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Kim Do Han!

I told you not to act all arrogant.

What are you talking about? Let me go.

After I warned you, you dared to take my patient without permission?

What?

That's a misunderstanding. I haven't gone back...

Shut up!

I really don't know what you are talking about.

Who took your patient?

A male resident from the pediatrics department.

That's what the patient's parents said.

If it's a resident from the pediatrics department...

It must be one of you.

It was me.

The baby can live.

Not the HPB department, but the pediatrics department can save the baby.

And I told them that Dr. Kim Do Han would perform the operation.

Park Shi On!

You've taught him well.

You want me to believe that this resident went on his own to make that decision?

I did it. Professor Kim Do Han didn't...

Kim Do Han.

Are you looking down on me, like you look down on your manager?

Do the pediatricians try to make money off children?

You're trying to lure customers as doctors?

I understand that you're angry, but you shouldn't be demeaning us.

Be quiet, Cha Yoon Seo.

If you don't want me to demean you, act right.

Kim Do Han.

You better take care of this.

Otherwise, the hospital will make you pay for this.

Let's say the last time, Sung Ho had noticeable symptoms.

What made you say that you could save this preemie?

You better say something!

Since the HPB department won't perform the surgery, we have to do it.

That's the reason?

Yes.

Do you think you make any sense?

Excuse me.

We are here to see Dr. Kim Do Han.

They are the premature baby's parents.

What do you mean you can't perform the surgery?

Professor Kim Jae Joon is one of the nation's top doctors.

My decision won't be much different from his.

But, the doctor outside said our baby can live.

He's still going through training.

He must have made a mistake because he empathized with you so much.

It's all my fault.

Please forgive me.

How can you do this?

How can you take away our last hope?

What do you think you are doing?

Hey!

If you can't help us out, at least, don't make a mess.

I don't care if you make a fool of yourself...

but why are you making a fool out of our professor?

I know. I was so embarrassed, too.

You're going to ruin our whole department.

Why did you do that?

You can't do this to us.

There's no use. Let's go.

What are you doing? You're not going to make your rounds?

Okay.

You must be suffering so much.

Be strong.

Be strong for just a bit longer.

What do we do now?

Should we go to another hospital?

This is the best hospital in our nation.

Where else would we go?

Still...

We need to do something.

After all we went through to have this baby.

As soon as he was born, I never even got to breastfeed him.

I never got to embrace him.

I never got to change his diaper.

Just once.

Even if it's just once, I want to do those things.

That's what mothers do.

I've returned the patient.

I'm sorry for everything.

If this happens again, what will you do?

It won't happen again.

Let me ask you one thing.

Why are you staying in the pediatrics department?

Because of the director?

I don't think this is the place to tell you that reason.

The pediatrics department is barely sustaining itself with the help of a respirator.

If you change your mind after the respirator comes off, it will be too late.

If you come back before it's too late...

I can guarantee you a position as an assistant professor.

I'll be going then.

Hello.

Park Shi On only thinks about curing the patient.

That's not based on a reasonable decision or assurance.

It's just a robotic response from training.

The Park Shi On that I observed for two days was a robot.

A robot programmed just to cure the patient, no matter what.

You still don't get it? Why do you keep looking at the baby?

Don't make this hard.

You have no common sense.

The baby's condition is not improving. He needs surgery...

Hey!

You're seriously so stupid.

What the heck is wrong with you?

What are you two doing?

Are you trying to rob him?

Should I give you 50 cents each?

It's not that.

They've already made the decision.

Yeah, so what? He can't even look?

You can't look at any patients in the NICU if it's not your own patient?

Who do you think you are treating him like that?

And he's one of my guys.

You want to die?

Follow me, Dr. Park.

What?

Why didn't you tell me sooner?

And if I did?

You think you could have taken care of it?

If you don't have any skills, you should at least have a firm grip on your guys.

I'm saying this for your sake.

Why don't you just go back to one of the branch hospitals?

That way you won't have to put up with this, and shame your colleagues.

It'll be for the best.

Park Shi On.

What's a doctor to you?

Hippocratic Oath.

