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What happened?

Was he dead?

Your son said he saw me out running last night.

So what?

Was the way he said it.

He saw me.

I'd like to confess to a crime.

What are you doing here?

You said you wouldn't go to the police.

I don't know how to live with this on my conscience.

I killed a man.

When I saw you in that room, I panicked.

Turn by!

Sit down!

He told you he knows something.

I'm sorry to hear about Angus.

He always liked you.

You never mentioned you had a daughter?

Myra Jen.

She loves your Glasgow now.

Your wife is here looking for you.

I thought you'd slept on the spare room.

Do you still find John attractive?

Um...

Do you still make love?

You didn't stay over at Tommy's last night.

What, you think I slept with some teenager who works in the co-op?

I don't want you anywhere near him!

There's something wrong with him!

He's poisoned!

Something happened.

I had a feeling this was coming.

Oh, no, no.

Oh, no.

Damn it.

John?

The ground's too hard.

The pegs won't go in.

Have you seen my handbag anywhere?

No.

God, it's such a mess.

I can't believe we have guests coming.

They won't mind.

That's not the point.

Mum?

Bylet, go and brush your teeth.

I'll brush my teeth.

You really don't have to come to the funeral.

We're not having this conversation again.

I'm coming, and that's it.

Can I come?

No, you're going to school.

Have you brushed your teeth?

Oh, my God, yes!

You never listen to me!

I was talking to Harry!

God, it's like living with a teenager.

The tent needs to be ready for the kids to sleep in,

and we're going to be late.

We've got to get a move on.

You were the one who told me to do this.

Well, I didn't think it would take so long.

I'm going to the tent now.

No, go and do your teeth.

No.

Look, being a big boy means you have to do lots of things you don't want to do, Harry.

Like put up tents and go to strangers' funerals

and host dinner parties for people from London you despise.

Go and brush your teeth.

Do not even...

Don't even think about...

Harry!

Get out.

There they are.

There they are.

God...

Forgive me.

Help me find...

a way like a less mess.

Heads up!

Wait for my handbag!

No!

Don't leave it on the lawn!

Just now!

Just!

Don't tell me to shut up!

The kids are going to be late for school!

I've got it.

I've got it.

Nice handbag, John.

Bloody cook.

Where was it?

Behind the sofa.

How late are we going to be?

It's fine.

There'll be no one there.

He had no friends or family.

How do you know?

Tommy told me.

This game!

TV!

TV!

TV is horrible!

How am I going to make a man out of you?

What's going to make that crystal shoot?

How do I get you out of them boots?

There's a devil in an angel suit.

Right.

Let's get to work.

You're on our roll.

The sun is shining.

It's a new day.

I've got a cowboy train.

I've got a cowboy train.

Don't be scared, we'll find out way.

Come on, let me take it away.

Hitting that trail's all I want to do.

Rub my heart, pull it back here.

Throw pack some whiskey and get in a fight.

I'm saying ride, cowboy ride.

Come on.

Come and sit down.

But eggs and dippy-dips.

Are you going to be okay today at the funeral?

Yeah.

Then you're not feeling any unhealthy compulsions or desires?

No.

Good.

I'm still a little worried about John.

John's a weak man. He's pliable.

I'm deep in his soul.

Okay, that's good.

Just one more question and I promise I'll stop annoying you.

Did you take anything?

Any trophies?

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

What?

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It's not here.

It could be anywhere else.

It's such a stupid hiding place.

It's never been a problem before.

You're going to have to move it sooner or else, aren't you?

I will.

I'll do it later.

It's not the priority right now, Rebecca.

Where can it be?

Well, somebody's obviously taken it.

No one knows where it is.

Cameron.

Huh?

Cameron.

He's been acting really funny lately.

He's always acting funny.

And I caught him spying on John and Piona.

Spying?

Do you think he knows something?

Wait.

Wait, wait, wait, wait.

