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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,708 --> 00:00:07,941 (UP-TEMPO 2 00:00:07,941 --> 00:00:10,644 PERCUSSION MUSIC PLAYS) 3 00:00:10,644 --> 00:00:10,978 (PEOPLE SPEAKING 4 00:00:10,978 --> 00:00:13,647 NATIVE LANGUAGE) 5 00:00:27,061 --> 00:00:27,428 -Got a cameraman? 6 00:00:27,428 --> 00:00:29,029 -Yeah. 7 00:00:30,264 --> 00:00:32,333 My name is Nick Polizzi. 8 00:00:32,333 --> 00:00:32,866 Two years ago a good friend 9 00:00:32,866 --> 00:00:33,301 of mine told me he had 10 00:00:33,301 --> 00:00:36,070 Parkinson's disease. 11 00:00:37,238 --> 00:00:38,672 I started trying to find out 12 00:00:38,672 --> 00:00:38,972 if there were 13 00:00:38,972 --> 00:00:40,141 any natural means 14 00:00:40,141 --> 00:00:41,409 to cure Parkinson's, 15 00:00:41,409 --> 00:00:41,775 because God knows 16 00:00:41,775 --> 00:00:43,311 you can't do it with drugs. 17 00:00:45,779 --> 00:00:46,314 What I found is that if you 18 00:00:46,314 --> 00:00:46,747 Traced the origins of 19 00:00:46,747 --> 00:00:50,384 western Pharmaceuticals, 20 00:00:50,384 --> 00:00:50,651 over 25% of 21 00:00:50,651 --> 00:00:51,219 their active ingredients come 22 00:00:51,219 --> 00:00:55,089 from the Amazon rainforest. 23 00:00:58,692 --> 00:00:59,227 And then I began to wonder, 24 00:00:59,227 --> 00:00:59,560 what else is in 25 00:00:59,560 --> 00:01:01,695 the Amazon rainforest? 26 00:01:01,695 --> 00:01:02,230 There's over 44,000 species 27 00:01:02,230 --> 00:01:04,532 of plants. 28 00:01:06,200 --> 00:01:06,600 And to my surprise, 29 00:01:06,600 --> 00:01:07,034 I found out that only 30 00:01:07,034 --> 00:01:09,870 1% of those 44,000 31 00:01:09,870 --> 00:01:10,338 plants had been studied 32 00:01:10,338 --> 00:01:10,804 by scientists for their 33 00:01:10,804 --> 00:01:13,141 medicinal value. 34 00:01:15,509 --> 00:01:16,076 I reached out to a well-known 35 00:01:16,076 --> 00:01:18,279 ethnobotanist, Mark Plotkin, 36 00:01:18,279 --> 00:01:19,780 who said, 37 00:01:19,780 --> 00:01:20,281 "if we look at the Amazon 38 00:01:20,281 --> 00:01:20,848 rainforest as an Encyclopedia 39 00:01:20,848 --> 00:01:23,751 of medicinal plants, 40 00:01:23,751 --> 00:01:24,152 then the indigenous 41 00:01:24,152 --> 00:01:25,886 Medicine men are certainly 42 00:01:25,886 --> 00:01:26,187 its index and 43 00:01:26,187 --> 00:01:27,788 table of contents." 44 00:01:30,591 --> 00:01:31,091 On one of our preliminary 45 00:01:31,091 --> 00:01:32,693 research trips, 46 00:01:32,693 --> 00:01:32,960 we met a man 47 00:01:32,960 --> 00:01:34,895 named Roman Hanis. 48 00:01:34,895 --> 00:01:36,597 When Roman was 12 years old, 49 00:01:36,597 --> 00:01:37,030 he was diagnosed with 50 00:01:37,030 --> 00:01:38,799 Crohn's disease. 51 00:01:38,799 --> 00:01:40,701 For 10 years, he tried every 52 00:01:40,701 --> 00:01:41,269 available conventional method 53 00:01:41,269 --> 00:01:43,737 to get rid of it, 54 00:01:43,737 --> 00:01:45,139 but nothing worked. 55 00:01:46,274 --> 00:01:46,774 At age 22, he said goodbye 56 00:01:46,774 --> 00:01:47,275 to his family and left for 57 00:01:47,275 --> 00:01:50,644 the Amazon jungle 58 00:01:50,644 --> 00:01:50,878 in search 59 00:01:50,878 --> 00:01:53,181 of a shaman to work with. 60 00:01:53,181 --> 00:01:53,581 Within five months, 61 00:01:53,581 --> 00:01:53,981 all symptoms of his 62 00:01:53,981 --> 00:01:56,550 crohn's disease were gone. 63 00:01:58,152 --> 00:01:58,486 Roman was given 64 00:01:58,486 --> 00:02:00,154 the option to stay 65 00:02:00,154 --> 00:02:00,588 and learn the ancient 66 00:02:00,588 --> 00:02:01,021 tradition of Amazonian 67 00:02:01,021 --> 00:02:03,557 shamanism. 68 00:02:03,557 --> 00:02:03,991 He has spent the last 69 00:02:03,991 --> 00:02:06,460 10 years in the jungle, 70 00:02:06,460 --> 00:02:06,927 working with indigenous 71 00:02:06,927 --> 00:02:07,261 medicine men and 72 00:02:07,261 --> 00:02:09,463 improving his craft. 73 00:02:10,898 --> 00:02:11,232 He and I decided 74 00:02:11,232 --> 00:02:12,933 to work together 75 00:02:12,933 --> 00:02:13,334 with the plan being 76 00:02:13,334 --> 00:02:13,734 To bring real people 77 00:02:13,734 --> 00:02:16,837 with real illnesses 78 00:02:16,837 --> 00:02:17,104 out into the 79 00:02:17,104 --> 00:02:18,672 middle of nowhere, 80 00:02:18,672 --> 00:02:20,741 deep into the rainforest 81 00:02:20,741 --> 00:02:21,008 to work with 82 00:02:21,008 --> 00:02:21,509 a handful of medicine men 83 00:02:21,509 --> 00:02:23,477 for 30 days. 84 00:02:24,812 --> 00:02:25,213 "What are you making 85 00:02:25,213 --> 00:02:26,447 a film about?" 86 00:02:26,447 --> 00:02:26,980 And I'm like, "oh, bringing 87 00:02:26,980 --> 00:02:27,515 eight people from around the 88 00:02:27,515 --> 00:02:29,250 country that have different 89 00:02:29,250 --> 00:02:29,717 health problems, really 90 00:02:29,717 --> 00:02:30,251 serious, ranging from cancer 91 00:02:30,251 --> 00:02:32,686 to Parkinson's to diabetes 92 00:02:32,686 --> 00:02:33,187 down to the jungle to work 93 00:02:33,187 --> 00:02:34,855 with natural medicine and 94 00:02:34,855 --> 00:02:36,390 the local shamans there, 95 00:02:36,390 --> 00:02:36,690 and their eyes 96 00:02:36,690 --> 00:02:37,758 are always like, 97 00:02:37,758 --> 00:02:38,058 "Yeah, right." 98 00:02:38,058 --> 00:02:40,861 (LAUGHTER) 99 00:02:42,296 --> 00:02:42,663 What if I told you 100 00:02:42,663 --> 00:02:43,597 that your 101 00:02:43,597 --> 00:02:43,931 Grandfather with 102 00:02:43,931 --> 00:02:45,633 pancreatic cancer, 103 00:02:45,633 --> 00:02:45,999 your daughter with 104 00:02:45,999 --> 00:02:47,335 clinical depression, 105 00:02:47,335 --> 00:02:47,701 or your wife with 106 00:02:47,701 --> 00:02:49,770 severe stomach adhesions 107 00:02:49,770 --> 00:02:51,272 had one final option 108 00:02:51,272 --> 00:02:53,307 they had not yet explored? 109 00:02:53,307 --> 00:02:55,243 But there's one catch. 110 00:02:55,243 --> 00:02:55,609 You need to leave 111 00:02:55,609 --> 00:02:56,944 everything behind. 112 00:02:58,979 --> 00:02:59,347 You'll be spending 113 00:02:59,347 --> 00:03:01,549 30 days in seclusion 114 00:03:01,549 --> 00:03:03,884 in the middle of nowhere 115 00:03:03,884 --> 00:03:05,386 in a corner of the world 116 00:03:05,386 --> 00:03:05,919 that is home to a vanishing 117 00:03:05,919 --> 00:03:08,556 group of indigenous healers 118 00:03:08,556 --> 00:03:08,889 who are reputed 119 00:03:08,889 --> 00:03:09,257 to have knowledge 120 00:03:09,257 --> 00:03:10,858 of undiscovered herbs 121 00:03:10,858 --> 00:03:11,359 and plants that are native 122 00:03:11,359 --> 00:03:11,925 only to the uncharted regions 123 00:03:11,925 --> 00:03:15,596 of the Amazon rainforest. 124 00:03:15,596 --> 00:03:17,631 In October of 2010, 125 00:03:17,631 --> 00:03:17,998 eight people from 126 00:03:17,998 --> 00:03:18,332 around the world 127 00:03:18,332 --> 00:03:20,768 chose this option. 128 00:03:20,768 --> 00:03:21,168 Five would come back 129 00:03:21,168 --> 00:03:23,537 with real results, 130 00:03:23,537 --> 00:03:23,937 two would come back 131 00:03:23,937 --> 00:03:25,539 disappointed, 132 00:03:25,539 --> 00:03:25,873 and one wouldn't 133 00:03:25,873 --> 00:03:27,341 come back at all. 134 00:03:29,810 --> 00:03:31,211 This is their story. 135 00:03:32,780 --> 00:03:35,516 (MID-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYS) 136 00:03:35,516 --> 00:03:36,650 My name's Garry Thompson. 137 00:03:36,650 --> 00:03:39,720 I have neuroendocrine cancer. 138 00:03:39,720 --> 00:03:40,053 It is a somewhat 139 00:03:40,053 --> 00:03:44,024 rare form of cancer 140 00:03:44,024 --> 00:03:46,894 of the cells and glands 141 00:03:46,894 --> 00:03:47,328 that produce hormones 142 00:03:47,328 --> 00:03:48,762 for your body. 143 00:03:48,796 --> 00:03:50,398 Really what I'm up against is 144 00:03:50,431 --> 00:03:50,931 the possibility of stroke 145 00:03:50,931 --> 00:03:54,435 and heart attack 146 00:03:54,435 --> 00:03:54,735 and failure of 147 00:03:54,735 --> 00:03:56,670 kidneys and liver. 148 00:03:57,271 --> 00:03:58,972 The oncologist mentioned 149 00:03:58,972 --> 00:03:59,407 that the landostatin, 150 00:03:59,407 --> 00:04:01,575 once I started it, 151 00:04:01,575 --> 00:04:02,042 if I defeated the cancer 152 00:04:02,042 --> 00:04:03,611 through that, 153 00:04:03,611 --> 00:04:04,011 the chances are I'd 154 00:04:04,011 --> 00:04:04,478 have to take it the rest 155 00:04:04,478 --> 00:04:06,046 of my life. 156 00:04:06,046 --> 00:04:06,347 So it would be 157 00:04:06,347 --> 00:04:07,448 $1,000 a month 158 00:04:07,448 --> 00:04:08,749 for the rest of my life. 159 00:04:08,749 --> 00:04:09,216 I would have been living 160 00:04:09,216 --> 00:04:10,818 under a bridge like a troll, 161 00:04:10,818 --> 00:04:11,319 I thought, "nah, (LAUGHS) 162 00:04:11,319 --> 00:04:14,288 won't go that way." 163 00:04:14,288 --> 00:04:14,655 (LAUGHS) So that's 164 00:04:14,655 --> 00:04:16,724 what I was offered. 165 00:04:19,560 --> 00:04:19,927 Why do you want to 166 00:04:19,927 --> 00:04:21,462 go to the jungle? 167 00:04:21,462 --> 00:04:21,795 Why do I want to 168 00:04:21,795 --> 00:04:22,630 go to the jungle? 169 00:04:22,730 --> 00:04:23,196 I want to get off this. 170 00:04:23,196 --> 00:04:23,764 I want to get better. I don't 171 00:04:23,764 --> 00:04:26,667 want to have this anymore. 172 00:04:26,667 --> 00:04:27,067 Parkinson's disease, 173 00:04:27,067 --> 00:04:27,267 you need 174 00:04:27,267 --> 00:04:29,470 pure determination. 175 00:04:29,737 --> 00:04:30,938 It's so frustrating at times, 176 00:04:30,938 --> 00:04:31,339 especially when you 177 00:04:31,339 --> 00:04:32,806 have two young boys. 178 00:04:32,806 --> 00:04:33,874 (CHUCKLES) 179 00:04:33,874 --> 00:04:34,241 I can't leave any 180 00:04:34,241 --> 00:04:35,643 stone unturned, right? 181 00:04:35,643 --> 00:04:36,043 If it happens to be 182 00:04:36,043 --> 00:04:36,344 in the jungle, 183 00:04:36,344 --> 00:04:39,447 I'm gonna find it. (CHUCKLES) 184 00:04:39,447 --> 00:04:40,881 That's when we met. 185 00:04:40,881 --> 00:04:42,483 That's how he was. 186 00:04:42,483 --> 00:04:43,517 (LAUGHS) 187 00:04:44,818 --> 00:04:46,487 After, like, you know, 188 00:04:46,520 --> 00:04:47,054 two days of drinking heavily 189 00:04:47,054 --> 00:04:49,357 or something like that, 190 00:04:49,357 --> 00:04:49,823 of course, I get really 191 00:04:49,823 --> 00:04:50,190 down and depressed 192 00:04:50,190 --> 00:04:53,827 and stuff like that, 193 00:04:53,827 --> 00:04:54,227 but it just makes me 194 00:04:54,227 --> 00:04:56,364 not want to drink more. 195 00:04:56,364 --> 00:04:56,764 You know, it's like 196 00:04:56,764 --> 00:04:58,866 I hate it, you know, 197 00:04:58,899 --> 00:05:00,401 but then sometimes, 198 00:05:00,434 --> 00:05:00,734 After all that 199 00:05:00,734 --> 00:05:02,403 is gone, I feel, 200 00:05:02,403 --> 00:05:02,736 "Well, you know, 201 00:05:02,736 --> 00:05:05,506 why not have a drink?" 202 00:05:05,839 --> 00:05:06,306 It's kind of-- it's been 203 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:08,409 an issue in our relationship, 204 00:05:08,409 --> 00:05:08,976 and, of course, I want him to 205 00:05:08,976 --> 00:05:12,813 get rid of that because, um, 206 00:05:12,813 --> 00:05:13,246 I'm there for him, and 207 00:05:13,246 --> 00:05:13,681 I really love him, and 208 00:05:13,681 --> 00:05:17,418 I want him to be healthy. 209 00:05:17,418 --> 00:05:18,652 (PLANE ENGINE WHIRRING) 210 00:05:35,035 --> 00:05:36,804 (RAINFOREST ANIMALS CHIRPING) 211 00:05:39,940 --> 00:05:42,410 (BIRDS CHITTERING) 212 00:06:19,447 --> 00:06:21,749 (RAIN TRICKLING) 213 00:06:40,968 --> 00:06:42,603 (ANIMALS CHIRPING) 214 00:06:50,043 --> 00:06:51,712 (SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 215 00:06:51,712 --> 00:06:52,746 (CHUCKLES) 216 00:07:08,028 --> 00:07:09,897 (PAN RATTLING) 217 00:07:12,833 --> 00:07:15,469 This one is for Parkinson's disease. 218 00:07:15,503 --> 00:07:18,071 This other is for prostate cancer, 219 00:07:18,105 --> 00:07:23,677 This one is for digestive problems, and this one as well. 220 00:07:25,746 --> 00:07:28,081 This is for Crohn's disease. 221 00:07:28,115 --> 00:07:32,820 These work to cleanse and purify your internal organs. 222 00:07:40,027 --> 00:07:40,594 When I lost my health, I lost 223 00:07:40,594 --> 00:07:44,031 my marriage and my house, 224 00:07:44,031 --> 00:07:44,498 and it just went from-- 225 00:07:44,498 --> 00:07:46,834 I felt like Job. 226 00:07:47,067 --> 00:07:47,367 And then when 227 00:07:47,367 --> 00:07:48,802 I lost my health, 228 00:07:48,802 --> 00:07:49,102 that was like 229 00:07:49,102 --> 00:07:49,436 this is the most 230 00:07:49,436 --> 00:07:52,272 important one. 231 00:07:52,272 --> 00:07:52,740 So it's been eight years 232 00:07:52,740 --> 00:07:53,140 I've been trying to, 233 00:07:53,140 --> 00:07:55,509 you know... 234 00:07:55,509 --> 00:07:55,943 I've been focusing on 235 00:07:55,943 --> 00:07:58,011 rebuilding the health. 