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[gentle orchestral music]

[hooves pattering]

[woman hollering]

[woman] Hup, hup, hup, hup, hup!

[woman hollering]

[horses snorting]

[gentle snorting]

[neighing]

Hey.

Come on.

That's enough.

Mm-mm.

You'll never get a girlfriend if you're always yelling.

[snorting]

See, she doesn't like it.

[vehicle approaching]

[car door opening and closing]

Hey.

Hey.

What are you doing?

Just, uh, dropping off some fruit.

-My dad usually does this run. -Hmm.

You, uh, you live here?

No, it's my uncle's place.

-I mean, it's a beautiful spot. -Mmm.

You ride?

Yeah, that horse in there. Do you ride?

No. No, never.

So do you just drive fruit around or…?

No. I, uh…

I do a little bit more than that.

Oh, yeah, like what? Do you still go to school?

[scoffs softly]

Sorry, am I being interrogated here?

[chuckles] No. There's just a few creeps around these parts.

You can't be sure, I guess.

Sorry.

I don't go to school anymore.

It's actually a family business.

Been in it for the last two years.

I play a bit of local footy here, too.

You should come to a game one day.

Uh, yeah, it's… it's not really my thing.

Well… maybe I can come watch you ride.

Yeah, if I see you again.

Well, what's your name?

Laura.

And do you want to know mine?

[Laura, softly] Come on.

[school bell ringing]

[teacher] Alright, time's up. Pens down, please.

Bring your papers up here to me.

Come on, don't dawdle.

Thank you, Miss Graves,

I'll bring these to the teacher's lounge for marking.

How do you think that went?

Um…

I don't know.

Good, I guess.

Laura, do you owe Fiona Campbell something?

Perhaps a favour?

No.

Then why would you take such a risk?

What do you mean?

Cheating at university would be immediate expulsion.

-I wasn't cheating. -You were!

How do you even know if I'll be going to university?

Maybe I don't know if I want to go yet.

I'll see you at home.

-[wood chopping] -[dog barking in distance]

-Hey, Rach. -Hey.

Grab your sister for dinner, darling.

[Rachel] Mum, the cheater's not coming to dinner.

Rachel! There's a spare axe out here with your name on it.

[Joan] Everyone at the table - 15 minutes!

[door slams shut]

[gentle music]

[softly] There we go.

Still pigrooting a bit.

She probably just needs a couple more rides.

-A bit fresh, I reckon. -Mmm.

-Good girl. -That boy's back again.

Thanks, Geoff.

Come on.

-You're back again? -Yeah, back again.

We still got plenty of fruit.

But you haven't tried one of these.

Hungry?

Want to come for a ride?

This is Silver.

-[horse snorting] -It's a big horse.

-Hey there, Silver. -Hey, she doesn't know you yet.

Here, come here. Feel.

-Feels hot. -Yeah, she's nervous.

So am I.

Ready to get on?

-Yeah. [clears throat] -Okay. Alright.

Grab the reins there

and then you're going to put your foot in the stirrup.

-Like this? -Yeah.

-[horse snorting] -Whoa!

Whoo, Laura, she's moving.

Yeah, she's a horse.

Where's she taking me?

Anywhere she wants, if you don't steer her.

I don't know how to steer her.

-[Laura chuckling] Okay. -Whoa.

Alright, look at me.

When I turn right, I look right and I open my reins.

-I'm doing it. [chuckles] -Yeah, there we go. [chuckles]

They'll be calling you Wild Bill in no time.

Who's that?

You don't like cowboy movies?

-Whoa. -Whoa.

That's it. There you go.

So, where we goin'?

-Oh, you ready for a real ride? -Yeah.

This is easy.

Okay, you asked for it. Come on!

-[horses snorting] -[Michael] Whoa!

[Michael] Whoa!

[Laura] You okay?

Whoa, whoa!

[Laura] That's it, come on.

[Michael] Laura! Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa!

Had enough?

How do I stop?!

Sit back in your saddle and pull on your reins,

slowly but firm.

[Laura laughing]

You need lessons.

Gonna teach me?

Not right now. I've got work to do.

So how are we going to get back?

I guess you guys are walking.

Here.

So you gonna come to a game one day?

What's your name?

Michael.

Hey, Michael, want to make yourself useful?

Sure.

Do a bit of picking up for me, if you like.

-Picking up of what? -You'll figure it out.

[horse whinnying]

[horse snorting]

[flies buzzing]

[gentle music]

[whistle blowing]

-[players grunting] -[crowd cheering]

-[whistle blowing] -Yes!

[woman] Come on, Michael!

[hooter blares]

[crowd applauding and cheering]

-[Laura chuckling] -[Michael] Agh!

Sorry.

[chuckling]

I got pushed off the ball way too easily today.

Sorry you had to watch that.

What are you talking about? You were great.

Could use a little beefing up, though.

I think I want to scout. You know, I'd be good at that.

I thought that you wanted to be a jockey.

-Reckon I got the body for it? -Definitely.

[chuckles] Better lay off those pies, then, eh?

Mmm.

What about you?

What about me?

Well, what do you want to do, huh?

Something far away from here.

What about the horses?

There's always going to be horses.

So, scouting, fruit…

That sounds like a pretty full life.

Yeah?

That's not everything.

Still one thing missing.

You don't want that.

Don't tell me what I don't want.

My life is messy.

It's way too messy for you and yours.

Maybe mine's messier than you think.

Maybe not.

[soft jazz music playing]

-How's Roo? -Good.

