All language subtitles for The Division s04e04 Play Ball

Yeah.

Pitching a 5 -0 shutout. You have
definitely earned your signing bonus

friend. Yeah, it feels good. I wish I
could get a picture of Rinaldi's face

that third swing and nothing but air.
Oh, it was a beautiful thing. Beautiful.

God, there's going to be no living with
him now.

need to get a more practical pair of
shoes, huh? Uh -uh.

Once DJ made it up to the majors and I
knew I could quit waitressing, I

I'd never wear anything practical on
these feet again.

It's L -Y -N -N.

Where the hell did she come from?

Uh, excuse me. That's my man. You have
your chest pressed again.

I'm Johnny's biggest fan.

Somebody's in trouble.

I could be your fan tonight, too. Um, I
don't think so.

Listen, Marilyn, with two N's, here's
your autograph.

Because we always appreciate our fans.

I didn't get DJ's autograph.

I can fix that.

DJ Walter!

I'm just playing.

I don't appreciate you just playing,
Marilyn.

You're drunk. And you're embarrassing
yourself and the rest of us. So why

you take your autograph?

Go home.

And sleep it off.

Okay?

You all be over there.

If you get bored over here.

Come on, Dee. Don't be mad.

I just don't understand why they even
let that kind of trash in here.

Shoot, they were just as bad in Double
A.

Yeah, well, who ended up with the
diamond engagement ring on her finger?

Ooh, baby, I gotta go.

Nate and I are on call, and I'm in first
thing in the morning. You sure you want

to leave me here with Marilyn with two
M's?

No.

No, I don't. I gotta go.

Okay. All right?

See you in a bit.

All right.

Washington.

Her blouse was torn down the front.
There are no obvious lacerations to the

chest, face, or hands.

We'll know more after you interview her.
We can do the complete physical exam.

How'd they get here?

A passing motorist found her wandering
down the middle of Clement Street and

called 911.

She appeared to be in shock.

She has a pretty strong A .B., but she's
alert and coherent.

Thanks a lot. Sure.

Marilyn?

You two know each other?

Yeah, um, we met last night.

Marilyn, Inspector Washington and I are
from the San Francisco Police

Department. Can you tell us what
happened?

You're his friend.

No, Marilyn.

I'm a cop.

And whoever hurt you is no friend of
mine.

He raped me.

Who?

Who raped you, Marilyn?

T .J. Walter.

After you left, he and his girlfriend

had a fight.

I saw them from the bar.

She went up to the terrace with some of
the wives.

And that's when you approached DJ?

I should have listened to you.

I should have. gone home.

This wouldn't have happened.

Marilyn, listen to me.

What happened last night was not your
fault.

Now, whether you were in that bar
looking for sex, whatever, I don't care.

didn't give anybody the right to rape
you.

Coming or going or staying in the bar
was no reason for rape. Do you

me?

Good. Now, can you tell us what happened
after you approached DJ?

He said we should... go outside for some
private things.

And where did you go?

To his car.

So that we could talk.

So stupid.

And is that why this happened?

We work the thing.

Outside of his car for a while.

He then opened the back door and I
didn't want to get inside, but he kind

of pushed me in.

Were you able to say anything about not
wanting to get in the car or to stop

pushing you in?

What about after you were in the car?

I couldn't.

What do you mean?

My face.

And I couldn't breathe.

He was ripping my shirt open and

pulling at my pants.

That's what I knew.

I tried to slip my hand down to stop
him, but

he was so happy.

He then forced my legs open and raped

me.

Your sister's marrying into a good
family.

You know her fiancé's dad was a
firefighter over in Sausalito for 15

She's my half -sister, Dad.

She said she asked you to be one of her
bridesmaids?

Yeah. And you told her no?

Dad, we don't exactly have a bridesmaid
sort of relationship.

Yeah, but you are coming to the wedding.

Yeah. I guess I have to work or, you
know, wash my hair.

I'm kidding, Dad.

Of course, I'm coming. Don't worry.

Oh, listen, Peg and I were talking.

And what with your situation with Jack,
we... My situation?

We're getting a divorce, Dad.

Yeah, Dad.

We figured you probably don't have a
date, so come on with us.

Oh, Dad.

No, no, no. Listen, we'll pick up Casey
and his friend, and the five of us will

go together. Oh, and check this out. At
the reception, Ronnie seated the groom's

brother at our table.

Uh -huh.

Well,

as good as that sounds.

Turns out I have a date.

Yeah? Who?

Oh, you know, just a guy.