236 00:07:58,011 --> 00:07:58,378 That's what I like 237 00:07:58,378 --> 00:08:00,714 about these shamans. 238 00:08:00,714 --> 00:08:01,248 They've all had some sort of 239 00:08:01,248 --> 00:08:04,051 illness that they've healed. 240 00:08:05,586 --> 00:08:05,986 This is a little map 241 00:08:05,986 --> 00:08:08,589 of our land. 242 00:08:08,589 --> 00:08:09,790 Great. 243 00:08:09,790 --> 00:08:10,190 We'll go deeper in, 244 00:08:10,190 --> 00:08:14,695 and you have the-- 245 00:08:14,695 --> 00:08:15,228 -the most adventurous spot. 246 00:08:15,228 --> 00:08:16,797 -(CHUCKLES) 247 00:08:16,797 --> 00:08:18,065 You're in hut number 8. 248 00:08:18,065 --> 00:08:18,498 -It's the hut that is 249 00:08:18,498 --> 00:08:18,932 deeper in the forest. 250 00:08:18,932 --> 00:08:21,234 -Great. 251 00:08:22,970 --> 00:08:23,503 The intention for this land 252 00:08:23,503 --> 00:08:27,274 is to be a place for 253 00:08:27,274 --> 00:08:28,942 transformation and healing, 254 00:08:28,942 --> 00:08:29,309 either short-term 255 00:08:29,309 --> 00:08:31,779 or long-term. 256 00:08:31,779 --> 00:08:32,112 Part of the work 257 00:08:32,112 --> 00:08:33,547 that I'm doing 258 00:08:33,547 --> 00:08:34,047 is visiting many different 259 00:08:34,047 --> 00:08:34,615 Shamans from different regions 260 00:08:34,615 --> 00:08:37,951 and areas. 261 00:08:37,951 --> 00:08:39,119 Good shamans, 262 00:08:39,119 --> 00:08:39,486 you really have to 263 00:08:39,486 --> 00:08:39,953 establish a relationship 264 00:08:39,953 --> 00:08:42,556 with them 265 00:08:42,556 --> 00:08:42,923 before they become 266 00:08:42,923 --> 00:08:43,323 open and they share 267 00:08:43,323 --> 00:08:46,193 their knowledge. 268 00:08:46,193 --> 00:08:46,760 Our mission is really to bring 269 00:08:46,760 --> 00:08:47,294 back that wisdom and create 270 00:08:47,294 --> 00:08:51,965 more benefit for others. 271 00:08:59,272 --> 00:09:01,875 My life has been blessed. 272 00:09:01,875 --> 00:09:03,310 Mmm-hmm. 273 00:09:03,310 --> 00:09:03,577 I was a very 274 00:09:03,577 --> 00:09:07,615 high-profile businessman, 275 00:09:07,615 --> 00:09:07,981 -but I yearned for 276 00:09:07,981 --> 00:09:08,315 A deeper peace. 277 00:09:08,315 --> 00:09:12,219 -Mmm-hmm. 278 00:09:12,319 --> 00:09:15,589 It's been an absolute 279 00:09:15,623 --> 00:09:16,123 -struggle from as long as 280 00:09:16,123 --> 00:09:16,624 I can remember as a child. 281 00:09:16,624 --> 00:09:20,160 -Mmm-hmm. 282 00:09:20,227 --> 00:09:20,560 -It's just been 283 00:09:20,560 --> 00:09:20,994 a never-ending, um... 284 00:09:20,994 --> 00:09:27,635 -Mmm-hmm. 285 00:09:27,635 --> 00:09:30,804 ...search for peace. 286 00:09:30,804 --> 00:09:32,139 (WHISTLING) 287 00:09:37,010 --> 00:09:38,979 Edwin, are these some of the remedies? 288 00:09:54,327 --> 00:09:56,363 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 289 00:10:08,776 --> 00:10:10,911 Mmm, it's good. 290 00:10:17,718 --> 00:10:18,051 -All of it, now. 291 00:10:18,051 --> 00:10:19,653 -Thank you. 292 00:10:29,296 --> 00:10:36,003 When one has digestive problems, this medicine has properties 293 00:10:36,036 --> 00:10:39,873 that clean out the stomach and the interior 294 00:10:47,748 --> 00:10:49,917 (INHALES DEEPLY, EXHALES) 295 00:10:54,321 --> 00:10:54,755 Repeat your first and 296 00:10:54,755 --> 00:10:56,990 last name three times. 297 00:10:57,124 --> 00:10:59,292 Gretchen Stacey. 298 00:10:59,292 --> 00:11:01,929 Gretchen Stacey. 299 00:11:01,929 --> 00:11:02,996 Gretchen Stacey. 300 00:11:03,330 --> 00:11:07,234 (WHOOSHING) 301 00:11:19,780 --> 00:11:22,816 (SINGING IN NATIVE LANGUAGE) 302 00:11:54,081 --> 00:11:57,751 This is called Papailla. 303 00:11:57,751 --> 00:11:58,185 That's what we call it 304 00:11:58,185 --> 00:12:02,489 here in the jungle. 305 00:12:02,489 --> 00:12:02,956 This can help any person 306 00:12:02,956 --> 00:12:09,096 who has diabetes. 307 00:12:09,096 --> 00:12:10,898 So I'm to drink that all? 308 00:12:10,898 --> 00:12:11,364 Yeah, drink that all. 309 00:12:11,999 --> 00:12:14,267 One pitcher every day, right? 310 00:12:21,241 --> 00:12:21,641 I'm supposed to take 311 00:12:21,641 --> 00:12:22,142 insulin if my blood sugar 312 00:12:22,142 --> 00:12:24,444 goes up too high. 313 00:12:24,444 --> 00:12:25,012 Within the last three months, 314 00:12:25,012 --> 00:12:27,915 it's been, like, over 400 315 00:12:27,915 --> 00:12:28,415 three times in a row, and 316 00:12:28,415 --> 00:12:28,916 every time it gets there, 317 00:12:28,916 --> 00:12:30,450 I have to go to the hospital. 318 00:12:30,450 --> 00:12:30,750 So I knew that 319 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:33,153 if I'd get away, 320 00:12:33,153 --> 00:12:33,386 You know, 321 00:12:33,386 --> 00:12:34,321 that's what I needed. 322 00:12:34,321 --> 00:12:34,587 I can't live 323 00:12:34,587 --> 00:12:36,824 this type of life. 324 00:12:36,824 --> 00:12:37,324 You know, I visualized in 325 00:12:37,324 --> 00:12:39,459 My mind that it would be, uh, 326 00:12:40,227 --> 00:12:40,760 at least the center would be 327 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:43,296 a little bit more modern, but, 328 00:12:43,296 --> 00:12:43,663 you know, I mean, 329 00:12:43,663 --> 00:12:45,532 I have no complaints. 330 00:12:45,532 --> 00:12:47,367 It's a real nice facility. 331 00:12:47,367 --> 00:12:47,935 I'm kind of curious to see how 332 00:12:47,935 --> 00:12:50,503 everything's gonna play out. 333 00:13:14,862 --> 00:13:17,130 (SPEAKING NATIVE LANGUAGE) 334 00:13:34,915 --> 00:13:37,217 (KNIFE SCRAPING) 335 00:14:00,340 --> 00:14:02,910 (SPEAKING NATIVE LANGUAGE) 336 00:14:06,079 --> 00:14:06,279 -Adios. 337 00:14:06,279 --> 00:14:07,347 -Bye. 338 00:14:38,545 --> 00:14:42,515 One day my grandfather told me, "I am going to die." 339 00:14:42,549 --> 00:14:49,722 He said, "I have been preparing for 15 years to show you everything I know." 340 00:14:49,756 --> 00:14:53,060 "But I can't. There isn't enough time." 341 00:14:53,093 --> 00:14:57,931 "So you will have to continue this diet on your own." 342 00:14:57,965 --> 00:14:59,899 "Continue this diet alone." 343 00:14:59,933 --> 00:15:05,305 "The plants themselves will guide you on how to prepare and drink them in your diet." 344 00:15:16,116 --> 00:15:16,483 When I first came 345 00:15:16,483 --> 00:15:17,384 to the jungle 346 00:15:17,384 --> 00:15:17,784 and started working 347 00:15:17,784 --> 00:15:19,319 with medicine men, 348 00:15:19,319 --> 00:15:19,886 I expected them to be wearing 349 00:15:19,886 --> 00:15:22,089 headdresses and loincloths 350 00:15:22,089 --> 00:15:22,422 like I had seen 351 00:15:22,422 --> 00:15:25,092 in National Geographic. 352 00:15:25,092 --> 00:15:25,592 I was a little misinformed 353 00:15:25,592 --> 00:15:27,194 back then. 354 00:15:28,728 --> 00:15:29,262 The truth is that the people 355 00:15:29,262 --> 00:15:31,331 of the rainforest 356 00:15:31,331 --> 00:15:31,731 are quickly becoming 357 00:15:31,731 --> 00:15:32,065 modernized like 358 00:15:32,065 --> 00:15:35,135 the rest of the world, 359 00:15:35,135 --> 00:15:35,702 and the medicine men of today 360 00:15:35,702 --> 00:15:38,638 dress a lot like you and I do. 361 00:15:38,638 --> 00:15:39,006 People don't care 362 00:15:39,006 --> 00:15:40,273 about the way 363 00:15:40,273 --> 00:15:40,673 a medicine man looks 364 00:15:40,673 --> 00:15:43,076 as long as he's effective. 365 00:15:43,076 --> 00:15:43,510 Out here you're judged 366 00:15:43,510 --> 00:15:45,412 by your ability to heal. 367 00:15:54,621 --> 00:15:54,954 I was diagnosed 368 00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:58,658 on March 17, 2006 369 00:15:58,658 --> 00:15:59,059 when they instituted 370 00:15:59,059 --> 00:16:01,228 neurogenic disorders, 371 00:16:01,228 --> 00:16:01,628 which is hard to say 372 00:16:01,628 --> 00:16:03,263 for me sometimes. 373 00:16:05,032 --> 00:16:05,465 I was still trying to 374 00:16:05,465 --> 00:16:05,932 work it out when it was 375 00:16:05,932 --> 00:16:08,501 time to get my divorce. 376 00:16:10,103 --> 00:16:10,570 Day after my divorce on 377 00:16:10,570 --> 00:16:13,706 Good Friday in the afternoon, 378 00:16:13,706 --> 00:16:14,207 the next morning, I was in 379 00:16:14,207 --> 00:16:16,509 a head-on car accident, 380 00:16:16,509 --> 00:16:17,010 and then I thought I'd be 381 00:16:17,010 --> 00:16:20,113 home later that day, 382 00:16:20,113 --> 00:16:20,513 then realized I had 383 00:16:20,513 --> 00:16:20,880 broken both hips, 384 00:16:20,880 --> 00:16:23,416 both pelvises, my femur, 385 00:16:23,416 --> 00:16:23,850 my knee, my lower leg, 386 00:16:23,850 --> 00:16:24,317 And seven ribs and some 387 00:16:24,317 --> 00:16:27,154 soft-tissue damage, 388 00:16:27,154 --> 00:16:27,454 which did not 389 00:16:27,454 --> 00:16:28,688 help my Parkinson's. 390 00:16:28,688 --> 00:16:30,023 (CHUCKLES) 391 00:16:30,023 --> 00:16:30,523 The different medications 392 00:16:30,523 --> 00:16:32,725 have a lot of side effects, 393 00:16:34,627 --> 00:16:34,994 and half the time, 394 00:16:34,994 --> 00:16:36,696 makes me worse. 395 00:16:38,131 --> 00:16:38,398 It starts to 396 00:16:38,398 --> 00:16:40,100 tighten up like this. 397 00:16:43,203 --> 00:16:45,238 It's called chirisanango, 398 00:16:45,238 --> 00:16:45,772 and it's gonna-- the effects 399 00:16:45,772 --> 00:16:48,575 of it sometimes feel like 400 00:16:48,575 --> 00:16:49,076 thousands of cold needles 401 00:16:49,076 --> 00:16:49,476 start to go through 402 00:16:49,476 --> 00:16:51,744 your whole body. 403 00:16:51,744 --> 00:16:52,011 -Oh, really? 404 00:16:52,011 --> 00:16:53,813 -Yeah. 405 00:16:53,813 --> 00:16:55,082 Okay. 406 00:16:55,082 --> 00:16:55,515 It is not painful, but 407 00:16:55,515 --> 00:16:55,882 there will be some 408 00:16:55,882 --> 00:16:58,351 whoo-whoo-whoo-whoo-whoo. 409 00:16:58,351 --> 00:16:58,818 It's a medicine that is 410 00:16:58,818 --> 00:16:59,252 really beneficial for 411 00:16:59,252 --> 00:17:02,055 the nervous system. 412 00:17:02,055 --> 00:17:02,255 -Right. 413 00:17:02,255 --> 00:17:03,523 -It's really good. 414 00:17:03,523 --> 00:17:06,693 It's also good for the bones, 415 00:17:06,693 --> 00:17:07,127 for the immune system, 416 00:17:07,127 --> 00:17:10,197 for the lymphatic system. 417 00:17:10,197 --> 00:17:10,697 There's a lot of different 418 00:17:10,697 --> 00:17:12,599 benefits to it. 419 00:17:14,267 --> 00:17:17,304 (SINGING IN NATIVE LANGUAGE) 420 00:17:40,093 --> 00:17:41,161 (BLOWING) 421 00:17:41,161 --> 00:17:41,528 Working with them, 422 00:17:41,528 --> 00:17:43,530 I seem to think that 423 00:17:43,530 --> 00:17:43,996 I might be complementing 424 00:17:43,996 --> 00:17:44,364 more from the side 425 00:17:44,364 --> 00:17:47,467 of the spiritual discipline, 426 00:17:47,467 --> 00:17:47,967 and they're complementing 427 00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:48,335 more from the side 428 00:17:48,335 --> 00:17:50,770 of medicinal plants. 429 00:17:50,770 --> 00:17:51,271 So far, I find this to be 430 00:17:51,271 --> 00:17:55,108 a very good combination. 431 00:17:55,108 --> 00:17:55,475 How are you doing 432 00:17:55,475 --> 00:17:56,343 today, Garry? 433 00:17:56,343 --> 00:17:56,609 Much better. 434 00:17:56,609 --> 00:17:58,411 Much better. 435 00:17:58,411 --> 00:18:00,880 I had trouble getting past 436 00:18:00,880 --> 00:18:01,214 the joy of this 437 00:18:01,214 --> 00:18:03,350 place at night. 438 00:18:03,350 --> 00:18:05,585 It's-- it's all Romance, 439 00:18:05,585 --> 00:18:07,154 it's all-- you know, 440 00:18:07,154 --> 00:18:07,620 there's no fear involved 441 00:18:07,620 --> 00:18:09,389 in any of the sounds. 442 00:18:09,389 --> 00:18:10,890 It's all, "hey, I'm over here. 443 00:18:10,890 --> 00:18:12,259 I need a buddy. 444 00:18:12,259 --> 00:18:13,760 Somebody come and talk to me. 445 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:14,861 No, I'm over here." 446 00:18:14,861 --> 00:18:15,061 (LAUGHS) 447 00:18:15,061 --> 00:18:16,863 It's just-- it's beautiful, 448 00:18:16,863 --> 00:18:17,197 and not so loud 449 00:18:17,197 --> 00:18:19,799 that it's uncomfortable, 450 00:18:19,799 --> 00:18:20,133 but loud enough 451 00:18:20,133 --> 00:18:20,500 that it definitely 452 00:18:20,500 --> 00:18:23,270 keeps your attention, 453 00:18:23,270 --> 00:18:23,636 and I was thrilled 454 00:18:23,636 --> 00:18:25,472 by it last night. 455 00:18:25,472 --> 00:18:26,573 (OBJECT SCRAPING) 456 00:18:32,745 --> 00:18:33,846 Crap. 457 00:18:35,348 --> 00:18:35,748 Uh, yes, those ants 458 00:18:35,748 --> 00:18:36,082 are coming back 459 00:18:36,082 --> 00:18:40,387 and invading again. 460 00:18:40,420 --> 00:18:41,488 (BEEPS) 461 00:18:41,888 --> 00:18:42,189 WOMAN: Okay, 462 00:18:42,189 --> 00:18:43,590 we'll send someone soon. 463 00:18:43,590 --> 00:18:44,657 (BEEPS) 464 00:18:44,657 --> 00:18:46,226 All right. 