Original subtitles

[laughing]

[indistinct chatter]

[grunting]

[overlapping conversation]

[indistinct rapping]

It’s hard bro innit. It’s hard, it's hard.

[SELESO] ♪ ...got to reach those vines ♪

♪ See these X Man Lost on the same strength that Tarzan got ♪

♪ If my gyaldem slalom off cos I ain't on snow ♪

♪ Ain't on snow ♪

♪ H20 ♪

[cheering]

[indistinct chatter]

[TOBI] ♪ Smashing in the club with the mash. ♪

♪ Robbin' your bitch, just for the cash, eh ♪

[SELESO] Aye, G, when... when have you ever done that?

No, no, no, I've never seen you in a club, bro.

[TOBI] Last week bro.

[SELESO] One time. One time.

[SELESO] ♪ Yo, hey, yo ♪

♪ Stay solid ♪

♪ ‘Cause life ain't promised it's a great honour ♪

♪ Beige collar I wear to work feel like a slave collar ♪

Wow.

♪ While the grind make a safe dollar ♪

♪ So life ain't fair ♪

♪ Hey, yo, fuck fair like a train-hopper ♪

Train-hopper.

[cheering]

Hey, bro, keep going, man. Keep going.

[WOMAN] Hey!

- Uh, hear that? - What the fuck?

[overlapping conversation]

[laughing]

[TRANSPORT POLICE] Get down from there!

- Bye. - Hey, where you goin', man?

[TRANSPORT OFFICER] Tell your friends to get down here now!

Oh, shit, alright.

Good luck findin' Scarlett, yeah.

Look after yourself, bro.

I'll come visit, yeah.

[chuckles]

Hey, bro, you better get runnin', man!

[LEWIS] Scotland, yeah! Castles and that.

[Lewis chuckles]

["Blue Lips" by Social Creatures plays]

♪ Can I stop kicking in your door ♪

♪ Is there nothing in here anymore ♪

♪ What are you searching for ♪

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ Each time you cut right through ♪

♪ And again I give myself to you ♪

♪ What am I going to do ♪

♪ With you ♪

♪ With you ♪

[♪♪♪]

♪ No way I would not bend ♪

♪ And you know I'd do it all again ♪

♪ My God, it never ends ♪

[groans]

♪ With you ♪

♪ With you ♪

Hey! Hey, Dre! Hey, Andre!

Shit, man. Sorry, mate.

No, I'm fine. You need anything? You need anything?

Oh, uh, I work here. I'm the apprentice, yeah.

What's your name, apprentice?

Mark. Why?

You should be wearing overalls, Mark.

Alright?

That's so fuckin' stupid, Nathan. Jesus Christ!

That's how fuckin' accidents happen!

- [groans] - What's the matter with you?

My cousin lost a thumb using an angle grinder

‘cause of some dickhead like him.

Is he telling you about his one-armed uncle again?

I'm bein' serious, okay?

Do you wanna get paid or not?

Come on, man, I'm just jokin' about.

This is the new apprentice Michael.

- [MARK] Mark. - Mark.

- Mark. - Mark.

[ANDRE] You've done well today, mate. You can knock off.

Nathan will lock up.

What? That's not fair! Why can't he do it?

‘Cause he doesn't know how to work the door yet,

that's why.

Come on, man! Alright, fine.

Do you want a beer?

Yeah, go on.

What's the time, by the way?

[NATHAN] 10 to 5:00.

Mm, I gotta get goin'.

[grunts]

What? You're like 5 years old?

Right, there's 300.

There's an extra 50 in there.

You don't believe in sayin' “thank you”, do you?

[chuckles]

My uh, my replacement seems nice.

He ain't gonna put up with your bullshit though, is he?

Yeah, he's a good kid.

Try and keep out of trouble.

I tell you, Nathan, I swear to God,

there's a good kid in there tryin' to get out.

I ain't got any evidence to back that up, but...

...it's a hunch.

And if and when you're back in London,

you know you've always got a job here.

Hey, Dre.

Yeah.

You forgot the part where you say you love me.

I'll say it to your girlfriend when I get home.

[chuckles]

And Nath, I hope you find her.

[grunts]

[sighs]

[♪♪♪]

Thank you, Mark.

[♪♪♪]

[grunting]

[Sam grunting in distance]

[grunting]

[grunting]

[MAN IN ALLEYWAY] Oi!

Fuck!

[pants]

Hey, bro! Bro, you alright?

Hey, man, did they stab you? You've been stabbed, bro.

Shit. Shit. Shit, no. Shit, shit.

Oh, no, no, you're fine. It's your nose.

Shit.

You're fine, you're fine. You're alright.

They take anythin'?

I don't know.

[sighs]

I... I think my wallet.

Sam.

Shit, I'm gonna leg it, bro. You takin' that?

No, you have it, mate.

Yep. Alright. [grunts]

[♪♪♪]

Hiya, you alright?

[grunts]

Hello, you alright? Yeah, I'm alright.

No, it's okay.

You've got nothing to worry about.

No, don't worry about me. Have you been fed?

Get you some dinner?

You alright, dad?

Can I... uh...

[gulps]

[gasps]

[♪♪♪]

[takes a deep breath]

[groans]

[indistinct chatter in background]

[MEL] Nathan?

Yeah. Where have you been?

I don't know... out.

Oh, really?

Yeah, doin' drugs.

Ha-ha, very funny.

Look, I was thinking

why don't we do you a little party,

just so the kids can give you a proper send off.

It'll be good.

You're a big part of this family, you know?

It's important.

It's a big, proper achievement, you know,

getting your own flat.

Especially in London, mate, it's not easy.

