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-What's up, Şirin? -Good, what about you?

-Good. Haven't seen you for a while. -I'll drop by.

-Bye. -Bye.

I think…

…human body is…

…the best canvas.

Its perfection…

Those curves…

just waiting…

to be completed.

Does anyone believe in that?

A career people.

If it was just a simple cheating story…

it would have been easier to move on.

What I see here is a big slap to the preferences of a woman

who had everything she wanted since she was a child.

It's not being cheated.

It's regret.

Hello.

Oh!

I wish I didn't always want to do the right thing.

Bozcaada Island, 2016

Şirin!

Ali Yaman!

What are you doing?

I mean, why would you do that?

I was just saying hello, Şirin.

Some thrill.

To warm up our hearts,

and pump up the rhythm…

Kind of a show.

Which also cares about the audience.

Can I come, Şirin?

Sure.

So, Ali Yaman…

You said "Meet me at the pier,

I have something very important to say."

And you put on a show.

Are you going to say it now?

Well, if it were that easy to talk to you…

Why can't you talk to me?

I get excited, Şirin.

It's like the last day of school.

I'm counting the days until summer so I can see Şirin. Then summer comes.

Then I'm counting days until summer ends.

I always dream about you.

I wake up in the morning dreaming about you.

I'm serious about you, Şirin.

I love you.

I'm in love.

Head over heels.

Look, I made this for you.

Do you like it?

I do.

Vine branches.

Oh, man!

How hard it was to say "I love you".

If I had held it in any longer, they'd have locked me up in an asylum.

I think you should love me too.

If there was anything unlovable about me, I'd tell you.

Is it like summer love?

Oh, Şirin, what's love got to do with seasons?

This is for summer, that is for winter. Are we dresses?

Love is not seasonal.

Where are you taking me?

I'm not taking you anywhere, you're following.

Wait. Stop running.

Stop.

It's a beautiful light on your face.

Like a painting.

Well, that light comes from you.

Do not confuse it with sunlight.

Why

do humans think we are the masters of the world?

In fact, we're just a part of it.

What do you think about this, Ali Yaman?

-What? -Huh?

Şirin?

Don't you have any feelings for me?

Did I say that?

No, but…

I say I'm in love with you,

I say I'm head over heels,

and you're…

talking about the wisdom of nature.

Don't you have any feelings at all?

Ali Yaman.

Ali Yaman.

We have university ahead.

We have a long way to go.

Besides…

I want to study fine arts and become an artist and hold

I'll be traveling abroad, it's not an easy journey.

Are you listening?

Your voice rather than what you're saying.

Everything will change.

We will change.

Besides, I don't want summer love.

I want real love.

It is too early to say "I love you".

Don't do this to yourself.

Live for yourself first.

I have a dream,

you should have dreams, a road to walk.

I have a dream.

What is it?

You.

What do you want me to say, Şirin?

You want me to say "I don't love you"?

Don't say that.

I don't know…

…what life brings. Maybe one day.

Maybe one day.

"Step aside and wait."

"One day, I'll reconsider.", you say.

Don't get arabesque with me.

Where to?

You jumped into the sea. Now what?

And you get mad when I call you a child!

Ali Yaman.

Are you alright?

Who knows?

Maybe on a distant day…

…we will meet again as completely different people.

And maybe we'll smile at each other…

…and reach out our hands.

I wish you'd get out of my life.

End this mutual madness

I wish the best for both of us.

To be able to pretend it never happened.

To be able to understand this destructiveness.

If you only knew how much I want it in my heart.

You are putting this ideas in her head.

For God's sake, why should she become a painter?

It's better for her to become a painter than hang around with trashy people.

She's fine, don't meddle.

Later, later… Later, we'll see.

What are you doing?

Stop fighting. Enough already.

I will become a painter.

End of discussion.

Don't show up somewhere.

Let's not talk, let's not look at each other.

I beg you.

Oh, welcome Seyit.

-How are you, İlkay? -Thanks.

He's at your disposal now.

Dad, I don't want to be an insurance agent.

-Take this. -Good luck.

Go ahead.

-Mr. Serkan. -Welcome.

I'll see you next year, depending on my daughter's university schedule.

-Take care, huh? -You too.

I wish the best for our children.

We'll see each other later anyway.

Keep in touch Latife.

I wouldn't get a reading anyone else but you.

I have dreams.

You should have dreams, a road to walk.

-How is it? -Good.

-Cheers. -Cheers.

SEASON OF LOVE

We've always been told

the cycle of life of a human is to be born, grow up and die.

But for a man, it is to be born, grow up and get married.

The hardest thing about marriage is that you can't let go of your past.

I'm tired.

Stop whining.

Whining? Are we going to hang them all?

Yes, we are.

The vacationers are trampling the hedgehogs.

Come on, we'll hang them everywhere.

So, stop whining.

SLOW HEDGEHOGS MAY COME OUT

Right.

Those foreigners...

...visiting our island...

...have killed a great deal of the hedgehogs in our island.

They're burning down our forests.

They ate our fish.

Speaking of fish, I'm feeling hungry.

Let's go to Fisherman Ali?

We'll go once we hang them all.

-Şirin. -Huh?

Remember when you said "maybe one day"?

-I don't remember it. -You don't want to remember.

Can we just ride our bikes?

If I'm waiting for you

when that day comes...

I mean, I'll be waiting for sure.

You know, when that day comes,

do you think there's a chance?

I don't know.

Is it a yes?

Şirin?

Is it a yes?

It's a yes.

It's a yes.

Şirin!

Have you ever thought of killing the child in you?

I just couldn't.

I risked losing in life,

but I always kept that innocent, mischievous child inside me alive.

In spite of everyone who wanted me to grow up.

Because what they call growing up

actually means killing that child inside you.

Maybe it's stupid

or impossible.

Maybe tomorrow will be worse than today.

Come on.

But maybe

that day

is today.

-Ali Yaman! -Where to?

Ali Yaman. Ali Yaman, where are you going?

Selo, what is happening?

He got excited, I think he's going to throw up.

Bro!

Ali Yaman!

Bro!

Ali Yaman, stop!

-Are you alright? -Hey, what do you think you're doing?

Bro!

Ali Yaman!

Peace.

It's hard for you and me to be together.

What have I done?

God damn you all!

What did I hope for? Don't always blame me, ask yourself.

Or don't ask, don't worry about what's happening.

After some time.

Tell those who push you to answer.

Everyone is busy protecting their mind

I already have only a mind and it's drying up.

If living means breathing.

