:54,988 ♪ I'm an insider ♪ 277 00:15:55,022 --> 00:15:58,025 - Well, I got some bad news. - Where are we? 278 00:15:58,058 --> 00:16:01,128 I'll tell you where we're not. Near a gas station. 279 00:16:01,161 --> 00:16:03,130 Are we out of gas? 280 00:16:03,163 --> 00:16:05,199 You ever hitchhiked? 281 00:16:06,467 --> 00:16:07,836 Are you serious? 282 00:16:07,869 --> 00:16:10,070 ♪ It's a cage without a key ♪ 283 00:16:10,905 --> 00:16:15,242 ♪ And you can feel the danger ♪ 284 00:16:15,275 --> 00:16:17,177 ♪ Yeah, and I'm the one who oughta know ♪ 285 00:16:17,211 --> 00:16:20,280 - What in the world? - That's you in five years. 286 00:16:20,314 --> 00:16:25,118 ♪ Yeah, I'm the one you couldn't trust ♪ 287 00:16:25,152 --> 00:16:29,156 ♪ Yeah, I'm the lonely, silent one ♪ 288 00:16:29,189 --> 00:16:30,558 How you doing? 289 00:16:30,592 --> 00:16:32,627 Any chance you could maybe take us into town? 290 00:16:32,660 --> 00:16:34,194 Uh, come on. 291 00:16:34,228 --> 00:16:36,063 Thank you so much. 292 00:16:36,096 --> 00:16:37,699 Really appreciate it, man. 293 00:16:37,732 --> 00:16:40,133 ♪ I'm an insider ♪ 294 00:16:40,167 --> 00:16:45,272 ♪ Oh, I'm an insider ♪ 295 00:16:45,305 --> 00:16:50,010 ♪ Oh, I'm an insider ♪ 296 00:16:55,148 --> 00:16:57,184 All right, Hal. Thank you so much, man. 297 00:16:57,217 --> 00:17:01,188 Yeah, I, uh, don't know how you plan on getting back. 298 00:17:01,221 --> 00:17:05,292 Uh, most folks around here ain't as sweet as me. 299 00:17:05,325 --> 00:17:07,127 I reckon I better give you a lift. 300 00:17:07,160 --> 00:17:09,062 Oh, that would be awesome. 301 00:17:09,096 --> 00:17:10,532 Thank you. 302 00:17:24,512 --> 00:17:26,814 Better watch that. 303 00:17:27,749 --> 00:17:29,651 How long have you been out here? 304 00:17:29,684 --> 00:17:31,385 Too dang long. 305 00:17:31,418 --> 00:17:33,253 If there was ever a nothing bill, 306 00:17:33,287 --> 00:17:35,890 you'd probably wanna stab your stake right here. 307 00:17:35,924 --> 00:17:38,760 Now, they keep talking about wanting to clean up the sea, 308 00:17:38,793 --> 00:17:42,664 but us locals would wish they'd just leave us the hell alone. 309 00:17:43,397 --> 00:17:45,065 - Yeah? - Should we do it? 310 00:17:45,098 --> 00:17:47,067 - Yeah. - All right. 311 00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:02,684 Hey, man, thank you again. Really appreciate it. 312 00:18:02,717 --> 00:18:04,519 Dude, I ain't taking no $100 313 00:18:04,552 --> 00:18:07,487 just to give you a ride to the damn gas station. 314 00:18:07,522 --> 00:18:08,756 Thank you. 315 00:18:13,528 --> 00:18:15,630 You know, uh... 316 00:18:15,663 --> 00:18:19,801 scorpions only interact between courtship 317 00:18:20,602 --> 00:18:22,770 or cannibalism. 318 00:18:22,804 --> 00:18:26,206 You take care, sweetie. You look like a nice gal. 319 00:18:27,075 --> 00:18:28,342 Thank you. 320 00:18:36,316 --> 00:18:37,885 That was fun, huh? 321 00:18:37,919 --> 00:18:39,386 Yeah. 322 00:18:41,254 --> 00:18:42,757 Got a present for you. 323 00:18:47,061 --> 00:18:48,563 Yeah, baby. 324 00:18:48,596 --> 00:18:51,599 I thought it looked sexy on Hal, but I think you got him. 325 00:18:53,300 --> 00:18:55,335 ♪ A-haw haw haw-haw ♪ 326 00:18:55,369 --> 00:18:57,471 ♪ Heh, a-haw haw-haw ♪ 327 00:18:57,505 --> 00:19:00,374 ♪ Well, I hear it's fine ♪ 328 00:19:00,407 --> 00:19:03,711 ♪ If you got the time ♪ 329 00:19:03,745 --> 00:19:08,248 ♪ And the ten to get yourself in ♪ 330 00:19:08,281 --> 00:19:09,784 ♪ A hmm, hmm, hmm ♪ 331 00:19:10,785 --> 00:19:12,252 Wow, smells great. 332 00:19:12,285 --> 00:19:14,856 - Thank you. - Can I help? 333 00:19:14,889 --> 00:19:16,124 Yeah, you wanna make the salad? 334 00:19:16,156 --> 00:19:17,759 - Sure. - Great. 335 00:19:18,358 --> 00:19:19,459 So what are we having? 336 00:19:19,493 --> 00:19:21,428 Well, tonight we'll be enjoying 337 00:19:21,461 --> 00:19:23,131 a lovely whole salmon filet 338 00:19:23,163 --> 00:19:24,866 with mustard sauce over wilted greens 339 00:19:24,899 --> 00:19:29,604 accompanied by a salad and a delicious Pinot noir 340 00:19:29,637 --> 00:19:31,773 from the Willamette Valley in Oregon. 341 00:19:31,806 --> 00:19:33,440 - Ooh-la-la. - Yeah. 342 00:19:33,473 --> 00:19:34,942 Where'd you learn to cook? 343 00:19:34,976 --> 00:19:38,680 My ex got me a bunch of cooking lessons one Christmas. 344 00:19:38,713 --> 00:19:42,249 You know, before she fucked my drummer. 345 00:19:43,350 --> 00:19:45,185 How long were you two together? 346 00:19:45,820 --> 00:19:47,855 We dated for five years. 347 00:19:47,889 --> 00:19:50,725 Uh, pretty sure Rachel cheated on me on our honeymoon 348 00:19:50,758 --> 00:19:53,427 and then managed to stay together for three. 349 00:19:55,596 --> 00:19:57,832 I'm sorry. It sounds like it's still painful. 350 00:19:57,865 --> 00:19:59,232 We don't have to talk about it. 351 00:19:59,266 --> 00:20:00,902 It's fine. 352 00:20:00,935 --> 00:20:02,402 I try not to shy away from pain. 353 00:20:02,436 --> 00:20:05,106 Healing hurts, and the divorce was, like, a year ago. 354 00:20:05,139 --> 00:20:07,942 Plus, I just met this fantastic girl. 355 00:20:07,975 --> 00:20:09,977 Oh, yeah? 356 00:20:10,011 --> 00:20:11,512 - Yeah. - Tell me about her. 357 00:20:11,546 --> 00:20:13,514 Well, she's a fucking smoke show. 358 00:20:13,548 --> 00:20:15,049 Oh, gosh, looks are so subjective. 359 00:20:15,083 --> 00:20:17,785 And she's smart, sexy, funny, 360 00:20:17,819 --> 00:20:20,922 and her voice just takes me to another place. 361 00:20:22,957 --> 00:20:27,128 ♪ Show me where I belong ♪ 362 00:20:27,161 --> 00:20:31,231 ♪ Belong, belong, belong ♪ 363 00:20:32,767 --> 00:20:35,302 You know, I opened for these guys in 2010. 364 00:20:35,335 --> 00:20:37,004 Fifteen truck show. 365 00:20:37,038 --> 00:20:38,338 - What? - Yeah. 366 00:20:38,371 --> 00:20:40,708 That is fucking crazy. 367 00:20:40,742 --> 00:20:41,776 It is crazy, yeah. 368 00:20:41,809 --> 00:20:44,078 I mean, those big productions are rough, 369 00:20:44,112 --> 00:20:46,981 but-- but I'm glad I did it, I guess. 370 00:20:48,182 --> 00:20:52,019 So, if you could go anywhere in the world, 371 00:20:52,053 --> 00:20:53,521 where would you go? 372 00:20:53,554 --> 00:20:55,022 Well, I've been everywhere 373 00:20:55,056 --> 00:20:58,226 and seen nothing but hotels, tour buses, and green rooms, 374 00:20:58,258 --> 00:21:01,963 and everything pretty much looks the same, so... 375 00:21:01,996 --> 00:21:04,899 But there's no place you wanna go just, like, for fun, 376 00:21:04,932 --> 00:21:07,034 just as a tourist? 377 00:21:07,068 --> 00:21:09,570 Well, I don't know. Um, okay. 378 00:21:09,604 --> 00:21:11,072 I had the best buffet of my life 379 00:21:11,105 --> 00:21:13,174 at a titty bar in Jackpot, Nevada. 380 00:21:13,207 --> 00:21:15,743 It cost, like, three bucks. It was so good. 381 00:21:15,777 --> 00:21:19,046 I swore I'd always go back. 382 00:21:19,080 --> 00:21:20,782 Okay, how about you, Astor? 383 00:21:20,815 --> 00:21:22,683 Where are you dying to go in the world? 384 00:21:22,717 --> 00:21:26,521 I have never even left the United States. 385 00:21:26,554 --> 00:21:28,055 Come on, not even Mexico? 386 00:21:28,089 --> 00:21:30,191 I know, it's so crazy. 387 00:21:30,224 --> 00:21:31,859 Well, we should go tomorrow. 388 00:21:31,893 --> 00:21:34,294 The border's, like, less than an hour from here. 389 00:21:35,362 --> 00:21:37,330 Or we could stay here. 390 00:21:37,364 --> 00:21:39,366 You know, I got a masseuse that makes house calls. 391 00:21:39,399 --> 00:21:41,502 I mean, that sounds amazing, 392 00:21:41,536 --> 00:21:45,106 but I have an audition tomorrow, and dinner with Noelle. 393 00:21:45,139 --> 00:21:48,075 - Who's Noelle? - She's my bestie. 394 00:21:48,109 --> 00:21:50,044 Okay, and the audition? 395 00:21:50,077 --> 00:21:52,880 It's a car commercial. 396 00:21:52,914 --> 00:21:54,916 What are you doing in said car commercial? 397 00:21:54,949 --> 00:21:56,184 I don't know. 398 00:21:56,217 --> 00:21:58,519 I think it's something silly, like, 399 00:21:58,553 --> 00:22:00,453 Cute Girl Number Two or something, I don't know. 400 00:22:00,487 --> 00:22:03,490 It's just-- it's just till I make enough money for music. 401 00:22:03,524 --> 00:22:06,761 Okay, just be careful with that. 402 00:22:06,794 --> 00:22:07,929 What do you mean? 403 00:22:07,962 --> 00:22:09,730 Well, the acting stuff. 404 00:22:09,764 --> 00:22:11,232 You know, it'll confuse people. 405 00:22:11,265 --> 00:22:12,900 If you wanna be successful in music, 406 00:22:12,934 --> 00:22:15,102 you got to be, like, focused on one thing, you know? 407 00:22:15,136 --> 00:22:18,005 Yeah, but I... 408 00:22:18,039 --> 00:22:19,507 I have to pay my rent, you know? 409 00:22:19,540 --> 00:22:21,242 And as much as I love my mom, 410 00:22:21,275 --> 00:22:23,343 I can't move back in with her, so... 411 00:22:23,376 --> 00:22:26,379 You should come on my next tour. 412 00:22:27,281 --> 00:22:30,985 As your opener or as your road bitch? 413 00:22:31,018 --> 00:22:32,385 - Both. - Don't tease me. 414 00:22:32,419 --> 00:22:34,555 I've always wanted to be someone's road bitch. 415 00:22:34,589 --> 00:22:36,524 No, I'm serious. 416 00:22:36,557 --> 00:22:38,391 We got a few dates in Europe next month. 417 00:22:38,425 --> 00:22:39,861 You should totally come. 418 00:22:40,628 --> 00:22:43,931 I mean, that sounds incredible. 419 00:22:43,965 --> 00:22:47,400 Okay, I'll talk to Tom. Make it happen. 420 00:22:47,434 --> 00:22:50,538 Okay, I guess I can skip the audition. 421 00:22:50,571 --> 00:22:52,907 - Noelle won't mind. - Yeah. 422 00:22:55,042 --> 00:22:58,212 Oh, Mom, I like him so much. 423 00:22:58,246 --> 00:23:01,414 He's-- he's so intelligent, 424 00:23:01,448 --> 00:23:02,917 and he's really sexy, 425 00:23:02,950 --> 00:23:05,418 and, I don't know. He believes in me. 426 00:23:05,452 --> 00:23:08,589 Brandyn Verge thinks that I'm the real deal. 427 00:23:08,623 --> 00:23:11,058 That is just wonderful, sweetie. 428 00:23:11,092 --> 00:23:12,994 Yeah. 429 00:23:13,027 --> 00:23:15,696 All right, we're moving on. 430 00:23:15,730 --> 00:23:18,966 You have an audition this week, right? 431 00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:20,568 I don't know, I think-- 432 00:23:20,601 --> 00:23:23,671 I think I might stop with the acting stuff 433 00:23:23,704 --> 00:23:26,439 and just-- I don't know, I think it's gonna confuse people, so... 434 00:23:26,473 --> 00:23:28,843 Well, how are you gonna pay the rent? 435 00:23:28,876 --> 00:23:31,512 I am gonna see if I can pick up another night 436 00:23:31,545 --> 00:23:34,548 at Silver Lake Lounge, so that'll cover my rent. 437 00:23:34,949 --> 00:23:36,183 Great. 438 00:23:38,886 --> 00:23:41,355 Oh, are you cold? I have an extra sweater. 439 00:23:41,389 --> 00:23:42,657 Oh, thank you. 440 00:23:43,858 --> 00:23:45,726 Thanks again for the tickets, by the way. 441 00:23:45,760 --> 00:23:47,528 Thank Morgan for getting sick. 442 00:23:47,561 --> 00:23:50,064 Honestly, I don't know if I can kiss her anymore. 443 00:23:50,097 --> 00:23:52,934 I mean, after hearing her hock up loogies for an entire week. 444 00:23:52,967 --> 00:23:55,603 Ew, my God. Doesn't she cover her mouth? 445 00:23:55,636 --> 00:23:57,939 No, not always. Ew. 446 00:23:57,972 --> 00:24:00,174 And, um, I wanted to say sorry. I fucked up. 447 00:24:00,207 --> 00:24:02,410 I should've texted you before I left for the desert. 448 00:24:02,442 --> 00:24:04,111 Thanks. 449 00:24:04,145 --> 00:24:05,478 Okay, now give me all the details. 450 00:24:06,981 --> 00:24:08,149 Seriously, it was, like, 451 00:24:08,182 --> 00:24:10,251 the best three days of my whole life. 452 00:24:10,284 --> 00:24:11,953 We went on this amazing adventure, 453 00:24:11,986 --> 00:24:14,021 and we listened to music, 454 00:24:14,055 --> 00:24:17,457 and we talked, and he cooked for me. 455 00:24:17,490 --> 00:24:19,860 And did y'all fuck? 456 00:24:19,894 --> 00:24:21,762 Um, duh. 457 00:24:21,796 --> 00:24:23,197 - That's my girl. - Yeah. 458 00:24:23,230 --> 00:24:27,034 Dude, it was-- it was so good. 459 00:24:27,068 --> 00:24:29,537 Ben and Justin were, like, teenage boys. 460 00:24:29,570 --> 00:24:31,038 Brandyn is a man. 461 00:24:31,072 --> 00:24:34,241 He actually looked at me when we were having sex. 462 00:24:34,275 --> 00:24:36,110 - Whoa. - I know. It's crazy. 463 00:24:36,143 --> 00:24:38,546 Okay, did he stick anything weird up your butt? 464 00:24:38,579 --> 00:24:40,448 Oh, my God. No, Jesus. 465 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:42,616 - The line's moved a little bit. - Okay. 466 00:24:45,286 --> 00:24:47,355 - Oh, fuck. - What? 467 00:24:47,388 --> 00:24:50,224 - It's Brandyn. - Is everything okay? 468 00:24:51,158 --> 00:24:52,660 Oh, I don't know. 469 00:24:52,693 --> 00:24:55,129 He's just-- he's been drinking. He's asking for a ride. 470 00:24:55,162 --> 00:24:57,198 Tell him that you're waiting in line for the show. 471 00:24:57,231 --> 00:24:59,066 Yeah, I did already. 