All language subtitles for summerland_s02e01_the_wisdom_to_know_the_difference

Okay,

this is crazy.

Getting married? Duh.

Designing my own wedding dress. What was
I thinking?

You were thinking that if you didn't,
you wouldn't feel like you made a

commitment. She didn't say that. Oh, and
then some.

So typical. Okay, guys, I don't need
this right now. Yeah, I'll tell you what

you need. Missy, you need to... Oh,
sure. Easy for you to say. You're not

one facing a life -changing decision.

This is something I swore I would never
do. As I recall, back in a smoke -filled

dorm room long before the dawn of time,
you and I made a list of conditions and

qualifications for the men we were going
to marry. That's right. She's right. We

did. And not a single criteria has been
met.

Handsome. Please.

Vacation property.

Mature sexual technique with a body
young enough to deliver. Hello.

And what about the kids?

The kids will be just fine.

Five minute warning, everybody.

It's showtime, darling.

Do you take this, Ava, to be your
lawfully wedded wife in sickness and

et cetera, et cetera, yada, yada.

I do.

You do?

Yeah, we do.

Is everything alright?

Fine.

Everything's fine.

Yeah.

Simon? Yeah.

Wow, is it that time already?

I don't believe I'm leaving at dawn.

It just seems so stupid.

Well, I think for the kids, at least
they're losing them.

It's worth it. They know.

Well, maybe, but still.

I'm sorry.

Sorry? For stringing you along. I mean,
it's been three months since you asked

me to marry you. Three months, two
weeks, four days, and six hours? But

counting? Why do you put up with it with
me?

What was this all about? I had a plan
for my life. Not a great plan, but a

nonetheless. And it started with getting
out of Kansas. And, well, I actually

never got much further than that.

and my sister and her husband are killed
in an accident, and I get three

wonderful kids dropped at my doorstep,
and now finally you, the amazing Dr.

O 'Keefe.

And that's a bad thing? No, it's a great
thing. It's a wonderful thing. I don't

even know why I'm hesitating. Are you
hesitating because of me? No.

It's just there was so much change here
last summer. It was like things were

swirling around like a twister from The
Wizard of Oz.

You're Dorothy?

Wow, that's the horse of a different
color now, isn't it?

I don't mind waiting, okay?

You're worth waiting for.

Okay.

But I have to go.

Okay.

to do with Raisin Bran, then?

That's for old people.

What do you call an old sort?

It tastes like cardboard.

Really bad cardboard.

Is there such thing as good -tasting
cardboard?

Fine. I'll start then.

Nobody in this house is going to starve.

I am five feet Raisin Bran.

All right. We took it.

Confess. Not me. Whatever it is.

Yeah, I'll bet. Seriously, a blue
notebook.

It's big.

Anybody see it? Nope. Nope. Nope. Sorry.

Great.

Hey, that's my room.

Bite me.

Braden, language.

Any luck?

You're going to have to be more
specific.

Finding replacements for the sassy black
girl who lives upstairs who's moving to

New York?

Me? Oh, that.

No. It's not like I'm just springing
this on you and putting off Anastasia

months. I know.

I mean, the moving date is coming in
four days to pick up all my stuff.

I know.

You and Jay need to find a new roommate.

This is really happening. We'll work it
out.

Work out what?

You two are certifiable. I am moving to
New York in ten days. And you haven't

found a replacement. No worries. We'll
take one day. Talk.

I'm moving to the case of the missing
roommate who's gone to the four corners

the world in search of his courage.

Johnny's still sending rent checks.
Yeah, I wouldn't count on that for very

longer. Not true.

He's coming back. Oh, come on, kids. We
gotta roll.

Johnny's coming back, Ava. It's been
over three months.

And he's coming back. Yeah, I'll be home
in a month tops. Coming home soon. Keep

the home fires burning. Read my lips,
Jay.

He's not coming back.

He's coming back.

I just got an email from Johnny saying
that he's in Medford, Oregon, and he'll

be home in a couple of days.

So much for having my own room. In fact,
having to put up with Brayden's smelly

underwear again. I heard that. Trust me
when I tell you, that room is yours.

So, can I make my room the way I want
it?

Without all those freaky posters of
Brayden's? Absolutely. In fact, we will

that right after school. But let's go.
We are beyond late.

Score!

I was just trying it on you. Trying is
my word for it.

Don't try.

Do.

What's up with Coach?

I suck.

That's what.