Come and give me a hand, honey.

What's his name?

Who?

The boy. The Greek boy, at the stables.

[sighs softly]

-Michael. -Hmm.

Is he nice?

Yeah, he is.

Good.

[Laura] He's not my boyfriend or anything.

Why not?

Gosh, I dunno.

Can you imagine Dad?

Can't bring anyone here.

I've been saving for years, Mum.

As soon as school finishes, I'm out of here.

Mikale!

[both speaking Greek]

[George] What's going on with you? Your head not here.

[Michael] I'm here all the time.

[George] Yes, but you making mistake, and this cost money.

You're throwing money to the toilet.

When you here, you must work here.

-This money in the toilet. -I know. I know. I know.

[George] I know!

[George speaking Greek]

Too much time with this football.

Not enough with the books. That's why you here with me.

-Hey, what was that about? -What are you doing here?

I wanted to see where you work.

Well, alert the press.

It's where I'll be for the next 30 years of my life.

Why?

He wants me to take over here.

-Watch out. -Do you want to?

I don't know… I guess.

He doesn't care about what I want.

So what are you going to do, then?

[Michael sighs]

He needs my help, Laura.

-Why? -'Cause I'm his only son.

Yeah, but what about your plans?

Can't do them right now.

-Well, when? -I don't know.

It's just…

It's just you can't always get what you want, Laura.

We're not all riding horses in our spare time.

Hey, that's…

That's the one thing I've got

that makes me feel something good.

[pensive piano music]

[Laura] Michael.

Hey.

Here.

You need lessons.

Uh… sorry about before.

Ever since Mum died,

Dad pretty much just lives at the shop.

Helps numb the pain, I guess.

He acts like that's our home now.

Spends more and more time there,

just trying to avoid remembering her.

Do you miss her?

Yeah.

What about the rest of your family?

Yeah, well, my dad's Greek, so I've got, like, 55 cousins.

[chuckling] Oh, my God.

You want to meet 'em?

-[lively Greek music playing] -[rhythmic clapping]

There's so many people.

[gentle music]

[both laughing]

[Laura chuckling]

[gentle piano music]

[Laura] That's a huge bite.

[inhales]

[exhales slowly]

[sighing]

[door slams shut]

[gentle piano music]

Hi, darling.

Do you want to tell me about this?

I don't know if I want to go.

A university like this

doesn't just offer it to anyone, darling.

It's the opportunity of a lifetime.

That's… if you want it.

I don't know what to do about Michael, Mum.

Have you told him?

I don't know how to.

These past few months have been the happiest

that I've ever been.

Yes, I know. I know, darling.

This must feel like the worst time of your life.

[sighs, sniffles]

Trust me, it's not.

He's a good boy - Michael.

-Not bad looking, either. -Mum!

[both laughing]

He is. [chuckles]

It's okay not to have all the answers.

You'll make the right decision.

Thanks, Mum.

Come here. Come here.

[exhales gently]

[Laura] I have to tell you something.

I don't really know how to.

Okay.

I have to…

..to… to leave here.

Why?

Um…

Six months ago,

I applied to a bunch of universities in the UK…

..and…

..last week I found out that I have been accepted into one.

Why didn't you say something?

To be honest, I didn't really know, um…

I just put in all these applications

not thinking that I'd have a chance of getting in anywhere,

and…

..and then I met you and…

..now I just don't…

I don't want to stop you, Laura.

You don't?

No.

You have to go.

If you don't…

..you'll always regret it.

You could… you could come with me.

We could live together and you could get a job somewhere.

-And it could be really good. -Yeah?

I've got a job.

I have to stay here.

And who knows?

You might not like it over there,

and you can always come back.

When are you leaving?

I guess after I finish my last exams.

Right.

Michael, I'm really sorry.

No, don't be.

[pensive piano music]

[sweeping vocalising]

[music fades]

["Old Love" by Alba August playing]

♪ I'm gonna find an old love I'm gonna find an old love ♪

♪ But honestly, it's a mystery I'm gonna find an old love… ♪

Come on, boys. We've got to leave in a minute.

Come on. Chop-chop!

Mum? Is Dad picking us up this afternoon?

Uh, I'm not sure, darling. He's hunting today.

But I'll make sure he makes it to football.

Come on. Come on, Charlie.

Ah, Dana, I've got my interview with the board

so I might be late.

[Dana] Good luck, Laura.

[chuckles] Come on, Charlie.

♪ I'm gonna keep My head high above ♪

♪ But when it's said I wanna rise up ♪

♪ I'm gonna hold on Hold on, hold on ♪

♪ I'm gonna hold on ♪

♪ Hold on, hold on… ♪

[whispering] Morning, Sandra. Am I late?

No, Laura. Plenty of time. They've just arrived.

-Oh, good luck today. -Thank you.

[indistinct chatter]

Oh…

Laura. We're ready for you.

What, now?

-All good? -Ah… yes.

Let's do it, Russ.

Where have you been? I've been trying to get a hold of you.

How did it go?

[Laura on phone] It's down to three.

Yes, yes, you're going to get it.

Listen, don't be late for the football.

Yeah, I won't, I won't, I already said.

-[Laura] Jason! -Billy. Bill. What?

He worships you - don't let him down.

Yes, I said I'd be there. I will be there.

[Jason] Bye.

[people chattering]

[boy] Here, here, pass!

James! Come on! Come on!

-[boy] Go! -[players exclaim]

Laura, how lovely to see you.

Graham.

This would be your eldest?

