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Ongsa, do you think one year is long?

I think it’s long.

Long enough for things to change.

Why do you ask?

I'm wondering if I should take a test for the exchange program scholarship in the US.

What did you say?

Ongsa, are you keeping a secret?

So you’re never gonna tell your parents about me?

Episode 11 WHEN EARTH HAS NO SUN

I knew

that you’d be here.

Sun.

I’m sorry.

Sorry for what?

I’m sorry for telling my parents that you’re just a friend.

That’s all?

Isn’t that what you’re mad at me about?

All these times,

I’ve been trying to understand you, Ongsa.

When I found out that you’re Earth,

I should’ve been furious.

I should’ve even hated you for lying to me.

But I forgave you

because I already loved that person.

Whether it’s Earth or Ongsa,

a guy or a girl,

it didn’t matter.

I was already in love with that person.

Do you get me?

You asked for more time

because you didn’t want others to know we were together.

No matter how much I wanted it to be in the open,

I agreed.

I did even though I didn’t care what other people thought of me in the first place.

To me, us being together

isn’t something to be embarrassed of.

As for the scholarship in the US,

I actually wanted you to come with me.

But I understood that you couldn't.

So I chose not to go.

I decided to stay so that I could spend time with you.

I know that following my dreams is one kind of happiness,

but spending time with you is also my happiness.

I got the guts to tell my parents that I loved you.

Do you know why?

Because I wanted them to know

that there was someone good by my side.

I did my best in everything for you.

But why, Ongsa?

You act like what I’ve done is silly.

You act like our love is embarrassing.

It’s not like that.

I didn’t tell my parents

because I was afraid that they wouldn’t accept us.

If that was the case,

it would be hard for you.

As for the exchange program abroad,

I really can’t go with you.

But I don’t want to hold you back from following your dream.

I want you to follow what you initially wanted.

Also, I covered up our relationship

because I was afraid

people would criticize you for being with someone like me.

All the things you just said,

all the decisions you made,

you never asked me if I was okay with them.

You always think for me.

You’ve never once asked for my input.

But somehow

I’m always the first

to get hurt by you.

Sun.

What are you doing?

Let’s just call it off.

Ongsa, are you okay?

Can we talk later?

Of course, dear.

We can talk later.

Thank you.

I’ll go talk to her.

What should I do?

Sun. Sun…

It’s okay, Ongsa. It’s okay.

She doesn’t want to be with me anymore.

I didn’t mean for things to turn out this way, Alpha.

It’s okay, Ongsa.

It’s alright.

Just let it out.

Why are you giving me your pork, Mawin?

Because I know you like it.

Eat up.

Charoen, you should eat too.

It’s my meatless day today.

Humans.

Can I sit with you guys?

- Of course. - Sit down.

- Take a seat. - Take a seat.

Come here, Aylin.

Thank you.

‘Thank you.’

Hello, human senior Ton, human senior Mawin.

Hi.

Hello, Luna’s girlfriend.

Oh, look.

These single-ass people are teasing us.

- Oh. - That hurts.

Human senior, stop being clingy.

Stop that cute voice too.

Why?

Don’t bump your head against mine.

But I want to.

People in love are making me jealous.

Right? When will we have what they have?

I would love to volunteer, sweetie.

Eat properly.

- Eat it up. Just stuff yourself. - ไม่

You cling to her like a monkey.

Hey, Sun.

- Hey. - Hey.

Eat with us.

Sit down. Take a seat.

I’m eating with Dear and the girls today.

Ah. Okay.

Why doesn’t she sit with us today?

She always does.

Right.

Ongsa.

You alright?

Ongsa and Sun broke up.

- What? - What?

How is that possible?

Tinh, what are you thinking about?

About something I can’t quite figure out.

What are you talking about?

Do you think love is sustainable?

I think it is.

People say that love is the engine that keeps lives going.

Whoa.

Do we need to be so reliant on love?

It’s just what I heard.

Honestly, I don’t understand it either.

But my mom said love had its expiration date.