Come on. I don't even know what he wants
from me. Coach isn't any harder on you

than anybody else. That's his job, man,
to make you better. There's got to be a

way to get through.

A dream is a dream is a dream. It's a
sign. It's what it is.

Of what? That she should practice
bigamy? This isn't Utah.

It doesn't mean anything.

Maybe. Oh, but it was a beautiful
wedding, and I know what dress I'm going

design. Well, that's a start. But still,
my subconscious must be telling me that

I'm confused.

All right, look. If it is validation
that your subconscious is looking for,

maybe you should ask your conscious
self...

Who is the one who has been waiting
patiently for you to come to your senses

instead of running?

Simon O 'Keefe, that is who. Okay, this
is not about making a choice.

Okay, it is, but it's deeper than
grabbing a daisy and doing the old he

me, he loves me not routine. I mean,
I've got to consider the impact on the

and on the business and my life.

Do you love Simon O 'Keefe?

Yes. What a question. Of course she
does.

Have you told him so?

In so many words.

Do you love Johnny? I am furious at
Johnny.

Ladies and gentlemen of the jury, you
see as she refuses to answer a direct

question, they were both in the dream,
standing side by side. But Simon was

there first. Yes, but they both said I
do. It was a dream.

Stupid, silly dream.

The hard fact of life is that men are
the opposite of dependable. When they're

gone, they are so gone.

Hey, guys.

And as if to prove my point.

Hey, Cameron. Hey, Cam. Hey, did you get
those submissions to Dr. O 'Keefe yet?

Yeah, I'm on my way. I had a quick
question, though.

Shoot. Haiku has 17 syllables.

Of course.

Well, there's 18 in this one.

No, there's not. That's mine.

White dog awaits.

Winter is shivering warmth.

A flea awaits his death.

18 fudge. Um, make it a flea marks his
death.

All right, you got it. Thanks.

I don't even want to know.

It's haiku.

Jeopardy's poetry created in the 15th
century.

It's for the literary magazine. What you
need is a life.

I have a life, thank you very much. A
real life.

We're, what, three months into school
and all you've been doing is your geek

thing. Time to break out. Get social.

People are talking.

Like I care.

Hey, cheering squad tryouts are next
week. You should try out. I'll help you.

Cheering squad?

As in cheerleaders?

Trust me, it's an automatic in.

Next week, I'll help you with all your
routines.

It'll be fun.

So, what were you thinking?

I'm not sure.

What was your room like when you were my
age? Well, actually, my mother designed

my room for peak efficiency. I didn't
have much say in it at all.

Okay, well, if you could have made your
room into whatever you wanted it.

What would you have done?

I guess I'd want my room to reflect all
the things I like to do. You know? And

even the things that I didn't think I
could do, but would love to if I could.

Like what?

Like sail around the world in a pirate
ship. The Hispanola with Long John

Silver. You know, be a young Jim
Hawkins. I don't know that one. Treasure

Island? Well, that was like my favorite
book when I was your age.

Fifteen men on a dead man's chest.

Yo -ho -ho and a bottle of rum.

Okay, so let me get this straight.

The idea is to turn the room into a
pirate ship? I think that a pirate ship

would be pretty cool. Don't you?

Okay. All right. Let's get some paper.
We'll figure this thing out.

Hey.

Oh, hey there.

Oh, is that time already?

Stay.

Today? There's something I need to say
to you.

What? I love you, Simon.

I love you very much.

Right.

I love you, Ava, very, very much.

Marry me, Simon O 'Keefe.

Wow.

Wow?

Yeah, I mean, it's just...

Yesterday, you kind of said you weren't
ready to get married. I know. You know

what? I'm tired of second -guessing
myself and wondering if I'm making the

decision when the truth is I have the
most wonderful opportunity staring at me

in the face.

I'm sorry. Was I staring?

Well? Well, what?

Well, you haven't said yes or no.

Yes. Absolutely.

Yes. Completely.

Yes.

Yes. Yes.

I realize that game is going to melt
your brain.

What a way to go.

Hey, guys.

Good morning, Dr. O 'Keefe.

Morning. Hi, son.

Hey.

What's up with you two?

Well?

What? Well, your aunt has asked me to
marry her.

And I said yes.

So we are officially engaged.

Well, that is... Wait!

What's great?

Well... Oh, yay!

Not just a dream after all.

I've always wanted a brother.

And you will, of course, be my maid of
honor. I'm moving to New York, not

Antarctica.

