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We're late.

oh funny daddy oh

Do you want cream?

It's how I take it.

Maybe you wanted to try something different.

You need directions?

What? Directions.

Um, yeah, sure. Where do you need to go?

No, you just look like... Oh, no, no. I'm good.

I'm good. Thank you. Okay.

Uh, just so you know, Vanderbilt, Flatbush.

Thank you.

Hey, Ethan, it's me. I'm just calling to let you know that I'm stuck at work,

and I'm, uh...

I'm going to be late tonight. So talk to you later.

Bye.

Are you following me?

Guess I am following you.

You must be Amber.

Oh.

You're Logan?

Dears. Yes.

Realtor and local direction giver at your service.

Well, it's nice to meet you again.

You too.

Right this way.

But if you are looking for something bigger, I have another place that I

your husband and you would love.

Oh, no.

No, it's just going to be me and my daughter.

Sorry about that. I just saw the wedding band. You know what?

I love it.

I'll take it. Cool.

Okay.

Great.

Let's set up an appointment. We can get all the paperwork done.

Perfect.

Hi.

Ethan? I don't know. She's taking a nap.

I need to talk to you.

Okay.

It's important.

Ethan I'm leaving you

What

Yeah Don't Take another step towards me

We should talk about this

The logistics

Emily

Do not

Do not take another step

I'll

be out by the end of the month

These things happen, Gracie.

They happen all the time.

It'll be okay.

Okay?

The better, I think.

Well, in time, yes.

You got all your boxes, Mommy?

I got all my boxes, and I'm going to take them to my new house, which is

to be our new house.

Like we talked about.

With Daddy.

No. No. Not with Daddy.

Daddy's going to stay in our old house.

You're going to have two homes now. You're going to have Daddy's home and

Mommy's home.

I don't want two homes.

I know.

I'm sad about it, too.

It's okay to have sad feelings about it.

And I want you to go away.

I'm gonna miss you so much, baby girl.

But when you're not with Daddy, you're gonna be with me.

Four whole days a week.

Like a sleepover?

I love you, Mom.

I love you, too.

I'm going to go now, okay? Here we go.

What do you think? We'll go fix us up some lunch.

We'll go over there. You can help me.

I'm going to call you tomorrow.

Good morning, Amber.

Hey, Sol.

Good to see you. How was your weekend?

Eh, pretty uneventful.

Right.

I was told I could find Amber Evans here.

I'm Amber. Yeah, how can I help you?

I am presenting you with a summons with a notice of divorce.

That's very kind of you.

Would you please sign here?

That was quick.

Sorry.

Or... Yeah.

Can we not talk about it right now?

Of course.

Hey.

Come and find me when you are ready.

Can I get you anything else?

No thank you.

Beautiful I was

Beautiful We

made something

to become

i

will be beautiful

Hey. Hey!

What are you doing here?

Aside from buying a stash of wine. No, no, I mean in this neighborhood.

Oh, well, I live up the street.

Really? Well, yeah, for now.

So, are you settling in okay?

Slowly, yeah.

Yeah.

Well, it was really great running into you.

Yeah. Yeah, really great.

Is that everything?

Yeah, thank you.

I'd actually like to buy you a housewarming gift.

Oh, no.

No, no, no, you don't have to do that.

Oh, I just did.

Thank you. You're welcome.

But it wouldn't be much of a housewarming without people.

I suppose not.

You think you can make it?

Sure. When by that I meant tonight. Like now.

Oh.

Well, I gotta check my schedule.

Great. Looks like I'm free.

Great.

Hi. Hi.

She asleep?

Yeah, she can keep her eyes open.

Thank you.

All right. Bye. Bye.

Sorry that it's so dark. My ceiling lights are still out.

Oh, you know, I can call the guy for you.

Oh, no, no, no.

That's not... Are you sure?

Okay.

Well, I love what you've done with the place.

You think?

Yeah. I've got some, you know... You're messing with me.

No, I love it.

The boxes add this, like, je ne sais quoi, DIY chic.

Work in progress, right? Like me.

Like everyone.

So, what do you like to do?

For fun.

What do you love?