472 00:25:00,134 --> 00:25:01,535 Can't he ask one of his friends? 473 00:25:01,569 --> 00:25:03,371 I don't think he really has any friends. 474 00:25:03,404 --> 00:25:05,740 He says he's lonely. I feel really bad. 475 00:25:05,773 --> 00:25:07,675 What if he, like, drinks and drives, 476 00:25:07,708 --> 00:25:09,744 and then he hurts himself or he hurts somebody else? 477 00:25:09,777 --> 00:25:12,747 For fuck's sake, he's got, like, a whole team of people. 478 00:25:12,780 --> 00:25:15,549 This would be the second time you bailed on me this week. 479 00:25:15,583 --> 00:25:16,917 I'm not bailing on you. 480 00:25:18,085 --> 00:25:20,988 - I just really like him. - I thought you liked me too. 481 00:25:21,022 --> 00:25:23,057 I love you. That's not what I'm saying. 482 00:25:23,090 --> 00:25:25,459 You know that's not what I'm saying. 483 00:25:25,493 --> 00:25:27,261 Can I just Venmo you for the ticket 484 00:25:27,294 --> 00:25:28,596 and call you tomorrow? 485 00:25:28,629 --> 00:25:30,164 Okay, whatever. 486 00:25:30,197 --> 00:25:32,166 - I love you. I'm sorry. - Bye. 487 00:25:32,199 --> 00:25:33,701 Have fun. I love you. Bye-bye. 488 00:25:33,734 --> 00:25:34,802 I love you. Sorry. 489 00:25:34,835 --> 00:25:36,570 I'll remember this forever. 490 00:25:36,604 --> 00:25:38,205 Okay, sorry. 491 00:25:39,340 --> 00:25:41,575 You guys wanna be my friend? 492 00:25:46,347 --> 00:25:47,615 Hey. 493 00:25:48,783 --> 00:25:49,817 Hey. 494 00:25:51,218 --> 00:25:52,319 - You okay? - Hmm? 495 00:25:52,353 --> 00:25:53,821 - You all right? - Mmm. 496 00:25:55,489 --> 00:25:57,825 Oh, God! 497 00:25:58,659 --> 00:26:00,327 Oh, no. Oh, be careful. 498 00:26:00,361 --> 00:26:02,029 You okay? 499 00:26:05,833 --> 00:26:07,034 Shit. 500 00:26:09,036 --> 00:26:10,571 Oh, come on. 501 00:26:12,907 --> 00:26:13,841 Oh, God. 502 00:26:13,874 --> 00:26:15,743 You're a fucking terrible driver. 503 00:26:15,776 --> 00:26:17,478 Well, give me a break. 504 00:26:17,512 --> 00:26:19,613 Only old people know how to drive a stick. 505 00:26:21,015 --> 00:26:22,016 Can you just stop? 506 00:26:22,049 --> 00:26:23,751 Okay, I can't listen to that anymore. 507 00:26:24,385 --> 00:26:26,187 Move it. I'm gonna drive. 508 00:26:26,854 --> 00:26:28,722 - Seriously? - Yeah. 509 00:26:30,057 --> 00:26:32,827 I left Noelle and a concert to come help you. 510 00:26:32,860 --> 00:26:35,896 I'm not cool riding around with your drunk ass. 511 00:26:35,930 --> 00:26:37,765 Well, I'm not cool with you leaving 512 00:26:37,798 --> 00:26:40,101 my transmission on Wilshire. 513 00:26:40,134 --> 00:26:42,603 So fucking skedaddle. 514 00:26:43,437 --> 00:26:45,005 - Come on. - Oh, my God. 515 00:26:45,039 --> 00:26:46,640 Fine, whatever. I'm gonna get an Uber. 516 00:26:46,674 --> 00:26:48,609 All right. Suit yourself. 517 00:27:02,156 --> 00:27:08,195 ♪ I'm afraid of the work it might take ♪ 518 00:27:09,997 --> 00:27:15,736 ♪ What if I'm good but I'm not great? ♪ 519 00:27:15,769 --> 00:27:20,908 ♪ What if I'm good but I'm not quite great? ♪ 520 00:27:20,941 --> 00:27:26,814 ♪ And what if I'm good but I'm not quite great? ♪ 521 00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:35,256 Rise and shine, Astor Grey. 522 00:27:40,961 --> 00:27:42,597 Morning. 523 00:27:42,631 --> 00:27:44,732 How'd you get through the security gate? 524 00:27:46,066 --> 00:27:47,334 Jumped the fence. 525 00:27:53,040 --> 00:27:54,341 Hi. 526 00:27:54,375 --> 00:27:57,579 Come to apologize for ruining my Saturday night? 527 00:27:57,612 --> 00:27:58,946 I got breakfast. 528 00:28:01,749 --> 00:28:03,784 You're perky, considering. 529 00:28:03,817 --> 00:28:05,152 Well, you know, 530 00:28:05,186 --> 00:28:07,121 drank some Red Bulls, recorded all night. 531 00:28:07,154 --> 00:28:09,524 Johnny came over. We made a reggae album. 532 00:28:09,558 --> 00:28:10,991 - A reggae album? - Mm-hmm. 533 00:28:11,025 --> 00:28:13,528 Oh, it's fucking, like, death metal reggae. 534 00:28:13,562 --> 00:28:15,763 We did a cover of "No Woman, No Cry." 535 00:28:15,796 --> 00:28:18,032 - I like Bob Marley. - Of course you do. 536 00:28:18,065 --> 00:28:19,400 I mean, don't get me wrong. 537 00:28:19,433 --> 00:28:21,869 Bob Marley is a perfectly acceptable introduction. 538 00:28:21,902 --> 00:28:23,704 There's just so much better stuff out there 539 00:28:23,737 --> 00:28:25,306 that people never listen to, you know? 540 00:28:25,339 --> 00:28:28,842 Like, um, Winston Rodney, Toots Hibbert, Frankie Paul. 541 00:28:28,876 --> 00:28:30,612 You can't really call yourself a reggae fan 542 00:28:30,645 --> 00:28:33,214 if you only listen to Marley. 543 00:28:33,247 --> 00:28:34,915 Sorry. 544 00:28:34,949 --> 00:28:35,983 Okay. 545 00:28:38,052 --> 00:28:41,255 - Did you get this from Superba? - Mm-hmm. 546 00:28:41,288 --> 00:28:44,792 - How long was the line? - Fucking stupid long. 547 00:28:44,825 --> 00:28:47,728 But, you know, you said you loved those things, so... 548 00:28:47,761 --> 00:28:50,497 - Thank you. - Kiss me. We'll call it even. 549 00:28:50,532 --> 00:28:52,099 I haven't brushed my teeth yet. 550 00:28:52,132 --> 00:28:53,133 Well, come on. 551 00:28:53,167 --> 00:28:54,636 Put some pants on, dragon breath. 552 00:28:54,669 --> 00:28:56,538 - We got shit to do. - What's going on? 553 00:28:56,571 --> 00:28:57,905 We're gonna fucking record your LP. 554 00:28:57,938 --> 00:28:59,440 That's what we're gonna do. 555 00:29:00,407 --> 00:29:01,643 - Okay. - Yeah. 556 00:29:01,676 --> 00:29:03,877 - Let's go. Hurry up. - Okay. 557 00:29:07,549 --> 00:29:10,985 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 558 00:29:11,018 --> 00:29:15,889 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 559 00:29:19,360 --> 00:29:22,896 ♪ Oh ♪ 560 00:29:23,797 --> 00:29:27,868 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 561 00:29:35,042 --> 00:29:36,944 Damn. I think we got it. 562 00:29:36,977 --> 00:29:39,346 Are you sure? I mean, we just did one pass. 563 00:29:39,380 --> 00:29:42,283 - I think I could do better. - Trust me, babe. 564 00:29:42,316 --> 00:29:44,318 I'm a pro. You nailed it. 565 00:29:49,923 --> 00:29:53,160 This is so exciting. What do we do next? 566 00:29:53,193 --> 00:29:55,329 Well, you sign this contract, 567 00:29:55,362 --> 00:29:58,799 BNA puts out your record, and I make you a star. 568 00:29:58,832 --> 00:30:00,301 How does that sound? 569 00:30:00,901 --> 00:30:02,236 Too good to be true. 570 00:30:02,269 --> 00:30:04,506 Just sign it right there. 571 00:30:07,542 --> 00:30:11,845 Um, I mean, shouldn't I have Kate take a look at this? 572 00:30:11,879 --> 00:30:14,248 Honestly, got a ton of respect for Kate, 573 00:30:14,281 --> 00:30:16,183 but she's taken you as far as she can. 574 00:30:16,216 --> 00:30:17,652 I'll manage you. 575 00:30:17,686 --> 00:30:19,320 With my connections and your voice, 576 00:30:19,353 --> 00:30:20,954 the sky is the limit. 577 00:30:21,989 --> 00:30:23,525 I don't know. Um... 578 00:30:23,558 --> 00:30:25,593 I don't know. I mean, I've been with Kate for a long time. 579 00:30:25,627 --> 00:30:29,330 - I really trust her. - What? You don't trust me? 580 00:30:29,363 --> 00:30:31,432 Of course I do. 581 00:30:31,465 --> 00:30:33,100 It's just a standard contract. 582 00:30:45,946 --> 00:30:48,148 ♪ Hey, little girl, is your daddy home? ♪ 583 00:30:48,182 --> 00:30:51,018 ♪ Did he go away and leave you all alone? ♪ 584 00:30:51,051 --> 00:30:52,486 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 585 00:30:53,487 --> 00:30:56,123 ♪ I got a bad desire ♪ 586 00:30:57,324 --> 00:31:01,862 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, I'm on fire ♪ 587 00:31:13,575 --> 00:31:16,176 ♪ Hey, little girl, is your daddy home? ♪ 588 00:31:16,210 --> 00:31:19,313 ♪ Did he go away and leave you all alone? ♪ 589 00:31:19,346 --> 00:31:20,447 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 590 00:31:21,148 --> 00:31:24,819 ♪ I got a bad desire ♪ 591 00:31:24,853 --> 00:31:30,057 ♪♪ Oh, oh, oh, I'm on fire ♪ 592 00:31:30,090 --> 00:31:32,527 ♪ Tell me now, baby, is he good to you? ♪ 593 00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:35,764 ♪ Can he do to you the things that I do? ♪ 594 00:31:35,797 --> 00:31:40,367 ♪ Oh, no, I can take you higher ♪ 595 00:31:41,201 --> 00:31:45,973 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, I'm on fire ♪ 596 00:31:51,579 --> 00:31:56,183 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 597 00:31:57,084 --> 00:32:02,089 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 598 00:32:02,122 --> 00:32:06,628 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 599 00:32:06,661 --> 00:32:08,830 ♪ Sometimes it's like someone took a knife ♪ 600 00:32:08,863 --> 00:32:11,932 ♪ Baby, edgy and dull, and cut a six-inch valley ♪ 601 00:32:11,965 --> 00:32:14,536 ♪ Through the middle of my skull ♪ 602 00:32:16,437 --> 00:32:19,641 ♪ At night, I wake up with the sheets soakin' wet ♪ 603 00:32:19,674 --> 00:32:21,810 ♪ And a freight train runnin' through the middle... ♪ 604 00:32:21,843 --> 00:32:23,277 So I rewrote the album, like, 605 00:32:23,310 --> 00:32:25,580 an hour before the studio session. 606 00:32:27,347 --> 00:32:30,350 Oh, I just booked work for tomorrow. 607 00:32:30,384 --> 00:32:31,452 Car commercial? 608 00:32:32,486 --> 00:32:35,155 - No, I skipped that. Remember? - Not really. 609 00:32:35,189 --> 00:32:36,758 - What's the gig? - Soda. 610 00:32:36,791 --> 00:32:39,326 I'm playing a sexy astronaut. 611 00:32:39,359 --> 00:32:41,462 Babe, you can't keep chasing cash 612 00:32:41,495 --> 00:32:43,063 if you're gonna succeed in this business. 613 00:32:43,096 --> 00:32:46,634 Yeah, I get it. I just-- I have bills, so... 614 00:32:46,668 --> 00:32:48,570 Well, you could move in with me. 615 00:32:48,603 --> 00:32:50,003 Wouldn't have to pay rent. 616 00:32:50,037 --> 00:32:51,639 Problem solved. What do you think? 617 00:32:53,040 --> 00:32:55,108 That's a really nice offer, but... 618 00:32:55,142 --> 00:32:57,812 I love my boat, and we just met. 619 00:32:57,846 --> 00:33:00,949 It's not like I ask many people to move in with me, you know? 620 00:33:00,981 --> 00:33:03,150 We have such a good time. You make me laugh. 621 00:33:03,183 --> 00:33:05,753 We could record all the time. Think about it. 622 00:33:05,787 --> 00:33:07,956 I mean, that sounds great. 623 00:33:08,021 --> 00:33:10,190 I just-- I don't know, it's kind of a big deal. 624 00:33:10,224 --> 00:33:12,993 I've never lived with anybody except for my mom. 625 00:33:14,461 --> 00:33:16,263 Listen, I-- I kind of need to know 626 00:33:16,296 --> 00:33:19,032 if you don't wanna have an adult relationship, you know? 627 00:33:19,066 --> 00:33:21,636 I can't really waste my time with some casual thing. 628 00:33:21,669 --> 00:33:23,036 It's not really my vibe. 629 00:33:23,070 --> 00:33:25,038 You know what I'm saying? 'Cause I felt-- 630 00:33:25,072 --> 00:33:26,808 No, I said no. I don't wanna go 631 00:33:26,841 --> 00:33:29,577 on the boat with somebody who just did a fucking speedball. 632 00:33:29,611 --> 00:33:31,411 - Shut the fuck up. - Fuck you. 633 00:33:31,445 --> 00:33:33,113 - The fuck? - Leave me alone. 634 00:33:33,146 --> 00:33:34,983 You know what? Shut the fuck up. 635 00:33:35,015 --> 00:33:37,184 - Let me go. - Chill the fuck out. 636 00:33:37,217 --> 00:33:39,419 - Let me go. Leave me alone. - Hey, dude. All right. 637 00:33:39,453 --> 00:33:41,221 - Party's over, okay? - Just leave us alone. 638 00:33:41,255 --> 00:33:43,758 - We're fucking going. - Just let go of the girl's arm. 639 00:33:43,791 --> 00:33:45,125 - Thank you. - Oh. 640 00:33:45,158 --> 00:33:47,494 Why don't you mind your own fucking business? 641 00:33:47,529 --> 00:33:49,329 Oh, my God. 642 00:33:49,363 --> 00:33:51,498 - Fuck! - Yes, babe! Yes! 643 00:33:51,533 --> 00:33:54,201 - Oh, my God. - Fuck you, dude. 644 00:33:54,234 --> 00:33:56,036 Ow. 645 00:33:56,069 --> 00:33:58,606 - Ow. - Oh, my God. 646 00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:02,075 - Oh, my God. Fuck. - I'm sorry. 647 00:34:02,109 --> 00:34:04,411 This is a horrible idea. 648 00:34:04,444 --> 00:34:05,947 I don't wanna fuck up your face. 649 00:34:05,980 --> 00:34:08,282 Okay, well, I don't need to look pretty, okay? 650 00:34:08,315 --> 00:34:09,551 Either you do it or I'll do it. 651 00:34:09,584 --> 00:34:11,586 - Okay, okay. Okay. - Just-- yeah. 652 00:34:11,619 --> 00:34:13,086 - Fuck, fuck, fuck. Okay. - Yeah, just-- 653 00:34:13,120 --> 00:34:14,756 One, two, three. 