You'll meet him at the wedding. I've got
to run, okay? I'll call you. See you.

All right.

Hey.

Hi. How was breakfast?

Still have that roll of Tums in your
locker?

It's Ronnie's wedding this week.

Oh, yes. Imagine the fun.

Divorced, childless, recovering addict
with no date over here.

Dutiful daughter, devoted mother, and
glowing bride over here.

And I guarantee you I'll be having a bad
hair day.

You look great.

Thank you. Do we have to be in court
today or what? No, no. Gabe called me

asked me to meet him for dinner tonight.

That's great.

Yeah. How did he sound?

Hard to read, you know. Tonight will be
the first time that we've really spoken

since he walked out on me.

You making another break

for it, Inspector Exton?

I'm beginning to think you don't like
me.

Well, I don't dislike you, Hank. I
hardly know you.

Well, I'm the guy you left standing on
the sidewalk in front of the art

Why'd you run off?

Well, I didn't run off.

As I told you, when you invited me, I
was in the middle of a divorce and just

realized I wasn't ready to date.

Well, this wasn't a date.

No, no, this was a show of support for
a...

colleague in need look i'm sorry that
you had a bad night but really i i don't

owe you an explanation well contrary to
what you apparently think of me

inspector my invitation wasn't entirely
self -serving no no i actually thought

you might enjoy yourself i don't know
about you but after spending a day in a

place like this you know where everybody
is destroying each other or each

other's property or the very least each
other's trust

I find the need to expose myself to the
creative side of the human spirit.

If for no other reason than to just
remind me that we aren't all just

circling the drain.

You know what?

I have a witness to interview.

What's up, Raina? Hey. Hey, yo, Johnny,
look who's here.

Hey, baby, what's going on?

We're doing official business, DJ.

What, that heater I threw last night
breaking speed limit?

Why don't we come over here where we can
talk, Mr. Walters?

What's up?

You got those scratches on your
shoulder.

Oh, I don't remember.

It's lying in the base, I guess.

What's going on? We got a problem, DJ,
and we're hoping you can help us clear

up. What's the problem?

It's about that woman you were with in
the backseat of your car last night.

about her?

What's up, man? You all right? Look,
Johnny, this really doesn't concern me.

They want to know about that girl from
the bar last night.

Brandon, what are you looking for?

We just need to know the truth about
what happened in the backseat of your

Why? Did she tell you something bad
happened?

DJ, I think you need to call your
attorney. Look, why don't we just take a

down to the station, okay?

That way you can have a little more
privacy.

No, no, no. He's not going anywhere. You
know, you're getting dangerously close

to obstructing an official police
investigation.

What did that bitch say? Because nothing
happened in that car. DJ!

What? Hey, shut up.

Raina, you're way out of line for coming
down here with this. You know what?

Actually, she isn't. Are you going to
arrest someone, Inspector?

No. We came to talk.

Then I say we're done.

Raina, why didn't you tell me that you
had a social relationship with these

people? With the victim.

And the suspect. And the suspect's
fiancé.

And the suspect's friend. Did I miss
anyone? No.

And I don't have a social relationship
with any of them except Johnny.

And even that may be a thing of the
past.

Well, you were seen having drinks with
them at the bar.

Captain, I met DJ and Tanya for the very
first time last night, okay? And I

spent maybe 45 minutes with them. Even
less than that with Marilyn.

Come on, Captain. If you take me off the
case because of that, well, then you'll

just have to remove me from any case
involving anyone I've ever come in

with. Come on, I mean my neighbors, the
guy at the bank, my mailman. All right,

yeah, yeah, yeah.

What do you think the chances are that
Johnny will try and influence you on

behalf? After today, pretty slim.

And his chances of succeeding, even
slimmer.

Okay, you can stay on the case.

But because of your relationship with
Johnny and his relationship with DJ, I

want you taking a back seat when it
comes to dealing with DJ directly.

Okay.

Okay. Thank you, Captain.

You're welcome.

You ready?

Uh, yeah. I, um... All right.

I'm just gonna cut right to the chase.

My...

Half -fister is getting married on
Thursday afternoon.

I don't have a date.

All the guys I know are either married,
moved away, or not old enough to vote.

I realize if I were a more evolved
person, I would just go to the thing on

own. Jenny. But I'm not.

I know. The last thing you want to do is
go to a wedding with me. Jenny.

Yeah. I'll go.

You will.

Just tell me where and when.

Okay.

Thanks. Yeah, no sweat.

All right?

Let's go talk to DJ.

