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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,428 --> 00:00:09,139 Tell me what's going on, Bonnie. 2 00:00:09,642 --> 00:00:10,694 Nothing. 3 00:00:10,818 --> 00:00:12,354 Something's in the air, Bonnie. 4 00:00:12,441 --> 00:00:13,809 And I don't like it. 5 00:00:16,501 --> 00:00:18,407 What's this about a theater director? 6 00:00:20,059 --> 00:00:21,561 You misheard that. 7 00:00:21,709 --> 00:00:23,240 Hold on, hold on, there's been... 8 00:00:23,353 --> 00:00:24,803 Ow, what the fuck?! 9 00:00:25,145 --> 00:00:29,959 I will not not be rich. 10 00:00:31,945 --> 00:00:34,093 Did Chloe Mackenzie say anything to you 11 00:00:34,189 --> 00:00:35,709 about who your father is? 12 00:00:35,967 --> 00:00:38,639 She said it was Max and Josh's dad. 13 00:00:40,490 --> 00:00:44,972 You learned of his infidelity just ten seconds before he 14 00:00:45,076 --> 00:00:48,139 went falling down a flight of stairs to his death. 15 00:00:48,692 --> 00:00:51,428 Oh, you left that out too. 16 00:01:06,902 --> 00:01:08,853 *Big Little Lies* 17 00:01:09,432 --> 00:01:11,986 *Big Little Lies* Season 02 Episode 03 18 00:01:12,659 --> 00:01:15,213 Sync corrections by srjanapala 19 00:01:22,778 --> 00:01:25,389 ♪ Did you ever want it? ♪ 20 00:01:27,444 --> 00:01:29,607 ♪ Did you want it bad? ♪ 21 00:01:29,795 --> 00:01:31,834 ♪ Oh, my ♪ 22 00:01:33,402 --> 00:01:35,819 ♪ It tears me apart ♪ 23 00:01:40,319 --> 00:01:43,061 ♪ We can try to hide it ♪ 24 00:01:44,576 --> 00:01:47,274 ♪ It's all the same ♪ 25 00:01:47,545 --> 00:01:50,365 ♪ I've been losing you ♪ 26 00:01:51,501 --> 00:01:53,834 ♪ One day at a time ♪ 27 00:01:56,402 --> 00:01:57,803 ♪ And I know ♪ 28 00:01:57,959 --> 00:01:59,381 ♪ In my heart ♪ 29 00:01:59,522 --> 00:02:02,065 ♪ In this cold heart ♪ 30 00:02:02,303 --> 00:02:06,523 ♪ I can live, or I can die ♪ 31 00:02:06,756 --> 00:02:10,732 ♪ I believe if I just try ♪ 32 00:02:11,013 --> 00:02:15,474 ♪ You believe in you and I ♪ 33 00:02:18,181 --> 00:02:20,653 ♪ In you and I ♪ 34 00:02:22,767 --> 00:02:26,052 ♪ In you and I ♪ 35 00:02:27,023 --> 00:02:30,942 ♪ In you and I ♪ 36 00:02:44,142 --> 00:02:46,906 Episode Title : "The End of the World" 37 00:02:48,756 --> 00:02:51,412 ♪ Have a little song ♪ 38 00:02:53,577 --> 00:02:56,077 ♪ Won't take long ♪ 39 00:02:57,537 --> 00:02:59,742 ♪ Sing it right ♪ 40 00:02:59,846 --> 00:03:01,634 I... pushed him. 41 00:03:01,736 --> 00:03:04,732 No, nobody pushed him. 42 00:03:04,819 --> 00:03:06,982 ♪ Oh, lordy me ♪ 43 00:03:07,069 --> 00:03:08,148 Nobody. 44 00:03:08,242 --> 00:03:12,322 ♪ Didn't I shake sugaree? ♪ 45 00:03:12,410 --> 00:03:15,994 Everything I got Is done and pawned ♪ 46 00:03:16,864 --> 00:03:21,841 ♪ Have a little song Won't take long ♪ 47 00:03:22,152 --> 00:03:27,148 - ♪ Sing it right Once or twice ♪ - ♪ Sing it right Once or twice ♪ 48 00:03:27,480 --> 00:03:32,918 - ♪ Oh, lordy me Didn't I shake sugaree? ♪ - ♪ Oh, lordy me Didn't I shake sugaree? ♪ 49 00:03:33,074 --> 00:03:37,361 - ♪ Everything I got Is done and pawned ♪ - ♪ Everything I got Is done and pawned ♪ 50 00:03:37,494 --> 00:03:39,423 Yeah. 51 00:03:52,975 --> 00:03:54,244 I fucked up. 52 00:03:56,361 --> 00:03:58,236 There's no other way to say it. 53 00:04:00,001 --> 00:04:02,523 And I don't think that I'm gonna wrap it in a bow 54 00:04:02,611 --> 00:04:04,947 and make it better, but... 55 00:04:05,711 --> 00:04:07,556 I'm desperate to fix it. 56 00:04:08,994 --> 00:04:11,525 Have you considered why you strayed? 57 00:04:12,941 --> 00:04:15,365 How's your husband to trust it won't happen again? 58 00:04:15,452 --> 00:04:17,854 - Because it won't. - But how can he trust that? 59 00:04:19,238 --> 00:04:20,377 Why should he? 60 00:04:20,564 --> 00:04:21,886 Thank you. 61 00:04:22,513 --> 00:04:25,228 We'll turn to your betrayal in a minute. 62 00:04:25,714 --> 00:04:27,035 My betrayal? 63 00:04:27,123 --> 00:04:29,212 Adultery is one form of infidelity. 64 00:04:29,300 --> 00:04:31,269 Indifference is another. 65 00:04:31,511 --> 00:04:34,158 You describe yourself as a go-along, get-along, 66 00:04:34,246 --> 00:04:35,861 don't-make-waves kinda guy. 67 00:04:35,949 --> 00:04:38,003 That makes you either wonderfully accommodating, 68 00:04:38,113 --> 00:04:40,730 or profoundly disengaged. 69 00:04:41,527 --> 00:04:44,703 Could it be Madeline was just trying to get your attention? 70 00:04:44,972 --> 00:04:48,316 She has always had my attention. 71 00:04:49,896 --> 00:04:54,569 Devotion on my end has not been a problem. 72 00:04:58,318 --> 00:05:00,618 Why were you unfaithful? 73 00:05:01,107 --> 00:05:03,364 - I don't know. - If you were to guess? 74 00:05:04,870 --> 00:05:06,419 Should I guess? 75 00:05:08,235 --> 00:05:09,572 You don't believe in you. 76 00:05:09,660 --> 00:05:11,439 How can you trust that relational equation 77 00:05:11,527 --> 00:05:13,642 when you have no faith in the sum part of you? 78 00:05:13,730 --> 00:05:14,994 Math's not my strong suit, so... 79 00:05:15,081 --> 00:05:16,721 Because you didn't go to college? 80 00:05:16,962 --> 00:05:18,125 I'm sorry? 81 00:05:18,213 --> 00:05:19,404 You spoke earlier 82 00:05:19,527 --> 00:05:21,699 of your daughter not wanting to go to college. 83 00:05:21,847 --> 00:05:23,861 Does that have something to do 84 00:05:23,949 --> 00:05:25,589 - with her perception... - I don't see here that is 85 00:05:25,676 --> 00:05:26,682 relevant. 86 00:05:26,808 --> 00:05:28,242 Did you go to college? 87 00:05:29,778 --> 00:05:31,837 Again, I don't see the connection 88 00:05:31,925 --> 00:05:33,368 between what's going on... 89 00:05:33,472 --> 00:05:35,107 Abigail will be nothing without college 90 00:05:35,194 --> 00:05:37,105 perhaps because you are? 91 00:05:42,168 --> 00:05:43,925 Have you been feeding her this? 92 00:05:44,097 --> 00:05:46,284 Why did your first husband leave you? 93 00:05:47,402 --> 00:05:49,089 Because he's an asshole. 94 00:05:52,253 --> 00:05:54,993 Tell me about your parents. What was their marriage like? 95 00:05:55,886 --> 00:05:57,142 - Fine. - Fine? 96 00:05:57,230 --> 00:05:59,136 - Married for 40 years. - Forty years. 97 00:05:59,535 --> 00:06:01,269 You talk to them much? 98 00:06:11,636 --> 00:06:14,199 You have to be able to hold your breath, baby. 99 00:06:14,449 --> 00:06:16,667 But I don't like it. 100 00:06:17,977 --> 00:06:21,736 You know what? I hate getting my head wet too, 101 00:06:22,019 --> 00:06:24,345 but we have to be able to hold our breath underwater 102 00:06:24,433 --> 00:06:26,869 so if something ever happens, we don't drown, baby. 103 00:06:30,490 --> 00:06:32,581 I don't want to. 104 00:06:38,436 --> 00:06:40,540 Maybe when I was three, four, 105 00:06:40,628 --> 00:06:42,189 I walked into my parent's bedroom, 106 00:06:42,277 --> 00:06:43,994 and my dad was... 107 00:06:44,347 --> 00:06:47,308 having sex with a woman that wasn't my mom. 108 00:06:47,464 --> 00:06:49,273 And they were making all kinds of noises, 109 00:06:49,376 --> 00:06:51,593 and then I got scared. 