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I'm sick.
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I may not die today,
but it's coming,
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and there's nothing
I can do to stop it.
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So how'd it feel staring
down the barrel of a gun?
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I wish I could say
I'd gotten used to it.
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And Lenox, on the other hand,
she didn't care
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if she got shot or not.
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You haven't really seemed
like yourself recently.
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Is everything cool?
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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It's not every day
you find out your colleague
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was a teen heartthrob.
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My parents stole
a lot of money from me.
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I worked basically my entire childhood,
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and I have nothing to show for it.
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Oh, man, I'm... I'm sorry.
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[CELL PHONE BUZZING, RINGING]
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[DOOR CLICKS]
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- [GROANS]
- Oh, sorry, man.
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I, uh... I didn't realize
anyone was in here.
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I just thought I left my phone
charger in here yesterday.
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Oh, no, it's all good.
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My shift starts in
a few minutes anyway, so.
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- [CLEARS THROAT]
- Wait, did you...
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did you sleep here last night?
- What? No.
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[CHUCKLES]
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No, I caught all the lights
on the way in,
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so I thought I'd get a few extra minutes
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of shut-eye before my shift.
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Man, I wish I could
fall asleep that fast.
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What can I say?
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We're not all born with the gift, right?
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People lie.
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They hide their true feelings,
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and sometimes they don't even know
how to express those feelings.
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As psychiatrists, we are relying
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on our own personal assessments,
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which are riddled
with mistakes and biases.
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And unlike other medical disciplines,
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we base our treatments on
conversation and observation.
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Nothing more.
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Oh, come on. That's a...
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that's a bit of a reductive assessment
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- of what we do, isn't it?
- But is it?
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What other tools do
most psychiatrists employ?
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We use any number of...
of clinical tools,
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but as aids to our initial assessment.
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I mean, it sounds like
you're proposing that we...
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that we lead with this stuff?
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You want me to let a machine tell me
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what's going on with my patient?
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No, I am proposing that
we endeavor to give patients
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effective and efficient care.
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In a world where there's
constant pressure to increase
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patient turnover rates,
where there's so little time,
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we can rely on fMRI to help doctors
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instantly diagnose bipolar disorder,
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depression, schizophrenia,
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and we could push psychiatry
into a true science,
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where we replace
the guesswork with hard facts.
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The guesswork.
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I'm only referring
to certain types of...
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Right, okay, look, first of all,
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from what I've read, fMRI,
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diagnostically speaking, anyway,
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according to the statistics,
it's just not there yet.
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But even if it was,
a lot of the psych patients
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coming into my ED
are experiencing their...
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their first episode, you know,
their initial set of symptoms.
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And they're... they're disoriented.
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Sometimes they're terrified.
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They don't even know
they're psych patients yet.
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And what they need in
that moment more than anything
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is human contact. Right?
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Empathy? Compassion?
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I am not trying to
challenge your methods.
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Trust me when I tell you that
in addition to its efficiency,
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there is a tremendous amount
of potential in this tech,
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and I would love nothing more
than to continue
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my research right here
at Gaffney with you.
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How we doing, Cora?
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Pretty good. [COUGHS]
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She's coughing a lot.
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I'll order another albuterol nebulizer.
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That should help.
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You doing okay?
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I know the first few days
in the isolator
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takes some getting used to.
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I keep thinking about this
pet fish I had in kindergarten.
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- Octavio.
- Yeah.
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I used to stare at him
in his little fishbowl.
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It seemed so cozy with his
castle and treasure chest.
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It doesn't seem so cozy now.
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Look, I know it's not ideal,
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but this is the best way
to keep you safe.
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Your immune deficiency disorder
means that your body
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can't protect itself from infection.
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But inside the fishbowl,
no germs can get in,
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so all you have to worry about
is getting better.
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Okay.
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I mean, plus,
it doesn't feel cozy in there
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'cause you haven't done
any decorating yet.
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- Decorating?
- Yeah.
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I mean, I'm thinking
some curtains in here,
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maybe a few Blackpink posters, huh?
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You're being sarcastic.
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[CHUCKLES] Well, maybe a little.
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But it doesn't mean we can't find ways
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to make you feel more at home, okay?
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So how about we both think on it?
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Okay.
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[COUGHING]
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She's getting worse, isn't she?
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Her blood pressure is dropping
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and lactate is rising,
which are markers for sepsis.
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But the only thing that's
going to make her better
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in the long term
is a stem cell transplant.
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Any word on the test results?
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Nothing from the registry.
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And your test results aren't back yet,
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but I will let you know
as soon as I hear.
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But if I am a match with Cora,
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how soon can we do
the stem cell transplant?
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Hopefully within hours.
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[SIGHS]
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I don't understand how
this happened so fast.
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She was such a healthy girl,
and then suddenly,
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these past few months...
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[SOMBER MUSIC]
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When I decided to have her
on my own through IVF,
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I was so scared.
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But then she arrived,
and all the worry went away
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because she was perfect.
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And we were perfect.
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- Just the two of us.
- [COUGHING]
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Help! Someone!
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- What's going on?
- They said to bring it.
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I kept it cold.
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Oh, my God!
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What is it?
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[ALARM BEEPS]
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Lionel Blake, 37-year-old male,
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left hand severed off
in a circular saw accident at a shop.
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The heart rate's 126, BP's 95/54.
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Coworker found him,
used his belt as a tourniquet
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- till we got there.
- Complete amputation?
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How much blood was there at the scene?
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- A lot.
- And we got the hand.
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All right, well, get it
in a sterile bag.
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- Okay, I'm on it.
- All right, on my count.
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Ready, one, two, three.
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[GROANS] Oh, it hurts.
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Hundred mics of fentanyl.
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Uh, let's get
a cardio monitor and oxygen.
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And let's get another IV
and hang a unit of...
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O-negative. Got it.
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All right, you are going to
surgery, Mr. Blake.
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Page Hand and Vascular, please.
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We're gonna need help getting
this hand reattached.
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- Wait.
- No, no, no.
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Lie back down, sir. Lie back down.
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- Please me go.
- Blake, come on now.
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You don't understand.
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What don't I understand, sir?
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I don't want it reattached.
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Excuse me?
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I cut it off on purpose.
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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♪
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So it's a "no" on the reattachment.
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Yeah, a hard no.
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He won't engage much beyond that.
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Some kind of woodworker?
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Makes high-end furniture.
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Guy that brought him in
said that they were
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working together. He heard a shriek.
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He ran in, found him in a pool of blood.
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Any mental illness in here?
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No, no, nothing in his chart.
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Could this be... oh, what's that called?
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You know, when a person wants
to remove their healthy limbs.
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What is that?
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Oh, body integrity identity disorder?
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I mean, it could be.
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Hard to say without talking to him.
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Well, you got less than
an hour before the hand
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dies from lack of circulation.
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Oh, man. Okay.
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Just squeeze my hand if it hurts.
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- It's not too bad.
- Okay.
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- You okay?
- Yeah.
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Oh, I'm... I'm fine.
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Just do her first.
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I'd really like to take
a look at the arm, Mr. Carter.
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Yeah, when the kettle
exploded in the kitchen,
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we both thought a bomb went off.
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I guess the...
the water was too hot or...
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No, it wasn't the water.
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It was just a cheap-ass wedding
gift from my Uncle Benny.
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Everything the dude buys
is a knockoff of a knockoff.
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Of a knockoff.
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These look like superficial
partial thickness burns.
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Let's do a gentle irrigation
with some cool water,
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and then we'll need to
apply some Silvadene.
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And a suture kit for that lac.
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- [GROANS]
- You okay? What's hurting?