[Laura] James, yes.

Do we perhaps have another Steven Gerrard

on our hands, dear?

[chuckling] Well, I dunno about that.

[Laura] I'm just happy to see him outside playing sport.

It's very difficult to get them off their screens these days.

Very different world now.

Yes, quite.

I heard about Jason's sale to Trymantec. Congratulations.

Thank you. Yes, he's very pleased.

A few more toys in the garage.

[chuckling] That's to be expected.

New money, I suppose. [voice echoing]

[high-pitched ringing]

[discordant soundscape]

[Graham] Laura!

Quick, call 999!

Come on, get an ambulance!

-[horse galloping] -[ethereal vocalising]

[doctor] Laura, the surgery went well.

You've sustained a fracture on your left wrist.

Nothing more conspicuous than that, we hope.

Oh…

-Darling, can you get James? -Yes, yes, yes.

-Can you get him now? Right. -I'll get him.

Laura, have you had an episode like this before?

Um, what… what do you mean, falling?

I think this can be classified as a bit more than just a fall.

Have you been looking after yourself?

You're not, um, a heavy drinker, are you?

Um…

What? No! Um…

My husband and I enjoy a drink, but, um, no.

[Jason] Look who I found.

-Oh. Darling. -Mummy, are you okay?

Yes, darling, I'm fine.

-Are you alright? -Yeah.

Just to be safe, let's run some tests.

The nurse will be in shortly.

-You're sure you're okay? -Yeah.

You promise?

[hushed chattering]

-Hi. All done with the meeting. -Carrie, thank you very much.

Ah, good morning, Laura.

-Good morning. Sorry I'm late. -That's quite alright.

Look, as I'm sure you're very well aware,

the Ringgit crashed this morning,

so you'll run the numbers on our Malaysian accounts.

-Already on it. -Fantastic. Thank you.

Russell, can we have a look at interest rates, please?

All the avenues on those. I shouldn't have to tell you.

I can work on alternatives, and get them to Martin.

What's the timeline on that?

Er, board wants the new numbers Wednesday.

-Thank you, Carrie. -Okay.

So bring a sleeping bag if you have to.

Questions? No? Good.

Have fun, good luck, thank you.

Esther, can I just ask… [trails off]

-Not yet. -Oh, come on, Russ.

Russell! I have you on a redeye to New York?

-Of course. -How's the wrist?

Oh, it's fine.

[breathing heavily]

[exhales]

-[high-pitched ringing] -[exhales]

[horse snorting]

[Laura sighing]

-[Jason] Hello. -Hmm.

-Are you feeling better today? -Mmm.

What have you been up to?

Ah, I'm just taking a little break from work.

Mm-hm.

Well, I was, uh… I was just wondering

you don't fancy a little visit upstairs, do you?

The boys are with Dana.

I'm actually a little tired, darling.

I might have to lie down for a bit.

[sighs heavily]

Okay.

-Is everything alright? -Yeah.

I just keep thinking about everyone at home.

Yes, well, remember you are so goddamn close

to becoming a partner, darling.

I know.

And don't worry, we'll pop back at Christmas

for a week or two, okay?

I promise.

I think I might go for a ride tomorrow.

Laura Siminton, are you defying doctor's orders?

Are you sure?

Very!

Well, don't break anything.

Oh, already done that.

-[gentle piano music] -[horses snorting]

There we go.

Great. Thank you.

Come on. [clicks tongue]

-Morning, Betty. -You naughty thing.

Just going for a slow hack. I'll be fine.

-Careful, love. -I will.

Any news on the promotion?

It's down to the last three, so… still waiting.

I'll cross everything for you, then. Have fun out there.

Thank you.

Come on.

[horse snorting]

[gentle discordant music]

[deep breaths]

[gentle orchestral music]

Alright… Come on, come on.

[elevator dings]

[gentle vocalising]

I agree, yes. Listen!

[sounds of traffic drown out speech]

Thank you. Sorry, I had to take that call.

Hello, Doctor. Jason.

Take a seat, please.

Um… [clears throat]

Now, Laura, your…

Your MRI shows areas of brain inflammation.

You see here and here the white flares.

Now this can be a reflection of normal ageing,

but generally not in one so young.

The distribution of lesions in the white and grey matter,

combined with your clinical presentation,

is strongly suggestive of multiple sclerosis.

MS?

Yes, it's an autoimmune disease

in which the body's immune system attacks its own tissues,

mostly neuronal cells of the brain and spinal cord.

No!

-Sorry? -You're wrong.

Her mum has MS,

and the symptoms, they're totally different.

I understand your mother was diagnosed at 55,

but MS presents very differently

in different people.

We were told that it wasn't hereditary.

[doctor] That's true.

There's a very low risk, actually. Less than 5%.

Laura, you have very early stage symptoms -

the blurred vision, loss of balance, cognitive fog.

Sometimes these symptoms or episodes -

as you're experiencing now -

will surface, then not ever reappear.

[doctor] I'm sorry. It's a lot to process, I know.

I'll be sending you home today with a prescription…

[gentle piano music]

[exhale softly]

Jason.

Hey, stop the car.

-We're almost home. -Please.

[tyres screech]

[breathing heavily]

What are we going to do, Jase?

-I don't know. -What are we going to do?

I don't know.

What about the kids?

The kids will be fine. They've got me, they've got Dana.

-They're fine. -[exhales heavily]

What can I do, Laura?

How do I help? What do I do? Tell me.

I don't know. I don't know. [sniffles]

It's okay.