110 00:06:51,902 --> 00:06:53,659 And what happened? 111 00:06:54,714 --> 00:06:57,730 He pulled me out. Um... 112 00:06:58,611 --> 00:07:01,077 And closed the door, and he said, 113 00:07:01,402 --> 00:07:04,675 "There are things your mother doesn't ever need to know." 114 00:07:04,917 --> 00:07:06,800 And you've never talked about it? 115 00:07:07,066 --> 00:07:08,372 No. 116 00:07:10,638 --> 00:07:14,385 I guess that... maybe that's why I was so devastated 117 00:07:14,473 --> 00:07:16,348 when Nathan left me. 118 00:07:16,981 --> 00:07:20,122 'Cause it confirmed my biggest fear about marriage. 119 00:07:22,277 --> 00:07:23,909 It's not to be trusted. 120 00:07:25,152 --> 00:07:27,106 Well, I wouldn't give up on Ed. 121 00:07:29,361 --> 00:07:32,020 - All right? - I really fucked up. 122 00:07:32,622 --> 00:07:35,492 He's not gonna leave you. Not Ed. 123 00:07:38,697 --> 00:07:40,245 How are you doing? 124 00:07:41,278 --> 00:07:44,239 Have you had any more early morning joyrides? 125 00:07:45,598 --> 00:07:48,159 - Funny. - No, I'm not... 126 00:07:48,247 --> 00:07:50,802 being funny. It actually really scared me. 127 00:07:51,177 --> 00:07:53,244 What did Madam Shrink have to say about that? 128 00:07:53,505 --> 00:07:56,489 She thinks it's somehow tied to me... 129 00:07:58,819 --> 00:08:01,242 not being sufficiently over Perry. 130 00:08:03,114 --> 00:08:07,403 Life just feels colorless now. It just feels flat and dull. 131 00:08:10,106 --> 00:08:14,802 As dead as he is, sometimes I think maybe I'm deader. 132 00:08:16,098 --> 00:08:17,939 - I was a better mother. - No. Honey... 133 00:08:18,067 --> 00:08:20,135 I was a better mother with him. I was. 134 00:08:20,223 --> 00:08:22,622 - No! Don't say that. - Yes. I was. 135 00:08:25,015 --> 00:08:27,230 I need to find joy for them. 136 00:08:28,844 --> 00:08:31,138 And he helps me with that. 137 00:08:43,122 --> 00:08:44,536 - Jane. - Yeah? 138 00:08:44,624 --> 00:08:47,809 I'm Mary Louise Wright. We may have met. 139 00:08:48,012 --> 00:08:50,713 - I'm Max and Josh's grandmother. - Yeah, hi. 140 00:08:50,801 --> 00:08:54,270 I'm sorry to trouble you here at work, but, um... 141 00:08:54,622 --> 00:08:59,369 Celeste has shared with me some... interesting news. 142 00:08:59,731 --> 00:09:03,442 How would you feel about submitting to a paternity test? 143 00:09:03,903 --> 00:09:07,052 I mean, submitting Ziggy to a paternity test. 144 00:09:09,277 --> 00:09:12,104 I... Yeah, I don't need to take a paternity test. 145 00:09:12,192 --> 00:09:13,662 I know exactly who my son's father is. 146 00:09:13,749 --> 00:09:15,064 Hmm. Even so... 147 00:09:15,152 --> 00:09:16,703 I'm not asking you for anything. 148 00:09:16,910 --> 00:09:18,745 No, I... I realize that. 149 00:09:18,833 --> 00:09:20,927 I suppose I'm asking. 150 00:09:21,796 --> 00:09:23,185 - For what? - Well, I'm presented 151 00:09:23,273 --> 00:09:24,851 with the idea that my son 152 00:09:25,004 --> 00:09:28,859 was both an adulterer and a... a rapist, 153 00:09:29,053 --> 00:09:31,882 and I am desperate to squash that idea. 154 00:09:32,820 --> 00:09:36,351 Well, I can tell you that he's the only man I'd been with. 155 00:09:36,888 --> 00:09:38,230 That you recall. 156 00:09:38,623 --> 00:09:39,786 Excuse me? 157 00:09:39,913 --> 00:09:41,623 Well, things happen these days. 158 00:09:41,710 --> 00:09:43,919 Men put drugs in pretty girls' drinks, 159 00:09:44,007 --> 00:09:46,890 and things happen. People don't remember sometimes. 160 00:09:46,978 --> 00:09:48,317 I remember. 161 00:09:48,985 --> 00:09:50,374 Perfectly. 162 00:09:51,233 --> 00:09:53,448 Far more vividly than I care to. 163 00:09:54,985 --> 00:09:57,367 - Just a simple blood test. - No. 164 00:10:01,265 --> 00:10:05,274 "What a tangled web we weave... 165 00:10:05,444 --> 00:10:08,661 when first, we practice to deceive." 166 00:10:08,929 --> 00:10:10,638 But Charlotte didn't say that. 167 00:10:10,726 --> 00:10:11,990 She said, "Some Pig." 168 00:10:12,078 --> 00:10:14,060 She didn't say anything about a tangled web. 169 00:10:14,148 --> 00:10:15,619 She certainly spun one. 170 00:10:15,937 --> 00:10:18,341 I mean, she made Wilbur out to be an outlier 171 00:10:18,429 --> 00:10:20,868 when in truth, he was kinda ordinary. 172 00:10:21,350 --> 00:10:22,690 So Ziggy... 173 00:10:24,171 --> 00:10:26,076 does that make Charlotte a liar? 174 00:10:29,194 --> 00:10:30,742 It makes her a grownup. 175 00:10:30,874 --> 00:10:32,773 Lying to protect someone she loves, 176 00:10:32,861 --> 00:10:34,064 that's what grownups do. 177 00:10:34,171 --> 00:10:36,695 I think she was probably just rebranding Wilbur. 178 00:10:36,906 --> 00:10:38,494 Rebranding? 179 00:10:38,781 --> 00:10:42,536 I see. Well... You all want to know what I think? 180 00:10:42,624 --> 00:10:43,882 Mm-hmm. 181 00:10:44,008 --> 00:10:47,984 I think Charlotte didn't want Wilbur to get eaten. 182 00:10:48,304 --> 00:10:50,859 I don't think she wanted any pigs to be eaten, 183 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:52,771 and we all know why, don't we? 184 00:10:52,859 --> 00:10:55,161 Sustainability. 185 00:10:55,361 --> 00:10:57,320 Exactly. Exactly. 186 00:10:57,429 --> 00:10:59,341 How many gallons of water does it take 187 00:10:59,429 --> 00:11:01,203 to make a single pound of sausage? 188 00:11:01,296 --> 00:11:04,492 - A thousand. - A thousand gallons. 189 00:11:04,601 --> 00:11:06,208 And how many showers does that add up to? 190 00:11:06,296 --> 00:11:10,007 - Over 50. - Over 50 showers. 191 00:11:10,294 --> 00:11:13,903 So imagine, would you have to take a shower every single day 192 00:11:14,028 --> 00:11:16,202 for almost two months to... 193 00:11:22,004 --> 00:11:24,159 Amabella, your mother's gonna meet you at the hospital, 194 00:11:24,247 --> 00:11:26,136 - okay, sweetie? - I wanna go with her. 195 00:11:26,224 --> 00:11:27,457 Yeah, yeah. We've got you covered. 196 00:11:27,544 --> 00:11:28,966 Let me get her backpack. Sarah! 197 00:11:29,263 --> 00:11:30,859 What the fu... What happened? 198 00:11:30,946 --> 00:11:34,614 - Um, Mrs. Klein. - What... I'm Amabella's mom. 199 00:11:34,723 --> 00:11:36,036 Renata Klein. 200 00:11:36,161 --> 00:11:37,982 - What... What did she do? What's... - She's fine. 201 00:11:38,069 --> 00:11:39,369 I'm Dr. Feldman. 202 00:11:39,569 --> 00:11:41,731 Your daughter was brought in with an anxiety attack. 203 00:11:41,819 --> 00:11:42,925 Anxiety attack? 204 00:11:43,013 --> 00:11:44,314 We've given her a mild sedative, 205 00:11:44,402 --> 00:11:46,497 she's resting comfortably, she's not in any danger. 