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You're kidding.

No one ever signs the first one.

There's always some adjustment, some
language that doesn't sit quite right.

That's how I make the big bucks, Edie.

Rewriting these agreements at 200 an
hour.

I'm not missing anything, right?

There's no alimony.

All of our assets have already been
divided. It's just a clean break.

Absolutely.

My son's first hit in the league.

Well, not a hit exactly, but it's the
first time he got on base.

He tapped this little roller back to the
pitcher. The kid threw it away.

By the time they got the ball back,
Michael was on third.

Hit was kind of like my marriage.

Mistake, but I got something great out
of it.

Stand -up triple of a kid.

So you know about moving forward?

Yeah. But for that to work, you gotta
know what you want.

You gotta be sure.

I am.

Okay, so we're almost there.

There is a final hearing on the 12th.

Wednesday. Can't take more than half an
hour.

Wednesday? That's really soon, isn't it?

But we're on an accelerated schedule,
you know.

Paul and Jeanette want to get married as
soon as possible.

I assumed you knew.

No.

Paul forgot to mention it.

I'll tell you what, then.

Let's just hold on to these. There's no
need to rush.

That's right.

I'm looking forward, right?

Snap it back.

Put your body in there.

Good. Watch your dog. Chair.

Chair. One, two.

One, two, three, four.

Big power in those parts. All the way to
the right. Right hand to the body.

Right uppercut. Right hand.

Left hook. Right hand.

Okay. Good. We're ready.

You're not tired?

Okay. We're ready.

Relax.

It's a shame you don't want to fight.

Other students here is good match for
you.

You're a real contender, the Golden
Gloves.

Okay. Let's do what you told me no.

Change.

I heard this weird kind

of a thump and came running out, and
there he was.

Uniform, say no witnesses.

Lived alone. Dennis Parrish is the name
on the lease. Seventh floor.

Weird kind of thump.

Looks like our jumper threw himself a
going -away party.

You see anybody coming and going? I look
like a doorman?

He had people over all the time, but I
didn't see anyone tonight.

So what, he stepped up onto it to jump
and knocked it over?

You don't need a chair to get over this.

Whoever pushed him knocked it over.

An angry gopher maybe.

Angry smoker.

Two favorite ways for a woman to kill.

Poison or being pushed off a cliff.

This works as a cliff. Yeah.

Oh, my God.

Ginny.

I can't believe it.

Ginny.

This is Denny Paradise.

The Sultan of Blue -Eyed Soul.

What was that hit that he had?

What is it? It had something to do with
angels. Angels. That's angel work. Angel

work. That's right. You're going to do
your angel work.

Remember?

Oh, my God. My entire freshman class had
a crush on him, even the guys.

I think I saw him open for Oingo Boingo
at the Cow Palace. No, this guy, like,

pretty much owned the 80s. When it comes
to soul, I will stick with Mr. Ray

Charles. Man, I wonder what happened to
Denny Paradise.

I think I read about him battling a junk
problem.

Oh, there's a new one, a musician on
heroin.

Hey.

Hey, A -Chip.

Newcomer chips.

You get one at your first meeting and
you start counting the days from there.

136, for example.

That's awesome.

Why does he have a whole box, though?

Alcoholics and addicts are chronic
flippers.

Relapsers.

You know.

Then he could have picked one up every
time to try to get sober.

You girls gonna be here much longer?

First off, it's inspectors, exit, and
Ramirez, and we're gonna be here as long

as it takes. How's that sound?

I just want to know when I can start
showing the play.

A loss with a great view doesn't grow on
trees.

They caught the guy in Golden Gate Park
selling 40 milligram morphine sulfate

pads to an upscale junkie. Some
political heroine named Walter Francis

cooling out in the review too.

Well, let's let him ponder his fate a
little while longer while we steel

ourselves for the interview.

I offer you some, but I hear your body
is sometimes simple now.

