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You sleep in my house
every night, dr. Collins.

We're exclusive.

I'm so exhausted.
Do you mind if I just

Crash on the couch?
No. Sure.

(camera clicks)

Will: Just not sure
he's the right guy for her.

You're acting like
you're jealous.

You're back!

It was a two week suspension.
You were gone a year.

I got to call you out on
something: Dr. Aquino.

That's not personal.
That's not how it
looks to everyone.

And you're sinking
his career.

You look beautiful.

My husband is here.

Here you go.
I've made my decision.

I've chosen dr. Owens to
be my research assistant.

Why?
Dr. Owens gets patients talking

And when they're talking,
they reveal things

They didn't think
to mention.

You like her.
It couldn't be more obvious.

She has no idea.

I am done with will.

I want to be someone's
first choice.

Emily:
The key to a fresh start
is organization.

That's what my mom used to say
every time she was dumped.

So we'd tear through the house
and empty drawers

And rearrange closets
to prepare

For happiness on the horizon.

Her words. Not mine.

So, you're bandari's research
assistant slash gofer?

Well, I get my own office,
so I needed a few things.

A few hundred?

Organization equals
peace of mind.

No! There's nothing worse
than wet office supplies.

Really? Nothing?

So, how do you feel
the, uh, morning after?

Still totally over...

Totally.

Totally.

Totally.

Three "totally"s.

Wow... Are you sure

That's not just, like, the
colored labels talking?

Uh-uh.

It's the happiness talking.

I feel free.

(emily sighs)

It's even better than getting
a new label maker.

Which I also did.

(emily laughs)

Okay, come on.

We got to snap out of it,
all right?

We're at work now.

You're not getting
that research position.

It's not a reflection
on you as a doctor.

Emily had the particular skill
set bandari was looking for.

I know emily was chosen, will.

Don't need to hear you singing
her praises right now.

I'm just saying...
I know what you're saying,

And I don't like it.

Any of it--
your whole thing with emily.

How'd this become
about me and emily?

Well, your thing with emily
doesn't make me feel better.

Quit saying "my thing
with emily," all right?

I don't have a thing with emily.

We're friends.
I told you, that's it.

But that's not it.

Because she's in love with you.

I mean...

...Can't you understand
how that might make me feel

A little uncomfortable?

Yeah, okay.

Yes, of course. It's just,
you never said anything.

I'm saying it now.

Dupre:
It's a fairly basic concept.

An automobile needs gas to run.

They even have
a little gauge

To tell you how much
you have left.

I made a mistake.

Am I not allowed
to make mistakes?

If it's about basic
responsibility...

I really don't need a lecture.

Stop treating me
like a kid.

Until you move
out of the house,

You are a kid.

I'm saving up.

I don't see you saving.

I see you spending.

Didn't buy gas.

There's a big save
right there.

Got to say, it's pretty cool
that you get your own, uh...

Medical supply closet.

Okay, well, it's not grand.

But I have a filing
cabinet, desk...

An enormous chair.

An abundance of catheters,

Which, you know,
every office needs.

Well, they didn't have them
at the office supply store,

So thank goodness
they're here.
(laughs)

You need a new chair.

I'll get you a chair.

You have that kind of pull?

I know a guy.

Wow.

Oh, hi, uh...
Hey.

Hold all snarky comments,
I know it's small.

It smells like rubbing
alcohol, but I don't care.

I have a desk.

A gigantic chair...

Micah's getting me a new one.

Yeah.

Uh, so, listen,
I wanted to give you

A little heads up
about something.

Um... So, you know,

Cassandra is still pretty bummed

About not getting the position.

I'm not gonna flaunt
my label maker,

If that's what you're implying.

No, I... I didn't think
that you would.

It's also just that she's
a little bit sensitive

About us, you know,
being such good friends.

And the fact that you...

You know, you have
feelings for me and stuff.

Will...
I just think going forward,
I should...

Um...

An official announcement
about this, but...

What the hell.

I'm over you.

You are?

Oh.

Gr... Really?

Mm-hmm. Really.

Oh.
I love how hard it is

For you to imagine
that I wouldn't worship you.

No, I wasn't... That's not
what I was thinking.

I don't know.

I'm over it.

Something clicked.

Now, make
yourself useful.

I want everything left
of the saline lavages

Off the shelf.

So, am I gonna be able to read
your writing this time?

Eh... 50/50.

If you weren't so cute...