I am alive, to my bone!

Everyone is busy...

Şirin!

Ali Yaman?

Şirin.

What are you doing here?

How did you find my address?

I didn't find it, sunshine.

My heart brought me to you.

What's with you?

What's wrong you? You're covered in paint.

You show up at my door wearing a groom's suit

and it's the paint on me that you're obsessing over?

It's not the paint, it's you I'm obsessed about.

I can't get you out of my mind, it's giving me cancer!

I can't wait any longer.

I just got out of my bridal car and ran away.

Bridal car?

-You're kidding, right? -No.

Tell me it's a joke.

I'll tell you the whole story after I wash up and take a bath.

-You can't come in. -Darling.

Who's this?

An old friend.

From hometown.

Who's this, Şirin?

It's Altan.

Nice to meet you.

Me, too.

Nice.

Haven't been in touch for a long time.

And time got in the way.

So did Cenker Gallery.

Of course it did.

Did you say something, Ali Yaman?

No, I didn't. I didn't say anything.

What can I say? I'm doomed.

I'm doomed.

Darling.

Who is this lunatic?

He looks a little like Tom Hanks in Forrest Gump.

Stop it.

Did you run here?

Intercontinental.

Hmm?

Where's Ali Yaman?

I'm embarrassed.

I want to commit suicide.

Shut up, shut up! Stop crying!

Nejat. Please, take it easy.

You stay out of this.

Mr. Seyit, why did he run away?

How should I know?

If a man is going to run away, would he say, "I'm running away"?

How come you're so calm?

How come?

What kind of family are you?

You know what?

He didn't have the guts to get married.

I agree.

What kind of expression is that?

I just said I agree with you. Nothing bad.

Should we leave this police attitude at the police station?

Ms. Latife, my only daughter is left halfway

on her way to her wedding, so this is my personal matter.

I'll interrogate anyone.

Nejat, please calm down.

Shut up!

You can't leave someone halfway, Ali Yaman.

That's not how I see it.

How do you see it?

Can we talk about this in private?

Darling, can you give us five minutes?

Sure.

Come downstairs.

Why would you try to marry if you can't do it?

-Because of you. -Because of me?

Don't talk nonsense and make me yell in the street.

And you got a boyfriend already.

Who the hell is that papier-mâché?

He's not a papier-mâché, he's an art historian.

Oh really?

And what vow? We haven't seen each other for years.

That is also because of you.

Look, it's going to be unpleasant. Please go.

Şirin.

You said "maybe one day".

Look, I can't get you out of my mind. It's the same old rush, girl.

I said "maybe someday", not today.

And I don't have time to deal with an unstable man

who was just on the verge of marriage.

Someone loves you from afar, right?

I kept breathing after you said "maybe one day", but I was not living.

You should have lived.

Spare me the drama. My boyfriend's upstairs.

Look at the way you're acting.

Say no more, just go back and apologize to that girl.

Don't leave a broken heart behind.

At least take that responsibility.

"Breathed, but didn't live!"

"Don't leave a broken heart behind."

What the hell are you doing here?

Huh?

Unstable coward.

Chief.

Mr. Nejat.

I came to apologize to you and Ezgi.

If possible.

Ali Yaman.

How run away from me like that?

You embarrassed me.

You are right.

You wasted my time.

-Sure. -You're a coward.

You're a piece of shit.

You're disgusting.

You have every right to say that.

-You're weak. -Okay.

-You're a jerk! -True.

Asshole!

That's true as well.

Well...

Did you not love me at all?

Ezgi...

Of course I loved you.

I mean...

I can't say I didn't.

But...

But there seemed to be an unspoken distance between us.

Ezgi, don't pretend you don't know now.

I thought it would have been worse if I had waited more.

So I apologize.

To you and Tijen both.

If you could accept this as a token of my apology.

Take your 'distance' and fuck off!

Chief.

Nejat!

Nejat, let him go!

Let him go, for God's sake.

He is not worth it.

Let him go, for God's sake.

Come on, let's go.

Prick!

Shit!

Hello.

Şirin, it's Ali Yaman.

How did you find my number?

-I gotta go. -Wait, wait. Don't go.

I can't feel anything below my waist.

I got beaten up badly by some policemen.

There were too many of them.

But I survived.

But I think this might be my last breath.

I'd like to come to you, take a bath

and see you one last time.

It would be really good.

You can't.

Alright then.

I'll go quietly to the hospital

like a rat in the middle of the road.

And I'll die there quietly.

Say hi to my mom and dad for me.

I have always loved you.

But you most of all. Goodbye, Şirin.

Can I lie down? My L14 is...

You've been beaten up badly.

And he deserved it.

I mean, if you want to press charges, we can call the police, ma'am.

No, ma'am.

The police himself beat me up.

Have you been tortured?

He is torture himself.

I have such a funny girlfriend.

I wonder if we could wrap my arm...

My elbow...

The problem with my pelvic pontilation decreases my flexibility.

Can you hold this?

What are you saying, Ali Yaman?

Yes.

Get well soon.

Good luck in your life.

Don't you love me at all?

Huh?

What have I done wrong?

I didn't say I don't love you.

Yeah, but you don't say you love me either.

You show up and drop in the middle of my life after so many years.

I don't like sudden changes.

Strange behaviors.

Grow up.

God! Grow up, where do they teach you that?

Let's not dwell on it.

Okay? Get well soon again.

We'll talk someday if you come to your senses,

but you'll show up again after years.

Take good care of yourself.

Şirin.

What is it, Ali Yaman?

Let's hug before we say good-bye.

Don't want us to hate each other after we split.

As if you're so good at saying good-bye!

Latife, keep in touch.

I wouldn't get a reading anyone else but you.

Sure! Of course we'll keep in toch.

The water's ready. I'll spill it after you so you flow smoothly like the water.

Şirin, darling.

Sweetheart.

I wish you all the best.

Godspeed, honey.

Thanks, Aunt Latife.

Have a safe journey.

You'll eat it on the road.

Good luck with your studies.

Thanks. Goodbye.

-Come on. -Goodbye. Let me kiss you.

Selo.

Where is Ali Yaman?

He said he'd rather die than watch you leave.

Then tell him.

He better learn to hug and say goodbye.

Come.

Come on.

Coming.

Let's go.

Are we going to hang them all?

Yes, we are.

One day.

We will meet again.

This will not be left.

Unfinished.

Both of us.

With Grey hair.

We'll just.

My girl!

Stand and stare.

Maybe we'll be.

By the sea.

And talk about the past.