I'm in training, that's all.

What's your fascination with boxing?

I like to punch people.

People who ask questions.

She OD'd, Walton, on your junk.

A housewife in Daly City, 35 years old,
two kids.

I told you I wasn't dealing.

223 tabs of morphine sulfate, Walton.

I got back pain.

Real bad.

We nabbed your customer, the guy in the
park.

He's not taking the fall for you. He
said you hooked him up before.

Give us your supplier, Walter. Help
yourself out.

We've got you on possession of narcotics
with intent to sell. You've got witness

problems. My customer has got a record,
which, by the way, I don't.

Probation. You've never heard of it?

And accessory to manslaughter, too,
which is the larger issue, we can safely

say.

You're crazy. She's crazy.

Not about this.

Oh, man, Denny.

I don't believe it.

You two were close?

Yeah, he was my first client, my friend.

I saw him play at Slim's back in 78.

I was on my way to law school. I mean,
literally, I was two weeks away from my

first class at Bolt.

About by the end of that night.

Denny was the real deal.

His songs did something to people, to
me.

We hung out, he played me some more
songs, and law school was out the

You know, I did a little publishing deal
for him, and then the record started,

and bigger deals, and... Now he's gone.

When did you last see him?

I don't know. Six, eight months ago, we
had our yearly, you should write songs,

I don't want to write songs lunch.

It's an awfully long time to not see a
client.

Or your friend.

I have a drink every now and then.

I don't have a problem with it.

If you weren't in AA, Denny had no use
for you.

That's all he ever talks about were his
meetings, his program.

And business -wise, like I said, he
stopped playing music, writing, which is

big problem because he sold off most of
his publishing for drug money.

He was broke?

Did he owe anybody money?

Did he have any enemies, you mean?

Not that I know of.

I held back a couple of copyrights so he
had a little dough to live on.

Do you think Denny could have killed
himself?

Denny stops his music.

Something he's so great at, I changed my
life for.

He just gives it up.

All the man was doing was not getting
high.

That's it.

Now, I have his gift.

I turn my back on it. Yeah, I snuff
myself.

Definitely.

Thanks, Raina.

We got a hit off a set of prints from
Denny's apartment.

Ex -con out of Folsom.

Roland Eastway served four years
Agasson.

When did he get out? Six months ago.
They found his prints all over the

and the overturned chair. Right. Grab
him up.

We'll retract him through his P .O.

Roland wants to talk.

You can't prove anything. See that?
Beauty of

pharmaceutical fault.

Morphine sulfate traceable by batch. In
this case, traceable to you.

I want you to take a really good look,
Walter.

Hey. All right, what?

Evan Graham.

That's the guy's name.

Evan Graham.

Who's Evan Graham?

I know him.

He's my ex -wife's business partner. He
helps her run the furniture company.

How well do you know him?

Well, I don't know him that well, but I
know my wife.

Robin's got nothing to do with this.

On this narcotics thing, Graham's on his
own. He's got to be.

We don't know that yet.

I understand that.

And obviously, I want Basso and
DiLorenzo to conduct a thorough

Well... I was just hoping that you and
your division could use a little

discretion here.

Prevent innocent people from getting
hurt.

You realize you could be crossing a line
here.

I don't see a line.

I'm protecting my children.

Do what I can do.

You're welcome.

You died sober,

man.

You died sober.

Rolling leaf, Blake?

I got a little respect for the dead.

Inspector Magda Ramirez?

You want to step in over here?

This is Inspector Eckstead.

Denny was my main man.

He was your sponsor?

Damn straight.

He took me through the steps.

I mean, he introduced me to my higher
power.

I mean, if you know me... Can you tell
us why your fingerprints were found all

over Denny's apartment?

I was there all the time.

Denny used to hold meetings in his house
with all his sponsors.

Did he have a meeting last night?

No. On Tuesdays and Thursdays, we have
Candlelight Big Book studying the hate.

