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Shit. Are you kidding me?

Oh shit.

Hello!

Hi. Sorry. Have you been here long?

I'm always early. Here, you can have a look at that.

Thanks. Um, I just want to confirm the school district.

North. I would not have shown it to you otherwise.

Also, excuse how bare it is at the moment...

I just haven't had the time to dress it since...

- it's not even on the market. - Wow.

So you are the first family to see it and the demand in...

this area has just gotten so out of hand.

Have a look around. Let me know if you have any questions.

Great. Thank you.

Of course. Make yourself at home.

Oh, it's beautiful, right? This is a 100 years old.

Like original with the house, of course.

It's silver nitrate glass.

Like they don't even make it anymore.

It just has a totally different quality to the light.

It's an antique. I mean, it's spectacular.

It's the heart of the home in my opinion.

- Done deal. I mean, right? - I don't know that yet.

We're the first people to see it.

The second people are going to buy it.

I mean, it's impossible to find anything in this district.

- Yeah, I know. - He has to go to North.

- I am aware. - He can swim four-event.

He'll be top of every heat sheet.

I think that's Poplar across the alley.

If they win State, he can write his own ticket.

Yeah, Poplar has a, uh, fire station.

We'll get 600 at least for the other place.

Fire stations mean sirens.

We'll get boned on the rate, but we'll re-fi in 12 months.

Is it too soon?

What, for Tyler?

Swim season doesn't even start until November.

For Chloe.

I mean, it's life.

- Actually, it's death. - Honey, she'll be fine.

Change is good.

Oh, hey! So, eight and a quarter, 30 day escrow...

25K repair fund, our discretion.

- Your wife is a smart lady. - Yeah.

A 30 day loan contingency, but I'll lift it if I have to.

Oh yeah. Yeah, I'm taking your anchor spot.

I'm sure we can work something out.

- Anybody else get a vote? - Just let her do her thing.

You know how this goes.

Bro, it's done. Deal with it.

So what is this area though? A kind of a living room?

Go take a look around.

I kind of see this as the den, the living area.

I mean, it could be anything you want it to be though.

The house just has so much potential.

Wow. I mean, look at how much light there is.

It's so much of the original charm.

I feel like the renovations would be so minimal.

You could probably just move right in.

I don't think it needs renovating. It's perfect.

It really is.

It would never happen with Dutton, man.

- I promise you. - So full of shit.

Oh my God. Okay. Tell me when. Show me one time.

The Green Bay game. Did you even watch it?

Green Bay game. This dude...

Hey, start upstairs.

Green Bay game.

- That was three years ago. - Still counts.

Oh my God.

It's Sherwin-Williams "Breezy." It's the front driveway side.

All right, all right.

Yo, look, he's a bum!

Yeah, I get it.

Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum.

Thought you'd be done in here.

I thought I'd be done in here too, but that was...

before I was doing it all myself.

Where's Roberto?

He's priming the master.

Why the fuck isn't he in here helping you?

Uh, he wouldn't come in.

What do you mean he wouldn't come in?

He said, "I'm not going in that room." That's what he said.

This is insane.

- Hey. - Hey, how did it go?

Fine.

I don't want to know that.

Dave, the whole point is I don't know that.

I scaled the shit out of the first two and a half...

without knowing. Why would you...

Tell Carlos. Tell him. I don't care. I am so fucking...

layered on this. Well, I'm sleeping at night, okay? Yeah...

I am fucking sleeping at night. Don't increase the...

attack surface on this. That would be a bad idea.

Well, I got to go.

Yeah, I got to go.

What kind of trouble?

It's complicated. I'll get out of it. I always do.

Why are you even telling me?

I shouldn't know shit like that.

I just want you to know that everything I've...

done, every single thing has been for you.

Mom, what are you...

No, no. Nobody has ever meant to me what you have.

Okay.

From the moment I knew I was pregnant with you...

Listen, I knew my purpose in life.

- This child must be protected. - What?

No, no. No, really.

No. I never felt...

this close to another human being ever.