465 00:18:46,226 --> 00:18:47,494 Oh, God. 466 00:18:47,494 --> 00:18:48,561 (SCOFFS) 467 00:18:49,696 --> 00:18:50,062 In the rainforest, 468 00:18:50,062 --> 00:18:50,463 we are in connection 469 00:18:50,463 --> 00:18:53,533 with the natural world. 470 00:18:53,533 --> 00:18:54,000 The nature around is not 471 00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:55,902 really disconnected from us, 472 00:18:55,902 --> 00:18:56,236 and we are part 473 00:18:56,236 --> 00:18:58,371 of this organism. 474 00:18:58,371 --> 00:18:58,838 It's good to be present, 475 00:18:58,838 --> 00:19:00,440 and it's good to be aware. 476 00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:00,940 They usually are afraid of 477 00:19:00,940 --> 00:19:01,408 humans more than humans 478 00:19:01,408 --> 00:19:03,910 are afraid of them. 479 00:19:03,910 --> 00:19:05,878 There might be some spiders. 480 00:19:05,878 --> 00:19:06,379 Even if it's a tarantula, 481 00:19:06,379 --> 00:19:09,382 you know, sometimes you might 482 00:19:09,382 --> 00:19:09,749 see it around, but 483 00:19:09,749 --> 00:19:10,149 they usually don't-- 484 00:19:10,149 --> 00:19:12,485 they will not attack you. 485 00:19:13,820 --> 00:19:14,287 I'm not, you know, like 486 00:19:14,287 --> 00:19:14,787 a wild-animal-type person, 487 00:19:14,787 --> 00:19:17,724 you know? 488 00:19:17,724 --> 00:19:18,191 I mean, some people can 489 00:19:18,191 --> 00:19:18,725 live with, you know, animals 490 00:19:18,725 --> 00:19:22,595 and things around them 491 00:19:22,595 --> 00:19:23,730 and let them come in the hut. 492 00:19:23,730 --> 00:19:25,465 I'm not that type of person. 493 00:19:25,465 --> 00:19:27,200 I know what Roman would say. 494 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:27,667 He'd say that it's good 495 00:19:27,667 --> 00:19:28,067 to just get used to 496 00:19:28,067 --> 00:19:29,802 the sounds and, 497 00:19:29,802 --> 00:19:30,370 You know, after a few nights, 498 00:19:30,370 --> 00:19:32,239 you'll get used to it. 499 00:19:34,974 --> 00:19:35,442 I'm constantly catching 500 00:19:35,442 --> 00:19:35,808 and removing from 501 00:19:35,808 --> 00:19:41,614 my little hut bugs 502 00:19:41,614 --> 00:19:41,981 and flying things 503 00:19:41,981 --> 00:19:45,918 and crawling things, and, 504 00:19:45,918 --> 00:19:46,319 you know, I lie down 505 00:19:46,319 --> 00:19:46,753 in my bed every night, 506 00:19:46,753 --> 00:19:50,257 and it's sticky. 507 00:19:50,257 --> 00:19:50,623 My body's sticky, 508 00:19:50,623 --> 00:19:53,226 my shirt's sticky. 509 00:19:53,226 --> 00:19:53,460 You know, 510 00:19:53,460 --> 00:19:55,228 I'm used to schedule 511 00:19:55,228 --> 00:19:55,662 and just, like, going 512 00:19:55,662 --> 00:19:56,863 somewhere all the time, 513 00:19:56,863 --> 00:19:57,364 and it's like I'm kind of 514 00:19:57,364 --> 00:19:59,766 forced to not do any of that. 515 00:20:01,534 --> 00:20:02,068 Being in solitude throughout 516 00:20:02,068 --> 00:20:04,771 The process of the healing, 517 00:20:04,771 --> 00:20:05,204 surrounded by nature, 518 00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:05,672 they have really no way 519 00:20:05,672 --> 00:20:09,776 to hide from themselves, 520 00:20:09,776 --> 00:20:10,142 to avoid different 521 00:20:10,142 --> 00:20:13,880 uncomfortable sensations 522 00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:14,146 or different 523 00:20:14,146 --> 00:20:17,484 unpleasant emotions. 524 00:20:17,484 --> 00:20:17,850 In today's world, 525 00:20:17,850 --> 00:20:19,819 we are so 526 00:20:19,819 --> 00:20:20,253 separated from nature 527 00:20:20,253 --> 00:20:20,653 that a lot of times 528 00:20:20,653 --> 00:20:24,023 we go into 529 00:20:24,023 --> 00:20:24,424 the rainforest like 530 00:20:24,424 --> 00:20:27,260 astronauts go into space. 531 00:20:27,260 --> 00:20:27,827 It can be quite uncomfortable 532 00:20:27,827 --> 00:20:29,762 in the beginning. 533 00:20:30,830 --> 00:20:31,197 So Garry's hut is 534 00:20:31,197 --> 00:20:31,698 a little bit further away 535 00:20:31,698 --> 00:20:33,366 than everybody else's. 536 00:20:33,366 --> 00:20:34,501 It's hut number 8. 537 00:20:35,668 --> 00:20:37,470 Garry's an adventuresome soul. 538 00:20:39,839 --> 00:20:40,307 We figured he'd like it 539 00:20:40,307 --> 00:20:43,310 this way, so... 540 00:20:43,310 --> 00:20:43,676 -Hello, your spot. 541 00:20:43,676 --> 00:20:46,579 -Oh, this is great. 542 00:20:46,579 --> 00:20:46,813 -The, uh-- 543 00:20:46,813 --> 00:20:47,780 -Does this go in? 544 00:20:47,780 --> 00:20:48,147 -Oh, it goes out. 545 00:20:48,147 --> 00:20:48,848 -Out. 546 00:20:48,848 --> 00:20:50,417 Pull out. Yeah. 547 00:20:50,417 --> 00:20:50,750 I'm not sure why 548 00:20:50,750 --> 00:20:54,854 the intended separation, 549 00:20:54,854 --> 00:20:55,254 other than the fact 550 00:20:55,254 --> 00:20:57,457 That it's our chance 551 00:20:57,457 --> 00:21:00,393 to absolutely relax and outgas 552 00:21:00,393 --> 00:21:00,760 and absorb some of 553 00:21:00,760 --> 00:21:03,496 what's around us. 554 00:21:04,831 --> 00:21:05,164 But I don't mind 555 00:21:05,164 --> 00:21:06,999 anybody coming by. 556 00:21:06,999 --> 00:21:07,300 I think I see 557 00:21:07,300 --> 00:21:09,302 both sides of it. 558 00:21:11,571 --> 00:21:11,871 Roman believes 559 00:21:11,871 --> 00:21:13,706 pretty strongly in 560 00:21:13,706 --> 00:21:14,106 the idea that a lot 561 00:21:14,106 --> 00:21:18,378 of this has to do with 562 00:21:18,378 --> 00:21:18,711 you getting out 563 00:21:18,711 --> 00:21:20,813 of any patterns-- 564 00:21:20,813 --> 00:21:21,147 Social, mental, 565 00:21:21,147 --> 00:21:21,514 emotional pattern 566 00:21:21,514 --> 00:21:24,317 that you're in, 567 00:21:25,518 --> 00:21:25,885 and that sometimes 568 00:21:25,885 --> 00:21:28,054 traditional dieta is, 569 00:21:28,054 --> 00:21:28,388 it's almost like 570 00:21:28,388 --> 00:21:31,090 the passion of kind of like 571 00:21:31,090 --> 00:21:31,658 have a month where you really 572 00:21:31,658 --> 00:21:34,727 don't talk to anybody. 573 00:21:34,727 --> 00:21:35,161 It almost gives those 574 00:21:35,161 --> 00:21:36,796 patterns time to die. 575 00:21:36,796 --> 00:21:36,963 -Yeah. 576 00:21:36,963 --> 00:21:37,864 -You know? 577 00:21:37,864 --> 00:21:38,365 You'll come to the jungle 578 00:21:38,365 --> 00:21:39,932 to die and be reborn. 579 00:21:42,935 --> 00:21:45,338 I've felt everything 580 00:21:45,338 --> 00:21:45,638 from very sad, 581 00:21:45,638 --> 00:21:50,977 uh, angry, uh, 582 00:21:50,977 --> 00:21:52,044 confused. 583 00:21:52,044 --> 00:21:52,445 Everything points to 584 00:21:52,445 --> 00:21:54,747 a lot of self-pity. 585 00:21:54,747 --> 00:21:54,914 -Okay. 586 00:21:54,914 --> 00:21:57,083 -You know? 587 00:21:57,116 --> 00:21:58,618 I have a lot of self-pity. 588 00:22:00,420 --> 00:22:00,787 The process starts 589 00:22:00,787 --> 00:22:03,556 really unraveling, 590 00:22:03,556 --> 00:22:03,956 and then that's when 591 00:22:03,956 --> 00:22:07,026 strong breakthroughs 592 00:22:07,026 --> 00:22:07,326 and breakdowns 593 00:22:07,326 --> 00:22:09,829 sometimes happen. 594 00:22:09,829 --> 00:22:10,162 People go deeper 595 00:22:10,162 --> 00:22:12,465 into themselves, 596 00:22:12,465 --> 00:22:12,765 and they might 597 00:22:12,765 --> 00:22:15,968 uncover even deeper layers 598 00:22:15,968 --> 00:22:19,572 and different negative seeds 599 00:22:19,572 --> 00:22:21,641 that have been planted. 600 00:22:21,641 --> 00:22:22,141 Being with themselves for 601 00:22:22,141 --> 00:22:22,642 A prolonged period of time 602 00:22:22,642 --> 00:22:25,678 in the rainforest 603 00:22:25,678 --> 00:22:25,978 allows them to 604 00:22:25,978 --> 00:22:27,647 recognize those things. 605 00:22:31,618 --> 00:22:34,320 When I was nine years old, Grandfather said to me, 606 00:22:34,353 --> 00:22:36,789 "Come Bechin, we are going to drink Ayahuasca." 607 00:22:36,823 --> 00:22:39,959 I said, "Okay Grandfather, sure." 608 00:22:39,992 --> 00:22:41,461 I drank Ayahuasca. 609 00:22:41,494 --> 00:22:43,830 He gave me a small cup. 610 00:22:43,863 --> 00:22:48,034 I had no dizziness, no vomiting. 611 00:22:48,801 --> 00:22:51,237 "Don't make any noise," he said. 612 00:22:51,270 --> 00:22:53,673 Stay calm, the Ayahuasca doesn't kill." 613 00:22:53,706 --> 00:22:57,577 The Ayahuasca will make you dizzy for three hours. 614 00:22:57,610 --> 00:23:02,515 After three hours the dizziness goes away and you won't see anything else. 615 00:23:02,549 --> 00:23:06,285 With time, the effects begin to diminish. 616 00:23:20,867 --> 00:23:21,367 There are several legends 617 00:23:21,367 --> 00:23:21,901 in Amazon about this sacred 618 00:23:21,901 --> 00:23:25,872 medicine Ayahuasca. 619 00:23:25,872 --> 00:23:26,305 It's considered to be 620 00:23:26,305 --> 00:23:28,475 the mother of all plants, 621 00:23:28,475 --> 00:23:30,577 that from this plant medicine, 622 00:23:30,577 --> 00:23:30,910 the medicine men 623 00:23:30,910 --> 00:23:32,945 found all the other plants, 624 00:23:32,945 --> 00:23:33,312 and all the other 625 00:23:33,312 --> 00:23:35,682 plants were created. 626 00:23:40,587 --> 00:23:40,853 The way that 627 00:23:40,853 --> 00:23:42,154 the medicine works, 628 00:23:42,154 --> 00:23:42,589 we kind of enter into 629 00:23:42,589 --> 00:23:46,526 a realm of dreaming 630 00:23:46,526 --> 00:23:48,728 in a fully conscious way, 631 00:23:48,728 --> 00:23:49,061 and in this way, 632 00:23:49,061 --> 00:23:51,197 we are able to resolve 633 00:23:51,197 --> 00:23:51,731 a lot of different tensions 634 00:23:51,731 --> 00:23:52,164 and repressed emotions 635 00:23:52,164 --> 00:23:56,903 and feelings in ourselves. 636 00:23:58,905 --> 00:23:59,105 -Bueno. 637 00:23:59,105 --> 00:24:01,107 -Hola. 638 00:24:01,107 --> 00:24:02,609 (CLEARS THROAT) 639 00:24:05,645 --> 00:24:07,113 (SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 640 00:24:13,553 --> 00:24:14,687 (SIGHS) 641 00:24:24,797 --> 00:24:30,469 Ayahuasca is a plant medicine 642 00:24:30,503 --> 00:24:37,510 that will heal all those who are sick. 643 00:24:40,279 --> 00:24:43,349 It has a healing power. 644 00:24:43,382 --> 00:24:45,484 Lastly brothers and sisters, 645 00:24:45,518 --> 00:24:50,757 while we are in ceremony, 646 00:24:50,790 --> 00:24:54,193 there is no touching and no talking. 647 00:25:06,272 --> 00:25:08,140 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 648 00:25:09,275 --> 00:25:09,642 My intention is to 649 00:25:09,642 --> 00:25:11,878 be in a place 650 00:25:11,878 --> 00:25:15,081 where I'm quite open, 651 00:25:15,081 --> 00:25:15,582 where I can learn to hear, 652 00:25:15,582 --> 00:25:18,685 learn to move forward, 653 00:25:18,685 --> 00:25:21,020 learn to feel and share 654 00:25:21,020 --> 00:25:23,590 and to add to that 655 00:25:23,590 --> 00:25:24,090 spirit love that I feel in 656 00:25:24,090 --> 00:25:26,192 this room already. 657 00:25:28,928 --> 00:25:30,029 Thank you. 658 00:25:38,905 --> 00:25:42,108 (SINGING IN NATIVE LANGUAGE) 659 00:25:43,710 --> 00:25:44,143 (PERCUSSION INSTRUMENT 660 00:25:44,143 --> 00:25:46,613 SHAKING RHYTHMICALLY) 661 00:26:29,155 --> 00:26:29,689 I mean, during the ceremony, 662 00:26:29,689 --> 00:26:31,858 I was-- 663 00:26:31,858 --> 00:26:33,626 it was pretty clear. 664 00:26:33,626 --> 00:26:34,060 Like, I had to relive 665 00:26:34,060 --> 00:26:34,426 everything, and it 666 00:26:34,426 --> 00:26:38,130 was not pleasant. 667 00:26:38,130 --> 00:26:40,366 It was very intense, 668 00:26:40,366 --> 00:26:40,767 and I-- When I said, 669 00:26:40,767 --> 00:26:42,201 "make peace 670 00:26:42,201 --> 00:26:42,501 with my past," 671 00:26:42,501 --> 00:26:43,803 I didn't know 672 00:26:43,803 --> 00:26:44,070 I'd have to 673 00:26:44,070 --> 00:26:46,005 go there like that. 674 00:26:46,005 --> 00:26:48,107 It was like I was being read, 675 00:26:48,107 --> 00:26:50,376 like I was being indexed or... 676 00:26:52,945 --> 00:26:53,379 Opened up to discover 677 00:26:53,379 --> 00:26:55,782 what's within me, 678 00:26:55,782 --> 00:26:56,082 and then this 679 00:26:56,082 --> 00:26:57,984 morning, sleeping, 680 00:26:59,318 --> 00:27:01,120 all those images came back, 681 00:27:01,120 --> 00:27:01,420 and I learned 682 00:27:01,420 --> 00:27:04,791 a great deal. 683 00:27:04,791 --> 00:27:08,661 I started to see a lot of, 684 00:27:09,862 --> 00:27:10,997 um... 685 00:27:13,399 --> 00:27:13,966 flashes and images and lights 686 00:27:13,966 --> 00:27:18,337 and colors and-- 687 00:27:19,806 --> 00:27:23,042 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 688 00:27:23,042 --> 00:27:23,442 Whatever that means. 689 00:27:23,442 --> 00:27:23,843 Of course, I don't-- 690 00:27:23,843 --> 00:27:26,212 I don't know. 691 00:27:27,947 --> 00:27:30,016 After the first week, usually, 692 00:27:30,016 --> 00:27:30,449 you know, that's just 693 00:27:30,449 --> 00:27:33,352 when it starts, you know. 694 00:27:33,352 --> 00:27:33,853 It's when the medicine men 695 00:27:33,853 --> 00:27:34,186 start to choose 696 00:27:34,186 --> 00:27:36,856 different strategies 697 00:27:36,856 --> 00:27:38,691 in the diet and healing. 