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"Dear Diary,
today is the last day of school.
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The summer is starting.
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But the most important news
is that Manuela and I...
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...have been invited to the swimming
pool at Daniele's house!"
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"I've waited for
this moment for months.
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Maybe this time
he'll pay some attention to me.... "
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Elvira!
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Elvira!
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Could you wake your granddaughter up?
I'm running late.
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Melissa, hurry up,
you're going to be late for school.
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Elvira?
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What are you doing?
Can't you hear me?
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Please, can you do it? I'm late,
I still have to finish getting ready.
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Sorry.
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All right, I'll do it myself.
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What a mess!
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-Sweetheart, the alarm!
-Go away!
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Sorry, darling, but you're
going to be late for school.
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Get out!
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We arrived at 4 pm.
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SUMMER
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On the whole way there
I just wanted to turn back.
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My heart was in my mouth.
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-Wait, don't ring!
-Why not?
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It's still early.
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No, it's not, this is the time
Titti told us to come.
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Feel this.
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-I don't feel anything.
-But how!
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It feels like it's about to explode!
Let's get out of here.
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Come on! You've had a crush on him
for a year and now finally--
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I look terrible today.
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No way! You look gorgeous.
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What if he finds out I can't swim?
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-Stay away from the pool.
-And if he kisses me...
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-...and realizes it's my first time?
-Are you crazy?
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With all the rehearsing we've done!
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-Who's that?
-Which?
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-The only fuckable one.
-You're here!
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Don't let her run away!
Pin her down, Patrizio!
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No! Please let me go!
Put me down, don't be a bastard!
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-Hello, Manuela.
-I'm Manuela.
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I'm Melissa.
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-Well then hello, Melissa.
-Daniele! Come here!
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Excuse me.
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Well, I....
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-Who is that girl lying down?
-Lavinia, Arnaldo's girlfriend. A bitch.
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I'm going over there.
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Be careful,
they'll throw you in the water.
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Any plans for this evening?
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No! She can't swim!
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Help her!
Do something!
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Were you scared?
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Me? No.
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I thought you knew how to swim.
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Yes, I can swim, but....
I got scared all of a sudden.
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But you just told me
you weren't scared.
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After!
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You got scared.
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Come on! I'll show you
the nicest part of the garden.
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-Daniele rocks.
-Yes, he doesn't miss a chance.
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So you don't know how to swim.
I can teach you one day.
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You can come back,
without all these people.
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-Well?
-Well what?
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Will you come?
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-Yes.
-You like it here?
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Yes.
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And you like me?
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-Enough.
-What does your father do?
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Engineer.
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-He builds streets?
-No. Oil.
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He's on a platform
in the middle of the Indian Ocean.
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He'll be back within a year.
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And your mother?
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She sells bridal gowns.
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-Do you have any brothers?
-No. Just a friend.
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-You confide in her.
-Yes.
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-Do you tell her everything?
-Yes.
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And what will you tell her about me?
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I don't know.
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You look like a kid.
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How old are you?
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Fifteen and a half.
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-Do you have a boyfriend?
-No.
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Do you?
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-What?
-A girlfriend!
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No, I don't.
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Are you a virgin?
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Yes.
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-How many times have you been kissed?
-Twice.
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Which one did you like the best?
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The first.
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Get up.
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What do you want from me?
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You want to kiss me?
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You want to kiss me?
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You want to kiss me?
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You want to kiss me?
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Yes.
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Then kiss my dick.
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Put it in your mouth.
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Don't stop.
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Maybe next time
you'll kiss me on the mouth.
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I haven't seen him since that day.
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I've spent a gloomy summer
full of choking tears...
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... waiting for a phone call
that never came.
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I wanted to vanish,
to fly away very, very far...
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... lik e my father,
to the other side of the world.
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AUTUMN
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Don't make that face.
Relax!
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I'd like to see you in my place!
After what happened he disappeared!
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Forget about him,
he doesn't care about you.
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I never said he cared about me,
but I care about him.
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And it gets worse every day.
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Let's go.
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-Good morning.
-Good morning.
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-Good morning.
-Good morning.
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Come in, young ladies.
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We were very glad
to wait for you, right?
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Roll!
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-Abemo, Elisabetta.
-Here.
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-Bozzini, Manuela.
-Here.
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Caldiron, Clelia and Leo.
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-Here.
-Here.
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De Angelis, Marco.
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First day of school.
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I'm so nerv ous.
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A new student. Good start!
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I must see him. But he isn't here.
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Holidays are over for everybody,
except for him.
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I am Marco De Angelis.
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You know I should kick you out?
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No, too easy. Come on in.
Find a place.
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I try to hate him
for what he did to me...
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...but I can't. I still love him.
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At the favourite seat.
They call it the Seat of Death.
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He's so cool!
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What a loser!
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Ah, you're a tough one!
Let's inaugurate the register.
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With a nice three.
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He doesn't know
how much I lik e him.
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Even though he humiliated me,
I forgive him.
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If I could hold him tight,
just once, I'd mak e him understand.
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Call me, my love.
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Call me, call me...
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... call me....
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-One...
-I'll go!
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...two...
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...three....
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Yes, it's morning here!
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I'll pass you to her right away.
And how are you?
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Melissa, run, it's Dad!
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Melissa!
Open up! It's Dad!
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Why do you two always
lock yourselves in there?
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Do you want to talk first
to your mother or your daughter?
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Daddy, you know
I dreamt about you?
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Yes, we were in Paris,
but it was our house.
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It'd be more practical
if you used your own bathroom.
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-I'm being good. But you be good too!
-At least don't lock yourselves inside.
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No, I'm begging you!
Please, don't smoke.
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-It bothers me in the bathroom.
-I'm still waiting for your e-mails.
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I'll quit right away!
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I'm smoking the last one!
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I'll pass you to her.
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Hi, darling!
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Of course I'm taking my medicine.
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Why do you always say
the same thing?
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And then they say
that old folks lose their minds!
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"Dear Diary,
my family is a disaster.
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Father is so far away,
Mother doesn't understand a thing.
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Thank God I've got Grandma
and Manuela, my best friend. "
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Slow down!
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You shouldn't be afraid
with me! Ever!
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Okay, but be careful!
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-You trust me?
-Yes, you're the best!
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I hate gym...
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...but I'm sure
Manuela hates it more than I do.
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At least we don't have to study.
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This year I want something different.
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Every day at school
I hope to see him.
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It's happened twice already,
in the hallway.
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He didn't see me,
or he pretended not to.
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How strange, I feel my body
much more than before.
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I lik e it...
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...but with him I'd lik e it even more.
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I want him. I'm so sure.
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Yes, I went to see
the one you suggested.
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It looked like a prison!
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No, I found another one.
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A luxury one. Wait a moment.
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Here it is!
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" Elegant ambience...
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...highly qualified medical personnel."
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3500 euros.
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No, I still haven't spoken
to her about it.
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You know it's not easy with her.
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Why don't you speak to her?
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Okay, okay. I'll try.
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Melissa?
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Yes, she'll be upset
at the beginning, but later....
