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(soft music)
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(glass shattering)
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(soft music)
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(water babbling)
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(bus engine roaring)
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(wind blowing)
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- Hey you, Teddy? - Yeah, Leo?
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- [Leo] Yeah, you wanna throw your stuff in the trunk?
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- Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you.
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So what are you writing?
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- [Teddy] A novel.
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I've been stuck at the last third for a long time.
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I just need some time to really nail it, you know?
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- [Leo] Yeah.
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Well, I don't write, but I know what you mean.
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- This is amazing. - Yeah.
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You'll be out here in the middle of nowhere for a while.
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- [Teddy] No kidding.
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- [Leo] You'll get a lot of writing done.
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- [Teddy] How long have you been acting?
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- [Leo] Oh, I've been trying for about four years now.
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- How's it going? - It's okay.
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I mean mostly small stuff.
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No commercials yet or anything.
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- Yeah, that must be tough.
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God, Leo, this is amazing.
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- Wait 'til you see inside.
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- Great.
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- [Leo] How about a drink?
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- [Teddy] What do you like to do here?
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- [Leo] Crispin pays me a bit to keep the place in shape.
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Lots of great hikes.
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Sometimes I play music and I like to dance.
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You know, in private.
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- [Teddy] Cool.
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- [Leo] I don't usually admit that.
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(mellow music)
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- Jesus.
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- [Leo] Yeah.
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- It just, you don't see this many stars
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in the city.
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Kind of puts things in perspective.
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(chuckling)
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- You must be exhausted.
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- I am gonna pass out soon.
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- Sorry we got so drunk.
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Was kind of my influence.
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- [Teddy] I like to drink too.
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Good thing I'm not staying.
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- You wouldn't get any work done.
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- It's be nice if you stopped by though.
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It could get lonely otherwise.
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- Yeah, I'll see.
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(bright music)
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♪ Try me, sun's last today
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♪ Before it all became
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♪ Falling not to get up
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♪ Before nothing could change
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♪ Balance, ticking, what's there ♪
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♪ Trying senseless (indistinct) ♪
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- Hi.
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- How'd you sleep?
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- Great.
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I think I have a hangover though.
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Hm, what time is it?
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- It feels late.
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- I need a shower.
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- Shower doesn't work.
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- What?
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- It's busted.
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- When I stay here, usually I don't bathe most of the time,
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but when I do...
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- What do you do?
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- You got a bathing suit?
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- Um, no.
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- Crispin's got one that you can borrow.
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♪ Don't try understanding
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♪ Fractions of a cloud detailed ♪
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♪ Why don't I remember it's a chore ♪
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♪ And I'm sending, withholding even more ♪
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♪ Something's gotta give up lately ♪
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♪ We summarize
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♪ Something's gotta measure my memory ♪
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♪ Don't worry me, try nothing, I ♪
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♪ Do you want my wave
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♪ Bound to say I do
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♪ Do you want my wave
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♪ Bound to say I do
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- I should get going soon.
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- Don't leave right away.
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- What about your writing?
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- Well, I'm concerned
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I might not know everything about this house.
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- There's not much else.
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- What about the car?
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- Car works fine.
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- I guess I'm just afraid to get to my writing.
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- Yeah, I'm sensing that.
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- Thanks.
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- Call me anytime.
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- I had a lot of fun last night.
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- Get some writing done, Teddy.
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- Okay.
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(engine starting)
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(sighing)
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(sighing)
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The biggest obstacle I have is translating what I actually
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feel into words.
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I think I know what I'm saying until I read it later,
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then it usually sucks.
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- [Man] Just takes practice and diligence.
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You don't get better until you've done it a lot.
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- [Teddy] I wish I had someplace
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quiet and away from the city
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where I could write this damn thing.
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- [Leo] I think I could help you.
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(door slamming)
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(shouting)
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(whining)
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- [Teddy] Hello?
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- Hey, Leo, Teddy, just checking in on you.
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You got in okay?
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- [Teddy] Yeah, how's the writing going?
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- Great.
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Yeah, I've written some pages.
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Not as many as I'd like, but.
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- [Teddy] Well, it's only your first day.
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- Yeah.
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So you're going on any auditions or anything?
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- [Teddy] No, I gotta work this weekend.
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- When's your next day off?
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- [Teddy] (laughing) Are you lonely already?
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- Well, I mean, it's nice
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to have some human contact, you know.
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- [Teddy] You inviting me back out there?
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- Yeah, of course.
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I mean, by the end of this weekend,
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I'll have written 20 pages, that's amazing for me.
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This place is really inspiring.
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- [Teddy] Well, I'll plan on coming up on Monday,
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I'm not supposed to work again until Thursday.
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- Great.
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I mean, that should be cool.
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I guess I can handle being alone until then.
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- [Teddy] Well, call me if you need anything.
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- Okay, man, bye.
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- [Teddy] See ya.
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(phone beeping)
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(phone ringing)
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- Hello?
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- Crispin, it's Teddy.
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- Hello Teddy, how are you coming up?
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- God, I just have to tell you your house is amazing.
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Thanks so much for letting me stay here.
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- [Crispin] I'm glad you're using it, how's the weather?
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- Just what you think, hot and sunny.
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- Leo drive you?
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- He is very nice.
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You've known him awhile?
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- You know, I knew his parents.
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- Oh.
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I thought you could have been lovers once.
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- [Crispin] Oh no, he's like a little nephew to me.
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I could never do that.
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- Is he gay?
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- [Crispin] He's had girlfriends in the past.
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I think he's probably bi.
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Who isn't these days?
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You have to.
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- Yeah, but I shouldn't be telling you that.
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- [Crispin] Well, good luck figuring out the puzzle.
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- You know your shower doesn't work.
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- [Crispin] Changing the subject.
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It hasn't worked since the earthquake.
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I never bothered to fix it.
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I usually take baths when I go out there.
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- Where?
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- [Crispin] I do it with hot water from the hose.
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You stretch the hose out in the sun.
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The water's a decent temperature to bathe in.
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- Okay.
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- [Crispin] But there are thousands of hot springs
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you can go to, those are always nice.
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- Yeah.
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- And the writing?
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- Great.
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Couldn't be a better place
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for me to finish this damn thing.
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Thanks again so much.
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- Well, keep in touch, my dear.
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Anything you need, call Leo.
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He knows the house very well.
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- Okay.
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Talk to you soon, Crispin.
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- [Crispin] Bye, now.
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(crickets chirping)
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- Shit.
