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Life is so short.

It is something that I never really thought about.

I just went through the motions like everyone else, brainwashed really.

I guess I fell into the trap, and it's a good trap if you can live with it, and

if you don't see the other side.

The grass is always greener, right?

This side is remarkably green.

I wish this happiness for everyone, but you have to let go.

Let go of the rules placed upon you and the ones that you've placed upon

yourself.

I was so weighed down, I'm surprised I was able to move.

They say there's a difference between love and lust, and you have to separate

them. But you don't, and there isn't really a difference.

They just hit different nerves, I guess.

I find just as much joy in exploring who I am as I do walking hands on the beach

with a guy on my dreams.

You can have it all, and I'm happy to report it. I have it all.

I'm just like you.

I had the same 9 to 5, the same chase for the buck.

I didn't answer the phone when the bill collectors called.

Well, sometimes I did.

I didn't have a lot of friends, and they became somebody to talk to.

I guess I'm just trying to say that I'm not different.

I just took the road less traveled.

But if you rewound my life just a year and saw me, you'd see that I was just

of the many drones out there, hustling to make a buck and just existing, not

living.

Having fun, Terrence?

I'm glad.

How are they treating you out there? The same they always do. I think you need

to go out there. You'll make more money.

I tried the whole waitressing thing and a blue cock.

Blue cock?

Yeah, blue cock.

People say that. People say that. They say it all the time. No, they don't.

I hang out with people who give up on mom and playing.

Don't hate on me.

You go out there, wait on tables, collect some cash, and here's the cool

You don't have to report at all. I only report like 20%.

Hey, girls. You on the manual or chat?

Welcome to Ralph.

I'm Therese.

I'll be your waitress today.

Are you on the menu?

Sorry, only food.

Don't be so rude.

Tony should come and smile.

You know, it's too bad you don't want to play nice with us.

I'm hung like a horse and I have a tongue like Lassie.

So why don't you give us some, huh?

Oh, my gosh!

Wow,

man, you get the balls wet.

That went well.

Go on the back and calm down.

I'll smooth it over.

I'm a little new hip.

They're harmless if you stay a full six feet away.

Watching TV all day yet again.

Yeah. Did you even try looking for a job?

Jill.

Jill.

If they want me, they'll call me what?

Maybe you should try calling them.

Okay.

I'm taking a shower. Enjoy your stupid TV.

Enjoy your stupid shower.

You're still here?

You gotta do better babe. We're fucking thinking right now.

I'm going to bed.

I thought a nice meal would be a nice change of pace

for you instead of the sloth You can use the digesting.

Anything positive to say, Ma?

Well, maybe I shouldn't talk then. I'll just sit here and keep quiet as you

wish. It'd be odd for us to just sit here in silence.

How is everything?

Fine.

Just fine.

How are you? Are you still with that belly?

Still jobless and hopeless?

That Billy is my boyfriend, and he's in between jobs right now. I guess it's

true what they say. They're just no real men anymore.

Not fair. Well, it wasn't fair when that white trash convinced you to quit

college and give up on life like you did. He had nothing to do with that. You

know? Well, I was never comfortable with you putting up with a bum like that.

Because he's white. Because he's a loser.

Just like your father.

Now, what did Mama say to you this time?

Same stuff.

I'll never impress her with anything that I do.

I'll always be a failure in her eyes.

And how do you feel about yourself?

I don't know.

Why are things clicking?

Aren't they supposed to click at some point in time? They will when the time

right. You just have to be patient.

You're an idiot.

Fucking dick pic.

Delete.

Matthew.

Hello, Matthew.

Thanks a lot for inviting me for coffee after dinner.

Of course.

Hey, working at a bar must be wild.

I'm sure you've seen some wild stuff, huh?

Just your typical boring job.

Nothing amazing.

What about you?

Oh, embarrassing, really. I mean, if I told you what I did, you'd probably

laugh. I mean, what are you, 20?

I'm 45.

I mean, if I told you what I did, you'd probably think I was a big loser.

I don't judge, Matthew.

Phone center.

I answer phones.

Day after day, every day. Not the job I wanted.

I want you to look away.

Look away.

And that when I say turn, turn back to me.

You ready?

Yes. Yes!

Uh, the profile said you were 6 '6". Oh, yeah, well, that's a typo. 5 '6",

but, you know, behind you.

You got my lifters on. That's a good inch.

Ah!

I have lots of money.

I have fantasies I need fulfilled.

And you could help me.

