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QUOl IS THE LIFE?

I remember being abandoned

by my mother.

It is believed that a baby does not remember anything,

but I do.

She left me there to die.

I remember what I felt.

Her face, I remember less.

It was hidden behind glasses.

- What did you do about the baby? - It is all good.

If they notice it ...

But no.

Let's get out of here.

Leon...

Life sucks.

CHILDHOOD

My adoptive parents gave me a place where I could escape.

I wanted to find the whore who had abandoned me

and the abutment. I wanted to see her suffer before dying.

You want it how?

You want me to go faster? Slowly?

Slowly and thoroughly.

- Slowly and thoroughly? - That's it.

- I'm very good. - Then go.

And shut up.

Do you like it?

In this small and ugly clueless home

I spent the first 15 years of my life in a total boredom.

There were shops, dirty streets, a bus,

my mother and my stepfather,

who kissed me since I was 9 when my mother went out.

- Come take your bath. - I do not want.

You must take a bath.

No I do not want to.

You should.

I was the slut of the city.

I knew early on that sex solved everything.

For hours,

I thought, that's how I'll be fine.

What would make you happy?

And if...

If we decided we going to do?

Give me the trick of the little girl.

What stuff?

The thing that you did to me the other day.

Last time? You must be confused.

Wait ... stop your bullshit.

It is I who command, not you. You do not clinging to me.

This is not because you pay you can piss me off.

Put that into your skull.

I can be the best, but it's my decision, not you.

- Give me the little girl. - What's this?

A girl of any age, asshole?

Give me the little girl.

What little girl?

You do not need to bully me.

Help me to get up. Help me!

The little girl wants to be helped.

- Do not be afraid. - I'm not afraid of you!

I'm not going to be shuttered.

I busted?

It's me who'll watch you, asshole!

Give me the little girl.

But who are you fucking?

I'm a cop. I could busted you.

Listen, my chicken. I'll smash your balls!

Give me the little girl.

You do not know what it is, the balls.

Do not you have, how do you know?

Leave me alone!

I dreamed of another life on another planet, and time spent.

THE WORLD

For me, the world had a problem to solve.

It was not for me to adjust myself to the world.

He was not at all developed.

It was cruel, incomprehensible.

For me, anyway.

$ 20, it suits you?

You've read some good books?

I give you 20 bucks.

Okay. It's a good book.

- It suits you? - Yes.

Health.

We know each other?

My name is Patty.

Hello. What do you want?

This type ...

wants two daughters.

He would pay $ 200.

You have known that?

I met him in a box. It's just a guy ...

If you want to do it ...

- Tell me if you want to. - Yes OK.

Yes, that would be nice.

I present Fiona.

Very happy.

It suits you?

Absolutely.

There are what, in the bag?

Beer.

Vodka.

I can have a beer?

You wanna sit down?

So what do you want?

I want you to suck her toes.

I'll wash my feet.

Can I have a cigarette?

I never really did that.

You're dry.

I want you wet.

I'm going to try.

Slowly.

You like this?

- You like this? - Yes.

It excites you?

Do you like it?

Why you stop?

I am thirsty.

Serve yourself.

Change.

You, suck her toes.

You like this?

I want you to come.

Suck her toes.

No violence.

I want you to come to me.

Range your knife.

I like this knife.

- Range-le. - Il m'excite.

Great. Range it.

I want it to piss you in the face and you undress.

- That's enough. - What?

Completed. Forget it, it's time.

Go to the wheelchair.

No. I'm outta here.

For the inconvenience.

It's finish...

It's finish...

Patty spent two nights in the emergency of St. Vincent.

Failing room she was in the hallway,

but she survived.

The knife had not touched the heart

or lungs, and three months later she was on foot.

Hello. How is it going?

Like that. Like everyday life.

- And you? - Oh, you know ...

We are going to smoke?

He is very good.

It was good?

Who would you like to meet?

If I had the choice?

Someone dead or alive?

I do not care.

Janis Joplin. I really enjoyed the experience.

And you?

I do not know...

I'd like to meet my mother. I wanted to meet her.

- You've never seen? - No.

Who raised you?

A bunch of people.

Cool, less friendly ...

You know if she's alive?

No idea.

I did it.

I'll hand you a bit.

Properly inflated below.

On the side ... like that ...

Dishes here and a little swollen by.

It's okay?

- You've burned? - No, it's fine.

