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Oo nga po eh.
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Matthew.
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Ay, ang gwapo na ako po ng kasama niyo.
Ay, gusto po ba siya?
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No, manang.
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Kaibigan namin niya ng chair mo. Si
Matthew nga pala.
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Ang gwapo.
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Nalilis ko na po pala ang buong bahay.
Tsaka yung mga kailangan niyo, okay na
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po. Ay, tiyala pala. Ito po pala mga
susi. Ay.
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Okay, thank you, Ma 'am.
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Salamat, Ma 'am.
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Thank you, Ma 'am.
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Enjoy. Ingat po.
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Punin ko na yung mga gamit. Ay, kwano mo
na utahala kay Matthew? Ah, sige.
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Okay? Okay.
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Hindi mo magugustuhan mo dito.
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You know, Matthew, matagal na kami din
nakabalik dito. Pero, tignan mo naman na
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well -maintained pa rin siya gano 'n.
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Diba, hon?
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Yes.
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O, doon tayo. Doon sa dulo. Sa dulo ba?
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Hon,
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nung kumakanta ko kanina, sumasabay siya
sa pag -indo.
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I think, mahilig siya sa music.
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Tapos, now look at him.
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Mahilig din siya sa art.
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Alam ko na.
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Di ba dala mo yung ear pads ko?
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Parang nga.
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Matt?
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Try mo to. I'm sure magugustuhan mo to.
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I told you.
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Music lover.
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Well, mukhang mana sa atin.
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That's one of the best way para mabilis
yung recovery ni Matthew.
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And apparently, unti -unti natin
nakikita yung character niya kung ano
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yung pagkataon niya.
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Ang bilis. Ang bilis ng process.
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May nabasa nga ako sa internet about
recovery from mental health disorder.
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It's a process of change, not only
through improving their health and
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but live a self -directed life.
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Well, there's no right or wrong way to
do so.
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And yes, it's a personal journey.
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But some people call this process a
recovery journey that recognizes foster
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abilities, interests, and dreams, which
enabling himself to live a meaningful
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life while striving to achieve their
full potential.
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What's the title of this song?
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Oh, that's Heartbreak by Sean Butler.
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Nice.
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You like that song?
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Cool. It's nice.
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Matthew?
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I forgot to put some sand blocks to
protect our scene.
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Para man mag -enjoy tayo under the sand.
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Diba? Parang hindi tayo masanbring.
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At may back.
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Thank you.
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Okay, let's go.
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Why?
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Okay, stay there.
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Watch me.
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Hey, Matthew.
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Nice to see you.
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You know what?
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Ang dagat is physical or emotional.
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Ano ka bang nakalala sa nakaraan mo?
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This is where I first learned to
breathe.
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Do you remember someone?
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Your mom, your dad?
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Or someone that you care?
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Nothing.
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I don't even know what's going on.
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By the way, Matthew, makapunta ako ng
sketchpad and also I bought a new one.
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You can draw or write whatever you want,
okay?
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You wanna join us?
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You sure?
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Okay.
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Where's he?
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Where's Matthew?
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Where's Matthew?
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Dali lang dyan ka lang ha. Hanapin kita.
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Matthew?
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Mathew? Mathew?
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Wala akong kibot.
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Di mo ba nagustuhan niyang linuto kong
chili garlic prawn?
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Um, masarap.
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Medyo, medyo maanghang lang.
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O, sayang.
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Huwag mo itapon.
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Sipsipin mo yung ulo.
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Nandyan lahat ng sustansya.
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Sweeter and tastier.
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Dahil sa kanyang hematopamkias.
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That tastes like tamale.
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Shrimpier and more liquid -like.
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Bakit hindi kailangan sipsipin ang ulo
ng hipon during Italian Christmas feast?
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Dahil sa health risk.
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Narakasira ng liver at kidneys.
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Doktor ka, dapat alam mo yan.
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Dahil masarap.
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Dahil kung anong masarap, yun ang bawal.
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But anyways, minsan lang naman yan.
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Kapag inaraw -araw, pwedeng ikasira o
pwedeng ikamatay.
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We always long for forbidden things and
desire what is denied us.
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🎵 🎵 🎵 🎵 🎵 🎵 🎵 🎵 🎵 🎵 🎵
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Ayaw pa!
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Ayaw pa rin, ha?
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Amanda?
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Thank you for watching!
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Thank you for
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watching!
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Thank you for watching!
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I feel betrayed.
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But I'm still trying to trust you.
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But to accept it.
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Amanda, I'm sorry.
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I'm really sorry.
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Di ko alam eh.
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Confused ako.
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Hindi ko maintindihan yung sarili ko.
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Pero, bigyan mo ko ng pagkakataon na
ayusin ko ito. Pinapromise ko sa 'yo.
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Ayusin ko talaga ito.
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Kaya pala, when you display strong
homophobic behavior toward to myself
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and you get furious when someone
struggle to express
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himself.
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Warning sign na pala yun ng asawa ko.
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Di lang pala man yung kinakain, pati
titi.
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Please, please.
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But at least, now I know.
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Nabawasan yung kaba ko.
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Na hindi babae ang karibal ko.
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Mas mabuti na to.
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Ako lang ang babaeng pwedeng magmayari
sa 'yo.