(chuckles)

Dr. Aquino, may I speak to you
about the patient in 534?

I'd be happy to consult
with you about that patient.

What you did at the benefit

Last night was
thoroughly inappropriate.

Everyone steals champagne.

Approaching me
when my husband was there.

Well, that was your fault.

That dress you wore.

Do something like that again
and you're gone.

Hey, what's with the chair?

Emily got a new office.

Hey, I got to give her
some time to flush will
out of her system.

You know, like
a kidney stone.

Huh. So in the meantime,
you're gonna try

To impress her
with a rolly chair?

And a poster.
I have a poster.

Dude, we may need to have
a serious talk about women.

Yeah, sure, no problem.

I'm happy to pass
along some tips.

Emily:
Left to right,

Tabs in descending
order,

Sort of slipping
into dictator mode, there.

Little bit.

Oh. Will.

Clearly bandari chose
the right person for the job.

I'd make a terrible secretary.

Micah:
Oh!

Sorry. Hey.

Well, a little,
uh, tight, huh?

And we'd probably violate
a fire code, so, uh...

We should get
out of here.

Catch you later?
Mm-hmm.

So...

Your chair.

Awesome!

And, I brought you a view.

Okay, now just...

Try to ignore all
the skin cancer stuff

And just enjoy
the nice tropical scene.

What skin cancer is that?

I don't see anything

About skin cancer.

I just see paradise.

Where do you
think that is?

Some island.

I think it's, uh, st. Something.

Yup, st. Something.

I've always wanted to go there.

(pagers beeping, ringing)

...Accident involved
a commuter bus.

Three deceased,
at least 35 injured.

Snow's blocked the road
to denver general

So they're sending all
the crash victims here.

Everyone on call
has obviously been paged,

But roads are starting
to close,

So we're not gonna
have much relief.

If you see something
that needs to be fixed, fix it.

We're sending r4s
and fives to the o.R.

R3s are going
to the trauma bays.

I'm gonna need an intern
down here running triage.

I can do it.
Dr. Owens, that'll be you.

Start by clearing out
these bays, we're gonna need
them for the big stuff.

Bay six-- pregnant,
slipped on ice.

Now, to start, I need four
volunteers...

Hi, I'm dr. Dupre.

Oh, hi. I'm a klutz.

She's nicole.

And I'm philip.

Let's get you
upstairs.

Dupre:
Let's go!

You're triage, right?
Yes.

Come on.

We need to clear out
the waiting room

And keep the spillover
in the hall outside.

Triage.

Okay.

You just have to
stay organized.

And calm.

Calm and organized.

(baby crying)

I'm having heart palpitations!

Can you see me first?

His leg is bleeding!

All right, listen!

I'm running triage.

It'll go a lot faster
if everyone can just stay calm

So that I can assess
the situation.

Okay?

My palpitations
are getting worse!

Please look at my elbow!

(patients clamoring,
baby crying)

Emily: Triage-- an attempt
to make sense out of chaos.

A way to organize, prioritize.

We triage so we know
where to start.

I think my ribs are broken.

And you're walking,
you're talking--

We're going by
the colors of
the rainbow

So it's gonna be
a little while.

Excuse me, doctor?

My dog chet--
he's not doing so good.

Been whimpering,
and chet's not a whimperer.

Sorry, sir, I'm not a vet.
We'll get you some water.

I could use your help.
Yeah.

I don't like that cut.
No, it's not me.

There's a girl.

Uh, her arm looks
pretty bad.

All right.

This is chloe.

Hi, chloe.

I'm dr. Owens.

How you feeling?

In a lot pain, so...

Yeah, I bet.

Let's go and take a look.

Do you remember what happened?

Metal. Something metal.

A big chunk of the bus
landed on her arm

After it flipped.

(whimpers)

Uh, anyway, um...

Turns out chloe here
is pre-med, right?

Do you know what you, um,
what you want to do?

Surgery, I think.

We have that in common.

(gasping)

Okay.
(whimpers)

Tell you what
we're looking at here.

This is a pretty
significant crush wound.

So there's multiple
lacerations to the tendons

And muscle tissue,
and a possible fracture

To your radius and ulna.

Mm-hmm.
We're just going
to get you into imaging

As soon as we're through
the head injuries.

Can I have 75 migs
of meperidine?

That should help
with the pain.

And in the meantime,
your friend can stay with you.

Oh, no, um...

Dan and I...

We don't know each other.