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You know how children are.
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Don't worry,
I was firm about the moped...
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...but she always drives Manuela's.
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She signed up for swimming lessons.
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This time she's really going to learn.
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Hello? Can you hear me?
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Hello?
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Elvira!
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I lent it to Melissa
but now I need it.
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I'm having tea with some friends.
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How can you live with such a mess?
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At least in my own room
I can do as I please, no?
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Here, this was in the living room.
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Forgive me.
It won't happen again. I promise.
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How can you go out at this hour?
Do you want me to come pick you up?
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Don't worry, I'll take the bus.
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No, no, take a cab.
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Cabs are expensive.
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It's okay. I'll pay for it,
don't make me worry.
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I have to talk to you...
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...but not now,
you've got things to do.
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Tell me, my friends will wait.
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-Did you take your pill?
-Yes.
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No, I didn't take it.
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But that's my business.
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No, really it's our business also.
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They are good for your heart.
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My mum hates Grandma.
Sometimes I think...
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... it's because she's jealous
of our relationship.
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Thank God she can't interfere
between Manuela and me. I adore her.
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According to her, I need to be brave...
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...and talk to Daniele, face to face.
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They said Daniele's already here!
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Look at me.
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Look at me. Look at me.
Look at me.
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But you're Melissa!
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You've grown,
I almost didn't recognize you.
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How old are you?
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I'm almost 16.
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Come.
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Arnaldo, you remember Melissa?
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Melissa....
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You're cute. Congratulations.
Have a drink.
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Let's toast to our reunion!
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-Lavinia, babe? Everything okay?
-I want to leave. This is annoying.
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Did you think about me?
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I want to ask you something.
But not here.
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Wanna come with me?
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Let's go.
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You're even prettier
than last summer.
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Can I ask you a question?
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Do you want to kiss me?
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Are you still a virgin?
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Yes.
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Do you want to do it with me?
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I want you so much.
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Put this on.
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00:22:02,640 --> 00:22:03,959
I love you.
259
00:22:04,160 --> 00:22:05,559
I love you.
260
00:22:05,760 --> 00:22:07,352
I love you.
261
00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:12,437
I don't love you.
262
00:22:23,360 --> 00:22:25,157
You're an idiot.
263
00:22:26,360 --> 00:22:28,237
Who asked you?
264
00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:43,038
Dad, dear Dad...
265
00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:46,752
...you can't imagine how much
I'd lik e you to be here.
266
00:22:46,960 --> 00:22:50,236
I would tell you to go to Daniele's
house, to spit on his face...
267
00:22:50,440 --> 00:22:52,954
... to mak e him kneel, to beat him...
268
00:22:53,160 --> 00:22:55,879
...humiliate him as he did with me.
269
00:22:57,120 --> 00:23:00,430
But why is it that only men
can behave lik e that?
270
00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:04,353
From this moment on I swear
that I too will do as they do.
271
00:23:04,560 --> 00:23:06,357
I will think only of my pleasure.
272
00:23:06,560 --> 00:23:08,551
I will treat them all the same.
273
00:23:08,760 --> 00:23:10,591
Not caring for their feelings...
274
00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:13,758
...not caring who I have
in front of me.
275
00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:17,675
Your daughter, Melissa.
276
00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:24,631
But no!
What are you talking about?
277
00:23:24,840 --> 00:23:27,513
No, I know you, Daria.
278
00:23:27,720 --> 00:23:29,597
You've already decided everything.
279
00:23:29,840 --> 00:23:31,512
Actually, you know what I think?
280
00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:33,517
I'll probably feel
more at home over there than here.
281
00:23:33,720 --> 00:23:37,838
Your attention gets on my nerves.
I know it's sincere...
282
00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:40,270
...but it's irritating all the same.
283
00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:44,911
I'm worried about Melissa.
284
00:23:45,360 --> 00:23:47,316
She counts on me.
285
00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:49,992
And on me!
286
00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:54,358
Are you sure?
287
00:23:57,200 --> 00:23:59,236
Why do you treat me like this?
288
00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:28,871
Are you sure I can smoke here?
289
00:24:29,080 --> 00:24:32,152
-lf not, I'm not going.
-In theory you can't...
290
00:24:32,360 --> 00:24:34,590
...but everybody does,
so they turn a blind eye.
291
00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:37,837
Unfortunately. You should quit.
You know how bad it is for you.
292
00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:40,793
And you don't know
how good it is for me!
293
00:24:42,920 --> 00:24:45,832
"Dear Diary,
Mom has sent Grandma to a home. "
294
00:24:47,880 --> 00:24:50,440
-Damn, it's pouring!
-Give me the umbrella.
295
00:24:50,640 --> 00:24:53,029
"She made the horrible decision
without consulting me.
296
00:24:53,240 --> 00:24:54,514
I don't mean anything to her.
297
00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:56,392
Come on, Melissa.
298
00:24:56,600 --> 00:24:59,433
But when Dad comes home
for Christmas...
299
00:24:59,640 --> 00:25:02,916
... we'll tak e her back home
and she will stay with us forever. "
300
00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:05,749
Do you want to give me
the umbrella?
301
00:25:06,760 --> 00:25:09,832
Elvira, what are you doing?
You'll get soaked!
302
00:25:14,640 --> 00:25:16,631
Sweetheart, why are you doing this?
303
00:25:16,840 --> 00:25:18,876
You know Grandma
has a heart condition.
304
00:25:19,080 --> 00:25:20,672
She needs to be taken care of!
305
00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:22,359
Come on, out!
306
00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:29,155
Thank you.
307
00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:37,399
Good morning.
308
00:25:48,400 --> 00:25:50,630
Well, now what's the matter?
309
00:25:51,480 --> 00:25:52,993
Up, up child!
310
00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:06,036
Nice, no?
311
00:26:07,040 --> 00:26:08,792
Warm colours....
312
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:15,078
The nurses are lovely.
313
00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:18,314
I would almost come to stay myself!
314
00:26:18,760 --> 00:26:20,512
Where are the sockets?
315
00:26:20,720 --> 00:26:22,392
Ah, there's one....
316
00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:27,078
-But the lamp's plugged.
-It needs a double plug!
317
00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:31,671
Surely there is one.
318
00:26:36,920 --> 00:26:39,150
Found it! There you go.
319
00:26:39,360 --> 00:26:41,874
-They're so organized!
-Aren't they?
320
00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:50,148
Home is where the radio is.
321
00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:54,070
It has changed my life!
322
00:26:56,040 --> 00:26:57,393
Grandma....
323
00:26:58,600 --> 00:27:00,795
I'll go call the head nurse.
324
00:27:19,360 --> 00:27:20,998
Melissa!
325
00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:23,910
Melissa, don't be sad.
326
00:27:25,320 --> 00:27:27,151
Nothing will ever change between us.
327
00:27:27,360 --> 00:27:29,316
You'll come visit
whenever you want...
328
00:27:29,520 --> 00:27:31,875
...and I'll make you
a marvellous cup of tea.
329
00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:34,992
You really don't mind being here?