I was supposed to meet him there, but he
didn't show up, so I had to step in for

him and tell him my sad -ass story.

Do you have witnesses that can verify
this for you?

Yeah. A room full of disappointed, sober
women.

Look, whenever Denny spoke, AA skirts
would pack the place like a concert.

I mean, like, groupies.

I mean, Denny delivered a powerful AA
message. It's just, I mean, come on,

He's Denny Paradise.

What's he supposed to do with this?

They know?

Sex with other alcoholics in the program
isn't exactly encouraged.

Oh, because the lady's done her
research. No, I'm just saying. Look, I

that, okay? I'm new. Denny told me that.

But he had like 4 ,000 days, so it was
okay for him to hang with the ladies.

He worked a big -time program.

He saved a lot of people's lives.

You're looking right at one of them.

He was a babe.

I had my first French kiss to smoke of
love.

That was his first hit, right? What was
that, 1982 or 83?

Uh -uh.

Summer of 80.

My 13th birthday party. Andy Wagner took
me back to my parents' bedroom. Back

up, Ginny. You were French kissing at
13?

I took an advanced placement test.

I don't get it. How can a washed -up old
rock star like Denny Paradise still

manage to score chicks at will? I got
two words for you. Mick Jagger.

Mick Jagger is a rock god.

Yeah, so?

Mick gets the Brazilian supermodels, but
the principal's the same.

Denny Paradise doesn't have a hit, but
Spandex was cool.

Neither does David Cassidy, but I still
get a tingle every time I see the bag of

the school bus.

I rest my case.

I miss Spandex.

Rock star, AA star.

Are you saying that you think he used
his status in AA to hook up with women?

You heard what Roland said, Chin.

And you know, even if he did, it doesn't
change the fact that he helped a lot of

people get straight and stay straight.
I'm just saying that he knew how to use

his position.

Well, it wasn't a great position.

Emmy's report.

Anything on the red hair they found
under her fingernails?

Nope. Just that it wasn't his.

Guess what?

The paradise was HIV positive.

Evan Graham was hired by Robin Haysworth
about a year ago to turn the company

around. When she inherited, the business
from her family was losing money. They

were very close to filing chapter 11.

How's it doing now? It's in the black.

First time in two years.

In this economy.

Yeah, it's because of this Le Bois
Chamont or something like that. French

butt ugly.

Apparently, Graham started traveling
abroad. He took 15 trips in four months

shipped back this LeBow, whatever it is.

It's this entire new line of recycled
teak. Must be selling like hotcakes.

The more likely scenario is that he's
meeting with foreign pharmacies, buying

morphine sulfate out the back door, and
shipping it back with the furniture.

Likely's not good enough.

I made Haysburg a promise. I'm not about
to turn his ex -wife's life upside down

on likely.

Okay, but we do have enough for a
warrant.

I need more than enough.

I need extra.

Catch 22.

Without a warrant, we can't get extra.

Would it help if we got a look at their
books?

Basically, Mr. Graham, we're talking
about a structural flaw.

You see, the original 1992 415A formula
for the calculation of import -export

tax never accounted for any allowable 36
-30 SBA Schedule II transfers.

Of course it didn't.

Yeah, it's not something the IRS likes
to advertise.

Oops, we goofed.

So are we entitled to a refund?

Most likely. If our figures reconcile
with yours, then Uncle Sam will cut you

check. It's all right there.

Vacation on the IRS.

Who'd have thunk it?

See, we're not all bad over there.

Yeah, Janice.

Set up last year's book for Mrs. Lennox,
would you?

That's Ms.

Lennox, and I'll need to see the last
two years.

Okay. Round trip to Cabo.

AA singles retreat Denny Paradise was
planning on attending.

Well, I guess that rules out suicide.

Dr. told us that he diagnosed the HIV
about a year and a half ago.