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(bright music)
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(energetic music)
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(energetic music)
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♪ I hear by, give up all that you need to ♪
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♪ And since I fell to the station ♪
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♪ Open doors to (indistinct)
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♪ Happens still far to go
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♪ And we don't leave this up for the lonesome days ♪
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♪ We talked about
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- I really missed you.
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- [Leo] You been to town at all?
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- Nah, just been writing.
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- [Leo] You got bags under your eyes.
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- (laughing) Yeah.
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I'm on a night schedule now.
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- You want a beer? - Sure.
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So how was work this week?
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- [Leo] Made a lot of tips.
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- Ever thought of doing a play?
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- Yeah, I've done a few.
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Why?
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- Just asking,
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thought it might be better than waiting for that commercial.
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- Well, yeah, usually.
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There's no money in it though.
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- Ever thought of doing something
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where money wasn't the main objective?
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- Yeah, all the time.
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I'm just getting tired of it.
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So what's your book about?
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- Basically about a crazy family from the Midwest,
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a family who crumbles when their son comes out as gay.
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- Autobiographical?
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- Yeah, a bit.
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So do you have a girlfriend?
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- I'm in between?
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- What was your last girlfriend like?
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- Nothing serious.
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- Did you like to dance with her?
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- No, she was into rock shows.
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- And you don't really dance at a rock show?
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- No, you sway.
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- (laughing) I like the way you do that.
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(both laughing)
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(soft music)
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How about something stronger?
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- Sure.
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- So have you only been with women?
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- Who wants to know?
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I've had my share of diverse experiences.
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- You're hard to read.
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- I used to think that everyone was bisexual,
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but women don't like to hear guys talk like that.
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- Yeah, I guess not.
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- So I don't talk about it much.
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- When you met me, did you think I was gay?
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- I don't know.
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A little maybe.
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- I'm totally gay. (both laughing)
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- Totally gay.
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- So tell me about your diverse experiences.
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- When I was 12, I used to fool around
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with this neighborhood kid.
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- [Teddy] Really?
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What did you do?
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- Well, we were talking one day about what do we feel like
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if a, if a girl sucked your cock, you know, just,
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just wondering about it and, and then he said,
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"Hey Leo, oh no, no, no.
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"Nevermind, nevermind."
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So of course I didn't know what he was gonna say.
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I had to pull it out of him and,
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and he said that if I wanted that he would suck my cock.
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- Where were you, what time of day was it?
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It was nighttime and we were right near my garage.
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So we went into my garage and he sucked my cock.
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(both laughing)
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- Did you like it? - Yeah!
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That was my first time, so I never forgot it,
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but then he wanted me to suck his, and I did,
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but I didn't like it.
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It was kind of smelly. (Teddy laughing)
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00:26:01,159 --> 00:26:02,327
- What happened?
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Did you guys keep fooling around?
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- Here and there, yeah.
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- [Teddy] Did you ever go further than blowjobs?
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00:26:13,004 --> 00:26:13,872
- No.
286
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Just touching and blowjobs.
287
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That's sweet.
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- It was what it was.
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- [Teddy] Whatever happened?
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Did you guys keep in touch?
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00:26:33,291 --> 00:26:35,360
- Well, he became a total pothead
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and then I moved away and I heard
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00:26:37,495 --> 00:26:39,798
that he got into heavier drugs after that.
294
00:26:41,833 --> 00:26:43,635
- Trying to deal with being gay.
295
00:26:45,904 --> 00:26:46,771
- You think?
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00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:49,908
- Yeah.
297
00:26:54,112 --> 00:26:55,113
- So what about you?
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00:26:56,081 --> 00:26:57,649
When did you know you were gay?
299
00:27:01,052 --> 00:27:03,121
- I think I was five.
300
00:27:04,222 --> 00:27:06,391
I was at a gas station with my mom
301
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and the gas station attendant.
302
00:27:09,928 --> 00:27:12,864
He was so beautiful.
303
00:27:12,964 --> 00:27:15,667
He had slick black hair
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00:27:15,767 --> 00:27:18,336
and his pants were dirty with oil stains.
305
00:27:18,436 --> 00:27:20,138
He was smacking gum.
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00:27:20,238 --> 00:27:23,775
And I told my mom that I wanted to take home the gas station
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00:27:23,875 --> 00:27:27,679
man to be my dad. (Leo laughing)
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00:27:28,546 --> 00:27:31,082
- You wanted to take the gas man home?
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00:27:32,484 --> 00:27:33,985
- He was probably 20.
310
00:27:34,953 --> 00:27:36,154
- What did your mom say?
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00:27:37,422 --> 00:27:40,992
- She shushed me and told me not to say things like that.
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00:27:43,828 --> 00:27:44,763
- Keep it secret.
313
00:27:45,830 --> 00:27:47,065
- Yeah.
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00:27:47,165 --> 00:27:48,867
For years, unfortunately.
315
00:27:51,102 --> 00:27:55,140
And when I was 19 and tried to come out,
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00:27:56,841 --> 00:27:58,910
she told me that I wasn't gay.
317
00:27:59,010 --> 00:28:01,713
I've never been with a girl and how can I know for sure?
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00:28:03,848 --> 00:28:04,983
Fucking a nightmare.
319
00:28:10,255 --> 00:28:11,256
- So what'd you do?
320
00:28:17,262 --> 00:28:19,164
- Went to college and became asexual.
321
00:28:29,407 --> 00:28:30,408
Want another?
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00:28:38,483 --> 00:28:39,350
- Yeah.
323
00:28:48,460 --> 00:28:50,028
That really sucks, man.
324
00:28:51,896 --> 00:28:52,764
- What's that?
325
00:28:53,731 --> 00:28:57,435
- You know, having to repress yourself like that.
326
00:29:00,305 --> 00:29:01,306
- Yeah.
327
00:29:01,573 --> 00:29:04,142
But eventually it reached a breaking point and that's where
328
00:29:04,242 --> 00:29:06,978
my novel happens, then the aftermath.
329
00:29:08,913 --> 00:29:10,381
- So what happened?
330
00:29:10,482 --> 00:29:11,983
- I don't want to give it away.
331
00:29:14,586 --> 00:29:15,787
- Okay.
332
00:29:26,998 --> 00:29:31,803
- This is a truth serum. (laughing)
333
00:29:33,605 --> 00:29:37,008
- Yeah. (both chuckling)
334
00:29:38,476 --> 00:29:41,513
- So are we just gonna stay here all night and get drunk?
335
00:29:45,950 --> 00:29:47,819
- We should do something else, right?
336
00:29:47,919 --> 00:29:48,953
- Yeah.