You've done really well and I'm proud of you.

I know I don't look it, but I am.

Come on, it's just a little party.

Alright, then. Yeah. We'll do a little party.

[MEL] Come here. [chuckles]

Man, you've got big.

[sighs]

Sleep well.

I'll see you in the morning, Mel.

I'll miss you, mate.

[♪♪♪]

[pants]

[♪♪♪]

[pants]

[♪♪♪]

[pants]

[♪♪♪]

[both giggling]

Come here.

[kissing]

[indistinct chatter]

Come on. Come on.

[chuckles]

Oh, I wasn't doing nothin'.

[chuckles]

Shhh, stop, stop it. Stop. Stop.

- [shushes] - [indistinct speech]

[shushes]

- [gasps] - [shushes]

No. Nah, seriously. We should talk about this.

Talk about what, huh? There's nothing to talk about.

Come on. Of course there's something to talk about.

What if she's not even there?

[kissing]

She told me that she'd be there, okay?

Yeah, what, like three years ago?

She might've moved or something. What if she's not there?

You're gonna come back, right?

- Yeah, maybe. - Maybe?

- Yeah, I don't... - Fuckin' maybe?

I don't know. Shh! There's a chance.

What sort of chance?

I don't know. A chance, alright?

Well, 90%, 80%, 70, 60, 50, 40?

- What? What do you say? - I don't know!

What? 1%?

What if... what if it's fuckin' 1%, Kayla, alright?

What are you gonna do then?

Look, come on, you know what I mean.

[KAYLA] You can't just leave me like that, Nathan.

I love you. I love you, Nathan.

Come on, why're you sayin' that?

Yeah. Don't do that.

[mimics punch]

Look, I was just in here playin' with my toys...

- ...and then you barged in... - No, you can't go...

...to Scotland Nathan. I don't want you to leave.

What happens if I don't let you leave?

What if she don't even want you?

Of course, she wants me.

[kissing]

Shh, don't say anything, please.

Nathan's running away to fucking Scotland!

Fuck sake.

[♪♪♪]

[sighs]

[♪♪♪]

I made you a bacon and plantain sandwich.

Here you go.

Now, you will eat that, yeah?

That one used to be your favorite.

Thanks.

Honestly, if you get tired, you can stop.

- How're you... - You got enough money...

You got enough money for a hotel?

- Yeah. - Okay.

Um... Be safe.

Alright.

[sighs]

[♪♪♪]

[SAM] What are you doing?

[NATHAN] Yeah.

Alright, man, um, I've got your wallet.

I found it on the road this morning

where those guys jumped you, but uh...

Yeah, your address was on it and I...

So, I thought I'd bring it around-

- Thanks. - Bring it back to you, you know?

[SAM] Was that everything in it?

Yeah, ‘course.

You went Ashford Green Primary, innit?

Your name's Sam.

Yeah, that's right.

My hair used to be like this.

I was showing off a fat forehead.

You don't remember me? No?

Alright, man, have a good day, yeah?

Look after yourself and... Wait, is it Nathan?

- Yeah, bro. - Nathan!

[chuckles]

Nice to... nice to see you, man.

Nice to see you, bro.

Yes. You're... you're bigger. Like you're a big lad.

Like not fat, but um, I mean taller, a lot...

A lot taller.

Yeah, alright, man. And you're still skinny and...

Well, you live here.

I didn't know you were posh, but nice, man.

That yours?

Oh, um, no, that's my mum's.

Oh, but she lets you drive it?

- Yeah. - Sick.

Well, would you like a lift? I was just off out.

I can drop you wherever.

You can put your bike in the back.

You goin' near a train station?

Yeah, whatever one you need.

[NATHAN] Where you goin'?

Up North.

What? Like North London or...

No, like North, North, outside of London.

Alright.

Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Cool.

You can uh, put the bike in the back.

No, no, man, I'll just ditch it.

Nice, man! This is spotless.

You close enough?

- Yeah. - [chuckles]

Sorry.

[sighs]

You alright?

Yeah, no, I just...

I just didn't get much sleep last night,

that's all. Is it clear?

Just use the mirror.

Yeah, but there's a blind spot, I just...

Just look down there, use the mirror, man, come on.

Yeah, man, it's fine. It's fine.

Let's get movin', man, yes!

[CYCLIST] Whoa, whoa, whoa, what're you doin'?

- Oh, fuck off, man. - You fuck off!

Your mum's a fuckin' prostitute!

Cycle on, you dickhead!

[chuckles]

“Your mum's a prostitute”, really?

[both chuckle]

Yeah.

Right. We clear?

Yeah, right, now you're clear. Let's go, bro.

The open road!

Wandsworth Common station,

that... that's good for you then, yeah?

Oh, yeah, I think so. That goes King's Cross, innit?

Takes you to Victoria,

but you can get a Tube from there.

Nice, nice, jeez. Nice.

Sorry.

Drive safe. Safe, safe, safe.

So, um, where you off to then?

[NATHAN] I'm goin' to Scotland, bro.

Nice.

Yeah, Scotland in about...

...20 minutes. Oh, shit, man.

What?

You're cuttin' it a bit fine, aren't you?

I had to get back your wallet, didn't I?

[SAM] Shit, I'm sorry.

I... I didn't mean to make you late for your...

No, I ain't serious, bro. I'm jokin'.

There's like one every hour, innit?

So, I've got loads of time. You good?

Yeah.

- Breathe, bro. - [chuckles]

- Hey, safe, bro. - Yeah.

Thanks, man.

Maybe I'll see when you're back from Scotland, yeah?

Oh, no, I'm gone for good.