654 00:34:14,789 --> 00:34:16,223 - God! - Oh, my God. 655 00:34:16,256 --> 00:34:18,693 Are you okay? 656 00:34:19,359 --> 00:34:20,695 You okay? 657 00:34:20,728 --> 00:34:22,764 - Yeah, I think you fixed me. - Oh, my God. 658 00:34:22,797 --> 00:34:25,065 Holy shit. 659 00:34:25,098 --> 00:34:26,366 Oh, my God. 660 00:34:26,400 --> 00:34:28,770 Okay, can we talk about you moving in with me now? 661 00:34:28,803 --> 00:34:31,104 Are you serious? 662 00:34:31,138 --> 00:34:33,007 Yeah, we can do the Europe tour next month, 663 00:34:33,041 --> 00:34:34,842 and then, you know, when we get back, 664 00:34:34,876 --> 00:34:37,311 pop over to Vegas, make it official. 665 00:34:37,344 --> 00:34:41,415 Well, now I know you're messing with me. 666 00:34:41,448 --> 00:34:44,117 - Mm-mm. - Didn't you just get a divorce? 667 00:34:44,151 --> 00:34:45,520 Yeah, I did. 668 00:34:45,553 --> 00:34:48,623 But I learned a lot from that shitty relationship. 669 00:34:48,656 --> 00:34:51,325 Mainly that I married the wrong person. 670 00:34:51,358 --> 00:34:53,995 But you know that doesn't mean I don't believe in love. 671 00:34:54,028 --> 00:34:57,364 'Cause I love you, Astor Grey. 672 00:34:58,933 --> 00:35:01,101 I don't know what to say. 673 00:35:01,134 --> 00:35:02,637 Say you love me too. 674 00:35:03,504 --> 00:35:05,607 - I love you too. - Fuck yeah. 675 00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:07,407 Then it's settled. All right. 676 00:35:07,441 --> 00:35:09,544 I need a bong rip and a cocktail. 677 00:35:09,577 --> 00:35:10,778 Fuck, that hurt. 678 00:35:29,196 --> 00:35:32,000 Mmm. I think I need another pill. 679 00:35:32,033 --> 00:35:34,869 Just give it a little time to kick in. 680 00:35:35,803 --> 00:35:37,505 Tell me about your first tour. 681 00:35:37,538 --> 00:35:39,674 Will you rub my head? 682 00:35:39,707 --> 00:35:41,408 - Mm-hmm. - Thank you. 683 00:35:42,510 --> 00:35:45,345 Um, yeah, I think I was 20. 684 00:35:45,379 --> 00:35:47,048 Moved to Nashville. 685 00:35:47,081 --> 00:35:48,883 I think it was, like, 2000. 686 00:35:48,916 --> 00:35:50,752 Wait. How old were you in 2000? 687 00:35:50,785 --> 00:35:52,687 I was two. 688 00:35:54,287 --> 00:35:56,189 So I was in a band when you were born. 689 00:35:56,223 --> 00:35:57,525 That's actually so funny. 690 00:35:57,558 --> 00:35:59,927 Um, I was in a band when I was born, too. 691 00:35:59,961 --> 00:36:02,229 - What? - Magenta Placenta. 692 00:36:02,262 --> 00:36:04,666 Oh, my God, that's fucking weird. 693 00:36:04,699 --> 00:36:06,034 Well, I'm fucking weird. 694 00:36:06,067 --> 00:36:08,268 Oh, God. Thank God you're cute. 695 00:36:09,871 --> 00:36:11,906 What was the name of your band? 696 00:36:13,273 --> 00:36:15,009 I can't remember. 697 00:36:15,043 --> 00:36:16,911 We were awful, I'll tell you that. 698 00:36:16,944 --> 00:36:18,946 Bunch of posers, you know? 699 00:36:18,980 --> 00:36:21,983 Speaking of posers... 700 00:36:22,016 --> 00:36:24,384 I have a 6:00 a.m. call time tomorrow. 701 00:36:38,566 --> 00:36:40,101 And cut. 702 00:36:40,134 --> 00:36:42,737 - What's her name again? - Astor. 703 00:36:44,739 --> 00:36:47,374 Hi, Esther. I gotta ask. 704 00:36:47,407 --> 00:36:49,276 Do you want intergalactic peace? 705 00:36:49,309 --> 00:36:51,512 Because I don't really believe that you do, 706 00:36:51,546 --> 00:36:53,380 and I want to believe, Esther, trust me. 707 00:36:53,413 --> 00:36:55,215 So here's what I need from you. 708 00:36:55,248 --> 00:36:57,350 I need you to show me that you believe 709 00:36:57,384 --> 00:37:01,622 that Starship Soda can save the universe. 710 00:37:01,656 --> 00:37:03,591 - The whole universe? - Exactly. 711 00:37:03,624 --> 00:37:06,761 - Except this time more passion. - Oh, sure, okay. 712 00:37:06,794 --> 00:37:09,229 And maybe this time, maybe take a sip of the drink. 713 00:37:09,262 --> 00:37:11,298 Sure. Oh. 714 00:37:14,168 --> 00:37:16,236 All right, let's shoot it again. 715 00:37:20,575 --> 00:37:22,375 Oh, God. 716 00:37:22,409 --> 00:37:24,846 Are you HeyAstorGrey on Twitter? 717 00:37:24,879 --> 00:37:26,647 Uh, yeah, I think so. 718 00:37:26,681 --> 00:37:28,549 So how do you know Brandyn Verge? 719 00:37:28,583 --> 00:37:31,284 - Are you guys dating? - What? 720 00:37:31,318 --> 00:37:33,721 You are so lucky. 721 00:37:33,755 --> 00:37:35,723 No, Brandyn's music, it's gotten me through, 722 00:37:35,757 --> 00:37:37,925 like, every single one of my breakups. 723 00:37:37,959 --> 00:37:39,426 So what's he like? 724 00:37:39,459 --> 00:37:42,295 I'm sorry, I'm so confused. How do you know who I am? 725 00:37:42,329 --> 00:37:44,364 He tweeted something about you guys 726 00:37:44,397 --> 00:37:47,101 making an album, going on tour together. 727 00:37:47,135 --> 00:37:48,703 I figured you guys must be dating, 728 00:37:48,736 --> 00:37:50,571 'cause he hasn't posted about another girl 729 00:37:50,605 --> 00:37:52,740 since that bitch Rachel broke his heart. 730 00:37:52,774 --> 00:37:55,777 Oh, um, sorry, I think I'm wrapped. 731 00:37:55,810 --> 00:37:59,147 Uh, hey, could I get a van back to base? 732 00:38:17,430 --> 00:38:19,066 Where did you even get it? 733 00:38:19,100 --> 00:38:20,535 Your mom's Facebook. 734 00:38:20,568 --> 00:38:21,869 And you just decided to post 735 00:38:21,903 --> 00:38:25,438 the most awkward photo of me in existence? 736 00:38:25,472 --> 00:38:27,208 Uh, you're welcome, you know, 737 00:38:27,241 --> 00:38:29,610 for producing and promoting your album. 738 00:38:29,644 --> 00:38:31,179 I didn't even know there was an album. 739 00:38:31,212 --> 00:38:33,147 Yeah, well, I wanted to surprise you. 740 00:38:33,181 --> 00:38:34,749 Told you I make shit happen. 741 00:38:34,782 --> 00:38:37,718 This is all very cool, and I'm really grateful. 742 00:38:37,752 --> 00:38:40,453 I just think that I need things to slow down a little bit, okay? 743 00:38:40,487 --> 00:38:44,125 Okay, yeah, well, that's not really how this shit works. 744 00:38:44,158 --> 00:38:45,860 You gotta be able to keep up. 745 00:38:45,893 --> 00:38:47,427 You should've been more up front with me 746 00:38:47,460 --> 00:38:48,996 if you're not serious about music, you know? 747 00:38:49,030 --> 00:38:50,463 That's not what I'm saying. 748 00:38:50,497 --> 00:38:53,701 Look, I'm super tired, and I had a really long day, 749 00:38:53,734 --> 00:38:55,368 so I'm just gonna go home, okay? 750 00:38:55,402 --> 00:38:58,438 What? No, that's stupid. Just stay. 751 00:38:58,471 --> 00:39:00,440 I wanna sleep in my own bed. 752 00:39:00,473 --> 00:39:04,377 Well, I have been waiting all day for you, you know? 753 00:39:04,411 --> 00:39:06,047 I even took a shower. 754 00:39:06,080 --> 00:39:07,915 Put on some smelly stuff. 755 00:39:07,949 --> 00:39:10,117 Sniff me. It's pretty good. 756 00:39:10,151 --> 00:39:11,853 You're gonna like it. 757 00:39:15,890 --> 00:39:17,091 I love you. 758 00:39:18,059 --> 00:39:19,560 I love you too. 759 00:39:20,328 --> 00:39:21,629 Let's go to bed. 760 00:40:07,909 --> 00:40:09,043 Hey. 761 00:40:09,076 --> 00:40:10,344 It just-- Brandyn's ran off, 762 00:40:10,378 --> 00:40:11,879 and he's been just, like, pretty hectic, 763 00:40:11,913 --> 00:40:13,848 so I just trying to give you some news. 764 00:40:13,881 --> 00:40:16,684 Sure, yeah, that'd be great. That'd be cool. 765 00:40:18,019 --> 00:40:20,453 Okay, cool. All right, thanks so much, Kate. 766 00:40:21,088 --> 00:40:22,924 Okay, bye. 767 00:40:24,325 --> 00:40:25,593 Hey. 768 00:40:27,228 --> 00:40:29,429 - Good to see you. - You too. 769 00:40:30,398 --> 00:40:31,532 Rachel. 770 00:40:32,099 --> 00:40:34,101 Yeah, I know. Astor. 771 00:40:35,136 --> 00:40:36,637 So I need you to trust me, okay? 772 00:40:36,671 --> 00:40:39,607 I need you to sit down and listen to Rachel for a minute. 773 00:40:40,341 --> 00:40:41,909 Sorry for crashing your lunch. 774 00:40:41,943 --> 00:40:43,611 Just when Kate told me about you, 775 00:40:43,644 --> 00:40:46,514 I thought that it was vital that we should meet 776 00:40:46,547 --> 00:40:48,049 and, you know... 777 00:40:49,383 --> 00:40:50,618 chat. 778 00:40:52,086 --> 00:40:53,521 Okay. 779 00:40:53,554 --> 00:40:55,056 I've known Kate for years, 780 00:40:55,089 --> 00:40:58,125 and she's always raved about you, your music, 781 00:40:58,159 --> 00:40:59,694 and I can only guess the things 782 00:40:59,727 --> 00:41:00,928 that you've heard about me. 783 00:41:00,962 --> 00:41:02,462 He hasn't said anything about you. 784 00:41:02,495 --> 00:41:05,132 That's sweet. You don't have to lie. 785 00:41:05,166 --> 00:41:07,168 I'm pretty sure Brandyn has told the neighbor's dog 786 00:41:07,201 --> 00:41:09,537 that I'm a psycho. I mean, he called my poor mom a cunt 787 00:41:09,570 --> 00:41:11,038 on her church group's Facebook page, so... 788 00:41:11,072 --> 00:41:14,075 That sounds par for the course. 789 00:41:14,108 --> 00:41:17,111 I'm sorry, is the point of this just to talk shit about Brandyn? 790 00:41:17,144 --> 00:41:18,412 - No. - Yeah. 791 00:41:18,446 --> 00:41:19,680 Sorry. 792 00:41:20,414 --> 00:41:22,249 Uh, I'm here because Kate said 793 00:41:22,283 --> 00:41:25,485 that you're about to sign a record deal with Brandyn. 794 00:41:26,320 --> 00:41:28,456 We have recorded some of my songs. 795 00:41:28,522 --> 00:41:29,957 - Yeah. - And you guys are dating. 796 00:41:29,991 --> 00:41:31,491 How is that any of your business? 797 00:41:31,525 --> 00:41:33,493 Look, I know this must seem weird, okay? 798 00:41:33,527 --> 00:41:36,664 And I don't want you to feel ambushed, but... 799 00:41:36,697 --> 00:41:40,301 Rachel isn't talking shit, okay? She's being honest. 800 00:41:40,334 --> 00:41:42,003 She's here because she doesn't want him 801 00:41:42,036 --> 00:41:44,672 to destroy somebody else's career. 802 00:41:44,705 --> 00:41:48,542 This is not hyperbole. Brandyn is the worst. 803 00:41:48,576 --> 00:41:50,444 Five years ago, I was the biggest believer 804 00:41:50,478 --> 00:41:53,647 in Brandyn Verge, and I managed to convince myself 805 00:41:53,681 --> 00:41:57,084 that we could transcend his resentment and vindictiveness, 806 00:41:57,118 --> 00:42:00,121 because-- because when he binges on you, 807 00:42:00,154 --> 00:42:02,556 it just feels so good. 808 00:42:02,590 --> 00:42:04,592 And then he purges. 809 00:42:05,893 --> 00:42:07,094 Uh... 810 00:42:07,862 --> 00:42:11,232 can I play something for you? 811 00:42:11,265 --> 00:42:14,035 Hey, babe. You're probably off, you know, 812 00:42:14,068 --> 00:42:15,870 fucking one of my friends right now, 813 00:42:15,903 --> 00:42:17,438 but I just wanted to let you know 814 00:42:17,471 --> 00:42:19,940 that I did find that diploma, you know? 815 00:42:19,974 --> 00:42:22,610 So just give me an address, and I'll send it to you, okay? 816 00:42:22,643 --> 00:42:24,879 Just after I wipe my ass with it. 817 00:42:24,912 --> 00:42:28,716 Fuck yourself. Cum dumpster. 818 00:42:28,749 --> 00:42:32,053 That was three weeks ago. I have plenty more like that. 819 00:42:32,086 --> 00:42:33,287 I'm gonna go. 820 00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:35,723 I will give you a call later, Kate, when you're alone. 821 00:42:36,390 --> 00:42:39,226 He stole her songs, Astor. 822 00:42:39,260 --> 00:42:41,929 Then this prick threatened me when I called 823 00:42:41,962 --> 00:42:43,597 trying to get the rights back. 824 00:42:43,631 --> 00:42:45,433 All right, this is a vengeful motherfucker. 825 00:42:45,466 --> 00:42:47,768 I'd like to kick the fucking shit out of him. 826 00:42:48,369 --> 00:42:51,172 Just be careful. Please. 827 00:42:52,239 --> 00:42:53,641 I was an idiot in love. 828 00:42:53,674 --> 00:42:56,577 I signed that stupid contract without even reading it. 829 00:43:02,116 --> 00:43:04,852 Show me the contract before you sign it. 830 00:43:29,677 --> 00:43:33,747 Um, hey, do you think we could talk about my contract? 831 00:43:33,781 --> 00:43:35,449 Yeah, of course. Wait... 832 00:43:35,483 --> 00:43:37,017 are you already demanding more money? 833 00:43:37,051 --> 00:43:41,088 - Holy shit. - No. I just, um... 834 00:43:41,789 --> 00:43:43,157 I don't know, it seems-- 835 00:43:43,190 --> 00:43:46,260 it seems like maybe you own my songs now. 836 00:43:46,293 --> 00:43:49,864 Well, BNA owns the songs on the album, you know? 837 00:43:49,897 --> 00:43:51,232 But they're my best songs. 838 00:43:51,265 --> 00:43:53,033 Which is why they're on the album, babe. 839 00:43:53,067 --> 00:43:56,237 I mean, typically you don't put your worst shit on there, right? 840 00:43:56,270 --> 00:43:58,507 Well, do you think we could take that part out 841 00:43:58,540 --> 00:44:00,174 about you owning my songs? 842 00:44:00,207 --> 00:44:04,111 I mean, it's just our standard contract, you know? 843 00:44:04,145 --> 00:44:07,281 What's this all about? Did you meet with Kate? 844 00:44:07,314 --> 00:44:10,417 You did, didn't you? You know she fucking hates my guts. 845 00:44:10,451 --> 00:44:12,086 She's good friends with my ex. 846 00:44:12,119 --> 00:44:16,223 Yeah, uh, Rachel was there too, actually. 