- I'm sorry. It's okay? - Yes.

Anita, come and see.

I come again.

What's wrong?

Nothing. Everything is fine.

You are nervous?

Why are you like that?

It's okay...

I do not want to lose another client.

No, it's this time.

HAPPINESS

I never trusted the man.

They were a secondary species in my universe.

You're having fun?

Yes, I'm having fun.

It will not work.

You're too serious.

But if it will work.

You're not my type.

I see you again at the same time, next week, right?

I love to see you.

You fuck well.

DINNER

I'm taking a break.

I was going to enjoy!

Listen, not get angry. I'm kneeling on the floor.

And you're already on your third cigarette.

What are you doing to me?

You're a little selfish, right?

Though you kept constantly to talk about the weather,

I would have enjoyed. You're so selfish!

What are you talking about?

What are you talking about?

You're doing your movie while I lick you, right?

You imagine things, right?

Yes and so?

Who are you thinking about?

But you! What is the issue at the con?

Come on, I beg you, my dear little whore!

Thank you.

I needed it. Thank you.

We will eat something?

You know what I love?

What do you love?

J'adore...

I love the taste of your pussy with this tobacco.

It's so good.

It makes me crazy.

What do you want to eat?

I know.

Italian, it tells you?

I love it when you caress my hair.

We take a shower?

- We're going to the bathroom? - In the toilet.

Y has almost.

- I thought you had stopped. - I stopped.

Come eat.

Excuse me, guys ...

You are in our seats.

It's not clear, though.

This is our table.

That's my bag, you put down.

It? Here, take it.

You are more funny than a troop of monkeys.

Say that again?

I said, you are our seats. So back off!

You, my bitch, you're fucking you need that.

Ah yes?

And it is you who will fuck me?

With your little machine?

I doubt.

- Let us our seats. - Clear!

Wait...

You do not wait! Get out of our seats!

Ferme-la, Carpet!

Me, an ugliness? And you, what are you?

You're a jerk! Perfectly!

Listen ...

I love that sound ...

It looks like Hiroshima after the bomb.

Come on, boys.

Go home mom.

You know what?

Hey you! You know what?

See you in hell.

We always say:

big gun, little dick.

There you go! It's really not worth dying for!

I think it's worth it!

Come on! You're ruining my romantic dinner.

Calm down, Fiona.

I'm very calm! I just want to eat in peace!

In your dreams.

I have more very hungry, me.

Sit the fuck!

Take a seat!

Assisi!

I not give my table these cunts!

parasites whores!

Fuck them!

My pants are soaked!

It sucks here.

I'm outta here. The food is disgusting and customers are zero.

I'm sick of this crap. I break.

Whore!

She is frosty! Come on, it breaks!

Go yourself.

You want to leave? Go away!

I'm going to dinner, if it not bother you.

I am buffers.

Super.

Mademoiselle!

Want to see the map?

Ca Ira. I would point to steak, fries and coffee.

You would have an ashtray?

Let me see the map.

You know how to read?

He has spirit, the little homosexual.

Un bacon cheeseburger,

fries and ...

a small salad.

And to drink?

A milkshake strawberry.

A gentle for the little darling?

That's it, enjoy!

You think you're a star, right?

I never disappoint.

I can have coffee?

I do not speak Polish. Muchas gracias.

Treat yourself!

Who are you? A small pickpocket?

I am a model.

Model? Why, Jeunesses American?

No, I do newspapers, magazines.

Which?

"Town & Country", "Harper's Bazaar" ... What do you think?

And you?

I am a dental hygienist.

That's it.

That is true. Why would I lie to a guy like you?

You're a zero.

You're nothing to me. I will not lie.

You have to take you for someone to act like that.

You wanna know what I do?

I rob banks, gas stations ...

pretty hot stuff ...

I am amazed!

But I judge guys on the size of their balls,

not their guns.

I judge the girls on the depth of their pussy!

Mine is long, narrow and very deep.

- Why are you talking like that? - Like what?

As if your mouth out of a sewer.

Hence it could get?

You're not like that, it's clear.

Basically, you are sweet and tender, I'm sure.

It touches me deeply.

It is up to you, the blue Toyota?

So what?

Get up slowly.

No way.

Mr Japanese car became stuck.

Who's twisted?

She's with you?

That is person. A being apart. Not even human.

Thank you.

Standing.

Hands on head.