What about Chloe?

Yeah. No. I mean, of course. It's just...

It's just different.

I... Listen, Ty, I just want you to know that in the end...

it was all for you.

All what is for me?

All I'm saying is that it's okay to go too far for the people...

that you love. That's all.

Mom.

Just do what you think you have to do.

Doesn't matter how big the mistake is. If you make it...

for the right reason, you can live with yourself. That's all.

Go to bed, Mom.

Nadia?

Clo, you okay? I'm sorry.

- It... - Was that a scream?

I-I thought I saw something. A mouse.

Oh. Great.

- Sorry. - Uh, do you want me to look?

No, no. I was wrong.

- Okay, you sure? - I'm sure. Sorry.

Yeah. Okay.

You see the way she jumps at...

loud noises on the street?

Who doesn't?

This is... this is different.

So she's got some anxiety.

Like Chloe's always been a nervous kid.

Maybe we should test her.

Yeah, sure, you tell her.

No, she doesn't have to know.

We can take a hair out of her brush.

You're going down a rabbit hole.

Look, she knows that the same people that Nadia knew...

The same shit is still out there.

Nadia smoked pot from the time she was, what, 11 years old?

Chloe is not her. She's got her head on straighter than that.

You know, it only takes one time. Just once.

That's two dead kids in two months, okay?

I got to finish this.

She just stopped breathing. Dead in her own bed.

Can you imagine the parents finding her?

Chris, please. I have to get this in. I have a deadline.

Chloe has stopped talking. She's so inward.

Okay, so do you want to try a different medication?

Maybe.

What about a different therapist?

Yeah. I just want to fix this.

Sweetie, there is no fixing it.

And she can't take us all down with her.

Look at you. You're a mess.

Time. That's the only thing that will help.

Have you ever noticed that your advice always corresponds...

exactly with us not having to do anything at all?

- At all? - I...

At all.

Got it.

At all.

Hey, Howard. It's, uh, Christopher Payne.

Long time no talk. Um...

I have kind of a weird legal question on...

I don't know who else to ask. Um...

So I would love to ask you. Uh, whenever you have a moment.

Thanks. Hope you're doing well.

My sister's here too, but she'll like hang up here.

- Oh, you got a sister? - Yeah. She's chill.

Oh, that's her room?

Yeah. You want to say hi?

Sure.

This is Ryan.

Hey.

Hey.

Dude.

Don't even.

Nah, but for real though.

Seriously.

All right. No smoke, no smoke. I'm just saying.

Yeah.

Listen. Uh, so next week we can do a party or something.

And then, uh, I was thinking Max could come, Eric.

Yeah, I'm down. Full party or kickback?

I think we do like a kickback type sitch.

What's the opposite of that?

Like rager.

So that's what I want to do. A rager.

I mean, what can you get? Like...

Like what addicts get.

My dad's a pediatrician, he's never home.

But he's a pharmacist and so I have any drug...

Well, that sucked.

Oh no. It's not done?

No, they are dug in. They're like a dead nerve.

Oh that's so annoying.

And I don't know what the next move is.

Sorry.

I guess we just wait for them to counter.

What are you up to?

Um, I got some weird virus. Just got to...

blank everything.

What kind of virus?

Uh, I don't know. I must've clicked on one of those...

"Your Amazon account has been frozen" things.

I love the bad grammar in those things.

Yeah, I'll be down in a few.

"We regrets to advice you your accounts is fraud."

Oh! Um, Tyler won the 400. And both his solos.

- Oh. - So just let him tell you.

I, uh...

I got another name for, uh, for Chloe today.

Yeah, Tommy's therapist, um, knows somebody.

A woman. Maybe that's what she needs so...

she'll feel like she can open up.

Uh-huh. Uh, time is what she needs.

Two kids. You have two kids.

Yeah, I have a very clear memory of each of them...

coming out of my body. Yeah, thanks for the reminder.

Hey, hey.

- Hi. - How was your day?

Moderate to below average.