206 00:11:46,585 --> 00:11:47,526 - She was in a little bit of... - Can I see her? 207 00:11:47,614 --> 00:11:48,779 A shock when she first came in, 208 00:11:48,866 --> 00:11:49,763 - but... - What? 209 00:11:49,851 --> 00:11:50,901 She's fine. She's resting comfortably. 210 00:11:50,960 --> 00:11:52,484 - Okay. - Yeah. Right back. Right this way. 211 00:11:52,571 --> 00:11:54,263 What did you do? 212 00:11:57,778 --> 00:12:02,481 Did somebody hurt you or say something or... 213 00:12:02,611 --> 00:12:06,122 - No. I'm okay, Mom. - Sweetheart. 214 00:12:06,310 --> 00:12:10,021 You were discovered in a closet practically unconscious. 215 00:12:10,263 --> 00:12:12,910 - Was she checked for bite marks? - Honey, come on. 216 00:12:13,110 --> 00:12:15,708 She was bitten last year, right? So... 217 00:12:15,856 --> 00:12:18,169 Maybe somebody's bullying you again or... 218 00:12:18,271 --> 00:12:19,161 No... 219 00:12:19,249 --> 00:12:21,401 Hey baby, you okay there, my girl? 220 00:12:21,489 --> 00:12:23,403 Don't talk to her. I got this, okay? 221 00:12:23,528 --> 00:12:25,636 I think you've done enough, don't you? 222 00:12:25,724 --> 00:12:28,362 You... What the hell are you talking about? 223 00:12:28,450 --> 00:12:31,989 Gordon, she's obviously under immense stress. 224 00:12:32,146 --> 00:12:34,119 You think, Renata? 225 00:12:34,388 --> 00:12:37,106 - Team. Team. - Yes, hello, Doctor, 226 00:12:37,194 --> 00:12:40,242 I would like my daughter transferred to Stanford, please. 227 00:12:41,152 --> 00:12:43,333 - Because? - Because it's Stanford! 228 00:12:43,444 --> 00:12:44,794 I mean, please. 229 00:12:44,981 --> 00:12:46,340 Well, she's being released. 230 00:12:46,427 --> 00:12:47,823 She's cleared for discharge. 231 00:12:47,911 --> 00:12:49,745 - Oh, look at that. - There we go. 232 00:12:49,832 --> 00:12:50,786 Hey. 233 00:12:50,874 --> 00:12:52,425 Counseling is certainly indicated. 234 00:12:52,618 --> 00:12:53,792 Uh-huh. 235 00:12:53,895 --> 00:12:55,737 Perhaps for the entire family. 236 00:12:56,144 --> 00:12:58,861 You don't know anything about my family. Okay? 237 00:12:59,247 --> 00:13:02,661 I know your own stress... not helping the situation. 238 00:13:02,861 --> 00:13:05,161 "Your own stress." 239 00:13:05,249 --> 00:13:06,524 Please. 240 00:13:06,611 --> 00:13:09,271 Honey, isn't that great? We're gonna go home. 241 00:13:09,396 --> 00:13:11,461 - You're going home! - Don't talk to her. 242 00:13:14,787 --> 00:13:16,370 Will you ever forgive me? 243 00:13:16,458 --> 00:13:18,966 Yes, of course, honey. It's not your fault. 244 00:13:19,444 --> 00:13:20,972 I blurted it out. 245 00:13:21,060 --> 00:13:22,869 The blurting is not the problem. 246 00:13:23,122 --> 00:13:25,708 My doing it is the problem. 247 00:13:26,138 --> 00:13:28,763 Well, you're in therapy, so that's good. Right? 248 00:13:28,927 --> 00:13:30,578 Yeah... 249 00:13:30,778 --> 00:13:34,171 I mean... the doctor's pretty much a crock. 250 00:13:34,259 --> 00:13:37,312 She... She thinks I feel like an empty sack 251 00:13:37,400 --> 00:13:38,921 because I didn't graduate from college, 252 00:13:39,009 --> 00:13:41,476 and that's why I'm obsessed with your going. 253 00:13:41,564 --> 00:13:44,611 But that is not entirely true. 254 00:13:44,985 --> 00:13:46,202 Mom... 255 00:13:46,290 --> 00:13:48,726 I mean, when we would watch The Wizard of Oz, 256 00:13:48,814 --> 00:13:50,000 you would turn into a puddle 257 00:13:50,088 --> 00:13:52,588 every time The Scarecrow got his diploma. 258 00:13:55,778 --> 00:13:57,877 Well, I'm glad you're back home. 259 00:13:58,634 --> 00:14:01,072 Otherwise, I might be totally alone. 260 00:14:02,069 --> 00:14:03,588 He's not gonna leave you. 261 00:14:08,069 --> 00:14:11,306 - Hello! - Oh! 262 00:14:11,478 --> 00:14:15,291 We had such wonderful fun together! 263 00:14:15,402 --> 00:14:17,384 - Did you, honey? - Yeah. 264 00:14:17,569 --> 00:14:19,869 - Can Dr. Peep have a sleepover? - Oh... 265 00:14:20,158 --> 00:14:23,556 Oh, sweetheart, I would love that, 266 00:14:23,791 --> 00:14:25,650 but I need to get back to my sheep. 267 00:14:25,767 --> 00:14:27,910 I'm afraid they'd miss me. 268 00:14:28,275 --> 00:14:30,679 Could I talk to your parents for a second in private? 269 00:14:30,767 --> 00:14:32,429 Maybe you want to go play outside? 270 00:14:32,517 --> 00:14:34,063 - Look at the sunset! - I promise to come 271 00:14:34,150 --> 00:14:36,955 see you again. I'll bring tea and crumpets! 272 00:14:37,156 --> 00:14:38,281 Cool! 273 00:14:39,069 --> 00:14:40,439 I'll be right out. 274 00:14:40,569 --> 00:14:43,335 We arranged all her stuffies into a petting zoo. 275 00:14:43,423 --> 00:14:44,951 It was wonderful! 276 00:14:50,569 --> 00:14:52,298 Nobody's bullying her. 277 00:14:52,416 --> 00:14:54,289 She's worried about the end of the planet. 278 00:14:54,377 --> 00:14:55,648 - What? - Her class is evidently 279 00:14:55,736 --> 00:14:56,981 talking about climate change, 280 00:14:57,069 --> 00:14:59,500 and she's gotten the message that we're doomed. 281 00:14:59,588 --> 00:15:00,907 - Oh, my God. - Oh, for fuck's sake... 282 00:15:00,994 --> 00:15:02,361 You gotta be kidding me. 283 00:15:02,463 --> 00:15:04,330 She's also worried about you going to jail. 284 00:15:04,486 --> 00:15:05,681 Well, hello... 285 00:15:05,853 --> 00:15:07,492 And she's worried about you. 286 00:15:08,110 --> 00:15:09,202 Me? 287 00:15:09,402 --> 00:15:11,046 She thinks something is going on with you 288 00:15:11,134 --> 00:15:12,814 and has been for a long time. 289 00:15:13,569 --> 00:15:16,423 So there's you, you... 290 00:15:17,055 --> 00:15:18,728 mostly the end of the world. 291 00:15:19,923 --> 00:15:21,857 Do you know if it's wild or farmed? 292 00:15:21,944 --> 00:15:23,603 I believed it's farmed. 293 00:15:23,759 --> 00:15:25,689 - Land based or net-pen? - Sorry? 294 00:15:25,814 --> 00:15:27,588 Were they raised on land-based facilities 295 00:15:27,713 --> 00:15:29,204 or in net-pens in the ocean? 296 00:15:29,579 --> 00:15:33,595 Well, um... it's a fish, so I'm guessing the ocean. 297 00:15:33,748 --> 00:15:35,205 Could you check? 298 00:15:35,987 --> 00:15:38,121 - Sure... - Thanks. 299 00:15:39,009 --> 00:15:40,329 S... Sorry. 300 00:15:40,416 --> 00:15:41,322 It's okay. 301 00:15:41,410 --> 00:15:43,470 You have to be careful with some of the farm shit. 302 00:15:43,653 --> 00:15:45,531 So you just eat wild? 303 00:15:45,619 --> 00:15:48,453 Yeah. Yeah, mostly. But there's problems there, too. 304 00:15:48,541 --> 00:15:51,031 Some wild fish have tested positive for microplastics. 305 00:15:51,119 --> 00:15:53,659 Some wild salmon have tested positive for antidepressants. 306 00:15:54,985 --> 00:15:57,132 People have to ask where the fish come from, 307 00:15:57,220 --> 00:15:59,812 what they ate, how they lived, even how they died. 308 00:15:59,900 --> 00:16:01,228 If they're processed post-rigor, 309 00:16:01,392 --> 00:16:04,400 the bacteria can leech right into the flesh... 