Hand in hand.

Şirin!

There's a fire burning inside me.

Şirin!

Darling, when do we meet again?

Şirin!

Maybe we'll be.

By the sea.

And talk about the past.

Hand in hand.

There's a fire burning.

Inside me.

Darling.

When do we meet again?

The manager's useless motivation speeches make me sick.

Scare them, make them shake, make them buy.

What's this? What kind of motivational speech is this?

I'm fed up with my job, I don't want to insure anyone.

I think that's where you're wrong, you know?

Just be quiet.

Do better.

And then get promoted.

Don't get caught up in emotions on your way to your goal.

I don't have such big dreams.

Decision-making and strategy are not my thing.

I love where I am. Happy with my position.

No, it's not that.

You actually want a better life, but it's easier to protect your status.

You just need a little spark to bring out the potential in you, that's all.

What kind of spark?

Like a confidence boost.

So you say "Grow up, Ali Yaman", eh?

Growing up is a big lie that the grown-ups tell the little ones.

Haven't you ever heard the saying "youth is everything"?

I'm not saying be mediocre, but act smart.

Mediocre? How do I act smart?

I mean, it's not like "no-holds-barred"…

So you say I should pursue every potential customer.

Why not?

Ugh... I'm so hungry, I feel sick.

-Same here. -We could've gone to our favorite diner.

Ah, forget it.

-Welcome. -Hello.

Can we have the menu right away? We're starving.

-Yes! -Yes, ma'am.

-What are we eating? -I'm just hungry.

Okay, I'll give the order.

Because you always pick meatballs.

Salad?

A nice salad and a croissant. I think it's gonna be great.

And the croissant...

Which croissant do you want?

Şirin?

Ali Yaman?

I'll order pomegranate salad.

-Pomegranate? -Pomegranate.

Babe, you dropped your purse. Why don't you pick it up?

-I'll get it for you. -No, no.

-Cool. -No, not you.

-What are you doing here? -Picking up your purse?

Are we sisters or what? Gosh!

Anyone would do the same.

Have you been stalking me?

Not at all!

Why would I stalk someone with a mature boyfriend? Am I a pervert?

Oh, that's a good sign of progress. At least you're evolving.

Cool, you haven't broken up yet. Any rings yet? Any progress with you two?

None of your business.

And who is she with you? Your new victim that you're going to abandon halfway?

And your hair has grown so big it reaches the ground.

And the waves... You look beautiful, mature.

Do you qualify for retirement?

And you look like a fraud!

You guessed it right. I'm an insurance agent.

Are you Şirin?

Excuse me, how do you know me?

Ali Yaman never stops talking about you.

Ali Yaman, what's up, dude?

Uh-oh, Altan.

Doing great, what about you?

Why don't you join us at the table?

No, we're fine. We won't bother you.

So Ali Yaman…

How did you meet Bade?

Thanks.

We're co-workers.

We met at work.

Our desks are next to each other.

We see each other more than we see our families.

It's hard not to interact.

Obviously we're not dating.

You know...

"Would you sell this?"

"Should I sell this?", things like that.

Just about work.

You know, work insurance, health insurance,

you know, motivational speeches like…

"scare them, make them shake, then sell them", and…

Some sincere, friendly sharing.

About work.

I think you look good together.

-Ali Yaman talked a lot about you. -Hmm?

About your summer times and later.

You were good friends.

Your memories make me jealous.

Right? Childhood was cool.

You never get enough of it.

But time goes by, it never stops.

We grow up.

The old good times are long gone now.

-Right? -Yes.

I don't agree. Staying a child is great.

Growing up makes you old.

Excuse me, can I have a big bottle of water?

Cold.

That's how Ali Yaman thinks.

I mean, unless he changed.

No.

You have something in common, how nice.

'Not growing up'.

A conceptual coincidence.

Conceptual coincidence. Cool theme.

I'll draw it.

Sure.

You inspired me, thank you.

You're welcome.

Want some water?

Altan, my friend.

You're always welcome. Have a nice one.

-Have a good day. -Bye.

Oh, by the way…

-Darling, got any invitation cards? -Yeah.

Invitation card?

I have my first solo exhibition on the 16th at the Basilica Cistern.

Altan is organizing.

-We'd love to see you there. -How nice.

Honey, let's not push them, maybe they'll get bored. Huh?

No, we'd love to.

I'm sure Ali Yaman wouldn't want to leave Şirin alone on a day like this.

Right, Ali Yaman?

I'd be honored.

I'll go get the car.

Bye, Altan.

-It's been a pleasure. -Thanks. For me too.

It's Mr. Ahmet. I gotta take this.

It was nice to see you again, Ali Yaman.

A twist of fate.

Round and round the circle.

Do the math.

Come again?

Nothing.

Just couldn't hold back my inner child.

Okay.

With you around,

everyone else seemed absent.

Perceiving everyone as a fragment of you, I came to recognize my love for you.

The heart resonates loudly in the eyes.

All can hear.

Except for one.

Wherever I look There you are in front of me.

My eyes see you in everyone And no one in you

Ali Yaman?

What are you doing here this late?

Why are you doing here actually?

What are you hiding?

It's not the answer to my question.

I didn't get an answer to mine either. Why should I answer yours?

What are you hiding?

Well…

Remember when you asked me "Don't you ever read at all?"

So…

I was passing by the bookseller

and I saw a new edition of a book I like.

I thought I'd check to see if they'd made a mistake in editing.

But I don't understand why you're hiding it.

It is a bit rude for me to read books in public.

In public?

Here?

In the moonlight?

Secretly?

You can draw a picture of it when you grow up.

Were you reading poems?

I was just skimming.

Are you…

…in love with someone?

Who?

Well, that is what I am asking.

No one.

Who are you in love with?

Read a poem.

But I…

But I'm just trying to detect these redacting errors,

-so I'm not very familiar with them. -Come on, read.

Okay.

Let me check.

A mimic.

A glance.

A strand of hair.

A gesture.

A smile.

A moment.

Wherever I look.

There you are in front of me.

My eyes see you in everyone.

And no one in you.

With you around

everyone else seemed absent.

Perceiving everyone as a fragment of you,

I came to recognize my love for you.

The heart resonates loudly in the eyes.

All can hear.

Except for one.

It's beautiful.

-Do you like it? -I love it.

-You want to hear another one? -Sure.

Go ahead.

Let me take the leaf from here.

Hey, man.

Just take it in your plate and eat it there.

Don't be a jerk.

We're eating too.

I just dipped my bread.

Easy.