I don't know what's going to happen to me. [exhales]

[Jason] It's okay. Shh, shh…

[pills rattling]

[thunder rumbling softly]

[typing]

Are we still going to the Hampstead tonight?

I don't know. Don't we not still have leftovers?

Oh, come on, Jason. Let's go out.

Dana's here - she can take care of the kids.

Alright, fine. Whatever you want, darling.

What? What is it?

Jason, look at me when I'm talking to you.

[sighing]

-There you go. -Thank you.

That's nice.

Please, I've got 24 hours to get this done,

and then I'm all yours, okay?

[typing]

But… how about…

..tomorrow, you and me,

the Savoy, a night alone, just the two of us.

How's that sound?

Happy?

Ish.

[sighing]

[gentle music]

[Rachel] Ever since we spoke, I haven't stopped thinking

about how this has happened to my beautiful sister.

After everything we've been through with Mum,

I honestly thought we'd seen the end

of this fucking disease.

I've got a few things to tie up in Sydney,

then I'm coming over.

I miss you.

I can't wait to see you and the boys.

[crockery clinking]

Hey! Stop it!

James, what did I say? No screens till after 5:00.

Morning, Dana.

These little angels keeping you good company?

-Yes. -[Laura chuckles]

-[high-pitched ringing] -[gasps]

-[crockery shatters] -[Dana] Laura!

Yes, Mummy's fine. Mummy's alright.

I'll take those plates, Dana.

Thank you. Mummy's alright.

[chuckles]

Laura, you look good.

Thank you.

[Russell] Can I get you a tea, coffee…?

Ah, I'm fine.

Yes, how are you, Laura?

I'm good, Esther. How are you?

-Wonderful, thank you. -[Laura] Good.

And how's Jason?

He's good. He wants to start another venture.

Wants to do it all over again.

He's made a fortune.

Well, some people are never satisfied, Russ.

[Esther] Laura, don't worry about heading off to Sweden

this week with Russell.

Alistair is going now.

Oh, I see.

[exhales softly]

So you didn't bring me in here

just to fill me in on the week, did you?

I'm afraid the board wants to sign you off.

On what grounds?

[Alistair] From what we've been told,

MS is a progressive disease.

Laura, there's no guarantee you'll be able to work again.

How can you be so sure?

Please, just…

[Esther] Laura, I know how hard you've worked.

I am so sorry.

[Russell] Laura.

["Breathe Me" by Sia playing]

♪ Help, I have done it again ♪

♪ I have been here ♪

♪ Many times before ♪

♪ Hurt myself again today ♪

♪ And the worst part is ♪

♪ There's no-one else To blame ♪

♪ Be my friend ♪

♪ Hold me ♪

♪ Wrap me up… ♪

There you go.

-♪ Unfold me… ♪ -Oh, okay!

♪ I am small… ♪

Thank you. [kisses] You do that one.

♪ And needy ♪

♪ Warm me up ♪

♪ And breathe me… ♪

[people chattering]

♪ Ouch ♪

♪ I have lost myself again ♪

♪ Lost myself ♪

♪ And I am nowhere To be found ♪

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ I think that I might break ♪

♪ Lost myself again ♪

♪ And I feel unsafe ♪

♪ Be my friend ♪

♪ Hold me ♪

♪ Wrap me up… ♪

Coming!

♪ Unfold me ♪

♪ I am small… ♪

-[Laura] Rach! -Hey, beautiful!

♪ And needy ♪

♪ Warm me up… ♪

Have you told Mum and Dad?

♪ And breathe me… ♪

Laura…

No, I will… eventually.

-How's Jason been handling it? -He's not.

He's, uh, started drinking again, so…

["Breathe Me" by Sia continues]

[laughing]

It's just good to have you here.

-Hmm. -Thank you.

-[jazzy Christmas carol plays] -[people chattering]

-Presents! -[boy] Yes, presents!

Charlie.

Oh, and this one's from Santa.

Jack, we have something for you at the back of the tree.

Oh, don't forget Dana's present, darling.

-[boy] Merry Christmas, Dana. -Oh, thank you.

[Charlie] Look, Mum - from Nana and Pop.

"This book belongs to Prince Charles.

"Can't wait to see you.

"Hope you enjoy reading as much as your mother used to.

"Love Nana and Pop. Kiss, hug."

Oh.

Well, we're going to have to send them a thank-you,

-aren't we? -Okay.

[Charlie] Dana, what does this word say?

[Dana] Oh, let me have a look.

So, no apology?

It's Christmas, for Christ's sake, Jason.

Is it? Yes…

It's still Tuesday for my client.

[both sighing]

James gave the loveliest speech earlier on,

thanking everyone for joining us tonight.

[Jason] Did he?

For such a young man, he has a very strong sense

of commitment towards our family.

Yeah, he does, doesn't he?

I wonder where he gets that from. What do you think?

I don't suppose I can rely on you

to take me to my infusion tomorrow.

I said I was going to take you, didn't I?

Yes, you did.

[man] Jason!

-Merry Christmas. -Hello, brother.

-James! -Hey, Dad. Merry Christmas.

Come here, my boy.

That's the best-looking Santa I've ever seen. Go on.

[Laura on phone] So, how's Mum?

Well, she's, um… she's not doing too well.

But, uh… we're getting through it though.

And, uh, how are you and how are the boys?

Oh, they're good, yeah.

Charlie really loves that book, so, thank you.

He loves his book.

That's terrific. Has his reading improved yet?