337
00:29:57,629 --> 00:30:00,498
(energetic music)
338
00:30:12,443 --> 00:30:17,448
♪ Summertime, don't give it all away ♪
339
00:30:20,018 --> 00:30:25,023
♪ Special lives, I look in your eyes ♪
340
00:30:27,659 --> 00:30:29,861
♪ Were you gonna miss it
341
00:30:29,961 --> 00:30:34,933
♪ Don't turn on a leaf, this is true ♪
342
00:30:36,067 --> 00:30:40,438
♪ Domicile, just pretend there's nothing left to do ♪
343
00:30:43,675 --> 00:30:48,246
♪ Right up to this kiss goodbye, won't you tell me ♪
344
00:30:48,346 --> 00:30:53,284
♪ Do you realize (indistinct) on my way here ♪
345
00:30:56,154 --> 00:30:59,023
♪ I feel all crazy
346
00:31:09,634 --> 00:31:12,303
(both laughing)
347
00:31:21,579 --> 00:31:26,017
♪ Right on through this kiss goodbye, won't you tell me ♪
348
00:31:26,117 --> 00:31:31,089
♪ Do you realize, (indistinct) on my way here ♪
349
00:31:34,092 --> 00:31:38,663
♪ I feel crazy, right on through this kiss goodbye ♪
350
00:31:38,763 --> 00:31:41,266
♪ Won't you tell me
351
00:31:41,366 --> 00:31:44,669
♪ It's been a long time
352
00:32:17,268 --> 00:32:19,971
(tense music)
353
00:34:41,546 --> 00:34:42,413
- Leo, wait!
354
00:34:46,551 --> 00:34:47,418
Get out.
355
00:34:56,294 --> 00:34:58,129
Please don't be mad at me.
356
00:34:58,229 --> 00:35:00,431
- Teddy, it's not your fault.
357
00:35:01,732 --> 00:35:02,600
It's my fault.
358
00:35:04,302 --> 00:35:06,370
I shouldn't have. - Don't you see?
359
00:35:06,471 --> 00:35:08,372
You liked it and now you're running away.
360
00:35:08,473 --> 00:35:10,174
- No, Teddy.
361
00:35:11,943 --> 00:35:13,277
I'm not gay.
362
00:35:14,278 --> 00:35:16,247
- Leo, I think you might be.
363
00:35:16,347 --> 00:35:17,582
- Teddy, I'm sorry.
364
00:35:19,450 --> 00:35:20,751
- Leo, please.
365
00:35:20,852 --> 00:35:22,353
I've been waiting to see you all week
366
00:35:22,453 --> 00:35:23,287
and now you're leaving.
367
00:35:23,387 --> 00:35:24,889
- Teddy, let go.
368
00:35:24,989 --> 00:35:26,257
- Leo. - Let go.
369
00:35:26,357 --> 00:35:27,225
- Come on please.
370
00:35:30,962 --> 00:35:32,663
I'm sorry.
371
00:35:32,763 --> 00:35:35,166
I'm just a lonely, melodramatic fag.
372
00:35:37,301 --> 00:35:38,736
- I'll be back, all right?
373
00:35:38,769 --> 00:35:39,637
- All right.
374
00:35:42,707 --> 00:35:44,775
- Ow, ow, ow, Jesus!
375
00:35:50,014 --> 00:35:50,882
Just great.
376
00:35:56,454 --> 00:35:59,323
(engine starting)
377
00:36:12,603 --> 00:36:15,473
(discordant music)
378
00:37:56,107 --> 00:37:58,442
(gasping)
379
00:38:09,120 --> 00:38:11,622
(tense music)
380
00:39:07,511 --> 00:39:08,379
- Teddy.
381
00:39:11,515 --> 00:39:12,516
Teddy?
382
00:40:06,504 --> 00:40:09,006
(tense music)
383
00:40:13,577 --> 00:40:14,612
Teddy, Teddy!
384
00:40:22,520 --> 00:40:24,588
I've been searching, I know (indistinct).
385
00:40:25,523 --> 00:40:27,658
He finished writing a novel.
386
00:40:27,758 --> 00:40:29,727
I read it, and...
387
00:40:29,827 --> 00:40:32,129
- [Crispin] What do you think?
388
00:40:32,229 --> 00:40:33,197
- [Leo] It was beautiful.
389
00:40:33,497 --> 00:40:35,866
- [Crispin] Is there any way you can send me the manuscript?
390
00:40:35,966 --> 00:40:38,202
- [Leo] Crispin, he's missing and you want me to send it?
391
00:40:38,302 --> 00:40:41,539
- [Crispin] Leo, send it to me, that's all I ask.
392
00:40:41,639 --> 00:40:43,941
- [Leo] Okay, I'll do it.
393
00:40:44,041 --> 00:40:47,478
- [Crispin] And for god's sake, call the police.
394
00:40:47,578 --> 00:40:50,080
- [Leo] Yeah, I'll do that too.
395
00:40:51,649 --> 00:40:56,620
(siren wailing) (soft tense music)
396
00:42:01,819 --> 00:42:02,686
- Honey.
397
00:42:12,096 --> 00:42:12,963
Leo.
398
00:42:17,401 --> 00:42:18,269
- Yeah?
399
00:42:19,703 --> 00:42:21,872
- Could you put some stuff on my shoulders?
400
00:42:25,009 --> 00:42:25,876
- Sure.
401
00:42:38,422 --> 00:42:41,625
(rapid tense music)
402
00:43:17,027 --> 00:43:22,032
♪ Watch the mouse carefully
403
00:43:26,303 --> 00:43:31,308
♪ With delicate descriptions I used to know ♪
404
00:43:34,478 --> 00:43:39,683
♪ In a small, like a rescue
405
00:43:40,784 --> 00:43:45,723
♪ In slow motion
406
00:43:45,823 --> 00:43:50,794
♪ The river falls
407
00:43:52,196 --> 00:43:57,201
♪ The river falls onto
408
00:43:58,802 --> 00:44:03,707
♪ Disadvantage and so cross where the bend is ♪
409
00:44:06,510 --> 00:44:09,213
♪ We get lost
410
00:44:19,523 --> 00:44:22,760
♪ Watch the mouse
411
00:44:25,029 --> 00:44:27,698
(indistinct)
412
00:44:29,533 --> 00:44:32,970
(muffled voice speaking)
413
00:44:37,441 --> 00:44:38,308
- Hi.
414
00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:44,848
- Good morning. - Good afternoon.
415
00:44:48,519 --> 00:44:49,920
- Was that Crispin on the phone?
416
00:44:50,020 --> 00:44:51,455
- Yeah.