As a physician, my foremost duty is to care for my patients' health, and save their lives.

Doctors are people who think about the patient's health and life, first and foremost.

Then what is a patient to you?

A patient is someone who needs a doctor's help.

If someone needs help, you need to treat him, no matter what.

How did you come to think that way?

Hippocrates and Director Choi Woo Suk both said so.

Other than what the director said...

Do you have any thoughts of your own about the profession?

When sick people need help, no matter what...

Never mind.

I got it.

The troubles you caused in the past few days...

I took them well.

It was a headache, but I still liked you.

You reminded me of a time when I was full of passion.

I felt proud to have you join us.

But, thinking about it again...

I don't think you have any thoughts of your own when you work.

A doctor without a soul is like a robot in an operating room.

You must have your own thoughts and assertions.

Before you think about treating and curing patients.

Okay?

Why didn't you tell me anything?

Not only did you disrespect me, but all your superiors and the entire hospital!

Then is it okay to disregard basic ethics?

If that weren't the case, you wouldn't have used a harmful medicine like Heta Vizen.

I have plans. I have to go.

Professor Kim.

I know well that you don't respect me.

But, inside the hospital...

can't you just pretend that you do?

Like this?

Listen carefully to what I say.

From now on, if Park Shi On or Professor Kim causes any trouble, report to me.

What?

And...

Do whatever I order you to from now on.

What?

You don't want to?

It's not that.

Who's the one who brought you all the way here?

Think well.

I thought you two would be busy, so I came myself.

If you are going to talk about marriage, I want to cancel my order.

I have no appetite.

Chae Kyung.

I won't talk about that.

I shouldn't if I want you to eat.

Thank you.

The two of you should go to the States.

Professor Kim, you can go to the Boston Children's Hospital as an exchange doctor.

Chae Kyung, you can start a division for our foundation there.

But, I don't have anyone to take over my position at the hospital.

Don't worry about that. The director and I will take care of it.

Chairman, I can see through you.

You want us to naturally get together in the U.S.

And...

you want to get rid of the disagreeable head manager at the Planning Department.

That's not what she meant.

Yes.

I didn't say that to get you upset. You don't know that?

There's something you're mistaken about.

I'm not angry because you're talking about my marriage...

I'm angry because you're trying to get involved in my life.

Please, keep your distance from me.

I'll be going then.

Even if you don't respect her as a mother, you should respect her as an elder.

I'm doing the best I can.

Chae Kyung.

Should we just get married?

I don't like this kind of proposal.

I want your earnestness.

That's all I want... I don't care about marriage.

Really?

Oh my...

Professor Kim Jae Joon totally stirred up everything!

How is it that not a single day goes by without trouble since Dr. Park's arrival?

Again... You are gossiping again.

We're not gossiping. We're talking about our department.

I know you're talking about Dr. Park Shi On.

What do you mean he's causing all kinds of trouble here?

There's trouble everywhere. Tsunamis and hurricanes all over.

Just go clean up.

You better watch it.

Why are they dragging him over like that?

Don't even think about going over to the NICU. Stay here.

Check on the patients thoroughly.

Just stay here. Got it?

If he stays here, who will answer the ER calls?

We've been receiving ER calls all along. Professor Kim doesn't want Dr. Park doing that.

I was so happy that a new resident was coming in.

You're a serious threat to my profession.

Seriously...

Mom...

I don't want to eat it.

He's driving me crazy.

He's not listening again?

No. He won't eat.

What do I do?

Mother, he's really something else, right?

Can you yell at him?

Dr. Park Shi On, why don't you go?

Okay.

Seo Joon!

I don't want this. I want pizza!

I told you that you can't have pizza.

Didn't you hear what the doctor said yesterday?

Seo Joon, you can't digest well. You can't eat food made from flour, yet.

Is this the plastic model FS version?

How do you know that?

This is great. Where did you buy this?

My dad brought it for me from Japan.

You're so lucky.

Then, do you have the plastic model FS version II?

Of course. I even have the custom made HG limited edition.

You're seriously so lucky.

You're the first one who knows all the series.

Can I borrow this just for a day?

No.

Just for one day.