Let's just think about this.

There's no time.

No, no, no, no.

Please, Tommy, listen to me.

Please, just think.

Even if he did know something, how would he get access to the shed?

He doesn't know the code for the padlock, does he?

You might have guessed it.

What's the code?

The code?

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code.

The code is Cameron's birthday.

That's my code for everything.

For fuck's sake!

Fuck!

Mommy!

He's not here!

Fuck!

He's not here!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

He's not here!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

He'll all be fine.

It's fine.

It's not fine.

It's the end of everything if he knows.

It's not the end.

I say when it's the end.

And this is not the end.

Oh, yes, John.

Oh, yes, John.

Oh, yes, John.

If you get a chance of coming, you should.

Yeah, yeah.

It's good.

It's good to be here.

Yeah, I appreciate it.

Who's that?

Who?

The man with the beard.

Nathan, can I hold you for a second?

Are you coming over?

John, this is Nathan, Angus's father.

I'm sorry for your loss.

We never knew Angus, but we wanted to come and pay our respects.

He was clearly well-loved.

Thanks.

Could you help carry the coffin?

I've done my back in.

Of course.

Of course.

Nathan, we are so sorry.

We are so sorry.

We are heartbroken.

What the fuck are you doing?

Nathan, I can't tell you how sorry I am.

We'll heal for you, Nathan.

Thanks, Tommy.

You told me he had no family or friends.

It's been a while since I've been back in cold water.

Obviously very sad to be returning in such tragic circumstances.

Nevertheless, I feel reassured by seeing so many friendly faces.

Angus Gillespie, my cheeky wee boy who loved Twixies and playing with his toy cars.

He was fanatical about Manchester United and Pokemon.

And that's been an awful lot.

I've heard we, Angus.

I've heard we, Angus.

I've heard we, Angus.

I've heard we, Angus.

Have you been to Jesus for a cleansing power?

Are you washed in the blood of the Lamb?

Are you truly trusting in His presence?

I was in the blood of the Lamb

I was in the blood

I was in the blood of the Lamb

You never mentioned he had a dad.

Everyone has a dad.

The funeral was packed.

We'll just want a half day off work.

An excuse to get pissed.

Don't stay too long today.

You're looking suspicious.

We actually have to go soon.

Friends visiting from London.

Why? That's good.

Just keep behaving normally.

So who's the friends?

Well, they're more Fiona's friends than mine.

Jez and Pippa.

I'm threading it.

Jez?

Pippa?

Oh, shit.

Hey, honey.

Hi.

Hi.

Nice to see you again.

Katrina, isn't it?

Yeah.

Hi.

John, right?

Katrina was just telling me about a wild swimming group in the village.

Oh, you've always wanted to do that.

It's every other Tuesday.

You should go along.

Are you part of it?

No, no.

It's more for old women.

I don't mean that you're older.

You're not old.

You look amazing for your age.

I usually work on Tuesdays.

I'm starving.

I'm going to grab something to eat.

It was lovely to meet you, Katrina.

Nice to meet you.

Yeah, I'll come with you.

No, no.

You stay there.

Chat to your little friend.

What are you doing?

Just stay away from my wife.

Right?

What the heck?

Cat.

Yeah?

You haven't seen Cameron, have you?

Oh, no.

I thought he would have been here today.

You haven't heard from him?

He isn't at home.

No.

If I hear anything, I'll let you know.

Hmph.

Have you been smoking?

Don't be ridiculous.

Don't lie to me.

I can smell it on you.

Fiona, I'm not lying.

John?

John, let in!

It's like I've got a clenched feeling in my stomach all the time.

When was the last time you cried?

Not since I started teaching.

Believe me, you don't want to be crying in front of a bunch of ten-year-old Glaswegians.

They'd eat you alive.

I think you need to let go.

To grieve.

I've got nothing to grieve.

I haven't lost anyone close to me.