Like, good, good, I mean.

Like I'm gonna live there.

Oh, right. Well, um, see you, mate.

Safe travels.

[NATHAN] Appreciate it, bro.

Hey, boss, your fuckin' machine ain't workin', man.

Yo, yo, yo, please don't swear at me.

No, come on, man.

Look, it gave me a return, I just want one way, yeah?

- And I'm gonna miss my train. - I don't care!

- You need to calm down! - I'm gonna miss my train!

Calm down? I'm late because your machine weren't workin,

alright? You know that?

You're lucky you're behind glass, you know?

You're lucky you're behind glass.

[TICKET OFFICER] Yeah, and what?

Look, what you made me do! Look, what you made me do!

[TICKET OFFICER] You're a joker.

[pants]

Everything alright?

Yeah, it's fine, man. It's good, it's good, it's good.

Aye, I might miss that train.

Yeah.

Yeah, you're definitely missing that train.

I... I can take you halfway.

Newcastle's basically near Scotland, isn't it?

Nah, it's alright, man. It's good.

Come on, Nathan. I owe you.

[sighs]

Hey, boss, um, I'm gonna need that money back.

Bro, I literally saved you and your face!

- [SAM] No, you didn't! - Yes, I did, man!

I literally saved your arse, bro!

No, before you got there,

I was literally about to unleash hell.

[overlapping speech] What hell?

Bro, you do not know the meanin' of hell, man.

What were you gonna do in that circumstance?

Nothin'.

You were literally... when I got there,

you were literally on the floor, cryin', man.

They were all around you

lookin' like they were about to fuck you

like you're their gigolo or some shit.

[Sam laughter]

You're lucky I got there, man.

You owe me in the next lifetime.

[chuckles]

Oh, man, you crack me up.

[♪♪♪]

Yeah, but you can fuck your own flatmates,

so that's a good setup, bro.

[SAM] But you're not supposed to, are you?

It's like, “Don't shit where you eat.”

[NATHAN] What's that supposed to mean?

Don't shit where you eat.

You've never heard of that saying?

It's like, “Don't shit on your own doorstep.”

That literally makes no sense, bro.

I don't get it.

Everyone knows you are not meant to sleep with the person

that you're living with at Uni.

Alright, so what's that got to do

with shittin' on some guy's doorstep?

Don't do something nasty

where you want to do something nice, that's all.

What, so you think sex is nasty?

- [SAM] No, I... - You're gonna die a virgin, bro.

[SAM] I didn't say that.

[NATHAN] You just said, “Sex is nasty.”

Have you ever done drugs?

No, I haven't. Have you?

You chat like someone who's done a lot of drugs, bro.

You say the most random shit.

[SAM] Where are you goin' to in Scotland then?

Uh, I don't know really.

I mean I got it written down. I'll have a look. Hang on.

Here. What's it say?

- Get it away! - Bro, just have a look!

I'm tryin' to drive!

Jeez, we're goin' literally 5 miles an hour, man.

Just have a look. Look.

Uh, lin... lilinlith... What does this say?

Lilinli... Lithe... uh, I don't know. It's foreign.

'Course it's foreign, it's Scottish.

So, what? You're going somewhere

and you don't even know what it's called.

I do know what it's called.

I just can't fucki... pronounce it.

Why are you going there in the first place?

I'm gonna visit my sister.

Oh, what? She lives there?

While I'm up there, I'll...

...find a bit of work and that.

Probably open a garage or something.

[SAM] Wait, so she could pick you up from Newcastle?

We're basically gonna be on the border of Scotland,

right?

She could come get you.

- Hello? - Huh?

[SAM] Your sister, she can come pick you up.

No, man. Um, no, I'm gonna go surprise her.

It's a surprise.

[SAM] What, like um, a surprise birthday party

or something?

Yeah, man, a surprise birthday.

- Hey, don't let this guy in. - Who?

This fuckin' taxi, bro, don't let him in!

Fuck's sake,

you can't let people treat you like that, man.

Beep the horn.

Beep the horn, go on.

What, you're not gonna beep the horn.

You're literally not gonna to beep the horn.

There you go, man.

- Left, bro. - What?

Left, left, go left now! Now! This way!

Why're you ignoring me, man? Left here!

I've got the map in front of me!

You said straight on on the map before.

Hey, hey, hey, go around again, yeah.

- Go around again, man. - We're goin' this way.

[NATHAN] What do you mean you're goin' this way?

- The motorway's that way! - I don't want to go that way...

[NATHAN] Nah, I wouldn't have gotten in the car

if we were going this way. This makes no sense!

Do your own directions.

[♪♪♪]

[sighs]

Can you not do that, please?

Come on, bro, learn to have a bit of fun.

Nathan, what're you doin'? Look, you'll chop your head off!

Get in!

Calm down, bro! It's all good, man.

We're in the slow lane,

ain't nobody gonna take my head off.

You need to calm down, bro! Have a bit of fun.

It's gonna be a waste of a journey otherwise.

You do know we've got a 5th gear, right?

[♪♪♪]

So, this is England, yeah?

- [SAM] Yeah. - Mad.

- Bro, did you see that? - [SAM] What?

It was like um, it was so cool.

It was like a... like a big tractor.

It's like the book I used to read as a little kid.

- The title of it um, the... - [SAM] What?

The... The Tr... The Red Tractor.

The Little Red Tractor. The Little Red Tractor, yeah.

The Little Red Tractor, man. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, I used to get read that book all the time, man.

Worth the re-read, you know?

[SAM] So um, what's the furthest North you've ever been?

Honestly? Camden Town.

[Sam chuckles]

I'm bein' serious, bro.