I'll just look at it, and bring it back tomorrow.

No. Don't touch it.

I'll just look at it. Really...

Mom, he's trying to steal that from me.

I'm not stealing it. I just want to borrow it.

What do we do?

Dr. Park, please stop. Please have him eat.

If you keep crying, I'm going to break this.

Don't do that.

Stop.

So...

He caused all that trouble without Kim Do Han's permission?

Yes, but Kim Jae Joon thinks that Do Han is behind this.

You should have let the patient stay!

If something went wrong, we could have kicked them both out.

I know.

There's no hope in that patient.

We keep getting chances.

But, nothing's working out.

Using the baseball analogy...

There are too many runners on the base.

If you have more runners on the base, you are more likely to lose.

Then, what should we do?

We don't have enough to create a problem.

Are you sure that it will be hard to save that premature baby?

Yes.

No matter where he goes in the world, it will be hard.

You have a good idea?

We should bring them to self-destruction.

And the best way to do that is to find a definite error.

Thinking about it in baseball terms...

Do you know anyone who can work for us?

I'm so tired after trying to calm him down for two hours.

I thought he would be okay if he's good enough to be a resident.

But, I guess he has problems.

I knew it didn't make any sense that an autistic person could be a doctor.

Why did the hospital choose someone like that?

Even big corporations have special hiring of handicapped people to rehabilitate them.

A hospital shouldn't do that. It's a place of life and death.

I found out he's not even a graduate of Seo Kang University.

He went to some college in the countryside.

Are you serious?

And he even goes home at a regular hour. What kind of a resident is that?

But, he saved my Sung Ho.

It's not like he operated on him. It was Dr. Kim Do Han.

We should tell his patients' mothers. They should think about it.

I'll pluck your hair.

I want to change my child's doctor. How do I do that?

Who's the doctor in charge?

We all have Dr. Park Shi On.

But, why do you want to switch?

Just do it for us.

Dr. Park is a great doctor, too.

How much skill can he have when he's just a first year resident?

- Switch him. - And I heard he's not even normal.

Why aren't you working?

Did you get in trouble again?

No.

Then?

It seems like everyone hates me again.

But, I'm not sad.

It's always been like that.

But...

A robot in an operating room...

A robot in an operating room?

Never mind.

I'm going in to work.

Park Shi On!

Don't you have to stay at the station? Where have you been?

Stand tall. It's okay to make mistakes in your residency.

Although it was something major... Just don't do it in the future.

Doctor! Hurry!

It's In Hye!

In Hye...

In Hye, what's wrong?

My eyes...

My eyes feel like they're going to pop out.

- Dr. Park, why don't you examine her? - Okay.

Where does it hurt? Let me see.

My eyes.

My eyes...

Can you move your hands?

Welcome to the pediatrics department!

Doctor.

Doctor?

Was that fun?

It wasn't fun for me at all. That you were all making fun of me.

Oops...

This isn't what I wanted.

He must have misunderstood. I'll bring him back.

Hello.

Yes, how have you been?

It's been awhile.

Yes.

Na In Hye, did you cause trouble again?

I didn't do anything.

What do you take me for?

Yes, sir.

Do you have some time?

Yes.

I heard what happened with the HPB department.

I'm sorry.

And thank you for not kicking out Dr. Park.

Professor.

Hearing you say sorry and thank you...

It makes me angry now.

You used to scream at me for the smallest mistakes.

And you would harshly scold me if I ever mistreated a patient.

I miss that.

Please answer me honestly.

Why are you so protective of Park Shi On?

You're doing things that you once hated.

I told you before.

That he's the student most dear to you?

No, to you all your students are the same.

You are wrong.

Shi On is very special to me.

You were always the top from the beginning.

But, Shi On was always in the worst situations.

If he was in the same situation as everyone else...

he may have become a top surgeon like you.

I want to recover Shi On's life.

And why is that significant to you?

Because I'm a doctor.

It's my last wish to heal someone's life.

Before I die, it's a wish I want to fulfill.

It's all done.

Take a look.

They look 3-dimensional, right?

If he shows off his telescope again, you can show him that.