847 00:44:16,257 --> 00:44:17,892 What? 848 00:44:17,925 --> 00:44:22,229 Wait, why was my ex-wife at your meeting? 849 00:44:22,263 --> 00:44:24,965 Honestly, I'm still trying to figure that out. 850 00:44:24,999 --> 00:44:27,968 I mean, Kate reps Rachel too, but-- 851 00:44:28,002 --> 00:44:29,303 - Oh, God. - I don't know. 852 00:44:29,336 --> 00:44:31,005 It was-- it was weird. 853 00:44:31,038 --> 00:44:32,106 You know what? 854 00:44:32,139 --> 00:44:34,108 They're gonna try to turn you against me. 855 00:44:34,141 --> 00:44:35,442 I guarantee it. 856 00:44:36,911 --> 00:44:40,047 Well, Rachel did play a pretty nasty voicemail you left her. 857 00:44:40,080 --> 00:44:41,682 You called her a cum dumpster? 858 00:44:41,715 --> 00:44:45,352 - She said it was recent. - Yeah. Yeah. 859 00:44:46,453 --> 00:44:49,290 Look, I may not have been entirely candid with you. 860 00:44:49,323 --> 00:44:52,326 I'm still struggling with this Rachel stuff. 861 00:44:52,359 --> 00:44:54,295 I loved her so much, 862 00:44:54,328 --> 00:44:58,132 and sometimes I don't know how to turn that off. 863 00:44:58,165 --> 00:44:59,668 So, yeah, there's some anger there, 864 00:44:59,700 --> 00:45:01,902 because I'd really like to stop caring. 865 00:45:02,369 --> 00:45:03,837 Clearly she has. 866 00:45:05,640 --> 00:45:07,208 Well, if you want to move on, 867 00:45:07,241 --> 00:45:10,477 then why would you leave her antagonistic messages? 868 00:45:10,512 --> 00:45:13,948 Yeah. Honestly, I don't know. 869 00:45:13,981 --> 00:45:17,586 Why did Rachel marry me and then turn around and fuck Arlo? 870 00:45:17,619 --> 00:45:19,286 Trampling my heart wasn't enough? 871 00:45:19,320 --> 00:45:21,656 She had to destroy me? 872 00:45:21,690 --> 00:45:23,891 And you know what? That worked for a while. 873 00:45:23,924 --> 00:45:26,160 But now she sees me with you, madly in love, 874 00:45:26,193 --> 00:45:28,829 and she is back to her old games. 875 00:45:28,862 --> 00:45:30,998 And, yeah, I-- I definitely drank too much wine, 876 00:45:31,031 --> 00:45:33,167 and said some stupid shit. 877 00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:34,401 I admit that. 878 00:45:35,537 --> 00:45:38,239 Did she mention that I texted her the next morning? 879 00:45:38,772 --> 00:45:41,610 To apologize? No? 880 00:45:41,643 --> 00:45:43,877 Fuck, why won't she just leave me alone? 881 00:45:46,113 --> 00:45:47,314 Hey. 882 00:45:48,683 --> 00:45:50,518 You know I form my own opinions. 883 00:45:50,552 --> 00:45:52,386 - Yeah. - And I want you to be able 884 00:45:52,419 --> 00:45:54,054 to talk to me about anything. 885 00:45:54,088 --> 00:45:55,155 Yeah. 886 00:45:56,156 --> 00:46:00,528 I think Rachel was just looking for drama. 887 00:46:00,562 --> 00:46:02,296 I'm not gonna engage. 888 00:46:08,703 --> 00:46:10,004 I love you. 889 00:46:10,505 --> 00:46:11,905 I love you too. 890 00:46:12,940 --> 00:46:14,808 I think we should adopt a cat. 891 00:46:14,842 --> 00:46:17,545 What do you think? 892 00:46:17,579 --> 00:46:18,846 Hey. 893 00:46:20,180 --> 00:46:21,549 Oh, yeah. 894 00:46:21,583 --> 00:46:23,551 Oh, yeah. 895 00:46:23,585 --> 00:46:25,386 What about Judge Judy? 896 00:46:26,588 --> 00:46:28,289 You wanna watch Judge Judy? 897 00:46:28,322 --> 00:46:30,924 No, silly. For a name. 898 00:46:31,825 --> 00:46:34,529 Don't you think she looks judicial? 899 00:46:34,562 --> 00:46:37,231 - No. - "Hi, Mommy. 900 00:46:37,264 --> 00:46:39,433 "I find you guilty. 901 00:46:39,466 --> 00:46:43,103 "Guilty." 902 00:46:43,137 --> 00:46:46,407 - So what's your show tonight? - Oh, it's Kicking the Stigma. 903 00:46:46,440 --> 00:46:49,476 It's, like, a mental health benefit or something. 904 00:46:49,511 --> 00:46:51,111 Playing a couple songs. 905 00:46:51,145 --> 00:46:53,247 - You're coming, right? - Of course. 906 00:46:53,280 --> 00:46:54,481 Okay, good. 907 00:46:54,516 --> 00:46:57,251 You think Noelle can come, maybe her girlfriend? 908 00:46:57,284 --> 00:46:59,486 Babe, you can invite whoever you want. 909 00:46:59,521 --> 00:47:02,489 Just text me the names, and I'll have Greta put 'em on the list. 910 00:47:02,524 --> 00:47:03,591 Okay. 911 00:47:06,894 --> 00:47:09,363 This room is literally not green. 912 00:47:09,396 --> 00:47:10,864 Welcome to the beige room. 913 00:47:10,898 --> 00:47:13,367 Do you guys want some wine? 914 00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:16,070 I'm-- I'm okay. 915 00:47:16,103 --> 00:47:18,439 Oh, do you think Bran's gonna be on soon? 916 00:47:18,472 --> 00:47:19,774 Should we go find our seats? 917 00:47:19,808 --> 00:47:22,910 Well, actually, he said we could watch from the side of the stage 918 00:47:22,943 --> 00:47:26,113 - if you guys want to. - Oh, my God. That's so cool. 919 00:47:26,146 --> 00:47:29,751 - This one is for you. - Thank you. 920 00:47:29,784 --> 00:47:30,752 And for you. 921 00:47:30,785 --> 00:47:32,353 He's still an asshole. 922 00:47:32,386 --> 00:47:34,622 Yeah, I know. He's just a plain asshole. 923 00:47:34,656 --> 00:47:37,491 Hey, do you guys know if Brandyn Verge is playing? 924 00:47:37,525 --> 00:47:39,259 The one and only. 925 00:47:39,293 --> 00:47:40,394 Okay, let's go. 926 00:47:40,427 --> 00:47:43,364 Thank you. 927 00:47:43,397 --> 00:47:45,600 And thank you so much for coming out tonight 928 00:47:45,633 --> 00:47:47,434 for Kicking the Stigma. 929 00:47:48,636 --> 00:47:51,872 Listen, I got a special guest for you guys tonight. 930 00:47:52,607 --> 00:47:53,941 You're gonna love her. 931 00:47:53,974 --> 00:47:57,612 She is an amazing, talented singer-songwriter 932 00:47:57,645 --> 00:47:59,913 with the voice of an angel. 933 00:47:59,947 --> 00:48:05,152 Ladies and gentlemen, give it up for Renee Merrifield. 934 00:48:05,953 --> 00:48:07,555 Excuse me. 935 00:48:19,701 --> 00:48:24,506 ♪ Maybe I'm afraid ♪ 936 00:48:24,539 --> 00:48:27,675 ♪ Of the worst of it ♪ 937 00:48:27,709 --> 00:48:30,812 ♪ Maybe I'm alone ♪ 938 00:48:30,845 --> 00:48:35,015 ♪ Feeling lost again ♪ 939 00:48:35,048 --> 00:48:42,456 ♪ Deep in my eyes, where they all could be ♪ 940 00:48:42,489 --> 00:48:46,093 ♪♪ Should I speak my mind? ♪ 941 00:48:46,126 --> 00:48:50,063 ♪ Should I wait and see? ♪ 942 00:48:50,732 --> 00:48:54,702 ♪ Take your time ♪ 943 00:48:54,736 --> 00:48:57,839 ♪ Take what's mine ♪ 944 00:48:57,872 --> 00:49:00,575 ♪ I give it all ♪ 945 00:49:00,608 --> 00:49:02,976 Fuck! Such a good show, right? 946 00:49:04,879 --> 00:49:06,146 Yeah. 947 00:49:07,114 --> 00:49:08,683 Did, uh, Noelle and her friends leave early? 948 00:49:08,716 --> 00:49:10,117 I must've missed 'em. 949 00:49:11,185 --> 00:49:12,219 Yep. 950 00:49:13,487 --> 00:49:15,924 Are you pissed or drunk? I can't tell. 951 00:49:17,191 --> 00:49:19,092 Well, I'm not drunk. 952 00:49:19,761 --> 00:49:22,630 So you're pissed. Awesome. 953 00:49:28,603 --> 00:49:30,738 You guys played my song. 954 00:49:31,773 --> 00:49:33,575 Is that what this is about? 955 00:49:33,608 --> 00:49:35,075 Oh, for fuck's sake. 956 00:49:35,108 --> 00:49:36,744 Did you hear what I said at the end? 957 00:49:36,778 --> 00:49:38,979 I gave you a massive shout-out. 958 00:49:39,012 --> 00:49:40,481 God, I thought you'd be thanking me, 959 00:49:40,515 --> 00:49:42,249 not give me the fucking silent treatment. 960 00:49:42,282 --> 00:49:45,419 ♪ But you're pushing hard enough to breach ♪ 961 00:49:47,254 --> 00:49:50,357 ♪ Once you love me ♪ 962 00:49:50,390 --> 00:49:54,094 ♪ I'll take it from you ♪ 963 00:49:59,701 --> 00:50:01,970 Ow! Stop! Fuck! Ow! 964 00:50:02,002 --> 00:50:03,771 Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Oh, my God. 965 00:50:03,805 --> 00:50:05,907 Fuck. Oh, shit. 966 00:50:05,940 --> 00:50:08,710 - Fuck! Oh, my God. - Shit, are you okay? 967 00:50:08,743 --> 00:50:10,444 What the fuck is wrong with you? 968 00:50:10,477 --> 00:50:12,647 You're pissed off at me, - so then you run me over? 969 00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:14,983 What-- No. I was parking, and you fucking jumped out. 970 00:50:15,015 --> 00:50:16,584 Why the fuck would you keep driving 971 00:50:16,618 --> 00:50:18,252 - when I get out of the car? - Let me look at it. 972 00:50:18,285 --> 00:50:19,954 - I'm sure it's not that bad. - Don't fucking touch me. 973 00:50:19,988 --> 00:50:22,289 Fine. All right, just get in the car. 974 00:50:22,322 --> 00:50:23,758 I'm not going anywhere with you. 975 00:50:23,791 --> 00:50:24,993 Okay, I'll call an ambulance. 976 00:50:25,025 --> 00:50:26,493 I can't afford a fucking ambulance. 977 00:50:26,528 --> 00:50:28,596 Well, I'll pay for it. Jesus Christ, Astor. 978 00:50:28,630 --> 00:50:31,031 - What do you want from me? - I want you to leave me alone 979 00:50:31,064 --> 00:50:33,200 so I can get an Uber to fucking urgent care. 980 00:50:33,233 --> 00:50:35,035 - Just get in the car, please. - Oh, my God. 981 00:50:35,068 --> 00:50:36,938 Okay, come in the house for a bong rip, all right? 982 00:50:36,971 --> 00:50:39,206 Just relax. You know, it'll help a little bit. 983 00:50:39,239 --> 00:50:40,808 You're acting a little crazy. 984 00:50:41,441 --> 00:50:42,644 No. 985 00:50:43,878 --> 00:50:45,145 Astor! 986 00:50:46,046 --> 00:50:47,549 What the fuck? 987 00:50:48,583 --> 00:50:49,884 Seriously? 988 00:50:49,918 --> 00:50:51,586 You're gonna get in that stranger's car? 989 00:50:51,619 --> 00:50:53,220 Hey, lady, is that guy bothering you? 990 00:50:53,253 --> 00:50:55,222 I'll jump out and I'll smack the shit out of him. 991 00:50:55,255 --> 00:50:58,191 Uh, that-- no, that's okay. 992 00:50:59,059 --> 00:51:00,327 I just fell. 993 00:51:01,763 --> 00:51:04,197 Okay. Let's go. 994 00:51:30,758 --> 00:51:32,560 What are you doing here? 995 00:51:32,594 --> 00:51:34,461 Just wanted to make sure you're okay. 996 00:51:34,494 --> 00:51:35,730 Mm-hmm. 997 00:51:36,764 --> 00:51:38,198 What's the verdict? 998 00:51:38,766 --> 00:51:40,602 It's not broken. 999 00:51:42,235 --> 00:51:44,005 Rite Aid didn't have one that said, 1000 00:51:44,038 --> 00:51:46,674 "Sorry I ran over you," so... 1001 00:51:59,821 --> 00:52:02,422 God, I feel so terrible, Astor. 1002 00:52:02,456 --> 00:52:04,291 But, you know, it was an accident. 1003 00:52:04,324 --> 00:52:06,360 I can't believe you could think otherwise. 1004 00:52:06,393 --> 00:52:09,097 Even if it was an accident, it was an accident you caused. 1005 00:52:09,129 --> 00:52:11,766 Yeah. I take full responsibility. 1006 00:52:11,799 --> 00:52:16,136 I am so sorry. I just-- I hope you can see that. 1007 00:52:16,169 --> 00:52:17,839 I just... 1008 00:52:17,872 --> 00:52:20,842 I've never loved someone like this. 1009 00:52:20,875 --> 00:52:23,377 Believe me, I would rather hurt myself than you. 1010 00:52:25,379 --> 00:52:29,684 Sometimes I feel so connected to you, and it feels like 1011 00:52:29,717 --> 00:52:31,686 the most exciting thing that's ever happened to me. 1012 00:52:31,719 --> 00:52:34,022 But then, I don't know, you're just-- 1013 00:52:34,055 --> 00:52:35,422 you're so different, and I don't know 1014 00:52:35,455 --> 00:52:36,791 which version of you I'm gonna get. 1015 00:52:36,824 --> 00:52:39,661 The-- the sensitive, funny guy, 1016 00:52:39,694 --> 00:52:43,163 or the celebrity asshole that I'm embarrassed 1017 00:52:43,196 --> 00:52:45,198 to introduce to my friends and family. 1018 00:52:45,232 --> 00:52:47,902 Look, I made a mistake. Many mistakes. 1019 00:52:47,935 --> 00:52:51,039 But that doesn't mean I don't wanna build a life with you. 1020 00:52:51,072 --> 00:52:54,307 A loving, respectful, trusting life 1021 00:52:54,341 --> 00:52:57,679 where we can be open and free to create music together. 1022 00:52:57,712 --> 00:53:00,682 I mean, don't you see what we have? It's so-- 1023 00:53:00,715 --> 00:53:02,449 it's so special. 1024 00:53:04,052 --> 00:53:07,155 I want that too, but I just don't know... 1025 00:53:07,187 --> 00:53:08,455 I promise. 1026 00:53:09,189 --> 00:53:10,858 You won't be sorry. 1027 00:53:14,494 --> 00:53:16,798 So you're living here now? 1028 00:53:16,831 --> 00:53:19,901 Well, no. Not, like, really. 1029 00:53:19,934 --> 00:53:22,070 I sold my boat, so... 1030 00:53:22,103 --> 00:53:23,871 - That's good. - Yeah. 1031 00:53:24,706 --> 00:53:26,674 Oh, guess what? 1032 00:53:26,708 --> 00:53:29,977 I got 4,000 new Instagram followers. 1033 00:53:30,011 --> 00:53:34,115 - Oh, that's cool. - Pretty sick. 1034 00:53:34,148 --> 00:53:36,249 Um, so did he ever give you an explanation 1035 00:53:36,283 --> 00:53:39,419 on why he played your song without asking you? 1036 00:53:40,822 --> 00:53:42,389 Um... 1037 00:53:43,256 --> 00:53:44,625 I don't know. 1038 00:53:44,659 --> 00:53:48,096 I mean, I think he was just trying to surprise me, you know? 1039 00:53:48,129 --> 00:53:49,664 But the fact that he believes in me 1040 00:53:49,697 --> 00:53:51,833 gives me this whole new level of confidence. 