Come on, where else
am I gonna go?

Anything changes,
I'll let you know.

(sighs)

Okay. It's gonna be fine.

And I wonder
if klutziness is genetic.

I would love for her not
to get klutziness. It's painful.

How painful?
Scale of one to ten?

Two. I'm fine, really.

Really. I got a lot
of padding back there.

Seriously, I'm carrying
this baby in my butt.

Nicole.

You're laughing

Because you know
it's true.

Anyway,

We thought
better safe than sorry.

We just want to make
sure the baby's okay.

Well, the baseline heart rate
looks normal,

Be honest: Is she cuter
than most sonogram babies?

Actually, none of 'em
are that cute to me.

You said to be honest.

Oh, look, she's
sucking her thumb.

Nicole:
Oh, she's not allowed

To suck her thumb.
Of course she's allowed

To suck her thumb.

Luckily, you'll have
three more months

To solve that
parenting dilemma.

So, let me
just get... Oh.
Oh.

You okay?

Yeah.

I just, um...

It just got really tight.

Felt like a little contraction.

Is that okay
this early?

Mm-hmm, most likely
braxton hicks.

We'll keep you on the monitor
for a while,

And as long as they don't
continue, you'll be on your way.

Oh, and I know that

We get to keep
the sonogram picture, but

Can we get a bunch,
wallet-size?

She's cute.

(baby crying)

Dan? I can't... I can't
have you treating patients here.

Oh. Oh, sorry.

Going a little
stir-crazy.

It's okay. Sit down.

Uh... I want to check out
that head wound.

(sighs)

Yeah, okay. You're next.

Tell me where
to go, boss.
Um,

Bay three-- I'm worried about a
potential retroperitoneal bleed.

Gotcha. Uh, the post-it notes
are a very nice touch.

I might have to recommend
you handle triage every time.

No. After this,
I'm gonna need at least a week

In st. Something.

He is so cute.

Glad to see
the pain meds are working.

(laughs)

You've noticed that
he's cute, right?

It's ironic, huh?

Spend 18 months in a
war zone, not a scratch.

Ten miles from
home, and this.

And yes, you can thank me
for changing the subject.

(laughs) at least

You're home safe.
Yeah.

For three months.

I, uh, re-enlisted.

Why?

Oh, they need guys, so...

Well, you get it,

Right?

Man:
Dan nelson to imaging.

(whirring)

Head trauma trumps
intra-abdominal abscess.

Don't need to be the research
assistant to know that.

Okay, there's a problem.

But it doesn't even hurt.

Maybe not,

But blood is collecting
on your brain.

When the neurosurgeon gets here,

He's gonna put a shunt in
to drain it,

But in the meantime,
we got to get you into a room.

Uh, but what about chloe?
I told her I'd be back.

Is there anyone
that we can call for you?

Uh, no. My dad had a
heart attack last year.

He doesn't need anything
else to worry about.

I'll just, uh...

(muttering)

...Have sur-surgery and, uh...

Dan?
...Head home.

Dan?

Pupils are blown.

The blood is building up
too fast.

We got to get him
into surgery.

Neurosurgery's
not here yet.

Dan, can you hear me?

No. He's obtunded.
If we don't evacuate

The bleed, he's gonna die.

I know.
Get him on his back.

Hi. This is dr. Owens.
I need a nurse

In imaging with
antiseptic, razor,

Bandages and a scalpel.

What are you doing?

We have to drill a burr hole.

There's no one else to do it.

I'll prep him,
you get the drill.

Go!
Uh...

Prep his head.

Uh, wh-what's going...?

What's going on?
Emily:
The blood is

Pushing on your brain;
we have to drain it.

You got it?

Yeah.

He's your patient.
You do it.

(drill whirring)

Nurse:
That's it.

Great.
It's just a temporary fix.

We got to get
the neurosurgeon

In here, or the clot
will reaccumulate,

And the swelling
will kill him.

How's dan?

Uh... He's stable.

We're just... We're waiting
on a neurosurgeon.

The roads are closed.

How can a neurosurgeon
even get through?

They'll clear up.
They have to.

So, listen,
the x-ray confirmed

That you have pretty
comminuted fractures

And I'm also worried,
there's some serious damage

To the vessels and muscles
in your arm.

Vessels?
It's, like, um,

Veins and-and arteries?

Exactly.

It means
that you need surgery.

Just as soon as the specialist
can get here.

Okay.