I did not rape that woman.

But you do admit to having sex with
Marilyn Riser in the backseat of your

Yes.

Consensual sex.

And how did Ms. Riser indicate to you
that she wanted to have sex?

Well, we started kissing.

And then one thing led to another.

And who was doing the leading? As my
client said, it was mutual.

She approached me in the bar. And since
your fiancée was out of sight, you

figured you had to say yes.

My client has already admitted to
faithlessness and bad judgment,

neither of which is against the law.

Can you explain how Ms. Reiser's blouse
got torn?

Passion. What about the scratches on
your shoulder, DJ, the ones you said you

got sliding into base?

See, it turns out Ms. Reiser has some
foreign skin cells under her

Now, do we need to wait until the DNA
tests come back?

We're going to need an oral swab, and
we'd like to photograph your injuries as

well.

Look, I honestly don't remember how I
got the scratches.

I mean, I suppose they could have been
for Ms. Reiser.

But like I said, the encounter was
pretty passionate.

Hey, I just wanted to give you a heads
up that DJ's girlfriend's here to give

her statement.

Oh, there she is. I got to go. Okay.

What the hell do you think you're doing?
Come here.

Look, I know you're upset, Tanya. You
saw her.

You saw her coming on to DJ and Johnny
and every other guy in that bar who owns

a uniform.

Look, there are two sides to every
story, okay? And I'm pretty sure DJ's

the best defense. He should have to
defend himself.

Do you realize how hard we have worked
for this?

You want to know how many crappy
apartments I've lived in in the last

years or how many times I've had to pack
it up at a moment's notice when DJ got

traded from one farm team to the next?

All so we could get here.

I am so sorry, Tanya.

But I really need to talk to you about
what happened in that bar after I left.

You think you're immune from all this?

Let me tell you something.

Easy sex is part of the game with these
guys.

When you're with them, you either accept
it or you don't.

So the next time one of these little
gold diggers is pointing her finger and

crying rape, just don't be surprised
when she's pointing it at Johnny Sloan.

I was really glad that you called.

Were you?

Yeah. I was hoping that maybe we could
talk about what happened.

You had an affair, Magda.

That's what happened.

You slept with another man.

I know. I know.

And I was wrong. I'm so... I'm so sorry
for that, Gabe. I really am.

I don't want to talk about this.

But I thought when you called that
you... I've seen a lawyer about that.

What?

Before we even had a chance to discuss
this? There's nothing to discuss about

it.

Well, what about Ben?

He'll adjust.

Is that what you want from him?

All I want is for none of this to have
ever happened. I know, Gabe, but it did.

And now we have to move forward and we
have to fight to keep our family

together. That's not a good enough
reason for a marriage, Magda.

We tried that.

Look where we are.

I know that I've hurt you.

And you have every right to be angry
with me.

I asked you to meet with me so we could
discuss how we're going to tell Ben.

We're getting a divorce.

Raina, Raina, baby, listen, we need to
talk.

Really, since when?

Oh, come on, you think either one of us
behaved particularly well the other day?

Look, I was doing my job. And I was
looking out for a naive kid who had no

what he was walking into.

kid, Johnny? Why don't you tell that to
the woman he raped?

Why are you so quick to think the worst
about DJ?

And why don't you want to hear what I
have to say about him? Because talking

you about DJ could be construed as a
conflict of interest.

Oh, I'm sorry. I thought the
overwhelming interest here was getting

truth.

Listen, DJ's a good kid. He's young.

He's cocky and he makes mistakes.

We all do.

Don't just take my word for it. Ask the
other guys on the team. They'll tell you

the exact same thing. What else would
they say?

What are you saying?

You know what? He's one of them
overprivileged, overpaid jocks who've

to believe that they can operate on a
whole different set of rules than the

of us. Wait a minute. Are you including
me in that group? Did you know that your

ball club in the last six years has used
big financial settlements to make four

sexual assault claims just disappear
right before they went to trial?

Maybe those women were lying. Come on.
Do you realize how many women lie about

being raped?

How about less than 2 %? And do you have
any idea what some of those sports

groupies can be like?

Keep seeking missiles, Raina. They go
into a club looking for a payday. And

they find is some 22 -year -old kid with
about two seconds experience with his

money and his fame, and they make their
move. Next thing you know, you're

looking at an assault charge or a
paternity suit.

They'll magically go away if the price
is right.

Yeah, well, I know you're speaking from
experience on that one.

You're right.

I've done some stupid and irresponsible
things, just like DJ did the other

night.