Hey. Mine too. Uh, you want a burrito?

Love one.

I will order. All right.

Hey, buddy. You want a burrito?

I'll take that as a yes.

Howard. Hey. Yeah.

Thanks so much for getting back to me.

Just give me one sec, okay?

Hey. Yeah.

Yeah, good. Good, good. No, no.

The return looks great. Yeah, it looks good.

Yeah, no, it was just this legal thing. I don't know how to...

phrase it, I guess. Um, a, uh, friend of mine came to me...

with this legal issue and it was just over my head and then...

And I, um, I didn't know who else to bring it to.

Okay, yeah. Um...

if one person in a marriage is into something, uh...

something that isn't strictly legal, what are the...

implications for the other spouse?

The non-involved spouse.

Yeah. Uh-huh.

Yeah, no, I think it's a hypothetical...

"what if" kind of thing.

Yeah, he didn't want to give me a lot of details obviously.

Uh-huh.

Okay. And, um...

And what if they were legally separated?

Yeah.

Me? Oh. Um...

I am, uh, if I'm honest, I'm not doing that great.

I'm-I'm fucking coming apart is what I'm...

Yeah, everybody, everything, everybody's coming apart.

Yeah.

Mm-hmm.

Okay, thanks.

Yeah.

- That's true. - Hmm.

You got a brother. Tyler.

You sure?

Not for a couple hours.

- You thirsty? - No thanks.

Pussy.

You are so cool.

More proof.

You want to see my room?

I saw it.

You're so fucking weird.

Girl tries to get you to drink and see her room and you say...

"I saw it"? Oh my God.

So you may not be aware, and maybe this isn't something...

you can hear, but your brother has a mean streak.

Tyler has a mean streak? How?

He's got this prank he wants to play on Simone.

It's pretty harsh.

Why Simone? She do something?

Um...

Tick, tick, tick...

Fine. Show me your stupid room.

This is strong as shit.

Yeah. Trainwreck.

Hits quick, but mellows fast if you just sit with it.

You actually print out pictures?

I'm so fucking old school.

You knew her. Right?

Yeah.

She was your friend.

Best friend.

I met her once. I think.

At a party maybe.

What's it like?

What's what like?

I never had anybody die.

Scary.

And it goes on.

What do you mean?

Like the world cracks apart.

And you fall into this hole.

And the sides are mud. And you can't get out.

And you wonder where they are.

And you wonder what it would be like if you were there too.

I'm sorry.

Like you want to be in the room with them when it happened.

Not to stop it, but to go too.

I think I did maybe.

Or she stayed.

Or wants to come back.

Oh this is fucked up. I'm not making any sense.

No, I'm sorry I asked.

Nobody else does.

What was it like? Do you think?

Oh for her?

Yeah.

I don't fucking know.

She do it on purpose maybe?

No.

No, she just got some bad shit.

Sometimes I think about it.

I think she's here.

What?

Nadia. Is here.

Where?

Nothing. Nowhere. I don't know.

I'm sorry.

No, it's okay.

Hey, it's okay.

Oh hey, it's cool. It's all cool.

This is going to go exactly how you want it to. Okay? Okay?

Listen.

My whole life, everybody else makes decisions but me.

You know, I've never been in charge of my own shit.

Not once.

And my mom?

She's like fucking Beth Jarrett.

Oh you don't know. You'll read that junior year.

You don't know.

I decide nothing.

I'm in charge of nothing. I'm fucking RyanBot 9000.

And shit gets so dark.

I carried a razor blade in my glove for six months.

I'm nothing.

I decide nothing.

Hey, but this?

With us? This is you.

This is all going to be you.

Okay? You decide.

What the fuck was that?

Bar pulled out of the wall.

Cheap-ass drywall.

Oh fuck.

- What? What's wrong? - Nothing.

- What happened? - Nothing, nothing, nothing.

What happened?

It's the weed.

Okay.

What do you mean "seen anything"?

Pretty much what I said.

Like what?

Or felt anything. Like sensed it.

Tyler...

