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♪ Right where we belong, ooh! ♪

♪ With all of the magic, yeah, yeah ♪

[Kaitlyn Bristowe] Welcome back to Are You My First?

where the virginity count remains 16 out of 16.

But that could change if our virgins make things a little saucy.

Which, by the way, is what you say when you're a virgin

and you're still working your way up to saying the word "sexy."

[♪ gentle, upbeat music playing]

[Katya] Are you nervous?

-Um, I mean-- -Or excited? Are you excited?

Sometimes he makes me, like, nervous 'cause he's really good at flirting.

So then it's like, "Ooh, like, saucy."

[Kaitlyn] See? I told you there'd be sauciness.

[Madi] I'm so shocked Noah picked me to go on the date.

I know he was also talking to Carissa,

and I, I, like, thought he liked her more, honestly.

[Kaitlyn] So did we, Madi.

I actually had 50 bucks riding on it.

Let's go on a date, Madi.

-[group clapping and cheering] -[Kaitlyn] By choosing Madi,

Noah betrayed Carissa

and lost me 50 bucks.

But now I've made a super safe bet.

Fifty bucks on Carissa being super pissed.

[♪ gentle music playing]

Madi is one of my top girls.

[Andrew] Yeah. Yeah.

There are other top girls, though. [chuckles]

I wanted to take out Carissa,

but I just kind of thought, "You know what,

she just went on a date with Mike, and I do like Madi."

So, I think I need to, like, keep them on equal pace

until, like, my heart actually starts leaning one way or the other.

Would you try to kiss her, you think?

Yeah, if the vibe is there.

-It's like, I need to see a green-- -Yeah.

I need to see the green light, though.

This is, like, a romantic date.

Like, it's a nighttime date, so the mood will be set.

You get some, like-- Moves happen once--

[chuckling] "You get some."

I'm just saying, like, getting some is getting some.

-[Noah] I hate you. -[all laughing]

[Madi] I'm like a horse. Like, I spook a little easy.

[gasps]

I haven't been on a date with someone I'm actually interested in in four years.

Like, it's been, it's been a minute.

On the outside of this experience,

my dating life is pretty abysmal, honestly.

Like... [chuckles]

A lot of people, I think, living in Texas

are already married or in relationships.

So, I feel like all the good ones are kind of taken.

[♪ " I've Been Dreaming Of You" by HEIGHTS playing]

♪ Bittersweet taste of summer ♪

♪ Is this is a new phase? ♪

Do you think I should wear a bra with this?

[Jade] No.

[Madi] I'm not necessarily waiting 'til I'm married to have sex.

But I do think I definitely wanna be with someone

that is, like, loving and caring.

I feel like Noah's like that.

What are you doing here?

-You got glammed up. -Glammed up. Hi.

-Yeah, you look good. -How are you feeling?

I feel good.

[Madi] I would like to kiss Noah,

but I don't know if he's gonna wanna kiss me,

or how he's feeling.

So I'm nervous about that.

♪ Oh, I've been dreamin' of you ♪

[Carissa] Last night, Noah told me

that he was gonna pick me on the date if he gets this next V card.

[Noah] It's gonna be so romantic.

[Carissa] There was connection growing with Noah.

And Mike and I, we haven't talked really after the date,

so I don't know how he feels about me.

This is what I keep running into when I'm dating these men,

is that their actions are not lining up with their words.

When men lie, it puts me into my man-hating era.

[sighs]

-[♪ sparkling flourish] -[ocean waves crashing]

[♪ "Come See Me" by HEIGHTS playing]

[Kaitlyn] First dates provide a good chance of romance,

but can also be stressful.

Noah and Madi not only have a virgin sacrifice on their minds,

but they also have exposed flames

in a wicker birdcage hanging over their heads.

♪ Is this a dream? ♪

[Madi] Oh wow, this is so fancy.

[Kaitlyn] They say actions speak louder than words,

and this particular action speaks loudest of all.

-[cork pops] -[Noah laughs]

[Madi] Oh! That went far!

-That was a good first time. -That was great.

-Poppin'. -Popping cherries? [laughs]

[♪ gentle guitar music playing]

[Colton Underwood] While Madi and Noah settle into their date

and get comfortable,

the other virgins are ready to make things

uncomfortable.

I think we should play a game to get the night started.

-[group exclaims] -Is that a bad idea,

-or is that a good idea? -No, I like that. I like that.

The classic good-old, Truth or Dare.

-Yeah! -[excited chatter]

Wow.

Truth or Dare with a bunch of virgins who are like--

have been pent up their whole lives,

is like my Super Bowl.

Like, let's go.

-[Andrew] Let's work our way around. -Let's go.

-Godwin. -[Deya] Yeah, Godwin.

-[crosstalk] -Oh, man!

[Deya] Truth or dare, Godwin?

-Yo, truth, bro. We goin' with truth, bro. -[laughter]

-Conversation. -Who was the best conversation? Boom.

[Godwin] I'm not wasting time,

'cause Kaitlyn and Colton just dropped this news

that people are gonna be eliminated if you don't make a connection.

You know what I'm saying? I gotta seize the opportunity.

Every second matters here, every second counts.

And that's what I gotta do.

