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[ Woman ]
Previously on Defying Gravity.

Uh, what are you doin'?

You try to find the problem,
and I'll try to find
your sex drive.

Do you have any--
I've had a vasectomy.

According to your chart,
you did.

But not according
to your scan.

[ Whispers ]
Thank God I'm not pregnant.

Oh, no. No. You are pregnant.
You're just not
gonna have a baby.

I know of a guy.
He's a doctor.

[ Maddux ]
Sharon, come in.
Donner?

Sharon, do you copy?
Donner?

Launch now, Donner!

[ Maddux ]
Sharon.

[ Ted ]
Donner, my man, this had
better be a joke. Talk to me.

- Donner, do you copy?
- Sharon?

[ Mouthing Words ]

It knows. Beta knows.
We need you to visit
pod 4, honey.

[ Ted ]
When were you gonna tell
everybody else?

In 43 days.
When you get to Venus.

[ Maddux Narrating ]
P.N.R.-- point of no return.

It sounds simple.

You step across the line and
you focus only on the way ahead.

No going back.

Sounds like a good way
to live life.

Look only ahead.

Put the bad stuff behind you
and move on.

But that's impossible.

Your past always finds you.

[ Zoe ]
Donner?

Even when you think
you've let it go.

Everything okay?

Yeah.

During the days of
the Roman Republic,

crossing the Rubicon River
with an army was considered
an act of war.

In 49 B.C., Julius Caesar
ignored that law.

He made the choice to cross
the river, leading to civil war,

the end of the Republic
and his own deification.

I'd say Caesar won.

Thank you, Nadia.
Gracias.

Once we pass
our own Rubicon point,

we'll no longer be able
to do a direct abort...

and return quickly
to Earth.

This is our last chance
to take a shortcut home...

instead of having to go
all the way around Venus.

And we're pretty far away
from home right now.

Almost 30 million kilometers.

Do you see Earth
way up to the left...

at about 11:00?

Very soon
it will look like...

just another star
in the night sky.

I really think we should
tell them about Beta now.

I know this group.
They need some time to process.

There are larger issues
at play here.
This call's not up to you.

- It's not even up to me.
- But I don't want
to lie to them.

This isn't about
what any of us want. This is
about what we have to do.

[ Groans ]

Ted.

Roger that.

Good night.

[ Ted ]
Donner and Nadia.

We need a nominal
for every system before
we can pass Rubicon...

tonight at 1900.

About 30 systems are coming up
as off nominal.

Probably just needs a reboot.
But you get to check it anyway.

- Lucky us.
- And we will be assembling...

a time capsule.

- Aw, you gotta be kidding me.
- Time capsule?

On our last mission to Mars,
at Rubicon,

Goss had each of us pick
an object, something personal.

And we put them all
in a time capsule.
And we left it behind.

We have to leave something?

I just don't think I have
anything I can get rid of.

Just put a pair
of your undies in, Morales.

That is not funny.
Well, it's a little funny.

It's just that everything
I have is important to me.

It's supposed to be
important to you, Morales.

That's why
you're leaving it behind.

You know, Mars mission's
not exactly a time of my life
I'm looking to relive.

Well, this time capsule
isn't about Mars, Donner.

It's about unity.
It's about mutual sacrifice.

It's about anything
that brings us closer.

Make it easier to deal
with challenges down the line.
Okay.

And you believe that?
Yes, I do.

Well, I didn't bring anything
to put in it.

[ Scoffs ]
Oh, yes, you did.

This is Rufus.

Okay.
What's a Rufus?

It's our space baby.
Or at least he will be.

Right now it's
a 21-day-old rabbit embryo.

Rufus, say hello to your dad.

[ Clears Throat ]
Jen, what are you doing?

You know you're not supposed
to keep those embryos
past a couple of days.

- It's just with this one.
- Jen, you cannot have a
full-grown rabbit on the ship.

- You know you're just
gonna have to kill it.
- I know. I know.