I ain't got the money to get out of London.

That's the trap.

[♪♪♪]

Nice here, though. Glad I left.

Shit.

[♪♪♪]

[DR. MERRETT] So, we'll start you on 100 milligrams a day.

That's quite high for someone your age,

so don't take any more than that, okay?

How do I know I'm happy

and it's not just the pills making me feel happy?

When we've agreed that you're feeling better,

we'll start reducing the dosage, yeah?

[♪♪♪]

[grunts]

Where are we?

[SAM] Petrol station.

How long was I asleep for?

Ages.

Oh! Man!

Oh, man, I needed that!

I was up all night shaggin', innit?

[chuckles]

Knackered, man.

Oh, what the f... I need a fucking moment.

I don't get it why you don't want me to touch you.

No, it's fine! Do... then fucking do it.

- [overlapping speech] - Oh, fuck's sake!

[overlapping conversation]

Kayla! Kayla! Back to your room now.

[overlapping conversation]

You're frightening the kids.

Bro, why the fuck you wearin' ‘em?

Well, how do you do it then?

Wait, what? Fill petrol up?

How'd you have a car

and you don't know how to refuel it?

Well, I haven't had to.

You screw the other way.

The loo... the other way, man. Lefty loosey.

Alright, look, let me do it.

And this is petrol, right?

What?

Your car ain't petrol, alright?

You're about to fuck up your own engine.

Your mum and dad can't be doin' everythin' for you.

Put that back.

Alright, you know what? Come here.

You do this.

It's about time you learned, man.

And take those bloody gloves off, man!

You look ridiculous.

[SAM] Uh, just the blue car please.

[PETROL STATION ATTENDANT] Uh, that's £40 please.

Uh, do you uh, have a bathroom?

[PETROL STATION ATTENDANT] Uh, yeah, just around the corner on the left.

Thank you.

If you get tired, you can stop.

[NATHAN] Your mum and dad can't be doin' everything for you.

[blows air]

[NATHAN] Hey, you want one?

No, I'm... I'm alright.

[NATHAN] You sure? Have one.

No. I'm... I'm full. Thank you.

You want some of this?

[SAM] No, I'm good, thanks. I've just eaten.

[NATHAN] Sure? There's others in there as well.

You want some of those?

Definitely not.

[NATHAN] Okay.

[RECORDED VOICE] It has not been possibleto connect you...

Jeez!

[SAM] You alright?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, just tryin' to phone my sister.

Um... Is she not in?

Nah, it's all good. She works, innit.

She works, so...

[NATHAN] You know this one?

["River" by Leon Bridges plays]

♪ Been travellin' these wide roads for so long ♪

♪ My heart's been far from you ♪

♪ 10,000 miles gone ♪

Oh, you can sing, bro! Shit!

[chuckles]

♪ Oh, I wanna come near and give you ♪

♪ Every part of me ♪

Yeah, keep going man. It's good.

♪ But there is blood on my hands ♪

♪ And my lips aren't clean ♪

♪ In my darkness I remember ♪

♪ Momma's words reoccur to me ♪

♪ Surrender to the good Lord ♪

♪ And He'll wipe your slate clean ♪

♪ Take me to your river ♪

♪ I wanna go ♪

♪ Oh, go on ♪

♪ Take me to your river ♪

♪ I wanna know ♪

♪ Hoo, oh, oh, whoa ♪

♪ Take me to your river ♪

♪ I wanna go ♪

♪ Lord, please let me know ♪

♪ Take me to your river ♪

♪ I wanna know ♪

Pbbt.

Oh, man, I need a piss.

What? You're not pissing in my car!

What do you mean? It ain't even your car!

It's your mum's car.

She ain't gonna find out! I'm bursting!

I don't care! You're not pissing in my mum's car!

I'm gonna turn the other way, man!

I don't give a shit.

You ain't gonna see my willy, alright? I promise.

Who says “willy”? What? Are you 9?

Alright, penis then.

You ain't gonna see my ginormous massive shaft of a penis, right?

- What am I meant to do? - I ain't jokin', Sam!

What am I meant to do? I'm on the motorway.

Yeah, it's an A-road!

The side is literally right there, man!

You can pull over there!

I can't it's only meant to be used for emergencies!

This is an emergency, man! I'm gonna piss myself.

Alright, see, look, 300 meters. It won't be long.

Just try not to think of, you know?

Waterfalls or... Stop, I know what you're doin'.

- People pissing themselves. - Just shut up, alright?

- [SAM] Or waves or rivers or... - [NATHAN] You're a twat...

[NATHAN]...you're a twat...

I'm gonna wee myself, Sam! I swear it!

Piss will cover this whole car!

Okay, just calm down, calm down!

[NATHAN] I am calm. Don't tell me to calm down!

- Shit! - Oh, fuck.

[pants]

Hey, you need to learn how to drive, bro!

You could have knocked me out then.

Hey, you should check if there's any spillage

on your seat, bro.

[chuckles]

I mean it could be a bit of piss.

It was getting close.

I was holdin' on for dear life, man.

Is that what you hit? You hit that?

We blo... bloody killed a dog.

Hey, you killed a dog. It's on you, you killed it.

Oh, it's got guts hangin' out. It's hardly breathing.

Oh, come on.

It's called “Teddy”.

You can call that, bro, if you care so much,

but I say we just get out of here.

[pants]

[RECORDED VOICE] The person you are calling is unable to take your call.

She's not answering. Should I leave a voicemail?

[RECORDED VOICE] Please leave your message after the tone.

Yeah, great idea. Make a friend while you're at it.

[RECORDED VOICE] Key hash at any time.