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- Hey, babe, you all right?
- Yeah. I'm sorry.
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I think the... the skin's
just a little bit tender.
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Okay, well, let's get you gowned
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and sutured and bandaged.
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I want to do an X-ray to make sure
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there's no glass that we missed
and some basic blood and urine tests.
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Can I have a nurse help you
in the bathroom?
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Oh, no, I'm okay. I can do it.
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Okay.
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And, uh, no more gifts from Uncle Benny.
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[BOTH CHUCKLE]
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I was doing a little, uh,
internet snooping on your shop.
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That's some beautiful
furniture you make.
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No wonder demand is so high right now.
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I mean, those... those
Windsor chairs with the, uh...
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with the blond sugar maple,
the mortise and tenon joints,
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that's impressive.
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- Like a magic trick.
- Yeah. Mm-hmm.
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But I tell you, one thing
that I can't really figure out
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is why a guy who is
as talented as you are
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would wanna get rid of one
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of your most important tools.
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It's better for everyone.
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For everyone?
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What do you mean when you say everyone?
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I'm a bad person.
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I'm gonna hurt someone.
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Have you hurt somebody before?
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No.
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Well, what makes you think
you would now?
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I could control it before.
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Control what?
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I keep picturing the same thing
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over and over.
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Okay, well, what is it that
you keep on picturing?
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Wrapping my hand around
someone's throat, killing them.
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[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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And I was gonna do it.
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I was gonna hurt someone.
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Now I can't.
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Hey, crazy question.
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Do we have any glitter glue?
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Why, you going to a slumber
party we don't know about?
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[CHUCKLES] No, I'm, uh, just getting
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some supplies for Cora so she can spruce
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the place up a little bit.
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- Aw.
- How are you still single?
255
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- Commitment issues.
- Oh.
256
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Excited to unpack that
tomorrow night at your place.
257
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I'm sorry, what?
258
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She means poker night. It's tomorrow.
259
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You're hosting.
260
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Yeah, sorry, I can't do that.
261
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Actually, I'm gonna have to rain check.
262
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- Why?
- Something came up.
263
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You can't bail on us.
264
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Your bad decisions at poker night paid
265
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- for my manicures last month.
- I just can't. okay?
266
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Okay. Okay.
267
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Dr. Frost, this just came up
from Pathology for Cora Cooper.
268
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Thank you.
269
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Whoa, whoa, whoa,
this is for Cora Cooper.
270
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- Are you sure?
- Yeah.
271
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That's what they said.
272
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She's not my daughter?
273
00:11:22,159 --> 00:11:23,725
How is this possible?
274
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You mentioned to Dr. Frost that you
275
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conceived Cora through IVF?
276
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You think there was
a mix-up at the clinic?
277
00:11:30,167 --> 00:11:32,516
Well, it's possible.
278
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We've been in touch with them.
279
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It looks like 10 years ago,
on the day Cora's embryo
280
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was transferred,
there was one other woman
281
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who received an embryo,
though hers didn't take.
282
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Are you saying that Cora
is her biological child?
283
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We just don't know yet.
284
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These answers will take time.
285
00:11:52,581 --> 00:11:56,062
But if this woman
is Cora's genetic parent,
286
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then there is a 25% chance she is
287
00:11:58,413 --> 00:12:00,240
a match for the stem cell transplant
288
00:12:00,241 --> 00:12:03,286
needed to save Cora's life.
289
00:12:03,287 --> 00:12:07,508
So do we have your permission
to contact her
290
00:12:07,509 --> 00:12:10,293
to see if she'll come in to get tested?
291
00:12:10,294 --> 00:12:13,515
♪
292
00:12:16,704 --> 00:12:18,704
So you're saying that he's got OCD?
293
00:12:18,729 --> 00:12:21,672
Most people think
that OCD is just about,
294
00:12:21,697 --> 00:12:23,306
you know, repetitive hand washing,
295
00:12:23,307 --> 00:12:25,874
uh, light switch behavior.
296
00:12:25,875 --> 00:12:29,138
But at its heart
are these intrusive thoughts,
297
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right, that compel people
to behave a certain way.
298
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In Lionel's case, they revolve
around hurting people.
299
00:12:36,146 --> 00:12:38,234
It's actually a very specific subset,
300
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which is harm OCD.
301
00:12:40,542 --> 00:12:42,562
Trust me, he's got all the hallmarks.
302
00:12:42,587 --> 00:12:45,111
That explains why he's
not mentioned it to anybody.
303
00:12:45,112 --> 00:12:46,593
Well, it's a tough thing
to admit to, right?
304
00:12:46,618 --> 00:12:47,678
Yeah.
305
00:12:47,679 --> 00:12:49,115
But, I mean,
the lengths that he went to,
306
00:12:49,116 --> 00:12:50,769
cutting off his own hand?
307
00:12:50,770 --> 00:12:52,422
I mean, the guy
didn't want hurt anybody.
308
00:12:52,423 --> 00:12:53,684
- Yeah.
- Right?
309
00:12:53,685 --> 00:12:56,818
We all have violent impulses, right?
310
00:12:56,819 --> 00:12:59,821
But we have the ability
to filter them out.
311
00:12:59,822 --> 00:13:01,997
Poor guy thinks he's a killer,
312
00:13:01,998 --> 00:13:05,174
and really he's just got a leaky valve.
313
00:13:05,175 --> 00:13:09,483
I mean, if only we could just
show him the valve, right?
314
00:13:09,484 --> 00:13:11,441
Yeah.
315
00:13:11,442 --> 00:13:14,705
No, you know, I would just
show him the busted part,
316
00:13:14,706 --> 00:13:16,773
just like we do with broken bones.
317
00:13:16,798 --> 00:13:20,233
You get him to understand that
that's not who he really is.
318
00:13:20,234 --> 00:13:21,757
Right?
319
00:13:23,367 --> 00:13:26,587
Any way you could keep this hand alive
320
00:13:26,588 --> 00:13:28,284
- for a little bit longer?
- Yeah.
321
00:13:28,285 --> 00:13:29,329
I'll consult Lenox.
322
00:13:29,330 --> 00:13:30,547
I'd appreciate it, buddy.
323
00:13:30,548 --> 00:13:33,550
Just, uh, need to run something down.
324
00:13:33,551 --> 00:13:35,205
Of course.
325
00:13:37,077 --> 00:13:39,208
How much time you think this will buy?
326
00:13:39,209 --> 00:13:41,994
Well, in a lab setting,
a perfusion system
327
00:13:41,995 --> 00:13:44,779
has kept a limb viable
for up to 24 hours.
328
00:13:44,780 --> 00:13:46,868
But given that this isn't a lab setting
329
00:13:46,869 --> 00:13:48,914
and we're doing most of this on the fly,
330
00:13:48,915 --> 00:13:52,482
I'd say considerably less than that.
331
00:13:52,483 --> 00:13:56,138
You ever reattach any limbs
while you were in Afghanistan?
332
00:13:56,615 --> 00:13:58,269
I mostly cut them off.
333
00:14:00,970 --> 00:14:02,710
It's hard to imagine anybody doing this
334
00:14:02,711 --> 00:14:05,365
to themselves on purpose.
335
00:14:05,366 --> 00:14:07,062
Maybe.
336
00:14:07,063 --> 00:14:10,239
But I can understand wanting
to deny your own impulses.
337
00:14:10,240 --> 00:14:12,111
I spent most of my life doing that.
338
00:14:12,112 --> 00:14:14,375
And why do you think that is?
339
00:14:18,031 --> 00:14:21,337
I guess I didn't really
understand the world
340
00:14:21,338 --> 00:14:23,905
or how I was supposed to act
341
00:14:23,906 --> 00:14:28,562
or what was acceptable or cool or kind.