417
00:44:51,555 --> 00:44:53,791
He wanted to tell you that the book made the New York Times
418
00:44:53,891 --> 00:44:54,725
bestseller list.
419
00:44:59,530 --> 00:45:00,397
- Incredible.
420
00:45:04,134 --> 00:45:07,905
- Hey, now can we go on a little vacation?
421
00:45:09,273 --> 00:45:12,276
- Isn't that what we've been doing?
422
00:45:12,376 --> 00:45:13,210
- I know.
423
00:45:14,578 --> 00:45:17,881
I mean, actually go somewhere instead of staying put.
424
00:45:19,316 --> 00:45:20,884
- Where do you want to go?
425
00:45:22,152 --> 00:45:23,053
- I don't know.
426
00:45:24,888 --> 00:45:27,891
- Maybe a boat cruise or something silly like that.
427
00:45:29,927 --> 00:45:30,928
- Who are you again?
428
00:45:32,096 --> 00:45:33,797
- That's no way to speak to your wife.
429
00:45:41,572 --> 00:45:44,341
(dramatic music)
430
00:46:07,598 --> 00:46:10,567
♪ Afraid I don't have to
431
00:46:10,667 --> 00:46:12,402
- [Cheryl] At the party the other night, I noticed
432
00:46:12,503 --> 00:46:14,471
that young guy was looking right at you.
433
00:46:16,006 --> 00:46:17,107
What'd you say to him?
434
00:46:18,242 --> 00:46:19,843
- [Leo] Told him that I was married.
435
00:46:21,879 --> 00:46:24,014
- [Cheryl] What did you say to that?
436
00:46:24,114 --> 00:46:27,584
- [Leo] He told me that he thought I was cute.
437
00:46:27,684 --> 00:46:29,586
(indistinct)
438
00:46:29,686 --> 00:46:33,957
You know how gay men are, they speak their minds.
439
00:46:34,925 --> 00:46:36,927
- [Cheryl] Like when a woman knows what she wants.
440
00:46:37,027 --> 00:46:38,328
- [Leo] Like you.
441
00:46:38,428 --> 00:46:40,497
(wife chuckling)
442
00:46:40,597 --> 00:46:42,132
- [Cheryl] Like me.
443
00:46:43,567 --> 00:46:47,905
I know I want you, (indistinct).
444
00:46:48,005 --> 00:46:49,006
- [Leo] Yeah.
445
00:46:50,240 --> 00:46:55,245
♪ Shall I demonstrate
446
00:46:57,581 --> 00:47:02,519
♪ With you
447
00:47:03,086 --> 00:47:05,989
♪ What I promised to
448
00:47:15,399 --> 00:47:16,867
- Where were you?
449
00:47:20,604 --> 00:47:21,538
- Just out.
450
00:47:27,945 --> 00:47:29,279
- What's happening to you?
451
00:47:36,286 --> 00:47:37,421
- I don't know
452
00:47:41,191 --> 00:47:42,926
- You're fucking someone, aren't you?
453
00:47:51,034 --> 00:47:51,902
- I don't know.
454
00:47:58,308 --> 00:48:00,310
- I don't even know you.
455
00:48:04,481 --> 00:48:06,550
That's all I am to you, right?
456
00:48:06,650 --> 00:48:07,651
The place to live.
457
00:48:09,987 --> 00:48:10,787
- Cheryl, what are you talking about?
458
00:48:11,021 --> 00:48:12,990
- Just get the fuck out of here, you monster!
459
00:48:13,090 --> 00:48:16,059
(grunting and crying)
460
00:48:19,062 --> 00:48:20,130
- Okay, okay.
461
00:48:43,253 --> 00:48:44,121
Ow!
462
00:48:45,789 --> 00:48:47,090
You bitch!
463
00:48:48,292 --> 00:48:50,227
(Cheryl laughing)
464
00:48:50,327 --> 00:48:51,228
Jesus!
465
00:49:00,237 --> 00:49:01,638
- So you're gonna hit me now.
466
00:49:06,043 --> 00:49:08,045
Just get the fuck out of here, Leo.
467
00:49:12,549 --> 00:49:15,152
(soft sobbing)
468
00:49:18,155 --> 00:49:23,160
(water running) (soft music)
469
00:51:19,309 --> 00:51:21,778
(soft music)
470
00:51:33,523 --> 00:51:35,425
- Been waiting for you.
471
00:53:32,375 --> 00:53:33,677
- I'm sorry about before.
472
00:53:35,679 --> 00:53:37,380
- Do you think I'd turn you away?
473
00:53:38,782 --> 00:53:39,649
- I don't know.
474
00:53:42,419 --> 00:53:43,653
How's your writing going?
475
00:53:45,388 --> 00:53:46,389
- Okay.
476
00:53:47,924 --> 00:53:50,727
I think I've written about 10 pages since I last saw you.
477
00:53:52,062 --> 00:53:55,398
- What's your book called? (soft music)
478
00:53:55,498 --> 00:53:56,333
- I don't know.
479
00:53:57,934 --> 00:54:00,403
I'll wait until the end and get a feeling from it.
480
00:54:02,973 --> 00:54:05,275
- What about Goodbye?
481
00:54:06,943 --> 00:54:07,811
- Goodbye.
482
00:54:11,681 --> 00:54:12,582
Why Goodbye?
483
00:54:15,418 --> 00:54:17,854
- Oh, I guess that's what you said to your family.
484
00:54:19,556 --> 00:54:20,423
- Yeah, I guess.
485
00:54:23,126 --> 00:54:25,428
- We all say goodbye at some point.
486
00:54:27,130 --> 00:54:28,765
- Stay a while this time.
487
00:54:30,734 --> 00:54:32,035
- How long are you staying?
488
00:54:32,135 --> 00:54:33,637
- Two months.
489
00:54:33,737 --> 00:54:35,438
- I want to finish before then.
490
00:54:41,978 --> 00:54:42,846
What?
491
00:54:44,014 --> 00:54:44,881
- Hm?
492
00:54:46,116 --> 00:54:48,718
Nothing. - Is something wrong?
493
00:54:52,122 --> 00:54:56,026
- I just see these images sometimes.
494
00:54:57,627 --> 00:54:58,995
- What did you just see?
495
00:55:02,465 --> 00:55:03,933
- It's always something terrible.
496
00:55:05,468 --> 00:55:06,469
Something awful.
497
00:55:07,604 --> 00:55:09,873
- [Teddy] Like what, someone dead?
498
00:55:12,008 --> 00:55:13,610
- I don't want to talk about it.
