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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:39,498 --> 00:00:42,960 - (CAR HORN HONKING) - (TRAIN RUMBLING IN DISTANCE) 2 00:00:46,338 --> 00:00:47,173 (ENGINE STARTING) 3 00:00:47,256 --> 00:00:49,467 REPORTER: It's currently 74 degrees and sunny. 4 00:00:49,550 --> 00:00:52,303 It'll be hot and humid today, with showers developing 5 00:00:52,386 --> 00:00:54,847 - and chance of a thunderstorm. - (TRAIN RUMBLING IN DISTANCE) 6 00:00:57,391 --> 00:00:58,476 (CAR HORN HONKS) 7 00:01:09,361 --> 00:01:10,446 DAVID: Yep, I need to go. 8 00:01:10,529 --> 00:01:11,864 I'm, uh, running late. 9 00:01:11,947 --> 00:01:13,866 MOTHER: Are you really going to this wedding alone? 10 00:01:14,366 --> 00:01:16,535 DAVID: Yeah, Mom. It's just me. FATHER: Honey. 11 00:01:16,619 --> 00:01:18,662 MOTHER: What? I'm just asking him. 12 00:01:18,746 --> 00:01:20,164 Are you okay, sweetheart? 13 00:01:20,247 --> 00:01:21,499 DAVID: Mom, I'm more than okay. 14 00:01:21,582 --> 00:01:23,876 I'm fantastic. Never been happier. 15 00:01:23,959 --> 00:01:26,587 Love traveling alone. Love being alone. 16 00:01:26,670 --> 00:01:29,131 FATHER: David. Be open. 17 00:01:29,215 --> 00:01:31,884 I'd kick myself if I never told my son that. 18 00:01:31,967 --> 00:01:35,679 Be open. Life is better when you're open. 19 00:01:35,763 --> 00:01:38,265 - A hundred percent, Dad. - MOTHER: And visit more. 20 00:01:38,349 --> 00:01:40,351 Okay, will do. Love you guys. 21 00:01:40,434 --> 00:01:42,144 - Gotta go. Okay. Bye-bye. - FATHER: Bye, I love you, boy. 22 00:01:42,228 --> 00:01:43,229 MOTHER: Okay. FATHER: Bye-bye. 23 00:01:49,527 --> 00:01:51,529 Shit, shit, shit. 24 00:01:57,117 --> 00:01:58,160 Shit. 25 00:02:08,754 --> 00:02:11,465 (THUNDER RUMBLES) 26 00:02:11,549 --> 00:02:12,550 (SIGHS) 27 00:02:13,843 --> 00:02:15,845 (INTRIGUING MUSIC PLAYING) 28 00:02:25,437 --> 00:02:26,897 (RAIN PATTERING) 29 00:02:39,785 --> 00:02:40,953 (DOORBELL BUZZES) 30 00:02:43,330 --> 00:02:44,832 WOMAN: (OVER SPEAKERS) Can I help you? 31 00:02:44,915 --> 00:02:46,542 DAVID: Yeah, I... WOMAN: Name? 32 00:02:47,084 --> 00:02:49,044 David Longley. I rented a car. 33 00:02:49,128 --> 00:02:50,671 WOMAN: Hold the fuck on a moment, please. 34 00:02:53,924 --> 00:02:54,925 Now, okay, David. 35 00:02:55,509 --> 00:02:57,344 When I buzz, open the door. 36 00:02:58,178 --> 00:02:59,680 But listen here, because this is important. 37 00:03:01,098 --> 00:03:03,517 You gotta open it a half beat after I start buzzing. 38 00:03:04,935 --> 00:03:07,146 If you try to open it a quarter beat before the half beat, 39 00:03:07,229 --> 00:03:09,023 or a quarter beat after, the door won't open, 40 00:03:09,106 --> 00:03:10,816 and we'll just have to repeat the process, 41 00:03:10,900 --> 00:03:13,444 over and over and over again until you finally get it. 42 00:03:14,403 --> 00:03:15,404 DAVID: Okay. 43 00:03:15,487 --> 00:03:18,073 WOMAN: David, I guess what I'm trying to say is... 44 00:03:19,825 --> 00:03:20,826 doors are tricky. 45 00:03:21,577 --> 00:03:22,578 Sure. 46 00:03:23,078 --> 00:03:24,204 Sure, yeah, yeah. 47 00:03:24,288 --> 00:03:25,623 Doors are... Doors are tricky. 48 00:03:25,706 --> 00:03:26,916 - WOMAN: Agreed. - (DOORBELL BUZZES) 49 00:03:26,999 --> 00:03:28,083 DAVID: Ah... 50 00:03:28,167 --> 00:03:29,585 Damn it. I didn't... 51 00:03:29,668 --> 00:03:30,753 WOMAN: Try again. 52 00:03:32,004 --> 00:03:33,005 (DOORBELL BUZZES) 53 00:03:33,631 --> 00:03:35,049 Rushed it. Try again. 54 00:03:37,468 --> 00:03:38,594 (DOORBELL BUZZES) 55 00:03:39,887 --> 00:03:41,138 Fuck yeah, David! 56 00:03:56,111 --> 00:03:57,112 (VOICE ECHOES) Hello? 57 00:03:57,821 --> 00:03:58,822 WOMAN: Hello, David. 58 00:04:00,741 --> 00:04:02,618 Longer walk than you thought, right? 59 00:04:03,285 --> 00:04:05,454 DAVID: Yeah. WOMAN: Okay. 60 00:04:05,955 --> 00:04:07,623 I'll see you when you get up here. 61 00:04:27,226 --> 00:04:28,519 Stop right there on the mark. 62 00:04:33,816 --> 00:04:34,817 Slate you're name for the camera. 63 00:04:35,317 --> 00:04:36,360 Sorry, "slate?" 64 00:04:36,860 --> 00:04:38,529 It just means, "Say your name." 65 00:04:39,321 --> 00:04:40,322 Ah. 66 00:04:40,406 --> 00:04:41,782 Uh, David Longley. 67 00:04:41,865 --> 00:04:44,618 Your car will be a 1994 Saturn SL. 68 00:04:44,702 --> 00:04:47,287 A Saturn? I thought they were out of business. 69 00:04:47,371 --> 00:04:48,455 WOMAN: Not here. 70 00:04:50,833 --> 00:04:51,834 Those the only cars you have? 71 00:04:51,917 --> 00:04:53,293 They're the only fucking ones we need. 72 00:04:57,673 --> 00:04:59,258 DAVID: What are you doing with that photo there? 73 00:04:59,341 --> 00:05:00,676 WOMAN: Oh, your headshot? DAVID: Yeah. 74 00:05:00,759 --> 00:05:02,344 - WOMAN: Is this a problem? - Yeah. 75 00:05:02,428 --> 00:05:03,429 WOMAN: Why? 76 00:05:03,512 --> 00:05:05,264 Because I don't ever remember taking that picture. 77 00:05:07,099 --> 00:05:09,184 - And? And? - And? And? 78 00:05:09,268 --> 00:05:10,310 - And? - DAVID: And... 79 00:05:11,770 --> 00:05:12,771 I'm not an actor. 80 00:05:16,567 --> 00:05:18,444 Could you say that one more time, please? 81 00:05:18,527 --> 00:05:20,863 - Could I say what one more time? - What you just said. 82 00:05:21,405 --> 00:05:22,656 I'm not an actor? 83 00:05:22,740 --> 00:05:24,700 That's it. Yeah. Go ahead. 84 00:05:31,415 --> 00:05:32,416 I'm not an actor. 85 00:05:35,669 --> 00:05:37,337 I think all of us tend to act a lot, David. 86 00:05:38,881 --> 00:05:40,591 I think we perform more than we think we do. 87 00:05:41,216 --> 00:05:42,843 That's not necessarily a bad thing. 88 00:05:43,719 --> 00:05:45,179 There are moments of real, honest-to-goodness 89 00:05:45,262 --> 00:05:46,722 truth in performance, right? 90 00:05:48,432 --> 00:05:49,475 Sure. 91 00:05:51,935 --> 00:05:52,936 I mean, maybe. 92 00:05:53,020 --> 00:05:54,813 MAN: In fact, sometimes... 93 00:05:54,897 --> 00:05:58,108 we have to perform to get to the truth. 94 00:05:59,359 --> 00:06:01,737 It's a more painful route, 95 00:06:01,820 --> 00:06:04,198 but sometimes pain is good. 96 00:06:08,869 --> 00:06:09,870 I love that. 97 00:06:09,953 --> 00:06:12,414 You should say that more often when I say the thing I say. 98 00:06:13,415 --> 00:06:15,084 I will. From now on. 99 00:06:15,167 --> 00:06:16,251 WOMAN: Thank you for taking my note. 100 00:06:17,419 --> 00:06:19,213 Now, do you want the GPS, David? 101 00:06:19,296 --> 00:06:21,465 Uh, no. I'll just hook up my phone using a USB. 102 00:06:21,548 --> 00:06:23,050 There are no USBs in these cars. 103 00:06:23,133 --> 00:06:26,637 There's no USB in a Saturn SL fucking 1994. 104 00:06:26,720 --> 00:06:29,598 Of course. Well, I'll just listen to the GPS on my phone. 105 00:06:29,681 --> 00:06:31,225 But what if your phone craps out on you? 106 00:06:31,308 --> 00:06:34,103 I don't think my phone will... crap out. 107 00:06:34,186 --> 00:06:36,814 (CHUCKLES) It might, David. What if it does? 108 00:06:36,897 --> 00:06:37,898 People's phones crap out. 109 00:06:37,981 --> 00:06:39,358 They crap out on them all the time. 110 00:06:39,441 --> 00:06:41,318 My phone's never crapped out on me. 111 00:06:41,401 --> 00:06:43,028 But what if it does, David? 112 00:06:43,737 --> 00:06:45,364 Won't you remember this exact conversation? 113 00:06:45,447 --> 00:06:46,490 And won't you think, 114 00:06:46,573 --> 00:06:50,035 "Fuck me. Fuck me so very, very hard"? 115 00:06:54,873 --> 00:06:56,583 I'm sorry, what is this place? 116 00:06:57,126 --> 00:06:58,585 WOMAN: This is The Car Rental Agency. 117 00:06:59,086 --> 00:07:01,088 Do you want the GPS? 118 00:07:01,171 --> 00:07:03,132 You want the GPS, David? 119 00:07:04,675 --> 00:07:05,801 (WATER DRIPPING) 120 00:07:13,267 --> 00:07:14,434 Sure. 121 00:07:14,518 --> 00:07:15,811 Fuck yeah! 122 00:07:17,855 --> 00:07:21,692 (SINGING ALONG) One singular sensation 123 00:07:21,775 --> 00:07:23,986 Every little step she takes 124 00:07:25,571 --> 00:07:29,283 One thrilling combination 125 00:07:29,366 --> 00:07:31,827 Every move that she makes 126 00:07:31,910 --> 00:07:35,247 GPS: Remain on the interstate for 249 miles. 127 00:07:36,039 --> 00:07:37,624 The forecast for your wedding trip 128 00:07:37,708 --> 00:07:39,668 is sunny skies with non-stop rain. 129 00:07:40,544 --> 00:07:43,005 Fun fact, in Hawaii, they call this... 130 00:07:43,088 --> 00:07:44,840 - Liquid sunshine. - GPS: ...liquid sunshine. 131 00:07:44,923 --> 00:07:48,969 CHORUS: (SINGING) ...you know who 132 00:07:49,052 --> 00:07:50,679 One 133 00:07:54,391 --> 00:07:56,226 GPS: You have arrived at your destination. 134 00:08:12,826 --> 00:08:14,870 You have arrived at your destination. 135 00:08:20,792 --> 00:08:21,835 WOMAN: Thanks. 136 00:08:25,422 --> 00:08:27,007 (UPLIFTING SONG PLAYING) 137 00:09:15,430 --> 00:09:16,932 Thank you so much for coming all this way. 138 00:09:17,015 --> 00:09:18,684 You joking? I wouldn't have missed it for the world. 139 00:09:18,767 --> 00:09:19,768 - Beautiful ceremony. - Thank you. 140 00:09:19,851 --> 00:09:22,062 This is Sarah. You guys live in the same city. 141 00:09:22,145 --> 00:09:23,438 - AMANDA'S HUSBAND: Oh, yeah. - Oh. 142 00:09:23,522 --> 00:09:24,690 Hi. David. 143 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:26,566 Hi. 144 00:09:26,650 --> 00:09:28,110 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 145 00:09:28,193 --> 00:09:29,736 - Where do you live? - Uh, downtown. 146 00:09:31,321 --> 00:09:33,031 - You? - North side. 147 00:09:33,115 --> 00:09:34,491 Mmm. 148 00:09:34,574 --> 00:09:36,034 - Do you like it? - Like what? 149 00:09:36,952 --> 00:09:38,161 Living downtown? 150 00:09:39,997 --> 00:09:41,123 Yeah. 151 00:09:41,206 --> 00:09:43,500 Well, it's our wedding... 152 00:09:43,583 --> 00:09:44,876 - Yeah. - ...so we're gonna leave. 153 00:09:45,002 --> 00:09:46,837 You two have a good night. Okay, have fun. 154 00:09:48,297 --> 00:09:49,298 (DAVID SIGHS) 155 00:09:57,848 --> 00:09:58,849 Do you want a drink? 156 00:10:03,186 --> 00:10:04,730 Uh, no. 157 00:10:06,315 --> 00:10:07,524 No, I'm good. 158 00:10:07,607 --> 00:10:09,818 - Very well. - Thanks. 159 00:10:09,901 --> 00:10:10,902 (DAVID CHUCKLES) 160 00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:13,864 (ROCK AND ROLL SONG PLAYING) 161 00:10:31,673 --> 00:10:33,967 - (MUSIC FADES) - (THUNDER RUMBLES) 162 00:10:44,895 --> 00:10:46,229 (CHUCKLES) 163 00:10:53,945 --> 00:10:54,946 (CHUCKLES) 164 00:11:03,246 --> 00:11:05,290 Hi, I'm David from the North side. 165 00:11:06,666 --> 00:11:08,460 Oh, God! 166 00:11:08,543 --> 00:11:10,087 - Stop! - Stop what? 167 00:11:10,170 --> 00:11:11,171 Just stop... 168 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:13,548 trying to be charming. 169 00:11:16,510 --> 00:11:18,053 Why are you afraid of me? 170 00:11:18,845 --> 00:11:20,722 - You think I'm afraid of you? - Yeah. 171 00:11:21,223 --> 00:11:22,432 I'm not afraid of you. 172 00:11:23,975 --> 00:11:25,477 I'm afraid of hurting you. 173 00:11:25,560 --> 00:11:27,437 - Of hurting me? - Yeah. 174 00:11:27,521 --> 00:11:29,439 No matter how this plays out, 175 00:11:30,649 --> 00:11:32,234 it probably ends in me hurting you. 176 00:11:33,652 --> 00:11:34,653 What if I hurt you? 177 00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:36,405 I won't let you. 178 00:11:36,947 --> 00:11:38,949 - I see. You're tough. - I am. 179 00:11:40,450 --> 00:11:42,119 - And I'm not. - Okay. 180 00:11:43,245 --> 00:11:44,579 Aren't you tough sometimes? 181 00:11:45,580 --> 00:11:47,082 - Yeah, sure. - And then other times, 182 00:11:47,165 --> 00:11:48,250 you're just kind of... 183 00:11:49,418 --> 00:11:50,460 mush. 184 00:11:51,002 --> 00:11:53,004 - Mush? - Yeah. No? 185 00:11:55,257 --> 00:11:56,675 Maybe it depends on the person you're with. 186 00:11:58,552 --> 00:11:59,553 I don't know. 187 00:12:00,971 --> 00:12:02,514 So I bring out the tough side in you. 188 00:12:04,307 --> 00:12:05,517 All the good ones do. 189 00:12:14,401 --> 00:12:15,735 Do you believe in marriage? 190 00:12:19,990 --> 00:12:21,575 You seem smarter than that question. 191 00:12:21,658 --> 00:12:23,285 Well, humor me for a second. 192 00:12:23,368 --> 00:12:24,578 - Okay. - Go on. 193 00:12:26,705 --> 00:12:28,498 I believe I shouldn't get married. 194 00:12:33,753 --> 00:12:34,754 Fair. 195 00:12:35,422 --> 00:12:36,381 What about you? 196 00:12:39,050 --> 00:12:40,427 When I was a kid, six or seven, 197 00:12:40,510 --> 00:12:42,220 they made us do a picture in school. 198 00:12:42,304 --> 00:12:43,930 Of what we thought the future would look like, 199 00:12:44,556 --> 00:12:48,685 and I drew a picture of me with a bow tie and a top hat. 200 00:12:48,768 --> 00:12:49,769 Three kids. 201 00:12:50,437 --> 00:12:51,563 It's the truth. 202 00:12:51,646 --> 00:12:53,231 That's all I wanted. 203 00:12:53,315 --> 00:12:54,441 Was to be a dad and be married. 