Hi, um, my name's Sam. We found your dog Teddy.

He's a... [sighs]

Listen, we're... we're just off the um, A1 near Scofton.

We can... I can drop him to you. I... I don't mind.

Just please, please um, give us a call back.

Thank you.

[pants]

You're kiddin' me. Another phone call.

[RSPCA OPERATOR] You have reached the RSPCA emergency line.

We prioritise calls to get help as quickly as possible

to animals who are most at immediate risk

of cruelty, and neglect.

For anything else,

please use the advice and guidance on our website

at RSPCA.org.uk.

Please select advice at the option.

If your pet needs emergency...

[pants]

You... you... you murdered it.

What?

What?

What? Say that again.

It's a fuckin' animal, man. It was in pain.

You were just longing out its sufferin'.

It... it... it was a pet. It belonged to a family.

Well, where the fuck are they? They should be lookin' after it!

It's on them, not us, alright? It's their fault.

Fuck's sake, man, they should have looked after it.

[Sam panting, puking]

Sam, come, let's get you cleaned up, yeah.

Stop lookin' at it.

Come, let's get you cleaned up.

We'll go to the services or something, alright?

We can't leave it.

[pants]

[♪♪♪]

[sighs]

I'll do this, get in the car.

[DOG LADY ON VOICEMAIL] I uh, um, I just got your message about Teddy.

Thank you so much. God, I'm so relieved.

It's been awful.

My little girl, she'll be so happy.

Um, uh, I was just uh,

just to say we can come and meet you if you like

or you can come to us.

We're just in Scofton.

It's 96 St Martin's Avenue, S81 2EM,

if that helps, whatever is easiest.

Just let me know how we can get him back.

Um, if you do wanna come over,

I can put the kettle on, say thank you.

I've got some cake here if you're hungry.

Um, anyway, thank you, Sam. So relieved.

[DOG LADY ON VOICEMAIL] Just give us a call back. Speak soon.

Have a lovely day. Bye.

Block her. Block her now, Sam.

I want to bury the dog.

[both pant]

[♪♪♪]

[SAM] Is it deep enough?

[NATHAN] Yeah, of course it is.

[SAM] Someone might dig it up.

No one's gonna dig it up.

I mean an animal.

It's gonna be fine, Sam.

You wanna say a few words?

Like what?

I don't know.

Like something religious.

No.

Bloody hell.

What?

It's beautiful, innit?

[♪♪♪]

[SAM] It's so hot in here.

Uh, man, you want a drink?

No. No, I'm alright.

I'm just... just feeling a bit sick.

Alright, you should eat something, man.

I ain't seen you eat anything.

You should drink something, man.

It'll make you feel better.

[SAM] I need to stop.

I can't do this. I'm knackered.

We need to find somewhere to stay.

I... I don't mind paying.

Can you just check your phone please?

Hotel. Yeah, yeah, hotel.

[SAM] Hi, um, can we get a room please?

[HOTEL RECEPTIONIST] How many nights was that?

Oh, just one. Yeah.

We have got a standard room, £49.

Yeah, sounds good. Thank you.

Uh, we can pay in cash, yeah?

[HOTEL RECEPTIONIST] Mmhmm. Uh... It's alright, you can pay me on checkout,

but I will need a cash deposit now.

Okay, um, how much would that be?

That's £20.

Oh, I got it, bro. You paid for the fuel, innit?

[SAM] Are you sure you can manage that?

Bro, I got money.

Why you actin' like I don't have money?

I've got money. Got money.

[HOTEL RECEPTIONIST] What brings you up here?

Um, I'm goin' up to Scotland and he's uh...

Just dropping something to my mum.

He's doin' that.

Where are you two from?

- South London. - London.

Uh, thought so.

So, where are you from?

Me? Manchester.

Nah, but like originally, originally,

where are you from?

[HOTEL RECEPTIONIST] From just outside of Salford.

Okay, but no, no, like uh, you sound posh though.

You don't sound like one of them Oasis guys,

Like the way you... way you...

[HOTEL RECEPTIONIST] What do you mean?

Like you know you're North... you sound like you...

You're North you know, I'm just sayin' you're Northern.

[sighs]

Hey, bro, I think she fancied me, you know.

No, she didn't.

Nah, she showed me the breakfast menu.

She was just being polite, right?

Nah, bro, you don't get it.

She leant over

and she showed me the 'breakfast menu', alright?

You're embarrassing.

Do you even know what you're doing?

No, look, no, you don't understand it.

I was talking about like full English.

Like it's a metaphor, bro, right?

You don't talk to women like that, okay?

Not every woman fancies you, Nathan.

Cozy.

Uh, I don't mind getting another room.

No, it's fine. It's £49. We'll make it work, man.

Alright.

Alright, beds don't split apart.

Uh, which side of the bed do you want?

Shotgun, right.

Right side.

I'm going to hop in the shower, okay?

Try and cool off.

[♪♪♪]

Sam, I'm goin' out for a walk, yeah?

[NATHAN] Goin' out for a smoke.

Yeah.

- [NATHAN] You good? - Yeah.

Yeah, no worries.

Alright, just goin' out for a walk.

[indistinct conversation]

[♪♪♪]

Fuck!

[yells]

[♪♪♪]

[indistinct chatter in background]

[sighs]

[♪♪♪]

[grunts]

That was a good walk. What you watchin'?

Hook.

The one with em, Robin Williams.

[indistinct TV chatter]

[grunts]

I found these on the floor.

Thanks.

[indistinct TV chatter]

You know, there's a conspiracy.

Where people say that Peter Pan is actually dead.

And the whole Neverland thing is just dead children.

