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[phone ringing]

[Billie] Hi, this is Billie Proudman.

Leave me a message and I'll call you back.

[beeps]

[Nina] Billie, it's Nina.

Just calling to find out how you are

and to say let's talk,

even if you wanna go off at me.

[beeps]

[Nina] Me again.

Sorry, I said go off at me.

I didn't mean to make you sound

unreasonable.

[Nina] Those last couple of messages

were terrible.

I just--I just--

I want--I wanted to hear your voice.

It's weird here without you.

I miss you.

[alarm clock ringing]

[slow music playing]

[phone rings]

[Billie] Hi, this is Billie Proudman.

Leave me a message

and I'll call you back.

[beeps]

[woman] ♪ Oh why, oh why ♪

♪ Oh why won't you sing? ♪

♪ Bring your hips to me ♪

♪ Oh, bring your hips, oh, oh ♪

♪ Bring your hips to me, to me ♪

♪ Oh, bring your hips to me ♪

♪ Oh, bring your hips, oh, oh ♪

♪ Bring your hips to me ♪

♪ To me ♪

♪ To me ♪

♪ Oh why, oh why ♪

♪ Oh why won't you sing? ♪

[Nina] Nothing to do but wait.

[Nina] Like waiting for a time bomb to go off.

Ow.

[elevator bell dings]

[indistinct chatter]

[Kim] There is absolutely nothing wrong

with the way I answered the phone.

Is this harassment because I'm pregnant?

Your way of answering the phone hasn't changed

since you've been pregnant. It's always been wrong.

[Kim] Look, the phone rings, I pick it up, I say,

"Robson Wing," like that.

-So does she. -Yes, but her voice

is friendlier than yours.

-No, it is not. -Rosanna?

Robson Wing.

See? It has a helpful,

melting, sing-songiness to it.

-Nina? -What?

Oh, sorry. Never really noticed

how people answer the phone.

[phone rings]

Robson Wing.

How may I direct your call?

One moment, please.

Martin, you wanted a word

with Nina.

Did I? Oh, yes, I did.

Oh, yes. Your report

-on subchorionic hematoma. -[Nina] The report.

I'll have it to you by the end of the day.

-No, the other thing. -What other thing?

[Rosanna] Oh. A 33 weeker has presented

-with acute bleeding. -Ah.

[Rosanna] She's waiting for you.

Okay.

Something special about this woman.

Oh. Yes?

She's carrying a child for her sister.

Oh, a surrogate?

-Hmm, for her sister. -Wow.

Her sister's in there, too.

Okay.

Is there something else?

Oh.

Do I have a bad phone manner?

Oh, no, no.

He just wants you to be a little bit more...

-More perky? -Yeah.

Okay.

I can do perky.

[Nina] The ultrasound shows

that you have a condition called

-placenta previa. -[woman] Oh.

[Nina] It means that the placenta

is covering the cervix

and it's starting to separate

from the uterine wall.

It's coming unstuck.

And unfortunately, it's distressing the baby.

What?

Will I lose the baby?

Oh, no, no.

We'll schedule an emergency caesarian.

We're gonna get that baby out today.

But it's too small.

We have everything arranged back home in Canberra.

I know.

It's okay.

We'll get through this.

[woman] I'm so glad you're here.

[woman 2] Yeah, me too.

[Billie] Oh, Nina.

See, Billie?

This is what sisters do.

You didn't buff Mick as a favor to me, Nins.

Stop kidding yourself. This fantasy is just off.

[woman] Don't worry, I'll be here.

It's gonna be all right.

Yes, it will be.

We'll start prepping you for surgery now.

-No, I can do it. -[Darcy] Hey, let me help you.

-It's fine. -I'd like to.

[Cherie] No, no, no, no.

Why not?

Just...

Why?

I'm moving it because...

I've got a man

coming over tonight.

-Oh. -[Cherie] Sorry,

I meant to do a whole thing

when I talk about other things

and then gently segue into it.

Uh, no. Cherie, it's fine.