204 00:12:55,775 --> 00:12:56,902 Swear to God. 205 00:13:02,616 --> 00:13:04,075 You want to marry me? 206 00:13:05,202 --> 00:13:06,953 I thought, didn't you just say that you don't... 207 00:13:07,037 --> 00:13:08,038 Yeah, well, I changed my mind. 208 00:13:10,707 --> 00:13:11,708 (EXHALES) 209 00:13:14,336 --> 00:13:15,337 Will you marry me? 210 00:13:21,218 --> 00:13:23,512 Oh, man, you have destroyed some men, haven't you? 211 00:13:25,972 --> 00:13:26,973 Yeah. 212 00:13:29,142 --> 00:13:30,810 And men have destroyed me. 213 00:13:31,603 --> 00:13:33,188 And I'm guessing since... 214 00:13:33,855 --> 00:13:35,524 you're still single, you've probably done 215 00:13:35,607 --> 00:13:37,359 some destroying of your own. 216 00:13:39,027 --> 00:13:40,320 Especially with that accent. 217 00:13:42,239 --> 00:13:43,240 Is it real? 218 00:13:44,324 --> 00:13:46,326 - Is what real? - Your accent. 219 00:13:46,409 --> 00:13:47,869 You think I'd fake an accent? 220 00:13:50,664 --> 00:13:53,625 At a wedding? Yeah, maybe. 221 00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,545 Came over when I was 13. 222 00:13:56,628 --> 00:13:58,296 Mother American, Father Irish. 223 00:13:59,089 --> 00:14:00,048 Mom was homesick. 224 00:14:02,676 --> 00:14:03,927 What about you? 225 00:14:04,761 --> 00:14:05,887 Parents? Siblings? 226 00:14:06,680 --> 00:14:08,431 - I'm gonna go dance. - All right. Enjoy. 227 00:14:09,432 --> 00:14:10,433 Okay. 228 00:14:11,059 --> 00:14:12,727 - You coming? - I don't dance. 229 00:14:14,479 --> 00:14:15,480 I wish you would. 230 00:14:17,232 --> 00:14:18,858 (PIANO MUSIC PLAYING) 231 00:14:21,111 --> 00:14:22,195 Hey. 232 00:14:38,878 --> 00:14:40,880 (IMPERCEPTIBLE) 233 00:14:51,808 --> 00:14:52,809 (MUSIC STOPS) 234 00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:55,395 (MUSIC RESUMES) 235 00:15:10,660 --> 00:15:13,079 (PANTING) 236 00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:14,914 I don't dance? 237 00:15:16,541 --> 00:15:17,542 I don't dance. 238 00:15:22,172 --> 00:15:23,757 Oh, for fucks sake. 239 00:15:25,383 --> 00:15:26,384 (SIGHS) 240 00:15:39,898 --> 00:15:43,526 GPS: Remain on interstate for 237 miles. 241 00:15:46,196 --> 00:15:47,197 (GPS SNIFFLES) 242 00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:51,201 Two hundred and thirty-seven long, arduous miles. 243 00:15:56,206 --> 00:15:57,207 David? 244 00:16:00,919 --> 00:16:01,920 GPS: David? 245 00:16:03,713 --> 00:16:04,714 Um... 246 00:16:05,715 --> 00:16:06,716 Yes? 247 00:16:07,217 --> 00:16:10,053 Do you want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey? 248 00:16:12,555 --> 00:16:15,266 Sorry, are we... Are we talking to each other now? 249 00:16:15,350 --> 00:16:16,893 GPS: David, I'm asking you a question. 250 00:16:18,144 --> 00:16:21,606 Do you want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey? 251 00:16:29,239 --> 00:16:31,366 - Yes. - GPS: What's that, David? 252 00:16:33,493 --> 00:16:34,953 Yes, yes, I... I do. 253 00:16:35,787 --> 00:16:37,372 GPS: What do you want to do, David? 254 00:16:39,833 --> 00:16:40,834 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 255 00:16:42,085 --> 00:16:45,004 I want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey. 256 00:16:45,088 --> 00:16:47,173 GPS: Say it again, David. Like you mean it. 257 00:16:49,426 --> 00:16:50,593 (CLEARS THROAT) 258 00:16:50,677 --> 00:16:53,054 I want to go on a big... 259 00:16:54,931 --> 00:16:55,932 bold, beautiful journey. 260 00:16:56,015 --> 00:16:57,183 GPS: One more time, David. 261 00:16:57,267 --> 00:16:59,686 With a kind of passion that suggests that before you die, 262 00:16:59,769 --> 00:17:02,397 you need to experience what it feels like to be big. 263 00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:03,857 Bigger than Earth itself. 264 00:17:03,940 --> 00:17:06,609 No more of this, "We're all specks of dust" bullshit. 265 00:17:06,693 --> 00:17:09,404 Do you want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey, David? 266 00:17:10,905 --> 00:17:12,657 (MOUTHING) I wanna go on a big, 267 00:17:12,741 --> 00:17:15,827 bold, beautiful, motherfucking journey! 268 00:17:18,455 --> 00:17:19,456 GPS: Great, David. 269 00:17:19,539 --> 00:17:21,791 Take the next exit at Kiki's Travel Plaza 270 00:17:21,875 --> 00:17:24,294 and eat a fast food cheeseburger. 271 00:17:55,658 --> 00:17:57,076 - DAVID: Hmm. - (CHUCKLES) 272 00:18:05,084 --> 00:18:07,420 Hi, David from the North Side. 273 00:18:07,504 --> 00:18:09,506 Hey, Downtown Sarah. 274 00:18:12,217 --> 00:18:13,426 What are you doing here? 275 00:18:14,385 --> 00:18:16,012 (CHUCKLES) Having a cheeseburger. 276 00:18:16,971 --> 00:18:19,432 When was the last time you had a fast-food cheeseburger? 277 00:18:19,516 --> 00:18:21,267 Why you call it a fast-food cheeseburger? 278 00:18:21,351 --> 00:18:22,977 Isn't that what it is? 279 00:18:23,061 --> 00:18:25,146 Well, yeah, but I mean, technically, 280 00:18:25,230 --> 00:18:26,272 it's a Whopper with cheese. 281 00:18:27,190 --> 00:18:29,984 Okay. When did you last have a Whopper with cheese? 282 00:18:30,068 --> 00:18:31,194 I don't know, actually. 283 00:18:31,861 --> 00:18:34,364 About 20 or 25 years ago. 284 00:18:34,864 --> 00:18:35,990 Snob. 285 00:18:37,951 --> 00:18:39,702 When was the last time you had a fast-food cheeseburger? 286 00:18:39,786 --> 00:18:41,120 I eat 'em every day. 287 00:18:41,746 --> 00:18:43,122 Breakfast, lunch and dinner. 288 00:18:43,206 --> 00:18:44,207 Oh, yeah? 289 00:18:44,874 --> 00:18:47,210 - Mmm...Mmm... - Huh... 290 00:18:47,293 --> 00:18:48,336 Wow. 291 00:18:48,419 --> 00:18:50,296 - Hungry? - Mmm-hmm. 292 00:18:51,089 --> 00:18:52,507 (CHUCKLES) 293 00:18:53,174 --> 00:18:54,217 SARAH: Mmm. 294 00:18:55,218 --> 00:18:56,219 So... 295 00:18:58,972 --> 00:19:00,014 So... 296 00:19:02,058 --> 00:19:03,476 So we live in the same city. 297 00:19:03,560 --> 00:19:04,561 Correct. 298 00:19:05,937 --> 00:19:06,938 Yeah. 299 00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:09,148 - SARAH: Yeah. - Yeah. 300 00:19:12,026 --> 00:19:13,152 Are you gonna... 301 00:19:17,490 --> 00:19:19,158 ask me out or something? 302 00:19:19,242 --> 00:19:20,243 Would you like to be asked out? 303 00:19:21,327 --> 00:19:22,328 I asked you 304 00:19:22,412 --> 00:19:24,497 - to marry me last night. - Yeah, but that was bullshit. 305 00:19:24,581 --> 00:19:26,457 - Was it? - Wasn't it? 306 00:19:29,377 --> 00:19:30,795 I guess you'll never know now. 307 00:19:33,214 --> 00:19:34,173 Oh, God. 308 00:19:35,216 --> 00:19:36,843 The pain of early regret. 309 00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:39,721 Also known as dating. 310 00:19:41,222 --> 00:19:42,390 So we're not gonna date? 311 00:19:44,350 --> 00:19:45,727 Wouldn't be worth the risk. 312 00:19:46,311 --> 00:19:47,312 The risk? 313 00:19:48,271 --> 00:19:49,522 The risk. 314 00:19:50,356 --> 00:19:51,357 Pessimistic. 315 00:19:55,403 --> 00:19:56,654 I'm glad we got that out of the way. 316 00:19:56,738 --> 00:19:58,656 - Yeah, thank God. - You want an onion ring? 317 00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:00,199 - Please. - Mmm. 318 00:20:01,326 --> 00:20:02,327 DAVID: Delicious. 319 00:20:02,410 --> 00:20:04,287 This is the only ring I'll be getting from you. 320 00:20:04,370 --> 00:20:05,371 (CHUCKLES) 321 00:20:18,509 --> 00:20:19,552 All right, well... 322 00:20:20,178 --> 00:20:22,388 Yeah, nice knowing you. 323 00:20:22,472 --> 00:20:24,098 - Nice arguing with you. - (CHUCKLES) 324 00:20:27,894 --> 00:20:29,896 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 325 00:20:38,529 --> 00:20:40,448 (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING) 326 00:20:40,531 --> 00:20:42,033 DAVID: Did you get the GPS? 327 00:20:42,116 --> 00:20:43,409 SARAH: Yeah, because... 328 00:20:43,493 --> 00:20:45,328 TOGETHER: Sometimes your phone craps out on you. 329 00:21:00,677 --> 00:21:02,011 DAVID: Okay. SARAH: Yeah. 330 00:21:05,431 --> 00:21:06,724 Well, enjoy your journey. 331 00:21:07,642 --> 00:21:08,643 You, too. 332 00:21:11,396 --> 00:21:12,939 - Bye, Sarah. - Bye, David. 333 00:21:19,112 --> 00:21:20,530 - Hey, Sarah. - Yeah. 334 00:21:21,406 --> 00:21:22,740 What I was saying... 335 00:21:24,158 --> 00:21:25,159 I do dance. 336 00:21:25,868 --> 00:21:27,870 (POP SONG PLAYING) 337 00:21:33,584 --> 00:21:35,586 (ENGINE STARTING) 338 00:21:40,258 --> 00:21:42,218 GPS: You have arrived at your destination. 339 00:21:42,301 --> 00:21:44,345 DAVID: I'm ready for my journey. 340 00:21:45,888 --> 00:21:47,932 (ENGINE SPUTTERING) 341 00:21:48,016 --> 00:21:49,017 GPS: Pick up Sarah. 342 00:21:49,934 --> 00:21:51,436 (SPUTTERING CONTINUES) 343 00:21:53,146 --> 00:21:54,147 (CAR HONKS) 344 00:21:59,986 --> 00:22:01,696 My car won't start. 345 00:22:01,779 --> 00:22:02,989 (DAVID CHUCKLES) 346 00:22:07,368 --> 00:22:08,411 GPS: Welcome to your journey, 347 00:22:08,494 --> 00:22:09,787 Sarah and David. 348 00:22:11,748 --> 00:22:13,332 Do you have any clue where we're headed? 349 00:22:14,459 --> 00:22:15,501 None, whatsoever. 350 00:23:06,094 --> 00:23:07,929 GPS: You have arrived at your first stop. 351 00:23:09,222 --> 00:23:11,474 SARAH: Should we be trusting the GPS? 352 00:23:11,557 --> 00:23:12,975 DAVID: I have nothing to lose. 353 00:23:14,435 --> 00:23:15,478 SARAH: Me neither. 354 00:23:21,234 --> 00:23:22,235 What is that? 355 00:23:29,742 --> 00:23:30,743 DAVID: Excuse me. 356 00:23:39,252 --> 00:23:40,253 Very bizarre. 357 00:23:44,257 --> 00:23:45,258 SARAH: What's around there? 358 00:23:47,135 --> 00:23:48,928 - (SARAH CHUCKLES) - Dead bodies. 359 00:23:49,887 --> 00:23:50,888 Shut up. 360 00:24:01,357 --> 00:24:02,358 We have to go through it. 361 00:24:03,609 --> 00:24:04,610 Why? 362 00:24:05,862 --> 00:24:06,863 We just do. 363 00:24:10,408 --> 00:24:11,409 What do you think's behind there? 364 00:24:13,536 --> 00:24:14,745 More of this? 365 00:24:14,829 --> 00:24:15,830 You think? 366 00:24:16,831 --> 00:24:18,332 I don't know. Come on. 367 00:24:20,543 --> 00:24:22,545 (INTRIGUING MUSIC PLAYING) 368 00:24:27,842 --> 00:24:29,635 SARAH: Oh, my God. 369 00:24:39,520 --> 00:24:40,521 (DAVID CHUCKLES) 370 00:24:45,651 --> 00:24:47,486 Holy shit. I know this place. 371 00:24:47,570 --> 00:24:49,030 SARAH: Are you gonna tell me what's going on? 372 00:24:49,113 --> 00:24:51,490 We're visiting a preserved lighthouse 373 00:24:51,574 --> 00:24:52,742 from the 19th century. 374 00:24:53,326 --> 00:24:54,327 SARAH: Where? 375 00:24:54,994 --> 00:24:55,995 Canada. 376 00:24:57,205 --> 00:24:58,915 Canada, okay. 377 00:24:59,582 --> 00:25:01,250 DAVID: Came here a few years back. 378 00:25:01,334 --> 00:25:03,085 On a little trip of my own. 379 00:25:08,799 --> 00:25:11,886 Are you some kind of weird lighthouse freak? 380 00:25:11,969 --> 00:25:13,679 (CHUCKLES) Now that you say it, I wish I was. 381 00:25:13,763 --> 00:25:15,139 Is that... That's your thing? (CHUCKLES) 382 00:25:17,350 --> 00:25:18,851 This is unbelievable. 383 00:25:32,240 --> 00:25:33,616 Why were you here by yourself? 384 00:25:35,243 --> 00:25:36,744 I travel alone all the time. 385 00:25:37,662 --> 00:25:38,663 Me too. 386 00:25:44,627 --> 00:25:46,254 It's funny how the most beautiful places 387 00:25:46,337 --> 00:25:47,922 make you feel the most alone. You know? 388 00:25:49,340 --> 00:25:50,591 No matter where you go, you always 389 00:25:50,675 --> 00:25:51,801 end up going to the top of something 390 00:25:51,884 --> 00:25:52,969 and looking down at something. 391 00:25:53,052 --> 00:25:54,220 Most places have a thing like that. 392 00:25:54,303 --> 00:25:55,805 You know, you go to the top and you... 393 00:25:57,056 --> 00:25:58,474 you look out and you look down, 394 00:25:58,557 --> 00:25:59,725 and you're supposed to have an epiphany 395 00:25:59,809 --> 00:26:01,560 about who you are and... 396 00:26:02,979 --> 00:26:04,563 about your life and... 397 00:26:06,315 --> 00:26:07,316 where it's headed. 398 00:26:13,531 --> 00:26:14,824 SARAH: Well, do you know where it's headed? 399 00:26:18,577 --> 00:26:19,745 No, Sarah, I do not. 400 00:26:21,372 --> 00:26:23,708 Did you have an epiphany the last time you were here? 401 00:26:23,791 --> 00:26:24,959 No. 402 00:26:27,461 --> 00:26:28,504 Felt nothing. 403 00:26:29,588 --> 00:26:31,382 - So you didn't take this all in? - (SEAGULLS SQUAWKING) 404 00:26:35,428 --> 00:26:36,429 Not even close. 405 00:26:40,808 --> 00:26:41,809 What about now? 406 00:26:47,231 --> 00:26:48,858 (GUITAR MUSIC PLAYING) 407 00:26:52,778 --> 00:26:55,031 - Did that really just happen? - (DAVID CHUCKLES) 408 00:26:55,114 --> 00:26:56,115 DAVID: Apparently. 409 00:26:56,198 --> 00:26:57,908 A red door in the middle of the woods. 410 00:26:59,243 --> 00:27:00,328 Like, who put it there? 411 00:27:03,873 --> 00:27:06,292 GPS: Next stop is in 79 miles. 412 00:27:08,627 --> 00:27:09,962 Hey, what's this all about? 413 00:27:10,046 --> 00:27:11,464 GPS: Proceed to the route. 414 00:27:13,466 --> 00:27:14,550 I'm talking to you. 415 00:27:15,509 --> 00:27:16,802 GPS: Proceed to the route. 416 00:27:30,191 --> 00:27:31,192 DAVID: Locked? 417 00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:34,987 Yeah. 418 00:27:41,452 --> 00:27:42,787 (DOOR LOCK CLICKS) 419 00:27:52,922 --> 00:27:54,757 VINCENT: Sarah. SARAH: Vincent. 