310 00:16:06,819 --> 00:16:08,298 Sorry. 311 00:16:09,072 --> 00:16:10,713 No, you don't have to apologize. 312 00:16:10,994 --> 00:16:12,710 I used to work at Santa Monica Seafood, 313 00:16:12,798 --> 00:16:15,164 so I was really into all this shit. 314 00:16:15,252 --> 00:16:17,390 It's great. And you're teaching me a lot. 315 00:16:17,478 --> 00:16:19,283 I'm trying to come off intelligent. 316 00:16:19,371 --> 00:16:20,681 It's working. 317 00:16:25,985 --> 00:16:27,382 I'm... I'm so sorry. 318 00:16:27,470 --> 00:16:29,689 I'm so sorry to be such a nuisance. 319 00:16:29,798 --> 00:16:32,226 Look, I was just... I was just wondering 320 00:16:32,314 --> 00:16:35,259 if there are any new developments in the case. 321 00:16:36,373 --> 00:16:39,839 We told you we would call if there were. 322 00:16:40,150 --> 00:16:42,767 Yes. Hmm... 323 00:16:43,220 --> 00:16:46,695 I have personally worked very hard to be mindful 324 00:16:46,783 --> 00:16:49,202 - of your unspeakable pain. - I know you care. 325 00:16:49,588 --> 00:16:52,298 I, perhaps, do seek out those who do. 326 00:16:52,502 --> 00:16:56,517 I know you are not allowed to say anything about the case 327 00:16:56,605 --> 00:17:00,127 or what you believe, but... 328 00:17:03,749 --> 00:17:05,172 A mother nee... 329 00:17:06,918 --> 00:17:09,025 A mother needs to know. 330 00:17:11,773 --> 00:17:15,548 You don't believe my son just slipped... 331 00:17:18,679 --> 00:17:19,916 do you? 332 00:17:22,075 --> 00:17:23,853 You don't think it's healthy to... to... 333 00:17:24,026 --> 00:17:26,075 To cling to the good memories? 334 00:17:26,377 --> 00:17:28,886 It can be. I don't think so here. 335 00:17:28,974 --> 00:17:31,502 But there are so many positives. 336 00:17:31,773 --> 00:17:35,328 So many. The way he loved me, the way he loved the boys. 337 00:17:35,416 --> 00:17:37,570 The boys loved him. I... 338 00:17:38,254 --> 00:17:42,346 I shouldn't erase all of that simply because you feel that... 339 00:17:42,434 --> 00:17:44,776 He almost killed you. 340 00:17:44,864 --> 00:17:46,281 He didn't almost kill me. 341 00:17:46,369 --> 00:17:48,544 He nearly smothered you with a cushion. 342 00:17:48,762 --> 00:17:51,586 If one of his kicks had landed on your head, 343 00:17:51,674 --> 00:17:53,388 you might very well be dead. 344 00:17:57,297 --> 00:18:01,141 I work with and treat quite a few veterans. 345 00:18:01,420 --> 00:18:03,040 Many want to return to combat. 346 00:18:03,172 --> 00:18:06,051 They can't handle the mundane. Normal life is dull. 347 00:18:08,414 --> 00:18:10,789 You miss the war, Celeste. 348 00:18:12,165 --> 00:18:14,299 I miss what was good. 349 00:18:14,492 --> 00:18:15,958 I don't miss what was bad. 350 00:18:16,174 --> 00:18:19,500 And keeping him in my heart. The good... The good part of him, 351 00:18:19,588 --> 00:18:22,013 that works for me. It works for the boys. 352 00:18:22,184 --> 00:18:25,227 It works for my family. That works. 353 00:18:26,486 --> 00:18:29,484 How did you get that bruise on your arm? 354 00:18:29,766 --> 00:18:31,727 I broke up a fight between the boys. 355 00:18:31,815 --> 00:18:32,797 Mm-hmm. 356 00:18:32,885 --> 00:18:35,406 Last week. I probably got whacked or something. 357 00:18:36,667 --> 00:18:38,664 Do you self-inflict your bruises? 358 00:18:38,766 --> 00:18:41,010 - What? - It's not uncommon. 359 00:18:41,123 --> 00:18:44,094 Victims of abuse, sometimes, they feel some... 360 00:18:44,843 --> 00:18:47,047 attachment to their wounds. 361 00:18:48,698 --> 00:18:50,578 Perhaps they remind you of him. 362 00:18:50,815 --> 00:18:54,594 I do not self-inflict any wounds. 363 00:18:55,539 --> 00:18:57,873 And your other patients do not inform on me. 364 00:18:57,961 --> 00:18:59,719 I'm not a statistic. 365 00:18:59,969 --> 00:19:02,017 Are you addict, Celeste? 366 00:19:02,660 --> 00:19:04,289 Is Perry your drug? 367 00:19:08,039 --> 00:19:09,961 I think it's really neat 368 00:19:10,049 --> 00:19:12,182 how passionate you are about things. 369 00:19:12,419 --> 00:19:15,984 Thank you. Are you passionate about things? 370 00:19:16,239 --> 00:19:18,820 Um... yeah, of course, I am. You know, I... 371 00:19:19,138 --> 00:19:22,603 I used to paint a lot. I was really into art. 372 00:19:23,583 --> 00:19:28,383 Now, I'm mostly passionate about my son. 373 00:19:28,898 --> 00:19:32,084 I have a kid. I probably should've told you that earlier, 374 00:19:32,194 --> 00:19:35,288 but... it's kind of a weird thing to bring up. 375 00:19:36,669 --> 00:19:39,672 He's great. His name is Ziggy. He's in second grade. 376 00:19:39,760 --> 00:19:41,267 I would love to meet him. 377 00:19:41,919 --> 00:19:44,136 Yeah, maybe one day. 378 00:19:44,711 --> 00:19:47,135 I'm sure you guys would get along great. 379 00:19:47,223 --> 00:19:49,297 He knows a lot of random shit, too. 380 00:19:49,460 --> 00:19:53,328 You guys could talk about a lot of weird facts. 381 00:19:56,098 --> 00:19:57,261 Um... 382 00:19:57,380 --> 00:19:59,553 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 383 00:20:00,852 --> 00:20:04,641 No, no, it's fine. It's uh... Not you. 384 00:20:07,766 --> 00:20:10,641 I just gotta idle in neutral for a little bit. That's... 385 00:20:10,911 --> 00:20:12,877 kinda my MO right now. 386 00:20:13,210 --> 00:20:15,343 - Neutral. Okay. - Yeah. 387 00:20:16,197 --> 00:20:17,531 I can do that. 388 00:20:26,984 --> 00:20:28,820 I... 389 00:20:29,003 --> 00:20:33,717 am... the greatest... 390 00:20:34,169 --> 00:20:35,916 monster! 391 00:20:36,003 --> 00:20:40,302 And I come to devour... 392 00:20:40,502 --> 00:20:42,992 two young chickadees! 393 00:20:43,080 --> 00:20:44,837 My heavens! 394 00:20:46,794 --> 00:20:49,443 He was the best monster. 395 00:20:49,531 --> 00:20:50,803 Show her the angry beaver. 396 00:20:50,924 --> 00:20:52,682 Yeah, let me see that one. 397 00:20:52,937 --> 00:20:54,986 Did your mom make this for you? 398 00:20:55,108 --> 00:20:56,325 We all did. 399 00:20:56,413 --> 00:21:00,062 He sounds like a bear. 400 00:21:00,187 --> 00:21:01,508 He liked to combine animals. 401 00:21:01,601 --> 00:21:05,164 - Yeah. - Oh, here's the teacup one. 402 00:21:05,252 --> 00:21:06,844 How we doing here? 403 00:21:07,166 --> 00:21:08,699 We're showing Grandma the memory book. 404 00:21:08,786 --> 00:21:10,721 It's wonderful. 405 00:21:11,653 --> 00:21:13,393 Here's Guess How Much I Love You. 406 00:21:13,481 --> 00:21:15,199 That one's kinda boring. 407 00:21:15,286 --> 00:21:17,420 No, no, no. Let me... I want to see that one. 408 00:21:17,540 --> 00:21:20,659 - We loved that book. - Okay... 409 00:21:21,409 --> 00:21:24,047 "He was almost too sleepy to think anymore. 410 00:21:24,135 --> 00:21:26,737 Then he looked beyond the thorn bushes, 411 00:21:26,825 --> 00:21:29,385 out into the big dark night. 