But you of all people should know that
that doesn't mean that I deserve to be

treated like a criminal.

Needed this, DJ.

Well, I didn't have to do too much
digging to find any background.

It's all pretty much the same. DJ is the
victim in all of this, and Marilyn is

his accuser. There's only one paper in
here that actually says that she's his

alleged victim.

TV and online reports break down pretty
much the same.

Well, what I like is that most of the
coverage seems to be in the sports

section. When did rape become a sport?

What about personal histories?

Let me guess. He was a Boy Scout and she
was a tramp.

Pretty much.

There's actually a lot of stuff in here.

Quotes from her old high school friends
about how she was boy crazy and very

emotional. So what? If you're a Boy
Scout, you can't commit a crime?

And if you're a party girl, you can't be
raped. Is that the deal?

What about you guys, anything?

Bartender said he saw DJ and Marilyn
leave together amicably. And then

apparently they disappeared into a black
hole.

We've got a bouncer, two parking lot
attendants, and a couple that arrived at

around the same time Marilyn says that
DJ pushed her into his car. But nobody

remembers seeing anyone or anything.

What about Tanya?

DJ said they left separately. Anybody
see her?

Not so far. She said she called a cab,
so we're tracking that down.

I wonder if Marilyn's saying this stuff.

Does she live in a cave?

Decides not to cooperate.

Then we got nothing.

DJ walks without ever having been
arrested.

What's this?

Oh, this is Chet Laurel's website. He's
a mad drudge wannabe.

Eyewitness says DJ's being railroaded.

I know this guy. This is one of the
parking lot attendants.

Thought she said he didn't know
anything.

Well, looks like he's suddenly regained
his memory.

Pick them up.

Karina, now you get over to Marilyn. See
if she saw this guy in the parking lot.

And make sure she knows that in spite of
what she's reading in the paper, the

game's not over.

Inspectors! What the hell are you doing
here?

Representing my client's best interest.

Well, how much did you offer her?

Excuse me? You heard me. How much did
you offer Marilyn Reiser to reconsider

statement to the police?

Are you accusing me of trying to bribe a
witness?

Why else would you be here?

Why don't you ask the rape victim?

She's the one who called me.

My pictures are on the internet.

Everyone who knows me knows.

People I work with.

My neighbors.

My grandmother.

The things that they're saying about me,
about the way that I was in high

school.

I thought those people were my friends.

So you went to DJ's attorney and you
asked him for money.

And what did he say?

He said that it would be illegal for
them to just give me money. Well, he's

right about that.

What kind of deal were you planning to
make with him?

I didn't have a plan.

I just wanted my life back.

I just would like to go somewhere where
I can start over.

I don't have the money to do that.

We can help you do that, okay?

There are statewide victim assistance
funds that'll pay for relocation costs,

counseling, whatever it is you may need
to get your life back on track.

Forever.

Counseling and medical benefits will be
forever, up to $60 ,000.

You would just give me $60 ,000.

That's more than I make in, like, two
years.

But the one condition is that you
cooperate with us and the DA's office if

decide your case is strong enough to
prosecute.

And I just screwed that up, right?

Well, you just might have made it a
little more challenging.

Did you know that DJ's fiancé was the
cashier at Shoney's when they first met?

Or that Art Woznowski's wife was the
receptionist at a dental office?

And then one day they met these guys,
and suddenly they had these

amazing, glamorous lives.

That's all I wanted.

Marilyn, I need to ask you a question,
and I'm... Really need you to be honest

here, okay?

Did DJ Walters rape you?

I don't know anymore.

It wasn't about the money.

It was about solidarity.

I mean, us guys gotta stick together,
you know? Women will take you for a ride

any chance they can get.

No offense.

None taken.

Look, you know what? Now you're going to
tell us everything that you remember

about that night, all right? Otherwise,
we're going to take you for a little

ride over to the DA's office, and we're
going to talk about perjury. The thing

is how you told us one thing, the media
another, and who knows what you would

tell a grand jury.

Look, I got to be working 4 o 'clock.

Britney Spears concert?

Well, you better start talking.

All right, look.

It's like I told you, Laurel.

I saw a woman, average height, short
dark hair, wearing tight black pants and

snug kind of shirt.

She was running across the parking lot
away from DJ's SUV.

How do you know it was DJ's?

Because I offered to park it for him
when he got there.

But he doesn't let the valets touch his
car.

What time did you see her?

11 .14.

I was watching the clock and I get off
at midnight.