You'd be part of it.

You know, it's been a long time since I've been out on a date, let alone with

hot babe.

It's like my mom is here with me right now.

Oh. Like, it's my place, but, you know, she's sick, so I'm taking care of her.

Yeah. And she's like a little religious Christian and all that. It might be a

little bit weird if we go over there, but... You know, like, is that your

Is that your place in jail?

You could pass for 14.

I would have to dial you up a little bit, but you could pass.

Yeah, yeah, for sure.

Want to leave your stuff here? Oh, no, no, no. I'm good.

No. Are

you

looking for a good time? Are you sick of all these bills?

You need a sugar daddy.

If you're looking to play the field and want to explore the world, we've got

your answer.

Sugar daddies are waiting for you.

Do it.

Hello.

Are you having a bad run at things?

Unlucky in love?

Unfulfilled in your current place in life?

Maybe I can help.

Are you looking to make a change? A serious change?

Then visit my website at the graphic below.

I look forward to meeting you.

What?

No.

This is not real!

Oh my -

Okay. So, Billy, what's the thing?

You know, nothing much. Just getting used to not working at the diner, I

And Billy?

I'm done with Billy. Thank goodness.

I just... His energy, it was just so negative.

And he was broke.

He was a whole just mess, honestly. Do you want another beer?

Uh, yeah. I'm out.

More beers on the way.

Oh, yeah.

So, you know that dating thing that I was talking about?

Mm -hmm.

I got a date.

Okay, that's the point, right? Why do you sound so excited?

Well, he's rich and mysterious.

Rich? Mm -hmm. People say a lot of different shit, and most of the time,

are full of shit.

Don't be out here getting scammed.

He's rich, for real. He proved it to me.

How?

Let's just say that my bank account was empty, and now it has a couple grand in

there. A couple grand? So why are we sitting here?

And does he have a friend?

I don't know.

I'll ask.

I actually have to get ready now.

I have to get ready soon.

He's going to be picking me up in a limo.

Picking you up? Mm -hmm.

Actually, I have to wear, like, this certain dress that he wants me to wear

my hair down.

I don't know. I think he has this weird fetish or something.

Wait, what?

Mm -hmm.

I don't know. It's weird. Like, he wants to teach me things.

So. Very weird. Mm -hmm.

I got to get ready, though.

But in the meantime, you can watch.

You know nothing about this guy.

Please be careful.

Girl, you know I always am.

Anyways, you watch the new episode of our favorite show.

You gonna tell me I can watch a new episode?

I'm gonna get ready.

Oh, my God.

I'll be back.

You got me worried.

This girl.

I'm gonna pray for her.

I believe in the feeling.

We can take it slow.

And Jack's a really nice guy.

Well now, don't spoil your appetite.

My cooks are preparing an amazing dinner for us to enjoy seeing.

Okay?

See you soon.

I'm guessing you want to know more about me.

To be honest, no.

I mean, I'm not really interested in your past or where you come from or your

family or your dating history.

None of those things are important to me.

You know, I have been desperately searching for something.

Something, you know.

Three others have failed and I almost given up until I saw your photos.

So, I'm curious. Are you the one?

Three. The one?

I don't know.

What does the one mean?

Can you learn?

Can you do?

Can you go against your fears and submit?

Can you pay attention and bring yourselves to heights that you've never

before?

Tell me, are you the one?

I'm trying to play you, baby.

It's more than that.

I'm looking for a good vibration.

Trying to celebrate, but there ain't no celebrations.

Trying to get big, yeah.

I'm not here to play. I know you own it all, but I can't keep it all

away.

Yeah, yeah.

I need you to agree with certainty that you allow yourself to

let go.

Life's not to submit. Most importantly, submit to me.

You're going to go down a dark and murky path, but I promise you, if you allow

this to happen, you're going to achieve an amazing amount of enlightenment.

What I need and what I really want is a student.

Someone who's willing to learn, even if it's the hard way.

Are you okay with that?

Do I get some time to think about it?

If you wish.

You ever just sit back and look at people and wonder what their story is?

Not really. What do you mean?

Everyone has a story.

Sometimes you can judge a book by its cover.

And it's fun to guess what people are thinking, even if I am wrong.

I don't think like that.

Maybe you should.

I mean, it's good to put your mind in another place. It alleviates stress.

Then I should try it.

If I had money for every single time I was stressed or had anxiety, I literally

could retire right now.

Well, you got that new guy, right?

That should alleviate some stress.