1041 00:53:51,866 --> 00:53:55,703 Like, he could've chosen any song, and he chose mine. 1042 00:53:55,737 --> 00:53:57,772 And, uh, we're just gonna skip over the fact 1043 00:53:57,805 --> 00:54:00,007 that he hit you with his fucking car? 1044 00:54:00,041 --> 00:54:03,243 Dude, he didn't hit me with his car, okay? 1045 00:54:03,276 --> 00:54:05,847 He ran over my foot. And he feels really bad, 1046 00:54:05,880 --> 00:54:07,915 and he keeps on apologizing. He feels really bad about it. 1047 00:54:07,949 --> 00:54:11,552 So he hurts you and then says some sweet things to you 1048 00:54:11,586 --> 00:54:13,554 and maybe gives you some treats, 1049 00:54:13,588 --> 00:54:15,990 and now you're just cool with it? 1050 00:54:16,023 --> 00:54:17,925 What is your problem with Brandyn? 1051 00:54:17,959 --> 00:54:19,961 You're the one that told me to go out with him 1052 00:54:19,994 --> 00:54:21,863 - in the first place. - Yeah, to hook up, and, like, 1053 00:54:21,896 --> 00:54:26,567 have fun, and not like, move in here with him. 1054 00:54:26,601 --> 00:54:29,570 If that's the way you feel, then why did you even come over here? 1055 00:54:29,604 --> 00:54:30,972 Because you are my best friend. 1056 00:54:31,005 --> 00:54:34,041 And if you're hurt, of course I'm gonna be here. 1057 00:54:34,075 --> 00:54:35,475 But if you want me to, like, 1058 00:54:35,510 --> 00:54:37,444 fawn over your rock star boyfriend, 1059 00:54:37,477 --> 00:54:39,412 then you should call one of your stupid friends, 1060 00:54:39,446 --> 00:54:41,916 because it's crystal clear to me and everyone who loves you, 1061 00:54:41,949 --> 00:54:43,450 this guy fucking sucks. 1062 00:54:46,521 --> 00:54:49,322 Hey. Thought I'd join you guys. 1063 00:54:50,691 --> 00:54:53,194 You're not leaving, are you, Noelle? 1064 00:54:53,227 --> 00:54:56,463 - I am, Brandyn. - Oh. 1065 00:54:56,496 --> 00:54:57,932 All right, see you later. 1066 00:55:00,701 --> 00:55:01,936 Hey. 1067 00:55:03,370 --> 00:55:04,872 Look at that. 1068 00:55:04,906 --> 00:55:07,575 Got those Spanish olives you like from Erewhon. 1069 00:55:07,608 --> 00:55:09,476 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 1070 00:55:09,510 --> 00:55:12,547 Oh, babe, hey. 1071 00:55:12,580 --> 00:55:15,016 - It's okay. - No, it's not okay. 1072 00:55:15,049 --> 00:55:17,350 My best friend fucking hates me. 1073 00:55:18,219 --> 00:55:20,320 I thought I was your best friend. 1074 00:55:22,123 --> 00:55:26,027 It's just music and the streetcar. 1075 00:55:26,060 --> 00:55:28,062 It just was all so romantic. 1076 00:55:28,095 --> 00:55:30,397 Maybe I'll run away to Lisbon. 1077 00:55:32,533 --> 00:55:34,434 Sorry, Mom, I need a minute. 1078 00:55:34,467 --> 00:55:36,403 Is everything okay? 1079 00:55:36,436 --> 00:55:39,040 Yeah. I just need to make a call. 1080 00:55:39,073 --> 00:55:41,108 Okay, why don't you meet me at the Thai place? 1081 00:55:41,142 --> 00:55:42,610 - Okay. - Okay. 1082 00:55:51,786 --> 00:55:55,556 Mom? Mom, can I please borrow the car? 1083 00:55:55,590 --> 00:55:58,059 - Are you okay? - Yeah. Um-- 1084 00:55:58,092 --> 00:55:59,594 Or, no, I don't know. 1085 00:55:59,627 --> 00:56:01,262 Brandyn, he's freaking out and he's making these threats, 1086 00:56:01,295 --> 00:56:02,663 so can I please just borrow the car? 1087 00:56:02,697 --> 00:56:04,732 - He's threatening you? - No, Mom. 1088 00:56:04,765 --> 00:56:06,234 Uh, I don't know. I don't know. 1089 00:56:06,267 --> 00:56:07,668 He said he was gonna kill himself, 1090 00:56:07,702 --> 00:56:09,136 but now he's not answering his phone, so... 1091 00:56:09,170 --> 00:56:11,839 Astor, that's serious. He needs some professional help. 1092 00:56:11,873 --> 00:56:14,041 Mom, come on. If anything happened, 1093 00:56:14,075 --> 00:56:17,377 I would never forgive myself, so can I please borrow the car? 1094 00:56:18,212 --> 00:56:19,680 - I'll drive you. - Okay, let's go. 1095 00:56:19,714 --> 00:56:21,381 - Okay. - Okay, let's go. 1096 00:56:34,762 --> 00:56:35,796 Hey. 1097 00:56:36,797 --> 00:56:39,267 What the fuck? You can't just barge in here. 1098 00:56:39,300 --> 00:56:40,433 Seriously? 1099 00:56:41,302 --> 00:56:42,937 After all those messages you left me? 1100 00:56:42,970 --> 00:56:45,339 I was at the movies with my mom, by the way. 1101 00:56:45,373 --> 00:56:47,909 - I left you a note. - Okay, um, you're a liar, 1102 00:56:47,942 --> 00:56:50,511 a slut, and I'm too busy for this bullshit drama, 1103 00:56:50,544 --> 00:56:52,445 so you can just go. Thanks so much. 1104 00:56:52,479 --> 00:56:55,182 Are you kidding me? Less than an hour ago, 1105 00:56:55,216 --> 00:56:56,651 you said you would jump off a bridge 1106 00:56:56,684 --> 00:56:59,220 if I didn't answer your call, and now I'm a slut. 1107 00:56:59,253 --> 00:57:00,855 How fucking drunk are you? 1108 00:57:00,888 --> 00:57:02,857 Okay, please, don't flatter yourself. 1109 00:57:02,890 --> 00:57:04,792 I'm not gonna kill myself over you, all right? 1110 00:57:04,825 --> 00:57:07,962 You are an immature, spoiled brat, eating your $5 croissant 1111 00:57:07,995 --> 00:57:09,864 somebody waited an hour in line to buy. 1112 00:57:09,897 --> 00:57:11,999 You've never been to a store to buy a record. 1113 00:57:12,033 --> 00:57:13,334 You fucking download 'em 1114 00:57:13,367 --> 00:57:15,502 and breeze past each song for 30 seconds. 1115 00:57:15,536 --> 00:57:17,138 You will never relate to any true artist, 1116 00:57:17,171 --> 00:57:19,907 much less be one, because there's nothing original 1117 00:57:19,941 --> 00:57:20,975 or exciting about you. 1118 00:57:21,008 --> 00:57:23,377 You're a fucking basic bitch, a nobody, 1119 00:57:23,411 --> 00:57:25,913 and I cannot believe I fell for your shit. 1120 00:57:28,816 --> 00:57:30,384 What the fuck is wrong with you? 1121 00:57:30,418 --> 00:57:33,354 Do you really think that you and your stupid-ass dyke friend 1122 00:57:33,387 --> 00:57:35,156 can come in here in my house and judge me? 1123 00:57:35,189 --> 00:57:38,793 Get the fuck out of my studio, you fucking wannabe. 1124 00:57:38,826 --> 00:57:41,494 Here. Take your fucking records. 1125 00:57:41,529 --> 00:57:42,930 Here you go. 1126 00:57:43,731 --> 00:57:45,766 Go fuck yourself, Brandyn. 1127 00:57:45,800 --> 00:57:47,535 Don't kill the cat. 1128 00:57:52,239 --> 00:57:53,941 Dude, what are you doing? 1129 00:57:53,975 --> 00:57:56,610 Please don't text him back. He'll never stop. 1130 00:57:56,644 --> 00:58:00,648 I'm not. I just changed his name. 1131 00:58:03,651 --> 00:58:07,188 I'm so fucking stupid. 1132 00:58:07,221 --> 00:58:09,557 I fell in love with a monster. 1133 00:58:11,692 --> 00:58:13,527 I'm worried about you, sweetie. 1134 00:58:13,561 --> 00:58:16,697 You need to take care of yourself. 1135 00:58:18,099 --> 00:58:20,034 I know. 1136 00:58:20,067 --> 00:58:22,036 With every breath, 1137 00:58:22,069 --> 00:58:24,071 becoming more aware, 1138 00:58:24,105 --> 00:58:27,441 releasing the negativity and tuning in... 1139 00:58:27,475 --> 00:58:29,744 ...to your intuition. 1140 00:58:46,394 --> 00:58:47,928 I gotta get back on stage. 1141 00:58:47,962 --> 00:58:52,566 Great. And that is one of the reasons I wanted us to meet. 1142 00:58:52,600 --> 00:58:56,570 I got a call yesterday from Hobie Ashman, okay? 1143 00:58:56,604 --> 00:58:58,039 Runs Nomad Records. 1144 00:58:58,072 --> 00:59:01,776 He got a hold of your EP, and he was impressed. 1145 00:59:01,809 --> 00:59:03,512 Whoa. 1146 00:59:03,544 --> 00:59:05,846 How did he even hear it? I don't even have a copy. 1147 00:59:05,880 --> 00:59:08,616 Wait, you don't have a copy of the song that you recorded? 1148 00:59:08,649 --> 00:59:11,852 Brandyn did a limited press, 1149 00:59:11,886 --> 00:59:15,089 - and then he broke all of them. - Wow. 1150 00:59:17,691 --> 00:59:21,162 So, any recent run-ins with this prick? 1151 00:59:21,195 --> 00:59:22,396 According to Pitchfork, 1152 00:59:22,430 --> 00:59:25,099 he's in New York recording a new album. 1153 00:59:25,132 --> 00:59:26,500 Oh, well, that figures. 1154 00:59:26,535 --> 00:59:29,070 Brandyn always thought he was too cool for LA. 1155 00:59:29,103 --> 00:59:31,105 Legend in his own mind. 1156 00:59:31,138 --> 00:59:32,706 No rush on this. 1157 00:59:33,441 --> 00:59:34,642 Thank you. 1158 00:59:35,810 --> 00:59:38,345 Let me get this, since I can't make it tomorrow night. 1159 00:59:40,681 --> 00:59:42,950 Happy birthday, by the way. 1160 00:59:42,983 --> 00:59:45,554 Big two-five. 1161 00:59:45,586 --> 00:59:50,191 Yeah, thank you. Getting older sucks. 1162 00:59:54,862 --> 00:59:57,698 ♪ Got a sore throat and I keep choking ♪ 1163 00:59:57,731 --> 01:00:00,701 To my favorite bitch. 1164 01:00:00,734 --> 01:00:02,603 I love you so much. 1165 01:00:02,636 --> 01:00:04,371 I love you too. 1166 01:00:04,405 --> 01:00:06,107 - Happy birthday. - Thank you. 1167 01:00:06,140 --> 01:00:08,709 Cheers, guys. Thank you. 1168 01:00:15,749 --> 01:00:16,617 - Hey. - What the fuck 1169 01:00:16,650 --> 01:00:17,785 are you doing here? 1170 01:00:17,818 --> 01:00:19,787 Get out of here with this bullshit. 1171 01:00:19,820 --> 01:00:24,458 You were not invited. You have to leave. Now. 1172 01:00:24,492 --> 01:00:25,893 Leave! 1173 01:00:27,294 --> 01:00:28,963 You're a nasty cunt, Noelle. 1174 01:00:33,367 --> 01:00:36,470 - Let's go. - Okay. Okay! 1175 01:00:36,505 --> 01:00:38,139 Fucking weirdo. 1176 01:00:48,449 --> 01:00:49,850 Hey, sorry. One second. 1177 01:00:58,359 --> 01:00:59,426 Fuck. 1178 01:01:00,494 --> 01:01:02,429 Fuck, that fucking sucks. 1179 01:01:07,935 --> 01:01:10,304 No, okay, yeah. I understand. 1180 01:01:11,805 --> 01:01:13,340 I'll see you this afternoon. 1181 01:01:18,879 --> 01:01:21,682 Holy shit. 1182 01:01:22,349 --> 01:01:23,784 What happened? 1183 01:01:25,352 --> 01:01:30,958 Brandyn has claimed ownership over all the songs on my EP. 1184 01:01:30,991 --> 01:01:33,194 So what's gonna happen with the record? 1185 01:01:34,228 --> 01:01:35,530 What record? 1186 01:01:35,564 --> 01:01:37,464 There's no songs and there's no EP. 1187 01:01:37,498 --> 01:01:38,899 There's no record, so... 1188 01:01:39,967 --> 01:01:41,068 Shit. 1189 01:01:41,101 --> 01:01:42,970 So happy I get to finally meet you in person. 1190 01:01:43,003 --> 01:01:44,872 I'm a big fan of your music. 1191 01:01:44,905 --> 01:01:47,141 Well, I'm a big fan of anybody who's a big fan. 1192 01:01:47,174 --> 01:01:49,977 She's funny. You're funny. 1193 01:01:50,911 --> 01:01:52,614 Unfortunately... 1194 01:01:52,647 --> 01:01:56,551 ...this contract that Brandyn's people sent over, 1195 01:01:56,585 --> 01:01:58,385 it's no laughing matter, kiddo. 1196 01:01:59,654 --> 01:02:01,422 We're not gonna take it on. 1197 01:02:01,455 --> 01:02:03,190 Oh, come on, Hobie. 1198 01:02:03,224 --> 01:02:05,459 There has to be something you can do. 1199 01:02:05,492 --> 01:02:07,428 This was her first contract. 1200 01:02:07,461 --> 01:02:08,862 Nobody looked at it. 1201 01:02:08,896 --> 01:02:11,298 - Brandyn took advantage. - I hear you, Kate, 1202 01:02:11,332 --> 01:02:13,901 and what Brandyn did was fucked up, all right, 1203 01:02:13,934 --> 01:02:15,436 and I'm sorry for you. But... 1204 01:02:15,469 --> 01:02:19,773 he has a signed contract and a team of lawyers behind him. 1205 01:02:19,807 --> 01:02:21,875 And so do you. 1206 01:02:23,811 --> 01:02:26,514 The good news, you have an incredible voice, 1207 01:02:26,548 --> 01:02:28,215 all right, and a unique sound. 1208 01:02:28,249 --> 01:02:31,752 What we need are some groovy new songs. 1209 01:02:32,687 --> 01:02:34,656 Okay? 1210 01:02:34,689 --> 01:02:36,190 Edge is here. 1211 01:02:36,223 --> 01:02:38,526 Oh, thanks, Maddie. 1212 01:02:38,560 --> 01:02:40,327 That's my next meeting. 1213 01:02:40,361 --> 01:02:42,329 Well, thank you so much for meeting with me. 1214 01:02:42,363 --> 01:02:46,467 I will get home and start writing some new songs. 1215 01:02:46,500 --> 01:02:47,935 That is the attitude. 1216 01:02:47,968 --> 01:02:50,804 - Hobie! My man. - Ah. Yeah. 1217 01:02:50,838 --> 01:02:52,641 Please don't tell me you're encouraging 1218 01:02:52,674 --> 01:02:54,141 my assistant to quit her job. 1219 01:02:54,174 --> 01:02:56,076 Hey, we all gotta chase the dream. 1220 01:02:56,110 --> 01:02:58,245 I need you to take this heartbreak, 1221 01:02:58,279 --> 01:02:59,413 put it on the page. 1222 01:02:59,446 --> 01:03:00,481 You are so talented. 1223 01:03:00,515 --> 01:03:01,782 I wanna introduce you. 1224 01:03:01,815 --> 01:03:03,284 This is Edgerrin. 1225 01:03:03,317 --> 01:03:04,619 He's here making an album 1226 01:03:04,653 --> 01:03:06,688 about creating the life you want to live. 1227 01:03:06,721 --> 01:03:08,389 - Hmm. - This is Kate and Astor. 1228 01:03:08,422 --> 01:03:11,859 Astor's an incredible singer, and Kate, well, 1229 01:03:11,892 --> 01:03:13,894 she's one of the toughest managers in the business. 