342
00:14:28,563 --> 00:14:31,458
And to avoid making a mistake,
343
00:14:31,482 --> 00:14:35,264
I just didn't take any chances.
344
00:14:35,265 --> 00:14:38,093
And I'm starting to think
that that stopped me
345
00:14:38,094 --> 00:14:40,269
from experiencing life fully.
346
00:14:40,270 --> 00:14:42,271
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
347
00:14:42,272 --> 00:14:43,925
Well, if I had had better self-control,
348
00:14:43,926 --> 00:14:47,233
I wouldn't be having
a baby right now, so...
349
00:14:47,234 --> 00:14:49,800
maybe losing control occasionally
350
00:14:49,801 --> 00:14:52,194
isn't the worst thing in the world.
351
00:14:52,195 --> 00:14:54,893
[SOFT MUSIC]
352
00:14:54,894 --> 00:14:58,287
Sorry, Dr. Lenox, I wanted to...
353
00:14:58,288 --> 00:15:01,160
I was in the bathroom
collecting the urine sample
354
00:15:01,161 --> 00:15:03,640
from the woman
who had the kettle accident,
355
00:15:03,641 --> 00:15:05,860
- Mrs. Carter.
- Yes.
356
00:15:05,861 --> 00:15:07,993
Well, she'd asked
for a second cup to use,
357
00:15:07,994 --> 00:15:11,039
and I didn't think anything
of it until I went in there
358
00:15:11,040 --> 00:15:14,738
and I found the original cup
in the trash.
359
00:15:14,739 --> 00:15:16,350
Had this on it.
360
00:15:19,440 --> 00:15:20,701
You all right?
361
00:15:20,702 --> 00:15:23,443
Yeah, just... this is so weird.
362
00:15:23,444 --> 00:15:26,315
Uh, Ms. Patrick, this is Vivian Cooper
363
00:15:26,316 --> 00:15:29,797
and Dr. Frost, who's
running point on Cora's care.
364
00:15:29,798 --> 00:15:31,320
It's nice to meet you.
365
00:15:31,321 --> 00:15:34,019
Thank you so much for
coming down here so quickly.
366
00:15:34,020 --> 00:15:36,151
- It's a lot.
- No, of course.
367
00:15:36,152 --> 00:15:39,676
I, um...
368
00:15:39,677 --> 00:15:41,722
sorry, what happens now?
369
00:15:41,723 --> 00:15:42,984
Well, the first thing we need to do
370
00:15:42,985 --> 00:15:44,672
is a blood draw,
which is right down the hall.
371
00:15:44,697 --> 00:15:45,944
Okay.
372
00:15:45,945 --> 00:15:47,423
And we should be able
to get back the results
373
00:15:47,424 --> 00:15:48,903
within a couple hours.
374
00:15:48,904 --> 00:15:50,297
Is that her?
375
00:15:53,561 --> 00:15:55,215
Yes.
376
00:15:56,607 --> 00:15:59,174
Can I meet her?
377
00:15:59,175 --> 00:16:02,003
Oh, well, I haven't told Cora
about all this yet.
378
00:16:02,004 --> 00:16:05,833
I didn't want to upset her
until we knew for sure.
379
00:16:05,834 --> 00:16:07,661
Oh.
380
00:16:07,662 --> 00:16:10,446
Why don't we do the blood test to start?
381
00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:12,187
Right, of course.
382
00:16:12,188 --> 00:16:17,079
It's just... afterward, I really...
383
00:16:18,542 --> 00:16:22,328
I would love to meet her.
384
00:16:22,329 --> 00:16:24,895
We don't even have to tell her who I am.
385
00:16:24,896 --> 00:16:27,550
I don't know. Uh...
386
00:16:27,551 --> 00:16:30,858
I'm sorry, but that might be
my biological child in there,
387
00:16:30,859 --> 00:16:32,599
and she's sick.
388
00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:34,383
[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]
389
00:16:34,384 --> 00:16:35,950
Please?
390
00:16:35,951 --> 00:16:38,806
♪
391
00:16:42,697 --> 00:16:43,827
[INDISTINCT]
392
00:16:43,828 --> 00:16:45,046
It will be.
393
00:16:45,047 --> 00:16:46,773
Dr. Ripley, you have a second?
394
00:16:46,798 --> 00:16:48,049
Uh, not exactly.
395
00:16:48,050 --> 00:16:49,790
Well, I was wondering if you've noticed
396
00:16:49,791 --> 00:16:52,793
anything off with Dr. Frost.
397
00:16:52,794 --> 00:16:54,273
What do you mean?
398
00:16:54,274 --> 00:16:55,970
Like, he's acting kind of weird.
399
00:16:55,971 --> 00:16:58,973
You know, cagey.
400
00:16:58,974 --> 00:17:02,411
He totally bailed
on hosting poker night,
401
00:17:02,412 --> 00:17:06,199
and he's, like,
dropping out of stuff randomly.
402
00:17:09,811 --> 00:17:13,509
[WHISPERS] I think it might be meth.
403
00:17:13,510 --> 00:17:15,076
- Meth?
- Yeah.
404
00:17:15,077 --> 00:17:18,340
I've seen it before. Mm-hmm.
405
00:17:18,341 --> 00:17:20,951
Kacy, um, Dr. Frost does not have
406
00:17:20,952 --> 00:17:23,389
a methamphetamine addiction.
407
00:17:23,390 --> 00:17:26,522
- But he is acting weird.
- Yeah, maybe.
408
00:17:26,523 --> 00:17:28,742
But, um, I need to go
deal with something.
409
00:17:28,743 --> 00:17:30,397
Let's talk later.
410
00:17:33,661 --> 00:17:34,965
Hey, man.
411
00:17:34,966 --> 00:17:36,532
Can I, uh... can I grab you for a sec?
412
00:17:36,533 --> 00:17:37,881
Yeah. What's up?
413
00:17:37,882 --> 00:17:39,231
Oh, admin.
414
00:17:39,232 --> 00:17:40,841
They can't seem to find
your insurance info.
415
00:17:40,842 --> 00:17:42,060
Just need you to fill out a few forms.
416
00:17:42,061 --> 00:17:44,671
- It's a pain, I know, but...
- No, it's fine.
417
00:17:44,672 --> 00:17:46,848
We're just waiting around.
418
00:17:53,420 --> 00:17:54,681
Faye, can we talk?
419
00:17:54,682 --> 00:17:57,118
Sure. Everything okay?
420
00:17:57,119 --> 00:17:59,120
Uh, just waiting on your lab results.
421
00:17:59,121 --> 00:18:02,819
But that's not why I came by.
422
00:18:02,820 --> 00:18:05,170
You got married recently, right?
423
00:18:05,171 --> 00:18:08,390
Almost seven months ago, but yeah.
424
00:18:08,391 --> 00:18:10,784
How's it going?
425
00:18:10,785 --> 00:18:12,307
Good.
426
00:18:12,308 --> 00:18:13,830
What do you mean?
427
00:18:13,831 --> 00:18:17,660
I guess I mean, um,
how are you guys getting along?
428
00:18:17,661 --> 00:18:20,142
Sorry, why are you asking this?
429
00:18:23,972 --> 00:18:26,452
We found this in the trash.
430
00:18:26,453 --> 00:18:27,889
The red sticker on it.
431
00:18:29,804 --> 00:18:31,152
I'm sorry. I don't understand.
432
00:18:31,153 --> 00:18:32,545
What's that supposed to mean?