I didn't put my feet in it!

Thanks for being so sensitive!

Gosh! I just said take it in your plate.

You do the same with omelette, I can't eat because of you.

Dad.

He finds us disgusting now.

Stop fighting.

You're brothers. Eat together like brothers.

I was just warning.

Just take it into your plate. That's what we call civilization.

So what, we're uncivilized now?

Dad, I didn't mean that.

You meant that. Didn't he, mother?

Son.

Honey, tell me what happened?

Something wrong at work?

For God's sake!

I just warned him to take the food on his plate!

Why is it about my work now?

See that attitude? Huh?

-It's fine, he's just nervous. -Spare me.

-This happens during puberty… -Selo!

I can hear you.

You rascal you.

The clouds have passed.

Leaving tears on the grass.

How can you not drink rose wine on a day like this?

In the moonlight, secretly.

You can draw a picture of it when you grow up.

The morning breeze blows, tearing the skirt of the rose.

As it gazes at the rose, The Nightingale's heart flutters.

With you around, everyone seemed absent.

Perceiving everyone as a fragment of you,

I came to realize my love for you.

The heart resonates loudly in the eyes.

All can hear.

Except for one.

Leaving tears on the grass.

How can you not drink rose wine on a day like this?

Welcome.

I'm a bit down.

Couldn't stay at home.

If you don't mind…

The morning breeze blows, tearing the skirt of the rose.

As it gazes at the rose, The Nightingale's heart flutters.

Altan, what are you doing?

I was just hugging.

Why are you sneaking up on me?

I was scared.

I'm sorry.

You look depressed.

I'm working.

I'm focused on something else right now.

Can we talk in the morning?

Let's not talk in the morning.

But if we have to talk about something,

we can talk about the change in you after Ali Yaman showed up.

Good night.

Ali Yaman!

What are you up to?

Come back.

What happened? You…

Ow, it's cold!

-What? -Don't do it.

Don't do what?

I saw you with Pelin yesterday.

You know I like you so much.

Yeah.

Why don't you date me?

Honey, the person you have called cannot be reached at the moment.

Will this change your mind?

Nah, it didn't.

What? Have you been stalking me on the woods?

You're grilling me?

I don't know. You are grilling me.

I'm not. I am just asking a question.

Tell me, I'm curious.

Ah, there you are.

Ali Yaman!

Well…

I…

I can't tell others what I talk about with someone else, it's inappropriate.

Am I others?

No, I don't mean it that way,

it would be rude against Pelin.

Well, would I share something you told me with someone else?

I don't know. The girls were unpredictable.

They tell each other everything. That's what they say.

Fine, so be it.

I don't understand why you're so curious.

Okay, just drop it.

She said she likes me.

Blah, blah, blah.

Blah, blah, blah.

When she saw us at Salhane the other day, looking at each other romantically...

She was going to tell me then, but she felt like telling me yesterday.

What did you say?

I said there's nothing going on between us.

No?

I don't know. What do you think?

No.

No.

Yeah.

So I thanked her, and I refused.

Why?

She is so pretty.

Yeah, she is like a model.

But I'm in love with someone else.

Who?

My foot!

-What? -It's my foot.

Ugh, it's deep.

God, I can't look at blood!

I'll take you to the clinic.

You're heavier than you look.

-It hurts! -You'll be fine.

Tell me Ali Yaman. What brought you to me?

My heart.

Sure. Welcome then.

Wherever I go, my heart takes me.

All my life…

I've been accused of being a child

for running away from responsibility

but I've actually been carrying

the heaviest responsibility in my heart for years.

Let the atheists explain this.

Let them explain.

Loving Şirin and…

the thought of being with her one day

has captured my whole life.

It's like living happily inside myself without her.

She's not here.

But her eyes are here.

Her smile.

Her scent.

Her memories.

She said "maybe one day".

You can't know.

"Maybe one day".

Perhaps…

Maybe what she said that day just to put me off

actually mortgaged my whole life.

What was it Sadri said?

What?

One day you'll see a tree, tomorrow a sea.

Blah, blah, blah.

Then some goodbye song.

The ones who stay,

and the one who leaves…

May all of them be joyful.

May all of them be joyful.

Ah...

Such a relief when you let it out.

Glad you're here.

I think Şirin loves you.

It seemed to me so.

If so…

Then why are we here?

Alright.

What do you want?

For the first time in my love someone asked me what I wanted to do.

Yet, I don't have the answer.

I want to change, Bade.

I want to grow up.

I wonder if Şirin's opinion will change

when she can't blame me for being a child anymore.

So you're going to try?

For sure.

We'll try.

Will you help?

Of course.

Enjoy.

What a fascinating place.

It is a very important day for me.

Sorry.

Şirin.

We sold a painting.

Why don't you take a look at it?

Marvelous.

I'll say hello to Ali Yaman and come back.

Don't leave the guests alone, okay?

Okay.

I'll be right there.

Be quick.

She is so beautiful right now.

Don't speak before you think.

Welcome.

Hello.

Welcome.

The atmosphere is mesmerizing.

Thank you.

You look stunning.

Thank you.

The painting at the entrance is beautiful.

It's a souvenir.

My parents are here if you want to say hello.

Oh, yeah, sure. It'd be rude if I didn't.

Come this way.

Long time no see.

I miss painting with you.

The girl looks boring.

It's her nature.

"Decent girl."

I'll see you around.

You look pretty.

Thanks.

And you're very handsome.

Yeah? Thank you.

You like my new look?

You look like a con man with a lot of money.

I'm buying the painting at the entrance, just so you know.

As long as you pay the price.

What more do we have to pay for?

Look who I brought you.

Ali Yaman.

-Uncle Okan. -Ali Yaman.

What's up, buddy?

Good.

Let me hug you. Come here, son.

-How are you? -Great, how are you?

Good.

We're doing fine. Just living.

Did you know your father and I corresponded on Facebook recently?

Yes. He's always on his phone. Playing backgammon, whatever he can find.

Did he learn backgammon?

Of course not.

Welcome, darling.

Hello, I'm Bade.

Nice to meet you.

-Welcome. -Hello.

Are you Ali Yaman's girlfriend?

No, we're just co-workers.

You guys go ahead. I have to take care of the other guests.

Sure.

Don't keep us waiting. You have to give a speech to the people.

The speech. Mom!

Okay, we're coming.

Welcome everyone.

Good evening.

Good evening.

The star of the evening, Şirin Samatyalı

would like to say hello to you.

Ladies and gentlemen. Welcome.