We discussed all this.

Uh, should I clear out or...

No, I want him to meet you.

Oh, good.

[Cherie] And Ray.

I'll look forward to it.

Look, I'm not assuming

that anything's gonna happen, you know.

It's just, just in case.

So, what's his name?

[Cherie] Sam.

Sam.

Terrific.

[Cherie] Oh.

It's just I'm engaged.

I've called 50 times,

I've emailed, I've sent flowers.

Well, she binned the flowers.

Did she?

How do you know?

I may have gone through her garbage.

[Nina] Oh. Where is she now?

[Mick] Still at your mom's.

Have you been staking out my mom's place?

[Mick] Yeah, been there since dawn

ringing Billie on the half hour,

but she's developed a sophisticated strategy

for avoiding my calls.

She doesn't answer.

Uh, I don't think you're cut out for espionage, Mick.

Look, I don't think we should be talking.

The less contact we have, the better.

Yeah, good.

Don't call me.

[Jimmy] Oi, Micker, where have you been?

-Nowhere. -Mick, Mick.

Look, look, look, man.

Oh, oh.

[man] Oh, there's another three-pointer.

[Jimmy] Mick, it's a great final.

-What's the matter with you? -[Mick] Nothing.

-Dude. -Nothing.

[Jimmy] Oh, come on. I've been testing you

these last few days.

-Uh-huh. -The Llama Song,

American shoppers falling over,

weightlifters losing bladder control mid-lift.

-Not even a smile. -What do you want me to say?

[Jimmy] You're keeping a secret from me.

No.

[Jimmy] Shall I try being passive-aggressive?

No.

-[Jimmy] We used to be friends. -Jimmy.

All I know is my sister was all set to move in here

and now, what?

-What's happened? -Nothing.

Look, can we just drop it?

Okay.

Good.

[Jimmy] I'll fart on your head.

-Now, spill it. -[Mick] No, get off, get off.

-Spill it. -[Mick] Get off me.

Barn burner rip-snorting

air-biscuit here.

[Mick] Shit, Jimmy, okay.

Okay.

Billie found out about something that happened

between me and Nina one night.

What?

[Mick] We got drunk

and we fooled around.

You and Nina?

Yeah.

You and Nina Proudman?

Are you sure?

It was a stupid one night accident,

okay?

And now, Billie knows about it.

Jimmy.

Hello.

[Geraldine] Does this visit mean you've forgiven me?

[snores]

Still angry, are you?

[Jimmy] I'm here to see Billie.

Oh, she's upstairs.

If you can get her to come down,

if you can even get her to speak,

I'll be grateful.

She's in some sort of state.

About Mick and Nina.

What do you mean?

If you don't know, I'm not gonna tell you.

Tell what?

What's all this about Mick and Nina?

I thought she knew.

[phone ringing]

Good morning. You've reached the Robson Wing.

My name is Kim Akerholt and I'm one

of the friendliest staff here at St. Francis.

How may I help you, caller?

Sure, one moment while I transfer you.

[beeps]

-How was that? -It's better.

I still think it's a bit long-winded.

Maybe you can make it a bit shorter.

Maybe I can make you shorter.

It's your brother.

Oh.

Jimmy, what's going on?

You'd better come to mom's.

[Nina] Jimmy.

I think you'd better come.

What--what's going on there?

You'll need to wear something bulletproof,

if you know what I mean.

[Nina] Oh, no. They know.

They all know.

Destruct sequence initiated.

You have two minutes to reach safe distance.

Mom.

Hi, Nins.

Hi.

Well, what happened here?

Jimmy let slip about you and Mick,

and, well, this was the result.

It's a terrible accident.

Uh, there was-- there was vodka and ice cream.

Why would you do something like that?

Is it your way of telling Billie

you think she's worthless?

Of course not.

[Geraldine] Or that you can take anything

that belongs to her?

No. Mom.

Or that you just have contempt for her?

Oh, that's enough. Please, I--no.

I always saw myself in you.