698 00:27:46,766 --> 00:27:47,266 It's not gonna taste good, 699 00:27:47,266 --> 00:27:49,268 is it? 700 00:27:49,268 --> 00:27:50,937 (SPEAKING NATIVE LANGUAGE) 701 00:27:53,740 --> 00:27:53,940 -Slowly. 702 00:27:53,940 --> 00:27:57,243 -Slowly. Eh. 703 00:27:57,243 --> 00:27:57,576 Jessica is doing 704 00:27:57,576 --> 00:28:00,146 slowly better. 705 00:28:00,146 --> 00:28:02,381 She's gradually improving. 706 00:28:02,381 --> 00:28:02,681 She still has 707 00:28:02,681 --> 00:28:05,752 some difficulties, 708 00:28:05,752 --> 00:28:08,755 but she's saying that 709 00:28:08,755 --> 00:28:09,255 her digestion is improving 710 00:28:09,255 --> 00:28:11,423 slowly every day. 711 00:28:14,927 --> 00:28:15,261 The medicine men 712 00:28:15,261 --> 00:28:17,229 Edwin and Don Bechin, 713 00:28:17,229 --> 00:28:17,563 they are putting 714 00:28:17,563 --> 00:28:18,064 different medicinal plants 715 00:28:18,064 --> 00:28:20,299 on the tumor 716 00:28:20,299 --> 00:28:23,069 in form of bandages. 717 00:28:24,937 --> 00:28:25,337 Right now it's just 718 00:28:25,337 --> 00:28:27,173 taking the remedies, 719 00:28:27,173 --> 00:28:27,573 every day taking the 720 00:28:27,573 --> 00:28:27,907 remedies we have 721 00:28:27,907 --> 00:28:31,443 all over our land. 722 00:28:31,443 --> 00:28:31,844 It's very important 723 00:28:31,844 --> 00:28:33,846 medicinal plants, 724 00:28:33,846 --> 00:28:34,246 and the patients are 725 00:28:34,246 --> 00:28:37,016 taking from our land. 726 00:28:37,016 --> 00:28:37,349 But you have to 727 00:28:37,349 --> 00:28:37,649 walk for hours 728 00:28:37,649 --> 00:28:39,185 and look for it. 729 00:28:41,587 --> 00:28:45,591 This is Ltininga. 730 00:28:50,529 --> 00:28:52,965 (MAN VOCALIZING) 731 00:28:57,336 --> 00:29:03,709 This plant is used for all types of rheumatism. 732 00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:04,844 It works very quickly. 733 00:29:04,877 --> 00:29:08,047 Joint and body aches too. 734 00:29:12,251 --> 00:29:14,453 (VOCALIZING CONTINUES) 735 00:29:21,460 --> 00:29:28,234 This is a medicine for people who aren't lucky in love. 736 00:29:28,267 --> 00:29:29,401 A creeper plant. 737 00:29:30,536 --> 00:29:33,405 You crush it and drink it. 738 00:29:33,439 --> 00:29:37,509 Then the ladies will stick to you, just like this plant sticks to the tree. 739 00:29:43,482 --> 00:29:45,217 (BIRD CHIRPS LOUDLY) 740 00:29:49,856 --> 00:29:50,890 Yeah. 741 00:29:52,892 --> 00:29:53,926 Oh. 742 00:29:59,598 --> 00:30:02,734 This Tahuarico cures diabetes. 743 00:30:06,138 --> 00:30:08,240 * na-na-na * 744 00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:12,111 * Naa * 745 00:30:12,111 --> 00:30:13,212 * Na-na * 746 00:30:13,212 --> 00:30:15,014 * Na-na-na * 747 00:30:15,014 --> 00:30:18,617 * Naa * 748 00:30:18,617 --> 00:30:20,052 * Na-na * 749 00:30:20,052 --> 00:30:21,620 * Na-na-na * 750 00:30:21,620 --> 00:30:25,391 * Naa * 751 00:30:25,391 --> 00:30:26,625 * Na-na * 752 00:30:26,625 --> 00:30:28,294 * Na-na-na * 753 00:30:32,331 --> 00:30:33,565 (SPEAKING NATIVE LANGUAGE) 754 00:30:34,400 --> 00:30:39,906 This is a treatment for the prostate. 755 00:30:45,311 --> 00:30:45,644 I'm not getting 756 00:30:45,644 --> 00:30:48,647 the raw food I want. 757 00:30:48,647 --> 00:30:50,016 (CHUCKLES) 758 00:30:50,016 --> 00:30:50,516 You know, it's-- I'm just 759 00:30:50,516 --> 00:30:53,319 really struggling, 760 00:30:53,319 --> 00:30:55,421 and I feel weak. 761 00:30:55,421 --> 00:30:55,821 I am stronger today 762 00:30:55,821 --> 00:30:58,324 because I had 763 00:30:58,324 --> 00:30:58,724 breakfast yesterday 764 00:30:58,724 --> 00:31:01,260 and breakfast today 765 00:31:01,260 --> 00:31:01,560 with pineapple 766 00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:03,295 and banana. 767 00:31:03,295 --> 00:31:03,762 I don't want that again 768 00:31:03,762 --> 00:31:06,165 tomorrow because, 769 00:31:06,165 --> 00:31:09,335 um, I've had enough of that. 770 00:31:11,237 --> 00:31:11,703 The diet is very bland. 771 00:31:11,703 --> 00:31:14,306 It has no spices. 772 00:31:14,306 --> 00:31:14,673 It consists mostly 773 00:31:14,673 --> 00:31:18,244 of green plantains 774 00:31:18,244 --> 00:31:18,677 that are either boiled 775 00:31:18,677 --> 00:31:20,679 or grilled. 776 00:31:20,679 --> 00:31:21,180 In the mountain tradition 777 00:31:21,180 --> 00:31:23,515 in the Andes, 778 00:31:23,515 --> 00:31:23,983 part of the traditional 779 00:31:23,983 --> 00:31:26,218 diet is also quinoa, 780 00:31:26,218 --> 00:31:26,785 and also there is one type of 781 00:31:26,785 --> 00:31:29,555 fish that is called bocachico, 782 00:31:29,555 --> 00:31:29,989 and that fish is used 783 00:31:29,989 --> 00:31:30,489 traditionally in the diet 784 00:31:30,489 --> 00:31:34,693 with medicinal plants. 785 00:31:34,693 --> 00:31:35,161 You'll find that people 786 00:31:35,161 --> 00:31:37,696 can disconnect 787 00:31:37,696 --> 00:31:39,498 from their taste buds 788 00:31:39,498 --> 00:31:41,500 that our ego usually feeds off 789 00:31:41,500 --> 00:31:41,867 and really connect 790 00:31:41,867 --> 00:31:44,403 to our higher senses. 791 00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:52,178 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 792 00:31:52,178 --> 00:31:53,212 Buenas tardes. 793 00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:56,015 How you been? 794 00:31:56,015 --> 00:31:56,348 -How you doing? 795 00:31:56,348 --> 00:31:57,249 -Hi. 796 00:31:57,249 --> 00:31:57,449 -Bueno. 797 00:31:57,449 --> 00:31:59,251 -And Joel. 798 00:31:59,251 --> 00:32:01,053 Okay. 799 00:32:01,053 --> 00:32:01,420 Joel, how are you 800 00:32:01,420 --> 00:32:02,388 feeling overall? 801 00:32:02,388 --> 00:32:02,654 I'm feeling 802 00:32:02,654 --> 00:32:04,190 pretty good overall. 803 00:32:04,190 --> 00:32:05,324 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 804 00:32:05,324 --> 00:32:05,657 Yeah, just the-- 805 00:32:05,657 --> 00:32:08,094 I've been checking. 806 00:32:08,094 --> 00:32:11,030 My blood sugar's been down. 807 00:32:11,030 --> 00:32:12,464 Last night it was 59, 808 00:32:12,464 --> 00:32:12,731 which it had 809 00:32:12,731 --> 00:32:14,466 never been that low. 810 00:32:14,466 --> 00:32:16,668 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 811 00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:22,674 It's never been...? 812 00:32:22,674 --> 00:32:24,510 It'd never been that low. 813 00:32:24,510 --> 00:32:26,112 That's numbers my kids have. 814 00:32:26,112 --> 00:32:26,678 You know, it's like when they 815 00:32:26,678 --> 00:32:27,013 see me checking 816 00:32:27,013 --> 00:32:28,280 my blood sugar, 817 00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:28,780 -they want to do it, so... 818 00:32:28,780 --> 00:32:30,049 -Mmm-hmm. 819 00:32:30,049 --> 00:32:31,217 You know, they're around 60, 820 00:32:31,217 --> 00:32:31,683 -so I know that's great. 821 00:32:31,683 --> 00:32:32,518 -That's excellent. 822 00:32:32,518 --> 00:32:32,951 -That's the gauntlet. 823 00:32:32,951 --> 00:32:34,320 -Right. 824 00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:34,686 -All right, Joel. 825 00:32:34,686 --> 00:32:35,754 -Okay, thanks a lot. 826 00:32:35,754 --> 00:32:36,188 -Yeah, good to see you 827 00:32:36,188 --> 00:32:36,455 doing well. 828 00:32:36,455 --> 00:32:37,223 -Gracias. 829 00:32:37,223 --> 00:32:37,389 -Okay. 830 00:32:37,389 --> 00:32:38,524 -Gracias. 831 00:32:38,524 --> 00:32:38,690 -Yeah. 832 00:32:38,690 --> 00:32:40,692 -Okay. 833 00:32:40,692 --> 00:32:41,160 -So low blood sugar, low 834 00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:41,660 blood pressure looks like. 835 00:32:41,660 --> 00:32:44,163 -Right. Uh-huh. 836 00:32:44,163 --> 00:32:44,430 I'm excited. 837 00:32:44,430 --> 00:32:46,598 (LAUGHS) 838 00:32:46,598 --> 00:32:46,798 -Uh-huh. 839 00:32:46,798 --> 00:32:47,166 -All right, then. 840 00:32:47,166 --> 00:32:49,201 We'll see you. 841 00:32:49,201 --> 00:32:49,601 We'll see you soon. 842 00:32:49,601 --> 00:32:51,203 Take care, you all. 843 00:32:51,203 --> 00:32:53,772 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 844 00:32:53,772 --> 00:32:54,306 How were you diagnosed with 845 00:32:54,306 --> 00:32:58,110 the cancer of the prostate? 846 00:32:58,110 --> 00:33:01,180 I have regular P.S.A. tests. 847 00:33:01,180 --> 00:33:01,713 That's the prostate-specific 848 00:33:01,713 --> 00:33:04,416 antigen test. 849 00:33:04,416 --> 00:33:05,751 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 850 00:33:07,519 --> 00:33:07,719 -P.S.A. 851 00:33:07,719 --> 00:33:09,688 -P.S.A. 852 00:33:09,688 --> 00:33:10,056 I decided against 853 00:33:10,056 --> 00:33:13,325 surgery or drugs 854 00:33:13,325 --> 00:33:13,759 or radiation and went 855 00:33:13,759 --> 00:33:18,530 on to a natural diet. 856 00:33:25,471 --> 00:33:25,937 Do you remember how much 857 00:33:25,937 --> 00:33:28,040 was your last P.S.A.? 858 00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:28,440 Yes. I have brought 859 00:33:28,440 --> 00:33:30,209 a copy with me. 860 00:33:32,444 --> 00:33:34,380 7.5. 861 00:33:34,380 --> 00:33:35,781 Siete punto cinco. 862 00:33:35,781 --> 00:33:37,316 Oh. 863 00:33:37,316 --> 00:33:37,549 This is... 864 00:33:37,549 --> 00:33:39,418 September. 865 00:33:39,418 --> 00:33:41,687 In-- yes, 22nd of September. 866 00:33:41,687 --> 00:33:41,953 -This year. 867 00:33:41,953 --> 00:33:44,123 -This year. 868 00:33:44,123 --> 00:33:45,391 Just a month ago. 869 00:33:50,329 --> 00:33:50,896 Part of the reason I came out 870 00:33:50,896 --> 00:33:51,463 here is 'cause I really didn't 871 00:33:51,463 --> 00:33:54,366 want to have surgery at all. 872 00:33:54,500 --> 00:33:54,966 So it's mainly just like 873 00:33:54,966 --> 00:33:59,138 The I.B.S. and the adhesions 874 00:33:59,138 --> 00:33:59,538 and malabsorption-- 875 00:33:59,538 --> 00:34:00,038 like I'm Just not getting 876 00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:02,774 vitamins from my food. 877 00:34:03,675 --> 00:34:08,980 She has I.B.S., Irritable Bowel Syndrome. 878 00:34:13,652 --> 00:34:16,588 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 879 00:34:16,588 --> 00:34:17,055 He says that the I.B.S. 880 00:34:17,055 --> 00:34:17,456 has to do a lot with 881 00:34:17,456 --> 00:34:19,791 the emotional state. 882 00:34:19,791 --> 00:34:20,859 No. Si. 883 00:34:20,859 --> 00:34:21,360 When we get a disease, the 884 00:34:21,360 --> 00:34:21,927 first thing that we want to do 885 00:34:21,927 --> 00:34:25,731 is we want to push it away, 886 00:34:25,731 --> 00:34:26,132 like it's not mine. 887 00:34:26,132 --> 00:34:28,567 I don't want it. 888 00:34:28,567 --> 00:34:28,900 I don't want to 889 00:34:28,900 --> 00:34:30,669 have this sickness. 890 00:34:30,669 --> 00:34:31,036 But by pushing it 891 00:34:31,036 --> 00:34:33,239 away psychologically, 892 00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:33,639 we are also sending 893 00:34:33,639 --> 00:34:35,607 signals to our body 894 00:34:35,607 --> 00:34:40,179 not to send the healing agents 895 00:34:40,179 --> 00:34:40,712 Into that area, not to send 896 00:34:40,712 --> 00:34:41,213 oxygen, not to send blood 897 00:34:41,213 --> 00:34:45,817 circulation into that area. 898 00:34:45,817 --> 00:34:46,285 It's all working through 899 00:34:46,285 --> 00:34:48,254 subconscious impulses. 900 00:34:48,254 --> 00:34:48,654 I guess I've kind of 901 00:34:48,654 --> 00:34:49,054 been just repressing 902 00:34:49,054 --> 00:34:51,357 it all the time 903 00:34:51,357 --> 00:34:51,823 and just kind of pushing 904 00:34:51,823 --> 00:34:52,258 it away and not really 905 00:34:52,258 --> 00:34:55,494 fully dealing with it 906 00:34:55,494 --> 00:34:57,796 and making amends with it. 907 00:34:57,796 --> 00:35:00,699 Even though I was 12 years old 908 00:35:00,699 --> 00:35:03,235 when I was sexually abused, 909 00:35:03,235 --> 00:35:03,735 I still really held myself 910 00:35:03,735 --> 00:35:04,136 responsible for what 911 00:35:04,136 --> 00:35:07,606 had happened. 912 00:35:07,606 --> 00:35:08,073 So, you know, I thought, 913 00:35:08,073 --> 00:35:08,507 "well, Geez, I forgave 914 00:35:08,507 --> 00:35:11,743 everybody," you know, 915 00:35:11,743 --> 00:35:12,110 but (CHUCKLING) I 916 00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:14,546 never forgave myself, 917 00:35:14,546 --> 00:35:14,980 and that was a lot to 918 00:35:14,980 --> 00:35:15,314 kind of handle, 919 00:35:15,314 --> 00:35:18,617 I guess, for me. 920 00:35:21,720 --> 00:35:22,188 As a teenager, you know, 921 00:35:22,188 --> 00:35:22,654 I really didn't want to 922 00:35:22,654 --> 00:35:25,457 go to school, 923 00:35:26,592 --> 00:35:28,927 and so I started to 924 00:35:28,927 --> 00:35:33,165 pretend that my stomach hurt. 925 00:35:36,235 --> 00:35:36,668 And my parents really 926 00:35:36,668 --> 00:35:39,871 didn't believe me, 927 00:35:39,871 --> 00:35:40,206 and so I started 928 00:35:40,206 --> 00:35:40,572 to do a better job 929 00:35:40,572 --> 00:35:44,876 at pretending... 