412 00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:32,963 Nothing could be further than the sky. 413 00:21:33,221 --> 00:21:36,511 'I love you right up to the moon, ' he said, 414 00:21:36,711 --> 00:21:38,393 and closed his eyes. 415 00:21:38,481 --> 00:21:42,657 'Oh, that's far. That is very, very far.' 416 00:21:43,011 --> 00:21:45,809 Big Nutbrown Hare settled Little Nutbrown Hare 417 00:21:45,897 --> 00:21:47,363 into his bed of leaves. 418 00:21:47,794 --> 00:21:50,106 He leaned over and kissed him goodnight." 419 00:21:50,210 --> 00:21:51,746 Right on the forehead. 420 00:22:06,544 --> 00:22:08,636 Chloe said Amabella had a stroke. 421 00:22:08,770 --> 00:22:11,088 She didn't have a stroke. She just had a panic attack. 422 00:22:11,176 --> 00:22:13,660 They're different. She's totally okay. 423 00:22:14,246 --> 00:22:16,594 And Max thinks she got possessed by Satan. 424 00:22:16,832 --> 00:22:19,018 You can tell Max that he's wrong 425 00:22:19,114 --> 00:22:21,884 because Satan can only be so many places at once. 426 00:22:22,901 --> 00:22:26,709 Come on, get in the car. Let's go. Please get in the car. 427 00:22:27,282 --> 00:22:28,576 Ziggy... 428 00:22:36,684 --> 00:22:39,873 ♪ Gotta find a way To get home strong ♪ 429 00:22:40,098 --> 00:22:43,354 ♪ Gotta find a way back home ♪ 430 00:22:48,327 --> 00:22:51,443 ♪ Gotta find a light To guide me along ♪ 431 00:22:51,711 --> 00:22:55,343 ♪ Gotta find a way back home ♪ 432 00:22:59,809 --> 00:23:03,025 ♪ Running for your life Will get you so far ♪ 433 00:23:03,303 --> 00:23:06,894 ♪ Running for your life so far ♪ 434 00:23:09,895 --> 00:23:11,737 That's Perry's brother, Raymond? 435 00:23:11,825 --> 00:23:12,874 Yes. 436 00:23:12,967 --> 00:23:14,430 Oh my God, he looks just like Ziggy. 437 00:23:14,517 --> 00:23:16,753 It... It's uncanny, isn't it? 438 00:23:19,042 --> 00:23:20,037 Oh my God. 439 00:23:20,125 --> 00:23:22,551 Wait, look. 440 00:23:22,836 --> 00:23:25,469 They have the same cheeks. That's crazy. 441 00:23:25,557 --> 00:23:26,874 Wow... 442 00:23:27,161 --> 00:23:31,823 It's a bit... unsettling. 443 00:23:31,919 --> 00:23:34,619 I should like to be in Ziggy's life. I... 444 00:23:35,893 --> 00:23:39,150 I mean, I'm... I'm his grandmother. 445 00:23:39,460 --> 00:23:40,799 Yeah. 446 00:23:40,887 --> 00:23:44,604 I just needed a... some time to wrestle with that idea but... 447 00:23:44,703 --> 00:23:48,111 Is he sweet? 448 00:23:48,722 --> 00:23:51,135 Yeah. He's the best. 449 00:23:51,544 --> 00:23:53,572 My boys were so sweet. 450 00:23:54,515 --> 00:23:56,854 I don't think there was a gentler 451 00:23:56,961 --> 00:24:02,229 or more tender little boy than Perry. 452 00:24:03,516 --> 00:24:07,564 He was so sweet and gentle. 453 00:24:10,223 --> 00:24:12,022 Um... grew up to be neither. 454 00:24:14,372 --> 00:24:17,339 This is perhaps an unfair question... 455 00:24:17,711 --> 00:24:21,761 On the night of your... rendezvous with my son, 456 00:24:21,849 --> 00:24:24,147 who initiated the encounter? 457 00:24:25,919 --> 00:24:28,705 Does that make a difference? 458 00:24:29,499 --> 00:24:33,089 I know how devoted he was to Celeste, 459 00:24:33,885 --> 00:24:35,599 and I... I just... 460 00:24:36,919 --> 00:24:40,719 can't conceive how he... Unless he was tempted. 461 00:24:40,919 --> 00:24:43,926 As men can be in a moment of weakness. 462 00:24:44,468 --> 00:24:46,929 Did you initiate, Jane? 463 00:24:48,010 --> 00:24:49,092 No. 464 00:24:52,562 --> 00:24:55,861 You trying to apologize on his behalf? To just... 465 00:24:55,949 --> 00:24:57,523 Justify what he did? 466 00:24:57,642 --> 00:25:01,929 Celeste has shared with me that she and Perry had a... 467 00:25:02,192 --> 00:25:04,784 a complicated sex life... 468 00:25:05,086 --> 00:25:08,675 - one that included violence. - She shared that with you? 469 00:25:09,247 --> 00:25:10,702 Yes. 470 00:25:10,828 --> 00:25:15,294 And I'm... It makes me wonder if, perhaps, he misinterpreted 471 00:25:15,405 --> 00:25:18,121 or misread a signal from you. 472 00:25:19,289 --> 00:25:21,170 Your son raped me... 473 00:25:22,068 --> 00:25:23,495 and as he was doing so, 474 00:25:23,583 --> 00:25:25,675 I was screaming for him to get off. 475 00:25:28,682 --> 00:25:31,147 I don't think that you "misread" that. 476 00:25:33,555 --> 00:25:35,841 I don't mean to offend you, I just... 477 00:25:35,929 --> 00:25:40,435 It's... I just can't surrender to this notion that he was... 478 00:25:43,518 --> 00:25:45,691 evil. I can't... 479 00:25:48,044 --> 00:25:51,678 I just do so want to be believe there was good in him. 480 00:25:51,932 --> 00:25:55,805 I can't... did you see good in him? 481 00:25:56,419 --> 00:26:01,717 Before the bad... Did you see... good in him? 482 00:26:40,413 --> 00:26:43,962 It's literally like... it couldn't be dumber. 483 00:26:44,050 --> 00:26:45,936 I know! I know! 484 00:26:46,024 --> 00:26:48,155 - Hey. - Hey! How are you? 485 00:26:49,049 --> 00:26:51,848 Yeah, I'm good. Good. What are you doing? 486 00:26:52,364 --> 00:26:54,414 Just, um... chattin'. 487 00:26:54,502 --> 00:26:56,425 Having some coffee. What's up with you? 488 00:26:58,043 --> 00:26:59,926 You... You look better. Brighter. 489 00:27:00,377 --> 00:27:01,419 Thanks. 490 00:27:07,100 --> 00:27:09,942 Um, I should get going to the studio. 491 00:27:10,252 --> 00:27:12,218 Yeah, I'll let you guys, um... 492 00:27:12,633 --> 00:27:13,641 All right. 493 00:27:13,934 --> 00:27:16,359 Thanks for the chat... and the laugh. 494 00:27:16,544 --> 00:27:18,427 - Totally. - I needed that, so... 495 00:27:18,627 --> 00:27:20,386 - Good to see ya. - Yeah, you too. 496 00:27:20,586 --> 00:27:21,624 Bye. 497 00:27:21,711 --> 00:27:23,759 - Bye, Maddie. - Okay, bye. 498 00:27:25,240 --> 00:27:27,374 I should probably get going, too, here. 499 00:27:27,521 --> 00:27:29,946 So... what were you talking about? 500 00:27:30,083 --> 00:27:32,090 Her, uh, mother. 501 00:27:33,192 --> 00:27:36,020 It seems everyone has mother issues. 502 00:27:38,922 --> 00:27:41,180 How long are you gonna punish me? 503 00:27:41,528 --> 00:27:46,745 Well, for as long as I need or want, I guess. 504 00:27:46,961 --> 00:27:50,636 Wow, that was just cold and mean when just a few seconds ago, 505 00:27:50,836 --> 00:27:53,052 you were so warm and friendly with Bonnie. 506 00:27:53,252 --> 00:27:56,060 Yeah, I guess, that would be sort of a twofer, wouldn't it? 507 00:27:56,210 --> 00:27:58,844 Could piss off both you and Nathan at the same time. 508 00:27:58,932 --> 00:28:00,730 That's a good idea. 509 00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:06,351 Well, that's just cruel, Ed. And you're not cruel. 