Hosting such an evening

at the Basilica Cistern

was beyond my dreams.

I would like to thank dear Altan Cenker.

The name of this exhibition is Memory.

Those we have never forgotten

and those we will never forget.

Have a good time.

We worked on a photograph taken in India.

She's a real woman who actually lives there.

Altan. Excuse me.

Sorry, can I have a moment?

Sorry. I'll be right back.

I wouldn't have done it if it wasn't important. Sorry.

Yes, I'm listening. Hurry up.

You know,

Şirin and I are old friends.

So I'd like to contribute.

You're so kind.

Thanks. So are you.

But…

As I said…

I want to buy the painting at the entrance.

Oh, that one was sold.

-What? -I'm afraid it's sold.

I even thanked the purchaser.

Shit. Who bought it?

Don't push your luck.

Look, there are other nice paintings around.

They're all beautiful. They're all cute.

Yeah, but that one's the most beautiful.

Yeah. That's what Şirin said.

See that man over there?

Mr. Aziz.

He's a very rich businessman who loves paintings.

He bought it for a hundred thousand.

If you don't have money, don't bother, okay?

Ali Yaman, what's going on?

Someone bought the painting.

Okay. Look, you're so steamy. You need to calm down.

Tonight is very important for Şirin.

It's me and Şirin in that painting, Bade.

That's the night I read her a poem.

That painting can't decorate someone else's wall.

Excuse me.

Ma'am, sir.

I'm sorry, I wouldn't have bothered if it wasn't an urgent.

Go ahead.

Well, I'm a very old friend of Şirin Samatyalı.

The painting at the entrance you bought has a special place in my memory.

Could you please

sell it to me?

It's no longer for sale.

We bought it.

Because I like buying,

not selling.

I see.

I see.

I understand very well, but…

but I'm asking you...

I'm asking you. I'm saying it holds a memory for me.

I'm asking you nicely, sir. Could you sell it to me?

Ali Yaman, don't insist.

I said I'm not selling it.

I'm not selling it. Go away.

Gosh!

Did you say go away to me?

Did you say go away to me?

-Ali Yaman. -I just asked for something nicely!

Will you go yourself? Should I call the security?

Why don't you call the fucking security?

-Excuse me. -Who do you think you are?

-Ali Yaman, stop. -I just asked nicely.

I just asked nicely.

Let me go.

I wanted to buy a painting and contribute to art!

-Altan! -I'm so sorry.

-Oh, boy. Oh, boy. -Okan, stay out of this.

How can I stay out of it? It's about Şirin.

You'll make it worse.

Ali Yaman!

Ali Yaman!

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

Sorry.

I just wanted to buy the painting at the entrance.

I asked him nicely.

And he…

-Let them talk. -I'm sorry.

You embarrassed me

in front of mom, dad and everyone in there.

You realize this was my dream, don't you?

You ruined everything.

You ruined it. Thank you so much. I really do.

You're overreacting. You love dramatizing.

Whenever I think about you seriously, you do something

that makes me forget about you so fast.

You don't change.

I don't change?

I'm changing my whole life to show you that I've changed.

To grow up.

Yes, I am.

I'm even getting a new house,

just so I can stand in front of you as a responsible person.

Like you said years ago, everything changes.

We change too.

But one thing that never changes is my love for you, Şirin.

Don't change.

Don't change anything for me, don't do anything.

Go ahead and live your own life.

That's what I'm doing.

And not just today,

I've been doing it since the beginning.

Şirin, we both know that you like me too.

And that's been the case from the beginning.

If I didn't know that, if you didn't show me that,

why wouldn't I forget you?

I've never told you that I like you.

I don't know if I like you

or I like your attention to me.

But we're not right for each other.

We see life in a different way.

You love me the way you want to love me. Not the way I want.

We don't know each other. Do we?

It's not love,

it's obsession.

We haven't seen each other for eight and a half years.

Eight and a half years, Şirin.

Not a sound, not a word, nothing.

You cut me off.

Families lost touch, everything lost touch.

You lived. You did everything.

You did everything you wanted.

You realized all your dreams. What else is stopping you?

What would happen if we didn't lose touch?

We were going to marry at 18?

Get married, have kids right away, stay at home.

-Then unhappiness, regret. -You're just assuming!

You're just assuming. None of that happened.

Please don't push me.

Go.

Forget me.

Forget my face.

Forget my voice, forget our memories.

Just forget, Ali Yaman.

Then why did you paint the night I read you a poem

and put it at the entrance, Şirin?

Just answer me that.

I promise I'll disappear.

I'll disappear for good.

The next time you want to think about me, I won't even come to your mind.

What the hell is he talking about?

Why am I standing here?

I'm so sick of this Ali Yaman thing.

Fuck off!

Fuck off!

Altan!

-Jerk! -Let's go!

It was meant to be.

There's always an excuse.

Perhaps only today.

Or beyond the day.

To love you.

Was not meant to ruin me.

The meanings I attributed to you Don't think it's all about you.

You'd be wrong.

With those meanings, you only exist in me.

If I love, you are just an excuse.

I don't know what could happen between us.

This light is over for both of us.

What happened?

Nothing. I like you.

The bright lights burns in our vehicle.

This light is too much for everyone.

It divides the night.

I don't know what could happen between us.

This light is over for both of us.

It disturbs this relationship.

Welcome.

-Hello. -Hello, welcome.

-Meral. -Bade.

Hello.

-Sadık. Sadık. -Bade.

-Hi, I'm Meral. -Hi, I'm Ali Yaman.

Oh, I forgot the bag.

This way please.

It's really beautiful.

Thanks.

So, here we are.

First of all, you have an exceptionally beautiful farm.

It's a lovely place.

I mean, I'd like to grow old here

with the one I love. Who wouldn't? Right?

If you accept our offer,

we'd like to take care of your insurance.

You don't have to worry about the payment. We'll do our best.

Sure.

-Do you work in the same place? -Yes.

So isn't it hard?

Let's just say we try to avoid cliches.

But we still can't escape.

We've known each other for 40 years.

In other words, I've been in love for forty years.

How can one stay married for forty years?

We've known each other for 40 years, but we've been married for 15.

We're partners for life.

What about the other 25 years?

I wanted to go to university

and I did.

Because I had dreams.

I didn't want to give up my dreams.

I lived my life.

She left me.

Then?

Then…

Years passed.

I got married. He was already married.

One day we bump into each other.

We divorced our spouses

and came together.

Some call it companions for life.

Some call it the love of your life.

Good evening.