I don't feel like I've ever really, you know, I went from being a kid to having

a kid, and then I went to my parents' house and to Ethan's house. I'm a mom at

work. You know, I just, I don't really feel like I even know the answer to

That's okay.

It's kind of exciting, you know, because now you get to figure it out.

Here's to figuring it out.

Look, you know, I don't really know you.

And I don't know what happened, but it sounds like it's something that you

really needed to do.

And not everybody does that.

So what about you? I mean, you're... You're a realtor, you live temporarily

this neighborhood, and, you know... Well, I,

uh... I don't have to just talk about it.

I can show you... If you're free...

On Thursday nights...

You can meet me.

I can do Thursday.

Cool.

Hi. Do you have a reservation?

No. Logan told me to stop by.

Are you Amber Evans?

Yeah. She has a table set aside for you right there.

Okay. Thank you. Yeah, you're welcome.

Thanks for coming out tonight.

I'm taking requests.

You

know

what? Never mind. I got it. I know what I want to do.

It's an old song, but it'll be new to you. And it's one of my favorites.

And it's called Hold On.

I know you're coming.

I can see down the road.

I'm sad, but I'm not alone.

Love is calling over the rolling

hills. I'm running to get to you.

Faith to faith.

I can see down the road I'm traveling

But I'm not alone

Looks like romance if I ever saw it.

What?

No, I am just chatting with a friend.

How many years have I known you?

A friend.

I told you.

What are you writing?

Not writing.

Sure looks like you're writing, though.

Not writing.

No, you've got actually.

Shut up.

This is so good.

You're an artist.

In a former life, maybe.

Can I keep it?

All yours.

This gives me an idea.

Walk with me.

All right, well, this is my ride. I want you to hop on in.

Beautiful.

Don't forget to count to five.

This place is all needing to survive.

My heart is like a hummingbird. Everything else is turning.

I should probably get going.

Okay. This is fun.

Yeah.

I really want to kiss you right now.

I'm sorry. Right.

at all

Hey, Amber, I was gonna... I can come back.

I'll come back.

You... No, I... I ended

up in this hostile kitchen.

No, you didn't. I did.

I love this song.

Oh, yeah, this is a good one.

You know this song? Mm -hmm.

Sing to me.

Break me up.

I wanna dance.

I fell in love.

God, look at you go.

Wait,

what is this?

Wait, I need to see this robot.

I can't do this.

Wait.

We're doing this at a bar.

Coming to Hooligan.

When I was a little girl, my mom and I used to come to the beach and take these

long walks to find rocks or stones.

And then we would assign some sort of meaning to it, an emotion or something,

anger or sadness.

And then we would throw it into the ocean as a way of releasing things

we didn't want.

I like that.

Did you ever do it for things that you did want?

Yes, occasionally we would make a wish.

But, you know, it was really special because my mom was so practical in so

ways. So whenever we did that, it felt like something really magical might

happen.

I didn't really have anything magical like that growing up.

I did have this disappearing mom, though.

And this really cool key I wear around my neck.

If I use it, it'll open my front door.

Magic rocks.

It'll go a lot nicer.

Yeah.

I could have used some of those when I was a kid.

Hello.

How you doing?

Good. Yeah?

There was a guy on the subway, and he said, Daddy told me never to say that.

Great.

Well, Daddy's right.

Hi.

Hi.

So we're going to go to the park, and then I'm going to make you your

Pizza? Mm -hmm.

Hi.

Hi.

So this is my friend Logan, and she's going to hang out with us today.

Miss Emily, it is my pleasure to make your acquaintance.

I'm excited to go to the park. Are you?

Do you like slides? Because I love slides.

You love slides? Never mind. I don't love slides at all. They are terrible.

Who is this?

This is my friend Logan. Logan, this is Ethan. Ethan, hey.

Logan,

the pleasure is all mine.

Nice to meet you.

Shall we?

Swings?

What's that?

Dessert? Ooh.

Oh.

Your job is to taste.

Okay.

Close your eyes.

Open.

No, don't cheat. I'm not cheating. It's reflex.

Open what?

Eyes or mouth?

I'm going to wake up. Sorry.

I forgive you. Hang on.

What is happening?

Cheat proof.