Okay, so you saw some woman get out of
DJ's car at 11 .14. No.

I didn't see her get out of the car. She
was already out when I saw her.

And I looked up when I heard her running
across the pavement.

Did you see her face?

No, it was too dark.

Did she seem drunk to you or disoriented
or... She seemed mad.

Did you see her stumble or fall?

No, she sort of walked running.

And she went across the parking lot and
then ran across the street towards the

hill.

Can I go now?

Oh, hey, Ginny, I just left you a
message.

The VA's office called, and they're
switching the witness order for the

trial. I have to testify tomorrow
afternoon.

I won't be able to go to your sister's
wedding. Sorry.

Well, it's all right. Putting away a
murderer is a little more important than

going with me to a wedding.

I only wish I was working on the Henchy
trial. I might get done in time for the

reception, maybe.

Yeah, I appreciate it. Don't worry about
it. All right.

Thanks.

Oh.

Hey.

God. Hi.

Stag line at the family wedding, huh?
Yeah, I've been there.

All those well -meaning relatives
probing through gory details about your

life. Those great introductions to the
50 -year -old, never -been -married

single cousin, Mary.

She doesn't have intimacy problems.

She's just shy.

Okay. You're enjoying this, aren't you?
No. Well, yeah, a little. But that

said, I actually kind of like non
-family weddings.

The fewer people I know.

The more interesting I find.

You know, this place, this job, it's not
just about destruction.

It's about putting things right.

Standing up for people who can't stand
up for themselves.

I'm sorry.

I shouldn't have presumed to know how
you feel about what you do.

For the record, the invitation to the
gallery was way more about me than about

you.

I just, I didn't want to get busted for
it.

Look, this wedding is tomorrow
afternoon.

Well, I paint pictures for a living.

I'm not exactly living, but my time is
my own.

Okay.

Do you want to go?

To support a colleague in need.

As my date.

You're on.

No! Ben.

Benjamin, come here.

Ben, come here, puppy, please. Calm
down.

Calm down.

This isn't easy for any of us.

It's not what we planned.

I thought you were coming tonight
because you were moving back in. Puppy,

listen. I know it's not what you would
have wanted, okay?

But I'll always be your mommy. Ben and
Daddy will always be your daddy. That'll

never change.

We just won't be living together.

But I'll still see you all the time.
What did you do?

Ben, listen to me. You did something
bad. No, but... I know you did.

I hate you. I wish I could leave you.

All right, that's enough.

Listen to me.

What happened here is not your mother's
fault.

A marriage is between two people, Ben.

And whether or not it works, it's the
responsibility of both of them.

What did you do wrong?

You're not going to understand this
right now.

But there are a lot of ways to do wrong
in a marriage.

And I made my mistakes, too.

I think you owe your mother an apology.

Sorry, Mom.

Sorry too, babe.

I don't want to leave you.

And I don't want Daddy to go either.

I know.

Nate, I think I got a witness.

Parking lot attendant saw you that
night.

Yeah, he saw you running away from DJ's
car.

Well, he was wrong.

He looked up because he heard shoes on
the pavement, and you had on those fancy

little stiletto pumps, remember?

Marilyn had on rubber sole shoes. I saw
those in the hospital, and they were

listed in the victim's medical report.
Other than that...

Both of you were dressed enough alike to
get confused in the dark.

We also ran down the records for your
cab ride home.

Said you were picked up in front of the
Hilton. She told us you picked it up at

the bar. Look, I wasn't in the parking
lot, okay? I didn't see anything.

Come on, Tanya, please.

Come on, okay? I mean, is it really
worth it? Will the money and the

be enough to make you feel all right
about marrying a rapist? DJ is not a

rapist. Yeah, okay.

Okay, Tanya.

What about the car, hmm?

You're gonna feel right around in that
big old SUV knowing that your husband

raped another woman in the back. Stop
it!

Of course, you can get rid of it. You
can sell it. Sure.

That's not gonna change a damn thing.

Because if DJ gets away with it this
time, I bet you he'll do it again. No.

Maybe in a new car.

Maybe on the sofa.

Maybe in your bed.

All right, I saw you!

Where?

What did you see, Tony?

I saw him holding her down.

She was... She was struggling.

And pulling at him.

You know, but all I could... think was
that she was getting exactly what she

deserved.

What all those little waitresses and
hotel maids,

the biggest fans that he picked up
deserved.

Captain, you got him.

Tonya saw the whole thing.

Just when you think you heard
everything.

Yeah, Nate's taking her down to the DA's
office to give her statement.