510 00:28:06,794 --> 00:28:11,260 Well, whatever I am or have been 511 00:28:11,348 --> 00:28:13,712 hasn't netted the desired results, 512 00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:15,932 so why not mix it up? 513 00:28:19,836 --> 00:28:21,844 I don't even know who he is right now. 514 00:28:22,044 --> 00:28:23,719 He'll play through it. He will. 515 00:28:23,919 --> 00:28:25,509 He just... 516 00:28:26,460 --> 00:28:28,052 He's just being so hateful. 517 00:28:28,252 --> 00:28:30,875 How could I think even think anything about my life is real? 518 00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:33,430 My first marriage was not real. 519 00:28:34,169 --> 00:28:36,115 My second marriage, turns out I'm the fraud. 520 00:28:36,315 --> 00:28:38,332 - Whoa... - I can't even believe in myself anymore, 521 00:28:38,419 --> 00:28:41,384 and, like, look at my friendships and... 522 00:28:42,442 --> 00:28:43,908 What about your friendships? 523 00:28:44,108 --> 00:28:46,158 I had no clue, Celeste. 524 00:28:46,413 --> 00:28:48,664 I didn't even have the slightest idea 525 00:28:48,752 --> 00:28:50,247 that you were living through that, 526 00:28:50,335 --> 00:28:52,207 and it makes me feel like you couldn't even tell me. 527 00:28:52,294 --> 00:28:53,887 - I'm sorry for keeping... - Don't say sorry. 528 00:28:53,974 --> 00:28:56,357 This secret... But I am. It's... 529 00:28:56,750 --> 00:28:58,914 If I was in your situation, I probably... 530 00:28:59,003 --> 00:29:02,636 Probably what? Would have done the same things as me? Hmm? 531 00:29:02,773 --> 00:29:05,242 - No, Madeline, you wouldn't. - I don't know. 532 00:29:05,446 --> 00:29:08,469 You would have been out of that marriage so fast. 533 00:29:08,983 --> 00:29:10,393 I wish. 534 00:29:10,481 --> 00:29:13,030 I wish I had told you. I do. 535 00:29:16,085 --> 00:29:18,801 You would have jumped into that pool, pulled me out. 536 00:29:23,263 --> 00:29:26,061 What possesses two idiots like yourselves 537 00:29:26,149 --> 00:29:28,706 to teach eight-year-olds that the planet is doomed? 538 00:29:28,794 --> 00:29:31,302 The children are constantly bombarded with climate change. 539 00:29:31,390 --> 00:29:32,774 It is all over the news. 540 00:29:32,883 --> 00:29:36,063 It's our job to deconstruct it so that they can process it. 541 00:29:36,252 --> 00:29:39,781 Good for you. You deconstructed my little girl into a coma. 542 00:29:39,878 --> 00:29:42,180 Renata, look. We scheduled an assembly for this evening. 543 00:29:42,314 --> 00:29:44,492 Okay? You are not the only parent complaining. 544 00:29:44,711 --> 00:29:46,425 Just, by far, the loudest. 545 00:29:47,633 --> 00:29:48,683 You're pitiful. 546 00:29:48,771 --> 00:29:51,321 Okay, this is gonna come as a shock to you. 547 00:29:51,789 --> 00:29:56,031 This school is actually here to serve all the children, 548 00:29:56,127 --> 00:29:57,821 not just Amabella. 549 00:29:58,210 --> 00:30:01,260 You think 'cause of this whole bankruptcy thing... 550 00:30:01,413 --> 00:30:03,742 that the school thinks I don't matter? 551 00:30:03,830 --> 00:30:04,969 Please. 552 00:30:05,132 --> 00:30:07,837 I will be rich again. I will rise up. 553 00:30:08,039 --> 00:30:11,328 I will buy a fucking polar bear for every kid in this school. 554 00:30:11,661 --> 00:30:15,336 And then, I will squish you like the bug that you are. 555 00:30:15,424 --> 00:30:16,821 Pretends like he's not a smoker. 556 00:30:16,909 --> 00:30:18,823 Hasn't been laid in 15 fucking years. 557 00:30:18,911 --> 00:30:20,414 Don't you talk to me like that! 558 00:30:20,502 --> 00:30:22,969 And you, I can't be bothered to squish you. 559 00:30:23,057 --> 00:30:24,707 You're a model citizen, Renata. 560 00:30:24,794 --> 00:30:25,992 I told you, 561 00:30:26,091 --> 00:30:27,976 these second-grade mothers, they are Shakespearean. 562 00:30:29,182 --> 00:30:32,563 That woman, she's the fucking Medusa of Monterey. 563 00:30:32,680 --> 00:30:34,678 And yes, I smoke. Do you want one of these? 564 00:30:34,969 --> 00:30:36,797 - Yes, please. - Yeah, I got a spot outside 565 00:30:36,887 --> 00:30:38,312 where the kids can't fucking see us. 566 00:30:38,544 --> 00:30:40,594 Fuck them. Oh, my God, I am so livid. 567 00:30:40,708 --> 00:30:41,931 - Okay, let's... - I am so livid. 568 00:30:42,018 --> 00:30:43,617 Let's go get a coffee or something. 569 00:30:43,730 --> 00:30:45,572 Please. The teacher was in on it. 570 00:30:45,660 --> 00:30:47,372 He really said, "Go to hell?" 571 00:30:47,460 --> 00:30:48,844 - Yeah, he's a shit. - Oh, my God. 572 00:30:48,932 --> 00:30:50,531 They practically kill my daughter, 573 00:30:50,669 --> 00:30:53,969 and then he's just dismissing me like that? What a pus-fuck. 574 00:30:54,057 --> 00:30:55,566 - And then... - Oh. 575 00:30:55,815 --> 00:30:58,274 Mary Louise. D-Did you find a place? 576 00:30:58,362 --> 00:30:59,662 Maybe. Just saw one. 577 00:30:59,750 --> 00:31:00,798 Good, good, good. 578 00:31:00,885 --> 00:31:02,485 You know Renata Klein? 579 00:31:02,586 --> 00:31:03,845 - We do... - I don't believe I do. 580 00:31:03,932 --> 00:31:07,625 We... We did meet. At the funeral. I'm so sorry. 581 00:31:07,713 --> 00:31:10,680 - I was a friend of Perry's. - You were there. 582 00:31:11,128 --> 00:31:12,430 When he fell. 583 00:31:13,150 --> 00:31:16,867 I was. That was, uh... devastating. 584 00:31:17,828 --> 00:31:20,953 Mm-hmm. So sorry to interrupt. 585 00:31:21,919 --> 00:31:23,636 - I... - Come on. Let's get out of here. 586 00:31:23,724 --> 00:31:25,126 What... What... What the fuck is that? 587 00:31:25,213 --> 00:31:26,681 I know. She's very strange. 588 00:31:27,034 --> 00:31:28,375 Whoo! 589 00:31:28,548 --> 00:31:29,565 Whoo! 590 00:31:29,669 --> 00:31:30,803 Jane. 591 00:31:31,003 --> 00:31:32,302 - Hey. - Hi! 592 00:31:32,502 --> 00:31:33,876 Oh, my God! What are you doing here? 593 00:31:33,963 --> 00:31:35,696 - Just going for a run. - How are you? 594 00:31:35,836 --> 00:31:37,428 - I'm good. How are you? - I'm good. 595 00:31:37,515 --> 00:31:38,906 Oh, my gosh, that's so funny. 596 00:31:39,009 --> 00:31:41,109 Ziggy's learning to surf. Corey's teaching him. 597 00:31:41,235 --> 00:31:42,540 This is getting kinda serious, huh? 598 00:31:42,627 --> 00:31:44,750 No, no... Told Ziggy about him 599 00:31:44,930 --> 00:31:46,540 and told him that he was teaching me to surf, 600 00:31:46,627 --> 00:31:48,052 so of course, he wanted to learn. 601 00:31:48,140 --> 00:31:49,136 Yeah. 602 00:31:49,224 --> 00:31:50,289 Yeah. 603 00:31:50,377 --> 00:31:52,044 He did try to kiss me the other night, though. 604 00:31:52,131 --> 00:31:53,307 - And? - It was... 605 00:31:53,586 --> 00:31:54,969 extremely awkward. 606 00:31:55,169 --> 00:31:57,511 I don't know. My body just shut down. 607 00:31:57,599 --> 00:31:58,968 Does he know about your history? 