But all the work we've done, it suggests to me you've lost something.

Maybe from your childhood in cold water.

This is bullshit.

Sorry.

Sorry for swearing.

It's just...

I'm just not a crier.

What was it your dad used to call you?

Oh.

Crybaby.

Well, I was a crybaby.

He was right.

I was a horrible...

whiny child.

For all his flaws, Tommy could be quite perceptive at times.

When you get defensive about your childhood, you call your dad by his name.

So what?

It's like you're disowning him as a father.

Doesn't everyone do that?

No.

Why do you always do this?

They're our friends and it'll be nice to see them.

They're all friends, Fee.

Not mine.

Yeah.

Well, it's too late now.

I'm just going to have to deal with it.

Look.

I know we're in a terrible place right now, but can we pretend to be happy just for tonight?

Sure.

Well, it's so good to see you.

It's so good to see you.

I miss you.

I've got this.

I think you've got this.

You've got to get something off.

Do you want some?

John, are you coming?

John!

It's yours!

Right.

Cheers!

Cheers!

Cheers!

Welcome to the Highlands.

So, Jez, you're a vegan now.

Best decision I ever make.

Okay, apart from you.

Oh, well, you look amazing.

Yeah, I feel like a hundred times healthier.

I can never give up meat.

We watched this Brazilian documentary, actually, didn't we, about the meat trade that really opened our eyes.

And then there was the, oh, the one about hunting.

Oh, big game.

Big game.

Yes, that was so powerful.

I hate hunting.

There's loads of people who do it up here.

I mean, I don't understand how anyone could want to kill an animal.

Oh, I mean, it's horrific.

And so unnecessary in this day and age.

Yeah, totally.

Oh, love, did you tell Fee about Katie?

Oh, yes.

Katie's documentary is going to Cannes.

That's amazing!

Did you hear that, John?

Yeah, yeah.

It's great news.

Great news.

Oh, I really miss Katie.

Well, I miss everyone.

Well, we all miss you, you too.

We do.

I'm trying to think if there's any other news.

Is there any other news?

Well, apart from Matthew and Jess getting divorced, but you know about that already, right?

What?

Well, don't tell me you didn't know.

Oh, Fiona, sorry.

Sorry, mate.

I'll just go and check on the food.

I'm going to go check on the kids.

Mate, I just...

Just give me a minute.

Matthew is who she had the affair with, you idiot.

Okay, well, I forgot she had an affair.

Oh, you forget that she had the affair.

I'm sorry.

You're not the man I married.

I need you.

She's a terrible therapist.

I'm going to get rid of her.

She keeps asking all these invasive questions.

Yes, I know that's her job, but Claire, I just, I don't even believe in therapy.

I don't know where I'm going.

Someone's following me.

I think I saw him earlier.

Call the police.

What the hell are you doing here?

What the hell are you doing here?

How did you know where to find me?

I knew I was a primary school teacher.

So I just had to find you at school and then once you left, I followed you.

So you've been following me all day.

I'm pretty good at following people.

Who else do you follow?

Dad?

Dad?

Dad?

Mum?

Neighbours?

Right, sit down.

That's a bit creepy, Cameron.

I have my reasons.

Look that way, please.

Don't move.

Don't move.

Do Mum and Dad know you're here?

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

When are you going back?

Never.

You can't stay here.

Well, I'm not going back.

What if Dad comes looking for you?

I can't handle that.

You once told me that if I was having any trouble that I could come here and you'd be

there for me no matter what.

That was a long time ago and I have a life now.

Really?

Yes.

Really.

What is it then?

What are you here for?

Did you hear about Angus Gillespie?

What about Angus Gillespie?

He's dead.

He fell asleep and left a lit cigarette in his caravan.

Set himself on fire.

Well, that's hardly surprising.

The man was chaos personified.

I don't think it was an accident.

So what do you think happened then?

I think Dad was involved.

Somehow.