That's why he could never grow up,

because he's already dead.

Why is Robin Williams a grown-up then?

That don't make any sense.

Because Spielberg fucked it.

Alright. Why is Captain Hook in heaven?

And what's a villain doin' in heaven?

[SAM] Because bad things happen everywhere.

Where there's good people,

there's bad people that don't give a shit.

You can't change them, even in heaven.

Look, it's Scarlett, Nathan.

[NATHAN] Not much of a heaven then, is it?

[sighs]

Alright, we're goin' out.

- What? - Yep, we're goin' out, man.

Give me this. What are you drinkin'?

Chamomile tea. Oh, mate!

Alright, fuck sake.

Oh, come on, we're sittin' in the dark.

It's fuckin' depressin'.

Let's go, you prick.

Hey, what's up, bro? What's up?

Keep your voice down, alright? I've got this.

Hi, um, can I get a bottle of vodka please?

Which one?

Whatever's your strongest?

Grey Goose.

- How much is that? - Forty-five quid.

Jeez, man, you should get a cheap one.

They all taste like nail polish anyway.

But Glen's makes my eyes water.

Yeah, ‘cause you're a little bitch.

Just get the own brand one then.

Alright. Yeah, the own brand one please.

Give me a pack of baccy and uh, filters, boss.

Don't be rude! You've got to say “please”.

I said “boss”.

Yeah, but “boss" isn't saying "please", is it?

- Yeah, it is. Ain't that right, boss? - Ay?

Look, can I have some ID please?

When you said “ID”, right,

I thought you at least meant a UK one.

You don't even look American, bro.

Well, what's an American look like then?

I don't know more uh, opioid addicted maybe.

Russell Taylor, though. You could be a Russell Taylor.

Does this work in London then?

Actually, it does,

as long as you know like everything on the card,

they don't even care.

Hmm. Alright, so what's your date of birth?

Uh, 19th of March 2005.

Alright. Your address please, sir.

- Shit. Um, that's 64 West... - Um? Um?

No, no, no, no, it's 64 West... You've been rumbled.

Hands up, motherfucker, hands up!

Give me the bag!

This drink is being confiscated, han-?

Get on the ground, sir!

On the fucking ground or I'll shoot your brains out!

[chuckles]

Yeah, well, they would have shot me sooner in America.

Yeah. Or just choked you out then.

- [NATHAN] Where are we going? - [SAM] Hmm

Oh, just a booze cruise, innit?

I guess so lad.

[chuckles]

Fuck, tastes like arse, mate.

How'd you know what that tastes like?

Jesus.

Oh, shut up. You can have some.

- Hmm. Mmhmm. - Yeah.

- [chuckles] - Mmhmm. Mmhmm. Mmhmm.

See? That's karma right there.

Mm, mm, mmhmm.

Oh, my God, that is disgusting.

Yeah.

You know what?

It will get bet... better, you know?

With each swig, let it marinate.

Hmm.

Mm.

So, what's your sister like then?

No, like... [both chuckle]

What the fuck you mean by that?

No, like why is she in Scotland?

Oh.

Uh, she was in foster

and then she uh, went up to Scotland

to be in a halfway house.

Hmm, sorry.

Mm. What are you sorry about, bro?

Nothing wrong with a foster home.

Probably better than most proper homes.

No, uh, I... I wasn't saying that.

It's just... well, how come she's there?

We just got split up, man.

What? They can do that? Split you both apart?

That can't be fair.

You're telling me, man. That's why I'm goin' up there.

I'm gonna go be... be with her, you know?

Hmm.

So, you were in a foster home then?

Uh, I was until this mornin'.

Wait, so you did run away?

I didn't run away. You leave after you're 18.

If anythin' they chuck you out, man.

I left before I wasn't wanted.

Yeah, well, when were you 18?

Turned 18 today.

What? No, you're kidding, right?

You turned 18 today?

Yeah.

Mate, well, happy birthday!

Come on, we've got to go out, celebrate.

[NATHAN] Calm down you weirdo. Jesus.

We've got to celebrate you know, go clubbing.

Come on.

I'm fucking good, alright. I'm...

- Come on. - You're scaring...

You're scaring me, man. I'm good.

Let's find a club, you know?

I'm good. This is good.

Get some Jägers.

This is good. No. No Jägers, man. This is good.

Oh, you're boring.

Give it here.

This is fine, man. This is enough.

Alright, I'm goin' for a piss.

Sam! Come and look at this, man!

[SAM] What is it? Your big willy?

Nah. Uh, something much smaller, man.

[grunts]

Come on in, bro!

[SAM] What? Wait for me!

Don't be a pussy, bro!

Water's gonna be warm!

[yells]

[SAM] Is it cold?

Of course, it's cold! It's fuckin' England!

Uh, help! Shark! Shark! Shark!

Oh, fuck! Bro, it's freezing!

It's lovely over here, man. It's warm. I just pissed.

[SAM] Uh, come on.

[grunts]

Don't look. My willy's fuckin' tiny.

Do you want your clothes?

[both chuckle]

- No. No, no, no, no! - Come on, man.

No.

Come on, brother. Come on!

[yells]

[indistinct speech]

[both grunt]

[laughs]

[pants]

[groans, coughs, grunts]

[♪♪♪]

Fuckin' freezin'.

[grunts]

No. No, no, no! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it, Nathan.

No! No!

[chuckles]

[grunts]

Sand!

Fuck off! Fucking hell!

Pay back!

[cheers]

What?

[cheers]

- Fuck you! - Fuck you!

How can you fuckin' do that?

[cheers]

[NATHAN] Yeah!

Wooh!