420 00:27:56,634 --> 00:27:58,260 - (DOOR THUDS) - VINCENT: Is everything okay? 421 00:27:59,303 --> 00:28:00,304 Yeah. 422 00:28:00,805 --> 00:28:02,431 - VINCENT: Your flashlight. - Yes! 423 00:28:04,308 --> 00:28:05,351 - Thanks. - VINCENT: Enjoy. 424 00:28:05,851 --> 00:28:06,936 See you on the way out, Vincent. 425 00:28:07,019 --> 00:28:08,062 VINCENT: I'll be here. 426 00:28:13,859 --> 00:28:15,277 DAVID: Where are we? 427 00:28:15,361 --> 00:28:17,530 We are at my favorite museum. 428 00:28:18,114 --> 00:28:19,115 DAVID: What are we doing here? 429 00:28:20,116 --> 00:28:21,867 Probably gonna look at paintings. 430 00:28:23,285 --> 00:28:24,453 DAVID: Cool. 431 00:28:24,537 --> 00:28:26,539 (SOULFUL MUSIC PLAYING) 432 00:29:34,523 --> 00:29:35,858 My mom's dead. 433 00:29:39,695 --> 00:29:40,946 What painting is that? 434 00:29:42,740 --> 00:29:43,741 That's very funny. 435 00:29:45,743 --> 00:29:47,870 She died when I was 19, but... 436 00:29:48,621 --> 00:29:51,457 growing up, we would come here at least once a month. 437 00:29:52,625 --> 00:29:54,460 Vincent would let us have the museum 438 00:29:54,543 --> 00:29:56,504 all to ourselves during closing hours. 439 00:29:56,587 --> 00:29:59,715 He loved my mom. Loved her. 440 00:30:01,467 --> 00:30:04,595 And then when she died, I started coming once a week. 441 00:30:06,055 --> 00:30:08,641 Yeah, and then I just got busy, that kind of thing. 442 00:30:09,308 --> 00:30:10,643 (INHALES) 443 00:30:10,726 --> 00:30:12,353 - Happens. - Hmm. 444 00:30:13,354 --> 00:30:15,189 Well, my mom's alive. 445 00:30:17,358 --> 00:30:18,651 Oh, great. 446 00:30:18,734 --> 00:30:19,818 Yeah. Not dead. 447 00:30:20,236 --> 00:30:22,279 That is so awesome for you. 448 00:30:22,363 --> 00:30:23,864 - Dad, on the other hand... - Dead? 449 00:30:24,740 --> 00:30:25,741 No. Alive. 450 00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:31,413 I think my dad's alive. 451 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:34,041 I wish he were dead. 452 00:30:38,963 --> 00:30:41,048 I actually went on a road trip with my dad once. 453 00:30:41,632 --> 00:30:42,967 DAVID: Oh, Yeah? SARAH: Yeah. 454 00:30:43,050 --> 00:30:44,802 We went to the, um... 455 00:30:44,885 --> 00:30:46,804 Baseball Hall of Fame in Cooperstown. 456 00:30:46,887 --> 00:30:47,888 You like baseball? 457 00:30:48,764 --> 00:30:50,015 SARAH: What? No, he did. 458 00:30:50,099 --> 00:30:52,434 Well, he "does" I guess. 459 00:30:53,477 --> 00:30:54,853 Um... 460 00:30:54,937 --> 00:30:56,939 And I remember he brought this big bag 461 00:30:57,022 --> 00:30:59,275 of unshelled sunflower seeds, 462 00:30:59,358 --> 00:31:00,859 and I ate the whole bag and I got sick. 463 00:31:00,943 --> 00:31:02,736 So you didn't like baseball and you got sick? 464 00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:04,321 SARAH: Yeah. (CHUCKLES) 465 00:31:05,364 --> 00:31:06,365 Yeah. 466 00:31:07,116 --> 00:31:08,117 But... 467 00:31:13,414 --> 00:31:14,915 It was actually a really great time. 468 00:31:14,999 --> 00:31:16,959 We had a great time. He, um... 469 00:31:20,421 --> 00:31:23,257 When I had his attention, he was actually pretty great. 470 00:31:33,475 --> 00:31:34,476 So tell me. 471 00:31:35,728 --> 00:31:36,895 Why are you single? 472 00:31:40,941 --> 00:31:42,318 You really wanna know? 473 00:31:42,401 --> 00:31:43,402 Yeah. 474 00:31:46,363 --> 00:31:47,823 It's because I cheat. 475 00:31:49,450 --> 00:31:51,535 Even when I don't want to cheat, I'll end up cheating. 476 00:31:51,619 --> 00:31:55,080 Even when the person I'm with is perfect, I'll cheat. 477 00:31:57,333 --> 00:31:58,375 Okay. 478 00:31:58,459 --> 00:32:01,629 It makes me feel like one half of me is always single 479 00:32:01,712 --> 00:32:04,715 and doesn't have to give a shit about anyone else but myself, 480 00:32:04,798 --> 00:32:06,967 and so then that half... 481 00:32:08,469 --> 00:32:09,803 cheats and... 482 00:32:10,804 --> 00:32:11,805 gets caught. 483 00:32:12,681 --> 00:32:15,351 And then all of me is single, 484 00:32:15,434 --> 00:32:17,936 and that's what I'd rather be in the first place. 485 00:32:19,938 --> 00:32:21,231 Not the answer I expected. 486 00:32:21,774 --> 00:32:23,317 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 487 00:32:23,400 --> 00:32:24,610 (CHUCKLES) 488 00:32:28,656 --> 00:32:31,158 SARAH: And why are you single? 489 00:32:32,076 --> 00:32:33,410 DAVID: Oh... 490 00:32:33,494 --> 00:32:34,912 I suppose I haven't met the right one yet. 491 00:32:35,621 --> 00:32:37,581 David, you've probably met the right one, 492 00:32:37,665 --> 00:32:38,999 like, a hundred times already. 493 00:32:39,083 --> 00:32:41,210 DAVID: Mmm, I wish that was true even once, Sarah, but... 494 00:32:41,293 --> 00:32:43,337 (SCOFFS) That's such a bullshit answer. 495 00:32:43,420 --> 00:32:45,214 I gave you honest fucking truth. 496 00:32:45,839 --> 00:32:47,383 And you're going to give me, 497 00:32:47,466 --> 00:32:49,259 "I haven't met the right one yet." 498 00:32:49,343 --> 00:32:50,469 Just because you don't like the answer 499 00:32:50,552 --> 00:32:51,637 doesn't mean it's a bullshit answer. 500 00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:53,305 You've probably given the "I cheat" speech 501 00:32:53,389 --> 00:32:54,390 a thousand times. 502 00:32:55,182 --> 00:32:57,601 And I betcha anything it makes guys want you even more. 503 00:32:58,644 --> 00:32:59,895 Yeah? Any truth to that? 504 00:33:00,646 --> 00:33:01,855 Sounded a little bit rehearsed. 505 00:33:03,023 --> 00:33:05,442 Kind of like your top of the lighthouse bullshit? 506 00:33:07,653 --> 00:33:08,987 (IMITATES ACCENT) "The most beautiful places 507 00:33:09,071 --> 00:33:10,781 "make you feel the most alone." 508 00:33:11,448 --> 00:33:13,283 Oh, that's a pretty good me, actually. I'm flattered. 509 00:33:13,867 --> 00:33:14,868 GPS: In 0.5 miles, 510 00:33:14,952 --> 00:33:16,995 you will arrive at your destination. 511 00:33:22,251 --> 00:33:24,253 SARAH: Oh, my God. DAVID: Oh, shit. 512 00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:25,546 Is that your high school? 513 00:33:25,629 --> 00:33:26,630 DAVID: Yeah, how'd you know? 514 00:33:26,714 --> 00:33:28,090 SARAH: Well, two reasons. 515 00:33:28,173 --> 00:33:30,926 One, those could only be high school doors. 516 00:33:31,635 --> 00:33:33,387 And the second reason? 517 00:33:33,470 --> 00:33:34,471 I'll tell you later. 518 00:33:34,555 --> 00:33:35,931 - No, wait, wait. - What? 519 00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:37,641 Um... 520 00:33:38,475 --> 00:33:40,060 You know, I'm not sure. 521 00:33:40,728 --> 00:33:41,729 What? 522 00:33:41,812 --> 00:33:43,814 Well, I went here for four years, 523 00:33:43,897 --> 00:33:46,567 but I don't know who or what, when... 524 00:33:47,443 --> 00:33:48,610 - You know. - It's okay. 525 00:33:48,694 --> 00:33:50,028 - High school. - It's okay. 526 00:33:50,112 --> 00:33:51,321 - Uh... - We'll find out. 527 00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:53,365 - Come on. - (SIGHS) 528 00:33:53,449 --> 00:33:55,451 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 529 00:33:57,161 --> 00:33:58,620 SARAH: Oh, wow! 530 00:34:00,164 --> 00:34:01,206 (SARAH CHUCKLES) 531 00:34:01,290 --> 00:34:02,833 You've got to be fucking kidding me. 532 00:34:04,835 --> 00:34:06,086 Jesus Christ. 533 00:34:06,170 --> 00:34:07,212 Hi, David. 534 00:34:07,921 --> 00:34:09,089 David, what are you doing? 535 00:34:09,173 --> 00:34:10,174 - Mr. Nelson. - You're late. Come on. 536 00:34:10,257 --> 00:34:11,258 No, no, no. You're dead. 537 00:34:11,341 --> 00:34:12,384 - What? - You're dead. 538 00:34:12,468 --> 00:34:14,720 I was at your funeral. It's four years from now. 539 00:34:14,803 --> 00:34:16,180 I mean, look, maybe I was wrong, 540 00:34:16,263 --> 00:34:17,806 but get your pancreas checked, will you? And soon. 541 00:34:17,890 --> 00:34:19,933 David, I don't know what kind of pre-show routine 542 00:34:20,017 --> 00:34:21,268 you're doing here, but there's no time. 543 00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:23,812 Curtain's in half an hour. Half hour, everyone. 544 00:34:23,896 --> 00:34:25,105 Mr. Nelson, how old am I? 545 00:34:25,189 --> 00:34:26,190 You're 15. 546 00:34:26,273 --> 00:34:27,941 - I'm 15. - Cool. 547 00:34:28,025 --> 00:34:30,527 - How old am I? - I don't know. 40? 548 00:34:30,611 --> 00:34:33,489 I'm gonna kill you today. Forget four years from now. 549 00:34:34,656 --> 00:34:35,741 Fucking 40? 550 00:34:38,869 --> 00:34:40,078 BOY: You nervous for tonight? 551 00:34:40,954 --> 00:34:42,831 Yeah. You're gonna kill them. 552 00:34:44,666 --> 00:34:47,002 Yeah. Break a leg, okay? 553 00:34:48,962 --> 00:34:49,963 SARAH: Who's that? 554 00:34:50,714 --> 00:34:51,673 Cheryl Hayward. 555 00:34:52,800 --> 00:34:54,218 She, uh, plays Rosemary. 556 00:34:54,301 --> 00:34:55,761 SARAH: So, are you in this show? 557 00:34:55,844 --> 00:34:56,929 You're in this musical? 558 00:34:57,012 --> 00:34:59,389 Yeah. I play, um, J. Pierrepont Finch. 559 00:35:00,891 --> 00:35:02,976 - You're J. Pierrepont Finch? - (CLEARS THROAT) Yes. 560 00:35:04,478 --> 00:35:06,230 What? That's amazing. 561 00:35:06,313 --> 00:35:07,314 Oh, you did the show? 562 00:35:07,397 --> 00:35:09,274 God, I wish. No. 563 00:35:09,358 --> 00:35:10,734 Ex-musical groupie. 564 00:35:10,818 --> 00:35:11,860 - Huh. - Mmm. 565 00:35:12,986 --> 00:35:14,613 After her solo, I, um... 566 00:35:15,572 --> 00:35:16,573 I tell her I love her. 567 00:35:17,324 --> 00:35:18,909 SARAH: Oh, wow. Okay. 568 00:35:18,992 --> 00:35:21,537 She says, "I don't love you. I love Clint Whitford." 569 00:35:21,620 --> 00:35:23,914 And I'm... devastated. 570 00:35:23,997 --> 00:35:25,415 Who's Clint Whitford? 571 00:35:25,499 --> 00:35:27,918 This fucking asshole, prick, college freshman. 572 00:35:28,001 --> 00:35:29,378 He treats her like shit. 573 00:35:30,087 --> 00:35:31,421 - Wow. - That night... 574 00:35:32,005 --> 00:35:33,298 I mean, tonight, I go home 575 00:35:33,382 --> 00:35:34,925 and I don't even get out of my costume. 576 00:35:35,008 --> 00:35:36,385 I go up to my playroom, 577 00:35:36,468 --> 00:35:39,805 I plant myself face down on the couch, and I cry. 578 00:35:39,888 --> 00:35:41,056 You have a playroom? 579 00:35:41,557 --> 00:35:42,933 I cried so hard. Jesus. 580 00:35:43,433 --> 00:35:44,476 God, it feels like it... 581 00:35:46,228 --> 00:35:48,438 Oh, feels exactly like it felt that night. 582 00:35:48,522 --> 00:35:50,357 - Okay, well... - Except now I know it's worse. 583 00:35:50,440 --> 00:35:52,359 No, because I know she's gonna just destroy me all over again. 584 00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:54,361 Okay, just don't... 585 00:35:55,279 --> 00:35:56,530 Don't tell her you love her. 586 00:35:56,613 --> 00:35:57,614 No, but I have to. 587 00:35:59,324 --> 00:36:01,076 Why? You just said that you know 588 00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:02,703 that she's not going to say it back. 589 00:36:04,705 --> 00:36:05,789 Maybe she will. 590 00:36:06,290 --> 00:36:07,749 She won't. 591 00:36:08,792 --> 00:36:09,918 - I have to. - MANAGER: David? 592 00:36:11,587 --> 00:36:12,921 Hair and makeup right now. 593 00:36:13,005 --> 00:36:14,172 - DAVID: Cool. - Yeah. 594 00:36:14,256 --> 00:36:15,465 DAVID: Okay. 595 00:36:15,549 --> 00:36:16,550 Break a leg. 596 00:36:18,051 --> 00:36:19,303 MAN: Lights in the catwalk. 597 00:36:19,386 --> 00:36:20,637 Lights in the catwalk. 598 00:36:24,975 --> 00:36:26,059 Yes! 599 00:36:27,019 --> 00:36:28,020 (SOFTLY) Amy Moore. 600 00:36:30,898 --> 00:36:31,899 Eddie Bora? 601 00:36:33,734 --> 00:36:35,402 Why are you saying my full name? 602 00:36:35,485 --> 00:36:36,486 Uh, I don't know. 603 00:36:36,987 --> 00:36:39,865 (SOFTLY) But you do it with Jennifer Hodge tonight. 604 00:36:41,491 --> 00:36:43,535 - Do what? - Do it. 605 00:36:43,619 --> 00:36:45,495 You must be so excited for David. 606 00:36:45,579 --> 00:36:47,497 Oh, we're just so proud of him. 607 00:36:47,581 --> 00:36:49,249 He's so talented. 608 00:36:49,333 --> 00:36:50,375 He worked very hard. 609 00:36:50,459 --> 00:36:52,377 Yeah. He went after it, he deserves it. 610 00:36:52,461 --> 00:36:54,671 Yeah. And he's just a really special kid. 611 00:36:54,755 --> 00:36:57,215 Just really and truly, just special. 612 00:36:57,299 --> 00:36:58,342 FATHER: And talented. 613 00:36:58,425 --> 00:37:01,011 MOTHER: Yeah, and special. 614 00:37:01,887 --> 00:37:02,971 - Okay. - Enjoy the show. 615 00:37:03,055 --> 00:37:04,056 We'll see you at the intermission. 616 00:37:07,309 --> 00:37:08,310 EDDIE: And now, 617 00:37:08,393 --> 00:37:11,563 How To Succeed In Business Without Really Trying. 618 00:37:11,647 --> 00:37:13,649 (CHEERS AND APPLAUSE) 619 00:37:20,238 --> 00:37:21,323 MANAGER: Dear Reader, 620 00:37:21,406 --> 00:37:23,700 this little book is designed to tell you 621 00:37:23,784 --> 00:37:25,077 everything you need to know 622 00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:27,371 about the science of getting ahead. 