499
00:55:15,812 --> 00:55:16,780
- Scary.
500
00:55:19,482 --> 00:55:20,550
- No, it's nothing.
501
00:55:28,491 --> 00:55:29,893
- Have you ever been in love?
502
00:55:37,634 --> 00:55:38,768
- I used to be married.
503
00:55:40,170 --> 00:55:42,872
- Wow, really?
504
00:55:42,972 --> 00:55:43,907
- Was a while ago.
505
00:55:45,442 --> 00:55:46,409
- How old were you?
506
00:55:48,211 --> 00:55:49,412
- 20.
507
00:55:50,580 --> 00:55:51,514
- [Teddy] So young.
508
00:55:53,650 --> 00:55:54,718
How did you know her?
509
00:55:55,919 --> 00:55:56,953
- We worked together.
510
00:56:00,590 --> 00:56:01,991
- Any kids? - No.
511
00:56:04,928 --> 00:56:06,396
- [Teddy] You still in touch?
512
00:56:09,532 --> 00:56:10,400
- She's dead now.
513
00:56:15,805 --> 00:56:16,673
- I'm sorry.
514
00:56:20,210 --> 00:56:21,411
- It's okay.
515
00:56:24,481 --> 00:56:25,682
- What did she die from?
516
00:56:28,151 --> 00:56:30,487
- She was found murdered outside our house.
517
00:56:32,555 --> 00:56:33,857
- Was it ever solved?
518
00:56:39,229 --> 00:56:40,096
- No.
519
00:56:41,231 --> 00:56:43,466
- Are you trying to terrify me?
520
00:56:44,968 --> 00:56:46,035
- Well, you asked.
521
00:56:47,270 --> 00:56:48,438
- Fuck.
522
00:56:52,742 --> 00:56:53,843
What was she like?
523
00:56:57,046 --> 00:56:58,448
- She was really pretty.
524
00:56:59,983 --> 00:57:01,151
- Who did she look like?
525
00:57:02,519 --> 00:57:04,454
- [Leo] You ask a lot of questions.
526
00:57:05,655 --> 00:57:07,524
- It's just, I've never
527
00:57:07,624 --> 00:57:09,659
felt that strongly about someone else.
528
00:57:15,265 --> 00:57:17,066
- It was just natural.
529
00:57:19,269 --> 00:57:20,136
- Do you miss her?
530
00:57:21,871 --> 00:57:22,772
- [Leo] Sometimes.
531
00:57:24,007 --> 00:57:24,874
- Like when?
532
00:57:28,645 --> 00:57:29,512
- Every day.
533
00:57:32,549 --> 00:57:33,750
- So you still love her.
534
00:57:35,785 --> 00:57:36,653
- I guess.
535
00:57:47,630 --> 00:57:50,533
- Is it weird to be with me?
536
00:57:52,635 --> 00:57:53,636
- No.
537
00:57:55,104 --> 00:57:55,972
I missed you.
538
00:57:59,642 --> 00:58:01,544
Been thinking about you.
539
00:58:51,861 --> 00:58:52,729
- [Teddy] Hey.
540
00:58:54,831 --> 00:58:57,000
- How's it going? - All right.
541
00:58:58,368 --> 00:58:59,636
Taking care of business?
542
00:58:59,736 --> 00:59:01,037
- Yeah.
543
00:59:01,137 --> 00:59:02,238
- Yeah, me too.
544
00:59:03,973 --> 00:59:05,108
Do you want to go somewhere?
545
00:59:06,142 --> 00:59:07,343
- Why?
546
00:59:07,443 --> 00:59:09,178
- Just want to get away.
547
00:59:09,279 --> 00:59:10,647
- You're giving up on your writing?
548
00:59:10,747 --> 00:59:13,716
- No, just taking a break.
549
00:59:15,652 --> 00:59:17,220
- Don't stop.
550
00:59:17,253 --> 00:59:18,121
Keep going.
551
00:59:22,659 --> 00:59:23,326
- What's that?
552
00:59:25,395 --> 00:59:26,596
- Jesus.
553
00:59:28,932 --> 00:59:31,134
(panting)
554
00:59:56,426 --> 00:59:58,761
(sobbing)
555
01:00:12,041 --> 01:00:13,042
- Leo, what's wrong?
556
01:00:15,778 --> 01:00:16,980
What are you crying about?
557
01:00:20,350 --> 01:00:24,921
- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
558
01:00:25,021 --> 01:00:25,955
- You should eat.
559
01:00:29,325 --> 01:00:30,193
- Yeah.
560
01:00:32,495 --> 01:00:33,730
Yeah.
561
01:00:45,508 --> 01:00:46,876
- When do you work next?
562
01:00:50,213 --> 01:00:52,215
- I don't. - You quit?
563
01:00:55,518 --> 01:00:56,753
- You could say that.
564
01:00:59,288 --> 01:01:00,356
- You okay with money?
565
01:01:05,495 --> 01:01:07,096
- You ask a lot of questions.
566
01:01:09,499 --> 01:01:11,234
- Well, you're not very talkative.
567
01:01:13,403 --> 01:01:15,772
- I'm going through some shit, sorry.
568
01:01:15,872 --> 01:01:16,706
- That's apparent.
569
01:01:21,310 --> 01:01:23,446
- I'm trying to spare you the gory details.
570
01:01:24,847 --> 01:01:26,449
- You can talk to me, Leo.
571
01:01:26,549 --> 01:01:28,117
Otherwise what's the point?
572
01:01:43,533 --> 01:01:46,736
You want to be buried or cremated?
573
01:01:51,140 --> 01:01:52,742
- I want to be buried at sea.
574
01:01:56,412 --> 01:01:58,948
You? - Cremated.
575
01:01:59,048 --> 01:02:00,049
Just seems easier.
576
01:02:03,886 --> 01:02:06,122
- You think about death a lot.
577
01:02:06,155 --> 01:02:07,023
- Sort of.
578
01:02:10,560 --> 01:02:15,031
Just think about how long I'll have to write and whether
579
01:02:15,131 --> 01:02:17,100
what I write'll mean anything to anyone.
580
01:02:20,436 --> 01:02:22,905
- I'm pretty sure life is meaningless.
581
01:02:23,005 --> 01:02:23,840
- Why?
582
01:02:27,910 --> 01:02:31,848
- I just don't understand how it's so unfair to some people
583
01:02:33,983 --> 01:02:34,851
like my wife.
584
01:02:37,453 --> 01:02:39,188
Why would someone want to kill her?
585
01:02:41,991 --> 01:02:42,859
- Yeah.