930 00:35:44,876 --> 00:35:46,245 Mmm-hmm. 931 00:35:46,245 --> 00:35:46,745 ...Up to a certain moment 932 00:35:46,745 --> 00:35:47,246 when there was no need to 933 00:35:47,246 --> 00:35:50,482 pretend anymore. 934 00:35:50,482 --> 00:35:50,916 The pain was very real 935 00:35:50,916 --> 00:35:51,250 and the symptoms 936 00:35:51,250 --> 00:35:54,386 were very real. 937 00:35:56,788 --> 00:35:57,223 Through ignorance and, 938 00:35:57,223 --> 00:35:57,623 you know, really not 939 00:35:57,623 --> 00:36:00,292 knowing any better, 940 00:36:00,292 --> 00:36:00,692 that's how I started 941 00:36:00,692 --> 00:36:01,026 to actually seal 942 00:36:01,026 --> 00:36:04,730 that condition 943 00:36:04,730 --> 00:36:05,163 into myself one subtle 944 00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:09,435 change after another. 945 00:36:09,435 --> 00:36:11,570 (NATIVE FLUTE MUSIC PLAYS) 946 00:36:21,447 --> 00:36:22,548 (FLUTE MUSIC STOPS) 947 00:36:24,616 --> 00:36:25,083 Roman asked me, he says, 948 00:36:25,083 --> 00:36:26,885 "Can you feel them?" 949 00:36:26,885 --> 00:36:29,788 I said, "no. They're gone." 950 00:36:29,788 --> 00:36:31,323 So they're gone. 951 00:36:31,323 --> 00:36:31,723 You really feel like 952 00:36:31,723 --> 00:36:32,123 you're-- so you came 953 00:36:32,123 --> 00:36:34,326 here with tumors-- 954 00:36:34,326 --> 00:36:35,594 And the tumors are gone. 955 00:36:36,695 --> 00:36:37,263 Roman-- the other night during 956 00:36:37,263 --> 00:36:41,400 the grandmother ceremony, 957 00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:41,967 he spent a great deal of time 958 00:36:41,967 --> 00:36:44,736 praying over me, 959 00:36:44,736 --> 00:36:46,772 and during the middle of that, 960 00:36:46,772 --> 00:36:48,740 asked that they go away-- 961 00:36:48,740 --> 00:36:49,107 more like demanded 962 00:36:49,107 --> 00:36:51,543 that they go away. 963 00:36:51,543 --> 00:36:53,712 And right at that moment, 964 00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:54,045 I stopped being 965 00:36:54,045 --> 00:36:56,815 able to feel them. 966 00:36:56,815 --> 00:36:57,115 I'm not gonna 967 00:36:57,115 --> 00:36:58,417 question anything 968 00:36:58,417 --> 00:36:59,818 other than the fact that, 969 00:36:59,818 --> 00:37:00,185 man, I'm thrilled. 970 00:37:00,185 --> 00:37:01,920 (CHUCKLES) 971 00:37:01,920 --> 00:37:03,922 'Cause I can't feel them. 972 00:37:03,922 --> 00:37:04,323 And normally it was 973 00:37:04,323 --> 00:37:06,592 a normal, functioning... 974 00:37:06,592 --> 00:37:07,659 Constant. 975 00:37:07,659 --> 00:37:08,159 Not just-- not just daily, 976 00:37:08,159 --> 00:37:10,329 not when I put pants on. 977 00:37:10,329 --> 00:37:10,762 It's every single move 978 00:37:10,762 --> 00:37:12,798 they were apparent. 979 00:37:12,798 --> 00:37:14,433 Now there's nothing. 980 00:37:15,967 --> 00:37:16,502 -Why didn't you call for me? 981 00:37:16,502 --> 00:37:18,937 -(LAUGHS) I'm sorry, man. 982 00:37:18,937 --> 00:37:20,005 (CHUCKLES) 983 00:37:22,808 --> 00:37:24,643 Hi, John. 984 00:37:24,643 --> 00:37:25,944 Can we come in for a sec? 985 00:37:28,580 --> 00:37:29,047 Well, maybe-- maybe you 986 00:37:29,047 --> 00:37:29,381 and I could have 987 00:37:29,381 --> 00:37:31,783 a little conversation 988 00:37:31,783 --> 00:37:32,183 then around the diet 989 00:37:32,183 --> 00:37:35,020 before you leave. 990 00:37:35,020 --> 00:37:35,421 Whatever-- whatever 991 00:37:35,421 --> 00:37:37,989 fruits there are, 992 00:37:37,989 --> 00:37:40,659 I'd just like a... 993 00:37:40,659 --> 00:37:44,963 a very... large plate. 994 00:37:44,963 --> 00:37:45,263 You know, like 995 00:37:45,263 --> 00:37:48,700 a heap plate of fruit. 996 00:37:48,700 --> 00:37:50,436 You know that it's-- 997 00:37:50,436 --> 00:37:50,869 you know, essentially, 998 00:37:50,869 --> 00:37:51,337 we don't think that it's 999 00:37:51,337 --> 00:37:53,739 beneficial because of cancer. 1000 00:37:53,739 --> 00:37:55,441 Cancer does feed on sugar. 1001 00:37:55,441 --> 00:37:57,309 Okay, okay, okay. 1002 00:37:57,309 --> 00:37:57,709 So I was considering 1003 00:37:57,709 --> 00:37:59,411 a little bit of fruit, 1004 00:37:59,411 --> 00:37:59,778 and that's what we 1005 00:37:59,778 --> 00:38:01,012 agreed on initially. 1006 00:38:01,012 --> 00:38:03,382 Okay, okay. 1007 00:38:03,382 --> 00:38:03,815 Well, this has been-- 1008 00:38:03,815 --> 00:38:06,418 I get-- I get confused. 1009 00:38:06,418 --> 00:38:06,718 Look, I don't 1010 00:38:06,718 --> 00:38:08,620 agree with you... 1011 00:38:08,620 --> 00:38:08,854 -Mmm-hmm. 1012 00:38:08,854 --> 00:38:11,357 -...on fruit, okay? 1013 00:38:11,357 --> 00:38:11,857 Can we put the fruit aside 1014 00:38:11,857 --> 00:38:14,726 for a minute, please? 1015 00:38:14,726 --> 00:38:14,960 Can we put 1016 00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:18,697 the fucking fruit aside? 1017 00:38:21,767 --> 00:38:22,033 -Forget it. 1018 00:38:22,033 --> 00:38:22,434 -Because, you know, 1019 00:38:22,434 --> 00:38:24,503 on one thing-- 1020 00:38:24,503 --> 00:38:25,036 I don't normally -- I do not 1021 00:38:25,036 --> 00:38:26,805 normally swear, right? 1022 00:38:26,805 --> 00:38:27,138 Yes, this brings 1023 00:38:27,138 --> 00:38:28,674 such strong emotions. 1024 00:38:28,674 --> 00:38:29,741 It's not part of my life. 1025 00:38:29,741 --> 00:38:30,075 Roman is running 1026 00:38:30,075 --> 00:38:32,578 this hospital, 1027 00:38:32,578 --> 00:38:34,846 and if he really thinks that, 1028 00:38:34,846 --> 00:38:35,213 then I should not 1029 00:38:35,213 --> 00:38:37,449 have had fruit 1030 00:38:37,449 --> 00:38:37,749 anyway-- if he 1031 00:38:37,749 --> 00:38:40,018 really felt that. 1032 00:38:40,018 --> 00:38:40,486 I thought that you were 1033 00:38:40,486 --> 00:38:40,986 getting fruit because you 1034 00:38:40,986 --> 00:38:42,721 lobbied for it. 1035 00:38:42,721 --> 00:38:44,089 I had. 1036 00:38:44,089 --> 00:38:46,525 I had lobbied for it, 1037 00:38:46,525 --> 00:38:48,594 but if it's not good for me, 1038 00:38:48,594 --> 00:38:49,027 then I want people to 1039 00:38:49,027 --> 00:38:49,428 have the strength of 1040 00:38:49,428 --> 00:38:51,897 their own convictions... 1041 00:38:53,799 --> 00:38:54,966 to say no. 1042 00:38:54,966 --> 00:38:56,502 (ENGINE WHIRS) 1043 00:39:03,442 --> 00:39:04,009 Today a friend of mine, Habin, 1044 00:39:04,009 --> 00:39:04,410 is gonna come, who's 1045 00:39:04,410 --> 00:39:06,912 also a medicine man. 1046 00:39:06,912 --> 00:39:07,312 -I think I mentioned 1047 00:39:07,312 --> 00:39:07,679 to you yesterday. 1048 00:39:07,679 --> 00:39:09,415 -Oh, yes, yes. 1049 00:39:09,415 --> 00:39:14,886 And, uh, he also had some, 1050 00:39:14,886 --> 00:39:15,186 um, experience 1051 00:39:15,186 --> 00:39:17,689 working with Parkinson. 1052 00:39:17,689 --> 00:39:19,525 Awesome. 1053 00:39:19,525 --> 00:39:19,891 Yeah, he's a good 1054 00:39:19,891 --> 00:39:20,759 medicine man. 1055 00:39:20,759 --> 00:39:21,059 Hello. 1056 00:39:21,860 --> 00:39:27,098 What a grand entrance for a shaman. 1057 00:39:27,132 --> 00:39:30,802 On his motorcycle. 1058 00:39:30,836 --> 00:39:35,073 We have to talk about all these cameras. 1059 00:39:45,116 --> 00:39:47,453 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION) 1060 00:40:02,968 --> 00:40:04,135 Mmm-hmm. 1061 00:40:04,636 --> 00:40:07,105 She has taken Ayahuasca? 1062 00:40:10,909 --> 00:40:12,444 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 1063 00:40:12,444 --> 00:40:12,811 -And you're gonna 1064 00:40:12,811 --> 00:40:13,111 learn a lot... 1065 00:40:13,111 --> 00:40:13,912 -Yeah. 1066 00:40:13,912 --> 00:40:14,312 -...in the process. 1067 00:40:14,312 --> 00:40:15,981 -Gracias. (CHUCKLES) 1068 00:40:19,685 --> 00:40:22,521 This is Habin. Jessica. 1069 00:40:22,521 --> 00:40:23,755 Good to see you. 1070 00:40:23,755 --> 00:40:24,556 (SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY) 1071 00:40:25,857 --> 00:40:31,863 We've begun giving her Chuchuhuasi, Una de Gato, Chanca Piedra. 1072 00:40:31,897 --> 00:40:34,199 With Sangre de Grado and Copalliba, after-- 1073 00:40:34,232 --> 00:40:35,734 How many drops of Sangre de Grado? 1074 00:40:41,039 --> 00:40:42,608 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 1075 00:40:42,608 --> 00:40:43,108 He says in the beginning, 1076 00:40:43,108 --> 00:40:43,709 it's difficult 1077 00:40:43,709 --> 00:40:44,142 because you don't know 1078 00:40:44,142 --> 00:40:45,811 the energy of the plants. 1079 00:40:45,811 --> 00:40:47,579 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 1080 00:40:49,147 --> 00:40:49,648 After the sickness, comes 1081 00:40:49,648 --> 00:40:52,618 the change in your life... 1082 00:40:52,618 --> 00:40:53,685 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 1083 00:40:53,685 --> 00:40:55,053 ...to change your life. 1084 00:40:55,053 --> 00:40:56,121 I hope so. 1085 00:40:56,121 --> 00:40:57,923 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 1086 00:40:57,923 --> 00:40:58,423 With the guide-- with your 1087 00:40:58,423 --> 00:40:58,790 heart as a guide, 1088 00:40:58,790 --> 00:41:01,126 not the mind. 1089 00:41:01,126 --> 00:41:02,928 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 1090 00:41:02,928 --> 00:41:03,261 -Not intestine. 1091 00:41:03,261 --> 00:41:04,530 -(CHUCKLES) 1092 00:41:04,530 --> 00:41:04,930 -(SPEAKING SPANISH) 1093 00:41:04,930 --> 00:41:06,064 -With the heart. 1094 00:41:06,064 --> 00:41:07,132 The heart. 1095 00:41:07,132 --> 00:41:08,800 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 1096 00:41:10,035 --> 00:41:14,640 I've lived alongside a few different tribes and traditions. 1097 00:41:14,673 --> 00:41:16,575 Some more than others. 1098 00:41:16,608 --> 00:41:21,980 I lived with The Madre de Dios tribe for 10 years. 1099 00:41:23,448 --> 00:41:25,383 From my point of view, 1100 00:41:25,416 --> 00:41:29,521 if we truly love we should be able to respect other lifestyles. 1101 00:41:29,555 --> 00:41:35,160 Respect other forms of life, other paths. 1102 00:41:35,193 --> 00:41:39,631 I respect and appreciate these people whose lives are guided by nature. 1103 00:41:39,665 --> 00:41:42,534 With nature as their guides. 1104 00:41:43,569 --> 00:41:49,407 It is a choice that people are free to make. 1105 00:41:49,440 --> 00:41:53,845 But the Amazonians believe that this is a decision on whether or not to be pure. 1106 00:41:54,780 --> 00:41:56,247 I learned many things there. 1107 00:41:57,282 --> 00:41:58,784 About how to live. 1108 00:41:59,350 --> 00:42:02,688 Like a boy... 1109 00:42:03,755 --> 00:42:06,825 ...and like a brother and a teacher as well. 1110 00:42:07,559 --> 00:42:11,196 And with much joy. 1111 00:42:18,737 --> 00:42:20,238 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 1112 00:42:20,238 --> 00:42:21,773 (AXE CHOPPING) 1113 00:42:24,610 --> 00:42:31,449 In order to initiate a powerful healer or shaman, the way I was initiated 1114 00:42:31,482 --> 00:42:33,819 I with my teacher and now, 1115 00:42:33,852 --> 00:42:37,322 My eldest son, the first of my people. 1116 00:42:38,724 --> 00:42:42,961 He has decided to follow the path of healing. 1117 00:42:42,994 --> 00:42:45,163 In order for him to start learning, 1118 00:42:45,196 --> 00:42:49,668 he must drink Ayahuasca more than twelve times. 1119 00:42:51,637 --> 00:42:58,710 By taking the Ayahuasca he has begun purifying and cleansing his body. 1120 00:42:58,744 --> 00:43:03,148 Now he has to prepare himself 1121 00:43:12,057 --> 00:43:12,423 There was never an 1122 00:43:12,423 --> 00:43:12,924 interruption for thousands 1123 00:43:12,924 --> 00:43:16,862 of years. 1124 00:43:16,862 --> 00:43:18,897 There was never a generation 1125 00:43:18,897 --> 00:43:19,164 where there 1126 00:43:19,164 --> 00:43:21,199 was no life teacher 1127 00:43:21,199 --> 00:43:21,633 to pass this knowledge 1128 00:43:21,633 --> 00:43:24,302 to his student. 1129 00:43:24,302 --> 00:43:24,670 This knowledge has 1130 00:43:24,670 --> 00:43:25,003 been transferred 1131 00:43:25,003 --> 00:43:28,339 in a state of being. 1132 00:43:28,339 --> 00:43:30,275 Not so much in the head, 1133 00:43:30,275 --> 00:43:30,642 but in the heart, 1134 00:43:30,642 --> 00:43:32,744 in the state of being, 1135 00:43:32,744 --> 00:43:33,244 in the state of openness, 1136 00:43:33,244 --> 00:43:33,712 sincerity, and immersion 1137 00:43:33,712 --> 00:43:37,315 in mother nature. 1138 00:43:38,283 --> 00:43:42,153 There are many who don't believe in this path. 1139 00:43:42,187 --> 00:43:46,324 They criticize this culture. They make fun. 1140 00:43:46,357 --> 00:43:53,865 They say, "What what will that tree do for you?" 1141 00:43:53,899 --> 00:43:59,370 "Warlock!" "You don't know anything!" 