623 00:37:28,580 --> 00:37:33,210 Now let us assume you are young, healthy, clear-eyed, and eager, 624 00:37:33,293 --> 00:37:35,963 anxious to rise quickly and easily 625 00:37:36,046 --> 00:37:37,714 to the top of the business world. 626 00:37:38,548 --> 00:37:39,967 You can. 627 00:37:44,304 --> 00:37:46,932 If you have education and intelligence 628 00:37:47,015 --> 00:37:49,851 and ability, so much the better. 629 00:37:50,477 --> 00:37:51,853 What the fuck are you doing? Get out there. 630 00:37:52,813 --> 00:37:54,690 My name is David Longley. I'm 15 years old, 631 00:37:54,773 --> 00:37:57,192 and I'm the lead in my high school musical. 632 00:37:57,275 --> 00:37:59,111 Are you saying that to yourself or you saying that to me? 633 00:37:59,194 --> 00:38:00,195 Uh, both. 634 00:38:00,862 --> 00:38:02,531 You know, you know the bit in, um... 635 00:38:03,156 --> 00:38:04,992 Bourne Identity, where Jason Bourne 636 00:38:05,075 --> 00:38:06,410 realizes that he can be an assassin 637 00:38:06,493 --> 00:38:08,203 without remembering that he's actually an assassin? 638 00:38:09,329 --> 00:38:10,330 What's Jason Bourne? 639 00:38:10,998 --> 00:38:12,457 ...lucky golden few. 640 00:38:13,041 --> 00:38:14,084 You can. 641 00:38:14,167 --> 00:38:15,293 This is Jason Bourne. 642 00:38:18,630 --> 00:38:20,632 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 643 00:38:21,383 --> 00:38:24,094 (SINGING) How to apply for a job 644 00:38:24,177 --> 00:38:26,805 How to advance From the mail room 645 00:38:26,888 --> 00:38:28,974 How to sit down at a desk 646 00:38:29,599 --> 00:38:32,310 How to dictate memorandums 647 00:38:32,394 --> 00:38:36,064 How to develop executive style 648 00:38:36,148 --> 00:38:39,401 How to commute In a three button suit 649 00:38:39,484 --> 00:38:42,654 With that weary executive smile 650 00:38:44,489 --> 00:38:46,575 This book is all that I need 651 00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:48,201 How to 652 00:38:48,285 --> 00:38:52,080 How to succeed 653 00:38:52,164 --> 00:38:54,166 (LAUGHING) 654 00:39:31,870 --> 00:39:33,080 Wow. 655 00:39:36,708 --> 00:39:38,710 (CHEERS AND APPLAUSE) 656 00:39:44,091 --> 00:39:49,054 (SINGING) I'll be so happy To keep his dinner warm 657 00:39:49,596 --> 00:39:55,435 While he goes onward and upward 658 00:39:56,812 --> 00:39:59,940 Happy to keep his dinner warm 659 00:40:00,023 --> 00:40:06,530 Till he comes wearily home From downtown 660 00:40:06,613 --> 00:40:08,782 ...in the head 661 00:40:08,865 --> 00:40:09,991 That office chair... 662 00:40:10,075 --> 00:40:12,077 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACH) 663 00:40:14,371 --> 00:40:16,331 - (SIGHS) Cheryl. Cheryl. - David... 664 00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:17,874 Before we go out there just listen to me. 665 00:40:17,958 --> 00:40:19,417 Cheryl, I love you. 666 00:40:19,501 --> 00:40:20,585 David, I care about you, 667 00:40:20,669 --> 00:40:22,712 but Clint and I are gonna try to make things work. 668 00:40:22,796 --> 00:40:24,297 TOGETHER: And I know he can be awful sometimes, 669 00:40:24,381 --> 00:40:25,465 but I have to try. 670 00:40:25,966 --> 00:40:27,134 How did you know what I was gonna say? 671 00:40:27,217 --> 00:40:28,593 MANAGER: Cheryl, we need you in the wings. 672 00:40:29,719 --> 00:40:31,721 (CHEERS AND APPLAUSE) 673 00:40:33,056 --> 00:40:34,975 DAVID: You two... You, you break up after six months. 674 00:40:35,058 --> 00:40:37,519 Okay, maybe, but that doesn't change the way I feel right now. 675 00:40:39,146 --> 00:40:40,147 But not maybe! 676 00:40:42,899 --> 00:40:43,942 Not maybe. 677 00:40:44,568 --> 00:40:46,069 It doesn't work. It will not work. 678 00:40:47,737 --> 00:40:48,780 CHERYL: J. Pierrepont Finch, 679 00:40:48,864 --> 00:40:50,574 why are you looking at me that way? 680 00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:54,578 J. Pierrepont Finch, 681 00:40:54,661 --> 00:40:56,663 why are you looking at me that way? 682 00:40:56,746 --> 00:40:57,789 He breaks your heart. 683 00:40:59,666 --> 00:41:01,501 Clint. He... He breaks your heart. 684 00:41:01,585 --> 00:41:03,420 He cheats with Amy Moore during Easter break. 685 00:41:03,503 --> 00:41:04,671 David, what are you doing? 686 00:41:04,754 --> 00:41:06,298 Ooh, boy. 687 00:41:06,381 --> 00:41:09,009 You marry Tate Chandler. 688 00:41:11,553 --> 00:41:13,597 And then you divorce Tate Chandler. 689 00:41:18,435 --> 00:41:20,687 - Cheryl... - Stop chasing me, David. 690 00:41:20,770 --> 00:41:21,855 I don't love you. 691 00:41:22,939 --> 00:41:25,233 Well, would you look at that? 692 00:41:25,775 --> 00:41:26,818 It's five o'clock. 693 00:41:27,527 --> 00:41:31,114 (SINGING) Well, here it is 5:00 p.m. 694 00:41:31,198 --> 00:41:34,242 The finish of a long day's work 695 00:41:34,326 --> 00:41:37,662 And there they are, both of them 696 00:41:38,288 --> 00:41:40,999 The secretary and the clerk 697 00:41:42,459 --> 00:41:46,004 Not very well acquainted 698 00:41:46,087 --> 00:41:49,049 Not very much to say 699 00:41:49,132 --> 00:41:55,263 But I can hear those Two little minds ticking away 700 00:41:55,347 --> 00:41:56,598 I should have understood. 701 00:41:56,681 --> 00:41:59,309 (SINGING) Now, she's thinking 702 00:41:59,392 --> 00:42:00,852 I'm so sorry. Cheryl. 703 00:42:02,395 --> 00:42:03,480 Cheryl, I'm sorry. 704 00:42:03,563 --> 00:42:06,483 GIRL: (SINGING) Now, she's thinking 705 00:42:07,859 --> 00:42:09,110 - Cheryl? Cheryl, are you okay? - Cheryl? 706 00:42:10,445 --> 00:42:12,656 (SINGING) Now, she's thinking 707 00:42:13,406 --> 00:42:16,243 (SINGING) I wonder if we take the same bus 708 00:42:16,868 --> 00:42:18,995 And he's thinking 709 00:42:19,079 --> 00:42:21,164 (SINGING) That could be Quite a thing between us 710 00:42:23,917 --> 00:42:26,127 Now, she's thinking 711 00:42:26,211 --> 00:42:27,545 He really is a dear 712 00:42:27,629 --> 00:42:29,673 And he's thinking 713 00:42:29,756 --> 00:42:31,174 But what of my career 714 00:42:31,258 --> 00:42:32,384 And she says 715 00:42:32,467 --> 00:42:33,468 Ah 716 00:42:33,551 --> 00:42:35,512 - And he says - (CLEARS THROAT) 717 00:42:35,595 --> 00:42:38,139 Well, it's been a long day 718 00:42:38,223 --> 00:42:40,100 - Well, it's been a long - Well, it's been a long 719 00:42:40,183 --> 00:42:41,935 - Been a long, been a long - Been a long, been a long 720 00:42:42,018 --> 00:42:44,854 - Been a long day - Been a long day 721 00:42:45,522 --> 00:42:47,732 Well, it's been a long 722 00:42:47,816 --> 00:42:49,567 Been a long, been a long 723 00:42:49,651 --> 00:42:53,905 Been a long day 724 00:42:58,159 --> 00:42:59,327 - Again? - Sure. 725 00:43:01,371 --> 00:43:03,373 ALL: (SINGING) Well, it's been a long 726 00:43:03,456 --> 00:43:05,667 Been a long, been a long 727 00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:10,130 Been a long day 728 00:43:11,923 --> 00:43:13,758 (BOTH LAUGHING) 729 00:43:23,184 --> 00:43:25,353 That was fuckin'... How did you know? 730 00:43:26,604 --> 00:43:27,605 What can I say? 731 00:43:27,689 --> 00:43:30,442 A good musical groupie always knows the songs. 732 00:43:31,192 --> 00:43:32,193 Thanks for the save. 733 00:43:32,694 --> 00:43:33,695 You're welcome. 734 00:43:39,492 --> 00:43:40,493 Ah. 735 00:43:40,994 --> 00:43:42,829 It's actually the second reason I knew 736 00:43:42,912 --> 00:43:44,748 that those were high school doors. 737 00:43:46,916 --> 00:43:48,126 I'm secretly a dork. 738 00:43:49,127 --> 00:43:50,587 You're secretly a dork. 739 00:43:50,670 --> 00:43:51,671 Not so secret. 740 00:43:51,755 --> 00:43:52,922 Yeah, not anymore. 741 00:43:55,592 --> 00:43:59,346 High school's really fucking important to dorks like us. 742 00:44:01,556 --> 00:44:03,850 It's pretty formative. 743 00:44:04,684 --> 00:44:05,685 (SIGHS) 744 00:44:06,728 --> 00:44:08,563 It's formative as fuck. 745 00:44:13,651 --> 00:44:14,652 Thanks. 746 00:44:14,736 --> 00:44:15,737 You're welcome. 747 00:44:24,287 --> 00:44:26,289 (MELLOW SONG PLAYING) 748 00:44:52,065 --> 00:44:54,859 SARAH: You were different back there. 749 00:44:54,943 --> 00:44:56,236 DAVID: How was I different? 750 00:44:58,363 --> 00:44:59,364 Very... 751 00:45:00,990 --> 00:45:02,450 heart on your sleeve. 752 00:45:02,534 --> 00:45:03,743 DAVID: Mmm. 753 00:45:05,286 --> 00:45:06,496 Yeah, that was me back then. 754 00:45:06,579 --> 00:45:07,997 Back when I thought that the... 755 00:45:09,290 --> 00:45:10,708 Go on. Thought what? 756 00:45:12,210 --> 00:45:13,253 Back when I thought 757 00:45:13,336 --> 00:45:15,046 that everything would work out for me. 758 00:45:16,214 --> 00:45:17,757 (SMACKS LIPS) That I'd get what I want 759 00:45:17,841 --> 00:45:20,218 and that I'd be... happy. 760 00:45:22,220 --> 00:45:23,638 Because you're so special? 761 00:45:26,349 --> 00:45:27,684 (BOTH CHUCKLING) 762 00:45:28,226 --> 00:45:29,227 Where'd you hear that? 763 00:45:29,310 --> 00:45:30,311 Nowhere. 764 00:45:30,395 --> 00:45:32,772 I saw you sitting behind my mom and dad. 765 00:45:32,856 --> 00:45:36,234 They may have mentioned you being special, like... 766 00:45:37,485 --> 00:45:38,486 30 times. 767 00:45:39,571 --> 00:45:41,614 I swear to God, if I could go back to me as a kid, 768 00:45:41,698 --> 00:45:43,616 I would say, "David, you little prick, 769 00:45:44,367 --> 00:45:46,578 "you're not that special. Get over yourself." 770 00:45:48,246 --> 00:45:50,081 - Would you? - I would, actually, yeah. 771 00:45:50,582 --> 00:45:52,292 Yeah, I mean, it just causes you... 772 00:45:53,209 --> 00:45:55,044 It sets you up for a spectacular fall. 773 00:45:58,882 --> 00:46:00,717 So what is it that you want, David? 774 00:46:02,552 --> 00:46:03,761 What do you mean, Sarah? 775 00:46:06,598 --> 00:46:07,682 Are you still... 776 00:46:09,851 --> 00:46:12,187 chasing the Cheryls of this world? 777 00:46:14,481 --> 00:46:15,482 You know, it's been a long time 778 00:46:15,565 --> 00:46:17,275 since I've felt that anyone was worth the chase. 779 00:46:20,111 --> 00:46:21,571 Are you chasing me? 780 00:46:30,663 --> 00:46:32,624 Because if you are, you should just stop. 781 00:46:34,334 --> 00:46:35,960 Seriously, David, I'm just gonna end up 782 00:46:36,044 --> 00:46:37,670 disappointing you, like everyone else has, 783 00:46:37,754 --> 00:46:39,255 so, you should just stop. 784 00:46:40,006 --> 00:46:40,965 (TIRES SCREECH) 785 00:46:43,343 --> 00:46:44,969 (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING) 786 00:46:46,679 --> 00:46:47,764 SARAH: What are you doing? 787 00:46:47,847 --> 00:46:49,474 I didn't mean stop the car. 788 00:47:03,279 --> 00:47:05,281 Okay, this is getting too dramatic. 789 00:47:12,205 --> 00:47:15,083 DAVID: Sometimes we have to perform to get to the truth. 790 00:47:30,473 --> 00:47:31,683 (SARAH EXHALES DEEPLY) 791 00:47:39,524 --> 00:47:41,526 ANNOUNCER: Doctor Morgan, please call recovery. 792 00:47:46,197 --> 00:47:47,240 Hi, Sarah. 793 00:47:47,824 --> 00:47:48,908 Hi, Dr. Vernon. 794 00:47:48,992 --> 00:47:50,368 How's everything at school? 795 00:47:50,451 --> 00:47:52,287 I think at this point, 796 00:47:52,370 --> 00:47:54,747 I was having an affair with my professor. 797 00:47:55,957 --> 00:47:58,126 - Uh, can we just get to it? - Sure. 798 00:47:59,711 --> 00:48:01,421 Your mom passed away about an hour ago. 799 00:48:04,757 --> 00:48:06,301 Was she comfortable? 800 00:48:06,384 --> 00:48:07,552 She was comfortable. 801 00:48:08,386 --> 00:48:09,804 - No pain? - DR. VERNON: None. 802 00:48:10,597 --> 00:48:12,640 - You fucking swear? - I fucking swear. 803 00:48:14,392 --> 00:48:16,019 - Did he... - DR. VERNON: No. 804 00:48:16,728 --> 00:48:18,563 Your father hasn't been here in months. 805 00:48:20,315 --> 00:48:21,691 So, she was alone when she died. 806 00:48:21,774 --> 00:48:24,068 I assure you, she was on a lot of medication. 807 00:48:24,152 --> 00:48:26,154 So, she was alone when she died? 808 00:48:27,030 --> 00:48:28,031 DR. VERNON: Yes. 809 00:48:31,034 --> 00:48:32,035 Do you want to see her? 810 00:48:33,536 --> 00:48:34,579 Can I just have a minute? 811 00:48:35,955 --> 00:48:36,956 DR. VERNON: Absolutely. 812 00:48:40,501 --> 00:48:42,503 (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) 813 00:48:49,469 --> 00:48:50,553 DAVID: It was kind of messed up 814 00:48:50,637 --> 00:48:52,847 that I had to relive my high school musical. 815 00:48:52,930 --> 00:48:54,307 Which you kind of nailed. 816 00:48:54,390 --> 00:48:55,808 DAVID: I did nail, yes. 817 00:48:57,185 --> 00:48:58,186 But it seems really unfair 818 00:48:58,269 --> 00:48:59,270 that you have to relive the moment 819 00:48:59,354 --> 00:49:00,521 where you're told your mom died. 820 00:49:00,605 --> 00:49:01,814 I'm not reliving this. 821 00:49:02,774 --> 00:49:04,567 This is happening for the first time. 822 00:49:05,109 --> 00:49:07,403 I wasn't at the hospital when my mom died. 823 00:49:07,487 --> 00:49:08,655 I avoided it. 824 00:49:09,155 --> 00:49:10,156 Do you know where I went? 825 00:49:12,659 --> 00:49:13,660 Museum? 826 00:49:17,789 --> 00:49:19,374 God, the fucking museum. 827 00:49:20,041 --> 00:49:21,084 DAVID: Sarah, that's... 828 00:49:21,876 --> 00:49:22,877 That's kind of beautiful. 829 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:24,754 Your mother's favorite place in the world. 