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- Anesthesia is finished. - Okay, I'll be there soon.

The vitals are dropping.

- There's bleeding around the liver. - Gauze.

We are going to pack it with gauze.

- Professor Kim, what about that child? - Wait!

BP can't be sustained. You need to start quickly.

Professor Kim.

Put glue on the bottom portion. More blood transfusion.

Glue.

Professor Kim.

I can't leave this room right now.

Then, what do we do?

Park Shi On.

You perform the surgery.

Excuse me?

What are you waiting for? Get ready!

- How can I perform the surgery? - If you don't start in five minutes, she will die!

Suction.

I can't do that! I'm only a first year resident.

This is an emergency. This is like war.

We need to save the patient!

You are the only one who can perform the surgery on her right now.

If we wait for another surgeon, it will be too late.

You have three minutes.

Park Shi On!

Hurry up!

I will do it.

Professor Kim, if it's okay with you, I will assist Dr. Park.

Okay. Go in.

You should start.

Doctor!

We need more people.

Please ask if there are any extra doctors in Dr. Cha's room.

Dr. Park, start.

Scalpel.

Park Shi On is performing the surgery next door.

Dr. Park?

Yes, there was nobody else, so Professor Kim assigned him.

They are asking for an assistant.

Then, you should go.

The bleeding has stopped.

- What about the vitals? - It's returning to normal.

The BP is not rising despite the blood transfusion.

Is she still bleeding a lot?

Yes, I haven't found the splenic blood vessel, yet.

Gauze.

It's continuing to bleed a lot on this side.

- The source of bleeding... - We've already suctioned out 1,000 cc of blood.

You need to hurry!

I'm here.

Suction.

Dr. Park.

You need to hurry.

- Underneath the spleen.. - Don't get nervous, Dr. Park.

BP is dropping.

Transfuse more blood.

Hand me the right angle.

I will begin extracting the spleen.

I can't see...

Shi On.

It's not anybody else that's made you change like this.

You made yourself change.

So, trust in yourself more.

Okay?

You must be able to overcome the worst situation to win over yourself.

If you continue like this, you are not a surgeon healing people with a scalpel.

You are a murderer holding a knife.

I will carefully approach the hilum splenium.

Vascular clamp.

Long forceps.

Right angle.

Tie.

The splenic artery has been closed off.

I will close off the splenic veins. Suction.

It's finished. Dr. Joo, you finish up.

Suction.

Metzenbaum.

Spleen has been extracted. Vitals?

Her vitals are returning to normal.

Good job, Dr. Park.

Good job.

Good job.

I did it, Dr. Cha.

I did well.

I'm so proud of you.

Good job, Shi On.

I don't think you'll need me anymore.

Yoon Jung's father.

Yoon Jung's surgery went well.

She will be okay now.

Thank you. Thank you so much.

When Yoon Jung is all better, she will be able to pick you up again from work.

She will be healthy again.

Why couldn't you stop the bleeding more quickly?

It's something we practiced in mock surgery.

It took longer than expected to find the source of bleeding.

You need to minimize that time.

If anything unexpected comes up, you may need that time.

Yes, sir.

Unless an emergency like this occurs again

you won't be performing another surgery for another five years.

Not until your second year fellowship.

I will tell you now what I would say in five years.

Congratulations on your first surgery.

If you boast around that you performed a surgery, I will crush you.

Do you understand?

Yes.

It's Dr. Park!

Get him!

Make sure you leave tonight's schedule open. Everyone worked hard.

- Let's go out for a team dinner. - Yes!

Chairman Jung...

You haven't changed at all in 15 years.

It's not like that this time.

I'm trying to make a legitimate investment.

Is that why you're acting as the creditor and threatening us?

Most of your bonds are bad. We are trying to save you.

Shut your mouth. How dare you insult us!

We can't allow for this kind of takeover.

I don't think the two of you are in any situation to be picky.

I'm planning to take over the hospital. Of course, you would be included, Director Choi.

I will be expanding my investment, and building a pediatric surgery center.

That's my condition. Isn't it great?

One last condition...

Chairwoman Lee, you just need to resign.

I will just watch from afar. I'll appoint a new young and smart chairwoman.

If we refuse?

There are lots of corporations looking to buy the hospital.

I'm a businessman. I can just sell the hospital.

I'm sure the new owners will completely ruin the hospital.

Because of you, my husband died.