Just like the love Dad gave Mom.

Once it expired,

they got divorced.

So the answer to your question is...

love isn’t sustainable, right?

I guess so.

But I don’t think that applies to Ongsa and Sun.

What do you mean?

Maybe love hasn’t expired yet,

but if you don’t understand each other,

you break up anyway.

Tinh, you’re so cool.

Why the compliment all of a sudden?

Your thought about love is so cool.

No wonder why I like you.

What kind of ‘like’ is that?

The kind that…

has no expiration date.

Though you like me as a brother,

I will like you this way forever.

Hey!

You again, Ton?

I picked a frangipani for you

because it’s white and pure just like your heart, Charoen.

But this flower is known to be inauspicious.

Isn’t that plumeria?

They’re the same flower, Ton.

Hey, Ton. What are you doing here?

I’m here to hit on Charoen.

- What? - What?

Ton! You like Charoenporn?

That’s right.

Truly.

Deeply.

Madly.

Then can I truly ask you a question?

Of course, Charoen.

What makes you like me?

Everything about you.

Can you be more specific?

I like that you’re a demure person.

Then you can also like Kongkwan.

She’s more demure than I am.

But I like you for your Dhamma-loving heart as well.

Then you can like a nun.

Why do you have to reject me so hard?

Because I don’t understand why you like me.

Love isn’t easy like in romantic movies.

To me, love is like an art film.

How?

It’s incomprehensible, but you can tell it’s good.

Wow. That’s sharp.

Dear, Vi, Kongkwan,

am I heartbroken?

Why?

Why?

Why am I heartbroken?

Because you belong to everyone.

You shouldn’t belong to just one person.

So that’s what it is.

It’s so hard to be me.

I love you all.

Don’t look at her, human.

That’s right.

Whatever you want, you can tell us.

I want Sun back.

Can you guys give me that?

Tough one.

Do you want Luangpu Sek’s holy water instead?

No.

Let me console you.

I know a special spell that can heal the downhearted.

What spell?

Hands.

Susu sasa

patangka patangki.

Susu sisi

patangki patangka.

Why does your spell sound familiar?

Do you feel better?

I guess I do.

And your spell smells quite nice.

What kind of spell has a smell?

The kind that comes from this seven-souled centipede lozenge.

It’s my family’s product.

It consists of Siamese cassia, sickle senna,

sacred lotus, star fruit, papaya…

A forced proximity scene.

The main character is walking towards us.

Sun.

Damn. That hurts.

She’s in a terrible shock.

Look after her.

I have class.

Hey. Aylin.

Aylin. Stay.

It’s okay, Ongsa.

Let’s just go.

The teacher might get mad.

Let’s go retrieve the ball.

Why are you doing this, Ongsa?

Doing what?

Do you really think I’m not seeing you?

You go up the rooftop.

The Earth without the Sun is not livable!

Hey, Ongsa.

What’s the matter?

Sun doesn’t love me, Alpha.

You are exposed to sunlight and acting unhinged.

There's only one Sun left now.

At least I’m visible to this Sun.

- The Sun! - Ongsa.

- The Sun! - Don’t run.

- The Sun! - Stop.

And you’ve sent me 768 messages.

Have you been counting?

Seriously?

I feel bad.

I want to say I’m sorry

but I don’t know what to do.

I’d never been heartbroken before.

So you do what characters in movies or music videos do?

Right?

Do you not care about how your actions will make me feel at all?

What do you feel?

Look up.

I said look up.

Ongsa.

Do you know that I love you so much?

If you do,

then why did you choose to leave me?

Because you’ve never understood me.

Not even once.

You don’t understand what I want.

What can I do to earn your forgiveness?

Can you please tell me?

I just want you to love me…

like I love you.

I love you so much too.

How is that different?

♪ I never know what you think of me ♪

♪ But I’m sure that is my love you’ll always be ♪

You don’t understand me.

You’ve never understood me at all.