330
00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:41,432
" Paradise is where I am,"
your grandpa used to say.
331
00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:44,275
A fantastically self-centred man!
332
00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:49,389
Here we go.
Watch how it's done.
333
00:27:51,480 --> 00:27:55,359
Let's get rid of this
shitty old lady blanket!
334
00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:03,913
See?
335
00:28:04,920 --> 00:28:06,990
It's something else entirely!
336
00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:09,392
Doesn't take a thing.
337
00:28:12,560 --> 00:28:14,596
Grandma! Grandma!
338
00:28:16,480 --> 00:28:17,674
Don't cry, my treasure!
339
00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:20,872
-It's not a goodbye!
-But you're the one who's crying!
340
00:28:28,320 --> 00:28:29,753
Music!
341
00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:05,994
Your favourites!
342
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:07,872
Risotto with mushrooms or paella?
343
00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:09,993
Nothing.
344
00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:14,074
Don't worry about me.
You only know how to hurt.
345
00:29:15,160 --> 00:29:17,116
Sweetheart!
Why do you treat me like this?
346
00:29:17,320 --> 00:29:19,595
What trouble did she give you?
347
00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:21,951
You should be happy now.
348
00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:24,799
Finally your ashtrays will be clean.
349
00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:33,678
You're angry with me?
350
00:29:34,640 --> 00:29:36,278
I adore Grandma!
351
00:29:36,480 --> 00:29:38,755
Without her the house will be empty.
352
00:29:39,680 --> 00:29:41,591
Believe me,
I'm sorrier than you are.
353
00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:43,119
-Oh, really?
-Yes.
354
00:29:43,320 --> 00:29:45,754
So let's go
and bring her back, now!
355
00:29:47,160 --> 00:29:48,798
Sweetheart....
356
00:29:50,680 --> 00:29:52,557
She'll be happier there.
357
00:29:53,200 --> 00:29:55,395
I met her neighbours.
Really nice people!
358
00:29:57,280 --> 00:29:59,840
Daddy would have never allowed it.
359
00:30:02,920 --> 00:30:06,117
Yes, he would.
We decided it together.
360
00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:07,878
Liar.
361
00:30:08,080 --> 00:30:09,877
Melissa...
362
00:30:10,120 --> 00:30:11,997
...stay with me for a while.
363
00:30:18,480 --> 00:30:22,189
"Dear Diary, my mother is a monster.
And my father?
364
00:30:22,400 --> 00:30:24,789
Did they agree?
I can't believe it.
365
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:26,672
But if it were true... ?
366
00:30:26,880 --> 00:30:29,235
I want to rebel
but there's nothing I can do.
367
00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:31,676
I don't count. "
368
00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:37,754
How did it go with your grandma?
I'm in the movies with my mother.
369
00:30:37,960 --> 00:30:38,915
Boring! MANU
370
00:30:39,160 --> 00:30:42,152
"Now I'm alone.
Completely alone.
371
00:30:42,680 --> 00:30:46,309
Rage, rage, rage.
372
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:50,953
Fury, rage, fury.... "
373
00:30:57,280 --> 00:31:00,238
I can't believe it!
There's the new guy, Marco!
374
00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:03,000
He's gorgeous!
What do I do? Do I say hi?
375
00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:31,039
Why don't you answer?
Okay....
376
00:31:31,240 --> 00:31:34,915
Remember that asshole from Italian
interrogates us tomorrow. Ciao!
377
00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:42,632
"Today is my birthday.
378
00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:44,876
Mum gave me a present
that I'll never open.
379
00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:47,878
Dad called when I was out
and did not try again.
380
00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:50,469
To wak e up without Grandma
is horrible.
381
00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:52,875
The house is empty without her. "
382
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:55,239
No grades today.
383
00:31:55,880 --> 00:31:57,598
We'll read the newspaper.
384
00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:01,635
"According to a recent poll...
385
00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:05,116
...seventy-five percent of Italians
are practicing Catholics."
386
00:32:05,640 --> 00:32:08,518
"I am 16, I'm not a child anymore.
387
00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:13,558
I want to be cruel to the world
as the world has been cruel to me. "
388
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:16,593
May I interrupt
your makeup session, Titti?
389
00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:20,554
Do you believe in something?
I, for example, I'm agnostic.
390
00:32:21,840 --> 00:32:23,796
At home they all go to Mass.
391
00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:27,515
So during Mass, do you also think
only of re-applying your makeup?
392
00:32:29,120 --> 00:32:32,510
-The twins there, " roses and flowers"?
-We're pantheists.
393
00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:34,312
Like Paris Hilton.
394
00:32:34,520 --> 00:32:37,830
"It's simple.:
Prov ok e, seduce, use...
395
00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:40,713
...and throw away.
Everyone tak es what they want. "
396
00:32:40,920 --> 00:32:42,114
Do you believe?
397
00:32:45,240 --> 00:32:46,355
In what?
398
00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:49,393
In God, for example?
Are you religious at home?
399
00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:51,192
My mother is...
400
00:32:51,400 --> 00:32:53,118
...my father isn't.
401
00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:54,799
I.... I don't know.
402
00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:56,797
But you have to believe
in something.
403
00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:59,116
I'd like to think that there is a God.
404
00:32:59,320 --> 00:33:01,709
To confide in someone
who always listens.
405
00:33:02,120 --> 00:33:03,951
Rather, who already
knows everything...
406
00:33:04,160 --> 00:33:06,071
...so you don't
have to explain anything.
407
00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:07,998
Better than a diary!
408
00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:12,395
It would be nice if there were a God.
God can never betray you.
409
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:13,919
But Daniele can!
410
00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:20,192
If this was an immaturity test...
411
00:33:20,400 --> 00:33:22,630
...you would pass with flying colours.
412
00:33:28,400 --> 00:33:29,913
You still thinking about him?
413
00:33:30,120 --> 00:33:33,476
If I were a boy I'd never let
a girl like you get away.
414
00:33:33,680 --> 00:33:35,557
Would you have loved me?
415
00:33:40,280 --> 00:33:41,713
Forever and ever.
416
00:33:41,920 --> 00:33:44,070
I could smack him.
417
00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:45,993
No, he did well.
418
00:33:46,200 --> 00:33:49,431
-To treat you that way?
-Now I know who he really is.
419
00:33:49,640 --> 00:33:53,713
It's easy to be like him.
Come! I'll show you.
420
00:34:00,480 --> 00:34:01,549
Hello.
421
00:34:01,760 --> 00:34:04,069
-Two milk shakes.
-Do you have Banana Splits?
422
00:34:04,280 --> 00:34:05,679
No, I m sorry.
423
00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:09,437
It's hot, no?
424
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:19,035
Do you like that guy over there?
425
00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:22,958
-That guy? Are you crazy?
-Would you do him?
426
00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:25,837
No way.
427
00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:27,359
Me neither.
428
00:34:27,560 --> 00:34:29,357
But he'd do me.
429
00:34:29,920 --> 00:34:32,229
Do you see how he's looking at me?
430
00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:33,475
No.