You think I'll abide by your plans?

That's why you need to think well, so that another tragedy like that doesn't happen again.

What?

How dare you say that?

You have two months to pay back the debt.

Just wrap things up within that time.

Still...

I feel better that I told you everything.

I feel upset, but my heart feels at ease.

What is it now?

What do you mean?

Don't ever get into gambling.

You can't keep your emotions from showing.

Hurry up and tell me, I don't have a lot of time.

What are you worried about?

It's Shi On.

I think I've made a mistake.

I've been treating him like a child.

You can't help that.

When Park Shi On first came here, he was very childish.

In the beginning, that was true.

I think I believed that he would stay like that forever.

Because most people with Shi On's condition are like that.

That's what I was thinking.

Shi On is an adult with feelings, too.

So...

Is that why you are upset?

I'm upset, and I feel sorry.

Did Park Shi On say something to you?

No, it's not that.

As his pride grew, I think he was getting hurt by me.

I guess he could have felt that way.

But...

If you didn't take care of Park Shi On the way you did, he wouldn't be where he is now.

Your fondness for Park Shi On is what enabled him to change.

As Shi On changes, you can change little by little, too.

You shouldn't be too worried.

I think Shi On is really ready now to do well on his own.

Even if I don't take care of him by his side.

We are going out for team dinner later. Where should we go?

I want to rest today.

Go without me.

You're going to skip out on team dinner?

It happens...

Congratulations.

In a month, you will be the new chairwoman.

I will be your subordinate, then. Since, I will still be the vice president.

There was no need to pull Professor Kim Do Han into this dirty business.

I wasn't pulling him in. I was offering him a partnership.

I heard you were trying to use Dr. Park Shi On as a marketing tool.

I wasn't using him, just helping him to fulfill his talents.

For the future of Dr. Park Shi On.

I don't think it was right for you to do that to Dr. Park Shi On.

Weren't you using Chairman Jung to get what you want?

To regain the foundation that your stepmother took over?

We'll be walking the same path from now on.

Let's get rid of these bad feelings between us.

- They want him to leave that hospital, too? - There's no more available treatments.

And there are no other surgical methods.

Transfer him to the Boston area. I'll be there next month.

What if they tell us to leave, too?

Let's transfer him there, first.

Joon Young is having a really hard time.

We'll just go back to Korea.

Even if you come here, there's nothing that the hospitals can do.

Cheers!

You guys all worked hard today.

Good job.

Dr. Han, congratulations on your first surgery.

Thank you!

We had great teamwork today. We worked quickly.

It feels a bit empty without Dr. Cha around.

I know. She's the QTD of our department.

- What's QTD? - Queen of Team Dinner!

That's what the juniors call her.

I thought her nickname was GGB?

How did you know that?

What's that?

GGB? What's that?

Is it a name of a town?

It's not that...

- I don't know what kind of a god it is... - Don't say it.

God-given body.

But the important thing here is that...

it's not what others call her. She calls herself that.

Here.

Good job.

Good job!

Cheers!

I keep getting mosquitoes in my ears.

Did you visit your father?

Not yet.

You didn't go, or you couldn't go?

You don't like getting your pride hurt or getting embarrassed, right?

No, I don't.

Do you know how you really damage your pride?

Lacking in abilities?

Not making a lot of money?

No.

Forever being fearful of something that you once feared.

It applies to our job, and to life in general.

A lot of people are mistaken.

Isn't that true?

Isn't that bravery?

No.

Having courage doesn't mean that you don't feel fear.

Courage is doing something despite being fearful.

Did you have a good dinner last night?

Yes.

Professor Kim Do Han bought us beef.

He must have spent a lot of money.

Did anything funny happen?

No, not really.

I'll be in the operating room.

Isn't Chairman Jung the chairman of West Hamson Fund?

I guess you know him.

I heard he specializes in investment and

M&A of American hospitals and pharmaceutical companies.

But...

what's important is not that he's the chairman for West Hamson Fund.

It's his relationship to the late chairman of the board.

The late chairman?

Yes, about 15 years ago

when Chairman Jung was the regional director of West Hamson's Southeast Asia office...

he tried everything he could to acquire our hospital and foundation.

He was much more aggressive than now.

The late chairman went through an ordeal trying to stop that.

He was successful in the end, but he was diagnosed with liver cancer soon after.