When do you see him again?

I don't know. He has this weird proposition for me. He wants to teach me

Ooh, that sounds hot.

I'm not sure.

I'm just scared to take the dive.

After all that bad shit you've been through, this is karma coming back to

things right.

I'll go for it. What do you have to lose?

What are you doing here?

Nothing. I want another chance. No. I want another chance. Get the fuck out. I

got a job. I got a job.

Where? I don't want to jinx it. I don't have it yet. Get the fuck out. Get the

fuck out.

What the fuck is this?

A liar.

A manipulative drunk.

And you don't have a job. Give me that back. Get the fuck out.

Go. Fuck you. Get out.

You need to find yourself a good man.

Otherwise, where would you be?

You know where?

That's where.

An embarrassment.

God damn it. I burned my lip.

Ralph, please accept my letter of resignation.

I really appreciate all your support over the past year, and I will really

working for you.

Sincerely, Tarek.

Yes? Eric.

Hmm? I thought about it and...

I accept your offer.

I'm ready to submit.

And do you return?

I'll be in touch.

Modern society has been destroyed by television and knowledge is lost, but it

can be found if you know where to look.

I want you to list that fog that has been built up over the years and absorb

this knowledge.

Let the word sink into your soul and feel the information as it flows through

your body.

You will go beyond reading and into the essence of what these books are and what

you can be.

This starts your journey with me, Teresa.

If you wish for me to be your guide, Your mentor.

Accept the gift of knowledge I've given you.

And meet me at Maximilian's tomorrow.

Trace, good to see you.

So,

did you read the books I sent you?

I've been thumbing through.

I didn't send them to be thumbed through, I sent them to be read.

Sorry.

Yeah, okay.

I'll read them cover to cover.

So, what's this all about?

What do you have on your mind?

Can you trust me?

I don't trust you easily.

But I'm willing to let go with you.

I'll do what you want me to do.

Not a exposure.

What am I getting myself into?

You have to understand, I'm a very powerful man.

I'm going to open your eyes up to an entirely new world. A world that not

many people have seen.

And the people in this society like to keep things kind of under the radar.

So, silence is required.

Well, that being said, I will

see you tomorrow and let

the challenge begin.

Don't move

There

are so many misconceptions about humanity

Society has placed

these boundaries upon us and have stopped our quest for enlightenment

We are going to move past that.

Why is it a temple?

I'm sure you've heard that before, right?

It's more than a temple. It's a vessel.

It's like other vessels.

It can come from different types of ways.

Breathe.

There are five senses.

You smell.

You taste.

You hear.

You eat.

You are going to be able to do things you could never believe.

I'd like to give you a slight sample of touch.

Have a sample.

Are you ready for that?

Yes.

Very good, Joanne.

I want you to be here at the same time tomorrow, okay?

I'll show you what I was about to change throughout.

Are you ready?

Yes.

Wake up.

We're not done yet.

Are you with me?

Are you with me?

Get up.

Let me see it on the back.

Put on those blindfolds.

You can use your mind.

There's a reason you have natural instincts to it.

That's right, you feel it.

The work of the pain.

You are above it.

You're natural.

Ignore it.

Write about it

There

is

no pain

You pick things up quickly.

I don't even know your name.

Preach this one.

Are you okay?

I'm surprised.

Just go. You're ruining everything.

Just go. What are you doing in this room? Nothing?

Nothing doesn't look like nothing.

If I ask you to leave, you don't own my entire fucking house. You leave.

I was just trying to see if she was okay.

Just let her go. Quiet.

Pathetic little girl.

Why are you even here if you're going to completely ignore me?

Will you pass the popcorn, please?

It's literally right here.

Nice bracelet.

Oh, thank you.

Must be turning a good buck at the bar.

I actually gave that up.

I'm saving all my money, and I took a break. I just needed it.

Sounds nice.

Wish I could save. I just spend, spend, spend.

You and me both.

Are you still working at that bar, or did you give it up as well?

I'm in an office now, believe it or not.

These pretty fingers are doing data entry.

This is a good place to start. You know, it's like my foot in the door, so I'm

happy. I just keep banging my head against the wall.

You guys are going to have nice homes and families and jobs.

And where am I going to be?

Fending my wheels.

You know it doesn't have to be that way.

Do you remember the beach house that we got, just the three of us? We got that

great suite, and we went walking down by the boardwalk at night, and there was

that rubber football.

and it was bouncing along, blowing wherever the wind took it.