1230 01:03:13,927 --> 01:03:14,962 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 1231 01:03:14,995 --> 01:03:16,297 Maybe I should hire you. 1232 01:03:16,330 --> 01:03:17,798 Maybe you should. 1233 01:03:17,831 --> 01:03:19,567 - You should. - Thanks, guys. 1234 01:03:19,601 --> 01:03:21,135 - I'll call you. - Okay. 1235 01:03:21,168 --> 01:03:22,403 Excuse me. 1236 01:03:22,436 --> 01:03:24,938 You should, uh, exchange. 1237 01:03:28,743 --> 01:03:30,177 Oh. 1238 01:03:30,210 --> 01:03:32,479 - Good morning, sleepyhead. - Hmm. 1239 01:03:32,514 --> 01:03:34,281 Why are you sleeping here? 1240 01:03:35,015 --> 01:03:36,950 I just didn't wanna be alone. 1241 01:03:37,652 --> 01:03:40,387 Why? What'd you think? 1242 01:03:40,421 --> 01:03:43,857 That sometimes I wonder if I gave you the right tools. 1243 01:03:43,891 --> 01:03:45,292 What does that mean? 1244 01:03:46,628 --> 01:03:49,631 Being an artist isn't very stable. 1245 01:03:49,664 --> 01:03:51,700 Well, just because you're broke at 50 1246 01:03:51,733 --> 01:03:53,967 doesn't mean I will be too. 1247 01:03:54,001 --> 01:03:56,738 - Good morning. - I'm sorry, Mom. 1248 01:03:56,771 --> 01:03:58,272 I'm sorry. That was so mean. 1249 01:03:58,305 --> 01:04:01,175 I'm sorry. I'm just-- I'm in a really bad mood. 1250 01:04:01,208 --> 01:04:02,409 It's fine. 1251 01:04:03,143 --> 01:04:04,244 Oh, baby. 1252 01:04:05,312 --> 01:04:09,316 I want you to be happy and have health insurance. 1253 01:04:10,451 --> 01:04:13,020 We're living in a post-joy world, Mom. 1254 01:04:13,053 --> 01:04:15,757 Happiness went extinct with the poor rhinos. 1255 01:04:15,790 --> 01:04:17,191 They're critically endangered. 1256 01:04:17,224 --> 01:04:18,926 Don't ever buy anything with ivory. 1257 01:04:18,959 --> 01:04:22,863 Well, the way humans behave, they're screwed. 1258 01:04:22,896 --> 01:04:24,766 We're all screwed. 1259 01:04:24,799 --> 01:04:27,067 Can I please just go back to bed? 1260 01:04:27,101 --> 01:04:28,268 No. 1261 01:04:28,302 --> 01:04:29,704 You get to get up 1262 01:04:29,738 --> 01:04:33,808 and go get yourself a nice, joyless job 1263 01:04:33,842 --> 01:04:37,311 to go along with this sunny disposition. 1264 01:04:37,344 --> 01:04:41,315 Or I can just go home and go to bed. 1265 01:04:42,082 --> 01:04:43,951 Well, if you can pay your rent. 1266 01:04:43,984 --> 01:04:46,688 - I can't cover you, kiddo. - Oh, my God. 1267 01:04:46,721 --> 01:04:50,658 Why does everybody keep calling me "kiddo"? I'm 25. 1268 01:04:50,692 --> 01:04:52,694 Wow, the Velvet Underground. 1269 01:04:52,727 --> 01:04:54,228 Hey, Nooch. Hey, Jim. 1270 01:04:54,261 --> 01:04:55,630 - Whoa. - What's shaking, kiddo? 1271 01:04:55,663 --> 01:04:57,464 How's the music biz? 1272 01:04:57,498 --> 01:04:58,800 It's gnarly. 1273 01:04:58,833 --> 01:05:00,802 Hey, sorry, I just realized it's the 6th 1274 01:05:00,835 --> 01:05:02,369 and I haven't paid you rent. 1275 01:05:02,403 --> 01:05:03,805 I'll get it to you tomorrow. I promise. 1276 01:05:03,838 --> 01:05:06,407 Don't you worry about that, angel. 1277 01:05:06,440 --> 01:05:08,041 I... 1278 01:05:08,075 --> 01:05:11,945 have become a millionaire. 1279 01:05:11,979 --> 01:05:13,147 What the fuck is that? 1280 01:05:13,180 --> 01:05:16,885 - A $10,000... - What? 1281 01:05:16,917 --> 01:05:19,219 - ...bill. - What is that? 1282 01:05:19,253 --> 01:05:20,688 Let me see this. 1283 01:05:20,722 --> 01:05:21,756 Let me see. 1284 01:05:21,790 --> 01:05:22,956 Well, Pink Floyd says, "Money." 1285 01:05:22,990 --> 01:05:24,425 Give me the fucking thing. 1286 01:05:24,458 --> 01:05:26,160 I think I'll buy a football team with this. 1287 01:05:26,193 --> 01:05:28,362 - Let me look at it. - Sorry, this is my manager. 1288 01:05:28,395 --> 01:05:29,963 I got to take this. But have fun, you guys. 1289 01:05:29,997 --> 01:05:31,932 What the fuck, man? Is this real? 1290 01:05:34,736 --> 01:05:36,103 How is this even real? 1291 01:05:36,136 --> 01:05:39,473 Oh, it's a mindfuck for sure. 1292 01:05:39,507 --> 01:05:41,509 I was hesitant to even bring this to you, 1293 01:05:41,543 --> 01:05:45,547 but the contract is legit, as is the money. 1294 01:05:45,580 --> 01:05:49,149 - And it's all Europe? - Yeah, and big venues too. 1295 01:05:52,019 --> 01:05:55,389 There are many obvious reasons to say no, 1296 01:05:55,422 --> 01:05:58,593 and as somebody who cares about you, I hate this. 1297 01:05:58,626 --> 01:06:00,127 But as your manager, 1298 01:06:00,160 --> 01:06:04,732 I should tell you that what they're offering is insane 1299 01:06:04,766 --> 01:06:07,100 and unheard of at your level. 1300 01:06:09,036 --> 01:06:10,872 Shit. I mean... 1301 01:06:10,905 --> 01:06:14,843 ...that would cover my rent for, like, five years. 1302 01:06:14,876 --> 01:06:16,678 But he's asking me to sell my soul. 1303 01:06:16,711 --> 01:06:18,746 Hmm, pretty much. 1304 01:06:18,780 --> 01:06:20,414 And they're willing to compensate you 1305 01:06:20,447 --> 01:06:22,049 generously for it. 1306 01:06:23,450 --> 01:06:25,820 I don't know. I don't know, Kate. 1307 01:06:25,854 --> 01:06:27,555 I just-- I don't think I can do this. 1308 01:06:27,589 --> 01:06:29,557 There has to be something else, right? 1309 01:06:29,591 --> 01:06:31,659 Please? 1310 01:06:33,193 --> 01:06:34,428 You know, I'd never ask you 1311 01:06:34,461 --> 01:06:36,296 to do anything you don't wanna do. 1312 01:06:36,330 --> 01:06:38,332 And this makes my skin crawl. 1313 01:06:38,365 --> 01:06:41,401 Brandyn is clearly up to something. 1314 01:06:41,435 --> 01:06:44,338 Plus, it'll be fun to tell them no. 1315 01:06:47,007 --> 01:06:49,109 I have, like... 1316 01:06:49,142 --> 01:06:52,312 $17 to my name. 1317 01:06:52,346 --> 01:06:54,916 Is it so crazy to say no to six figures? 1318 01:06:54,949 --> 01:06:56,918 I wouldn't spend the weekend with this guy 1319 01:06:56,951 --> 01:06:58,786 if they offered a million dollars, 1320 01:06:58,820 --> 01:07:02,189 much less go on tour with him. 1321 01:07:02,222 --> 01:07:03,758 We're gonna find something better. 1322 01:07:05,627 --> 01:07:07,027 Yep. 1323 01:07:14,969 --> 01:07:16,303 Astor. 1324 01:07:17,639 --> 01:07:18,773 You down there? 1325 01:07:19,707 --> 01:07:21,308 - What do you want? - Hey. 1326 01:07:22,510 --> 01:07:23,711 How are ya? 1327 01:07:24,979 --> 01:07:27,815 Okay, I know you're pissed. Um... 1328 01:07:27,849 --> 01:07:29,316 can I come aboard, please? 1329 01:07:30,117 --> 01:07:31,553 - No. - Look, 1330 01:07:31,586 --> 01:07:33,588 I just got out of rehab this morning, 1331 01:07:33,621 --> 01:07:35,055 and, um... 1332 01:07:35,823 --> 01:07:37,291 you're my first stop. 1333 01:07:37,324 --> 01:07:38,826 On your apology world tour? 1334 01:07:38,860 --> 01:07:40,762 Yeah, basically. 1335 01:07:40,795 --> 01:07:43,598 I guess I understand why people think I'm such an asshole now. 1336 01:07:43,631 --> 01:07:45,065 Yeah, me too. 1337 01:07:46,199 --> 01:07:47,802 Is that why you said no? 1338 01:07:49,269 --> 01:07:51,906 I don't understand how you could possibly think 1339 01:07:51,940 --> 01:07:54,742 that it would be a good idea for us to go on tour together. 1340 01:07:54,776 --> 01:07:58,646 Well, because I know that I can't find a better opening act. 1341 01:08:02,884 --> 01:08:05,452 I want the rights to my songs back. 1342 01:08:05,485 --> 01:08:06,654 Okay. 1343 01:08:07,354 --> 01:08:08,656 If I say yes, will you come? 1344 01:08:08,690 --> 01:08:10,992 Look, this is a huge opportunity for you 1345 01:08:11,025 --> 01:08:12,560 to introduce your music to the world. 1346 01:08:12,594 --> 01:08:15,228 'Cause in my opinion, they are missing out. 1347 01:08:18,098 --> 01:08:19,601 Dude, this is too weird. 1348 01:08:19,634 --> 01:08:22,369 You're just showing up 1349 01:08:22,402 --> 01:08:24,304 and saying nice things to me. 1350 01:08:24,338 --> 01:08:26,173 I get it. I get it. 1351 01:08:26,206 --> 01:08:28,009 You know, it's gonna take us a lot of time 1352 01:08:28,042 --> 01:08:31,144 to get used to sober Brandyn, right? 1353 01:08:31,178 --> 01:08:32,747 But, um... 1354 01:08:32,780 --> 01:08:34,082 just give me a second chance. 1355 01:08:34,114 --> 01:08:37,184 I fucked up, and I really wanna be your friend. 1356 01:08:37,819 --> 01:08:39,286 And I, uh... 1357 01:08:40,287 --> 01:08:42,122 brought this over here. 1358 01:08:43,591 --> 01:08:46,761 This, um, used to belong to Joni. 1359 01:08:46,794 --> 01:08:50,330 But, um, yeah. Hope to see you in Germany. 1360 01:08:54,802 --> 01:08:56,904 This is the only way that I can get my songs back. 1361 01:08:56,938 --> 01:08:59,206 And he's sober now, so... 1362 01:08:59,239 --> 01:09:00,842 I know you're smarter than this. 1363 01:09:00,875 --> 01:09:04,277 Going on tour with a guy who treated you like shit? 1364 01:09:04,311 --> 01:09:06,213 You don't need to do this. 1365 01:09:06,948 --> 01:09:08,650 Is that really how you see me? 1366 01:09:09,751 --> 01:09:11,119 Just as the victim? 1367 01:09:11,151 --> 01:09:13,087 No, but... 1368 01:09:13,121 --> 01:09:14,589 it's an evergreen story. 1369 01:09:14,622 --> 01:09:18,458 Older, powerful dude dangles a woman's dreams in front of her, 1370 01:09:18,492 --> 01:09:20,061 and then the next thing you know, 1371 01:09:20,094 --> 01:09:22,329 she's got cum all over her favorite Gap dress. 1372 01:09:22,362 --> 01:09:24,164 Ugh, I hate The Gap. 1373 01:09:24,197 --> 01:09:26,134 Me too. 1374 01:09:26,166 --> 01:09:28,036 Ugh, I hate that you're doing this. 1375 01:09:28,069 --> 01:09:30,905 I swear to God, if he fucks with you, 1376 01:09:30,938 --> 01:09:32,439 he's gonna regret it. 1377 01:09:34,042 --> 01:09:36,110 I'm sorry I've been such a pain. 1378 01:09:36,144 --> 01:09:40,213 I love you so much, and you're always there for me. I'm sorry. 1379 01:09:42,249 --> 01:09:44,085 I forgive you. 1380 01:09:44,118 --> 01:09:46,954 Just don't ever ditch me for a guy again. 1381 01:09:46,988 --> 01:09:49,222 I won't. I promise. 1382 01:09:49,857 --> 01:09:52,527 Hello, welcome. I'm Ally. 1383 01:09:52,560 --> 01:09:54,227 Would you like a glass of champagne? 1384 01:09:54,261 --> 01:09:56,931 Oh, I'm okay, thank you. Um, I'm Astor. 1385 01:09:56,964 --> 01:09:59,232 Do you know if there's somewhere I'm supposed to sit? 1386 01:09:59,266 --> 01:10:01,035 Anywhere you like. 1387 01:10:01,069 --> 01:10:03,236 - Okay, thank you. - You're welcome. 1388 01:10:07,742 --> 01:10:09,242 Oh, shoot, sorry, were you sitting here? 1389 01:10:09,276 --> 01:10:11,278 No, no, no, you're welcome to sit there, 1390 01:10:11,311 --> 01:10:14,247 but you might feel a little more comfortable up front. 1391 01:10:14,281 --> 01:10:15,650 - No way. - Yeah. 1392 01:10:15,683 --> 01:10:17,952 Oh, that's okay, thank you. 1393 01:10:17,985 --> 01:10:19,252 Hey, sorry, excuse me. 1394 01:10:19,286 --> 01:10:21,022 Do you know how long this flight is? 1395 01:10:21,055 --> 01:10:22,757 Five hours and 15 minutes to New York. 1396 01:10:22,790 --> 01:10:25,593 Um, we'll refuel and we'll pick up the band, 1397 01:10:25,626 --> 01:10:27,962 and then another nine hours or so to Berlin. 1398 01:10:28,763 --> 01:10:30,164 Awesome, thank you. 1399 01:10:30,198 --> 01:10:32,800 - Hi! - Hey there. 1400 01:10:32,834 --> 01:10:34,401 - Champagne? - Thank you. 1401 01:10:54,622 --> 01:10:56,256 - Astor? - Yes? 1402 01:10:56,289 --> 01:10:58,258 Hi, this is Brandyn's assistant. 1403 01:10:58,291 --> 01:11:01,328 There's a production meeting at 10:00 p.m. 1404 01:11:01,361 --> 01:11:04,799 - Oh, okay, where is it? - Room 304. 1405 01:11:05,398 --> 01:11:07,334 Okay, thank you. Bye. 1406 01:11:17,645 --> 01:11:19,312 You're not room service. 1407 01:11:22,382 --> 01:11:23,818 Wanna join? 1408 01:11:33,060 --> 01:11:36,597 Guess I learned my lesson about making prank phone calls. 1409 01:11:36,631 --> 01:11:37,698 Excuse me? 1410 01:11:37,732 --> 01:11:41,669 I should probably say sorry or something. 1411 01:11:41,702 --> 01:11:43,638 I'm guessing it wasn't your idea. 1412 01:11:43,671 --> 01:11:45,907 - Mm-mm. - I'm Astor, by the way. 1413 01:11:45,940 --> 01:11:49,110 Duh. I'm Stassi. 1414 01:11:49,143 --> 01:11:52,713 I thought it would be fun to fuck a rock star, but... 1415 01:11:52,747 --> 01:11:54,048 I'm over it. 1416 01:11:54,081 --> 01:11:55,516 I'm flying home tonight. 1417 01:11:55,550 --> 01:11:58,085 Yeah, I was trying to figure out a way to warn you. 1418 01:11:58,119 --> 01:11:59,520 He's a total asshole. 1419 01:11:59,554 --> 01:12:01,923 Yeah, I could see that from the minute I met him, 1420 01:12:01,956 --> 01:12:06,861 but I'm leaving because I can't stand his loud-ass snoring. 