608 00:31:59,055 --> 00:32:00,623 Mm-mm. Not yet. 609 00:32:00,992 --> 00:32:02,210 You should talk to him. 610 00:32:02,297 --> 00:32:04,235 I don't know if I'm ready for that. 611 00:32:05,067 --> 00:32:07,289 Look, any real relationship you're gonna have, 612 00:32:07,377 --> 00:32:09,125 if you wanna have one... 613 00:32:09,502 --> 00:32:11,010 he's gotta know who you are, right? 614 00:32:11,098 --> 00:32:13,522 Yeah. I guess that's true. 615 00:32:15,526 --> 00:32:17,198 What? 616 00:32:18,343 --> 00:32:19,934 I'm such a hypocrite. 617 00:32:20,486 --> 00:32:23,672 Nathan has no idea who I am. 618 00:32:24,128 --> 00:32:26,456 - Oh, my God! Go, Ziggy! - Go, baby, yes! - 619 00:32:26,544 --> 00:32:30,177 Stand up! Stand up! Stand up! Stand up! Ah, you're doing it! 620 00:32:35,523 --> 00:32:37,362 Turn that shit off. 621 00:32:42,999 --> 00:32:44,225 Three things: 622 00:32:44,313 --> 00:32:46,168 one, we're throwing Amabella a birthday party, 623 00:32:46,256 --> 00:32:48,378 and I'm sparing no cost. She's unhappy. 624 00:32:48,937 --> 00:32:50,614 Two, I had it out with Nippal. 625 00:32:50,702 --> 00:32:52,081 I've gotta go back to the school. 626 00:32:52,169 --> 00:32:53,492 They wanna talk about climate change 627 00:32:53,579 --> 00:32:55,956 and the end of the world, which actually, if it comes, 628 00:32:56,044 --> 00:32:57,803 - it might be a sweet relief. - Damn right. 629 00:32:57,891 --> 00:33:00,026 And three, sell your fucking toys. 630 00:33:00,114 --> 00:33:01,491 It's not just me, you know. 631 00:33:01,579 --> 00:33:03,772 - Excuse me? - Putting stress on Amabella. 632 00:33:03,878 --> 00:33:05,461 I mean, what I did didn't help, of course, but... 633 00:33:05,548 --> 00:33:07,805 - What did I do? - You tell me. 634 00:33:09,135 --> 00:33:10,879 I mean, when I first met you, you... 635 00:33:10,967 --> 00:33:13,256 You had your guardrails up to your earlobes. 636 00:33:13,381 --> 00:33:15,223 - Please. - Penetrating you was like... 637 00:33:15,502 --> 00:33:17,397 It was like piercing a cement wall. 638 00:33:17,485 --> 00:33:18,551 It took some time, 639 00:33:18,639 --> 00:33:20,561 but I eventually chipped through, you know. 640 00:33:20,918 --> 00:33:23,498 Well, guess what? The last, I don't know, 12 months or so, 641 00:33:23,586 --> 00:33:25,186 the guardrails are back up. 642 00:33:25,311 --> 00:33:27,217 Fuck, I mean you are here, you're there, you're everywhere, 643 00:33:27,304 --> 00:33:31,187 but you are never present, and I feel it. 644 00:33:31,275 --> 00:33:32,991 And Amabella feels it. 645 00:33:34,288 --> 00:33:36,422 - Did she say that? - I'm saying it. 646 00:33:36,535 --> 00:33:38,416 Your husband is saying it. 647 00:33:41,114 --> 00:33:43,829 There is something going on with you. 648 00:33:45,059 --> 00:33:46,138 Correct. 649 00:33:46,460 --> 00:33:49,009 My husband put us in the poorhouse. 650 00:33:49,567 --> 00:33:50,700 Sell your shit. 651 00:33:52,711 --> 00:33:54,136 First off, thank you all for coming 652 00:33:54,223 --> 00:33:57,702 to a special evening assembly at our wonderful, 653 00:33:57,878 --> 00:33:59,469 wonderful Otter Bay, 654 00:33:59,598 --> 00:34:01,664 and a special thanks to those parents 655 00:34:01,752 --> 00:34:04,206 who took special time out of their busy lives 656 00:34:04,294 --> 00:34:06,623 to reach out to me directly about this important issue, 657 00:34:06,711 --> 00:34:09,636 - so thank you. - You're welcome. Yeah. 658 00:34:09,836 --> 00:34:13,178 Now, as we all know, anxiety is an epidemic 659 00:34:13,266 --> 00:34:14,308 in our schools. 660 00:34:14,395 --> 00:34:15,934 Really? It wouldn't be 661 00:34:16,022 --> 00:34:17,203 - if you weren't teaching them... - All right, let's take a breath, 662 00:34:17,290 --> 00:34:19,866 everybody, and let's try and keep this constructive, shall we? 663 00:34:20,364 --> 00:34:24,331 Climate change and the toll that it takes on our students, 664 00:34:24,419 --> 00:34:26,520 it is a complicated matter, okay? 665 00:34:26,608 --> 00:34:28,040 That is why we called this ad hoc 666 00:34:28,128 --> 00:34:30,081 Golden Bell Award-winning assembly: 667 00:34:30,169 --> 00:34:32,260 because not only will you hear from me, 668 00:34:32,348 --> 00:34:35,122 we would love to hear from you. The parents. 669 00:34:35,210 --> 00:34:36,570 Okay, hold up. 670 00:34:36,657 --> 00:34:38,624 We've already told you how we feel about it. 671 00:34:38,712 --> 00:34:40,581 This is not how I want this to go. 672 00:34:40,669 --> 00:34:42,679 Everybody, please sit down... 673 00:34:42,766 --> 00:34:44,095 Shut up! 674 00:34:44,294 --> 00:34:45,469 Really? 675 00:34:45,575 --> 00:34:47,135 Are you seriously telling us to shut up? 676 00:34:47,280 --> 00:34:48,511 Madeline Mackenzie. Lovely. 677 00:34:48,663 --> 00:34:50,962 Okay, since you've taken this opportunity to speak up, 678 00:34:51,050 --> 00:34:52,623 let us first hear from you. 679 00:34:52,711 --> 00:34:54,394 Would you like to come up here please, Madeline? 680 00:34:54,481 --> 00:34:55,573 Why... Why me? 681 00:34:55,661 --> 00:34:58,053 Because you're a beacon among us, Madeline. 682 00:34:58,210 --> 00:35:00,185 - Now, please, come up here. - Fine. No, no, I'm fine. 683 00:35:00,272 --> 00:35:01,507 - Thank you. - And make sure they know 684 00:35:01,594 --> 00:35:03,365 - my daughter was in a coma. - Okay. Okay, yeah. Jesus. 685 00:35:03,452 --> 00:35:05,626 Madeline Mackenzie, everyone. Please. 686 00:35:11,353 --> 00:35:13,027 Just share your thoughts. 687 00:35:15,544 --> 00:35:21,053 I mean, where do we even begin? Honestly? About everything? 688 00:35:21,878 --> 00:35:24,719 I mean, Principal Nippal, you have a very good point. 689 00:35:24,807 --> 00:35:27,107 Climate change is important. It's important. 690 00:35:27,419 --> 00:35:30,594 But it's also a lot to load up on a lot of second graders. 691 00:35:30,700 --> 00:35:31,804 - I'm sorry. - Thank you. Yes. 692 00:35:31,891 --> 00:35:34,303 That the whole world might go kapooey. 693 00:35:34,391 --> 00:35:35,592 They need to know that? 694 00:35:35,849 --> 00:35:38,139 You know, I think part of the problem is... 695 00:35:38,539 --> 00:35:40,005 we lie to our kids. 696 00:35:40,299 --> 00:35:42,558 We fill their heads full of Santa Claus 697 00:35:42,646 --> 00:35:44,944 and stories with happy endings, when most of us know 698 00:35:45,032 --> 00:35:47,913 most endings to most stories fucking suck. 699 00:35:48,278 --> 00:35:50,618 Right? Let's just get real. 700 00:35:51,387 --> 00:35:52,812 There aren't a lot of happy endings 701 00:35:52,900 --> 00:35:54,444 for a lot of people, you know. 702 00:35:54,586 --> 00:35:58,319 Be it climate change, be it guns in schools. 703 00:35:58,834 --> 00:36:01,475 And our kids are afraid. They're afraid to go to school. 