I know that's scary,
but you're going to be okay.

Were you able to, um...

To get in touch
with your parents?

I just have a dad.

He's travelling for business.

I think he's

Flying right now.

Could the surgery wait
until he gets here?

I'm sorry.
I'm afraid that it can't.

Okay.

I have to go check
on the waiting room.

Are you and your dad close?

Uh, oh, am I...?

N-n-no, we're n... We're not.

Why not?

I'm sorry. I...

I think I'm just trying to
keep you here, because...

You know, I just...

I had dan, and now there's

Really no one, so... Just...

I've only met my dad once.

Really?

Yeah.

Yeah. Uh...

He's a classical musician.

He travels
all over the world, and...

When I was five,

My mom took me to new york city
to see him play.

And we went backstage,
and I met him.

And that was it?

Mm-hmm.

Yeah, my mom was
the other woman, so...

Oh.

Wow.

My mom took off

When I was six.

(sighs heavily)

That sucks.

Yeah.

Well, is it just me,

Or did it get
very depressing?

Really depressing.

Let's talk about boys instead.

Fantastic.
Do you have a boyfriend?

No. Do you?

Nope. (laughs)

(laughs)

It's still depressing!

Yeah.

Excuse me,

But you've got a guy complaining
of chest pains in bay six.

Okay. I'm sorry.

It's okay. I'm-I'm okay.

Thank you.

Okay.

So, um, what's
going on? You...

I had you down
for a sprained wrist,

But now you're
having chest pains?

Well, they...
They come and go.

Right now,
they're kind of gone.

(dog whimpering)
uh...

It's chet I'm worried about.

He's-he's whimpering more,
and-and he won't

Lick my hand,
and chet's a licker.

I heard the nurses say
everyone's in a holding pattern.

(dog whimpers)
please.

(dog whimpering)
he's really sick.

Just look at him.

Emily:
Do... Not... Look at him.

Do not get sucked in.

All dogs have...

Really sad eyes.

Nice job triaging, dr. Owens.

Where do you need me?

(dog whimpers)

Vet said he's sending
a pet ambulance

As soon as the
roads clear.

To push 32 milliliters per hour
lactated ringer's drip.

Okay.

Thank goodness I organized.

Okay.

(soft whimpering)
easy does
it, baby.

I don't know how you
got me mixed up in this.

It was the dog's sad eyes.

(indistinct announcement
over p.A.)

Just for the record, it
wasn't the dog's sad eyes.

It was your sad eyes.

What?

That's just the kind of thing

That you would say to me,

And then I'd go home
and obsess about it.

It's nice being over you.

What was that
all about?

Hmm?

What?
(scoffs)

No, wait, wait, wait.
Hold on a second.
Where you going...?

And then you come out of her
office all whispery?

Listen, uh, there's a...

There's a dog in there.

A blind guy's dog.
We've got it hooked it up

To an I.V. Until
the vet comes.

You've got nothing
to worry about.

This is you being
more sensitive?
Well, yeah.

Hey, whoa.
Hold on a second.

I have new
information, okay?

Emily's over me.

She just told me.
That's what she said.

I believe her.

(pager beeping)

We're all good?

Okay.

(moaning)

What's happening?

Is there something
wrong with the baby?

Couple of minutes ago,
it was 140.

What does that mean?
Is everything all right?

Please tell us
what's going on.

Page ob. She needs
an emergency c-section.

Oh, no. It's too early.
No one's available.

Well, get someone. Go!

I'm going in
on a c-section.

Man:
Excuse me, doctor.

Sir. Hi. Can I help you?

I-I saw on the news
about that bus crash.

I think maybe
my son was in it.

Dan nelson?

Yes. Yes, this way.

He suffered a head injury.

Um, he's stable,
but he's going to need surgery.

We're just waiting for
the neurosurgeon to get here.

But I guess if you got through,
the roads are clear.

No, they're not.

And then, I walked the
last couple of miles.

He gets back from afghanistan,

I finally get
a good night's sleep,

Then this happens.

That's not going
to get easier, huh?

Huh?

To sleep.

When he goes back.

No. Dan's done.

He-he's not going back.

Oh. I'm... I'm sorry.

That's my mistake. I'm sorry.

Dan?

Dad.

How'd you know?

I heard about the crash,
and then...

You left that message
about, uh,

Well, being delayed.

I just didn't want you to worry.

The only thing
that matters now is, um,

You getting better.