Dad and a man called John.

I can't guess his password.

Well, he's obviously more security conscious than you.

I should go to Katrina's.

Oh.

Oh, I knew this was coming.

She'll know something.

He'll have told her where he is.

He's obsessed with her.

Tommy.

I want her.

I don't mind you hurting her.

A little bit.

If it gets our son back.

It's what it unlocks I'm worried about.

We can't afford to sit here and wait, love.

Tommy, if you were in a room with a young lady right now,

anything could happen.

It could really get out of hand.

No!

What if I'm not alone?

No, come on.

That was absolutely perfect for you.

Yes.

What if I bring John?

No.

Katrina trusts him.

And I need to keep a proper eye on him right now.

He's the one that opened his can of worms.

Well, they've got company tonight.

How would you persuade him to come?

Easy.

You think?

Yeah.

If you were him, where would you rather be?

Out on the hunt with me or eating moussaka with pepper and jays?

What if he says no?

He won't say no.

He's mine now.

Yes!

Do you still go running, mate?

You're probably running more here than you did in London, aren't you?

Well, it's way more beautiful up here, isn't it?

It's a million times better than running in some cramped, overpriced gym in Beckham.

I'll bet.

Well, that's my life now in the Highlands.

I run through the woods.

I eat steak.

I drink whiskey.

You've gone native.

Can I say that?

Not really, no.

No!

It's actually a little bit racist.

Stop!

Oh, but don't go hunting.

That's an absolute no-no, John.

Can you imagine John hunting?

You're like that, um...

Oh, what do you call it?

That's funny.

I'm an elbow butt.

I'm a hunting whaley.

Oh, my God.

Actually, I, uh...

I did go hunting.

What?

When?

Earlier this week.

Are you serious?

When?

I mean...

How come I don't know about this?

Well, it never came up.

That...

is...

hilarious.

I can't believe that.

I can't believe that.

So, when did this happen?

What did you hunt?

Monday.

After I dropped the kids off from the school.

You were in therapy that day.

Oh, okay!

Well, thanks for telling everyone.

Oh no, there's no shame in being in therapy.

I'm in therapy.

shame in being in therapy I'm in therapy but so instead of going to therapy you

went hunting I ran into Tommy Tommy ah yeah the day you got drunk and never

came home who's Tommy he asked me to go hunting with him

but it's you and Tommy Bobby was there too these names I love it so they call

you Johnny it's for me and Bobby and Johnny so you Tommy and Bobby went

hunting and did you have a gun Bobby lent me one of his guns and did you kill

something mmm no they told me kill something he killed a deer oh my god

that must have been horrible to witness wasn't actually was fucking brilliant

I can't really believe this so you went hunting and you watched Tommy kill a deer

and you didn't think to mention it well I know how much you love animals I didn't

want to upset you I'm sorry I lied to you I'm sorry I deceived you you must feel

very betrayed well it sounds like you're making some

very interesting friends John well Fiona isn't making friends she's jealous so

that's why she doesn't like Tommy now I'll tell you why I don't like Tommy this

obnoxious repellent piece of shit do you know what he said to me last week I think

we should maybe give you some room I want you to hear this Tommy our neighbor John's new hunting

buddy he asked me if you and me were still fucking oh what well he actually said make

love do you and John still make love like he was Lucifer and Ross he wouldn't have said

that and then and then he said get this he suggested I buy some sexy new lingerie and

do some role play to keep things interesting in the bedroom well he does sound like a bit of a

creep to be fair he was probably making a joke you didn't get he wasn't joking Fiona you're a very

privileged nice middle-class English lady and Tommy he's a bit coarse he's a bit undereducated and

you'd never really spend much time around men like him real men that's a real men talk so you're

not a real man then John you're not a real man oh geez sorry to interrupt the back was unlocked so

you decided to just let yourself in well yeah uh everyone this is Tommy hello you must be jizz

jazz it's not jizz it's jazz can we help you with something Tommy the son is missing oh oh no that's

terrible would you mind coming and help me look for him John ah it's not really a good time Tommy we're

about to have dessert excuse me I said my child is missing yeah surely if there's a little boy

missing then we should all be doing everything to help he's not a child his son is 19 you're right

he's not a child but you know what it's like have you told the police I have yeah but I really need