704 00:36:01,563 --> 00:36:03,446 They're afraid they're gonna get shot. 705 00:36:03,747 --> 00:36:05,139 We don't prepare them. 706 00:36:05,227 --> 00:36:07,361 We fill their heads full of happy endings 707 00:36:07,449 --> 00:36:10,499 and happy stories and lies. 708 00:36:10,919 --> 00:36:12,998 And... And we tell them things like, "You're fine. 709 00:36:13,086 --> 00:36:15,608 You're gonna be fine," and we tell ourselves... 710 00:36:16,136 --> 00:36:18,608 We tell ourselves we're gonna be fine. 711 00:36:18,878 --> 00:36:20,636 But we're not. 712 00:36:21,116 --> 00:36:23,594 You know that song that we used to sing when we were little, 713 00:36:23,682 --> 00:36:24,816 "The Rainbow Connection"? 714 00:36:24,904 --> 00:36:25,983 There's a line in it, 715 00:36:26,071 --> 00:36:27,913 they talk about rainbows are illusions. 716 00:36:28,294 --> 00:36:29,678 And then... 717 00:36:29,878 --> 00:36:31,552 there's another line, and it goes on, 718 00:36:31,640 --> 00:36:32,956 and it says that, that... 719 00:36:33,044 --> 00:36:36,288 "Who said every wish would be granted... 720 00:36:36,870 --> 00:36:39,586 would be... if you wish on a morning star." 721 00:36:39,674 --> 00:36:41,140 Do you remember that? 722 00:36:41,522 --> 00:36:43,670 But this is the part that I thought... 723 00:36:45,922 --> 00:36:48,303 Is that "Somebody thought of that... 724 00:36:49,669 --> 00:36:51,788 Then someone believed them. 725 00:36:52,166 --> 00:36:53,966 And look what it's done..." 726 00:36:54,173 --> 00:36:56,294 We have to tell the children that... that... 727 00:36:56,436 --> 00:36:59,592 Life is an illusion and things don't work out sometimes, 728 00:36:59,836 --> 00:37:02,719 and that... and... you can't tell them part of the truth. 729 00:37:02,879 --> 00:37:05,202 You have to tell them the whole truth. 730 00:37:15,710 --> 00:37:17,623 She's not picking up. 731 00:37:17,711 --> 00:37:21,850 Um, is this a full blown breakdown or something? I mean... 732 00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:24,592 Too much to get up there and help her, Ed? 733 00:37:25,128 --> 00:37:27,552 Hmm? She's your fucking wife. 734 00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:29,857 Well, thanks for the tip, Celeste. 735 00:37:30,051 --> 00:37:32,372 Maybe we could get coffee, you and me, 736 00:37:32,460 --> 00:37:35,639 and you could fill me in on whatever else I've missed. 737 00:37:39,006 --> 00:37:41,460 You don't think he knows about... 738 00:37:41,645 --> 00:37:42,729 No. 739 00:37:57,674 --> 00:37:59,097 Where is he? 740 00:37:59,799 --> 00:38:01,180 I don't know. 741 00:38:02,517 --> 00:38:03,858 Is he moving out? 742 00:38:05,856 --> 00:38:08,237 Well, he hasn't packed his things yet. 743 00:38:18,539 --> 00:38:19,962 Well, I heard... 744 00:38:21,489 --> 00:38:23,706 about your speech tonight. 745 00:38:23,945 --> 00:38:25,618 Can you get me some wine? 746 00:38:28,281 --> 00:38:29,537 He'll be back. 747 00:38:33,887 --> 00:38:35,894 Thank you, honey. 748 00:38:45,986 --> 00:38:48,530 - What are you doing? - Oh, sweet Jesus! 749 00:38:48,632 --> 00:38:50,848 You gave me such a fright. 750 00:38:51,071 --> 00:38:54,389 Well... Okay, I won't lie. 751 00:38:54,586 --> 00:38:56,903 I have been having trouble sleeping of late 752 00:38:56,991 --> 00:39:00,801 and so I thought you might have a little helper or two. 753 00:39:00,986 --> 00:39:01,994 You're snooping. 754 00:39:02,178 --> 00:39:05,053 You have quite an impressive array. 755 00:39:08,374 --> 00:39:10,966 I think it's probably best if you find another place. 756 00:39:11,095 --> 00:39:12,733 Celeste, I am on your side. 757 00:39:12,821 --> 00:39:16,405 So you keep saying. Hmm. 758 00:39:16,493 --> 00:39:18,085 Vicodin. 759 00:39:18,460 --> 00:39:21,561 You have to be so careful of these opioids, dear. 760 00:39:21,824 --> 00:39:23,702 Sometimes I needed it. 761 00:39:24,789 --> 00:39:26,337 For the pain. 762 00:39:32,815 --> 00:39:34,686 Like when after he kicked me. 763 00:39:44,447 --> 00:39:46,537 I had a really good time again. 764 00:39:56,611 --> 00:39:58,319 I'm not gonna try and kiss you. 765 00:40:01,028 --> 00:40:04,233 But I would like to give you a goodnight hug. 766 00:40:04,419 --> 00:40:06,678 How does that sound? 767 00:40:07,085 --> 00:40:08,509 That sounds great. 768 00:40:12,335 --> 00:40:16,842 - Okay. - This is a weird hug. 769 00:40:19,395 --> 00:40:21,070 We're touching. 770 00:40:21,303 --> 00:40:23,727 - I'm blushing. - How's it going? 771 00:40:26,675 --> 00:40:29,627 Are we dancing? Is that... Is that what this is? 772 00:40:29,846 --> 00:40:32,122 Is that your secret scheme? To get me to dance with you? 773 00:40:32,210 --> 00:40:33,803 It's really good idea, yeah. 774 00:40:33,891 --> 00:40:35,581 I'm not that smooth, but yeah, 775 00:40:35,669 --> 00:40:37,643 I guess we could dance if you want to dance, sure. 776 00:40:56,754 --> 00:40:58,511 Hey, Sparkles. 777 00:40:59,859 --> 00:41:02,104 I'm just calling to say good night. 778 00:41:02,539 --> 00:41:06,087 But you've probably already gone to bed. 779 00:41:08,306 --> 00:41:10,338 I'm having a little trouble sleeping. 780 00:41:12,096 --> 00:41:13,838 And I was hoping you could help me. 781 00:41:17,288 --> 00:41:19,669 But I guess I'm on my own. 782 00:41:21,614 --> 00:41:23,830 Though not really. 783 00:41:24,335 --> 00:41:26,634 I can just close my eyes and... 784 00:41:28,711 --> 00:41:30,557 and pretend that you're here. 785 00:41:35,263 --> 00:41:36,895 I love you, baby. 786 00:41:38,329 --> 00:41:39,451 Love you. 787 00:41:58,559 --> 00:42:04,842 ♪ I hope that I find What I'm reaching for ♪ 788 00:42:05,254 --> 00:42:10,764 ♪ The way that it is In my mind ♪ 789 00:42:11,956 --> 00:42:18,464 ♪ I hope that I won't be That wrong anymore ♪ 790 00:42:18,836 --> 00:42:24,483 ♪ And maybe I've learned This time ♪ 791 00:42:28,781 --> 00:42:35,289 ♪ Someday I'll get over you ♪ 792 00:42:35,560 --> 00:42:42,026 ♪ I'll live To see it all through ♪ 793 00:42:42,170 --> 00:42:45,429 ♪ But I'll always miss ♪ 794 00:42:45,591 --> 00:42:51,240 ♪ Dreaming my dreams with you ♪ 795 00:42:55,262 --> 00:42:59,006 ♪ But I won't let it change me ♪ 796 00:42:59,252 --> 00:43:02,302 ♪ Not if I can ♪ 797 00:43:02,502 --> 00:43:08,522 ♪ I'd rather believe in love ♪ 798 00:43:09,210 --> 00:43:15,506 ♪ And give it away As much as I can ♪ 799 00:43:15,889 --> 00:43:21,193 ♪ To those that I'm fondest of ♪ 800 00:43:25,845 --> 00:43:32,187 ♪ Someday I'll get over you ♪ 801 00:43:32,700 --> 00:43:38,912 ♪ I'll live To see it all through ♪ 802 00:43:39,262 --> 00:43:42,521 ♪ But I'll always miss ♪ 803 00:43:42,753 --> 00:43:47,584 ♪ Dreaming my dreams with you ♪ 804 00:44:49,497 --> 00:44:55,772 ♪ Someday I'll get over you ♪ 805 00:44:56,335 --> 00:45:02,670 ♪ I'll miss dreaming with you ♪ 806 00:45:03,003 --> 00:45:09,233 ♪ Someday I'll get over you ♪ 807 00:45:09,723 --> 00:45:15,647 ♪ I'll miss dreaming with you ♪ 808 00:45:15,796 --> 00:45:17,787 ♪ Someday ♪ 60035

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