I mean, it can't... I just can't...

It's a simple question, you guys. Yes or no.

- "No" is fine. - Listen to me...

No, I-I haven't felt or sensed anything unusual here.

Do you mean like a...

A presence.

No. Have you?

Yes.

Can you elaborate?

I'm not sure I want to.

Okay, maybe... maybe you and me can talk later.

At first I just sensed it and then things moved.

- Moved? - Yes.

- What things? - A lot of things.

- Jesus Christ. - I saw it.

You saw it? You saw things move?

I saw the aftermath.

And there's a feeling I get and sometimes it's really strong.

- What feeling? - Athazagoraphobia.

I don't think I know that word. What does that mean?

It's the fear of being forgotten or ignored and I-I can feel it.

It's here. In the house.

Oh for Christ's sake! Seriously! What the fuck?

- Whoa! - I get it that you guys...

have to listen to this shit, but I don't.

You're seeing shit? Are you fucking serious right now?

- Hey, hey, hey, knock it off. - No, it's fucking ridiculous!

This is just another way she's going to make me...

look like a fucking idiot.

You're already crushing that, asshole.

Guys. Come on, let's de-escalate this.

You fucked me up with your shit last year, but you won't...

fuck me up this time. What is it?

Huh?

Just say it.

You think your dead fucking drug-addict friend...

- is like haunting you? - Too far, Tyler.

Is that it? I'm getting somewhere, okay?

That guy Ryan? He's huge at this school.

And he came to me to be friends.

Do you even get how massive that is?

No one is trying to embarrass you.

That is not anyone's intention.

- Too fucking late! - I hate you!

- I fucking hate you so much! - You're a fucking...

psychopath, that's what you are!

Hey, I'm not going to live like this!

I-I will not. I refuse.

Do you understand? Now just take it down.

Hopeless.

Will you go talk to him, please?

Hey. You got a second?

Sure.

It's possible I was an asshole.

I'm not the one you need to tell.

I did.

And what'd she say?

"Get out of my room."

Maybe try again later.

Whatever.

You're going to be waiting a long time to fix that...

relationship if you don't do it now.

I didn't talk to my sister for six years after high school.

Got it.

Hey. She's been through a lot, Tyler.

Oh please.

Reality was never exactly been her thing to start with...

know what I'm saying?

Now she's on the freak and you pay attention to her for it.

She's looking for weird shit, so she sees it.

That's what this is.

She knew both of them.

The girls who died.

I thought just Nadia.

The other one too. Just a little, but still.

Fucking idiots putting shit in their bodies.

- Okay. - No powders, no pills.

- If it grows in the earth, fine. - Okay.

- But if it comes from a lab... - I should actually get to bed.

Make her piss in a cup.

- Hey, I know how to do my job. - Well, then do it, Dad.

I'm telling you. She's fucked in the head...

and it's not the dead friend shit.

There's an excellent man inside of you Tyler.

I would love to see him soon.

I ironed your blue blouse.

Oh.

- Thanks. - Mm-hmm.

Oh, um...

Have a nice day.

- But that's important, right? - Uh-huh.

You got to know that this Simone, man, she's a fucking...

nightmare, so she totally had it coming.

I mean the way she fronted on Derek's buddy.

And you know Derek's not going to take that.

- No. - I mean, he is hilarious...

that guy. Fucking hilarious.

We knew what you meant without the modifier.

- Uh... - But go ahead.

So she gets a text and she's like, "Who is this?"

And he writes back, "Jimmy-boy, come on."

And she must have checked his number with somebody else and...

of course it comes up that it's real because Derek cloned...

- Jimbo's phone... Yeah. - Cloned? How did he do that?

- With an OTA and a re-router. - What?

I mean, the guy's a fucking genius. It's crazy.

It doesn't even emphasize anymore, the word.

Remarkable. Your generation. I mean...

I know! So she texts back and she's all into it...

because, you know, he's way out of her league.

But you know he's pushing her and he's charming as shit.

And she sends him the picture because you know people...

