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Sit down!

Sit down, I say!

Ordinary people

will not behave impolitely,

especially in front of older people. Do you understand?

Gosh, Miss. Let me do it.

It doesn't matter. I can do it. It is okay. I can.

But your arm.

I'm fine. It's okay.

Your grandfather will probably scold me later.

Don't worry. Let me help. OK, I'll help you.

No, no.

This was my idea, you shouldn't blame him. This is what I want, why are you the one being scolded?

Please don't, Miss.

What happened? What's up, guys?

Forgive me, sir. I'm sorry, sir.

Dewi accidentally scratched her arm on the wire of the pickup truck. Just now, Mbak Dewi's hand was scratched by a wire in a pick-up truck.

I'm really sorry, sir. I'm sorry, sir.

It's not his fault! This is not Parman's fault!

How many times have I told you? How many times have I told you?

Heavy lifting is a man's job. Lifting things is a man's job.

Your job! Your job!

Are your ears just for show? You have ears,

You never listen. Enter the left ear and exit the right ear.

Don't blame him, I wanted to help. Don't blame Parman. This is the Goddess' wish.

Get inside, let's treat your injury.

I'll do it for you.

I'm not done with you. I want to talk to you.

I can do it myself. I can treat it myself.

I'll take care of it. Don't be stubborn. Just want to be treated, I'm annoying.

It hurts, doesn't it?

What were you thinking?

Unloading the goods yourself?

Everyone is assigned their own tasks.

Please.

I want to help Parman. I want to help Parman.

Why bother? That's his job.

I can do it, Grandpa! I can, Grandma!

Why should it be her? Why does it have to be Parman?

Do you think I'm incapable? What do I consider incapable of?

NO! It's not about your abilities,

it's just his job.

You too, Parman!

The pickup truck is your responsibility.

You have to understand it better than anyone!

But the back is rusty, some wires even poked out.

You should take it to a repair shop and fix it.

Then you tell Dewi, she will pay.

Is it really that complicated?

It's not his fault. Parman wasn't wrong.

It was mine, I wasn't careful. It is my fault. I'm not careful.

No, Miss.

It's my fault.

I didn't check the car.

I am really sorry.

Go and take it to the repair shop. Yes, now take it to the repair shop.

Yes. Excuse me, Sir. OK, I apologize.

Missed.

I want to meet your grandfather.

He's inside. Come in. He's in the room. Just come in.

Thank you.

Sir.

Come in.

Hi, Goddess. Hi, Ayu.

Hi, Ayu. Hi, Ayu.

Dewi, I just joined a modeling agency. Dewi, I've signed with a modeling agency.

That's great, Ayu! You are great, Ayu!

You're amazing. Cool.

Is your nephew coming?

The one who's researching batik? Is he a journalist?

Not exactly a journalist, Sir. Bukan, Pak.

He just likes to take pictures and write,

then he sends them to... I don't exactly know where.

He can come.

Thank you. And about my nephew…

Hello?

Yes, it's me.

Later. I'm going back to work. Udah dulu ya, aku mau lanjut.

We'll send it by Monday,

or Tuesday.

I'm sorry, Sir. Mohon maaf, Pak.

I forgot the vegetable soup. Saya lupa memasak sayur nangka mudanya.

I was sleepy. Fall asleep.

How long have you been working for me? How many years have you been with me?

You forgot to cook my favorite. My favorite food is missing.

- How could you? - I'm sorry, sir.

Just this once, sir. Just this once, sir.

Thanks. Thank you.

I... Goddess...

Want to work in Jakarta. Want to work in Jakarta.

Why do you want to go there?

You don't like working with me anymore?

It's not like that. That's not it, Grandmother.

I want to be independent. Dewi wants to be independent.

Independent?

Do you even know what that means?

Of course. You know.

What?

Working by myself, Work alone,

Living by myself, Living alone,

Just like... Like...

Come on. Come on.

Who?

Come on! Come on!

Darling.

I don't think Ayu is a good influence.

No, Ayu is good. We are good friends. No, Ayu is fine. Friends are fine.

Finish your meal. We'll talk later.

Use up.

Goddess.

We are having guests from Jakarta tomorrow.

He is interested in batik.

Accompany him.

Parman has to go home to care for his sick son.