I felt like I had a great conversation,

great chat with two people.

These two beautiful ladies right here, one and two.

-[♪ upbeat percussive music playing] -[group exclaiming]

Realistically, Jade have the upper hand.

She's beautiful. We have a great connection.

I think Deya is cool, great convo,

but Deya's also not my usual type,

so I'm just trying to figure it out.

Jake, truth or dare?

[group] Ooh!

[cheering and chanting]

Truth.

What do you want the most out of this experience?

I'm, I'm trying to find a wife.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

Who do you most wanna take on a date next?

Rachael.

[Godwin] Truth or dare, Mike?

-[Mike] I'll go with truth. -Truth?

So lame! Oh, my God, I can't! [laughs]

I feel like everybody's playing it so safe right now.

-We're virgins. -Okay.

I wanna see people lap dancing.

I wanna see people getting into sex positions.

I wanna see people, you know, kissing each other's necks

and licking their ear lobes and, and stuff.

Like, we're here to date.

Is it true that your conversation,

or connection with Carissa,

is the best one in the villa by far?

-[Carissa] Whoa! -Oh, good one!

♪♪

Yeah, I feel like that was an easy one, right?

[group laughing]

[Carissa] Knowing now that Mike might have a little crush on me,

it obviously feels good,

and I think it, um, gave me a lot of clarity.

I'm feeling, like, a lot better about, like, where we stand

and, like, my interest in him and our interest in each other.

Ty, truth or dare?

Dare.

You have to pick a girl

to demonstrate maybe a little sexy position

when marriage comes around.

-[♪ upbeat music playing] -[group] Ooh!

[overlapping chatter and laughter]

[Carissa] They laughed. He already knows.

Bubba, you got a little, like, hand back here.

[group exclaims]

Pull her down, your hand around the waist.

[Colton] Whoa, Ty! Too much more of that kind of action,

and you'll push our rating right up to

PG-13.

Thank goodness everyone kept their shirt on.

Bro, man, you goin' for the same girl I'm picking?

I'm like, "Yeah, this a competition right here."

But basically, at the end of the day,

may the best man win.

And that is going to be me.

[Jake] Alright.

Andrew.

Dare.

Of course. If there's one person that's gonna dare it.

The girl that you're most interested in in this exact moment,

kiss her big toe.

-[♪ snarky music playing] -[group groans]

[Katya] What? Men are weird.

I cannot explain the Y chromosome, personally.

Or maybe the ankle. Like, feet stuff? People like that?

-The hand feels safe. -Yeah. And sanitary.

Sanitary.

I didn't say suck, just a peck.

[Andrew] Okay.

[group cheers and claps]

-[♪ upbeat music playing] -[Andrew] My eyes are set on Katya,

but I can't tell what she wants,

because she hasn't made that very clear.

During the paint night, she, like, painted everyone,

so I-I d-- I don't know.

-Literally, frickin' tornado up in here. -Truly.

♪♪

-I knew it. [chuckles] -[group cheering]

-Dare. -[Ty] Yeah.

Okay, you know what?

Just walk up and go to the connection

that's your number one connection.

Goddammit, why did I get this question?

Why did I look Mike in the eyeball?

-[Michael] Okay. -[Godwin] Yeah.

[Jade] I am feeling very good with Ty.

I'm happy with where we're at.

On the other hand, with Godwin,

to hear from other women that he's kind of articulating similar things to them,

that's a huge red flag.

But then, at the same time, he is stunning.

Like, he is handsome.

Fuck.

And then come back and sit down.

[group exclaiming]

[group cheering]

♪ So let the games begin ♪

Yo, seriously?

-You're number one out of the six. -Yeah, I told you. I told you.

[Godwin] Is shawty even that interested in me,

like, she making it seem?

Or is she just playing this whole time?

♪ Let the games begin ♪

[♪ "Let The Games Begin" by The Everlove playing]

[Jade] How did you feel about the game?

Wait, you and Ty?

[Jade] I know, right? [chuckles]

-I feel like Godwin's like, "This bitch." -[all chuckling]

Like, I don't want him to think I'm, like, fucking with his head,

but, like, I'm still, like, so unsure with him.

But, like, with Ty, it's like, it's just so easy.

-It's just so easy. -[Carissa] And he solidified it.

[Deya] It was so shocking when Jade chose Ty

as her number one connection.

Now, it's clear she made her choice.

And I'm happy because that also makes it easier for me too,

because me and, and Godwin can continue our connection.

Like, this game brings clarity

for you to know, like, where you stand and what's really going on.

♪ Let the games begin ♪

♪ I just wanna give you... ♪

[Kaitlyn] With a virgin sacrifice

and any number of reality show twists on the horizon,

Noah and Madi's date feels kind of like a romantic Wordle,

where every word could be their last.

Do you have any icks?

-[laughing] -You know, like--

I have one, and you've done it. [laughing]

No, I don't like guys that wear flip-flops.

I don't wear flip-flops. Genuinely, I don't.

What do you wear when you're, like, at the beach?

-Flip-flops. It's the beach! -That's-- No,

I don't like guys that wear flip-flops at the beach.

You want me to wear my Converse to the beach?

No, Birken-- Birkenstocks.