433
00:18:32,546 --> 00:18:35,287
We have signs up
in the bathroom that say
434
00:18:35,288 --> 00:18:38,159
if you're experiencing partner abuse
435
00:18:38,160 --> 00:18:40,161
or domestic violence,
436
00:18:40,162 --> 00:18:43,644
that you can place a sticker
on your cup to notify us.
437
00:18:45,863 --> 00:18:47,864
But I didn't turn that one in.
438
00:18:47,865 --> 00:18:50,563
I understand.
439
00:18:50,564 --> 00:18:55,210
I'm wondering if you were
considering asking us for help.
440
00:18:56,831 --> 00:18:59,049
I wanna make sure everything's okay.
441
00:18:59,050 --> 00:19:01,530
And nothing you say to me
is gonna leave this room.
442
00:19:01,531 --> 00:19:03,184
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
443
00:19:03,185 --> 00:19:04,794
I don't... I don't know.
444
00:19:04,795 --> 00:19:06,492
I'm sorry. I just...
445
00:19:06,493 --> 00:19:10,960
Faye, can we talk about the kettle?
446
00:19:11,498 --> 00:19:13,673
I told you it...
447
00:19:13,674 --> 00:19:15,718
it was an accident.
448
00:19:15,719 --> 00:19:18,025
Just exploded.
449
00:19:18,026 --> 00:19:20,549
But is that what happened?
450
00:19:20,550 --> 00:19:22,551
Did he hit you with it?
451
00:19:22,552 --> 00:19:26,033
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
452
00:19:26,034 --> 00:19:28,862
It was an argument.
453
00:19:28,863 --> 00:19:30,559
We're both hot-tempered.
454
00:19:30,560 --> 00:19:32,431
I just don't want to get him in trouble.
455
00:19:32,432 --> 00:19:34,868
This isn't about
getting anybody in trouble.
456
00:19:34,869 --> 00:19:37,523
This is about making sure you're safe.
457
00:19:37,524 --> 00:19:39,046
Please don't.
458
00:19:39,047 --> 00:19:40,917
We have resources we can provide.
459
00:19:40,918 --> 00:19:44,834
We have a social worker who can
connect to safe housing.
460
00:19:44,835 --> 00:19:46,967
- Please.
- Faye?
461
00:19:46,968 --> 00:19:48,360
Please.
462
00:19:48,361 --> 00:19:50,057
- A little help in here?
- Please don't.
463
00:19:50,058 --> 00:19:51,493
She's losing consciousness.
464
00:19:51,494 --> 00:19:54,670
Let's get her on a monitor.
Faye, can you hear me?
465
00:19:54,671 --> 00:19:56,106
Please don't.
466
00:19:56,107 --> 00:19:58,761
[MUMBLING INDISTINCTLY]
467
00:19:58,762 --> 00:20:00,241
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]
468
00:20:00,242 --> 00:20:01,808
Okay, I'm gonna give you an oxygen mask
469
00:20:01,809 --> 00:20:03,462
to help you breathe, okay?
470
00:20:03,463 --> 00:20:05,420
She's really diaphoretic.
I'm gonna need some tape.
471
00:20:05,421 --> 00:20:07,205
- Here we go.
- [GROANING]
472
00:20:07,206 --> 00:20:09,598
Just breathe. We got you.
473
00:20:09,599 --> 00:20:12,993
Dr. Lenox, you need to see this.
474
00:20:12,994 --> 00:20:14,951
- Oh, my God.
- Ow.
475
00:20:14,952 --> 00:20:19,000
♪
476
00:20:23,091 --> 00:20:25,005
- Dr. Rabari.
- Hey.
477
00:20:25,006 --> 00:20:27,877
- You have a minute?
- You come to arrest me?
478
00:20:27,878 --> 00:20:30,619
Look, I got a little heated
this morning,
479
00:20:30,620 --> 00:20:31,925
and I apologize for that,
480
00:20:31,926 --> 00:20:33,492
but I'm wondering if
I could ask for your help
481
00:20:33,493 --> 00:20:35,842
- with something.
- Sure.
482
00:20:35,843 --> 00:20:36,973
What do you got?
483
00:20:36,974 --> 00:20:38,236
I'm under a bit of a time crunch.
484
00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:40,673
- Can I explain on the way?
- Yeah.
485
00:20:40,674 --> 00:20:42,544
Bolus and blood seem to have helped.
486
00:20:42,545 --> 00:20:44,503
Vitals are stable.
487
00:20:44,504 --> 00:20:46,505
Tell Transpo she's ready to move to IR.
488
00:20:46,506 --> 00:20:48,463
Hey, her husband's in the waiting room.
489
00:20:48,464 --> 00:20:51,292
I've been holding him off,
but he wants to know what's going on.
490
00:20:51,293 --> 00:20:52,641
He knows exactly what's going on.
491
00:20:52,642 --> 00:20:55,862
He beat the hell out of her.
492
00:20:55,863 --> 00:20:57,516
He may be next of kin, but the fact
493
00:20:57,517 --> 00:20:58,778
that we have to treat this prick
494
00:20:58,779 --> 00:21:00,867
like he's any other
family member is absurd.
495
00:21:00,868 --> 00:21:02,912
I get that,
but if we let on what we know,
496
00:21:02,913 --> 00:21:04,610
we put Faye in even more danger.
497
00:21:04,611 --> 00:21:06,395
Yeah, I get that.
498
00:21:15,491 --> 00:21:17,057
Is Faye okay?
499
00:21:17,058 --> 00:21:19,146
Your wife suffered
a laceration to her spleen,
500
00:21:19,147 --> 00:21:22,323
causing her to, uh, hemorrhage
slowly into her abdomen.
501
00:21:22,324 --> 00:21:24,717
We are doing something called
a splenic artery embolization
502
00:21:24,718 --> 00:21:26,327
to stop the bleeding.
503
00:21:26,328 --> 00:21:27,937
But she's gonna be okay?
504
00:21:27,938 --> 00:21:29,504
We hope so, yes.
505
00:21:29,505 --> 00:21:32,725
Okay. Thank God.
506
00:21:32,726 --> 00:21:35,423
I'm sorry, I'm...
I'm a little confused, though.
507
00:21:35,424 --> 00:21:37,077
She was fine when I left. What happened?
508
00:21:37,078 --> 00:21:39,253
Well, that's what we were hoping
509
00:21:39,254 --> 00:21:40,776
that you could help us with.
510
00:21:40,777 --> 00:21:43,213
Generally, it's the kind
of injury that only occurs
511
00:21:43,214 --> 00:21:45,390
with blunt trauma,
but Faye didn't mention
512
00:21:45,391 --> 00:21:46,956
anything like that.
513
00:21:46,957 --> 00:21:49,612
Any idea what might have happened?
514
00:21:51,745 --> 00:21:54,921
I mean, when the kettle
exploded, she did fall,
515
00:21:54,922 --> 00:21:56,662
hit the counter.
516
00:21:56,663 --> 00:22:00,013
In the chaos, we must have
forgot to mention it.
517
00:22:00,014 --> 00:22:02,624
She fell. Right.
518
00:22:02,625 --> 00:22:05,410
So that's all?
519
00:22:05,411 --> 00:22:08,238
- Can't think of anything else?
- No.
520
00:22:08,239 --> 00:22:10,371
We're asking 'cause
we just wanna make sure,
521
00:22:10,372 --> 00:22:11,720
you know, we have a clear picture
522
00:22:11,721 --> 00:22:13,243
and there's nothing we're missing.
523
00:22:13,244 --> 00:22:15,768
Right. Of course.
524
00:22:15,769 --> 00:22:20,599
Uh, yeah, nothing else that I know of.