But what you've done,

sleeping with Mick,

it's a sort of shortsighted,

selfish, shallow thing your father would do,

pure Darcy Proudman.

Well, I don't think dad would sleep with Mick.

Yes.

And that right there, that glibness,

that's your father too.

[phone beeps]

I have to go.

Yes, you go.

I'll, um, tidy up.

I've got a caesarian to do, mom.

I'm not--I'm not making it up.

I'm sorry, mom.

Yes, I imagine you are.

[Nina] Where is she?

I temporarily lost her.

[Nina] Well, has she gone to work?

[Mick] Negative, I've tried there.

My plan now is just walk the streets until I find her.

Oh. I hope you have more luck than I just did.

Roger that, Big Sally.

Did you just call me Big Sally?

Yes, it's your codename for Operation Fallout.

[Nina] I don't like that codename.

Well, feel free to change it.

Mine's Captain Shapiro.

Oh, Mick, these codenames don't make sense.

Oh, God, I'm so worried.

-We've completely blown it. -[Mick] Probably.

I just feel terrible, don't you?

Yes.

Over and out, Big Sally.

[machine beeping]

[Chris] You remember Nina?

[Nina] Hi.

I'm scared.

Hey, it's okay, Kiki.

I'm here, okay?

I'll be here the whole time.

[Chris] You're in good hands, okay?

[woman] I'm sorry.

What for?

-Oh, my faulty body. -Oh, don't be silly.

It's just the way things had happened, okay?

[Billie] I totally 100% forgive you, Nins.

You--you're not the first woman to mess up

the lives of your family because of some hot

but essentially unattainable guy.

Ready to go?

[Darcy] No. To be honest, I don't know where she is.

But look, I can always arrange some time this afternoon.

I can show you around...

-[beeping] -[blows raspberry]

[Geraldine] Darcy.

Ah.

Look, Billie's missed

several appointments this morning.

Do you happen to know--

Darcy...

you stole my youth from me.

Something you wanna get off your chest, my love?

All those years,

I spent forgiving your indiscretions.

Look, I'll play along

but I need more information.

Nina and Mick have been carrying on

behind Billie's back.

Oh.

Oh, poor Billie.

What kind of example were you setting

for our children?

Pardon?

This is the consequence.

Hang on just a second.

Oh, Cherie.

-Hi. Hi, Geraldine. -Cherie.

When you slept with Darcy on the cruise ship,

did it ever cross your mind that he might have been married?

Geraldine, please.

Or did you just go straight into denial?

No. I asked him,

he said he was available.

Which was true.

Geraldine, leave Cherie alone.

I wish you defended me the way you defend her.

[Cherie] Geraldine, if I knew who he was,

I wouldn't have slept with him.

Hello? He turned out to be

my friend's father,

but I'm not sorry for any of it.

Thought I might find you here.

Your thinking pozzy.

You okay?

Did you come to tell me you've slept with Mick too?

What can I say?

He's a handsome devil.

He's combing the streets right now, looking for you.

I can't believe he told you.

Why can't anyone in this family

keep their mouth shut

-for five minutes? -Oh, come on, Billie.

You went to ground for a week.

Plus, I did threaten to fart on his head.

I went to ground because I've been trying to figure out

what to say to both of them.

Keep going to bed thinking that in the morning,

my head will be straight...

when I wake up.

Maybe you should just give them a hearing.

You've always belonged to Nina,

just following around like a spineless little turd.

[Jimmy] Oh, come on. That's not...

Just grow some balls. Jesus.

Well, where were you when I was a kid, huh?

At least Nina was there.

You were always off somewhere,

sniffing glue. Yeah, you--

you're really putting the hard yards with me.

Well, you're finding mom to stick the boot in?

Come on, Billie...

God.

[Nina] Come on, Nina. This day surely can't get any worse.

Focus on minimizing the damage of--

-Nina. -Hmm?

Your report.

Yes, I haven't got to it yet,

but I've had some distractions,

but as soon as I get a clear run of time--

Hi, Nina.