[pants]

[SAM] Happy birthday.

[♪♪♪]

[SAM] Now you're 18, do you feel like an adult?

Like do you feel different?

Yeah, of course, I experienced too much, man.

Life's shown me too much unlike you.

Why do you do that do?

Do what, man?

No, seriously, why do you do that?

Always patronising me.

I'm literally a month younger than you.

You're always calling me "little” and" posh kid”.

[NATHAN] I don't mean it like that, man.

It's just about experience, that's it.

It's got nothing to do with a birthday.

My sister was a bloody grown-up when she was 12 years old.

You know, one day, she took me to Brighton Pier

and I wanted to play on these arcade games, yeah.

She's like, “Nah, you can't play on ‘em,

they're too violent.”

She was actually 12 and I was like 10, man.

So annoyed.

I was like, “Alright,

then if you ain't gonna let me play gun games,

then I'm... I'm gonna just backflip

off the edge of the pier", you know?

I just said it as a joke.

I was a piece of shit that day.

Is that why they split you up then, because of that?

That isn't that bad, is it?

[NATHAN] I ran away. I circled back.

I played those arcade games for like 25 minutes

and that's when she must have been looking for me

everywhere.

She was at the edge of the pier.

She thought I did that backflip.

Thank God the fisherman was there, bro, ‘cause...

I couldn't do anything, man.

I just wanted to see someone cared and gave a shit.

What a piece of shit, man.

I didn't deserve her.

[SAM] You're not a bad person, Nathan.

[NATHAN] Well, you don't know me, Sam.

I do. [NATHAN] You don't.

You're not a bad person

just from something you did in the past.

I'm sure she forgives you.

You're a good person, you've got a good heart, okay?

You're a good guy.

[♪♪♪]

Your mum never tell you not to play with your food.

Why everythin' on your plate's so tiny?

It's like you're havin' breakfast with dwarves.

Well, at least it fits in my mouth.

Shit. I'm sorry.

-Fuck's sake, man, -Sorry.

- What? No, get off, bro. - Sorry, I...

- Stop, aright? I got it. - Right.

You're makin' it worse, Sam.

- You're makin' it worse, man. - No, no, no.

Right, fuck off, alright? I've got it!

[♪♪♪]

- [SCARLETT] Hello? - Hey, hey!

- [SCARLETT] Hello? - Scarlett, it's Nathan.

[SCARLETT] Oh! Oh, can you hear me?

Yeah, yeah, can you hear me? It's Nathan. Scarlett.

[Scarlett laughing]

[SCARLETT ON VOICEMAIL] Uh, just joking.

[VOICEMAIL] Please leave your message after the tone.

[♪♪♪]

[sighs]

[indistinct chatter]

- Alright, let's get out of here, bro. - Huh?

Let's go. Get your stuff.

You haven't even finished your breakfast.

Get your stuff, bro.

Whatcha... we haven't paid for the room.

Sam, let's fucking go, bro. Let's go, brother.

Ow.

- Hey! - This is the reception.

- What? - Yeah.

[laughs]

Ow, yeah!

Nathan.

Come on, bro, let's go, man!

[indistinct speech]

Keys, bro! Keys! Get the keys! Open!

Yeah, man. Yeah.

Let's go, bro!

Good, yeah, yeah.

Yeah. Let's go! I'm in!

- Fuck's sake, go! - [SAM] Shit!

- Faster, go, faster! - Shit!

Faster!

[laughs]

- What? - Your face.

- Why're you laughing? - Your face, bro.

[chuckles]

Why're you laughing?

I already paid. I paid, didn't I?

That's not funny, Nathan.

That was hilarious, man!

You went around that corner like Fast & Furious, bro!

[♪♪♪]

[laughs]

So, do you like smokin' then?

Yes, it's okay. A bit pointless though, really.

Yeah, bro, you're not breathin' it in, alright?

Go again. That, yeah.

Alright, take it in, hold it, hold it, hold it, hold it.

[coughs]

Hey, there you go my young warrior.

That's the one.

Nah.

Alright, don't dash it, I'll have it.

Waste nothin', man.

Man's a fuckin' dragon.

You're stupid.

[NATHAN] I'm a dragon, bro.

They will kill you.

They're not killing me, bro. I am.

It's me doin' it.

[SAM] Nah, you're in denial.

I'm in denial? That's rich coming from you.

What? What do you mean by that?

Don't play games, man. You know what I mean.

Well, no, I... I don't actually.

[NATHAN] Alright then, you want me to say it?

You don't eat, do you?

Huh? What's with that?

Why can't you say it to me, man? I ain't gonna tell anybody.

You don't eat.

Alright then, say nothin'. No more talkin' now.

Okay. Alright.

Look, I know... I know it's messed up, alright?

[NATHAN] What is?

I don't know.

Girls usually get it, don't they?

What?

Like making yourself sick and that or...

No, no. I... I don't do that.

It's just everything in my life is out of control,

except this.

I'm in control of this.

Yeah, it is pretty fucked up.

I know it's fucked up.

I just feel so trapped.

Just so, so, so trapped.

[sighs]

I'm unhappy and tired.

Just tired.

Just think what's the point? What's the fucking point?

You wanna talk about the pills?

Those pills you've got. Talk about them.

No, right, no, I think you...

I... I don't want to talk about that again.

Yeah, bro. Go, get it out of you.

I don't wanna talk about it.

- I think you've gone too far! - Get it out, man!

I don't wanna talk about this shit.

[overlapping speech]

- I don't care! No, listen! - Bro, you need to talk...

You're not even fucking supposed to be here, okay!

You're not even supposed to be here!