525
00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:22,252
[TENSE MUSIC]
526
00:22:22,253 --> 00:22:27,040
All right, Lionel,
we're gonna get started.
527
00:22:27,041 --> 00:22:29,380
First, we're gonna warm up
the machine a bit,
528
00:22:29,405 --> 00:22:31,958
so if you could tap your
index fingers to your thumbs.
529
00:22:31,959 --> 00:22:34,613
I mean, with your right hand,
of course.
530
00:22:34,614 --> 00:22:38,399
[MACHINE WHIRRING]
531
00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:41,924
Color represents the parts
of the brain that are active.
532
00:22:41,925 --> 00:22:44,753
Yeah, and your... your research
is centered on this?
533
00:22:44,754 --> 00:22:46,581
Yeah, we compare what we're seeing
534
00:22:46,582 --> 00:22:49,628
in a given patient to a healthy brain,
535
00:22:49,629 --> 00:22:51,543
and the differences will help
536
00:22:51,544 --> 00:22:53,109
tell us what we're dealing with.
537
00:22:53,110 --> 00:22:56,765
Okay, but Dr. Charles has
already diagnosed Mr. Blake.
538
00:22:56,766 --> 00:22:58,376
He just didn't believe it.
539
00:22:58,377 --> 00:23:00,290
Well, we're kind of conducting
540
00:23:00,291 --> 00:23:04,120
an experimenting in, um,
repurposing the technology
541
00:23:04,121 --> 00:23:06,819
in an attempt to... to show Lionel,
542
00:23:06,820 --> 00:23:09,648
per your suggestion, his leaky valve.
543
00:23:09,649 --> 00:23:13,956
- Mm.
- Okay, we're ready.
544
00:23:13,957 --> 00:23:18,569
Okay, Lionel, I want you
to shut your eyes
545
00:23:19,006 --> 00:23:21,399
and picture standing
right in front of you
546
00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:23,705
the person that you care about,
547
00:23:23,706 --> 00:23:27,361
that you love most in the world.
548
00:23:27,362 --> 00:23:29,624
[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]
549
00:23:29,625 --> 00:23:31,191
Okay.
550
00:23:31,192 --> 00:23:34,629
Now I want you to
imagine taking your hands,
551
00:23:34,630 --> 00:23:36,588
wrapping them around their throat,
552
00:23:36,589 --> 00:23:38,146
and strangling them.
553
00:23:38,171 --> 00:23:41,506
[MACHINE CLICKING RAPIDLY]
554
00:23:41,507 --> 00:23:44,684
[MACHINE CLICKING]
555
00:23:53,780 --> 00:23:55,041
Hey, Cora.
556
00:23:55,042 --> 00:23:57,347
Decorating's coming along nicely.
557
00:23:57,348 --> 00:24:00,655
Right, except I'm
running out of blue marker.
558
00:24:00,656 --> 00:24:02,396
Oh, we can fix that.
559
00:24:02,397 --> 00:24:03,702
You didn't touch your lunch.
560
00:24:03,703 --> 00:24:05,355
I'm not hungry.
561
00:24:05,356 --> 00:24:06,879
Well, you gotta eat.
562
00:24:06,880 --> 00:24:08,576
Keep your strength up, okay?
563
00:24:08,577 --> 00:24:09,882
I'll try.
564
00:24:09,883 --> 00:24:13,451
Cora, I'd like to introduce you
to a friend of mine. This is Lily.
565
00:24:13,452 --> 00:24:15,148
She's shadowing me today.
566
00:24:15,149 --> 00:24:16,671
Hey.
567
00:24:16,672 --> 00:24:18,151
Nice zebra.
568
00:24:18,152 --> 00:24:19,413
Thanks.
569
00:24:19,414 --> 00:24:22,982
It's actually, randomly,
my favorite animal.
570
00:24:22,983 --> 00:24:25,724
Hey, Cora, I think we should
put your cannula back on, okay?
571
00:24:25,725 --> 00:24:28,074
Oxygen levels are dipping a little bit.
572
00:24:28,075 --> 00:24:30,729
I wanted to do this trip
to Africa last summer,
573
00:24:30,730 --> 00:24:32,687
but we couldn't afford it.
574
00:24:32,688 --> 00:24:34,950
So my mom wrote an email to the zoo
575
00:24:34,951 --> 00:24:38,127
and convinced them to let me
come and feed them.
576
00:24:38,128 --> 00:24:39,433
Sounds cool.
577
00:24:39,434 --> 00:24:42,567
[SOFT TENSE MUSIC]
578
00:24:42,568 --> 00:24:44,786
She has a black streak in her hair.
579
00:24:44,787 --> 00:24:46,875
I've had it since I was a baby.
580
00:24:46,876 --> 00:24:48,964
It's pretty rare, I think.
581
00:24:48,965 --> 00:24:51,838
Yeah, no, I know my mom
had the exact same thing.
582
00:24:53,709 --> 00:24:55,319
You're my daughter.
583
00:24:57,583 --> 00:24:59,192
- What?
- What are you doing?
584
00:24:59,193 --> 00:25:00,628
I think we should step out, maybe...
585
00:25:00,629 --> 00:25:02,717
She's my daughter.
I'm sorry, but I'm sure of it.
586
00:25:02,718 --> 00:25:07,592
♪
587
00:25:07,593 --> 00:25:10,290
- You were way out of line.
- I didn't mean to say it.
588
00:25:10,291 --> 00:25:11,857
We don't even know if you are.
589
00:25:11,858 --> 00:25:13,859
We do know, and I know you can see it.
590
00:25:13,860 --> 00:25:15,295
Can we just calm down?
591
00:25:15,296 --> 00:25:16,958
I don't want her anywhere
near my daughter.
592
00:25:16,983 --> 00:25:19,701
She's my daughter too. I have rights.
593
00:25:19,726 --> 00:25:21,954
This is crazy.
I don't want this anymore.
594
00:25:21,955 --> 00:25:23,826
Let's wait for the
marrow registry results.
595
00:25:23,851 --> 00:25:26,045
- Stop her blood tests.
- No, we're not stopping it!
596
00:25:26,046 --> 00:25:27,307
Then I'm going to call a lawyer.
597
00:25:27,308 --> 00:25:28,700
All right, enough.
598
00:25:28,701 --> 00:25:32,007
Look, I understand that
emotions are running high
599
00:25:32,008 --> 00:25:36,011
and that this is
a very unusual situation.
600
00:25:36,012 --> 00:25:39,232
I can't imagine what you're
going through right now.
601
00:25:39,233 --> 00:25:42,583
And you either.
You both must be reeling.
602
00:25:42,584 --> 00:25:47,390
So, Ms. Cooper, you can call
a lawyer, and I promise you,
603
00:25:47,415 --> 00:25:49,261
I would understand.
604
00:25:49,286 --> 00:25:53,594
As hard as this is,
that's not the best thing
605
00:25:53,595 --> 00:25:55,596
for your daughter right now.
606
00:25:55,597 --> 00:25:58,512
♪
607
00:25:58,513 --> 00:26:01,080
Of course.
608
00:26:01,081 --> 00:26:06,054
Okay, look, there is no
closing this Pandora's box.
609
00:26:07,087 --> 00:26:11,830
So if you both care for Cora,
we need to put her first.
610
00:26:11,831 --> 00:26:14,405
♪
611
00:26:25,540 --> 00:26:28,455
How are you doing after the nebulizer?
612
00:26:28,456 --> 00:26:30,283
Are you feeling a little shaky?
613
00:26:30,284 --> 00:26:34,505
No. I'm okay.
614
00:26:35,985 --> 00:26:39,859
Dr. Frost, can that woman...
615
00:26:42,688 --> 00:26:45,168
Can she take me away from my mom?