Wait.

How's chloe?

Was she able to reach her dad?

Not yet.

But she's okay.

(sighs)

Okay, extend the anterior rectus
sheath incisions laterally.

You don't need scissors.
Use your fingers.

Spread the peritoneum.

Spread it, tyra.
I can't see the...

Boumount, get in there.
I have no visualization.

Ready to aspirate?

Yes, sir.

Can you see her?

Almost.

Okay... She's out.

She's not crying.
Why isn't she crying?

Dupre:
Cyanotic.

Call a code infant.

What?
Tyra:
The baby's not breathing.

Woman: Suction.
Get the pulse ox on now.

Suctioning.
Spo2 is 60%

Go be with her.
What?

Go.
Woman:
We need to intubate.

Get me the e.T.
Tube now.

Heart rate's
still in the 50s.

Resume compressions.
Do you have access?

Save her. Please save her.
Line us in.

Sir, it's time
for you to leave.

I need him out.

(rapid beeping continues)

(nicole groans)

I'm feeling...

Light-headed.

I've got some bleeding here.
What's going on?

Woman:
Heart rate is still 60.

I need epi. Now.

She's hemorrhaging.

No.

Oh, no, oh, no.

The baby.

Your daughter's stable.

She's on a ventilator.

She's got a battle
ahead, but...

She's looking good.

(sighs)

(exhales)

What?

What is it?

There were complications.

Nicole suffered a
massive hemorrhage.

No.

We are so sorry.

We did everything
we could to save her.

No!

Hey.

Hey.

How's your marine?

Still waiting on neurology.

It's not your
problem.

Hey...

(clears throat softly)

...Are you okay?

What?

Just, you gave me the drill.

That's not you.
You don't...

You don't give away drills.

He was your patient.

Okay.
I'm... Just checking.

(alarm beeping)

Nurse: I need help here.

We were talking and
she suddenly passed out.

(alarm beeping continues)

Bp's 60/40.
She's hypovolemic.

We got to get her
in the o.R. Page...

There's no one in vascular,
no one in ortho.

Then we have to improvise.
Get dr. Bandari.

Dr. Dupre, he says he doesn't
want to keep the baby.

What?
The father
of the preemie.

He just stopped me
in the hall,

Says that having a baby
was his wife's idea,
she was older...

He wants to know the protocol...
Okay, convince him

To give it 24 hours.

Very hard-- but you
obviously don't think
I can handle this.

Tyra, calm down.
No.

You are treating me

Like a child,
and I'm sick of it.

Contact the social
services department.

Okay, tell dr. Hewlett
it's completely contused,

There's oozing
everywhere.

Fascia looks pretty tight.

Contused,
oozing everywhere.

Okay. Cut a longitudinal
centrally placed incision...

Slow down, dr. Owens.

Emily: ...Over
the extensor compartment...

Gina:
I got it.
And a curvilinear incision...

On the flexor aspect.

Gina:
Cutting... At antecubital fossa.

Okay, now, release
the band of lacertus

Overlying the brachial artery
and the median nerve.

I'm at the compartment,
performing fasciotomy.

Done.

(quiet sigh)

I think it looks good.

Looks good.
It looks good.

(alarm beeping)

Ooh.

Well, we got a bleeder.

I'm not sure where. Brachial?

Microvascular clamp.

She's bleeding out.

Okay, figure eight didn't hold.

Bp's dropped again.

Where's the bleeder?

I can't stop the blood flow.

If we can just stop the bleeding
till vascular gets here.

We need ortho.

Dr. Owens, how far out
is dr. Hewitt?

How far are you?

(sighs)
half an hour.
We don't have a half an hour.

I know.
What if we try to anastamose
the two sections...

There's nothing to anastamose.

Muscle's completely
destroyed.

Tissue's at least
80% necrotic.

We're talking serious
compartment syndrome.

We don't have a choice.

Get me the bone saw.

What if the brachial artery...

Dr. Owens,
if I could save it,

I would save it.

(saw whirring)

Are you okay?

You took off.

Emily?

I have to see if I'm...

See what? What are
you looking for?

Emily...

I have to see what I wrote.

If I... When she came in,
if I missed something.

You didn't.

The tissue was dead.

When she got to the hospital,
it was already dead.

No, it doesn't matter
what you wrote.

Doesn't matter
how organized you were.

She wanted to be a surgeon.

I'm not crying.

Just pretend
that I'm not crying.