- Are you kidding less! - Against the wall!

Then the little darling? I can taste your milkshake?

You move, I Degomme you, Johnny.

I do not call myself Johnny!

Your lovely little ass please them,

in prison!

You know what?

Your ass, I get high, bitch!

I have not the cops in the ass, me!

It has quite a gun!

You know what they say about the guns ...

- Shut up. - Fuck you!

Gentlemen! You forget something!

Hey, little homosexual!

We will eat something else?

It is delusional!

Bouge.

Whore! She took the car!

You do more than walking.

Are you kidding me?

That'll teach me to help a homosexual!

I've Shooting Down because I hate the cops, that's all.

I followed my instinct, without thinking.

I had to do stupid things, but I do not have to apologize.

I am my emotions. I am not insensitive!

HIDEOUT

Hello! How is it going?

You look fit.

how you got paid for your breasts?

You speak! I take off the bra, they arrive there.

You laugh? They are super nice.

- Ton nom? - Fiona.

You come to party? The girls are there.

Between.

Later, I advised Patty to leave the state.

I'd searched everywhere.

A girl told me a place

where to hide a while.

They were all smoking crack, but I was safe.

No one knew who I was,

they did not care.

They were different, but nice. I watched,

like Alice in Wonderland.

I liked a guy,

he ended up in jail,

for several armed robberies.

He got out of jail,

but we are no longer together.

Alyssia, I fell in love

instantly. She was kind, gentle and tender.

Often under coke, but great.

She had drooled more than me. It was really good.

He had been hit in the face with a bar.

I wanted to hug her to comfort her.

Where did you get the dope?

I'm your probation officer for a long time.

I want to help you.

I'll tell you for the 20th time, the 100th time ...

I would like you to change life.

It happens like that. The other day...

cops accused me of selling drugs.

You know I do not sell.

The drug, I do not sell,

I eat!

It was really embarrassing. I went to a friend ...

Today the goal,

is stay alive and remake you a health.

It is impossible here with friends misfits of the street,

Drugs

and all the people around you.

This is my son, Michael. He has 3 years.

You say that you have taken?

Rachid jumped through the window and got fired.

I absolutely love.

All of the victims.

At least someone knows ...

I knew what the guy was feeling,

because she was cutting him a blowjob ...

I do not know who my parents are.

I do not know where I was born.

I thought about when I said

I was born the same day as your son.

It could be wrong.

They told me that when they adopted me, but I could be wrong.

I do not know my birthday. Sometimes people say to me

to make me do my horoscope.

It takes your place of birth,

time and exact location,

I do not know.

They must live in a caravan and mistreating their dog.

Who else would give up a child?

I was adopted by people who ...

by a woman who should not have to have children.

That's all.

That's where I am.

I was stripper. It pleased me a lot.

It's dead tonight.

I can tell a funny story?

One type enters a mess,

he chose a girl

and he says:

"$ 200? Well I say!"

They get into the room

and he said, "Sit down there."

He steps back, runs to her

and gives it a penis shot.

She said: "What are you doing?"

Him: "Do not move." It fell short and give him a penis shot.

She: "What are you doing?"

"For $ 200, I do my own hole!"

I lived with my grandmother. She died when I was 14.

I left six months later.

I had a baby at 15 years.

I left my husband at 19, I came to New York.

I started working odd jobs ...

I took over ...

I followed the traditional route to the con. I was earning a good living.

I went to college, I married again.

He started taking drugs.

I had a boy, Michael, with my second husband. I love it.

They took me when my husband was arrested.

Soon after, I got fired from my home.

Basically, I lost everything in two or three months.

I have never worked. I am 30 years old.

I have a nasty history.

So...

Why a prostitute can earn more than a crack dealer?

Because even consumed, it can remake WooHoo.

I talked to my kid today.

I do not know what to do...

with the school and the rest ...

have kids with you?

Yes, I had a girl ... I have a daughter.

It is not with me. I do not wanna talk about it.

A dirty story?

Say it is not a great story.

Amos hath paid ...

Non, it is not OK.

I just gave you ...

7 and 10, it's 17. I was 20, so I should have 37.

That was mine.

I gave him 20, so $ 40 in all.

Normally, Amos was paid.

Then 20 ... I had 40 ... there is 37, right?

Let's see...

$ 3. I had 40.

Amos gave me 20. Yet 20 of my friends.