So, you will accompany the guest.

Thank You. Thank You.

Do you know sign language? Can you sign language?

No, I'm deaf. No, I'm deaf.

Me too. I'm the same, I'm deaf.

You're deaf too? Oh, are you deaf too?

We're the same. Mean we are the same.

Oh, my name is Rino. Oh yes, my name is Rino.

Rino. Rino.

What's your name? What's your name?

My name is Dewi. My name is Dewi

Oh, Goddess! Oh, Goddess!

Nice to meet you. Nice to know you.

The pleasure is mine. You're welcome.

I'm a blogger. I'm a blogger.

I took photos, I took a photo,

to write an article about batik. want to review about batik.

Can you help me? Can you help me?

I can help you. I can help.

Feel free to ask me anything about batik. If you want to ask anything about batik, I can definitely answer.

I can be your guide. I can be your guide.

Thank you for that. Thank you for helping me.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

Goddess.

Dinner is ready.

Grandpa, dinner is ready. Grandfather, the food is ready.

How was the guest?

He seems nice. It looks good.

He's deaf, just like me. She is deaf too like the Goddess.

Did you know Rino is deaf too? Did you know that Rino is deaf too?

Sri might have told me, but maybe I wasn't paying attention.

And?

His job is awesome. Rino's job is really good.

He gets to travel across Indonesia. He can travel around Indonesia.

Traveling all over Indonesia?

What does he do?

A blogger. Bloggers.

A blogger? Bloggers?

I see.

I want to get another job. I want to look for another job.

Not just stay here. Don't just stay here.

What now, Wi?

When I was small, When I was little,

you promised me. Grandpa made a promise.

I can pursue my dreams when I grow up. When I grow up, I can achieve my own dreams.

But you're my only grandchild.

Someone has to...

"Look after you." "There's someone on guard."

"Who else could it be but me?" "Who else if not Grandmother?"

You always say that, Grandpa. Grandma always said that.

I've got it memorized. Dewi already knows it by heart.

Am I only useful to people like me!? Am I only useful to people who are just like me!?

I want to broaden my horizon. Want to have broad insight.

You've got it all wrong, Dewi!

You told me to meet the guest, and he's deaf too. Earlier Grandfather told me to meet a guest, and he was deaf too.

It's not a coincidence, is it? Not a coincidence, right?

Enough about this.

Talk about something else.

Whenever I bring this up, you always avoid it. Yang always avoids me whenever I talk about this.

I never avoid anything.

I just don't want you to end up like...

Like who? Like who?

Do you think I'm incapable of working with normal people? Am I considered unable to cooperate?

Is that why you don't see me as normal? Is that why you think I'm not normal?

Because I'm deaf? Because I'm deaf?

And someone has to look after me? And must it be looked after?

That I need special treatment? Must be served?

I'm normal!! I'm normal!!

Goddess!

Sit!

No! No!

- Sit down! - No!

No! No!

Sit down, I say!

Sit down!

Ordinary people

will not behave impolitely,

especially in front of older people.

Why are you still here?

Why are you still here?

I don't want to work. I'm lazy at work.

What do you mean?

If you don't go to work,

you won't have any money.

You won't be able to buy anything.

O.

Is it because of your grandfather?

Don't worry too much about it.

Parents are like that.

What's that? What is that?

This?

This is your mother's.

When she gave birth to you.

My mother? Book?

Yes.

After returning from the hospital,

he needs a cloth to carry you.

I embroidered your name by hand.

Let me see.

See?

Thank You. Thank You.

You're welcome.

Store it in your cupboard.

You may need it for your child in the future.

Excuse me. Keep it safe.

I want to go to Jakarta. I want to go to Jakarta.

Why? What for?

I want to become a model. I want to be a model.

My mother gave me permission to go. Mom has given me permission.

Aren't you tired of working at the batik factory? Aren't you bored working in a batik factory?

You should go out more. Go on trips. You have to travel often. Holiday.

My mom said to socialize more. Mom said, socialize a lot.

Broaden our horizon. So it makes us broaden our horizons.

Miss Goddess.

Miss?

Miss Goddess.

I'm really sorry.

Can I get my weekly salary?

But you usually get them monthly, Ms. Sri? Do you usually take it once a month?