1142 00:43:59,404 --> 00:44:04,309 They say many things, but you just have to be peaceful. 1143 00:44:04,342 --> 00:44:07,779 And try not to pay attention to what they have to say. 1144 00:44:07,813 --> 00:44:13,852 Simply follow your beliefs and be a good person. 1145 00:44:13,885 --> 00:44:20,692 But the younger generation is very lost. 1146 00:44:20,726 --> 00:44:23,795 They only think about what they will do each weekend. 1147 00:44:23,829 --> 00:44:26,932 Go to the club, dance, get drunk. 1148 00:44:26,965 --> 00:44:31,002 They don't think about reflecting on their lives... 1149 00:44:31,036 --> 00:44:37,175 ...or go away to the mountains to heal themselves. 1150 00:44:54,092 --> 00:44:55,727 I like the outdoors, but, 1151 00:44:55,727 --> 00:44:56,895 you know, I don't-- 1152 00:44:56,895 --> 00:44:57,295 it's for the animals 1153 00:44:57,295 --> 00:44:58,864 and things that 1154 00:44:58,864 --> 00:44:59,264 it's best that they 1155 00:44:59,264 --> 00:45:01,432 come in and stuff. 1156 00:45:01,432 --> 00:45:01,800 I guess I'm a wuss 1157 00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:02,267 since I can't handle it, 1158 00:45:02,267 --> 00:45:04,870 but, you know, 1159 00:45:04,870 --> 00:45:05,303 I thought I could, but 1160 00:45:05,303 --> 00:45:07,472 I don't think I can. 1161 00:45:07,472 --> 00:45:07,906 I mean, 'cause I'm not 1162 00:45:07,906 --> 00:45:08,974 sleeping out here. 1163 00:45:08,974 --> 00:45:09,474 I'm waking up like every-- 1164 00:45:09,474 --> 00:45:09,941 about six or seven times 1165 00:45:09,941 --> 00:45:12,477 last night. 1166 00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:15,847 None of us wanted 1167 00:45:15,847 --> 00:45:18,016 to see Joel go, 1168 00:45:18,016 --> 00:45:20,385 but, at the end of 10 days, 1169 00:45:20,385 --> 00:45:20,852 all the symptoms of his 1170 00:45:20,852 --> 00:45:22,353 diabetes were gone, 1171 00:45:23,421 --> 00:45:23,721 and Roman and 1172 00:45:23,721 --> 00:45:25,190 the other healers agreed 1173 00:45:25,190 --> 00:45:25,590 to continue sending 1174 00:45:25,590 --> 00:45:25,857 him medicine 1175 00:45:25,857 --> 00:45:26,858 from the jungle. 1176 00:45:27,793 --> 00:45:32,330 This is Abuta. You can have it if you'd like. 1177 00:45:32,363 --> 00:45:36,634 Can he bring these back to the United States? 1178 00:45:36,667 --> 00:45:40,371 Sure. I don't see why not. It's just a plant. 1179 00:45:41,072 --> 00:45:42,941 He should keep his diet normal. 1180 00:45:47,245 --> 00:45:47,578 He said I'm 100% 1181 00:45:47,578 --> 00:45:49,247 diabetic-free. 1182 00:45:49,247 --> 00:45:53,318 my hemoglobins, my urine, 1183 00:45:53,318 --> 00:45:53,751 My, uh, cholesterol-- 1184 00:45:53,751 --> 00:45:57,188 everything's normal. 1185 00:45:58,489 --> 00:45:59,557 Make me two appointments, 1186 00:45:59,557 --> 00:45:59,925 one with my doctor 1187 00:45:59,925 --> 00:46:02,193 and one with the eye doctor 1188 00:46:02,193 --> 00:46:02,593 for when I get back 1189 00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:02,928 'cause I want to 1190 00:46:02,928 --> 00:46:05,897 come home early. 1191 00:46:05,897 --> 00:46:07,265 (PLANE ENGINE WHIRRING) 1192 00:46:13,939 --> 00:46:15,807 By the end of the second week, 1193 00:46:15,807 --> 00:46:16,107 nicola was off 1194 00:46:16,107 --> 00:46:18,276 all of her medications. 1195 00:46:18,276 --> 00:46:18,676 While this in itself 1196 00:46:18,676 --> 00:46:20,411 was great progress, 1197 00:46:20,411 --> 00:46:20,778 Habin knew of one 1198 00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:23,381 plant in particular 1199 00:46:23,381 --> 00:46:25,283 known to cure Parkinson's. 1200 00:46:25,283 --> 00:46:25,650 The only drawback 1201 00:46:25,650 --> 00:46:27,385 to this remedy, 1202 00:46:27,385 --> 00:46:27,853 known as toe, is that 1203 00:46:27,853 --> 00:46:28,286 it's extremely potent 1204 00:46:28,286 --> 00:46:31,522 and sometimes deadly. 1205 00:46:32,357 --> 00:46:36,161 It's a bit dangerous for Nicola, right? 1206 00:46:36,194 --> 00:46:38,663 This plant is dangerous to the entire world, 1207 00:46:38,696 --> 00:46:39,965 because it is an extremely strong plant. 1208 00:46:42,934 --> 00:46:44,135 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 1209 00:46:50,308 --> 00:46:52,043 He says that you have to be 1210 00:46:52,043 --> 00:46:52,510 calm with your children 1211 00:46:52,510 --> 00:46:54,112 and help them, 1212 00:46:54,112 --> 00:46:54,479 but you cannot be 1213 00:46:54,479 --> 00:46:56,547 their slave, also. 1214 00:46:56,547 --> 00:46:57,883 You cannot be like... 1215 00:46:57,883 --> 00:46:58,984 (SPEAKING SPANISH) 1216 00:46:58,984 --> 00:46:59,384 You have to be calm 1217 00:46:59,384 --> 00:47:00,118 and tranquil. 1218 00:47:00,852 --> 00:47:06,757 Devoting her life to her family 1219 00:47:06,791 --> 00:47:11,562 led her to follow a very fixed path. 1220 00:47:14,032 --> 00:47:20,972 Our job now is to change that, to help her. 1221 00:47:23,174 --> 00:47:27,845 You had another patient with Parkinson's, right? 1222 00:47:27,879 --> 00:47:30,581 Yes, I had one about 2 years ago. 1223 00:47:31,582 --> 00:47:34,019 And they are similar conditions. 1224 00:47:34,052 --> 00:47:36,554 Life is funny. You can look at the life of one person, 1225 00:47:36,587 --> 00:47:42,460 and another with a completely different cultural background, race, everything. 1226 00:47:42,493 --> 00:47:44,896 But despite these differences, 1227 00:47:44,930 --> 00:47:48,099 certain aspects of the emotions 1228 00:47:48,133 --> 00:47:52,971 and spirit are very similar in both people. 1229 00:47:53,871 --> 00:47:56,274 We're working with the plants. 1230 00:47:56,307 --> 00:48:02,347 And we're going to keep her on a cleansing diet, 1231 00:48:07,152 --> 00:48:08,954 (SINGING IN NATIVE LANGUAGE) 1232 00:48:12,257 --> 00:48:12,590 As we go through 1233 00:48:12,590 --> 00:48:14,993 this process, 1234 00:48:14,993 --> 00:48:15,426 we can see how nature 1235 00:48:15,426 --> 00:48:21,332 opens up to us 1236 00:48:21,332 --> 00:48:21,732 and different parts 1237 00:48:21,732 --> 00:48:24,202 of us can be eliminated, 1238 00:48:24,202 --> 00:48:27,405 and we can recognize ourselves 1239 00:48:27,405 --> 00:48:27,872 in learning that we are 1240 00:48:27,872 --> 00:48:31,476 something much more 1241 00:48:31,476 --> 00:48:31,809 than our history 1242 00:48:31,809 --> 00:48:35,981 or different characters 1243 00:48:35,981 --> 00:48:36,314 or personalities 1244 00:48:36,314 --> 00:48:38,416 that we might have. 1245 00:48:38,416 --> 00:48:38,683 (SINGING IN 1246 00:48:38,683 --> 00:48:40,518 NATIVE LANGUAGE CONTINUES) 1247 00:48:49,995 --> 00:48:50,428 I've been an actress, 1248 00:48:50,428 --> 00:48:52,297 I guess, most of my life, 1249 00:48:52,297 --> 00:48:53,364 (CHUCKLING) you know? 1250 00:48:53,364 --> 00:48:53,864 It sounds crazy to say it, 1251 00:48:53,864 --> 00:48:57,335 but I have been-- you know, 1252 00:48:57,335 --> 00:48:57,668 just acting like 1253 00:48:57,668 --> 00:48:59,570 everything's fine 1254 00:48:59,570 --> 00:49:02,107 even though I really-- 1255 00:49:02,107 --> 00:49:03,741 You know, when I heard Jessica 1256 00:49:03,741 --> 00:49:04,142 say this, I'm like, 1257 00:49:04,142 --> 00:49:04,542 "she said that she's 1258 00:49:04,542 --> 00:49:07,345 kind of hated herself 1259 00:49:07,345 --> 00:49:09,147 all along," and I'm like, 1260 00:49:09,147 --> 00:49:09,514 "That's horrible." 1261 00:49:09,514 --> 00:49:10,481 But then I started-- 1262 00:49:12,250 --> 00:49:12,817 I'm like, I've really disliked 1263 00:49:12,817 --> 00:49:16,121 Myself a lot, too, you know, 1264 00:49:16,121 --> 00:49:17,555 and I feel like I'm always 1265 00:49:17,555 --> 00:49:18,023 trying to get acceptance 1266 00:49:18,023 --> 00:49:20,258 from everyone else 1267 00:49:20,258 --> 00:49:20,625 when I really just 1268 00:49:20,625 --> 00:49:23,494 needed it from myself. 1269 00:49:23,494 --> 00:49:25,763 (HALTINGLY) Well, I've... 1270 00:49:25,763 --> 00:49:29,400 unintentionally grown up... 1271 00:49:31,136 --> 00:49:32,503 to be a lone wolf, 1272 00:49:33,738 --> 00:49:36,107 and I mean really. 1273 00:49:37,608 --> 00:49:38,709 I find it... 1274 00:49:42,413 --> 00:49:46,584 very... hard... 1275 00:49:48,186 --> 00:49:50,288 Just to be part of the pack. 1276 00:49:51,422 --> 00:49:51,856 But more importantly, 1277 00:49:51,856 --> 00:49:55,793 have the pack 1278 00:49:55,793 --> 00:49:59,464 take care... of me. 1279 00:50:00,765 --> 00:50:02,233 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 1280 00:50:03,301 --> 00:50:04,569 Mmm-hmm. 1281 00:50:04,569 --> 00:50:06,237 It's such a... 1282 00:50:08,139 --> 00:50:09,440 That vivid... 1283 00:50:10,508 --> 00:50:10,775 That vivid, 1284 00:50:10,775 --> 00:50:14,179 frightening image... 1285 00:50:15,346 --> 00:50:18,015 Of that... Lone wolf. 1286 00:50:19,784 --> 00:50:21,719 We are all alone in a sense 1287 00:50:21,719 --> 00:50:23,454 because we are going through 1288 00:50:23,454 --> 00:50:24,789 our own path of evolution, 1289 00:50:24,789 --> 00:50:25,256 but we are not lonely in 1290 00:50:25,256 --> 00:50:27,425 a sense that we are all 1291 00:50:27,425 --> 00:50:27,725 going through 1292 00:50:27,725 --> 00:50:29,294 our own process. 1293 00:50:29,294 --> 00:50:30,795 Yeah. 1294 00:50:30,795 --> 00:50:32,397 So it's continuing to observe 1295 00:50:32,397 --> 00:50:32,930 and also learning how to see 1296 00:50:32,930 --> 00:50:34,765 the highest wisdom in 1297 00:50:34,765 --> 00:50:36,534 everything that is happening. 1298 00:50:36,534 --> 00:50:37,068 So, yeah, it's your choice. 1299 00:50:37,068 --> 00:50:39,337 You can look at the wolf 1300 00:50:39,337 --> 00:50:41,306 in terms of self-pity, 1301 00:50:41,306 --> 00:50:41,672 or you can look at 1302 00:50:41,672 --> 00:50:45,676 a wolf in terms of-- 1303 00:50:45,676 --> 00:50:46,177 Of really that courage and 1304 00:50:46,177 --> 00:50:46,711 bravery that it takes to be 1305 00:50:46,711 --> 00:50:50,481 that kind of wolf. 1306 00:50:50,481 --> 00:50:52,117 Yeah. 1307 00:50:52,117 --> 00:50:52,383 -Thank you. 1308 00:50:52,383 --> 00:50:54,219 -Mmm-hmm. 1309 00:50:54,219 --> 00:50:54,652 -I will see you soon. 1310 00:50:54,652 --> 00:50:55,653 -Okay. 1311 00:50:55,653 --> 00:50:56,121 -(CHUCKLING) All right. 1312 00:50:56,121 --> 00:50:57,588 -I'll see you. 1313 00:50:57,588 --> 00:50:57,855 -All right. 1314 00:50:57,855 --> 00:50:59,757 -Okay. Oh. 1315 00:50:59,757 --> 00:51:00,258 It was very good to share 1316 00:51:00,258 --> 00:51:02,393 A presence with you. 1317 00:51:02,393 --> 00:51:02,660 -Thank you. 1318 00:51:02,660 --> 00:51:04,129 -Thank you. 1319 00:51:04,129 --> 00:51:06,097 I feel that. 1320 00:51:06,097 --> 00:51:07,765 Thank you. 1321 00:51:07,765 --> 00:51:09,200 I get all tangled up in 1322 00:51:09,200 --> 00:51:09,467 my emotions, 1323 00:51:09,467 --> 00:51:10,568 but it's like 1324 00:51:10,568 --> 00:51:10,935 this lower energy, 1325 00:51:10,935 --> 00:51:13,304 'cause my 1326 00:51:13,304 --> 00:51:13,871 Higher self totally is, like, 1327 00:51:13,871 --> 00:51:18,509 In cahoots with everything. 1328 00:51:18,509 --> 00:51:19,076 I've lived with breast cancer 1329 00:51:19,076 --> 00:51:21,679 now for eight years, 1330 00:51:21,679 --> 00:51:22,079 and I made a choice 1331 00:51:22,079 --> 00:51:25,583 to heal naturally. 1332 00:51:25,583 --> 00:51:26,117 I knew maybe I would succeed 1333 00:51:26,117 --> 00:51:28,353 And maybe I wouldn't. 1334 00:51:28,353 --> 00:51:30,155 That was the choice. 1335 00:51:30,155 --> 00:51:30,688 (BIRDS AND ANIMALS CHIRPING 1336 00:51:30,688 --> 00:51:31,856 AND CHITTERING) 1337 00:51:40,731 --> 00:51:41,799 Where's Roman? 1338 00:51:41,799 --> 00:51:43,668 He's coming. 1339 00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:49,574 -Oh. 1340 00:51:49,574 --> 00:51:50,808 -(BREATHES HEAVILY) 1341 00:51:50,808 --> 00:51:52,310 Roman's on his way. 1342 00:51:52,310 --> 00:51:54,645 Oh. Oh. 1343 00:51:54,645 --> 00:51:57,348 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 1344 00:51:57,348 --> 00:52:00,385 I can't breathe. 1345 00:52:00,385 --> 00:52:00,785 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 1346 00:52:00,785 --> 00:52:04,355 I can't breathe. 1347 00:52:04,355 --> 00:52:04,822 -What else do you feel? 1348 00:52:04,822 --> 00:52:06,357 -Nothing. 1349 00:52:06,357 --> 00:52:07,492 I just can't breathe. 1350 00:52:07,492 --> 00:52:07,892 -You can't breathe? 1351 00:52:07,892 --> 00:52:08,859 -No. 1352 00:52:08,859 --> 00:52:10,395 Right here. 1353 00:52:10,395 --> 00:52:12,897 Uh, uh... 1354 00:52:12,897 --> 00:52:15,300 Try just breathing. 1355 00:52:15,300 --> 00:52:16,901 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 1356 00:52:19,270 --> 00:52:21,572 Not enough. 1357 00:52:21,572 --> 00:52:23,308 Garry? 1358 00:52:23,308 --> 00:52:25,343 Garry? 