What do you see?

Butterfly.

Tiger flower.

Frog.

Lizard.

Azalea. Cicada.

Wow, you see all that?

I knew my brother was a genius. A genius!

Professor.

Promise me something.

What?

You can't step down too easily. You have to stay.

If you leave too easily...

I will resent you.

Fine.

No!

I won't let you leave.

Me, Kim Do Han!

I won't let you go.

He drank so much.

You were still at the hospital?

Yes, I was preparing my thesis.

You did? You should go in.

Director, you don't look fine, either.

I'll take care of Professor Kim. You should go home.

No, it's okay. Just go.

No, I can't do that. I should take care of him.

Okay.

Please take care of him.

Seriously, he's completely drunk.

- Please be careful. - Okay.

You'll be working hard starting tomorrow, so drink up today.

For the pediatric department!

Cheers!

Drink up.

Your glass is empty. Here.

This is the perfect time for drinking.

If you need anything, let me know.

You know...

I...

Don't breathe on me.

You wreak of alcohol.

I...

Since a long time ago...

You...

What?

Do you like simmered food?

Simmered cutlass fish... Simmered beef...

What are you saying?

Yi On.

Yi On.

Yi On!

Thank you for last night.

It was nothing.

But, you should watch your weight.

You've got quite some fat.

It's because of stress. I'll be fine if you guys don't cause trouble.

If you blame that on us, I have nothing to say.

Here.

Take it.

What is it?

Perfume?

You don't have any.

It's not for your sake. It's for the patients' sense of smell.

And stop drinking so much.

Well... thank you anyway.

You still don't understand? Didn't you hear what I said?

Do you think this is helping the baby and our team?

Why do you act as you wish?

I told you to think!

I...

I'm not a robot.

You don't tend to the patients with care, with your heart.

All you have is the desire to cure them.

That's not true.

I can feel it.

That baby wants to live.

Did you see the baby's hands?

That's a sign that he wants to live. That he wants to live very badly.

No. It's just a reflex.

No.

The baby can't talk...

Because he's too young, too sick, and too scared to talk.

But, he wants to live.

He wants to see his mom.

An inguinal hernia is very common for boys.

We are performing surgery to prevent any emergencies like an incarcerated hernia.

But, there aren't any symptoms. And there's movement in his intestines.

There won't be any problems. Don't worry too much.

Not right away...

Tell Dr. Kim Do Han what I just said.

Woo Il Kyu.

Woo Il Kyu!

Yes?

What are you doing? Put the images up.

I'm sorry.

Professor Kim!

What is it?

I don't know if I should tell you...

What is it?

It's nothing serious.

I overheard some residents from the HPB department talking at dinner yesterday.

About that premature baby...

They were saying you returned the baby because you didn't have the ability to treat him.

Professor Kim Jae Joon must have said that.

He even said you didn't want to take the blame for messing up the surgery.

When I heard that I got so mad. I was going to start something...

But, I thought I may be over-reacting.

Okay.

Don't spread any rumors.

I won't.

Give me the chart for the preemie with the enteritis necroticans.

Professor Kim.

You shouldn't do this. We are trying hard, too.

I shouldn't do this?

Fine, I won't cause you any troubles. I'll take over this preemie.

What?

All you did was drainage, and you say you did your best?

You don't even try to help this poor baby.

You still call yourselves surgeons? Just quit!

You don't even have the basics!

I was wondering why he called. Why did he change his mind?

I don't know.

You should thank Professor Kim later.

You're not the only one that wants to save the baby.

Remember that.

This premature baby was born at the gestational age of 22 weeks and 3 days

weighing 547 grams.

Free air was found in the X-ray of his abdomen.

Sonography shows enteritis necroticans in a large portion of his intestines.

Aren't there a lot of variables that can't be seen by a sonography?

That's right.

You can't tell everything by solely looking at the sonography.

There's no way to know a patient completely by running a test.

That's why clinical experience is the most important.

The patient's condition hasn't improved much after the drainage.

But since he's still alive, we should attempt the surgery.

We'll have the surgery as soon as possible.

- Within the next 24 hours. - Yes, sir.