That's how it feels.

We've been doing this for so long, and you guys are my anchor.

You guys give me hope that I can do better and be better.

Cheryl, you do not need us.

Have you ever heard the story about the coward and the hero?

Mm -mm.

Well, there is no difference.

The coward and the hero both feel the same and they doubt the same.

But the hero actually goes out and does.

You're not that bouncing ball.

You just have to believe in yourself.

I miss you guys. I miss this. I miss this so much. Can we make this a habit?

Of course we can.

Keep on the beat, ladies.

You

are

fucking everything up.

We had an understanding and you betray me?

I haven't betrayed anyone. I'm trying to accomplish my goal.

I thought Nancy was a part of that goal, wasn't she? She could still be, but

she's too emotional.

You said that wasn't going to be an issue, and it is.

Now that I have her, everything should fall into place.

Her? You haven't found her yet, and I'm in limbo.

This new girl you have is not the answer. You're ignoring Nancy because

an issue with me. No, it has nothing to do with you.

I've been looking for the ultimate student, and I found her. This girl, she

more receptive than anyone I've ever met.

Nancy has a lot to learn.

Then teach her.

There's not enough hours in the day.

Eric, darling, I can make your life miserable.

If you don't hold to our agreement.

Why am I not surprised this is your reaction?

You know what? You are the most selfish person I have ever met.

If you keep this up, you're going to find yourself on the outside looking in.

I don't think that's going to happen.

Oh, you don't?

Why is that?

Because I have enough info on you to bury you.

Everything you know could change in the blink of an eye.

You can leave now.

Things are going to change, and that means now.

You want to keep pushing me?

Well, I push back.

Do the right thing, Eric, or you'll regret it.

I'll make sure you lose all of this.

Every bit of it.

You're finding your way and moving closer to the goal by the desk.

That process is called marking.

It's a token of remember.

This is a great sign of your change and of your new life.

Are you ready for this?

I wouldn't be here if I wasn't.

You said you were priestess number four, right?

What happened to the other three before you?

That's not to discuss that.

Just focus on yourself and your growth.

You'll know it all before time's done.

I can't believe this. Look what you've turned into.

After everything I've done for you and taught you, you've become somebody I

don't want to know.

Kim, what do you want from me? I am walking away.

I guess I failed you.

This entire society was supposed to be about happiness and enlightenment, and

it's all bullshit!

Yeah, I heard you were walking away.

You wanted to be done, so be done.

Walk. That's all you've got for me?

Have you grown?

So cold?

After everything I've done for you?

You know,

I have a lot of things to do, so I think you should leave. They froze all my

assets. My bank accounts are empty.

I just need enough money to move on and survive. You need to make this happen.

No.

You made your bed. I'm lying.

I don't want to hurt you, Eric. I just need something, anything.

I can't leave with just the clothes on my back.

I know all the dirty tricks.

I'm not going to die on the streets if you don't make this right.

I will have no choice but to respond in a way that you won't like.

You wanted to leave.

This is the price you pay.

I'm sure you're going to find a job as a cashier or something that can cover all

of your expenses.

How sad.

How terrible.

It is what you've become.

I wish...

I could get back up.

You know, I want to be very clear.

You are doing an amazing job.

All the negative energy that was living around you is completely gone.

And there's no bad karma blocking you anymore either.

I mean, you, your purity is just shiny right now.

Thank you, Eric.

I'm feeling very comfortable here.

It's good.

All I ask is you continue to trust me and allow me to be your guy.

But I also ask for complete and total submission.

Okay.

I submit to you.

This is forever.

Uh -huh.

And there will be no surrender.

say something if you're gonna say something i have to go before you got

And not come back.

I'm sorry, I can't do that.

It's been great speaking with you. Nancy.

Nancy.

Have a good night.

You don't get it, do you?

I'm giving you an out here.

You realize how hurt you could get if you stay?

I'm not afraid of you, little girl.

You'll never be the ultimate hooker.

You know, I'm getting rather tired.

You're a fucking...

Crook, I keep so searching, asking myself, why don't I just thank you?

After all the money I've given you, after all the bullshit we've been

together, why don't I just let you have it?

You know what your problem is, Glenda? You can't take criticism. If you can't

take criticism, you can't grow as a person. You can't improve.

This is precisely why you failed as a student. This is why you never made it

high priestess.

Maybe. Maybe you're right. Maybe I didn't deserve it.

But, Sam, Nancy deserves to have a good life. She still can't have a good life.