431
00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:35,591
Here are the milkshakes.
432
00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:41,351
Well, I'm going to make him crazy.
433
00:34:41,560 --> 00:34:42,709
Wanna bet?
434
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:56,109
Cut it out!
435
00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:58,959
This is what Daniele does.
Like me, look.
436
00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:02,633
What's he doing?
437
00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:04,637
He put his hand in his pocket.
438
00:35:04,840 --> 00:35:07,718
-Why?
-Take a wild guess!
439
00:35:15,120 --> 00:35:16,633
What do you want to do?
440
00:36:00,240 --> 00:36:02,151
-I'm going!
-So am I.
441
00:36:06,120 --> 00:36:07,439
Let's go!
442
00:36:07,640 --> 00:36:10,108
See? Easy, no?
443
00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:12,752
You're crazy!
444
00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:15,758
Nobody will be able
to hurt me again.
445
00:36:15,960 --> 00:36:17,632
I will defeat pain with rage.
446
00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:20,035
I cut my face with a razor.
447
00:36:20,240 --> 00:36:23,357
Hurt lik e hell, but I resisted.
448
00:36:23,560 --> 00:36:24,993
I am strong.
449
00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:28,670
I don't cry.
I don't cry. I don't cry.
450
00:36:28,880 --> 00:36:33,556
Dad has finally called to say
he wasn't coming for Christmas.
451
00:36:33,760 --> 00:36:36,672
WINTER
452
00:36:39,640 --> 00:36:41,551
Elvira! Melissa!
453
00:36:41,760 --> 00:36:44,228
-Sorry I'm late.
-No problem.
454
00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:45,953
You look fabulous!
455
00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:48,515
Melissa, come quick,
Grandma's here!
456
00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:51,155
Grandma!
457
00:36:51,360 --> 00:36:52,713
Melissa!
458
00:36:52,920 --> 00:36:55,434
My love, my love....
459
00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:02,474
So, what happened to my armchair?
460
00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:05,194
Don't you like that one?
It's much more comfortable.
461
00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:06,628
It's ugly.
462
00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:08,478
No, it's a very famous design.
463
00:37:08,680 --> 00:37:10,671
One of Mrs. Adele's clients
suggested it!
464
00:37:11,880 --> 00:37:13,757
How did you scratch yourself?
465
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:15,473
It's nothing....
466
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:31,752
What did you cook for me?
467
00:37:31,960 --> 00:37:33,313
Hang on.
468
00:37:34,360 --> 00:37:37,511
It's almost ready!
I just have to heat it up.
469
00:37:37,720 --> 00:37:39,517
Soy sauce or chili sauce?
470
00:37:40,440 --> 00:37:42,476
Tea first.
Will you make it for me?
471
00:37:42,680 --> 00:37:44,318
-Apple tea?
-Yes.
472
00:37:55,760 --> 00:37:57,159
So?
473
00:37:58,080 --> 00:37:59,832
Melissa is having problems.
474
00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:02,237
She's going through
a difficult time.
475
00:38:02,440 --> 00:38:04,351
What are you talking about?
476
00:38:04,920 --> 00:38:06,433
She seems very calm to me.
477
00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:08,676
But do you ever look in her eyes?
478
00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:10,839
Of course!
479
00:38:11,560 --> 00:38:15,348
Melissa is still a child.
She doesn't even have a boyfriend.
480
00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:19,469
I think you should keep
a closer eye on her. I know her.
481
00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:21,432
Why, and I don't?
482
00:38:26,560 --> 00:38:28,039
Here, Grandma.
483
00:38:28,560 --> 00:38:31,154
-Nothing for me?
-Melissa.
484
00:38:40,440 --> 00:38:41,668
My room!
485
00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:45,234
She's turned it into a utility closet!
486
00:38:57,240 --> 00:38:59,071
I knew it was here!
487
00:39:01,440 --> 00:39:04,955
Now I'm going to show you
something you've never seen.
488
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:20,074
I knew she wouldn't be able
to find it!
489
00:39:20,520 --> 00:39:22,670
Good. Close the door.
490
00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:31,354
Wow, Grandma!
491
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:33,478
You're stunning!
492
00:39:35,720 --> 00:39:37,392
He wanted me like that.
493
00:39:41,040 --> 00:39:43,952
-Grandpa?
-No, before.
494
00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:46,351
I was just a little older than you.
495
00:39:46,560 --> 00:39:47,754
Two...
496
00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:49,473
...three...
497
00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:51,388
...four...
498
00:39:52,400 --> 00:39:53,719
...five....
499
00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:57,798
We escaped to Paris together.
500
00:39:58,240 --> 00:39:59,832
Were you in love?
501
00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:02,838
Only at night.
502
00:40:04,200 --> 00:40:06,589
He didn't understand me...
503
00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:08,392
...just my body.
504
00:40:08,600 --> 00:40:10,477
And I understood his.
505
00:40:11,320 --> 00:40:13,880
During the day, I despised him.
506
00:40:14,720 --> 00:40:16,836
But I couldn't live without him.
507
00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:19,637
He cheated on me...
508
00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:22,197
...he humiliated me...
509
00:40:22,800 --> 00:40:24,791
...but then, with one kiss...
510
00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:27,550
...l'd forgive him everything.
511
00:40:33,240 --> 00:40:36,038
One night, he didn't come back.
512
00:40:36,240 --> 00:40:38,879
He'd gone off with someone else.
Without a word.
513
00:40:40,560 --> 00:40:43,120
But he had forgotten his gun.
514
00:40:45,840 --> 00:40:50,038
I thought to myself,
" Do I shoot myself? Or him?"
515
00:40:51,680 --> 00:40:54,956
But then I found myself
in front of a mirror...
516
00:40:55,880 --> 00:40:59,270
...and I started to brush my hair,
like this...
517
00:40:59,960 --> 00:41:01,518
...stroke...
518
00:41:02,360 --> 00:41:04,396
...after stroke...
519
00:41:04,600 --> 00:41:06,750
...after stroke....
520
00:41:07,760 --> 00:41:11,548
My curls melted away....
521
00:41:18,920 --> 00:41:20,638
How many are we at?
522
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:23,153
Thirty-four.
523
00:41:24,760 --> 00:41:27,718
Why do we have to reach
exactly 100?
524
00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:32,515
Because at the hundredth stroke...
525
00:41:33,240 --> 00:41:36,038
...my hair was back to being straight.
526
00:41:36,840 --> 00:41:38,273
I looked at myself.
527
00:41:39,240 --> 00:41:41,515
He had no power over me anymore.
528
00:41:41,720 --> 00:41:43,676
I was a different person.
529
00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:48,634
Thirty-five, thirty-six...
530
00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:53,711
...thirty-seven, thirty-eight...
531
00:41:54,280 --> 00:41:55,474
...thirty-nine....
532
00:41:55,680 --> 00:41:58,592
"Dear Diary,
another year has begun.
533
00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:00,996
New Year, new Melissa.
534
00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:03,668
I will kick anything that I don't lik e...
535
00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:06,519
...and I'll find love, and pleasure...