(sobbing)

It's okay that you're crying.

What?

I don't know what I would do

If you weren't here.

I think... (chuckles)

I think you'd be okay.

It's crazy, right?

I mean, I've known you for like,

Five months.

It feels like a lot longer.

(horn honking)

(tire screech)

Guess the roads have cleared.

Woman:
Somebody help us.

Finally.

Is it over?

I feel like I just blinked.

I have some difficult news.

There was much more damage

To your arm
than we had anticipated.

(gasping)

(crying)

If we could have saved it,
we would have.

(sobbing)

I know;
I know it's a shock,

But there have been great
strides in prosthetics.

And we're gonna keep trying
to reach your dad.

(sobbing)

Chloe...

It's awful.

I keep trying to think
of something to tell you

To make it less, but it's...

It's just awful.

But I-I do keep thinking

About what you've
already overcome

And how strong you are.

(knocking)

Neurosurgeon's here.

I have to go.

That's for dan.

You stay with her?

I'll be back.

(groans) can't I
just go see chloe?

Make sure she's okay?

The nurse promised
to stay with her.

You doctor's here;
we have to get you into the o.R.

(groans)

Dad, I'll be fine.

All right?
Just try to relax.

I hate seeing you like this.

What?

Dad, tell me.

What's wrong?

You're going back?

I'm... I didn't...

No, no, no, it's okay.

Uh, I was gonna tell you.

It's chaos there, dad,
absolute chaos.

Yeah, and you guys
aren't making any difference.

You don't want to
see me like this?

This is what it's like every day
that you're not home.

Dad, I don't...

No, I-I'm sorry.

Now is...

W-we'll talk after the surgery.

Okay.

Do you have...?

There's some papers
I'm supposed to sign.

It's coming.

Please don't try and convince me
to keep the baby.

Nicole was ready.

I'm not.

You're never ready.

Trust me, you're never ready.

When my wife and I
brought home our baby,

We were terrified,

And I'm a doctor,
and there were two of us.

Exactly.

I'll tell you
something else,

26 years later,
it's still just as scary

Because these kids,
they grow up,

And you're supposed
to treat them like adults

Even though
you still remember

That moment
when they were helpless

And you were terrified.

Philip:
It's just...

You're acting like adoption's
this terrible thing.

No, not at all.

It's an amazing thing.

But we're here asking you

To think about it because,

Earlier, when you were
talking about the baby,

It didn't seem like you were
just doing it for your wife.

Joe:
There we go.

Is that the one?
Yeah.

All right.

We just go over here.

I sort of became
an expert in this

When dan was in afghanistan.

Okay.

Let's dial.

(computer chirping)

Hey.
Hi.

Dan's fine.

(clears throat)
he's resting,

But the surgery went well.

(sighs)

I had a hard time
tracking you down.

You said she was
gonna be alone,

So I borrowed a
laptop, and, uh...

Man (through laptop):
Honey?

Honey?
Daddy, hi.

Thank you.

Now I know where
dan gets it from.

Yeah.

Told you I'd be okay.

You look like crap.

(laughs)

I'm just gonna give you a quick
listen, and then I'll...

I'll leave you guys alone.

(quietly):
Yep.

Dad...

You're right.

It's a mess.

And I just feel
like I need to help.

And I know it's
dangerous, but...

You can get blindsided here,
too, right?

Joe:
Just, uh...

Just come back
in one piece, okay?

(conversing quietly)
hey. Hey.

Are you guys, uh, gonna
go to the bar later?

'cause we're gonna
go to the bar.

Uh, yeah, oh, yeah.
Why?

Why? Oh, uh... Well,

Dr. Owens has agree to buy
every single one of us

A round, so we're
just getting...
(laughs)

An accurate
head count.

All of the rounds
that dr. Collins

Is gonna buy.
(laughs)

(dog whimpers)

Where you going
with that patient?

Tyra: He's being
transferred

To a more specialized hospital.

(whimpers)

Good work today, everyone.

(emily laughs)

Screw it.
Hmm?

I'm doing it tonight.

Nothing like a bus
crash to make you realize

How quickly things
could change.

I gotta take my window.

Dude, but how's
that gonna work?

I mean, you're gonna
want to be romantic,

I guess you can always
get her like a bar stool.
You're an idiot.

You didn't see the poster,
the poster was cool.
(a.J. Chuckling)

(laughing)

(indistinct conversation)

(laughter)

Hey.