I-- I just--

I wanted to keep one
for a little while.

I mean, aren't you
a little bit happy?

Babies are supposed
to make everyone happy.

It's a 21-day-old
rabbit embryo.
It's not a baby.

Oh, okay. You know what?
Um, I never showed him to you.

Jen.
No, it's fine.
It's fine. I'm fine.

I just--
Forget I even brought it up.
Bye, babe.

[ Clears Throat ]

Storage Bay 7
pressurization system.

[ Beeps ]
Rebooting. Pressurization
system is now nominal.

Everything should be
that easy.

Uh, accelerometer
assembly system.

[ Beeps ]
Nominal.

Microwave scan beam.

- [ Beeps ]
- Nominal.

Okay.
Uh, how about I take
the ones over here...

and you take the ones
over there?

Brayton turbines.

Why is this
a problem for you?

The Brayton turbines?

Before we left,
things were good.

I think they're still good.
I think we're gonna be a go.

Not this.

This.

I like being friends
with benefits.

Why are things different up here
than they were down there?

Because they just are.

Is this about Zoe?

No. No.

Because it was
about Zoe last time.

This has nothing
to do with Zoe.

Look, we're not training
anymore. I don't want to
complicate this mission.

This mission?
This is about Sharon.

It was 10 years ago, Donner.
Let it go.

- Is it weird for you?
- Lot of things
are weird for me.

What'd you have in mind?

Goss ranking everyone who
might get to go on the mission,
ASCANs and instructors.

Uh-huh.
You nervous?

I don't get nervous.
Confidence.
I like that.

How about a wager?
I'm ranked higher than you,
you sleep with me.

If you are ranked higher
than me, I'll sleep with you.

[ Chuckles ]
Uh, I don't date astronauts.

Mmm, you should reconsider.
Yeah?

I have a lot to offer.
Like what?

One, no emotional
attachment.
Uh-huh.

Two, no expectations.

I don't care
if we have a future.

I don't care if
you call me the next day.

And I really don't care
if you ever buy me dinner.

But I like dinner.

[ Beeps ]

Don't get too comfortable
being on top, Schilling.

I love being on top.

Looks like I win.
I vote my place.

Damn it.
I'm not top eight.

28th? Seriously? 28th.

Four better than me.

Dead last.

[ Inhales Deeply ]
Give me the belt. Yeah.

Way to go, bud.
Thanks.

Okay. Don't worry about it.
It's only the first one, right?
It'll get better.

And you have that thing
to deal with, you know?

The thing. The, uh,
extenuating circumstances.

Twenty-eighth is not
extenuating circumstances.
Twenty-eighth is, um--

Twenty-eighth is
I'm gonna end up teaching
high school geology.

Twelfth and thirteenth?

It's Goss.

[ Chattering ]
I stood on Mars.

Excuse me?
I'm just putting that out
there among colleagues...

that I've stood on Mars.

I know. I was there.
No, no, no.
Let's be clear.

I was on Mars.
He was on Mars.

You were safe up on Zeus
issuing commands.

That's 'cause I was
the commander of the ship.

You seriously expect me
to believe that I'm 12th?

I might have tolerated second
because Ted Shaw's a hell
of an astronaut. But 12th?

- Donner, it's just
a preliminary--
- I've stood on Mars.

You're handicapping us
because of something that
happened five years ago...

that we were all
responsible for.

- You're right.
- I'm what?

You're right.
I am handicapping you two.

I don't want you guys
on this mission.

In fact, I don't want you
anywhere near my ship.

You got baggage, Donner.

Baggage kills people.
No.

Thinking you're infallible
kills people
that didn't have to die.

I knew exactly what I was doing.
And I can live with that.

Can you really?
Yeah, I can.

Come on, babe.
It's not worth it.

You got something else,
Donner?

Come on.

[ Man Singing Rock ]
* So you got dumped
on your rump *

* Not surprised
you had nothing to say *

* To your friends the night
before your birthday *

You have the 10-minute rule
in Germany? It's awesome.