But, there's something you should remember.

The success rate of this surgery is less than 20 percent.

It looks like there's something accumulating under the liver.

Although it's minimal, it looks like something is accumulating around the gall bladder.

- You see something? - It could just be an imaging artifact.

No, when you consider the the baby's anatomical structure, I am correct.

You think you're a 3-D scanner? How can you tell?

Stop. It's possible for a resident to get confused by imaging artifacts.

What do you think you are doing?

What are you doing?

We are going to perform the surgery.

You...

You're not treating the patient. You're just neglecting him.

I've never heard that neglect is a form of treatment.

You.

I warned you before.

The hospital will hold you responsible.

- Yes. - Be prepared to take full responsibility.

I'll take responsibility, too.

But, what are we taking responsibility for?

Seriously...

Do you think this matter is grave enough to call for a board meeting?

According to the hospital rules, there's no way to avoid this.

Professor Kim Jae Joon is one of the best doctors in the nation.

We should respect his authority.

Then I presume we will have to discuss my leave as well.

Dr. Park Shi On is the one that started all this trouble.

I should take the responsibility along with Dr. Park.

Just as I promised everyone at the board meeting.

Well...

I don't think you have to worry about that.

How can they call a board meeting because of this? And it's set for tomorrow?

I'm sure they want to take care of it as soon as possible.

Since the HPB department chief's pride was damaged.

Then, will we be able to have the surgery, or not?

If they say we can't, we can't.

Then, what do we do?

The baby's condition keeps getting worse.

Park Shi On, this kid...

Enough.

Professor Kim is the one who made the decision.

All we have to do is follow his orders.

What is it?

Thank you for operating on the baby.

You don't have to thank me.

I'm not doing this for you.

You've done wrong to the patient and his family.

You gave them unfounded hope.

And that hope brought on even bigger despair.

A doctor is not a religious leader.

You should never give them unfounded hope.

Because of all this, there's no change in my opinion that you're the worst doctor.

That's why I won't let you get kicked out.

Go through your residency and fellowship, and become a real doctor.

And realize for yourself how much you've wronged all of your patients.

If you realize it then, quit right away.

Without any regret...

You're even good at reading people's psychological tendencies.

Who knew Professor Kim would fall into our trap so easily?

His pride is indeed his weakness.

He gets out of control at the slightest provocation.

We've set the trap for an error. So, we should watch for now.

I will target Park Shi On at the board meeting.

I will push that he's solely responsible for the trouble.

Naturally, the director would step up to take responsibility.

Good!

I'm sorry, but I need to get going.

Why? You should drink some more.

No, I have to take care of something urgently.

Removed.

Yes.

The manager and the cleanup hitter are perfect. They will both remain.

As long as the general manager changes, there won't be any problem with rebuilding.

And...

There's a very interesting rookie.

First, we should figure out who is responsible for this damage.

Who's the one that convinced the parents to go over to the pediatrics department?

Was it Professor Kim Do Han? Or was it Dr. Park Shi On's own decision?

Dr. Park Shi On.

It was me.

- Without permission... - I did it.

After hearing about the patient's condition from Dr. Park Shi On...

I made the order.

- No, I told the parents... - Enough.

From what I know, it was Dr. Park Shi On's personal decision...

Think reasonably.

Someone in their first year of residency would not make this kind of decision.

It's not possible.

Then, why did you change your decision?

Because of the HPB department's negligence.

They were neglecting the patient.

Neglect? He wasn't going to get better with any treatment.

If it wasn't neglect, did you tend to him?

Giving treatment and pushing for surgery to a hopeless patient...

That's a surgeon's pride and selfishness.

There's a 20 percent chance of success. It's not hopeless.

Be quiet!

How dare a resident interrupt!

The reason I didn't opt for surgery was for the sake of the patient and family.

Because you knew he would die.

Isn't it because you didn't want to waste time and money?

- What? - Professor Kim Do Han!

Have some respect for your senior.

Professor Kim Jae Joon, you should refrain from responding emotionally.

In any case, without permission, Dr. Kim Do Han used the patient's parents

to transfer the patient.