Those are so like, "I'm a troll from the woods."

[chuckles] I feel like you actually have really good style.

What else do you like about me?

[chuckles] Your hair, your face.

I like your little eye wrinkles, actually, a lot.

I like your face.

-You like my face? -I like your face.

-Yeah-- -Is there something in my eyelash?

There's a fuzz.

-Is it gone? Can you get it? -No, you still have a little bit of fuzz.

-Do you, like, trust me? -Mm-hm.

Thanks.

-I'm like, "Got it." [chuckles] -[Madi gags and chuckles]

Wait, have you seen those where it's like the face they make before a kiss?

-Girls-- Girls-- -Oh, go...

Girls go like this. They go...

[both laugh]

So, so, what's your kiss face?

Mm...

[Noah chuckles]

-That was good. -Is that icky?

That was awesome. [chuckles]

Yeah, I bet you want more of that. [laughs]

Yeah, lemme see it again. [laughs]

-Stop. -[both laughing]

-I'm just gonna look at you. -Okay.

[♪ "Close To You" by Gracie Abrams playing]

♪ Pull the trigger on the gun ♪

♪ I gave you when we met ♪

♪ I wanna be close to you ♪

♪ Break my heart and start a fire ♪

♪ You got me overnight ♪

You're like a princess kisser.

-What do you mean? What's my kiss face? -Like...

-[laughs] Like that. -What does it look like?

[both chuckle]

-Yours was like this. Ahh! -I can't reciprocate.

-Yeah. What was mine like? -Ahh!

♪ Close to you ♪

[Noah] I am seriously looking for love

and really trying to find someone that I could lose my virginity to.

I totally think the one could be Madi.

Ah! [chuckles]

You're cute.

Thanks.

[Noah] Kissing a girl that I actually have, like, budding feelings for

and interest in

just kind of left me, like, fuzzy and, like, a little love-drunk, I think.

You have soft lips.

[clicks tongue] Oh.

Yeah.

-That was a good kiss. -Yeah, that was cute. I liked it.

Noah definitely makes me feel like he understands me and my humor,

and we're on the same page,

and I feel like I can be myself,

which I don't really feel like that around a lot of people.

I can be as weird as I wanna be,

and like somehow, he's weirder, [laughing]

which is, like, kind of crazy.

So, that's always a plus.

And so, I think I'm like,

"Oh wow, like, I could actually have a boyfriend."

Like, that's great. Like, I-- It just makes me excited.

♪ Burn for you ♪

♪ Mm ♪

[Noah] That was so fun.

♪ To be close to you ♪

♪ Pull the trigger on the gun ♪

[Noah] You're cute. You look very, very pretty tonight.

Thank you.

♪ Close to you ♪

[Kaitlyn] As Madi and Noah get closer,

we're about to find out if Andrew is a closer.

[Katya] First of all, hi.

[Andrew] We're twinning.

Katya, she's always been someone I've been interested in,

and she's an independent, like, confident woman, which I love.

She's holding her cards close to her chest.

I felt she was interested in me, but she was a, a question mark.

And tonight, I want that question to be resolved.

What does romantic love look like to you?

Like, literally, I want my marriage and my love

to be like my best life with my best friend.

For me, romantic love is friendship set on fire.

-Oh, my gosh, let's set some fire. -I want--

Yeah, let's add some fire. Turn it up!

-[Andrew] I've been so nervous-- Yeah. -Really?

[Andrew] And I wanna make it known that, like, you're my number one.

I'm pretty reserved about like--

[Andrew] I can tell.

But I feel super, super secure in what we have,

and you are always and forever gonna be, like, in my top.

[Andrew] I'm glad. I was-- I've been so nervous, 'cause--

-About me? -Yeah.

Let me clear that up for you, 'cause I didn't feel insecure at all ever.

-This is like... -Not one second.

...everything I needed to hear.

-Good, I'm glad. -You have no idea.

I feel secure with Katya.

The fact that she just confessed her feelings that she has towards me,

it really solidified the fact that this is where I wanna invest my time.

She went from a question mark to an exclamation point.

-I know what I want. -Okay.

-Like, you're my one... -Good.

-...and, like, I know that. -Good, I'm glad.

Fortune favors the bold.

-Fortune favors the bold. -Yeah.

[Andrew] For sure, for sure.

Like, I guess on the note of being bold, can I?

-No. -No?

-Mm-mm. -Okay. Why is that?

-You gotta earn it. -Okay.

-Mm-hm. -Meaning?

You'll figure it out.

You don't just get to kiss me.

Absolutely not.

You wanna kiss me? Prove it.

I wanna see it in your actions.

Can I get some hints? Everyone's different, so...

I don't know. I guess that, that'll take time then for you to learn.

I mean, I was just gonna give you a peck, but damn, I gotta work for that, huh?

Mm-hm. Yeah, duh.

♪♪

[Kaitlyn] Strike! Swing and a miss.

But Andrew has balls to spare

and is determined to get to first base.

-Hey, guys. -Hi.

-Hey, What's up? -Hi.

-Yay! -You look so cute.

Should we do, like, a girl chat, boy chat?

[♪ "I Got Whatchu Want" by The Everlove playing]

♪ I got what you want ♪

-Okay, just tell us. Just tell us. -Okay.

