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You murdered her! You murdered her!

He's telling the truth!

Did you give her something?

You're a real lying bitch, aren't you? This is all your fault. You're never

gonna see her again. Never again! Did my mother tell you to expel him? I have no

idea what you are talking about. You're lying. She did. Lily, this is enough.

I'm going to get cleaned up.

Please don't leave.

I don't want her to feel like she's being punished. She's been torn up as it

Well, if you would just come with me tomorrow to see Maplewood, you'd see

not an asylum.

It's serene. It's lovely. It's exactly what Lily needs right now.

Why are you so intent on sending her away?

I am not intent. I...

I'm trying to help her so she doesn't hurt herself.

We just talked to her. Oh, my God, we've done that. Okay, listen, fine. We get

this Maplewood psychologist.

She can go to him every day.

But she does it privately. At least that way, she will be at home with us.

You know what it is? You think that by sending her to Maplewood, we're

defeat, that somehow we failed as parents.

It's not about us, Will. It's about Lily and what's right for her.

They're these little microorganisms that burrow their way into your skin and

make these pussy abscesses. Mason, we're eating.

Lily, how are you feeling?

Better, thanks.

Barbara, would you please bring a plate for Lily?

I'm sorry about what happened at school.

Is Mr. Feldman going to suspend me?

No, no, sweetheart. He's just worried about you.

We all are.

Hey, Lily.

We're glad to see you're feeling better.

Is there anything you want to talk about?

I'm just sorry for everything.

Lily, you don't know.

Happy I am to hear you say that.

Your mother and I have been talking about ways that we could help you.

Do you want to take a break from school for a while?

No, no.

I just want things to get back to normal.

That's what we want, too.

We think it's important that we get you some help, someone to talk to, a

psychologist.

Okay. Great.

That's great. Your mom knows a doctor. He's the best in the business.

I'm sure.

Maybe we can get you into the team tomorrow?

Lily, I'm so relieved.

We love you, Lily.

I love you, too.

You sure you're feeling better?

Yeah.

You're not just telling us what we want to hear, are you?

No.

Were you outside our door earlier? I thought I heard something in the hall.

Oh.

Guess I'm asleep.

Talk in the morning.

There's these little microorganisms that burrow their way into your skin and

make these little pussy abscesses on your skin.

Oh, I talked to Dr.

Darwell's office. He said he'd be happy to see Lily.

I think he's here today.

Good.

You know, I was supposed to go to New York this week to interview some editor

candidates, but don't worry, I postponed it.

Why?

I just don't think I should be leaving town at a time like this. Well, you

Lily. She says she's feeling better.

Well, I think I should be around, don't you?

What are you saying? You don't think I can take care of her?

I'm not saying that.

Don't you want me here?

The best way we can help Lily is to just keep living our lives. You should keep

going to work and I should keep doing whatever it is I do.

Yesterday you wanted to have her committed. Today you're pretending like

ever happened. What's going on with you? Is there something you're not telling

me? No.

God.

I'm sorry about the other day. I don't know what came over me.

Lily, you have always been a model student.

I don't expect anything less from you.

Okay, then.

You don't want to be late for your class.

Hi.

Hi, honey. Hi.

I thought you were considering a stay for her at Maplewood.

Well, Lily assures us she's all right.

And my husband feels that if we send her to Maplewood, we have somehow failed

his parents.

However, there's one more incident. I think you'll see that it's her last

choice.

Well, maybe without Henry around, she won't be so distracted.

I hope so.

If you could please keep an eye out for her.

If her teachers notice anything, anything at all. If she says anything

or she tries to leave school during the day. Oh, believe me, you have my word.

Thank you. We really appreciate your support.

I'm going to call a meeting of all of Lily's teachers.

I'll be watching her every move.

Thank you.

My pleasure.

Robert?

David, don't just barge in on me like that.

Sorry. Tom Bell is here.

Who? Beth's boyfriend.

He's reporting for work. It's his first day. Yeah, yeah. Okay, we'll send him

in.

Tom, how are you? I'm happy to be working. But to be honest, I've been

Yeah, I heard some crazy crap has gone down the last couple of days.

Yeah, my brother has just been spinning out.

What happened?

Well, we had a huge fight over everything.

And I was pretty hard on him. So to pay me back, he ran away. And I packed

everything, took off.

Would he leave a note?