Well, I don't love that.

Hang on, I'm not done. He's not in it for the picture.

That's just like, she'd expect it, you know?

So he says, "God, you're so hot.

Do you want to meet up tomorrow?"

And she's all over that shit. And so he says...

"Great. How about the theater loft after seventh period?

"And hey, why don't you wear that puppy shirt?

"You're super hot in that." And she's so into him. Man, she's...

He didn't keep the picture, did he?

What? No. No, no. I don't think so. Probably not. But hang on.

So, this is the best part.

So we go, like all of us up to the theater loft.

Have you ever been up there?

- No. - Of course you haven't.

Anyways, so we're up there, like eight of us.

- Eight of you? - Eight of us back...

behind the racks of stuff and we're like going to fall out.

But we're doing our best...

because now we can hear her on her way up the stairs and...

she's all like, "Derek, are you here? Derek, I wore the shirt."

What's that sound?

And we all jump out and we're like "Derek! I wore the shirt!"

Oh my God. You guys are so mean.

Hey, this girl Simone totally had it coming. So somehow...

- everybody heard about it. - Yeah, somehow.

And all day today in the hallway, everybody's like...

"Hey, nice shirt. Hey, Simone, did you wear the shirt?

"Hey, nice doggie shirt, Simone."

So how'd the picture get out?

What? That's-That's the text?

Oh wow. I... It wasn't me.

Wait. Wait. Why do you have that?

Because he posted it on the internet.

I've never seen that picture. I'm serious.

Don't even try to lie right now.

Neither one of you should have that on your phone.

It was definitely not me.

Why am I getting in trouble for this?

Neither one of you should have something...

like that on your phone.

What the fuck?

What is that, Chris? Is someone upstairs?

Hey!

- What is that? - Wait!

What the fuck?

Jesus Christ!

- Holy shit! - Hey. No, stay back!

- Oh my God! - My fucking trophies!

Chloe! Chloe!

It's her.

It's Nadia.

- What are we gonna... What... - Just give me a second.

- I'm not going back in there. - Just let me think for a minute.

Are you serious right now?

Fuck off, I need this.

- Since when do you smoke? - 2003.

That cigarette doesn't stand a chance.

How can you be so fucking calm about this?

I tried to tell you.

God, you're even fucked up when shit's crazy.

Hey, you know what? You come at your sister like that...

...one more time and... - Hey, ease up.

...I'm going to come at you. No.

I am serious. Get off her back and stay off it!

And it wouldn't kill you to stand up for her one time.

All right? One time!

Okay, so that happened.

What do we do now?

Who do we talk to about this? I mean, for real.

Can we tell anybody?

How do we just walk back in there? Seriously.

How do we just go back into our house?

- She doesn't mean harm. - What?

Who? Who doesn't mean harm?

We all know who.

- How do you know? - It trashed my room.

But how do you know?

I just do. The same way I can just kind of look into her.

- And what do you see? - I see her.

Well, no, not-not exactly. I feel her.

And it usually happens when I'm alone and this is-this is the...

first time it's happened with people.

Hey, she doesn't want to hurt anybody.

It's the opposite. I think she wants to help.

- This is an insane conversation. - Fucking A it is.

There is mystery, Tyler. There is mystery in this world.

- We are not safe here. - Finally. No, we're not.

Leave if you want. You can all move out.

I'm not going anywhere.

- I'll stay. - This is fucked up.

I'm not going to be part of her insane shit.

- I'm not. - Hey, I told you once!

Aren't you interested just a little bit?

I mean, isn't there some part of you that thinks...

maybe, just maybe, that this is the most...

fascinating thing that has ever happened to you in your...

entire stupid fucking life?

I mean, come on.

Don't ignore that.

Are you seriously that afraid?

You'll be okay, Tyler. I promise.

So...

Okay.

Yeah? Okay, that would be amazing.

Great.

Yeah, thanks. Bye.

Okay. Um, first of all, Cece says that there have never...

been any reports of any incidents like this in...

our house before. Ever.