Can I ask you
something?
Yeah.

But, um, you should know
that we've put a moratorium

On talking about
hospitals or medicine.

Why would I talk about that?

(scoffs) I work down at
the bank on iverson.

Yeah!

I think I've seen you there.

I make my
deposits there.

My name is...

Tammy.
Tammy...

I work at the travel agency.

Tammy the travel... Yeah, yeah.

Bob the banker.

Ah! Bob!

Hey.
(laughs)

(phone vibrates)
oh, shoot.

Sorry.

Oh...

I'm sorry,
my-my-my coworkers and I,

We saved this dog today,

Down at the agency.

I just wanted
to show them

How well he's doing.

Guys. Look.

Look what
the vet sent.
Oh!

(laughing)

Will:
There he is.
Tyra: Oh, he looks so good!

Look at that pink tongue!

Yeah, he's cute. Scroll through,
there's a few in there.

Uh... So cute.

I'm going to send this
one to myself.

Emily:
Yeah!

I told you, I'm married...

You were married before.
Yeah, well,

I was unhappy before.

And now you're not?
No.

We're leaving on vacation
in two days, actually.

You don't
have a night

Like we had and not want more.

It is not happening.

Well, I'll take that bet.

Some history between
the two of you

I don't know about?

Not sure
what you mean.

I mean, did you
sleep with her?

Micah, look, seriously,
don't worry about it.

Don't worry about it?

I went to bat for you.

And I deserved my job back.

Yeah, and I deserved
to have the facts,

So when I
accuse a superior

Of letting her personal
feelings get in the way...

She was.

Whatever.

Okay, so where was I?
Mm.

(mutters quietly)

You just had this big
father-daughter breakthrough.

Right. He realized he does
treat me like a kid.

And I realized that if I want
him to see me differently,

The fact that I'm living at home

Doesn't really
help matters.

So I'm gonna move out.

I will drink to that.

So I can crash with you
till I find a place?

What?

Well, you have a
one-bedroom, right?
Mm-hmm.

So we can trade off sleeping
on the couch.

I'm so kidding.

(sighs)
I'll take the couch.

See how easy I am
to live with?

Hey, what's going on?

You know...

I mean, I was...
I was really shaken

When I didn't get the
research assistant position.

I've always taken second place
finishes really badly.

Because you push
yourself too hard...
Wait.

What I'm saying is...

I've been in this
position before.

I've come in
second before.

Hell, I've come in
second to emily before.

But I've never
lost this...

Confidence in myself
and in my judgment.

Until today.

Today I held a drill
in my hand, and I thought,

"emily can do it better."

And that's not me.

I don't see myself
as second best.

Good.

That's good;
you shouldn't.

But that's how
you've made me feel.

What?

This thing with emily...

There's no thing
with emily.

I looked at the date.

I remember this night.

I called you and
you didn't pick up,

And the next day you said
you passed out at home.

I, uh, I went over
to her place

To help her with
a bookshelf, okay?

It was after a killer
shift, I was tired,

I passed out.
Nothing happened.

So why did you lie?

You were...

You were just so
sensitive about emily.

Even before I told you today,
you knew how I felt.

And you still went
behind my back.

I messed up.

Okay? I made a mistake,
I'm sorry.

But this whole thing is-it's...

It's out of
control, it's...

You know what?
You're right, I agree.

It's completely screwed up.
And it's messing

With my head,
because

You keep telling me
nothing's happening,

But I feel like
something's happening.

Well, nothing's
happening.

Then choose.

Choose what?

Me or emily.

Cassandra...

We're done.

Tammy. Is that you?

Hey. Bob.

How you doin'?

Oh... Whatcha
doin' out here?
(gentle laugh)

Just having a small
existential crisis.

Oh.

One of those.
Yeah.

Why?
Chaos.

It's just all chaos.

Can't organize it

'cause you're just constantly,
constantly blindsided.

What did you, um,
want to ask me?

Um...

Thank you.

Will:
Hey. Check this out.

So cassandra and
I broke up, right?

Yeah, she's in there,
she's just totally irrational.

I mean, it's...

Sorry. Um...
Will:
Yeah...

Listen, um...
Will:
No, it's-it's...

I mean, it's not your fault.

Right. No. Um...

Hey, come on, roomie!

We gotta get up early.

Oh, it's starting...

Now? Tonight?

Why...?

Emily:
Like I said:

You're constantly blindsided.

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