♪ If you were gone, I would be so lost ♪

♪ For my love is tied to your heart ♪

♪ Unchanged from the start ♪

♪ Being a star adorning your sky ♪

♪ Gives my life a meaning just right ♪

♪ I wouldn’t be good enough otherwise ♪

Ongsa.

Your mom and I would like to have a word.

I’m tired today.

Can we talk some other time?

It’ll take just a minute.

Have a seat.

What is it?

Alpha and Aylin told us about you and Sun.

- Dad, Mom, I… - Ongsa, my dear.

Don’t worry.

We’re not blaming you for that.

Aren’t you guys upset that I was seeing Sun?

Why would we be?

We are okay with whoever you like or love.

We want to say, though,

that we don't want this to happen again.

I don’t want you to lie or hide things from me.

I am sorry.

I did it because I was afraid...

that you would be alarmed.

I was afraid...

that you would be disappointed in me because I like girls.

Why would we be disappointed?

Ongsa.

Whatever it is, you can tell us directly.

Don’t come up with things on your own.

I know you care a lot about other people,

but I want you to stop thinking for them.

Stop being afraid of what other people think

and be more considerate of yourself and the ones close to you.

Maybe you will see something you overlooked before.

Human, stop thinking for others.

And stop acting weird

and go get Sun back.

I understand it now.

Sun.

Sun, it’s me, Ongsa.

Please come out and talk to me.

Sun.

Sun, please come out and talk to me.

(Sun, come downstairs, please.)

(You don’t have to say anything.)

(You can just listen.)

(Sun. Talk to me.)

(Please.)

(Sun. I’m at your gate.)

(I’ll be waiting here.)

(Please pick up the phone.)

Sun.

Sun!

I’ll be waiting right here until you come out.

Sun.

Ongsa.

Alpha. Why are you here?

I came to see how you are.

How’s it going?

Haven’t talked to her yet?

Is she ever gonna talk to me?

It’s okay.

Though you don’t succeed today,

you can always come back tomorrow.

What if I don’t succeed tomorrow?

Ongsa, constant dripping…

wears away a stone?

makes a stone wet.

What kind of joke was that?

I don’t want you to feel so down.

Sun is still mad.

She might not be ready to talk to you yet.

It’s late. We should go home.

You can come back again tomorrow.

Don’t forget to bring mosquito repellent.

There are lots of them here.

Let’s go.

There’s no point in standing here.

Come back again tomorrow.

Okay?

Come on.

Go home.

Ongsa.

You talk to her.

I’ll wait at home.

I came…

because I want to apologize to you.

I’m sorry for acting like a crazy person for the past few days.

I was silly.

But I know now…

that what I did didn’t fix what I am.

Do you realize what it is?

We broke up

because I cared too much about other people's opinions.

I was so afraid of what others would think or feel.

But I overlooked someone close to me.

The most important one.

I was so afraid people would think lowly of you for being with someone like me.

So afraid that I decided not to tell my own parents.

You must’ve felt so hurt.

I am sorry.

But I know what you want now.

I…

want to love you.

I want to believe in our love.

I’m sorry for not understanding you at all.

I’m truly sorry.

Ongsa,

- I… - Sun.

Please forgive me.

Please allow me back in your orbit.

Aunt Aor, Uncle Nop,

human senior would like to spend the night.

She is studying with human cousin.

Good evening.

I hope you don’t mind me sleeping over.

Not at all.

Where is Alpha?

She’s out helping human Ongsa reconcile with human Sun.

Aren’t you helping them?

Human cousin told me to wait for you here.

Alpha was right.

You wouldn’t be much use even if you went.

Are you saying…

I’m useless?

Sure.

Aunt Aor, Uncle Nop, human senior isn’t spending the night anymore.

Hey. I was just kidding.

Don’t touch me.

You guys are so sweet. An army of ants is heading our way.

Seeing them like this reminds me of the times when I was hitting on you.

Back when you gave me flowers every day?

Cheesy.

Hey, she came around because I did that.

Uncle Nop, you are the best.

You’re my idol.

Aylin, wait for me.

Wait.

I’ve been studying for hours. It’s exhausting.