[wry chuckle]

Well, he's trying. Yeah, they're doing fine.

[Peter] Well, good. Well tell him to keep it up.

And how have you been?

Yeah, I'm… I'm good. I'm just busy.

Look, why don't you and the boys

come out here for a visit?

I mean, your mother's condition isn't getting any better.

And, you know, she… she'd love to see.

We would both love to see you.

Well, like I said, Dad, we're… we're busy.

So it's a bit difficult right now.

No. Well, you said that three months ago.

Did I?

Laura? What's going on?

-Nothing. -What is it?

Like I said, Dad.

I'm going to come. Just trust me.

I'll be home soon, I promise.

Alright, then.

Well, cheerio and, um, we'll speak soon.

-Oh, your mother said-- -[phone hanging up]

She's gone.

[gentle piano music]

[television playing quietly]

Thank you.

[children arguing]

[Laura] Stop… Stop being so rough with him!

-Boys! Please! -Boys, behave!

Listen to your mother. James, come here.

Did you build your little fortress today, yeah?

I did. Come see.

I will, I will. How you doing, buddy?

No, no, I'm going to, I'm just going to…

Dana, can you take the boys through?

I'm coming, I'm just gonna talk to Mummy.

Come on.

[playfully] Let go! Go on.

Yes, thank you.

[Dana] Come on, boys.

Your favourite tipple, yeah?

I put six crates in the cellar.

Thanks.

I thought you were taking James to football.

Yeah, I forgot.

You always forget.

You've taken him once, six months ago.

[wry chuckle] It wasn't six months ago.

Anyway, that's more than my father ever took me.

Oh, actually, er, my dad and Kerry

are thinking about maybe popping up at Easter.

Or perhaps we could… we could go down to Spain.

Don't you think the boys would really enjoy that?

Jason, are you using your father as an excuse?

No. No, I'm not.

That man has paid no attention to you,

has no interest in his grandchildren.

And now you're saying he wants to spend Easter with us?

Yeah, he does. It's sweet. What's the problem?

The only reason he wants to come here

is because he wants to show off this house to his new wife.

Yes, maybe he does, and Kerry is her name.

Jason, you need to prioritise your family,

not some alcoholic prick of a man

who continues to ignore my condition.

He doesn't ignore your condition.

[both sighing]

Can't we just have a nice quiet Easter, just us?

Fine! Fine!

Done. Solved. I'll tell them we're busy. You happy?

No, we need to get out of London

because this is just getting too stressful.

I want to leave!

I want to go home.

I've got to go to New York tomorrow.

Fine.

You go talk about money,

'cause I'm going to start looking at schools

in Australia.

I need to be with my family.

You did make a promise to my father

that we would eventually move home.

-I never promised that. -Yes!

You did.

No, I didn't!

And tell me, please,

what the hell am I going to do in Australia?

Jason, for God's sake, stop being so selfish!

You can do anything.

What am I going to do in Australia?! Tell me.

We promised, we agreed, if your condition was stable,

-we would stay in London. -No, we did not.

-Yes, we did. -We never even talked about it.

Yes, we did!

Doesn't fucking matter, sweetheart.

I'm sick. I'm not getting any better.

Yeah, you are sick.

You are always fucking sick - I know because I've had to

go through this illness as well, Laura.

No, you have not.

-[tense music] -[slams glass down]

[door opens, slams shut]

[exhales heavily]

[engine revving]

-[music builds] -[haunting vocalising]

-[tyres screeching] -[Jason cries out]

[high-pitched ringing]

-[chassis crunching] -[glass shattering]

-[horse snorting] -[vocalising continues]

[snorting]

[fire crackling]

Mum, get up! Are you okay? [voice echoing]

[vocalising continues]

[snorting]

[machine beeping steadily]

[man] Don't rub your eyes.

[Laura] I can't see you very well.

Yes, I know.

The doctors say it's only temporary.

You had an attack.

You're on some pretty heavy medication, so…

[sighing]

-You came? -Hmm…

Well, you didn't give me much choice.

[chuckles weakly]

Is Mum here?

No.

She's staying with your Uncle Geoff

and Aunty Jackie back home.

It's best that she doesn't fly at the moment.

I'm sorry, Dad.

-I should've told you. -Hmm…

It's okay.

Are the boys here?

No, they're at home with Rachel.

You've done a good job with those boys.

[Laura] Hmm.

Is Jason here?

No, he's not.

He had an accident.

Is he alright?

He, uh…

Well, he-he crashed his car a few nights ago

and, um…

Well, from what I understand, they brought him in downstairs,

but he couldn't be revived.

He's dead.

I'm so sorry.

[breathes rapidly]

I wanted you to wake up and not be alone.

I, erm…

I'll… I'll wait here until you're better.

I haven't told the boys yet.

I couldn't bring myself to tell them.

[Laura] Ahh…

[sobbing]

[gentle piano music]

[ethereal vocalising]

[music fades]

["For Now" by BATTS playing]

♪ Stay in bed He said to me ♪

♪ I'm off on tour ♪

♪ Be back next week ♪

♪ I hate waking up Without him ♪

♪ By my side ♪

♪ I miss the times where We would laugh so hard ♪

♪ We'd cry ♪

♪ Looking through trees ♪

♪ At the sky so high ♪

♪ So high ♪

♪ I miss the times Where we could… ♪

[boys singing]

[Peter] Here we are.

-Let's go. -Yeah.

[Joan] Oh! My boys!

-Nanny! -Hello!