536
00:42:06,720 --> 00:42:10,076
...and tenderness, and passion.... "
537
00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:11,749
Yes?
538
00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:13,359
It's Daniele.
539
00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:17,276
-Hi.
-Just "Hi"?
540
00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:19,357
-What am I supposed to say?
-For example.:
541
00:42:19,560 --> 00:42:20,549
" Long time no see!
542
00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:23,115
-Where have you been, Daniele?"
-Right.:
543
00:42:23,320 --> 00:42:24,594
Where have you been?
544
00:42:24,800 --> 00:42:25,949
And you?
545
00:42:26,160 --> 00:42:28,720
-Where have you been?
-Nowhere.
546
00:42:28,920 --> 00:42:30,638
Did you miss me?
547
00:42:30,840 --> 00:42:32,637
I missed you.
548
00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:37,352
Can I ask if you want
to come over, right away...
549
00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:39,152
... to mak e love?
550
00:42:39,360 --> 00:42:41,920
-You mean like last time?
-Much better.
551
00:42:42,120 --> 00:42:43,394
I have a surprise for you.
552
00:42:44,960 --> 00:42:46,393
Melissa...
553
00:42:47,360 --> 00:42:48,918
...you still there?
554
00:42:50,040 --> 00:42:51,234
Melissa?
555
00:42:51,960 --> 00:42:53,393
Are you coming?
556
00:42:55,240 --> 00:42:56,639
Yes.
557
00:43:08,880 --> 00:43:10,598
Melissa....
558
00:43:25,720 --> 00:43:27,517
You've really changed.
559
00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:29,991
Is this the surprise?
560
00:43:31,200 --> 00:43:32,394
No.
561
00:43:33,440 --> 00:43:35,078
It's much better.
562
00:43:36,160 --> 00:43:37,639
Close your eyes.
563
00:43:44,200 --> 00:43:47,590
Now wait here. Don't move.
564
00:43:48,120 --> 00:43:49,838
Sit still.
565
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:58,233
Daniele?
566
00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:00,434
Keep your eyes closed!
567
00:44:49,360 --> 00:44:50,952
Is he the surprise?
568
00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:52,878
Why? Don't you like it?
569
00:44:54,600 --> 00:44:57,194
I thought you wanted to be with me.
570
00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:00,069
Wait. Wait.
571
00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:03,636
Three is a good number.
You'll see, you'll like it.
572
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:06,514
I also have a surprise.
I'm leaving.
573
00:45:07,320 --> 00:45:08,878
Don't be such a baby.
574
00:45:09,880 --> 00:45:10,630
Baby?
575
00:45:13,400 --> 00:45:15,152
Baby, huh?
576
00:45:21,640 --> 00:45:22,834
So I'm just a baby?
577
00:45:23,040 --> 00:45:24,917
One hell of a baby!
578
00:45:25,120 --> 00:45:27,509
I'll show you
what kind of baby I am.
579
00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:30,999
Why are you here?
580
00:46:31,200 --> 00:46:34,954
Your girlfriend doesn't know
how to strip you like this?
581
00:46:59,480 --> 00:47:00,435
Listen.
582
00:47:01,720 --> 00:47:03,278
I've got an idea.
583
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:06,834
Come on.
584
00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:09,237
Today I'll be your girlfriend.
585
00:47:09,440 --> 00:47:10,953
Shut up.
586
00:47:12,280 --> 00:47:14,236
Let me know if you like it.
587
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:28,199
Daniele, look at how it's done.
588
00:47:35,640 --> 00:47:38,393
Daniele and Arnaldo together?
Are you insane?
589
00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:40,397
I don't know what happened to me.
590
00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:43,637
At some point something
switched on inside me...
591
00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:46,434
...rage, I wanted to teach them
a lesson...
592
00:47:46,720 --> 00:47:48,870
...show them
that I'm not their little toy.
593
00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:51,756
And you know something?
I liked it!
594
00:47:51,960 --> 00:47:53,951
I don't know how to explain it.
595
00:47:55,240 --> 00:47:57,117
I felt completely alive.
596
00:47:57,320 --> 00:47:58,753
And...
597
00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:01,868
...did you have an orgasm?
598
00:48:02,080 --> 00:48:03,229
No.
599
00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:06,274
I love you,
but you're wrong about this.
600
00:48:07,080 --> 00:48:09,310
Those guys are gonna
go around telling everyone.
601
00:48:09,600 --> 00:48:11,591
Promise me
that you won't do it again!
602
00:48:12,600 --> 00:48:14,238
I love you too.
603
00:48:15,760 --> 00:48:18,399
Melissa, what are you doing?
You're destroying your nails!
604
00:48:18,600 --> 00:48:20,033
Please.
605
00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:29,797
"I discovered sex-chats.
606
00:48:30,040 --> 00:48:33,237
You don't suffer,
you enjoy yourself and that's it.
607
00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:37,397
I'm Myself, I'm looking for someone
to have sex with anyone. "
608
00:48:37,600 --> 00:48:40,353
Melissa!
Why do you lock yourself in?
609
00:48:40,720 --> 00:48:43,109
Could you help me
fold the tulle, please?
610
00:48:43,320 --> 00:48:45,072
Fine! I'm coming!
611
00:48:50,160 --> 00:48:52,390
"In the chat I can say
whatever comes to my mind.
612
00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:54,431
Be everything I want to be.
613
00:48:54,640 --> 00:48:56,073
I am free.
614
00:48:59,400 --> 00:49:01,311
Manuela can't understand.
615
00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:05,355
I'd lik e to tell her that I would fuck
the first guy who comes along.
616
00:49:05,560 --> 00:49:07,278
Imagine her face. "
617
00:49:15,600 --> 00:49:17,875
SPRING
618
00:50:00,120 --> 00:50:02,270
I WOULD LIKE TO BE
THE WOMAN IN THE PICTURE...
619
00:50:19,840 --> 00:50:21,512
...AND THAT EVERYONE CAME
TO LOOK AT ME
620
00:51:08,280 --> 00:51:11,078
"Dear Diary,
even I can't believe it.
621
00:51:11,320 --> 00:51:13,993
Today I did it
with the museum custodian.
622
00:51:14,200 --> 00:51:17,431
He took me to a hidden place
and we did it.
623
00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:21,269
My body exploded with pleasure.
624
00:51:22,560 --> 00:51:25,677
I don't know how he dared
but Daniele called me.
625
00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:29,953
There was a small party at his place
with people I didn't know.
626
00:51:30,480 --> 00:51:33,153
I let an older guy touch me...
627
00:51:33,360 --> 00:51:34,998
...just to make Daniele jealous."
628
00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:36,349
No, come on.
629
00:51:37,080 --> 00:51:39,833
"Desire in the least
appropriate moments.
630
00:51:40,040 --> 00:51:43,350
Now in class, I want to come
while the teacher is lecturing.
631
00:51:44,680 --> 00:51:47,478
Today I'm 16,
I'm not a child anymore.
632
00:51:47,680 --> 00:51:50,717
I feel different, freer, truer.