-Date. -[Rachael] Yay!

So, it was a really sweet, cute date.

[♪ gentle, upbeat music playing]

It was super fun.

I discovered more about her that was really attractive to me.

And then at one point, we said,

"Okay, well, I'm just gonna sit here."

And then...

[Krash] That's a sign, bro.

-And then that was the sign. -That was the sign!

-Smooch. [laughs] -Ah!

-[group cheer and clap] -Yo!

[Colton] To many, a peck is no big deal.

-It was good. It was cute. -[Andrew] Yes, sir!

[Colton] But to most virgins, it's a white-knuckle thrill ride

with the potential to slingshot them

into a boundary-breaking future of love, connection, and sex.

To others, it's just a peck.

But he was like-- He said something like--

like, "What do you-- What's like-- What do you think your kiss face is?"

-[laughing] Okay. -So, then we were-- Then we were like...

-Like, joking, you know? -Uh-huh.

Madi is very excited about her kiss with Noah,

and this sucks, because I thought he liked me,

and I guess he wants to explore Madi.

No one likes feeling like a second choice.

But it was good. Yeah, so it was a good date.

I'm interested in maybe, like, a few girls,

and she's, like, my main girl, I'd say, right now.

-Yeah. -[group cheering and clapping]

[Ty] Uh-oh, we got hosts.

[Kaitlyn] I love how they say "uh-oh" when they see us.

[Rachael] Uh-oh.

[Colton] We're gonna talk to you guys up here.

[contestants] Oh!

Oh no, Colton's over there.

[Rachael] I'm a little worried.

All of a sudden, Kaitlyn and Colton walk up.

We don't know what they have planned or what they're gonna say.

So, we're a little uneasy

because they know how to keep us on our toes,

and I think they're here to shake things up.

Alright, there's obviously a reason why we are here tonight.

[♪ tense, suspenseful music playing]

We told you to use your time wisely.

[Colton] Because if you weren't able to find that genuine connection,

you would be sent home.

♪♪

Unfortunately, that time is right around the corner.

♪♪

[Kaitlyn] Tomorrow night is the very first virgin sacrifice

where some of you will be going home.

[♪ dramatic sting]

[contestants] "Some"?!

-[Madi] Tomorrow? -More than one?

[shocked chatter]

[Kaitlyn] That's right, there won't be just one virgin sacrificed.

Kaitlyn and Colton come in and drop a bomb on us

and say there will be multiple people going home.

I think that's when everything kind of hit the fan and reality hits,

and everybody now goes,

"I need to figure this out."

-They really said "some." -[Godwin] That's crazy.

No one's safe.

Oh, shit.

I was just having fun. I was on a date. Like, it was all flirty and fun,

and now it's, like, serious and people are going home.

And, you know, kind of like a reminder

that we are here to meet someone and not just, like, have fun.

So I think, definitely puts the pressure on a little bit.

Tomorrow, you're gonna need to make some very difficult decisions.

It is crucial that you start focusing in

on the people that you can see a future with.

-[♪ tense, suspenseful music continues] -Whew.

Have a good night.

-[Rachael sighs] -[Deya] That is crazy.

♪ I'm not goin' down without a fight ♪

[Godwin] I'm very worried about going home.

I'm trying to leave here with the love of my life.

I'm not leaving here empty-handed.

[Jade] I'm 28 years, here I am, still a virgin.

I came here hoping to get something different

from what I wasn't getting in the real world.

If I can't find it here...

♪♪

I would be emotionally devastated.

♪♪

-[birds chirping] -[ocean waves crashing]

[Kaitlyn] Welcome back to Are You My First?,

a place where a bunch of virgins are now panicking

about whether they will find "the one."

-[Krash] Yeah, let's go talk. -[Rachael] Let's go talk.

[Krash] Let's talk right here.

[Kaitlyn] That's right. After tonight,

these virgins may find themselves

one step closer to the pleasure zone

and for others, the friend zone.

-[Deya] Godwin, this got so freaking real. -[Godwin] Yeah.

[♪ gentle, upbeat music playing]

What'd you think about, like, that bomb that they just dropped?

Yeah, it's pretty nerve-racking.

Some people, two people, whoever's going home tomorrow, like--

Maybe, or even more.

[sighs] How you feeling?

Um... Oh, I forgot we actually have to,

you know, do that whole thing.

Virgin sacrifice sounds scary.

Like, what are we gonna do? Throw a virgin in the fire?

-[lava bursting] -[Kaitlyn] Yes!

Wait, I'm being told the answer is in fact, "No."

[Carissa] But I am probably saved

because Noah did say that he doesn't think I'm gonna go home.

If I go home tomorrow, I'm so okay

because it was still such a great experience.

-I just went on a date. -You're--

You are not going home tomorrow.

-Like... -[Carissa laughing]

I don't know if I necessarily trust Noah.

I mean, he did say that he would take me on the date,

and then, changed his mind.

But, no matter what,

I'm excited about continuing my connection with Mike,

and I'm having fun.

I think my problem is is I've been playing it almost like,

I guess, safe.

Like, trying to keep my cards close to my chest, in a way.

-Yeah. -Kind of, like, not sharing too much.