This is something that should be dealt with strictly.

Looking at the past examples, there are two options.

One, he can return the patient to the original department.

Then, write a written apology, and receive one month's pay cut.

Two, he will perform the surgery on the patient.

But, his performance rating will go down with a three month suspension

and there will be a pay cut.

And his research funding will be decreased.

Professor Kim Do Han, what will you choose?

I will perform the surgery.

If the surgery goes wrong, you may have to take ethical responsibility as well.

- I won't let that happen. - No!

If something goes wrong, the hospital may be in trouble.

What is it? Don't you see that the meeting is in session?

I'm sorry.

Professor Kim, the preemie’s vitals are unstable.

The heart rate dropped below 100, and oxygen dependency is increasing.

- What about pH level? - 7.1, metabolic acidosis is increasing.

He hasn't been urinating since three hours ago. His abdomen is bloating up.

He needs the surgery immediately!

I'm sorry. I'll return after the surgery.

We will have to take a recess.

Yes, we have no other choice. I will have to go to NICU, myself.

- Prepare for the surgery now. - Yes, sir.

I will find out the availability of an operating room and an anesthesiologist.

- No, prepare for the surgery to take place here. - Excuse me?

Here? Why?

The preemie’s body surface is too large, and it's hard to control their body temperature.

It's easy to get hypothermia.

It will be very hard to maintain his body temperature if we transport him.

It's also dangerous because the intubation tube is unstable.

Preemies can be put in danger by the smallest impact. We should operate in this condition.

Call for the anesthesiologist, and prepare the operating table.

Yes, sir.

Why haven't the tools come up yet?

Dr. Jung, what's taking so long?

The manager won't allow us.

There's high risk for surgeries away from the operating room.

He says it's worse because it's a preemie with unstable vitals.

What about the scrub and circulating nurses? And the tools?

It's impossible to bring the tools to this room. We may lose them.

But, more importantly, our nurses don't have experience performing surgery in this room.

This is an emergency.

Still, you have to follow the rules.

What rules when the baby's life is in danger?

Who will take responsibility if something goes wrong?

I won't hold you responsible.

If something goes wrong, I'll be blamed.

Dr. Jung get ready. Head Nurse, you should bring the tools.

And call for the nurses.

Yes, sir.

We are all set.

Scalpel.

The area of damage is larger than we expected.

Check the entire small intestines.

Necrosis is present in almost all parts of the small intestines, 30 cm below the treitz ligament.

Enterobrosia in three spots.

Remove the part with the necrosis.

We will make small intestine fistula using the upper part of the intestine.

Clamp.

Suction.

Gauze.

Clamp.

Scalpel.

We are done removing the necrosis. Fortunately, the small intestines held up.

This is better than expected.

We will now make the small intestine fistula.

I'm asking because I don't know.

Is the surgery going well?

It's going beyond well.

In the few cases of surgeries we have for preemies

this will be a success for the smallest preemie ever.

Even amongst cases reported by the Academy of Pediatric Surgery

this will be the most unique case.

The small intestine fistula is complete.

- We can close it up. - No, you can't.

I saw something accumulating under the liver.

- What are you talking about? - Are you sure it wasn't an imaging artifact?

I saw it clearly. Clearly.

We have to finish the surgery quickly. The baby went through a lot already.

Wait.

Suction.

It's CBD perforation.

The bile seeping out is creating bile tumors.

We need to remove them, and start the cholangiojejunostomy.

- There's a high risk for infection. - No, not the cholangiojejunostomy.

What do you mean? That's the only option we have.

Park Shi On's right.

The biliary tract is too thin.

And the small intestine can't reach it.

Then...

Do you have another plan?

No.

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I should take full responsibility.

I have to go. I have to receive the punishment.

- Then go! - Apologize.

Can't you even say you're sorry?

Can you stop that?

- In Hye! - Move out of the way!

Doctor! What does this person do?

That doctor's really strange.

What does it matter if you learn this all?

No one expects you to be a doctor.

If we leave him alone, he'll end up killing someone.

A hero with deficiencies is only possible in comic books.

Park Shi On, what kind of a person are you?