Uh -huh.

Ready? Mm -hmm.

Okay. I see.

Okay. Is that okay?

Mm -hmm.

It's like a pocket brandy. Do I win? Do I get a prize?

Maybe. Okay.

You ready for the next one?

Can I say no? Not really.

Okay.

All right. Hang on.

It's falling.

Ready?

Mm -hmm.

We shouldn't do this.

Wait, what?

Why not?

It's just so confusing.

Because I have all these feelings for you.

I really value our friendship.

And I'm like... Kind of attracted to you.

Like, really attracted to you.

And... I don't know what to do with that.

Or maybe it's better left untouched.

Okay.

Slow down.

What I'm hearing is...

You like me.

You want me.

And then there was this part about not touching.

What? I think we could just strike that from the record.

I do like you.

by this feeling that I want to get closer to you

closer

I like that

can we just take

You know, I'm really concerned about this bill. This contractor doesn't come

through. I got it.

You got it.

I got it. Okay, while you got that, why don't you tell me who's the mystery

texter?

What?

The flirtatious smiley text.

Flirtatious smiley text.

Oh, come on. Who's the lucky guy?

There is no guy.

Okay, fine, if you insist.

See?

Okay, you got me. But only slightly.

Oh, come on, details.

Come on, boss.

Oh, how convenient. I'm your boss when you don't want to spill.

I'm happy for you. Who is it?

Not this time.

Okay, I have my reasons.

Hey, I was just talking about you.

Selfish. I'm telling you, it's the G train.

Mom?

You're in New York?

I think you're mistaking me for someone.

I'm mistaking you for someone.

Wow, you're incredible.

I know what you're talking about.

You're right.

You wouldn't.

You never did.

You're right.

This is us.

I thought so.

Fucking hit it, man.

Fuck.

How could she look at me like I'm not even here, like I'm a fucking stranger?

Okay.

Okay,

all right, all right, all right.

Stop, stop, stop. You're gonna hurt yourself. Okay, stop, stop.

Look at me.

Look at me.

You do exist.

Okay? You matter.

And if she doesn't see that, then she doesn't deserve you.

She doesn't deserve you.

Hey. Hey.

Oh, don't stop.

I want to watch you work.

All about... the little unseen details.

But then, sometimes you just gotta sit

back so you can see it all come together.

I'm falling in love with you.

I'm better than okay.

Oh!

Thank you.

Morning to moon with you, making the groove, and I'll make it better.

You can be happy there, you can be happy anywhere.

Tell you the truth,

all we need is a roof over our heads, and I can be happy

there.

Hey, how we doing, ladies?

Come talk to me?

Come on, we can make a baby, huh?

Hey, once you get rid of the redhead, we can talk, all right? All right, dude,

that's enough.

Back off.

Oh, oh, I'm sorry.

Hey, what you need is a dick.

Fucking dicks.

You were so good up there.

You're welcome. High five.

Who's that?

That's my friend, Logan.

Oh, hey. Nice to meet you.

Well, a few of us are going to dinner. Would you like to join us?

Ethan has Emily this weekend, so it would just be me.

Perfect. Join us.

Okay. Yeah.

Hey.

Hey.

I'm going to go.

Go?

Yeah, I'm not feeling so good. Stay.

No, I want you to stay.

That's okay.

I'm going to go home.

Okay. See you later?

Yeah.

Okay.

Logan? Please let me in. I know you're in there.

I'm an asshole.

I'm sorry.

Talk to me.

Ethan was there.

Their parents there, their teachers there. I just,

I wasn't ready to step into that kind of role today. What role?

It's not a role.

It's just us.

I know, Logan, but it is kind of a role, okay? And it's not just us.

I wish it were that simple, but it's not.

I don't know, I just... Sometimes I... I wonder if I'm

up for it.

For what?

For being with a woman.

Bringing a new guy around today would have been hard enough.

But to look at everybody and say, hey, I'm a big fat lesbian now. I mean, I

just, I... Wow.

I hadn't thought it through. Okay.

I didn't expect you to do any of that.

I just prefer to be treated like I exist.

You don't...

Even do that to a friend.

I just...

How

do you do it?

How do I do what?