You have money.

Set her up.

Let her meet a nice guy and settle down.

Have a normal life.

This world is not for her.

Matter of fact, the more I think about it, I don't think it's for you anymore.

Emma is barely holding on.

Nancy could be the next.

If you would just... Open your eyes and see what's standing right in front of

you.

You know,

I find it very shocking that your end goal is to make Nancy the ultimate

It has nothing to do with sex, the money, the power, the life I want her to

have.

Damn you.

Damn you, Eric.

Talking to you is like talking to a brick wall.

Once upon a time, I thought you were the most amazing man in the world.

The most incredible person on the planet. But now I see you.

I see you for what you are.

A pathetic, selfish fraud.

And one of these days you're going to go down.

That's enough, Glenda.

You know who I am.

You know what I'm capable of.

You really want to keep going down this path with me?

Just give her a chance. Just give Nancy a chance.

Don't give up on her.

She's a much better candidate than Therese is.

You know it. You know I'd fight.

No chance.

Hey, love.

I miss you.

I know you got all sorts of things going on, but it just seems like you're

abandoning your life here and abandoning me.

Please call me and tell me that you're okay.

Terese, it's me again.

Can you please call me and tell me that you're okay?

Call me anytime, love.

Just hang on, guys.

I have to finish this challenge.

I'm sorry. I just wasn't expecting you. What are you doing here?

I was having a good time.

You're bummed.

I can see it.

You can?

You taught me well, Eric.

Now what's wrong?

It's nothing. It's just one of those brief moments of weakness.

I just wish you never saw me like this.

I'm sort of glad I did.

Why is that?

So you can say that I'm a fraud?

No. So I can say you're human and you're not perfect.

You're one of the most amazing people I've ever met.

And being so great can come with a lot of pressure.

Okay.

Okay, okay.

Back to business, all right? So... I will say I'm very proud of you. You're

coming along wonderfully as a student.

But there are two more challenges you have to pass.

And they're not going to be easy.

Are you ready for them?

Having control is the greatest power.

Control over what you see, what you hear, what you fear.

Being able to control your emotions.

Once you can do that, you can master it.

So many students have disappointed me by not being able to control what they

fear.

You can do that.

Leaving your body is just weakness.

Leaving your body.

You are not weak.

I am going to make you stronger.

You understand?

Please join me.

Please.

There.

Again.

Again.

I've seen a lot of them come down the pike.

But you're different.

You're special.

I've never seen somebody with such a visible energy.

Your aura is blinding me.

I've learned from the best.

It's not about learning.

It's about who you are.

We just brought it out.

I think you're worthy of attaining high priestesshood.

I'm not sure I'm going in that direction.

I'm sort of playing this by ear.

I'll just see where this journey brings me.

High priestesses want for nothing.

There's fortune to be had.

You're in.

You don't know this.

But you're in.

The society can make all your dreams come true.

I'm just not interested in fucking the entire world.

All I'm asking is for you to consider it.

Look at the world we've showed you.

Do you really want to go back to your old life?

Punching a clock?

barely eking by after living this life.

You let me know.

Come see me after.

You know, it's been quite some time since I've been in this fortunate

And after years of searching, I believe I have finally found the one we've all

been waiting for. The one that can take us to the next level.

but also carry on all the traditions that our society holds so dear.

At this point in time, I would like to recommend Therese to high level

priestess. All the benefits that go along with it.

I would like all of us to take it to committee.

If anyone has anything to say, please say it now.

I agree with the recommendation.

Therese is wonderful.

She has all the attributes that we're looking for in the role.

I agree.

So with that being said, I think a vote.

All those in favor?

All opposed?

She passes.

Mr. Bantamon, you need to start making better decisions or this is going to

minor compared to what's going to happen to you.

You're not untouchable. Remember that.

What's wrong?

Please.

Are you okay?

Please come here. No, no, no. I'm not busy. I'll be right over. I need you.

Okay.

Okay, I have the meds on the way, okay?

Okay.

It's gonna be okay.

As you wish.

Tracy, you came.

Thank you.

You're my friend, Eric. Of course I'd be here for you.

Friend?

Friend is not a title I hear very often for me.

You should consider me as your friend.

I need you to submit to me.

I don't have high -priced lawyers to write a contract, but a verbal warning

have to do.

I need you to submit to me so you can get better and I can heal you.

Keep your mind open, keep your mind open, it's all possible.

Hit the dream wave, it's a great day, it's all possible.