Denny didn't even seem upset and wasn't
much interested in any kind of

treatment. Denial. Huge.

Well, since he got sober, Denny felt he
was living on borrowed time.

Gravy, as he called it.

By all rights, he should have OD'd years
ago, so he was just going to let nature

take its course, according to the docs.

In denial for himself or others, maybe.

You think he was infecting his partners?

Revenge, historically powerful motive.

Listen, Ginny, if this is going to get
in the way of your program at all, I do

not want you to. I'm doing my job, Matt.
It's the right thing to do.

Besides, I could use a meeting.

Yeah. Still AA.

136 days. Gin, that's a big deal. You
know, I don't want you to blow it over

this.

137 days.

You talk about powerless.

I couldn't imagine living without
alcohol or drugs. And for me, it's not

going to meetings.

Practice these principles in all your
affairs.

That's what it says in the book, and
that's just what I've got to do.

Hi, my name is Harriet, and I'm an
alcoholic.

Hi, Harriet.

I've never had it so hard.

I've done something, something I never
imagined I was capable of doing, and I'm

still trying to figure it out.

Trying to find what my part is in all
this.

I trusted someone I had no business
being with, and I

should have known better.

And he hurt me.

But it was me who...

I've done something I know I'm going to
regret for the rest of my life, and I

just pray my higher power can forgive
me.

I know I'll never be able to forgive
myself.

I'm sorry.

It's just really hard for me to tell you
this.

I've done this awful thing.

But I just had to get out of this
feeling, this guilt, because it's...

The thing I did is so big, I never know
if it's ever going to go away.

God, they say about the dangers of
righteous anger.

It's true.

It's true.

Hi, I'm Vernon, and I'm an alcoholic.

I was pretty brave of you, and...
Thanks.

I know there are things that I'll never
be able to forgive myself for.

How long have you been sober?

Almost a year.

137 days, if I can make it till
midnight.

That's great.

I gotta go.

Diana! I'm new.

Not really sleeping.

Can I get your number?

Yeah.

I remember that. Not sleeping.

Listen.

You can call me anytime, okay?

I mean that.

You'll be keeping me sober.

Oh, three of those, please.

Sure you don't want one?

How can you eat that?

I know. Who likes chocolate?

Things we have to do to stay sober.

Keep the change.

Thank you.

Hey, you drink today?

No.

That's all we need to know.

Look, I called Meg last night after the
meeting and told her nothing happened.

I'm not doing my job, and I'm lying to
my partner again.

Progress, not perfection.

It's right in the book, kid.

Duffy, I may not be drinking, but I'm
still being a terrible cop.

Your sobriety has to come first. You're
drinking now, and you're off the job.

It takes time, Ginny.

Slowbriety. You know, I hear one more
stupid AA slogan, I'm going to... They

call it alcoholism, not alcohol wasn't.

You're telling me that you're at a
meeting and someone gets up and shares

molesting kids. You're not turning him
in.

I'm not going to play the game with you.
Yeah. What do I do about this? What do

I do about this now?

Now and always.

If we don't put the program first, we're
dead.

I got a partner.

As a dead person, I'm very little use to
anyone, especially my partner.

You know this meeting?

The one where you saw the woman you were
sure killed, Denny Paradise?

Were you there as a cop?

Yeah. 100%. Because if even a small part
of you was in that church

because you're an alcoholic and you
needed that meeting to keep yourself

taking a drink, you can't compromise
that. What you hear in the room stays in

the room.

End of story.

A dinner receipt puts them in Jakarta
with Tony Pertillo, a .k .a. Tony

a three -time felony narcotics offender
with a specialty of stealing drugs on

the net.

No, that's Graham's contact. You don't
know Robin was there.

It's her credit card.

She signed for the dinner.

We gotta bring her in, Charles. We have
to talk to her.

Well, she's innocent, Kate. I know it.

She has nothing to worry about, then.

I can't shield her any longer.