I know, I usually collect it every month,

but with my nephew, Rino, staying this week

I want to cook something special.

Something delicious.

Thank you very much, ma'am.

You're welcome. You're welcome.

I am done.

Be strong, darling.

Until you can accept all this completely,

you will continue to feel restless,

endlessly search for what you want.

Yes. I'm Parman. I work here.

I'll take some pictures. I want to take photos around here.

Please, don't hesitate.

Parman. Parman.

Anthony. Anthony.

Anthony? Anthony?

Does he feel better? Is he healthy?

Anto, my son?

He's fine now.

Yesterday I brought Anto go to the doctor to get an injection.

He felt better.

Hope your son recovers quickly. Get well soon.

Parman.

Have you met my father? Have you met my father?

Have I met your father?

No, I haven't.

I started working here

after your mother died.

I'm done here. I'm done here.

If you'll excuse me, I'm going back to work. See you, Rino.

Can I see the photos? Can you see the photos?

Sure. Yes.

Let's go over there. Come on, let's go there.

What are these photos for? What are these photos for?

When I write on my blog, So I'll write it on the blog later.

these photos will serve as context. and these photos are a complement.

and as my personal collection. and for my collection too.

You're amazing. You are great.

It's nothing. Oh, that's normal.

I can show you more photos. I can show you other photos.

I'd love to. Yes.

Is this you on a vacation? Or working? Is this your holiday? Or work?

Work and vacation. Working while on holiday.

We may have a disability, We do have shortcomings,

but it doesn't mean we can't live like normal people. But that's not the reason we can't be like normal people.

We can do it if we're willing to learn. we can if we want to learn.

You... You...

You're like a pearl confined in a lonely place. Like a pearl locked in a quiet place.

But your beauty won't fade even if you are alone. But your beauty will not disappear even if you are alone.

It's just like Ayu's photo. Like Ayu's photo.

Who's Ayu? Who is Ayu?

She's my friend from school. My school friend.

She's now a model in Jakarta. He became a model in Jakarta.

That's amazing. Cool.

Are you done taking pictures?

Yes, but I'll come back when I need more pictures. That's it, sir. But if I need more pictures, I'll come back.

More pictures?

You don't need to.

Goddess, get back to work.

Go.

I'm going home. Say goodbye to going home.

Okay.

I'm going home. I want to go home.

Okay.

Come.

The following is last month's financial report. This is last month's financial report.

And inventory checks?

I want to go on holiday. I want a holiday.

Holiday?

Vacations are a waste of money.

I have worked hard to reach my current position.

I'm not slacking off.

There are no holidays.

Young people love holidays. I want to go. But young people love holidays. I want to.

Like Ayu, Rino. They are amazing. Like Ayu, Rino, they are great. Cool.

Forget it.

Just focus on work.

Tell Parman,

to withdraw money from the bank tomorrow.

He has gone.

Miss Goddess, why are you eating alone?

I'm angry with grandfather. I'm lazy with Grandma.

But why?

Your grandfather is good.

He is the kindest.

NO. No.

He's selfish. selfish.

I don't like it. I don't like.

If he was selfish, he wouldn't be here take care of you.

Come here.

Let me tell you.

When your mother was little,

Your grandfather often takes him out.

Your mother drives a horse-drawn carriage.

Your grandfather loves your mother very much.

So when he died,

Your grandfather was devastated.

But he doesn't love me. But Grandmother doesn't love me.

What do you mean?

I can't go anywhere, I can't go,

no holidays, can't go on holiday

always this and that. it has to be this it has to be that.

I want to be free, I want to be free,

like the others. like the others.

Your grandfather won't let you go,

because he wants to protect you.

I'm not sick. I am healthy. I'm not sick. I am healthy.

I can take care of myself. I don't need to be looked after.

I'm no different from you. I'm just like Mbok.

Good grief.

He didn't listen.

Yes.

We can talk more about this later.

Correct.

It's all to ensure the best for our grandchildren.

Yes, best wishes to you.

Goddess.

Did you tell Parman? withdraw money from the bank?

When did you ask me to do it? When did Eyang say that?

I asked you to tell him yesterday.

But you're gone, everyone's sullen.

I'll go look for Parman now. Well that's that then. Dewi is looking for Parman now.