I think he just needs some time to cool off, and he'll be back.

My brother ran away 15 times, and now he can't seem to get rid of him.

Anyways, I'm glad you're here.

Yeah, you know, I'm eager to get started, get my mind off of everything

Yeah, I was going to find a perfect position for you, but I have to admit I

dropped the ball.

Oh, well, I don't have to start today.

I could start another day, or... No need.

I hate my assistant. You can replace him until I find a better position. David!

Oh, I don't know.

You're fired.

Tom's going to replace you, so just pack your stuff and get up.

You know what? You're a jerk.

Oh, really? A jerk?

Well, you can forget about the nasty recommendation I was going to write you.

And everyone in the office thinks you're gay.

Oh, yeah?

You wish, pal!

All right, let's show you the ropes. Your desk's right out here.

I think he's scared.

I just wish he'd get in touch with me.

Bones, police, they drug you, they try to girl -interrupt you.

Henry's gone? Where have I been?

Jenny, you don't understand.

I'm sorry you're upset and stuff.

Your mother thinks that by intimidating Henry and threatening to...

Send me away. I'm just going to drop this.

I'm just going to do what she does.

Pretend everything's normal and just do what I have to do.

Where are you going?

To class.

We finally have something interesting to talk about and you want to go to class.

I can't get in trouble. My mother's looking for any excuse to send me to

Maplewood. Hey, what's wrong with Maplewood?

There's a lot of hot guys there.

I mean, they're a little screwed up and everything, but... Meet me after school.

I have to go to a psychologist.

God, you're so lucky.

What? I need you.

Yeah, what else is new?

Bill's getting suspicious. You have to convince him to take the trip to New

York. I want him away from Lily until things calm down.

I'll see what I can do.

Just do it, please.

Okay.

Robert, where's Henry?

It doesn't matter where Henry is. He's not going to be a problem to us anymore.

Is he suspicious?

One thinks Henry ran away because of him.

Good.

We need to talk about Nate.

Listen, not now.

It's time we told him the truth.

It's the only way he's going to leave this alone.

Fine. Then you do it.

What's wrong with you?

I'm up to my neck in this stuff. I'm sweating bullets over here.

You think I'm not?

We have to stick together.

Yeah, well, sticking together is what screwed me up in the first place.

Catherine, I'm just getting tired of doing your dirty work.

It's not mine.

Dirty work.

I'll talk to you later.

Hi, Emily.

Hi, Robert.

Hi, listen, I need to, uh, I need to have sex.

Right now?

Yeah, I'm a little worked up. I need to work off some steam, you know? Okay, um,

but the support staff are throwing a birthday lunch for Melanie.

Oh, come on. Emily, I know you don't like doing it in my office. We could go

across the street and get out of town.

Well, that sounds nice. It's just kind of short notice.

Okay, I'll go ask Becky.

No, no, no.

It's okay. I can do it.

Just let me find somebody to get this gift to.

Hey, Tom.

There's a birthday party for Melanie. Tell her that's from Emily. We're going

be out of the office for a few hours.

Okay, sure.

Melanie.

Do me a favor and quit giving me that look.

What look?

You know what look.

Be back in an hour.

You must be Lily.

Come on in.

Come on in.

Why don't you sit right there?

Okay.

I guess the first question is, why are you here?

You know why I'm here.

I'm sure my mother told you.

She made this appointment. She spoke with you. I'm sure she told you

She told me that you haven't been acting like yourself.

She told me there were two incidents.

One involving the police.

and another at school.

She told me that she wanted to find somebody for you to talk to.

And that's it.

You seem suspicious of your mother's motives.

Do you want to tell me about your mother, Lily?

Ma 'am?

You all right?

Are you a parishioner here?

Sort of.

Sort of?

We give money.

I'm Glenn Collins. I'm the new associate rector.

Hi.

You seem upset.

Is there anything I can do for you?

No, I just, I think I want to be alone. Thank you. Of course.

I hope you feel better.

Peace be with you.

Lily, I'm not going to force you to talk.

But I do want to assure you that anything you say to me is completely

confidential.

Okay.

I think my mother is a murderer.

Dad, I want to go see Uncle Nate after school.

See how he's doing.

Absolutely not.

Honey, Nate's trying to get sober.

When he's clean, you can go see him, all right?

Dad, you have another appointment with Dr. Darwell today.