1359 00:52:25,343 --> 00:52:26,477 Garry? 1360 00:52:29,247 --> 00:52:30,781 Garry, breathe. 1361 00:52:31,849 --> 00:52:33,484 (BREATHES LOUDLY) 1362 00:52:34,585 --> 00:52:35,886 Garry? 1363 00:52:35,886 --> 00:52:37,555 Garry. Come back, Garry. 1364 00:52:40,558 --> 00:52:42,360 Garry? 1365 00:52:42,360 --> 00:52:44,195 (BREATHES LOUDLY) 1366 00:52:44,195 --> 00:52:44,395 -Garry? 1367 00:52:44,395 --> 00:52:45,896 -Garry? 1368 00:52:53,671 --> 00:52:55,806 (WATER SPLASHING LIGHTLY) 1369 00:53:01,546 --> 00:53:06,217 What is death? What is life? 1370 00:53:06,251 --> 00:53:09,354 Life without death has no meaning. 1371 00:53:09,387 --> 00:53:12,189 Life does not exist without death. 1372 00:53:12,223 --> 00:53:14,425 Wherever there is life there is death. 1373 00:53:14,459 --> 00:53:17,094 And we cannot hide from it. 1374 00:53:17,127 --> 00:53:21,031 Death is a change, a process. 1375 00:53:21,065 --> 00:53:24,435 It is necessary for life. 1376 00:53:24,469 --> 00:53:29,039 Western society have demonized death. 1377 00:53:29,073 --> 00:53:32,843 But why? Due to fear and ignorance. 1378 00:53:32,877 --> 00:53:36,414 Because there's something to be afraid of after death. 1379 00:53:36,447 --> 00:53:37,782 What is it? What is God? 1380 00:53:37,815 --> 00:53:40,918 They are truly afraid of God, and He is life itself. 1381 00:53:47,492 --> 00:53:49,560 (MID-TEMPO GUITAR MUSIC PLAYS) 1382 00:53:54,399 --> 00:53:58,936 * oh, oh, oh, oh * 1383 00:53:58,936 --> 00:54:02,507 * Oh, oh, oh * 1384 00:54:02,507 --> 00:54:05,476 * Oh, oh, oh * 1385 00:54:09,013 --> 00:54:10,581 As the sun came up, we were 1386 00:54:10,581 --> 00:54:10,881 thinking about 1387 00:54:10,881 --> 00:54:11,816 pulling the plug 1388 00:54:11,816 --> 00:54:12,317 on the entire project and 1389 00:54:12,317 --> 00:54:12,717 sending the rest of 1390 00:54:12,717 --> 00:54:14,652 the patients home. 1391 00:54:15,853 --> 00:54:16,421 At about 11:00, I got a phone 1392 00:54:16,421 --> 00:54:19,890 Call via satellite phone from 1393 00:54:19,890 --> 00:54:20,358 the coroners after they 1394 00:54:20,358 --> 00:54:23,894 had done their autopsy. 1395 00:54:23,894 --> 00:54:24,194 The tumors in 1396 00:54:24,194 --> 00:54:25,630 Garry's intestines 1397 00:54:25,630 --> 00:54:26,163 had released a hormone that 1398 00:54:26,163 --> 00:54:28,833 caused hemostasis, 1399 00:54:28,833 --> 00:54:29,199 which resulted in 1400 00:54:29,199 --> 00:54:31,636 a blood clot in his lungs, 1401 00:54:31,636 --> 00:54:31,969 otherwise known 1402 00:54:31,969 --> 00:54:34,672 as a pulmonary embolism. 1403 00:54:34,672 --> 00:54:35,239 They said that this was a very 1404 00:54:35,239 --> 00:54:35,740 common occurrence in late 1405 00:54:35,740 --> 00:54:39,076 stage Neuroendocrine cancer. 1406 00:54:39,076 --> 00:54:40,445 He would have died this way 1407 00:54:40,445 --> 00:54:40,945 whether he was in the best 1408 00:54:40,945 --> 00:54:42,947 hospital in the world 1409 00:54:42,947 --> 00:54:45,015 or out with us in the jungle, 1410 00:54:45,015 --> 00:54:47,652 and in their opinion, 1411 00:54:47,652 --> 00:54:48,152 this was probably the most 1412 00:54:48,152 --> 00:54:49,920 peaceful way for him to go. 1413 00:54:52,557 --> 00:54:52,990 We decided to continue 1414 00:54:52,990 --> 00:54:54,592 moving forward. 1415 00:54:57,628 --> 00:54:59,630 Makes me feel better that 1416 00:54:59,630 --> 00:55:00,064 he was-- he was here, 1417 00:55:00,064 --> 00:55:00,565 and he wasn't in any pain, 1418 00:55:00,565 --> 00:55:04,034 and he was... 1419 00:55:05,336 --> 00:55:07,037 He was feeling good. 1420 00:55:07,037 --> 00:55:09,507 I mean, I'm happy for him... 1421 00:55:09,507 --> 00:55:11,041 'Cause I think that, uh... 1422 00:55:11,041 --> 00:55:11,509 I mean, I know probably 1423 00:55:11,509 --> 00:55:13,378 how he felt. 1424 00:55:13,378 --> 00:55:13,878 He felt that he had to do 1425 00:55:13,878 --> 00:55:16,847 something, and this was such 1426 00:55:16,847 --> 00:55:17,247 a blessing that this 1427 00:55:17,247 --> 00:55:17,682 showed up and gave him 1428 00:55:17,682 --> 00:55:20,918 a little bit of hope, 1429 00:55:21,986 --> 00:55:23,821 but on the other hand... 1430 00:55:25,756 --> 00:55:28,859 He had advanced cancer. 1431 00:55:28,859 --> 00:55:30,961 He was very enthusiastic 1432 00:55:30,961 --> 00:55:31,496 in what he saw in the little 1433 00:55:31,496 --> 00:55:33,664 time he was here. 1434 00:55:35,366 --> 00:55:35,866 I hope his family realizes 1435 00:55:35,866 --> 00:55:36,434 that he really made a special 1436 00:55:36,434 --> 00:55:40,505 impression on all of us... 1437 00:55:41,839 --> 00:55:42,139 A good example 1438 00:55:42,139 --> 00:55:42,473 to keep fighting 1439 00:55:42,473 --> 00:55:44,875 To the end. 1440 00:55:48,446 --> 00:55:48,846 You know, he really 1441 00:55:48,846 --> 00:55:50,915 loved it out here, 1442 00:55:50,915 --> 00:55:51,281 and he felt really 1443 00:55:51,281 --> 00:55:54,118 comfortable with everybody, 1444 00:55:54,118 --> 00:55:54,685 and, you know, he had nothing 1445 00:55:54,685 --> 00:55:57,822 but positive things to say 1446 00:55:57,822 --> 00:55:58,222 every time I saw him 1447 00:55:58,222 --> 00:56:01,158 about being here, 1448 00:56:01,158 --> 00:56:01,592 and I feel like he had 1449 00:56:01,592 --> 00:56:01,959 a chance to really 1450 00:56:01,959 --> 00:56:05,630 work through 1451 00:56:05,630 --> 00:56:05,996 what he needed to 1452 00:56:05,996 --> 00:56:06,330 work through to 1453 00:56:06,330 --> 00:56:11,502 pass away comfortably. 1454 00:56:11,502 --> 00:56:13,638 (NATIVE FLUTE MUSIC PLAYS) 1455 00:56:48,973 --> 00:56:52,677 If they didn't think 1456 00:56:52,677 --> 00:56:56,814 there was a benefit, 1457 00:56:58,483 --> 00:56:58,816 they would be on 1458 00:56:58,816 --> 00:57:00,951 that plane tomorrow. 1459 00:57:03,153 --> 00:57:05,089 But they see it, 1460 00:57:05,089 --> 00:57:05,590 and I'm sure they wouldn't 1461 00:57:05,590 --> 00:57:07,725 be staying here, 1462 00:57:07,725 --> 00:57:08,225 going through what they're 1463 00:57:08,225 --> 00:57:09,960 going through every day. 1464 00:57:11,195 --> 00:57:14,465 I mean, this isn't an A.C. 1465 00:57:14,465 --> 00:57:16,501 Air-conditioned hospital with, 1466 00:57:16,501 --> 00:57:19,537 you know, nurses and a bunch 1467 00:57:19,537 --> 00:57:19,970 of-- of people walking 1468 00:57:19,970 --> 00:57:22,807 by every second. 1469 00:57:22,807 --> 00:57:23,073 No, they're 1470 00:57:23,073 --> 00:57:25,710 in the woods alone. 1471 00:57:49,099 --> 00:57:51,969 So far, it has been 1472 00:57:51,969 --> 00:57:54,271 quite a process for everyone, 1473 00:57:54,271 --> 00:57:54,672 and now we're coming 1474 00:57:54,672 --> 00:57:57,708 to the next step 1475 00:57:57,708 --> 00:57:58,242 in this process, and really 1476 00:57:58,242 --> 00:58:01,512 we are working with 1477 00:58:01,512 --> 00:58:01,879 Andean traditional 1478 00:58:01,879 --> 00:58:04,682 sacred plants, 1479 00:58:04,682 --> 00:58:05,049 which includes the 1480 00:58:05,049 --> 00:58:07,117 Amazonian sacred plants, 1481 00:58:07,117 --> 00:58:09,286 but it also has Andean plants, 1482 00:58:09,286 --> 00:58:09,687 and one of the most 1483 00:58:09,687 --> 00:58:12,890 sacred plants in the Andes 1484 00:58:12,890 --> 00:58:13,390 is a cactus plant that is 1485 00:58:13,390 --> 00:58:17,127 called San Pedro. 1486 00:58:17,127 --> 00:58:17,528 This medicine works 1487 00:58:17,528 --> 00:58:18,062 a little bit different than 1488 00:58:18,062 --> 00:58:21,265 the ayahuasca in the sense 1489 00:58:21,265 --> 00:58:21,799 where it will not come to us 1490 00:58:21,799 --> 00:58:25,670 like ayahuasca comes, 1491 00:58:25,670 --> 00:58:26,103 which we will just sit 1492 00:58:26,103 --> 00:58:27,638 and wait for it. 1493 00:58:27,638 --> 00:58:30,841 We have to do certain effort 1494 00:58:30,841 --> 00:58:31,141 and then meet 1495 00:58:31,141 --> 00:58:33,611 San Pedro midway. 1496 00:58:33,611 --> 00:58:36,747 (CHANTING IN NATIVE LANGUAGE) 1497 00:58:36,747 --> 00:58:38,849 (DRUM BEATING RHYTHMICALLY) 1498 00:58:39,950 --> 00:58:42,987 (CHANTING IN NATIVE LANGUAGE) 1499 00:58:42,987 --> 00:58:44,154 Open your mouth. 1500 00:58:46,891 --> 00:58:47,291 Okay. Flush it down 1501 00:58:47,291 --> 00:58:49,760 with water. 1502 00:58:49,760 --> 00:58:51,729 (CHANTING CONTINUES) 1503 00:59:34,204 --> 00:59:36,741 (SINGING IN NATIVE LANGUAGE) 1504 00:59:47,017 --> 00:59:49,987 (NATIVE FLUTE MUSIC PLAYS) 1505 00:59:49,987 --> 00:59:50,354 In this exercise, 1506 00:59:50,354 --> 00:59:53,724 it's very simple. 1507 00:59:53,724 --> 00:59:56,260 Look each other in the eyes. 1508 00:59:56,260 --> 00:59:56,593 Everything that 1509 00:59:56,593 --> 00:59:57,862 we want to say, 1510 00:59:57,862 --> 00:59:58,395 we'll say it with our eyes, 1511 00:59:58,395 --> 00:59:58,796 relaxing, completing 1512 00:59:58,796 --> 01:00:02,266 the energy flow, 1513 01:00:02,266 --> 01:00:02,700 keeping the eyes open, 1514 01:00:02,700 --> 01:00:06,236 and after a while, 1515 01:00:06,236 --> 01:00:06,503 we'll become 1516 01:00:06,503 --> 01:00:08,806 reflections of each other. 1517 01:00:08,806 --> 01:00:10,975 (FLUTE MUSIC CONTINUES) 1518 01:01:18,108 --> 01:01:20,444 (SINGING IN NATIVE LANGUAGE) 1519 01:01:57,181 --> 01:01:59,483 Good. Good, good. 1520 01:01:59,483 --> 01:02:01,185 (SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 1521 01:02:01,185 --> 01:02:02,386 Yeah. 1522 01:02:05,923 --> 01:02:08,425 (CHUCKLES) 1523 01:02:08,425 --> 01:02:08,793 (SINGING IN NATIVE 1524 01:02:08,793 --> 01:02:11,161 LANGUAGE CONTINUES) 1525 01:02:11,161 --> 01:02:11,595 What do I think about 1526 01:02:11,595 --> 01:02:12,129 these people, these patients 1527 01:02:12,129 --> 01:02:15,132 that are hanging on? 1528 01:02:18,102 --> 01:02:20,237 My heroes. 1529 01:02:20,237 --> 01:02:22,372 It's not easy out here. 1530 01:02:22,372 --> 01:02:25,009 This is not easy. 1531 01:02:25,009 --> 01:02:25,575 For anyone to come around here 1532 01:02:25,575 --> 01:02:27,878 and tell me that it's-- 1533 01:02:27,878 --> 01:02:29,313 Spend 30 days here... 1534 01:02:31,882 --> 01:02:32,182 And it's like 1535 01:02:32,182 --> 01:02:33,884 a walk in the park? 1536 01:02:35,085 --> 01:02:36,153 No. 1537 01:02:37,221 --> 01:02:38,956 Especially that sick. 1538 01:02:41,792 --> 01:02:43,260 Especially that sick. 1539 01:02:44,461 --> 01:02:47,331 (RAIN FALLING) 1540 01:02:48,432 --> 01:02:50,835 I can't even... 1541 01:02:53,070 --> 01:02:53,537 Imagine certain aspects 1542 01:02:53,537 --> 01:02:56,173 of yesterday. 1543 01:02:56,173 --> 01:02:57,274 (LAUGHTER) 1544 01:02:58,575 --> 01:03:00,344 Yeah. 1545 01:03:00,344 --> 01:03:00,744 You know, it's just 1546 01:03:00,744 --> 01:03:04,048 beyond comprehension, 1547 01:03:04,048 --> 01:03:04,348 but, you know, 1548 01:03:04,348 --> 01:03:04,648 I'm aware that 1549 01:03:04,648 --> 01:03:08,085 it all happened, 1550 01:03:08,085 --> 01:03:08,552 unfolded, and, you know, 1551 01:03:08,552 --> 01:03:08,919 it was an amazing 1552 01:03:08,919 --> 01:03:13,958 roller coaster yesterday. 1553 01:03:13,958 --> 01:03:14,491 I mean, my body just starts 1554 01:03:14,491 --> 01:03:14,992 to vibrate as I'm talking 1555 01:03:14,992 --> 01:03:18,428 to you about it. 1556 01:03:18,428 --> 01:03:21,899 I mean, real vibration and... 1557 01:03:25,169 --> 01:03:25,502 Other senseness 1558 01:03:25,502 --> 01:03:30,140 of what's here. 1559 01:03:32,176 --> 01:03:32,709 (VOICE BREAKING) so nothing 1560 01:03:32,709 --> 01:03:34,311 much is happening for me. 1561 01:03:34,311 --> 01:03:36,613 (LAUGHS) 1562 01:03:36,613 --> 01:03:38,983 (MID-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYS) 1563 01:04:06,310 --> 01:04:07,477 Nicola. 1564 01:04:07,477 --> 01:04:07,945 I know we have different 1565 01:04:07,945 --> 01:04:10,014 Health challenges, 1566 01:04:10,014 --> 01:04:10,447 but I wanted to share 1567 01:04:10,447 --> 01:04:10,881 with you what has been 1568 01:04:10,881 --> 01:04:13,383 very helpful for me. 1569 01:04:13,383 --> 01:04:13,817 Treat yourself the way 1570 01:04:13,817 --> 01:04:14,251 you wish others would 1571 01:04:14,251 --> 01:04:16,520 have treated you-- 1572 01:04:16,520 --> 01:04:16,987 With unconditional love 1573 01:04:16,987 --> 01:04:19,623 and compassion. 1574 01:04:19,623 --> 01:04:20,024 People do incredibly 1575 01:04:20,024 --> 01:04:20,390 cruel things under 1576 01:04:20,390 --> 01:04:24,294 extraordinary circumstances. 1577 01:04:24,294 --> 01:04:24,561 They're not 1578 01:04:24,561 --> 01:04:26,196 in their right mind. 1579 01:04:26,196 --> 01:04:26,730 People can make big mistakes 1580 01:04:26,730 --> 01:04:29,299 that they will regret. 1581 01:04:29,299 --> 01:04:31,135 I've done many myself. 1582 01:04:31,135 --> 01:04:31,668 I have found that forgiving 1583 01:04:31,668 --> 01:04:32,136 these people and myself 1584 01:04:32,136 --> 01:04:36,306 has ended my suffering. 