John you owe me one John right I won't be long wait well John are you serious have dessert without me

can I speak to you in private please awkward if you walk out that door now John you don't

understand I know what you owe him I don't know what you mean he said you owe me I know what you owe him

I know what you did so you're originally from Coldwater huh mind your own business you specky English prick

we should probably go and check on the kids

it's about Katrina Katrina that night you went to the pub you went back to her house what you're

fucking that girl and he was covered oh that's it you've lost it you've gone insane don't gaslight

me don't say gaslight you're nearly 50 I know you didn't stay over at Tommy's that night so don't

treat me like an idiot okay okay I did stay at her house I was really drunk I woke up the next morning

in her bedroom I couldn't remember a thing she said we kissed but that's all we did so you did lie to me

yes and he was covering for you yes I know I'm not in a position to judge but at least I did it

with someone my own age you're old enough to be her father yes I realized that and I'm deeply

embarrassed but I swear to you nothing happened only because you were drunk the intent was there

no if I'd have been sober I'd have never gone near her

okay fine I kissed the barman but you fucked one of my best friends it's not the same thing

every time I hear his name I have visions of you and him fucking

so it was about revenge

what are you talking about revenge what does that even mean I think in the play park in London when

you watch that woman being kicked half to death and all the pain that caused you all those sleepless

nights I think deep down John you didn't intervene because you wanted to see a woman punished

you wanted revenge and that man was doing to that woman what you wanted to do to me

he was playing out your fantasy

how can you say that

who do you think I am

I don't fucking know anymore sorry John we really need to get going now

I won't keep them long

it's not easy moving to a new place and having young kids

they're both in the fire now but

they must have come through the other side

so where are we gonna look for him

we'll go to Katrina's

Katrina's why

if anyone knows where Cameron is it'll be home

so John

I overheard you talking

you said that I was undereducated

I'm sorry Tommy you weren't meant to hear that

I'm smart John

I'm a big reader

yeah I know that it wasn't meant

and I don't just read serial killer biographies you know

I've read Dostoyevsky

Schopenhauer

Nietzsche

Nietzsche

I fucking love Nietzsche

I'm sorry man

I hope you don't feel I was dissing you

it's cool man

it's cool

and I did tell her to wear sexy lingerie

you did

yeah

but it's a joke

right

alright

no

Tommy

it's really not okay for you to

make comments like that to my wife

are you accusing me of coming on to Fiona

I'm not saying that

cause she's not my type

I only go for blondes

if Fiona looked like Catherine Deneuve

then you and me would have a big problem

just don't talk to my wife about sex

okay

okay

I'm sorry it's just

say no more I get it

you can't trust her

it's not that I can't trust her

I overheard you talking

I heard what she did to you

do you know what I'd do to Rebecca

if she ever did that to me

what?

that killer

look forgive me for being sceptical

I saw him

I know I've had issues with dad

but the idea of him being an accessory

to murder

he was covered in blood

who?

John

I'm telling you

he killed Angus

the neighbour?

yes

Katrina said that they had a fight

in the shop

a fight?

like an actual fight?

well like

an argument

Angus shouted at him

and he walked away

well that doesn't sound like

the behaviour of a murderer

well I'm not explaining it very well

you shouldn't believe a word

that can come out of

Katrina McKenzie's mouth

she's a liar

I never understood why you hated her so much

don't hate her

I just

wouldn't trust a word that she says

you don't still have a crush on her do you?

we're just friends

you could do so much better than her Cameron

sorry

I know you're just

what is that?

you know what it is

it's Angus's necklace

don't you remember

from when you wore it in church

and

dad got so angry with him

started calling him a satanist

and a devil worshipper

and what was that doing in the shed?

what possible reason could dad have

for having that in his possession?

hello

did you get my message?

sorry

but yeah

I

I saw your mum

and I think

you played a video

so

I don't know

let me know

when I went back

or at least

what do you want?

can I come in?

please

what the hell?

what are you doing here?

what are you doing that for?

are you okay Tommy?