Oh, I see. This is payback time, huh?

What are you accusing me of, Charles?
Well, I think it's obvious.

I asked you for a little favor. A big
favor, and I'm doing it for you.

This has nothing to do with any history
between us. I'm in a vulnerable

position, and you're taking advantage of
it. I'm taking nothing.

I'm trying to be a good cop.

I'm trying to help you.

The moment looks like two separate
things.

You came to me, Charles.

Yeah.

I came to you.

I think she's having an affair with Evan
Graham.

Sorry.

But even if she is, that's all she's
guilty of.

Okay, we'll start with Graham.

We'll leave her out of it for now.

Okay?

That's all I can do.

Suspect.

Who is she?

Diana Westbridge. I got her name from an
old phone list from Denny's meeting.

I ran it by our friend the building
manager, and she ID'd her.

She remembers her spending many nights
there, and she also remembers some big,

loud fights at the end of the
relationship, especially one that

the street three months ago. Nothing
since then.

I mean, she does have brown hair.

Okay.

Yeah, me. Found red hair under his
fingernails. Come on, Jen. Get with the

program here.

What, we gonna bring her in? Home visit.
She's sick.

Full -blown AIDS.

We know you had dinner with Tony
Portillo at the Jakarta Hilton.

You know, you can't use any of this.

Your so -called IRS agent.

Oh, no.

She was a cop.

Yeah. A cop who'd been deputized by the
IRS.

It's all extremely legal.

Perry Mason.

I had lots of dinners over there.

Oh, yeah?

With other big investors in corrupt
international pharmacies?

The guy was a friend of a distributor.

That's it.

That's not what Tony says, Evan.

Come on.

Your friendly dot -com pharmacist felt
slighted.

Wasn't getting his fair cut of the
morphine sulfate profit, so two days ago

dropped a dime on Tony, who then dropped
a dime on you. I love how this works.

It's just like dominoes.

You gonna be the last to fall, Evan?

Is this whole week gonna come down on
you?

See, I don't speak in Nevin, but I see
the name Evan Graham here quite a few

times.

Oh, man.

I told her this day was gonna come.

But Robin needed it so bad.

A little success.

Her husband didn't think she could make
the business work, and we were only

gonna do it for a short time.

Just till we got on our feet.

So you want me to be your cut man?
Corner man.

I think it's cut, man, because basically
what I'm doing is cutting your wound so

you don't bleed anymore. A corner man is
like a ceremonial position, like an owl

guy. Okay, we were headgear, for God's
sake. There's not going to be any blood.

I just need a friend in my corner. All
right, well, then, as a friend, tell me

why you're doing this. Because my
trainer asked me to, though.

Your lawyer called.

The hearing's been moved to 1030. He
wants to know if that's okay.

Okay. Why didn't you tell me the divorce
was going through?

Because you didn't ask.

It's if Paul's getting remarried.

And honestly, I'm happy for him. Right,
right. So happy that you volunteered to

become a human punching bag?

Oh, Nate, bath of a dinosaur shrink.

Look, I just, you know, you gotta be
hurting. I just... I'd be worried if you

weren't.

You know what it is?

It's all the work.

God, I put so much work into that man.
I...

cheered him on, and I supported him for
three years while he figured out what he

wanted to do. Meanwhile, he cheated on
me every chance that he got.

And now that we're over, he's got a job
and living in Hawaii, and he's in love

with Jeanette.

And she gets everything.

I put in all the hours, and she gets my
life.

I met Denny when I first got sober four
years ago.

I knew the music, of course.

And then I got to know him.

Did you two have a romantic
relationship?

Relationship?

I'm sorry, but we have to ask you these
questions.

Well, the funny thing is, I actually
believed he cared about me.

I got it.

Thanks.

Miss Westbrook, we know that, uh, Denny
was HIV positive.

Huh? What a coincidence.

Me too.

Yeah.