616
00:26:47,693 --> 00:26:50,129
I wish I could tell you
what was going to happen,
617
00:26:50,130 --> 00:26:52,914
Cora, but I can't.
618
00:26:52,915 --> 00:26:55,743
You know, what I can tell you
is that family
619
00:26:55,744 --> 00:26:59,660
has nothing to do
with genetics or blood.
620
00:26:59,661 --> 00:27:03,273
It's about who loves you
and who shows up.
621
00:27:05,928 --> 00:27:08,190
Is that what your parents were like?
622
00:27:08,191 --> 00:27:12,412
[SIGHS] Uh, no.
623
00:27:12,413 --> 00:27:16,938
Actually, mine weren't
always very good to me.
624
00:27:16,939 --> 00:27:20,986
They weren't always
putting me first, you know?
625
00:27:20,987 --> 00:27:23,684
[SOFT MUSIC]
626
00:27:23,685 --> 00:27:27,470
But your mom, she's nothing like that.
627
00:27:27,471 --> 00:27:29,821
All she does is think about you
628
00:27:29,822 --> 00:27:32,040
and how best to take care of you,
629
00:27:32,041 --> 00:27:35,000
and that kind of love...
630
00:27:35,001 --> 00:27:38,830
♪
631
00:27:38,831 --> 00:27:42,834
She's going to be your mom
no matter what any test says.
632
00:27:42,835 --> 00:27:45,315
All right?
633
00:27:47,143 --> 00:27:51,146
I guess I'm just scared.
634
00:27:51,147 --> 00:27:54,802
I know.
635
00:27:54,803 --> 00:27:56,671
But, hey...
636
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:00,896
We're in this together, all right?
637
00:28:02,985 --> 00:28:05,466
We got you.
638
00:28:07,511 --> 00:28:10,252
This is a picture of your brain
639
00:28:10,253 --> 00:28:15,083
after we asked you to think
of somebody you cared about.
640
00:28:15,084 --> 00:28:16,955
- My sister?
- Your sister.
641
00:28:16,956 --> 00:28:18,521
See this red area here?
642
00:28:18,522 --> 00:28:21,089
That's called
the ventral tegmental area.
643
00:28:21,090 --> 00:28:25,137
It's the part of your brain
that processes love and reward,
644
00:28:25,138 --> 00:28:28,706
and it's where you hold
your personal values.
645
00:28:28,707 --> 00:28:32,057
You see how it's all lit up
when you're thinking about your sister?
646
00:28:32,058 --> 00:28:33,798
- Yeah.
- Okay, good.
647
00:28:33,799 --> 00:28:36,975
Now, this is a picture of your brain
648
00:28:36,976 --> 00:28:39,455
after we asked you to think
about hurting her.
649
00:28:39,456 --> 00:28:40,892
That's the amygdala.
650
00:28:40,893 --> 00:28:43,329
It's where your brain processes fear.
651
00:28:43,330 --> 00:28:46,245
Okay, now, buddy, if you were somebody
652
00:28:46,246 --> 00:28:47,681
who enjoyed hurting people,
653
00:28:47,682 --> 00:28:50,553
your brain would not look
like this after confronted
654
00:28:50,554 --> 00:28:52,468
with those triggers, okay?
655
00:28:52,469 --> 00:28:55,515
It would, in fact, look like this.
656
00:28:55,516 --> 00:28:58,823
Because you'd be
experiencing joy and pleasure
657
00:28:58,824 --> 00:29:01,390
in anticipation of hurting somebody.
658
00:29:01,391 --> 00:29:04,176
Now, the really cool part is,
I can actually show you
659
00:29:04,177 --> 00:29:07,832
why this is happening.
See this little area here?
660
00:29:07,833 --> 00:29:11,966
This is called your caudate nucleus.
661
00:29:11,967 --> 00:29:13,272
It's dark.
662
00:29:13,273 --> 00:29:15,361
Yeah, 'cause yours isn't working.
663
00:29:15,362 --> 00:29:16,928
And that's all this is.
664
00:29:16,929 --> 00:29:18,581
It's what I've been trying to tell you.
665
00:29:18,582 --> 00:29:20,975
This little tiny part of
your brain is malfunctioning.
666
00:29:20,976 --> 00:29:22,455
Maybe. I don't know.
667
00:29:22,456 --> 00:29:27,155
Buddy, look. This is you.
668
00:29:27,156 --> 00:29:31,812
It's the guy who deserves
to be made whole again.
669
00:29:31,813 --> 00:29:36,077
Lionel, look,
I know you feel unsafe, okay?
670
00:29:36,078 --> 00:29:37,949
And that's... that's terrible.
671
00:29:37,950 --> 00:29:40,168
But... but we can fix that.
672
00:29:40,169 --> 00:29:42,954
Look, it's not gonna
happen overnight, okay?
673
00:29:42,955 --> 00:29:46,696
But I promise you, when we
get to where we're going,
674
00:29:46,697 --> 00:29:47,959
you're gonna want your hand back
675
00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:50,178
so you can keep doing
what you love doing.
676
00:29:50,179 --> 00:29:53,051
The problem is, buddy,
is that we are up against it
677
00:29:53,052 --> 00:29:54,704
right now, all right?
678
00:29:54,705 --> 00:29:57,403
So in this moment, I just...
679
00:29:57,404 --> 00:30:00,058
I need you to trust me. Okay?
680
00:30:00,059 --> 00:30:01,842
I need you to trust me, and I just...
681
00:30:01,843 --> 00:30:06,325
I need you to trust this science.
682
00:30:06,326 --> 00:30:09,371
♪
683
00:30:09,372 --> 00:30:11,896
Okay.
684
00:30:11,897 --> 00:30:14,595
Okay?
685
00:30:18,381 --> 00:30:21,775
- How are you feeling?
- Groggy.
686
00:30:21,776 --> 00:30:25,170
A little sore. What happened?
687
00:30:25,171 --> 00:30:27,172
You had a lacerated spleen.
688
00:30:27,173 --> 00:30:30,175
We embolized the artery that
was bleeding into your abdomen.
689
00:30:30,176 --> 00:30:31,785
You should be okay.
690
00:30:31,786 --> 00:30:34,136
But it could have killed you.
691
00:30:36,008 --> 00:30:38,139
There was a moment earlier today when
692
00:30:38,140 --> 00:30:40,098
you were alone in the bathroom.
693
00:30:40,099 --> 00:30:44,296
You had an impulse
to reach out, ask for help.
694
00:30:45,408 --> 00:30:46,974
You should listen to that.
695
00:30:46,975 --> 00:30:49,935
[MONITORS BEEPING]
696
00:30:52,807 --> 00:30:54,895
[SOFT PENSIVE MUSIC]
697
00:30:54,896 --> 00:30:56,810
You must think I'm so stupid for loving
698
00:30:56,811 --> 00:30:59,378
someone who could do this.
699
00:30:59,379 --> 00:31:01,772
I don't think that at all.
700
00:31:03,949 --> 00:31:07,386
It's just...
701
00:31:07,387 --> 00:31:10,607
he's not always like this.
702
00:31:12,435 --> 00:31:14,915
I believe you.
703
00:31:14,916 --> 00:31:18,614
But situations like this
don't just get better,
704
00:31:18,615 --> 00:31:21,009
not without help.
705
00:31:23,620 --> 00:31:26,449
I took this out of your bag.
706
00:31:27,886 --> 00:31:31,193
I put my number in it.
It's under Caty with a C.
707
00:31:33,630 --> 00:31:35,110
Yeah, thanks.
708
00:31:38,244 --> 00:31:41,159
But really, I'm fine.