-Hey, Nan. -Hi, Nana.

Hello! [chuckles]

Look at you. So incredible.

Grown up.

♪ Baby… ♪

-Me first. -No!

♪ Won't you come on home ♪

♪ To me ♪

♪ Baby… ♪

[boys chattering]

♪ Won't you come on home ♪

♪ To me… ♪

[Peter] Boys! Who wants a cordial?

[boys] Me!

♪ Won't you come on home ♪

♪ To me. ♪

[Joan] You look well, darling.

I wish you would have told us earlier about your condition.

Well, I didn't want to stress you and Dad.

I'm so lucky to have your father.

I don't know what I'd do if… if he wasn't here.

Can you imagine the two of us taking care of each other?

[both chuckle]

What do you think you'll do now, darling?

I don't know.

Well, I guess I'll just take care of my boys.

Yeah.

This is all my fault.

No…

It's so lovely to have you home.

It's good to be here.

-[tender music] -[Laura sighs]

I've missed you, Mum.

[Joan] I've missed you, darling.

[Laura] Okay, James. Please can you help, darling.

-Alright. -James, lunch.

Oh, and, Charlie, don't forget your jacket, alright?

-Alright, car's leaving. -[Laura] There you go.

Say goodbye. Bye. Mwah. Quick, come on.

-Come on. -Can I drive the car?

No, you can't drive the car.

Don't dawdle. Out, out!

[Laura] Okay…

[sighing]

[Rachel] How are the boys settling in?

Oh, they're alright, starting to make friends.

-So it's good. -Yeah.

Poor little buggers, they've--

-[glass clinks] -Ooh!

Yeah, James is having a little difficult time.

Oh? Yeah?

He just misses his dad, you know?

-Yeah, of course. -[phone ringing]

What about you? How are you managing?

[Peter speaks indistinctly in background]

[exhales heavily]

You okay?

[Peter] Laura, we have to call the school.

There's been an issue with James.

Oh, right.

Alright, well, I'll be back in a minute.

[man] You know, you got to be careful around here.

There's a few creeps around these parts.

[man laughing]

Michael?

Hey, Laura.

[both chuckling]

Ahh…

You look so…

-How have you been? -Um… uh, good.

Yeah, better.

I… I can't believe I'm talking to you.

I know! Me either.

Jesus, how… how long has it been?

Uh… too long.

Too long, yeah.

So, how's… how's London? You just back visiting or…?

Oh, it's, um…

It was a lot, actually.

I'm living with Mum and Dad now.

So, we should catch up if you get a chance.

-Hi, Dad. -Ah, hello.

Er, this is my daughter, Bella.

Hi, I'm Laura.

-Nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you.

Oh…

Thanks for leaving me with the bill.

Well, it's your hair. You can pay for your own do, huh?

-Well, do you like it? -Yeah. Yeah, it's beautiful.

-I'll let you two catch up. -Okay.

-Oh, Dad, can I have the keys? -Ah, yeah.

-So nice to meet you, Laura. -[Laura] Yes.

We should… we should catch up properly.

-Yeah, let's. -I'll give you my number.

Okay.

[laughing] I cannot believe I'm staring at you right now.

-I know. -Ah… I'll see ya.

-[light background music] -[people chattering]

Hey…

Take a seat.

Oh, no, that's okay. That's alright.

You look amazing.

Thank you.

You look amazing.

[woman] Good evening. Can I get you a drink?

Can I have a shiraz, please?

Well…

[laughing]

-I don't know where to start. -I know! How…

-22 years. -Oh, my God.

-Mm-hm. -Really?

-Yeah. -Wow.

Yeah, wow.

Well, you're not as skinny as you used to be.

Uh, yeah, I guess I filled out a little bit.

And… and Bella's gorgeous.

Like, I can't believe she just hugged me like that.

Yeah, I hug her all the time.

And you've got three boys, yeah?

How do you know that?

Oh… social media.

A stalker, I guess.

So, what is that like, being a mum of three boys?

-Oh… Ah, messy. -Mm-hm.

No, it's… it's great.

Um…

Their father passed away.

Um, and since then we've been based here.

Yeah, I heard. I'm… I'm sorry.

It's okay.

So, your, um… your-your wife…?

Ah, divorced, yeah.

But, um, yeah, I'm…

..I'm lucky I get Bella full-time, so…

Oh, that's great.

That's great. No, I mean… [stammers]

-I'm so sorry. It's not great. -I know what you mean, yes.

It is great that I get her all the time, yes.

That's what you mean.

[both chuckling]

Um…

Are you still working with your dad?

No, no, no…

No, um…

When dad retired, I didn't…

..I didn't last much longer than that.

I never loved it the way he did, that's for sure.

I was head of scouting for the Magpies for 10 years,

up until about six months ago.

Now I'm just taking a break for a few months while I think

about two offers from other clubs for next season.

So… we'll see how it goes.

Wow!

So you did it.

You must be happy?

Yeah, it keeps me out of trouble.

So, how are your… how are your folks going?

Oh… um, well, my dad, you know,

he's… he's retired now, so he's mellowed out a bit.

Uh… he's taking care of my mum.

Uh, she has MS, like I do.

I don't know if you know about that.

Yeah, I did.

I'm sorry.

[Laura exhales]

It's okay.

You know, um…

..this is the first time in a really long time

that I've forgotten that I'm actually quite sick.

-[Laura laughing] -[stammers]

Why are you smiling?

'Cause I'm… 'Cause I'm…

I'm just… I'm happy, right now.