If Donner isn't here
in two more minutes,
we all get to leave.

[ Maddux ]
Okay.
Oh, come on.

Today we're gonna be looking
at Antares's flight system.
* Now people stare *

Except some idiot
posted the schematic
for the lab module.

Um--
* Moved on, found another
and it leaves no question *

* She cries to her friends
just to get attention *
[ Sighs ]

All right. Um--
* She puts you down *

It's gonna be
a general overview today.

Those of you who don't wash out
will have the privilege of
learning all about it later.

* This is, this is, this is
a sticky situation *

- Wrong. That's wrong.
- * This is, this is, this is
a sticky situation *

- * This is, this is, this is
a sticky situation *
- Wrong. That's wrong.

* You know that she wants you
and you don't
want her anymore *

* This is, this is, this is
this is, this is, this is
a sticky situation *

- Wrong.
- * You know that he wants you *

- * And you don't
want him anymore *
- No.

- * This is, this is, this is
a sticky situation **
- Damn it!

[ Airplane Passes Overhead ]

I've just never done
anything illegal, like ever.

I follow rules.
I am--
I am a rule follower.

Well, uh, don't worry.

The market for keeping
these things under wraps
is pretty big.

Tell me about the risks
with the pill.
Give me odds.

Well, in clinical trials in
Europe, one in a thousand women
had difficulties.

Those are pretty good odds.

So that's what
I recommend to you.

I, uh-- I'm not sure
what I'm gonna do yet.

Well, I understand.
It's a difficult decision.

So I'll leave you my card.

You decide that
you want to move forward,
then you give me a call.

All right.
Okay.

Good luck.

[ Doorbell Rings ]

Your father has left me.

What?
Your father has left me.

Dad has not left you.
I should've seen
this coming.

Mercury was in retrograde
when we got married.

Mom, I don't have time for the
crazy thing you do every time
Dad goes on a dig, all right?

- I'm in the middle of training.
- Oh, it's not just a dig.
He left for good.

See? Here's the note.

Do you have anything
to drink?

[ Phone Clatters On Table ]

And since when did you start
eating ice cream?
I've always eaten ice cream.

Not by the bucket.
And only when you have the flu.

You don't have the flu, do you?
Maybe you could sneeze
on your note-leaving father.

Dad always leaves a note.
He doesn't believe
in saying good-bye.

And you are overreacting
like you always do.

I'm overreacting because
this time there's someone else.

Oh, there's someone else.

A field assistant
not much older than you are.

Huh.
What are you gonna do?

I have no idea.

Moving on to
water filtration system.

[ Beeps ]
How we doing?

- Off nominal.
- Really?

Mm-hmm.
It didn't clear on reboot.

Let me see that.
[ Sighs ]

[ Beeping ]

Huh.
How long till Rubicon?

Four hours, 17 minutes.

Okay. Keep going.

[ Ted ]
Any idea what's going on?

Oh, it could be anything.
The first four panels
are nominal.

If we can find it,
it should be easy to fix.

- Rubicon's in four hours.
- Roger that.

[ Ted ]
All's green and nominal.

I'll start down here.

You okay?

You're being quiet.
You're never quiet.

Rollie and I kinda had
a fight this morning.

What?
You and Rollie never fight.

It's just that...
his longest mission was 34 days.

And I'm facing six years.
And he's judging me.

For what?

Nothing.

[ Sighs ]
It's nothing. It's--

It's just he doesn't understand
what it's like to be
alone up here.

You know, he doesn't get it.

[ Tapping Keypad ]

[ Beeping ]

[ Beeps ]

I just want to see where
you spend your time.
Is that so bad?

I won't even say
I'm your mother. You could
introduce me as Bev Kennedy.

It'll be fun.
Like we're friends.
In fact, do that.

Maybe I can meet
a hot astronaut.
Ew.

Hi. I'm Bev Kennedy.
Zoe's friend.