586
01:02:44,460 --> 01:02:46,462
Fucked up things happening in the world.
587
01:02:48,598 --> 01:02:51,934
But I think everything happens for a reason.
588
01:02:53,269 --> 01:02:55,505
- You think that she was killed for a reason?
589
01:02:56,939 --> 01:02:59,142
- I don't think that she deserved to die,
590
01:02:59,242 --> 01:03:03,246
but it was just her time.
591
01:03:09,952 --> 01:03:10,820
- Her time.
592
01:03:11,954 --> 01:03:12,889
- Yeah.
593
01:03:12,989 --> 01:03:13,956
I mean, we all have to die.
594
01:03:14,123 --> 01:03:16,893
Sometimes it's by accident, car crash or something.
595
01:03:21,097 --> 01:03:22,498
- Struck by lightning.
596
01:03:22,532 --> 01:03:23,399
- Yeah.
597
01:03:28,371 --> 01:03:30,573
- Do you think that there's always a reason?
598
01:03:31,474 --> 01:03:34,443
- I think that we need to be good to each other
599
01:03:34,544 --> 01:03:35,845
while we're on the planet.
600
01:03:37,413 --> 01:03:40,583
After that there's a whole other set of circumstances
601
01:03:40,683 --> 01:03:41,884
we have to deal with.
602
01:03:43,286 --> 01:03:44,153
- Think so?
603
01:03:45,354 --> 01:03:50,159
- I don't believe in God, but I believe in life energy,
604
01:03:50,693 --> 01:03:53,996
like natural resource.
605
01:03:55,131 --> 01:03:55,998
- Like water?
606
01:03:56,666 --> 01:03:57,867
- Exactly.
607
01:04:06,042 --> 01:04:07,944
- Are you taking the bus back to Ohio?
608
01:04:09,679 --> 01:04:11,013
- Yeah, when it's time.
609
01:04:18,721 --> 01:04:21,190
- You should get back to your writing, Teddy.
610
01:04:25,428 --> 01:04:26,295
- Would you slice some watermelon?
611
01:04:26,329 --> 01:04:27,196
It's in the fridge.
612
01:04:30,633 --> 01:04:31,500
- Sure.
613
01:04:34,237 --> 01:04:35,905
- Then I'll get back to work.
614
01:04:39,308 --> 01:04:42,044
(tense music)
615
01:05:37,667 --> 01:05:40,369
(eerie humming)
616
01:05:43,139 --> 01:05:44,573
- Don't leave me.
617
01:06:18,274 --> 01:06:23,279
(eerie music) (water trickling)
618
01:06:38,861 --> 01:06:42,064
(crickets chirping)
619
01:06:54,610 --> 01:06:56,045
- What scared you as a kid?
620
01:06:59,715 --> 01:07:01,617
- Getting up in the middle of the night,
621
01:07:02,651 --> 01:07:05,254
because I always thought that something like a big,
622
01:07:05,354 --> 01:07:09,125
giant hand with sharp nails was gonna grab my ankle
623
01:07:09,225 --> 01:07:11,794
and not let go. (laughing)
624
01:07:11,894 --> 01:07:13,195
- Yeah, me too.
625
01:07:15,531 --> 01:07:17,566
- Did that ever happen to you?
626
01:07:17,666 --> 01:07:20,736
- No, did it happen to you?
627
01:07:22,204 --> 01:07:23,072
- Oh yeah.
628
01:07:23,873 --> 01:07:27,343
All the time, still does.
629
01:07:27,443 --> 01:07:29,845
(fierce gobbling)
630
01:07:29,945 --> 01:07:32,248
- Shit, you're scaring me.
631
01:07:36,552 --> 01:07:38,220
Active imagination, huh?
632
01:07:39,522 --> 01:07:40,389
- Yeah.
633
01:07:43,893 --> 01:07:45,428
- You should do some writing.
634
01:07:49,899 --> 01:07:51,367
- Maybe I will.
635
01:07:53,903 --> 01:07:55,104
- Trust me, Leo.
636
01:07:56,305 --> 01:07:57,239
We'll work on it.
637
01:08:04,780 --> 01:08:07,583
(energetic music)
638
01:08:45,955 --> 01:08:51,160
♪ Too much time by the river
639
01:08:52,561 --> 01:08:57,566
♪ So this ghost don't lose me
640
01:08:59,235 --> 01:09:04,173
♪ Saturation
641
01:09:05,007 --> 01:09:10,212
♪ So went down the other day
642
01:09:11,580 --> 01:09:16,585
♪ Mistaking something you're not to say ♪
643
01:09:17,920 --> 01:09:22,925
♪ Affection was a landslide
644
01:09:24,326 --> 01:09:29,331
♪ And that is all I got to give ♪
645
01:09:30,599 --> 01:09:35,471
♪ I wake up stalling, that emotion ♪
646
01:09:35,571 --> 01:09:39,275
♪ We come by when you say that
647
01:09:39,375 --> 01:09:44,346
♪ We come by, we come by, we come by when you say that ♪
648
01:09:45,881 --> 01:09:50,886
♪ We come by, we come by, we come by when you say that ♪
649
01:09:51,987 --> 01:09:57,293
♪ We come by, we come by, we come by when you say that ♪
650
01:09:58,360 --> 01:10:00,429
♪ We come by, we come by
651
01:10:00,529 --> 01:10:05,501
(Leo panting) (eerie music)
652
01:10:18,581 --> 01:10:19,915
God, the water's cold.
653
01:10:25,387 --> 01:10:26,255
What did you touch?
654
01:10:31,961 --> 01:10:32,828
- Nothing.
655
01:10:39,802 --> 01:10:43,005
(crickets chirping)
656
01:10:43,105 --> 01:10:44,273
- Leo.
657
01:10:46,542 --> 01:10:50,546
I was thinking maybe tomorrow you should head back home.
658
01:10:53,015 --> 01:10:53,882
- Really?
659
01:10:55,618 --> 01:10:58,921
- It's just, I need some time alone to do some writing.
660
01:10:59,021 --> 01:11:02,291
I like having you here, but you're distracting me.
661
01:11:03,726 --> 01:11:04,593
- Yeah.
662
01:11:07,563 --> 01:11:11,033
- You seem moody lately.
663
01:11:11,133 --> 01:11:12,835
Maybe you need some time alone too.
664
01:11:15,771 --> 01:11:16,639
- Yeah.
665
01:11:17,873 --> 01:11:19,642
- Or maybe you need to look for another job
666
01:11:19,742 --> 01:11:20,843
or acting, you know?