-Right here. -Yeah.

I'm happy too.

I hope that you can forgive me.

What for?

For leaving, for starting another life.

Maybe I left too, you know?

That part of me, anyway.

[whispering] No.

You're the same.

Am I?

Yeah.

You're still kind.

So, do you still ride horses?

Um, well,

I… I had to give that up with the diagnosis,

'cause I, um… just not that strong anymore.

I… I really miss it, actually.

So… you're divorced?

Yeah, yeah, you asked me that before.

Oh…

-It's okay. -I'm… I'm so…

I, um, I kind of, I forget things sometimes.

It's okay.

-You're divorced. -Yes.

It's all good.

-[light background music] -[people chattering]

[chickens clucking]

[cattle mooing]

[vehicle approaching]

There's a man here.

G'day, mate. You must be Laura's son.

James.

Can I come in, James?

Thanks, mate.

Oh, hi!

-Hey. -Hi.

-So you met James. -I did.

Right, so, uh, this is Scott.

And this is Charlie.

And, boys, this is Michael.

Um… we were friends as kids.

-Hey, boys. -Hi.

So, uh, we're going to go out for a little bit.

-Are you coming back? -Of course I'm coming back.

When are you coming back?

Well, we'll be back in a few hours.

Don't worry, Poppy will take care of you.

Mr. Kionis.

Yazzo.

Yazzo, Mr Caldwell. [speaks Greek]

That's, um, as far as it goes for me, I'm afraid.

-Fair enough. -Well, nice one, Dad.

Oh, thank you, darling.

So this is Scotty. He's like my little angel.

-[exhales] Shall we? -Yeah.

Okay, nice to meet you Scotty, Charlie, James.

Thanks, Dad.

Go.

[tender music]

Thanks.

Come on, busy bodies, let's do some homework.

Off you go.

So, where are you taking me?

Mmm, it's a surprise.

-Surprise? -I think you'll like it.

[chuckling] Okay.

[Michael] After you.

What are we doing?

-Almost there. -We're almost where?

-You'll see. -What? Okay.

A few more steps.

[Laura laughing]

-Easy. -What?

-Give me your other hand. -[nervous chuckling]

-Give me your hand. -Okay, alright.

[Michael] Trust me.

-Okay. -Ahh…

Who is this?

[gentle piano music]

Oh, my God.

Retired but happy.

Oh…

Roo…

How did you find him?

I thought he'd been sold off with the others

when Geoff retired.

Jack, the owner here, bought a couple.

We discovered him

when Bella started riding here two summers ago.

Hi.

Hi.

Oh, thank you.

You're welcome.

[chuckling]

-[horse snorting] -Do you remember me?

Do you? I remember you.

I'm a bit different now, but you…

Oh, you're exactly the same.

Hi. Hey?

Hey…

I think, um…

I think he remembers me.

Oh, who wouldn't?

Wow.

What are you guys up to tonight?

Just the movies with Katy and Ella.

-Ah, just the movies. -Yes, Dad, just the movies.

So, Laura seems nice.

-Yeah, she's great. -Yeah, she's great.

What?

Dad, why don't you tell me about her?

There's not much to tell.

We were close for a while, that's all.

Well, what happened?

-Life happened, Bella. -You loved her, didn't you?

-Okay, that's enough. -Dad!

-Go! Get ready for the movies. -You're so annoying!

-The conversation's not over. -Okay, boss.

[chuckles softly]

Oh, she can ride!

Yeah, she's been riding since she was small.

She's amazing!

Well, he taught me.

What? You ride?

I may have picked it up from somewhere, yeah.

Okay, show-off, come on.

Come on. [clicks tongue]

You want a go?

Oh, no, I… I can't.

Yeah, I'll help.

-Maybe one day. -Okay, one day it is.

[mobile phone buzzing]

[Michael speaks Greek]

Okay, bye. Bye.

He won't turn that bloody TV down every time I talk to him.

I know.

[clears throat] Hey, so… I have an idea.

-Yeah? -Mmm.

Why don't you and the boys move in with Bella and I?

-Oh… -I mean it, Laura.

Um… [clears throat]

I don't know.

Well, you can't stay with your mum and dad much longer.

Right? It's… it's too crowded there.

I… I like being with them.

You know, they took care of me, you know,

I feel like now I'm taking care of them.

But how are you going to do that in your condition?

What are you saying?

Laura, your dad needs to take care of your mum.

Who's going to take care of you?

I…

I want to take care of you.

It's just I've got a lot on my plate.

I just don't think you understand that.

You said the same thing when we were kids

and nothing has changed for me.

You're too messy for me, remember?

Laura…

Life's messy.

I don't think you know what you would be getting into.

I know. I know what I'm getting into, I do.

When you're sick…

..you just feel like you're a burden to everyone,

even your kids.

I'm sorry, you're right. I have…

I have no idea what's ahead. I don't.

But, Laura, I'm prepared to find out.

-It feels kind of overwhelming. -Mmm.

I love you, but I'm just a bit scared.

It's okay, it's okay.

Yeah, I guess…

I guess it's a little fast after 22 years.

[laughing]

Look, I'm, uh…

I'm happy to take this as slow as you want.

Okay?

["Never Let You Go" by My Buddy Mike playing]

Can't do it, Bella. I can't. I can't do this.

No, it's fine. Just leave it. No, Dad, no.

It's giving me a headache.

-Dad, no. Stop, Dad. -Oh!

-[music stops] -I'll get a headache.