-Good evening. -This is for you.

I'm really sorry for bothering.

Ali Yaman.

Are you drunk or something?

No, sir. Not at all.

I'm not drunk.

I just wanted…

to say a few words from my heart.

So I want to share it with you.

If you don't mind.

Um, let's talk about it tomorrow.

Right, Ali Yaman?

Wait.

Let him talk.

Mom, Ali Yaman got exposed to sun so much today

so he doesn't feel well.

He needs to go home and rest, right?

Şirin, dear.

Let him speak.

I am curious about what Ali Yaman has to say.

You are the best.

Thank you.

And I want to say sorry again

for disturbing.

So, here's the deal.

Something deeply hurts my heart,

stabs my heart,

and occupies my mind.

What is it, son?

It's Şirin.

I mean...

It's medically proven.

I mean, I can't live without her...

You do the math.

I wanted to tell you in front of her,

so she'd realize I'm serious.

I mean, I'm sorry for the inconvenience.

I was running.

Ali Yaman. Ali Yaman.

Son.

Come here, boy.

Thanks for coming.

Look, you've come all the way here,

and expressed yourself.

We understand you.

Now go home,

and give my regards to your parents, okay?

-Alright. -Go ahead.

Thank you so much, really…

Come on, Ali Yaman.

Sorry for the inconvenience.

It's alright, son.

Thank you. I really appreciate it.

Şirin.

Ali Yaman!

Ali Yaman, be careful on your way.

Uncle Metin.

-Good night, bye. -Good night.

Good night.

I'm fine, it's okay.

Şirin, see you tomorrow.

Yeah.

When I was a kid, I promised myself I'd never make a mistake.

Get rid of these moral norms that limit you.

You're an artist.

Şirin.

I'm talking about an exhibition in New York

and you're talking about morality.

Just for this reason, I've always run away from any emotion

that would make me make a mistake.

Altan. Fuck you!

I was indifferent to the heart of a man who showed me he loved me every time.

Even when my heart was beating for him.

What was this greed?

What was the fight?

I didn't know I had made the worst mistake

when I tried to avoid making mistakes.

It's like I'm in the middle of a deep loneliness.

I look, I don't see.

I hear.

I can't speak.

I walk, I can't move forward.

I'm in limbo.

Why do you ask?

Where to go.

I said there are two ways.

I'm going on one

I can't draw anymore.

The coffee has no taste.

Even the flowers on the balcony have withered.

One less.

And one more.

I'm in the middle of suddenly deserted roads

I always thought

that I was mature and sane.

Perhaps, I'm just growing up.

I mean,

I don't want to upset you,

but your daughter is unhappy.

And she is deeply regretful.

Oh, sweetheart.

My beautiful girl.

I'm here.

Besides…

sometimes sadness is good.

It makes you realize the value of happiness.

Look.

You've made one mistake.

I mean, in all this.

Do you know how long our longest phone call lasts?

Two minutes.

Not even more.

But family is good, honey.

Family won't hurt you.

It gives you strength.

I'm afraid I have to agree with your dad this time.

Since we're talking, I won't hold it in.

Look, girl.

We trusted you.

We left you alone.

But you've detached from us.

What do you mean "trusted", mom?

Maybe it's your manipulation that makes me act like this.

Have you ever thought that?

Have your dreams come true?

Are you doing what you love?

Period.

There's no point in hurting yourself over such things.

Coming from you?

Wasn't it you who told me to

"study, work, fulfill your dreams, make the best version of yourself"?

"Don't waste time with people who will drag you down.

Ali Yaman is a good guy,

but he'll get in your way."

"Don't get married early like me."

Did someone else say that?

Dad, weren't you the one?

The one who gave me so much advice?

"Girl, don't tie yourself to a man,

focus on your career.

Live your dreams and I'm there for you as your father"?

You are a very good parent,

but you are not a good husband and wife.

So the situation I am in is not a good example.

Name me a day when you didn't fight.

Şirin.

You better not drink more.

If you think we were bad examples.

You should have taken a lesson and do the right.

There you are. Another mistake.

For God's sake, don't spoil the mood.

If we had not sold the house of your grandpa

would you have been able to take lessons from those famous painters?

Could you go abroad and get your master's degree?

But you are looking elsewhere.

You ignore the sacrifices your parents did.

You shouldn't have sold it, I didn't ask for such a sacrifice.

Okay, Şirin. Okay!

If you have a child of your own,

we'll talk again. Okay?

I've been waiting for you to say that.

Enough.

Look, honey.

If you don't admit your own mistakes,

you won't move an inch.

Mom.

Okay, I'm sorry.

I just…

I'm not blaming anyone, I'm just saying,

don't you have a part in this?

I wonder who has been blaming us.

Betül, could you drop it, huh?

We're just having a catch up, don't ruin it.

End of discussion. Change the song.

Dad, it was already over.

I want to ask you something.

Go ahead.

Well…

Ali Yaman told me something

in our last meeting.

He said,

"I'll disappear for good.

When you want to think of me, I won't even come to your mind."

That's what he said.

Should I take that seriously

and do nothing?

Or…

Should I take action? What do I do?

This is the "there's something you don't know" look.

Honey.

I'd say don't push this Ali Yaman thing any further.

It's no longer appropriate.

What do you mean "inappropriate", dad?

Ali Yaman is engaged.

Engaged?

To whom?

The girl at your exhibition, Bade.

He's a maniac who ran away from the bridal car.

He'll think of me again.

He'll come to me.

When I say it's inappropriate, it means drop the subject, Şirin.

Clear the table and let's go to sleep. It's late.

Dad.

-Dad. -I love you too, honey.

I wish I could do listened to my dad and do as he said.

But I don't feel like it.

I have always tried to do the right thing.

I will never listen to anyone, only my heart.

Şirin, you haven't even texted for years.

What changed and we see each other now?

How is Aunt Latife?

Same old.

Uncle Seyit?

He hasn't changed a bit either. Same old.

Now we're getting to the point.

Ali Yaman?

He's changed.

I can't hold it in any longer.

I'm actually upset with you.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming you.

I'm upset, because you changed my brother.

We used to sleep in the same room.

Now he got his own apartment. We see him once a month.

He's not funny like he used to be.

He never comes to play football.

He used to say he'd grow old without working.

Now he's working day and night.

He doesn't argue with dad. Such a big love it was!

Şirin.

Didn't my brother have one good thing to like?

I've been wondering this for years, so I thought I'd ask.

Well…

It's not about loving him.

It's me.

I guess I don't know what I want.