John what is he doing here?

I just wanted to ask about Cameron

give me some ice

one of my fingers

no I don't have any ice

get out

John

give me some ice

look John

what are you doing?

what?

I'm getting ice

John you and him have just invaded my home

you cannot do that

get out

Tommy's really worried about Cameron

you just thought that you would lie

and pretend you were on your own

so that fucking psycho

could bulldoze into my home

can I just give him this piece

and then we'll go?

John

Tommy

Tommy

Tommy

Tommy

Tommy

get out of my bedroom

Tommy give me my fucking phone

thank you

keep it away from me John

are you alright?

think carefully Katrina

tell me where he is

he's in Glasgow

his sisters

can you give us a minute John?

I just want to talk to Katrina here in private

no

do not leave me alone with her

I think she's told us everything she knows Tommy

has he said something to you?

no

tell me the truth Katrina

fuck off Tommy

oh my god

Tommy

no

no

no

no

no

no

no

no

no no

no

no

no

no

no

no

Get the fuck out of my house!

Get out!

Go!

I still have nightmares about him.

There's a side of him that not everyone gets to see.

It's like there's a beast inside of him and...

If you get close enough, you can catch a glimpse of it.

I think it's this other guy.

John.

I think he's brought something out in Dad.

I'll make up the spare room.

Thanks.

And then we'll both go to cold water in the morning.

What? Why? Why would we go back?

If what you're telling me is true, we can't leave Mum up there alone with him.

I don't know what this neighbour is capable of.

She could be in serious danger.

All got a bit real tonight, huh?

Worth it though.

At least I know where he is now.

What will you do?

What's it got to do with you?

You and Fiona should come over for dinner again.

I know Fiona's busy right now.

Are we good?

Huh?

Are we still friends?

Yeah, of course we are, mate.

Of course.

Because I feel like there's a thing now between us.

No.

An obstacle of some kind.

No obstacle.

You seem distant.

I'm just tired.

It's been a funny night.

Go get some sleep.

We're not out of the woods yet.

John, clean yourself up.

John, clean yourself up.

Use the street from the old person.

I'll drive you into a sextile.

I'll leave therist.

I'll go get a seat.

But what do you need to do with him?

What do you think?

I'm going to go.

I've been able to do some good things.

I'm going to move my foot back.

You're going to go up now.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Oh, my God.

He's fine, Mum. It's just teenage boy problems.

Well, thank you for calling, love, and thank you for looking after him.

We'll be back tomorrow afternoon. I'm looking forward to seeing you.

Oh, me too. It's been too long.

And are you OK, Mum?

Oh, I'm tickety-boo. I'm just relieved that he's safe.

Tell him that we love him.

I will.

And we love you too.

Love you too, Mum.

Bye.

Bye-bye, precious girl.

What have they got to the police?

I don't think they will.

She's grown up a lot since she was here last. It's been ten years.

And I think all that animosity towards you was just teenage angst.

I hope you're right.

She loves you.

You're her dad.

I'm more worried about John right now.

Why?

I think I scared him tonight.

It got a bit out of hand.

Well, I knew that would happen.

I think he's been there.

Ooh.

Oh, my God.

What if this is the end?

We'll find a way out.

We always have done in the past.

I...

love...

you.

I love you too.

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ms

ms

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Oh

Oh, look at him.

No, no, no, no, no, no.

No, no, no, no.

No, no, no, no, no.