667
01:11:22,978 --> 01:11:23,846
- Yeah.
668
01:11:27,916 --> 01:11:28,784
- I'm sorry.
669
01:11:30,119 --> 01:11:32,621
- No, that's okay, I'll go.
670
01:11:35,524 --> 01:11:37,059
- Come back though.
671
01:11:37,159 --> 01:11:38,360
In a few days.
672
01:11:42,464 --> 01:11:43,365
- Okay, sure.
673
01:11:45,467 --> 01:11:46,368
- You're not angry?
674
01:11:48,003 --> 01:11:48,937
- No, of course not.
675
01:11:51,407 --> 01:11:54,376
(crickets chirping)
676
01:12:14,963 --> 01:12:17,633
(birds singing)
677
01:12:37,786 --> 01:12:39,588
- How'd you sleep last night?
678
01:12:40,823 --> 01:12:42,458
You were acting strange.
679
01:12:45,794 --> 01:12:46,662
- Okay.
680
01:12:52,234 --> 01:12:54,870
(phone ringing)
681
01:12:59,808 --> 01:13:01,143
- Hello? - How are you, Cheryl?
682
01:13:01,243 --> 01:13:02,544
- [Cheryl] Hi.
683
01:13:03,612 --> 01:13:04,480
Hold on.
684
01:13:06,148 --> 01:13:07,416
Leo, it's Crispin.
685
01:13:10,219 --> 01:13:11,453
- Hello?
686
01:13:12,855 --> 01:13:15,557
- [Crispin] Leo, I have a favor to ask.
687
01:13:15,657 --> 01:13:18,494
I have a friend, a former student of mine who I'm letting
688
01:13:18,594 --> 01:13:20,095
stay at my house in the desert.
689
01:13:24,566 --> 01:13:25,467
- What's his name?
690
01:13:26,235 --> 01:13:28,570
- [Crispin] It'd Teddy, Teddy Rapaport.
691
01:13:31,507 --> 01:13:33,509
- Do I know him?
692
01:13:33,609 --> 01:13:35,944
- [Crispin] I don't think you've met.
693
01:13:36,044 --> 01:13:38,180
He's arriving in a few days and since you have keys
694
01:13:38,280 --> 01:13:40,182
I was hoping you could pick him up
695
01:13:40,282 --> 01:13:41,984
and bring him to the house.
696
01:13:42,084 --> 01:13:45,154
Open it up, show him the premises.
697
01:13:47,256 --> 01:13:49,758
- What would you do if I couldn't pick them up?
698
01:13:51,126 --> 01:13:53,929
- [Crispin] I have some other friends who stay there.
699
01:13:54,029 --> 01:13:56,799
They might help, I just thought since you stay there
700
01:13:56,899 --> 01:14:01,203
so often you know the place better than me.
701
01:14:01,303 --> 01:14:04,473
- Okay, yeah, yeah, I can pick him up.
702
01:14:05,741 --> 01:14:07,609
- [Crispin] You're a doll.
703
01:14:07,709 --> 01:14:09,878
He arrives on the 4:00 PM bus Tuesday.
704
01:14:11,914 --> 01:14:13,482
- Okay, I'll be there.
705
01:14:18,187 --> 01:14:20,022
- Where are you going?
706
01:14:20,055 --> 01:14:20,923
- Crispin's.
707
01:14:22,324 --> 01:14:24,560
- [Cheryl] So you'll stay there overnight.
708
01:14:25,627 --> 01:14:26,495
- Yeah.
709
01:14:29,198 --> 01:14:30,899
- You're always going out of town.
710
01:14:36,839 --> 01:14:41,009
Do you want to do something with me?
711
01:14:41,109 --> 01:14:42,511
- You want to go to the zoo?
712
01:14:44,780 --> 01:14:45,647
- That's sweet.
713
01:14:47,182 --> 01:14:48,584
- Yeah.
714
01:14:48,684 --> 01:14:49,518
It should be fun.
715
01:14:50,953 --> 01:14:52,654
- We haven't been in a while.
716
01:14:53,822 --> 01:14:54,690
- Yeah.
717
01:14:56,925 --> 01:15:01,864
(crackling) (eerie music)
718
01:15:02,598 --> 01:15:03,265
Cheryl, I...
719
01:15:04,666 --> 01:15:05,534
- Hm?
720
01:15:07,236 --> 01:15:08,103
- Nothing.
721
01:15:17,012 --> 01:15:19,314
- What are you thinking?
722
01:15:19,414 --> 01:15:21,149
(eerie crackling)
723
01:15:21,250 --> 01:15:22,684
- [Leo] About the elephants.
724
01:15:24,386 --> 01:15:26,221
- [Cheryl] You and those elephants.
725
01:15:26,321 --> 01:15:28,557
- [Leo] You don't like them?
726
01:15:28,657 --> 01:15:33,328
- [Cheryl] I like all the animals, just not snakes.
727
01:15:33,428 --> 01:15:36,098
(eerie music)
728
01:16:14,670 --> 01:16:19,675
♪ So let go, whisper slowly and I mention ♪
729
01:16:22,177 --> 01:16:27,182
♪ Listen to what we can't believe ♪
730
01:16:28,283 --> 01:16:33,689
♪ Down on the corner, sleepers so adore a counter ♪
731
01:16:36,224 --> 01:16:41,229
♪ The last time forever
732
01:16:43,031 --> 01:16:47,703
♪ Happily chasing the nights away ♪
733
01:16:47,803 --> 01:16:50,706
♪ Nothing more to give up
734
01:16:50,806 --> 01:16:53,976
♪ This morning, honestly
735
01:17:04,987 --> 01:17:07,255
- More recently it's been argued that schizophrenia
736
01:17:07,356 --> 01:17:08,390
is just one end of the spectrum
737
01:17:08,490 --> 01:17:10,125
of human experience and behavior.
738
01:17:10,225 --> 01:17:11,093
Not a mental illness
739
01:17:11,193 --> 01:17:13,061
and everybody in society may have some
740
01:17:13,161 --> 01:17:15,197
such experience in their life.
741
01:17:15,297 --> 01:17:17,933
This is known as the continuum model of psychosis
742
01:17:18,033 --> 01:17:21,670
or the dimensional approach and is most notably argued by
743
01:17:21,770 --> 01:17:25,974
psychologist Simon Rodel and psychiatrist Peter van Kerr.
744
01:17:42,257 --> 01:17:43,425
Hey, gorgeous.
745
01:17:44,493 --> 01:17:47,229
(waves crashing)
746
01:17:53,035 --> 01:17:54,836
- [Leo] You want to do something with me?