And she is bound by law to tell us if there were.

But what's interesting is...

her sister-in-law, um...

knows things. Uh, senses things.

Whoa, wait, she's a psychic?

No. No, she has... she has more of, um...

a second sight, is what Cece called it.

Um, and she said that she could maybe bring her here...

to see if she could help us.

So she's a professional psychic.

No, she's a regular lady with a regular job. She just...

She does stuff like this, uh, for friends and family.

Friends and family.

- Yeah. - Really.

Cece said that she could bring her here tomorrow...

at 12:30 and I said okay.

Okay. She's here.

Here they come.

Hi, how are you? Thanks for coming. I'm Chris.

I'm Carl. Uh, this is my wife Lisa.

Please, come in. Yeah.

This is my wife, uh, Rebekah. And this is Tyler and Chloe.

Uh, this is her lunchtime, so we should get started.

Okay. Yeah, absolutely. Um, what do you need?

Uh, she likes to sit and, uh, she'll need a glass of water.

Tyler, would you grab a glass of water real quick?

You can come right this way? Thanks.

Yeah, where-wherever you'd...

Oh. Thank you.

- Are you able to... - You.

You're fooling yourself.

Blue.

That's her middle name. Chloe Blu. How...

How do you know?

I told her that.

Carl said she needed all of our full names.

It's suffering.

Just like you are, Chloe.

You lost your friend?

I didn't tell her that.

What was her name?

Nadia.

I am very sorry that you suffer, Blu.

I know what it means to suffer.

Nadia's death, this trauma. It is...

It's brought you more than pain.

You are more alive on this planet than you have ever been.

You are sensitive in ways that others are not.

So, think of it like a door.

And for most people this door is almost always closed.

Um, sometimes it opens like, you know, just a crack.

Like when you dream.

Or when we experience God.

But, um, for some people...

just a few, this door is somehow open.

Like smashed open by trauma or, uh, a sickness of the mind.

And for even fewer still, the door is always open.

And, um, some can't bear it.

Some choose to, um, end all perception rather than endure.

Um, Lisa's been open her whole life.

Yes.

You have a presence here. It feels connected to you.

Do-Do you know who sh-she is? Is it Nadia?

I... It's, um, it's confused.

It doesn't know why it's here. Something happened to it.

Um, probably here in this house.

It's trying to figure you out.

It's trying to figure itself out.

Time... it doesn't work the same way for it.

Past, present can be happening at the same, so it doesn't...

even know when it is.

There's something that it needs to do.

But it doesn't know what.

Old mirrors are so much better than new ones.

They're like old people.

They've seen more.

Help her.

Jesus. Hey.

Are you... are you okay? Is she okay?

I'm okay. Sorry.

Um, s...

Oh. Okay, would you...

Excuse me.

- Um, this gift... - Yeah.

That my wife has, it doesn't always feel like a gift.

- Yeah. - Um, and it takes a toll on...

- Yeah. - A physical toll.

Sure.

Sometimes it takes her a day or two to go back to work.

She can't go back to work after she's...

Uh, yeah. Understood. Understood. Yeah.

- Oh. - Let's see, um...

- Wow, right? You okay? - Yeah.

- Fucking freaks! - Tyler.

Hey.

Chris, did you pay her? You did, didn't you? How much?

She didn't want to come. Cece had to talk her into doing it.

That woman is never setting foot in this house again.

You okay?

I think I made it worse.

Hey, are you thirsty?

Should I get us something to drink?

Yeah, sure. Not booze.

Juice maybe?

You got it, beautiful.

So, like if I tell you something weird, would you just listen?

Yeah, sure.

Hey, what time are people getting home?

Not until after seven.

Cool.

What did you want to tell me?

When you get back.

So what was that weird shit you wanted to tell me?

Maybe later.

This is crazy, but I could go again.

No thanks, stud.

I got you some juice.

Whoa! Ryan! Oh my God!

What the fuck was that? Shit!

Uh, uh, I'll grab a towel.