Two gin martinis,
very dry, three olives.

You got it.

[ People Chattering ]
[ Pool Balls Clacking ]

And before you start, I don't
want to talk about your father
or his stupid field assistant.

I want to focus on you.

Oh, let me do a reading.

You just carry them
around with you now?
Yeah.

Mom, could you please put
those away? People I work with,
they come in here.

It's not like you ever
tell me anything
about your life.

How else am I gonna know
if you're dating anyone?
I'm not dating anyone.

Well, why not?
You're a lovely girl...
when you put makeup on.

Nice cards.
My mother was raised
by Gypsies.

She used to be fun.
[ Laughs ]

All they'll tell you is that
I am 28th in the program,
never gonna make the ship,

and I should clearly just quit
and get a research grant
at some state university.

Oh, don't be ridiculous.

At least go for
an Ivy League school.

Do you even listen
when I talk?

Why are you here?
To have a drink
with my daughter.

No, no, no.
Why are you here here?

I just wanted--
To wreak havoc in my life, like
you always do when Dad leaves?

Seriously, Bev. It's enough.

Oh! The Falling Tower.

Oh! I'm leaving.

You're making me dinner?
Yes, I am.

Hi.
Hey, brother.

So have you thought about
when you're coming over?
I have not.

Oh, you lie.
Okay.

I've thought about it
a couple times.
And?

Well, tempting as it might be,
you're still an astronaut.
I don't date astronauts.

Technically, you don't date
astronauts anymore.

Technically, that's true.

Technically,
my top lock sticks.

So you kind of have
to jimmy the door a little
and then pull...

hard.

Lee, do we have access
to the I.S.O. archives?

We have unrestricted access
to pretty much everything.

Listen, I want the Mars mission.
Cockpit recordings,
telemetrics, the works.

Copy.

[ Beeps ]

[ Mike ]
Calliope, this is Zeus.

We're showing
that the dust is breaching
your thruster controls.

This storm's on the rise.
We're losing your launch window.

[ Maddux ]
Copy that, Zeus. Yeah,
it's looking bad down here.

How far out are they?
One hundred meters.
We're holding.

[ Eve ]
The real feed never went
to pixel. It was edited.

The official statement says
the transmission was cut off
because of the storm.

Well, obviously not.
Turn up the volume on "B."

- [ Maddux ] Just give 'em
two minutes, Mike.
- You don't have two minutes.

- Well, we're gonna take
our chances.
- Not on my watch.

You will die, the mission will
fail. I need that lander off
the planet now, Donner.

Open the damn valve.
Sharon?

Donner, launch!
[ Maddux ]
Sharon?

[ Computer Voice ]
Launch now.
They could've made it.

[ Maddux ] Sharon?
[ Mike ]
Open the damn valve, Donner!

[ Maddux ]
God forgive me.
[ Rocket Ignites ]

Who signed off on the editing
and the press release? Goss?

Yeah. It was Goss
and someone else.

We've got two clearances here.
The second one's E7.
What's E7?

The National Security Council.

[ Ted ]
Everything okay?

Think we missed something?
Apparently not.

Listen. Hypothetically,
if somebody were
to tell you...

that they're having, uh--
I don't know--
hallucinations or something,

what do you do?

- Hallucinations?
- Yeah.

Well, hypothetically,
I'd have to report them
to Mission Control...

and recommend they have
a serious psych evaluation...

and bar them from
any E.V.A. activity...

or landings.

Okay. Good to know.

[ Whispering ]
[ Footsteps Approach ]

[ Wass ]
Oh, that is classic.

Excuse me?

Well, is that really
all you have?
A bunch of religious crap?

Send it all into space.

I wouldn't expect you
to understand.

Well, I don't know, Morales.
I'm just saying.

Your faith must be wavering
if you need all that crap
to prove it.

Mmm.
Mmm.

[ Panting ]

- Hey.
- Hi.

You know, I was just thinking
that, um, we never actually
got to talk about your paper.