She seeing a shrink?

No ice cracks.

No, no, I want to see a shrink, too.

I think I've got multiple personality disorder.

You have one personality, Mason, and it's annoying.

I was thinking that we should start going back to Holy Shepherd.

We went last Easter.

I was thinking we should start going every week as a family.

Give it up, Mom.

We're doomed to hell.

Hi.

Do you know who that is?

No, he must be a senior.

Seniors are so snobby. I can't wait till I connect with him.

I need your help today.

What, you want me to go dig up some bones or something?

No, but it's along the same lines.

Yes, please.

Or why don't you just let me be involved?

Okay. During lunch, I want you to help me break in the principal Feldman's

office. No way. You want to get me expelled?

I know my mother got Henry Keith out of school. There has to be some paper trail

in his office that can prove it.

Do you want to be involved or do you just want to sit on the sidelines for

rest of your life?

Lily, you don't have to push my buttons, okay?

I'm in.

So do you want to break in a window or, like, shoot me down a ventilator shop?

Hey, Nate.

Hey. Oh, it's for you.

How you doing?

Awesome. Been dry heaving for three days.

Oh, glad you're getting help.

I'm sure you are.

Look.

I'm trying to take care of myself here.

And there's nothing that makes me want to get loaded more than you stopping by

with flowers and your insincere best wishes.

They're not insincere.

And everybody wants to get better.

Yeah, right.

Look, my addiction is the best thing that ever happened to this family.

You think I'm a pain in the ass now?

Just wait until I'm sober.

What's that mean?

This whole little secret cabal with you, Mom, Dad, and Robert. I'm gonna bust it

open.

So get ready.

So what do you want from us?

The truth.

Obviously.

That's why I'm here.

Tell you the truth, not to bring you flowers.

You deserve to know it.

You deserve to know the story of our family.

Maybe once you hear it, you'll understand why I wanted to protect you.

And you'll understand why we have to keep it a secret.

And maybe you'll forgive me.

God, Kim Abernathy got suspended for stealing someone's purse.

Did you know that?

She's a bitch. What a klepto.

Here's Henry's file.

What does it say?

Jenny, go stand outside the door.

Why? Make sure he doesn't come in here.

Oh, right. I'll be a lookout. Hey, put away that file on Kim Abernathy.

Principal Feldman!

What is it, Jenny?

Kim Abernathy stole my purse.

Well, what's that?

No, my other bag, my Prada bag.

It's totally expensive.

I just saw her go into the cafeteria.

Could you please go talk to her? She's out of control.

All right, Jenny, I'll go and talk to her.

Thank you so much.

Oh, my God, I think I just got Kim Abernathy arrested.

Did you find anything?

No, nothing.

Lily, maybe this school isn't a part of some big conspiracy.

Maybe Henry lost his scholarship because he wasn't doing his homework.

Well, why'd you cancel your trip to New York?

I postponed it. There's too much going on at home right now.

Listen, I thought I'd go. You don't need to meet all those editors. I could take

some meetings for you, just kind of report back to you.

Well, I was planning on going at the end of the month.

Some of those A -list guys might get snatched up pretty quick. We should move

fast, don't you think?

Yeah.

Yeah, we should.

Well, you got a lot going at home, I understand, so I'll just go.

It is just a few days.

I suppose if I took the red eye, I could be home by the weekend. You know what?

Why don't you let me look into it?

Okay. I should probably do that, but thanks for the offer.

Sure, just let me know. Okay.

Oh, hey.

God, you saved my life yesterday. Thank you so much.

Melanie gave me a big guilt trip for missing her party.

You're having regrets?

No.

Hey, I was wondering if, um... Do you want to go out some night?

To a hotel?

No, no, like to dinner or, you know, like a movie.

What, you mean like a date?

Yeah, yeah, like a date.

Oh.

Yeah, sure, that'd be nice.

Oh, what about tomorrow night? Are you busy?

Hmm.

No.

Good. I'll make a reservation at Easter at 45.

Okay.

Bye.

It sounds like you're experiencing a profound sense of paranoia.

Uh, yeah.

Have you always had an uneasy relationship with your mother?

Or has the idea of a murder created this distrust?

It's not an idea of a murder. It is a murder.

My Uncle Nate saw it happen.

He was five years old.

We found the body.

Forget it.