It's gonna flow whatever,

to let go of control of your thoughts.

True desires begin to emerge,

thank your mind and soon with your heart.

you know you didn't have to do what you did i wasn't

part of the deal.

I don't care about the deal. I care about you.

Really?

After everything that's happened, you shouldn't. You should hate me.

Why?

I've spent so much time trying to build this society.

Something better.

But it's tainted.

Corrupt.

I had these Grand plan for this elite society of people that would be doing

something enlightened, filling, changing people's lives.

In the midst of all of that, I ended up coming to Moscow.

I was lost until I met you.

You were lost?

Really? No, you were the right one.

I found spirituality beyond physical existence through you, because of you.

I want to finish the challenge.

Really? No, no, you don't have to do this. You don't have to continue to go

with this.

Like, go back to your family. Go back to your friends.

Like, you don't have to complete this deal at all.

I'll keep paying you.

I'll make sure you're taken care of.

You'll never have to worry about money or pay for anything, okay?

The challenge isn't over yet.

I need to finish it. You're going to finish it. Don't finish it for me. I'm

I'm doing it for me.

This is it, Terese.

The final test is going to be the hardest thing you've ever done.

Are you ready?

Do you think I'm ready for this?

Absolutely.

You have everything anyone could ever want.

Everything I've ever wanted.

But I will be honest with you, it's going to be very difficult.

This test is not easy. It's going to see how much pain you can take, what your

endurance is, all five of your senses.

Everything that I've taught you, everything that you've learned, will be

accumulated into one test tonight.

I see you brought family and friends.

Great. Oh, and those two guys look so much better with your mask off.

Are you accusing me or my friends of something, Eric? Absolutely.

They should have... You never left me for dead. You should have killed me when

you had the chance.

Oh, I'm sorry.

I don't take requests.

But I do offer suggestions.

This ends tonight.

One way or the other.

Your whore against my daughter.

And if Nancy wins, she becomes the high priestess. Otherwise, I swear, I will

take you and this entire organization down.

And I don't care if I go down with it.

Fine. But when she wins... You, your daughter, and those two fucking

are out of my life forever.

You understand?

Deal.

Anna, please begin.

Open your eyes. What can you see around?

Stay focused.

Remember everything I taught you.

You can do this, baby.

Don't give in. Stay focused.

No fear.

This is yours.

You were born to do this, baby.

Don't give up.

Stay up. Losing is not an option.

Think about everything I showed you.

Everything I taught you.

Be all you can be.

You've got this.

Come on, baby. You've got this. Come on.

Get into it.

Come on, baby. Focus.

Focus. You were born to be high. One place.

One place. This is everything you've ever wanted.

Here's some good news, because I'm feeling festive and a tad bit forgiving.

So I'll tell you what.

Gentlemen, how about you all come work for me?

Apologize, and I'll give you a job.

Or I can give you the alternative, which I'm sure you're not going to like.

We accept.

Good.

Your first assignment, take Nancy to the disciplinary room, and let's start

breaking her in properly.

And her mother.

Get out of my face.

I've become quite tired of seeing her. This isn't over here. I'll be back.

Doc, don't touch me. I'll give you the same treatment today. It's all right,

sweetheart. Mommy's here.

It's all right, baby. Mommy's here.

And you, oh, my God, you.

You have shown me something new. It's like a new world that has opened up.

I thank you for that.

And you've done the same for me, Eric.

I can't go back to my old life.

That was never supposed to be my life.

You showed me that.

But I can't be what you want me to be either.

I'm aware now.

I know who I am now.

I'm strong.

I know more about myself and about us than I ever thought I would.

And it's all thanks to you.

I'm really happy that you didn't end up hating this experience, or at least

hating me.

No, never.

I'm reborn because of you.

Me too.

I'm...

They say no pain no game.

Well, I lived it I know most people would not understand my journey, and I

not have either had I been on the outside looking in.

I would not change a thing.

I learned so much about humanity and love, and I know I reached Eric and

him love that he had never known.

I do love him, and maybe one day we'll have that romance that I once dreamed

about.

The future is open, and I'm not sure what it has in store, but I'm not afraid

it. I welcome it.

I welcome everything that this universe has in store for me.

And I keep you in my heart, and my heart is where you are. I still think of you,

I want you coming back.

I remember when we were staring photos.

Don't forget the way you looked me in the eyes.

And I keep you in my heart, and my heart is where you are. I still think of you,

I want you coming back.