Does this mean you won't be waking us up
at 5 .30 in the morning anymore?

You mean you... Yeah, it was kind of
obvious.

So, I gotta go. Stuff, you know?

Okay.

Hey, can we work on my room today?

You bet. You know what? Come on
upstairs. I got some ideas I can show

you should have seen it. They were hand
in hand and Derek's yippee and Susanna's

congratulating. Well, you had to know
that that was coming. Yeah, but Johnny's

coming home any day now. How's it going
to be then? Johnny had his chance, Nick,

and he blew it. Big time.

I gotta go.

Listen, I wouldn't worry about it too
much, little dog.

Johnny's not coming home.

He is coming home. He's not.

He is.

Because I told him to.

And you honestly thought that would make
a difference? I had to do something.

I could see what was happening. I don't
understand.

You used to be all gung -ho over Simon.
I hope that if Aunt Ava hung out with

him, then she would come to her senses
about Johnny. Johnny is a pathetic

and the sooner all of you, including
Aunt Ava, figures that out, the better

everything will be.

Oh, Braden, there is such a thing as a
drawer.

You and I have been doing this dance for
a really long time, and I am finally

ready to move on, and I think that you
need to think that.

There's nothing.

I'm not.

Hey. Oh, hey.

Is everything okay?

Yeah, I'm fine.

Oh, hey, I hear congratulations are in
order.

I think Diamond's a real good guy.

Thank you.

I'm not like anyone should be surprised.

No, I mean, Johnny probably will be.
Yeah, well, who cares what Johnny

right?

No, right. I mean, he walked out without
so much as a see you later.

Well, I think he was hoping to get some
perspective on things.

Give you guys a chance to thought out
your feelings. What about the kid?

Well, he did leave him a note. A note,
right. He left him a note.

This from the man who said, I love these
kids as if they were my own, and then

he missed her at Derek's birthday.

Ava, you have to understand.

It's time for all of us to move on.

I understand.

How dead can it be?

That's the right word for it.

We got Santa Palma coming up, too.

They're that good, huh?

Yeah. How am I supposed to make the team
if I can't even practice?

You're on the thing, bro. Yeah, as an
alternate.

I mean, I don't even know what I have to
do to prove to Coach Andrews that I can

cut it.

Keep doing what you're doing.

It's not enough.

Yeah.

I'm starting to worry about you,
Brayden.

There's nothing to worry about. Yeah?

Talking about getting an edge?

I don't think anything's stupid.

Come on. Let's go in.

Brayden, seriously.

Lucas, back off.

Okay.

Come on, we're wasting our time out
here.

Hey.

Hey, hi.

Just helping Derek with his room.

I know. I saw you out here. I think it's
great you're doing that.

Yeah, he's pretty conked out. We've been
at it all day.

I'm pretty tired myself.

So, you okay?

Oh, yeah, it's just Saturday's the only
day to get stuff done around the house.

I guess I meant enough.

No second thoughts?

No. No second thoughts.

Good.

Because...

It

was my great -grandma.

Supposedly, she brought it over on the
boat from Ireland.

But it was her mother and her
grandmother's before that.

It's beautiful.

Hopefully it doesn't turn your finger
green.

My mother's side of the family are
notorious liars.

Well, I learn something new about you
every day, Simon O 'Keefe.

Maybe.

Good.

Good.

So, what do you want to do?

It's getting late.

Yeah.

We could go to the beach.

Actually, I don't think that's a very
good idea.

Why?

You know.

Kelly, we've been at this for three
months. I think by now you should trust

It's not you. It's me. I don't trust.

Then what's the problem?

I told you.

I'm just not... I'm not ready to have
sex. I got it. Got it.

I'm sorry, babe.

It's important to me. I know.

It's just, I feel like I'm stuck in this
holding pattern.

You mean with us? With us, with me, with
school, with the surf team, trying to

figure out what Coach Andrews wants,
trying to figure out what I'm doing

I think you should just give yourself a
break.

And plus, the time will take care of
everything.

With the surf team?

And us.

Take the bastard down.

I know, there's a police tap up by that
chunky monkey.

This is fire.

What the hell? Brayden, what are you
doing? It's late. I told you I was going

be out with Callie tonight. You scared
the heck out of us.

I can see that.

It's good to know the security system's
working.

Good night.

Good night.

Not so hungry anymore.

No.

Doc, you look like you could use a cup.

Sure.

Flat.

Did you get in last night?

I hope I didn't wake anybody.