Okay.

Grandpa wants you to withdraw money from the bank. Grandmother told me to take money from the bank.

What?

Get money from the bank. Take the money to the bank now.

- Oh, withdraw money from the bank? - Yes.

Okay.

Quick.

Come. Sit here.

Here he is.

Special delivery.

Sri made the Solo Strait for you.

He gave me some too.

I've shared it with Parman.

Dig deeper.

This used to be your mother's favorite.

my mother's? Book?

Sri always made it for your late mother.

Use up.

Sri is my mother's close friend? Sri is my mother's close friend?

Yes. They are close.

They attended the same school.

They are good friends? Friend?

Why doesn't anyone ever mention it? How come there's never been a story like that?

Yes, he is your mother's best friend.

But if you ask him,

Don't tell him that you heard it from me.

Okay?

Mrs. Sri. Thank you for the Solo Strait. Very delicious. Mrs. Sri, thank you. The Solo Strait is delicious.

Solo Strait?

You took the trouble to make it for me. I bothered to send it too.

No problem.

After all, I was making extra money.

Because I have my nephew, Rino, stay the night.

Rino is still here? Rino is still here?

Yes. He's still there.

He wanted to see his friend in Tawangmangu.

Tawangmangu.

Are you and my mother friends? Is Mrs. Sri Buku's best friend?

What?

My mother's best friend? My mother's best friend?

Your mother's best friend?

Why did you never tell me? Why don't you ever tell me?

She is beautiful.

Good.

He's just like you.

Do you know my father? Mrs. Sri, do you know my father?

What?

Parman is here.

Miss Goddess.

Your grandfather is looking for you.

Come on.

Goddess. I checked and counted everything.

The number is inactive. There is a difference.

But it's balanced. But it's the same.

Impossible. No way.

But here's the proof, right here.

I've counted many more from just a year or two.

I've been doing this for almost 40 years.

I'm very careful with numbers.

Let me see. Let me see.

Here. You don't believe me?

This one. This should be it.

It shouldn't be 15 million. Isn't it 15 million?

I wrote it wrong. I wrote it wrong.

I told you to focus on work.

Don't think about holidays,

worked in several other places.

You still messed up while working for me.

If you were to work somewhere else,

wouldn't it be humiliating?

Are you mad at me for getting this wrong? Are you angry with me because I miscalculated?

I've tried my best I've tried my best

to work with you. Eyang's collaboration.

You made a mistake, Dewi.

I can't possibly tell you that you were correct.

Don't get offended so easily.

Gosh.

Fine. Hire someone else. Well that's that then. Find another employee.

I'm tired. Goddess is tired.

This again.

She's still working with her grandpa.

If she pulls this somewhere else,

wouldn't she get fired?

Right?

Kids these days.

Hi! O!

How are you? How are you?

I'm doing good. I'm well.

That's good. Good.

What are you doing? What are you doing?

I was writing for my blog, I'm busy writing posts on my blog.

But... But...

then I thought of you. you think.

You're as soft as the touch of batik on my senses. You are as smooth as batik cloth that comes to my senses.

Goddess, the solace of my longing heart. Goddess of solace when I miss you.

I miss you. Miss you.

Enjoy your food in peace.

Don't giggle for no reason.

Mr. Raji called me earlier.

He wants to match you with Aryo.

Suitable? Partner?

Yes.

Arranged marriage? Marry?

Yes. Yes.

We are distant relatives.

To preserve the bloodline with Jogja family,

You will marry Aryo.

I don't want to. Don't want to.

Why not?

I'm not ready to get married. I don't want to get married yet.

I want to go. Dewi wants to go out.

Go where? Gosh...

Go where?

I'm going to go pursue my future. Chasing my future.

My dreams. My dream.

I can't get what I want here. Here I can't get what I want.

I'm trapped. I'm imprisoned.

Trapped?

What nonsense is this?

Why won't you let me look after you?

I'm doing this because I love you. Do you understand?

You love me because I'm deaf. Grandmother loves me because I'm deaf.

You don't see me as normal. Grandma thinks I'm not normal.

I'm different! I can't! I am different! I can't!

You!

Parman. What's wrong with the Goddess?

Good grief.

Pack.

Are you okay? I am here.

Inhale slowly.

Exhale.