-Oh, thank goodness. -Oh, Cherie.

-Hi, Cherie. -[Cherie] Hi.

What's going on?

Your mom is on the warpath.

She totally bit my head off just before.

Are you all right? You look pale.

Um, I'm all right.

[heartbeat]

Oh, great.

-[Nina] What? -Billie's here.

[Nina] Warning, warning.

Critical mess.

Explosion imminent.

[man] Five, four,

three, two,

one.

This looks like an emergency.

Let's boogie.

[man] ♪ I can build an aeroplane ♪

♪ That travels over the land ♪

♪ I can take your DNA ♪

♪ And replicate a man ♪

♪ I can do so many things ♪

♪ With my own bare hands ♪

Oh, yeah.

[Nina] Reality could be better.

[heart thumping]

-[Nina] Hi, Billie. -Billie.

Cherie, if I were you, I'd get out of here

as fast as I can.

What's wrong with everyone today?

Just get out of my face, Cherie.

Billie, don't take this out on Cherie.

This is family stuff.

[Cherie] First your mom, now you?

Just get out of my face.

Fine.

-Billie, I know-- -What kind of vodka was it?

-Huh? -I've come to give you

a fair hearing, so just tell me

what vodka you drank with Mick.

Who's Mick?

-Billie, not here. -The vodka, damn it.

Give me the details.

Russian Standard.

And the ice cream?

Hokey pokey.

[Billie] Then what happened?

We were drunk.

-Just come with me. -No.

Who touched who first and where?

Our knees touched-- then hands touched.

Well, did he grab your breasts?

At some point.

This other hand hold your neck?

-He usually does. -He had his hands on my hips.

-Pulling you towards him? -[Nina] Uh-hmm.

I'm assuming there were condoms involved.

-Yes. -Yours or his?

-Mine. -The ones you bought

-to use with Chris Havel? -Oh, my word.

Billie, please don't do this to me.

I think I will.

Did you put it on for him?

-Or did he put it on-- -[Nina] He put it on

for himself.

Billie, this is not--please.

What is that?

I am becoming aroused.

God, you're sex maniacs in this place.

[telephone ringing]

Good afternoon. You've reached the Robson Wing.

Your call is important to us

and will be placed in the cue.

Beep.

Okay. I am happy to tell you

anything you want but this is my work.

Let this be a warning to all of you.

Watch her.

Do not leave her alone with your husbands.

What an intriguing person.

[Nina] Bear up, Nina. That was just

the initial blast.

There's no way that's the end of it.

If you wanna say something, just say it.

Darling...

sometimes sex can mean nothing at all.

Really?

It doesn't have to be that big a deal.

Wait, when does sex mean nothing, dad?

Does it mean nothing if it doesn't happen in a bed?

Or when the lights are out? Is that--

is that what it means, nothing?

Or what about if your eyes are shut,

-does sex mean nothing then? -Okay, Billie,

-let's just keep a lid on it. -[Billie] Okay.

What about if it happens between old people?

Is that when it means nothing or if you--

if you're doing it doggy style?

Or what if you're doing it with a dog?

-Is that when sex means nothing? -Okay, Billie, that's enough.

Because, dad, tell me please,

I really wanna know.

How much hokey pokey ice cream

do you have to have

for sex to mean nothing?

Go home, Billie.

[Billie] I'm just so sick of the pedigree.

[cell phone ringing]

Prick!

Billie took my call.

What did she say?

[Mick] She called me a prick.

Well, could be worse.

No, no, no, it's a-- it's a good sign.

[Nina] How?

She spoke to me, Big Sally.

Can't you take anything seriously?

I'm stuck in this stupid hospital

while my family is blowing apart

and you're pretending to be a spy.

Nina, I've never taken

anything more seriously in my life.

This is just my way of showing it.

Well, I don't have time for this.

[dial tone]

Little did I know when I threatened to fart

on your head this morning

that I was setting off a stream of events

that would bring an end to civilization

as we know it.