So I wanted to let you know
that the offer's still open
if you're interested.

Drink?
Cyanobacteria?

Come on. Tell me you're
at least a little tempted.

It's just--
[ Sighs ]
I-- I can't.

Okay. Can I ask why?
Um--

Well, it's just that
by "drink," I think you
kind of mean "date."

And I kind of am seeing
Ted now. And it's just--

Ted's a friend.
When I say "drink,"
I really meant drink.

Look, if I were ever
to ask you out on a date,
you would know.

I'm such an ass.
I'm so sorry, Rol.
No. No, no, no, no.

It's all right. Maybe
that didn't come out right.
You know what? Let's--

Let's just start this again.

I'd like to ask you some
questions about your paper
on cyanobacteria.

Can I buy you a drink?

Well, just so happens
those are two
of my favorite things.

Take a draft, Tommy.

[ People Chattering ]

** [ Country On Speakers ]

You're Maddux Donner.

- Yes, I am.
- You left two people on Mars.

That's the one.
My daughter's
in the space program.

She's very smart.
Zoe Barnes.
Do you know her?

Yes, I do.
Are you Zoe's mom?

Bev Barnes.

Nice to meet ya.
Next drink's on me.

Nice to meet you.
Zoe didn't even tell me
that she met you.

That's what every guy
wants to hear.
Oh, don't take it personally.

She never tells me anything.

I'm sure it would've
shown up in her cards,
but she never indulges me.

Mm-hmm.
Would you like me
to read you?

Sure. If it doesn't
involve money or pain.
Excellent.

Zoe's thinking about leaving the
program to look for a research
grant at an Ivy League school.

Really? Why?

I don't know.

Something about
the number 28 and a ship.

I think
she's being ridiculous.

You got your question?
Yeah. Go ahead.

Cut.

- Ah, the Lover.
- Mmm.

Well, you'll have at least
one very important love affair
in your life.

Possibly two.
It's not clear.

She really said
she's leaving, huh?

Well, she said
she's considering it.

The Fool with Star. Hmm.

- What's that?
- You're a man haunted
by your past.

Not that that's surprising,
given your past.

[ Cell Phone Ringing ]

[ Exhales ]
My cheating husband.

Excuse me.

No, it's just I--
I've always been
so fascinated...

with marine life,
you know?

And I see these pictures...

of what the Great Barrier Reef
looked like when
it was still underwater.

I can't help but wonder--

Wonder if the effects
of global warming
were directly responsible...

for the death of cyanobacteria,
and ultimately the death...

of the Great Barrier Reef.

Wow. You really have
read my paper.
That's impressive, sir.

I also read your follow-up
when you talk about...

the reintroduction
of cyanobacteria
into the rice paddies in Asia.

Help promote
the growth of rice,
and hopefully, uh,

help alleviate
the world food shortage.

It's very interesting.

Okay. Um, I'm slightly
terrified right now 'cause
that's bordering on stalker.

But seriously, I mean,
they've been trying to put that
into play for 50 years now.

Yeah, well, I guess it's just
your dumb luck there's someone
else here who actually cares...

about what's going on
with the Earth.
Hmm.

We might be the only two.
Hmm.

Well, then here's to you
and me, baby.

[ Ted ]
Hey, babe.
Hi.

Ready for dinner?
Hey, my man.

Hey, brother.
How you doing?

Thank you so much for the drink.
And the cyanobacteria.

You're welcome.
Thoughts on cyanobacteria
and the rice paddies in Asia?

- Say nothing.
- I think she's beautiful.

Well, that's not bad.
But anyway. Have a good night.

- You guys have a good dinner.
- [ Both ] Good night.

Found this somewhere.

Thank you.
Actually, I was in
the back of the class.

I had to duck.
Yeah. It got away from me.
Sorry about that.

Anger will do that,
and frustration, guilt.

It's not just
a baseball, is it?
Mintz, don't shrink me.