It seems that Chairman Jung already has a new chairwoman picked out for the foundation.

He says it's somebody young and talented.

Does Chae Kyung know the truth about Chairman Jung?

No.

Chairwoman Lee and I didn't tell her anything about him.

We didn't want to hurt Chae Kyung.

I'm the one who stopped the financial sponsorship to the hospital.

As the first step in making Chairwoman Lee step down.

- You... - Yes.

I'm going to become the new chairwoman.

How are you any different from the vice president?

Let's say that the vice president is on their side. What about you?

Why are you doing this to your family?

Can you stop saying that she's my family?

I'll define who my family is.

Fine, you do that.

But...

Stop associating with Chairman Jung.

The deal's already been made.

I can't stop now.

Do you even know who Chairman Jung is?

I know him better than you do.

How did you get to know him?

I need to explain that to you?

Just tell me.

I was introduced to him.

By someone that my father's friend knew.

How can you trust that man and partner up with him?

He's the only one who listened to me.

Nobody cared why I was having such a hard time.

Nobody cared why I was so mad for such a long time.

Everyone always just believed that I would get over it someday.

Even you.

I can't get over it.

I'm not as strong as everyone thinks.

All those times that you spent alone...

It would have been nice if you shared some of that time with me.

I sound like a problem child putting the blame on her teacher.

Chae Kyung.

Listen carefully.

Dr. Cha.

Yes?

You've been looking down for the past few days.

Me?

I'm not feeling down.

Don't I look like a well-mannered lady now that I'm so quiet and calm?

I don't care if you don't look mannered, you should be loud like usual.

It doesn't look like you are taking care of Shi On like you used to.

He's doing well on his own. I don't need to look after him.

His father is around, but he's not someone he can count on as family.

There may be other things in the future that he might get hurt over as well.

Dr. Han.

Worry about yourself.

Now do you understand?

What kind of a man Chairman Jung is?

You've partnered up with someone who led your father to his death.

Yoon Jung, does it hurt a lot?

It doesn't hurt as much as it did last night.

Thank you, Doctor.

Thanks to you, I can continue to guide my father around.

If I'm not around, it's hard for my father to even cross the street.

Yes.

You're such a good girl, Yoon Jung.

Is your father healthy?

No.

He's very sick.

Oh, no...

You should love him more if he's sick.

How can I love him?

Like how I did today.

Like what you did today?

I had the heart to live because I thought I would never see my dad if I died.

It's spread all throughout his body.

Do you know how to read this?

- Yes. - It's too late.

Even chemotherapy won't be helpful now.

The only thing we can do now is to prescribe him painkillers.

Does he know?

Yes, I think he got tested six months ago.

But, he doesn't know that it's this serious.

Courage doesn't mean that you don't feel fear.

Courage is doing something despite being fearful.

That hurts!

Why is the needle so thick? It hurts!

It's all finished.

It hurts...

Why does it hurt so much?

This kid...

You are showing up now?

You weakling...

Passing out and losing consciousness...

You better get over here!

My son...

Did you hear that I have a big illness?

Then, of course, my doctor son will cure me.

No?

Answer me!

I...

I'm not an E.N.T doctor.

I can't cure you.

You call yourself a doctor?

You're here through the director's influence.

But...

do you get paid?

Yes.

Then, you should pay for the hospital bills, and take care of me here.

I'm the father who gave you life and raised you.

No?

Am I correct or not?

You're right.

Right...

That's a good boy.

You're a smart and good boy.

It hurts a lot.

It keeps getting worse.

I've been waiting for a month to get an appointment with Dr. Kim Do Han.

That's nothing.

I had to wait for two months.

What's this?

What are you doing here?

Hello.

How can you be relaxing out here when you are a first year resident?

Is your father a good father?

What are you talking about?

In this world, there are a lot of things to be envious of.

I keep having more and more.

I wish my father would be proud of me.

Even if everybody else ignores me, I wish that my father would be proud of me.

And I wish I could be proud of my dad, too.

Did something happen between you and your dad?

It's nothing.

I'll be going.

Hey!

Yes?

Get something to eat.

It's okay.

I have money, too.

If an adult gives you money, you should accept it.

Thank you.

He seems very strange today.

Here?

No.

- Do you feel pain anywhere? - No.

There's no place that hurts.

Hello, Doctor.

Yes, are you Dong Jin's mother?

Yes, I'm finally getting to meet you.