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Wala nang iba.
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Are you okay? Are you happy?
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I want you.
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And I want him.
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I want the both of you.
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Please don't leave me.
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But you, we won't.
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We won't leave you. I promise you.
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Hindi mo na ba mahal?
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Pwede ba?
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I can't do this anymore.
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You told me you won't leave me.
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I can change, I promise.
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I don't love you anymore.
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I love you. I love you.
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Please, don't go.
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Please, don't leave me.
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Please, don't leave me.
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We're here now.
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I hope this will be forever.
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You, me, and Matthew.
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I can't ask anything more.
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Alam mo, Han?
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Paano kaya kung tuwi ang gumaling ka si
Matthew?
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I'm sure marami na maghahanap sa kanya.
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I don't know what will happen pag nawala
si Matty sa atin.
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Pero kung ano yung mas nakakabuti sa
kanya.
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Maybe I will have to accept it.
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Han.
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I'm here.
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And I promise na as long as I live,
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I'll make you happy.
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Kasi mahal kita.
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Mahal na mahal.
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I love you.
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O Mang Rodel!
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Alis na po kayo.
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Nag -enjoy po ba kayo, sir?
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Oo naman. Hindi naman kami mag -stay
dito ng one month. Hindi kami nag
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Ay, salamat naman.
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O basta, ano, mawapadala sa 'yo pagpunta
namin dito, ha? So, ikaw ng bahala. Ang
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gwapo naman ni Matthew.
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Mamimiss kita.
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Sige, ako na ba.
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Nainat kayo. Sige, maraming salamat.
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Alexa? Tagal kitang hinanap.
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I was really hoping na magkikita pa
tayo.
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Thank God, now I found you.
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On and off kami ni Carl for more than
three years when we were in the States.
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Artist kasi, kaya madalas, moody,
idealistic.
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chaotic and visionary.
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Nangako pa nga kami sa isa't isa na no
matter what happened, walang imunan.
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Lumaki sa orphanage si Carl.
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Lumaki siyang hindi nakilala ang ina at
ama na parehong Pilipino.
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Sa isang halfway house sa Minnesota kami
nagkakilala.
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During his art exhibit.
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Naging tahanan niya yung halfway house
na yun in the past six years.
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Ayaw kasi sa kanya ng parents ko kaya we
just decided to move here from the
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States para magkasama na kaming dalawa.
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Okay naman at first, but few months
later, Naging unconfident siya.
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Apprehensive and insecure.
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Doon na nagsimula magulo yung relasyon
namin.
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Naging sexually abusive din siya.
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Thorne! Ano ba?
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Sofie! Naka -papasok natin kanina
nandito sa kanan.
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May gagawin pa ako?
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May deptress.
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May nakanggig.
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Ano?
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Parang naging outlet na nga yata niya
yung sex to overcome all his
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And whenever it happens, alam niyang
anytime, kaya ko siyang layasan.
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Kaya, nagpapanggap na lang ako na okay
ako hanggang sa
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mawala na lang.
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Hanggang sa iwan ko na lang siya.
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Carl?
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Pero mas mabuti siguro maghiwalay muna
tayo.
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I might go back to the States.
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Please.
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Let me go.
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Please. Don't leave me.
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Hindi mo na ba ako mahal?
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But your sexual aggression is a huge
problem.
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What can I do?
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He told me you won't leave me.
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I promise you, I can change.
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Please. He told me.
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Don't go.
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Alexa, Alexa, please. Please don't leave
me. I'm gonna die if I leave you.
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Pwede ba?
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I can't do this anymore.
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Not with you.
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No, no, no, no. I told you to.
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No, no.
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Hindi ginaya ng konsensyo ko, kaya...
Ilang araw lang,
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binalik ang ko si Carl doon sa condo
unit na tinitirhan namin.
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Pero, wala na siya doon.
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Hingit isang taon ko siyang hinanap.
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Kung saan saan TV, radyo,
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At Jario ako nanawagan.
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Pero, wala eh.
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Hindi ko siya nahanap.
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I almost lost hope.
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Pinangako ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako
babalik sa Amerika hanggat hindi ko siya
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nahahanap.
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Kaya,
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Sobrang saya ko na, finally, nangyari na
din yung inaasam -asam ko.
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Na, makita ko ulit si Carl.
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So kung ganun, I don't think, I don't
think na tawag ka pala siya pag -aaral
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nalatata.
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Wait, did it have hit?
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Matthew?
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Do you remember?
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I can't remember anything.
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All I know is I'm alone and there's no
other people
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around me.
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Namiss mo ba to?
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This is our home.
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We can start all over again.
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I miss you so badly.
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I miss you as much as I miss having sex
with you.
253
00:40:18,510 --> 00:40:20,190
May misko rin siya.
254
00:40:28,650 --> 00:40:32,750
It's kind of sad but never in my mind.
255
00:41:22,830 --> 00:41:23,850
One day is nothing.
256
00:41:25,030 --> 00:41:31,350
That day, natatakot ako ng magbago ka.
257
00:41:33,490 --> 00:41:34,930
Natatakot ako ng magbago ka.
258
00:41:36,610 --> 00:41:42,470
But, now I know what you knew and you
know.
259
00:42:11,839 --> 00:42:12,839
Thank you.
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