633
00:51:50,920 --> 00:51:53,753
I'd like to talk to Manuela.
But anyway she doesn't understand.
634
00:51:53,960 --> 00:51:55,951
She's there,
hiding under her layer of fat...
635
00:51:56,160 --> 00:51:57,991
...afraid of her own shadow!"
636
00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:03,833
Sorry.
637
00:52:04,240 --> 00:52:05,639
And you?
638
00:52:05,960 --> 00:52:07,359
You let them....
639
00:52:07,920 --> 00:52:10,195
-What kind of friend are you?
-Me?
640
00:52:10,440 --> 00:52:13,876
What was I supposed to do?
Hiding under my layer of fat.
641
00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:16,592
Go fuck yourselves!
642
00:52:16,880 --> 00:52:18,518
You too, Manuela!
643
00:52:27,680 --> 00:52:29,557
"They think they know
everything about me...
644
00:52:29,760 --> 00:52:31,432
...but they don't know anything.
645
00:52:32,960 --> 00:52:34,632
They say I'm a whore?
646
00:52:35,280 --> 00:52:39,319
I'll buy a sexy dress to show them
what kind of whore I can be.
647
00:52:41,240 --> 00:52:42,878
I'm different than them.
648
00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:45,799
I have the courage to be myself.
649
00:52:51,520 --> 00:52:53,033
I'm done with Manuela.
650
00:52:53,240 --> 00:52:54,673
Forever. "
651
00:53:03,520 --> 00:53:05,795
-Hello, Melissa.
-Good afternoon.
652
00:53:07,880 --> 00:53:08,995
Grandma!
653
00:54:14,680 --> 00:54:18,229
"Dear Diary, will someone
ever look at me that way?
654
00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:21,878
Who will hold me lik e that,
with that much passion?"
655
00:54:22,320 --> 00:54:23,639
Mom!
656
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:26,750
-Mom!
-Hello, sweetheart.
657
00:54:27,480 --> 00:54:28,515
Everything okay?
658
00:54:29,280 --> 00:54:30,315
Excellent!
659
00:54:30,520 --> 00:54:32,954
I see you've finally dressed up.
What a lovely dress!
660
00:54:33,160 --> 00:54:34,388
About time!
661
00:54:35,240 --> 00:54:38,312
I'd lengthen it a couple of centimetres,
but the rest seems perfect.
662
00:54:38,520 --> 00:54:40,829
-How much did you pay for it?
-Fifty euros.
663
00:54:41,320 --> 00:54:44,232
What brought on this change?
Is there someone you like?
664
00:54:44,960 --> 00:54:46,029
I'm going to study.
665
00:54:46,880 --> 00:54:48,711
Melissa, wait for me!
666
00:54:50,720 --> 00:54:51,994
Melissa!
667
00:54:53,120 --> 00:54:54,439
Melissa, wait for me.
668
00:54:57,520 --> 00:54:59,511
Can I give you a lift?
669
00:55:00,840 --> 00:55:03,752
-I don't have a helmet.
-I have yours in the back!
670
00:55:04,480 --> 00:55:06,152
I want to be alone.
671
00:55:53,080 --> 00:55:55,435
Melissa, wait, I can explain.
672
00:55:56,400 --> 00:55:58,755
I tried to stop them,
but I couldn't.
673
00:55:58,960 --> 00:56:00,757
It was awful for me too!
674
00:56:25,720 --> 00:56:27,199
Your mobile.
675
00:56:45,000 --> 00:56:46,513
Hello?
676
00:56:47,320 --> 00:56:48,548
Hi.
677
00:56:49,920 --> 00:56:51,273
Where?
678
00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:11,992
Arnaldo, here I am.
679
00:57:12,720 --> 00:57:14,438
Daniele's not here?
680
00:57:15,840 --> 00:57:17,239
Maybe.
681
00:57:19,520 --> 00:57:20,953
Let's go.
682
00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:32,833
Why this ugly place?
683
00:57:33,560 --> 00:57:35,755
Because it's a nice place.
684
00:57:37,680 --> 00:57:39,079
Come on!
685
00:57:45,320 --> 00:57:46,833
Wait.
686
00:57:52,080 --> 00:57:53,433
It's a game.
687
00:58:13,440 --> 00:58:15,271
What am I doing here?
688
00:58:15,840 --> 00:58:17,159
What a question.
689
00:58:17,880 --> 00:58:18,995
Come on!
690
00:58:19,200 --> 00:58:21,236
But why did you blindfold me?
691
00:58:23,800 --> 00:58:25,631
Because you're a slut.
692
00:58:26,960 --> 00:58:30,635
You do what I say
and you like it, right?
693
00:58:46,800 --> 00:58:48,199
I want to leave.
694
00:58:48,400 --> 00:58:49,992
Don't kid around.
695
00:58:50,600 --> 00:58:52,989
-I don't want to do it anymore.
-Don't kid around.
696
00:58:53,320 --> 00:58:54,799
No!
697
00:58:55,360 --> 00:58:57,316
Everything is okay.
698
00:59:49,640 --> 00:59:51,471
Get on your knees.
699
00:59:53,720 --> 00:59:55,119
Down.
700
00:59:55,480 --> 00:59:56,913
Down.
701
00:59:58,320 --> 00:59:59,912
Now do as I say.
702
01:00:00,560 --> 01:00:01,959
One by one.
703
01:00:02,880 --> 01:00:04,154
Like a pro.
704
01:01:31,360 --> 01:01:33,794
"I gave myself
100 strok es of the brush.
705
01:01:34,080 --> 01:01:35,399
It didn't work.
706
01:01:35,640 --> 01:01:38,473
They didn't tak e away
the anguish nor the pain.
707
01:01:39,000 --> 01:01:42,151
What do I care?
I don't need to forget.
708
01:01:43,120 --> 01:01:46,715
No one can mak e me ashamed
of who I am. "
709
01:02:14,640 --> 01:02:17,438
MYSELF.: In my mouth
five different tastes of men met...
710
01:02:17,640 --> 01:02:19,596
... five different flav ours.
711
01:02:20,160 --> 01:02:22,116
What's your taste lik e?
712
01:02:25,240 --> 01:02:27,913
ANYONE.: Come to meet me
instead of always saying no...
713
01:02:28,120 --> 01:02:30,588
...and I will squirt it
in your mouth too.
714
01:02:31,600 --> 01:02:33,511
You're one of those
who talks and talks...
715
01:02:33,720 --> 01:02:35,392
...but mak es it all up.
716
01:02:36,480 --> 01:02:38,755
MYSELF.: Where should I come?
717
01:02:40,280 --> 01:02:44,239
ANYONE.: Via Gianna Brezzi 25,
apartment 13, tomorrow afternoon.
718
01:02:44,880 --> 01:02:47,155
Or are you afraid of my taste?
719
01:02:54,520 --> 01:02:57,717
MYSELF.: You're the one
who should be afraid.
720
01:02:59,320 --> 01:03:01,276
You'll see I don't mak e things up.
721
01:03:13,240 --> 01:03:14,673
Melissa!