I miss 20 dollars.

This sucks. I'm sick and tired of this girl.

It confuses me all the time.

Each time, she chose the worst time to entuber me.

You often have problems with the cops?

It happens to me.

Not now.

When was the last time?

Two months ago.

It really bothering you?

Yes. I think, that worries me.

But that's part of life when you do that.

One after the other, one is arrested,

we made a trip to the cops, it appears ...

The police...

think that you away from the street ...

it will be like a punishment that will change your life

but that's not what we need.

It needs to be rehabilitated, not ...

locked.

LOVE

It's too hot?

That's good, caressing like that.

We must exploit his talents.

The man you met ... please?

He is not bad.

I am very afraid to get involved in a relationship.

They end immediately and it depresses me completely.

I prefer to avoid any relationship.

They are too sad.

I do not trust men.

Neither do I.

Sometimes they attract me, but I do not trust me.

When I meet someone, I think it will be great,

it is not, I no longer love ...

- I try, but ... - Dreams are not reality.

I try, but I think it's silly since they ...

they are afraid. Why are men so afraid?

I do not know.

Especially seriously guys ...

I hate that. I do not want it.

Neither do I.

I have no man in my life.

I was married 2 times: a disaster.

- I have never done that. - That is true?

We'll see.

What a nice baby!

Thank you.

I too have a daughter.

It's great, right?

- How old is she? - It is much larger.

How old?

Bigger.

Goodbye.

Mind if I sit down?

- I have very sore feet. - What's the matter?

That's heels. I too forced.

- You want a cake? - No thanks.

You should change shoes.

There are padded with a system that relieves the heel.

This is a bit exaggerated, right?

Not at all.

I can find where?

There is a shop

a few blocks from here. You can not miss it.

I'll go see.

You will feel the difference.

I too have had foot problems.

That is true?

I'm a cop for 30 years. I walk without stopping.

Enchanted to meet you.

Let's see those cakes ...

My name is Fiona. Looking Alyssia.

I have not seen her for weeks.

You are his mother? You look like him.

Yes, I am his mother.

It is rare these days.

I would really find it.

You might try calling a few friends, but ...

I am not aware of anything.

Wait!

Wait!

I do not know. I've done stuff.

I have lived all over.

People who had adopted me did not know what to do with me.

They enrolled me in a lot of schools, I was sent back,

and one day, we told them to someone in Israel.

They sent me to Israel in a woman known enough there.

It was great, but she did not like me too much.

I was depressed, I was reading detective novels all day.

I was sleeping and I was reading on the couch,

she had to shake me saying:

"I'm 70, I've been up since 6 am

You and you stay there ... It's not funny, I do everything here ... "

I hated her, she did not like me much either.

She sent me on a kibbutz

where everyone was laughing at me.

A plastic factory, I understood nothing

since I do not speak Hebrew.

The next day they put me with the kids

but they did not like me.

At dinner, we passed. This is the rule of the kibbutz.

It was rude to ask.

People were tired so we had to help yourself.

I met a guy on the beach. I was 14 or so.

He was a friend of the niece of the woman.

I did not know what to do, so I called

and he picked me up at the kibbutz.

He put a night coming from the north.

He picked me up and we left.

We explored the area to a secret location.

I really wanted to pee,

but in the hills, people hunted us.

All night, I had to pee

but I did not dare say anything, I did not know you could.

I thought it would be terrible, not romantic ...

We continued our journey and we got back to Tel Aviv.

It was pretty cool. It was...

great, it looked an Arab.

He worked for Israeli intelligence, the "Mossad".

With his physique, he went everywhere without being mistaken for a Jew.

There were lots of missions around.

I remember his shouting match with the woman one night.

They wanted me back.

I was very sick because of the car

or did not do pee ...

While I was throwing up in the bathroom,

I heard them screaming.

I thought it was great that someone defends me

and go to fight to keep me.

My knight fighting the old lady to win my affection

and I vomited ... I wonder what it becomes.

HOPE

I remember you.

I'm not on duty.

Good.

You want to go get a coffee?

What's your name?

Fiona.

But your real name?

Fiona.

Me, it's Ernie.

What do you want?

I do not know.

I'm a little restless.

You do not sleep?

Yes...

that's it.

You just have a coffee?

It is really necessary?

Attends.

I just want...

buy you a coffee and eat.

Why?

I do not know.

I love you well and ...