When was the last time you saw him?

Three months ago.

Asked him for help with the medical
costs.

Figured it was the least he could do.

Did he give you any money?

He said he would.

I'm still waiting.

Where were you last Tuesday night?

Hmm. Here.

Alone.

Wednesday's my bowling night.

I thought surfing was your sport.

The pictures.

There's a picture.

Uh, my best friend.

There's this longboard champ she had the
hot for, so we went to Santa Cruz one

weekend and stalked the guy.

He didn't have a chance.

Not with Harriet.

Do you think that Denny went around
sleeping with other women, infecting

Well, I know I didn't sleep around.

Not before Denny.

And not after.

I also didn't kill him.

But I'm sure glad he's dead.

Great.

You gotta be smart in there, alright?
They don't call it sweet science for

nothing now.

I'm thinking you're probably gonna have
a little bit of a height advantage, so I

think you should probably soften her up
with a few jabs to start off, and then

BOOM! Finish her off with the uppercut,
right through the jaw.

Ran a raging bowl over the weekend. I
watched it like nine times.

Way into it.

So crazy. I have no idea why I'm doing
this. Come on! Let me kick ass in there.

Hey.

Come on, man. A little enthusiasm here.
What's the matter?

Okay.

Might have a little problem here.

All right. Great. I'll go quit for us.
You were right what you said before,

this was all about Paul.

And I have no business fighting.

So fighting's over. No more fighting.
Fighting's finished, right?

Yeah.

I could have taken her. Uh -huh.

So, this first pharmacy in Belize, this
wasn't your contact? These are all lies?

Some of it is true.

I knew about this.

What Evan was doing.

If you'd help me.

Okay.

Mrs. Haysbert. He didn't think I could
do it.

My ex -husband, Charles, when I
inherited this business, he wanted me to

right away.

He said I would ruin everything.

That I was not capable.

I had to make money.

Mrs. Haysbert, I... Kenworth!

Robin Kenworth.

Miss Kenworth, we should stop now. You
need to call a lawyer.

Am I under arrest?

Well, we'll deal with that after you
call a lawyer.

Jenny. Hey.

How'd you find me?

I'm a cop.

Ex -dead.

Inspector Ex -dead.

What do you want?

Look, I'm not here as a cop, all right?

If I were, I'd have to arrest you.

Can I come in?

Are you kidding?

I know about Denny.

I know what he did to you.

And I know that you killed him because
of it. Listen to me.

They found red hair underneath his
fingernails. They're testing it now, and

pretty sure that it's going to be yours.
And how dare you pretend... I came here

to help.

I am dying.

You help with that.

What you said at the meeting was right.

Self -righteous anger.

Harriet, you can't live with this.

This isn't a meeting.

How would you know the difference?

Because I'm an alcoholic.

And I'm not going to arrest you, and I'm
not going to turn you in. You're going

to have to do that yourself.

Gee, thanks for sharing.

I just spoke with Robin Haysworth's
lawyer.

Robin's going to give a full statement
on everything she knows.

That's enough to put away five or six
pharmacy operations and Tony Fratello

real. The DA will be pleased.

She should be able to cut a pretty good
deal. No jail time.

Evan Graham's going to go down pretty
hard, though. He set the whole thing up.

Lady fell for the wrong guy.

Why? You talk to Haysbert yet?

No, I called him, but I haven't heard
back yet. You did him a major solid.

going to be very grateful.

Oh, I don't know about that.

I saw him at his weakest.

Probably will never forgive me for it.

Talk about payback. No, I appreciate it.
Yep.

Okay. Thank you.

Hey. Hey. That was Max Hartman, the
manager.

He says he was settling Denny's estate
with the probate lawyer and discovered

that Denny willed all future publishing
royalties of angel work to one Diana

Westridge.

Just Diana? Nobody else? Just Diana.

Why didn't he just give her the money up
front?