I must have put it too close to the edge.

It's sticky.

Yeah. I'm sorry.

It wasn't your fault.

Hey, I got a chem test on Thursday.

- On what? - Ionization.

Yeah? I aced that. You want some help?

No thanks. I study better alone.

I need to see you again.

- Me too. - No, I mean for longer.

Is that okay with you? Remember, this is all going to be you.

You choose. You're in control.

I'd say I was pretty in control just now.

Yeah. You for sure were.

I loved it.

My parents have to go to a work thing for my mom...

a week from Friday.

They leaving you here?

Yeah. Stay over.

What about Tyler?

That's the only drag.

Okay.

I can deal with him.

How?

Boy's got Ambien written all over him.

What are you, my pharmacist?

I've been known to prescribe.

I think... I'm in love with you.

Shut the fuck up.

Oh my God.

- I'm sorry. - You scared me.

I'm sorry.

How long have you been standing there?

Just... I just got here. I just...

Wait, don't be weird. Come in if you want.

Okay, okay.

Is-Is something wrong?

Um...

The... No. There's...

There's just a few... Hmm.

You can do it.

Um...

I always knew that your mother was out of my league.

I knew that from the very beginning.

Please don't say stupid shit.

But I-I think... I think...

that I liked that she made all the decisions.

I-I knew that it made her happy...

and so I was fine for her to do that.

Okay, what are you trying to tell me?

Okay, yeah, what am I trying to tell you.

Okay, my... My mother.

Your grandmother, uh, was super religious.

Yeah, I noticed.

I mean, it was way out there, even more than you knew.

It was very easy to make fun of her for all this Catholic stuff.

I mean, look at me.

She named me after Christ, for Christ's sake.

Um...

And that's why I wanted to make your middle name Blu.

Because Blu is a cool name. You know? It's...

But it is not a saint's name.

And that was a big problem for my mother.

Which is why I didn't have the nerve...

to do it for your first name.

The point is that...

My mom and I didn't get along very well...

until the last few years before she died.

And I think...

maybe it's because I was getting older...

and I started to think...

"Well, what do I know?" About anything? Maybe she's right.

You know? God, death, the universe.

It's... I don't have... I don't have any of the answers.

I don't even know the right questions.

What I'm trying to say is...

I believe you.

Something is here. With us.

And for whatever reason, you can... sense it.

For whatever reason, you are different than the rest of us.

Gloriously so.

And I hope...

Hey, I hope that you never change.

Okay, okay.

Look, I'm sorry. Not everyone here agrees...

that your help is needed. I'm sorry.

I don't need to come in. I just want you to know that...

I believe now because of this dream that it's here because...

of something that hasn't happened yet.

- Something bad. - That's... not really helpful.

Because of a window. A window that doesn't open.

I'm sorry.

The window. I saw a window.

I mean, it's very nice of you and everything.

Yeah, a couple days away.

We got to steal them when we can.

Yeah.

We don't get many anymore.

It'll be boring as hell.

- I'll be fine. - I'm in meetings all day.

That's why I packed a book.

Hey, is, um, is Alan Doyle going to be at this one?

Sure. I mean, everybody from legal. Why?

I'm just curious.

Yeah, well, it's company-wide, so...

Maybe we should meet with him. The two of us. Together.

Why would we meet with Alan Doyle?

Just to judge... exposure.

To what?

To anything that might threaten you.

- Like what, Chris? - Hey, hey, come on.

I thought about getting out. I did. But I am here.

And I'm willing to go through this with you.

We can figure this out together if you'll let me.

You don't... you don't understand.

Well, then help me.

We're late. Um...

- I mean, if you want to. - I got it. I got it.

We're leaving.

Chloe, Tyler, we're headed out.

We'll be back Sunday by six at the latest.

I put money in your accounts. Please at least try and order...

from the same place and save on the fees.

Chloe! Tyler!

Oh, hey. We're heading out.

All good.

Okay.

Bye, sweetie.

Come here.

Text me anytime, okay?

- Okay. - Okay.