Living the life of my dreams.

Yet unhappy.

It's like…

a huge void opened up inside me as I grew up.

Is it normal that I constantly think of Ali Yaman?

I mean…

I'm glad you're thinking of him.

But he got engaged last month.

Forget about him.

What's done is done.

It'll be a sweet memory when we grow old.

-I swear it. -Aw!

No, the compensation cannot be reduced.

If the damage is below the deductible, the insurer pays nothing.

Yeah.

Let's go somewhere this weekend.

Don't ask. Just take me.

-It's a surprise. -Surprise.

Hello. No, I wasn't talking to you.

No.

Okay. Have a nice day.

Hello.

Ali Yaman.

Welcome.

Damn it!

I want to get insurance for my paintings.

I got the address from Selo.

Cool.

Um… We'd be happy to help.

Mr. Yaman will help you.

I have a thing to do at the bank. I'll be right.

-I have to leave as well. -Okay?

The coffee is fresh. Enjoy.

So…

Ali Yaman.

What now?

Round and round the circle.

What are you doing, Şirin?

What is this?

-It was rude to Bade. -Yes, it was.

But she…

She wouldn't mind. She is so mature.

You got engaged again.

And you didn't tell me again. I'm upset.

Are you?

But you're a rational person,

so you won't be too hurt. Don't worry.

Time changes.

So do we.

Really.

You said something very big back then

with your little child mind.

But I didn't understand.

So, what's up?

How is Altan?

Any updates?

We broke up.

I'm sorry.

He cheated on you, didn't he?

Who told you?

I just knew it.

I knew from day one that gray-haired grandpa was a mature asshole.

It surprises me how you didn't realize that.

Can we have a drink?

Why?

To talk.

As two old friends.

I can't accept this offer

without asking Bade.

Not without her consent.

Come on!

What am I hearing?

This is the case now.

Yes, darling.

Babe, Şirin wanted…

to ask a few things

about this insurance thing.

If you don't mind, can I talk to her

while we're having lunch?

-Hello? -Okay, darling.

Okay. See you tonight. Bye.

Cool then.

Peace.

It is hard for me and you to get together.

What did I hope for?

Don't blame me all the time, ask yourself.

Welcome.

Hi.

Thanks.

After some time.

Tell those who push you to answer.

I feel like my life has been cut in half.

I can feel it.

I need to chart a new path.

Then here's some friendly advice.

If you're going to make a new path, don't go down the old one.

You need to meet other people, not me.

Is that what you did?

Thanks to Bade, she saved me from drifting away.

Did you get engaged to her because she saved you from me?

Are we having a friendly conversation here or should I leave?

We're having a friendly conversation.

Don't get nervous.

But if Bade gets nervous, we can just get up and leave.

No, it's fine.

She knows I'm with an old friend.

No other meaning.

Okay.

Well, then…

To you and to your beautiful relationship.

I mean, when I think about it,

it did me good to be cheated on.

Did it?

Very little.

What if you had a kid?

Huh? What if you were married?

Would it be better?

It'd be worse.

What kind of logic is that?

Can I have another one? Big.

And cold.

She was a lonely woman.

I was a wounded man.

Okay.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to be sarcastic,

I'm trying to make a point.

No, it's fine. Please go on.

I mean, I got it wrong, but let's pretend I didn't.

I meet you…

I moved out.

I'm hoping it'll be good for me.

It'll be good for sure.

Any chance we could extend the conversation a little longer?

It's a bit late and…

You're wasted.

No, I'm just tipsy.

If you want,

we can keep it up

until I take you home.

You say?

Yeah.

-Sure. -Okay.

Okay.

Can we get the check?

I'll go to the restroom.

I wish we had just met.

Ma'am, we're closing.

And since I'm some kind of fraud, I made you pay the bill.

It's alright.

They're closing.

Okay, let's go.

Wait.

It's a beautiful light on your face.

I'm sorry.

For making your life complicated for so long.

For not opening myself up to you

in a proper, nice way.

For coming to my senses just yet.

For being selfish.

For every disappointment.

I know it's too late now.

But you were the one who mattered the most to me.

You still are.

You will be, Ali Yaman.

We've been drinking a lot, eh?

It's not the disappointment

that hurts.

"It is the happiness that could have been possible but wasn't," Dostoyevsky said.

He's right.

It is the case with me now.

I'm telling you something serious.

Are you listening to me?

You don't have to say anything.

I couldn't say anything to you once.

Can I ask one last thing?

Don't ask me to jump in the sea.

No, it's not that.

Something easier.

Can I hug you long?

Yes.

Thank you.

For the beautiful conversation.

It was good.

I knew you were engaged.

Before I came to you.

I wanted to see you.

I wanted you to see me.

I'm so stupid, sorry.

You acted like a child.

It's fine.

It is not so bad to act like a child. Don't worry.

Want to have some coffee?

Before you go.

Thanks.

But it's too late.

So I…

You…

I want to ask you something.

If you could get to choose…

Would you choose a companion for life

or would you choose the love of your life?

The love of my life.

Told you I love you for years.

But you never loved me back.

I went through all that pain.

I crossed mountains for you.

I swear to God

even Majnun didn't chase Leyla for so long.

I love you and I love you. I love you and I love you.

I was at you beck and call.

Shame on you!

What are you looking at?

I'm in love, so?

It's okay.

She says she is sorry!

I just had crossed mountains.

I got the ring, it's over.

How could you do this to me?

Fuck this love!

Bro.

Do what you gotta do.

But do the right thing.

Babe.

-Morning, darling. -Morning.

Why didn't you sleep and rest more?

I'm fine.

I'll grab some tea.

Go ahead, I made you chocolate cake.

Seriously?

God!

Sultan.

Could you bring me a cup of dark tea?

-Enjoy. -Thank you so much.

It's so delicious, darling.

Bon appetit.

Hmm, by the way…

our weekend getaway is all set.

Let's not spoil the surprise.

How was last night?

It's over, what does it matter?

Are you a little nervous?

No, I'm not nervous.

Just two friends, two old friends talking,

what can you make of it?

I'm not questioning.

I'm just wondering how it really went for you.

We just talked, nothing.

I mean, she asked a few things about insurance.

That's all.

Sorry.

For getting nervous.

I didn't want you to get it wrong.

Know that I care about you.

Know that you're really in my heart.

I'm here when you want to speak.

Can I get you something to drink? I'm going to the kitchen.

Cold water.

Gladly.

Welcome, Şirin.

Hello.

Mr. Aziz.