830 00:49:27,590 --> 00:49:28,591 It's kind of beautiful. 831 00:49:31,636 --> 00:49:32,637 I'm horrible. 832 00:49:33,429 --> 00:49:34,472 Uh, not even close. 833 00:49:34,555 --> 00:49:35,973 I... Then you don't know me very well. 834 00:49:36,057 --> 00:49:38,059 Actually, not... You're... You're... 835 00:49:39,143 --> 00:49:42,105 You're magic. You're a lovely, formidable force, 836 00:49:42,188 --> 00:49:43,314 is what you are. 837 00:49:43,398 --> 00:49:44,399 SARAH: Listen to me. 838 00:49:46,734 --> 00:49:48,027 I'm a fucking coward. 839 00:49:48,111 --> 00:49:49,404 Nope. You're here now. 840 00:49:49,487 --> 00:49:51,406 - I'm a fucking coward. - You're here now. 841 00:49:51,489 --> 00:49:52,657 Yeah, but that doesn't, 842 00:49:52,740 --> 00:49:54,826 - it doesn't count now. It's... - DAVID: Why not? 843 00:49:54,909 --> 00:49:55,910 Because it... 844 00:49:58,162 --> 00:49:59,622 It's not real! (CHUCKLES) 845 00:50:00,456 --> 00:50:01,708 This isn't real! 846 00:50:01,791 --> 00:50:03,793 Well, it sure as shit... 847 00:50:04,752 --> 00:50:05,753 feels very real. 848 00:50:07,088 --> 00:50:08,089 Every part of it. 849 00:50:09,716 --> 00:50:10,717 David. 850 00:50:11,634 --> 00:50:14,429 I wasn't at the museum the day my mom died. 851 00:50:14,512 --> 00:50:15,513 I really... 852 00:50:16,931 --> 00:50:18,891 really love that you thought that, 853 00:50:19,684 --> 00:50:21,102 and I wish it were true, but... 854 00:50:23,187 --> 00:50:24,230 (SARAH SIGHS) 855 00:50:24,313 --> 00:50:25,314 I was... 856 00:50:26,232 --> 00:50:27,775 screwing my professor. 857 00:50:30,903 --> 00:50:32,113 That's what I was doing. 858 00:50:34,949 --> 00:50:36,325 And she died alone. 859 00:50:37,827 --> 00:50:38,828 DAVID: Mmm. 860 00:50:47,003 --> 00:50:48,337 I better do this. 861 00:51:20,578 --> 00:51:22,371 (SHUDDERS) 862 00:51:36,344 --> 00:51:38,012 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 863 00:51:57,156 --> 00:51:58,491 (BABY CRYING) 864 00:52:06,749 --> 00:52:07,792 (SOFTLY) Dad. 865 00:52:17,468 --> 00:52:19,095 (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) 866 00:52:29,647 --> 00:52:31,399 SARAH: All I'm thinking about right now 867 00:52:31,482 --> 00:52:34,485 is the time that Big was supposed to play on TV 868 00:52:34,569 --> 00:52:36,279 one night after swim practice. 869 00:52:37,154 --> 00:52:39,115 And I remember saying to you, 870 00:52:39,198 --> 00:52:42,702 "Mom, what I really want is to come home 871 00:52:42,785 --> 00:52:44,120 "from swim practice 872 00:52:44,662 --> 00:52:47,456 "and eat mashed potatoes while I watch Big." 873 00:52:50,042 --> 00:52:51,210 And do you know what you said? 874 00:52:52,795 --> 00:52:54,380 Without hesitation. 875 00:52:54,463 --> 00:52:56,257 Without a hint of annoyance. 876 00:52:57,592 --> 00:52:58,593 You said, 877 00:52:59,302 --> 00:53:01,095 "Of course, sweetheart." 878 00:53:03,389 --> 00:53:05,892 And you must have been so tired. 879 00:53:08,227 --> 00:53:10,813 But you were never going to say no. 880 00:53:10,897 --> 00:53:14,191 That word just never crossed your mind. 881 00:53:15,776 --> 00:53:20,031 It was always, "Of course," with you. 882 00:53:23,659 --> 00:53:24,785 You just... 883 00:53:25,953 --> 00:53:26,996 gave... 884 00:53:28,873 --> 00:53:30,333 so easily. 885 00:53:32,376 --> 00:53:33,377 (SIGHS) 886 00:54:01,739 --> 00:54:03,240 - DAVID: Is everything okay? - Yeah. 887 00:54:04,283 --> 00:54:05,284 Yeah. 888 00:54:09,038 --> 00:54:10,873 No, not really. But... 889 00:54:12,750 --> 00:54:13,751 it's just... 890 00:54:15,878 --> 00:54:16,879 my son. 891 00:54:18,756 --> 00:54:22,009 My son, uh, was born prematurely. 892 00:54:26,514 --> 00:54:27,723 Well, I'm... I'm... 893 00:54:28,724 --> 00:54:29,892 I'm sure he's gonna be okay. 894 00:54:29,976 --> 00:54:32,186 There's some complications. 895 00:54:32,269 --> 00:54:33,688 We were just told this morning. 896 00:54:34,563 --> 00:54:36,190 DAVID: What complications? What's wrong? 897 00:54:37,942 --> 00:54:38,985 His heart. 898 00:54:40,111 --> 00:54:43,322 There's some... problems with his heart. 899 00:54:43,406 --> 00:54:45,157 It's called PDA. 900 00:54:45,241 --> 00:54:48,452 Patent ductus arter... something. 901 00:54:50,705 --> 00:54:52,665 DAVID: Did they say if it's fatal? 902 00:54:54,583 --> 00:54:55,668 Yeah, it can be. 903 00:54:57,003 --> 00:54:59,213 He'll... Hey, he'll survive. 904 00:55:01,007 --> 00:55:02,299 Well, thank you for saying that. 905 00:55:05,011 --> 00:55:06,012 (SNIFFLES) 906 00:55:07,513 --> 00:55:11,267 Seeing my... son trapped in that incubator. 907 00:55:11,350 --> 00:55:13,769 If he dies in there and if I'm not able to hold him, 908 00:55:13,853 --> 00:55:15,688 I don't know what... What we'll do. 909 00:55:17,356 --> 00:55:19,608 It's gonna be all right, Dad. It's gonna be all right. 910 00:55:20,317 --> 00:55:21,318 "Dad"? 911 00:55:22,778 --> 00:55:25,322 You... Well, you're a dad, right? 912 00:55:25,906 --> 00:55:27,616 (CHUCKLES) Actually, I am. 913 00:55:30,036 --> 00:55:32,455 We tried to have a child for a long time. 914 00:55:33,330 --> 00:55:34,623 And then we were fine with it. 915 00:55:35,249 --> 00:55:37,460 And then she got pregnant. 916 00:55:38,294 --> 00:55:39,295 At 40. 917 00:55:40,004 --> 00:55:41,213 And the next thing you know, 918 00:55:42,757 --> 00:55:44,216 our little David was born. 919 00:55:46,635 --> 00:55:47,762 Do you have children? 920 00:55:49,180 --> 00:55:50,181 No, I don't. 921 00:55:52,475 --> 00:55:56,145 My friends tried to explain what it's like, but... 922 00:55:56,687 --> 00:55:57,688 it's impossible. 923 00:55:58,522 --> 00:55:59,523 And annoying. 924 00:56:01,150 --> 00:56:04,361 The minute that I saw my boy... 925 00:56:06,072 --> 00:56:07,490 my world changed. 926 00:56:11,077 --> 00:56:12,078 Do you think... 927 00:56:13,287 --> 00:56:15,956 that you'll tell him about all this? 928 00:56:16,040 --> 00:56:17,500 You know, with the complications. 929 00:56:19,293 --> 00:56:21,253 My wife and I made a promise. 930 00:56:21,337 --> 00:56:23,464 If he survives, we'll do everything we can 931 00:56:23,547 --> 00:56:25,466 to protect him from shite like this. 932 00:56:26,092 --> 00:56:27,093 Excuse my language. 933 00:56:28,928 --> 00:56:30,012 Nah, nah. 934 00:56:30,888 --> 00:56:31,931 We won't tell him. 935 00:56:32,014 --> 00:56:34,600 He'll only know that he was perfect, 936 00:56:35,184 --> 00:56:37,353 and that he's everything we ever wanted and hoped for. 937 00:56:37,436 --> 00:56:38,437 That he's... 938 00:56:39,814 --> 00:56:40,815 Special. 939 00:56:44,485 --> 00:56:46,445 - Yeah, special. - NURSE: Mr. Longley. 940 00:56:47,488 --> 00:56:48,948 Your wife is asking for you. 941 00:56:49,448 --> 00:56:50,699 I need to go. Thanks for listening. 942 00:56:50,783 --> 00:56:51,826 DAVID: Yeah. 943 00:56:53,702 --> 00:56:54,703 Hey. 944 00:56:54,787 --> 00:56:55,788 Yeah? 945 00:56:56,288 --> 00:56:57,414 You're a good dad. 946 00:57:00,209 --> 00:57:01,210 That's all I want. 947 00:57:01,710 --> 00:57:02,711 Just a chance. 948 00:57:18,060 --> 00:57:19,478 SARAH: I met a boy, Mom. 949 00:57:22,398 --> 00:57:24,400 I really wish I could talk to you about it. 950 00:57:26,569 --> 00:57:27,945 He's here now. 951 00:57:30,948 --> 00:57:32,324 I think if I let him, 952 00:57:33,909 --> 00:57:35,536 he might always be here. 953 00:57:38,581 --> 00:57:40,249 (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) 954 00:57:51,927 --> 00:57:53,220 Who are you? 955 00:57:57,349 --> 00:57:58,434 I'm the guy who buys gifts 956 00:57:58,517 --> 00:58:00,769 because he doesn't know what else to do. 957 00:58:05,024 --> 00:58:06,525 The Renoir painting from before. 958 00:58:06,609 --> 00:58:08,736 That's my mom's favorite painting. 959 00:58:08,819 --> 00:58:11,280 Hmm. It's a beautiful painting. 960 00:58:11,363 --> 00:58:12,364 Yeah. 961 00:58:12,865 --> 00:58:15,534 She always liked how helpful a girl who's not playing is. 962 00:58:15,618 --> 00:58:17,036 She's like turning the pages. 963 00:58:17,828 --> 00:58:20,164 It's like a selfless act. 964 00:58:21,999 --> 00:58:23,250 Your mom sounds cool. 965 00:58:26,712 --> 00:58:29,381 You know, we're not taking any of this with us. 966 00:58:30,090 --> 00:58:31,091 Oh, sorry, you... 967 00:58:32,551 --> 00:58:33,844 thought these were for you? 968 00:58:34,720 --> 00:58:36,931 Uh, they're for my girlfriend. 969 00:58:37,723 --> 00:58:39,183 Oh, for your girlfriend? 970 00:58:39,266 --> 00:58:40,351 Yeah. 971 00:58:41,227 --> 00:58:42,228 She's really... 972 00:58:43,395 --> 00:58:44,396 bad for me. 973 00:58:46,607 --> 00:58:47,608 It's what I go for. 974 00:58:48,609 --> 00:58:49,610 Fuck her. 975 00:58:53,614 --> 00:58:54,698 - We will be taking this guy. - Yeah? 976 00:58:54,782 --> 00:58:55,908 - Yeah. See, yeah... - All right, yeah? 977 00:58:55,991 --> 00:58:57,952 ...he's just perfect. 978 00:59:10,172 --> 00:59:11,131 Hold your breath. 979 00:59:12,716 --> 00:59:13,759 What? 980 00:59:14,969 --> 00:59:17,471 My mom would do this thing when we were in the car together. 981 00:59:17,554 --> 00:59:19,139 She would shout, "Hold your breath," randomly, 982 00:59:19,223 --> 00:59:20,266 and then we would hold our breath 983 00:59:20,349 --> 00:59:22,184 and see who can do it the longest. 984 00:59:25,020 --> 00:59:26,939 - Hold your breath. - (CHUCKLES) Okay. 985 00:59:38,909 --> 00:59:40,077 (EXHALES SHARPLY) You win. 986 00:59:42,830 --> 00:59:44,331 I didn't take a big enough... 987 00:59:49,295 --> 00:59:51,005 Sarah, you're gonna pass out, 988 00:59:51,088 --> 00:59:53,173 and I'm gonna have to give you the kiss of life. 989 00:59:57,219 --> 00:59:58,220 Ah. 990 00:59:58,721 --> 01:00:00,180 She wants me to give her the kiss of life. 991 01:00:01,223 --> 01:00:03,934 (LAUGHS) 992 01:00:05,728 --> 01:00:07,146 I think I just saw God. 993 01:00:07,229 --> 01:00:08,772 (SARAH LAUGHS) 994 01:00:08,856 --> 01:00:10,649 GPS: Congratulations, Sarah and David. 995 01:00:10,733 --> 01:00:11,734 You've earned a break. 996 01:00:12,735 --> 01:00:15,946 You'll arrive at the scenic overlook in 21 minutes. 997 01:00:16,947 --> 01:00:18,365 SARAH: Yay. A break. 998 01:00:20,159 --> 01:00:21,201 DAVID: What's happening? 999 01:00:21,285 --> 01:00:22,745 SARAH: I am gonna change. 1000 01:00:27,666 --> 01:00:29,209 Okay, no peeking. 1001 01:00:29,293 --> 01:00:30,461 DAVID: Yeah, of course. 1002 01:00:30,544 --> 01:00:31,545 Okay, but if I move the mirror, 1003 01:00:31,628 --> 01:00:33,297 it's just to see out of the back of the car. 1004 01:00:33,380 --> 01:00:35,466 And maybe, just a little bit of your face. 1005 01:00:35,549 --> 01:00:36,550 There you are. 1006 01:00:38,802 --> 01:00:40,346 I don't know if I trust the angle 1007 01:00:40,429 --> 01:00:41,930 of that mirror right now. 1008 01:00:42,014 --> 01:00:43,724 Just the face. Just the face. Just the face. 1009 01:00:43,807 --> 01:00:45,142 (SARAH LAUGHS) 1010 01:00:45,225 --> 01:00:47,102 DAVID: Hey, can I tell you something I just thought about? 1011 01:00:47,186 --> 01:00:48,187 Yeah. 1012 01:00:48,270 --> 01:00:50,689 And I've never told anyone this. 1013 01:00:50,773 --> 01:00:53,150 When I was a kid, my mom left. 1014 01:00:55,402 --> 01:00:56,403 Oh. 1015 01:00:56,487 --> 01:00:57,780 Yeah, no, it's... I mean, it's fine. 1016 01:00:57,863 --> 01:00:59,073 She came back. She wasn't gone long. 1017 01:00:59,156 --> 01:01:02,659 But the strange thing was my dad never said a word about it. 1018 01:01:03,243 --> 01:01:05,913 You know, I kind of... I'd forgotten it. 1019 01:01:05,996 --> 01:01:07,039 SARAH: Oh. 1020 01:01:07,122 --> 01:01:09,124 Yeah. Yeah, I was small, and... 1021 01:01:10,125 --> 01:01:11,752 I knew it wasn't good. 1022 01:01:13,796 --> 01:01:14,963 I'm sorry. 1023 01:01:15,047 --> 01:01:16,799 I know I said my parents always worry about me, 1024 01:01:16,882 --> 01:01:20,886 but I actually always... I always worry about my dad. 1025 01:01:21,845 --> 01:01:22,846 Yeah. 1026 01:01:23,931 --> 01:01:25,808 Well, thank you for sharing that with me. 1027 01:01:25,891 --> 01:01:27,226 DAVID: Well, thank you for letting me. 1028 01:01:30,270 --> 01:01:31,897 Do you think life is short? 1029 01:01:31,980 --> 01:01:32,981 SARAH: Mmm. 1030 01:01:33,899 --> 01:01:34,900 Go on. 1031 01:01:35,818 --> 01:01:38,320 I don't know. It's something I've been... thinking, 1032 01:01:38,404 --> 01:01:40,197 and I just wanted to hear my mouth say it. 1033 01:01:42,449 --> 01:01:43,534 I don't think life is short. 1034 01:01:44,952 --> 01:01:45,994 People say it, you know. 1035 01:01:46,078 --> 01:01:47,621 "Life is short. Have fun." But... 1036 01:01:48,539 --> 01:01:50,457 I have to say, for the last ten years or so, 1037 01:01:51,917 --> 01:01:53,752 life has felt pretty damn long to me. 1038 01:01:56,255 --> 01:01:57,256 I agree. 1039 01:01:57,840 --> 01:01:58,924 - You do? - Yeah. 1040 01:01:59,007 --> 01:02:01,135 Life only feels short when you're moving forward 1041 01:02:01,218 --> 01:02:02,886 with something that you don't want to end. 1042 01:02:03,470 --> 01:02:04,721 Right. Yeah, yeah. 1043 01:02:09,268 --> 01:02:11,562 I haven't moved forward with something in a long time. 1044 01:02:17,192 --> 01:02:18,193 And how does... 1045 01:02:19,528 --> 01:02:20,529 How does it feel now? 1046 01:02:28,954 --> 01:02:31,290 It's may be feeling a smidge shorter. 