1585 01:04:36,306 --> 01:04:37,674 It set me free. 1586 01:04:37,674 --> 01:04:38,075 My dreams have been 1587 01:04:38,075 --> 01:04:40,377 sending me messages. 1588 01:04:40,377 --> 01:04:40,810 Pay attention to them 1589 01:04:40,810 --> 01:04:43,047 if you remember them. 1590 01:04:43,047 --> 01:04:43,413 It is wonderful to 1591 01:04:43,413 --> 01:04:45,515 witness your progress. 1592 01:04:46,683 --> 01:04:48,285 All set for a walk? 1593 01:04:59,363 --> 01:05:02,332 * where are you going to? * 1594 01:05:04,168 --> 01:05:07,437 * And can I go with you? * 1595 01:05:07,437 --> 01:05:07,804 * No, you have 1596 01:05:07,804 --> 01:05:11,175 To stand guard * 1597 01:05:11,175 --> 01:05:11,641 Nicola certainly walking 1598 01:05:11,641 --> 01:05:11,976 with confidence 1599 01:05:11,976 --> 01:05:18,115 and with, um... 1600 01:05:19,183 --> 01:05:20,684 Um... 1601 01:05:20,684 --> 01:05:23,353 Newfound ability, 1602 01:05:23,353 --> 01:05:23,720 and I was really-- 1603 01:05:23,720 --> 01:05:27,257 I was really taken aback 1604 01:05:27,257 --> 01:05:27,757 'cause I was sitting here 1605 01:05:27,757 --> 01:05:28,158 feeling pretty sorry 1606 01:05:28,158 --> 01:05:31,195 for myself 1607 01:05:31,195 --> 01:05:34,631 at how weak I felt, and, boy, 1608 01:05:34,631 --> 01:05:34,931 she is really 1609 01:05:34,931 --> 01:05:38,068 just an inspiration. 1610 01:05:40,470 --> 01:05:40,704 As we near 1611 01:05:40,704 --> 01:05:42,139 the end of the month, 1612 01:05:42,139 --> 01:05:42,506 Nicola was off all 1613 01:05:42,506 --> 01:05:45,042 of her medication. 1614 01:05:45,042 --> 01:05:45,442 Her range of motion 1615 01:05:45,442 --> 01:05:50,214 was drastically improved. 1616 01:05:50,214 --> 01:05:51,648 She surprised all of us... 1617 01:05:53,550 --> 01:05:54,951 Including Roman. 1618 01:05:56,353 --> 01:05:58,522 Buenas tardes. 1619 01:05:58,522 --> 01:05:58,788 -Dr. Pretel. 1620 01:05:58,788 --> 01:06:00,090 -Buenas tardes. 1621 01:06:00,090 --> 01:06:01,525 Buenas tardes. 1622 01:06:01,525 --> 01:06:01,791 Dr. Pretel. 1623 01:06:01,791 --> 01:06:03,760 How do you do? 1624 01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:05,095 Nice to see you. 1625 01:06:06,396 --> 01:06:08,065 On the final doctor's visit, 1626 01:06:08,065 --> 01:06:08,498 John's results showed 1627 01:06:08,498 --> 01:06:08,932 that his P.S.A. level 1628 01:06:08,932 --> 01:06:14,271 had dropped from 7.5 to 5.5. 1629 01:06:14,271 --> 01:06:14,604 And according to 1630 01:06:14,604 --> 01:06:16,573 conventional guidelines, 1631 01:06:16,573 --> 01:06:17,007 5.5 P.S.A. reading is 1632 01:06:17,007 --> 01:06:22,046 normal for a man John's age. 1633 01:06:22,046 --> 01:06:22,546 He had had prostate cancer 1634 01:06:22,546 --> 01:06:25,015 for five years 1635 01:06:25,015 --> 01:06:25,482 and had tried everything 1636 01:06:25,482 --> 01:06:25,882 to get it to go down 1637 01:06:25,882 --> 01:06:30,020 without any success. 1638 01:06:30,020 --> 01:06:31,221 Thank you, Dr. Pretel. 1639 01:06:31,221 --> 01:06:32,456 Thank you. 1640 01:06:32,456 --> 01:06:32,956 It's at least-- you know, 1641 01:06:32,956 --> 01:06:37,127 about a 2-point drop 1642 01:06:37,127 --> 01:06:37,561 since the test results 1643 01:06:37,561 --> 01:06:41,698 that I had 1644 01:06:41,698 --> 01:06:44,068 prior to coming here. 1645 01:06:44,068 --> 01:06:44,601 -So, it's-- it's remarkable. 1646 01:06:44,601 --> 01:06:48,772 -Mm. 1647 01:06:48,772 --> 01:06:50,540 (SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 1648 01:06:53,043 --> 01:06:54,478 I did it. I picked it up. 1649 01:06:54,478 --> 01:06:56,313 (LAUGHS) 1650 01:06:57,714 --> 01:06:59,116 That's amazing. 1651 01:07:01,218 --> 01:07:02,752 And I can go home, 1652 01:07:02,752 --> 01:07:04,254 surprise my boys and say, 1653 01:07:04,254 --> 01:07:04,688 "do you recognize mom? 1654 01:07:04,688 --> 01:07:06,256 She can move." 1655 01:07:06,256 --> 01:07:07,491 (CHUCKLES) 1656 01:07:07,491 --> 01:07:09,359 Whatever they're giving me, 1657 01:07:09,359 --> 01:07:11,795 I've been symptom-free, so 1658 01:07:11,795 --> 01:07:13,797 I'm really pleased about that. 1659 01:07:15,165 --> 01:07:15,565 I was very desperate 1660 01:07:15,565 --> 01:07:17,334 when I came out here, 1661 01:07:17,334 --> 01:07:20,237 and, you know, like I said, 1662 01:07:20,237 --> 01:07:20,604 I got so much more 1663 01:07:20,604 --> 01:07:24,274 than my physical health, 1664 01:07:24,274 --> 01:07:24,741 and the physical health 1665 01:07:24,741 --> 01:07:27,511 came pretty quickly, 1666 01:07:27,511 --> 01:07:27,944 and I'm very grateful 1667 01:07:27,944 --> 01:07:28,512 for that because I was able to 1668 01:07:28,512 --> 01:07:34,118 get so many gifts after that. 1669 01:07:34,118 --> 01:07:36,753 I'm getting kind of sad that, 1670 01:07:36,753 --> 01:07:37,087 um, we're almost 1671 01:07:37,087 --> 01:07:39,089 (CHUCKLING) done. 1672 01:07:39,089 --> 01:07:41,091 Mmm-hmm. 1673 01:07:41,091 --> 01:07:41,391 Well, you can 1674 01:07:41,391 --> 01:07:43,193 always come visit. 1675 01:07:43,193 --> 01:07:43,493 -I'd love to. 1676 01:07:43,493 --> 01:07:45,195 -You're always welcome here. 1677 01:07:45,195 --> 01:07:46,463 Thank you. 1678 01:07:46,463 --> 01:07:46,763 The issues... 1679 01:07:46,763 --> 01:07:51,768 that we have are not... 1680 01:07:54,171 --> 01:07:56,173 They're not physical. 1681 01:07:56,173 --> 01:07:58,475 We feel them physically. 1682 01:07:58,475 --> 01:07:58,908 The cancer comes out, 1683 01:07:58,908 --> 01:08:00,310 we can see them-- 1684 01:08:00,310 --> 01:08:00,844 you know, we deal with them 1685 01:08:00,844 --> 01:08:03,680 in that sense, but... 1686 01:08:05,582 --> 01:08:06,082 What I see is that they-- 1687 01:08:06,082 --> 01:08:08,152 they, uh... 1688 01:08:11,721 --> 01:08:13,223 They come from... 1689 01:08:14,458 --> 01:08:18,295 here and here... 1690 01:08:21,798 --> 01:08:24,168 Where we create these things. 1691 01:08:25,235 --> 01:08:27,771 And if you deal with it here, 1692 01:08:29,506 --> 01:08:29,873 Then the physical 1693 01:08:29,873 --> 01:08:31,541 will go away. 1694 01:08:33,510 --> 01:08:33,877 And... that's what 1695 01:08:33,877 --> 01:08:39,249 they work with here. 1696 01:08:39,249 --> 01:08:40,850 That's what's going on here. 1697 01:08:44,588 --> 01:08:45,088 People with the experience 1698 01:08:45,088 --> 01:08:47,191 of thousands of years 1699 01:08:47,191 --> 01:08:47,491 have seen that 1700 01:08:47,491 --> 01:08:49,459 each level of transformation 1701 01:08:49,459 --> 01:08:51,495 also has its own pitfalls, 1702 01:08:51,495 --> 01:08:51,928 and, therefore, these 1703 01:08:51,928 --> 01:08:54,298 traditions have been there 1704 01:08:54,298 --> 01:08:54,831 to transmit certain wisdoms 1705 01:08:54,831 --> 01:08:58,202 and realizations that allow us 1706 01:08:58,202 --> 01:08:58,735 not to get lost on different 1707 01:08:58,735 --> 01:09:02,539 stages of transformation. 1708 01:09:02,539 --> 01:09:03,072 The sacred sense itself from 1709 01:09:03,072 --> 01:09:06,276 those traditions is really 1710 01:09:06,276 --> 01:09:06,676 those guiding lights 1711 01:09:06,676 --> 01:09:11,215 or beacons 1712 01:09:11,215 --> 01:09:13,583 of light that guide people 1713 01:09:13,583 --> 01:09:13,983 through the ocean of 1714 01:09:13,983 --> 01:09:15,619 the subconsciousness 1715 01:09:15,619 --> 01:09:16,186 through many different levels 1716 01:09:16,186 --> 01:09:18,288 of transformation. 1717 01:09:20,857 --> 01:09:21,358 It's the most significant 1718 01:09:21,358 --> 01:09:24,961 thing I've ever done... 1719 01:09:24,961 --> 01:09:27,664 Learning how to be at peace 1720 01:09:27,664 --> 01:09:28,064 with myself and just 1721 01:09:28,064 --> 01:09:32,502 keep moving forward. 1722 01:09:35,272 --> 01:09:36,873 Just keep moving forward. 1723 01:09:39,343 --> 01:09:42,946 For what the land is, they are doing very well. 1724 01:09:42,979 --> 01:09:45,181 Their idea is great. 1725 01:09:45,215 --> 01:09:46,950 But we have to wait and see if it will happen. 1726 01:09:46,983 --> 01:09:51,621 Because this idea will not be achieved overnight. 1727 01:09:51,655 --> 01:09:58,862 It takes 3 years minimum to become a master. 1728 01:09:58,895 --> 01:10:01,197 I'm here alone, just wanting to do this work 1729 01:10:01,231 --> 01:10:05,902 here and see my true nature. I want to teach and heal others. 1730 01:10:05,935 --> 01:10:08,238 I want to do so. 1731 01:10:08,272 --> 01:10:12,809 If I succeed at this, 1732 01:10:12,842 --> 01:10:16,380 I can heap my friends. 1733 01:10:16,413 --> 01:10:20,950 And I can help those who are lost. 1734 01:10:20,984 --> 01:10:23,787 You think of it today and tomorrow it's there. No. 1735 01:10:23,820 --> 01:10:29,393 It will take years and years for us to make this sort of change. 1736 01:10:29,426 --> 01:10:35,532 I did not think that there was this much life in the path of the shaman. 1737 01:10:35,565 --> 01:10:40,069 That this much could happen with one's mind. 1738 01:10:40,103 --> 01:10:46,075 Bit I already see, here I am. Walking the path of the curandero. 1739 01:10:53,517 --> 01:10:55,685 (MID-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYS) 1740 01:10:59,956 --> 01:11:02,359 * Trick of the light * 1741 01:11:02,359 --> 01:11:05,495 * Turn of the tide * 1742 01:11:07,431 --> 01:11:09,633 * A rift in a valley * 1743 01:11:09,633 --> 01:11:12,602 * Full moon in July * 1744 01:11:12,602 --> 01:11:15,004 * Red summer sun morning * 1745 01:11:15,004 --> 01:11:17,006 * A cold April sky * 1746 01:11:17,006 --> 01:11:19,075 * That lonely October * 1747 01:11:19,075 --> 01:11:21,778 * So cruel to deny * 1748 01:11:30,019 --> 01:11:32,689 * Wish for a fountain * 1749 01:11:32,689 --> 01:11:34,290 * Lost in the wind * 1750 01:11:37,327 --> 01:11:39,629 * A kick from a new life * 1751 01:11:39,629 --> 01:11:42,866 * About to begin * 1752 01:11:42,866 --> 01:11:45,068 * A south facing island * 1753 01:11:45,068 --> 01:11:47,103 * That floods in the spring * 1754 01:11:47,103 --> 01:11:47,604 * Will call to October 1755 01:11:47,604 --> 01:11:52,342 New life it will bring * 1756 01:11:54,744 --> 01:11:56,913 * It will bring * 1757 01:11:59,048 --> 01:12:01,385 * It will bring * 1758 01:12:03,553 --> 01:12:05,389 * It will bring * 1759 01:12:08,625 --> 01:12:10,694 * A drop in the ocean * 1760 01:12:10,694 --> 01:12:12,596 * Short of the line * 1761 01:12:15,799 --> 01:12:16,232 * Cursing a feeling 1762 01:12:16,232 --> 01:12:19,969 Caught up by the night * 1763 01:12:21,405 --> 01:12:23,707 * Repairing the ruin * 1764 01:12:23,707 --> 01:12:25,709 * Reducing the sting * 1765 01:12:25,709 --> 01:12:26,209 * That falling October 1766 01:12:26,209 --> 01:12:30,013 Will bring * 1767 01:12:30,013 --> 01:12:32,549 * Hope that is dreaming * 1768 01:12:32,549 --> 01:12:34,418 * Love that is torn * 1769 01:12:37,454 --> 01:12:37,887 * Dancing like dust 1770 01:12:37,887 --> 01:12:41,625 In the eye of the storm * 1771 01:12:42,892 --> 01:12:43,359 * Truth will be lost 1772 01:12:43,359 --> 01:12:47,063 When the mocking bird dies * 1773 01:12:47,063 --> 01:12:47,464 * October returns 1774 01:12:47,464 --> 01:12:50,734 With its cold... * 1775 01:12:52,536 --> 01:12:54,838 * Winter skies * 1776 01:12:54,838 --> 01:12:57,974 (UP-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYS) 1777 01:13:49,693 --> 01:13:51,828 (UP-TEMPO MUSIC CONTINUES) 1778 01:14:02,105 --> 01:14:04,474 * Awe can't be touched * 1779 01:14:04,474 --> 01:14:06,075 * Faith can be blind * 1780 01:14:09,679 --> 01:14:10,179 * Fooled by a past that 1781 01:14:10,179 --> 01:14:13,883 The world left behind * 1782 01:14:14,984 --> 01:14:15,384 * Hidden in rocks 1783 01:14:15,384 --> 01:14:15,685 That are lost 1784 01:14:15,685 --> 01:14:19,222 To the shore * 1785 01:14:19,222 --> 01:14:19,823 * Of silent October you chose 1786 01:14:19,823 --> 01:14:25,795 To ignore * 1787 01:14:29,666 --> 01:14:31,835 (MID-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYS) 1788 01:14:44,981 --> 01:14:48,952 (SOFTLY) * Da-da-da-da * 1789 01:14:48,952 --> 01:14:51,054 * Da-da-da, da-da * 1790 01:14:51,054 --> 01:14:52,121 (POP) 1791 01:14:52,121 --> 01:14:54,157 * Da-da-da * 1792 01:14:54,157 --> 01:14:58,227 * Da-da-da-da * 1793 01:14:58,227 --> 01:15:00,263 * Da-da-da, da-da * 1794 01:15:00,263 --> 01:15:01,531 (POP) 1795 01:15:01,531 --> 01:15:04,033 * Da-da-da * 1796 01:15:04,033 --> 01:15:08,004 (LOUDER) * Da-da-da-da * 1797 01:15:08,004 --> 01:15:10,006 * Da-da-da, da-da * 1798 01:15:10,006 --> 01:15:11,074 (POP) 1799 01:15:11,074 --> 01:15:13,142 * Da-da-da * 1800 01:15:13,176 --> 01:15:17,547 * Da-da-da-da * 1801 01:15:17,547 --> 01:15:19,616 * Da-da-da, da-da * 1802 01:15:19,616 --> 01:15:20,684 (POP) 1803 01:15:20,684 --> 01:15:22,051 * Da-da-da * 1804 01:15:22,051 --> 01:15:24,888 * Da-daa * 1805 01:15:24,888 --> 01:15:27,323 * Daa * 1806 01:15:27,323 --> 01:15:29,559 * Ohh * 1807 01:15:29,559 --> 01:15:31,761 (UP-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYS) 103914

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