I'm meant to be here on my own!

And you don't shut up!

You don't shut up!

Can you shut the fuck up for once please!

[sobs]

We're nearly there.

[sighs]

I can um... I... I can drop you uh...

I can drop you to Scotland.

It's fine. It's out of the way, bro.

No, honestly, I... I don't mind.

I will do my mum's thing after, it's okay.

No, go and see your mum, man.

No, I... No, look, I ain't that embarrassing, am I?

I don't have to meet her, alright?

I ain't gonna try and bang your mum or nothin', man.

I'll... I'll get the train.

I didn't mean that. I just...

Shit.

- You fuckin' kiddin' me? - Fuck.

[NATHAN] I... I ain't talkin', man. That's on you.

What do you mean it's on me?

You ran it over! I told you to block her!

You saved her number!

Yeah, but I'm not...

I was trying to do the right thing!

Killin' it was the right thing, okay?

What do you mean killing it...

Killin' it was the right thing!

You said that the dog was fine.

You shouldn't give people false hope, Sam, right?

Block her. Block her now! Do it, man.

[sighs] [NATHAN] Sam, do it.

[DOG LADY ON PHONE] Hi, hello? Hello?

Is that Sam?

Speak.

- [DOG LADY ON PHONE] Hello? - [NATHAN] Speak.

Hi, yeah, this is Sam speaking.

[DOG LADY ON PHONE] Oh, thank God!

I've been trying to get hold of you for ages.

Um, how's Teddy doing? Is he there?

Um, yeah. Teddy's fine.

He's... he's okay. We...

[DOG LADY ON PHONE] Oh, great! So, shall I come and...

No, no, no, s... no, sorry. S... this is... this is Nathan.

I'm... I'm friends with Sam.

I was there when we found your dog.

Look, we found him on the side of the road

and he wasn't in the best state.

He died. We... we buried him. Alright?

I'm... I'm... I'm sorry, okay?

[dog lady sobbing] Alright, just leave it.

I'm sorry, we tried.

I've said the truth, Sam. Just leave it.

We... we stayed with him until the end.

- Hang up, bro. Hang up. - I'm so... [sighs]

I'm sorry.

[sighs]

They're the ones that left it, not us.

They're the ones in the wrong, Sam.

That's not an owner who cares.

They should've been lookin' after it.

What was it doin' out there, on its own?

Just left it by itself.

[♪♪♪]

What're we doin' here?

What're we doin' here, Sam?

This can't be it.

What's up?

Sam!

Oh, man.

[sobs, sniffles]

[♪♪♪]

What're you doin', man?

Just go back to... go back to the car.

What's this?

No, go back to the car. It's my thing.

It's my choice, okay? No. No.

You've got to give it to me.

- [indistinct speech] - Give it to me.

My choice, okay?

It's my choice!

You don't fucking know. You think I'm this posh kid.

It's my fucking choice.

You don't have a fucking clue. You don't know.

You don't have a fucking clue.

You don't have a fucking clue.

You don't have a fucking... [sobs]

It's gonna be alright.

[sobs]

You ain't alone.

[sobs]

[takes deep breaths]

[indistinct speech]

[taking deep breaths]

[♪♪♪]

Look out there.

You ain't alone, man.

[taking deep breaths]

[♪♪♪]

[sobs]

[♪♪♪]

[takes deep breaths]

[♪♪♪]

Do you wanna say a few words?

[♪♪♪]

[sighs]

Alright, let's get the heating on.

There it'll warm up, yeah? Just a minute.

You should've told me.

Sorry.

[NATHAN] No, you don't need to apologise.

I lost my mum, too.

She killed herself.

Don't worry. I don't remember.

I was only crying ‘cause my sister was.

I didn't really know what was going on.

She's your mum, isn't she?

Yeah, but I'm sure she loved you.

If she loved me, she wouldn't have left.

You can't say that.

You can't say that.

Nathan, it's not... it's not your fault.

You're... you're not this bad person

you think you are. You're not.

That night when you were bein' mugged,

I stole your wallet.

I was the one who stole your money.

I know.

I saw you.

Why didn't you say anythin'?

Jesus.

What is it?

Nothin'.

I do remember her. I can see her now.

I remember her every day.

She was beautiful.

She was perfect.

She was the sort of mum you'd want to have

if you could choose.

She's the sort of mum you'd want.

She's the perfect ghost.

[♪♪♪]

So yeah, it should be right here, number eight.

This is it then.

Thank you, man.

[chuckles]

Wow.

Fuck yourself.

[chuckles]

You're welcome.

Where you goin' after this?

I'll go back to London.

Good.

You're gonna be good, man.

I'm nervous.

If I was to backflip off the pier,

would you jump in after me?

But then we'd both be in the water then.

That's not gonna help anybody, is it?

[indistinct chatter in background]

[chuckle together]

Alright, fuck it, yeah, I would backflip in with you.

Both go down together.

Alright, this is it then.

See you in the next lifetime, bro.

See ya.

Yeah, man. Love you.

Yeah, you too, man.

- Alright, go, man! - [chuckles]

I don't want you to see me cryin' over there.

You sure?

Yeah, bro, I'm good. I'm alright.

I'm alright now.

[sighs]

[♪♪♪]

[sighs]

[MAN] Can I help you?

Hey. I'm... I'm here to see Scarlett.

- What're you fuckin' doin'? - You're shutting the door on me!

Look, I'm sorry, uh, uh...

Uh, I'm Nathan, I'm Scarlett's brother.

I came from London. Scarlett's my sister.

Sorry, sir, wrong address. I apologise.

Hey, Scarlett.

Someone's here to see you.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]