I run a store in Jeju Island.

I haven't been able to come.

I know.

His aunt has been taking good care of him.

Can he be discharged the day after tomorrow?

Yes. Everything has healed, and there's nothing else that's wrong.

Thank you, Doctor.

You want to go home, right?

Yes, I want to go home, and stay with mom everyday.

You're so lucky. I want to go home soon, too.

I really don't want to stay in the hospital. I'm so sick of it.

But, what's the first thing you want to do when you get home?

I just want to be with my mom everyday.

I want to see my dad, and I want to see my sister, too.

When I get discharged, I'm going to eat pork and drink cola.

I can eat 10 servings!

- I know... - Piggy!

What's wrong?

I think I'm getting indigestion from what I ate this morning.

Is somebody inside?

Oh, it's you, Dong Jin.

Did you vomit? I think I heard something.

No, I just had something stuck in my throat.

I was just coughing.

Hello.

What is it?

Shi On.

I...

I'm your mother.

I'm your mother.

I'm sorry, Shi On.

For not telling you.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry, Shi On.

I'll come find you later.

Mommy...

Mommy...

Mom...

I don't like my mom.

Shi On.

My mom left a letter, and abandoned me.

She left without me.

Shi On...

My mom was bad.

She was bad, just like my dad.

I'm sorry.

I'm really very sorry.

I...

I don't need a mom.

Is there anything else you need?

Not at all.

Your fluids are all finished.

I'm going to the nurse station.

She must have bought a new wallet.

This is her cellphone number...

Na Hee Ra?

Yes, Ms. Park.

I'll look for him.

Okay.

Dr. Park.

Yes.

What is it?

I heard you met your mother.

Yes, I did.

Are you okay?

I'm okay.

But, I don't really want to see her.

Why not?

You wanted to see her a lot.

Yes.

But, I remembered that she didn't love me.

When I saw my father, I remembered that he used to hit me.

But when I saw my mother, I remembered how she abandoned me and I was left alone.

I hated my mom back then.

I know how you feel.

But, you should listen to your mom, too.

No.

You don't need to worry about it.

Are you going home?

Yes.

Get home safely.

Shi On!

You can tell me the truth.

You are upset because of your mom, right?

No.

If you're upset, you can tell me.

If I'm upset about something...

I will talk to Professor Kim Do Han.

I love you, too.

Very much.

As my junior and as a friend.

That's love, too.

- I'm serious. - That doesn't make any sense.

Why don't you believe me?

Hey...

What are you doing in here?

Kids aren't allowed in here.

Get out.

Now.

Get out.

Let go.

- Get out. - I said, let go!

You call this a convenience store?

What's with your outfit?

How did you find out about this place?

How long were you going to keep it a secret?

Did Dr. Han tell you?

He knew about it, too?

I saw your business card inside your wallet.

Forget everything!

I don't want to get healthy at the cost of making you do this!

In Hye.

What's this?

What the heck is this?

In Hye!

Na In Hye!

Where did you go this late in the evening?

What is it? Is something wrong?

Why didn't you tell me?

- About what? - In Young's job.

You see...

You're worse than her.

In Hye!

Stop!

Dong Jin!

- Are you okay? - Dong Jin!

- Open your eyes. - Dong Jin!

Hey!

Wake up!

Get up!

Hey!

He's supposed to get discharged tomorrow. What's wrong with him?

Dong Jin!

Try to wake up!

What's going on?

He vomited up bile ten minutes ago, and he's been in pain.

Now, he's in a state of unconsciousness.

Run a blood test and take a CT scan.

What's going on, Doctor?

We need to run more tests to find out.

It's intestinal obstruction.

After getting the surgery for pancreatic pseudocyst, he got synechia.

It's small, but necrosis has formed already.

He must have had pain starting at least a week ago.

No, even up until yesterday, he didn't complain of any pains.

Dr. Park, arrange for an operating room.

Okay.

I'm sorry.

It's not as critical a mistake as you think.

Intestinal obstruction is discovered late in many cases.

It will be okay if we have the surgery now.

It's my fault that this happened to Dong Jin.

If I had discharged him without knowing, it would have been even more dangerous.

And I've done wrong to you who performed the surgery.

Stop talking nonsense, and get inside.

Let's go in.

Gauze.

Suction.

Dong Jin.

You really didn't feel any pain?

Tell me.

I was in a lot of pain.