Oh, no, wait. You did that

when you bagged the wrong sister.

Yeah.

I'm going to my room.

[Mick] Hey, hey.

Are we okay?

I wish you and Nina hadn't...

you know, whatever it is.

As soon as I figure out the destination,

I'm getting on a plane out of here.

Nina, you okay?

Yeah, I suppose.

[Chris] I heard about Billie's visit.

Yeah, it's all come out.

You and me.

Oh, he said conveniently

removing himself from the equation.

-What do you mean? -It's your fault.

-[Chris] My fault? -Yeah, when you're around,

I lose sight of what's important.

-I do stupid things. -So--

and you want me to apologize?

No. Why would you?

Well, you slept with Mick, Nina, and I've dealt with it.

Well, gee, don't bottle it up, Chris.

I think--

-should I just leave you alone? -Yes.

Yes. Just walk away because, you know,

what is this thing between us?

It's not even real, is it?

Wow, Nina, just slow down for a second.

It's only ever been in a state of potential,

hasn't it?

This promise of something

-never fulfilled. -Back up for a second.

-Just give me a chance to-- -I mean, I get sad and--

I get sad and confused and sleep

with my sister's ex-boyfriend.

A smart woman making a mess of her life

because of a man that's not even available,

[Mick] Oh, come off it, Nina. You love it

when your life's a mess because you're so terrified

of happiness.

Thanks.

[Nina] Bravo, Nina.

Outstanding.

Pull yourself together.

There's got to be a way

to right this.

[cell phone ringing]

[Jimmy] Yup?

Jimmy, it's me.

[Jimmy] Nina, what were you thinking?

-What? -Talk about shitting

where you eat.

Oh, Jimmy, please be on my side.

Uh, I'm not your thing, Nina.

I don't belong to you.

[Nina] What? Jimmy?

Just sort it out, can you?

[Nina] No, not Jimmy, too.

It's pretty much everybody.

Look who's here?

Hey, daddy.

-[Chris] Hello. -[Lucy] Hi.

[Chris] Hello.

[Lucy] Hi.

Been a day.

-What's that in your hair? -Where?

Quit.

-Looks like cooking mixture. -[Alice] Uh, probably.

We made pikelets today, didn't we?

[Chris] Ah, pikelets?

Yummy.

-Ow. -[Chris] Sorry.

-You got it stuck in there. -Ow.

What were you doing?

Painting the walls with that?

Yeah, that was a side effect.

Look at the mess you've made, monkey.

Yeah.

Who's a monkey today?

[Lucy] Me.

[Nina] Hello.

Hi.

-You're all alone. -[woman] Uh-hmm.

My sister's up in the NICU

with the baby.

You're an amazing sister.

She wanted the baby so much.

I could give it to her.

It was a no-brainer.

You got a sister?

Uh, yes. I do.

What's she like?

Oh, she's, um, uh,

uh, she's tough on the outside

and not at all on the inside.

-You're the eldest? -No, she is.

[woman] Is she your best friend?

Yes.

Yes, she is.

[cell phone ringing]

[Billie] Hi. This is Billie Proudman.

Leave me a message and I'll call you back.

[beeps]

Billie, please.

I wanna see you again.

Can we do that tonight

in private?

Let's just talk everything through.

Please.

-[Cherie] Hi. -[Sam] Hi. Glad to see you.

[Cherie] You, too. Thank you.

Come in. Come in.

Uh, this is Darcy.

[Sam] Oh, glad to meet you.

Likewise. Likewise.

And this must be little Ray, aye?

Yup. My champ.

[Sam] Oh.

-I'm gonna get my handbag. -Oh, no worries.

May I?

Um, yeah, yeah.

[Sam] Come on in here.

Hello.

[Ray laughs]

He's gorgeous.

[laughs] Oh, he's beautiful.

[Nina] My family's imploding, but, no,

I've got to write a report

on subchorionic hematoma.

Okay. So...

blood clot forms under the placenta

causing my sister to get angry,

threatening to never forgive me.