You look hungry.

How old are you?

I'm 31 years old. Goodbye.

Attends.

You have to stop that.

Good God, that's not true!

- It's a shitty life. - Yes.

It's not true! I can not believe...

I just want to help.

If you want to stop me, stop me.

But if not, you can keep your advice, damn!

You're wrong. I just want to talk to you.

How you going to do?

Do not scream.

You'll be my good Samaritan?

You build me a house, you will leave your wife?

I doubt!

Hey, listen ...

Here is my card.

I do not want it. Go find your wife. Do not let her alone.

Go, returns!

Since...

I saw you ...

I think of you constantly.

You do not love me at all?

And...

I like you.

I do not know you...

but I like you.

You never want ...

to change his life?

If, like everyone. So what?

Not you?

You did not say anything about my new shoes.

They are good?

Super.

Well ... one of these days.

Leave me alone.

I love you.

Are you kidding me?

Attends.

I love you.

Stopped.

What are you?

What do you mean?

I'm a prostitute. I have to work. And you?

I am a lawyer.

A lawyer, a cop ... that's not possible.

I have to work.

SUICIDE

You got a cigarette?

What's your name?

Fiona. And you?

Anita.

You got a light?

It goes, it goes elsewhere?

A penny if you dance for me.

Will you dance for me?

I can see you dance?

What's this?

I had it done a long time ago.

These are my war wounds.

It's my life...

Where I lived ... what I did ...

I was made that one a long time ago.

He represented someone in my life.

Unconditional love.

But it's over.

My baby...

THE DEATH

We're going to get married.

What is wrong with you?

I love you.

Give me some time.

As much as you want.

Do you really love me?

That is true? Wooden cross, iron cross?

Yes.

Watch the cross.

This is the other side. You kidding.

That is true?

I watched Sue shooter.

She slipped into a world without joy or sorrow.

It looked cool.

It was a homeless, without identity.

She was skin and bones.

I, too, one day,

I could make passes at $ 5, sleeping outside.

I left everything with him the apartment.

I took my bag and cigarettes.

- Tell. - He goes into the kitchen ...

to light his cigarette on the stove.

He sees the new dishwasher and starts screaming.

Why?

It had cost $ 850.

I swear, you would love this dishwasher.

It is awesome. A work of art.

There is no noise.

In short, Roy ...

fucks a kick in the dishwasher

saying, "Where will we find the money?

Why are you spending all our wheat? "

I could not believe.

Then he disconnected the to bring it and be reimbursed.

It's possible?

I know!

It is brand new, warranty and all ...

so ... I do not know.

I have money.

At about 1000 dollars.

- I can not accept. - Take them.

I have to go.

I love you. It's good that you're married you.

It has to work, huh?

See you later.

I love you.

Ernie!

A woman screams your name out.

I'll see what happens.

What are you doing?

You've put in, the time!

Look, Fiona. I live here for 30 years.

People, windows, they are my neighbors.

The woman at the 3rd, right, it's my wife.

No kidding.

Listening. I will tell only once.

Me and my ... well, with this gorgeous Chevvy,

we get out of here and I had a question for you:

you come with me?

With you?

In California.

The palm trees, the ocean, good times ...

My wife and I are going to open a bed & breakfast in the countryside.

Stop it ... you're not serious!

It's necessary to choose.

She or me.

I'll get something.

I can not stay here, you search me ...

I'll be back in 5 minutes. If not, go away!

Good luck.

Ernie, je t'en prie...

Damn!

What is happening?

Sorry darling.

It's not my thing, the bed and breakfast.

What is wrong with you?

I seized my chance.

My last chance to be happy.

What are you doing?

Sophia...

you never understood anything.

Stay where you are.

Stay where you are.

- Me? - Yes you.

You have robbed me. You have forgotten?

Me?

I doubt.

- You were cameo? - I doubt.

What do you mean?

Come back! Come back! Whore!

What's in the bag?

From the money I set aside. When chopait drugs.

Everyone thought I was an idiot.

My wife, my boss ... everyone.

But I'm not stupid.

How many?

In 60, 70 thousand dollars.

It could serve us.

Where are we going?

We're going to California.

It is far.

Baby I can see myself in 6 months

in this deserted street, early in my life.

I had nothing except the sounds of the city

and this collar in OCD.

Subtitles: Maï Boiron

Subtitling TVS - TITRA FILM