I love you. Okay. Where's Tyler?

- Shower. I'll tell him. - Okay, all right.

- Nobody over. Got me? - Mm-hmm.

I'm... I am not buying that, but okay.

Make smart choices. The stupid ones tend to last forever.

So you've said.

Yeah, well, I'm right about it. Love you.

Hello?

Bro.

Dude.

Bro, this shit is so three years ago.

It's a fucking classic is what it is.

Oh, you got something for a thirsty man.

You know I do.

Yeah, like I'm going to drink that fucking...

grain alcohol shit of your mom's straight up.

You, uh, you got some o.j.?

Yeah, we keep it on the, uh, shelf for pussies.

- Follow me. - No, I got it.

All right.

So that girl Simone?

Yeah?

From the, uh, thing with Jimbo?

What about her?

Well, she's gone, dude.

Full-on mental health leave.

Well, maybe not even coming back.

No shit?

Yeah.

Some people just can't take it.

They just can't fucking take it.

She'll probably end up at Sacred Heart. That's where they all do.

Yeah.

To the fucking strong, my man. We survive.

Oh, well, maybe...

Sure. Just one more?

Yeah.

Cheers.

Tyler.

Tyler!

Come in.

Hey, sexy.

Hey.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

- Doesn't seem like it. - Where's Tyler?

I told you. I got you on that.

Where is he?

Bedtime for Tyler.

Did I do something wrong?

No. No, I...

I'm not okay with this.

Fuck.

I'm sorry.

- I did do something wrong. - No, you didn't. You didn't.

Okay, that was me. That was all me that time. I just... I...

I'm not okay.

I'm not like... stable.

So...

I don't want to. With anyone.

It's just a thing I got to go through alone. That's all.

Wow.

I'm such an asshole.

No.

No, I am. I'm... I'm an asshole.

I-I went through a thing, right. I'm still in it.

I get it.

I do, but...

I'm so fucking alone.

Hey, you're not.

Hey, you... you are not.

Can we maybe just talk?

Of course.

We don't even have to say anything.

How is that talking then?

Sometimes it just is.

Okay.

Yeah, just... Relax.

Get comfortable.

Nothing's going to happen.

It's all your call.

Everything is your call.

Damn right.

Okay if I do that?

Yeah.

Maybe if I could just talk to you, until you fall asleep.

Maybe.

It's really soft.

It feels nice.

I don't feel so alone when I talk to you.

I'm glad.

You like that?

You like when I say it's all you?

That you're in control?

S-Sure.

I give that to you.

Because it's mine to give.

Okay.

Everybody else has the power but us.

I don't feel too good.

So I took it.

I took it. And I gave it.

And I took it back. And I took it again.

And no shit, Chloe...

I got so hard.

Easy. Easy. Easy, I got you.

I got this.

It's so fucking fragile, you know?

So thin.

Like, like one second somebody's alive and the next...

they're not.

And I'm telling you, it's like nothing, that time in between.

It's the line I'm talking about, Chloe.

The line in between.

I think about it all the time.

I dream about it. Constantly. I mean...

Look at this.

Do you know how thin this is?

Point 0005 of a centimeter.

Five ten-thousandths of a centimeter.

That's it.

Have you heard of something so crazy thin?

I mean, can you get your head around that, even?

Do you want to see?

I'll show you.

I'll show you what I showed the other two.

You want to feel what Nadia felt?

Now look at that.

Fucking synthetic fent, man. You can't do it.

But you can hear me, right?

Right?

I'm everything.

You know what they'll say?

Stupid girl. Another fucking OD, she just stopped breathing.

Just like all the other...

stupid... fucking... girls.

Chloe?

Get the fuck away from her!

Let's go, Mom.

Another minute.

We'll be outside. Take as long as you need.

- It's him! It's him! - Rebekah!

- Oh my baby! - Hey, hey.

- Mom. - My boy! My...

Oh he saved you.

My boy! My boy.

He came back. He came back to save you.

- You're okay. - It's okay.