1421 01:12:06,894 --> 01:12:08,029 And the sex is lame. 1422 01:12:09,530 --> 01:12:12,967 For the record, I totally would've fucked you. 1423 01:12:16,204 --> 01:12:19,707 ♪ I know what I'm feeling ♪ 1424 01:12:19,740 --> 01:12:26,013 ♪ But there's a fear in the back of my mind ♪ 1425 01:12:26,948 --> 01:12:29,016 ♪ Mmm ♪ 1426 01:12:29,050 --> 01:12:33,154 ♪ Maybe it's uneven ♪ 1427 01:12:33,187 --> 01:12:36,257 ♪ Begging you to give me more ♪ 1428 01:12:36,290 --> 01:12:38,626 ♪ And give me time ♪ 1429 01:12:39,527 --> 01:12:41,596 ♪ Mmm ♪ 1430 01:12:41,629 --> 01:12:44,198 ♪ And I wonder what you really... ♪ 1431 01:12:44,232 --> 01:12:45,566 - Hey. - Hey. 1432 01:12:45,600 --> 01:12:47,335 You must be Astor. I'm Greta. 1433 01:12:47,367 --> 01:12:48,669 Nice to meet you. 1434 01:12:48,703 --> 01:12:52,640 ♪ And I wonder why you're mean to me ♪ 1435 01:12:54,876 --> 01:12:56,744 Oh, crap. Stop, stop, stop, stop. 1436 01:12:56,777 --> 01:12:58,212 Just got a text from Brandyn. 1437 01:12:58,246 --> 01:12:59,680 He needs a ride to the radio station. 1438 01:12:59,714 --> 01:13:02,683 Uh... uh, Astor, I really hate to ask you to do this, 1439 01:13:02,717 --> 01:13:05,286 but could you pop back out? We'll sweep back around again. 1440 01:13:05,319 --> 01:13:07,555 Thanks, babe. Shouldn't take too long, though. 1441 01:13:07,588 --> 01:13:09,456 You'll still have plenty of time for soundcheck, okay? 1442 01:13:09,489 --> 01:13:11,158 ♪ I'll take it ♪ 1443 01:13:11,192 --> 01:13:15,229 ♪ You love me like you hate me ♪ 1444 01:13:15,263 --> 01:13:16,631 ♪ I'm so scared... ♪ 1445 01:13:16,664 --> 01:13:17,932 - Hey, hey. - What up? 1446 01:13:17,965 --> 01:13:19,133 What's going on? 1447 01:13:19,166 --> 01:13:20,268 Let's do the damn thing. 1448 01:13:20,301 --> 01:13:21,535 Yeah. 1449 01:13:22,770 --> 01:13:24,238 I wanted to create an album 1450 01:13:24,272 --> 01:13:25,606 that sounded like a whole band, 1451 01:13:25,640 --> 01:13:27,041 but really, it was just me. 1452 01:13:27,074 --> 01:13:28,643 And it fucking worked. 1453 01:13:28,676 --> 01:13:30,578 Yeah, yeah, it sure did. 1454 01:13:30,611 --> 01:13:33,714 So, you had a bit of an incident last summer 1455 01:13:33,748 --> 01:13:35,383 at a music festival in Paris, 1456 01:13:35,415 --> 01:13:38,119 and the European press was pretty unkind to you 1457 01:13:38,152 --> 01:13:39,787 about the situation. 1458 01:13:39,820 --> 01:13:42,356 All right, well, first off, uh, fuck France. 1459 01:13:42,390 --> 01:13:44,191 It's like, I swear, I open my mouth 1460 01:13:44,225 --> 01:13:45,660 and people just get offended. 1461 01:13:45,693 --> 01:13:48,696 Okay, Neil Young wrote a song called "Stupid Girl." 1462 01:13:48,729 --> 01:13:50,598 Rolling Stones have a song called "Stupid Girl." 1463 01:13:50,631 --> 01:13:51,866 "Stupid Girl," right? 1464 01:13:51,899 --> 01:13:53,401 These songs would get them canceled 1465 01:13:53,433 --> 01:13:55,670 - in this Me Too era. - Exactly. 1466 01:13:55,703 --> 01:13:58,039 They're destroying art. 1467 01:13:58,072 --> 01:14:00,207 Don't get me wrong. I love women, all right? 1468 01:14:00,241 --> 01:14:03,010 I got a bunch of badass chicks as roadies on my tour, so... 1469 01:14:03,044 --> 01:14:05,513 Yeah, and I see you brought Astor Grey to open for you. 1470 01:14:05,546 --> 01:14:07,248 Speaking of stupid girls... 1471 01:14:07,281 --> 01:14:09,884 No, she's, um... 1472 01:14:09,917 --> 01:14:11,218 - she's great. - Yeah, honestly, 1473 01:14:11,252 --> 01:14:12,787 I never heard of her before. 1474 01:14:12,820 --> 01:14:14,655 Yeah, I really only brought her on tour 1475 01:14:14,689 --> 01:14:16,223 because she gets naked at shows. 1476 01:14:16,257 --> 01:14:17,591 Is she gonna get naked tonight? 1477 01:14:17,625 --> 01:14:19,760 Honestly, I-- I don't even think 1478 01:14:19,794 --> 01:14:21,595 she brought clothes on this trip. 1479 01:14:21,629 --> 01:14:22,897 Hey, man, 1480 01:14:22,930 --> 01:14:24,565 it's been so good talking to you. 1481 01:14:24,598 --> 01:14:26,466 Can't wait for the show tonight. 1482 01:14:26,499 --> 01:14:29,236 Uh, Brandyn Verge, tonight at the Tempodrom, 1483 01:14:29,270 --> 01:14:31,405 Astor Grey is opening. 1484 01:14:31,439 --> 01:14:34,075 Naked. 1485 01:14:49,790 --> 01:14:52,193 Guten Abend, Berlin. 1486 01:14:53,361 --> 01:14:54,829 What's up, Berlin? 1487 01:14:55,696 --> 01:14:57,064 What's up, Berlin? 1488 01:14:57,098 --> 01:14:58,599 What's up, Berlin? 1489 01:14:58,632 --> 01:15:00,234 I'm Astor Grey. Hey, hey, hey. 1490 01:15:00,267 --> 01:15:01,535 Hey, I'm Astor Grey. 1491 01:15:01,569 --> 01:15:03,137 Hey, this is it. 1492 01:15:04,405 --> 01:15:05,873 You ready? 1493 01:15:13,848 --> 01:15:15,182 Was ist das? 1494 01:15:16,250 --> 01:15:19,020 Hey, everybody. I'm Astor Grey, 1495 01:15:19,053 --> 01:15:22,023 and the only word I know how to say in German 1496 01:15:22,056 --> 01:15:23,891 is Wienerschnitzel. 1497 01:15:28,529 --> 01:15:30,731 Zieh deine Sachen aus! 1498 01:15:30,765 --> 01:15:33,567 Take off your clothes! 1499 01:15:33,601 --> 01:15:35,302 Take off your clothes! 1500 01:15:35,336 --> 01:15:37,638 Show us your boobies! 1501 01:15:43,778 --> 01:15:46,080 Go back to California! 1502 01:16:00,261 --> 01:16:01,695 No groupies on the bus. 1503 01:16:01,729 --> 01:16:04,398 Are you kidding me? I'm with the band. 1504 01:16:04,432 --> 01:16:05,800 My bad. 1505 01:16:07,034 --> 01:16:08,869 Okay. 1506 01:16:38,499 --> 01:16:39,633 Beer? 1507 01:16:40,601 --> 01:16:43,637 Back to your old ways? 1508 01:16:43,671 --> 01:16:46,373 Alcohol isn't the problem. It's people. 1509 01:16:46,407 --> 01:16:48,142 You know, my therapist says that 1510 01:16:48,175 --> 01:16:51,178 I subconsciously create distance from those I love, 1511 01:16:51,212 --> 01:16:54,048 so it doesn't hurt when they eventually let me down. 1512 01:16:54,648 --> 01:16:56,183 'Cause they always will. 1513 01:16:58,052 --> 01:16:59,588 Or maybe... 1514 01:16:59,620 --> 01:17:03,824 you're just a sad, angry piece of shit. 1515 01:17:09,730 --> 01:17:11,298 What the fuck? 1516 01:17:12,166 --> 01:17:13,701 Hey, can we stop, please? 1517 01:17:13,734 --> 01:17:15,669 - Can you please pull over? - I can't stop here. 1518 01:17:15,703 --> 01:17:17,738 No, we need to stop right now, okay? All my songs are 1519 01:17:17,771 --> 01:17:19,473 back there, so we need to stop right now, please. 1520 01:17:19,508 --> 01:17:22,511 Looks like there's a petrol station a few kilometers ahead. 1521 01:17:22,544 --> 01:17:23,878 I can try to stop there. 1522 01:17:23,911 --> 01:17:25,713 Nic, keep going. It's all good. 1523 01:17:27,014 --> 01:17:29,150 Brandyn, that is the only copy that I have of all those songs. 1524 01:17:29,183 --> 01:17:30,951 Can you please just not be a dick about this? 1525 01:17:30,985 --> 01:17:32,119 Wait, I'm sorry, am I a dick, 1526 01:17:32,153 --> 01:17:34,321 or am I "an angry piece of shit?" 1527 01:17:34,355 --> 01:17:36,123 Okay, keep going. 1528 01:17:43,297 --> 01:17:45,933 - Bus is leaving. - Great, I won't be on it. 1529 01:17:58,913 --> 01:18:00,981 So what am I supposed to do now? 1530 01:18:01,015 --> 01:18:04,118 If you want people to treat you like an adult, 1531 01:18:04,151 --> 01:18:07,955 that means taking responsibility for yourself and your choices. 1532 01:18:07,988 --> 01:18:12,960 Seriously? Mom, I'm, like, stuck at a gas station in Germany. 1533 01:18:12,993 --> 01:18:15,229 I hope you don't feel too bad when I get murdered 1534 01:18:15,262 --> 01:18:17,599 - by fucking Nazis. - Baby... 1535 01:18:17,632 --> 01:18:19,767 Germany is a very safe country, 1536 01:18:19,800 --> 01:18:22,870 and you're one of the bravest people I know. 1537 01:18:22,903 --> 01:18:24,738 Do you have your calming lavender blend? 1538 01:18:24,772 --> 01:18:28,142 I don't feel brave. This sucks, and I wanna go home. 1539 01:18:28,175 --> 01:18:29,877 I know you're feeling overwhelmed, 1540 01:18:29,910 --> 01:18:32,279 but, Astor, just try to think about 1541 01:18:32,313 --> 01:18:34,583 why you went there in the first place. 1542 01:18:34,616 --> 01:18:37,051 You're on tour in Europe, baby. 1543 01:18:37,084 --> 01:18:39,753 You're playing your music for the world. 1544 01:18:39,787 --> 01:18:43,757 Now fight for what you want, what you deserve. 1545 01:18:43,791 --> 01:18:47,061 You have always had this fire inside you. 1546 01:18:47,094 --> 01:18:49,763 If you want something, you succeed. 1547 01:18:49,797 --> 01:18:53,500 Now get off this phone and call an Uber, 1548 01:18:53,535 --> 01:18:55,135 and use your lavender. 1549 01:18:55,169 --> 01:18:56,237 Okay. 1550 01:18:57,204 --> 01:19:00,207 Okay, you're right. Let me figure it out. 1551 01:19:01,576 --> 01:19:03,511 Thanks, Mom, I love you. 1552 01:19:03,545 --> 01:19:05,779 I'm sorry. I'm gonna make you proud. 1553 01:19:07,948 --> 01:19:10,317 I am already so proud. 1554 01:19:10,351 --> 01:19:12,886 No one deserves this more than you, Astor. 1555 01:19:12,920 --> 01:19:15,422 You worked so hard. 1556 01:19:15,456 --> 01:19:17,258 I love you more than words. 1557 01:19:22,963 --> 01:19:25,966 ♪ I'm a woman at best ♪ 1558 01:19:26,000 --> 01:19:28,737 ♪ You do not make me weak ♪ 1559 01:19:28,769 --> 01:19:31,606 ♪ Won't fall to my knees ♪ 1560 01:19:31,640 --> 01:19:34,609 ♪ Call your name in my sleep ♪ 1561 01:19:34,643 --> 01:19:37,679 ♪ And I will pass this test ♪ 1562 01:19:37,712 --> 01:19:41,181 ♪ 'Cause I know I am strong ♪ 1563 01:19:41,215 --> 01:19:43,784 ♪ Won't call out your name ♪ 1564 01:19:43,817 --> 01:19:49,857 ♪ I just sing out this song ♪ 1565 01:19:50,558 --> 01:19:54,895 ♪ Sing out this song ♪ 1566 01:19:56,598 --> 01:20:02,436 ♪ Sing out this song... ♪ 1567 01:20:09,611 --> 01:20:12,212 This song is about Brandyn Verge. 1568 01:20:12,246 --> 01:20:13,548 He hates women. 1569 01:20:23,692 --> 01:20:28,663 ♪ Crawling out a car crash, I hold my breath ♪ 1570 01:20:28,697 --> 01:20:33,934 ♪ Baby, if I'm bleeding, I don't feel it yet ♪ 1571 01:20:33,967 --> 01:20:38,072 ♪ I know you love to see me at my worst ♪ 1572 01:20:38,105 --> 01:20:41,275 ♪ You've been playing with my feelings ♪ 1573 01:20:41,308 --> 01:20:44,111 ♪ On and on, on and on, oh ♪ 1574 01:20:44,144 --> 01:20:45,680 ♪ You cut deep ♪ 1575 01:20:45,714 --> 01:20:51,586 ♪ You don't see me anymore ♪ 1576 01:20:51,619 --> 01:20:56,924 ♪ I won't give you the satisfaction ♪ 1577 01:20:56,957 --> 01:21:00,361 ♪ Or pretend like it never happened ♪ 1578 01:21:00,394 --> 01:21:01,796 ♪ Oh ♪ 1579 01:21:01,830 --> 01:21:04,566 ♪ You don't keep me up at night ♪ 1580 01:21:04,599 --> 01:21:07,769 ♪ You don't get to say goodbye, no ♪ 1581 01:21:07,802 --> 01:21:09,870 ♪ You don't get to fix me ♪ 1582 01:21:09,903 --> 01:21:12,172 ♪ And break me at the same time ♪ 1583 01:21:12,206 --> 01:21:15,142 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1584 01:21:17,177 --> 01:21:21,148 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1585 01:21:29,356 --> 01:21:30,891 I got them all warmed up for you. 1586 01:21:30,924 --> 01:21:32,259 You are gonna fucking pay for that! 1587 01:21:32,292 --> 01:21:34,395 I promise you, you're gonna fucking pay. 1588 01:21:34,428 --> 01:21:35,896 - God damn it! - Hey! 1589 01:21:35,929 --> 01:21:37,364 You're fucking done. 1590 01:21:37,398 --> 01:21:39,567 - Over. - I'm just getting started. 1591 01:21:39,601 --> 01:21:41,636 Brandyn, go! Go! 1592 01:21:41,669 --> 01:21:44,171 Astor, stop. 1593 01:21:44,204 --> 01:21:45,305 Stop! 1594 01:21:46,340 --> 01:21:47,975 Meet in your dressing room in five, all right? 1595 01:21:48,008 --> 01:21:49,511 - All right? - Yeah. 1596 01:21:52,814 --> 01:21:56,483 So, after I played this killer show, 1597 01:21:56,518 --> 01:21:58,919 Greta came into the dressing room and fired me. 1598 01:21:58,952 --> 01:22:00,354 She'd already bought the ticket home. 1599 01:22:00,387 --> 01:22:01,756 Can they do that? 1600 01:22:01,790 --> 01:22:04,826 After reading the contract a million times, 1601 01:22:04,859 --> 01:22:06,828 the answer seems to be yes and no. 1602 01:22:06,861 --> 01:22:08,462 Kate thinks that they're gonna have to pay me, 1603 01:22:08,495 --> 01:22:09,963 but that we'll have to fight for it. 1604 01:22:09,997 --> 01:22:13,000 But I don't know. Things feel different now. 1605 01:22:13,033 --> 01:22:15,402 Like, there's these girls in Denmark 1606 01:22:15,436 --> 01:22:17,504 that were singing along to all my songs, 1607 01:22:17,539 --> 01:22:19,808 and they were wearing t-shirts with my face on it. 1608 01:22:19,841 --> 01:22:22,577 It was, like, so freaking cool. 1609 01:22:22,610 --> 01:22:23,977 You're a rock star. 1610 01:22:24,011 --> 01:22:26,213 I'm a rock star? 1611 01:22:27,281 --> 01:22:28,616 Don't actually look at me. 1612 01:22:40,695 --> 01:22:43,497 ♪ Emotional editor ♪ 1613 01:22:45,365 --> 01:22:47,869 What the fuck? 1614 01:22:47,902 --> 01:22:49,904 ♪ You think you're really fly ♪ 1615 01:22:49,938 --> 01:22:53,708 ♪ But you're just a stupid guy ♪ 1616 01:22:56,043 --> 01:22:59,079 ♪ Your Porsche is not your penis ♪ 1617 01:22:59,112 --> 01:23:02,584 ♪ Women really aren't from Venus ♪ 1618 01:23:02,617 --> 01:23:05,452 ♪ I laugh, but I cry ♪ 1619 01:23:05,486 --> 01:23:09,256 ♪ 'Cause you're such a stupid guy ♪ 1620 01:23:11,425 --> 01:23:14,896 ♪ All you want is admiration ♪ 1621 01:23:14,929 --> 01:23:18,432 ♪ Your real emotion is stagnation ♪ 1622 01:23:18,465 --> 01:23:21,168 ♪ Do the stupid thing you love... ♪ 1623 01:23:21,201 --> 01:23:23,671 Oh, my God, you're slow! 1624 01:23:25,272 --> 01:23:32,279 ♪ What you really are ♪ 1625 01:23:33,815 --> 01:23:36,483 It's fantastic! 