Think she'll stand by it in court, even
if Marilyn backs out?

She says she wants to recant, tell the
DA she was drunk, she misremembered.

I asked her to wait for you to make the
call.

She saw us?

Yeah.

And she didn't do anything?

Well, she's going to do something now.

Still want us to call the DA?

No.

He raped me.

Even DJ Walter shouldn't be able to get
away with that.

I'll see you at the house.

I mean, how great was that wedding, huh?

That's the kind I wanted to give you,
Ginny girl.

Yeah, well, good thing you didn't,
seeing as how things turned out.

Oh, the time.

Do you think this was Ronnie's first
trip to the altar?

I heard someone say you're a pantahank.

Uh, yes, I am.

Hey, maybe you can take a look in my
kitchen when we get back to the house. I

got this wallpaper.

Dad, look, as happy as I am for Ronnie,
I just, I don't think we're going to

make the reception.

Why not?

Honestly, because I'm tired of the
questions and the poor Ginny look. Will

come on, Gin? It's just this wedding
day. I mean, you can't put your own

feelings aside for a few hours. You
know, John, I don't know Ginny very

Hardly at all, honestly. But from what I
do know, it's pretty clear the last

person she thinks about is herself.

I mean, she spends all day trying to
solve other people's problems.

And coming here?

Well, I can tell you firsthand, it would
have been a lot easier for her to make

an excuse, not come at all, but she
didn't make an excuse. She came. And I

the only reason she did that was for
you.

So, in all due respect, you have every
right to be mad, feel what you're going

to feel, but you're wrong to accuse your
daughter of being selfish.

Where'd you find this guy?

The police station.

I give Ronnie a regret.

Oh, and if I hear anybody talking about
poor old Jed, I'm going to give him a

knock on the head. Nice to meet you. You
too.

Anytime you want to talk wallpaper, I'll
take you up on that.

He's just trying to find his life
folder.

All right, I'll wait outside.

Gabe, wait.

Did you mean what you said about me last
night?

About us?

We agreed not to blame each other with
him.

Gabe, it was more than that.

Every time I see you, I feel like I'm
drowning.

I hate you.

I love you.

I hate myself.

I can't breathe.

Okay, let me help you with that.

You know, let's help each other. I don't
want you to feel this way.

Can't you just please wait on this
divorce?

Okay, I'm ready.

I, uh... I was offered a European tour.

I'll be gone for a couple of months.

But I'll call you every night.

I figure maybe you can fly over the
halfway point.

We can spend some time together.

If it's okay with your mother.

Can I, Mom? Yeah, of course.

As long as you don't miss too much
school, though.

Mom. Ben, I'm just doing my job.

Okay?

Everything else will wait till I get
back, okay?

Come on, Bubba.

Got your mitt?

Right here. All right.

Have fun.

Hey. Hey.

You okay?

What the hell happened to us, Raina?

I mean, we used to be heroes.

Little boys that fell.

What every little boy wanted to be.

You are still a hero, Johnny.

I got above my three illegitimate
children.

No. And neither have you.

Look, you made mistakes.

And you're trying to make them right.
And nothing more wrong than that, as far

as I know.

You know, I'm not like DJ.

What Al and I were saying, huh?

I know that.

You can trust me.

I do.

Do you? Yeah, I do.

Come here.

I'm standing at this gallery, about to
get my checkbook out, and I'm looking at

this Rufino Tamayo lithograph, this
figure.

Doesn't have any facial features, not
many anatomical details, but it's

a man. And he's got his fist thrust into
the sky. There's this crescent moon and

this feeling of defiance, of
determination, of

pride.

It's just, here I am.

And I couldn't deny it anymore.

I didn't want to own any more art. I
wanted to create it.

So that's when you quit your job as a
stockbroker. Yeah, yeah. Next day.

Any regrets?

Not really.

No.

It's funny.

You know, the things I can't afford now
won't work.

They were mostly things that I bought
back then because I think I was trying

fill this need, you know, that
ultimately these things wouldn't fill

You know, does that make sense?

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Have you been there?

I've been a lot of places.

That you're not ready to talk about?

No.

But it's getting better.

You know, that feeling that you were
talking about.

Possibility. Yeah.

Well, that's what I feel now when I
start a case, you know.

I mean, I can't change what happened,
but maybe I can make a difference.

Bring about some justice. I know, I
know, that sounds corny.

No, no, no, no. It sounds like
inspiration.

You feel that?

Possibility.

Inspiration.

Soldier!