1047 01:02:36,044 --> 01:02:37,171 Yeah. 1048 01:02:39,381 --> 01:02:40,382 Yeah. 1049 01:02:42,593 --> 01:02:44,011 (BIRDS CALLING IN DISTANCE) 1050 01:02:44,094 --> 01:02:45,721 (SOULFUL MUSIC PLAYING) 1051 01:02:49,433 --> 01:02:50,851 SARAH: Okay, how is this a break? 1052 01:03:13,415 --> 01:03:14,416 (DAVID SIGHS) 1053 01:03:16,919 --> 01:03:19,922 SARAH: Are we looking down at ourselves right now? 1054 01:03:20,422 --> 01:03:21,381 DAVID: I think so. 1055 01:03:22,841 --> 01:03:25,552 - This is so... - Beautiful. 1056 01:03:26,803 --> 01:03:29,348 I was gonna say strange, but yeah, that too. 1057 01:03:29,431 --> 01:03:30,682 Beautifully strange. 1058 01:03:30,766 --> 01:03:32,809 It's strangely beautiful. 1059 01:03:36,104 --> 01:03:37,105 DAVID: Hmm. 1060 01:03:43,237 --> 01:03:45,322 When was the last time you were at a wedding with someone? 1061 01:03:47,282 --> 01:03:48,325 Oh. 1062 01:03:48,408 --> 01:03:50,494 It's... been a while. 1063 01:03:53,080 --> 01:03:54,081 Same. 1064 01:03:55,374 --> 01:03:56,625 And what do you think would have happened 1065 01:03:56,708 --> 01:03:58,377 if we had gone to that wedding together? 1066 01:04:04,716 --> 01:04:05,759 Hmm. 1067 01:04:07,386 --> 01:04:10,973 Well, I guess we would have known we were together 1068 01:04:11,056 --> 01:04:13,267 - and that would have been... - A comfort. 1069 01:04:14,059 --> 01:04:15,060 Yeah. 1070 01:04:19,606 --> 01:04:21,650 I never liked coming to these things alone. 1071 01:04:23,402 --> 01:04:25,988 At some point, you would have gotten me a drink... 1072 01:04:26,071 --> 01:04:27,072 DAVID: Yeah. 1073 01:04:27,155 --> 01:04:28,532 SARAH: ...and I would have felt... 1074 01:04:33,287 --> 01:04:34,288 Yeah. 1075 01:04:34,788 --> 01:04:36,331 - You would have felt what? - I would have felt... 1076 01:04:37,499 --> 01:04:39,585 - taken care of. - You would have been. 1077 01:04:42,212 --> 01:04:43,213 Yeah. 1078 01:04:45,674 --> 01:04:46,675 What's your drink? 1079 01:04:47,634 --> 01:04:48,760 White wine. 1080 01:04:48,844 --> 01:04:49,845 Dry. 1081 01:04:49,928 --> 01:04:50,929 Very dry. 1082 01:04:51,013 --> 01:04:53,890 - Like rocks. - Like dryer. 1083 01:04:55,267 --> 01:04:56,268 (CHUCKLES) 1084 01:04:59,271 --> 01:05:00,772 DAVID: Would we have danced at this wedding? 1085 01:05:01,273 --> 01:05:03,483 - You don't dance at weddings. - I do in this scenario. 1086 01:05:03,567 --> 01:05:05,027 - Oh. Okay. - Yeah. 1087 01:05:05,110 --> 01:05:06,445 We're rewriting the rulebooks. 1088 01:05:06,528 --> 01:05:08,113 Then we would have danced. 1089 01:05:08,196 --> 01:05:09,197 DAVID: God, it sounds like 1090 01:05:09,281 --> 01:05:10,532 we're having a good time at this wedding. 1091 01:05:10,616 --> 01:05:12,576 SARAH: God, we're having a great time at this wedding. 1092 01:05:12,659 --> 01:05:13,744 DAVID: Does it make you nervous? 1093 01:05:13,827 --> 01:05:15,203 How lovely a time we're having? 1094 01:05:15,287 --> 01:05:16,413 A little. 1095 01:05:18,206 --> 01:05:19,708 - You? - DAVID: Very much. 1096 01:05:20,500 --> 01:05:21,585 But I'm okay with it. 1097 01:05:22,878 --> 01:05:24,379 - Why? - (SMACKS LIPS) 1098 01:05:25,255 --> 01:05:26,923 Because I prefer to feel nervous with you 1099 01:05:27,007 --> 01:05:28,425 than feel nothing alone. 1100 01:05:30,469 --> 01:05:31,553 That simple. 1101 01:05:45,275 --> 01:05:46,943 Are you taking it all in this time? 1102 01:06:22,354 --> 01:06:24,189 GPS: You have arrived at your next stop. 1103 01:06:26,358 --> 01:06:27,609 DAVID: Shite. 1104 01:06:27,693 --> 01:06:30,195 SARAH: Do you know that door? DAVID: Yeah. You? 1105 01:06:31,238 --> 01:06:33,240 Yeah, I used to go there all the time. 1106 01:06:34,574 --> 01:06:35,575 Me, too. 1107 01:06:36,993 --> 01:06:38,453 SARAH: I don't wanna go in there. 1108 01:06:38,537 --> 01:06:39,663 DAVID: Me neither. 1109 01:06:39,746 --> 01:06:40,831 Pass. 1110 01:06:40,914 --> 01:06:42,999 GPS: You have arrived at your next stop. 1111 01:06:47,587 --> 01:06:49,131 DAVID: I think now would be a good time to tell you 1112 01:06:49,214 --> 01:06:50,173 I was engaged once. 1113 01:06:52,509 --> 01:06:53,510 SARAH: Okay. 1114 01:06:54,302 --> 01:06:55,971 I think now would be a good time to tell you 1115 01:06:56,054 --> 01:06:57,723 I'm a fucking monster. 1116 01:07:05,188 --> 01:07:06,189 (SARAH SIGHS) 1117 01:07:09,818 --> 01:07:11,820 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1118 01:07:32,549 --> 01:07:33,592 All right. 1119 01:07:34,384 --> 01:07:35,552 Yeah. 1120 01:07:39,848 --> 01:07:40,849 Hey. 1121 01:07:41,808 --> 01:07:42,809 Here. 1122 01:07:47,355 --> 01:07:48,356 I'm so sorry. 1123 01:07:49,941 --> 01:07:51,985 Two people saying sorry at the end of a relationship. 1124 01:07:52,068 --> 01:07:53,862 Well, it doesn't get more boring than that. 1125 01:07:59,701 --> 01:08:01,369 Are you sure you wanna go through with this? 1126 01:08:03,246 --> 01:08:04,748 Yeah. Yeah, I'm sure. 1127 01:08:05,290 --> 01:08:06,374 Because... 1128 01:08:07,083 --> 01:08:08,960 And I know this might make me sound weak or whatever. 1129 01:08:09,044 --> 01:08:10,545 - No, you're not weak. - It's fine. 1130 01:08:11,129 --> 01:08:12,547 But just say the word, and... 1131 01:08:13,840 --> 01:08:15,300 we can just forget about this. 1132 01:08:16,051 --> 01:08:17,803 And you can put that ring right back on my finger, 1133 01:08:17,886 --> 01:08:19,137 and we can just move on. 1134 01:08:20,013 --> 01:08:21,014 Together. 1135 01:08:21,097 --> 01:08:22,098 MAN: You're gonna love this. 1136 01:08:22,641 --> 01:08:24,184 I, uh, upgraded our room. 1137 01:08:26,645 --> 01:08:27,646 Check it out. 1138 01:08:28,271 --> 01:08:29,564 Oh, wow. 1139 01:08:29,648 --> 01:08:31,149 - MAN: It's gonna be so great. - It's lovely. 1140 01:08:31,233 --> 01:08:33,360 I also made a reservation at your... 1141 01:08:33,443 --> 01:08:34,736 your favorite restaurant. 1142 01:08:34,820 --> 01:08:36,196 - Great. - MAN: Yeah. And I made sure 1143 01:08:36,279 --> 01:08:39,699 they had the very, very, very dry white wine. 1144 01:08:40,242 --> 01:08:41,785 - Thank you. - Drier than dirt dry. 1145 01:08:41,868 --> 01:08:43,036 (CHUCKLES) 1146 01:08:43,119 --> 01:08:45,163 Why didn't we work? Why did this end? 1147 01:08:45,872 --> 01:08:46,915 Just... 1148 01:08:48,625 --> 01:08:49,626 wasn't meant to be. 1149 01:08:51,086 --> 01:08:52,337 That's such bullshit. 1150 01:08:53,880 --> 01:08:54,840 "Wasn't meant to be"? 1151 01:08:54,923 --> 01:08:56,550 Wait, you... you didn't say that when this happened. 1152 01:08:56,633 --> 01:08:58,885 Why did you lose interest in me, David? 1153 01:08:58,969 --> 01:08:59,970 You didn't say that either. 1154 01:09:00,053 --> 01:09:01,847 MAN: ...thing where I pick out your outfit for the night. 1155 01:09:01,930 --> 01:09:02,931 I leave you tonight. 1156 01:09:04,975 --> 01:09:05,976 (DOOR CLOSES) 1157 01:09:13,984 --> 01:09:14,985 What do you mean? 1158 01:09:15,777 --> 01:09:17,028 When you're asleep, 1159 01:09:17,112 --> 01:09:18,321 I leave you in the middle of the night. 1160 01:09:20,824 --> 01:09:22,075 And when you wake up... 1161 01:09:22,993 --> 01:09:25,287 you have no idea where I am, and you're... 1162 01:09:25,829 --> 01:09:29,457 worried sick, and you text and you call and... 1163 01:09:31,710 --> 01:09:32,961 I block your number, 1164 01:09:34,212 --> 01:09:35,672 and you never hear from me again. 1165 01:09:37,966 --> 01:09:40,218 - Tell me why you lost interest? - I don't know. 1166 01:09:40,927 --> 01:09:41,928 Jesus Christ! 1167 01:09:42,012 --> 01:09:43,263 When did you start stabbing people? 1168 01:09:44,222 --> 01:09:46,516 You chased after me so hard. 1169 01:09:46,600 --> 01:09:48,393 Won me over. When you finally had me, 1170 01:09:48,476 --> 01:09:50,270 - what happened? - I was underwhelmed. 1171 01:09:50,353 --> 01:09:51,771 - What happened? - I was overwhelmed. 1172 01:09:51,855 --> 01:09:53,607 - Felt disappointed. - Didn't wanna be disappointing. 1173 01:09:53,690 --> 01:09:55,358 Thought of coming home to you every day made me... 1174 01:09:55,442 --> 01:09:56,443 Break out into hives. 1175 01:09:57,861 --> 01:09:59,154 - I wasn't happy with you. - Or me. 1176 01:09:59,237 --> 01:10:00,697 - TOGETHER: Or us. - Blah, blah, blah. 1177 01:10:00,780 --> 01:10:02,699 - Blah, blah, blah. Dig... - Deeper. 1178 01:10:02,782 --> 01:10:04,534 I thought we just dug fairly fucking deep. 1179 01:10:05,118 --> 01:10:06,119 Okay. 1180 01:10:07,829 --> 01:10:08,830 I'll go. 1181 01:10:09,873 --> 01:10:12,334 At first, I was really into you. 1182 01:10:14,252 --> 01:10:15,545 I thought I'd met my match. 1183 01:10:15,629 --> 01:10:17,505 Someone just like me. 1184 01:10:17,589 --> 01:10:21,051 Someone who wanted to have fun and not care. 1185 01:10:21,760 --> 01:10:22,761 Someone... 1186 01:10:23,511 --> 01:10:25,513 who knew that this was all bullshit, 1187 01:10:25,597 --> 01:10:27,057 and that it wasn't gonna last. 1188 01:10:27,807 --> 01:10:29,142 And then you changed. 1189 01:10:29,225 --> 01:10:30,852 You started to care. 1190 01:10:31,478 --> 01:10:32,520 Really care. 1191 01:10:32,604 --> 01:10:34,064 Because I fell in love with you. 1192 01:10:34,147 --> 01:10:36,066 Yes! That! I didn't ask for that. 1193 01:10:36,149 --> 01:10:37,317 It was too much. 1194 01:10:38,318 --> 01:10:39,903 I loved you too much? 1195 01:10:39,986 --> 01:10:41,696 SARAH: Yes. Yeah. 1196 01:10:42,238 --> 01:10:43,239 No. 1197 01:10:43,823 --> 01:10:45,033 Yes. Yeah. 1198 01:10:45,116 --> 01:10:46,117 (SNIFFLES) 1199 01:10:50,372 --> 01:10:53,458 So you leave me because I love you. 1200 01:10:53,541 --> 01:10:55,377 No, I leave you because... 1201 01:11:00,465 --> 01:11:02,926 Because you love some version of me that's not me. 1202 01:11:03,635 --> 01:11:04,636 And you don't... 1203 01:11:06,221 --> 01:11:07,222 You don't know me. 1204 01:11:08,848 --> 01:11:11,559 You never really knew me. 1205 01:11:12,936 --> 01:11:14,229 And that's my fault? 1206 01:11:17,399 --> 01:11:18,400 (EXHALES SOFTLY) 1207 01:11:25,365 --> 01:11:26,366 And what about you? 1208 01:11:27,826 --> 01:11:28,827 Hard pass. 1209 01:11:36,209 --> 01:11:37,210 I, um... 1210 01:11:38,837 --> 01:11:40,922 I genuinely believed that I could make you happy. 1211 01:11:42,215 --> 01:11:44,259 And that's all I wanted. 1212 01:11:44,342 --> 01:11:45,885 That hope is everything to me. 1213 01:11:46,970 --> 01:11:49,222 Means that every day that I'm pursuing you and... 1214 01:11:50,640 --> 01:11:52,225 I'm pleasing you is beautiful. 1215 01:11:52,308 --> 01:11:54,602 You know, it's meaningful until I have you. 1216 01:11:54,686 --> 01:11:56,521 And then, it all... 1217 01:11:58,398 --> 01:11:59,691 becomes meaningless. 1218 01:12:03,611 --> 01:12:05,280 And then, I start feeling... 1219 01:12:06,031 --> 01:12:07,323 myself again. 1220 01:12:09,075 --> 01:12:10,410 You know, the me that I was... 1221 01:12:11,286 --> 01:12:12,287 before we met. 1222 01:12:13,329 --> 01:12:16,833 Except this time, I'm more tired. 1223 01:12:17,542 --> 01:12:19,544 And then I wake up one morning, and I... 1224 01:12:20,170 --> 01:12:22,964 I'm about as fucking empty as I have ever been. 1225 01:12:25,800 --> 01:12:26,801 And... 1226 01:12:27,343 --> 01:12:28,678 you'll never make me happy. 1227 01:12:32,724 --> 01:12:33,933 WOMAN: That's very, very cruel. 1228 01:12:35,810 --> 01:12:37,062 No one's good enough for you. 1229 01:12:54,954 --> 01:12:55,955 GPS: Deer incoming. 1230 01:12:56,039 --> 01:12:57,082 - SARAH: What? - (THUD) 1231 01:12:57,165 --> 01:12:58,333 - (TIRES SCREECH) - (SARAH EXCLAIMS) 1232 01:12:58,875 --> 01:13:00,085 SARAH: Oh, shit! 1233 01:13:01,628 --> 01:13:02,754 (SARAH GRUNTS) 1234 01:13:02,837 --> 01:13:03,922 (METAL CLANKING) 1235 01:13:20,396 --> 01:13:22,398 (BOTH BREATHING HEAVILY) 1236 01:13:29,781 --> 01:13:30,782 Come on. 1237 01:13:31,616 --> 01:13:32,700 Crap. 1238 01:13:34,202 --> 01:13:35,203 Crap. 1239 01:13:35,286 --> 01:13:36,454 - Sabotage! - Huh. 1240 01:13:40,625 --> 01:13:42,502 You know how to fix totaled cars? 1241 01:13:42,585 --> 01:13:43,586 - I do not. - (WHOOSHING) 1242 01:13:47,090 --> 01:13:48,758 How about burning cars? 1243 01:13:49,342 --> 01:13:50,593 DAVID: I do not. 1244 01:13:51,511 --> 01:13:52,595 SARAH: Well... 1245 01:13:53,471 --> 01:13:54,973 we're good at destroying things. 1246 01:13:56,850 --> 01:13:57,851 Apparently. 1247 01:14:11,281 --> 01:14:13,283 - David? - Yeah? 1248 01:14:16,828 --> 01:14:17,829 Let's not do this. 1249 01:14:18,371 --> 01:14:19,372 Do what? 1250 01:14:20,248 --> 01:14:21,249 This. Let's... 1251 01:14:25,670 --> 01:14:27,297 I don't want to be the girl sitting in a café, 1252 01:14:27,380 --> 01:14:28,798 holding a ring, 1253 01:14:28,882 --> 01:14:30,508 wondering when you lost interest in me. 1254 01:14:35,430 --> 01:14:36,431 I don't want you to be the guy 1255 01:14:36,514 --> 01:14:37,932 that I leave in the middle of the night. 