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It was a beautiful service.

Thank you.

JT was just the sweetest boy.

I can't understand why anyone would want to hurt him. I'll tell you what I keep

thinking about.

Getting in a room with the guy who did this and making him pay.

He's in jail, Sean.

I know.

I'm pissed.

I mean, killing JT for no... The guy's a psycho.

How are you feeling, sweetie?

Yeah, we're worried about you, Lib. You haven't said a thing.

I have nothing to say, Emma.

Excuse me.

Please leave me alone, Toby.

I understand if you don't want to talk.

I'll just stand here.

Everyone expects me to be like Mia, crying my eyes out.

I can't.

JT wouldn't want you to.

You know, this is all wrong.

All these...

Flowers and organ music and people bawling. JT would hate this.

You're right.

JT would probably put whoopee cushions on every seat if he could.

We need to do, like, a memorial or something at the school.

It'll help me, right?

You can find loads of volunteers.

Yeah, but I'm asking you.

Because I don't know if I can do it without you.

Grief is a long process. Just give it time.

Uh, Emma?

Are you ready to see the psychologist?

Toby.

I heard that you were the last one to speak to JT before he died. I... What

he say?

Just talk. Nothing important.

No.

Tell me, please.

Honestly, we talked about oatmeal.

And how he really wanted a bowl.

So he didn't say anything about me at all?

I'm sorry, Mia. It's just oatmeal.

Tell me.

Is that really what JT talked about?

Well, no.

I mean, yeah, but by oatmeal he meant... He

told me you were still in love with her.

Oh, my gosh.

Poor Liberty.

As long as I tell her when, you know.

So Liberty doesn't know you haven't told her?

I was just about to.

She's in shock.

Maybe in a few weeks she can handle it, but not now.

I feel so bad for Mia, losing her boyfriend like that.

I mean, what if it were Jimmy? I just love him so much, I just couldn't deal

with losing him.

Is that okay? My answers lame?

No, no, they're great.

I just have a lot on my mind right now. You know, JT, the article, Jesse.

So I'm guessing it didn't go well telling him about the, uh, Craig

It went fine.

Because I didn't. Oh, I can't do it, Ash. I can't tell him that I kissed

It'll be over.

Maybe. Not maybe.

Will be.

You don't know that, Elle. Just have a little faith. He might surprise you.

You're going to be okay, Liberty.

I'm not.

I can't feel a thing.

One minute JT's at my birthday, and the next he's gone.

Forever.

You know, we're going to get through this together.

I promise.

Toby, why are you being so nice to me?

Because I know how hard this is for you.

I know that you still had feelings or whatever for JT.

Feelings that were not returned.

It appears Mia was the owner of JT's heart.

For the best, I suppose.

Yeah.

For the best.

J .T.'s locker.

Are you ready for that?

Wow.

Just like you left it.

This is kind of freaky.

Oh, my God.

The tape we made.

We have to show this tape at the memorial.

J .T. playing with Isabella.

Everyone will really love it.

Yeah, it just sounds rather private. Something for you and Isabella.

That's your opinion.

Toby, what do you think?

Uh, Mr. Simpson's making a tribute video.

Let's just get this done.

Fine.

Wait. Mia, what are you doing? I thought we were going to go through this stuff

together. Yeah, and I thought that you wanted to get the job done.

But you're taking everything.

So? I was his girlfriend.

Mia, you're not being reasonable.

JT died Friday night, and I didn't get a chance to say goodbye to him.

You have no idea how difficult this is.

Excuse me? I think I do. I'm just as sad as you are. Really?

He could have fooled me.

I haven't seen you shed a single tear. Mia, stop it.

You're a robot, Liberty.

A walking, talking computer.

What are you doing?

I'm not doing this, Mia. Not until we're ready.

Whatever, Toby.

Who made you boss?

Nia wanted me to tell you that she's sorry and she didn't mean it. She didn't

mean it, and she's right. I'm a talking computer. No, you're not. She's just

upset. We all are.

Tell you what.

Why don't we get away from this for a couple hours?

Certainly, but, um... Road trip?

Excuse me? You heard me. Come on.

What's this?

Free study partner for one hour.

One free neck rub.

Free mix CD.

One free meal of my choosing.

Anywhere you want, Frosh. Just as long as it's pizza pizza.

Jesse Stefanovich, the last of the big spenders.

Hey, it's just how I roll.

Wow.

I mean, wow.

Very articulate.

Can I quote you?

Anything else to say? There's kind of an expected response here.

Three words. Begins with I.

I kiss Craig.

You what?

I'm sorry, Jesse. I had to tell you.

Please don't be mad.

When I saw him, all these feelings came rushing back. But it's totally,

completely over between us.

I get it. Craig meant a lot to you.

I'm not mad.

Shouldn't you be? I mean, even just little?

Those are living glass houses.

I haven't seen you in weeks, Ellie.

I didn't know which way it was up.

The other night I was at a bar and... There was this girl.

Let's just say I made a mistake.

What?

What kind of a mistake? How bad?

Not the worst, but... Bad.

Look. You're honest with me. I thought I owed it to you.

You don't need your guilt to cry.

Are you sure about this?

You know, cutting class?

Liberty, come on. It'll be like a mini vacation.

It's me and you.

Damn you, Boobies Kong.

You stupid... He's a junk.

Every single time I drive him, he's right there. Damn you!

This is funny to you?

Actually, it really is.