Love people.

I don't want anyone's opinions to affect how I feel.

Look.

I understand.

This is a lot of change for you.

It's not easy.

I get it.

But... But I hurt you.

And the last thing in the world I want to do is hurt you.

Forgive me.

I do. No.

Really.

Forgive me.

You know,

I'm just gonna go now.

Wait. Are you sure? I can go. You stay with Helen.

Oh, she's sound asleep.

It'll only take a minute.

Okay. You okay with that?

Yeah.

Okay. Love you, Rebecca.

You okay?

I like the way you look.

Got it?

You can do it. I like the way your hair falls on your face.

Maybe we could get something to eat.

Like an hour away. Maybe we could just try a taste. We're seeing you in the

world.

Everybody wants to see this, baby.

Looking for a safe place.

Hey, this could be our day.

Baby, won't you stay?

I could feel things.

There's something in your eyes.

When you pull me, you draw me in.

No need to hesitate.

No need to hide it.

When we can push it into sector again.

Everybody wants the same thing, baby.

We're all looking for the same thing.

Hey, this could be our day.

Baby, won't you stay?

I could be your baby.

Oh, yeah, do that again. Okay.

Baby.

Uh -huh.

Do it again.

Baby.

Love watching you play.

Being away with you.

You know, you could come on tour with me.

What? It could be fun.

Travel around the country together, stay in these cute little hotel rooms.

You could bring Emily.

Find time to paint?

Sounds amazing.

Come on. Can you just, like, pretend to like the idea for a second?

I love the idea.

It's just not practical. I just can't quit my job.

Right. Your job, of course.

Yeah. My job. I love my job.

And, you know.

I love structure.

Yes, I know.

I have seen your color -coordinated sock drawer.

I love my sock drawer.

It does sound amazing, though.

You know, I never asked anyone to come on tour with me before.

I'm sorry, what did you say?

I said I love you.

One more time.

I said I love you.

I love you too.

So much.

Okay, everybody.

Find a partner.

I hate these days.

Maybe you should stop organizing them.

Next, we're going to be having to throw ourselves at each other.

Some of your own size is good?

You do.

Sugar bridges.

So just take a moment.

Be with your partner. Take them in.

Remember, trust is a really important part of every workplace relationship.

Are you going to tell me who's making you go?

You have a way of saying things, though.

Well, I know that sex glow when I see it.

Okay, so partner A, turn away from partner B.

Take one big step away.

You know, catching me was the entire purpose of that exercise.

I know.

But you gotta prepare an old woman before you drop something big off in her

You asked.

And you're not old.

Thank you.

This is why you've been so secretive.

Because I'm sleeping with a woman.

Yeah, it's just not something I ever saw myself doing.

There's just so much stuff that goes along with that, you know?

Like, now I suddenly have a label.

Black, white, straight, gay. There's nothing wrong with being gay.

I know that.

But, you know, a lot of other people don't. Girl, this is New York.

Yeah. Call my parents. They live in Brooklyn.

Besides, I'm not gay. I still like men. I do. I'm just, I don't know.

Once upon a time, what feels like a lifetime ago, I was

in love with a white man.

And he loved me.

I wanted to spend my every waking hour with him, to spend my life with him.

But back then, where I was at, it would have taken courage I didn't have.

Support from family, friends, peers to walk down the street hand in hand

having insults hurled at us.

So what happened?

I closed my heart to him.

To the entire part of my life.

I don't regret where I'm at, Mike. My family, my choices for any second,

That is one regret that still hangs over me.

And living with regret is only my doing.

I feel like when I close my eyes, I keep thinking that if the world didn't care,

I wouldn't care.

If the world didn't care, I wouldn't care.

Life is a series of choices, Amber.

Every second we choose our happiness or a bit of remorse.

And we can only love what we love and stand by that choice.

Times are changing, baby.

Times are changing.

So...

Step into your life before it passes you by.

Ow!

Well,

Logan, we are just so happy that Amber has found a friend like you during such

difficult time in her life.

And we really appreciate you being there for her.

It's my absolute pleasure.

She's wonderful.

Nice to finally meet you.

Nice to put a pretty face to someone we've heard so much about.