Look, I'm just saying,
if the story's true,

that's a lot to carry around.

What story's that?

Two astronauts
are secretly dating.

They go to a baseball game...

a couple nights before
their Mars mission launch.

He catches a home run ball
and he gives it to her.

Her prized possession.

She takes it to Mars
and she doesn't make it back.

From that moment on,
he can't put that ball down.

Maybe I got it wrong.

Yeah, you did.

Sharon caught the ball...
barehanded.

[ Knocks ]

Ms. Lewis?

Maddux?
We agreed you wouldn't
come here again.

I know we did.
I'm-- I'm, uh-- I'm sorry.

It won't happen again.
Uh--

I have a confession
to make. Um--

When we got back from Mars,
I-- I took this...

from, uh, your
daughter's things...

before they had a chance
to pack 'em up
and send 'em to you.

I didn't have any right
to do that.

I'm sorry.
This belongs to you.

And, uh, I think--
I think you ought to have it.

What makes you think that
I would want that, Maddux?

I don't know.
It-It was Sharon's. And, um,

I know it meant
something to her.

Well, it means
nothing to me.

Good night, Ms. Lewis.

Where have you been?
Your father called.

- I'm going to meet him
on the dig.
- Uh-huh.

What about "someone else"?

What?
Mother.

Okay, okay.
I might have overreacted.

You okay, Zoe?

You look a little lost.

You sure you
don't want me to--
Okay.

Okay? Really?

Okay as in "yes?"
Don't make me say it again.
I might come to my senses.

So you're pregnant.

The Hanged Man told you that?

No. Your boobs are huge,
two tubs of Rocky Road,

and you haven't had anything
to drink since I got here.

What are you gonna do?

I don't know.

[ Ted ]
This one is nominal too.
They're all good.

Well, that makes no sense.

[ Sighs ]
All right.
Let's check 'em again.

Has it occurred to you
that everything's gone wrong
with this mission?

[ Locks Hissing ]
Wrenches, filtration systems.

Antares was in orbit for a year
of testing before we left.

Maybe it's us.

- Yeah. Well, maybe it is.
- I was kidding.

You know, Donner,
we weren't even supposed
to be here dealing with this.

We're supposed to be on Earth.
You're supposed
to be irritating Goss...

and I'm supposed to be reading
Goodnight, Moon to my son...

and sleeping in bed
with my wife.

Everything has gone wrong
with this mission
from the start.

And maybe it's time
we said enough is enough.

Are you saying you don't want
to do the check?

You just want to turn the thing
around and go home?

No.
Well, it kind of sounds to me
like that's what you're saying.

Ted, what's going on?

Do you know something
I don't know?

No, not a thing.
Let's just check 'em again.

[ Knocks ]

Wow.

What are you doing here?
What's this I hear
about you leaving?

What?

Bev tells me
that you're thinking
about leaving the program.

Bev should not talk
to strangers.
I'm not a stranger.

Bev gave me a reading--
which was actually kind
of accurate.

Perfect.

How do you even think
about leaving?

I don't think I'm gonna have
much choice in the matter.
You did see I was 28.

Come on. That's, like,
a preliminary ranking.
That's not anything.

Yeah.
You ever think about...

living a different life?

What do you mean?
Like what?

Like a regular job
and a family.

Yeah.

Yeah. Someday.

I mean, right now,
more than anything,
I just want to fly. Don't you?

Yeah.

Don't leave.
Why?

You're gonna be
a good astronaut.

Good night, Donner.

All right.
What now, engineer?

Humor me a second.

[ Locks Hissing ]

It's number five.

The instrument panel
says it's clean.

Run a sample check.
This is definitely off nominal.
Donner, you're reaching.

Let's just run the sample.

[ Beeps ]

Look at the pH.

The sensor must be out.
Probably ruined
the carbon scrubs.

We would've been screwed.
Yeah.

Now you know there's no way
to judge pH by just looking
at something.

Well, it's just lucky then,
I guess.