1626 01:23:36,518 --> 01:23:38,252 I love it! 1627 01:23:38,285 --> 01:23:39,921 And can I just say how happy I am 1628 01:23:39,954 --> 01:23:42,256 that you picked that as the single? 1629 01:23:42,289 --> 01:23:43,892 Thanks. Yeah, Hobie he chose it. 1630 01:23:43,925 --> 01:23:47,127 Well, it's a fantastic song. 1631 01:23:47,160 --> 01:23:48,696 I'm so excited for Saturday. 1632 01:23:48,730 --> 01:23:52,000 I think I actually prefer playing smaller venues. 1633 01:23:52,032 --> 01:23:53,801 Like, having more money would be nice, 1634 01:23:53,835 --> 01:23:58,071 but not at the expense of the acoustics and my sanity. 1635 01:23:58,105 --> 01:24:00,575 Well, this is the other reason I called. 1636 01:24:01,375 --> 01:24:04,211 Guess what finally came in. 1637 01:24:04,244 --> 01:24:07,749 - Oh, my God, did they pay? - The lawyers did their job. 1638 01:24:07,782 --> 01:24:10,050 They paid, plus a late fee. 1639 01:24:10,083 --> 01:24:12,654 Oh, my gosh! 1640 01:24:12,687 --> 01:24:14,856 Thank you so much! 1641 01:24:14,889 --> 01:24:16,456 Well, you deserve it. 1642 01:24:16,490 --> 01:24:20,193 Here's to taking on shitty men and winning. 1643 01:24:20,227 --> 01:24:22,095 - Yeah! - Yeah! 1644 01:24:22,129 --> 01:24:25,198 There's a lot of hate towards you from Brandyn's fans. 1645 01:24:25,232 --> 01:24:26,834 People saying you're pissed you got dumped, 1646 01:24:26,868 --> 01:24:29,236 that you're using this story to promote your record. 1647 01:24:29,269 --> 01:24:31,839 Yeah, and it got a lot worse after your podcast last week. 1648 01:24:31,873 --> 01:24:34,174 Well, Brandyn's a good friend, 1649 01:24:34,207 --> 01:24:35,610 and the guy I know, well, 1650 01:24:35,643 --> 01:24:37,946 I got a hard time believing that he's doing 1651 01:24:37,979 --> 01:24:39,379 these things you're accusing him of. 1652 01:24:39,413 --> 01:24:41,114 Yeah, it's easy to excuse shitty behavior 1653 01:24:41,148 --> 01:24:42,850 when it's coming from someone that we like, but 1654 01:24:42,884 --> 01:24:44,852 women's careers don't benefit from calling out powerful men. 1655 01:24:44,886 --> 01:24:47,522 - It's usually the opposite. - I'd never heard of you before 1656 01:24:47,555 --> 01:24:51,526 Brandyn took you on his tour, a tour which you were fired from. 1657 01:24:51,559 --> 01:24:54,127 So it seems naive to pretend that Brandyn 1658 01:24:54,161 --> 01:24:56,931 didn't give your career a huge boost. 1659 01:24:56,965 --> 01:24:58,900 People know my name now, that's true, 1660 01:24:58,933 --> 01:25:00,835 and I will take some accountability 1661 01:25:00,868 --> 01:25:02,302 for the fucked-up situation. 1662 01:25:02,336 --> 01:25:06,708 I should have left sooner, but I was in love. 1663 01:25:06,741 --> 01:25:10,011 Well, I'm glad to hear you're taking some of the blame. 1664 01:25:10,044 --> 01:25:12,814 It takes two to play the game. 1665 01:25:12,847 --> 01:25:15,482 The thing is, I didn't think that I was playing the game. 1666 01:25:15,516 --> 01:25:17,150 I thought that I was in a relationship. 1667 01:25:17,184 --> 01:25:19,821 Oh, come on. I mean, Brandyn's a rock star, 1668 01:25:19,854 --> 01:25:23,123 and you... I mean, you seem like a smart cookie. 1669 01:25:23,156 --> 01:25:24,726 You really expect me to believe that you thought 1670 01:25:24,759 --> 01:25:27,427 he was gonna be your typical boyfriend? 1671 01:25:27,461 --> 01:25:30,665 Yes, I did, because that's how he presented himself. 1672 01:25:30,698 --> 01:25:32,265 We let these celebrities break the rules 1673 01:25:32,299 --> 01:25:33,801 and get away with it because we want them 1674 01:25:33,835 --> 01:25:36,571 to be bad boys, and defending their behavior 1675 01:25:36,604 --> 01:25:38,940 is a way of protecting the rock star fantasy. 1676 01:25:38,973 --> 01:25:41,809 If you object, then you're a whiny bitch 1677 01:25:41,843 --> 01:25:43,711 who's ruining the party with your wokeness. 1678 01:25:43,745 --> 01:25:45,445 Okay, okay, let's not put words in my mouth. 1679 01:25:45,479 --> 01:25:47,347 I never called you a whiny bitch. 1680 01:25:47,381 --> 01:25:48,783 No, you called me a liar. 1681 01:25:48,816 --> 01:25:50,384 I mean, you're trying to take something from Brandyn 1682 01:25:50,417 --> 01:25:52,620 that he's worked his entire life for, 1683 01:25:52,654 --> 01:25:54,856 and in my book, that's just wrong. 1684 01:25:54,889 --> 01:25:56,591 Well, your book is bro code. 1685 01:25:58,660 --> 01:25:59,694 You're funny. 1686 01:25:59,727 --> 01:26:01,029 No, but seriously, 1687 01:26:01,062 --> 01:26:03,497 I don't want Brandyn's name as an asterisk on my career, 1688 01:26:03,531 --> 01:26:05,232 and I don't expect him to change 1689 01:26:05,265 --> 01:26:07,669 or even acknowledge this, but if we could start to have 1690 01:26:07,702 --> 01:26:09,469 more conversations about all the bullshit 1691 01:26:09,503 --> 01:26:10,872 that women have to put up with: 1692 01:26:10,905 --> 01:26:13,975 the abuse, the lack of pay, the lack of opportunity, 1693 01:26:14,008 --> 01:26:16,811 then I think that would be a really good place to start. 1694 01:26:16,844 --> 01:26:18,146 I'm here for that, 1695 01:26:18,178 --> 01:26:21,616 but can we cut the cancel culture shit? 1696 01:26:21,649 --> 01:26:24,018 Astor, thank you for coming on the show. 1697 01:26:24,052 --> 01:26:27,922 We may not agree on much, but I admit, 1698 01:26:28,723 --> 01:26:30,190 you got some balls. 1699 01:26:31,324 --> 01:26:33,027 My album's called The Whisper Network. 1700 01:26:33,061 --> 01:26:34,696 Check it out, and if you're in LA, 1701 01:26:34,729 --> 01:26:36,898 I am playing Silverlake Lounge this Saturday. 1702 01:26:36,931 --> 01:26:38,331 And there you have it, 1703 01:26:38,365 --> 01:26:40,802 for a little shameless self-promotion. 1704 01:26:40,835 --> 01:26:45,305 Astor Grey, it has been an experience. 1705 01:26:47,542 --> 01:26:49,677 Check you out, Astor Grey. 1706 01:26:50,477 --> 01:26:52,513 What are you doing here? 1707 01:26:52,547 --> 01:26:54,414 We're playing at the Forum tomorrow night. 1708 01:26:54,448 --> 01:26:57,350 I saw that you were playing, so I wanted to come support you. 1709 01:26:58,318 --> 01:27:00,121 Well, make sure you buy a t-shirt. 1710 01:27:00,154 --> 01:27:01,823 I will. 1711 01:27:02,990 --> 01:27:05,760 Yeah, I can't tell if you're happy to see me or not. 1712 01:27:07,595 --> 01:27:08,763 Well... 1713 01:27:08,796 --> 01:27:11,264 considering you threw my songs out the window 1714 01:27:11,298 --> 01:27:13,000 and then you fired me from your tour, 1715 01:27:13,034 --> 01:27:14,468 I'm gonna go with not. 1716 01:27:14,936 --> 01:27:16,204 Look at you now. 1717 01:27:16,236 --> 01:27:18,606 Obviously your new songs are so much better 1718 01:27:18,639 --> 01:27:19,874 than whatever was in that notebook. 1719 01:27:19,907 --> 01:27:21,241 Guess we'll never know. 1720 01:27:22,275 --> 01:27:24,011 You know, music producers use unorthodox methods 1721 01:27:24,045 --> 01:27:27,414 of getting great performances out of artists all the time. 1722 01:27:27,447 --> 01:27:30,017 Phil Spector pulled a gun on John Lennon. 1723 01:27:30,051 --> 01:27:32,720 He also shot a woman in the face. 1724 01:27:34,287 --> 01:27:37,424 So, um, what's your plan with these, um-- 1725 01:27:37,457 --> 01:27:40,228 with these interviews? You going on Hux, The Times? 1726 01:27:40,260 --> 01:27:42,029 I didn't think you'd stoop so low. 1727 01:27:42,063 --> 01:27:44,397 It's-- it's kind of sad. 1728 01:27:45,465 --> 01:27:47,168 The Times came to us. 1729 01:27:47,201 --> 01:27:48,903 Your reputation precedes me, dude. 1730 01:27:48,936 --> 01:27:50,872 Music is the only thing that I care about, 1731 01:27:50,905 --> 01:27:52,907 and you're trying to take that away from me? 1732 01:27:52,940 --> 01:27:56,177 I mean, I'm sorry if shit got too real for you. 1733 01:27:56,210 --> 01:27:58,179 Yeah, it's crazy how being an abusive fuck 1734 01:27:58,212 --> 01:28:00,280 just isn't a great career move anymore. 1735 01:28:00,313 --> 01:28:03,283 Why are you doing this? I loved you. 1736 01:28:03,316 --> 01:28:05,318 I paid off your fucking credit card bills. 1737 01:28:05,352 --> 01:28:08,455 So many of my songs on my new album are about you. 1738 01:28:08,488 --> 01:28:09,857 And this is my thanks? 1739 01:28:09,891 --> 01:28:12,059 Yeah, I think you're gonna see your influence 1740 01:28:12,093 --> 01:28:13,861 on my album as well. 1741 01:28:16,197 --> 01:28:18,966 So that's it? After everything? 1742 01:28:19,000 --> 01:28:21,068 I'm not afraid of you, Brandyn. 1743 01:28:21,102 --> 01:28:22,870 And I'm not gonna be quiet. 1744 01:28:22,904 --> 01:28:26,073 I'm gonna tell my story, and I'm gonna play my music. 1745 01:28:26,107 --> 01:28:29,309 And if you don't like that, I have a great lawyer now, 1746 01:28:29,342 --> 01:28:30,611 so you can sue me. 1747 01:28:31,579 --> 01:28:33,147 How is everybody feeling tonight? 1748 01:28:33,181 --> 01:28:36,184 Are you guys ready for the main act? 1749 01:28:36,217 --> 01:28:38,920 Get out of my way. 1750 01:28:40,288 --> 01:28:41,689 Astor. 1751 01:28:41,722 --> 01:28:43,157 Astor! Hey! 1752 01:28:43,191 --> 01:28:44,559 Seriously? 1753 01:28:44,592 --> 01:28:46,227 Ladies and gentlemen, put your hands together... 1754 01:28:46,260 --> 01:28:47,595 Bitch! 1755 01:28:47,628 --> 01:28:51,431 ...for the lovely and amazing Astor Grey! 1756 01:28:58,739 --> 01:29:00,473 LA, I love you! 1757 01:29:02,543 --> 01:29:04,779 ♪ When you get older, plainer and saner ♪ 1758 01:29:04,812 --> 01:29:10,483 ♪ And will you remember all the danger we came from ♪ 1759 01:29:12,954 --> 01:29:16,090 ♪ Burning like embers, falling tender ♪ 1760 01:29:16,123 --> 01:29:19,093 ♪ Long before the days of no surrender ♪ 1761 01:29:19,126 --> 01:29:20,862 ♪ Years ago ♪ 1762 01:29:21,596 --> 01:29:25,066 ♪ And will you know ♪ 1763 01:29:25,099 --> 01:29:30,805 ♪ So smoke 'em if you got 'em, 'cause it's going down ♪ 1764 01:29:30,838 --> 01:29:35,710 ♪ All I ever wanted was you ♪ 1765 01:29:35,743 --> 01:29:41,182 ♪ I'll never get to heaven 'cause I don't know how ♪ 1766 01:29:41,215 --> 01:29:45,853 ♪ Let's raise a glass or two ♪ 1767 01:29:45,887 --> 01:29:49,557 ♪ To all the things I lost on you ♪ 1768 01:29:49,590 --> 01:29:51,325 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 1769 01:29:51,359 --> 01:29:54,829 ♪ Tell me are they lost on you ♪ 1770 01:29:54,862 --> 01:29:56,898 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 1771 01:29:56,931 --> 01:30:00,400 ♪ Just like you could cut me loose ♪ 1772 01:30:00,433 --> 01:30:05,806 ♪ Oh, after everything I lost on you ♪ 1773 01:30:05,840 --> 01:30:08,109 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1774 01:30:08,142 --> 01:30:13,781 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 1775 01:30:13,814 --> 01:30:17,118 ♪ Oh ♪ 1776 01:30:17,151 --> 01:30:19,253 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1777 01:30:19,287 --> 01:30:24,659 ♪ Oh, oh-oh ♪ 1778 01:30:24,692 --> 01:30:28,129 ♪ Baby, is that lost on you ♪ 1779 01:30:28,162 --> 01:30:30,765 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1780 01:30:30,798 --> 01:30:34,434 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1781 01:30:54,188 --> 01:30:59,226 ♪ Crawling out a car crash, I hold my breath ♪ 1782 01:30:59,260 --> 01:31:04,332 ♪ Baby, if I'm bleeding, I don't feel it yet ♪ 1783 01:31:04,365 --> 01:31:07,101 ♪ I know you love to see me ♪ 1784 01:31:07,134 --> 01:31:08,769 ♪ At my worst ♪ 1785 01:31:08,803 --> 01:31:11,906 ♪ You've been playing with my feelings ♪ 1786 01:31:11,939 --> 01:31:14,608 ♪ On and on, on and on, oh ♪ 1787 01:31:14,642 --> 01:31:20,948 ♪ You cut deep, you don't see me anymore ♪ 1788 01:31:22,116 --> 01:31:27,188 ♪ I won't give you the satisfaction, no ♪ 1789 01:31:27,221 --> 01:31:32,560 ♪ Or pretend like it never happened ♪ 1790 01:31:32,593 --> 01:31:35,062 ♪ You don't keep me up at night ♪ 1791 01:31:35,096 --> 01:31:38,265 ♪ You don't get to say goodbye, no ♪ 1792 01:31:38,299 --> 01:31:40,067 ♪ You don't get to fix me ♪ 1793 01:31:40,101 --> 01:31:42,703 ♪ And break me at the same time ♪ 1794 01:31:42,737 --> 01:31:47,675 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1795 01:31:47,708 --> 01:31:51,145 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1796 01:31:51,178 --> 01:31:53,280 ♪ Cry, cry ♪ 1796 01:31:54,305 --> 01:32:54,268 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.MY-SUBS.org today 133600

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