Obviously you don't believe me.

What makes you say that?

Because you're not calling the police.

Lily, if you had evidence that suggested your mother or anybody else in your

family was a murderer,

I'd be the first to call the police.

But, to be honest, listening to you reminds me of a patient

recounting a dream.

The details are hazy, emotions are overblown, and the crime itself

is rich with symbolism.

But when taken as fact, it's a little preposterous.

What are you thinking?

I'm thinking how much longer is this session going to last?

I just

got

placed here. I moved in August.

Oh. From where, originally?

Iowa.

Iowa?

Is that right?

Cedar Springs.

Well, since you're new in town, I could introduce you to Pasadena. I could

arrange a dinner. Oh, no, you're too kind. No, it would be my pleasure.

I'm sorry, what is your name again? Glenn Collins.

Glenn. It would be my pleasure, Glenn.

You can reach me through the office or on my cell phone.

If there's any trouble, I can be back here in a matter of hours.

Will, it's going to be fine.

I shouldn't go. This trip can wait.

It's going to be ridiculous.

You're only going to be gone a few days.

I don't want to be away from Lily, even for a few days.

Honey, she's doing much better. She's in therapy.

She's not talking about dead bodies anymore.

She's not talking at all.

Will, you can't ignore the paper.

You've only been publisher for a few weeks. They're scrutinizing your every

move. You should go.

I promise you, if anything out of the ordinary happens, I'll call you.

Okay?

Are you shoving me out the door?

No.

Goodbye.

Have a good trip.

Call me when you get to the hotel.

I love you.

I love you.

Where's Dad going?

New York.

He'll be back in a few days.

You're stuck with me now.

And I swear I was about to puke when I saw Principal Feldman because Lily was

totally about to get busted. So I told him that Kim Aberdeen had stolen my

purse. What are you doing?

Nothing. I was just telling him about yesterday.

Are you crazy?

Did you tell him everything else?

No, no. I just told him about how we broke into Principal Feldman's office.

Jenny, why?

I don't know. I got excited. Sorry, I couldn't help myself.

I'm not tight -lipped like you, Lily.

I needed your help today, but forget it if I can't trust you.

You can trust me.

What is it?

Okay, so I called around and I found out Renee's getting treatment. I want to

see him during lunch.

I need you to drive me.

Do you want to ditch school?

Thank you so much for giving me another chance.

Seriously, I won't say anything.

Okay. I'll see you at the library.

Hey.

Hi. I saw you the other day.

Yeah, in Dr.

Darwell's office.

Right. You go to see him?

My parents are forcing me to waste the time.

You don't like him?

Do you like him?

Well, he's my father, so... Oh, my God.

Yeah, I like him.

I'm so sorry. I just... I thought you were his patient.

Oh, it's okay.

I mean, it's not that I don't like him.

It's just hard to explain.

It's cool. I understand. You don't have to explain.

But he's a good guy, as far as psychologists go.

And dads, for that matter.

What's your name?

Lily.

Charlie. Darwell.

All right, I'll see you later, Lily. Okay, bye.

Such a mom.

Hey, Lily.

How'd you get here?

Denny drove me.

She's mad because I won't let her come in.

You want to sit down? Yeah, yeah.

I don't really have much time, so I have to get back to school.

How are you?

I'm okay.

With Henry gone and you here, I feel like I'm going crazy.

Like I'm the only one who really knows what happened that night.

What is it?

Those memories I had.

I don't know.

What do you mean? What don't you know?

Maybe I was just confused.

It was a long time ago.

Maybe I was so mad at everybody, I worked up over nothing.

Nate, Henry and I found the body.

Are you sure?

Really?

All my life, I've been trying to run away from our family, and it's gotten me

nowhere.

I mean, before... Before you turn your back on them, you better know exactly

what you're doing. You better be absolutely sure.

Otherwise, it's probably best to let it go.

What?

What did they do to you?

There's no bad guys in this. There's no good guys. I mean, a sad, broken family,

that's all.

Don't look at me. Don't look to me anymore. I don't know.

Catherine, how are you today?

I'm good, thanks.

Glenn, right?

Yes.

You know, we were talking yesterday about having that dinner, and I was

wondering if you wanted to come over tonight.

My husband's away on business.

Besides, I'm thinking about making a major gift at the end of the year, and

Shepherd would be the perfect place.