[ Beeping ]
[ Computer Voice ]
Message waiting.

[ Beeping ]
[ Computer Voice ]
Message waiting.

Hey, Jenny.
I guess you must be busy.

I just wanted
to say that, um,

I'm sorry about this morning.

And I don't want
to fight with you.

No, I don't get it.
I just--

I just want to talk to you,
let you explain it to me.

In the meantime, um--
[ Clears Throat ]

tell Rufus that Daddy
says hello.

And I wish I were there
with both of you.

[ Beeps ]

[ Man ]
* The tide is high *

* I've never been so low *

* You got room to grow *

* You can never look up *

* You can't ever look down *

* You get kicked around *

* But I've built it with sand *

* And I built it with rock *

* I've built it with all
of the things that I'm not *

* And I watch from the hill
as it burns to the ground *

* I can still see the smoke *

* From my train out of town *

* Everything I build
is breaking down *

* Everything I build *

* Is breaking down *

Rubicon in five,

four, three,

two, one.

* Scared of what I saw *

* Are you mad at all *

[ Rollie ]
Godspeed, Antares.

Godspeed.
* Been an open book *

* Been a slammed door *

Doesn't even look
like Earth anymore.

* Apple of the Trojan War *

[ Eve ]
Mike, I need to talk to you.

- I got a board dinner.
- I've seen the Mars recordings.

Both of them.

My clearance actually
exceeds the N.S.C.

If you've seen both recordings,
then you know I did my duty
as commander.

I've seen
the whole file, Mike.

Including the telemetry.

It shows that Lewis
and Walker didn't stop.

And Donner and Shaw
didn't panic. You did.

- You're out of line.
- We both know I'm not.

We both know I had a damn
good reason for wanting them
off that planet.

I want you off
their backs, Mike.

And whatever personal animosity
you have towards them,
let it go.

* But I built it with sand *

[ Maddux Narrating ]
Passing the point of no return
doesn't just happen.

It's a choice that we make.

A line we decide to cross.

And then we live
with the consequences.

* As it burns to the ground *

Eve, I don't care
what he says.

There is no way he knew
the pH was off in that tank.

And he was talking about
hallucinations earlier today.

- And what did you tell him?
- Nothing.

Which was the wrong thing to do.
But I told him nothing.

We're all doing
what's necessary, Ted.

Yeah. Well, we'll see
what tomorrow brings.

[ Maddux Narrating ]
There are no promises
of a positive outcome.

No guarantees that, like Caesar,
we'll wind up with an empire.

They feel a lot farther away
today than they did yesterday.

Don't they?

* Been an open book *

[ Maddux Narrating ]
All we can really count on
is that things will change.

And that we'll have to live
with the results.

[ Ted ]
Hey, madman.

You know, you got me
thinking yesterday.

And I realized that
this time capsule is
actually about...

being willing
to let something go...
than having to.

So you all get
your stuff back.

It's not the way Goss did it.

Do I look like Goss to you?

It's a different mission.
Remember that.

* I can still see the smoke *

* From my train out of town *

[ Maddux Narrating ]
And that's the hard part...

because we're defined
by our past.

* Everything I build *

* Is breaking down *

[ Automatic Gunfire ]
[ Girl Shouts ]

* I close my eyes *

* Scared of what I saw *

[ Maddux Narrating ]
We can rethink our choices
a million times.

* Are you mad at all *

But what we decide,
we own.
* Been an open book *

* Been a slammed door *

It becomes a part
of who we are.

* Apple of the Trojan War *

[ Beeps ]

* But I built it with sand *

* And I built it with rock *

* I built it with all of
the things that I'm not *

* And I watch from the hill *

* As it burns to the ground *

* I can still see the smoke *

* From my train out of town *

And while we may be
crossing the river--

* Everything I build
is breaking down *

* Everything I build
is breaking *

* Everything I build
is breaking down *

our footprints will always
remain on the other side.

* Everything I build
is breaking down **

Mmm. Ahh.