No, no.

Cutting off the blood supply,

just wanting Billie to forgive me.

[knocking on door]

[Chris] One second.

Hey.

Sorry I disturbed you.

No, it's okay.

Come in.

No. I just, um...

I just wanted to,

you know, say thank you.

For what?

[Alice] Uh, everything.

Well, you know, there's no need.

No, really, you've been so...

above and beyond,

and I appreciate it.

Sure.

Come in.

No.

Just, um...

-Alice, that is-- -Thanks.

Alice.

Sorry, uh...

[chuckles]

[Cherie laughing]

-[Cherie] Hi. -[Darcy] Hey.

[Sam] Hey, Darcy.

Uh, I'm just, uh, heading out.

A friend of mine's got a gig

in North Melbourne, so, uh...

-[Cherie] Okay. -Put the coat in my room

and Ray's fast asleep.

Thank you.

-Bye. -[Darcy] See you.

So here we are.

Sam...

I've just had a baby and, uh,

I don't want you to be disappointed.

Cherie, uh...

I don't know if you've been picking up on the signals,

but I think you're pretty hot.

Can we maybe just...

Hey.

-[Cherie] Shh. -[Sam] Sorry.

[Nina] Everything's coming unstuck.

My family,

the one thing I thought was certain,

my life force,

the bedrock of me dissolving.

I didn't intend any of this,

but the fact is I'm to blame.

If there was just a way for me atone for it,

to take these broken pieces

and put them together in a new way.

Am I just kidding myself?

[woman] ♪ And I'm waiting for the day ♪

♪ I know you have... ♪

[Nina] If I'm the problem, how can I

be the solution as well?

[seagulls squawking]

[Cherie laughing]

[knocks on door]

[Darcy] I think it's time for Ray's feed.

I'm going back now.

Oh, yeah, good.

-Darcy? -Hmm?

You remember when I first moved in,

we'd said that if ever it got weird,

I'd move out?

Yeah.

Is it getting weird?

Um...

[Martin] Nina.

Nina, wake up.

Nina...

I finished the reports. I'm up.

-You're asleep? -Huh? Oh.

What time is it?

Uh, it's morning.

Can I have a word?

Wow. Yes. A reprimand.

My personal life has disrupted

the professionalism of the hospital

and I sincerely apologize.

Have you ever heard of a hospital

called Johns Hopkins?

Johns Hopkins?

It's in Baltimore,

which is the United States.

Yes, Martin, I'm aware of what it is.

It's one of the leading hospitals in the world.

I got a big minus on the team now.

One of the obstetricians has taken a leave of absence.

So, position has become available.

I've recommended you.

What?

You will say yes, won't you?

Martin, I need to stay here

and fix things with my family.

Nina,

you need this.

If you don't find yourself watching the Orioles

play baseball some beautiful Sunday afternoon,

I don't know what to tell you.

[Nina] Baltimore.

Maybe I should get on a plane and go far away,

somewhere where I won't be hurting

the people I love.

Give everyone time to heal. Yes.

Maybe that's exactly what I should do.

[woman] ♪ And I'm waiting for the day ♪

♪ I know you have the heart ♪

♪ And I'm hoping that you'll stay ♪

[Kim] You've reached the friendly staff here

in the Robson Wing. We're delighted

to take our call. How may I help you?

Uh-huh. Uh-hmm.

-Uh-huh. -[Zara] Nina,

-these are all for you. -Huh?

Oh.

-What is it? -A courier delivered it.

[Nina] Thanks.

You okay? You look a bit pale.

Yeah. I'm just...

[Kim] Okay then. Bye.

Bye.

Oh, if I have to answer the phone one more time

like that, I'm gonna throw up. Seriously.

[Zara] You're making a big deal out of nothing.

[Kim] Actually, no, I'm not and I blame you for this.

You just have to put a smile in your voice.

It's Robson Wing.

-Nina? -Hmm?

[Zara] What is it?

Uh, it's just my divorce papers.

You're free.