So? Not that I know of.

Here you go.

Thanks.

Ah, geez, what you got in here?

Oh, it's a special deep roast from a
tiny coffee shop down south.

It's addicting, no?

Yeah.

Look out. I told you I was coming, huh?

You're just in the nick of time.

Well, look what the Loch Ness Monster
brought us.

Good morning, Susanna.

Well, it's just going to look very
nautical. Yeah, stop shaving three days

And showering on the fourth?

You know, maybe a little milk. Oh, I see
you've discovered Dr. O 'Keefe's super

brew. Oh, yeah.

Yes, we've got us all quite addicted.

Yes, it's part of my evil plan.

What's part of your evil plan, honey?

Oh, it's to capture the hearts of minds
of Playa Linda via dark roast coffee.

Oh, that.

Well, it's working.

I guess so.

Um... Wow, you scared the hell out of
me.

It's a wonder all of you don't have the
heebie -jeebies from drinking this

rocket juice.

Hi.

Hi.

You ready?

Yes, you bet.

We won't be long. Just go for a sunny
bike ride and get a

little breakfast.

New routine.

have to wear this stuff?

Yes, for the hundredth time. Yes,
traumatic brain injury. It's a nasty

Clayton. There he is.

How you doing, Dee?

Hi, Johnny.

Okay, I have blueberry pancakes with my
name written all over them.

Yes, you do.

Not quite what you expected, huh?

No, actually, pretty much exactly what I
expected.

Well, I think it sucks.

I think you said you were going to meet
your friends and at the beach today.

Yeah, but... I'll see you later, okay,
Johnny? Oh, I bet you will. Oh,

my gosh, it's great to see you again.

I'll see you later, okay? I bet you
will.

All right, before you say it, okay, I
know.

You can't just come back and expect
everything to be the way it was.

Certainly not the way you left.

I didn't expect anything.

I'm just glad to be home.

That's all.

Johnny. I'll bunk in with Jay until I
find a place. That's a scary thought.

Hey, I heard that. I'm just glad I'm out
of here next week.

How's it going, mate?

I thought you hated the word mate. Oh, I
don't like encouraging this, but in

this case, it's appropriate.

You're actually moving to New York, huh?

Oh, careful.

Anastasia made me an offer that I
couldn't refuse.

I found this bunk in the loft in Soho,
so...

Besides, you know, I just don't feel
like I fit in here anymore.

Mm -hmm, I hear you. The times, they are
changing, especially with Ava and Simon

getting engaged.

So they're engaged?

Well, yeah, I mean, you had to see that
coming.

Oh, yeah.

Yeah, no, I figured it would happen.

Yeah, so, uh, when's the wedding? Well,
since they just got engaged yesterday, I

don't think that they've picked a date
yet.

Just? Yeah, just.

No worries.

Doesn't affect my plan.

So what is the plan? Don't you worry
about it.

I've got a plan.

And it starts with a shave.

He hasn't got a clue.

Then why'd he come back then? Because he
doesn't have a choice.

How does that work?

See, Cameron, this is the problem with
you. You're not a big picture person.

Don't you see?

Donnie's so afraid of losing Abe forever
that he... He's willing to have his

heart stomped into a thousand pieces
than to be out of her life forever.

I feel bad for him. Why in the world
would you feel bad for Johnny Durant?

because he looks lost, that's all.

Yeah, well, he fools a lot of people
with that look.

You sound like you're mad at him. I'm
not mad.

Well, I'm a little mad at the way he
left the kids without any thought to

feelings. Why do you think he came back?

Because of it.

Sign the papers in a week.

Well, it's got a lot of potential.

Yeah, potential is the word I would use.

All right, all right. I know it's not
much yet, but check me out and just hear

me out, right?

Right here, right across the street from
the cult. People come out of the movie

theater right into here for dinner,
drinks, whatever.

What's the whatever?

I don't know.

Maybe a little music, maybe some jazz.

I was just thinking it should be a place
where everybody knows your name.

Something like that, yeah.

One thing about being out at sea gives
you is respect.

I want to settle in, get stable, you
know?

Come on, come on. Nothing ventured,
nothing gained, right?

Wrong. I don't think I am. You are so
wrong.

Johnny strikes me as the kind of guy
that doesn't give up without a fight.

supposes he has something to fight for.
And he doesn't.

Ava, I'm not an idiot. I see the way
that he looks at you and the way that

look at him.