722
01:03:16,000 --> 01:03:19,310
Melissa, sweetheart!
Come see what I brought you.
723
01:03:27,120 --> 01:03:28,758
Melissa!
724
01:03:44,080 --> 01:03:45,399
Hello.
725
01:03:45,880 --> 01:03:47,154
Yes.
726
01:03:48,800 --> 01:03:51,997
Here are the keys.
Your father said to wait for him inside.
727
01:03:52,200 --> 01:03:53,474
Apartment 13.
728
01:03:59,040 --> 01:04:00,632
I'm coming.
729
01:04:36,240 --> 01:04:37,878
Kiss, inside, always harder.
730
01:04:38,080 --> 01:04:40,753
In my mouth, I lik e the taste of sperm.
Kiss my cock, penetration.
731
01:04:40,960 --> 01:04:42,996
Put tongue, first time from behind,
sweet taste.
732
01:04:43,200 --> 01:04:45,475
Chemistry classroom.
I don't want to be lik e my mother.
733
01:04:45,680 --> 01:04:47,033
Five of them.
Suck ed them all.
734
01:04:47,240 --> 01:04:50,869
Strong excitement. Bad grade.
Lik e a real slut. Pain, pain.
735
01:04:51,160 --> 01:04:53,116
Chat man, I'm coming.
736
01:05:00,680 --> 01:05:02,079
Melissa!
737
01:05:52,280 --> 01:05:55,909
Open the boxes
and choose who you want to be.
738
01:06:00,640 --> 01:06:02,312
How is she?
Can I see her?
739
01:06:02,520 --> 01:06:05,717
No, it's not possible. I'm sorry.
She's in intensive care.
740
01:06:05,920 --> 01:06:08,036
Madam, please wait here.
741
01:06:10,960 --> 01:06:11,995
Leave your message--
742
01:06:12,200 --> 01:06:13,838
Please, wait here.
743
01:06:58,360 --> 01:06:59,588
Excuse me.
744
01:06:59,800 --> 01:07:02,598
You must be Elvira's
daughter-in-law, right?
745
01:07:06,880 --> 01:07:09,872
I'm a friend of hers.
746
01:07:12,320 --> 01:07:15,232
You know,
she didn't even recognize me.
747
01:07:25,520 --> 01:07:26,999
No.
748
01:07:29,480 --> 01:07:31,072
Don't cry.
749
01:07:31,280 --> 01:07:33,157
Be brave.
750
01:07:34,040 --> 01:07:35,473
Be brave.
751
01:08:40,600 --> 01:08:42,033
Myself?
752
01:08:51,560 --> 01:08:53,949
I'm sorry.
We did the best we could.
753
01:08:54,440 --> 01:08:55,714
Thank you.
754
01:09:03,720 --> 01:09:04,994
Myself?
755
01:09:29,480 --> 01:09:30,993
Come out.
756
01:09:47,800 --> 01:09:49,631
What have you done?
757
01:09:52,640 --> 01:09:54,232
You've mixed everything up!
758
01:09:57,840 --> 01:09:59,114
Choose.
759
01:10:02,080 --> 01:10:03,513
You have to choose.
760
01:10:05,520 --> 01:10:07,112
Disobeying?
761
01:10:07,640 --> 01:10:09,551
Who do you think you are?
762
01:10:12,400 --> 01:10:14,277
Myself!
763
01:10:15,520 --> 01:10:16,999
Punish me!
764
01:10:26,560 --> 01:10:27,788
Now it's my turn!
765
01:10:41,760 --> 01:10:45,070
I want to go! Please, let me go!
766
01:11:07,760 --> 01:11:08,795
Grandma!
767
01:11:22,640 --> 01:11:24,198
Where is she?
768
01:11:25,440 --> 01:11:26,919
I tried to call you.
769
01:11:27,120 --> 01:11:30,476
I'll take you to see her later.
It's not scary, she's so beautiful.
770
01:11:30,680 --> 01:11:31,908
Did she suffer?
771
01:11:33,200 --> 01:11:34,758
Were you there?
772
01:11:35,240 --> 01:11:38,232
No, it happened suddenly.
773
01:12:41,960 --> 01:12:43,075
My love.
774
01:14:01,920 --> 01:14:03,797
Last time I saw her...
775
01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:07,079
...she was sitting on that bench.
776
01:14:10,880 --> 01:14:12,598
There was a man with her.
777
01:14:14,320 --> 01:14:16,117
He was talking to her about love.
778
01:14:18,280 --> 01:14:19,952
Poor Grandma.
779
01:14:21,720 --> 01:14:24,188
I didn't realize
how much I loved her.
780
01:14:25,760 --> 01:14:27,478
I'll miss her cigarettes...
781
01:14:27,680 --> 01:14:29,113
...her mess.
782
01:14:33,160 --> 01:14:34,798
How could she?
783
01:14:37,320 --> 01:14:39,311
She left me all alone.
784
01:14:41,120 --> 01:14:42,872
I'm here with you!
785
01:14:46,400 --> 01:14:48,152
I'm here!
786
01:14:52,560 --> 01:14:54,073
I'm blind.
787
01:14:57,120 --> 01:14:59,759
But Grandma saw so many things.
788
01:15:03,640 --> 01:15:05,756
She knew that you....
789
01:15:12,080 --> 01:15:13,433
What, Mom?
790
01:15:19,400 --> 01:15:21,152
This....
791
01:15:21,760 --> 01:15:23,637
Mom, did you read it?
792
01:15:25,240 --> 01:15:26,673
Why?
793
01:15:28,000 --> 01:15:29,877
You shouldn't have.
794
01:15:33,720 --> 01:15:36,359
But those things you wrote,
are they true?
795
01:15:39,920 --> 01:15:43,117
Not now, please, I'm asking you.
796
01:15:44,240 --> 01:15:45,593
Please.
797
01:15:45,800 --> 01:15:47,677
Are they true or not?
798
01:15:51,040 --> 01:15:52,519
And if they're not...
799
01:15:54,000 --> 01:15:56,514
...how did you ever imagine them?
800
01:15:59,720 --> 01:16:01,358
Are they true?
801
01:16:10,920 --> 01:16:13,957
Forgive me, baby.
802
01:16:19,800 --> 01:16:22,951
Forgive me. I didn't think
it would be so hard.
803
01:16:32,480 --> 01:16:34,436
But I'm here now.
804
01:16:43,680 --> 01:16:46,148
SUMMER
805
01:16:58,040 --> 01:17:00,793
"Dear Diary,
today is the last day of school.
806
01:17:01,000 --> 01:17:02,672
Summer is starting. "
807
01:17:13,640 --> 01:17:15,278
Bullo.
808
01:17:16,200 --> 01:17:17,519
Come here.
809
01:17:21,080 --> 01:17:23,640
"Can one gesture cancel all?
810
01:17:23,840 --> 01:17:25,592
Can one change at my age?
811
01:17:25,800 --> 01:17:28,109
And do I really want to change?"
812
01:17:37,720 --> 01:17:38,994
Melissa!