Calm down, sir.

Inhale.

Exhale.

- Parman. - Yes?

Help me to my room.

Yes, Sir. Quick.

Let's go.

You should listen to your grandfather.

Of course your grandfather

I'm thinking about what's best

for you, my only grandchild.

You think I'm not capable either. Mbok also thinks I can't?

You're like grandpa. Mbok is the same as Eyang.

O.

I never avoid anything.

I just don't want you to end up like...

Like who? Like who?

To preserve the bloodline

with Jogja family,

You will marry Aryo.

Where is he going?

Parman!

Can't you hear me calling you? When my parents called, they didn't answer.

Need me to pinch your ears? I'll pinch your ears later.

Help me carry those things inside! Help Mbok lift the lift!

Never mind that, Dewi just left!

Where to? Go where?

No idea! I was about to follow her.

She was carrying a big bag, as if she was going far away.

What? She ran away?

Gosh! Parman!

Go after her! Quickly chase him.

Follow her! I'll let Mr. Bekti knows. Followed. I want to talk to Mr Bekti.

You're gonna tell him? Why did you even talk to Mr Bekti?

Yeah. Yes Yes.

Don't. What if his blood pressure spikes? If you report it to Mr Bekti, how will the high blood pressure recur?

Fine.

Enough talk! Chase him! In fact, if you keep talking, you will be chased.

Good grief!

It doesn't matter. Do not panic. Well that's that then.

Goddesses going berserk is nothing new. Dewi getting angry and sulking is normal.

He will either shut up or run away.

Most likely he went to a friend's house.

What's his name? What's his name?

Come on, sir.

Yes, Ayu.

If anyone asks where the Goddess is, tell them,

Dewi went to stay at her relative's house.

Yes, Sir. Okay sir

I'll go back to cleaning it. If that's the case, Mbok will clean up the rear, sir.

Excuse me. Excuse me, Sir

Parman.

Yes, sir? Yes sir.

If Dewi doesn't come home in a day or two, Later, if Dewi hasn't come home in a day or two,

you go pick her up at Ayu's place. You'll pick me up at Ayu's house.

Do you know her house? Do you know Ayu's house?

Yes, sir. You know, sir.

Okay. Good.

Go.

Goddess.

Can I stay over? I want to sleep here.

You want to stay here?

Did you tell your grandpa?

I miss my mom. I miss Mom.

You are my mother's best friend. Mrs. Sri is my mother's best friend.

I want to know him. I want to know Books.

What?

Please tell me about my mother. Mrs. Sri told me about my mother.

Tell me about your mother.

But my place is very small.

What if you feel uncomfortable?

No, I won't. It is okay.

Okay. Come on in.

Come on.

Goddess, why are you here? Goddess, why are you here?

Dewi will sleep in my room.

You already told your grandfather, right?

Did you tell your grandfather?

Go taking a bath. Let's have dinner together.

After dinner, I'll tell you about your mother.

Following last night's story,

after Lastri got a boyfriend, Kusnadi,

he broke up with me.

Kusnadi is his type easily jealous.

But your mother loves him very much.

Last I heard,

your mother has a child.

And that's all. That's all I know.

I'm sorry, Goddess.

Come on out. Let's go out.

Take me to a batik shop so I can finish my blog. Take me to the batik shop to complete the blog I wrote.

Okay, let's go. Yes, come on.

We're off. We'll go first.

OK, take care.

You're bringing a girl.

Sis.

- Goddess... - Sri! Did you know?

Goddess ran away.

Ran away?

Yes!

This should be kept secret, Actually, no one should know this.

but I can't take it anymore. But I'm not strong anymore.

I keep thinking about her. I keep thinking about Dewi.

Parman went to look for her yesterday, Yesterday Parman was told to search.

But she's still nowhere to be found. But until now I haven't found it.

Sri.

Where in the world could she be? Where do you think this child went?

Dewi had a fight with her grandfather, Yesterday Dewi had an argument with her grandfather,

then she left without a word. keep leaving without saying goodbye.

Sri.

Don't go around darling Don't tell anyone,

that I told you this. if it's me who's telling the story.

Okay. Yes, Mbok.

- Got it? - Got it.

I have to go now. Yes, that's right, Mbok.

Are you tired? Are you tired?