So, I just wanted to say, like, I think I'm definitely interested in,

in seeing maybe where this goes.

I wanted to see how you felt about that, though.

Yeah. No, that's how I feel too.

Time's limited, and if you squander opportunity, then it passes.

I'm 34, I know what I want.

So, my focus stays on one girl, that girl's Carissa.

That's who I want. It's that plain and simple.

Just hoping for more time with that.

I have to be just focused on one.

Yeah, okay.

-Maybe my brain's small, I don't know. -[Carissa laughs]

Maybe you're much more capable.

-I've got a bigger head. -Yeah.

[Carissa laughing]

[Colton] Regardless of their brain sizes,

it's clear that the threat of the upcoming virgin sacrifice

has our virgins throwing up Hail Marys to secure their strongest connections.

Dear Heavenly Father, protect me, cover me--

-Yes. Please protect, Godwin. -[both laughing]

Protect-- Protect me.

Yes, and also, with this connection that I also, you know,

I also have built, dear Father Lord,

my prayers is let it be great.

-Amen. -Amen. Whew!

-[Godwin] You-You were in tears? -Yeah!

Yo-- Dang. Nah, it's cool.

[both laughing]

[Colton] But for some of our virgins,

honing in on just one connection hasn't been easy.

My tops have always been, like, you and Godwin.

-[Ty] Right. -[Jade] With, like, Godwin,

this, like, like, uncertainty that I just can't, like, articulate.

-Yeah. -I'm vibing with it,

-I'm getting it, and then other times... -Yeah.

...I'm like, "You're losing me."

So, like, going into, like, tomorrow,

that's what I'm thinking about. I'm thinking about, like, you and him.

[Ty] Jade was super transparent about how she also has

a little something with Godwin.

But still, I'm crushing on Jade.

Her personality, her humor, her beauty,

there's so much about her that is very intriguing.

She's someone I potentially see myself

losing my virginity to.

The biggest thing that

-I like about you... -[Jade] Mm-hm.

...is just kind of all the qualities you conduct in, like, one package.

You do, like, conduct a room with, like, your beauty.

And, like, I know, like, there are differences between us,

but, like, I have a high stake in, like, figuring those out

and seeing if it does go somewhere.

[Jade] You, like, always, like, validating me, I just...

-It feels nice. -Yeah.

Ty makes me feel so safe.

Obviously, my dating experience is limited,

but just out of all the conversations I've ever had,

I've never felt so seen by, like, another man before.

I love to hear that, like, you're feeling what I'm feeling like--

-[Ty] Yeah. -[laughs] You know?

Emotionally, the connection is there.

But, like, physically, I am attracted to Godwin.

Am I torn between the two guys, Godwin and Ty? Absolutely.

-My little skippy. -[Jade] Mm!

[♪ gentle, upbeat music playing]

I'm glad that we both agree we're just, like, solid,

-that kind of thing. Like, yeah. -Solid, yeah. It's good.

Like, we don't have to worry about it.

When I'm with Michael, my guards are completely down,

and my walls are down.

Like, he's really genuine.

He makes me laugh.

I feel like I could just, literally, tell him anything.

So, at this point,

like, Michael's kind of just running away with it, so--

And "it" would be my heart.

And-- [clears throat] I'm-- [coughs]

Okay, are you alright?

I have a frog in my throat. I--

Oh, I have a phobia of frogs.

-Really? It wasn't a-- -Yeah, like big time.

No, it wasn't a literal frog, it was just a little bit of--

[laughing] It's like a figure of speech.

Just needed to grease the pipes.

I'm feeling really good about Rachael.

Things are going well. She's into me, I'm into her.

I think we, by far, have, like, the strongest connection.

Let's go to the beach real quick before anyone else goes.

-Oh, my God! We've never hammocked it. -I don't think anyone's hammocked it.

[Rachael] Oh, my God! Okay.

I've just been loomed with, uh, my virginity,

and it's time to part those clouds and let some sun in.

And who knows? Maybe Rachael's that sunshine.

Of all the girls, she's, like, the whole package.

-Are you flexible? I'm not flexible. -No.

-That-- Like, that's pulling me. -That's pretty good.

-That's pulling me. -Yeah, like--

Alright, so when we have sex, just don't go farther than here.

[both laughing]

I'm joking. I'm joking, okay?

-Okay. -No pressure.

[both chuckling]

[Michael] I've never been, like, this close with someone this fast.

The fact that we're already, like, crossing bridges

that I didn't think I would cross maybe my whole time here.

And it's, you know, just the beginning, so I think we're on a good path.

Do you think your parents would like me?

Yeah, I don't see why not.

My dad treats me like a princess.

Like, that's partly why my standards are high

'cause, like, the way he, like, treats me.

Um, but he, like, just--

I ain't doing that shit.

[both laughing]

I gotta put effort into this?

Yeah, fuck. And you literally just throw me off.

[both chuckling]

Um, but he just, like, wants me to be with, like, a good guy

-that I, like, deserve. -Yeah.

So I think he would really like you.

Oh, that's so sweet.

My grandfather was from New York...

-[Rachael] Mm-hm. -...and he would climb a tree

and watch the Yankees with a pair of binoculars.