If there's any unfinished business...
Could we not talk about this anymore?

Dr. O 'Keefe is a great guy and 100 %
the wrong man for Ava.

But Johnny's back now and the forces of
the known universe have realigned.

A total disaster.

You mean the thing with this guy Johnny
and your aunt?

No, that's a train wreck.

These surfing conditions.

Yeah. I'm doomed to be a benchwarmer.

Did you know how it works?

Adola and Howler, the both seniors, will
be gone next year.

You're a good surfer. You'll get your
chance. Dude, when I went to Kennedy

I was voted MVP for my All -State
Champion team.

Surfing's a little different.

Yeah.

Everything's a little different in this
place.

So there I am. I'm lying in my bunk,
crammed into a bulkhead with ten other

guys, right? And I'm thinking, how could
it possibly get any worse, right?

Then... Big storm hits. Ouch. And this
particularly large guy, right? He looks

at me, green. Oh, stop. And all of a
sudden, just... I mean, like

a heat -seeking missile, like all over
my stuff. Thank you, Mr. Durant, for

enchanting tale of life and death.

Excuse me, guys. I have a plane to
catch. Where are you going to this time?

Vancouver.

I really missed you. I'm so glad you're
back.

Oh, I should mention, um, the Bud House
is kind of a mess ever since Erica

split. I really haven't had much chance
to tidy up, so just make space for

yourself. Oh, they're sweet, man.
Thanks.

Thanks. Yeah, Nikki, she emailed me
about Erica.

Yeah. Sorry about that.

You, uh, you see her at all?

We both weren't really suited to the
domestic scene, you know. What are you

talking about? It looked like, you know,
something was happening there.

But it didn't.

Some things are just never meant to be,
right?

Yeah.

Well, I'm going to get her back, Jay.

Johnny. No, no, no, listen to me.

I'm going to make it happen.

She has strong feelings for Simon.

I don't care.

That's your plan?

If I could just show her who...

And what I can be. You don't think she
knows that already? Come on. No, I

If she did, you think she would have
chosen Simon? I mean, really. I mean,

and I, we have been down a long, twisted
road. But somehow, someway, I'm going

to find my way into her heart.

Because I don't have a choice.

I can't live without her.

Amen.

Amen.

Right you are.

and silver, rough and ready. But mark
you here, I am an easy man, but this

it's serious.

Duty is duty, mate, and I give my vote,
yes.

Arrgh! Well, then death it is, young
Westerly.

Aye. But to bed first, me hearty. As
with school, then you need be doing at

sunrise. Aye, aye, Cap 'n.

So you gotta admit, pretty cool room,
huh?

Yeah, cool.

Did you brush your teeth?

Yep. All right.

Well, I will see you in the morning.

You know, if I ruled the world, there'd
be a permanent ban on television and

computerized games. It's amazing
watching a kid read a book.

Sometimes I think Nikki reads too much.
Impossible.

She treats life sometimes like it's a
novel.

Sometimes life is like a novel.

Life is just life.

No, sometimes I think you and I are
living a novel as we speak.

That doesn't make any sense.

Come on, it's a classic tale.

Our heroine becomes engaged to a local
school teacher. Her jilted lover returns

home from the sea. Don't. Will she be
able to come to terms with her past

relationship or be able to reconcile?
Shut up.

Just shut up about it, okay?

I was just goofing around.

I don't care what you were doing.

Touched your nerve, huh?

I'm fine with Johnny being back here,
okay? But I'm starting to think that

you're the one that's not. Suddenly
there's something the great Dr.

O 'Keefe can't get control of. Get
control?

Oh, this is coming from a woman who has
to coordinate her sleepwear with her

sheets. Oh, and this room, man, who
actually notices something like that?

I feel like I'm under a microscope.

I'm sorry I can't live up to your
scientific curiosity.

I'm sorry I can't come up to your
intellectual level, but we can't all be

How does that even enter into the
argument? Argument? We're not having an

argument. It's not exactly the decibel
level for people. Decibel level?

Who says decibel when they're fighting?

Oh, so this is a fight. Okay, we're
fighting, okay?

And I'm sick and tired of you and
everybody else for that matter telling

the hell I feel.

Susanna, Jay, the kid.

The only one who knows how I feel and
what I'm feeling is me. Well, I guess

because we're all watching you struggle
with those feelings, Ava.

And I think what I see, at least as
someone who's so afraid of making the

decision, that she has a hard time
taking any action at all.