I feel sore.

Wondering if anyone here wants to give me a massage.

Aylin, aren’t you going to respond…

What? She’s out.

Are you really sleeping?

Aylin, are you asleep?

[TPAT 5]

Human senior, what are you doing?

So you’ve been awake?

I was really asleep.

But then your loud noise woke me.

When did you wake up?

When you called my name.

You poked my cheek.

Then why did you pretend to be asleep when you’re already awake?

I wanted to know what you were going to do.

Do you know it now?

Continue studying and stop being nonsense.

I’m not being nonsense.

You’re a bad girl, human senior.

You took advantage of me.

It’s not taking advantage if you’re conscious.

Yeah?

Yes.

You took advantage of me.

It’s not taking advantage if you’re conscious.

So this is how you wanna play it?

I’m sleepy. I’m going to sleep.

I don’t believe you.

- You took advantage of me. - I’m sleepy.

You’re not sleepy.

Aylin, get up.

- Human senior, stop annoying me. - You sneaky little girl.

I want to sleep.

Sun, are you quite alright?

Last night, Ongsa came to see me.

She apologized.

Isn’t it good?

It is good, but…

- But? - But?

I’m so devoted to love.

I'm willing to do anything or even change myself for someone I love.

But if one day I feel like my love is stronger than hers,

or I try harder than her,

like when I decided not to join the exchange program for her,

I will be the one who ends up feeling bad.

Ongsa and I will fight.

Then we will break up again.

I don’t want to feel that way about Ongsa again.

Sun, I understand your commitment to love.

But good love should allow you to walk together at the same pace.

You don’t have to entirely change yourself for the other person.

You don’t have to change to the point where you become someone else.

When you love someone,

you should love who they truly are.

That’s right.

You can be yourself

but also find a well-balanced approach.

If you completely change yourself to be loved,

one day you’ll feel so uncomfortable

that you’ll no longer want the other person in your life.

You should learn to love.

Learn to love without losing who you are.

So what should I do?

Every relationship comes with conflicts.

Your mom and I have been married for 20 years,

yet, as you see, we’re still so much in love.

If two people truly love each other,

they’ll eventually find a way to work through their problems together.

So what do you two think I should do?

I’d like you to think it through.

You don’t have to choose just one path.

You can love Ongsa and follow your dream at the same time.

Come on. Let’s eat.

The porridge is getting cold.

Sun.

Have you waited for long?

No. I can wait.

I miss the first time we met here.

Do you recall?

I do.

You gave me the bracelet.

Which is back on your wrist again.

Yeah.

Without it, I feel like something is missing.

It’s become an important item for me.

I’m glad to hear that it’s important.

Everything you’ve given me is important.

Ongsa.

I’d like to say sorry.

Sorry for what?

For being silly too.

All I wanted was for you to understand me,

I expected you to be who I wanted,

but I didn’t understand you at all.

I tried to change myself for you because I thought if I worked hard,

our love would carry on.

But I was very wrong.

I was so attached to you that you felt uncomfortable.

But I know now what is right.

Ongsa.

Hm?

I want to join the exchange program in the US.

I want to follow my dream.

That’s great.

I’m glad you decided to do that.

I believe you can do it.

And you will be happy doing it.

Thank you, Ongsa.

Sun. Is something wrong?

There’s one thing I’m not so sure about.

What is it?

If I get the scholarship,

I have to live there for a year.

It’s far away.

It’s too far for you to go and visit.

How will we be?

[Directed By] [Kanittha Kwunyoo]

The exams are finally over!

We'll get to see each other less next year.

Will you promise... [I love you. Love you. I love, love, love you.] [From your moon.]

to be this lovely Aylin for me forever?

I got the scholarship.

I will be an exchange student in the US, Ongsa!

So you won’t get to see her for a year.

Even though Sun lives in outer space,

I will find a way to contact her.

You promise, Sun?

I promise.

Let’s shoot a video to capture memories for Sun.

Every moment?

Yes, every moment.

Especially the romantic ones.