Oh, you love baseball?

It's, like, the only sport, like, I really watch.

-Me too. -Really?

-Yeah. -Oh, that's tight.

We're so perfect for each other.

[both chuckling]

[Michael] We have, like, one thing in common. "Oh, this is destiny."

[Rachael] No, I know. [chuckles]

[insects chirring]

I guess we'll just, like, cut a little bit to the chase.

-Yeah. -And then I kinda wanna maybe just, like,

-hear about your night. -[Carissa] Okay.

We just like-- I-- Me and Madi just, like, quickly--

The date went so well, and we're both excited about it.

[Carissa] We talked last night.

You did mention, like, if there was a date, you'd want to go.

[Noah] Yeah, how did you feel about when I chose Madi?

I don't know if I, like, was super pumped.

Yeah.

With Noah, I don't know if there's, like, a real, like, connection.

He did say that he would take me on the date.

So that is a giant red flag.

So, at this point, Mike is my top connection.

I did get to talk to Mike tonight,

and we did get some, like, good clarity.

So I think I am, like, feeling him...

-[Noah] Okay. -...for sure.

Yeah. You wanna know what, actually?

I think I'm excited to get to know you without the pressure of romance.

-Yeah. -This is our time

to maybe actually be friends for a minute.

-Yeah. Right? -If it never turns into romance,

like, I'll be really grateful

-that you and I are friends. -Yeah.

Carissa's full of games, I think.

She's pissed she didn't get chosen,

so she's trying to tell me that she's not interested anymore.

It was like, "Okay, 'just friend,' see you around."

But I just felt like I could read through it

'cause there was still a good energy there.

[Carissa] Oh, we're gonna do the-- We're doing the side hug?

-No. -We were doing [muffled] little side hug.

-Here you go. -[both chuckle]

I was doing the side hug at first 'cause I was sweaty.

I'm, like, not feeling clean right now.

[♪ "You Got Me Dreaming" by Markus Hughes and The Home Of Happy playing]

♪ I still remember we were new ♪

♪ Back when my heart was falling ♪

♪ But you're still the light of my morning ♪

[Colton] Up and at 'em. The early virgin gets the worm.

[Madi] An ant fell in my coffee.

♪ You got me dreaming of you ♪

[Colton] It's the day of the virgin sacrifice.

And the virgins are employing the same tactic I use

when facing imminent catastrophe:

distraction, moisturize, distraction.

Every time I hang out, me and Michael are kissing

or, like, just touching,

my vagina tingles again, I'm like, "Damn!"

[Colton] Nothing starts the day quite like a bit of tingle talk.

I haven't dyed my hair.

-Let's go! -[both laughing]

-[Katya] Virgin all around. -Virgin all around.

I feel like I'm one of the few...

-Hasn't done anything. -...kids I know

that is, like, actually holding out.

So, you haven't done anything with girls like that?

You haven't gotten head? That's crazy.

No.

No, I haven't done any of that stuff.

Good for you, bro.

-Thanks. -It's better that way.

It's really dope, but it's better that way.

-[Noah chuckling] -Have you got to second base?

-Like hand job? -[Andrew] Yeah.

-No. -[Andrew chuckling]

[Noah] You gotta, like, swat the hands away,

and be like, "No, like, let's slow things down."

Like, "I'm done, I'm leaving."

It's good. It's admirable.

♪♪

[Kaitlyn] There's no telling which virgins will be sacrificed first,

so we told them all to pre-pack their bags.

What we didn't tell them is whoever is sacrificed

has to settle everyone's outstanding room service bill,

including mine.

Last night, there was just a different energy.

I felt like me and Michael, like, that push we've been needing

to get to that, like, couple energy.

I'm not worried about Michael going home or me going home.

I think, like, I feel really solid,

but I don't know how solid everybody else feels.

[Krash] It's gonna suck to see, like, who leaves.

[Jake] Oh, man.

[Madi] I'm preparing myself for the worst.

[Noah] You're gonna be so effing lonely if I leave.

[Andrew] Yeah.

We don't know how many people will be going home.

Um, there's a lot of uncertainty. And I'm definitely worried.

-[Ty] Where's Michael at? -[Andrew] We don't know.

You woke up and he was gone, right? Is that what--

-Yeah, I, like, woke up-- -[Jake] He's gone.

We're all kind of looking at each other.

We don't know if maybe he has already been eliminated.

We really don't know what's happening.

♪ There's a fire and it's blazin' in my heart ♪

I got a lot of emotions that I'm feeling.

I'm very anxious to see how this will play out.

Definitely not feeling, like, 100% confident going into this,

that's for sure.

[♪ "No Place to Hide" by Luke Rowe playing]

-♪ There's... ♪ -♪ There's just no place to hide ♪

♪ Hide ♪

♪ There's just no place to hide ♪

♪ Hide ♪

♪ There's just no place to hide ♪

[Katya] Ladies, you look beautiful.

Everyone looks gorgeous.

-[Jade] Stunning. -Stunnin'.

-[Rachael] Amazing. -[Katya] How are we feeling?

I'm literally, like, wiping sweat off myself right now.

Palms are sweaty.

Guys are here.