Look, I just thought that if we could get away, maybe you'd feel better.

Well, it worked.

Maybe not for the reasons you intended.

Yeah, your baby's gonna be really mad at you for this.

See? You're laughing. That's good.

At least I didn't totally fail.

No, you didn't fail.

You're amazing.

Truly.

I thank you, dude, for looking after Liberty. Last night, she kept going on

about your little road trip.

That was no big thing.

What's to her?

Morning, Toby.

Morning.

If I didn't know any better, I'd think something was going down between you and

my sister.

What? What? No, come on, that's crazy talk.

Good. Because if not, Danny would have to choke a dude.

Does Danny have to choke a dude, Toby?

Relax, man.

We're just friends.

Tell me you've been paranoid, freak.

Freak, yes.

Paranoid, not so much.

I kiss liberty.

Ow! Are you Cuckoo Banana?

No! Well, yeah.

I don't know. Am I?

Why on earth would you do something so ridiculously stupid?

Because I like her, Manny. Because she's cute and she's sweet and sad and she

needs me. And you want to be her knight in shining armor? Well, it's wrong.

Both of you are a mess right now. This is the worst possible time.

Toby, you just buried your friend.

A friend who still had feelings for the girl you just kissed. I know, Manny. I

know. And I couldn't feel guiltier. Believe me. But...

What now?

What can I do?

Take the kiss back.

What? How?

Get in a time machine?

Tell her you didn't mean it. Tell her you aren't crack. Whatever. Just take it

back.

Fine. Fine. I will. I'll issue an official kiss retraction.

Happy?

With that, Gats.

Ellie, wait.

Hey, hey, hold on.

Don't just throw this away, okay? We both made a mistake.

Really?

I kissed someone. You had a random hookup with some bar steak.

I didn't have sex with her, okay? I don't care.

It was still more than a kiss.

Way more.

You kissed some guy that you've been crushing on since forever.

You think that doesn't hurt?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, too. Okay?

So, can we just get past this, Kate? Just move on?

No, it's not that simple.

Jesse, it can't be that simple.

It is who?

Look.

Do you love me?

I... What kind of question is that?

Important one.

Maybe the only one that matters right now. I have to get to the memorial.

I need to talk to you.

What happened yesterday was nice and everything, but wrong.

And I was wondering if I could take it back.

The kiss, I mean. It's not a library book, Toby. You can't just return it.

Yeah, I know. I was just hoping that in this case we could make a special

exception.

Toby, do you like me?

Yeah. A lot, actually.

Well, I like you, too.

Problem solved.

So I've heard there was a war between Lakers and Degrassi. Do you think JT was

victim of that?

No. I think that psycho Drake was a ticking time bomb, and if it wasn't JT,

would have been somebody else.

It's just so impossibly random.

Thing is, life is random.

Sometimes it's tragic and totally messed up.

But there's one thing that makes all the drama and tears worthwhile.

If you're lucky enough to find someone you love who loves you back, it's a

You know what I'm saying?

You're a wise man, Jimmy Brooks.

Don't forget good looking.

Attention students, please make your way to the gymnasium.

The J .T. York Memorial is about to begin.

Everyone, may I have your attention?

Welcome to the J .T. York Memorial.

There's a lot of us that are affected by this, but

we're not here to mourn JT. We're here to celebrate him. And I'd like to start

with a slideshow that I put together with the help of Peter Stone and Gavin

Mason.

Toby, I want to show my video, but Libby says we don't have time.

She's right. I'm sorry, Mia.

God, why are you always taking her side?

It's not about the sides, okay?

Why are you so upset about this?

Because it's the principle.

Why did Liberty get to say anything to do with J .D.? He couldn't stand her.

That's not true.

Oh, really?

You want to know what he used to call her behind her back?

Liberty 3000.

He told me he hated her. Funny, because I seem to remember him telling me the

exact opposite.

What?

When? When did he say that?

Just forget I said anything, please.

No, I can't just forget about it.

I need to know, Toby. When?

It's right before he died.

The thing about oatmeal.

He meant Liberty.

I'm sorry, Mia, but he still liked her.

You suck, Isaac.

You suck real bad.

Give me the tape.

You gonna play it?

Liberty, what'd you hear?

Everything.

I can't believe you.

Liberty!

Liberty!

Just tell me why.

Why would you want to hurt me like this? I didn't want to hurt you. I wanted to

help you.

Toby, you knew how I felt about J .D., and you knew how much it would mean to

to know he felt the same way.

Liberty, I was trying to protect you.

And that involved kissing me?

That's idiotic. I know, and I know it's totally wrong, but over the last few

days I've developed feelings.

But I know now it'll never happen.

You know, I wish I had JT.

But that'll never happen either.

Let us...

protect my I want you to know I

love you more than you do. Say hello to Mira.

Say hello to Mira.

My boy Willie.

Say hello to Mira. Say hello to

Mira.

If I were to die today, my

life would be more than okay.

Article's good, Frosh.

Really? Really.

Best thing you've written.

Fished that out from the trash, huh?

You know me.

Always been a sucker for the Hawaiian play.

Ham and pineapple should not work together, but somehow they do.

Glad you came, Mia.

No problem.

I think you're right. I think we're ready to deal with this.

Look, what you said about JT... Don't forget what I said about JT. No, because

deep down I think I always knew about Liberty. I just didn't want to believe

Liberty.

How you doing?

Let's just do this, shall we?