709
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:43,248
It was just a mix-up.
710
00:31:43,249 --> 00:31:47,339
♪
711
00:31:47,340 --> 00:31:49,428
I just need it today.
712
00:31:49,429 --> 00:31:51,909
No, I don't care about the money.
713
00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:54,913
No, text me his number.
I'll cut him a check today.
714
00:31:56,305 --> 00:31:58,045
Is this really how this goes?
715
00:31:58,046 --> 00:32:01,048
Uh, let me call you back. Excuse me?
716
00:32:01,049 --> 00:32:04,095
I get that you might
feel upset right now
717
00:32:04,096 --> 00:32:05,966
and that you might feel cheated,
718
00:32:05,967 --> 00:32:08,099
but that little girl in there is dying,
719
00:32:08,100 --> 00:32:10,492
and she is not going to spend
whatever time she has left
720
00:32:10,493 --> 00:32:12,581
terrified that the only family she knows
721
00:32:12,582 --> 00:32:14,801
is about to get torn apart.
722
00:32:14,802 --> 00:32:17,108
You don't get it.
723
00:32:17,109 --> 00:32:19,502
- I don't?
- No.
724
00:32:23,115 --> 00:32:26,465
I did IVF for years.
725
00:32:26,466 --> 00:32:29,598
[SOFT MUSIC]
726
00:32:29,599 --> 00:32:33,472
So many times I got pregnant.
727
00:32:33,473 --> 00:32:37,998
But the embryo...
728
00:32:37,999 --> 00:32:41,698
my body couldn't keep it alive.
729
00:32:44,353 --> 00:32:46,833
But then this happens?
730
00:32:46,834 --> 00:32:49,184
That this little girl is mine?
731
00:32:51,317 --> 00:32:53,884
I've already missed so much.
732
00:32:55,712 --> 00:32:58,106
So I can't just walk away.
733
00:33:02,719 --> 00:33:05,025
Look, infertility is cruel.
734
00:33:05,026 --> 00:33:06,853
We never get to know why
one person gets lucky
735
00:33:06,854 --> 00:33:08,333
while the other one doesn't.
736
00:33:08,334 --> 00:33:11,814
I can imagine that,
in a situation like this,
737
00:33:11,815 --> 00:33:14,078
it is easy to feel like you've
been robbed of something.
738
00:33:14,079 --> 00:33:18,169
And maybe you have. But...
739
00:33:18,170 --> 00:33:19,431
What?
740
00:33:19,432 --> 00:33:21,737
I don't know, maybe this is the only way
741
00:33:21,738 --> 00:33:23,696
this could have happened.
742
00:33:23,697 --> 00:33:25,959
You having a kid.
743
00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:27,613
Maybe Cora wouldn't even be here
744
00:33:27,614 --> 00:33:29,354
if it weren't for the both of you.
745
00:33:29,355 --> 00:33:33,967
Okay, but either way,
Cora is in a crisis right now.
746
00:33:33,968 --> 00:33:37,405
And I know that the only way
to get through a crisis
747
00:33:37,406 --> 00:33:40,278
is to find a way to work together.
748
00:33:40,279 --> 00:33:43,803
♪
749
00:33:43,804 --> 00:33:46,198
[CELL PHONE BUZZES]
750
00:33:50,115 --> 00:33:51,724
What is it?
751
00:33:51,725 --> 00:33:54,814
It's Pathology.
Your test results are back.
752
00:33:54,815 --> 00:33:58,079
♪
753
00:34:02,388 --> 00:34:04,911
Cora.
754
00:34:04,912 --> 00:34:06,218
Cora.
755
00:34:09,525 --> 00:34:10,657
Mom?
756
00:34:13,703 --> 00:34:14,921
What's wrong?
757
00:34:14,922 --> 00:34:17,271
Nothing's wrong, baby.
758
00:34:17,272 --> 00:34:19,360
It's good news.
759
00:34:19,361 --> 00:34:24,278
You and Ms. Patrick,
you're a stem cell match.
760
00:34:24,279 --> 00:34:27,499
- Really?
- Really. Yeah.
761
00:34:27,500 --> 00:34:30,154
You're gonna be feeling
a lot better very soon.
762
00:34:30,155 --> 00:34:31,938
[GENTLE MUSIC]
763
00:34:31,939 --> 00:34:33,853
You're gonna be okay, sweetie.
764
00:34:33,854 --> 00:34:35,551
You're gonna be okay.
765
00:34:39,164 --> 00:34:42,862
So that woman, she's...
766
00:34:42,863 --> 00:34:44,430
she's my biological...
767
00:34:46,780 --> 00:34:48,651
Yeah.
768
00:34:51,654 --> 00:34:54,352
Where is she?
769
00:34:54,353 --> 00:34:56,180
Well, Ms. Patrick
is getting ready to make
770
00:34:56,181 --> 00:34:58,486
her stem cell donation,
771
00:34:58,487 --> 00:35:01,185
and she thought it best for you two
772
00:35:01,186 --> 00:35:02,664
to have your space right now.
773
00:35:02,665 --> 00:35:05,812
♪
774
00:35:12,343 --> 00:35:13,588
[KNOCK AT DOOR]
775
00:35:13,589 --> 00:35:15,024
Yeah?
776
00:35:15,025 --> 00:35:16,548
Hey.
777
00:35:16,549 --> 00:35:18,071
I'm headed out.
I wanted to check on Lionel.
778
00:35:18,072 --> 00:35:19,551
How's he doing?
779
00:35:19,552 --> 00:35:22,162
Uh, you know,
Dean's just finishing up now.
780
00:35:22,163 --> 00:35:25,165
Come in. Have a seat.
781
00:35:25,166 --> 00:35:27,211
He was able to keep the hand viable,
782
00:35:27,212 --> 00:35:29,213
so it looked like the reattachment's
783
00:35:29,214 --> 00:35:32,999
gonna be a success, you know,
so thank you.
784
00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:35,219
I'm glad to hear it.
785
00:35:35,220 --> 00:35:37,090
It's cool what you did back there.
786
00:35:37,091 --> 00:35:38,918
I haven't used fMRI like that.
787
00:35:38,919 --> 00:35:41,399
Hey, look, I am not
anti-innovation, okay?
788
00:35:41,400 --> 00:35:42,617
Far from it, trust me.
789
00:35:42,618 --> 00:35:44,315
But it just seems like every day
790
00:35:44,316 --> 00:35:47,274
we get hit with another
technological advancement
791
00:35:47,275 --> 00:35:50,495
that further obliterates
our need to connect as humans.
792
00:35:50,496 --> 00:35:52,236
You know, we might have
gotten off on the wrong foot,
793
00:35:52,237 --> 00:35:55,369
but I enjoyed working with you today.
794
00:35:55,370 --> 00:35:58,417
Right back at you. Really.
795
00:36:00,245 --> 00:36:05,162
Theo, um, I've been thinking.
796
00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:09,514
You cannot deny the potential
of this technology, right?
797
00:36:09,515 --> 00:36:11,951
I mean, look what happened today.
798
00:36:11,952 --> 00:36:14,258
And...
799
00:36:14,259 --> 00:36:18,610
look, if you were willing to put people
800
00:36:18,611 --> 00:36:22,222
before technology, maybe there is
801
00:36:22,223 --> 00:36:24,920
a place for you and your research
802
00:36:24,921 --> 00:36:28,794
- here at Gaffney.
- Hmm.
803
00:36:28,795 --> 00:36:30,578
What do you think?
804
00:36:30,579 --> 00:36:32,711
Yeah.
805
00:36:32,712 --> 00:36:34,016
It's this way.