813
01:17:40,840 --> 01:17:42,273
Come on!
814
01:17:45,760 --> 01:17:48,069
I called you
when I heard about your grandma.
815
01:17:48,280 --> 01:17:51,590
But as soon as I heard your voice,
I hung up. I didn't have the courage.
816
01:17:51,800 --> 01:17:54,030
You can't imagine
how it's been without you!
817
01:17:54,240 --> 01:17:57,118
I've missed you too!
So much!
818
01:18:00,000 --> 01:18:01,592
Have you lost your mind?
819
01:18:01,960 --> 01:18:04,838
With all the girlfriends I have,
I'm going to hit on yours?
820
01:18:05,040 --> 01:18:08,157
-You piece of shit.
-You believe all the bullshit you hear?
821
01:18:08,360 --> 01:18:09,349
Daniele...
822
01:18:09,560 --> 01:18:11,278
...Lavinia told me.
823
01:18:18,280 --> 01:18:19,918
Oh, she told you?
824
01:18:20,880 --> 01:18:24,714
And did she also tell you
how she sat on my face, the bitch?
825
01:19:00,680 --> 01:19:04,389
Arnaldo! We're not gonna fight
over a girl, right?
826
01:19:09,080 --> 01:19:10,832
Hi, girls! Did you pass?
827
01:19:11,040 --> 01:19:14,191
We're going to look now.
I flunked, I can feel it!
828
01:19:41,080 --> 01:19:43,640
-All three passed!
-And me? Flunked, right?
829
01:19:43,840 --> 01:19:46,354
-No, you passed too!
-That's awesome!
830
01:19:46,560 --> 01:19:50,838
-I have to retake three. Assholes.
-Are you coming to Daniele's party?
831
01:19:51,040 --> 01:19:53,395
You call it a party?
I'm not going there anymore.
832
01:19:53,600 --> 01:19:56,398
-Daniele is.
-I don't care, I'm not going.
833
01:19:56,600 --> 01:19:57,999
Flunked!
834
01:19:59,360 --> 01:20:00,873
You're happy?
835
01:20:01,080 --> 01:20:02,991
Yeah! I mean, no...
836
01:20:03,560 --> 01:20:06,279
...not because I failed,
but because....
837
01:20:06,480 --> 01:20:08,072
Because you're talking to me...
838
01:20:08,520 --> 01:20:10,317
...for the first time.
839
01:20:13,240 --> 01:20:14,673
Wait for me!
840
01:20:14,880 --> 01:20:17,155
But yes, because I failed also.
841
01:20:17,360 --> 01:20:20,670
-This way I can finally go to art school.
-You're leaving?
842
01:20:49,600 --> 01:20:51,033
It's me?
843
01:20:52,480 --> 01:20:54,072
But how did you do them?
844
01:20:54,280 --> 01:20:56,111
I never even noticed!
845
01:21:04,800 --> 01:21:07,394
This is when I fell in love with you.
846
01:21:10,920 --> 01:21:12,319
You were there.
847
01:21:14,160 --> 01:21:15,559
I remember.
848
01:21:19,120 --> 01:21:21,315
Would you pose
for your first portrait?
849
01:21:21,520 --> 01:21:22,794
My first one?
850
01:21:23,000 --> 01:21:25,514
The first that you know about.
851
01:23:20,120 --> 01:23:21,792
What a nice portrait.
852
01:23:22,760 --> 01:23:25,115
-What are you doing here?
-I was looking for you.
853
01:23:25,320 --> 01:23:28,392
There's a party at my place tonight.
No parents. It'll be awesome.
854
01:23:28,600 --> 01:23:31,273
I'm tired of parties.
They're all the same.
855
01:23:32,960 --> 01:23:34,678
All the same?
856
01:23:39,400 --> 01:23:41,356
My parties are not all the same.
857
01:23:44,440 --> 01:23:46,112
Come on, we'll have a blast!
858
01:23:46,320 --> 01:23:48,675
-I don't feel like it anymore.
-Really?
859
01:23:48,880 --> 01:23:50,154
Since when?
860
01:23:52,000 --> 01:23:53,194
I know you.
861
01:23:53,400 --> 01:23:55,277
"For the first time
he was looking at me...
862
01:23:55,480 --> 01:23:56,993
...and I wasn't feeling anything.
863
01:23:58,240 --> 01:24:00,834
I didn't recognise myself
in his eyes.
864
01:24:05,440 --> 01:24:07,396
He was telling me all the things...
865
01:24:07,600 --> 01:24:10,068
... that I had longed to hear
for so long...
866
01:24:10,280 --> 01:24:12,077
...and I couldn't care less. "
867
01:24:12,280 --> 01:24:15,238
I'm the only one who knows
how beautiful you are.
868
01:24:20,880 --> 01:24:22,518
"I'll go to that stupid party.
869
01:24:24,720 --> 01:24:26,950
I'll be strong enough
to show them all...
870
01:24:27,160 --> 01:24:30,357
... that I don't care about
their little games anymore. "
871
01:25:35,160 --> 01:25:36,559
Melissa!
872
01:25:37,000 --> 01:25:38,592
Melissa!
873
01:25:41,920 --> 01:25:43,194
Come here!
874
01:25:43,400 --> 01:25:46,198
Where are you going?
You have to stay with me!
875
01:26:06,240 --> 01:26:08,037
"I've changed.
876
01:26:11,440 --> 01:26:14,910
I wonder how Marco
would draw me now. "
877
01:27:37,120 --> 01:27:38,917
I'm really pleased.
You'll see how great it turned out.
878
01:27:39,120 --> 01:27:41,554
I did my best so that
you could see it before leaving.
879
01:27:41,760 --> 01:27:43,193
Ah, I picked your tickets up.
880
01:27:43,400 --> 01:27:46,710
You have a stopover in Frankfurt
for a few hours, then Jiddah.
881
01:27:46,920 --> 01:27:49,275
But did he say
if I'll be able to go on the platform?
882
01:27:49,480 --> 01:27:51,596
Yes, he asked
for special permission.
883
01:27:52,280 --> 01:27:54,236
I would love to go with you...
884
01:27:54,960 --> 01:27:57,110
...but June is a wedding-filled month!
885
01:27:57,320 --> 01:28:00,198
But why don't you ask Mrs. Adele
for a week off?
886
01:28:00,400 --> 01:28:01,389
Sweetie!
887
01:28:01,600 --> 01:28:03,352
Mrs. Adele has already been a dear.
888
01:28:03,560 --> 01:28:06,074
She gave me two weeks off
to oversee the work here.
889
01:28:06,280 --> 01:28:10,398
And Dad will be so happy to spend
time with you, just the two of you.
890
01:28:22,240 --> 01:28:23,593
Mom!
891
01:28:24,920 --> 01:28:27,354
You like it?
I found it in Grandma's room.
892
01:28:27,560 --> 01:28:28,879
She was so beautiful.
893
01:28:29,080 --> 01:28:31,389
She looks so much like you, sweetie.
894
01:29:21,360 --> 01:29:23,316
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01:29:24,305 --> 01:29:30,470
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