-[Carissa] Oh, my God. -[Rachael] Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

Guys, where's Michael?

[♪ dramatic music playing]

[Jade] Hey!

[everyone greeting each other]

[overlapping chatter]

[Katya] How are the guys feeling today? Like nervous,

or what's the vibe there?

Well, we don't know where our boy Michael is.

That is one thing we have no idea--

Oh, y'all don't know where he is?

-[Deya] You don't know? -[Krash] We don't know.

-[birds chirping] -[ocean waves crashing]

[♪ "Reaching For The Scars" by HVMANS ft. So Effective playing]

[Andrew] Look who's comin'.

♪ Feel you gettin' closer ♪

♪ Tryin' to keep composure ♪

♪ Hopin' is all I can hold ♪

[Krash] Oh, my God, and they're wearing black.

Literally, like funeral vibes.

[Kaitlyn] Good evening, everyone.

[contestants] Good evening.

Before we get started with our very first virgin sacrifice,

we're gonna address the elephant in the room.

[♪ tense music playing]

[Colton] I'm sure you guys have realized by now,

Michael is not here.

♪♪

Unfortunately, due to a family emergency,

Michael had to return home.

[♪ dramatic sting]

[Rachael crying]

[♪ gentle music playing]

[Rachael weeping]

God.

♪ I can't breathe right now ♪

[Rachael whimpering]

Rachael, how are you feeling?

[sniffles] I'm really sad.

Yeah.

I just, I've been waiting so long for that connection,

and then to have it, and then have it ripped away,

I just don't even know what to think right now.

[crying] I hope everything's okay.

♪ I'm without you ♪

♪ Ooh ♪

I think my soul just, like, left my body.

There's so many emotions, because I can't talk to him,

I can't check in with him, I can't see if he's okay.

[sniffles]

So, my heart's with him.

I hope he's okay, and he's where he needs to be.

♪ Love, for now, I'll be without you ♪

[Kaitlyn] We all will miss him terribly.

Now it's time to focus on the people that are here.

By the end of tonight, three of you will be heading home.

-Fuck. -That's fucked up.

It is heart-wrenching, I know.

-[♪ tense, suspenseful music playing] -[Colton] Ladies,

you will need to decide which two men

you think should go home.

♪♪

And gentlemen, you will need to choose one woman

who you've decided won't be your first.

That will leave just six women and six men

in the pursuit of finding love here on Are You My First?

So, think carefully

about who you think is the least likely to find love here.

[Kaitlyn] When you're ready, you will head to the confessional one at a time.

You will declare the name

or names of who you think should be going home.

♪♪

Ultimately, the two men and the one woman

who receive the most votes will be going home.

[Colton] We know you won't take this lightly,

but from our experience,

in order to get to the destination you all want...

real love...

you will have to face many difficult decisions.

And tonight is just the beginning.

[♪ "Keep The Fire Alive" by Palomar, Murphy, Sanudo, & Prince playing]

Good luck, and we will see you at the virgin sacrifice.

♪ The fire that rages through the night ♪

[Krash] That's crazy.

♪ Gonna keep the fire alive ♪

[Andrew] They said least likely to find love?

[Rachael] Yeah, that's probably

the worst-case scenario we didn't even think of.

Bye, good luck.

[Noah] This is a crazy decision because

we're choosing to send home our friends

and people we care about,

and maybe end someone else's genuine connection

to save our own.

That's a sacrifice, and I didn't expect that at all.

[voice breaking] I don't want any of us to go.

[♪ tense music playing]

[Mike] What's unique about this

is everybody's on the chopping block.

[Godwin] It's just crazy to me.

Yeah.

Does anyone have a single name that they can throw out?

With the whole Rachael situation,

is she emotionally prepared to open up to the next person?

-[Noah] To somebody else? -[Godwin] For somebody else,

with Michael being gone?

I'm on the same page with you.

If that reaction's true,

there's not gonna be really a connection with anybody else.

[Rachael] Knowing that multiple people are going home tonight,

and my connection's not here,

I pretty much just feel like I should pack my bags,

and, you know, be on my way at this point.

I really came here to find somebody,

and I actually do think that I found somebody really special.

But, you know, there's lots of religious people here,

so, you know,

maybe I could get 'em to pray for a miracle for me.

And what about Krash?

[Jade] I feel like he's an amazing man. Like, I really--

-He is! -[group agreeing]

You gotta take into account if they have a connection,

or if they are wanting to build a connection.

Like, for me, like, Katya has definitely continued to be a hard one to read,

and I don't think that's gonna change.

[Andrew] I mean, I would love her to stay.

She did tell me very directly

that she's very secure with me,

she wants to continue to pursue me,

and she's the person I'm committed to that I want to stay and I wanna pursue.

[Krash] From day one, I don't think Katya has been forward.

The paint party was a cop-out just painting everybody.

It was an easy way out.

I don't think she is being completely transparent and upfront,

and I think she is playing it safe.

[Jade] How about Hakeem?

[Sara] Hakeem and Jake are really good guys

and I feel like they're both really deserving to be here.

[voice breaking] You know, and I'm, I'm worried about you guys,

so I-I-I'm just kind of flustered, 'cause I don't really

-know where to go with-- Yeah. -It's a lot. It's overwhelming. Yeah.