Thank you.

It's great to meet you both.

I actually have to get going. I have a client to meet. I'm sorry.

But please enjoy the rest of your day.

I have to go to the restroom, so I'll just let you know.

You met my parents.

I like them. Well, that's because you don't know them.

No.

I like them.

And I love you.

You were leaving.

Yep, I'm leaving.

Logan?

Logan,

hey. Logan, stop!

I'm sorry, Amber.

Hey, look, I didn't expect you to waltz into the cafe and just announce your

love for me.

But when are you gonna be able to stand tall next to me? I told you I just need

time. How much time, Amber?

I have never leapt like this before in my life and I keep leaping into you and

keep falling on my fucking face.

I never asked you to do that. You just did it on your own.

You jumped before I was ready. I don't know how this is my fault.

Your fault?

Are you even listening?

Is everything all right?

Oh, God.

Mom, everything is fine.

Yeah, everything's fine.

Amber, shut up mom!

What just happened?

Love you too.

We've only got a couple of minutes, so... What did you want to talk about?

Hi, sweetie.

Hi.

What are you guys doing here?

Well, Ethan called and thought it was best that we sit down and try to figure

this thing out.

What's going on?

Well, we thought it best to convene.

Convene? Yeah. Why?

So...

You and Logan.

Are you kidding me? Okay, honey, that's not why we're here. Wow. Never.

They didn't say anything.

You did.

Right now.

Really, Amber?

What?

Just explains a lot.

Okay, I am not having this conversation.

Okay, come on. Hold on. Whoa, whoa, whoa. Ethan,

can we try to focus, please?

Yeah, yeah. Okay.

I'll cut to the chase. Sit down.

Great. Don't sit down.

I got a job offer out of state. I'm leaving in three weeks.

What? You're leaving?

Yep.

It's a two -year commitment minimum.

What about Emily?

I took the job, Amber.

I'm not asking for your fucking permission. Talk to her like that.

What? You can't do that. Hey, you have no about Emily here, all right? Enough!

Enough! Stop it!

Enough.

Mom, Dad, I... Can we just...

You're right.

You know, we'll be in the car.

I think that went well.

You know I really did love you, Ethan.

Part of that never goes away.

I know that you think that I pushed you away.

A long time ago, I pushed you away, but... You didn't push me away, Amber.

You burned my life to the ground. I know.

Mine, too.

And I'm... Sorry about that.

It's just that...

They'll love you.

And I don't know how to do this.

I'm sorry that you're hurting.

Look, I know I was an asshole to you.

A lot.

I regret that.

No, look at me.

Amber.

Tell me what to do.

You tell me what to do and I'll do it.

That's good, Ethan.

We were just kids. I... You need to be able to see that. I mean...

Can you see that?

I

didn't

like the person I was becoming around you.

I hated her.

And I don't want to be her anymore.

And Emily.

But Emily can't live without you.

You're an amazing mother.

Yeah.

But you're her father.

And she's gonna miss you so much.

Why do you have to...

Leaving in three weeks.

Wow. Just like that.

A lot of change is coming my way.

I can help.

With Emily, I can help you.

But I got to figure everything out with work, and everything's going to be

really different. Amber.

Amber. I don't think that you're listening to me.

Hey.

I'm saying that I want to be a part of your life.

And Emily's life in a bigger way. I know, and that's very sweet.

But you're leaving for tour.

Not forever.

I'm here.

I know, I know, but it doesn't matter because it's not the right time.

They're awfully quiet tonight.

Yeah, I guess.

Anything you want to talk about?

There's just a lot going on right now.

I know. With you taking Emily on and a lot of things.

Yeah.

I know it's going to be a lot with work, but I'm actually really excited.

I miss her so much.

Hey. What's going on?

I think we need to talk.

The owners of the apartment,

I'm taking care of are coming back early.

And, uh, you know I'm going on tour.

for a few months.

And I'm not sure where my home base is going to be when I come back to New

Okay.

That's all.

I just... What?

I think we need to break up.

I'm sorry.

I just don't think this is working.

What? We just can't keep doing this.

What? I... I don't understand.

Look, okay, I know that I said that this isn't the right time.