You do such good work with the community, so maybe you could come over

could...

discuss how to allocate funds.

Well, Catherine, if you want to make a donation to the church, that would be

wonderful. But if you're looking for some companionship, I'd be more than

to come and spend some time with you.

There's no need to lure me in with promises of major gifts.

It's been a rough week.

I just need someone to talk to.

An outside perspective.

What time would you like me to come over?

Eight o 'clock?

Four thousand sandwich fell on the Arroyo.

Great.

I'll see you tonight.

What are you feeling?

Sad.

I miss Henry.

He promised me he wasn't going to leave me.

You feel abandoned?

I love him.

That's interesting.

You say you love him.

But the only thing he seems to have brought you is pain.

From the first day you met him.

He was provoking you.

Trying to turn you against your family.

And in many ways one could argue against yourself.

Now you question everyone else's motives.

And yet you never seem to question his.

Because it wasn't like that.

Okay.

But you seem afraid to even consider the possibility.

I'm not afraid. I just... I don't believe it.

But what if, Lily?

What if he's troubled or malicious or vengeful?

Is it possible that a young man with a chip on his shoulder might want to boost

his own ego by unraveling one of the most powerful families in the country?

Is it possible that Henry manipulated you?

That he lied about your mother trying to seduce him?

Is it possible that he planted those bones in the backyard so that you would

find them?

And where is he?

Is it possible that he ran away because he's so ashamed of what he's done?

I can't do this right now.

I gotta go.

from the Holy Shepherd is coming up for dinner.

Please don't make me eat with you. The religious people will scare me.

Fine. No problem.

Thanks.

Hi.

Hi.

You look beautiful.

I guess I'm underdressed. Oh, no, no. Please, come in.

Hello? Hey, Lily, it's Charlie.

Darwell. Oh, hi.

I shouldn't be calling you. You're my dad's patient, and it's none of my

business. But I wanted to call and make sure you were okay.

Yeah, I'm fine.

Well, that's good.

Hey, I don't know if you were worried about this, but I wanted to let you know

that I would never tell anyone at school that you were seeing my dad or

anything. Not that there's anything to be ashamed of.

I see a psychologist.

Not my dad.

You know, it's someone else. I think it's healthy to talk about your

I'm rambling.

Uh, anyway, I'm glad to know that you're feeling better, and I guess

I'll see you at school?

Okay. Thanks for calling.

It was nice of you.

Yeah, no problem.

Okay, take care, Lily.

Okay.

Well, trust me, I know what it feels like to be lonely. I mean, my entire

family's in Iowa.

The past two months have been the loneliest of my life.

Well, at least you have an excuse.

My entire family's right here.

My husband had an affair.

Oh.

I'm sorry.

I don't mean to make you uncomfortable.

Oh, no.

Please, I'm...

I'm here to listen.

Well, I always wanted to be the perfect wife

and the perfect marriage.

And, I don't know, ever since I found out about... I just

feel like, what's the point?

Why even try?

Why make all these sacrifices?

I should just do what I want.

What do you want?

I don't know.

I could get back at him.

I could have an affair, sleep with someone, sleep with you even.

Oh, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, I shouldn't be talking like this in front of you. No, you're a man

the cloth from Iowa, LA.

What?

I mean, I'm no angel, Catherine.

I'm human.

I've had my weak moments. I've sinned.

Really?

Sinned recently?

I love Bistro 45.

They treat you like a celebrity.

It's because I am a celebrity.

Yeah, in your own mind.

Do people in the office think I'm gay?

I don't know why they would.

You're such a ledge.

No, I'm not.

Sometimes.

People in the office think you're weird.

Never talk about your personal life.

You're so cocky and vain.

They just think you're an ass.

You think I'm an ass?

I think you're sweet.

You know, I've been called a lot of things in my time, but never sweet.

Yeah, well, maybe I see something in you other people don't.

Maybe you're just delusional.

I don't drink much, but this wine is excellent.

Well, have another.

I can't. No, I'm already feeling it. Oh, just one more.

Oh, God, I'm sorry.

Oh, you're so tough.

Come upstairs. I'll give you the label. No, it's fine. It's a little bloody. Oh,

no, no, no, no. I hope that you get out of those clothes.

You can wear these.

Thanks. Why don't you give me a cloth? I'll probably wash them.

I shouldn't be doing this.