1256 01:14:38,683 --> 01:14:39,684 Let's just... 1257 01:14:41,186 --> 01:14:43,021 end this before we hurt each other. 1258 01:14:43,104 --> 01:14:45,106 Why are you so certain we're gonna hurt each other? 1259 01:14:49,068 --> 01:14:51,321 Were you not paying attention back there in the café? 1260 01:14:51,404 --> 01:14:53,072 That... that's just who we are. 1261 01:14:53,156 --> 01:14:54,157 That's who we were. 1262 01:14:54,240 --> 01:14:56,284 It doesn't mean it has to be who we are, Sarah. 1263 01:14:56,868 --> 01:14:58,036 I mean, this whole journey... 1264 01:14:59,412 --> 01:15:02,498 I think it's a... it's a chance, you know, for us to be open. 1265 01:15:03,833 --> 01:15:06,085 I mean, life is... Life is better when you're open. 1266 01:15:07,670 --> 01:15:08,880 What does that even mean? 1267 01:15:10,381 --> 01:15:12,133 It means... It means... Um... 1268 01:15:18,473 --> 01:15:19,724 It means, I love you. 1269 01:15:19,807 --> 01:15:20,808 What? 1270 01:15:23,019 --> 01:15:25,063 Yeah. I love you. 1271 01:15:26,105 --> 01:15:27,690 - No, you don't. - Yeah, I do. 1272 01:15:28,191 --> 01:15:29,484 - You don't. You don't... - I'm sorry, I do. 1273 01:15:29,567 --> 01:15:30,568 You don't know me. 1274 01:15:36,157 --> 01:15:37,158 You... 1275 01:15:38,201 --> 01:15:40,620 - You don't. - Yes, I do. I know that you... 1276 01:15:42,747 --> 01:15:44,415 I know that you feel like shit that you weren't there 1277 01:15:44,499 --> 01:15:45,500 when your mother died. 1278 01:15:47,085 --> 01:15:49,128 I know that you've never been able to forgive yourself for it. 1279 01:15:49,212 --> 01:15:51,214 I know that you cheat, 1280 01:15:51,297 --> 01:15:52,966 so no one else can hurt you first. 1281 01:15:53,049 --> 01:15:55,051 And that you leave, you know, when you feel like 1282 01:15:55,134 --> 01:15:58,179 you're being loved too much. 1283 01:16:05,728 --> 01:16:06,729 I know you, Sarah. 1284 01:16:11,693 --> 01:16:13,903 But I also know that you love eating fast-food cheeseburgers, 1285 01:16:13,987 --> 01:16:16,239 and I know that you love traveling alone like I do. 1286 01:16:17,073 --> 01:16:18,199 I see you, Sarah. 1287 01:16:19,909 --> 01:16:20,910 I see you. 1288 01:16:23,913 --> 01:16:24,956 And I love you. 1289 01:16:25,540 --> 01:16:28,459 And not some idea of you. I love you, all of you. 1290 01:16:32,588 --> 01:16:34,048 Maybe you feel that way right now, 1291 01:16:34,132 --> 01:16:35,508 but what about tomorrow? 1292 01:16:35,591 --> 01:16:37,135 What about next week? 1293 01:16:37,218 --> 01:16:39,721 What about next month, once you... 1294 01:16:40,847 --> 01:16:42,015 Once you have me? 1295 01:16:42,098 --> 01:16:43,224 Really have me? 1296 01:16:44,767 --> 01:16:47,312 - Then what? - Then we have a cup of tea. 1297 01:16:48,604 --> 01:16:49,605 We keep it... 1298 01:16:49,689 --> 01:16:51,816 We... we lie on the grass, we read books. 1299 01:16:53,943 --> 01:16:55,862 We dance, Sarah. We just... We dance. 1300 01:16:55,945 --> 01:16:57,739 I mean, that life that we imagined up there. 1301 01:16:57,822 --> 01:16:59,407 - It was a fantasy, David. - I refuse to believe that. 1302 01:16:59,490 --> 01:17:00,825 It's a thing we made up. 1303 01:17:03,995 --> 01:17:05,455 I refuse to believe that. 1304 01:17:05,538 --> 01:17:08,207 (SCOFFS) Because this is what you do. You do this. 1305 01:17:08,291 --> 01:17:10,710 You, like, relentlessly chase after someone, 1306 01:17:10,793 --> 01:17:12,462 because you think they're gonna make you happy. 1307 01:17:12,545 --> 01:17:14,255 And then when you get them, you don't want them anymore. 1308 01:17:14,339 --> 01:17:16,382 No, no, no, no. Yeah, I've done that in the past. 1309 01:17:16,466 --> 01:17:17,467 But that's not what this is about. 1310 01:17:17,550 --> 01:17:18,593 This isn't about the chase, Sarah. 1311 01:17:18,676 --> 01:17:19,761 It's not about using you 1312 01:17:19,844 --> 01:17:21,763 as a distraction from my bullshit. 1313 01:17:23,306 --> 01:17:25,308 It's not even about being happy. It's about... 1314 01:17:26,809 --> 01:17:27,852 (DAVID SIGHS) 1315 01:17:27,935 --> 01:17:29,562 It's about believing. 1316 01:17:29,645 --> 01:17:32,440 That's what this is about. For the first time, maybe, ever. 1317 01:17:32,523 --> 01:17:34,192 It's about believing that it's possible. 1318 01:17:35,485 --> 01:17:36,486 What is? 1319 01:17:39,781 --> 01:17:40,782 To share a life. 1320 01:17:41,657 --> 01:17:42,658 (SARAH SIGHS) 1321 01:17:47,830 --> 01:17:51,084 It's just... not worth the risk for me. 1322 01:17:53,044 --> 01:17:54,128 I'm sorry. 1323 01:17:59,300 --> 01:18:00,301 I mean, it's... 1324 01:18:07,642 --> 01:18:08,810 (SIGHS) 1325 01:18:09,602 --> 01:18:10,603 It's okay. 1326 01:18:12,647 --> 01:18:13,731 I don't want to upset you. 1327 01:18:15,024 --> 01:18:16,109 It's okay. 1328 01:18:31,624 --> 01:18:33,251 (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) 1329 01:18:54,313 --> 01:18:55,690 SARAH: Thanks for the clothes. 1330 01:18:57,525 --> 01:18:59,402 (CLEARS THROAT) I, uh... 1331 01:19:00,194 --> 01:19:03,281 I fixed your exploded car. 1332 01:19:04,615 --> 01:19:05,616 How? 1333 01:19:06,409 --> 01:19:07,785 It happens more than you think. 1334 01:19:08,911 --> 01:19:10,037 Why did you have to fix it? 1335 01:19:10,955 --> 01:19:15,293 Because there's more to do, isn't there? 1336 01:19:20,047 --> 01:19:21,007 Yeah. 1337 01:19:22,425 --> 01:19:26,804 These are a gift from the car rental agency. 1338 01:19:26,888 --> 01:19:27,972 But it's not raining. 1339 01:19:33,519 --> 01:19:34,687 - Okay. - Okay. 1340 01:19:47,450 --> 01:19:49,410 GPS: You'll arrive at Kiki's Travel Plaza 1341 01:19:49,494 --> 01:19:50,661 in 21 miles. 1342 01:19:59,629 --> 01:20:01,047 (RAIN PATTERING) 1343 01:20:15,520 --> 01:20:16,896 Drop off Sarah. 1344 01:21:07,780 --> 01:21:08,781 (SIGHS) 1345 01:21:09,365 --> 01:21:10,616 (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) 1346 01:21:13,035 --> 01:21:14,579 GPS: Sarah, are you ready to continue 1347 01:21:14,662 --> 01:21:16,706 your big, bold, beautiful journey? 1348 01:21:17,873 --> 01:21:18,874 Uh... 1349 01:21:21,043 --> 01:21:22,128 No. I... 1350 01:21:23,504 --> 01:21:24,505 I'm done. 1351 01:21:25,339 --> 01:21:26,299 I'm done. 1352 01:21:26,966 --> 01:21:31,012 GPS: You can do this. In 500 feet, take exit 57. 1353 01:21:31,554 --> 01:21:34,056 I said I'm done, motherfucker. 1354 01:21:34,140 --> 01:21:35,433 I'm done. 1355 01:21:35,516 --> 01:21:37,059 GPS: Sarah, come on. 1356 01:21:38,019 --> 01:21:40,605 Take the next exit, 58B, and... 1357 01:21:40,688 --> 01:21:41,689 No. 1358 01:21:42,773 --> 01:21:44,108 GPS: Recalculating. 1359 01:21:45,234 --> 01:21:47,737 Come on, Sarah. Let's finish this out. 1360 01:21:48,779 --> 01:21:52,158 In 1.5 miles, take exit 59-A. 1361 01:21:52,241 --> 01:21:53,242 Shut up! 1362 01:21:54,201 --> 01:21:55,453 Shut the fuck up! 1363 01:21:58,831 --> 01:22:02,627 GPS: In 1.5 miles, take exit 59-A. 1364 01:22:06,756 --> 01:22:07,757 Thanks, I just... 1365 01:22:09,467 --> 01:22:11,010 I just need to go home. 1366 01:22:11,093 --> 01:22:12,303 I just wanna go home. 1367 01:22:14,221 --> 01:22:15,222 GPS: All right, Sarah. 1368 01:22:15,973 --> 01:22:18,267 You'll reach home in one hour and 33 minutes... 1369 01:22:18,351 --> 01:22:19,894 - Okay. - ...with normal traffic. 1370 01:22:21,228 --> 01:22:22,271 Thank you. 1371 01:22:25,274 --> 01:22:26,275 (SIGHS) 1372 01:22:26,359 --> 01:22:27,693 GPS: Recalculating. 1373 01:22:29,153 --> 01:22:30,404 I just wanna go home. 1374 01:22:31,155 --> 01:22:32,239 GPS: All right, David. 1375 01:22:33,032 --> 01:22:35,326 You'll reach home in one hour and 33 minutes 1376 01:22:35,409 --> 01:22:37,244 - with normal traffic. - Thank you. 1377 01:22:51,592 --> 01:22:52,760 GPS: You are home. 1378 01:22:58,140 --> 01:23:00,017 SARAH: Wrong home, asshole. 1379 01:23:00,976 --> 01:23:02,978 (GUITAR MUSIC PLAYING) 1380 01:23:18,327 --> 01:23:23,374 (SINGING) There's a bug like an angel 1381 01:23:23,457 --> 01:23:24,500 Fuck. 1382 01:23:24,583 --> 01:23:27,002 Stuck to the bottom 1383 01:23:27,086 --> 01:23:32,883 Of my glass With a little bit left 1384 01:23:35,928 --> 01:23:39,515 As I got older 1385 01:23:39,598 --> 01:23:43,310 I learned I'm a drinker 1386 01:23:44,103 --> 01:23:49,900 Sometimes a drink Feels like family 1387 01:23:50,484 --> 01:23:57,116 CHORUS: Family 1388 01:24:01,328 --> 01:24:04,790 Hey, what's the matter? 1389 01:24:06,292 --> 01:24:07,293 WOMAN: Where'd you go? 1390 01:24:10,296 --> 01:24:13,257 - Uh, for a walk. - You're wet! 1391 01:24:15,092 --> 01:24:17,219 He's... he's upstairs. 1392 01:24:18,637 --> 01:24:20,431 - Who's upstairs? - Our son. 1393 01:24:21,390 --> 01:24:24,101 - DAVID: Our son? - What's wrong, honey? 1394 01:24:24,643 --> 01:24:25,644 "Honey"? 1395 01:24:26,979 --> 01:24:28,397 Sorry, how old am I? 1396 01:24:29,148 --> 01:24:30,274 You're 57. 1397 01:24:32,193 --> 01:24:33,235 Fifty-seven. 1398 01:24:34,069 --> 01:24:36,572 - What's this all about? - I'm Dad. 1399 01:24:36,655 --> 01:24:38,365 Yeah, you're his Dad. And he needs you right now. 1400 01:24:38,449 --> 01:24:40,201 That awful girl crushed him. 1401 01:24:41,410 --> 01:24:44,371 She's not an awful girl, Mom. 1402 01:24:45,706 --> 01:24:46,707 Uh, darling. 1403 01:24:48,000 --> 01:24:50,377 - Just go talk to him. - Okay. 1404 01:24:50,461 --> 01:24:57,051 CHORUS: (SINGING) Break you right back 1405 01:24:57,635 --> 01:25:03,307 Ooh, ooh 1406 01:25:03,390 --> 01:25:07,770 Ooh, ooh-ooh 1407 01:25:16,237 --> 01:25:20,032 SINGER: When I'm bent over 1408 01:25:20,115 --> 01:25:23,452 Wishin' it was over 1409 01:25:24,328 --> 01:25:29,834 Makin' all variety of vows 1410 01:25:29,917 --> 01:25:31,794 I'll never keep 1411 01:25:32,545 --> 01:25:36,632 I try to remember 1412 01:25:36,715 --> 01:25:40,427 The wrath of the devil 1413 01:25:40,511 --> 01:25:46,642 Was also given him by God 1414 01:25:47,726 --> 01:25:51,730 CHORUS: Ooh, ooh 1415 01:25:51,814 --> 01:25:55,901 Ooh, ooh 1416 01:25:55,985 --> 01:25:57,945 Ooh 1417 01:25:58,028 --> 01:25:59,655 (SARAH GASPS) 1418 01:26:11,375 --> 01:26:12,501 (INDISTINCT CHATTER OVER TV) 1419 01:26:23,596 --> 01:26:25,598 (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING) 1420 01:26:33,188 --> 01:26:34,189 Mom? 1421 01:26:38,319 --> 01:26:39,445 - Mom? - (GASPS) 1422 01:26:39,528 --> 01:26:41,989 Oh. Hey, kiddo. 1423 01:26:43,282 --> 01:26:44,825 - Hi. - You're not dead. 1424 01:26:45,993 --> 01:26:48,495 (LAUGHS) Well, what the hell kind of thing is that to say? 1425 01:26:50,831 --> 01:26:51,832 Oh. 1426 01:26:53,125 --> 01:26:54,460 - (EXHALES) - Mom. 1427 01:26:54,543 --> 01:26:55,836 Oh, oh. 1428 01:26:58,255 --> 01:26:59,256 Hi. 1429 01:27:00,466 --> 01:27:03,552 - Everything okay? - Hey, how old am I? 1430 01:27:05,262 --> 01:27:06,513 Did you hit your head or something? 1431 01:27:06,597 --> 01:27:07,640 Just, how old? 1432 01:27:10,059 --> 01:27:11,644 You're 12, silly. 1433 01:27:14,229 --> 01:27:15,564 I have the mashed potatoes ready. 1434 01:27:16,607 --> 01:27:17,608 Let's eat. 1435 01:27:31,705 --> 01:27:32,748 Mom? 1436 01:27:33,958 --> 01:27:36,585 I know how tired you are, but... 1437 01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:39,421 What is it, honey? 1438 01:27:41,924 --> 01:27:43,884 Would you mind watching a movie with me? 1439 01:27:45,177 --> 01:27:46,178 Of course. 1440 01:27:48,055 --> 01:27:49,848 Do you think I'd let you watch all alone? 1441 01:27:56,230 --> 01:27:57,690 (YOUNG DAVID SNIFFLING) 1442 01:28:01,652 --> 01:28:03,404 Jesus. That's pathetic. 1443 01:28:06,365 --> 01:28:07,574 YOUNG DAVID: Dad? 1444 01:28:10,452 --> 01:28:11,453 Dad. 1445 01:28:16,709 --> 01:28:17,710 Yeah. 1446 01:28:19,086 --> 01:28:21,588 I'm your... dad. 1447 01:28:23,340 --> 01:28:24,842 Are you disappointed in me? 1448 01:28:27,177 --> 01:28:28,387 No. 1449 01:28:29,013 --> 01:28:30,014 No, I'm... I'm... 1450 01:28:31,223 --> 01:28:32,266 I'm sorry you're hurting. 1451 01:28:33,976 --> 01:28:34,977 It sucks. 1452 01:29:02,046 --> 01:29:03,297 YOUNG DAVID: Do you remember when... 1453 01:29:04,423 --> 01:29:06,550 Mom was away in the States? 1454 01:29:08,719 --> 01:29:09,762 I was 11. 1455 01:29:11,722 --> 01:29:13,390 It was just you and me for a month. 1456 01:29:15,100 --> 01:29:16,101 Yeah. 1457 01:29:17,394 --> 01:29:18,395 Yeah. 1458 01:29:20,981 --> 01:29:22,566 I never told you this before. 1459 01:29:27,780 --> 01:29:29,573 I heard you crying one night. 1460 01:29:31,784 --> 01:29:34,453 It was late, and you were sobbing. 1461 01:29:38,916 --> 01:29:40,334 I didn't know what to do. 1462 01:29:40,417 --> 01:29:42,211 I'd never heard you cry before. 1463 01:29:43,045 --> 01:29:44,213 (INHALES DEEPLY) 1464 01:29:46,965 --> 01:29:49,134 And I wanted to comfort you, 1465 01:29:49,927 --> 01:29:50,928 but I was... 1466 01:29:54,014 --> 01:29:55,015 Scared? 1467 01:30:00,771 --> 01:30:01,772 Yeah. 1468 01:30:06,944 --> 01:30:08,237 I wanna go home. 1469 01:30:11,323 --> 01:30:13,492 I miss my family, Susan, and I wanna go home. 1470 01:30:14,118 --> 01:30:16,245 SUSAN: Oh, my God! You're married! 