747
01:17:57,506 --> 01:17:58,707
- Come here.
748
01:18:01,009 --> 01:18:01,977
- [Leo] I love you.
749
01:18:08,850 --> 01:18:11,253
- I love you too, my darling.
750
01:18:13,121 --> 01:18:13,989
- [Leo] Sun's out.
751
01:18:17,392 --> 01:18:19,194
- You work on that tan, my love.
752
01:18:22,264 --> 01:18:25,000
(waves crashing)
753
01:18:28,870 --> 01:18:31,807
(dramatic music)
754
01:18:50,158 --> 01:18:52,060
- I missed you so much.
755
01:18:55,597 --> 01:18:56,765
- I missed you too.
756
01:18:59,501 --> 01:19:01,837
- So what do you think of our situation?
757
01:19:06,608 --> 01:19:07,776
- What do you mean?
758
01:19:09,845 --> 01:19:12,080
- You know, us?
759
01:19:17,219 --> 01:19:18,086
- I don't know.
760
01:19:21,089 --> 01:19:22,457
- I'm falling in, Leo.
761
01:19:24,326 --> 01:19:25,794
- Don't fall, Teddy.
762
01:19:26,628 --> 01:19:27,863
- I'm serious.
763
01:19:30,098 --> 01:19:30,966
- I'm not...
764
01:19:34,402 --> 01:19:36,071
You shouldn't be in love with me.
765
01:19:37,939 --> 01:19:39,207
- You don't want me to?
766
01:19:41,610 --> 01:19:43,512
- I'm just not thinking about that.
767
01:19:46,281 --> 01:19:48,016
- I wish you'd live in the present.
768
01:19:53,021 --> 01:19:54,489
- You don't know me, Teddy.
769
01:19:56,291 --> 01:19:57,859
I don't think I can know you.
770
01:19:59,227 --> 01:20:01,263
How can I love you if I don't even know you?
771
01:20:02,898 --> 01:20:03,565
- I don't know.
772
01:20:04,966 --> 01:20:06,902
I want to know you better.
773
01:20:07,002 --> 01:20:08,603
I want to love you, Leo.
774
01:20:08,703 --> 01:20:11,106
I want to spend all of my time with you
775
01:20:11,206 --> 01:20:13,041
for more than a few weeks.
776
01:20:15,644 --> 01:20:16,511
- Is that love?
777
01:20:18,647 --> 01:20:22,117
Maybe you're just lonely and I'm filling the void.
778
01:20:24,519 --> 01:20:27,389
- Yeah, maybe.
779
01:20:29,457 --> 01:20:32,861
Maybe that's all love is, filling the void.
780
01:20:33,662 --> 01:20:35,030
You're probably right.
781
01:20:38,400 --> 01:20:39,434
- That's what I think.
782
01:20:42,003 --> 01:20:43,538
- Well, now you know how I feel.
783
01:20:53,949 --> 01:20:56,318
(soft sobbing)
784
01:21:01,590 --> 01:21:05,093
- Teddy, I'm not...
785
01:21:07,963 --> 01:21:08,630
I'm sorry.
786
01:21:10,599 --> 01:21:13,969
(Teddy softly sobbing)
787
01:21:14,069 --> 01:21:15,570
It's not you, it's me.
788
01:21:20,609 --> 01:21:25,614
It's me.
789
01:21:26,615 --> 01:21:29,351
(water babbling)
790
01:21:50,372 --> 01:21:51,473
- You're not gay, Leo.
791
01:21:55,277 --> 01:21:57,579
- You haven't been with a woman.
792
01:21:57,679 --> 01:22:02,484
How can you tell if you're a, a homosexual?
793
01:22:07,555 --> 01:22:09,958
You have to find yourself.
794
01:22:12,160 --> 01:22:14,095
You're still searching, aren't you?
795
01:22:19,668 --> 01:22:21,536
I'm sure you'll figure it out.
796
01:22:29,244 --> 01:22:30,378
I love you, son.
797
01:22:37,652 --> 01:22:40,689
(Leo softly sobbing)
798
01:22:49,597 --> 01:22:52,067
(water trickling)
799
01:22:52,167 --> 01:22:54,602
(rapid music)
800
01:24:31,900 --> 01:24:33,134
- I'm done.
801
01:24:34,169 --> 01:24:35,236
- You finished the book?
802
01:24:37,539 --> 01:24:38,406
Sit down.
803
01:24:46,247 --> 01:24:47,449
- Will you read it?
804
01:24:47,549 --> 01:24:49,517
- Yeah, of course.
805
01:24:50,518 --> 01:24:51,686
That would be an honor.
806
01:24:52,787 --> 01:24:54,389
- Will you really read it, Leo?
807
01:24:55,924 --> 01:24:57,158
- Yeah, I will.
808
01:25:08,203 --> 01:25:10,405
(warm music)
809
01:26:22,343 --> 01:26:24,612
(eerie music)
810
01:26:32,787 --> 01:26:34,222
- Don't leave me.
811
01:26:45,366 --> 01:26:46,367
- I'm sorry.
812
01:26:47,669 --> 01:26:50,305
(indistinct)
813
01:26:51,039 --> 01:26:51,973
(Leo panting)
814
01:26:52,073 --> 01:26:54,542
- Leo, baby, please stop!
815
01:26:57,045 --> 01:26:59,781
(water babbling)
816
01:27:01,049 --> 01:27:04,319
(heartbeat pounding)
817
01:27:09,591 --> 01:27:12,293
(rapid music)
818
01:27:38,019 --> 01:27:43,024
♪ There's much to know why I'm here ♪
819
01:27:44,025 --> 01:27:49,030
♪ Don't (indistinct)
820
01:27:50,898 --> 01:27:55,903
♪ And I hope that you're wrong for the last time ♪
821
01:28:01,142 --> 01:28:06,347
♪ I'll take it one more flight
822
01:28:07,448 --> 01:28:12,020
♪ It's only still, so we might
823
01:28:14,455 --> 01:28:19,394
♪ And I know it's the living of just a few ♪
824
01:28:24,132 --> 01:28:29,337
♪ What could we do, my enemy
825
01:28:30,872 --> 01:28:35,877
♪ Well, I can't stop trusting me ♪
826
01:28:37,612 --> 01:28:42,617
♪ And I hope that you're wrong for the last time ♪
827
01:30:01,262 --> 01:30:04,499
(energetic music)
828
01:30:09,103 --> 01:30:12,106
(singer vocalizing)
829
01:31:22,977 --> 01:31:22,977
(waves crashing)
55083
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