Just relax. I'm gonna play you something with a bit of style.

A little bit of class, and this is a classic.

-[Greek music playing] -[Michael] Remember?

Hey? Hey?

-You don't remember the ball? -I do!

Well, come on, let's go. Come on.

[Laura shrieks]

This is how we do it these days.

[Laura laughing]

[Laura] No, put me down.

-Oh, goodnight, Bella. -[Bella] Goodnight.

[Bella] Um, Laura…

Um…

Do you really want this?

What do you mean?

Do you love my dad?

Yeah, I… I do.

Well, have you told him?

No, I haven't.

Why?

Um…

I don't know.

Well, I think you should.

He really loves you.

-How do you know? -I just know.

We've been through a lot together

and Mum really mucked him around,

and I don't want him to go through that again.

Your dad is very lucky to have a daughter like you.

And I'm really sorry that your mum did that to him.

You know what?

Maybe you and I should just spend a little time together.

Just the two of us.

-Hmm? -I'd like that.

We can listen to any music that we want.

[Bella laughing] Good. Goodnight.

Bella just gave me the once over.

[chuckles]

You've raised a good girl there.

Yeah, we're a good little team, me and her.

Are you sure you've got room for four more in that team?

I mean, you're taking on a lot, Michael.

Me, the boys,

this disease.

You don't think that this comes with baggage?

We are both taking on a lot, but I am ready for it.

[exhales deeply]

Me too.

What if I end up in a wheelchair?

Well…

..as long as we can do this…

..it'll be okay.

[Laura] Boys! Come over here.

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. Come here, Charlie.

That's not very nice.

Can we have a little talk?

Hmm?

So… we've all been through a lot in the past few years.

And I know that you all miss your dad.

And no one will ever replace him.

Not… not even me.

But…

..I need to know that you'll all be okay with something.

What?

I just wanted to know how you'd all feel about…

..us all moving in with Michael and Bella.

Have you forgotten about Daddy, already?

Of course not, no. I'll never forget about Daddy.

Daddy gave me you and your beautiful brothers.

Well…

..Michael makes me happy.

Do we really have to live with a girl?

[laughing]

Well, Mummy's a girl too.

It could be nice.

Okay, don't talk, shhh…

Shhh…

T, A…

-Oh, no. -Ready for this?

Uh-oh.

[laughter and cheering]

[gentle music]

[nurse] That's it.

[machinery whirring]

[woman] Pull my hand.

Good, good, and push with your legs.

That's fine.

You look good.

Thanks. I feel fine.

So, Laura, the medication is stopping your illness

from advancing,

but unfortunately some damage was done

in the last six months.

Your last MRI showed two new lesions.

The most recent attack

has obviously affected your walking.

Uh, and my speech.

Can I give you some non-medical advice?

Sure.

Do something nice for yourself, while you can.

Focus on what you can do rather than what you can't.

-Almost there. -You're alright.

You're doing good.

-Okay. -Here we go.

You hungry?

Oh, no. I've already had a breakfast.

You ate? I thought we were having breakfast here.

Oh… [stammers] I forgot.

It's okay. I'm going to get something to eat, though.

Do you mind?

Laura?

Hey…

I'm going to order some brekkie, okay?

Yeah, sure.

I might get a side of bacon, too - I'm starving.

Mike!

Yeah?

I need to go to the bathroom.

-Okay, that's cool. -Like right now.

Come on.

-[Michael] I got you. -[Laura] Okay.

[tearing toilet paper]

[gentle music]

[man] Michael, once you sign this document,

you agree to live with Laura and the boys,

but you have no financial claim on her estate or assets

in the event of illness or divorce.

Michael, you don't have to do this.

I trust you.

[man] Laura will not likely ever work again.

She'll need 24-hour care.

Well, that is my job now.

[speaks Greek]

I love you, too.

[horses whinnying and snorting]

[gentle uplifting music]

Come here. Hey…

[woman] Hey, guys, how you going? Ready to ride, Laura?

[woman] Okay, in with your foot and you push…

Yep, and there we go.

-Good. -[woman] Alrighty, we ready?

-It's alright, yeah. -Looking good.

[woman] Okay, and you're going to slow her down,

practise your stop again.

Stop. Good.

[Laura] So we're going out, huh?

[woman] Yeah, we're going to go out.

That's good. [chuckles]

[gentle music]

[uplifting piano music]

[majestic vocalising]

[joyous screaming]

[majestic music continues]

["Skin I'm In" by Sophie Griffiths playing]

♪ It's skydiving ♪

♪ Leaving the walls Of my comfort ♪

♪ The scars on the outside They don't hurt ♪

♪ As much as the ones inside ♪

♪ It's baby steps but I'm getting so close ♪

♪ Talking about it's The first domino ♪

♪ How many wrongs do I need Till I get it right? ♪

♪ I'm beautiful The beautiful skin I'm in ♪

♪ Starting to say I wouldn't Change anything ♪

♪ I'm still gonna fall Stumble ♪

♪ But I know good things They don't come easy ♪

♪ Starting to say I wouldn't Change anything… ♪

[man] What are you doing today here, darling?

-What are you going to do? -♪ 'Bout the skin I'm in… ♪

[woman] I'm going to water. I'm going to feed the water…

I'm going to fill up the water for the horses.

And then I'm gonna go and I'm gonna get their feed.

Feed the horses.

And then might have a chat to the horses

'cause I like talking to them…

[speaking indistinctly]

[man] No, I think it's back the other way.

[gentle piano music]

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