And I kept vomiting.

Then, why didn't you tell anyone?

I didn't want to have to stay in the hospital.

If I told them it hurt, then I would have to stay in the hospital.

I wouldn't be able to go home.

I wanted to go home, and stay with mom, dad, and my sister.

If it hurt that much, you should have told the doctor.

I'm sorry.

Did you tell your mom?

- That you were keeping your pain a secret? - No.

Can you keep it a secret?

Mom will be mad at me.

Please, Dr. Park.

I'm sorry.

How can you do this?

If this happened after we went home, what would have happened?

I can't just let this pass.

If I keep quiet, something like this will happen again.

For the sake of other children, people like you should get punished.

His mother must be very upset.

Whatever she does, I have nothing to say.

Don't worry too much.

It's not malpractice.

It's just a small mistake.

If there's a problem, I'll take care of it.

I know that I can make mistakes.

Mistakes are bound to happen.

But, this time...

my focus as a doctor was blurred.

I put Dong Jin in danger.

Your focus was blurred?

Cha Yoon Seo?

I guess that happens to me, too.

I wonder how Dr. Cha is doing.

I know.

Dong Jin's mom was going around saying she's going to call reporters.

I can understand that she's upset, but I'm so worried about Dr. Cha.

What is it?

Look.

Why is he bowing down to her?

Do you think he caused trouble?

Thank you.

Excuse me.

Mrs. Cha.

Is Dr. Kim Do Han around?

Yes.

What is it?

What am I supposed to do?

I can understand that you care for your junior.

But, you shouldn't be doing this.

What do you mean?

I heard that it was this resident doctor's mistake.

He was aware of Dong Jin's condition, but he says that he forgot to report it.

Yesterday, I saw Dong Jin vomiting up bile.

I should have reported it to Dr. Cha right away.

But, I forgot to report it.

It's my fault. I should take responsibility.

That's why Dr. Cha couldn't diagnose the condition.

Dr. Park...

It's not your fault. It's my fault.

Listening to the other mothers in the ward... They say he's a hard-working doctor.

I don't want to ruin a young doctor's future, either.

I'm still angry, but I won't pursue this any further.

Please take care of the remainder of Dong Jin's treatment.

Why are you doing this?

This was my fault!

No.

It was my fault.

You think I will feel better if you do this?

Why are you making me into a fool?

I'm not trying to make you into a fool.

Then what?

Are you making a sacrifice for me?

Sacrifice...

I don't know about that.

Fine.

I know you are doing this for me.

I know that well.

That's why it makes me more upset and angry.

Why do you have to do this because of me?

You're going through more hardship than me.

I'm not having a hard time.

Shi On.

You should think about yourself more than you think about me.

It's okay for me to make a mistake, but not you.

What you did today didn't help either one of us.

I can understand that you did that for Dr. Cha.

But, you shouldn't take on someone else's burden like that.

Especially, if you didn't do anything wrong.

No.

The director once told me.

Sometimes you have to take on other's burdens even if you didn't do anything wrong.

Why are you trying to take responsibility for something you didn't do?

I wanted to console her.

Console her?

Yes.

Until now, I've only been receiving consolation and care.

That's why I was so grateful.

I wanted to help others and console them, too.

But, I couldn't do that.

I really wanted to do that when I got smarter and more acknowledged by others.

I don't think Dr. Cha was very appreciative.

Console her with sincerity.

Nothing grand. Just a sincere consolation.

The warm and small consolations you've been receiving in your life.

Did something happen?

No.

It's not anything new for me to be drinking alone.

It is something new that you are so depleted of energy and weak.

You should eat something, too.

You'll harm your health.

What are you doing here?

I'm just standing around.

Why?

I thought you would be upset.

I'm standing around because I'm worried.

I did wrong.

I'm sorry for making you mad.

But, that was the only thing I could do.

I don't like to see you hurt.

I hate it more than hurting myself.

Shi On.

That's because you like me.

There's nothing I can do for you.

Except for saying thank you.

I'm okay even if you don't do anything.

What I did today has nothing to do with my feelings for you.

I just wanted to console you.

With all of my sincerity.

I thought you would feel uneasy.

That's why I was staying away from you.

But today...

I couldn't do that.

Don't be too hurt.

What happened to Dong Jin is not your fault.

Don't do this anymore.

I'm upset and going through a lot. Why are you doing this to me?

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