Rino, why are people like us Rino, why are people like us

always underestimated? underestimated?

I don't know. I do not know.

But I learned to turn the situation around. But I learned to change the situation that occurred.

I behaved like a normal person. I act like a normal person.

I acted as if I had no disability. I act like I have no shortcomings.

I think like everyone else. I think the same as others.

It's just the way I communicate with them that's different. Only my way of communicating is different from theirs.

We use sign language, they use speech. We use sign language when other people speak.

Is your family supportive of it? Your family supports that?

Yes. Yes

You're lucky your family is supportive. I'm all by myself. You are lucky, your family supports you. I am alone.

Your eyes bring a comfort to the heart. From the look in your eyes comes a tenderness that soothes the heart.

Dewi is not at Ayu's place?

Yes, sir.

According to Ayu's family, Ayu now works in Jakarta.

The goddess wasn't there.

Don't tell me she went to Jakarta?

Excuse me, Sir.

- What is it? - Sorry to bother you.

There's something I want to tell you.

What?

Dewi isn't at home, I suppose?

How did you know?

It's because she's at mine. Ada di rumah saya.

Since when? Sejak kapan?

Around three days ago. Sejak tiga hari lalu.

Oh my God, Sri!

Why are you just telling me now? Kok baru ngomong sekarang?

Don't come to work today. Go home, Kamu hari ini nggak usah kerja. Pulang saja,

and tell Dewi to come home today. tell Dewi to come home today.

If she doesn't, you're fired. If you don't want to, I'll fire you.

- Yes, sir. - Got it?

Parman, go with Sri to pick up Dewi.

Now! Now!

Hurry!

How long will you be in Semarang? How long have you been in Semarang?

About two weeks, depending on the content I'm collecting. Approximately two weeks, depending on the material I'm looking for there.

When I'm done, I'll come back to say goodbye to Auntie Sri. When you're finished, come straight here again to say goodbye to Bulek Sri.

Where are you going next? Where else are you going?

Back to Jakarta, to my house, Go back to Jakarta first, go home.

And perhaps to Padang next. Then maybe you want to go to Padang.

Miss Goddess.

Your grandpa is looking for you.

I can't stand Grandpa. I can't stand Grandma.

I hate him. I'm tired. I hate him. I'm tired.

Calm down, Goddess.

Miss Goddess.

You'd better go home now.

Your grandfather is waiting for you.

He sent me here to get you.

Okay? Let's go home

I'm sorry.

I can't take it anymore

lied to Mr. Bekti and hid you here.

It's not Mrs. Sri's fault! Mrs. Sri is not wrong!

I ran away alone. The wrong goddess is gone.

Why'd you drag her into this and threaten to fire her? Why did Eyang involve Mrs. Sri and threaten to fire her?

I didn't drag Sri into your problem.

It was you, by staying at her house.

I'm like this because of you. I'm like this because of Grandmother's attitude.

You've always pushed your ideas! Grandmother always forces her will!

I don't have freedom! I don't have freedom!

I can't be myself. I can't be myself.

Well I'm sorry if it's my fault.

I only wanted the best for you.

By restricting my freedom? By limiting the Goddess' freedom?

By setting me up with a man of your choice? By setting me up with the man Eyang chose?

Is that wrong?

Am I wrong?

I don't want to! I still don't want to!

So what do you want?

I want to be free and choose my partner. I just want to be free and choose my own soul mate.

Look at me!

I'm doing this because I love you!

Don't be stubborn!

You love me? Do you love me?

Is it love if you're always restricting me? Is it a shame that Grandmother is always controlling?

Why!? Why!?

I have to make all the choices!

Because I don't want your mother's past

to happen to you!

What's past? What past?

I don't know anything. You kept her a secret from me. I do not know. My grandmother kept my mother's secret from me.

Please, tell me, Mbok. Please Mbok tell Dewi.

Back then, Lastri,

yourmother,

had a romantic relationship with Kusnadi.

Meanwhile, your grandpa

has matched your mother with a man.

Your grandfather believed that the man has a better future.

But your mother chose to go.

For months.

When he comes back,

Lastri is very pregnant

I'm sorry, Dad.

Is she pregnant with me? Was that when you were pregnant with me?