1471 01:30:17,079 --> 01:30:19,081 JOSH: No! SUSAN: I knew that this was... 1472 01:30:47,860 --> 01:30:48,861 (SOFTLY) Hmm. 1473 01:30:50,737 --> 01:30:52,823 - Mom? - Mmm? 1474 01:30:52,906 --> 01:30:54,032 What is it, sweetheart? 1475 01:30:57,411 --> 01:30:59,037 Can we pretend that I'm older? 1476 01:31:00,080 --> 01:31:01,081 Mmm. 1477 01:31:03,542 --> 01:31:05,377 - You're good at pretend. - Yeah, I know. 1478 01:31:06,670 --> 01:31:08,130 I want you to pretend with me. 1479 01:31:10,591 --> 01:31:12,301 That sounds fun. When? 1480 01:31:13,010 --> 01:31:14,011 Now. 1481 01:31:14,094 --> 01:31:15,804 - Now? - Yeah, right now. 1482 01:31:16,430 --> 01:31:17,472 (SOFTLY) Okay. 1483 01:31:21,101 --> 01:31:22,102 Okay. 1484 01:31:26,857 --> 01:31:29,443 Begin pretending to be older. 1485 01:31:32,905 --> 01:31:34,740 I'm bad with men, Mom. 1486 01:31:35,866 --> 01:31:37,868 (LAUGHS) 1487 01:31:39,620 --> 01:31:40,704 You're really getting into it. 1488 01:31:40,787 --> 01:31:42,581 Where did you even hear that phrase, sweetheart? 1489 01:31:42,664 --> 01:31:44,541 Just pretend... pretend with me, okay? 1490 01:31:47,336 --> 01:31:50,214 - I'm bad with men, Mom. - (SIGHS) 1491 01:31:51,298 --> 01:31:53,258 - Now why would you say that? - 'Cause I am. 1492 01:32:00,724 --> 01:32:01,725 So am I. 1493 01:32:05,270 --> 01:32:06,271 I know. 1494 01:32:12,069 --> 01:32:13,070 Why? 1495 01:32:13,612 --> 01:32:14,613 Why is that? 1496 01:32:16,615 --> 01:32:17,866 Oh, I wish I knew. 1497 01:32:21,203 --> 01:32:22,204 I wish I knew. 1498 01:32:26,375 --> 01:32:27,918 I'm still trying to figure that out. 1499 01:32:31,755 --> 01:32:33,715 It's okay. It's okay. I know. 1500 01:32:37,761 --> 01:32:41,265 YOUNG DAVID: When I'm sad, or angry, 1501 01:32:42,182 --> 01:32:44,226 it feels like the world might fall apart. 1502 01:32:53,360 --> 01:32:57,447 That's the world, David. You know, it's messy, 1503 01:32:58,615 --> 01:33:01,285 it's shitty. It's full of uncertainty. 1504 01:33:02,953 --> 01:33:06,456 But... they try to protect you from it. 1505 01:33:07,874 --> 01:33:09,293 They made a promise they would. 1506 01:33:10,627 --> 01:33:12,045 - They? - Uh, we. 1507 01:33:14,047 --> 01:33:15,007 We made that promise. 1508 01:33:16,466 --> 01:33:17,551 For better and for worse. 1509 01:33:18,969 --> 01:33:19,970 And maybe... 1510 01:33:21,930 --> 01:33:24,099 Maybe it was for worse. I don't know. 1511 01:33:26,310 --> 01:33:28,312 Your mom and dad love you... 1512 01:33:29,980 --> 01:33:30,981 very much. 1513 01:33:36,445 --> 01:33:37,446 Yeah. 1514 01:33:40,282 --> 01:33:41,783 SARAH: I have to leave in the morning. 1515 01:33:41,867 --> 01:33:44,786 SARAH'S MOTHER: Well, I know. For school. 1516 01:33:44,870 --> 01:33:46,496 {\an8}SARAH: We're still pretending. 1517 01:33:46,621 --> 01:33:48,081 {\an8}SARAH'S MOTHER: Oh, okay. 1518 01:33:49,374 --> 01:33:50,417 Where are you headed? 1519 01:33:51,501 --> 01:33:52,502 To the city. 1520 01:33:52,586 --> 01:33:55,672 (GASPS) Wow. Miss Big Shot. 1521 01:33:55,756 --> 01:33:56,715 (CHUCKLES) 1522 01:34:01,803 --> 01:34:02,888 I'm gonna miss you. 1523 01:34:04,806 --> 01:34:06,141 I'm gonna miss you so much. 1524 01:34:09,895 --> 01:34:12,105 I'm scared I'm not gonna be a good adult, Mom. 1525 01:34:15,567 --> 01:34:16,693 You know, sweetheart, 1526 01:34:18,737 --> 01:34:20,072 you are capable 1527 01:34:21,531 --> 01:34:23,492 of being content in this life. 1528 01:34:25,160 --> 01:34:26,453 You just have to choose it. 1529 01:34:28,914 --> 01:34:30,207 What about being happy? 1530 01:34:33,210 --> 01:34:35,796 You can make yourself crazy trying to be happy. 1531 01:34:37,255 --> 01:34:38,632 Be content first. 1532 01:34:39,966 --> 01:34:41,510 Choose to be content. 1533 01:34:42,677 --> 01:34:44,513 And enjoy the moments of happiness 1534 01:34:44,596 --> 01:34:45,597 that come from that. 1535 01:34:49,184 --> 01:34:50,185 Okay. 1536 01:35:04,950 --> 01:35:06,410 Can we stop pretending now? 1537 01:35:09,287 --> 01:35:10,330 Why? 1538 01:35:11,832 --> 01:35:13,375 Because I want you to tuck me in. 1539 01:35:21,675 --> 01:35:22,676 (SARAH'S MOTHER SIGHS) 1540 01:35:31,059 --> 01:35:33,353 - (CHUCKLES) Snuggy bunny. - Night. 1541 01:35:36,773 --> 01:35:37,983 Good night, sweetheart. 1542 01:35:40,318 --> 01:35:41,319 Bye, Mom. 1543 01:35:54,249 --> 01:35:55,333 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 1544 01:36:00,505 --> 01:36:04,092 Fuck, yes! Still got it. (LAUGHS) 1545 01:36:05,093 --> 01:36:06,094 ANNOUNCER: You win! 1546 01:36:06,178 --> 01:36:07,387 When did you get so good at this game? 1547 01:36:09,848 --> 01:36:13,935 - Wanna play again? - No, I'm actually... exhausted. 1548 01:36:18,398 --> 01:36:20,901 Oh, there's something I've been wanting to... 1549 01:36:21,860 --> 01:36:22,861 tell you for a while now. 1550 01:36:23,612 --> 01:36:24,654 What is it? 1551 01:36:25,405 --> 01:36:26,573 You should know that... 1552 01:36:29,618 --> 01:36:30,619 you're special. 1553 01:36:32,037 --> 01:36:33,580 You tell me that all the time. 1554 01:36:34,122 --> 01:36:36,291 Yeah, I know. (CLICKS TONGUE) 1555 01:36:39,002 --> 01:36:41,004 (SOULFUL MUSIC PLAYING) 1556 01:36:58,522 --> 01:37:01,900 (SINGING) Love is funny 1557 01:37:02,943 --> 01:37:05,529 Or it's sad 1558 01:37:06,238 --> 01:37:09,366 Or it's quiet 1559 01:37:09,449 --> 01:37:13,036 Or it's mad 1560 01:37:13,119 --> 01:37:16,456 It's a good thing 1561 01:37:16,540 --> 01:37:19,584 Or it's bad 1562 01:37:20,710 --> 01:37:25,590 But beautiful 1563 01:37:26,091 --> 01:37:27,342 WOMAN: Did your phone crap out on you? 1564 01:37:27,425 --> 01:37:28,426 It did indeed. 1565 01:37:28,510 --> 01:37:31,054 WOMAN: Ah! I told you. You would have been fucked. 1566 01:37:31,137 --> 01:37:33,515 Oh, I was fucked anyway, many times over. 1567 01:37:33,598 --> 01:37:36,476 But I think it worked out okay. 1568 01:37:37,227 --> 01:37:39,396 Did you meet anyone on the way? 1569 01:37:41,856 --> 01:37:44,067 Is that what you, um, you do here? 1570 01:37:44,150 --> 01:37:46,820 You rent cars and fuck lives? 1571 01:37:46,903 --> 01:37:48,530 - MAN: Hey. Hey, hey. - "Fuck lives"? 1572 01:37:48,613 --> 01:37:50,532 No... I just... 1573 01:37:52,450 --> 01:37:53,535 Is this some kind of... 1574 01:37:57,163 --> 01:37:58,373 soulmate service? 1575 01:37:59,499 --> 01:38:01,543 - Oh, I like that. - Me, too. 1576 01:38:02,085 --> 01:38:03,169 Wouldn't that be nice? 1577 01:38:03,962 --> 01:38:05,130 Some service that would just find 1578 01:38:05,213 --> 01:38:06,381 the exact right person for you? 1579 01:38:07,215 --> 01:38:08,675 Would make life so much easier. 1580 01:38:09,467 --> 01:38:10,510 It would. 1581 01:38:11,511 --> 01:38:13,138 So, you weren't trying to match me and... 1582 01:38:13,763 --> 01:38:16,391 Stacy Dunn. No, she never picked up her car. 1583 01:38:16,474 --> 01:38:17,976 What is this still doing here? 1584 01:38:23,398 --> 01:38:24,983 So, Sarah was... 1585 01:38:25,483 --> 01:38:26,568 WOMAN: Oh, she came last minute. 1586 01:38:27,110 --> 01:38:29,029 Fortunately, Stacy's car was available. 1587 01:38:29,738 --> 01:38:31,114 Sarah made a good understudy. 1588 01:38:31,197 --> 01:38:34,075 (LAUGHS) I love that! 1589 01:38:34,659 --> 01:38:35,660 MAN: Me, too. 1590 01:38:37,287 --> 01:38:39,289 She hasn't been back yet? Sarah? 1591 01:38:39,998 --> 01:38:41,124 No. 1592 01:38:56,640 --> 01:38:57,641 Thank you. 1593 01:38:59,142 --> 01:39:00,143 WOMAN: Anytime. 1594 01:39:00,769 --> 01:39:02,771 (GUITAR MUSIC PLAYING) 1595 01:39:33,385 --> 01:39:35,845 GPS: You have arrived at your final destination. 1596 01:39:36,513 --> 01:39:37,555 Please return your car. 1597 01:39:43,770 --> 01:39:45,689 SARAH: Is this my destination? 1598 01:39:49,150 --> 01:39:50,360 GPS: It depends, Sarah. 1599 01:39:51,361 --> 01:39:52,862 How do you want this to end? 1600 01:40:47,834 --> 01:40:48,835 How'd you find me? 1601 01:40:50,712 --> 01:40:51,713 GPS. 1602 01:40:52,922 --> 01:40:53,965 Ah. 1603 01:40:57,260 --> 01:40:59,137 I wanna say something now and... 1604 01:41:00,221 --> 01:41:01,973 it's something I've been thinking, and I just... 1605 01:41:02,974 --> 01:41:04,684 want to hear my mouth say it. 1606 01:41:08,188 --> 01:41:09,189 Um... 1607 01:41:11,316 --> 01:41:12,692 You are worth the risk. 1608 01:41:15,278 --> 01:41:17,113 I know you might hurt me and... 1609 01:41:18,114 --> 01:41:20,575 I mean, I would be devastated if you left me 1610 01:41:20,658 --> 01:41:23,912 and I would be devastated if I left you first. 1611 01:41:24,662 --> 01:41:26,414 And I know both things are a possibility. 1612 01:41:26,498 --> 01:41:29,250 And that scares me deeply. 1613 01:41:33,254 --> 01:41:34,714 You might think you know how deep, 1614 01:41:34,798 --> 01:41:35,799 but you don't. 1615 01:41:37,592 --> 01:41:40,386 But if anyone ever were to know, I would want it to be you. 1616 01:41:46,226 --> 01:41:47,227 I think... 1617 01:41:50,647 --> 01:41:52,273 I think we could be content together. 1618 01:41:54,108 --> 01:41:56,194 And in love. 1619 01:41:59,405 --> 01:42:00,698 Because I am in love with you. 1620 01:42:02,575 --> 01:42:05,662 (SINGING) When people keep repeatin' 1621 01:42:06,621 --> 01:42:09,457 That you'll never fall in love 1622 01:42:10,875 --> 01:42:14,254 When everybody keeps retreatin' 1623 01:42:15,213 --> 01:42:18,132 But you can't seem to get enough 1624 01:42:19,425 --> 01:42:22,554 Let my love open the door 1625 01:42:23,805 --> 01:42:27,392 Let my love open the door 1626 01:42:28,226 --> 01:42:31,938 Let my love open the door 1627 01:42:32,021 --> 01:42:35,275 To your heart 1628 01:42:35,358 --> 01:42:36,693 You got one more door in you? 1629 01:42:36,776 --> 01:42:38,778 To your heart 1630 01:42:40,905 --> 01:42:42,907 - I could do one more door. - Come on. 1631 01:42:47,328 --> 01:42:50,623 Let my love open the door 1632 01:42:51,666 --> 01:42:55,420 Let my love open the door 1633 01:42:56,129 --> 01:42:59,841 Let my love open the door 1634 01:42:59,924 --> 01:43:03,261 To your heart 1635 01:43:05,346 --> 01:43:09,225 I got the only key to your heart 1636 01:43:10,101 --> 01:43:13,730 That can stop you fallin' apart 1637 01:43:13,813 --> 01:43:17,525 Try today, you'll find this way 1638 01:43:18,276 --> 01:43:21,613 Come on And give me a chance to say 1639 01:43:22,280 --> 01:43:25,783 Let my love open the door 1640 01:43:26,868 --> 01:43:30,914 It's all I'm livin' for 1641 01:43:30,997 --> 01:43:34,334 Release yourself from misery 1642 01:43:35,543 --> 01:43:39,047 There's only one thing Gonna set you free 1643 01:43:39,130 --> 01:43:41,841 And that's my love 1644 01:43:43,718 --> 01:43:46,888 That's my love 1645 01:43:48,056 --> 01:43:50,266 That's my love 1646 01:43:52,352 --> 01:43:54,938 My love 1647 01:43:58,983 --> 01:44:00,985 (THE RISK PLAYING) 1648 01:44:10,787 --> 01:44:15,917 (SINGING) All the lives I've lived 1649 01:44:19,671 --> 01:44:25,635 I'm ready to forgive myself 1650 01:44:29,597 --> 01:44:35,395 Deep lake diving in 1651 01:44:38,481 --> 01:44:43,528 My love could re-begin 1652 01:44:45,405 --> 01:44:50,576 Again 1653 01:44:55,623 --> 01:44:59,794 Part of me is missing 1654 01:44:59,877 --> 01:45:03,464 I doubt you see 1655 01:45:03,548 --> 01:45:05,675 How helpless I feel 1656 01:45:06,175 --> 01:45:10,638 Fragile, my heart I long to be held 1657 01:45:10,722 --> 01:45:13,099 I long to be loved 1658 01:45:13,182 --> 01:45:16,853 Might be a myth 1659 01:45:16,936 --> 01:45:20,815 But I'll take the risk 1660 01:45:30,825 --> 01:45:35,538 Such a lonely road 1661 01:45:40,334 --> 01:45:46,174 Found a kindred soul 1662 01:45:48,885 --> 01:45:54,098 Like I knew you from somewhere 1663 01:45:58,603 --> 01:46:02,940 Like magic in the air 1664 01:46:07,737 --> 01:46:13,159 Now I see you everywhere 1665 01:46:15,495 --> 01:46:19,832 Part of me is missing 1666 01:46:19,916 --> 01:46:23,669 I doubt you see 1667 01:46:23,753 --> 01:46:26,005 How helpless I feel 1668 01:46:26,089 --> 01:46:30,885 Fragile, my heart I long to be held 1669 01:46:30,968 --> 01:46:33,096 I long to be loved 1670 01:46:33,179 --> 01:46:37,183 Might be a myth 1671 01:46:37,266 --> 01:46:40,186 But I'll take the... 1672 01:46:40,269 --> 01:46:45,149 Rewrite my elegy Childhood memories 1673 01:46:45,233 --> 01:46:49,320 Fall in love with me... 1674 01:46:49,403 --> 01:46:54,408 Inside my symphony Fragmented parts of me 1675 01:46:54,492 --> 01:46:58,746 Dance in the... 1676 01:46:58,830 --> 01:47:03,709 What if we were meant to be? 1677 01:47:03,793 --> 01:47:09,048 If we don't jump We'll never know 1678 01:47:12,135 --> 01:47:16,013 Part of me is missing 1679 01:47:16,097 --> 01:47:19,809 I doubt you see 1680 01:47:19,892 --> 01:47:22,645 How helpless I feel 1681 01:47:22,728 --> 01:47:27,150 Fragile, my heart I long to be held 1682 01:47:27,233 --> 01:47:29,235 I long to be loved 1683 01:47:29,819 --> 01:47:33,614 Might be a myth 1684 01:47:33,698 --> 01:47:39,787 But I'll take the risk 1685 01:47:43,291 --> 01:47:47,753 I'll take the risk 1686 01:47:54,760 --> 01:47:56,721 - (SONG ENDS) - (THUNDER RUMBLING) 1687 01:48:24,624 --> 01:48:26,125 (RAIN PATTERING) 1688 01:49:06,874 --> 01:49:07,875 (DOOR OPENS) 1689 01:49:13,547 --> 01:49:14,548 (DOOR SHUTS) 116040

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