-Congratulations. -[Nina] That's it.

I've lost them all.

There's nothing left for me here.

[Zara] Nina?

[Kim] Nins, wake up.

[Nina] What happened?

You passed out.

[Zara] And your temperature's through the roof.

Oh, I'm okay.

[Zara] No, you're not.

You're not well enough to be here, Nins.

Time to go home.

I think my family is falling apart.

Hello.

[Nina] Hi.

I'm so--I'm so glad you're here

so I can tell you face to face

how sorry I am about Mick.

That so?

Um, I'm going away.

I'm leaving here and going to the States.

So, uh, I won't be in your way

and...

I won't even be in your life.

Do you remember that poster of Michael Hutchence

you gave me for my 16th birthday?

-[Nina] Huh? -Do you remember it?

Yes.

[Billie] How about that card

you made for me when I had pneumonia?

It said, "You're special."

Yes, Billie.

[Billie] And the drawing you did for me

of the flying unicorn in year eight,

and the cheesecloth pirate shirt

you made for me in home ec?

Billie, you broke up with Mick, remember?

I know what I've done is so wrong

and I--and I feel terrible.

But...

how over did you want your relationship to be?

Well, I suppose since you ask,

I wanted it to be over in a way

that meant he didn't end up sleeping with you.

I hadn't finished.

How about those pictures we took of ourselves

with the dolphins in Mandurah,

or that music box that played

the theme from Doctor Zhivago,

or the letter you wrote for me for my 18th birthday,

and the antique perfume atomizer

you gave me for my 21st,

do you remember those things, Nina?

[music box playing]

Billie, no.

I'm taking your owls.

[music box continues playing]

[sobs]

I've been looking for you everywhere.

Come with me.

I wanted to be here to have this moment with you.

Are these Nina's owls?

You recognize them.

This owl is to show you

where the couch would have been.

This one is your keyboard

because I know you like to play

and then sprawl on the couch

when you're trying to think up lyrics.

This owl is to show you where Rocket's bed

would have been. It's far enough away

from the couch so that his farting

would never kill us when we're still

in the same room.

This is the dining room,

everything where you'd expect.

And this is us.

You, me,

and the baby we would have had.

Okay. Stop it.

No. I want you to know what you've destroyed

with your Hazelnut vodka

and your hokey pokey ice cream.

The night with Nina. It was nothing, okay?

We were drunk. We were horny.

We were weak and that's it.

You hurt me.

-Is that nothing? -No.

No, that's not nothing.

I am sorry.

Billie, I am so sorry.

But you would've found out sooner or later,

better now than in the future.

Yeah, the future. That's an--

that's an important concept, Mick.

I can see years of knowing about it

and resenting it.

And being suspicious of you,

and dreading that it's gonna happen again.

It's never gonna happen again.

That's not actually the worst part.

The worst part

is that poisonous little voice

that wonders about what secret attraction

you two have for each other.

And when you're in my bed,

is it Nina you're thinking of?

No, it's not.

Now I wish I could be sure of that, Mick.

Billie, I love you, okay?

You don't make that very easy, but I do.

I love you.

And I'm never gonna lie to you

that's why I wanted you to know

because I'm never gonna be that guy

who doesn't tell you things.

Piss and wind.

[woman] ♪ Child is born ♪

♪ And you get it ♪

♪ And you call it yours ♪

♪ This heart ♪

♪ Weary boulder ♪

♪ So heavy, and I wonder now ♪

♪ Sorry ♪

♪ I'm so sorry ♪

♪ If I ever let you down ♪

♪ I tried so hard to give you love ♪

♪ I tried so hard to give you love ♪

♪ I'm a stumbler ♪

♪ I'm a seeker ♪

♪ I'm a roller, just let me fade ♪

♪ I'm a drinker ♪

♪ I'm a wanderer ♪

♪ I'm a loner, let me fade ♪

♪ Let me fade ♪

♪ Let me fade... ♪

-Baltimore. -[woman] ♪ ...away ♪