No man, or woman for that matter, is an
island, Ava.

Go home, Simon.

Sorry? You heard me. Go home.

Ava. I'm serious. I don't want to see
you right now.

Okay.

Why'd you have to come back and screw up
everything?

Sarah, come on, honey. We're going to be
late for school.

I knew we'd ruin everything.

Who?

I heard you and Simon fighting last
night.

Derek, it's not Johnny's fault. No, no,
Derek, it's not Johnny's fault. I mean,

people fight, even people in love.

So you love Simon?

I do.

That's good.

So you like Simon?

Yeah, he's pretty cool.

Yeah, I'm starting to think that myself.

Then why were you fighting?

Because your Aunt Ava has a hard time
believing in her own choices.

I tend to second -guess myself.

My mom would tell me when I was unsure
about something what to close my eyes

listen deep, deep, deep into my heart
and trust to what the tiniest little

inside the deepest, most inner place in
my heart was. The voice I should listen

to.

That's what your grandma used to tell
us.

Wow, I've forgotten all about that.

It always worked for me.

Thanks.

I needed that.

Anytime.

Derek, am I sitting on a pirate ship?

Yeah. This isn't exactly what I had in
mind when I asked Simon to help me with

my room, but I don't know. He seemed so
happy.

Well, what about you?

Well, I kind of just wanted a normal
room.

Well, then, that's what you should have.
But, Simon... Oh, he'll understand.

You know, adults are human. We make
mistakes.

But if we have somebody that cares about
us, somebody we trust who can point

those out, well, hopefully we can hear
them and we can change.

You know, your grandma used to tell us
something else, too.

What? It's a little prayer.

God grant me the serenity to accept the
things I cannot change, the courage to

change the things I can, and the wisdom
to know the difference.

I like that.

I have no idea what it means, but I like
it. Well, I'll explain it on the way to

school, which we are desperately late
for. Okay.

Let's go.

We could have heard it from a mile away,
when Simon slams out of the house.

Well, that's that, then.

That just shows you both how clueless
you are about women.

No, I think Cameron's right.

What am I going to do with you, Nikki
Westerly? What? If I looked up naive in

the dictionary, your picture would be
next to it.

If you knew how to use a dictionary.

Take it from the veteran of three lousy
marriages.

My mom's. They're going to come back
all, I'm sorry, and kiss, kiss, a little

something, something, and then down the
aisle they go.

And I officially dedicate my life to see
to it that Aunt Ava and Johnny are

together.

And I hereby make a solemn vow that Aunt
Ava will never marry Simon O 'Keefe.

Hello, Dr. O 'Keefe.

Hey, guys.

You Gary?

Maybe.

Why?

I heard you might be able to help me
with that.

But, you know.

Not really.

I'm a surfer, and I thought there may be
something. I know a lot of guys, they

take stuff to enhance their performance.

You know, this is stupid.

Hey, tell me.

Tell you what? How it feels when you
grab a wave.

It's kind of that moment when the fin
kicks in.

Your head tells you there's water
beneath you, but... It really just feels

like... You're floating on air.

Yeah. Yeah, pretty much.

What do you want to feel?

Like I'm ahead of the wave. Like I know
what's coming.

See, I keep getting screwed up because I
think the wave is doing a certain thing

and then... You probably just need...
Experience? Yeah, I know. I've been

hearing that a lot.

I was going to say this.

Within your pocket, don't open it.

Fifty. Fifty.

Fifty.

Be smart with that stuff, bro.

Getting too far ahead of the wave is
just as bad as being behind it.

Take it from someone who knows.

You can't live here anymore.

Well, as I recall, I'm the one who found
this place and asked you to move in. I

don't care.

And I'm still paying my share of the
rent. I love Simon.

Okay. And I'm going to marry Simon.

Fine. And you need to know whatever
strategy you came back here with, it's

going to work because I'm going to marry
Simon.

So you said.

FYI, your leaving was the wrong thing to
do.

You know, at first I felt sorry for you
and I blamed myself and then I thought,

how dare he?

You're not dependable, Johnny. You never
have been and you never will be.

I want you to leave.

Okay. Okay.

It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me

back like a wake -up call I've been
looking for the answer

Somewhere I couldn't see that it was
right

there But now I know what I didn't know
Because you

Because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help. Because you

live, you live my world. My world. Twice
as many stars in the

sky.

Because you live, I live.

Because you live, there's a reason why I
carry on

when I lose the fight.

I want to give what you're giving me.