Yes. However,

Your mother never married

with your father.

Kusnadi is not a good person.

I don't want it!

Your mother was blinded by her love for him.

He feels trapped

That's why your mother

choose your father.

However,

your father is unemployed.

He just finished off your mother's jewelry.

Even when your mother falls ill,

he couldn't afford to go to the doctor

Your grandfather was devastated.

His only child, your mother,

his life is a mess.

And you, his only grandchild, are deaf

because when your mother is pregnant,

he had rubella which is not treated.

Because of love for your father,

your mother still gave him a chance.

When they were about to get married,

they had an accident.

And died.

Goddess.

Your grandfather...

only want the best for you.

Because you are his only grandchild.

Pack!

Pack!

Mr Bekti!

Pack! Get up!

Pack!

It doesn't matter.

Don't worry about your grandfather.

The hospital has carried out good care from your grandfather.

Parman called earlier.

He says your grandfather is conscious.

Goddess.

Your grandfather had a stroke.

Strokes.

Strokes. Strokes.

It was a stroke.

This is my fault, Mbok. It's my fault, Mbok.

It's not anyone's fault.

I shouldn't have talked back to Grandpa. If only I didn't fight Grandmother.

There, there.

Let's get inside.

Get some rest.

There, there.

Let's go inside.

What's the matter, Dewi? Goddess, what's wrong?

I have something to tell you. I want to talk to you.

Why here? Why here?

I want to talk to you privately. I want us to talk alone.

Talk about what? What do you want to talk about?

Is this yours? Is this yours?

Are you trying to trick me? You're not lying to me, are you?

Trick you? Lie?

Why would I lie to you? Why would I lie to you?

Are you sure it's mine? Are you sure that you are pregnant because of me?

I've never done it with any other man. I've never been in a relationship with another man.

Ever. Never.

You're the only one. You're the only one.

You think I did it with someone else? Do you think I did the same as everyone else?

How can you get pregnant so fast? Impossible. Do you get pregnant straight away? No way.

I don't know. But this is happening. I don't know, but this is what happened.

Check again. You check again.

What do you mean? It means?

This might be wrong. This could be wrong, right?

So you won't acknowledge it? Does that mean you don't want to admit it?

So, this is real? So is this for real?

I thought that the one who was rooting for me, I think the person who has always been on my side,

the one I've been searching for, I think I've found what I've been looking for,

was you, Rino! I thought it was you, RIno!

This is too soon. This is too fast.

Yes, it is. It's too fast indeed.

But I'm pregnant! What do I do? But I'm pregnant. So what?

But I'm not ready! But I'm not ready yet!

You think I'm ready? You think I'm ready?

It's not a simple matter. This is not an easy thing.

Neither of us is ready. You and I are not ready.

We both have our future ahead of us. We both have our own future.

Our future is at stake! We will throw away our future!

Both of us have a long way to go. You and I both still have a long way to go.

What do you mean? It means?

I'm not ready. I am not ready.

You have to understand. You have to understand.

Look at me. Look at me.

If you want to pursue your dreams, If you want to pursue your dreams,

you have to make sacrifices. something must be sacrificed.

We carry the responsibility together. We must be equally responsible.

I'm not ready! I am not ready.

Goddess. Goddess.

Next week, Mr. Raji is coming over. Next week, Grandfather Raji will come here.

He's going to ask He wants to propose to you.

your hand in marriage to be Aryo's wife. to become Aryo's wife.

I hope that I hope

you and Aryo you and Aryo

will take over who continues

my batik factory. this batik factory.

You're my only grandchild.

Your actions are my concern.

I just don't want your mother's past happens to you!

Your grandfather is very angry.

when he found out

that's your mother get pregnant before marriage.

Why are so many men like your father?

Leaving scars under the guise of love.

Grandpa, I... Grandmother, Goddess...

I love you. dear Grandmother.

I want to meet the Goddess. I want to meet the Goddess.

I want to take responsibility. I want to be responsible.

Have you finally taken responsibility?

I regret it. I regret.

Tomorrow morning,

we go to see Mr Bekti.

It's not easy, but it was the right thing to do.

In the past

You are always relaxed in those clothes.

Grandfather,

I'm sorry.

I don't want you to feel that burdened because of me.

You don't need to look after me anymore.