806
00:36:34,017 --> 00:36:36,367
They'll just need you
to change into a gown,
807
00:36:36,368 --> 00:36:38,325
and then we'll get you to pre-op.
808
00:36:38,326 --> 00:36:40,197
And how long does the procedure take?
809
00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:43,025
- Usually one or two hours.
- Okay.
810
00:36:43,026 --> 00:36:46,594
Billie, I just wanted to
say thank you in-person.
811
00:36:46,595 --> 00:36:50,816
It means... it's everything.
812
00:36:50,817 --> 00:36:52,818
Of course.
813
00:36:52,819 --> 00:36:56,537
Um, I tried to get a zebra
814
00:36:56,562 --> 00:36:58,824
from the gift shop for Cora.
815
00:36:58,825 --> 00:37:01,174
All they had was a bear.
816
00:37:01,175 --> 00:37:03,829
It's probably stupid.
I don't even know if 10-year-olds
817
00:37:03,830 --> 00:37:06,701
like stuffed animals.
818
00:37:06,702 --> 00:37:10,836
I guess I don't really know
that much about kids.
819
00:37:10,837 --> 00:37:12,403
She'll love it.
820
00:37:12,404 --> 00:37:15,101
[SOFT MUSIC]
821
00:37:15,102 --> 00:37:17,799
I'm sorry about earlier.
822
00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:20,019
It wasn't my best moment.
823
00:37:20,020 --> 00:37:23,327
No, it wasn't.
824
00:37:23,328 --> 00:37:26,286
You know, Cora asked about you.
825
00:37:26,287 --> 00:37:29,550
She has questions I can't answer.
826
00:37:29,551 --> 00:37:32,031
Maybe we can have another conversation
827
00:37:32,032 --> 00:37:33,337
with the three of us later?
828
00:37:33,338 --> 00:37:36,340
Under better circumstances.
829
00:37:36,341 --> 00:37:39,952
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
830
00:37:39,953 --> 00:37:44,522
♪
831
00:37:44,523 --> 00:37:46,306
Bubble's looking pretty good.
832
00:37:46,307 --> 00:37:49,048
It's too bad we're gonna have
to kick you out of here soon.
833
00:37:49,049 --> 00:37:51,006
I made you something.
834
00:37:51,007 --> 00:37:52,574
Oh, yeah? What's that?
835
00:37:54,359 --> 00:37:56,229
That's me.
836
00:37:56,230 --> 00:37:57,578
That's you.
837
00:37:57,579 --> 00:37:59,537
And you put me in the fishbowl?
838
00:37:59,538 --> 00:38:01,887
You said that we were in it together.
839
00:38:01,888 --> 00:38:05,891
Thought maybe you could
hang it up in your house.
840
00:38:05,892 --> 00:38:10,022
♪
841
00:38:11,201 --> 00:38:13,333
Do you like it?
842
00:38:13,334 --> 00:38:15,248
Yeah.
843
00:38:15,249 --> 00:38:17,381
I love it.
844
00:38:17,382 --> 00:38:19,296
So Faye got moved to the ICU?
845
00:38:19,297 --> 00:38:21,429
Mm-hmm.
846
00:38:24,389 --> 00:38:28,566
Look, you did everything you could.
847
00:38:28,567 --> 00:38:30,916
Right.
848
00:38:30,917 --> 00:38:32,047
Oh.
849
00:38:32,048 --> 00:38:33,397
What?
850
00:38:33,398 --> 00:38:35,442
I left my iPad in post-op.
851
00:38:35,443 --> 00:38:37,009
You want me to hold the elevator?
852
00:38:37,010 --> 00:38:39,185
I'll get the next one.
853
00:38:39,186 --> 00:38:40,840
[ELEVATOR DINGS]
854
00:38:49,544 --> 00:38:51,763
Kacy thinks you're on meth.
855
00:38:51,764 --> 00:38:53,939
- What?
- Nurse Kacy.
856
00:38:53,940 --> 00:38:56,681
She thinks you're acting weird
'cause you're on meth.
857
00:38:56,682 --> 00:38:59,945
Oh. I'm... I'm not on meth.
858
00:38:59,946 --> 00:39:02,077
I know.
859
00:39:02,078 --> 00:39:03,601
But you are acting weird.
860
00:39:03,602 --> 00:39:05,167
I'm not trying to.
861
00:39:05,168 --> 00:39:08,346
I'm just... I'm tired, I guess.
862
00:39:10,435 --> 00:39:12,567
Okay.
863
00:39:19,661 --> 00:39:22,141
I got kicked out of my sublet.
864
00:39:22,142 --> 00:39:23,403
What's that?
865
00:39:23,404 --> 00:39:25,013
My apartment.
866
00:39:25,014 --> 00:39:28,887
I sublet it, and two days ago,
the guy that I sublet it from
867
00:39:28,888 --> 00:39:31,542
decided to move back, kicked me out.
868
00:39:31,543 --> 00:39:34,283
So you were right.
869
00:39:34,284 --> 00:39:36,634
I did sleep here last night because
870
00:39:36,635 --> 00:39:39,463
I don't have a place to live.
871
00:39:39,464 --> 00:39:41,029
[CHUCKLES]
872
00:39:41,030 --> 00:39:44,076
That sucks, but can't you
just get another apartment?
873
00:39:44,077 --> 00:39:45,556
No, it's not that simple.
874
00:39:45,557 --> 00:39:47,427
If you need cash,
I'm more than happy to...
875
00:39:47,428 --> 00:39:48,689
It's not a money thing.
876
00:39:48,690 --> 00:39:51,431
Really, it's a credit thing.
877
00:39:51,432 --> 00:39:53,128
I had to file bankruptcy to get out
878
00:39:53,129 --> 00:39:55,130
from under all the debts
my parents racked up,
879
00:39:55,131 --> 00:39:58,830
so that's why I always sublet.
880
00:39:58,831 --> 00:40:01,834
It's just hard to find one
on short notice, so...
881
00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:08,143
Well, why don't you just
come stay with me, then?
882
00:40:08,144 --> 00:40:10,494
Just until you find a place of your own.
883
00:40:10,495 --> 00:40:12,757
I appreciate it, all right?
I am fine though.
884
00:40:12,758 --> 00:40:15,064
I'm at Sadie's half the time anyway.
885
00:40:17,893 --> 00:40:19,198
Okay, then.
886
00:40:19,199 --> 00:40:21,243
- Thank you.
- Okay.
887
00:40:21,244 --> 00:40:22,507
All right.
888
00:40:24,857 --> 00:40:26,466
Just no meth in the apartment.
889
00:40:26,467 --> 00:40:27,859
I'll just keep doing it in the hospital.
890
00:40:27,860 --> 00:40:30,471
- Right.
- It'll be all right. Yeah.
891
00:40:31,820 --> 00:40:34,780
[SIGHS]
892
00:40:38,523 --> 00:40:40,959
- Dr. Lenox.
- Oh. Hey.
893
00:40:40,960 --> 00:40:42,874
- Uh, Faye was moved to the ICU.
- I know.
894
00:40:42,875 --> 00:40:45,050
I was looking for you actually.
895
00:40:45,051 --> 00:40:48,227
I just wanted to say thank you
for saving her life.
896
00:40:48,228 --> 00:40:50,838
I really appreciate it.
897
00:40:50,839 --> 00:40:54,538
I know how much attention
you paid to her.
898
00:40:54,539 --> 00:40:58,106
[OMINOUS MUSIC]
899
00:40:58,107 --> 00:41:00,457
Well, I wish I could've done more.
900
00:41:00,458 --> 00:41:03,272
♪
901
00:41:12,531 --> 00:41:16,531
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