I'm not ready to go home

this early at all.

I want my first date, I want my first kiss.

That's why I decided to come here

and push myself out my comfort zone.

So, I-I don't wanna go home. I don't.

If I have to choose someone to go, it might be Carissa.

She's the only person that I've had no idea who she's actually pursuing.

All the guys have made an effort to talk to us

except for Mike.

-[Katya] Mm-hm. -[Jade] Yeah.

[Deya] Except for with Carissa.

Because he has been so intentional,

and that means that we have, like, a good connection,

I wanna see where that goes.

-Yeah, I wanna keep that. -Yeah, fight for that. Yeah, absolutely.

Do you think like Mike would be fending for you?

-Or how do you feel? -Yeah, I think for sure. Yeah.

I felt like I had a really genuine spark with Carissa,

and I had a conversation with her after the date with Madi.

She was almost, like, shutting down our friendship

in addition to the spark, too.

It felt petty. It didn't feel very genuine.

I think I'm leaning towards putting Carissa down,

and I'm sorry, Mike. I'm sorry.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

♪♪

♪ Could this be the end? ♪

The people least likely to find love here are...

♪ Could this be the end? ♪

♪♪

Oh, I'm like... shaking.

The person that I don't think

is gonna find love here is... Rachael.

The reason I'm voting for Hakeem

is he hasn't found a deep enough connection

to stay.

If I have to send someone home,

I think, I think it must be Carissa.

My own personal experience with her

didn't feel totally genuine.

...Krash...

Katya.

...and Mike.

♪♪

-[birds chirping] -[ocean waves crashing]

♪ Come with me, I'll lead the way ♪

[Kaitlyn] It is time for the very first virgin sacrifice.

They face some very tough decisions,

and there's simply nothing harder.

Well, there is,

but it doesn't seem appropriate to mention that at this dramatic time.

♪ Wildest fires... ♪

[Krash exhales sharply]

♪ Come with me, I'll lead the way ♪

Welcome to your first virgin sacrifice.

[exhales sharply]

[crickets chirping]

I can feel the tension.

How's everyone feeling?

Worried.

Definitely was a tough decision.

[♪ tense, suspenseful music playing]

Well, the time has come

to reveal who is getting sacrificed.

♪♪

Three of you will be going home.

[♪ dramatic sting]

[Kaitlyn] You all named one person you think should be leaving.

We've heard what you all had to say.

Let's start with the men. The women have voted.

The two men with the most votes

and who will be going home are...

Krash...

and Hakeem.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

I'm so sorry.

You have been sacrificed.

♪♪

[Krash and Noah chuckling]

Unfortunately, I think Krash and Hakeem did not have a connection.

I think they're both great men,

but it's not about finding great friendships,

it's about finding great love.

♪♪

Before we say goodbye to Krash and Hakeem,

the men have voiced their opinions

on which woman should go home.

And it's between...

Katya...

[♪ tense, suspenseful music playing]

and...

Carissa.

♪♪

♪♪

However, we have a massive problem on our hands.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

We have a tie.

[♪ dramatic music continues]

This sucks. I don't understand who would've voted for me.

I literally have a connection here.

I mean, it's so shocking that it might be cut short.

♪ As we set into the great unknown ♪

[Katya] What the fuck?

Me right now being on the chopping block

to go home, with Carissa in a tie, when I have a connection?

I really thought I was safe.

♪♪

[Colton] Next time, on Are You My First?...

Guys, time to man up.

You need to come to a decision right now.

[Colton] ...the tie is broken...

[♪ dramatic music playing]

-[Ty] Is there a girl? -[Madi] Someone coming.

[Colton] ...and a pair of new virgins rock the island.

You try to fuck anyone here yet?

-[Noah laughs] -I'm a-- I'm an insecure little girly.

[new contestant] I'm gonna snatch you.

[Andrew] Have fun, Noah.

[Godwin clapping]

[Madi screaming]

[♪ "You'Re The Baddest" by Andrea Christina Obeid and Chris Dececio playing]

♪ Ooh ♪

♪ You're the baddest, no doubt, you're the baddest ♪

♪ The baddest ♪

♪ D-S-B like duck duck goose ♪

♪ One, two, three, four, pick and choose ♪

♪ You got angles, you got angles ♪

♪ You so bad you make the rules ♪

♪ You're the baddest ♪

♪ You're the baddest around, you're the baddest ♪

♪ The baddest ♪

♪ You're the baddest ♪

♪ You're the baddest around, you're the baddest ♪

♪ You're the baddest ♪

♪ Oof, look at you lookin' oh so fine ♪

♪ Pull up to the crib bustin' out that wine ♪

♪ Lookin' in the mirror 'cause you know you don't look regular ♪

♪ Phone blowin' up, ring, ring, I'm a sailor ♪

♪ You're the baddest ♪

♪ You're the baddest around, you're the baddest ♪

-♪ You're the baddest around ♪ -♪ You're the baddest ♪

♪ Let me hear you scream and shout you're the baddest ♪

♪ You're the baddest ♪

♪ You're the baddest ♪

♪ You're the baddest around ♪

♪ You're the baddest ♪

[♪ song ends]

[trilling]