I…

I need to take that painting back.

Ms. Şirin.

Ms. Şirin, I love to but, not sell.

But that painting belongs to someone.

It's me.

You better draw it again.

I can't.

I can't redraw this painting.

So, at any cost.

I need the original painting.

If you could get to choose

would you choose a companion for life

or the love of your life?

The love of my life.

Please go.

Forget me.

Forget my face.

Forget my voice, forget out memories.

Forget, Ali Yaman.

I'm buying wine.

I'm going to prepare a cheese platter.

No objections accepted.

I'll be waiting for you.

I am a woman who has been through all kinds of loneliness.

If one day you get confused and want to leave...

I'll be hurt.

I'll be so sad.

But I'll move on.

I know you're not going to leave me halfway.

That's all that matters.

I love you.

Me too.

Won't the haze disperse again?

Won't the birds fly away?

I closed my eyes.

I closed my eyes and.

Şirin asked for your address. Said she'd bring something. I had to say.

Does love always end Couldn't ask.

Do you have anything to say?

Are you looking at the door?

Do you have the courage to stay?

Everyone falls in love.

When that time comes, the sun rises differently on your soul.

You start to see the world in a completely different way.

Suddenly spring comes.

Your heart starts beating faster,

the birds sing more beautifully, the sky becomes bluer.

As long as the season of love doesn't just go away.

Darling where have you been?

I believed your words.

In other eyes, I was looking for you a lot.

Haze...

-I'll count to five, okay? -Okay.

3 YEARS LATER -There you go. One.

Two.

Three.

Four.

Four point one.

Four point two.

Four point three.

Four point four.

Four point seven.

Four point eight.

What a strange sleeping habit this boy has.

Four point ninety five.

I'm making coffee.

It took me forever to get him to sleep.

Rascal.

He got exhausted today. He won't wake up.

I hope so.

Ugh, it won't stop.

I was thinking…

Maybe we should go to the island more often in summer, eh?

That's a good idea.

Besides, it would be so good

for Can.

It is good to have a summer house.

Yeah, but…

For us as well.

It would cheer us up.

Change the atmosphere.

Our families will gather. I'll be fun.

I agree, except for one thing.

If we're going to get away,

let's get really far away.

You mean Japan?

Why not?

I mean...

You know...

Let's go to Aegea.

To the south. Hmm?

Have a big house with a garden.

Plant seeds and trees.

It would be better for both Can and us.

Plus, we'll be close to my mom.

Your father told us the other day.

The island is no longer pleasant. It's too crowded in summer.

It seems nothing will ever be the same again.

Should we sell my childhood memories and buy a house somewhere else?

I'm chasing new memories, Ali Yaman.

I mean…

We would have gone there all this time if we wanted to.

But we didn't.

You said what you think.

I said what I think.

Whether you sell or not is up to you.

As long as we're together,

nothing else matters.

You're right.

Okay, I'll talk to my mom.

She'll convince my dad anyway.

Tomorrow I'll go to the island and have a look.

I'll talk to Hüseyin.

-I love you. -Me too.

Thanks.

Enjoy.

I'm going to work.

Don't be late.

Have a nice day.

Thanks, Şirin.

The shop was crowded.

Jam-packed.

And she tells me to make her coffee.

Just don't do it.

Şirin!

Welcome.

-Hello. -Come.

-What's up? -Where have you been?

How are you? Welcome.

-Hi. -What's up?

-What's up? -Running a cafe.

Finally we opened it.

-Gossiping again? -As always.

It's Gülten.

She wants free coffee as always.

You're kidding?

She gives pomegranate in exchange for coffee.

-All the time! -Oh no!

I promised you something.

I'm finally delivering.

I finished your painting.

You're kidding.

-Our painting? -Yes.

You drew us a picture?

-Go ahead. Open it. -You drew us a picture?

A good luck gift for your new place.

You gotta be joking!

You even covered it.

Coming.

Ece, what do you think? Ece?

Girl, this is so beautiful.

Do you like it?

Where do we hang this?

How do we protect it?

This is wonderful.

Sit in front of it and watch.

Like watering a flower.

What do I say to you now?

Say coffee, or ice-cream, or red-bay.

Come on in. I'll make you coffee.

You can't bring such a beautiful picture. Tell us where to hang it.

How about there?

Life says it won't stop for me.

With every breath, comes the end.

Keep everything you know.

You're a false spring.

It says it won't be mine anymore.

You're a false autumn.

I'm a big sycamore in love.

How many seasons have you taken from me?

How many loves have you given back?

My soul says it won't be fooled by you.

Tell me, how many springs has it been?

The roses withered in my window.

Maybe time has run out.

My beloved won't come back.

Tell me, how many springs has it been?

The roses withered in my window.

Maybe time has run out.

My beloved won't come back

Ali Yaman, I don't want to sell your house to someone else.

I'll buy it for myself. Consider that before pricing.

Alright, you're not a stranger.

I'd rather you buy it than someone else.

I'll talk to my mom.

She'll convince my father.

Thank you so much, Hüseyin.

Oh.

Şirin.

-Şirin? -Yeah.

No way. It can't be Şirin.

Şirin. It's her.

Have you developed dementia or something? They left years ago.

Şirin moved back. She lives in the house on the plain.

-Really? -Yeah.

Ali Yaman!

Şirin!

Şirin?

What are you doing?

Round and round the circle.

Happy birthday.

To the good old days.

Thanks.

To the good old days.

I saw the photo of your son.

Have you been stalking me?

Yes, I do.

He looks like you.

A lot.

Yes. He does.

He climbs up the walls already.

My heart aches and aches.

Tears in my eyes

I don't know when all these years.

Bottled up in me will break out

I know there's an end to this

I know every trouble comes to an end

I know there's an end to this

I know every trouble comes to an end.

Never been hungry or thirsty.

Never been broke.

Never been without love.

For whom, for what is this longing?

Never been hungry or thirsty.

Never been broke.

Never been without love.

For whom, for what is this longing?

My heart aches and aches.

Storms within me.

My hopes are silent now.

When will you take it off my eyes?

You're so beautiful.

I know there's an end to this.

Just a little.

Just a little further.

Very little left.

I'm taking it off.

Never been hungry or thirsty.

Never been broke.

It is beatiful.

Happy birthday.

Maybe this is the day we're going to remember.

Maybe.

Never been hungry or thirsty.

Never been broke.

Never been without love.

For whom, for what is this longing?

Never been hungry or thirsty.

I'm so glad to have you!

Never been without love.

For whom, for what is this longing?