But I think maybe once...

Emily settled in a little. You know, you could move in with us.

With me.

Move in?

Yes. I think that I'm ready for that.

I mean it, Logan. I am ready for that. That's what I...

You know, if this is about my parents, you know, I don't... I don't care

what they think.

Emily loves you.

She loves you.

I love you.

I love you.

I know that I keep letting you down, but I never loved anybody like I love you.

So why are you doing this?

Because, Amber, I can't.

Love you from such a vulnerable place.

You say yes to me and my life is amazing.

You say no and I'm crushed and I can't love you from this place.

I really, I really... I need you,

okay? I need you. I don't, I don't want to. I don't.

You have all these things that you want to do.

You know?

And there's so much you have to focus on.

And it's not me.

You've got to figure out what you want. I know what I want. I know what I want.

I want you.

I want you.

Please don't do this.

Don't do this, okay?

Please don't do this.

I'm sorry.

I need you to go.

Can I walk you home?

Please. No.

You should just go.

Please go.

Please just go.

I feel it.

No amount of time can get you off my mind.

You change the way I see myself.

There's no leaving you behind.

Deeply you have made your body.

Nothing like.

like a broken heart

i'm

standing in the rain getting walked away

a friendly face a coffee child

you look like you're okay

heart.

Sounds good on my end.

I'm not sure what you want me to do with this information, Amber.

I don't think that lifestyle suits you or Emily.

It's for the best.

You don't think it suits me, Mom?

A lot of dress that we're talking about.

You asked my opinion. No, I didn't, Mom.

You asked me how I was doing, and I can't hide this. I'm sorry. I'm a mess.

Exactly why you need to turn the page.

Nothing good can ever come of this, darling.

Why not?

Because it's not who we are, Amber.

I'm your daughter, Mom. I'm not you.

Of course not. But you're not what?

I love her.

Emily loves her.

And she left you.

It's for the best.

Yeah, maybe it is for you, Mom, but it's not for me.

She made me happy.

She made me feel alive for the first time.

And she loves me. I know she still loves me.

It's not love.

It'll pass.

It'll pass.

Mom, this is a heartache, okay? This is a good old -fashioned heartache. And if

you can't see that, you can't see past your shame that I'm sorry, but you don't

get to be a part of this.

You don't get to be a part of my life. You're going to lose me. You're going to

lose her. You will lose us.

You just need to let her be.

Okay?

She'll ruin her reputation.

This isn't easy for me either.

Not in the same way as you, but mostly because it's not easy for Amber. I mean,

I can see that.

She could just wait to meet the right man.

She was happy.

I mean, Jack, you stopped to notice that?

Happy?

Put yourself in her shoes for a second.

I would never be in her shoes, Michael.

Maybe being with Logan surprised her.

Maybe it was there all along.

In any case, she's 30 years old, going through a divorce and coming out to the

world. It's gay.

Look, maybe she is.

Well, there's nothing we can do to change that.

I'm not sure I'd want to.

Well, you're on your own then.

Grace, don't do this.

She's still your daughter. She's still the same Amber.

This is not something that you'll buckle under to please you.

Don't push her away.

Well, should we get some...

You know what restaurant's really close by?

Yeah.

You okay?

Mm -hmm.

Really? Because it seems like maybe you're upset about something.

Hey there, little girl.

Why so glum?

I don't know. Maybe we should do some silly rock puns to make her laugh. No,

no, no, no. She hates silly rock puns. Well, my sentiments exactly.

I was magma before it was cool.

That's stupid. You're stupid.

Hey, hey, hey, hey.

Whoa.

First of all, that's not okay.

Okay?

What's going on?

I don't know.

What are you upset about?

I don't know.

You know what the feelings are, maybe?

I don't know. I said I don't know.

Okay.

Look.

I know. It's been a big year.

A lot of changes.

A lot of feelings, big feelings, confusing feelings.

It's hard for a grown -up, you know? I'm feeling confused, too.

What?

But you need to know that when you're feeling this, when you're feeling

and angry, you can tell me.

There's nothing you can do that's gonna hurt my feelings.

Really?

Yeah, really.

I'm sorry.

No, I'm sorry.

I feel...