Insurance. He didn't want her blabbing
to the press while he was still alive.

That would keep her mouth shut.

No, I don't buy that.

Ginny, it gives her a really strong
motive.

We have anything that puts her at
Denny's that night?

No, not yet, but... Come on, Mag, you
saw her. She's weak.

She couldn't even get up for a glass of
water.

Talk to me.

Mag, look... No, Ginny, we have an
airtight motive here, and you're not on

board.

Diana didn't do it.

And you know who did?

I found out at the meeting.

Why didn't you say something?

Those rooms are supposed to be safe.

Confidential. I mean, if people don't
feel safe, they'd have nowhere to go.

I'd have nowhere to go.

And right now, I have to hold on to that
safety because if I don't, I'm going to

drink.

I know I'm going to drink.

I can't tell you.

All right, well, it's okay.

No, Meg, it's not okay.

I'm a cop. You're my partner. I'm
supposed to be able to talk to you. Jen,

know, I don't want you to tell me, okay?
I know how important AA is and how much

it's helped you.

So just don't say another word.

Meg, we're going to solve this the old
-fashioned way.

Did he promise you the money and then
change his mind?

Or did you think that maybe he was going
to alter his will?

I didn't kill him.

Diana, listen.

You're in a sympathetic position here,
okay?

He betrayed you twice.

Not only by giving you AIDS, but by
denying you the money for all these

bills that you have.

You've got a really strong case. Why
don't you just tell the truth?

Are you arresting me?

No. No, not now. We want to give you a
chance to help yourself.

I want you out of my home.

If it's not her, she knows who it is.

She'll make a call.

We lean on her pretty hard. We just have
to give it a little time.

came over. Was one of them ex -dead?

Ginny ex -dead? Yeah, I think so.

But what does that matter? She said she
wouldn't say anything.

She knows I did it, and she said she
wouldn't say anything.

You can tell them. What?

Confess?

He knew.

When he slept with you, he knew he had
it. He'd been diagnosed.

That's murder.

I think that makes a difference to the
cops.

What I did...

That's murder.

That's all they're going to say.

What step is this?

Which step says it's okay to lie and
stab me in the back?

I didn't say a word. You expect me to
believe that?

Believe what you want.

I gave you a chance.

You gave yourself a chance to clean your
conscience. You're no better than he

was. Harriet, you're not going to be
able to stand what you did here today.

You're going to drink.

Not today.

And that's all that counts.

I'm free at last.

Congratulations, C .D.

Thank you.

You know, I don't think I could have
done this without you.

You practically did.

I hardly did anything.

Would you like to redeem yourself and
earn your exorbitant fee?

Want to take me out to lunch?

Or dinner?

Dinner might be better.

Oh, you mean like a date?

Yeah. And, you know, you could actually
say it a little louder because I'm not

sure they heard you in Marin.

I just want to be clear.

You're asking me out?

I'm asking you a date.

Otherwise, you'd film me.

Well, how about tonight?

I can do it tonight.

I thought you'd never ask.

My name is Ginny, and I'm an alcoholic.

I'm here today because... because I like
to drink.

A lot.

I like to drink so much, in fact, that
last night I did.

Found a bottle of vodka that I had
hidden on a top shelf and chugged it.

I could still feel the burn on the back
of my throat that I love, that fire on

the way down.

It was just a dream, of course, but...

When I woke up, I really felt like the
whole thing had started all over again.

When I was at Garner, my sponsor says
that flip dreams are

actually a blessing because they let you
know how you'd

really feel if it actually happened
without having to take the drink.

Maybe it's because I'm new.

Didn't feel like a blessing.

Felt like my worst nightmare.

What's a blessing is the last 139 days
of my life.

Sober days.

And being here in this room.

I tell you,

I get some real problems with some of
this AA stuff.

But if I'm not here, I'm home drinking
tonight.

And that's nowhere.

That's nowhere at all.