That was a good bath.

Shall we get some pizza?

Oh,

dear. It's mine, but, honey, I think it's time to put it away.

Your mom will be here soon.

Do we have to?

I'm sorry, love.

Can you play again tomorrow?

Yes. How about next week?

Mm -hmm. Next year?

Yeah.

What about when I'm big like mommy?

Of course.

I will always be there for you.

Well,

thank you so much for coming, Phil. Of course. You're the best.

Hey, tell Foley to say hi, by the way. Okay.

Are you familiar with her work?

Uh, yeah.

What do you think?

Part of me loves it, and the other part of me is terrified about what everybody

else is thinking.

You're the artist.

Well, now it would seem insincere of me to say that I think your work is

exquisite.

Maybe a little.

It is.

Thank you.

I won't take up any more of your time.

Yeah, okay. It's nice to meet you.

Tim. Tim.

I'm Amber.

Amber.

Do you drink coffee?

Just because if you do, I could sit next to you while you do that.

Would it be okay if I called you sometime?

Yeah. Sure.

There's... My contact information is at the front desk.

Okay. Well, then, I'm going to go to the front desk.

Congratulations. Thank you. Enjoy your day.

Excuse me. Hi.

Amber? Yes.

Regina Day.

Yes, I know who you are.

It's such a treat to meet you. I'm just...

So honored that you would come to my opening.

I want to talk to you about your work.

I do. I have a few ideas.

That would be great.

Thank you. Yes.

Well, you have guests to entertain.

Yes, of course.

Do call me.

You can count on it.

Thank you.

Amber? Yeah?

We got Logan here performing live at the Caveat downtown Toronto.

Could you turn that up, please?

Logan, it is such a treat to have you in the studio.

Thank you so much for having me. I'm so happy to be here. Of course. Your new

single, Hold On, is just climbing the charts. Can you tell us a little bit

what inspired that song?

Gosh, I don't know where to start.

Come on, girl. You can dig in there a little bit more.

You know, we're live.

So you want me to spill my guts for the world?

Well, for you, JoJo, I will.

Well, you know, it's simple.

It's about love.

You know, the kind of love you dream about when you're a kid, when you're

growing up and learning about everything.

And then you get older and...

you stop believing in it but uh

turns out it's real it's a thing

do tell it's the in the past long story okay

um

well when i first wrote the song it was

kind of like

I wrote it for someone I hadn't even met yet.

But when I played it for an audience for the first time,

a friend of mine was in the room.

And all of a sudden, it was really clear that somehow

I had written it for her.

the story that's it you heard it here first on jb live toronto now what you

have all been waiting for this is logan pierce with hold on

I know that you're coming.

I can see down the road.

I'm traveling, but I'm not alone.

So when do you leave?

Should I go?

I mean, what if she was talking about someone else?

Okay, fine, but what if it doesn't mean what I think that it means?

Tell me this.

When you're an old woman, will you be okay and look back on your life not

knowing, wondering what would have happened?

Your time is now.

Step in.

Don't hang back by the sideline.

I love you.

Well, wouldn't that be a surprising turn of events?

Yeah. Shut up.

Okay, go.

Go get your woman.

Don't you have a flight to catch? Yes, okay, yes. Thank you. Thank you. I love

you. I love you. I love you.

Pour another coffee in my cup.

Give me something pretty to look at.

I need every distraction I can get.

It would be so easy to slip up.

Give it everything I've got.

I'm going to show the fighters who's fighting.

And I might be alone when I'm on top.

But I will be a hundred.

Great show tonight. Thank you.

There's someone here to see you.

Hi.

Hi.

How long have you been here?

The entire show.

I don't know what to say.

I feel like if I speak too loud or move too fast, you might

disappear.

I'm not going anywhere.

I heard about your art show.

Congratulations.

Thank you.

So, did you just come for the music?

I

miss

you.

You were right. I know I really needed to see myself before I could see myself

in the world with you.

I was looking for approval from everyone, but what I really needed was

and I know that now.

And I know that my life...

I will be the light here when you need me any

day or night.

I will love you completely.

I can see your heart.

It's bright and open even with the

darkness.

will be the light

be the light.